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We obviously arrived at the hospital or the three of us, and then we we're coming away, the two of us, and just nothing, nothing prepares you for it. We found out my wife Jess was pregnant with Queen last May. Yeah. It's just exciting and starting to kind of adjust and prepare. It's really nice, starting to tell people and our families, obviously really excited. Overnight Jess had bleeding and we went straight to the hospital and Churro. They just said that there's no heartbeat. We didn't want to leave the house again, we didn't want to see anyone, we didn't want to speak to anyone. That's the thing with baby loss, it's so Sutton and everything is fine and then it isn't. Those first few days, obviously friends and family were lovely and really supportive, but I just kind of feel no one knows what to say because it's the worst thing you can think about. We got the referral to Lily Mays and I went to my first session, came away from that first session. Feeling like. That's someone who understands this and. I didn't have to worry about, you know, upsetting someone because he, he knows he's been there and he understands the pain it was. Really difficult to talk about. We didn't see a way back. To just hear there is a way back in here, people who have been through it and who understand it, and you can talk about every emotion no matter how uncomfortable it is. It's a really vital thing. I feel really inspired that. I can do things in Quinn's memory and if I can help someone by sharing this story and Quinn's memory then I'm going to get upset. But. That's really important to me. So thank you. Thanks for this opportunity.