I have a couple of hours left before 2025 ends. This has been a rough year for me personally. In the span of 6 months my family have lost 3 animals. One of my cats in May, the family’s lab in October, and my white German shepherd in early December. What I can say is that we gave them good lives while they were alive, and realizing that has made me feel better now.

That being said not everything has been doom and gloom this year. I dropped out of my local college’s graphic design course, and instead enrolled in Animschool 3D modeling track. My mental health regarding school has never felt better, and I passed my 1st course with an A. My mind feels at ease doing the course, even though it’s harder than what I was doing before in college. But I rather get my skills tested and pushed, while I have people part of the industry guide me to becoming a better 3D artist.

I also got one of my artworks front paged this year which I still can’t get over. Even now it still blows my mind that actually happened, who knows maybe in 2026 I’ll get another piece front paged.

Although I haven’t posted any new songs yet, I’ve been practicing in my own spare time and I think I’m getting better. Maybe I’ll post a song soon eh who knows.

My goals for 2026 regarding art and what not is to

• Actually do more digital painting
• Try to get 400 followers on Bluesky and on here before 2027 (this is for fun nothing too serious)
• Learn the guitar, it would be fun and I feel like it would help with my music
• actually do a comic, oh my god how I still not done this yet
• Make an effort to do more commissions this year for both art and music
• Help out with 3D art stuff in maybe a game jam or something
• DRAW EVIL TOXIC YURI (I am failing my fellow lesbians by having never drawn yuri)

There’s some more stuff but those are the big ones. Welp anyway I’m going to go back to hanging out with my family before the year ends/start. God I can’t wait for 2026