Chapter 121

MANSAENGJONG

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CHAPTER 121

The soft touch of Seowoon’s lips sent a shiver

through Cahaya, as though a current surged
through his entire body. It was the first time
Seowoon took the lead, and it left Cahaya
feeling tense, almost like he was angry.

His entire body stiffened as his erection

pressed eagerly against Seowoon’s butt.
Seowoon pulled him even closer, their bodies
tightly intertwined. Unable to hold back any
longer, Cahaya captured Seowoon’s lips, sucking
on them hungrily.

“Ah, Geom Jigeon was full of crap.”

“……What?”

The shower’s water trickled between their

mouths, adding to the wet sounds of their kiss.

“He said he saw my cock.”

“What are you even talking about?”

Even after sleeping for three days straight

without eating, Cahaya still had the energy for
this kind of nonsense. Seowoon lightly bit his lip,
as if telling him to shut up.

“Cha Seowoon, are you grinding your teeth?”

Cahaya’s teasing whisper, followed by his

tongue slowly tracing Seowoon’s chin, sent a
chill down Seowoon’s spine. Cahaya’s mouth
moved to his lower lip, sucking and licking
playfully, leaving marks here and there as if
trying to stake his claim.

“Now that I think about it, that was pretty

rude of you.”

“What now?”

“You didn’t even answer when I asked you out,

but now you’re seducing me like this.”

The mole under Cahaya’s eye looked

provocative as he smiled. Seowoon stared,
captivated by those nebula-like eyes, before
leaning in to kiss the spot just beneath his eye.
Cahaya’s long lashes brushed against his cheek,
fluttering from the ticklish sensation.

Seowoon’s lips trailed gentle kisses along

Cahaya’s cheek, ignoring the increasing grip
Cahaya had on his waist.

“I must really be a crazy bastard.”

“……Why?”

“I got turned on just from you sucking my eye.”

“Dumbass, I feel the same when you suck my

lips.”

Seowoon replied and immediately regretted it

after saying it.

“Cha Seowoon, are you crazy?”

Cahaya pressed Seowoon harder against the

wall, lifting him slightly higher.

“Yeah, I guess so.”

Seowoon casually replied, resting his arms on

Cahaya’s shoulders, but his face was already
flushed.

With Earth destined to be destroyed in the

future and Cahaya having even seen his death,
there was no point in postponing or avoiding
their feelings for each other. If the world were to
end tomorrow, there was no doubt Seowoon
would spend his final moments with nobody but
Cahaya.

Cahaya kicked the bathroom door open while

holding Seowoon in his arms. The shower was
still running, water streaming out without any
obstruction.

“Turn off the water.”

Seowoon tightened his legs around Cahaya’s

waist to keep from slipping.

“The planet is already doomed. What’s the

point of saving water?”

“It’s not doomed yet. I’ll make sure it won’t

be.”

Seowoon mumbled under his breath, aware of

not only saving water but also the closed door.
The other guild members had been occasionally
checking in on Cahaya. If they walked in on them
now…….

“Hey, hey, you didn’t even lock the door?”

Seowoon slapped Cahaya’s shoulder urgently

as he made his way toward the bedroom.

“Why should I lock it?”

Cahaya stopped in his tracks, looking up at

Seowoon with a lively expression that
contrasted with his once lifeless appearance.
Seowoon couldn’t bring himself to demand
being put down. It was hard to even predict
when he’d wake up if he remained as still as he
was. He gave Cahaya’s cheek a gentle pinch.

“Just lock everything, alright?”

“Why? You think someone’s gonna do

something weird?”

Cahaya’s reaction of not understanding why

Seowoon was making such a fuss made him feel
awkward.

“Then put me down!”

“Fine. If guild leader-nim says to lock it, then

I’ll lock it, even if I’m not planning to do anything
weird.”

Cahaya hoisted Seowoon up a little higher

before making sure the water and front door
were secured.

“Just try it.”

“I told you, I won’t.”

Their path left a trail of water as they entered

the bedroom. Cahaya kicked the door shut with
his foot and set Seowoon down on the narrow
bed, barely big enough for the two of them.
Cahaya climbed on top, balancing himself on all
fours like a predator eyeing its prey. Seowoon
averted his gaze awkwardly at first, then briefly
glanced down before finally meeting Cahaya’s
eyes.

“What? What is it?”

“How can you be so easily fooled like this,

little shrew?”

“What?”

“I’m about to do something weird.”

With a swift motion, Cahaya pulled up

Seowoon’s T-shirt and buried his face in it.

“Hey!”

Seowoon punched Cahaya’s back, but his

punches lacked any real force. As warm, damp
breaths spread across his chest, he found
himself cradling Cahaya’s head instead of
pushing him away.

Cahaya turned his head slightly, pressing his

ear against Seowoon’s chest. Seowoon
instinctively used his T-shirt as a towel to wipe
Cahaya’s head and lifted it so Cahaya could
breathe comfortably. From there, he could see
Cahaya closing his eyes, listening to the sound of
his heartbeat.

“Cahaya, are you okay? Does anything hurt?”

Cahaya slightly tilted his head up to look at

Seowoon.

“Do I look weak to you?”

“Not weak. But it seemed like creating the

Gate was incredibly difficult.”

It had been as if every living thing on Earth

was screaming, resisting the Gate from opening.

“The first time is always difficult, but the

second will be easier.”

Cahaya sat up, trapping Seowoon once more

in his arms and legs.

“What about food?”

“I’m already full from eating Cha Seowoon’s

cosmos.”

Seowoon was about to grab Cahaya’s hair as

the latter laughed playfully, but he stopped
midway. Instead, he gently cupped Cahaya’s
cheek and closed his eyes, anticipating a kiss.
Yet, nothing came. When he slowly opened his
eyes, he saw Cahaya holding back his laughter.

“What? What is it?”

Cahaya repeated Seowoon’s earlier words,

making Seowoon flush with embarrassment. He
pushed Cahaya’s face away, his refreshing
laughter scattering against his palm.

Cahaya pinned his elbows down next to

Seowoon’s face, preventing his escape. Seowoon
felt as if gravity was pulling his head lower,
trapped in a space Cahaya had created just for
him. This time, Cahaya closed his eyes, and
Seowoon instinctively followed, his hand
reaching up to rest on Cahaya’s neck.

Cahaya’s kiss was softer now, his wet lips

gently pressing against Seowoon’s.

When would Seowoon have ever imagined

being in this situation with him?

Back when Seowoon had been harboring his

unrequited love, he never imagined something
like touching Cahaya’s lips could happen. He had
told himself not to cross a line he could never
return from.

Their damp bodies clung together, the friction

and the heat of their breaths intermingling.
Cahaya’s tongue delved deeper into Seowoon’s
mouth than he had anticipated, forcing him to
open wider. When the pointed tip of the tongue
grazed the roof of his mouth, Seowoon’s hands
and toes curled. The sliding tongue seemed
ready to lick his Adam’s apple as well.

“Hey… mmh… too much….”

Seowoon whispered, lightly gripping the back

of Cahaya’s head. But instead of easing up,
Cahaya tilted his head and deepened the kiss
further. It felt as if all the moisture in Seowoon’s
mouth was being drained, yet it quickly became
wet again with each passionate suckle. Their
mixed saliva was swallowed repeatedly,
becoming indistinguishable from whose it
belonged.

“Haa….”

Cahaya pulled back with a deep breath, his

lips slick and glistening. Seowoon pushed the
slick lips with his sleeve, and Cahaya pretended
to be hurt with a small “Ah.” As Seowoon
quickly withdrew his sleeve, Cahaya pouted his
lips.

“……What are you doing?”

“It hurts. Heal me quickly.”

“What are you even saying?”

Seowoon muttered under his breath before

giving him a quick peck on the lips.

“Do you like it when you’re sucking malangso

in your mouth?”

“That’s so random.”

“Not really. I’ve been sucking on this the

whole time.”

Cahaya now opened his mouth with an “Ah.”

“Stop lying, you said your lips hurt.”

“My tongue hurts too.”

As Cahaya stuck out his red tongue, Seowoon

responded by lightly biting down on it with his
lips. Cahaya grinned, playfully moving his
tongue in and out of Seowoon’s mouth, causing
Seowoon to jerk back in surprise.

“Are you crazy……!?”

Seowoon’s face, which had already been

flushed, was now burning even hotter. The
tongue that had moved around in his mouth still
lingered on his lower lip.

Cahaya swiftly licked from Seowoon’s

collarbone up to his chin. The firm yet smooth
touch left a cool trail behind. He pulled
Seowoon’s wet T-shirt up and off, and
Seowoon’s body tensed even more as his hair
stood up and fell back down.

Seowoon’s mind drifted back to a conversation

from his college days—his friend talking about
his first time. He’d said he couldn’t do it sober, so
he’d drunk heavily to get through it.

Back then, Seowoon hadn’t understood why it

was necessary, but now he got it. His heart was
racing like crazy, and he didn’t know what to do
with his body. Maybe alcohol was the only
answer to calm his nerves at this moment. He
glanced at Cahaya, wondering how the guy
could be so unaffected.

The usually vivid nebula in Cahaya’s eyes

seemed consumed by something today. His eyes,
filled with a burning heat, met Seowoon’s gaze.
Cahaya let out a small, sheepish grin before
resting his forehead on Seowoon’s shoulder.

Somehow, Seowoon began to understand

why Cahaya was acting this way. The tension in
his rock-solid body pressed against him
suggested that even Cahaya was nervous too.
Feeling Cahaya’s erection pressed against his
own, Seowoon undid his pants button and
unzipped them himself.

The wet pants clung stubbornly to his skin,

and after several attempts, Cahaya’s member
became even more erect. Cahaya swiftly tugged
Seowoon’s pants off, pulling his underwear
along with them. Now completely naked,
Seowoon’s body was pressed closely against
Cahaya’s, every pulse in his body throbbing
simultaneously.

“I’m going crazy.”

Cahaya slid his arms under Seowoon’s, pulling

their bodies even closer, leaving no space
between them.

Their wet skin dried quickly from the heat of

their shared warmth, and below, the excitement
between them was unmistakable even without
looking. Cahaya placed a kiss on Seowoon’s chin,
then pulled back slightly, only to tease
Seowoon’s neck with his tongue.

Seowoon’s vision blurred as his breath grew

more labored.

‘Who needs alcohol anyway?’

His mind felt like it was shrouded in fog, but

the sensations in his body were sharp. He
unconsciously began rubbing his erection
against Cahaya’s, letting out an excited breath.

“Can I suck everything?”

Cahaya asked, his gaze fixed on Seowoon’s

erect nipple in front of him. Without giving an
answer, Seowoon pulled Cahaya’s head toward
him, and Cahaya immediately took one of his
nipples into his mouth, sucking it hard.

“Ah!”

The shock that made his eyes widen was

followed by Cahaya’s hand rubbing his erection.
The calloused hand, hardened from wielding a
sword, felt rough against Seowoon’s delicate
skin. Cahaya’s other hand slipped lower, his
finger pressing between Seowoon’s buttocks,
sending a jolt through him. It was an unfamiliar
and strange sensation of the weakest part of his
body being explored.

Cahaya grabbed both of their erections in his

hand, moving them together slowly, deliberately.

“You know I’ve still got one more ticket left,

right? One more wish too.”

Cahaya said, his voice slower than usual, but

Seowoon was too dazed to fully comprehend.

Just as his foggy mind began to clear,

Seowoon felt his legs being lifted. Cahaya
positioned himself between Seowoon’s thighs,
lifting his legs higher and spreading his buttocks
apart with his thumb, exposing everything
below.

The moment Seowoon realized what Cahaya

was seeing, his mind snapped into focus. He
struggled to break free, but Cahaya pressed his
weight down, pinning him in place. Because of
that, Seowoon was folded almost in half, forced
to look up at Cahaya.

“Let go, I said don’t……!”

Seowoon’s voice, barely above a whisper,

sounded desperate.

“You said I could suck everything.”

Cahaya replied, his breath equally ragged.

Cahaya wanted to suck every last drop of

Seowoon’s pre-cum, to taste and devour every
inch of him. Wouldn’t this urge subside if he did
just that?

The sweet scent that Seowoon gave off was

enough to cloud Cahaya’s thoughts, and now,
laid bare without the burden of clothes,
Seowoon’s sweetness was driving him insane.

“Cha Seowoon, I think I’m gonna use both my

ticket and my wish today.”

With that, Cahaya sank his teeth hard into

Seowoon’s raised thigh.

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