Dissertating!

So much for the grand “live-blog my quals” plan. I passed my exams in May and took the summer mostly off. I read a few things, enough to explode my original dissertation plan, but not with any particular strategy. But school starts up again this week, and even though I’m not taking classes, it’s a good starting point and a good way to mark the transition into my own work. I’ve spent the past couple of weeks gearing up–making lists, getting books out of the library, getting up in the morning, etc.–and now, today, I’m starting. Monday and Friday mornings I’ll be in Starbucks (respectively) planning and reflecting on my work for the week. I might be posting more here, since I’m told that just WRITING is an important part of the dissertation process. Continue reading

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Identity Markers in 2nd-Century Christianity: The Acts of John

The Acts of John is different from the other documents I’m reading for this exam in some important ways. Most importantly, its obvious docetism sets it apart from other second-century Christian literature, an era from which few texts have survived, and even fewer that did not meet the approval of later orthodoxy. Continue reading

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Identity Markers in 2nd-Century Christianity: The Apostolic Letters

The letters of Clement of Rome, Ignatius, and Polycarp Continue reading

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Human Son of Man v. Apocalyptic Son of Man

In the Gospels Jesus uses the phrase “Son of Man” in both a present and a future sense. So, for example, in Matthew 8:20 he says, “Foxes have holes and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.” But in Matthew 24:44 he says, “The Son of Man will come at an hour when you least expect.” This is consistent in all three of the synoptic Gospels: the Son of Man is here now and he is coming in the future. Continue reading

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Son of Man part 1

One of the questions on one of my quals is going to be on the Son of Man issue. Basically, throughout the Gospels the phrase “Son of Man” keeps cropping up. Jesus is the only person who uses the phrase (except for one place in Acts and one in Revelation), and for the most part he seems to be referring to himself. What does it mean? Where does it come from?

Dear reader, welcome to the swamp that is New Testament studies. Continue reading

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Bultmann!

 

Since it’s the holidays and the library is closed until next week, I can only work on the books I actually own, so today it’s Rudolf Bultmann’s seminal History of the Synoptic Tradition. I’m using the 1963 edition translated by John Marsh. Continue reading

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New Beginnings

Every year at Samhain my CUUPs group puts on the same ritual. The words and individual details might shift year to year, but overall it’s quite a bit less variable compared to the rest of the year. One of the things we do is have three people, acting as the fates, measure out a length of yarn for each person and tie it around their wrist. Some people keep their yarn just for the night, some cut it off the next day. I leave mine on until Yule, as a symbol of the Dark Time and a reminder to myself to stay in reflection. Continue reading

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Scratching at Wounds

Recently a friend posted this article on Facebook and asked for responses. If you don’t want to go read it, it’s called “Should the Catholic Church Acknowledge the Destruction of Classical Pagan Culture” and the byline reads “Debra Macleod, Relationship Author-Expert & Classicist.” Continue reading

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Turtles All The Way Down

When you ask Pagans where their theology comes from, you get a million answers. You hear names like Starhawk, Z Budapest, Carol Christ, RJ Stewart, and Scott Cunningham. You hear stories about secrets passed on from mothers, or revelations in the forest, or moments of clarity in the pews.

I have these stories, too, but I have something else.

I don’t remember the first time I read Small Gods, but its publication date is 1992, so I probably wasn’t a polytheist yet (that happened ten years later). But I do remember reading it after realizing that I’m a polytheist, and thinking, “Oh. That makes sense.”

Small Gods and the more aesthetically serious American Gods are the basis of my theology. The idea that gods, while real, are what we believe them to be, and take their strength from our belief, makes sense to me. It allows for the continuity of belief in ancient deities, for personal connections with them, and for the flexibility to believe in and worship them in ways that fit with our own cultures.

Sir Terry Pratchett, who died today, might have been offput by my interpretation of his work, because theology was never the point of Small Gods. The real message of that book is one that Pagans of all kinds have taken to heart: that dogma is not belief, and it certainly isn’t worship; and that strict religiosity kills religion.

I, like many Pagans, don’t have a profound commitment to my theology, which is not the same as saying that I’m not committed to my religion. I won’t fight for my theology. I got it from a Terry Pratchett book, for gods’ sake, and it might change if I ever read something better.

But that seems unlikely.

RIP Sir Terry. You touched so many of us in so many ways.

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Sunday Session Two

Kat Robb “Facing the Dark: Pagans and Terminal Illness”

There are very few resources for Pagans dealing with terminal illness. Robb conducted a survey asking Pagans who deal with terminal or chronic disease how it affects their lives. She got a variety of answers, from “It doesn’t affect me at all” to long descriptions of how priorities and attitudes have changed in response to illness.

“Everybody deals with it differently. It’s like birth.” In many Gaelic cultures it was believed that death was the true birth, and that time on this earth is transitory.

Joan deArtemis and Joseph Greene “Finding the Seeds that Grow in the Darkness: Using the Tarot as a Tool of Healing in Dark Times”

Divination is a part of spiritual care for Pagans.

Joan starts with a brief (modern) history of the Tarot, beginning with the Waite-Smith deck. She describes reading at large events for people who are in some kind of pain, and reading for gay men in the early 80s as AIDS began to ravage the community. She says that Tarot and divination are some ways in which Pagans help each other get through the most difficult times of our lives. In Christianity this is known as pastoral care, but she suggests that “spiritual care” is more appropriate for Pagans.

Psychotherapy works on the interactions between actions, thoughts, and feelings. Different schools or methods approach these interactions from various angles for various goals as appropriate for the patient or situation. In spiritual care the methods are usually cognitively based and focus on the here and now. Supportive therapy, crisis intervention, and solution-focused counseling are the most common methods in spiritual care.

Supportive therapy is conversational and non-confrontive, allowing the patient to talk through the issues. The goals of crisis intervention are to reduce anxiety, increase coping, and mobilize resources. This is a more directive method, so the therapist is more involved in directing the client’s actions and needs (breathing exercises, discovering support systems, etc.). Solution-focused counseling is often very structured. It uses scaling–“On a scale of 1 to 10, how willing are you to…”, etc. “Miracle question”: what would it look like if you woke up one day and a miracle has solved your problem while you slept? The assumption is that the client knows, on some level, what the solution is.

All of these methods are at play in Tarot readings. The miracle question is less emphasized, but there are several points in a reading where the reader can ask the querent similar questions. Joan emphasizes that Tarot as she practices it is not fortune-telling. She doesn’t know the future, but she says that “we all have a sense of our own future,” and Tarot can help us articulate that.

As Pagans we have a different set of mores from the larger Judeo-Christian-based society. Things that we may consider reasonable in some situations (assisted suicide?) may run up against reporting requirements if you are in a professional capacity. Tarot readers should also know their pay grade–spiritual advisors are not mental health professionals.

Tarot uses images and storytelling to accomplish therapeutic goals. Joseph urges people to integrate their spiritual counselors into their professional therapy if it’s appropriate.

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