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2CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION: SoMeTHING Wicken THis WAY Comes
CHapTeR One: Sinsor Moraiity
Crapter Two: Sins or Society
Crapter THREE: SINSOF DISCRETION
Chapter Four: Sixsor Power
Appenpix: A CONSPIRACY OF SINNERS
Conrens
3Sanaa ele OLE Ve
-—Honont ne Barzac
Heresy abounds in the modern nights, whether arising from tmmovality or
ON aL ester eee ee Cement ery near gr a ee
crimes committed in the darkest of hours by vile, selfish Childee of Caine. To
en ar etre ters teeta re etna eee feel le, toothen
even the slightest breach of the Kindred’s millennia-long legacy is the gravest
eet ee ana en nas tea net
SOS are ae get ora tes a teers ou rates a
Pe ht Mae en eee ec Tcren eeteenet ec an
Only one answer is universally uue: These sectets are open renunciations ofthe
era LCOS as Tonite Se Ceara) Co ee(7
WICTION
A heretic is a man who
—Gouthold Ej
For some Kindred, “merely” being Damned n't
«enough, Herein the Final Nights, with the worldcareen-
ing mapilly toward seemingly inevitable Gehenna,
desperate times call for desperate measures. The Kindred
sponsor cults truck with malevolent spicual entities and
adopt anathema as their codes of morality. But why!
Ie'seasy ro clismisssuch thingsas the actions of “evil”
Kindred le'seasyto accep: thar Kindred arethe spawn of
the Levil given tatmocity andinherentlyflawec. In fact,
toadegree, these things are tue. A Kindred who doesnot
resist her nature will inevitably find herself inthe clutches.
of the Beast
Obviously, as the presence of sects and societies
evidences, notallKindredend up drivenmadby thirstand
rising at night only to kill, These Kindred are the exem-
plary ones who have risen above being monsters—ifonly
temponirily, These Children of Caine prove that Damna-
sion canbe resisted aslongas one bas thestrengthand wil
to keep it at bay. Hopefully, your characters are among
these Kindred
Bursuch is nc always the case, Faaism takes itstoll
onal Kindred, and some bear is marks more gravely than
others. I'thewor'd is doomed, chese Kindred reaton, why
resi i Why not indulge in what you want! Lacking the
drive to steel themselves against the Beast, these Kinlred
findthemselves consumedby it. Shities,indolentchilder
ofthe modem nightsall o9 often reser the undeath into
which they've been dragged, ard eldersfinaliysuccumb to
the weight of uncold years and snap,
Aoaucon: Soe Wi
T
Mike
o sees with his own eyes
iphraim
sing
Whatof the ones, though, whomudy place themselves
outside che world of the Kindred. Its one thing to verify
one’s vessel before feeding; it's another altogether to
actively pursue thethrillingzaste of the Amaranth. When
one rejects the mores ofthe Cainite worldconsciously and
consistently, he has becomesomethingotherthan avenal
Kindred, He has become a heretic.
Marine Ti Count
‘TharswhatmakesSinsof the Blood necessary These
‘are the heresies that those who ate committed to rejecting
Kindred society observe. Anyone can be an iconoclast it
takes @ unique person 1 be devoutly diffrent
To that end, this book isn’t a roster of baddies to
whack, In the moral gray «ale that Vampire observes,
these Kindred mighe even te rigk in certain convictions
evenif other parts oftheir creed are wholly aberrant tothe
restof theworkd. The most complex Vampire games don't
have clear-cut good guys or bad guys — each Kin red is
weighed by the merits of het individual actions, The most
ravenous Sabhat muy sll choose to rescve a chil from a
turing building. An ascetic Toreadbr starv
deny the Beast and curtail her predations on the mortal
herd might fexe the strength to fight the hunger one night
andleavea newlywesleaupledrenched in theirownblocd
Even after placing a Kindred in a position of respon-
sibility forherownactions, Vampirealso accountsfor the
motivarions of those characters. That's the crux of degen.
eration, of Humanity and Paths of Enlightenment. A
g herself to
jen Tas War Coscharacter who simply “does noevil” doesn't become more
‘good” A character has togenwinely feel remorse, to fight
the animal inside her earnestly. That Sabbat who saved
the child from the fire —did he do i to preserve her if,
ordic he doit hecause leavingher there would be a waste
otherwise had for himself?
These are the sortsofsituationsthat Sins ofthe Blood
proposes. These enemies aren't cardstock mooks to beat
hinking, vital characters who
en some action or philosophy that the nest
of undead scciety had spurned. Take these general ideas
and apply them to specific characters, Let the r
discuss herein be the outcomes of motives that your
specie c harbor.
Think about that, The antagonists with which you
populate yourstoriesmightbe the compellingantiheroes of
anotherchronicl. This book is for players and Storytellers
ike. We don't mean tosuggestthatevery character knows
eachotthesecretsin thishook—furfromit. Wk
aplayer’s character who adopts cne of the philoso-
hes can be every bie as rewarding to pertay a6 a rival
upholding that philosophy would be to overcome. Con:
sider characters in the doomed ttad tion of Doctcr Faustus
cr the noble sacrifice of Sidney Carton, Pechaps amember
of the coterie wants to seek Golconda. despite (or perhaps
because of...) the wicked nature of is fellows. Maybesll of
thecharacterare hereties themselves, comprisinga coterie
of vitae that he could hi
its we
on the run for its own survival, Maybe they make up the
tighteousparty, pursuing the pariah themselves. The story
this book work forall sides of the equation
elements
THE Questions OF SCALEAND
FREQUENCY
Note thar even the motives thar drive a heretic to
commit his misdeeds do not comprise the sum of that
chainctes. If a Kindsed’s wate :
pethaps we can forgive bim his unforunste
undead vitae. IF the prince mtintsins
doesn't joo nlives of Kin
matter that he upholds the principles of the Path of
Scorched Heart?
Just 2s we mentioned before, that these heresies d
automatically relegate a Kindred to the position of
guy we whacked neither do they always need wo be the
ceniral focus ofthe character who observes them, Stcry
telletsand players (thats, those players who ean hetrusted
to doso responsihiy) should feel fre to use these ideas to
round our characters, oto use them as building points to
distinguish charactersfromone another. A Kindredscholar
trained in the Socratic Method
radically different experience than al
has gone autarkis i. an effort to isolate him
Gnostic tradition,
Sx. 0 ¥ Booo
8Nonetheless all of these practices are considered her-
ses fora reason, every Kindred ina cityhad one or more
ofthese characteristics, the characteristics would he part of
thestats quoand notreally sinsacall, Storytellers, employ
the contents of this book. Players, don't assume that you
neal one of these aspects to make unique characters.
This book is about sublime concepts, These ratities
andweitcnessessurface infrequent (athest) ina Kincked’s
unlife. Their stats i tied to this rarity. Use them only
where they contribute toa character of a story. Qecam’s.
Razor applies here. IFyoucan achieve the effect of some-
thing inthisbook withoutactually using themechanicsof
it (as with our aforementioned scholars), then, by all
means, doit Storytellers, vou can also use thissortof thing
todefuse the know-iallsin your oupe, should you have
them. Lec them sume that the cold scholarisonthe Path
ofthe Scorched Fear, then reveal larerthathe simply had
a very low Humanity anda very cagey Beast.
Gvnl Evi!
‘Taking all thar information into consideration, re-
member thar these hehavinrs are proserihed. Sure, they:
work as flaws to empathetic protagonists, but they also
work as good comerstones for thase fighting in the idiom
cof Vampire's themes of morality.
Keep in ied, however thats eniely co any o9
relegatcheretiesto the rolesofstooges ormooks, Don'tset
up a blood cult only ta have it populated by a score of
Ifyou wane a shooting gallery,
: marae ther paces
with the air rifles.
A\llof the philosophies and practices in this book are
intended for use with devout characters. In keeping with
de cealey Gass ull Ene gave aoe
and more valuable characters if youunderstand why they've
spre phat they: Ava Seiyesin SsgsSuRna
you to blur the moral line for the players’ characters, who
sengileg os heed ef Gelert eiecy alsa ak
splatter the goors in knee-jerk “enemy” fashion,
In the end, though, you're free to make your own,
decision, Yeu're not doing anything wrong as long as you
whacking baddies is good, old-fashioned, beer-and-pret-
2els fun. Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of this book.
Howto Use Tuis Book
Thishosk tiesnotcolumpits‘sinness"intoone anti-
empathetic whole. We've broken the taboos intodivinet
chapters, makingnotonlythesinsdifferent, but thosewho
commit them as well,
‘Chapter One: Sins of Morality examines the com:
plex cae of Kindred ethics. Ir deculs afew new Paths of
Enlightcament and what h
ctexesto the point ofno return andit vakesa unique look
pens when one’s monlicy
— could there be any other? — at the exalted state of
Goleonds
Chapter Two: Sins of Society considers the social
taboos of the race of Caine, Considerations such as ect
and those who refuse wo associate with them, the autarkts,
are discussed here. Also, the dreaded Amaranth receives
a bit of attention, for those Kindred who don't mind
staking their thirst on their fellows in the urge to full
their own legacies
Choptar Theoes Sine of Disoresdon expanse ws te
those who break the Silence ofthe Blood fer their own,
ends, Cults — from herds to religious heresies to aflock of
adoring followers —are the topic here for those Kinde
who don't want to face the Final Nights by themselves
Chapter Four: Sins of Power includes new Dark
Thaumaturgy paths and rituals, as well ass fewother secret
ritesthat, while not infernal in nature, would certainly not
enclear their practitioners to her elders. A few new me
chanical systems for players and Storytellers — new
Abilities, Merits and Flaws — are also covered
the Appendix: A Conspiracy of Sinners
iatsalnse tara fee Kicnle wly bave then this book
heresies to heart From stall organizations ro loose glob
confederations, it seems that nowhere is safe from the
blight of che Kindred or their sins.
A Brier LEXICON
When discussing those who would break the under-
stood social contmct ofthe Kindred, certain unig words
arise. Whether objective or loaded, the diction of (and
regaxling) the Damned is just as evocative as their lex
vethoten parlance. Kindred shoul he careful around
whom they wie theve tetre In sore femful domains, jst
knowingaboutsuch unpleasantthings sa sureway tocar
the attention of a shen or Inquisitor.
Harmonist: A follower of the Path of Harmony.
linternalist: A follower of the Path of Self-Focus
Suspire: The burstof sight or momento clarity that
allowsa Kindred to attin Goleonda. The Suspire isa final
test that determines whether or not she atains this gal
‘Tainted: Marked by the Devil;in obvious league with
demonic powers
Unforgiving: A follower ofthe Pa
Hear.
Wassail: Theact that “snaps” a Kindred, teducingher
‘morality tozeroand placingher under controlofthe Best
when a vampire “uives up” the kas vestiges of the Men.
ight: A Kindred whose Humanity (or Path) rating
has dropped tozera, While most Kindred assume thatsuch
creaturesare ravenousmonstersin constant frenzy, sch i
rot always the case, Each Cainite's Beast is diferent.
While seme are indeed ragrng lends, othe
cunning or practiced survival urge
‘of the Scorch
Jnacouen: Sover no Wot Tas War Cows
9No mum is a hero to himself
Ray Bradhury, Something Wicked This Way Comes
Ast wote this, [hear punt
be several hlockssaway, bub
e outside imagine itt
peverhe sine. The sous
echoes off the stinking buildings of this city, and the
sounds | hear could just as easily he across the street.
Wherever they originate, they mean the end of a lif
Teemembera rime when the death of ahumen being
mae a small sound a death rattle, Fheve not heard such
a sound iseue from the theoat of a dying mortal in many
seers, [can only imagine this to be because humans now
die in such numbers that che individual's sound is fost
amid the general din. [denorknow. [am neither scholar
ror philosopher
In life, Iwas called Nehemiah. If Thad a weakness, it
\was pasion. | loved my wife and son so fiercely that hurt
sometimes. | cannot explain i. I could norexplain even,
when I could remember the sensation, and it is long
beyond my memory
Jam wrtingall this fora very specific reason, and the
reader will bear with me, I trust. The reason for this
treatise, essay, rambling — what you will —will becorne
clearinehe etd, For now only read and try w understand.
Te will, assure you, not come easily.
By way of preamble, le me stare that the Beast and
how toprotect oneself from its ravagesis a concern forall
‘Cainites, Even the most depraved aimong the kine f lest
a monster than the kindest — or, truthfully, most re
seraned— of us. In the pages that follows, | shall try t
explain the mindset of a Cainite who forswears hi
humanity for other, more complex ethies. | shall alse
touch upon the fate of those who lose all control and
Ibecome slave to dhe Beast. The final and moot iy
section of this work
One ancedote before we begin, that of my Embrace
| was fisherman by trade, as was my father before me If
Thai a cond love, it wasthe sea. Cine fine day, I saled
farther out thar Leverhad and,as sun set, found myselfom
apiecefland I had neverbefote seen. I beached my small
hoot and lay down on the sand to sleep, not at all sure I
could find my way heme after dark.
J awoke to someone biting my throat. vera stony and
ler mean, | threw my asst to the round and stad. He
reaninedhisteer.andlviveifinax Laardenm then, new hae
he was:amonster and that !hadino chance to fight him. He
would take my blood ifhe so chose, and al { could do was
resign my soul toG-d. Imade one requestof im, however.
asked him tocalee my boat hack to my family so thae ryson
could provide for my wife
He sac down next to me, surprved at my courage and
love. We spoke for hours, end he concluded, in brief, that
ry eare was too full of emorion and would eventually
will speak foe itself, think
(Gunn Ox: Snsor Moun
1lead to my ultimate heartbreak and oblivion, Before |
could protest (foe that is all ! would have been able ta do),
fhe was upon me.
Jam sure, given my probable audience, Lhavenoneed
torecount the sensation of the Embrace. | will, however,
recount dhe last wonds T heard ag a human belng, before
rising the next night as one of the Damned
Jone, gone the human soul, said mysire. And oh
w right he
Wen Humanity
isNotbNnouGu
For quire some time following my Embrace, | re.
ined, for all moralistic purposes, human, lt wasn't until
hat Ieame to follow one of the so-called Paths
ment. This is not uncommon, even though
mysirehad long forsaken any view thatresembled human
mere, In those nights, the Paths of Enlightenment were
rucimentary at best, The Camarill and the Sabbat were
hot to be for many years, and 2 Cainite’s method. of
sing the Beast wis often # chore undertaken alone:
The key ro keeping one’s sanity was usually « key that 2
Caine fonged himselé
Now, however, a Cainice who wishes, or simply has
no choice but to leave his humanity behind, usually
receives instruction. So what then, the reader might well,
ask, is typical ofa nawert Path-follower?
Normally, age isa factor. A Cainite normally rerains
a human viewpoint for some yeats after the Embrace,
simply because the adaptation to nocturnal existence,
coupled with thedraconian herrorof Ci
irony ofthe orm Kindred” — implying
derie and fellowship — never fails to amuse me) is quite
enough to contend with. Bur as the Cainite ages, he finds
that everything he knowsisdying, His mortal family, his
sire has instructed hitn well, knows nothing of histransfor
‘mation and believes him dead. Any friends he hid among
the living have long ago forgoeten him and gone on with
their lives. Ag he goes along, night-to-night, he will
eventually kill: And chat i the euming posae.
(Consider, fora moment, the taboos thatevery culture
the world over hus regarding death. Whether the expert-
ence ismeant to signify arevfying judgment followed by
etemal suttering or bliss, or a journey to another place
withoutsuch quilifiers as painor pkasire, death involves
removing a being from human ccntact completely and
forever. Every human being that | (for example) have
killed has not simply vanished with no. race, but left
behind others who mourn, weep and, in most cases,
wonder where their loved one has gone, The fist time 3
human dies under the fangs of a Cainice, that Cainite
nite polities(the
‘edo cons
sleeps fitflly the following day. That hurnan will never
again enjoy a meal, a wally a breath. He is gone forever.
The immense responsibility of what he has done weighs
heavily on a Cainite’s shoulder
daly enough, that burcler doesnot compound with
multiple vietims, but becemes all 100 easy 10 bear. The
more mortalswhodie toslakeaKindred!s thin theeasier
it becomes. And as humanity changes, in the Cainite’s
sight, toa rabble of walking, chartering meals, the Beast
rousesand thrashes against the Cainite’smind, Asit takes
time for a Cainites moral rectitude to slip so low as to he
‘noticeable problem (particularly if the Kindred was, in
life, a principled man) the young: amongthe Damned are
rarely recruited to follow Paths of Enlightenment.
Simple depravity s not enough, however. One thing
hac all Paths have in common (the ones that I have
seudied, arany rate) ischarfool are not wolcometo tread
them, Any idiot can learn to enjoy slaughter, but che
strength of intellect required to understand a Path, even
one so deceptively direct as the Pach of Honorable Ac-
cord, is beyond many Cainiten, Likewise, a fal wlio
believes,even as his urxlead flesh ktsaftera wound, that
nothing beyond the physical world marrers and that no
1d ot goxls exist does not have the spiritual capacity
nevessary to follow a Path. Those who ate degenerateand
stupid orshorsighted often end up as one of the ravenous
fiends I shall soon discuss. Those whoarenearing madness
butsll have the presence of mind to do something about
it, however, may come to the attention af a teacher.
Paruisiv Tie CaMARIT A
Before entering into adiscussion on fhe nature of this
insertion, ie behooves ws to comider the differance
between aCamarilla Kindred whochooses. Pathover the
more familiar precepts of huraan morality and a Saba
Cainice who doesso, Among the Sword of Caine, hurman
morsity sedkculesloutright. After all,reasonstheSabbat,
mortals are indeed only cattle, and thei lives are worth
little, Why, then, should the mighty predators seek to
emulate theirprey, exceptasst means ta lure thers closer?
Agaxlquestion, that. Theanswer isa matter af logic.
Whether they choose to admit itor not, all Cainites were
nce mertal. In ts dogmatic denial. of humanity, the
Sabhat hastens the rath tothe Beast considerably. There
fore, it becomes necessary for aSabbat Cainite who does
not wish to become 2 mindless, uncontrollable horror to
follow a Pach much sooner: (The Sabbar, afterall, nomi:
nally espouses freedom of thought, and the Beast strips
that freedom in short onder.) In the Sabbat, a teacher
might approach a promisiry candidate while hat cand
dateis still a neonate, (Ancillae, Fhave found, are rare in
the Sabbae.)
Sowers Boo
2Ind neonate following a
Path is unspeakably rare, In fact, Thaveheard of only one
such Kindred in the hist
hilosopher and alienist (what would n
*psychiatrist) Embraced into Clan Tore
19th century, As T understand it, the combi
Rose Clan'sheightened perceptions and rapture, plus his
‘own rather obtuse thought patterns, made normal com
prchension and morality impossible. Within five yeors of
hisEmbrace, hissitemadearrangementsforhimto receive
tutelage in the Path of Death and the Soul. Thefact that
hissite was (andstllis, co my knowledge) a member of a
in the lare
ation of the
jor city’s primogen spared him rome ridicule when
word gee arcundthathe practiced ‘necromaney?” bur rot
much. Asfaras! know,henowexi
humanity die arcundhim, taking
Kindred with a
nd starthng other
ali that impresses even the undead
Following a Path in the Camarilla, therefore, defi
nitely marks the practitioner as a kind of outsider an
abbat influence. That makes
cerain amcunt af sense, of course, given that the first
Trition of che Camarilla (and the only one that speaks
the Kindred’s relationship to mortals) states that
sinites, the undeadpredator of che night,must blend ir
raises questions about
Cun Ore
re
with those mortals. Naturally,
abilicy torelane te
Camarilla nights, might have eventually been instructe
inva road of morality suited to thei deals or found thet
cwn.such road, now strive to remain humane, when they
are, infact, Far from human.
tsum upa Cemarilla Kindred'sposicion, should
he decide to follow a Path: He is a member of a sect that
espouses human morality ara wary to remain hidden amon,
mortals (rather than foractval ethical concerns). Thatsect
is composed of, pardon my language, vampires. Vamp tes
are not human. Yet, our hypothetical Path-follower i
ridiculed, suspected and quite probably interrogates! ar
length foratterpting to comprehend and exis within the
boundaries ofhisundead existence « in effect, forrefusing
‘opretend tobe something he isnot. It would e
ee Camarilla Ki
af, then,
beautifully, altho
brands me a heretic
nim quite sure that suchan assertion,
an such a Kindred do to avoid persecution?
bbat, naturally! However, I don't recommend
hod (for reasons I will discuss momentarily)
What I do recommend is that a Kindred who wishes «
disguise the fact that he no longer follows the same moral
Snecr Moan
Btrack as the kine simply not make a show of it: Spiritual
and moral discussions aren't entiely uncommon among
Kindred (our condition begs some speculation, at least),
and indeed, many Paths of Enlightenment hold know!
‘edge and itspursuitassacred. However,many of hem also
teach that keepin one's secrets isa wie idea, While ouch
is the case for any numberof reasons, ongoing survival is
the best of them.
Does this mean that a Path-follower in the Camarila
should become a recluse? Not at all secretive Kindred
is ssumed to have something worth hiding, Unless one's
Pashspecifically precluses or inhibies contace with others,
itiswise to play henightly social gemesthatthe Camarilla
so loves. Appear at Elysium, become part of a coterie,
should you feel so inclined. Appear Honest before your
prince. [fthe city in which you dwell hosts any elders who
predate the Camarilla (and who still show theie faces at
Elysium), an insight into the vampiric condition might
actually impress them,
Ifthe secretis revealed, as it were, the exposed Path:
follower ein distinctly delicate position. He ean expect
visits from the Camarila in the form of archos, aking
ever-so-politely where the Kindred leamed his ethical
precepts and if, indeed, heorhismentorisamembercf the
Sabbat. On thar topic, members of the Sabbat will cor
tainly want to know why a Kindred is practicing “theit”
moral cades (yes, the Sword of Caine really is that arr:
sant,l'vefound) and theymaysendcheiroyminvestigstors.
‘The Comarila js ending if 3 paranotd, and suffers no
hypocritical delusions about behaving with. tolerance
toward such “alcmative faiths.” Elders, of course, will
probably seck blackmail before persecution, if possible
but such 4 che nature of the Jyhad. Elders usually seek
blackmail before anyching that would benefit thetn ess.
Ifan inhuman (ifot necessarily inhumane) Kindred
can foolhis ellows by simply behaving “normally” round
them, shat about fooling the mortals themselves? How
does a Kindred avoid detection (for the Masquerade is
practiced by Cainites the world over, regardless of their
politics) ifhe is dedicated to a hisher purpose than sub
predation? Sometimes, the sane principle applies: Avoid
the mortals, but when one must interact with them. one
does one's best to blend in. Of course, followers of some
Pathe ore hatter ahle-t0 adhere to thie principle than
followers of other Paths. The Path of the Feral Hear, for
‘example, encourages is followers not to kill unless abso
lurely necesary (although a Beasts reason for exercising
such restrain is quite different that a Man's) The Path of
Death and the Soul, however, promptsits followers tokill
atany time, aslongasample opportunity forstudy follows,
Some Paths encourage contact with mortals some held it
cousin. The wise Kinudredis wary. The kine can “feel the
tmalignant presence of the Beast in those who follow
Paths-Although they may notlnowexactly whatitis they
face, mortals have an uncanny knack for knowing that it
issome sort of predator.
‘When the act of keeping one’s nature secret fromthe
throngs of humanity clashes wih the reverence one must,
show to one'sPath,itsunfortunately thePath that usualy
gives. At heart, Cainites are selfish creatures. The ulti-
mate actof selflessness, it can be argued, is to suffer ordie
tor one's beliets. Very, very few Cainites are willing to do.
so. (In fact, the only Path chac T know that espouses
‘honorable sacrifice is the Path of Honcrable Accord —
most others hold ica sin nct to protect one's unite in. any
way possible.) Even if co-existing alongside mortals is
distasteful to a Noddist, the sheer number of morals
makes doing so inevitable at times. Although constant
contact with morals may push the Nexis further fromm
hisgoal ro be morelikeCaine, practicality and moraliryda
otoften mesh well, While difficult to avoidcoremitting
around morals, the ovd “sins” of many of the Paths of
Enlightenment do indeed push the Cainite clever to th
Beast. Therefore, in an attempt to avoid having to make
a choice between sin end survival, many Camarilla Kin-
dreduse ghoulsand other leckeys t carry out any business
that requires mortal contact,
Paruisiy THe Sanaar
On the other hand, Cainites of the Sabbat leave
fhumianitas behind much mere readily, This becomes prob-
lemiatic, since very few mentors are available for a young
Sabbaton the verge of losing hismind, AcI'vestared, most
Sabkat Caines are neonates and elders, and, as always,
flere have litre ime to instruct neonates. Isuspace Haat
if the overall survival rates of the Sabbat were higher,
many more fthem would fallow Paths of Enlightenment,
and far fewer would fall ro the Beast
L mentioned earlier that even if following «Path of
Enlightenment is the only recourse one bas against the
Beas, avoid going to the Sabbat to leam. One reason |
‘caution against the Sabbats that although Pathsare more
‘common there then in the Carmarilla a woukl-be suppl
cant must stil search fora patron. Tryirg to find help in
the Camarilla means incurring prestation debe, which,
while inconvenient, isfar preferable: thedebcone incurs
finding help in the Sabbar. Before a Sabbar Cainite will
accept a student, that student must almost always be a
member of the sect. Therefore, in exchange for aid in
saving off the Beast, one agrees to give up one’s freedom
and join a fanatxal army (which, ironically enough,
claims to fight for freed)
That said, the Sabbat certainly has the largest con
centration of Path-follawers,sowhat of thom? Fow oldars
of the sect remain true to human precepss, I'm sue. One
Snscr Boon
“Wuat Paris Work?
Certain Paths, ws Nebemish mentions, are easier foc Cannacilla vampires wo follow tha ochers.
« Path of Caine: As it ditects its followers ta avoid mortals and ciablerite Kindred whoveuleivate thei
Humanity, this Path is probably nota wise choice for a Camarifla characte
+ Path of Catharis A Catarilla vampire who treadlscarefully could conceivably follow thtsPath, though
she ight appear to be sorely lacking in morality, especially ar more enlightened levels of this Path
+ Path of Death and the Soul: Thecompassionless, lethal Necronomistsrarely bother with the Camarilla,
Their need tostudy death, oftea by causing it draws zoo much attention: It'snot outof the question;however,
and of al che Pathe, thie ona it probably tha ane'reaet likely cathe odogeed tyittrelles wh steed’ a meal
compass
+ Path of Evil Revelationis Welcome neither in the Sabb nor dhe Cannery the’ Gserapters fester in
both sects. (That doesn’t make them any more viable as characters for players except ityertain chronicles,
however)
* Path of the Feral Heart: Arguably the oldest Path in existence (with the exception of Hunianity),this
Path is sul practiced by some nominally Camavilla elders, and it enuld conceivably be passed on to younger
Kindged. However, since the Path disdains polities, « Beast character would need-a yood reason (such as
survival or protection in nximbers) 10 join a coterie,
* Path of Honorable Accord: Although this Path isconsidered a Sabbat staple, tsroots predate thesect.
Thetefore, an occasional Camarilla Kindred can be found among the Knights,
¢ Path of Viliths This horerical Path en'efoally eroraad by the Soblbae ond ite peactitioriers ore mc
concerned with enlightenment than sect politics. Likewise, the Path’s precept ageinsc killing actually makes
she Camarilla'a more palatable choice forthe Bahari than the Sword of Caine. (Afterall, the Lilin inthe
Camearilla can claim that regard for life prevents Her from killing ard nor be laughedbat too openly.) As the
Comsartls holds Caine and Lille to be mytholegical beisygrtacher than actual historical figures (for Ce nace
part), even an open Bahari would probably be reganted! a.a deluded scholar rather than a dangerous heretic
Even so, the fact chat chis Path is © rare theans char few Camarilla Kindred ever hear of, much less practice,
che Poth of Lilith
+ Path of Power and the Taner Vorce: While Kitidred do practice this Path (ifrarelj); ras commonly
held only by elders who can agpreciute its nuances and truths fully.
* Other Paths: The Paths of Night, Paradox and che others Listed in Vampire: The Masquerade are
practiced chiefly by members cf the clan that espouses them. However, occasional members of otherclans (and
therefore other sects) find their way down chese roads as wel.
ofthe set's guiding principles isto abandon al pretense leaders of the sect, each have their own “pet” Paths, and
of humanity, Elders have had centuriesin which to realize [will soon discuss these further. In general, the question of
thisbutevenafterthe bloody ritwalsandthemystictuths whether or not a Sabbat Cainite can follow a Path is
that Curse of Caine bestows, the reonates still find largely up to the individual in question. As long as the
tecomingsomethingotherthanhumanarathertalleedet. Cainite is competent and in good standing with the sect,
Obytheydoinalca peacfussbourtluiccbesy" ofcourse, bi ean probably find somone wo teach him.
However, I s¢e a strong similarity between them and Once a Cainite beginsto followa Path, he may learn
teenaged mortals who blusterabout notbeingafmidtodie —ypdisdain other Cainites who still cling to their humanity
as they engege in demonstrations of “chicken” and other Afterall, while they only talk of truly becoming inhurran,
amusing pastimes, The young Sabbat talk,as they s1y,2 the Path-follower has taken action toward this goal
seat game, but for the most part, they mustswallow their Meanwhile, hisstll-humane (sa tospeak) packmates may
horror when they see vessels hung from rafters. Whether begin tosec him as haughty and inscrutable, Sabbat packs
the horror stems from a lingering regard for life,or ftom frave splintered simply because one member becomes se
feeling of, “There, but forthe grace of God go,” it must comnitted te his Path thatthe pack’ purpose isdistupred
beaverted ifthe Sabbut is going rosurvive his fist decade
and not lose his mind.
NoSabbar clan is really more or les likely 9 followa
Path. The Lasombraand the Tzimisce, the founders and
Gharan OS Mena?
5
Tue Omens,
Several clans follow Paths created for and by their
members. While lamnotz member of such & clan, | havehad opportunities to study and converse with severalsuch
practitioners, and [feel i is in my bese interes ro relate
what {have leamed regarding these Paths.
The Path of Blood
The Assamites have undergone serious changes in
recent nights Fist, cher curse ell and | wan disappointed
tw see that many of them reverted to their bloody preda:
tions of nights past. However, as the din ftom. that
‘occurrence begins to fade [see that a significant number
of Assamites have joined with the Camatilia. 1 do not
predict, however, that this will mean asignficant rise in
the numberof Dervishes thar the Camarill boasts
To my knowledge, the Path of Blood is commonly
taught only to those Assamices who achieve greamess
within the clan by converting or taking the blocd of
infidel." Therefore, those Saracens who have isn
edyasit were to the Camarila sreunlikely tohringthe
Path’s tenets with them, This Path is rarely proselyized
ourside the Assamite old with any piery. Its followers de
not often seek non-Assamite converts (even though the
Path's cove of ethics makes provisions for auch), but 1
suspect thatthiseluctance is morebecause the Assamites
ate selfish than hecause they actively want t0 exclude
others. Ie resem
areligion more than a simple ethical
Path, as thowe who have crossed ways with a “devout”
Dervish can well attest
‘The Path of the Bones
In the nights before the
| recall, another clan held
Death” and practiced Path similar to the one that some
and the Sabbet, as
‘é mantle of the "Clan of
Giovanni now espouse. Since I did no: join Kindred (or
Cainite) politics with any real interest until after the
Giovanni rose to their current position, | have no idea
how closely theirPathofthe Bonesresemblesitspredeces-
sor. 1doknow, however, that this Path stare, even in the
clan of its inception. Cainites with interests in death that
are so deep-seated as to require morality based around it
usually follow the Path of Death and the Soul, although
the two Paths are superficially similar.
The Path of Night
Although rumors exist that this Path is trulyancient,
descended from teaching of Caine (or Lilith, depending
con the whims of the speaker), iris muddled and difficult to
follow. suspect that was pioneered by young Lasombea
aroundthe timeoftheAnarch Revolt: Like the Puth ofthe
Bones, ics tare, and ic ismore common among aspecific,
rather pedestrian mindset (cht the Kindred are horific,
indomitable monster who fulil their purpose by feeding
con mortals) than within sey specific ch, Timagine that
the only reason that young, dispossesed Caieif of the
Camarila haven't begun following this Path is its lack of
accessibility to them.
The Path of Metamorphosis
[find this Pach fucinsting The basie precept of the
Paths Lunderstand it, isthac the undead condition isnot
anvend |, but astepalong the way to afinal change.It's
an interesting thought, but if one considers the source
(Cainives who are capable of changing chet forms at will)
oe can certainly se its ideological roots. Wishful think.
ing? Perhaps,
Buc then, the Teimisce are the onfy vampires com
monly capable of sich changes,so anagging feeling arises
chatpethepsthey now somethingthat the rest ofusdon't
(The Beast Clan iscapubleof change, up toapoint, butthe
change isthe sameeach time. The Trimisce, however te
capaole of changes limited only by thei skillorimagina-
tion.) The Tsimisce's special Caimite gifts, perhaps the
impetus for the Path of Metamorphosis, seem to spread
easily from contact with their blood; [have wen entire
Sabhat packs demonstrate irsknowledge. Sowhy, then, do
the Fiends keep their knowledge hidden so careflly,
when thetoolofenlightenment (asthey eit) the ability
terchange; iso ensily qerend?
The Path of Paradox
| confess, 1 aun somewhat contemptuous of follow:
ts of this Path. Several of them once attacked me in
Ulm, apparently after tracking me for some time. They
spoke of correctingthe meya” and that my "swacharma”
was to die at their hands. | eseaped with my unlife, but
| managed later to isolate one of them and exeract some
knowledge from him. In the end, I let him go. By
attempting to destroy me, he and his fellow Shilmalo
‘wereattempting to correct what they perceive as agreat
wrong tothe karmic cyele. Since Thad foudht them off
and escaped, they concluded that they must have been,
wrong about my purpase within it.
Be that as it may, this Path is not practiced solely by
the Ravios. This is probably gand forthe Path's
given the recent destruction of most of the clan. The
Shilmulo with whom | spoke indicated that sometimes
membersof other clans would Embrace mortals who were
capable of understanding the eysle, and who dhevefone
made good candidates forthe Path of Paeadox. [pointed
out t him that basing possible members of a decidedly
inhuman Path on what those potential members di as
Jhumans was fallacious. He like many devotees ofa hetet
system, did not have an answer for me
The Path of Typhon
‘Some Pathsare philosophies, some are religions. Mast
ofthe Paths espoused by one particular clan are more lke
religions. The Path of Typhon is one such Path,
have never heard of anon-Setite Kindred pursuing
this Path, and, given thar their chiof goal wemm to be
Ss. we Booo
6paving the way forthei“god's"etum,lean'timagine that
there are any who do. Chief among the Path's virtues are
solidarity and obedience, which means thatthe followers
have strength of purpose behind their reprehensible ac-
tions, A drug dealer who sells poison an order to gain
comfort and stanss is understandable, if net commend:
alle. A drug dealer who sells poison in an attemge 10
gamerfellowersfor anundead god, however, isto be feared
(or, if posible, burned).
Wannticon Paris
Now cher wehave seen what following a Path requires,
what it may do to the standing of a Camarilla Kindred, the
rnecssty of Pathsin the Sabbar and the nanure of the more
familial Puts perhaps weshouldexaminejust whatolowing
a Path means to any given Cainite.
First of all, consider the notion of""sin.” In my breath
ing days, the greatest sin was worshipping a false god.
Indeed, the Torah is rife with gruescme depictions of what
hhappens to these who insult the One Above, Some
religions prchibir aleahol, some pre-marital interceurse
and soon,
Anatheist would doubtless be surprised and pethaps
amused by the various activities precluded under the
beading of “sin.” Often, a reason exists for the activity in
quersion heing declared sieful that hae no beating what
soever on the religion in question. For example, the
custom of eating ish on Fridays stems back to the Church
‘wishingto give thefishingindustzy (suchas itwas) aboost,
yet asking any teacher of Cathutician dae reason fr the
practice would yield a far different answer,
Many sins, however, stem from taboos that any mor-
tal would fir obvious. The aetsof murder, re, theftand
soca wouldseemto be “naturally wrong,” regardless of the
religionin question. Consider, then, that follower of (for
example) the Path of Death and the Soul holds the taboo
against murder be as misplaced asa modem pagan might
hold an unwed Catholic’ abstinence from sex.
Likewise, anadherent of the Path of Caine considers
befriendinga mortal sinful, The reasoning or thisissound
encaigh if you happen to he a Nodklist, but for the rest of
the wold, such 2 taboo might seem doomed. Because
Caine, the first murderer, was outcast, and you seek to
éemulatchim,youshunthemortalpopulction’ The Noddist
ily enone; "Vex A Tach lalowactaninteemnestthe
‘world to share the things that he finds holy or unholy. ln
fact, only a follower of the sare Path will sympathize or
advise him. Following a Path i a lonely road, especially
ier dhe inal tuehge & ove
Consider, too, the difficulties of following a Path
venus remaining “humane,” which are presented merely
bythe ficethat the mortalssil eonral the world, Mortals
make the laws in accordance with their belie. When a
Cainite forsakes his humanitas, he also often forsakes
rmortal law and custom. Having survived long enough to
see law and custom change dramatically, Ian say with
some assurance that such things are typscaly transitory
‘Thatdoes not, however, stop the mortal authorities from
investigating murders espectally murderswithan'tecult”
twist to them, And, despite the United States’ vow that
they shall make no law stopping a citizen from practicing
a religion of choice, I seriously doube that such an argu:
rent would absolve a defendant of a murder charge
My point here is chat humanity's precepts 3
observed, much like many human religions, more by
toaetion and deni
often
than by action and acceptance. A
Christian may feel thar he is following his religion iFhe
resiststhe temptation of theflesh, buta Beast that does not
hunt when the pangs of hunger strike — even ifeiteun:
stances indicate that abstinence may be safer
heing true to its fundamental nature. As I stated, meny
Paths of Enlightenment hold study and knowledge as
‘acted. However, one cannot acquite knowledge simaly
by denying ignorance, The active, even aggressive pursuit
of one’s ethics is something that few mortals (espectelly
Westerners) are prepared to undertake. Suchis espectslly
amue if the Path is based on esoteric knowledge that
requires travel, patience and kargaining tw acquite, So
much simpler to play at being morta, toavoid doing the
things that, while living, one would have avoided! Cam:
forting, certainly, but ultimately furile, as humanity’s
precepts sour ater one reaches what would have been the
200th anniversary of one's birth andi realizes chat mortals
are goingto die, each and every one, regardless of what or
whokills hem. That realization, in andl of itself, marks 2
slide toward the Beast, and it is truly inevitable
WHEN THE Beast WINS,
The slide toward the Beast ends in only two ways
First,theCainite may meet Final Death. This is, needless
‘osay,notthefirst choice ofmost Cainites. The only other
possibility, however, isev
ain takes over permanently
Most young Cainites have never seen one of the
pitiful wretches whose sanity and self have beer sub
sumed. They hear tales from their sires, stories of Kindred
who stalk the night, feeding on whosoever crosses thet
paths, eventually brought down like mad dogs by theit
own kind or by hunters. These stories are essentially true
but somewhat misleading
Indeed, most Kindred who succumb to the Beast
became nothing more than mindless brutes. In Greece
the peasants called them erpkolakes. Mortals saw them as
hideous, bloated monsters. and they knew countless folk
sspalarable: The Beast wins
‘Cour Ove: Sn o¢ Mena
7forslaying gthem, Mustard seed
tered ahour the howe would delay such
‘oms would bar them entrance, as they 0
afraid ef them, Needles snick through s comps
stomach, the legends vary,of course) imamol
dreaded vryholakes. OF comrse, a true Cainite
these perty defenses, fed upon whom he ch
one the wiser, However, these remediesactually
tum the ravenous orkolakes.
obe overthe centuries,
ig nearly every nation on Barth has in
pmon is. legend about vampires. The actual forms,
capabilities and desires of the undead vary in legendry
from place eo place: The Greek urykolakes bears litte
wysian largsui, aside from their
commen diet. As any relatively venerable Cainite can
actest, mortals misinterpret the facts almost willfully. sai
‘comesis no surprise that their legends ae afarcry rom the
truth, asaremostof their preventive amuless. Ha
the case of the mindless C
for them here) most of these folk cha ove quite
useful. A mourain rose placed on the chest of a Syiss
heimmobibi re. Astakethrough the be
lien ray well desteoy a wi
sed to simply paralyzing it), Wt
ur? | have heard several theories, s
scientific, but none x etthe fact that, regardless
f the Cainite's age or the potency of his blood prior tc
losing his mind to the Beast, superstitious mort
sonal hypothesis on the
‘matter, Recall, dear teade, that | am neither scientis: nor
wen alimost entiely from persona
xperience and trusted scurces.
(The read
e ral horror
[rarely specified any further] orsimply ahuran being. Fis
not without a certain ireny, therefore, that a term that
encompasses borh what a Cainite was and is shoul be
trached to the filthy creatures that are so representative
ofthe falureofthe Kindred'squesto cope with hishuman
mind.)
alny wate Bet ca
here to ego, but to the anim
inctthatelevatesthinkingbeings livi
undead) above the animals, Add
Cainitesureindierendly mystical be
nes, if vou prefer). We ate capableof feats thatare simply
science (with all due respect to the
eminent researcher, Dr. Douglas Netchurch). As sanity
faces, will cisappears,andall chat is leftis instinct —and,
Sas or ooo
\8for lack of a better tem, the curse. Wights are creanures
driven by primal urge and divine damnation, unable t0
ponder theircurse orto truly suffer from it. Therefore, the
‘One Akove opens the way for mortal remedies to hold
these creatures at hay or destroy them, thus sending them:
‘on to whatever punishment awaits.
AAs further evidence for this “divine intervention,
theory," as it were, [present the thin-blooded, Rumors
now circulate that this “ast generation” of Cainites are
incapable of siring new childer, bur such Cainires suffer
from the curse less harshly chan most. have heard staries
of Kindred surviving the sun's rays for long periods of time,
of Kindred exting and drinking mortal food and even of
Cainites siting mortal children. (A note, however: This
idea isnot new. The Serbs had legends of creatures called
dhampyr, who could fight the undead when no on
‘could see them. A fairly convenient way to make money,
asicturred out. Thechampyrfightathe inviable varapice,
then collects a fee from the relioved citzenry. But T
digress. )In any event, one common (though by no means
universal) thread between the thin-blooded whelps of
tonight is that Common superstition often affects them. 1
personally met a young Caitif who fele himself barred
from crossinga bridge—just like the legendsof old, which,
state that the Damned cannoteros running water undee
their own power.
But, the reader no doubr notices that in the case of
thin-blooded (but stil sane) Cainices, superstition seems
powerful, bur che actual Curse levied by Ge (including
thefear ofsunlight and the ability to consume only blood)
seemlightened. Why this? Itismycontention that these
thin-blooded Kindred are not beyond redemption, that a
way hack tolife,"s0 to speak, critsfor these unfortunates.
Exactly how this redemption might be achieved, Lam not
certain, In any case, redemption is beyond the compre.
hersionof the wights,andit isto them that Inowrediteet
my focus.
Unstire Asa WiGHt
OF coure, Ican only gues. However, every Cainite
hassomeindication ofwhatitstobeoneof these mindless
horors, for every Cainite knows what it is 10 fall to
madness, The frenzy brought on by hunger or rage is
almost certainly what a wight feels constantly.
‘Thistsnoceeeny owner shavereny sighicependilee
time lurching about for victims. Were that the case, the
Masquerade would not have stood firm as lang as it has.
Wights are not intelligent by any meats, but remember
that they operate by the basest instinct fal: survival. In
fosing theit human will and soul, they have become tet
predators than anystill-senticnt Cainite. A predator, after
all, never gambles with its life. Ie does not entera fight it
doesn't think ican win, It feedson the weakund the sick,
and — despite wives’ tales zhout cas xe does not toy with
fs food. Cainites do al ofthese things, arguably w stave
coff the weight of etemity, Wights, having lost their sense
of time (how can an animal recognize time's passing, alter
all?) do not succumb to ennui, and thereby avoid the
Political and social entanglements of Cainite existence.
This rather animalistic pattern of existence goes «
Jong way soward explaining how wights continue ro exis
inthemelemnights Theydo not, ova rile, quan tho
human herds, as they are clearly no longer human. In
stead, they slink through the sewers, water through the
barriosand ghertors, avoiding prey until tis time Wo fed
Then, they single out a victim, immobilize or kill him
cutright and feed a thet leisure. They make no effort to
clean up after chemsely ‘course, and this is often how
they are discovered. A life expectancy (so to speak) of
tore than @ yeas optimise: fr a wight
Butexceptionsdo exist of course. A man (cr woman,
Isuppose) who was strong-willed and rational in the fist
stages of unlife may become a very dangerous wight
indeed. Such a wight might expenience "mn
clarity” during which a semblance of sentience retums.
‘Such sophisticated abilities as language, of course, are
impossible to recover, but the wight may well remember
how to fie a gun, lock a deor, or even start (Prot drive)
car. Like amnesiaes, who tend to remember fhysical
skills rather than verbal labels (that is, forget the word
“car” bur still exain the ability todive) wighits sometimes
surprise pursuersby taking action that would seem beyond
their capubiliry to understand. Indeed, it probably is
While pursuing wight once in New York City, was very
surpssed whon sy peoygrlbed ha peel from he belt of
the policeman it had recently fed upon and fired at me. I
don’t believe, however, that the wight had any real idea
what it was trying wo accomplish; it continued firingeven
afwor the pistol yas empey, and when 1 got closer, it
dropped che pistol andi attacked with its bare hands,
completely forgetting the gun,
1 occasionally refer to wights as the nains” of
Cainites, but exactly what remains? As sated, memories
and skllssometimes remain ir rather spotty hagments. A
igh may or may nochunt familiar grounds ee Lue seen,
casesin which wightsfled the city oftheit previous une,
a well as cases where the wight haunted the Rack of her
city like @ hideous ghest- Personality remains to varying
degrees. For example, fa Kindred (in “normal” unlde,
thesort whoenjoystestinghislimitsby experiencing pain,
the wightthathe becomes may well derive an oddpleasure
from wrestling with its prey, allowing it to fight him fora
moment before biting. This sort of personality retention,
however, is by no means something to ber on Ordinarily
Guo Ove Sis oF Mea
9the person whom the wight once was is subsumed, with
only habitual or vestigial behaviors arising occasionally.
Thegiftsof Caine, however, aw another matter. Over
time, | have had opportunities to study with members of
various clans, and indeed, when boons are offered me, |
almost always take Faymene wn instruction, Therefore, |
fee! myself qualified to discussthe mechanics (metaphysi-
cally speaking) of various undead proclivities.
Take, foreximple, the Kindred sheightenedaspect of
charisma. This beguiling skill relies chiefly on force of
personality and the ability to inflicrit upon others. One of
the early abilities it confers isthe power to frighten off an
assailant simply by snarling arhim (a superb skill to have,
| mighcnote, when one is walking in unsavory neighbor:
hhoods and does not wish tosully one’s handk). This would
seem an ideal resource for a wight. Litele true skill is
required, aterall, and theetfect is nat unlike a exe moking
herfurstand on end to appearlargeranvd more dangerous.
But what of the other skills under this supernatural um-
brella? The power of seducers and leaders, in the hands
(onl more impporandy, che misnl) fa wigha? Aseven the
rankest ledzling kriows, the hasc principles of any given
Kindred edge are the first because they are the simplest to
master. But they are simpler only because of frame of
reference; The fledgling is learaingto flex new muscles, so
to speak, and he is learning by a combination of blood
bome instinct and instruction. Conversely, supernatural
“physical” acumen, while cormmon oniy to some clans, is
basicenough thar any Cainite an learnt without insruc
tion. A wight seems fo transcend the traditional leaming
process with regard to such advantages and exercise only
those sbilites that aid its survival (hence, exhibiting
Dread Gaze while never learning to produce Awe).
While a sti-sane Cainite i» bound by clan and
teacher with regard (0 leaming new powers, a wight is
boundbyclan (toapoint)andnecessity: Undead gifts that
have no practical use to the wight fade from memory
almost immediacely, whereas those that aid nightly sur
vival become honed to dangerous levels
Forexample, many yearsago, in whucisnow Slovenia,
I became aware ofa wightthat had wandered out into the
countryside and taken up residence in asmall village. The
townspeople (devout Christians forthemostpart) lived in
{earor the predator harsometimes stole nto thesrchuldren’s
windows. Of course all manner of superstition sprung up
around that practice. Some believed that a demon from
Hell had come to snatch the next generation of true
believers. Others supposed it was the malevolent spit of
adeceased miser, and so on. (Thismiser, of course, was 2
Jew. Having watched this stereotype of my former faith
‘appear and festerover the yeas, Iam sometimesglad that
my passions are deadened, else my enemies could fallow
the corpses of bigots to my docr....) At one point, an
otherwise well-cespected widower was wceased cf Iycan-
throoy, ofall hings. What never ceurred tothe townsiolk
was thar this creature was predator, simply secking the
easiest prey, Children were too weak to fight, and they
rarely had enoughstrength of will tocall upon faith tosave
them (which may well have worked, recalling the pro
nounced effect of superstition on wights). removed the
wight ftom the village and discovered his former identity
a Toreador lately fled from Zagreh. After making some
inquiries and tracing his movernents back to that city, 1
discovered that at the time of his degeneration, he had
walked among the undead for just under two centuries
During that time, he had mastered the at of pretematural
senses, to the point that he could read the thoughts of
those around him. Likewise, he had leamed the secret of
summoning others from great distances, but hal never
cultivated the third skill common to the Rose Clan, nor
hadhe atained any skill in chose curousgifts outside ofhis
own clan,
However when Iwacheithin d
me, a feat that few can boast, Twice | lost him in the
shadowsand had to call upon my own skill arheightening
mysenses (but meagerat that time) to find him, Afterthe
Jun, wondered how ie was that a mindless beasc could
have leamed the art of invisibiliry, when it baffles many
more intelligent Cainites (I admic that t took me neatly
a year to lear the tick of fading into shadows), Then |
discovered thatthe former Toreador haxlattacked ante
on a Malkavian neonate before leaving Zagreb, and the
progression became clear.
The wicht, uron losing the last vestiges of humanity,
lost his sills in supematural sight and charisma, He
retained only what he needed to survive: the ability to
sharpen the five “natural” senses. However, his clan's
affini speed was finally realized. Since it was “in the
blood,” so to speak, and necessary for his continued
survival, he developed the ability instinctively. Then,
upon feedingon the Lunatic, he found hinnself manifest”
ing the power of stealth and honed the ckill to the point
where he could slip into a mortal dwelling without nc
or alarm. This was all the wight needed to continue his
unlife, and he probably would kave continued preying on
de Hildkenot he village urn citer bad hack, buncers or
some supernatural force intervened. As it happens, his
predhtions did not leave the townsfolk unatlected, The
village standsto this night (though it has grown consider-
ably, of course), and butldings constructed in the decade
duringand after the beast walled amongthem arenoteble
in that few bedrooms have windows largeenough to admit
anything bigger than « cator close enough to the ground
‘hata man Could reach the sill by jumping
orn dic csily atin
Sas or ooo
»Huxtixo WioHTs
‘A Cainite who woul hurt wights (and reasons exist
for doing, as T vill explain shorty) had best remeber
tharthesecrentures exist ina state akin raconstant frenzy.
‘Theydonotfee pain, and awound thar does not inca
tates usually ignored. A Cainite who had powerful blood
during his “normal” unlife loses no potency upon becom-
ing a wight. The shartered remnants of a Cainite only
seven times removed from Caine ira wight seven times
thus removed. Combine whatever streneths the wieht
Jad before is fllwith its animal cunning and predator's
instincts and youhave some inklingas to what cagey prey
itcan be
For example, the fear of fire and sunlight quaintly
called Rotscbreck lately ae affects wighestoa much higher
degree. This is not to suggest that wights are coward
again, they are predators, and just as a wolf les fom the
strange sounds ard smells of man, a wight flees frown fi
with al ts ecrsiderable strength, So, using fire vo destroy
wight is possible, but understand that it wil ly into a
deadly frency, and it will kiterally tear itself apart trying to
escape, Conversely, a sina, hand-held blowtorch 1s su
petb asa routing device while stalking wigh's x you can
be sure that they will run away from the fire, no matter
what. The only tick is keeping up.
‘Anothercaution in stalking these creatures should be
obvious 2 the Masquerade, Wights don't give a fg frit,
cf course, and they will invoke their undead gifts opealy,
feed on mortals lft cars ce whatever else they feel they
‘must do to escape a hunter, no mater who is watching.
Great care mst thus be taken co drive wighes away from
populated areas, either toward water (again, mostof them.
shy swayftom t}orintosmenclsedares (any abandoned
building, or even closed business a the ides isto restrict,
their freedom of movement). Most princes, if told of a
hewithin city limits, will “lend”: hunter the asistance
of one or mote nonates, Somerimss, the scourge of acity
(ifone exists) will draft fledglings into sevice. While chis
might seem a bit excessive a an entire coterie for one
animalisic madman? x the reader should recall that the
Thuncer or scourge has nc way to gauge a wight’s power
simply by lookingar it. The wight could be the remains of
aneonate, certainly «but as | mentioned, the wight could
also be all that remains ofa powerful elder.
This should make clear one possible benefit taward
hunting wights. While diablese is often regarded as de-
monic cannibalism in he Camarilla,SabbatCainives may
vwell go hunting for wights with this er in mind, (An-
other possible goal is ro capture the wight and release it
intoa shopping mall, I'm told.) Despite the propagand
Camarilla Kindred do occasionally commit the sin of
iaklerie, and so hunting wights in greups is practiced not
cenly w ensure success, but also to ensure thar none ofthe
buntets may claim the wigh’s soul as his trophy, Unless,
‘of course, the wight is the subject ofa full blood hunt
Thad the opportunity once toconverse with aCainite
‘who committed diablerie upon a wight. Before succumb:
ingtothe Beas: the wight had heen adewouit Christian for
many years, and indeed, ehae faith was the last bulwack
against insanity. I asked the Cainite who consumed the
‘wight if she hod assimilated any of the wight’s memories
(rm lod 20 boliaws that this happens to diablesst fairly
frequently). The following was her answer. The teacier
should recall that what she "remembers" squite likely the
list memories of the Cainite as he lost his mind and
became a wighe
{remember apit, Undemeath me,apit: My feet each
‘on one side ofthe pit. remember the pit growing wider
snd something in the pit, below, screaming, Mere like
wailing really. As though in pain from hunger. Noreason
to think hunger, but I thing that’s why it howled, And
then it changed, and I tememberholdingonto a ladder or
a rope, and slipping. And I kept trying to remember the
words co the Hail Mary but kept getting stuck after rut
of thy womb, Jesus’ And then I fell and the wailing was
louder. And then I realized it was me wailing."
Thave no idea how much of this is exaggeration. {
shouldrelate,inallfaimess,chatthe diablerist in question
isa Malkavian, which certainly makes me take the tery
with a grain of sal.
The next common motive for hunting wights, an
the ane commonly cited ss primary, is to protect the
‘Masquerade. Humane Kindred sometimes speak of pro
tecting the citizenry at large from these horrors but tha,
eC course, is bunk. A wight left to rs own devices wil,
sooner of later, he discovered by the mortal world, and
Cainites of a certain age know well what happens next
Some Cainites hunt wights for spor. This isn’t an
‘atitude Lean say Iunderstend. A prepared hunter (or a
group of them) is usually more than a match fora wizht
simply because the hunters can expect the wight to
respond to stimult in a certain way, The dance
much the same as that of humans hunting a big
cat decides that youares threat, it will goto ground. Ifyou
‘comer it ic fights t suvive However, strength of weap
‘nny and arategy usually prevails, lars the huners have
seriously misjudgedtheirquarry’scapabiltes. Aso, hank
fully, wights are quite rare. Most Kindred will never see
‘one. Those who domight net be ale
lstinguish ic from
another Kindred unless they sce telltale evidence of its
‘wretched mental state
‘The safety of a city's Cainites is who a concem.
Destroying the “mad dogs” of Kindred society is just as
necessary for us as putting down true mad dogs is for
(GurarOu Sns os Mewar
umortals, While most wights do not attempt to feed an
Kindred, occasionally one sealizes that the blood taken
from is own speciesis more filling than that of easier per.
Thavenever heard of a Cainite actually being diabletized
by a wight, bur that certainly isn't to say that it couldn't
happens. [awe io idea what effec this might have on the
wight (and i isn'tan experiment! 'm prepared to pursue),
but L hypothesize thar it might either grant a moment of
lucidity to the wight or, conversely, push the creature
deeper uico the depehs of madness
The final and least common reason | kriow of for
hunting and slaying these unfortunates is mercy. The loss
cfsentience, ofthe consciousness that makes us thinking
beings isone of the mosttrightening things [ can think af.
Therefore, some of us (jes, myself included) track down
the unfortunate wights and end their existence in hopes
that they will know some peace in the hereafter.
Wiont pacts
Diahlerie aside, wights will atc other Cainites with
theintentionoffeedingiftheyfeel that they can dosovafely
A Coinite who lingors over sca inight suallenly Gud
Fhimset struck from behind witha club (as wightsincelligent
enough to sarprise Cainites are certainly intelligent enough
‘oemploy weapons) Such “cannibal” wights are more rate
than ther fellows, since their predator's instincts ensure
that they shy away from such able prey. However, if two or
tote wights manage tofind each oxher,a curiousthing nay
happen. Rather than fighting, the cteatures might join
together insoctal groups analogous co wolf packs
‘This only makes sense, considering that wights are
descended from social animals. I have observed this phe-
nomeron firsthand omly once, but Thave it on excellent
‘authority that the case | saw was not entirely atypical. My
experience: observing wight pack in Detsoie was this,
I was in thecity hunting down a wight, the remains of
Sabbat mass Embroce. [chad fled abaccle with Camarlla
inured and escaped. This wight would not have lasted
long in ary ease — it was far too blatant about its
predations and stories of “cannibal killer” had already
begun to surface among the cty’spoor. [found the beas
and beyan routing it away from inhabited areas so chat
could dispose of i
Iherdeirtoward the river. Upon reachingthe tanks,
T was surprised th see a figuen ninning at the wight. Ths
newcomer ran with a loping gait chat did not seem at all
human to me. Such being the ease [decided to see what
the newcomer was and how the wight would react to it
(and vice versa). Tomy surprise, the two beingstized each
other up, and the wight [had been chasing ducked its
head, apparently acknowledging the ctheras ts superior.
They then bothturned toward me. Notwishingto lose this
Luniqite opportunity for study I led the area and doubled
hack to observe.
The second wight was obviously older, as | could see
from its tactered clothes, and stronger. The two of them
procected each cther and hunted in tandem. Whenever
they fed, however, the dominanc wight would feed firse,
much like the lealeroFa wolfpack does. would have been
interested tose howa thisd wight would have affected the
peckingorder, but [was forced todestroy them beth before
either attracted attention from the local Sabbat or any
mortal authorities. I can say, however, that the younger
wight teught me withall its (Considerable) strength when
itsaw that I meant to injure his companion,
‘The pack phenomenon is not universal, however.
‘When two wights meet, the results a kat as likely to be
«pitched bale herween competing predators ait is the
formation of a social group. This, too, is something |
witnessed.
While traveling herween New Orleans and New
Iberia, [became lost and was forced to sleep the day in a
roadside movel. lawake that evening tosomething scrab-
bling at my arm as L ested under the bed
‘Aine exerting yee fom my (adenttedly ether
foolish sleepingarrangement, took teck ofthe intruder.
Temas obviously 2 Camie, and its disheveled appearance
and dull, animablike eyes marked itas a wight. The only
weapon [had ta hand war « small pistol, and Idoube it
would have donesny good. As was preparing toslow the
beascusing my temporal gts, another misshapencresture
entered the root.
While Thad no way co guess the lineage of the first
wight, hesecond was obviously heremnantsofaGangrel
Its eyes gleamed red, it sported blool-enciusted talons,
and it had odd, patchy fur acros its torso. I thought for a
moment tac these creatutes were part ofa pack (and yas
beginning to reconsider my options) when the fist wight
Jaunched itself ac the newcomer. As it did so, I was able to
observe deep furrows in its hack se clearly these two
unorcunates hac! clashed befcre, They were mote inter-
ested infightingeach other than hotheringme, so wasn't
concemed for my safety. However, | did want to make
certain tat noneof the other uestsof the motel aw them
or fall vitim to thesrrage.
Carefully and slowly, Iherded them into the bayou.
They ignored me except when | attacked directly, and
when I did, the one Tattocked tried to run (considering
itself curmanched). Finally, when both combatants wi
exhausted and wounded, | managed to subdue them and
study them ac greater length. discovered tharboth wights
Jhadbeen hunting in the area, and each had been expanul-
ing its own territory” until the two creatures happened
tupon each other. They had been hunting cach other ever
since, clashing when they met, with neither gaining
‘enough advantage to win,
Sno B.000
2Sroryretiine Wicurs
‘The flowing informations intended for Story
tellers who wish 9 use wighis in their chronicles,
'* Moralityt A wight is simply a Kindred whose’
Humanity (orothermorality) score hes dropped to zero.
dhe Sul dhe Dee's in nouns conga ae
budy. As mentionéd previously, this command needs
not be a constant, blood-soaked rampage, The Beast
can certainly be curing when itmeeds to, andltisjst
this low amtrnal sense of self chat keeps the wight from
simply destroying itself sooner, as the case with most
Cai who suffer the wassail.
*# No pain: Wightsdo novacknowlede pain fiom
bashing or lethal woundsyand they soak such woundsat
I difficulty. They sufer wound penalties only ifthe
wounals stem from fre or sunlight, and even then, they
typically enter frenzy (ce Rétschreele) so quickly that
Pain does not hinder them,
* Disciplines: Wights dé not leer Disciplines in
the same way as most Kincired. Instead, they grasp the
least complicated and most wseful(cothera concentsof
the Discipline inquestion rarely over level three, For
cexamele, awight developing Obluscate would probsbly
leam nly the frst fwo levels, as thethicd iscooimvolved
forits mind to grep, Thephysieal Disciplines (Potence,
Foretude, and Celery) have no upper limicexceptthe
‘maximum dictated by the wight’ generauon. Que-ot-
clan Dsciplinescanbeleamed only ifthe wightalready
had some skill in the Discipline prior io degeneration,
‘othe consumesatleasrfive blood poines from a vampire
whose clan commonly exhibits.
* Animalistic: Wights are neatly impossible to
influence mately o emisetonelly; All sie Desi
nate and Fresence (exespt Dread Gaze) recetve a ¥2
difficuley modifier.
Appearance: A wight can havaan Appearance
seore nto higher that 1 Mosfertu wights: are often
ingistingushable from “notmal” Sewer Rats, which
rmakesthem all the more dangerous,
* Memories: How much awightrecallsdependsonits
‘Willpower rating. A wight with a Willpower score of 3 or
less becomesa Hoodthitsty monster incapatle ofa al
strategy or reascn, himting chiefly by animal instinct. A.
‘wight with a higher Willpower ating, bawever, can acta-
ally retain Abilities: For every pointot Willpower above 3,
the wight retains one dot ofa given Ablity Ret exam,
tvampite with eMeleeratingof SandaW lower rating
ofS retinstwo dots of Melee.
_The Aletmess, Athletics, Brawl, Dodge, Intinaida.
tiotl and Stealth: Abilities are. not affected by this
restriction’. As wights have no Humanity, heyeanniot
possess the Empathy Talent.
Note thar some Abilities are mappropriate for
vwights regardless of their Willpower scare. No wight
will retain muuch mastery of Academics oe Compater
Likesrse,teraininga Linguistics ratingonly meansthat
‘the wight can understand the languages it ance knew!
(0s opposed racy speaking them)
netalrif the wight does nt
ipunlife tobe indieetdngerauthe wish isnot
‘unary (jt blood pool is mone tha 3/4 full), it wil porte
interests related to itsformer Nature. For example, a wight
whose former Narure was Architect may observe the old
“count scartered grains of vice" yh or push di into ples
‘round its haven, wheteasa Monster wight wll kill anal
again, ney mattet how fll ts bloed pol is
@ Generation: Age and potency of hoodare
snchanged by the lassof Humanity. A wightean be of
amy age ot generation. Older wights don't differ in
behavior much as compared to younger anes,
4 Fronzy/Ritschrecks Wights chick for feeney
and Rotschreck at +3 dificulty. Most will le: fie or
sunlight without bothering to resist the fed fear,
‘*Diablerie: Consuming he soul ofa wight srsky,
Besides the usual Humanity lgs, the diablerist must.
‘immediately check or fenuy (difficulry8) Nightroares
ften plague the diableris: for months afterwar:, In
aditon, although the attendant “rush” fom disblerie
vull occurs, decrease ynieration.gomes ata price. the
‘wight was of lower generation than the diablerist, the
dhablerist’s player must coll Willoower (difficulty 7), If
she sueveed, her generation ckops hy ope, but she
Amieduiely gains detangement (which onedepends
cn the Storyteller’ taste 2: bestia ones are most apne
petate). Wights svill only commir diablerie if the wight!
in question has already done so (before becoming a
wight) and is alone and undisturbed.
# Superstition: While she narrator of the preced
ing text greatly exagierates a wight's inere
ulnecability'9 superstition, many wighis are indeed
curbed by gatic,erasesor other such “Yolk emeiies if
theusersucceedsina Willpower rol (dificulty).fthe
user's player happens to Kaye Thue Faith, the wight
ivcoils automatically and flees wf rogsible, A. stake
through the heart will nor destroy a wight, but it does
parale it as usual
* Wight packs: Groups of wights occasionally
behave usstated elsewhere in th
becomes a sort of default lear, and the pack affects
crude attempts at strategy (harying prey likewolves,
attackingen masse and so forth), Weaker wight will |
fight 1a Final Death to provect the leadee
One: Ss ok MorsI never discovered the identity ofthe Gangrel wight,
bucthe other rumed out to bea Ventruc and the childe of
a New Orleans harpy. Said harpy,asit happens, offered 1
pay handsomely to keep the newsof his childe’s fate from
the ears of his fellows. [had no desire to become involved
with the harpiesof any city, however, and so declined any
reward for silence.
Cainites of all stripes are rare, of course, and wights
even more s6, which means thar the adds of ancomntering:
either a pack or a feud are extremely slim. However, if
somethinghappens only once a century ard one has seen
the passage of [5...well, let me close my discussion ‘on
wights by saying that, like all wild animals, they are
unpredictable and dangerous, and (cbviously) have no
moral limitations at all when it come to survival
Omen Pats to Gorconna
Tewould seem that Goleonds is the logical extrapo
lation of humanitas for a Cainite. But what ofthe Paths
of Enlightenment? Are they exempt rom any possibil-
ity of redemption. simply because they chose the road
that best suited them?
‘The answer is no. However, the possibility lies, I
believe, in giving up the Path and rediscovering one’
human ethics and morality. This process takes year
possibly decades, and given the inhumane nature of
many Paths, this goal may be impossible co achieve.
However, one’s human side can be reclaimed if the
vanupite fstcony estugh to try
As for those Cainites who attempt to teach
Golconda (or a similar state) by reaching the pinnacle
oftheirparticular Path, I have no true idea, only guesses.
I should think thar some Paths might allow for it with
abit of heretical changeto the Path’sethics, whilesome
others (notably the Path of Metamorphosis) seem to
have this sort of transcendence in mind a8 a goal.
However, true Golconda comes from conquering the
Beast and redressing one’s crimes, not from a study of
what itis to be a monster. I must, therefore, conclude
that, although some kind of reward might await the
followers of the Paths of Enlightenment, the reward is
not the road of Mercy promised by Gabriel
To Introspection
Golconda is hinted at in the Book of Nadi *.
even now there is path opened, a road of Mercy, and
you shall call this toad Gokeonda, And tell your chil-
dren oft, for by that road they may come once again to
dwell in the Light.” In that context, it seems to stem
G-d directly. However. it isimportant to note that
joa” of the Book of Nodis the same entity that both
Jews and Christians worship (even if they themselves,
won'tconcede that point) and that some Cainites (my
Repemprion?
T stated before that the final section of my
manuscript would speak for tse also stated that
only two avenues exisc for Cainites who wish to.
defea: the Beast In thislast statement, Lmisspoks.
One other method exists: Golconda
cannot speak the wond above awhisper That
Teril hold eich sovlsrenen fr tha wt
concept « might seem laughable to some, in the
face of my...
No, I am getting ahead of myself 1 must
separace my experiences from the tmuth, divorce
myself ofemotion,asbefitting oneoftheUnforsiv-
ing. Very well, then. The teader might well ask,
“What is Golconda”
“Myths surround the word. Most of chem are
completely false; some are merely misguided. Whar
Golcondais noe, however, is satwof tolerance or
acceptance. AKindred who hasteachiedGoleomda
is not, by conventional human morality, “good.”
“caring” or “tolerant.” Goleonda is not for the
softheartad, athe diseipline and sel perceprion it
requices is phenomenal.
Golconda snota tate reached by followingny
‘xe partic religion or faith, In my travels, | once
heard a Kindted preaching that the true path 10
forpivencs lic in devout attontion tthe Five Pillars
‘élslamn,that Allah would forgive those Kindred who
followed the Muslim faith and reward them with
Golconda Lactually broke my usual practice of strict
ecstatic is gels Calbticsa tigated wait
How | asked, could the Muslim faith be che way to
forglvenest when thar fash (like most others) wasa
prodict of a need for social change within mortal
society, an when many Cainites (myself included)
‘predate the religion’s inception by hundreds of years:
twboot? He didn’tave an angwerforme;beyond the
‘ual “All wills itso." Although fam nor prone to
boutsof strongemotion of any kind, that night I was
‘overcome by disgust.
Likewise, no one sector clan has any more
information on Golconda than aay ether. The
mysterious Inconnu ate rumored 10 pursue
Golconda, bur they are also rumored to be the
Just of the Antediluvians, a group of demon-
worshipping infernalists, the gatekeepers to
Gehennaandsoon. In allmycenturies of nie,
Thaye neverseen or heard from a member of this
srrange group, and I om forced to assert that they
may aot sitet at all
for the
‘Swsor He Boon
4gtandsire among them, reportedly) predate even Juda
isin, Su, where did Golconda criginare
I spoke once with a member of the enigmatic
Salubri. Lam aware of the rumors surrounding their
clan;1 am also aware that many of these rumors can be
traced back to the Tremere, ardl | prefer to trust expe
rience over Warlocks, The discussion was brief, but the
Cainite expressed an opinion thar the founder of her
clan actually discovered Gclcondaafterextensive travel
inthe Middle and FarEast. Since I spentthe first several
centuries of unlife among the Cainites of Jerusalem and
the surrounding countries and never heard ct Saulot or
his involvement with Goleanda, I am forced to doubt
the veracity of that statement. However, | am also
forced to concede that the woman who made the
statement displayed an inner serenity much beyond her
years (she confessed that she was little more than a
neonate). I feel that the answer lies not in spirituality
but in science. Forevery action, an equal and opposite
reaction follows. The action of a Cainite’s slide inte
degradation, eventually cesling, inthis Final Death or a
violent period in wassal, has its reaction in the
Kindied's departed burstill-extant soul erying out. The
soul is immortal and strong, even if the Beast makes the
Kindred’s mind weak, just as the Beast has ts own end
in mind —complete surrender to base instincts — the
soul, 100, has an ultimate goal, "to dwell in che Light.
must apologire to the reader. Much ofthe preced
ing ismy own philosophy, and Ido not mean to offend
But, in following Golconda, dogmatic human religion
has no place, There ate no holy texts to offer pre
packaged codes of behavior. no Pillars, ne
mmandments and rarely any teachers. The hardest
step on the way to Goleonds (aside, perhaps, from
seeing the way tall) isthe firstone, because theseeker
wallesa dangerous road, alone im the dark
The choice to make that first step is often done
without knowledge oreven rumor of Golconda. Aer al
the Camavilla regards tas allegory at best anda fairy tale
at worst: The Sabbut, neeales ww say, coms the very idea
of penitence and remorse in favor of leading an unlie
without regret. Bur sometimes, » Cainite sees something
that makes him remember what it was to be mortal. 1
needn't be signaficant, but somehow, 1€ couches a dead
heart. A wedding, abirth, adeath, a funeral, achildatplay
— the posibilties areas erlless asthe ways that mortal
express their emotions. The point is this: The Kind
remembers the emotions, even if actually experienc
them is beyond his capacity, and he feels the burden
death and time that 1 mentioned in the
vwiting
oars One Sn. Mona
5This burden crushes the weak: The last memories of
wight might well include such a moment,but those who
are strong enough to bear the guilt, and honest enough to
identify it, find themselves acting on it. And this action i
whore the road to redemption becomes rocky.
Selflenial is not an easy thing for mortals, and is
widely regardedas semehow virtuous. Fasting, abstinence
from sex an go forth are seen as tools to grow closet to the
Almighty, m sure [nea not remand he reader oF the
effects of festingon us. The hunger becomesmore than we
can bear. And so feeding for the penitent Cainite is an
condeal; many such Cainites tur to seduction or taking
Vitae ftom sleeping vesses, oreven feedingon anitnals. In
any event, a Kindred who seeks salvation aust avoid
killing atall costs, even in selfdefense. The taking oa life
isa sure methodoflosingall progress reward Golconla—
and this includes murder by inaction (which means that
Cainitesattemptingto find Golconda had best mindtheir
‘associates carefully),
Most Cainites never proceed far enough on the path
tosee vhatcomes next. Not killing mortals seems strange
and unnecessary to many of us, and change comes hard to
the undead. But a C te who mana; inds that more
re ei. A Kindred sesking
Golconda must frst seek atonement
Atonement, absolution, redemption, salvation and
sodown to the most hasicof such concepts:forgiveness. In
life, I axl no iclea how to forgive. I remembered sights
aginst me for years, and nursed grudges studiously. As
such, I never expected forgiveness, and my wife often
surprised me by granring it to me when I stayed out on the
sea toolong, when I gambled with my earings and son.
Twas not astrong enough man to forgive
T'msorry. Only a few hours remain until dawn, | will
see this throughs
‘The supplicant must atone for any and all crimes he
has committed. Thiscan, in the ease of younger Cainites,
extend to sins committed while he was still mortal. Inany
‘event, atonement tee many forms. Pechape the Kindred
seeks cut those he has wronged and simply confess nl
apologizes, Perhaps he seeks to cameet the mistele surrey
titiously, Or ifthereisnopossble way co atone directly for
sus ernie (the Cainite fed on and killed someone an lef
him, and he hasno way tofind oucthe victim’sname), the
supplicant may seek to prevent crimesof a similar nature.
imple denial is invel
Again, nove that the Cainite does not seek to atone
because of responsibilty cither to himself or to higher
being. The desire to repent must sand on its owt — the
Kindred must feel and display true remorse, else no- progress
is made, A Cainite who displays such behaviors openly
evenly comesto the attervion of atutor. Whether thet
tutor chooses to reveal himself js another matter; it
Aependslongely on whether the tutor fele thar the suppl
cant would benefit by instruction, and indeed if the
supplicant has any hope at all of reaching Goleonda.
To reach Golconda, after all, requires denying the
cigs of aid these uuntphing over dhe Beast. One does
notallow the Beast “controlledfreedom," onebestsitinto
submission. This means that a Cainite who cannot con-
trol the throes of frenzy or Rétschreck is not a candidate
for Goleonda, Sel-contaol 1s paramount to attaining the
state, asisselawareness—one must be able to examine
oneself honestly and ask, “Can 1 control myself? Can I
deny myselP? Can I forgive myself?” Nor questions with
‘easy answers, those. The tutor may choose to ask those
questions for the supplicant, to place che seeker in sicua-
tions where he will betested. On the whole, however, the
best lesson a tutor can give is one of hope
The road, after all, is often thankless, and since
mentors are rare and the road so very personal, cis very
hhard to tell that any progress isbeing mode at all. At least
silere ere'ytuberes «nla one esomneyonrore of i
degeneration is much easier to track that redemption. A.
tutor can provide the benefit of reassurance and give the
seeker some suggestions on where to turn next.
Awould-beseckershould beware, however. Golconda,
asstated,ispersonal, Whac might makeone Cainite weep.
‘with guilt might elicit no real reaction from another. For
thisreason, mentors watch their protégés very carefully for
some time before unmasking, indeed they ever bother.
If aseeker announces that he intends to seek Golconda
and is rewarded with a mentor almost immediacely, it is
more likely that an elder has found willing pawn: than an
enlightened Kindred has found a disciple
‘And this brings me to another caveat of seeking
Gokonda: Avoid the Jyhad. The jyhad is merely aplay-
thing for ancients, a distraction from eternity. A Cainite
seeking Golconda cannot afiord such dalliances. The
struggle with the anarchs or the Sabbat? The takeover of
New Yerk by the Camarilla? The war between Kined
andthe strange Cathayanson the Wast Conse? Allofthese
ae of no import compared to (for example) a man being
beaten to death hy a gang in your own city. Cainites are
beyond the strictures on killing as far as Golzonda is
‘Sotwcista (argh vetaiady aeuselioncal apsses Iotll
premeditated murder, and T hardly need mention chat
aber likely prohibirsany chance ofreaching Goleorea).
‘Does thismean that contact with other Cainitesisprohib-
ited? No, notinand of itself, burconsider the factors. [Ifyou
spend time around Cainizes who are not attempting t0
{ind Golconda (and i’srarethat ewoKindredever attempt
theroad together), you are likely tohave to prevent them
from killing, Youare equally likely to become involved in
the sort of pseudo-political nonsense so commen to the
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