its no surprise that my music is mediocre. I believe I have focused on the wrong aspects of music production. I skip to the difficult subjects before tackling the foundation. I believe I haven’t been making good music because of this. Repetition, emotional appeal, and melodic flow are all things that make the foundation of what makes music, music. In 2026, I have HUGE goals. I want to hold myself accountable to those goals. I want to get into college, and release my first album by October/November. Tomorrow I find out what the future holds for me. Christmas and my birthday (which are a week apart from each other) are the only time of year where I can get things for over $100 that aren’t essentials 😭. Because of this, I have to choose my presents carefully. Of course though, being 14, I didn’t think too hard of what I should truly get. BUT HERE I AM, BEING PROACTIVE FOR MY FUTURE. Anyway, i think the message is clear. I’ll be taking a break, a long break, at least, to my standards. I know I have a practically nonexistent community surrounding this career, but I hope that by the end of 2026, that I will be the person I’ve sculpted inside of my head. Happy holidays, and Happy New Years!