Or even for everyone.

Generally for me I am suffering from multiple issues this year as it has evolved and gave me many issues over the course of time.

Pretty much I’ve gotten from -1 vision to -4 vision from severe dryness of my eyes within this year. Also lack of money and jobs in the market not looking so well that I could take care of them, along with bad back cramps, my leg screws that still need to be removed and maybe just general health check.

I am lightheaded, very patient and hopeful person in general but I have to admit… it’s getting to me where I really wanna snap badly. I wanna move out and be in the US to move on with my life. Folks basically don’t wanna care or support me other than drag me for chores and be pessimistic about things, guess I am the only person that wants to be optimistic but getting dragged down by these shenanigans in a loop.

I’m not certain at this point. I wanna give up hope on finding jobs at my local spot as they’re very scarce and limited. I’ve wasted too much time on finding jobs that never suited me otherwise telling me to find another place far too long.

It’s a harsh world out there and I for one am still selfish sometimes always keen on supporting morally or emotionally towards others as I sympathize them more than myself. Still trying to find my own string of joy somewhere in between but hard to do so when I am stuck on a loop.