The Girl in The Gatehouse
The Girl in The Gatehouse
chapter 1
September 1813
T he end of the only life I’ve known, thought Mariah Aubrey, looking
back through the carriage window at the shrinking figures of
her mother and sister. Nineteen-year-old Julia stood in the foreground,
shoulders heaving as she wept. The sight seared Mariah’s heart. Their
mother stood behind, hand on Julia’s arm, in consolation, in empathy—
perhaps even in restraint. And there came their father, down the steps
of Attwood Park. He had not come out to bid her farewell. He would
not, he insisted, “sanction vice, nor seek to lessen its disgrace.” But now
he draped one arm around his wife and the other around his younger
daughter, turning and shepherding them back inside, back into the only
home Mariah had ever known. And might never see again.
Mariah turned back around. Miss Dixon, on the opposite bench,
quickly averted her gaze, feigning interest in the fringes of her reticule,
as if she had not noticed any tears.
Mariah bit the inside of her lip to control its trembling. She stared
out the side window, despite knowing it would make her ill. She barely
saw the passing countryside as events of the last month whirled through
her mind. She winced, but the life-rending scenes neither altered nor
disappeared.
“Long journey ahead, Miss Mariah,” Dixon said. “Why not try
to sleep? The miles shall pass more quickly.”
Mariah forced a smile, nodded, and obediently closed her eyes. She
doubted she would sleep, but at least with her eyes closed she would
not see the pity on the face of her last ally in the world.
of these poorly sprung seats.” Her former nanny was barely fifty, but
she complained like a much older woman.
They left the small village behind, and only a few minutes later,
the carriage made a sharp turn. Mariah looked up in time to see
the imposing entrance to an estate—its high wall broken by an open
columned gate.
Dixon leaned toward the window, like a potted plant seeking light.
“Where is the gatehouse?”
“This must be the main entrance,” Mariah said, explaining what
she recalled from her aunt’s letter. “The gatehouse is at a second
entrance no longer in use.”
Mariah could still barely grasp that she was now expected to live
on her own, with only Miss Dixon as companion. Her father had
insisted that even had there been no other young lady in his house to
be endangered by Mariah’s character, still he would not so insult the
neighborhood by continuing to harbor her. How his words had cut,
and cut still.
The carriage passed through the gate and followed a drive encir
cling acres of landscaped grounds—shaped hedges and a rose garden
around a reflecting pond. At the apex of the curved drive stood impres-
sive seventeenth-century Windrush Court. The manor house of golden
blond stone stood two-and-a-half-stories high with dormer windows
jutting from its slate roof. Banks of tall mullioned windows winked
from both ground and first floors.
The carriage halted before the manor and lurched as the groom
hopped down to lower the step. The front door of the house opened,
and from between the columned archway stepped not her aunt but
rather an odd figure. A man in his late fifties, in a plain dark suit of
clothes, without the livery or regal bearing of either footman or butler.
There was something unnatural about the way he held himself, as if
one shoulder hitched slightly higher than the other.
The groom opened the carriage door, but the approaching man
held up his palm to halt his progress. “Hold, there. One moment.”
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potted autumn mums before it and a glass hothouse beside it. Then a
carpenter’s workshop, evidenced by long planks suspended between
sawhorses. Over these hunched a thin middle-aged man who paused
to tip his hat as they passed.
The trees thickened and the lane narrowed where grass and
weeds had been allowed to breach a formerly well-maintained drive.
Mariah craned her neck, looking through the trees for a glimpse of
the gatehouse.
There it was.
Tall and narrow, built of caramel-colored Cotswold stone. Not so
bad, Mariah thought. The gatehouse looked like a miniature two-story
castle attached to an arched gate, with a turreted tower on either side
of the gate, a story taller than the house itself. From the far turret and
the opposite side of the gatehouse, the high wall that enclosed the entire
estate curved away and disappeared within the wood.
The carriage halted, and the groom again hopped down and
opened the door. This time, Mr. Martin did not protest their exit.
In fact, descending from the equipage seemed to consume his full
attention.
Mariah stepped down and regarded the large gate with ornamental
filigrees atop sturdy iron bars. It had clearly been a major thoroughfare
in and out of the estate at some point. Now it wore a thick chain and
rusted padlock.
At closer inspection, the gatehouse itself appeared forlorn. The
stone walls were cankered, the window glass cloudy, and several panes
cracked. The small garden was overgrown and leggy. The adjacent
pair of outbuildings—a small stable and woodshed—in a slumping
state of disrepair. A rope swing hung from a tree, its wooden seat
broken in two.
Mariah glanced at Dixon, but she was once again staring at Mr.
Martin. The man paused near them to fish jingling keys from his
pocket, and Dixon lifted a scented handkerchief to her nose without
subtlety. The man did have a pungent odor. Not of uncleanliness,
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For several days, Mariah and Dixon undertook the cleaning and
airing of the gatehouse from ceiling to floorboard, from attic to cellar.
They had to evict several creatures that had taken up residence in the
chimneys and sweep up heaps of droppings. This was the only reason
Dixon did not object when Mariah suggested adopting the cat that
began shadowing their every move as they went in and out carrying
filthy draperies to scald and refuse to burn.
On their fourth day there, Dixon called, “Miss Mariah! There’s a
carriage coming up the lane.”
Mariah’s heart lurched. A carriage from within the gated estate.
Who could it be? She raced to the kitchen window and looked out
at a grand coach pulled by a pair of matched bays. A liveried foot-
man stepped down, opened its door, and offered his hand to the
occupant.
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There she was. Her aunt, the former Francesca Norris, now Mrs.
Prin-Hallsey.
Her hair was different than Mariah remembered—rabbit-fur grey,
curled and piled high in an elegant coif, with long corkscrew curls cas-
cading over one shoulder. A wig, certainly. Aunt Norris had never had
such thick hair, and what she’d had was reddish brown. Her aunt’s face
was powdered very light, but her brows and lashes were dark, making
her brown eyes large and doelike. She wore a burgundy day dress with
threads of silver and a high-necked lace collar. She held her head erect
and walked regally toward the door. Mariah hurried to open it, but
Dixon stayed her with a firm hand.
“Allow me, miss,” she said in her most respectful voice, whipping
the cap from Mariah’s head. Mariah quickly untied her apron.
Dixon opened the door before Mariah could retreat into the draw-
ing room. She was left standing there as her aunt strode into the humble
kitchen as though she owned the place. And, in a sense, Mariah sup-
posed she did.
“Aunt . . . That is, Mrs. Prin-Hallsey. How good to see you again.”
Mariah tossed the apron onto the table and curtsied.
“Is it?”
“Of course. Perhaps not . . . under such circumstances, but yes, I
am happy to see you.”
A smile compressed the woman’s small, thin mouth. She dipped
her head in graceful acknowledgement and followed Mariah into the
drawing room.
She ignored Mariah’s offer of a chair. “I shan’t stay.” Her large eyes
studied her face. “How old are you now, Mariah? One and twenty?”
“Four and twenty.”
The dark brows rose. “Really. Well. I shan’t go on about how much
older you are since last we met, for I don’t wish you to return the favor.
I will own you look well.”
“Thank you. As do you.”
Her aunt nodded. “And how are you settling in?”
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chapter 2
F i v e m o n t h s l at e r
F e b rua ry 1 8 1 4
L ate autumn and winter had been cold, lonely, and disheartening. Mrs.
Prin-Hallsey had not once returned, nor had she invited her
niece to the great house. Mariah had heard from the estate carpenter,
Jack Strong, that the mistress had been ill during much of December
and January. Miss Dixon, too, had fallen ill. She suffered from the
ague for several endless weeks during which Mariah had used the
greater portion of her strength—as well as her funds—to keep Dixon’s
bedchamber warm and her every need met. Even so, how Dixon had
shivered and wheezed. Mariah had walked to the village apothecary
several times to purchase remedies as well as heavy wool socks and
a muffler—made, she was told, by “inmates of Honora House,” the
poorhouse so near her own abode.
It soon became clear that the annual stipend her father had given
her on going away would not last the year. They had been obliged to
purchase window glass and fabric for the bedding that could not be
salvaged, as well as coal and other necessities for the house. Then,
the unexpected apothecary bills had eroded the remaining sum to
precarious lows.
But now spring showed every sign of arriving early. It was only
February, and already the snow had melted. Wrinkled rhubarb and
clumps of purple crocus had begun to push through the damp earth
to join the modest snowdrops.
While less frigid weather meant they would require less fuel for
their fires, and could soon plant a vegetable garden, still their plight was
desperate. Mariah pored over their household accounts and determined
she would have to do something very soon. She recalled the words of
Admiral Nelson, “Desperate affairs require desperate measures,” and knew it
was time for her to take desperate measures as well.
She dipped a quill into the inkpot and began a letter to her brother
Henry. A few years her senior, Henry Aubrey was a struggling junior
solicitor in Oxford. She had not seen him since last summer but was
certain their father had apprised him of the situation and forbidden
him to harbor her. But her request, Mariah reasoned, was of a profes-
sional rather than a personal nature.
In her letter, Mariah described her “desperate” proposal and asked
Henry to call at the Windrush gatehouse if he thought it feasible, or
simply to write a reply in the negative if he thought it not. She hated
to risk their father’s wrath, or to drag Henry away from his work, if
he judged her plan a futile one.
Dixon, much improved, posted the letter for her.
For the remainder of that week, Mariah spent a great deal of time
pacing back and forth across the drawing room, while Dixon calmly
attended to their mending.
“Do you think he will come?” Mariah asked for the twentieth
time.
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Dixon pulled a long thread through a torn shift. “Did you not
write and ask him to come?”
“Yes, but perhaps he has spoken with Father. Thought the better
of it.”
“He will come,” Dixon insisted. “You must trust your brother,
and trust God.”
Mariah did trust Henry. She was not as sure about God. Not
anymore.
In the midst of her worry, the good-natured estate gardener, Albert
Phelps, came over with a basket of flower bulbs. Both he and Jack
Strong had proved helpful neighbors over the long fall and winter.
Mr. Phelps was stout and had closely cropped salt-and-pepper hair
and a clear glint in his eye whenever he looked at Dixon. This amused
Mariah but seemed to make the older woman wary.
“They don’t look like much now,” Mr. Phelps said. “But before
you know it, these gladioli and freesias will burst forth and brighten
your back garden.”
Dixon was stiff and silent, so Mariah thanked the man in her
stead.
“I’d be happy to plant them for ya, if you like.” He was looking at
Dixon as he made his offer, so this time Mariah awaited her friend’s
reply.
Dixon lifted her chin and said coolly, “We are both grateful for
your help, Mr. Phelps.”
A broad smile lit his ruddy face. “And in a few weeks, I shall bring
a crate of seedlings I started in the hothouse. Bit early yet. But just
right for bulbs.”
Mariah wondered if a man had ever brought flowers—even flower
bulbs—to Miss Dixon. For a moment, Mariah set aside her worries
and smiled.
It was about time.
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But Mariah cut him off. She didn’t want his pity or to discuss the
past. “Do you think that publisher you know might be interested?”
He inhaled. “No idea. I can but ask.”
“Are you sure you do not mind doing so? Should Father find
out . . .”
“I think the chances of that happening are rather slim.” He took
her hand. “I am happy to do it. I wish there were more I could do,
but—”
“Hush, Henry. I know. I am grateful you came at all. I would not
take money from you even if you had it to give. This way you can
honestly say you have not harbored me.”
Henry crossed his arms over his chest and frowned. “I know they
cannot have you at home with Julia, but not to provide for his own
daughter . . .”
“Do not judge him harshly,” Mariah soothed. “He no doubt thought
the amount he gave me would last a full year. You know Mamma and
Weston handle all the financial affairs and have done so for years.”
“Could you not write and ask for more?”
She gave him a pointed look. “Would you?”
He shuddered. “Never.”
“I no doubt could have managed more efficiently, but . . .”
Dixon came in carrying a tray of coffee and biscuits. “You do an
amazing job, Miss Mariah. Never doubt it. Bricks without straw, I’d
say.”
Henry’s brows rose. “Indeed?” He smiled at Mariah and squeezed
her hand. “I am proud of you.”
“Proud? I . . . Thank you, Henry.” Tears stung her eyes.
He looked flustered at her reaction. “There now, don’t go spoiling
your complexion over me.” He stood. “Thank you, Dixon, but I cannot
stay. Now, where is this masterpiece?”
Mariah rose and stepped to the drawing room table. There, she
rewrote the cover page with a revised title, A Winter in Bath, and wrapped
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Mariah bit back a grin at the man’s antics. She had to admire his
courage.
“Just a kiss on the cheek, then?” He pinched the air. “A small
one?”
From the window, Mariah had a clear view of Dixon in her gar-
dening gloves and apron, an old bonnet framing her thin face and
prominent blue eyes. She looked irritated and . . . something else.
What was it?
“Oh, very well,” Dixon said in a longsuffering manner, tilting her
head and offering her cheek like a patient preparing to be lanced. But
Mr. Phelps did not swoop down. Instead, he leaned in carefully and
pressed a slow, gentle kiss on Miss Dixon’s cheek. For a moment, Dixon
did not move, just stood there, face tilted, eyes . . . filling with tears.
“Th-thank you, Mr. Phelps,” she murmured distractedly.
“Thank you, Miss Dixon.” The gardener beamed, seemingly
unaware of the sheen in her eyes. He slapped his hat against his leg,
set it jauntily upon his head, and strode away.
He met the tall, thin carpenter, Jack Strong, coming up the lane.
“She thanked me for kissin’ ’er!” he called, pleased as could be.
Mariah expected Dixon to shout some rejoinder or at least to
grumble about lips that kiss and tell, but instead she peeled off her
gloves and drifted, dazed, into the kitchen.
Concerned, Mariah asked, “Dixon, what is it?”
Tears again shimmered in Dixon’s blue eyes. “Who would have
guessed? To have my first kiss like that . . .”
Mariah pressed her friend’s hand. “Plenty of girls have their first
kiss on Kissing Friday. I know I did.”
Dixon expelled a dry puff of air. “My first kiss, and no doubt my
last.”
Mariah grinned. “Not if Mr. Phelps has anything to say about it.”
Dixon squeezed her eyes shut and slowly shook her head. “Old
fool.”
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chapter 3
He turned and walked away, his gait awkward as he swung the one
hand but held the hook tightly to his side.
Dixon appeared at her elbow. “I am surprised a woman like your
aunt can abide having that man about the place.”
“It is surprising,” Mariah agreed. She shook her head, lips pursed.
“What can she want?”
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crepe and lace and her curled wig. A lap rug over her legs was the only
concession to her invalid status.
“Mariah. Thank you for coming. Does black suit me? I think not,
but Dr. Gaston assures me I shall go any day, so I wish to be prepared.
You see Miss Jones here in black as well.” She lifted a lace-wreathed
hand toward a plain but kind-looking woman sitting on the far side
of the bed. “She does not like it, but I say why wait for all the fuss and
ceremony until after I am dead and buried and cannot enjoy it?”
Miss Jones shook her head, sharing a wry smile with Mariah.
She wore an unadorned bombazine day dress and was sewing what
appeared to be black funeral arm bands. Mariah hoped they would
not be needed for a long while.
Mariah sat in a hard-backed chair near the bed. “You look well
to me, Aunt.”
“Do I? Dr. Ghastly will not like to hear it. Hugh either, I daresay.”
Mariah did not know how to respond.
Mrs. Prin-Hallsey straightened her lace cuffs. “How is life in the
gatehouse?”
“Fine. Quiet.”
“You still have my chest?”
“Of course.”
“Have you looked inside?”
Mariah hesitated. “I . . . no . . .”
Her aunt’s eyes twinkled. “Aha. You tried, but found it locked,
did you not?” She pulled at the chain around her neck, and from her
bodice emerged an ornate old key.
“And nor shall you, until I am dead and buried.” She tucked the
key back into its hiding place. “After that, you may sift through my
things all you like. You never know. You may find something valuable,
or at least interesting.”
Before Mariah could thank her, her aunt continued, “Whatever
you do, do not tell Hugh. Some of my things have gone missing already,
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On her way down the portico stairs, Mariah saw a man strid-
ing toward the house from the stable. She recognized him from the
portrait hanging inside. Hugh Prin-Hallsey, only son and heir of
Frederick Prin-Hallsey, by his first wife. Both now deceased. Though
still handsome—tall, with straight black hair, thick dark brows and
side-whiskers—Hugh appeared a decade older than the portrait and
was somewhere in his mid to late thirties. He wore a well-made riding
coat and walked with an easy, long-legged stride and elegant bearing.
As he neared, she noticed a few lines between his brows and alongside
a smirking mouth.
His dark eyes lit with interest. “Hello there. How do you do? Hugh
Prin-Hallsey.” He bowed. “And you are?”
She hesitated, fearing his reaction when he learned who she was.
“I am Miss Aubrey. And I know who you are.”
“Do you indeed? Have we met? I should think I would remember
such a lovely creature.”
“We have not met. But I have seen your portrait in the house.”
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“Have you? And what do you think?” He puffed out his chest and
lifted his chin. “Does it do me justice?”
She grinned at his comical swagger. “Whatever the artist was paid,
the sum was too little.”
He quirked one heavy black brow. “I think the lady replies in
riddles.”
She changed the subject. “I have just been to see Mrs. Prin-Hallsey,
who is not in the best of health, as you know.”
She noticed him wince, and wondered if the news distressed him
as much as it appeared to.
He quickly righted this misapprehension. “How I dislike hearing
that name used for anyone but my dear mamma—God rest her soul.”
He sighed.
“I am sorry.” For his mother’s death or for using her appellation,
Mariah did not clarify.
His wince deepened into a grimace. “Do not tell me you are the
supposed niece.”
She smiled apologetically. “I am afraid so. I live in the gatehouse.”
“So I have recently learned. Pity.”
She wanted to ask which aspect of these circumstances inspired
the word, but refrained.
He folded his arms behind his back. “You say your aunt is not in
good health?”
“No. The physician told her it will not be long.”
“Excellent. First good news I have had all month.”
Mariah gaped. “Mr. Prin-Hallsey, that is unkind in you.”
“No doubt. But I’ll not feign a regret I do not feel. How she would
scoff if I did. She is well aware of my opinion of her, and I daresay
her opinion of me is little better.”
Mariah could not contradict him. “Still, she looked well to me.”
“That’s too bad. Say—” He gave her a sharp look. “How much
are you paying for the gatehouse?”
She stared at him, stunned at the bold question. The truth was
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she paid nothing. “I . . . That is, your . . . my aunt was very generous
in allowing me—”
“Never mind—I shall speak with my steward on the matter. And
now I must bid you good day, Miss . . . ?”
“Aubrey.”
He frowned. “Aubrey . . . I have heard that name before. But you
say we have not met?”
She shook her head.
“Well. It will come to me. Now, please excuse me. I must go in
and make certain the old bat is not hoarding any more of my mother’s
things. Good day.”
“Good day,” she murmured, but he had already mounted the
stairs.
Mariah watched him disappear into the house, not knowing which
she feared more. What he might do when he learned of her free rent,
or what he might remember about her.
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