SSS-Class Suicide Hunter - 03
SSS-Class Suicide Hunter - 03
1.
At first, it was only a drop or two. Then, the drops of blood continued to fall, turning
into an endless faucet.
However, clang… clang… The moment a faraway grandfather clock rang, the drops of
blood changed. Blood gushed uncontrollably from the gap in the mirror.
Clang…
“Milady.”
I instinctively wrapped myself around the shoulders of the Lady of the Silver Lily.
The pool of blood swarmed all the way up to our ankles. The slimey, moist texture
felt foreboding.
“This is…”
“It’s my nightmare.”
“Keep your guard up, butler. This place is no different from another world. Other
people cannot know or see what happens here.”
But among them, there were a few that stayed intact instead of disappearing as the
other bubbles did.
They were demons shaped like lips. No, they were just lips. There was no face or
body, only the red lips and red tongue.
-His Highness.
-Loathe him.
The blood bubble lips continuously rose up and burst. The words they muttered
were rarely connected. The words were incoherent. Like a chorus in terrible
disharmony.
-Before he was the crown prince, the prince picked a flower for me.
-You wiped my tears with your sleeves. You were still a nice person.
Stab!
The Lady of the Silver Lily pierced the blood bubble lips with her rapier. The demon
popped. However, twice or thrice as many tongues arose from the sea of blood in its
place.
-Love him.
The demons’ fighting power was trifling. They didn’t even fight back. They only
accepted the strikes.
But.
-I am a loving noblewoman.
I bit my lips. It was unpleasant. I attacked faster to slice through the bubbles.
-It’s no use. The tragedy becomes sweeter the more you trample over it.
-Lady of the Golden Silk. She’s flirting with His Highness?
-Disgusting.
-She’s so naive, dreaming of romance. His Highness doesn’t love the Lady of the Golden
Silk. She’s just a way to escape from his imperial duties.
-Poor prince.
-Pitiful prince.
Damn.
Before I reaped her and gave her the name Preta, the Constellation was like this. The
Devil King shed blood from the sky and freely used an army of monsters.
Those demons were the familiars of the Lady of the Silver Lily.
-Raviel. Your family and the imperial family have set up an engagement between us.
It came to my attention that the demons were reenacting [what happened in the
past] like a play.
-We can ignore the engagement uncaringly decided by the adults. Regardless of them, I
will love you. I came here today to formally propose to you.
-Prince.
-Yes.
Eighth form.
Sword of Incineration.
-Ooh.
-Now, you can take on these mobs with a single blow. You’ve grown a lot, crow-tit.
Normally, I’d have played along to Bae Hu-ryeong’s taunts. But right now, I wasn’t in
the mood. I cleared the corridor. The demons were swallowed in the inferno. The
demons did not even scream as they disappeared. Rather, the way they laughed till
the end pissed me off.
“Shit.”
I burned the demons with a blow, but I was still seething inside.
The fact that an honorable person like the Lady of the Silver Lily was hurt because of
such a man, that she had made an irreversible wish. These things made me mad.
“Since when…?!”
I took a breath to temper my voice. No matter how angry I was, I didn’t want to raise
my voice to the Lady of the Silver Lily.
“…When did you become a Constellation? These things are the familiars of a
Constellation. You made them.”
That was why they did not resist; they recognized us as allies.
Unnoticed, the blood began to return to the mirror. Writhing. Slinking. The columns
of blood crawled back through the crack in the mirror.
Regressing. The Lady of the Silver Lily watched calmly as the drops of blood inched
away like leeches.
“It seems there is no original Constellation in this world. I don’t know if there was
one and they were killed or if they never existed from the start.”
Lefanta Aegim probably killed the Constellation. But this wasn’t the time to talk
about that. I carefully listened to the lady’s words.
“As time passes, the demons become more powerful. Their numbers grow, and their
sizes increase. It becomes hard to control them as I do now. And on the tenth day—”
There, the Lady of the Silver Lily paused. She shook her head once and rephrased.
“…At any rate, as the ten days began to loop, I became [this world’s representative].
Though it’s not what I wished, the world’s time revolves around me.”
-Hmm.
-It’s not a typical ascension. In Murim terms, it isn’t a righteous path but an evil path.
Though the sword in the mirror is only a fragment, it was once a part of the [Guardian
Goddess].
-Yup. Zombie, were you born human because you wanted to be?
-The important part is the conditions. Not will. There are many people who suffer
because they are human, but those who suffer because they became Constellations are
also surprisingly common. It’s easy for one’s life to become miserable. Understand,
Young Master of the Demonic Sect?
I exhaled.
My anger toward the prince fermented in my heart. That anger left a bitter taste in
my mouth.
“Excuse me?”
“Your words are correct. Whatever the circumstances, those demons are my
familiars. They aren’t making up the verses. The things they said were all things I
whispered in my dreams, even if it was unconsciously.”
“I pledged a love that would never change. In order to keep that love pure, I have to
remove the dust and flaws that settle in my love everyday.”
Disappointment.
Frustration.
The feeling of wanting to receive as much as one gives.
“Isn’t it ugly?” muttered the Lady of the Silver Lily. “I have shown you what love is.
But I didn’t only show you. I tried to harvest your love, too. I brought you here to
awaken you from this fantasy.”
“Disappointed?”
Without my knowledge, a breath spilled from my lips. It wasn’t a sigh. It was a breath
barely containing anger.
“It’s ugly? I don’t know much, but milady, I will never be disappointed in you about
something like this.”
“…Like this?”
“You told me a secret. You took your heart and revealed it to me as it is. A person
who is really detestable, milady, is someone who never shows their heart to others.
Pretending to be laid-back. Pretending to be composed. Knowing only how to hurt
people.”
“Rather, I’m worse. If Your Ladyship knew what kind of thoughts I have, you would
abhor me.”
“If you brought me here to make me give up, you were wrong, milady. I didn’t fall in
love with you because your heart isn’t ugly.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily paused very briefly. Love. It was because of this word. My
face became hot when I said it out loud, but I didn’t think to hesitate.
“It’s only been one day since you came to love me. My teaching is brilliant.”
“Does it matter that it’s only been a day? Would it have been better if I loved you for a
year? A thousand days? Do you want me to return after that?”
“……”
“I can see what kind of people you despise. And what you despise is the same as
what I hate. I can see what scars you wear and how you are hurt. I love the way you
live. Because, you and I, we live the same life.”
I had never said something like this to anyone else. I wasn’t used to it. But I wanted
to keep the person in front of me. And I wanted the Lady of the Silver Lily to keep me.
I wanted us to share one life and have each other.
“I love you as much as I love myself. I wish you could love me as much as I love you.”
And the only method I knew was to exclaim it with all my heart.
“I will definitely make you love me. I won’t tell you to abandon the crown prince.
Even if I don’t ask you to, you will abandon him one day.”
“Yes. But it doesn’t matter if your heart is held hostage by the world. If that’s the
problem, I’ll free you. But if you still love the crown prince, then I’ll become an even
better person than he is and stay by your side.”
“……”
“Did the crown prince give you unforgettable memories when you were children?
That doesn’t matter, either.”
I knew that my face was red. But I said what I had to say.
“There will be a lot of times that only you and I can enjoy. During those times, I’ll give
you such breathtaking memories that they will make your memory of the prince fade
away. I’ll try my best.”
“Hmm.”
The tips of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s eyes rose up.
“Can you repeat these last ten days indefinitely? You’ll become tired of it.”
“That’s no issue. This isn’t the first time I’ve repeated the same days over and over
again.”
“What if I tell you to get out of my sight because I become tired of you?”
I moved my hand. I moved it, and I grabbed the Lady of the Silver Lily’s fingertips.
She had let go of her lantern while fighting the demons. It was something that took
courage. A lot of it. Fortunately, I had enough.
“Why is that?”
“Because you haven’t grown tired of the crown prince… and I am a better person
than he is. If I make you uncomfortable, please tell me now. I’ll disappear.”
Silence.
“…You’re insufferable.”
It was then.
“…ler…!”
From far down the corridor, there was a voice. It sounded urgent. The Lady of the
Silver Lily’s servants must have been asleep, yet the residence suddenly was
disturbed.
“…where…! But…!”
Soon, we heard footsteps. The servants had woken up. Lights turned on everywhere,
and shortly after, the gray-haired servant ran to where the two of us stood.
“I apologize, milady.”
At that moment, the faraway voice that had been making a fuss could be heard more
clearly than before.
My expression hardened.
Its dust made the sky red, just as a person made their surroundings red when they
spilled blood. These unrelated facts made me uncomfortable.
I walked forward, and that uneasy thought dragged behind me like a shadow.
“No matter how much His Highness favors you, at this time…”
The Lady of the Silver Lily, who walked with me, muttered.
Her tone clearly revealed her contempt for the Heretic Questioner—no, the Lady of
the Golden Silk.
“Seeing that she’s here at this hour, she hasn’t come for tea. Butler, was this visit
planned?”
[For now, I’ll work as the Lady of the Silver Lily’s personal butler], I had said. [It’s to
get information about her and about how to beat this stage.]
「Hmm.」
Even the dark sky of the night could not cover the springtime in the flower garden.
The mature white magnolias’ heads drooped, overwhelmed by the weight of the
season. The moon was red, and the moonlight reflected off the magnolia petals were
ruddy. Thus, the white magnolias of the garden looked like pink magnolias in full
bloom.
“Ah!”
A magnolia petal fell.
The Heretic Questioner pushed aside the guard at the gate. The guards were
hesitating as they could not recklessly hurt the daughter of a baron.
The Heretic Questioner took the moment to hoist up her skirt and stride into the
garden. Squish. The pink magnolia petal that had fallen earlier was trampled under
the Heretic Questioner’s shoe.
“……”
“Really. Making your master worry and search for you personally… Doesn’t that
disqualify you as a servant?”
The hair.
The Heretic Questioner’s moonlit blond hair was longer than it was the previous day.
“Milady…”
“You are my one and only butler and childhood friend. You mean more to me than
any ordinary servant. Is it too undignified for me to ask that you recognize this fact?”
It wasn’t just his hair. Face. Appearance. Even though traces of the Heretic
Questioner remained, his appearance was somehow unfamiliar.
Why?
“In any case, you shouldn’t be at a place like this. I feel like even the flower garden is
poisonous. Now! Butler, come here and let’s go back together.”
“Impertinent woman.”
When the Heretic Questioner tried to approach me, the Lady of the Silver Lily stood
in her way.
“If you’re going to hit me, please hit me firmly and with strength. Your Ladyship, I
wonder what will happen if I show the scars you leave on my calves to His Highness
the Prince. The memories shared by the prince and I will increase again.”
“D-disgusting…!”
The ducal servants shuddered. The crown prince’s official fiancee was the Lady of
the Silver Lily. Yet, this upstart spoke of showing her calves to the lady’s fiance and
making memories right in front of her. The servants’ faces turned red, and they
glared at the Heretic Questioner.
That was just how cold the Lady of the Silver Lily’s voice was.
“Your desire to make beautiful memories during your school days is lovely. Indeed, if
it’s you, you can even lionize a memory of rolling in a dung field. If you want to make
some wonderful memories, I, as a noble of the empire, will assist you.”
“Bring me a cane.”
The servants trembled.
“Y-young Mistress…”
“Did you think I’d send you off kindly after the mess you’ve created in the residence
of the duke’s people? If I send you off quietly, will our family name not become
sullied? Law is more important than anything, and the crown prince is the one who
must uphold it.”
The servants swallowed their breaths. They didn’t look convinced. ‘But,’ the servants
protested silently, ‘is the crown prince the type of person who would do that?’
Her servants’ shoes busily moved on the road where the pink magnolias fell to
retrieve a cane from the building.
They bowed their heads as if they were afraid of showing their faces in the
moonlight. Only two people, the Lady of the Silver Lily and the Heretic Questioner,
kept their heads high.
“Milady.”
“What’s wrong? Why did you come here at a time like this?”
“I came to get back what is mine. You’re making me state the obvious.”
“I realized it right away. The lady must have taken hold of your weakness and
blackmailed you. That’s her specialty. Poor butler. You were involved because of His
Highness and me…”
“……”
I didn’t understand.
“Don’t worry.”
“I won’t let her take anything from me, whether it’s the prince’s favor or your
allegiance. A cane? She can hit me as much as she wants. I came for you, butler. She’s
the one who will be hurt more the more she whips me.”
I stepped a little closer to the Heretic Questioner so that the others around us did not
hear our words. Fortunately, nobody stopped me.
“Milady.”
“Yes.”
“Heretic Questioner.”
“What?”
My heart was pounding.
My lips were dry. My tongue couldn’t move. Was it always so difficult to articulate
words one by one to weave a sentence? Slowly, I opened my mouth.
“Pardon?”
My heart.
“Heretic Questioner…”
“If you’re playing around like last time, I really will get mad. I mean it. I’m asking
seriously right now. Please answer me properly. How high is your immersion rate?”
“Hmm? Butler, are you playing around? Were you thinking of old times? Or was your
head messed up from being with Her Ladyship for a day? Oh, butler. With gentle
tolerance, I understand.”
“It has.”
No,
It was thin.
I guessed that they must have been struggling to find the most slender cane in the
mansion. Was that their way of caring for their master?
However, the Lady of the Silver Lily was heartless. The servants flinched and turned
back.
This order was repeated four times. Each time, the cane became thicker. The servant
bit his lip and held out the fourth cane. The Lady of the Silver Lily held it in her left
hand.
“Sylvia Evanail.”
“You have invaded the personal territory of a ducal family member and caused a
disturbance. You have spoken no words of apology. There is a strict hierarchy in the
empire that you impudently, horribly ignored. In the name bestowed upon me by His
Majesty the Emperor, I will punish you for your crime.”
“It is my crime to dare to be born to a baron family from the countryside and to be
loved by the crown prince.”
That—that wasn’t something one should have said in front of the prince’s fiancee.
The baron’s daughter gently held the hems of her skirt. She sank on top of the
magnolia-filled garden and bowed her head to the lily standing before her.
“……”
“By the way, Miss Raviel Ivansia. I’m curious. Is this really my crime? Love is only
meaningful when it is received. It is shared between the one who loves and the one
who receives it, so is it solely my responsibility? Perhaps…”
No words followed that ‘perhaps.’ Instead, she laughed. A petal hanging onto a black
branch fell.
The Lady of the Silver Lily quietly raised her left hand.
“—–.”
The Lady of the Golden Silk did not scream. She didn’t even groan. Her back was
straight, and a smile was carved onto her face like some sculpture. She did not shake.
So, to me, it seemed that the one bleeding was the moon.
[Currently, your immersion rate is 40%.]
When the sky was covered with the dust on the moon, when humans bled on the
ground, it turned red. Cough. The thick air caused the Lady of the Silver Lily to cough.
Her cough sounded coarse.
No one spoke.
Only the whistle of the cane and the sound of coughing filled the garden in the night.
“Sylvia!”
The sound of footsteps broke the silence. Beyond the gate, the crown prince was
running, holding a torch. The guards scrambled to him. With an uproar like this,
there was no way the prince wouldn’t find out.
“Syl…”
“……”
“Raviel…!!”
His tone was different from when he called out to the Lady of the Golden Silk.
“Step aside!”
The prince pushed the ducal guards away. There were none among them who would
block the path of the nation’s foundation. The prince ran straight to the side of the
Lady of the Golden Silk’s side.
“How, no matter how much she… How…!”
Then, he turned his head to stare at the Lady of the Silver Lily.
Those who inflict the pain do not know it because they cannot see the scars.
The world was probably divided into those who knew and those who did not. The
prince fell into the latter group.
“……”
The prince’s face grimaced. Just grimaced. He could not answer the Lady of the Silver
Lily’s question. He shook his head as if she didn’t deserve an answer, but he was just
avoiding it.
The prince didn’t have the guts to take responsibility for the Lady of the Silver Lily
nor the skills to deal with her.
“Ah.”
In the prince’s embrace, the Lady of the Golden Silk looked at me.
“Butler.”
Heretic Questioner.
“……”
I didn’t answer.
‘Character window.’
Swish.
Favorability: 90
Favorite Characters: [One Who Loves Me], [Crown Prince], [Butler], [Teacher],
[Upperclassmen], [Underclassmen], [Classmate]
Hated Character: [Raviel Ivansia]
The word [Fairy Tale] under the favorite genre or [Human] under the favorite
character category was no longer there.
“Butler?”
The Heretic Questioner was swallowed by the role of the Lady of the Golden Silk.
“I’m going to stay with the Lady of the Silver Lily for now.”
Silence.
The Lady of the Golden Silk lifted her eyes. Was it because her emotions froze with
coldness? The crown prince, hearing the cold voice of the one he loved, stopped
walking.
“I’m asking you to come with me now, butler. It isn’t my wish to show off my wounds,
but I have taken pains to free you from Her Ladyship.”
“Yes. I know.”
I didn’t know if this conflicted feeling came from losing the Heretic Questioner or if it
was the butler rebelling against refusing his original master. But… the blue eyes. It
was painful to look at those eyes that only reflected the Lady of the Golden Silk.
“I’m sorry.”
“……”
“That’s a vague excuse. Well, isn’t it simply that you were bewitched by her?”
“Ha,” scoffed the Lady of the Golden Silk. It wasn’t directed toward me but rather the
Lady of the Silver Lily.
“I understand, Your Ladyship. I don’t know what sort of grand plan you’ve plotted
this time, but you cannot shake the bond between me and my butler. Please take
good care of him.”
The Lady of the Golden Silk, wrapped in the prince’s arms, reached out her hand.
Then, she stroked his cheek and whispered—or pretended to whisper while being
loud enough so everyone could hear.
“Ah. Ahhh.”
3.
“Milady…”
The servants worried over their master with sad expressions. It was the duke’s
daughter who had chased away the uninvited guests, but the atmosphere left her as
the one being excluded.
“I will look at the flowers here for a moment before heading back. I would like to be
alone. All of you, leave me.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily gazed up at the night sky in her nightgown. Like a person
born in the night, not by the day, her body was melted into the dark. Unable to
disobey their master, her servants returned to their quarters.
“Milady.”
-Zombie. That person is weak now! Doesn’t the atmosphere around her look
miserable? She may be putting on a poker face, but actually, she’s been weakened.
That’s great news, dude! Crises are opportunities! The goalkeeper’s finally
disappeared. It’s hard to date someone better than you, so you have to strike now.
‘Shut up.’
“It is already the 14th time. For 140 days, I have tried to set the crown prince
straight. Even if I accept it as fate that my love won’t be returned, the crown prince
will one day ascend to the throne as emperor. If I can set him on the right path, the
empire’s safety will not be jeopardized… But it’s hard.”
You aren’t the only regressor in the world. That was what I meant.
“You have me. People can survive so long as one person around them recognizes and
sees them.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily turned her gaze from the night sky.
Mistake?
“I repeat the last ten days. When you die, you return to the previous day. It may look
like the same regression at first glance, that the two of us will share time together,
but that is not the case in reality.”
I did not stop her from speaking. The conversation we were having now would
probably be live-broadcasted and seen by the people of the Tower.
“If I regress first, you will forget about your current life. On the other hand, if you
regress first, I will forget what happened. One of our regressions will swallow the
other’s.”
Scritch, scratch.
The lady drew parallel lines on the ground with her cane.
“I will be able to understand you. You will be able to understand me, too. But
understanding is the most we can do. It is impossible for the two of us to live
synchronously. You cannot take responsibility for me, nor can I for you.”
“Your confession about wanting to share the same time as me was intense and
beautiful. However, it cannot happen. Perhaps that is why it is even more beautiful.”
“I keep my word. No matter what. I didn’t propose to stay with you just because I
wanted to win your heart. I’m not the type to attract people by inflating false words
like balloons.”
“……”
“If I can help you escape the ten perpetual days, if I can help, what will you do?”
“I suppose you are. I feel the same way. Still, I want to help you. Is it arrogant to want
to help the one you love? Then, I’ll become an arrogant person.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily closed her lips. She, too, was trying to help the prince in
her own way. Whether or not she admitted it, the two of us were alike.
“When the world ends this time, please stay with me.”
“Yes.”
I realized it when I saw the Heretic Questioner become 100% immersed. The secret
to defeating this stage. It was a weird and tricky solution, but… it was probably
possible.
“And, if it’s possible, I would be grateful if you could make me fall deeper in love with
you. It would be wonderful if I fell so deeply, foolishly in love with you that I could
never escape.”
“It’s all right. I’m easy. My heart beats wildly even if Your Ladyship just holds my
hand.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily looked at me like she was dumbfounded.
“How shameless… Fine. I told you that I would teach you about love, so I shall make
good on my promise.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily grabbed my hand. It felt soft. Her hands were bare. The
touch of her hand was wrapped around my right hand. Last night, my heart pounded
from the memory of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s perfume.
“Is this enough?”
My face flushed.
“Good heavens. I’m not saying this in a seductive way, but aren’t you a little too pure-
hearted? It’s amazing you’ve survived in this harsh world.”
“I died. A lot.”
“……”
“If I show you my weakness, does your heart also jump a little? I saw it in a magazine
before. Sometimes, you have to pretend to be weak to be effective.”
“Ha.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily snickered. Although her eyes weren’t laughing, a laugh
was a laugh. She must have been greatly depressed by the fruitless work she put into
the prince. If she felt even a little better, I was glad.
“Are you picking a fight? Despite having known love for just a day?”
“I learned it when I saw you fight with the Lady of the Golden Silk earlier. Your
Ladyship is wise, but if someone provokes her, she won’t let it slide. Is that because
of pride? You answer provocations even if you stand to lose something. So, I also
wanted to provoke you.”
“Milady speaks of herself as a master of love. But are you really? Isn’t receiving love
just as important as giving it? Loving the prince and drawing out the prince’s love
are both important. But Your Ladyship has failed at the latter.”
“Hmm.”
“In that sense, perhaps the Lady of the Golden Silk is better at love than Your
Ladyship. In any case, she’s the one being loved by the crown prince, no? In terms of
being better at love, surprisingly, the Lady of the Golden Silk is more advanced.”
“Oh?”
“Your Ladyship knows how to love. But you don’t know how to be loved. At least, it’s
clear that you don’t know more than the Lady of the Golden Silk. So…”
At that moment.
“So?”
“……”
“…So, it was natural that the Lady of the Golden Silk stole the prince from you. You
should have understood the prince’s tastes and interests in greater detail.”
“Why did you stop talking again? If you close your lips, I can’t see your tongue. It’s
amusing to see. Keep talking.”
“……,……”
“Yes…”
“[It would be wonderful if I fell so deeply, foolishly in love with you that I could never
escape.]”
“You truly are a person who only picks scary words to say. You. I don’t know what
sort of brilliant plan you came up with to be that confident, but you’re really
fearless.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily pulled my chin forward a little more.
It was like gravity had lost its hold on me and I was drawn only to her gestures.
“You mean…?”
“It is my rule to treat a bitch accordingly. Looking at the events of tonight, it seems
that His Highness has acted increasingly bitchily to me. I can’t let that stand.”
My heart pounded.
Could it be?
“No. My heart has become a constellation in the night sky. How could I budge it?”
An excessive bitch.
The Flame Emperor’s ugly face came into mind. I automatically thought of Yoo Sooha
when I heard the words bitch or bastard. But it wasn’t easy to be like that bastard.
What was the Lady of the Silver Lily talking about?
“……”
Um.
“No.”
“No.”
“But…”
“But you are the treasured servant of the Lady of the Golden Silk. To use her words,
you are her one and only butler and childhood friend. I wonder what kind of
expression the Lady of the Golden Silk will make when she hears that you are seeing
me. Won’t His Highness be embarrassed, too?”
In other words.
“Why not?”
I couldn’t answer. Thump. I couldn’t think of anything to say. My heart was pounding
loudly, and my head was spinning. I mean, it was the person I loved. My first love.
Thump. To use it this way. An affair was a little… There had to be something more
romantic.
“Sit down.”
I carefully sat in the garden. The moon was covered by clouds, and the ground was
dark. It was like I was kneeling in a bottomless swamp.
The eye-level difference between me and the Lady of the Silver Lily was flipped.
“If you don’t want to accept my offer, close your eyes. I will quietly disappear before
you open them. But if you wish to accept and pretend to be my lover, if you want to
play out this drama until this life ends—”
“—say my name.”
Name.
I.
“Raviel…”
Huh?
“Raviel Ivansia.”
“Good. Do you remember the first lesson I taught you about love?”
“Well done.”
Then.
“……”
A near-deadly fragrance.
I was suffocating.
-You’re both wackjobs, so you suit each other. Yeah, how could you ever go out with a
normal person? Birds of a feather flock together; that’s an unchanging truth.
From far away, I heard Bae Hu-ryeong’s voice.
I woke up and washed my face. I slowly put on the black butler’s uniform I was now
accustomed to and stood in front of the mirror.
“Mm.”
The Black Dragon guildmaster once said that I gave off a slightly [cunning
impression] when I smiled.
“Raviel.”
Thump.
“Raviel Ivansia.”
I simply whispered the name of my beloved lover. Yet, my heart jumped, I couldn’t
breathe, and the face of the man in the mirror blushed. Even I could read my
expression with ease.
“Status window.”
Rank: D-Class
Skill (6/6)
Here, the path my life had taken, the path I’d survived, was depicted.
“……”
‘Character window.’
Then, words I had never seen before were inscribed before my eyes.
Favorability: 90
Gulp.
I swallowed my spit.
“Okay.”
I was still Kim Gongja. I hadn’t been swallowed up by my role like the Heretic
Questioner. My strategy would go forth smoothly.
It had to.
-Yeah?
“If I become buried in the role of the butler, I have a request for you.”
-What is it?
“When my immersion rate is about to reach 100%, there’s a high possibility I won’t
be able to hear your voice. I’ll have my skills, but I’ll probably forget everything about
how to use them. No matter what happens, the immersion rate needs to be stopped
before it becomes 100%.”
“99%. That’s the Maginot Line.1 The immersion can never go above 99%. Do you
understand? If you have the slightest inkling that I will exceed 99% immersion,
please stop me at any cost.”
-Huh.
-You worry too much. You think a guy with a strong pride and ego like you will get all
the way to 99%?
“Yes. I will.”
-Why? Do you want to flunk this stage and be trapped in this world?
“I can’t tell you why now. No, no one can know but me. I’m going to defeat this stage
by digging into the loopholes in the Tower’s system.”
If it figured out my strategy, the Tower would quickly close the loophole. I couldn’t
let that happen.
When the Tower has a systematic error, a gap that it hasn’t thought of, an
opportunity was made. I had to hurry up and clear [The Tale of Sormwyn Academy].
“I believe in you. Since the strongest person of all time said he would become my
master.”
The man reflected in the mirror was smiling cunningly like a rascal.
2.
Though the Lady of the Silver Lily and I were together now, we unfortunately could
not have fun on a date outside. She was sick in bed.
The Lady of the Silver Lily had always been infirm. She was also weak in the sunlight.
Looking at the memories of the [butler], the Lady of the Silver Lily was absent at the
academy more often than not.
She had been working all night the past few days, so she couldn’t help but collapse.
“Don’t worry. It’s been like this since the first time around.”
Leaning on the bed, the Lady of the Silver Lily spoke.
“More precisely, I was born this way. I couldn’t play outside, so I almost always
stayed in the house. It became worse after my heart disappeared after stabbing it
with the sword in the mirror.”
“……”
“This is why the emperor gave an epithet to the Lady of the Golden Silk as well. Even
if I become the empress, I will die soon. It will be difficult for me to give birth to an
heir. I am not suitable as an empress…”
I passed her the tea I had prepared in advance. The Lady of the Silver Lily said,
“Thank you,” and took a sip. She raised her eyebrows in mild surprise.
“…You put in a lot of honey. It’s exactly as I like it. How did you know?”
I smiled.
When the Lady of the Silver Lily was teaching me lessons on love, she had said that in
her sixth run, an apostle tried to capture her with a strategy guide. It was written in
that guide.
2. The Lady of the Silver Lily has dull taste buds, so she likes exciting food.
“I can’t say that it’s a strategy guide since you yourself told me about it first. I would
appreciate it if you could see it as me using a reference book.”
“So, what is this tactic you’ve come up with? This cozy time we’re sharing now is just
a momentary pleasure. Between the two of us, one will forget the time we spent with
the other. There is no solution.”
“I bet Your Ladyship has never trusted your life to anyone else before.”
“Hmm?”
“……”
“Even if it’s a fake relationship, the person you’ve decided to date is by no means an
incompetent man.”
“There are times in life when you need help from other people. Right now, Your
Ladyship needs help.”
When I saved the Aegim Empire, I also received the help of the Sword Saint and
Black Dragon guildmaster. When overcoming the Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon,
I had help from the Alchemist, the Venomous Snake, and the Medicine King. And
while I would never say it out loud, I always owed much to Bae Hu-ryeong.
“Yes.”
“……”
I placed the spring flowers I had picked at dawn in a vase and put it beside her bed.
“I don’t like it when the person I love tries to take everything upon herself. No, I hate
it. I would want her to step up when I’m tired, and when she’s tired, I’ll bear her
troubles.”
“I’m a positive guy. Do you think I’ll be depressed or get an inferiority complex just
because we’re in a fake relationship? Far from it; I think of it as an opportunity.
Anyway, you will come to love me.”
“It’s because you’ll spend time with just me. Until you tell me that you’re [tired of
me], I won’t give up no matter what.”
“……”
The Lady of the Silver Lily did not respond. Instead, she quietly drank her tea.
The [demons] that appeared every night at midnight grew stronger and stronger
over time.
At first, the demons only took the forms of [tongues], [lips] at best. But the next day
and the following day, they changed. They grew [arms] and [legs].
-Cackle.
I realized it only when they had limbs: The demons resembled the Lady of the Silver
Lily. They looked like the result of if the lady was simplified and reduced.
I wordlessly slaughtered the demons every night. The Lady of the Silver Lily said that
she would help, but I refused her firmly. She needed time alone and calm rest now
more than anything.
Anyway, there were only a few days left before the end of this world. If the empire
would collapse just because a duke’s daughter did not watch over it for a few days, it
deserved to perish.
Rest.
A holiday alone.
This was the first gift I gave to the Lady of the Silver Lily.
Currently, we were sitting in the shade of a cherry tree and looking leisurely at the
lake. I had carried the Lady of the Silver Lily here in my arms.
“But…”
The Lady of the Silver Lily closed her lips. She seemed unable to cope with her
newfound peace.
“Did I say that I would help you forever? When I need help, you can help me, too. We
can help each other, right? Live and help each other.”
“……”
It was the ‘tenth day’ that the Lady of the Silver Lily spoke of.
“Are you thirsty? I put some honey in the milk tea for today. I thought it might please
you.”
“When the sunlight becomes weaker, let’s ride a boat together. I’ll row.”
For that whole day, the Lady of the Silver Lily did nothing.
In the morning, I woke her up and washed her face. I brought her a light meal. Later
in the morning, I read her a collection of poems she liked. In the afternoon, I packed
a snack and walked with her to the lake at the academy.
Whish—
The whistle of spring caused the magnolia and cherry blossoms to shed. The Lady of
the Silver Lily softly raised her head to see the white colors scattering in the sky.
Cherry blossoms fell on the surface of the lake and were buried by the ripples.
“……”
She remained silent even when I carried her to the boat. Quietly, she observed the
flowing waves of petals. Splash. Splash. The lake meekly gave way to my rowing.
“The spring is white,” whispered the Lady of the Silver Lily. “In the empire, we call
this period [white spring]. There are times when the cherry blossoms bloom before
the magnolias fall. One of my favorite classical poets said [As white blooms in white,
so does spring blossom fully in spring. The white hue that winter could not finish
sowing takes its final breath].”
The speed at which she spoke matched the speed of the cherry petals flying in the
sky.
“Yes.”
“I don’t know how long it has been since I’ve seen this spring.”
“……”
“……”
We were drunk on the season. A pleasant daze. The formless spring air filled our
heads.
So, when the time came for this world to perish, we were not panicked at all. No, we
didn’t even say anything special.
On the other side of the academy, I could dimly hear the students screaming. The
blood from the mirror had likely drenched the academy. Then, it flowed to the edge
of the lake, dying the water red.
“Butler.”
“Yes.”
The red blood that was encroaching from the lakeshore had yet to consume our
sanctuary.
“Your Ladyship had said that we are like parallel lines, and the person who dies first
will always regress first. That’s why the two of us can’t be together forever.”
“Mm.”
“My aura will wrap around your body. And it won’t just be your body; it’ll also be in
your mind. And I will do the same to my body and mind at the same time.”
Then.
“……”
“That’s…”
“It’s true that the person who dies first will regress first. It’s also true that the person
who can’t regress won’t remember the other person. Then, there is only one way we
can be together. We have to die at the same time.”
“Raviel Ivansia.”
After a while.
She nodded.
1. The Maginot Line was a line of fortifications along the eastern border of France
around the WWII era. Unfortunately, the line did not end up providing much defense.
The imagery is often used to describe something that gives a false sense of security,
but in this context, I believe it refers to a line that, if crossed, would mean
devastation.↩
3.
I took care of my death just as others took care of their everyday lives.
I always had the option to die more easily. Wrap my brain with aura. Pop it. In an
instant, I could end my life painlessly. It was easy, simple, and convenient.
Ease. Simplicity. Convenience. Humans become careless when they get used to these
three things. No matter how sharp and knife-like one’s mind is, it will eventually
become rusty.
‘In the end, the Flame Emperor died at my hands because of his carelessness.’
I sought after more painful deaths. I insisted on using my dagger to keep my sense
and judgment sharp. That was what I had done.
I slowly sent my aura to the Lady of the Silver Lily through her hand. Was it because
it was an unfamiliar feeling? The Lady of the Silver Lily’s eyebrows twitched as she
received my crimson aura.
“…It’s warm.”
“Yes.”
“It feels like hot water is riding my veins. If this is like your body heat, butler, you
must run at a slightly warmer temperature than I.”
“I’m anxious.”
“……”
“I’ve never felt anxious about the regression before. I thought that it would be fine so
long as I did not lose myself. But… Today, I don’t want to lose you. If I regress first
and you don’t remember me…”
Would it make me a bitch if the Lady of the Silver Lily’s words made me happy? If I
felt happy because she felt anxious for me?
“Don’t worry.”
While we shared our body heat, the world around us fell apart.
Rumble—
The ground cracked open with a bang, and blood sputtered out from the fractures.
Demons from the underworld, the Lady of the Silver Lily’s once-familiars, ran wildly
outside of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s control. They were as numerous as the water
drops that made up the sea, and each drop was as large as a mountain.
“Huh?”
They screamed.
The promised ten days. The love of Lady of the Silver Lily secured by a wish, that
eternal love that could not be held back by a semi-Constellation, was overflowing.
But even in this situation, the Lady of the Silver Lily looked at me calmly, her heart
encased in silver.
“Yes.”
“If I die before you even by one-tenth of a second, if you die a millisecond faster than
I do, I will never, ever forgive you. Engrave the words I just spoke into your heart. I’m
only giving you one chance.”
“Yes.”
“Take it.”
“……”
“I will.”
While the demons rampaged the ground, the glowing sunset sky shattered like a
mirror.
The ground was gradually inundated with red. The echoing screams subsided in the
sound of bubbles like they had drowned.
It wasn’t just the Lady of the Silver Lily’s flood that caused this world to end.
There were also the other Constellations’ apostles whom she had once mentioned.
Through the rifts of the torn sky, beings from the different worlds descended.
The semi-Constellation of this world, the Lady of the Silver Lily. Aiming at the cracks
of the fallen barrier, they didn’t even bother to keep up appearances and launched a
full-blown invasion.
“I like that.”
It was just as she said. We didn’t have time right now anyway.
“Milady.”
Demons creeping up from the ground and invaders descending from the sky. The
person before me had managed to endure all of these scenes of the end by herself.
Until today.
“Kill me.”
The world had been dyed red, and only the lady, I, the boat, and the water three
meters around us remained untouched. From the ruddy lake, countless tongues and
lips erupted to laugh at us.
In this place.
Ninth form.
Sword of Suicide.
We died.
4.
It wasn’t strange that I opened my eyes here. From the day I decided to be the Lady
of the Silver Lily’s exclusive butler, I went for walks with her in the evening.
“—You’re awake?”
Whisper.
I looked around.
The Lady of the Silver Lily stood with her back against the bright sunset. She held a
parasol in her hand, casting a shadow below her feet. Whoosh— As the wind blew
through her silver hair, I accidentally stopped breathing.
‘Did I succeed?’
Her fingers, loosely gripping the parasol handle. Her gesture as she pushed back the
hair that the wind had scattered. Her lips, closed tight as usual. Each of her motions
made me tremble.
“You promised that we would go back to the same time. But didn’t I come back nine
days before you?”
Ah.
“Even if it’s a fake relationship, you left your lover alone for nine days. It’s quite the
disgraceful act.”
I succeeded.
“I waited alone for you for nine days. I alone felt anxious while I was waiting. You
swore to be beside me but couldn’t keep your word. Isn’t this negligent and
slacking?”
I succeeded.
“If you want to make up for your wrongdoing this time, you’ll have to face some
punishment.”
I succeeded.
“Hmm. I’m thirsty. Butler, give me the tea that you brought…”
“……”
The wind blew. The parasol the Lady of the Silver Lily had been holding fell and
rolled on the grass.
Though I was already hugging her, it wasn’t enough. A little more. More. I wanted to
hold her even more. I knew that my feeling was because I wanted to hold dear her
heart, not her body.
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s nothing.”
“It’s all right now. I can’t say that I wasn’t amused by watching the version of you that
hadn’t spent the final days with me.”
“That’s a lie.”
“Yes, it’s a lie. It wasn’t very fun. But it’s all right. I’m very patient.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I forgive you.”
“No.”
“You’re lying.”
“Yes.”
“I hate lies. It’s all right to joke, but don’t tell me any lies. I won’t lie to you, either. I
won’t lie to you with words, gestures, nor glances.”
“If you don’t want to talk, you have the right to stay silent. I won’t press you. I won’t
push you. We can wait slowly until the other person wants to talk.”
“Yes.”
Thank goodness.
“I’m really sorry, but could you wait a little longer for me?”
“Eight days.”
“Why?”
“Seven days.”
“Hmm?”
“Six days.”
“……”
Silence.
“…Impudent man,” the Lady of the Silver Lily whispered in my ears. “In the end, you
mean you’ll kill me nine more times.”
“It didn’t hurt. Like you said, it was over in an instant. But you’ve already taken my
life once, and that you’ll take even more makes your nature seem horrible.”
“……”
“……”
The Lady of the Silver Lily moved her head and met my eyes.
Red.
The color that I would love most from now was there.
So I kissed her.
From breath to breath, lips to lips, I cast my aura and offered the temperature of my
heart. I was also thankful that my aura was red. The sounds of our breathing mixed
together.
Then.
[You have died.]
The next time I opened my eyes, the Lady of the Silver Lily was by my side. We didn’t
talk. Maybe we had already talked a lot. The Lady of the Silver Lily held my hand, and
I kissed her.
To meet the Lady of the Silver Lily, who said that we would forever be parallel lines, I
tilted my head. I kissed her. Before our timelines could overlap, our lips met.
In a dark basement.
“Milady.”
I panted.
“In this world, there are two cases in which you will be forgiven for acting
underhanded. One is at war, and the other is in love. Furthermore—”
When I died, I regressed 24 hours, but the Lady of the Silver Lily returned to the first
day in the ballroom.
“You made me wait nine days, eight, seven… In total, thirty nine days. My proper
underhandedness makes it possible for you to relieve your conscience. Be grateful.”
The next time I opened my eyes, I was in the private room of the Lady of the Golden
Silk.
“Death King!”
The Heretic Questioner, who had not yet become the Lady of the Golden Silk, smiled.
My timeline was maintained, but the Heretic Questioner’s was not. So, while my
immersion rate remained the same, the Heretic Questioner’s immersion decreased
the closer I approached the first day.
“The Lady of the Silver Lily came to visit! Aha. I wonder what it’s about to come so
late at night. I heard that she stays in a separate accommodation, not the
dormitories. Seeing she came here at this time, something is…”
A little faster.
The snow-capped lotus flower was like a heart that had lost its red color.
“……”
Some people in the dormitories were probably peeking into the garden from the
windows. But the two of us stepped closer, embraced each other, and met lips.
“My name is Gongja, and I call you Your Ladyship, or ‘gong-nyeo.’ Side by side, we
become Gongnyeo and Gongja. Of course, the words may sound different in Your
Ladyship’s language, but…”[1]
“I think so.”
“I love you.”
Lips touched.
Breaths mixed.
Time overlapped.
[You have died.]
Finally.
The chandelier drooped from the ceiling and hung like a weeping willow.
Day One.
“……”
“……”
I moved my feet.
In the place where dozens of shadows fluttered, under the white chandelier, we
kissed, unable to say who had moved first.
We needed no words.
Around us, voices of astonishment sounded. We ignored them. The band who had
been playing music in the ballroom stopped. The ladies and gentlemen stopped
dancing and stared at us. Still, we ignored them.
The Lady of the Silver Lily’s eyes. Her voice. I was simply immersed in the contours
of her existence.
“We,”
“Forever?”
We kissed again.
Only the sounds of our two breaths quietly spread in the spacious ballroom.
“Huh…?”
A long time later, the Heretic Questioner spoke up from behind us.
[1] Gongnyeo (공녀) refers to the daughter of a duke or feudal lord. Some people
translate it as “princess,” and there are other meanings too. Gongja (공자), in
addition to meaning “Confucius,” can refer to the son of a duke/noble.
5.
It would be an exaggeration to say I lived this life just to meet you, but it isn’t a lie to
say I’ll live for you. What a relief. I could say that without a single lie.
“When the other person is obviously crying, don’t ask if they’re crying. Truthfully,
Your Ladyship, you’re just asking that to tease me, aren’t you?”
“Mm. There’s something about you that keeps surprising me. You’re unexpectedly
clever, but you obviously can’t keep your wits around me. There aren’t many people
who are so fun to tease…”
-Save me! Save this soul! Why must I suffer this misfortune instead of ascending to the
heavens after I croaked?! Why do I have to see your mug blush in real-time?! You bitch,
my eyes! Spare my life, you fucking embarrassing zombie!!
‘Ah, Sword Emperor. I pity you for not knowing the awesomeness of love.’
-Shudduuuppp!
Hmm.
Strangely, Bae Hu-ryeong’s voice sounded more distant than usual. His blaring
foghorn of a voice felt a little quieter.
The ballroom had frozen when the Lady of the Silver Lily and I kissed. That frigid air
finally began to thaw.
The Lady of the Silver Lily softly leaned her head against my shoulder.
“Uh…”
“On a small scale, I’ve ruined Sormwyn’s ball, and on a larger scale, I’ve tarnished the
honor of the nation’s foundation. My crimes are great.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily spoke in a whisper. She didn’t need to speak louder; her
cool voice had a force that grabbed people’s attention. Everyone in the ballroom
stared blankly at the Lady of the Silver Lily.
“P-punishment?”
“Do you find it difficult to determine my punishment? Of course you do. Then I shall
decide the punishment in Your Highness’s stead. Starting today, I shan’t dare to
attend the academy and attract further negative attention. I shall quietly reflect on
my wrongs. And—”
The Lady of the Silver Lily took out a small envelope from her bosom. The crown
prince was still out of it and meekly accepted the envelope.
“This is…?”
“……”
Another blizzard struck the ballroom as the air was about to thaw. The ladies and
gentlemen, especially the blond trash, looked shocked.
“R-Ravi…?”
The Lady of the Silver Lily, still leaning against my shoulder, bowed her head to the
prince. A closer look made it seem more like a nod than a bow.
‘But she must still feel something for the prince because of the sword in the mirror…
’
But actually, didn’t the Lady of the Silver Lily catch the prince’s spies by the neck
with this move? So it was all right. This much was nothing. And above all, it didn’t
matter since Raviel seemed happy.
“Let’s go.”
“Ah. Yes.”
After making the ballroom fall into shock and fear… we left.
We just left.
Maybe they could have stopped me or the Lady of the Silver Lily individually, but it
wasn’t possible when we were together. If we wanted to leave, we left. If they still
stood in our way? Fuck ’em. How could they stop the regressor couple?
Only the Heretic Questioner tried to catch us. He followed us out of the ballroom.
“What about clearing this stage? And what did that smooch just now mean? I don’t
get it at all!”
The Heretic Questioner was in the faction that called kisses “smooches.” That was
surprising. I knew there were people in the world who used that word, but I didn’t
expect the Heretic Questioner to be one of them… [1]
“Heretic Questioner.”
“Yes, Death King! Ah. Just so you know, my heart area keeps thumping when I see you
with that lady, Death King. Hmm, what could this mean…?”
“Yes. Also, I’ll be working on this stage separately. You can go on vacation, Heretic
Questioner. I’ll call for you if I need you.”
“…Heretic Questioner.”
“Yes!”
“All right.”
“Death King.”
The Heretic Questioner looked at me like he was troubled.
“I’ll handle it, so just stay in the corner of your room and read a fairy tale.”
The Heretic Questioner became pouty. He looked just like a sad Welsh corgi with
drooping ears. I sighed and patted him on the shoulder.
The Heretic Questioner looked up at my face. He tilted his head three times then
opened his mouth.
“Death King. I just heard that my immersion rate has gone up. What’s that?”
6.
“The whole empire will become rowdy starting tomorrow,” the Lady of the Silver Lily
said calmly as we stormed out of the academy.
“Will it?”
We were riding in a carriage that belonged to the Lady of the Silver Lily. Her
Ladyship had said, ‘Since I decided to live recklessly for a change, I want to leave the
academy,’ and I, of course, had no reason to object.
“To start with, around 200 letters from the social circles in the capital will come
pouring out. Twenty will come from the social circles in my hometown, and ten of
those will be from my father. Lastly, His Majesty the Emperor may also send an
emissary. Gongja, suggest some solutions.”
“Um…”
I was about to speak when I paused. Wait a moment. Did Her Ladyship call me
[Gongja] instead of [butler]? This was the first time she called me by my name.
“What’s wrong?”
“……”
“The nights are cold in the spring. Gongja. Even if your body temperature runs high,
you must be cautious. So, won’t you quickly answer my question, Gongja?”
Uh.
“W-when did you write your request for withdrawal? You wrote it in secret when I
wasn’t around, even though we’re going to repeat this day. Wow. That’s a little cute.”
“Cute, Gongja? Did you think I’d be flustered if you called me cute? Gongja, were you
trying to counterattack? Now, that’s cute. Did you want me to call you cute, Gongja?”
“……”
This was my future now. On the other hand, wasn’t I the winner if my future involved
being beaten by Her Ladyship? That thought ended me.
“It’s small,” the Lady of the Silver Lily said suddenly. She was staring through the
window at Sormwyn Academy, which was becoming smaller and smaller.
“How complicated.”
“I’ve been there for too long,” murmured the Lady of the Silver Lily. “Past that small
gate lurks jealousy, vanity, arrogance, exclusivity, love, lust—everything, barely
hidden under the name of tradition and order. In the end, the empire that we have to
govern is not inside there. It’s outside. Does His Highness even know that fact…”
“Raviel.”
“You can worry about the empire later. You’re pushing yourself too hard.”
“……”
“For now, please think of me and me alone. I’ll blow your mind.”
“Gongja.”
“Yes.”
“Yes, I understand.”
“Never. No matter what happens. I won’t scar your spirit. If I ever hurt you because
of genuine ignorance, I’ll apologize.”
Squeeze.
She placed her palm on the back of my hand. My heart jumped, but the back of my
neck was still cold. The one I fell in love with had fire in her eyes and ice in her voice.
“Yes.”
“I’ll make you strangle me with your own hands. Don’t use aura or anything like it.
Only use your own hands to kill. Kill me again and again until this world where you
and I have met is erased. It doesn’t matter if it takes hundreds or thousands of days. I
will sentence you to my death.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily held my hand gently. She put my hand on her neck. White
skin. Coldness. In the center of her neck, I could feel her icy vocal folds.
“If it’s you, you can live forever. If that’s what you want.”
I gulped.
“Yes.”
“Know that the moment you betray me, you will be banished to an eternal hell.”
I opened my mouth.
“I understand, Raviel.”
“If you have any secrets to tell me, confess them now.”
“You’ve died with me nine times, so I can summon nine different Raviels.”
“I forbid it.”
“All right.”
I never intended to summon the Lady of the Silver Lily in the first place. No matter
what the circumstances were. But her voice and words cut off the possibility for
good.
“I’ll add one more thing to your punishment should you betray me. Dispose of that
skill.”
“I will.”
Then, I chose my next words. She was the one I loved. She was the one who would
love me. She was the person I had to treasure and treat cautiously the most in the
world.
“Anything.”
“……”
“Don’t die even when it’s an easy escape. You are my lover. You can’t be someone who
throws away his life carelessly. Even if you don’t think you can escape death, struggle
until the end.”
I was silent.
“I won’t.”
The carriage rattled. Using that slight vibration as an excuse, the Lady of the Silver
Lily and I drew closer. Our lips met.
[1]: There are several ways to say “kiss” in Korean. Gongja uses 키스 which is just a
transliterated “kiss” whereas the Heretic Questioner uses “뽀뽀,” which is
onomatopoetic and cutesy.
“But, Your Ladyship.”
“What is it?”
“Why don’t we go on vacation, just for ten days?” I suggested. “Nobody works as hard
as you. Officially and privately, you’ve done your best. So let’s set aside all the serious
things for the next ten days and then use our regression skills all in a row…”
“Exactly.”
“Hmm.”
“No matter what sort of mess we make, nobody else will remember if we regress a
day, so we have nothing to lose.”
“As expected of you, you understand me even if I don’t spell things out.”
“Yes, we will.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily took out her fan and held it.
“I feel like it’ll be a waste if it’s ten days. Make it fifteen.”
“Nice.”
We enjoyed ourselves like we were venting our steam from our past lives.
Sormwyn Academy was located by the capital. There were plenty of entertaining
things to do just a carriage ride away. And my love was the greatest heir of the
greatest noble family in the empire.
The Lady of the Silver Lily bluntly said to the polite theater staff, “I shall hire a
theater company for a day.”
“Excuse me?”
“I said I would buy the company for today. Don’t you understand? Do I have to repeat
myself a third time for it to go into your ears? Does this troupe practice its skills by
repeating everything three times?”
“N-no! I’m sorry! I will immediately notify our troupe leader right away!”
For plays and operas, renting a theater company for a day was the standard.
“What is it?”
The Lady of the Silver Lily was speaking calmly, but I knew. She was having fun, like a
mischievous imp playing a trick.
“Then, I’ll get them all to put on their shows simultaneously on a large stage. Three
plays would be tragedies, two comedies, and the remaining one should be an opera.”
We called for the six most expensive troupes in the capital. No leader of a theater
group would refuse to answer to the daughter of the Duke of Ivansia.
What? This rash action would decrease the Ivansia duchy’s reputation and honor?
That was fine. We were a regressor couple. If we played around one day and
returned one day, that was that. What could they do to us?
“Pffft, hahahaha!”
Clowns acted out a comedy next to an actor seriously reciting tragic lines. When six
plays were stacked on top of each other, even the most solemn lines in the world
became a joke. The actors were sweating all throughout the show.
The two of us went to an exclusive casino for nobles. It was a place where people hid
their identities by wearing masks like at a masquerade. But my beloved? No noble
wouldn’t recognize her silver hair that flowed like moonlight.
“Call it.”
“C, call.”
When the Lady of the Silver Lily said to call, her opponent cowered and called.
“Die.”
“I, I fold.”
When the Lady of the Silver Lily said to die, her opponent meekly put down their
cards.
“R, raising…”
“Higher.”
“All… in…”
A miracle comparable to the parting of the Red Sea descended upon the luxurious
casino. My mind was set on founding [The Silver Lily Religion] in honor of my lover,
and the first passage would depict this scene.
Oh, it was beautiful how the villainous lady destroyed others for her amusement.
“Th-this is barbarous!”
When approximately sixteen nobles tearfully paid us with diamond rings and
necklaces, the owner of the gambling house came running to us. He was a middle-
aged man with a Kaiser beard.
“Oho. Are you aware of who I am? How odd. I thought this establishment valued and
enforced silence to hide customers’ identities completely, even if they were to be
found out. I must have heard wrong.”
“I, I don’t know you! Of course I don’t know, but…”
“You dare not recognize who I am? Do you want your head chopped off?”
“……”
The owner of the gambling house opened and closed his mouth. This man was also a
noble, but his lineage was very different. He had been neutralized and sunk less than
a minute after he had come running.
“Uh-huh. Look at this gentleman. The lady asked you a question, so why aren’t you
answering?!”
For reference, I was sticking close to the Lady of the Silver Lily like I was her minion
and pitching a fit. It was so warm by my lover’s side.
“Do you think it’s funny to ignore milady’s question? Do you intend to scorn her
family by keeping your trap shut?!”
“N-not at all. I would never. I-it’s just that this is a small business, so please be a little
more considerate…”
“Good grief. Your Ladyship, this can’t stand. This man’s arrogance pierces the sky. I
must strike down his neck for his disrespect!”
“Hieek?!”
“It’s all right. Though Baron Ruibe secretly built a drug lab in the basement to sell
illegal goods in the capital, it doesn’t mean we need to chop his head off.”
Flinch.
“……”
“If you sit and play ten rounds with me, I will let you go for the night.”
In the end, we emptied out the wallet of the owner of the casino. Then, we scattered
the mountain of gold and jewels in the streets.
We did what we wanted and frolicked as we wished. We passed time in the most
extravagant room of the most upscale inn in the capital. Hugging the Lady of the
Silver Lily, I jumped into the ginormous bed.
“Mm.”
The tips of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s eyes rose up.
“Mhm.”
“…Haha.”
On the third day, the Lady of the Silver Lily smiled. It wasn’t a smirk or a scoff but a
smile that sprung from joy. My lover’s smile was as pure as a child learning to laugh
for the first time.
“Gongja.”
I became happy.
The minimum number for human beings to be happy was two people.
“One of my colleagues is good at playing instruments. I’ll learn music from that
person.”
One day, we bribed and bullied some guards into emptying the most crowded street
in the capital for an hour. We rented the place.
One day, we entered the palace and laid out everything that one shouldn’t say in
front of the emperor. The Lady of the Silver Lily said, “Take care of your son, Your
Majesty. There’s no other boor like him.” When she said that, the emperor slipped
from his throne. “Your Majesty?!” The officials around him panicked.
I didn’t speak those words out loud. Merely thinking about it made my face flush.
However, I believed that the Lady of the Silver Lily was thinking the same.
“……”
“……”
On our last day, we didn’t go anywhere.
We just sat side by side at the fountain in the city square from day to night.
Holding hands, we watched the shadows of countless people coming in and out of
the square. In the alley between the fruit shop and the bar, a newspaper boy scurried
about.
This trip was not because I loved her but to love her more. Now, after repeating this
day fifteen times, I fell deeper in love with her. And I wanted to love her more.
“We’re accomplices.”
A quiet laugh.
“Of course.”
“It seems that you’re doing something suspicious. Gongja, it’ll be better for your
heart if you speak honestly.”
“……”
While exploring this day, the Lady of the Silver Lily and I talked a lot. Really a lot. The
Lady of the Silver Lily heard it all from me: what kind of world I came from, what an
[Apocalypse] was, and what an [immersion rate] was.
“I need to almost completely become the butler. Someone who was born and has
lived in this world.”
“Why?”
The Lady of the Silver Lily put her hand on her chin.
“…So your strategy will only succeed if nobody else knows about it.”
“Yes.”
“The reason you’re saying this now is because you need to ask for a favor.”
“That’s right.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily sighed. I felt like I had been hit.
“…From the start, you made me promise to [trust] you for this moment. Really,
despite your looks, you’re a shrewd man. I should be more vigilant when you talk. All
right. What do you need me to do?”
2.
First, we returned to [Day One], the starting point of this stage. To the moment when
the ball opened.
The two of us hurried out of the ballroom and to the Lady of the Silver Lily’s
quarters.
“I don’t know what Your Ladyship is thinking, and I don’t think I should know. But
I’m satisfied with my life now, so don’t worry.”
-Hey, Kim ■bie. What are you doing now? This big bro is getting a little nervous.
I thought that the original owner of the body, the ‘butler,’ must have cared for not just
the Lady of the Golden Silk but also the Lady of the Silver Lily. Either way, he could
never fulfill his love. The butler must have been silently closing off his heart.
The crown prince was two-timing with the Lady of the Silver Lily and the Lady of the
Golden Silk. The Lady of the Golden Silk had hold of both the crown prince and the
butler. The butler had feelings for both the Lady of the Silver Lily and the Lady of the
Golden Silk. And now, the Lady of the Silver Lily was cheating on the crown prince
with me.
‘Thank you.’
Now, I was just eternally grateful to the butler, who had kept a flame for the Lady of
the Silver Lily.
I was determined.
“All right.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily ordered her servants to put a large mirror in front of me. I
saw my reflection, unable to move at all in the chair.
“Character window.”
Favorability: 90
With the character window in front of me, I looked up at the Lady of the Silver Lily.
“Raviel.”
“I’m listening.”
“Did you want to be kissed while being tied up? You should have told me your
preferences earlier. I could have read up on it.”
“……”
When I saw the Heretic Question become completely immersed in the character of
the Lady of the Golden Silk. When I witnessed her growing [hair] despite his
transformation technique. That was when I realized it.
That was the trick to beating this stage the way I wanted to.
“What?”
“Milady. Think about it. Since it’s Your Ladyship, you’ll think the same thing I’ve
thought of. You’re also a regressor.”
“……”
The Lady of the Silver Lily’s brows pinched, and she touched her chin. She appeared
to be in thought. Shortly after, the Lady of the Silver Lily raised her brows in
realization.
“Indeed.”
“Yes.”
“From that perspective, we’ve already won. This is the Tower’s mistake, and we have
an advantage by pointing out the oversight.”
“It’ll be all right. I’ll definitely resolve the issue somehow. However, when I can’t get
out of this world with my own power, please help me say [Transfer]. That’s all I’m
asking for, Raviel.”
I opened my mouth.
“All right.”
“I’ve become your first bitch of a lover, and you’ll be my last. Anything that can be
taken away will be.”
“……”
As soon as I saw the Heretic Questioner be engulfed by the Lady of the Golden Silk, I
had a strange feeling.
Wasn’t it strange?
The Heretic Questioner could freely change his appearance with his sacred
techniques. He could grow out his hair. However, the skill belonged to the ‘Heretic
Questioner,’ not the ‘Lady of the Golden Silk.’
The Lady of the Golden Silk still had the skills of the Heretic Questioner.
“……!”
As my immersion approached 90%, I became dizzy.
The memories of the original owner of this body cascaded like a flood. Before, I could
only peek into the memories of or share the emotions of the original owner. But it
was different now.
Even the voice of the director gathering us to recite the national anthem in the
orphanage. Even how I didn’t want to go to the bathroom in the winter because it
was too cold. Even the laughter of the older kids who occasionally played with us.
-Hey! Kim ■ja! Really, what the heck are ■u doing n■?
Only the voice of the Lady of the Silver Lily was clear.
I couldn’t breathe.
I was dizzy.
In the midst of this dizziness, I forced my eyes open to see the reflections of the two
of us in the mirror.
Favorability: 91
My self.
“Raviel.”
I was scared.
“I know.”
“Even if I’m born again, I’ll still love you. So, so that I can never forget you, don’t let
me forget you even if I die…”
“I know.”
Fav■: 9■
■■ ■■: N/■
A cheap dagger.
My origins.
My limits.
Worn-out walls.
Internet.
An alley.
Me, burning.
A mansion, burning.
‘Kind sir.’
■■: ■ Gongja
■■■: 9■
■■ ■■: N/■
■■■■■: [Master/Teacher], [Lover], [■■■■■], [Vic■], [■■■], [■■d], [Good ■], [■■■■■]
■■■■■], [■■■■ ■■■■■], [■ ■■■■ Me]
Snow.
A snowfield.
A red peony.
One petal.
■■: ■■
■■■: ■■
■■ ■■■: [Master/Teacher], [Lover], [■■■ ■■], [■■■], [■■■], [■■d], [■■], [■■■■]
■■■■■■], [■■■■ ■■■■■],
[■■ ■■■■■]
‘I’m going to teach this kid how to be happy!’ Someone told me—
So, I.
I.
Who am I?
■■: ■■■
■■■: ■■
■■ ■■■: [■cher], [Lo■], [■■■ ■■], [■■■], [■■■], [■■■■], [■■], [■] ■■ ■■■ ■ ■■ ■],
[■■■■ ■■■■ ■],
[■■ ■■■■■]
“……”
Something…
Where was I?
“……”
Even with my blurry vision, I knew the person in front of me had a commanding
presence.
“Gongja.”
Raviel Ivansia.
“What is this…?”
When I tried to move, I realized that I was tied up. My arms, legs, and, of course, my
whole body were bound tightly with a rope. As soon as I realized that I had been
captured, my hazy mind sharpened.
“Good heavens. Heiress Ivansia, did you abduct me?”
“……”
“This is too much. No matter how much power the Ivansia Duchy holds under this
sky, this is excessive. Do you hate the Lady of the Golden Silk so much as to threaten
a servant like me?”
“I see.”
A sorrowful expression.
“It’s happened.”
All of the poison in the empire touched her fingertips, and all evil schemes came
from her heart. Though these rumors were somewhat malicious, they held some
truth.
That lady, the Lady of the Silver Lily, was clearly making a sad face in front of me.
“I thought I no longer had a heart to be hurt by. But this definitely hurts. You said
that your path was one that testified to the pain of life. If so, rejoice. Your sword
unmistakably has broken my heart.”
I couldn’t understand.
I couldn’t understand what the Lady of the Silver Lily was saying, and I couldn’t
understand my own feelings. Why did my heart feel sick? Did she drug me? I was
familiar with various poisons due to attending to the Lady of the Golden Silk.
“Gongja.”
My heart was throbbing.
“My lover. The man who offered me his heart and the one I will offer mine to.”
However, the red eyes of the Lady of the Silver Lily were looking straight at me.
“H-heiress.”
Strange.
I was just calling her by her position, but I felt a cold sweat.
『Gongja.』
I couldn’t breathe.
Mysterious voices were echoing in my head. I felt like I would go crazy. Was I
hallucinating? Did this drug cause hallucinations? Was that why sweat flowed from
my neck and my heart pounded angrily in my chest?
“Gongja.”
I couldn’t answer.
Ominously, the Lady of the Silver Lily pulled out a rapier. I had to say something to
somehow stop her.
“Have a safe trip.”
“I’ll be—”
“——!!”
I screamed. Blood poured out. My lungs clogged up. I quickly drew my last breath.
And when I was about to vomit blood, the Lady of the Silver Lily blocked my lips.
“……,……”
Killing me meant that the lady before me would finally unfold her plot against the
Lady of the Golden Silk. I, as her shield, could not die. Therefore, this was a critical
and urgent situation.
But my final thought was not about the Lady of the Golden Silk. Nor was it about
anything else.
Quietly.
[The owner of the skill is different from the user of the skill.]
[It is being decided whether the skill should return to ’24 hours from the owner’s
point of view’ or ’24 hours from the user’s point of view.’]
[Judgment failed.]
[The Tower confirms that the requisites to activate the skill have not been met.]
[The Tower understands that the owner of the skill intended for the current
situation to occur.]
[The Tower raises the Death King’s problem as a formal agenda item.]
Then.
[The Tower requests a majority vote among the Six Pillars of Manseng (10,000
Lives).]
This was the first time I had ever been in such a place.
It was pitch black, and I felt like I was floating without limbs or a body.
[Confirming attendees.]
[The Fifth Pillar. ‘The Lady Who Walks In The Mirage’ is present.]
[The Third Pillar. ‘The One Who Wrote The Beginning’ is present.]
[The Second Pillar. ‘The God Who Dances In The Void’ is present.]
[The Tower will share the problem of the temporary apostle, ‘Death King.’]
[Sharing complete.]
-Nail!
The voices were coming from all around, like a myriad of whispering snakes. I
figured this was Hell and shrugged my shoulders.
Voices roared.
“Call Hamustra right now! That Corner Librarian bastard, why did he send that kind
of thing as an apostle?”
“I checked, and there was no problem with the procedure. More than that, that child
won’t be able to understand anything we’re saying. The immersion rate, was it?
Reverting it should help us communicate.”
“Haa!”
The words that I’d spoken when I became the butler, the gaze of the Lady of the
Silver Lily when she looked at me—all of my memories returned in an instant.
Also, I was certain.
“You. You purposefully used your regression skill after synchronizing with the
character, right?”
I had succeeded.
“You’re trying to return to 24 hours ago in the character’s timeline rather than your
own!”
In my mind, I smiled.
The day when the Lady of the Silver Lily stabbed the mirror with the sword.
“Calm down, infant. The fragments of the Padak’s days are showing.”
However, their voices were still muddied. It was like hearing a song filled with noise;
one moment, the voice seemed far away, and the next, it was right by my ear.
“That’s Death King, right? It’s been a while since we had to convene twice for a single
person. How long has it been since the Constellation Killer?”
“Moreover, the connection between the two of them is growing stronger. Is this by
chance?”
It was then.
“…How troublesome.”
The voices instantly stopped chattering. The surroundings fell into a hush. Only one
unaffected voice swept through the space where idle talk and conversation had
occupied.
“If the immersion was 100% complete, he could be sent to the day before from the
butler’s perspective. If the immersion was less than 90%, we could just send him
back from Death King’s timeline. But of all things, it had to be 99%.”
I gulped.
“Convince me.”
“First, please look at the numbers. Since the immersion rate is 99%, that means the
butler has 99% control and I only have 1%. The butler has an overwhelming
proportion of the self, so it would be right to lean toward the butler.”
“True. However, the [Returner’s Clockwork Watch] is a skill that you’ve won. Death
King, it is a skill that you own. Only the owners of the skill can use it.”
“……”
The voice had kindly told me not to be nervous. However, I could not respond to that
consideration. Every word, every measure of the voice, made me feel like a long
snake was crawling up the back of my neck.
“Hmm?”
“Please consider the butler’s standpoint. The butler and I have been fighting all
throughout the stage for control of the body. I was consumed by the butler, but that
means the butler has consumed me.”
In other words.
“The butler defeated me fair and square, and in return, he stole my skills. The
[Returner’s Clockwork Watch] is now the butler’s skill.”
“Oho.”
“There’s some truth to that. Indeed. It’s like how you, Death King, copied and
acquired the Flame Emperor’s skill.”
“……”
“I had wondered who would win if two regressors confronted each other. Who would
have thought you went back to the point before he had a skill? Even my lowly self
was impressed by the innovation. No, all of us were amazed.”
Lowly self.
The absolute being of the Tower referred to themself as lowly. They spoke politely, as
if to respect everyone.
“It was astounding. You could have chosen to simply run away from the Flame
Emperor’s eyes. But you didn’t. Why was that?”
Those who had been silent opened their mouths at the Tower Master’s questions.
“Of course, it was for revenge. That son of a bitch won’t forget being wronged even
when he dies. That’s why he chased the guy who burned him all the way to the end.
And he died, what, 4050 times? Asshole.”
[The Moon Contemplating Blindness curses you.]
“It was for justice. The Flame Emperor killed many people and would have killed
many more. He must have thought that he couldn’t let that man go. Death King
moved because he thought, ‘Things shouldn’t be this way.’ Surely, he is a righteous
human.”
“Yes. That must be so. He sometimes stabbed his neck for revenge, at other times for
justice. However, both vengeance and righteousness are common traits. There was
only one aspect that my lowly self admired.”
“That was the only way to beat the Flame Emperor perfectly.”
[The One Who Wrote The Beginning quietly declares the words.]
“Yes.”
“Death King. Your heart is tender and heated, but your mind is cunning. You’re
always searching for the way to win completely. So I am looking forward to this. Did
you come up with a way to persuade us thoroughly?”
“I have.”
“Please speak.”
“……”
“And we were responsible for finding the error. If it weren’t for us, would you ever
have known that the error existed? Please give us a reward.”
“How rude.”
“Look at how this pleb is talking to us. Do you want your existence to be ripped to
pieces?”
“Stop.”
But when the serpent voice opened its lips, everyone was silent again.
“It’s interesting.”
“……”
“The thing that’s interesting about it, yes, is that you really believe that my lowly self
will properly [compensate] and [reward] you. Why? Why must I do that? I can easily
ignore you.”
“Because…”
I said clearly.
The Tower.
It wasn’t much.
“Though you are the absolute being, you never mock us. You don’t scorn us. You don’t
try to push us in any direction. Hunters who want to stay on the first floor can stay
there forever. To the Hunters who climb higher, you wish us luck and tell us to be
careful.”
“The people you’ve given the floors of the Tower to are all sad and lonely. You
gathered those whose lives end in tragedy and built a Tower for them.”
I thought.
“You’re kind.”
The Tower Master before me was an absolute being who was good.
“You never interfere when we fight and kill among ourselves. You respect our
freedom. However, if something was the Tower’s error, you would definitely
compensate for any damages.”
“I’ve always wanted to tell you that. There wasn’t a good opportunity before. I’ve
always wanted to thank you… Without the Tower, I would have lived like trash in the
outside world anyway. Ah. I mean, even after entering the Tower, I lived like trash…”
“If it weren’t for you… I wouldn’t have been able to regress over 4000 days on my
own. Never. Everyone said it was for vengeance or justice, but… I could barely
endure it because I knew someone was watching over me. That’s all there is to it.”
I bowed my head.
“Thank you.”
I bent my back.
“Yes.”
Someone whispered.
[The Lady Who Walks In The Mirage indicates her goodwill toward you.]
“Me too. I don’t even remember the last time a human came to show gratitude. Have
there even been any? This might be the first time.”
“…I don’t know why, but kids these days are hostile to beings like us. Maybe it’s
because the world itself is so ugly. They need someone to take the blame.”
[The God Who Dances In The Void shows goodwill toward you.]
“Ha. They just don’t want to admit there are beings above them.”
“Maybe so.”
“……”
“I am just a mirror. Death King, if you believe me to be good, it’s because you yourself
are good.”
“I see.”
“You do know you can ask for a marvelous skill as a reward? You’ve done well by
discovering an error with the Tower. I can reward you generously. Shall I strengthen
the [Returner’s Clockwork Watch]?”
Temptation.
“I could make it so that you can turn back time as you please, not just a day. Or how
about the [Hundred Ghosts Reincarnation]? I can let your spirits have not just the
memories but also the skills from their lives.”
“Please.”
“……”
Then.
Very slowly.
“Death King.”
[The meeting is ending.]
Blink.
“……”
When I opened my eyes, the first thing I noticed was the scent of spring flowers
blowing in from the window.
“Ah.”
My master.
“…Milady?”
The Lady of the Golden Silk chuckled. Was my reaction amusing? She was staring at
me with half-open eyes.
The Lady of the Golden Silk now looked to everyone like a proper young lady who
had adjusted to the capital. There was no trace of the lady who was famous as a
tomboy in her hometown. I felt a little regretful of that fact. Of course, she was the
same on the inside. It was just her appearance that had become more sophisticated.
“I came back from dinner with His Highness, but I noticed that you were sleeping
soundly in the chair. It’s a little disappointing that you left your master alone to go
sleep, but I’ll let you go since your sleeping face is so cute.”
“Milady…”
“Oh? You look like you’re about to cry. Did you have a nightmare?”
“Yes, very much. Listen to this, butler. His Highness gave me a blue coral ring today!”
The Lady of the Golden Silk smiled wide. ‘Blue coral’ was the name of the gem. It
wasn’t worth much, but it was often used for proposals in the southern regions of the
empire.
“Also, it happened in the student cafeteria, right in front of all the other ladies and
gentlemen! The prince is dumb, but he’s a dummy who knows how to make someone
happy. I wonder what kind of face the Ivansia heiress will make when she hears the
news!
“……”
Really, what?
“Raviel…”
“Butler? You shouldn’t be calling her by her name… Even if it’s just the two of us
here, it’s too rude. Be more polite. It’s about manners. Sometimes, you’re more
ignorant of the capital’s etiquette than I am.”
At that moment.
“What?”
“Um, butler. I thought you were joking at first, but now, I’m getting nervous. Are you
sick? Does your head feel hot? Shall we go to the infirmary?”
“I seem to have a slight headache. It doesn’t feel like a cold… I’ll just go out to get
some fresh air. Is that all right, milady?”
However, the discomfort in my heart did not stop even when I entered the garden.
I walked.
『His Majesty the Prince became infatuated with the Lady of the Golden Silk.』
Ridiculously, at the end of my path, there was the large building in which Heiress
Ivansia resided. I passed by it before, but I had never voluntarily come here before.
“……”
Why did I come to a place like this?
‘I should go back.’
‘I have to go back.’
But for some reason, my feet didn’t turn back. I kept thinking I had to go back, but
my feet stepped forward. My hand pushed on the iron bar at the gate.
Creaaaak—
“……”
It would explain how my legs, by themselves, took me through the gate and across
the garden.
How the cherry trees and magnolias made my heart ache for no reason.
How I so naturally went deeper into Heiress Ivansia’s mansion, despite never having
been invited.
“You’ve arrived.”
Everything.
1.
The Lady of the Silver Lily stood in the corridor in the dead of night.
The mirror where moonlight reflected only the lady’s poised back. The mirror
reflected just a ray of moonlight and silver hair, so the Lady of the Silver Lily looked
like an island alone in a dark sea.
“You’re speechless.”
“……”
“And you look troubled. Your expression is clear. Even at night, I can read it. Just by
looking at your face, I can see that it’s the [first one].”
My heart had been quaking with anxiety from earlier. It was still doing so now. Why
was the Lady of the Silver Lily speaking so kindly to me?
A heartless and rational sword toward everyone. She was the moon of the Ivansia
family.
A reason to be kind to me, the butler of the Lady of the Golden Silk… didn’t exist.
There shouldn’t have been any.
“…I was being silent because I did not know what to say. Please forgive me if I was
rude. Heiress Ivansia, this… Is this a dream? Are you appearing in my dream?”
The Lady of the Silver Lily reacted by looking at me with a strange expression. The
smile on her lips somehow felt like a scar.
“That’s an interesting question. Indeed, your dream has consumed my life. I now
know that love is just giving one’s life to support another’s dream.”
“I become your dream, and you become my life. This exchange of dreams and lives is
what we call love.”
I didn’t understand what she was saying. There were many other things I did not
know, too.
The Lady of the Silver Lily explained one of the things I did not know with her scar-
like smile.
“However, you probably didn’t ask that question in a romantic way. I shall answer
you seriously. Don’t worry because you don’t see any servants. I told them to go
back.”
“Why…?”
“And I shall warn you. Never call me [Heiress] with your mouth again.”
“……”
I didn’t understand.
Just now, the Lady of the Silver Lily showed killing intent toward me. She wasn’t
joking when she said she would kill me. It wasn’t a bluff, either. If I called her
‘Heiress’ one more time, her rapier would surely stab my heart.
‘Why?’
Why was her threat not cold but rather warm and tender?
“Come here.”
Her voice beckoned me. I couldn’t refuse her. As I approached the Lady of the Silver
Lily, she pointed to the full-body mirror. “What do you see?”
“And?”
“The dark corridor… The moonlight is barely present. I see almost nothing beside
you and me. It’s all buried in the darkness.”
It was bizarre. She wanted another answer, as if there was something else I should
have seen in the mirror. But what was it?
“……”
I tried to look harder into the mirror. I furrowed my brows and crinkled my
forehead. Still, everything looked much the same.
‘As expected, there’s only darkness. Extraordinary red eyes and… ’
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■■ ■■■: [■cher], [Lo■], [■■■ ■■], [■■■], [■■■], [■■■■], [■■], [■] ■■ ■■■ ■ ■■ ■],
[■■■■ ■■■■ ■],
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“Oof, whuuh…?!”
I retched.
I reflexively wrapped my hands around my neck. My neck hurt for a moment, but I
didn’t know why.
I couldn’t do anything about stuff I didn’t know, so I thought about something else.
“Words… I see strange letters. And voices… Weird voices are… I don’t really know.”
“Voices.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily smiled very slightly at that word. This smile looked more
like a smile than the one a little while ago.
She moved on so quickly, without any explanations, that I just stared blankly at her.
Suddenly, her smile turned arid, and she calmly repeated herself without pushing
me.
“Did you not say you see strange letters? Tell me about them.”
“…They’re hard to see. I don’t see complete words… just a few letters… Fragments…?”
“Hmm.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily put her hand on her chin.
“I see. [Cher] is part of [Teacher], and [Lo] is from [Lover]. What’s left at the end is
very much like you. But your master comes before your lover? It’s understandable,
but I don’t like it.”
“Lady, there are too many things I don’t understand. You said this isn’t a dream, but if
it isn’t, what do you want from me?”
“I want you.”
‘I am the one and only butler of the Lady of the Golden Silk—’
‘His Highness the Crown Prince favors the young lady, but this treatment is—’
But none of them rang in my heart. Like music without rhythm, they soon faltered.
What came out of my mouth, in the end, was an obedient answer to the lady’s
question.
“I was in a chair… I think I was tied to it. With something like a rope. I don’t know
why I was tied, but only you were there in the ornate room, looking down at me.”
“My heart hurt. My chest… It was pierced by your blade. But I don’t think that was
all. In my dream, I…”
“You?”
“Yes.”
My insides churned, and I felt like just looking at the smile would make me cry.
“……”
Trauma.
What?
I paled in shock.
“I was too young to understand why she committed suicide. The duke’s wife. The
moon of Ivansia. A woman with such power and wealth ended her life herself. I
didn’t know why, but I do clearly remember the words my mother whispered to me
on her last night, how she was cremated quickly like a coverup.”
This.
This was something I shouldn’t know. I shouldn’t even listen. I couldn’t believe the
Ivansia duchy was hiding such a secret. It was a terrible secret that could be used to
start a political war.
“However.”
“……”
“The crown prince gave a blue coral ring to the Lady of the Golden Silk today.”
One step.
“In a past life, that made me despair. Or perhaps I was angry. You can say that I was
jealous or envious. All these filled my heart. Cursing the world, I took a sword and
stabbed the heart reflected in the mirror.”
Press.
The light and insignificant weight tied down one of my feet. If I wanted to retreat, I
could have, and if I wanted to shake her off, it would have been simple. Nonetheless,
the weight on my foot kept me there.
A light grip.
My neck.
“From now on, you are the only one who can hurt my heart.”
“Even if someone with the most wicked tongue cursed me for two days, it wouldn’t
measure to the sighs you send me in ignorance.”
From her little finger to her forefinger. From the thinnest to the thickest finger, I felt
every single bit of the pressure she put on me.
“Even if someone with the most spite and hatred toward me were to beat me and
whip me, the pain wouldn’t compare to your scoffs. Even though many people in this
world can kill my body, you are the only one who can hurt and kill my soul.”
I was suffocating.
“L-lady…”
Warm skin.
“……,……”
I.
Then.
That was what Raviel Ivansia thought when she looked at the man in front of her. She
didn’t want to lose him. It was laughable how greedily she wanted to monopolize
him.
-Milady. Think about it. Since it’s Your Ladyship, you’ll think the same thing I’ve
thought of. You’re also a regressor.
Raviel quickly discerned what he was trying to do. He was going to completely
immerse himself in the role of the butler. Then, by regressing one day from the
butler’s perspective, he would return to a time before she gave her heart to the
mirror.
‘He looks gentle, but these tricks come from that head.’
It was good that the man she came to love was not stupid. Indeed, it was very
pleasant. Nevertheless, Raviel Ivansia objected.
Even if he regressed and stopped her from stabbing the mirror heart, thus
preventing the tragedy of the eternal ten days, it meant nothing if she couldn’t
remember him.
All of these memories made up who I am now. Once they were gone, I would no
longer be Raviel Ivansia.
Does the man in front of me know that? That I wouldn’t be grateful at all if I escaped
the labyrinthine ten days like this?
-It’ll be all right.
He seemed to know.
-……
She was briefly paralyzed by the cruelty of his words. Trust him? Without any
explanation, trust him? Tardily, too late, she regretted her promise from a few days
ago. But this was too serious for Raviel Ivansia to be trapped by paralysis and regret.
She would trust the man she loved. She would trust in that man’s ability. He was the
man whom she chose. He was hers. He would definitely succeed, [no matter what], to
persuade the Tower to regress to the previous day.
‘…… ’
No.
‘Wait a moment.’
Raviel Ivansia realized that she would have to follow through on her plan.
‘I must—’
Thus, Raviel Ivansia reflected in her heart what she would have to do and how.
Trauma.
The man had confessed almost everything about himself to her. He informed her that
a side effect of his ability was viewing the memory of the person who killed him.
It wasn’t the past or anything, but it was this exact moment while she was thinking.
-……
-I can tell him what I want to say, give him what memories I want to pass on, let him
know everything again.
-All right.
Gongja.
-Really, I ended up with a bad man as my lover.
I am happy because of you. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to let go of the time
I’ve spent with you like this.
You said this before. That you would ‘write a diary starting today.’ You said that you
would show me all of your days. Those words, were they lies?
You said, ‘I will learn music.’ I wanted to spend a quiet evening listening to you play.
Was that wish really a lie?
I want to see your days. I want to say goodnight to you. Your days will surely make
me smile, and evenings with you will be happy. I want my smile and your happiness
to overlap.
Look at me.
You’re a dumb person. You’re also naive. I wondered how you survived in the world
with such innocence, but I soon learned that you had died thousands of times.
You had many reasons to abandon your innocence. There were few reasons to keep
your naivety. To you, who did not throw away your innocence despite the many
reasons and kept it when you didn’t need to, I simply say:
-Raviel…
-I know.
I’m here.
Rely on me.
-So… so that I can never forget you, don’t let me forget you even if I die…
-I know.
Staying beside you, even though I know I’ll be hurt, is hellishly frightening.
Look.
-… Good heavens.
Finally, you, who has become your role of the butler, speak to me.
-Heiress Ivansia.
Crush.
It felt lonely when you called me not [Milady] but [Heiress] instead.
A face with no trust. The way you look at me so suspiciously hurts. It’s torture when
you react like you’ve never seen me before.
-This is too much. No matter how much power the Ivansia Duchy holds under this sky,
this is excessive. Do you hate the Lady of the Golden Silk so much as to threaten a
servant like me?
Listen.
-Gongja.
Don’t forget.
-My lover.
-……
Gongja.
I love you.
1.
“I love you.”
It wasn’t proper for a noblewoman to say those words so openly, but Raviel felt it
with all her heart. She loved the crown prince, noodle-hair and all.
The blond locks on the prince’s head did share a peculiar resemblance to last night’s
dinner.
Raviel shook her head and continued tightening the bonds around the crown prince.
He, in return, mumbled something behind his gag. It may have been a scream. Raviel
didn’t particularly care. Rather, it was almost cute.
“I love you so much, Your Highness, and it pains me to see you ruin yourself like this.
I should never have helped you to ditch the palace tutors when we were children. I
see now that it is up to me to correct my wrongs.”
She cleared her throat, and a gray-haired servant held up a board with words written
on it.
The board was nicely decorated at the borders with lilies. The lily leaves were
choking a man’s neck.
The crown prince stopped mumbling as his eyes glazed over in fear.
She sighed.
“Get him a change of pants,” she told the gray-haired servant. “Now I’ll have to start
all over again.”
In the meantime, Raviel set up the camera. She had been told that the camera was
cutting-edge technology that could be used to preserve memories.
It only took two days after Raviel’s loving remedial lessons for the crown prince to
act foolishly again.
Maybe she should have bashed in that noodle-like noggin of his to make spaghetti.
Flavor was always important in a good dish, and red would suit him so well…
Raviel had been absent from school that day due to her illness. However, she was
more than capable of arranging transport to the dormitories where the Lady of the
Golden Silk resided.
She did have to catch up on her work, but she could spare half an hour for this.
When she stepped out of the carriage, it was nighttime. Most students were already
in their beds, except the few strolling in the warm spring air.
Crunch. She crushed them underfoot. This made their perfume even more fragrant.
Raviel made herself at home in the parlor of the residence hall. She waited for her
guest to come out.
Five minutes later, the Lady of the Golden Silk and her gloomy-looking butler came
bustling in.
The Lady of the Golden Silk’s makeup looked like it had been hastily done. Raviel
covered her grin by opening her fan.
“What did you call me for?” asked the Lady of the Golden Silk.
Her tone of speaking was still too brash for a country chit. Her butler placed a gentle
hand on her elbow, not that she was heeding his silent warning.
“I didn’t call you for anything,” said Raviel, amused. “I was just sitting, and you just
arrived.”
The Lady of the Golden Silk opened her mouth like a goldfish before closing it again.
She watched as the Lady of the Golden Silk turned furious eyes upon her servant and
her butler stuttered denials, flushing.
Flushing?
Perhaps she could make use of that. She shelved the thought for later.
“I was kidding. April Fools, and all that,” Raviel said. “Anyway, I have a gift for you.”
She held out an envelope for the Lady of the Golden Silk to take. The butler grabbed
it, and their gloved hands brushed against each other.
The butler suspiciously reddened again. He turned around and handed the envelope
to his lady.
The butler obediently opened the envelope. His eyes turned wide and round.
“U-uh… Um… This is…?”
“A moment of the crown prince when he was vulnerable,” said Raviel. “I thought you
might enjoy it, since you are ever so close to him.”
Swiik. The Lady of the Golden Silk’s hand swiped away the photograph so quickly
that Raviel nearly missed it.
“Th-th-that’s…”
Raviel had taken some liberties with the prince as he was in his remedial lessons.
The results were unsuitable to be in any record, print or photograph.
“……”
The barony’s lady’s face turned red, then green. Perhaps she should have been called
the Lady of the Copper Silk.
Mission complete, Raviel left the dormitory without another word to the idiot duo.
She was satisfied with her work for today. What was left of her heart was still
breaking after the prince had gone on another date with the Lady of the Golden Silk,
but at least she could drag him down with her.
If he was dumped… If his heart broke, and she was there to help him… Would his
eyes turn kind again? Would he smile at her like he used to do, once upon a time?
The magnolia petals that fell from the branches looked lonely and lost.
2.
Raviel had been waiting for Gongja to regress for six days since the last time. There
was a version of him running around, and she was rather fond of him, but he wasn’t
the same as her lover.
Raviel’s work was done nearly on autopilot now. She had done this time loop for so
long that she didn’t need to focus as she signed papers, arranged for the prince’s
assassins to be taken out, and made sure that the economy didn’t implode because of
a poorly received tariff.
Gongja 3 (her nickname for the current version of the butler) squirmed on her lap.
“Nonsense. You’re my exclusive butler, are you not? This is what butlers do in this
world.”
Gongja 3’s eyes showed that he knew she was bullshitting him, but he wasn’t certain
enough to call her out on it.
Raviel ruffled Gongja 3’s hair. It was nearly imperceptible, but he leaned into her
touch. Maybe quiet days like this weren’t so bad, though she still eagerly awaited
Gongja Prime.
Gongja 3 stiffened on her lap. Slowly, his head turned toward her.
What was it with her love interests thinking that she would kill them?
“No, butler. Don’t take things so seriously. I won’t ever kill you.”
This statement didn’t hurt her until much afterward, when she was staring into her
beloved’s dead face, a sword in her hands. Thus, it did not become her trauma.
3.
Tears flowed from Raviel’s eyes as she held the body of her dead lover.
“You liar.”
She continued in that position. She felt the last of his body heat escape from her
arms. Raviel closed his eyes, wishing him a quick regression.
She did not draw her blade from his chest. She wasn’t sure that she ever wanted to
hold that particular rapier ever again.
It was a long time later, what felt like an eternity to her, when she stood up.
Raviel must have been dizzy from crying so much. Her vision blurred, and she
walked right into a wall.
“Motherfu—”
Painful and humiliating as it might have been, this moment was not her trauma,
either.
4.
“Raviel Ivansia,” said the Lady of the Golden Silk. “I love you.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily’s mortal enemy winked, bounced her ample bosoms, and
blew a kiss at Raviel.
Raviel woke up screaming, but this did not become her trauma.
5.
Unfortunately, Raviel’s hemp plant did not respond. Tears flowed from Raviel’s eyes
as she held the pot of her beloved, unquestionably dead pot.
Had she overwatered it? Was she not a good enough farmer?
This was the problem with education these days. They focused too much on
economics, history, politics, court manners, literacy, swordsmanship, and the
running of an estate rather than on the important things in life.
Like cultivation.
This plant was one of the few medicines that could help her chronic pain, and now,
she would have to find alternatives.
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2.
Then, Raviel Ivansia tightened her grip. To kill a man. To feel everlasting pain.
The man’s body twisted. Raviel Ivansia’s sword penetrated further, deeper in his
heart. He let out a painful scream. The scream tore through the space only the two of
them occupied.
But despite her wishes, Raviel Ivansia stabbed the man with increasing strength. She
vividly felt everything in her hands. With a touch, his chest caved in. His flesh was
lacerated. His heart was pierced, and he kept coughing up blood.
‘More.’
She had to feel it more strongly. She had to engrave this moment as her trauma from
now on. So that one day, who knows when, the man she loved could see this sight.
So when the man was about to cough up more blood, Raviel Ivansia stole his lips.
-……!
A bloody breath flowed from his heart to her mouth. It was red and sticky. This was
her man’s warmth. This was her man’s blood. This was her man’s heart.
Raviel Ivansia shut his mouth so that not a single drop would leak.
-……
Raviel Ivansia did not blink. She didn’t want to miss the moment of her beloved’s
death, the moment when his complexion turned pale, his movements stopped, and
his breath faded—each and every moment was agony for her.
What if this moment didn’t become her trauma? What if, because of that, all her
plans failed? Then she would forget him, and he would lose her. There would be
nothing left.
‘More.’
For her, fear in itself was a disgrace. It was an insult. But Raviel Ivansia constantly
repeated this terrifying scene, unleashing her dire imagination. She deliberately
deepened the wound.
She saw herself forgetting him and living the way she used to before.
She pictured the two of them passing each other in the hallway, unaware.
-……
Raviel Ivansia understood it. This period was like leftover time. It would be a very
brief moment before her man returned. He would probably regress after a few
seconds. Caught up in his timeline, she would also regress the same way soon.
-Gongja?
-Gongja.
Ah.
At that exact moment, Raviel Ivansia knew. That was right. This last scene, the
absence of an answer.
His unfocused gaze. His lips that stopped as if he had forgotten how to speak. This
moment was now a trauma that Raviel Ivansia could never wash away.
-……
Raviel Ivansia hugged him. She embraced his body, using the few seconds she had
left to hold him.
Believing in him.
[Trauma reenactment complete.]
We had to.
“Butler?”
The Lady of the Golden Silk, who was sitting across me, was startled. It was weird.
Her always-shining face looked blurry to me today.
“Excuse me?”
Only then did I realize I was crying. I was shocked. Just a moment ago, the Lady of
the Golden Silk and I were chatting together.
“B-butler? I’m a little scared. I’m not afraid of much, but I’m a little scared now. Why
did you suddenly start crying while we were talking? D-did I do something strange
again?”
“Are you crying for no reason? Are you going insane? Geez, you’re really dripping all
over… W-what should I do? It’s the first time you’ve cried like this since I beat you up
when you were five years old…”
“You’re never going to let that go, are you, milady? Please forget about it.”
“But, butler. Even if I forget about you being beaten up when you were five, I still beat
you when you were six, seven, fourteen, and occasionally, even now. If you ask me to
forget all that, I’ll have amnesia. It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that your life is
a series of being beaten up by me.”
Amnesia.
“……”
“Ack, I thought you were stopping now, but why are you crying again?! I’m sorry! I’m
sorry I keep hitting you! I won’t hit you anymore. Even when I hit you, I won’t insult
your pride. That’s enough, right?!”
“No. A woman was crying a lot while looking at me… I wanted to wipe away her
tears, but I was sad that I couldn’t.”
“I see.”
“It was absolutely not you, milady… Milady could never make such a melancholy and
noble expression. Your mood is naturally different…”
The Lady of the Golden Silk looked at me with narrowed eyes. Normally, I would
have to bow and say sorry, and the lady would reply, “I’m generous, so I understand,”
with an expression as if it couldn’t be helped.
“Butler?”
“Huh? But it’s night. I was going to tell you that I was going to meet the crown prince
for dinner tomorrow. I was excited and wanted to show off. You’re obligated to listen
to me brag, butler.”
I bowed.
“……”
The Lady of the Golden Silk squinted at me. She put her hand on the chair and stared,
bemused.
“All right. You have a brain, and if you have a brain, you can think for yourself. But
don’t come back with bare hands! Stop by the kitchen and steal me a muffin.”
“What?”
Behind me, the lady yelled, “Butler! Is that for real?!” However, I ignored her shouts.
“Wait a moment. Even if you’re going out, answer me first! Butler, you jerk!”
The lady had become tamer after coming to Sormwyn Academy, but her spirit was
still that of the boss of the alley kids. She was the one who beat up the other kids in
our hometown.
‘My master.’
I hurried.
It should have been the first time I went down this path, but my feet seemed to know
the way.
The gate of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s residence was open. There were no guards. It
should have been weird, but I only thought, ‘I thought it would be like that.’ My feet
did not hesitate to cross the garden.
The hallway.
“You’ve arrived.”
A speck of moonlight.
“……”
“What do you see?”
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“…I can see the words ‘Master/Teacher’ and ‘Lover.’ The letter ‘d’ as well. I can see
fragments of small words, but I don’t understand what they mean.”
“Call me.”
“Heir…”
Even though that was the title I should have used to show Raviel Ivansia the most
respect.
I remembered a conversation I never had. It was like a peek into a dream from a
previous life.
I was confused. I felt that I shouldn’t call her Heiress no matter what.
“…Milady.”
“You’ve gotten much better.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily came closer to me. Her red eyes stared at me. But she was
only looking. The lady’s lips were tightly closed.
Nevertheless, I felt like the Lady of the Silver Lily was speaking to me. Her closed lips
seemed like they were moving. It was too intense and too clear to be a hallucination.
『And?』
“You kept calling for someone. A man was tied up in front of you… It must have been
him whom you called. But I don’t remember the man’s name.”
『Then?』
Weird.
Why did I keep talking to someone who didn’t respond? Why was the Lady of the
Silver Lily quietly listening to me?
The weirdest part was that my heart didn’t find this situation to be awkward.
“That is admirable.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily stroked my head. ‘That is admirable.’ The words echoed
deep into my heart. ‘That is admirable.’ A long, long time ago… I think I heard these
words before I was even born into this world.
“Look.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily pulled something out from her bosom.
It was a card.
“…What is that?”
“It’s proof that you worked hard for me. You can feel proud.”
[A Regressor’s Love]
Rank: EX
Effect: For a regressor, love is like poison. No matter how much you struggle, you
can’t share your time with the one you love. Thus, a certain regressor begged, ‘Please
retain my lover’s memories.’ That wish reached the Tower and came true.
You share a timeline with your beloved. When your lover regresses a day, you too go
back a day. When you regress a day, your lover regresses a day. This is the covenant
of the ring. This is the marriage of time.
※However, the skill only works when you and your beloved love each other.
“……”
“It’s troublesome to be proposed to like this. I love your voice. Do you understand? If
you don’t say it yourself, I won’t listen. So, you have to come back to me quickly.”
My heart pounded.
“I’m going to kill you. I’ll kill you over and over until you come back. If you can come
back by seeing my scars, I’ll show you them as many times as necessary.”
“Milady…”
“So look at my wounds and suffer. Look at the scar you left on me. Look at it again
and again. There are traces of you there.”
The Lady of the Silver Lily reached out her hands and grabbed my neck.
“You are the only person in this world who can kill me.”
Gently.
“You should know that I’m the only person who can kill you.”
And I saw.
That I hurt you. That you cried in a place I haven’t seen, in a time when I couldn’t be
with you. Your silent tears.
Then.
Then.
Then.
You were born as the daughter of the Duke of Ivansia. You had a sad mother and lived
a sad life. Your husband was decided before you were born, and after you were born,
you dedicated your life to that person.
You are a white flower.
You are called the Moon of Ivansia, you were called the heiress, and I called you Your
Ladyship.
“You’ve arrived.”
“……”
You are standing in the hallway. In this hallway, in the dark night, you are like a lone
island in the sea. An infinite sea surrounded you. I heard the crashing waves.
You are not Heiress Ivansia, not the Lady of the Duchy, nor Your Ladyship.
“Raviel.”
I.
I love you.
3.
“Raviel.”
Thank you for trusting me, thank you for waiting for me, and most of all, thank you
for loving me.
But what I wanted to say was not an apology, nor was it words of thanks. This wasn’t
the first time I apologized to her, and this wasn’t the first time I would be grateful to
her.
In this moment, the night we reunited, I didn’t want to apologize or thank her.
I wanted to present her words that I could only say to her once. I wanted to give her
an utterance I would only say one time in my whole life. My first. My last. I wanted to
dedicate my time to Raviel Ivansia.
A marriage proposal.
“……”
“I am called many names. I received the epithet of the Silver Lily from the emperor.
The empire calls me by my title, Heiress Ivansia. But my name, Raviel, will eternally
belong only to you.”
We kissed.
Deeply.
4.
Hearing the sound of breathing, I turned my head to see Raviel wordlessly looking at
me.
“……”
“……”
I also looked at Raviel without a word. Then, I moved my hand to hold hers. I felt her
cool fingers. She was beautiful. Sharing our breaths, fingers intertwined, we touched
foreheads.
“Raviel, you’re a genius.”
It was dawn. During that time called dawn, all meetings were secret trysts and all
whispers became sweet nothings. Thus, those who shared their dawns were those
who loved each other.
I whispered,
“You’re amazing. You utilized the trauma I had to see to convey my memories…
Really, you’re amazing. I would never have thought of such a method.”
“You’re also incredible. How did you persuade the Tower? The Tower is like an
inviolable administrator to Constellations. I know that you have a silver tongue, but I
didn’t realize you could cajole the Tower itself.”
“Well, I don’t actually remember much. It’s like a vague dream. Memories probably
disappear after meeting with the Tower’s authorities.”
“Are we in a hurry?”
“The first step would be to break my engagement with the crown prince.”
“Ah.”
Raviel nodded.
“His Highness and I are bound by our engagement, which makes it difficult to marry
you legally right now.”
“Hm. I don’t really care about legality. I’ll be satisfied with a small ceremony with us
two.”
“This is the world I live in. I am loyal to this empire. My world and my nation needs
to recognize my marriage. Even if you are a commoner here, you are my lover, and
every citizen of the empire must accept you.”
“It’s fine, Gongja,” Raviel said composedly. “Citizens who do not recognize you will
die by my hands.”
What do I do? She was too cool. I was falling in love again. I wanted to fall in love
with her again and again.
“I understand. Let’s have our wedding in your world, Raviel. But I also have a
condition.”
“Speak it.”
“Breaking the engagement with the prince is necessary, but you shouldn’t be the one
to initiate it. I won’t be able to forgive anyone who speaks poorly of you when they
know nothing.”
If anyone tried to point fingers at my beloved, I would break that finger. If anyone
gossiped about her, I would cut off their tongue. If anyone besmirched her, I would
kill them.
I wasn’t kidding.
“It should be obvious to everyone that it was the prince who is at fault and you
simply had to break the engagement.”
“Oho. Are you telling me to insult the nation’s foundation now? Me, the heir of the
Ivansia duchy, who works in the shadows for the sake of the empire?”
“Yes.”
“That’ll be easy.”
“Of course. Who do you think I am? I have a record of each time the crown prince
met with the Lady of the Golden Silk piled up in a drawer in my library. There are
hundreds of pages in storage. I have prepared both alibis and witnesses. If I drag him
to court, I’ll win.”
What do I do? She was too cool. I was falling for her again. I wanted to fall in love
with her again and again.
“Of course, we don’t actually have to go to court. The imperial family would not want
to advertise this. I just need to ask the emperor for a meeting with the evidence in
tow.”
“Gongja. When you marry me, you’ll be marrying into the Ivansia ducal family. The
imperial family will directly give you a title as my consort. And I will become your
lord.”[1]
My heart throbbed.
“Officially, I will call you ‘Wife.’ You will call me ‘Husband.’ Is that acceptable?”
“It’s a hierarchical society, and you’re from the Ivansia family. I’m only an outsider.
Don’t worry. It’s just following the laws of the empire. I don’t mind it at all…”
“I’m glad you think it’s all right. I thought you would say that. So, test it out and call
me ‘Husband.’ “
I paused.
“……”
“Wife.”
My heart.
“……”
I gulped. Spit stuck to the back of my throat. I slowly tried to open my mouth, but it
was glued shut. My upper lip slid across my lower lip fruitlessly before barely
making a sound.
“…H… usband.”
Raviel blinked.
My lover’s red eyes stared straight at me. How do I describe it? Her face looked like
that of someone who saw a hedgehog’s paws. In other words, I had no idea what her
expression meant.
“Gongja.”
“Yes.”
“…Husband?”
“Again.”
Hmm.
“Husband…?”
I didn’t know it at first since Raviel kept a straight face, but I soon realized it. No way.
Maybe? Could it be? No, this wasn’t possible, even if it was the end of the world, but…
“Mm…”
Raviel mumbled.
My face turned red, and my lips were dry. Still, my head worked just fine. At this
time, it would be best to counterattack by saying [Raviel is the cutest person in the
world]. I could return all the damage I’d received from Raviel so far. But I couldn’t do
that. I felt so flustered I thought I would die.
Instead, I compromised.
“Husband.”
Rather than a one-sided attack, both sides could flirt. We could force a draw with no
winners or losers. Did she understand my strategy? Raviel also opened her mouth.
“…Wife.”
“Husband.”
“Wife.”
“Husband!”
“Wife…”
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
“My husband…”
“My wife.”
Bae Hu-ryeong muttered, facing away from me. He had been trying to protect our
privacy.
-You shitty couple. You dorks give me goosebumps. Matching idiot couple. Fuuuck, what
about me? Do you know how fervently I called you when you got immersed in the
butler, huh? As soon as you become conscious, you don’t even thank me and just dally
with your lover, huh? Are you taking me lightly? You really want me to pass on? Huh?
5.
Also, the main cause of the end of the world was my husband’s artifact, the Holy
Sword’s fragment, and the spiraling of her wish.
‘In other words, if I recover the fragment, the world won’t be destroyed by the
demons.’
But that wasn’t the only reason the world would end.
On the last day, beings from different worlds descended from the rifts littering the
torn sky.
A Constellation was said to be the representative of a world. They were barriers that
protected the world.
But my husband currently had no sword in her heart. Therefore, she had not yet
ascended.
Rephrasing that statement, there was no Constellation protecting the world at the
moment.
“Let’s plan the wedding for a month from now,” I said. “It’ll be exactly ten days after I
first possessed the butler.”
We set the date for our wedding for the day this world originally would have ended.
It was to reject the last moments of the world and remake it into our new beginning.
“If so, it’ll be quite a bit of work for me. But should everything go well, we can have
our wedding next month.”
“First, I need to break the engagement with the crown prince. Next, I must succeed
my father’s position.”
“It will be difficult to marry you with my current status. The legal procedures are
bothersome, and society will squawk about having a commoner betrothed to a
noble. It’ll be annoying. I’d rather become the duchess and take you as my consort.
When I become the family head, I can arrange things as I please.”
“Uh…”
I was speechless.
“Raviel. I still have quite a few of the butler’s memories. It’s… Isn’t it quite difficult
for the heiress to succeed as the family head? Especially for the Ivansias. It’s the
noble and great Ivansia family. Succeeding the duchy just because you want to is…”
“You’re right. It would be difficult if I were not me,” Raviel said calmly. “However, I am
Raviel Ivansia.”
What do I do? She was too cool. I was falling for her again. I wanted to fall in love
with her again and again.
“The duchy’s vassals have already pledged allegiance to me. I also have military
power. If my father wants to hold on to his power until the end, his only choice is to
go running to His Majesty the Emperor.”
Thud.
“I have plenty of evidence that proves the crown prince’s infidelity. The emperor is
as competent as the special operatives he commands. He will defend the dignity of
the imperial family rather than stay loyal to my father, who has no real power.”
“You phrase it like you have respect for the emperor, but Raviel… isn’t that the same
thing as blackmailing him…?”
“Wife.”
Raviel looked at me seriously. I twitched when she called me her wife. We were
calling each other [husband] and [wife] in order to get used to the new titles, even
when we were alone.
“Yes, my husband?”
“You have a job in the Tower, not in this world. I understand if you do not frequently
return to my world and this empire. You should understand that I cannot relinquish
my noble title.”
Hearing it like this made me feel like a spouse who worked abroad…
“But there will be occasions when you need to be with me. For example, at the events
for the end of the year and New Year’s. Furthermore, the events held by the Duke or
Duchess and his or her consort are always political affairs. You will be the Moon of
Ivansia, and you will be honored as the noblest consort of the empire, barring the
empress. You’ll need some level of political prowess.”
Mm. So…
“Loyalty to the emperor and blackmail of the imperial family can coexist, then. It isn’t
as if the empire is harmed when my husband becomes the Ivansia family head.
Rather, I am fortunate to have such a capable noblewoman as my husband.”
“My wife knows to read between the lines. He’s capable, smart, and cool.”
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
-Fuuuuuuccck…
For some reason, the ghost’s face became more and more sunken.
-Who was it? Who taught this idiot to love? Who put this guy up to the madness and
sickness of love… Why is he in love? If this guy wasn’t in love, I would still be happy…
[1] The words that they call each other are 부인 (夫人) for Gongja and 부군 (婦君)
for Raviel. 부인 is “wife” and 부군 is “husband” when it uses the hanja 夫君, but the
raws specified the hanja is 婦君, which means “female ruler.” Anyway, just know that
Raviel wears the pants in this relationship.
[TN] 4/3/2021 After reader feedback, we’ve decided to go with Gongja = wife and
Raviel = husband, as God the author intended.
[TN] 4/3/2021 After reader feedback, we’ve decided to go with Gongja = wife and
Raviel = husband, as God the author intended.
1.
2.
“Gee, it’s been a while since you called me [Lady of the Golden Silk] instead of
[milady], butler. Each time, it’s for something unfortunate. Let me deduce what
happened this time.”
“You do not.”
“Really? Then, was my mother secretly an illegitimate child of the former emperor,
thereby meaning that my blood is intertwined with the imperial family’s? Thus, the
love between the crown prince and I can never come to fruition?”
“That isn’t it.”
“Or do I have both a hidden half-sister and a hidden bloodline, meaning that I have a
lot of potential to be the protagonist of a story?”
“No.”
Pffft!
The Lady of the Golden Silk sprayed the tea she had been drinking. Mostly on my
face.
“Marriage?!”
“Yes.”
“Marriaaggeee?!”
“That’s correct.”
“If that’s a joke, it’s a really bad one, butler! Do you want me to hit you again?!”
“There’s no way I would joke about this to milady, is there? I really am getting
married. You can’t stop me. I’ve already set a date for next month.”
Her face looked relieved. Her expression showed that she didn’t think Raviel would
marry me even if the world was ending. Oh, well. That was a normal reaction.
“Yeah. It’s a poorly spun lie at that. Please come up with a more plausible tale if you
want to trick me. I’m giving you a failing mark in creativity.”
“Ahaha. Sure, sure. I’ll let you marry or whatever, butler. Rather, if it’s real, it would be
very advantageous for me to have my servant marry into the noblest family in the
empire. Wouldn’t the value of my family soar at once?”
“Hmm?”
“This document states that you, my original master, will allow the marriage between
myself and Lady Raviel Ivansia. I’ll step out of your shadow and become a consort in
the Ivansia family.”
“Pfft!”
The Lady of the Golden Silk held her stomach and laughed.
“C-consort of the Ivansias… Pffft! What’s that supposed to be, a joke? A prank? Are
you saying that my butler will be called [Duke Consort of Ivansia]? It’s hilarious just
to imagine. Me becoming the empress is more likely than that.”
The Lady of the Golden Silk’s grin changed into a different sort of style.
Hm.
Since the Heretic Questioner hadn’t possessed her yet, I could guess at the Lady of
the Golden Silk’s true nature and thought about many things regarding her.
For now, I buried all these thoughts and said, “Will you please stamp it?”
The Lady of the Golden Silk grabbed her stomach again and laughed.
“Oh, gladly. This will become a piece of your dark history, butler. As your generous
master, I can’t look away from this amazing farce.”
“Yes, yes. Heiress Ivansia. The second brightest moon in the empire. Dream on.”
The next day, I stood with Raviel before the Lady of the Golden Silk.
“……”
“We already know each other, but I shall greet you again,” Raviel said, holding a fan.
“I am Raviel Ivansia, daughter and successor to the Duke of Ivansia. I received the
epithet of the Silver Lily from His Majesty the Emperor.”
“It is a joyous occasion for me to marry your butler. The butler is bound to you.
Getting married would be difficult without your permission, but you have easily
granted it. Truly, thank you.”
“All right…?”
Raviel curtly handed her a letter. The border was decorated with a thread of silver,
and in the center of the envelope was the red wax seal of the duchy. The Lady of the
Golden Silk accepted the letter with a dull face.
“Rejoice. You are the first person to receive an invitation. I hope you know what an
honor it is. Well, it is but a small gift to you as you have cared for him until now.”
“How impudent. As of today, this man is my fiance, not your butler. You don’t possibly
believe that the Ivansia family is inferior to your barony? From now on, treat my
fiance politely.”
“D-d-d-uke… consort…?”
The Lady of the Golden Silk stared at me like the world had flipped over. Her gaze
was desperately asking me to deny the title she just spoke.
I bowed politely.
“……”
“……”
“Ahh, pardon me. Husband. My mouth isn’t used to calling you that yet…”
“My wife is so silly. But I like everything about you, including that part.”
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
“What is thiiiisss—?!”
3.
My lover, Raviel Ivansia, was a person who followed through on her words.
If Raviel said our wedding would take place within a month, it really would.
“I’ve detained my father in our villa,” Raviel said, casually and calmly.
“There is a group of people in my family who still follow my father, but their numbers
are few. We can ignore them. I negotiated with the emperor for my succession to be
recognized, and I’ve already become the Duchess of Ivansia. Now, I shall be called the
Silver Lily Duchess, not the Lady of the Silver Lily.”
“Uhh…”
While I was feeling uneasy for an in-law I had never met, Raviel looked at me.
“You are now the fiance of the Duchess of Ivansia. You are the host of the second
highest-ranking family.”
“……”
“Other than the emperor, the empress, and the prince, there is no one you must bow
your head to. At least, not in this empire. All citizens of the empire, regardless of
status, must bow to you. In the absence of the imperial family, you will be treated
with the highest regard.”
It was only after I heard her words that I felt that [something huge] was happening.
Until now, I thought of our wedding only in terms of my love for Raviel. Our love was
sweet. It was romantic. But for Raviel, marriage was more than just romance.
“Of course, the socialite biddies will gossip. Gongja. Your past is like the train of an
uncomfortable dress, and it will follow you wherever you go. But I’ve taken what
measures we could.”
Measure.
“You will become the adopted son of the grand chamberlain of the imperial palace.”
“The grand chamberlain has served the imperial family for a long time. He was
awarded a noble rank; his personal record is clean; and his honor is regarded highly.
Most importantly, he has no children. Becoming the son of this old chamberlain will
raise your status immediately.”
Oh, my god.
Even now, Raviel was working through a mountain of files. Swipe! Raviel’s quill
never stopped moving. It was hard for me to guess the contents of those documents
and the political repercussions they would have.
“I omitted all the annoying steps. Just sign that paper. Then, you’ll be recognized as
the son of the grand chamberlain.”
“……”
The father-in-law I had never seen was confined in a villa. I also became the adopted
son of someone I never met. Many things were happening that I didn’t know about.
It was clearly demonstrated by the scenes that I faced a few days later.
Even if I was just passing by the academy, the noble ladies and gentlemen recognized
me and yielded to me. They were utterly courteous. The rumors had spread to the
academy at some point.
“T-thank you.”
The students stopped talking whenever I walked by. They stopped whatever they
were doing and remained silent and polite until I left. The academy’s guards,
including the knights, saluted respectfully when they saw me.
There were no exceptions.
“……”
Even when I reached rank 3 in the Tower, even when I became a popular celebrity
and was surrounded by crowds… I’d never felt the same way.
‘…Amazing.’
They probably only acted like this in front of me. I would bet that as soon as I left,
they would spread all sorts of dirty rumors about my origin and about Raviel and the
prince’s unconventional breakup.
“Eek!”
Shatter!
One day, an academy servant broke a jug of water while moving it. I was just passing
by. I wanted to ask, [Are you OK?], but at that moment, six servants prostrated
themselves at once.
“W-we apologize!”
I was speechless.
I hadn’t become dumbfounded for some other reason.
No, it was that they seemed to be asking me for forgiveness like it was expected. The
fact that I had the [right to forgive them] paralyzed me.
In other words, I could decide to punish them and not forgive them.
“……”
It was crazy.
-What’s the problem? It’s obvious things would turn out like this.
-It’s your Tower, which cares about status and class in name only, that’s weird. Didn’t
you know? If you go up to the 50th floor, you’ll find that most towers are defined by
hierarchical societies.
I think Bae Hu-ryeong mentioned we would compete with towers from other worlds
after the 50th floor.
Bae Hu-ryeong picked his ear with his pinky and blew away the earwax.
-Your husband’s family, Ivansy or whatever, is second only to the imperial family in this
world. That means that you’re pretty much a queen, Zombie.
A queen.
The shoulders of the servants lying prostrate in the hallway were trembling.
If so.
“……”
I bent over.
I quietly placed a fragment in the palm of the servant who had erred.
I opened my mouth.
“The necklace is the accessory closest to one’s heart. Keep your mistake close to
heart. Reflect and repent for it.”
“……”
“Don’t wait for me to forgive you. When you yourself think and feel that it is enough,
you may forgive yourself. Do you understand?”
“Y-yes…!”
I turned and walked away.
I cut some meat with a knife and fork. I was learning table manners over dinner.
Raviel moved her hands deliberately and slowly on the other side of the table so that
I could watch and learn.
“You were excellent. If you forgave the servant too easily, people would have said, [He
isn’t strict because of his humble background. How can he manage the duchy with
that attitude?] If you punished them too sternly, the rumor that [He’s getting full of
himself when he climbed ranks overnight] would have spread.”
“People would have cursed you whether you forgave the servants or punished them,
wife. In this case, the event itself is not important; the presentation is. You wisely
wrapped up the situation by creating a moving story.”
Raviel smiled.
“What happened today has already been disseminated throughout the empire’s
social circles. Those with a pure curiosity will admire your heart, and those with
thick heads will admire your sagacity. I thought you were an amateur at politics.
What magic did my beloved use?”
“Mm.”
“I thought of how much you think of me, and naturally, I thought about you, too.”
I had thought from Raviel’s perspective.
“If I forgave the servants, I would have been seen as a soft-hearted duke consort. If I
punished them, I would be seen as a strict one. However, I thought that being
perceived as a [wise consort] would be the most helpful for you.”
“Why is that?”
“People won’t think that my husband is generous just because her wife acts kindly.
Similarly, my strictness doesn’t affect your image.”
“However, if I am wise, Raviel must also be wise. Choosing a [sensible spouse] is wise
in itself.”
“……”
“Yes.”
“Gongja. You’ve already helped me. The people of the world won’t know this, but
you’ve saved this world from destruction. You’ll continue to save it in the future. Isn’t
it all right for you to do what you wish, even a little?”
“No.”
“I’ll be with you all my life, Raviel. For the rest of our lives. I don’t want to obsess over
[what I’ve done for Raviel]. I don’t even want to think about it. I want to give you
more things, things that are more precious than anything I’ve done for you before.”
“……”
“I want it so that meeting me would be the greatest fortune in your life. I hope that
being beside me will be your greatest happiness. I want to mean the most to you,
Raviel.”
***
The Lady of the Golden Silk came to me every day to complain. Since the prince was
called away by the emperor, the Lady of the Golden Silk only had me to lament to
since she couldn’t speak directly against Raviel.
“Ugh… Aaargh!”
“It’s strange. Very strange. Nothing like this happened last time… Did I cause a
butterfly effect? No, this is too much for that… Aah, Lord Ox that Harvests Ruins,
what is this…?”
“…It’s nothing!”
“Whatever. This is probably one of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s schemes!”
“She isn’t the Lady of the Silver Lily. She is to be the duchess soon. Be respectful.”
The Lady of the Golden Silk glared at me and left the room. Slam! The door shut
violently, making the hinges creak. She was showing that she would not let this
marriage pass by idly. The Lady of the Golden Silk would probably be the biggest
obstacle regarding the wedding.
“Death King!”
Someone wearing the costume of the Lady of the Golden Silk burst through the door.
“Heretic Questioner.”
“In ten days, the Constellations of the other worlds will attack.”
I said to my colleague, who had turned from the greatest obstacle to the greatest
assistant.
“Please prepare for a holy war, SSS-class zealot.”
4.
An epithet holder. A so-called first-generation Hunter active since the early days of
the Tower. Among every nationality, regions where no nation had established
themselves, and regions where nations had collapsed when humans came rushing in,
this blond psychopath stabilized the Tower by hunting down radicals.
The specialist who managed all religions on the planet with the authority ‘Ten
Thousand Temple’ smiled widely.
“Simply put, the deities are the laws of their worlds! For example, there is a law that
exists on our world, Earth, which is the law of physics! Though, the laws of physics
are basically installed everywhere, like Windows operating systems, so they’re
nothing special. That’s why there isn’t anything special about our world!”
Um.
“As I said, the laws of physics are the foundation of everything, no matter where you
go! That means that those two tools can come from any world where the technology
is advanced enough!”
‘I guess there was also an Apocalypse destroyed by a nuclear war. The Saga of the
Iron Knights in Space, which is now our 23rd floor, was science fiction… ’
Could it be…? Was Earth the weakest among the worlds?
I knew that magic and skills didn’t become common until after the Tower rose, but I
felt weird hearing that our home Earth, the blue marble, was weak. Was this
nationalism? No, should I say it was globalism?
“But, like you said, it is true that guns and nuclear weapons are very powerful! If we
were to rain them down, we could defeat quite a few apostles!”
“I see.”
“Since the laws of physics are the underlying bases of most worlds, physical attacks
can be used almost anywhere.”
“That’s right! It is natural that those who aren’t bound by physics cannot attack
physically. And if they have physical bodies, then physical attacks will, of course,
work on them! But the question of efficacy remains: Will they be affected by the full
force of the attacks, or will the attacks be reduced?”
-Yeah. That’s why the Constellation Killer could break Shiny with his aura and why I
wasn’t pushed about when I only trained with a blade. That kid who controls the Black
Dragon Guild could also make pancakes of Preta with her beam. Physical power is a
very powerful ‘law.’
-It can be said that a Constellation’s class depends on how much they follow the laws of
physics.
I wanted to ask what that meant, but the Heretic Questioner began to explain it right
away.
“The part that I just said about reduced physical damage is unexpectedly important!
This is because one can follow the laws of physics but not be completely bound! And
if that’s possible—”
“—Because all Constellations have their own laws, their apostles have to oppose the
laws of physics with those laws.”
“Ooh! As expected, you have a brilliant understanding of it! You are indeed Death
King’s partner!”
“That’s obvious.”
My husband spoke such lovely words. I was certain that Raviel was shining this small
tactical meeting with just that.
-Zombie, won’t you focus? You’re deciding this world’s fate right now.
Good grief.
When I followed her words and looked at the decorated sheath, the colors of the
jewels were somewhat hazy.
Hm.
‘I got it. I’ll watch myself.’
-And concentrate.
‘Yep.’
Poof!
Light emanated from the Heretic Questioner’s hands. It wasn’t just white but also
reddish… and a little pink? Anyway, a thick perfume-like mist shrouded us.
“Aha. This is temporary, but I’ve set up a sanctuary for the God Barbit! Try doing
something, Death King!”
“Um…”
I looked around awkwardly. It was late at night. The Heretic Questioner, Raviel, and I
were in Raviel’s quarters to strategize for the coming invasion in 10 days.
“…Nothing’s changed except for the pink mist, though?”
It was then. The Heretic Questioner hooked his foot around my ankle to trip me.
“Huh?” I said, my body tilting. “Um,” I said as I grabbed Raviel’s arm. “Aah?” The two
of us fell to the floor.
“Hmm.”
Raviel stared down at me. She was on top of me, making it look like I was being
attacked by her. It had all happened in an instant.
“Uh. Uh…”
I was mortified.
“N-no! No! It’s not like that, Raviel! I was just falling…!”
“Ahaha.”
“In Barbit’s sanctuary, every action leads to romance! You don’t simply fall; you draw
in people around you. Mhm. For example, if Death King wore a dress shirt and drank
some water, there is a 95% chance that the water will spill and show off his muscles!
Everyone nearby would inevitably be flustered by the sight!”
Oh, lord. What was that? Wasn’t that cosmic horror, not romance?
“In short, a sanctuary reinterprets the world and brainwashes people. It’s the same
for the Great Library we were in earlier! The Librarian interprets the world as [a
collection of stories], and we are compelled to be [characters].”
Poof.
When the Heretic Questioner made another sign, the circle of pink on the floor
disappeared. Flushed, I got out from under Raviel.
The Heretic Questioner smiled widely and said, “Defeating the Constellations’
apostles with their laws and the laws we can use. This is both a Holy War and a Star
War!”
A Holy War and a Star War. In Korean, both would be written as “Sungjun.”[2]
“Hm. So how should we deal with the Holy War that will take place in ten days?”
“We need to know exactly which Constellations are involved! You can infer this from
what I’ve said so far, but our tactics will depend on the Constellations’ laws!”
“Certainly, knowing information about the enemy before the war is extremely
important,” Raviel said, her fan at her mouth.
“Yes! So I ask you, which Constellations’ apostles are coming in ten days?”
Hm.
“Can you tell the laws from the names of the Constellations?”
“If you know their true names, it is 100% possible! I can look with my skill, [Ten
Thousand Temple]!”
At that, I recalled some information about the young man… No, he was possessing
the body of the Lady of the Golden Silk, so young woman… in front of me.
‘It was around when I was fighting Preta on the 13th floor.’
When I was fulfilling the prophecy, the Black Dragon Guildmaster said that not only
was the Heretic Questioner skillful, but he was also knowledgeable of other worlds’
religions.
Good.
“A description… Can you infer a Constellation’s true name from their epithet?”
“They are [The Ox that Harvests Ruins], [The Warhorse of the Eternal Plains], and
[The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness].”
“Hm.”
“[The Ox that Harvests Ruins] is Mutia. That Constellation’s main areas of control are
[Destruction] and [Re-creation]. It’s simple but powerful.”
“I guess… Its physical force can be used strongly at will! It can crush an area,
dismantle a being’s structure, and maybe recombine the structure afterward to
create a golem. It’s very rare, but there are times when it can also use the power of
time! Time is also a part of the laws of physics!”
The Second Reincarnation Female Lead characteristic of the Lady of the Golden Silk
was definitely because of Mutia’s power, then.
An apostle of a Constellation beyond this world had already been present here.
‘Is that why the Corner Librarian designated this world as an Apocalypse?’
Or was it just because there was no Constellation in this world, as Raviel said?
‘The former seems to match the Corner Librarian’s tendencies more so than the
latter.’
While I was thinking about that, the Heretic Questioner continued.
“[The Warhorse of the Eternal Plains] is the epithet of Mahos. Its main areas of
control are [Dueling] and [War]. This is another simple but powerful force!”
“Does that mean they cannot deny a challenge to a duel or something like that?”
“Yes! Or spread a mania so that they are not afraid of death or dispense wisdom
about tactics and strategies! Ah. On the other hand, it can also forcefully make a
peace zone by ‘banning war itself’! That is a very rare case, though!”
“The one who controls war also controls peace… That sounds somewhat odd.”
“There’s nothing strange about it. Peace is nothing more than a name for [the state in
which war has desisted]. Therefore, one who can effect war can, of course, effect
peace.”
“Exactly!”
“I don’t know the true name of [The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness]! It must be
a Constellation who hasn’t become famous yet!”
It was unknown.
‘If the Constellation isn’t famous, does it mean that it is weak, or is that an
advantage?’
‘Shiny… You were the one who told me to focus on the meeting… ’
[Shiny declares she isn’t being selfish at all and that this is to determine how
accurate the Heretic Questioner’s information is!]
Hm.
“I… It’s a little off-topic, but do you know about the [Guardian Goddess]?”
“Oho.”
“The [Guardian Goddess] is Hwiya’s descriptor! As her name suggests, her areas of
control are mainly [Protection] and [Immortality]! She is a very powerful deity, but
my Ten Thousand Temple skill says she lost her strength because of a certain event.”
[Shiny sparkles, saying that this person is genuine and can be trusted!]
“Gongja. Why is your sword suddenly doing that? It’s hurting my eyes.”
Anyway, while I received confirmation that the Heretic Questioner’s information was
correct, Raviel tapped her chin with her fan.
“It’ll be difficult… Each enemy is of a different type. Are there a total of three
enemies?”
“It’ll be even more difficult since each apostle might borrow different levels of
power!”
“Even so, we can see the broad strokes. Thank you for sharing your information.”
“Aha, saving this world will help our Tower! It’s efficient to help you!”
Our strength.
Raviel and I looked at each other. Then, we opened our mouths at the same time.
“It’s love.”
There would be plenty of people who are better at fighting than us, and there would
be people who are smarter than we are, but we were confident in one thing. Our love
was greater than anyone else’s.
“…Huh?”
“It’s weird, Death King. When I see the two of you being lovey-dovey, the area around
my heart feels tingly and numb. I never felt something like this before, so what could
it be?”
“I also heard a message that my immersion rate got higher! How should I interpret
this?”
If the Lady of the Golden Silk swallowed the Heretic Questioner before the war, we
would be hamstrung.
Regarding what we said earlier, Raviel and I were on the same page. She said,
“The ‘love’ we mentioned has a meaning other than the general definition.”
“What is that?”
“I’m sorry, but I can’t share. Let’s say it’s a secret weapon.”
“Umm, but I can’t take it into account when we’re plotting…”
“That’s all right. Let’s discuss basic tactics and steps instead. As I am powerful in this
world, I can arrange for security forces to be anywhere in the wedding hall. For
example, I can borrow the emperor’s special operatives…”
Like that, Raviel and the Heretic Questioner sat across each other and continued to
talk.
The sight of the once-love rivals—though one of their personalities had obviously
been swapped—talking determinedly to fight together filled me with optimism.
-Think of it as about 1.5 times the strength of Preta on the 12th floor.
‘Preta was a Constellation. The invaders now are apostles. Wouldn’t apostles be
weaker than a Constellation?’
-She was the lowest-level Constellation. In terms of your Tower ranks, she was like a D-
rank Constellation.
Since he spent a long time beside me, he must have guessed what the ‘secret weapon’
Raviel mentioned was.
It was the same for me too. Thus, I didn’t think that this invasion couldn’t be
overcome.
But.
-But Zombie, don’t you want to clear this stage with zero casualties?
-You’ll have to think hard, then. Your hubby and that smartie-pants can take care of
tactics, but you should develop your personal fighting ability.
-Hmm. Thinking about it, you’re also D-rank, right? You don’t intend to be that rank
forever, do you?
Of course I didn’t.
5.
A marriage was the combination of the sun and the moon of the family. The evening,
when the two celestial bodies met in the sky, was becoming of a marriage. The
clearer and redder the sunset, the better it was for a wedding, and today was such a
day.
“You look so splendid today, Duke Consort!”
Up to five servants stuck to me like beetles to lead me around. They kept saying,
“How can you be so beautiful?” “Her Excellency is so lucky!” and other silly things.
My mind was overstimulated.
“Well, thank you all very much. You don’t have to fuss like this…”
“At least for today, the Duke Consort should be the most amazing groom in the
nation! Frugality and humbleness are virtues, but you cannot act like that now!
Today, the only virtue is beauty!”
It was the same as when the Black Dragon Guildmaster and the other guild masters
went wild about me getting a photoshoot…
An old gentleman with a cool beard greeted me in the dressing room. I was confused
because I didn’t know who he was. Seeing my bafflement, the old gentleman smiled
wryly.
“I am your foster father. I have a small position in running the imperial household. I
heard a lot about you from the new Duchess of Ivansia.”
“Ah…”
Oh, god. I was wondering who he was, and he was my father whom I was meeting for
the first time!
“You can call me Father. Don’t worry. I know that you won’t be able to see me as your
father in your heart. I won’t disturb the duchy by making use of my connection to
you.”
“I am going to retire after this wedding. Your husband was very considerate of me.
Hoho. I won’t need to worry about my days in retirement.”
“……”
A sigh slipped out from my mouth. How hard did Raviel work for today?
“…Father.”
“I don’t know politics, and I have no connections to high society, so I don’t know
about the conditions in society. So I want to ask: What do the people of the empire
say about this marriage?”
“Simply put, it has been highly unconventional,” the man said gently.
“The marriage of someone from the Ivansia ducal family is equivalent to a royal
marriage. Naturally, it is challenging to prepare for such an event on short notice.
Moreover, Her Excellency broke the engagement with His Highness the Prince and
succeeded as her family head…”
At that moment, the old gentleman closed his mouth. It was because the outside of
the dressing room became very noisy. We could hear the murmurs of the guests.
“…Anyway, it would have been impossible if the Silver Lily Duchess had not
persuaded His Majesty the Emperor.”
“Duke Consort. Your husband is truly a capable person. Her loyalty to His Majesty is
an irreplaceable boon for the empire. Though I may only act as your father for
today… If I may say something.”
That very moment, the gentleman’s eyes narrowed.
Simultaneously, a strong spirit emanated from the body of the old man that was
almost comparable to the Sword Saint.
The moment the commander of His Majesty’s special operatives said so, the
commotion outside the dressing room turned into screams.
-They’re here.
Two celestial bodies, the sun and the moon, mixed in the red sky.
As the glow of the setting sun gave way, the enemies we had been awaiting appeared.
[1]: The word used is 정신, aka “mind”, but the hanja behind it means Passion God.
Considering that Psyche is the wife to Cupid/Eros, this seemed appropriate.
[2]: This isn’t a reference to the Star Wars franchise, which is “스타워즈” in Korean
(a transliteration of the English title). It’s more like a war between planets or
heavenly bodies in this sense.
6.
“Kyaaah!”
The red sky shattered like a glass window. Blood dripped through the cracks. I
reinforced my eyesight with aura and looked up at the sky.
There was also a general on a pegasus that was flapping its wings.
“W-what…”
The wedding guests looked at everything in shock. The cracking red sky alone was
an unbelievable sight, and with the unidentified beings coming out of the cracks,
they couldn’t pull themselves together.
Except for three people.
“They’ve arrived.”
Raviel, the Heretic Questioner, and I were ready to fight back. Among us, Raviel was
the one who had the power to command others.
“Special ops, assemble and protect the guests! Imperial Spirit Troop, gather the
civilians! My vassals, evacuate the guests!”
My bride and duchess of the empire, Raviel, yelled at the bewildered guests—
specifically, her vassals. People’s shoulders flinched.
Strangely, when Raviel called them out, they magically came out of their daze. There
was no better person than the head of the second noblest family in the empire to use
that “magic.”
“Save your questions. Stay alert and observe the enemies. You are the protectors and
leaders of the empire. If you’re going to act up in front of me, relinquish your titles!
Understood?”
“U-understood!”
Raviel organized the hall in an instant. Even the soldiers and nobles who were not
under her command obeyed her orders.
They felt something, instinctively. They didn’t understand why the sunset in the sky
was shattered nor why some unknown apostles appeared, but they knew if they
followed Raviel Ivansia’s voice, they could get through this situation.
The Heretic Questioner made some hand signs. A white light flared from his hands.
The light stretched out into the sky like a beam, and in an instant, it passed over the
apostles from the other worlds.
“Mm. Analysis complete! First of all, that lady with the giant hammer over there—”
However, the Heretic Questioner couldn’t finish his words. Did she interpret the
beam as a challenge? The apostle wielding the hammer jumped from the sky.
Her blonde hair fluttered as she slammed the ground with the huge iron hammer.
Booooom!
The wind pressure of the strike alone caused a tornado to form. The red and white
flowers that had been imported from the southern part of the empire for the
wedding were whisked messily into the air. Amid the hundreds of flowers, blooming
and scattered, the apostle’s eyes burned red.
-Raviel Ivansia!
Shockingly, the apostle looked exactly like the Lady of the Golden Silk.
The guests chittered suspiciously. The Lady of the Golden Silk was a celebrity, too,
even if she wasn’t as famous as my husband. It was natural that many people
recognized her face. Some of them astoundedly looked back and forth between the
apostle and the Heretic Questioner.
“Hmm.”
“Noumenon?”
“Put simply, it’s like the devil is grasping onto her soul. Instead of borrowing the
power of the Constellation, she’s giving it the entirety of her abilities, appearance,
and memories! Aha. That lady probably had a wish she really wanted to fulfill, no
matter the cost. Interesting…”
The recipient of the Heretic Questioner’s interest was swinging her hammer.
Whooosh!
People were blown away by the wind pressure of the hammer. However, the knights
who had learned martial arts endured with clenched teeth. They were still confused,
but they had realized one thing. The woman who resembled the Lady of the Golden
Silk was not their ally.
“S-stop her!”
The emergence of a clear ‘enemy’ rallied our forces. The strongest warriors of the
empire, whom Raviel had invited as guests and security for this day, rushed forth
with their swords raised. Their movements were refined. It was an advanced pincer
attack.
“What…?!”
Dumbfounded cries scattered the place. The Golden Silk was not injured a bit. Some
warriors pressed on, unfazed. They swung their swords again, but it was no use.
Every sword was blocked by the clothes the Golden Silk was wearing. Auras could
only singe the Golden Silk’s clothes.
Squish! Crushed under the hammer, one fighter burst like a watermelon. Blood
splattered. Before the blood could even fall to the ground, the Golden Silk swung her
hammer again.
“W-wait—!”
Another head was smashed by the hammer. Plop! Blood spouted, again and again.
The slaughter continued relentlessly. In the midst of their colleagues’ deaths,
warriors desperately tried to attack the Golden Silk’s blind spots, but not a single
knife pierced her skin.
“Everyone, be careful!”
“She bears one of Mutia’s blessings, [The Invulnerable Body]! She cannot be
wounded. Aha. Technically, the effect [reduces 99.9% of physical harm to the
holder]!”
“You won’t be able to damage her significantly unless your strike can tear down a
mountain’s peak! Good luck!”
-Raviel Ivansiaaaa!!
The fighters were bewildered. Among them was the old gentleman who would be my
adoptive father for today only, the imperial grand chamberlain and commander of
the special operatives.
The old man, who held the position of the strongest in the empire, spoke as if it were
absurd.
“You’re right. It’s really too much. But if we can’t do it, we’ll all die!”
The Heretic Questioner laughed prettily. If someone were to capture that smile in a
picture, one might forget that people were being demolished by a hammer at the
same time. That crazy psychopath.
“That one alone is a monster,” Raviel sighed, “but the other ones are also coming
down.”
My husband was right. That apostle, who may have been the spirit or body of the
Golden Silk, was just one of the enemies we had to fight. Maybe she was even the
easiest enemy we had to deal with.
-Unfortunate ones.
A ruddy sunset.
The general on the pegasus descended slowly with his back to the sky.
-You can blame that pitiful girl. Blame the one who lived in the first life of that girl, and
blame that young man. They are the reason you will be trampled under our hooves. You
all should be sad.
The general looked at the Golden Silk, the Heretic Questioner, and, lastly, me. I
couldn’t see his face because he was wearing a thick helmet.
The general raised his flag high. A red glow permeated from the flag.
-Awaken.
-Guoooh…
-Guuh, uuuuhhh…
Even when the Golden Silk swung her hammer and people were torn apart like
paper, the wedding guests were still rattled. The fighters resisted. They attacked.
However, the ten-thousand strong army that appeared in the bright red sky were on
a different level.
“Run!”
-Charge.
But with just one word, the general stopped their murmurs and shouts.
-Guoooh!
-Kigik, kigeeek!
Countless ghosts surged forth. They were wearing ancient armor like soldiers of old,
but the tips of their spears were not worn. Puk! The back of a guest who had been
trying to escape was pierced.
“S-spare me!”
“Aaaaah!”
A massacre.
The guests collapsed, bleeding. Their spilled blood painted the white flowers red.
What was supposed to be the most glamorous wedding hall in the empire turned
into the most gruesome hell.
“…Heretic Questioner.”
“I just finished the analysis. Hmm. One of Mahos’s blessings, [The Sanctuary
Battlefield], is active.”
The Heretic Questioner made more hand seals and spoke. Just as the character
window was visible only to me, it seemed the Heretic Questioner was looking at
words that only he could see.
“The difference in our numbers is too great. Mutia’s apostle has the ability to never
lose in a 1-on-1 battle, and Mahos’s apostle has an advantage in a melee. This is a
dilemma.”
-Lu.
Then.
-La.
-Lu lu, la. La la. Lu.
The apostles who looked like children were singing. The song fell from the sky and
reverberated to the ground. The children danced in a circle dance like they were
doing a traditional folk dance, and the faster they danced, the stronger the song
became.
-La.
Flop.
The guests who were being chased by the ghosts suddenly collapsed. It wasn’t just
one or two of them, either. Flop, flop. Like a marionette with cut strings, people lost
their consciousnesses and dropped on the spot.
“Oh.”
The Heretic Questioner quickly made some hand signs. A light spilled from his hand
and covered Raviel and me.
“Aha, this is really not good! Mm. It’s a psychological attack. Those who are exposed
to the song are forcibly pushed into [their happiest memory]. You can’t resist it
unless you’re mentally strong enough!”
“……”
The apostle who had a hammer and was immune to physical attacks.
“Yes! We could deal with an apostle who specializes in 1-on-1 battles. We could also
deal with an army. If mental attacks are the problem, we can have a small elite group
that is mentally strong. But we need to face all three attacks at once, aha. It’s very
difficult!”
“Death King.”
“Yes.”
In the sky, songs continued to be sung. On the ground, the dead slaughtered the
living.
And lastly—
Rip!
The head of the special ops commander, who resisted until the end, was crushed.
The Golden Silk, the apostle with the hammer, stared at us ferociously as she
stomped on the old man’s head.
-Raviel Ivansia!
“……”
Raviel was wearing a black dress. At first glance, it looked more like a mourning
dress than a wedding dress. However, this was etiquette in the empire.
The person who would become the master of the family after marriage would wear
black. The one who wouldn’t wore white. So, Raviel wore a black dress, and I wore a
white tuxedo.
“Gongja.”
“Yes?”
“……”
I smiled. The apostles of the Constellations continued to invade this world. All of our
guests had been annihilated. Nevertheless, at this moment, Raviel praised my
wedding outfit. It meant that she would not accept this ending as ‘the’ end.
Boom!
I heard a heavy footstep. The Golden Silk was probably running here. Soon, a
hammer would crush us. Feeling the very core of the world shaking, I said,
“We made a promise that I would never kill myself without your permission. That
even if I had to die, I would only accept it if I had done my best.”
“That’s right.”
Raviel smiled.
“Granted.”
-Raviel Ivansiaaaa!
The moment the Golden Silk swung her hammer, I wrapped myself around Raviel.
So that I would die earlier than her, even if it was only by a millisecond.
Raviel recognized my intent and quietly allowed me to hold her. We grasped our
hands together tightly. Soon, a giant hammer hit me.
But.
“Gongja.”
When I opened my eyes, Raviel was there, holding my hand. We realized as soon as
our eyes met that we didn’t have to explain what had happened. That we were
sharing the same time.
And just like the moment before our deaths, we were still holding hands.
[1]: The word used for noumenon is 본체. It can also mean the main part of a body.
[TN]: For more info on the waifu drama, scroll up in the #sss-class Discord channel
and search for “I’ll chat for a bit”! I went into quite a bit of detail explaining the
Korean words and context and speculated why the author made this decision. If you
do discuss this drama in the comments, please do so respectfully.
1.
-Oh, God.
-Help me.
And.
-Oh, God.
-Help us.
The boy who had stood by the girl as her childhood friend and butler prayed, and his
wish also came true.
2.
“First, we have to rearrange the layout of the wedding hall,” Raviel murmured
quietly. “Now that we know where the apostles will appear, we can focus on the
special operatives and the warriors there.”
I realized this while preparing for the wedding, but the bride and groom held
enormous power. We could seat our wedding guests wherever we want.
If we wanted to, we could have nobles who hated each other sit at the same table. Of
course, it would ruin our reputation and people would curse us, but did that matter?
Our first priority was defeating the other worlds’ apostles.
‘It would have been much easier if I could have stolen their blessings… ’
Unfortunately, my skill [I Want To Become Just Like You] couldn’t copy the blessing
used by the Golden Silk.
-Zombie, I told you. The Tower is ridiculously objective in some weird aspects.
Bae Hu-ryeong looked excited, pleased that I couldn’t get a free lunch.
-You’re already receiving several [blessings], right? It was the same when you fought
Preta. Even now, you’ve got blessings from the Goddess of Beauty and the Goddess of
Vitality or whatnot.
-Yup. Those, to be precise, are buff effects that the Constellation casts on you with their
skill. How else would this work? If you want the blessing, go and get killed by the
Constellations who are buffing the apostles.
‘I get it already.’
I grumbled. The mechanism sounded like it was from a computer game, but what
was before me was reality, not a game.
“If there’s an apostle who can use psychological attacks, the number of guests needs
to be reduced by a lot! Especially if the apostle’s blessing is to recreate [one’s happy
memories]!”
The candle flames flared and lit up the face of the Heretic Questioner.
The three of us were brainstorming together in a dressing room. On the table were
the layout of the wedding hall and the guest list. Raviel’s dressing room had been
transformed into our secret war council chamber.
“The most fatal poison in the world doesn’t cause pain. It makes people happy! There
aren’t many people who can escape the poison of happiness showered by [The
Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness]!”
“…The problem is this.”
“The fewer guests we have, the more difficult it will be to deal with [The Warhorse of
the Eternal Plains]. This apostle can summon 10,000 soldiers. If you increase the
guest list, we’ll suffer from psychological attacks, but if we reduce the list, we’ll be
crushed by the gap in numbers.”
I opened my mouth.
“Yes.”
“…Indeed.”
“My wife is well-connected. If we act as you say, there won’t be any problems.”
Just as I didn’t need to exaggerate my admiration for her, Raviel did not hold back in
praising me. I felt a little embarrassed.
“What is it?”
“Please allow me to wear black as well, Raviel.”
“……”
In the empire, only the future head of the family could wear a black outfit on their
wedding day. It wasn’t a color I could wear as the duke consort. However, I had to
wear black.
“No. You don’t need to make excuses. I know from a previous life that you aren’t
someone who lusts for power.”
“I only hesitated because of the customs of the empire. But I won’t ignore my wife’s
wishes because of some traditions. I’ll prepare your clothes.”
“Thank you.”
The three of us made eye contact and nodded. It was just a coincidence, but the
moment we moved our heads, the candle on the table flickered.
3.
The wedding was announced and prepared in a month. It was happening extremely
quickly, but no aristocrat had the guts to refuse an invitation to an Ivansia’s wedding.
No matter how much they cursed Raviel internally, they had to smile on the outside.
However.
The grand chamberlain, my adoptive father, entered the groom’s dressing room.
“Furthermore, this arrangement… Excuse me, but it looks like you’re expecting a
battle. People who can fight are in the front, and ordinary nobles are in the back.”
“I don’t know what you mean,” I replied naturally, surrounded and dressed by the
attendants. The old gentleman’s smile was swept away.
“It seems that you’ve cast the dregs who will be bothersome in battle in the rear and
placed the useful ones up front. Please excuse my disrespect.”
“Yes. I always enjoyed practicing and training in the martial arts. Should the person
who will become the moon of Ivansia seem weak? And there might be a riot at the
wedding. I have to be prepared.”
The old man bid me farewell and left the dressing room. He was probably going to go
tell his followers in the special operatives to prepare for battle.
[The riffraff who are dissatisfied with this union will launch a terrorist attack.]
Fake rumors like those were being disseminated. No one would believe it, but
aristocrats were very mental beings. Just planting the idea of being alert would have
a strong effect.
“Kyaaah!”
‘They’ve come.’
Simultaneously, voices that probably only the Heretic Questioner and I could hear in
the world reverberated.
The same sunset I saw the previous day materialized. The sky cracked like a window,
and three apostles appeared through the rift.
“My God…”
The guests staggered to their feet. Like last time, they were shocked, but a closer
look revealed that their postures had changed. The warriors instinctively huddled
and grabbed the hilts of their swords, and the nobles who did not know how to fight
glanced around, looking for a path of escape.
And.
“Heretic Questioner!”
“Yes, Death King!” replied the Heretic Questioner, who had been waiting in front of
the dressing room. “From now on, I will ride on Death King’s back!”
“Okay!”
The moment I first realized the Heretic Questioner was a psycho was when the Devil
King of Fall Rain and the Guardian Goddess divided us with a test. The Heretic
Questioner used sacred techniques then.
-Huh?
-Wh-what?
The apostle with the hammer. We were right behind the Lady of the Golden Silk.
The Golden Silk looked at me in bewilderment. Clank! The Holy Sword I wielded and
her hammer clashed. The gravity of the tall sky was crushing down on me. I cried,
feeling my body plummeting down.
the Heretic Questioner shouted back like he was enjoying himself. The next moment,
we once again appeared behind the Golden Silk’s back. I struck my sword against her
open back.
-Ugh!
The Golden Silk managed to stop my attack again. However, two unexpected
ambushes were deadly. Her stance faltered.
Whooosh!
She had originally intended to simply descend from the sky, but with her broken
stance, she began to fall.
-I don’t know what kind of trick you’re pulling, but it’s no use!
The Golden Silk shouted. The wind pressure from the fall messed up her golden hair.
-My body is invincible! Nothing can hurt me now! I am invincible! The Ox that Harvests
Ruins gave me a body that can never be scarred!
“Did you give up your soul because you didn’t want to get hurt?!”
-Everyone only sees Raviel Ivansia! That annoying bitch! She was just born into a good
family, and then she acts tough like she understands all the sorrows of the world! I’ll kill
her! I’ll steal everything that bitch has!
But I didn’t laugh at the Golden Silk. No matter how much one dressed it up, it was
plain desire that guided human beings. I knew because I had been the same.
But.
“I know many people in the world who are worse off than you, lady of the barony!”
“A person knows the pain he’s suffered! So when another screams in pain, he can
imagine how lonely it feels and sympathize! It doesn’t matter who you are! I feel for
everyone who screams in pain!”
-Ha, don’t bullshit me! Who would live that kind of life?!
The Golden Silk mocked me. The wind grew stronger. Falling through the sky, she
stared me down.
If she was someone who could change with just words, she would have already
changed. Words were powerless. You needed force to help someone who was
screaming. That was why the doctrine of shadows held their swords.
“Shiny!”
[Yes, warrior.]
Black energy flowed from the Holy Sword. Gulp! The holy blade was soon
contaminated with blackness that was like dirty water.
It was compassion.
“Sylvia Evanail!”
I cried out the real name of the Golden Silk and swung the sword.
-Ha.
The Golden Silk scoffed. She seemed to have no intention to avoid my blow. Her face
was daring me to stab her somewhere. She had confidence in the blessing she had
received. This absolute confidence was holding her up.
-Aaaaaaaah!!
The tip of my sword pierced through her heart. It left no scars. The blade simply
went through the Golden Silk’s chest as if there was nothing there. There was no
blood.
-Aaaack! Aaaah!!
A bloody scream tore the red sky. Falling like a shooting star, the Golden Silk cried in
pain. Her voice spread past the wind and into the sunset.
“Heretic Questioner!”
We were falling from the sky. The ground was rapidly approaching. I stabbed the
Golden SIlk’s heart one more time.
“Now!”
The Heretic Questioner yelled like he had been waiting. He repeated the sacred
technique several times. Pop! Pop! With each teleportation, the speed of our fall
gradually decreased. Finally, we landed safely on the ground. We escaped from
crashing.
Booooom!
The ground shook as if a small meteorite had crashed. Dust rose up. Unlike last time,
the Golden Silk’s descent became a plunge. Nobody had been hurt by her hammer.
There was only an apostle who convulsed in pain from a pierced heart.
“Does it hurt?”
“I guess it must.”
Hearing my footsteps, the Golden Silk flinched. Sobbing and groaning, the Golden
Silk shakingly stood up.
-H-help!
The Golden Silk didn’t hear me. She only begged for rescue. Toward the evening sky.
Toward the puppets of the other Constellations.
-We had an agreement! I-it was a contract! Mutia won’t forgive you if you just watch!
Your Constellation will be unhappy, too!
-Hm.
-It doesn’t change that you are a disturbance I must subdue. Soldiers of the Warhorse.
Awaken.
-Guoooh!
Hundreds and thousands of ghosts appeared. In the light of the red sunset, the
ghosts looked like murderers covered in blood. Shocked screams erupted throughout
the wedding venue.
『The effect is amazing. It [affixes the summoned being’s ability to its prime].』
『Each of those ghosts is an elite among elite soldier. They are the souls of the
warriors who followed Mahos!』
“Wear this.”
Raviel put the cape around me like a scarf. Soon, my white tuxedo was hidden under
the black cape. And on the black expanse, the Ivansia coat of arms was embroidered
with silver thread.
“D-Duchess Ivansia!”
“……”
Raviel responded to them briefly and finished equipping me with the cape. Her
attitude showed that she wasn’t worried about the ghostly legion.
“Hmm.”
“I will.”
I smiled and turned around.
Then, I spoke.
Evening.
The sky was red from the sunset, and the horizon was darkened by shadows.
-What…!
The general who spearheaded the charge on his pegasus stopped. The ghosts
following him also stopped. The attack that had so confidently tried to overwhelm us
was blocked by a shadow that buried the ground.
“My lord.”
Her appearance was different from usual. She wasn’t in the delicate form of Estelle. A
dark red substance endlessly oozed from Preta’s body. This form was that of the
[Devil King of Fall Rain], whom I had once fought.
Behind her stood warriors in dark robes. Each had a different face, origin, and life,
but they were united under the color black.
The cult members who followed the doctrine of shadows bowed at once.
Each shadow wore a fluttering black robe. The shadows weren’t surprised at all by
the army of phantoms that stood a distance away. After all, they had lived in a world
overrun by Jiangshi and experienced death.
“You look very fine today, Young Master,” the Flame Ghost Demon said in a carefree
tone. He was the first-ranked of the Demonic Sect’s Four Demon Lords, a cultist who
competed against the Shaolin temple’s chief monk in the Great Battle of Good and
Evil.
“…What?”
A thousand cult members turned their heads in unison. They were martial artists
who had regained the abilities of their prime. Everyone must have been listening to
me by augmenting their hearing with their internal energy.
So that they could all hear me, I enunciated my words. “I am getting married today.”
Silence fell.
The cult members looked at each other. Then they looked back at me. They were
trying to poke and see if I was serious or just joking. I responded to their query with
a simple nod.
“Y-Young Master is—” the Flame Ghost Demon opened his mouth. “Young Master is
going to wed!”
The cult members forgot about the ghost legion in front of them and began to
rampage. They howled and roared. It was like they urgently had to announce my
marriage to the world.
“She’s over there.” I politely indicated toward Raviel with both hands. “The one over
there with silver hair will be my husband.”
Raviel was calming the imperial citizens who had fallen into confusion.
The jaws of the cult members who followed my hand gesture and turned their heads
fell to the ground.
“She’s beautiful…”
“L-lovely indeed.”
Someone asked about her skill in martial arts, thinking she might not be strong.
“Mm. My husband doesn’t know martial arts.”
The cult members’ eyes opened wide. Whispers of discontent quickly spread through
the hall. The cultists’ eyes rebelled, unable to accept this marriage.
“But, she’s the person who will accompany you in the Demonic path…”
“Isn’t it kind of, you know, if she doesn’t know any martial arts?”
I added, “I forgot to tell you. My partner is second only to the emperor in this land.”
However, not all of those present were part of the Demonic Cult. Preta, who was once
called the Devil King of Fall Rain and feared by the world, had been dumbfounded as
soon as I shared that I was getting married.
“It doesn’t make sense. A nutjob like milord… Ah, no, I apologize. Does a human who
wants to marry such a unique person as milord actually exist?”
Preta, you…
You keep saying milord this, milord that, when on the inside you think of me as a
nutjob…
“She really exists, yes. We can talk in more detail at the reception. For now, focus on
the battle.”
“They’re apostles from other worlds who have come to conquer this one.” Then, I
added, “They’re also trying to wreck my wedding.”
“Oho.”
The Blood Demon, head of the Blood Guard, touched the hilt of his sword.
“Hmm…”
The head of the Memorial Squadron, the Flame Ghost Demon, smirked.
“They dare interrupt the wedding of the Demonic Sect’s young master.”
Demon Lord Wolyeong, leader of the Shadow Corpse Squadron, brushed back his
hair.
The Sword Demon, leader of the Assassination Squad, twisted his neck up and down,
left and right.
“……”
Lastly, Preta pulled out her sword without a word. It was a magical sword that
emitted dark red rays, the same sword that had killed me hundreds of times.
“I see. I understand now. I thought that milord underwent another awakening that
helped us gain the strength we had in our lives… But that’s not it. It’s a
Constellation’s blessing. Those men are the pawns of a Constellation.”
“That’s right.”
“May I ask what Constellations these children are mooching off of?”
Her derision was reminiscent of the arrogance she had before she fell to me.
The enemy numbered 10,000. We were only one thousand. However, the cult
members chatted and readied their blades, and Preta slowly raised her sword. Our
side had the advantage; nobody thought otherwise.
None of us.
“My lord, please give us our orders. What do you want me to do?”
First guard.
A ray that was even redder than blood split the already red sky.
-Guoooh!
Power and dignity filled Preta’s strike, for she would allow nothing else. The ghosts
who were caught in the red ray screamed and ceased to exist.
Even the general who led the ghost legion was nearly beaten.
-What, this is… No, it doesn’t make sense. A Constellation…? He’s not a Constellation
himself, but he had one as a subordinate…
“They’re small fry! You don’t even have to say our sect’s chant!”
“You fucking plebs think you can interfere with a marriage of the Demonic Sect?!”
“The necks we snap today are our wedding gifts for the Young Master! Understand?
Anyone who kills less than five will die by my hands today!”
Some raged, some howled, and some clicked their tongues. The legion of ghosts was
still far away, but the distance meant nothing. A thousand shadows utilized the
Lightness Skill to stride forward at once.
The ghost legion definitely comprised elite soldiers. The ghosts lifted their shields
and formed ranks at once, not having a single gap between them. With their spears
raised up, they looked like a giant porcupine. But.
“Fools.” Preta, the specter of Fall Rain, laughed at them. “The cannon fodder made
themselves into targets.”
A red ray ripped through the sky again. Ba-ba-bang! The tightly packed ghost legion
was easily swept away. A gaping hole was poked in their formation. Other ghosts
hurriedly tried to fill the gap.
“Kahaha!”
However, the cult members, with their honed fighting instincts, would never neglect
an opening.
The cultists rushed in like beasts. The army of shadows and the army of ghosts
clashed. Chwak! Chwaaak! The cultists spread their chi and slaughtered the ghosts.
Unlike the Battle of Good and Evil, they didn’t bother shouting their rallying cry of
“Baraya.” No one mentioned why, but I could guess the reason. This wasn’t a duel. It
wasn’t a great war.
The cultists saw the ghost legion as mere beasts and slayed them.
-Kigeeek!
The ghost legion couldn’t refute their arrogant view. The legion’s ranks were
destroyed by the cultists’ swords. Their shields and their spears fell apart. The
cultists stabbed their swords through the cracks of the broken shields and grabbed
the other end of the spears to pierce the ghosts.
It was a massacre.
-Units, regroup!
-Warriors, do not panic! There is no hurry! Heed your unit leaders’ commands…
“Oi.”
Plop.
“Hiya.”
Sword Demon. He was the first-ranked man among the Four Demon Lords and the
one with the foulest mouth. The Sword Demon’s face was covered in the shade, his
back against the evening sunset.
-You—
Weapons flashed. One blow. Two. Three. Three strikes intertwined like a spider web.
The first blow cut the general’s right arm, the second cut his chest, and the third
shredded the flag.
-C-cough…
The apostle of the military god spat out blood. That only lasted a moment. The
Sword Demon made a final strike to the throat from which the general vomited
blood. The man’s scream was cut short as his head flew off.
“Oof.”
The Sword Demon jumped up the flagpole. He caught the general’s head as it soared
through the air.
“Aigo, I can’t drop this precious thing. Kaha. You see that, brats? I’m the Sword
Demon, head of the Assasination Squad! Our squad takes the cake when it comes to
the wedding gifts for our young master!”
“Damn it.”
All over the battlefield, there were quiet exclaims of “fuck.” Did the Four Demon
Lords feel some weird competitive spirit? The other cultists looked sour, saying that
the Sword Demon stole a good prize.
Srrk—
The general’s head, which the Sword Demon had taken, turned into light and
disappeared. And that wasn’t all. His beheaded body and the ghosts that followed the
general disappeared like dust in an instant. The whole legion disappeared.
“Huh? Huuuh?”
The Sword Demon was bewildered. He looked at his right hand, which had suddenly
become empty. After a moment, he looked blankly at me.
“Uh… Uuh… It’s the thought that counts, right? Young Master?”
I smirked.
It was then.
-Lu. La.
The apostles of [The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness], who still remained, began
to sing. Lu. La. The children held hands and danced circles in the air. With every step
in the sunset, more melody filled the sky.
“Hmm.”
“Uh.”
The cultists frowned. Some tried to hurriedly fight the song with their chi, but they
failed. When the apostle of [The Warhorse of the Eternal Plains] died, the area-wide
effect also ended.
“Ah…”
Preta also moaned dejectedly. The black substance that covered her body soon
drained away. Preta clicked her tongue and looked at the Sword Demon.
“That stupid… He’s on our side, but he’s no help. I’m sorry, milord. If I was in my
prime, I could fight against a psychological attack like… this weak, um… fight it… it…”
Preta’s voice became slower as she went on because she had fallen asleep. Preta’s
body swayed.
It wasn’t just her. The cultists who ran madly through the battlefield a little while ago
collapsed one by one. The wedding guests under Raviel’s command were the same.
Humans were helpless to the lullaby sung by the apostles of dreams.
“No need.”
I caught the Heretic Questioner’s hands to stop him. The Heretic Questioner tilted his
head.
“Death King? If we stay like this, even we’ll fall to the apostles’ song.”
“Maybe so. But if I’m right, Raviel, you, and I will be fine. Though, I don’t know about
the others.”
“Hmm.”
“Got it. If Death King says so, you must have a reason.”
The sunset glowed red and shined on the children. Their shadows extended to the
horizon. The shadows on the ground came closer and farther, smaller and larger,
again and again.
The cultists sat on the ground, sleeping as they leaned on each other’s shoulders.
Some wedding guests were even lying down and sleeping. Was everyone trapped in
their own happiness?
“Hmm.”
The Heretic Questioner stroked his chin like he found it all interesting. He looked
back and forth at Raviel and me.
“The three of us are fine, just like Death King said. I do feel a little drowsy, but my
body’s condition is normal. Aha. What kind of magic did you use this time, Death
King?”
There were others apart from the Heretic Questioner who were curious about the
situation. The apostles of dreams slowly stopped their dance. The children tilted
their heads and looked down at me.
I shook my head.
“No.”
Countless reasons.
I had been burned to death, killed myself thousands of times, and witnessed my
colleagues killing each other out of suspicion. There were even times when I had to
die a dozen deaths just to take one step forward. A corpse had ripped out my throat,
and I had to let go of someone who called me beautiful.
“I don’t know if you know, but today is my wedding day. I don’t know about any other
day, but for today, it’ll be hard to find someone happier than I am. You just chose the
wrong date to invade this world.”
I shrugged.
“As for the Heretic Questioner… Well, either he’s never felt happiness or he’s simply
happy every day.”
“Ah. Indeed! That must be it. I’m definitely happy all the time! You’ve seen right
through me, Death King.”
Unlike the other apostles, the apostles of [The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness]
had no skill in fighting. The apostles in the form of children did not fight back when
they saw us. They just stared up at my face.
We had subjugated all of the foreign beings who had invaded this world.
“……”
I fixed my grip on the Holy Sword and looked back. An apostle with a large hammer
stood in the distance. As her eyes met mine, she cowered back.
“This is your last chance to fight me. It’s your last chance to counter me and your last
chance to resist. I will kill you and reap your soul.”
-R-reap…?
Human beings are limited when they are cornered. A person’s mind and thinking
rapidly become constricted. So, humans can escape, or they can cling to someone.
The Golden Silk was no different.
-I-in return… That’s right. In return, I will dedicate my being to you! No, I will wreck
this world, just as you desire! Ruins! Wreckage! Destruction! Mutia loves these things,
right?! I’m good at it! Things like that!
-Hiik.
The Golden Silk became more frantic when she heard my footsteps. She backpedaled.
As she jumped back, she looked up at the bright red sky as if salvation would come
for her even now.
-I-I’m good at it! Lord Mutia! If it’s just smashing things, I’m really…!
-This is—
-You gave me the power to forge a new destiny! But why?! Why is there some weird,
crazy bitch in my body?! Give it back! Give me back my body!
“If you’re talking about me, I’m sorry, but I’m physically male! So, your words are
wrong! You need to say I’m a [crazy bastard], not a [crazy bitch], to be precise. Well,
to speak more properly, you should say I am a [crazy person]! Healthy words are the
root of a healthy mind, Miss Evanail!”
-Asshole!
-This is wrong! Yeah, it’s wrong! It’s a breach of contract… I was going to be an
empress. I was going to rise to a better position than Raviel Ivansia. That’s what was
supposed to happen! That’s my fate. The fate that I made! So… So, you’re breaking the
contract… I—
-Ugh!
Only then did Sylvia Evanail turn her eyes from the sky. I was too close for her to
keep ignoring me.
-You monster!
Sylvia Evanail swung her hammer. Clank! The hammer and the Holy Sword clashed.
Sylvia Evanail smashed down the hammer without hesitation; I easily stepped away
and countered. As we continued to fight, Sylvia Evanail became increasingly
impatient.
-Ah—
I had been aiming for the opening created by Sylvia Evanail’s large swing. I cut
through her wrist.
-Aaaaaaaah!!
Of course, there were no wounds. No bloodstains, not even a speck. There was no red
color that testified to her pain, but Sylvia Evanail screamed like she was being torn
apart.
She lost her grip on the hammer. Thump! The hammer fell to the ground with a
heavy thud.
I met Sylvia Evanail’s eyes. The dust from the hammer’s impact rose up to our knees.
“Choose.”
-Ch-choose…?
“You’ve already lost your place in this world. Even if you run away like this, you’re no
longer the [Lady of the Golden Silk]. You’re nothing more than a Constellation’s
apostle.”
-……
“If you want to remain as a servant of the Constellation, do whatever you want. Run
away. I’ll let you go. But if you have any lingering attachments to this world, if you
want to stay here and do something else, give up your Constellation’s blessing.”
-Why would I…
-……
“Of course, your life won’t be the same as before. Any acts against my lover, Raviel
Ivansia, are forbidden. But that’s all. The rest, you can do as you wish. You can choose
to marry the prince and live as you please.”
-Why…?
The sky was now mixing purple into the red. In the empire, weddings lasted from the
moment the sky turned orange to the moment the sun disappeared. I guessed that
we had less than 30 minutes left.
-How… can I trust you? W-what if you treat me like a slave after summoning me? I
won’t be able to rebel or resist.
“Why were the bodies of ‘you’ and ‘your butler’ chosen to be possessed?”
-Huh?
“You gave everything to a Constellation to make your wish come true. Your memory,
your body—everything was given to your Constellation. That’s why there was a gap
in this world where your place should have been.”
That was probably how the [Corner Librarian] had the Heretic Questioner and me
possess these bodies.
“Have you ever thought about why your butler’s space was, too?”
-……
“I don’t know the details, but I became the butler once. I was completely immersed in
his life. What I realized then was that this man was purely and ardently devoted to
you, Sylvia Evanail.”
“I guarantee that you would never have been happy, even if you were the empress.”
-What…?
“You said so earlier. You don’t want to be the empress because you love the prince
but because you want to be better than Raviel. Do you think your life would go
smoothly if you became the empress that way?”
I shook my head.
“You’re quite capable but not as much as Raviel. Your family doesn’t have the power
and dignity of the Ivansias. You don’t have Raviel’s ability to lead and command a
crowd. After you become empress, people will never stop comparing you to Raviel
and putting you down.”
-……
The butler watched his master suffer for her entire life.
“The butler I know is a man who is willing to give up everything to save you.”
The butler would have thought:
[The Lady of the Golden Silk would have been happy if only she hadn’t been the
empress.]
“No.”
“You made a wish for yourself. But that wasn’t what the butler did. He made a wish
for your sake. He didn’t want to redo his life. He only wanted you to go back.”
-Huh?
However.
-… Huh?
Sylvia Evanail couldn’t say his name. Her eyebrows furrowed even more. After a
while, her frown dropped a bit. Sylvia Evanail’s gaze drifted into the air, flustered.
『Butler.』
Raviel Ivansia also never called the butler by name. All the information in the empire
was within her grasp, so she couldn’t be unaware of someone so close to the Lady of
the Golden Silk.
『Butler.』
The barony’s servant had his name erased from this world.
I also didn’t know his name, despite becoming completely immersed in his role.
-……
-Then, what…?
“Yes.”
Most likely.
The Constellation who governed destruction and re-creation granted Sylvia Evanail
another life.
The Constellation who granted his wish… I’m not sure who it was.
The butler devoted all of himself to the Golden Silk, and as a result, the world
returned to its former state, to the time before the Lady of the Golden Silk married
the crown prince. To the past when nothing had been decided yet.
The Constellation who granted her wish was a fragment of the [Guardian Goddess].
Because of this regression, the world was trapped in ten days, looping forever.
-……
“What was the butler thinking as he served you his whole life? What was he thinking
when he prayed for you to return, sacrificing his everything? We can never know.
Because he’s gone.”
But.
-……
“Sylvia Evanail. In a time you don’t know, someone whose name you don’t know
sacrificed himself for you. He loved you more than anyone and wanted to stay with
you more than anyone, but he gave up everything.”
“Live again.”
Her hands trembled. She opened her mouth and closed it again, not saying a word.
Her vocal cords were shaking. There, a life was twitching. A cursed life. How cruel
was it that nonetheless, someone still wanted her to live?
-……
Sylvia Evanail slowly lowered her head. She no longer had the strength to face
forward.
“All right.”
I cleared off the Sword of Compassion and called forth the Sword of Idols again.
[Stage cleared.]
It was likely that in this place, only the Heretic Questioner and I could hear it.
[Today.]
[Calculating challengers.]
[Calculation complete.]
People started to open their eyes. Preta. The Demonic Cult members. The wedding
guests. One by one, the people who had been caught in a dream by the apostles’ song
woke up.
“Ahhh…”
+
[Level of Contribution Rank]
Rank 3. N/A
“……”
The [Corner Librarian] had only sent in the Heretic Questioner and me.
However, the Tower stated that there had been three challengers.
‘N/A.’
The name of the third challenger, who shouldn’t have existed, did not appear.
“Mm.”
Raviel came to my side and held my hand. Our shoulders leaned against each other.
Then, Raviel slowly looked around at our guests.
The guests who just woke up from their dreams blankly looked at Raviel and me.
Some may have been unhappy with it. Surely, there were people who wanted to
object. But that possibility was left in the past.
The existence of alien worlds itself was awe-inspiring, and the guests had witnessed
me defeating these alien beings.
“Good.”
The person who had aimed for that and set today as our wedding day.
Stage cleared.
It meant that this world, [The Tale of Sormwyn Academy], had officially become a
part of our Tower.
However, they of course could not enter freely. They needed to be judged by the
great guilds. For example, a regular Hunter needed a permit to enter the Aegim
empire.
Pop!
Shortly after the stage clearing was announced, a white light flashed. Pop! Pop! Light
burst from all over the wedding hall. It was the sight of Hunters being transported to
the floor.
Some people could travel between floors without a permit. For example, the heads of
the great guilds. One of them, the Rank 2 Hunter Black Dragon Master, was flushed
red.
“I’m against this wedding!!”
“……”
“Death King is a Hunter representing our Tower! Obviously, the wedding should be
held on the first floor of our Tower, the city of Babylon, not here! We have to
broadcast it all over the world! It’s invalid! This wedding totally doesn’t count!”
The Black Dragon Master wasn’t the only one with something to say.
“Don’t.”
“Mm.”
The Sword Saint closed his mouth. These days, he seemed to be recovering from his
boomer mindset.
“There was an uproar while you were challenging this stage. Why in the world did
you two fall in love? Despite everything, Death King, I stood firmly on your side. Only
those who have experienced love at first sight can understand. You needn’t worry. I
understand. Trust me, I’ll placate the Black Dragon Master.”
Then, for some reason, the Crusader gruffly put her nose in the air. Her glance
seemed to imply, ‘I understand everything about your love.’ I didn’t know what she
meant.
I turned to Raviel.
“Hmm.”
Raviel was expressionless. At first glance, that is. I could understand her seemingly
expressionless look because I loved her.
Raviel was… watching the Black Dragon Master and company with great interest.
Her red eyes were overflowing with curiosity.
“Gongja. My love.”
“Yes, my love…?”
Yeah…
It was a little late, but it was time for her to meet my family.
6.
I did think about having her meet everyone before the marriage, but the culture here
was different. In the empire, it was common for families to be formally introduced to
each other after their union.
“Isn’t it natural?”
“Many family members live far away from the main residence. The wedding
ceremony is what invites and gathers them together. On the night after the wedding
ceremony, the families of the bride and groom finally greet each other.”
Well, yeah. Marriage was also a union between families. Hunters like us, who fled
from the outside world, can’t really talk about family, but… The empire was different.
There was a greater importance on the family than on the individual.
“Hoho…”
“I never imagined such an occasion… I’ve already sent so many messenger birds to
the emperor today. I don’t know what to tell him now.”
said the Black Dragon Master. She was extremely calm, as if she hadn’t been agitated
a few moments ago. The powerful people of the empire and the Tower sat side by
side at a table, guarded against each other but both taken aback.
Then, they leaped over the wariness and embarrassment and continued to talk.
“You’re saying that your people come from another world, correct? It’s a strange
affair that is difficult enough to explain to His Majesty, let alone his subjects.”
The Black Dragon Master nodded. She seemed familiar with acting in a diplomatic
capacity. She knew well how to walk the line between competency and politeness.
“However, Lord Chamberlain must have seen the invasion of beings from other
worlds. If a person denies the truth, then one day the truth will deny the person. I am
concerned about that future.”
“Thank you. Lord Chamberlain, what we must do from now is to reach a common
understanding. For five years, ten, twenty, or perhaps even more…”
It’s normally difficult to physically gather people of power from opposite sides, but
the wedding between Raviel and me took care of that arduous task from the get-go.
Our negotiations couldn’t have had a better start than this.
“……”
I was sitting in the seats of honor with Raviel. Reaching under the table, I held
Raviel’s hand. Tightly. Raviel naturally intertwined her fingers with mine.
“……”
That one gesture made me relax. The night was long. The stars were bright. The
candlelight on the table flickered, and between the candles, people spoke.
“Raviel.”
“Speak.”
A quiet whisper.
“Yes.”
“The night is still long. Continue speaking with the others. I’m briefly leaving to meet
my wife’s people.”
“……”
No one could stop Raviel from leaving. As expected of the Duchess of Ivansia. If going
when one wanted was proof of one’s power, then my husband had unparalleled
power here.
The Sword Demon raised his glass and laughed gleefully. All of the cult members
were drunk from the alcohol served at the wedding. When they saw me, they tried to
stand up to greet us, but I waved my hand. The cultists then bowed in their seated
positions.
“Congratulations!”
The wedding hall became noisy at once. It couldn’t be helped with a thousand
Demonic Cult members causing a ruckus. I smiled wryly.
“Yes?”
The Sword Demon blinked, still holding a wine glass. He looked dopey, like he didn’t
expect to be called out by me. The drunk cultists around him howled in laughter.
“Look at that! I knew he’d get scolded by the young master one day!”
“He forgets to speak politely whenever the young master calls. Fool.”
The Sword Demon put down his glass and hesitantly approached us. His brashness
from when he beheaded the general of the ghost legion had completely disappeared.
He shrank in on himself like a child who had done something wrong.
“S-sorry. Young Master. I never had much learning, so I don’t know how to speak
politely very well. But in my mind, I still look up to Young Master…”
“Raviel.”
“……”
“He’s a subordinate of my master. My master was the head of a group called the
Demonic Sect. She selected four outstanding people from among the cult and called
them the Four Demon Lords. The Sword Demon is one of them.”
“Oho.”
“A simple man. Your speech is rough, and your attitude is poor. My wife’s master
must not have judged a person for their speech or attitude. Since she found you from
a rough and poor place, you must be someone precious and noble.”
“……”
“I am Raviel Ivansia. I am a duchess of the empire and the spouse of the one you call
Young Master. I hope we’ll get along well.”
“……”
“Come here.”
Someone stood up from the center of the group. He bowed his head politely.
A strange silence settled over the night air. The small talk that had been happening
while they drank had died down. I called each of the Four Demon Lords, one by one,
and each time, the demon lord was very polite.
“Preta.”
“…Yes, milord.”
“Come here.”
“Yes.”
Preta, who had been mixed among the cultists, stood up. Perhaps she had been
waiting for my summons as she had tidied her outfit.
I said.
“Preta was originally born as a nameless monster. She was a doppelganger. She could
imitate whatever she ate. Preta ate beasts such as frogs and snakes at first, but
accidentally, she came to eat humans. Then…”
Preta quietly kept her head down. Sometimes, her shoulders would shake a little.
The strange silence persisted.
In introducing their lives, I also introduced mine.
One person told another about his life. Softly. Under the night sky. It was a sacred act
in itself.
“This is Shiny.”
“Shiny?”
“Yes. She had a more lofty name at first. She was tricked by a bad man and was
sealed into a sword. Her real name, the [Guardian Goddess], seemed like a waste, so I
just nicknamed her Shiny. Since, you know, she’s shiny… Very shiny…”
“I see.”
“My wife’s naming sense is rather severe. Merciless. If it were me, I would at least
have called her Hui.”[1]
“Mm.”
And.
Bae Hu-ryeong.
“Raviel, you may never see him. You can’t meet him either… My friend’s
circumstances are a bit peculiar. He can’t show himself to others.”
My partner.
“His way of speaking is totally vulgar, yeah. It’s about 30 times worse than the Sword
Demon. But he’s really strong. Incredibly strong… He was the first to teach me the
sword, and he taught me to use aura as well.”
-……
He was wearing a shabby martial arts uniform. His arms were folded.
Instead of running his mouth as usual, Bae Hu-ryeong silently looked at Raviel and
me.
“…Without this friend, I don’t think I could have endured my time alone.”
“Yes.”
“Meeting Gongja made me happy. If this friend hadn’t helped Gongja, my happiness
would never have come to be. Thank you for everything you’ve done for Gongja so he
could be here now.”
“If that friend heard Raviel’s words, he would have said to take care of me because
I’m nuts.”
“You have a wonderful friend.”
“Raviel.”
This.
“This is my everything.”
Everything I love.
My family.
“……”
“My love.”
“Yes.”
“Let’s dance.”
There was an intense passion in Raviel’s eyes. I hesitated. However, when Raviel
looked at me like this, wanting to do something with me, I couldn’t say no.
“There must be something of the butler’s memories remaining. Please refer to them.”
Instead of answering, Raviel moved. She bent down and took off her black shoes. A
moment later, she stepped barefoot onto the grass and dirt of the lawn.
White feet.
She only took off her shoes, but she seemed as light as the wind.
“Come here.”
“……”
I hesitantly took off my white shoes and socks. Raviel immediately took my hand and
led me away.
Raviel stepped on the petals that fell on the lawn on her tiptoes. The white petals of
the magnolias and cherry blossoms became whiter with every step.
“……”
Nobody made a sound. No music flowed. There wasn’t even a chandelier like the one
that decorated the ballroom, only moonlight that fell like frost in the flower garden.
“…See?”
“I’m a mess. I already stepped on your foot three times. Dancing really isn’t my thing.
Are you going to kill me with shame?”
“It’s fine. I just need to step on your feet that many times.”
As soon as she said so, Raviel stepped on my foot. Her weight smoothly came onto
mine. Raviel laughed playfully.
Here was a smile that she only showed to me in this world. My red jewel. My heart.
My music.
That was right. We danced. Every spot the moonlight reached was Raviel’s and my
ballroom. So long as there were two of us, any world could be our stage.
Our next story would begin on a stage a little higher than the last.
[1]: Hui still means shining, but it has nicer connotations (bright, glorious).
1.
It had been two weeks since I introduced my family to Raviel. A lot had happened
since then. We met with the emperor and made several secret treaties between the
empire and the Tower. However, putting aside this turbulent history—
“Shiny.”
“Eat up.”
My Holy Sword spat out white light toward that wicked thing.
White light touched the Prayer Sword. Shake! Immediately, a red aura arose from the
Prayer Sword. The bloody red mist shot out from the blade like it was trying to fight
back the white light that threatened to devour it.
[The Prayer Sword is horrified.]
The white light and red fog tussled. However, the mist was a little thicker. As the red
was about to overpower the white, another color spilled out of the Holy Sword.
Black wastewater. The second fragment of the Holy Sword that I collected joined the
fight.
The tables turned. The white light swallowed the mist, as did the black water. The
red mist was overtaken in an instant.
[The Prayer Sword says that she cannot serve a master other than Lefanta Aegim.]
I opened my mouth.
The mist did not have eyes, but I felt like we were facing off as I stared at the mist.
There was a cool tension between us.
“At first, I didn’t get it at all. I only understood after my experiences in this world.
Those who are called Constellations try to invade and take over other worlds and
rule those places depending on their personal preferences with no consideration to
the natives’ opinions.”
His method was different, but it was the same for the [Corner Librarian].
The Librarian didn’t wish to rule the world but to observe the characters.
He designated the people who were living their lives as [characters]. He was a
voyeur to their stories. And, same as the other Constellations, the Librarian watched
over the worlds to suit his taste.
In a word—
It was violence.
“Lefanta Aegim was once an emperor. He must have thought deeply. ‘Rather than
coveting the Constellations’ powers, I would rather kill them.’ I think that was his
plan. This world probably had a Constellation too, but Lefanta Aegim killed them.”
[……]
“When a Constellation dies in a world, another is born. Look at it! On the continent
where the ‘Guardian Goddess’ was sealed, the ‘Devil King of Fall Rain’ appeared. In
this world, the ‘Silver-Plated Heart’ arose. Frankly, your master isn’t solving
problems. He’s causing bigger ones!”
“Maybe I don’t have as much experience as your master. Sure. Your master may have
suffered a great deal, known a lot more than me, and, after much thought and effort,
taken on the work of being the Constellation Killer. But I can tell you something for
certain.”
I spoke sincerely.
“If you’ve done something wrong, you need to take responsibility for it until the end.”
[……]
“There’s a world that was put into an eternal winter because your master deigned to
kill a Constellation. The people of that world were dishonored as they became
moving corpses… Even if Lefanta Aegim acted with noble intentions, that can’t be
forgiven. Take responsibility.”
Then.
The red mist accumulated in one place. After a while, the mist took on a human
shape.
[Lefanta Aegim had made a wish. ‘I will kill all the Constellations so that nobody will
ever be manipulated by them again.’ His prayer is noble. It is significant. It is
immense. So I entrusted my existence to Lefanta Aegim.]
Then, I continued, “I won’t turn away from what happens before me. I won’t make
excuses. I’ll take responsibility for what I say and do. I won’t look over things that are
wrong and claim that’s just how the world works. As long as I live and my sword can
cut.”
[Ah…]
[All I can do is bless your good intentions and join you in hell.]
It was a deep lament.
[Those whose hearts are pierced by me will be tested on their wishes. Were their
wishes sincere? Would they sacrifice everything for their wish?]
Srrk—
“Hoo.”
With this, I was pretty much done with what I had to do before moving to the next
stage. The empire and the Tower still had much to discuss, but… That was in the
realm of politics. My wife was more active in this area than I was.[1]
“Is it over?”
When I came out of the bedroom, Raviel was waiting at the door. One of her maids
was accompanying her.
“Yes, Raviel. It’s all done. No Constellations or fragments can bother this world
anymore, at least not for a while.”
“Three apostles allied to attack us, but they failed miserably. Don’t worry. Not even
fools will invade here after seeing your work.”
“……”
The maid standing next to Raviel made an unpleasant expression. It was natural. The
maid who was accompanying Raviel was none other than the Lady of the Golden Silk,
one of the invaders.
“…It sounds like you’re saying this for me to hear, Your Excellency. Am I mistaken?”
muttered the Lady of the Golden Silk. To the others, she was the [young lady who
was possessed by a cunning devil and attacked this world with a hammer]. She was
made out to be a victim, not a perpetrator.
However, the rumor that she had been possessed by a devil tarnished her honor, so
she ended up serving Raviel to cleanse her name for the time being. It must have
been painful for the Lady of the Golden Silk, who wanted to marry the prince, to act
this way.
Well, the Lady of the Golden Silk also seemed to be seriously contemplating marriage
now.
“Your ears are sharp. I did speak for you to hear. Continue regretting your
foolishness. Once you’ve repented enough, I will use my connections with the church
to restore your reputation. Until then, keep your mouth shut and work for us.”
“Ugh…”
The Lady of the Golden Silk, wearing a maid uniform, bit her lip. I felt sorry, but she
could never rebel against us. She would immediately disappear if I stopped using the
[Hundred Ghosts Reincarnation].
“……”
“Yes. But…”
“Uh, the 20th floor of the Tower is my land. I want to build a house for the two of us
there. That is, if you want it, Raviel.”
“Oho? Indeed. Will that become our family home in the future? In a new home,
instead of being the Duchess of Ivansia, I can just be your companion.”
Raviel smiled.
Raviel took out a handkerchief from her bosom. A silver thread was embroidered
over the white cloth. She opened my hand and softly put the handkerchief in it.
This was…
“This is the handkerchief I usually carry with me. My perfume has been placed on it
semi-permanently using the power of magic.”
“Perfume?”
“The lily scent I used when you first fell for me.”
“……”
“Whenever you try to calm yourself, you touch the hilt of your dagger. It’s a horrid
habit. Stop it. Instead, whenever you’re upset, smell the scent on my handkerchief.”
Aaah.
“Gongja. Staying as you are shouldn’t be an unhappy thing. It isn’t painful. I wish it
wasn’t. Your love and memories of me. I want happiness to help you stay yourself.
Will you grant my wish?”
“…Yes.”
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
My lips met with Raviel’s. I hoped this moment would last forever. But soon, our
shadows parted ways.
“—Transmit,” I said.
2.
I saw the Hunters who had been waiting for me, having returned to the library in
advance.
Their representative, the Black Dragon Master, opened her mouth. I could tell that
her mood was off as soon as I saw her. Her words may have been friendly, but there
was a crease in her eyebrows.
“It would be nice if I could tell you nothing was wrong, but…”
The Black Dragon Master sighed.
Then again, something was weird here. Only top rankers were around, including the
Black Dragon Master. Normally, other Hunters like the Alchemist would be around.
“They were shooed away because there’s something we need to talk about between
us. What we say now is of a secretive nature. Well, our conversation will also be
broadcast live to the Tower, but…”
The Black Dragon Master’s voice grew quieter and quieter. Ominously.
“Aha.”
The person who answered was not the Black Dragon Master but the Heretic
Questioner. He had taken off the dress he wore on the last stage and was wearing his
normal priest garbs.
“To sum it up quickly, it’s like this. Death King! You’ve been too successful!”
“What?”
“Think about it. In [The Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon], you showed off your
humble and noble side toward your master! Your appreciation of the martial arts
and devotion to your sect members made countless Hunters’ hearts thump. After
[The Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon] was cleared, thousands of martial artists
from the outside world entered the Tower every day for a while!”
The Crusader took over and said, “Someone spread the live broadcast in the Tower to
the outside world. Well, we actually allowed it to happen. Death King, your success is
fantastic for advertising. There was no reason to refuse.”
“But even so.” The Count held her fan. “We may have been just a tad bit too
easygoing.”
“Too easygoing…?” I asked.
What the heck? I looked at my colleagues, unable to understand their logic. Everyone
looked so serious. The Heretic Questioner, who was always smiling even in serious
situations, responded:
“113,654 people.”
“What?”
“That’s the number of people who entered our Tower yesterday alone!”
“……”
“Yes! About that many people enter the Tower when there is war outside or a
country is destroyed. But no wars have occurred recently except for small-scale, local
battles! Ahaha. No country fell, either! Even though it was [peaceful], the amount of
entries to the Tower increased!”
“Of course, it’s your title. It’s referring to Death King. This sort of flyer is being
distributed in countless areas. Just so you don’t misunderstand, we’re definitely not
behind this. People from the outside world are making these on their own.”
“……”
“These days, flyers are rarely used for advertisement. You understand, Death King?
You only use flyers when you want to reach people who don’t use the internet.”
“People who live in areas without good internet access. Poor people in poor
countries. Areas of conflict. War zones. A myriad of poor people and refugees are
entering the tower. They’re flocking to the Tower of Babel, abandoning their
[countries] and [citizenship], leaving behind their [lives] in the outside world.”
“Hmm.”
“Those people. They’re wearing black hats and shirts as they enter the Tower. Saying
that they want to enter the Demonic Sect… To be more precise, they just saw you and
came in.”
“It’s not just the poor and the refugees,” said the Black Dragon Master.
“People with great assets came in as well. Scientists, sociologists, and professors who
come along, saying [I will help create a new society in the Tower].”
“Kim Gongja.”
“You didn’t just conquer the stages. Not from the outside world’s perspective. People
everywhere want a hero. The courage to face challenges. Respect for humans. A
commitment to love. As it goes, nothing excites people more than a virtuous hero
who puts his life at stake.”
The Black Dragon Master pulled out her smartphone and showed me her screen.
On the screen was the hologram that always floated at the center square in Babylon.
Rank 5. Count
Rank 9. Crusader
+
Second place in the Hunter rankings.
“Death King.”
The Black Dragon Master took back her phone and looked straight at me. She was
serious. More than ever before.
[1]: Adding to the saga of the waifu drama, the term used here is 아내, which is what
you use to refer to your own wife. 부인 (what Raviel and others in her empire call
Gongja) is more formal/sophisticated.
[TN]: For more info on the waifu drama, scroll up in the #sss-class Discord channel
and search for “I’ll chat for a bit”! I went into quite a bit of detail, and I thought it was
interesting, at least.
King.
“Uh…”
The tip of my lips rose up. People instinctively smile when they encounter something
unexpected.
I wanted her to continue and say, “Of course I’m joking.” But the words that came
from her lips were the complete opposite of my expectations.
“Of course, we can’t make a new monarchy right now. Death King, you may not know
this, but we’ve devoted our heart and soul into the Tower’s current system… We
struggled through many failures and setbacks for this.”
“We’re each trying to work the ideals of anarchy in our own ways. Aha. The ‘guilds’ in
the Tower are actually a kind of combination…”
“The king is a mere symbol. However, symbols have real power. Kim Gongja. You
already have real power. A hundred thousand people entered the Tower in one day
after seeing your name and believing in your character.”
“……”
“Not even the Black Dragon Master has accomplished this before. You’re the first.
There’s no precedent for any Hunter having this kind of power!”
It was only then when I realized the Crusader was more worked up than usual.
The Crusader was always calm and poised. The only time she raised her voice was
during the [12th Floor Incident], which nobody remembered now. She had only
acted like this when everyone was suspicious of each other and trying to kill each
other.
Other than the Heretic Questioner, all of the great guild leaders were strangely
heated. They were struggling to keep their excitement in check, but I could see their
bare emotions in their gazes.
“We wouldn’t have been able to handle this population boom before. Food had been
scarce. But the way we are now, we have enough land and trade routes… It will be
difficult, but we can meet the demand for food.”
“I’m not bragging, but all of the guildmasters here have experienced turmoil. The
Crusader is a nomad from a ruined nation. The Black Dragon Master is an orphan
from a country ravaged by a civil war, and the Heretic Questioner and the Venomous
Snake have been living with mafia and gangs since they were young. I was born in
the poorest village in the world. Everyone here is an ‘expert of troubled times.’ ”
“That’s right,” affirmed the Black Dragon Master. “In this world, only we can deal
with this crisis. No country, no nation in the outside world can do it. But [we] can!
We’ve overcome things worse than this!”
“……”
A dream.
“Let’s do what no country in the outside world could do. Somewhere that’s a bit
better. Let’s make a world where the people who were kicked away by the outside
world can breathe and live a little!”
An ideal.
“We know well what a fallen society is like. So, we can make one that won’t fall.”
“We know what divides people and causes wars. So, we can prevent civil wars.”
The Black Dragon Master, who survived bloody conflicts in the Black Sea.
“Let’s show them, Death King,” said the Black Dragon Master.
“Let’s show the people that we can create a slightly better world!”
Then, I realized.
It was me who had changed the guildmasters.
This never happened in the previous world. In the world where the Flame Emperor
was ranked first… The Tower was just a tower.
I had never seen the Black Dragon Master’s sparkling eyes as she talked about a
[new world]. Not in a magazine picture. Not in any video interviews.
“……”
My heart pounded.
“Please.”
The Black Dragon Master smiled gently. Her gaze portrayed her faith in me.
“Continue acting as you are. That’s the most important thing. Getting used to politics
is something we can teach you step by step.”
“Ahaha. If you look at it sideways, it’s like we’re monopolizing the real power while
Death King plays a figurehead!”
“…Well, I won’t deny that. But I also want to hand over this position to someone else
as soon as I can. Do you know how many violent crimes happen each day?”
“Oh, there are frequent crimes under the name of religion! In the last ten days, 21
terror attacks have been prevented before they occurred!”
Hm.
‘If so.’
I looked around.
My voice echoed through the huge library. Then, a small shadow peeped his head
from behind a bookshelf the size of a house. It had been a while since I saw the
Constellation [The Corner Librarian].
“Jeez, what are you doing back there? Get over here.”
“B-but… I mean…”
“How can an insignificant creature like I dare to show myself before the esteemed
Death King? Your eyes will be dirtied. Please treat me like I don’t exist, as if I’m a
speck of dust floating in the library…”
The Librarian floated helplessly. His long sleeves were fluttering like the ears of a sad
Maltese puppy.
“Speak, please…”
“A fairy tale.”
“……”
The Librarian shut his mouth tightly. Unconcerned, I said, “Among the Apocalypses
offered to us, there’s only one fairy tale. Please hand it over.”
The Librarian’s expression changed. His eyes were half open, trembling with
appreciation as they often did when he saw me.
One of the books floating around the Librarian flew to him. When the Librarian
opened the cover, information about the Apocalypse showed up.
Reason for Discontinuation: 118,000 years had passed since the creation of Utopia.
Eventually, all of the innocent children were used up. The Utopia, which lost its
power source, came to an end.
‘Right.’
“Everyone, I’d like to choose this Apocalypse for our next stage.”
“Huh?”
“A fairy tale? Sorry, Death King, but that fairy tale world won’t give us resources or
more territory. The difficulty is also A-class… Do we have to challenge it?”
“Yes, we do.”
“Up until now, we’ve been picking the Apocalypses based on how useful the worlds
will be to the Tower. The martial arts archives in [The Chronicles of the Heavenly
Demon] will strengthen the Tower’s fighting power. Exchanges with the science
fiction world will greatly improve our scientific power.”
22nd floor: Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon (Genre: Martial Arts, Fusion)
I stayed in the empire for half a month after completing [The Tale of Sormwyn
Academy]. During that time, the other Hunters cleared the 26th and 27th floors. All
Hunters with titles were working hard to clear the stages.
‘But.’
I had my own plans. If things happened as I wanted… This 28th floor would basically
be our last Apocalypse.
“It isn’t necessarily just technology and resources that are useful. Heretic Inquisitor,
you said that the Tower’s population is growing by nearly 100,000 people a day.”
“Yes.”
“I agree, but isn’t that why we’re supporting you? You’re the focal point of the Tower.
We’ll provide you with a suitable position soon! We can make you a great position
like [Guild Alliance Leader] or [Counsel Leader]!”
I shook my head.
“Everyone here, not just me, needs to garner the people’s support. I’m not really the
one who controls the Tower right now. It’s all of you. Only when you all gain the
people’s support will the Tower unite as one.”
“……”
“You have a point. But did you know? Death King, we have original sin. We’ve done
tremendous things to stop the chaos in the Tower. And we continue to do them. It’s a
shame, but we have absolutely no moral legitimacy!”
“…The Heretic Questioner is right,” muttered the Black Dragon Master. “We’ve done
too much to act as symbols.”
“It’s all right if you act well from now on. Please, act well.”
“……”
“We’re a team. I can’t solve religious issues like the Heretic Questioner. I can’t deal
with gang troubles like the Venomous Snake, either. I can’t match you in politics,
economics, or security. I’m not being humble. It’s the truth.”
However.
“If there is a problem between you, I will mediate. If you need to talk, I’ll create a
place for conversation. Trust me. Let’s become one team.”
“……”
“As you said, this Apocalypse doesn’t have a great resource within it. There isn’t any
fertile land, either. But there is an [unacceptable sacrifice] in here. Everyone. We
cannot tolerate this sort of sacrifice. Let’s show the world what kind of people we are
by targeting this world.”
We would not turn a blind eye to someone being sacrificed. We would face them. And
if the difficulties couldn’t be resolved, we would break through, head-on.
“That’s how we can gain trust and ask the inhabitants of the Tower to believe in us.”
“Yes.”
“Fortunately, this Apocalypse allows two or more players. Black Dragon Master.
Heretic Questioner. Count. Venomous Snake. Crusader…”
My colleagues.
After a long period of silence, the Black Dragon Master opened her mouth.
“People can become skillful with practice. If they try, they can become a moral
person too. They can become powerful by working hard. But it’s nearly impossible
for someone to be competent, moral, and powerful. It’s simply too hard… It’s truly a
difficult path.”
“Someone told me that the road to hell is paved with good intentions.”
“If so, the road to heaven must be paved with countless sins.”
There would be countless people who become jealous of us. There would also be
many who make trouble for fun. People who want power would fight, and those who
come to agitate the Tower’s inhabitants would appear.
Many of them.
Like a sports team cheering together before a game, I quietly extended my right hand
toward the guildmasters.
“……”
“Aha.”
While the Black Dragon Master hesitated, the Heretic Questioner reached out his
hand first. Touch. The Heretic Questioner’s palm joined the back of my hand.
“I don’t mind! It’s appealing if the ones in charge have moral legitimacy. And Death
King is the only one who can gild us with morality. It’ll be a waste to miss this
opportunity!”
“Ahem.”
“I’m now the successor to the Righteous Sect. The old man is always nagging me to
think about the sect’s mindset or whatever when he sees me. Well, I guess I’ll
participate out of respect for my master who’s staying behind.”
“Mm.”
Lie detection.
“Nobody here has let false words escape their mouths. And more than that, Kim
Gongja. I know that you ran through [The Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon] and
[The Tale of Sormwyn Academy] with an upright heart.”
“……”
“I believe in your truthful attitude, I believe in your true love, and above all else, in
your character. All revolutions fail. But I will at least devote my life and soul to make
our revolution be remembered as the most spectacular failure.”
“Mhm.”
“I can’t keep up with the romantics’ tale. But whatever. I’m just following the crowd. I
don’t want my precious stocks to fall. Let’s do our best, everyone.”
“……”
Lastly.
“…I can’t promise you much. I can’t guarantee our success. I can’t throw away the
tools I’ve used so far. But… All right.”
“If we fail. If someone among us must die… I will be the first to do so. I’ll promise you
that.”
I smiled.
The Black Dragon Master smiled bitterly. However, she did not take back her hand.
The six of us.
“Death King. Black Dragon Master. Heretic Questioner. Count. Venomous Snake.
Crusader. I designate these six as characters of [Me and Our Scapegoat]! When you
open your eyes, you’ll be in a world that met its discontinuation at its height. Be
careful. It’s very different from the Apocalypses you’ve encountered so far!”
The Librarian opened the book. Poof! Light flowed from the pages of the Apocalypse
and onto our overlapping hands.
“Unlike last time, I can’t bestow many blessings upon you. The Constellation of this
Apocalypse is alive. Alive and reigning over the world. You will enter as a sort of
invading army in this Apocalypse. Naturally, the Constellation will be hostile.”
‘A foe!’
Before I could understand what the Librarian meant, our vision was completely
covered with light. Actually, I didn’t have to try to understand what the Librarian’s
words meant.
As the world turned white, before we even opened our eyes to greet the new
world—
This fairy tale was ruled by the Constellation who invaded Raviel’s world.
3.
In a story with a hero and a demon king, the demon king is always careless.
The demon king never reveals his full power at the start. He sends off the weaklings
to fight the hero. The hero, who is weak at the start of the story, grows by defeating
increasingly strong opponents.
The first in our party to detect the crisis was my Holy Sword.
The hilt of the sword shivered at my waist as if to announce the crisis. Though our
visions weren’t clear yet, Shiny hastily shouted.
[The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness is the fourth sister sword left by Lefanta
Aegim, ‘Sacrifice’!]
A blue sky.
Our party was falling through the sky. We had been floating shortly after being put
into this world, so we hadn’t realized it. However, our bodies were quickly dragged
down by gravity.
Whoooosh!
The wind brushing our foreheads. Blood rushing to our heads. We were plummeting
down.
“Mm!”
At that moment, the Heretic Questioner grabbed my forearm. The wind was pushing
our party apart, but he had caught me in a moment. The Heretic Questioner
squeezed my waist tightly with his legs. Then, he made a hand sign.
“Death King, hold my right foot! Don’t ever let go! Sacred Technique, Transmission!”
I clung onto the Heretic Questioner’s right foot as he had instructed. The next
moment, the Heretic Questioner had moved to the Black Dragon Master’s side.
The Black Dragon Master grabbed the Heretic Questioner’s left foot like it was
obvious.
“Aha.” The Heretic Questioner’s laughter mixed into the wind. I thought that the
sound of his laughter made the gravity that threatened to crush us feel lighter.
“It’s because you’re the most useless one here! Chen Mu-mun master! Our power
won’t be affected even if you’re gone!”
With five people clinging to him, the Heretic Questioner couldn’t make his hand
signs. He had no space. He had no time. Even now, the ground was getting closer and
closer.
However, the Black Dragon Master shouted as if she had only been waiting for all of
us to be gathered.
“Teleport!”
It was the skill she had used to oppose the [Devil King of Fall Rain].
-Sing, my apostles!
Ten thousand. Maybe a hundred thousand. Maybe millions.
In the horizon stood those in the shape of ‘children.’ Each of them was the same as
the Apostle who invaded Raviel’s world. Possibly millions of children surrounded us
in layers.
-La.
-La. La.
-Lu. Lala.
-La.
A million a capella tunes, all at once. A hundred thousand low notes, a hundred
thousand high notes, and a hundred thousand whistles overlapped. The children
danced in a circle like they were happy. With each step, the ground reverberated.
-La.
A world that saw us as the enemy, was not careless, and tried to destroy us with all
its might from the very beginning.
“Keugh!”
The party hurriedly pulled up their auras. However, it wasn’t enough. We were facing
an all-out attack less than a minute after being transmitted to this Apocalypse. A
wave of happy dreams, difficult to handle with just one’s aura, violently struck us.
At first, I didn’t know what ‘Nisha’ was referring to. I realized it when I saw the
Crusader’s gaze, directed at the Count. Nisha was the Count’s real name.
The Count took out a pouch. The pouch had a snail pattern on it. She undid the gold
ribbon to open the pouch and flipped it upside down. Clink, clink! Countless gold
coins spilled onto the floor.
A light burst from his hands. The white light encased the pile of gold coins, which
became dust and disappeared. In its stead, the aura around us became unbelievably
strengthened.
The Count screamed. Gold coins continued to pour out of her pouch, and as soon as
they did, they became light and evaporated without a trace. She seemed so shocked
that cat ears popped out of her head.
“My money! Nya! My lifeblood! My money, which is more precious than blood!”
“I don’t need it! If I go bankrupt, the Tower will also go bankrupt! You got it?! If you
don’t want to eat dog food for breakfast tomorrow, go and attack already!”
Falling from the sky. A million songs. We succeeded in escaping the incessant crises.
Only now could we look at the main culprit who attacked our party.
-Tsk. Do you have enough skill to devour Idol, Compassion, and Prayer? Attempting to
hide the senses and attack…!
Like the Prayer Sword, it was red all over. However, it was slightly darker than the
Prayer Sword. The little child covered in dark red blood trembled in the air.
-But it’s no use! Leader of the traitors! My loyalty to Lefanta Aegim shall never break. I
will kill you and ensure you don’t get in my master’s path!
Sure enough.
This meant that even a fragment had the ability to make a Constellation.
If so, then it would be possible for the fragment itself to become [a new
Constellation].
The Sacrifice Sword evolved from being a fragment of [The Guardian Goddess] to
[The Evangelist of Eternal Happiness].
Unlike her sisters who had been helplessly absorbed by me, the Sacrifice Sword had
been amassing her power. She had ambushed me as if she had been expecting me to
come. That was what had happened thus far.
“……”
Instead of yelling, the apostles sang, and instead of stabbing us, they danced.
However, their songs were more threatening than any shout, their dance deadlier
than any spear or blade.
“Count-nim.”
“What is it?!”
“What?”
My favorite skill. The exact ability of the Hundred Ghosts Reincarnation is this:
Rank: SSS
Effects: You can summon those whom you’ve killed yourself. The dead cannot use
their abilities from when they were alive. However, the dead can keep their
memories and appearances from their lives if you so desire. If not, they will just be
summoned as monsters.
The part that said [The dead can keep their memories and appearances from their
life if I so desire].
In other words, if I didn’t want them to, the dead would be summoned as monsters
without their memories and former appearances.
-Guoooh!
My shadows fanned out. White bones sprouted from the shadows that were laid out
like linoleum floors. Five thousand skeletons. It had been a while, but I wasn’t
pleased to see them. Weren’t they proof of my deaths?
-Lala.
The tune they were singing was a song that buried listeners in their happy
memories. It was an attack difficult for even warriors with mental training to resist.
The members of the Demonic Sect had also fallen quickly at the wedding hall.
However.
-Guooooh!
The charge was composed of only five thousand skeletons. They fiercely ran at the
millions of enemies. It wasn’t because the skeletons were particularly brave or
resistant against mental attacks.
-Aha. I see.
The songs of the apostles of The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness were certainly
powerful. However, this power only affected people with memories. To the
summoned beings with no memories at all, the songs were no different than
ordinary songs.
-La…
-Kigigik! Kiek!
The skeletons slaughtered the apostles. With daggers, teeth, and skeleton hands,
they were stabbed, bitten, and scratched. Each time, the apostles were swept away.
In terms of physical strength, the apostles were totally incomparable.
-Euk.
The Constellation who watched the battle from above bit her lips. Songs were
roaring from all sides, but every word the Constellation spoke pierced my ears. The
sound was probably transmitted directly to my head.
I admitted it easily.
Even if the apostles had no physical attacking power, the numbers were what they
were. There was a fearsome force in sheer quantity. That was why [The Evangelist of
Everlasting Happiness] ambushed us with such confidence.
-What?
“The numbers are a secondary issue. Every army has its weakness. The moment I
learned that you don’t know pain and only spread happiness—”
The skeletons were being overwhelmed by the crowd. However, they had not been
defeated yet. They would last for a short time, one or two minutes at the least. And
that short time was just the moment we needed.
I amplified the volume of my voice with aura. The Black Dragon Master stepped up
beside me. She heard my request and had already put up six mirrors around us.
“Do you remember when you and I fought [The Devil King of Fall Rain]? When the
Devil King shot the beams, you weakened their strength by reflecting them on
mirrors several times. At the same time, you strengthened our attacks. We’ll fight the
same way.”
“You want to shoot your aura like a beam? That’s fine, but do you have confidence
that you can generate a lot like [The Devil King of Fall Rain] did? If it’s not strong
enough, it won’t matter if the attack is reflected in my mirror.”
“Don’t worry about the strength. Please just spread it as widely as you can.”
“I don’t know what you’re thinking, but… All right. Let’s try it.”
The mirrors soared into the air. North, south, east, west. When light shone on a
mirror, it was immediately reflected onto the other mirrors, covering the field.
I nodded. Then, I poured my aura on the hilt of the sword. Whoosh! Aura, red like
blood, blazed as it climbed up the blade.
‘Though I can’t push ahead with sheer force like Preta or split the world with
enlightenment like Master.’
『You will be able to cut a man who has never starved in one blow.』
『Therefore, you can fight half of the Righteous Sect members with one maneuver.』
The apostles who ‘know only happiness’ could never rival me.
First form.
Sword of Starvation.
The hunger of the infernal heavens spewed through the red aura. The demonic art
bounced off of the mirrors. Once, twice, thrice, four times, five times, six. With each
bounce, the red aura sectioned the field in halves.
Chwaaaak!
My attack was very weak compared to the Devil King’s. Compared to Master’s, it was
unbelievably laughable. However, nonetheless, the apostles of happiness perished
even if the red aura barely grazed past them.
-What…?!
“What in the world… I see. That Constellation’s pawns and your martial arts are
complete opposites!”
Despite her surprise, the Black Dragon Master skillfully adjusted the positions of the
mirrors. She realized that my attack would destroy the enemies with just a touch,
regardless of my output.
“Don’t mind me and keep attacking! Death King! I’ll take care of the mirrors!”
The mirrors flashed about in the air. The Black Dragon Master was someone who
took immediate action after determining what was important.
Chwaaaak!
I believed in the Black Dragon Master’s words and struck again. I was just using a
familiar art to me, but tens of thousands of enemy troops were wiped out. Ranks two
and three. The Black Dragon Master and my combo attack one-sidedly ravaged the
Constellation’s forces.
The Heretic Questioner was performing a sacred technique to shield us from the
enemy’s mental attacks.
“F-finish it as soon as you can! Two of my emergency funds have already been
depleted!”
The Count poured out her astronomical assets to back up the Heretic Questioner.
“Venomous Snake! The enemies have a gap there! Deal with it!”
The Crusader oversaw the whole battlefield and gave orders in real time.
The enemies that couldn’t be stopped by the skeletons were taken care of by the
Venomous Snake.
‘Look.’
The inhabitants of the Tower would be gathered in the square now, watching our
military force. Those present would broadcast or record this scene to show the
outside world.
‘Look!’
Go wild.
-You—
-You vicious outsiders! What right do you have to invade the utopia I created?! There is
no misfortune in this world! No unhappy memories exist!
The Constellation swung her hand. A scene like a hologram floated in the sky,
reflecting the images of the apostles who lived in this world.
-Lala.
-Lu.
The apostles did not live in houses. They didn’t have to build a city. For them, there
was no such thing as hunger. They didn’t need to dig up resources from the ground to
continue living. The apostles sang happily anytime, anywhere, in the form of
children.
-Kyaaaah!
However.
How the innocent child’s scream became power, I didn’t know. The sword in the
child’s chest was probably forging the rules of this world.
-The world I’ve constructed is far more stable than your worthless dump!
-Don’t you dare show your hypocrisy to me, invaders! I followed Lefanta Aegim to
countless worlds. The screams never stopped in any of them. Hundreds of thousands!
Millions! Tens of millions! Hundreds of millions!
-Meanwhile, only one in my world. Only one! With one scapegoat, my apostles live a life
without knowing pain. I have committed one sin, but you turn away from hundreds of
millions of sins. What justification do you trash have to destroy my world?!!
I understood.
The Constellation must have set this up after repeated thoughts and agonizing. And,
she must have done so with good intentions.
If the road to hell is paved with good intentions, this was the hell that [The
Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness] chose.
The challenges that I, that we face while running the Tower would be no different.
When food is scarce. When resources run out. As the people responsible for the
Tower, we will have to sacrifice someone.
-Ha!
-You still have enough of a conscience not to say your drivel. If you can’t answer, leave! I
will never recognize you as a new master!
-A response? Ha. What kind of response can someone like you give?
However, an argument was not meant to be said. It must be lived through with one’s
body. Only when one can take responsibility for what one says, when one can
actualize the argument, is it valid.
-What?
-……
The Constellation did not seem to understand me.
“All who die by my sword are collected as ghosts. If I want, I can summon them with
all the memories they had in life. I’ll be killing all of you, then summoning you to live
in this world again.”
“You want to live happily ever after. I’ll let you. A life in which you don’t suffer, don’t
remember suffering, and just sing like you do now. I’ll make it real.”
-……
“The ghosts don’t even need to eat to live. I will give you the world that you want.”
It was simple.
I would bring back their memories from when they were alive.
The inhabitants of the Tower who were watching our party at this moment.
“There are evil people who cannot be reformed. There are sinners who cannot
change their minds. There are some souls who want to live again but cannot. From
now on, I will execute them with my own hands.”
-Execute…?
“I’ll kill them and bring them back with my skill. They will be banished to my
shadow, and I will shoulder them forever.”
Suddenly.
The song had shaken the sky and the ground, so when it stopped, the world became
eerily silent.
-Lies… All the wicked and all the souls. A mere mortal cannot…
“Evangelist. The utopia that you boasted about creating here? I can do the same. But
in my world, I don’t even need a single innocent child’s scream.”
-……
Before entering this Apocalypse, the Black Dragon Master had asked me.
“It’s simple.”
If all worlds were hell, I just needed to become a slightly larger hell.
[1]: “Royal road” is “왕도,” or “wang-do.” Think of this as the principle that Gongja
will follow as a ruler, kinda like Naruto’s “nindo” or “Ninja Way.”
-……
The Constellation was silent. [The Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness], whose entire
body was covered in blood, quietly bit her lips. Her eyes were shaking, not with the
ripples of the surface but with the shifting of deep ocean currents. The Constellation
remained silent for a long time.
“…Death King.”
Following suit, the apostles had also stopped moving. The battlefield that had been
raging nonstop from the beginning halted for a few moments. During this time, the
Crusader approached me.
“You say you’ll execute the wicked and the sinners. What do you mean by that?”
From behind her, our other colleagues were also directing their gazes at me.
Speculating. Dumbstruck. Or shocked. Eyes filled with different emotions stared at
me.
“I know that you all have purged people while managing the Tower. This practice
must continue in the dark even now.”
“……”
“I can’t tell you that your methods so far have been wrong or that you have to fix
them. I don’t have the confidence nor skills to run the Tower better than you do.
However, if you absolutely need to kill someone in the future, just bring them to me.”
“Oh?”
The Heretic Questioner tilted his head. He tilted his head once to the left and once to
the right. After the two bobs, he smiled brightly with understanding.
“I see! No, why didn’t we think of this until now? It’s a really good idea, Death King!”
“Think about it. Death King’s skill doesn’t just summon someone. It can give them
their memories from life! Therefore, we can use Death King as a [moving prison]!”
The sound of the Heretic Questioner’s distinctive laughter echoed throughout the
silent plain.
“No need for food! No resources consumed! Say that Death King reaps a serial killer.
If Death King orders him to [never commit murder again], the killer is forever
prohibited from killing!”
“……”
The Black Dragon Master’s eyes slowly grew bigger. As did those of the Count and
the Crusader. Despite their shock, they quickly calculated the advantages outlined by
the Heretic Questioner.
“Yes! Ahaha. The criminals will be fairly terrified. And isn’t the cadence of it just
beautiful? Death King. As a king who literally jails and rules over those who must die,
there’s no better epithet for him!”
The Count pulled out her fan and tapped on her lower lip.
“It’s not bad. As you may know, the Tower has a significantly higher crime rate than
the outside world. Our prisons are chronically overcrowded, and the cost of
maintenance is high.”
“That’s right. As the master of the Ten Thousand Temple, I also agree!”
“……”
“I… don’t know. I admit that it’s efficient. But I’m still doubtful. Isn’t it too much of a
burden for a single person to carry?”
“Death King already lodges two thousand people from the martial arts world, the
Righteous Sect, and the Demonict Sect! He probably has people we don’t know of
inside, too! If he already has two thousand people, any number above that means
nothing.”
Meanwhile, the Black Dragon Master was staring at my face. Several emotions were
swirling in her black eyes.
I felt that she felt sorry. The Black Dragon Master was feeling some sense of
responsibility. The responsibility for bringing me into their world.
I was grateful. She was taking responsibility even though I jumped into this world of
my own volition. The Black Dragon Master was a kind and honorable person.
Someday, I would hear her real name.
I turned my head to look up at the Constellation.
-……
“If you want to keep fighting us, I won’t stop you. But the outcome is decided. I’ll
absorb this utopia you’re so proud of.”
The Constellation, which had been silent for a long time, opened her mouth.
-… I am not only a fragment of [The Guardian Goddess] but also [The Evangelist of
Everlasting Happiness] with a million apostles. If you take me, all of my apostles will
follow. I must ask, is there any guarantee that you will not use my apostles as your
personal army and use them for wickedness?
“Even when you invaded Raviel’s world, I summoned only the members of the
Demonic Sect. As I killed the Righteous Sect, I could have summoned them too, but I
did not. It would be against their morals. Those people can never obey the orders of
the Demonic Sect’s young master.”
-……
“Whether it be one million or ten million, I’ll let your apostles live happily in this
world as they have been doing until now.”
When overpowered by force and logic, a person finally speaks the words bound in
their heart.
[The Sacrifice Sword awaits for you to dispose of her and speaks.]
[The nobler and purer the sufferer is, the greater the resulting happiness.]
Shaaa—
As the apostles collapsed, red water flowed and the horizon quickly turned bright
red.
[Stage cleared.]
The Black Dragon Master looked down vacantly at the blood that rose up to her
calves.
“…Really, all you need to clear a stage is information. You can easily break something
if you know its weaknesses. I was preparing to run when we fell right in the middle
of the enemy. But this quickly…”
The Venomous Snake, who had been dealing with the apostles beside my skeletons,
was baffled. He was the only one among us who did not listen to what I was saying
and solely did what he had to.
“Why are these guys suddenly turning into red paint? Huh?”
“…What’s this now? You… Did you fall in love with me?”
“Ahaha. That’d be fun, but sadly, no. The vice leader of the Civil Militia has been
dating someone for a long time!”
No one informed the Venomous Snake of anything else. Looking at the atmosphere, it
seemed everyone else knew and that it was an open secret. I was curious and wanted
to open the character window, but I stopped myself because it would be too great a
violation of privacy.
“I was resigned to pouring money down the bottomless pit for at least a day! As
expected of Death King. Do you remember who the first person to notice you was
when you were just a rookie?”
The Count was pleased that we had safely gotten out of the ambush. I didn’t want to
rain on her parade, but I didn’t intend to rest like this. From the beginning, this stage
was just a stepping stone.
“Hmm? What do you mean? There was an announcement that the 28th floor was
cleared.”
I nodded.
“But I plan to break all the way through to the 30th floor today.”
With those words, the Black Dragon Master, who was looking blankly at the sea of
blood, the Venomous Snake, who had been doggedly asking the Crusader about who
she was dating, and the Heretic Questioner, who appeared to have been thinking
about the future, all turned to me in unison.
The Black Dragon Master was surprised. Her tone wasn’t doubting whether that was
possible. The Black Dragon Master no longer doubted my ability. Rather, she was
worried about my condition.
“Death King, no, Kim Gongja. You’ve been working too hard recently. You haven’t
taken a day off after you entered [The Tale of Sormwyn Academy]!”
‘Ah.’
That would seem to be the case from the Black Dragon Master’s perspective.
Raviel and I mucked about and played around as much as we wanted on our
honeymoon, but that was an inside joke between Raviel and me. From other people’s
perspectives, I’ve actually been dashing nonstop.
“Even if it’s for a short while, take a break. Humans are animals that can be worn
down by stress. If you don’t plan out your working hours and rest time, you’ll end up
collapsing. I’m serious. You may not know it since you’re still young, but…”
I smiled.
“Black Dragon Master. The population of the Tower is increasing by 100,000 each
day. Even if 99 percent of them are good people, it means one out of a hundred is a
criminal. That means there are 1,000 more criminals in the Tower every day.”
“……”
“If 10 criminals gather, it’s a gang. If 100 criminals gather, it’s a mafia. When 1,000
people gather, it’s a criminal syndicate. Even now, one criminal army gathers each
day, and we can’t continue attacking Apocalypses forever.”
I spoke calmly.
“Even if it’s by one day, we have to finish this quickly and return to running the
Tower. This is for us, for the current inhabitants, and for the newcomers.”
“Don’t worry.”
I smiled and held out my fist to the Black Dragon Master.
“When I rest, I’ll rest really well. Nobody else can rest as well as I do, probably. You’ll
be surprised if you come across me while I rest with Raviel.”
“If you’re really bothered about it, please help me prepare a ring later. I need to give
Raviel a ring, but I’m not good at this sort of thing.”
“Haa…”
The Black Dragon Master sighed deeply, still clutching her forehead.
“Fine… You need to give her the prettiest ring in the world. Really. How did I end up
working with a child like this…”
“Drop it. In terms of being grateful… No, let’s not talk about this. It’s embarrassing
when other people can see. I realized this when you started dating in Sormwyn, but
do you really have no shame…?”
She and other leaders of the Tower knew the truth. It would be dangerous if they
didn’t return to the front lines of administration. They weren’t just Hunters who
cleared floors; they were also the managers who governed the Tower.
“Transmit.”
Pop!
After some time, we each returned to the library, where Hunters were gathered.
They had just watched the livestream of us six overpowering a million apostles. Was
that why they only looked at us quietly, from a distance?
‘Okay. Good.’
This was the atmosphere I wanted. We proved our rankings not through power but
skill. We also proved that we were a united team. For a while, at least, they wouldn’t
scheme anything troublesome.
“Hmm.”
The owner of the Great Library, the Corner Librarian, stared at us with his chin on
his hand.
“Welcome back. Congratulations. I thought that the stage would be more difficult, but
your synergy surpassed my expectations. I didn’t think you could conquer a world
with a reigning Constellation so quickly.”
He loved seeing characters’ hardships, trials and unexpected obstacles, and their
unexpected solutions. Overwhelming victory or defeat didn’t suit the Librarian’s
taste.
‘Character window.’
Favorability: 98
Favorite Genres: [Fusion], [Romance], [Mystery], [Adventure], [Horror], [History],
[War], [Sports], [SF], [Myth], [Fairy Tales]…
I nodded.
‘It’s there.’
Next to the [Constellation Killer], which had been there before, [Death King] was
added.
As the Librarian himself admitted, the [Constellation Killer] was the character he
loved the most. The fact that my name was there beside his meant that I was almost
as beloved.
“Librarian.”
“If you want, I can recommend something personally. The fairy tale ended so quickly,
so how about a myth this time? It’s long and dangerous, but that’s how unspeakably
great the rewards are. Or…””
“Hmm? That’s, of course… It’s almost shameful to rank you two. The Constellation
Killer and you are complete opposites in nature!”
“Um, what should I say? If the Constellation Killer is like a man who bears all the
misfortunes of the world… Death King, you’re like chocolate ice cream! It’s black on
the outside, so you think it’ll taste bitter, but it’s really sweet when you try it!”
“Which is it?”
“……”
“You showed it to me when we went to the snowy mountain by ourselves after [The
Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon] were cleared.”
At that time, floating before the corpse of a giant dragon, the Librarian had said that
it was his dream to be killed by Lefanta Aegim. With that, he showed the old leather-
bound book that he had read dozens or hundreds of times like it was something
precious.
“Death King…?”
“Yes.”
“I know that you see the Constellation Killer as a rival, but [The Epic of Lefanta
Aegim] isn’t an Apocalypse…? I can only send you to Apocalypses, worlds that have
come to an unfortunate state of suspension.”
“[The Epic of Lefanta Aegim] is still continuing. I can never intervene in it. I cannot
accept your request—”
“But.”
“……”
“Didn’t you say so? To you, the Constellation Killer is the greatest character. And I
come close to him.”
“A scene where your favorite characters are together. Don’t you want to see it?”
I wasn’t talking about people who simply enjoyed them. I was talking about those
who were bewitched. Crazed. They fell deeply again and again, and eventually, they
gave up half of their lives to stories.
For them, reality was nothing but a world that could not be a story. There were no
dramatic plot twists. No shocking endings. People were just people who could not be
reborn as [characters].
Disappointment, contempt, and worship made up the true identity of ‘those who
were bewitched by stories.’ That was why they became fanatical when a story
unfolded in real life and cheered when real people were reborn as characters.
“……”
The library he built was so large and magnificent that it covered a whole world and
was called the Great Library of All Things, for it contained the thoughts of all
creation.
“However, I can only offer you Apocalypses. It is an inviolable rule for me. All stories
have the right to end autonomously, so rashly intervening is…”
‘He’s wavering.’
I was certain. In the end, the Librarian would be persuaded. No practical logic could
convince the Librarian.
But the words [Don’t you want to see it?], referring to the story, could tempt the
Librarian down to hell.
“Ah. You can just drop it if you don’t want to see it.”
“I was just making an indulgent suggestion. I could make a scene where your two
favorite characters interact. But if you don’t want it, I won’t force you.”
“……”
“I…”
Eventually, the Librarian opened his mouth.
“Not all Constellations make contracts with the Tower. Only the Constellation who
sign contracts can enter. We’re tenants, basically. In exchange for renting a floor of
the Tower, I have a restriction.”
Each time his hand sliced the air, the books that orbited around him fell to the floor.
“An Apocalypse can mean many things, but The Epic of Lefanta Aegim is not one of
them.”
These books had the same function as being the Librarian’s guards. When Hunters
attacked him the other day, the Librarian used the power of the books to subdue
them.
“A contract is a contract… I cannot violate it as I please. The Tower, the Master of the
Tower, will be furious. I do not want to anger the Tower Master. Mm. Traditionally,
aren’t tenants at the mercy of their landlords…?”
In other words.
Dozens of books were dropped. Neutralizing all the powers he held, the Librarian
looked at me.
“It’s not just me. Many Constellations are like that. We have special powers, but
surprisingly, we’re not that good at fighting. Without a book, I become but a simple,
fragile reader. Well. So… You get it, don’t you, Gongja…?”
I strode toward the Librarian. The distance narrowed. The librarian was primly
holding his sleeves together. With a tense expression, he looked up at me.
Though his clothes were long and thick, there was no resistance when I lifted him up.
“Oh…!”
“Ah…”
The trembling of the Librarian’s lips increased. Intimidation and coercion. Though he
was the master of a world and a Constellation, the Librarian did not fight back at all.
“How rude… I have shown you endless kindness until now. I trusted you. To think
you would betray me like this…! Aaah. I’m hurt. This is why so many stories warn
against trusting a human…”
I smirked and squeezed his throat a little harder. The Librarian whined.
“Give it to me.”
“……”
The Librarian’s face, looking up at me, began to become shadowed. We were acting.
But the Librarian felt the sincerity in my voice.
It was natural.
“What else do you call someone who collects a person’s hair and nails? Furthermore,
you said that your lifelong dream is to die by Lefanta Aegim’s hand. Your wish… Is it
normal to want to be killed by the character you love the most?”
“Ah, speaking of. If I think about it, I’m also a character you love.”
“How about it? You don’t need to wait. I can make your wish come true now.”
“Now…?”
The Librarian flinched, and his shoulders curled in. He spasmed as if he were struck
by lightning. Envy and desire oozed from his upturned eyes. Little by little, very
slowly, the Librarian pulled something from his bosom with a trembling hand.
It was an old, worn book that had been read hundreds of times and stained by his
hands. It was the most cherished book that the Librarian had in his infinite
collection, the one that he carried on him.
“I will give it to you…”
The Librarian presented me the treasure he valued over his own life.
“Well done.”
I didn’t let go of his neck as I grabbed [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim] with one hand.
“Ah,” said the Librarian, parting his lips. His face was a mess now. Ecstasy and self-
loathing were blurred together.
“Oho.”
Was it impossible to read anything about a book not authorized by the Librarian?
This was new information.
“W-well, you can only see the Apocalypses because I allow it… Normally, all the
books here are forbidden texts. Humans cannot just read them…”
The Librarian could not refuse. It was the character he said he loved most. The
Librarian started sharing Lefanta Aegim’s history on his own accord.
“Lefanta Aegim is… The Constellation Killer is from the same region as you.”
“What?”
“He was born in the same world, same area, and as the same race as you. Not just
that, but you have the same family name.”
Then, the Librarian said something completely expected. He lowered his gaze and
murmured, “The surname Aegim was something the Constellation Killer made
himself. It’s a simple compound word. Though, he used the language from England
instead of the one from where you were born.”
“Correct.”
Oh, my god.
“Didn’t I tell you? Once is a coincidence. Twice is a connection. But the third time is
an inevitability. The fates of you and the Constellation Killer have intersected at
various points, so it can be said that the relationship between you two is inevitable.”
The only person I’ve met so far from there was the thug with the disgustingly cool
ponytail. But the Constellation Killer came from the same place.
‘Does this mean I’m the only sane person from Korea?’
I was starting to doubt the integrity of other people from Korea when the Librarian
spoke again.
“The Constellation Killer was summoned to another world as a child,” said the
Librarian.
“At the time, the Constellation Killer was just a high school student. Of course, he was
extremely confused when he was summoned. However, he awakened an ability in the
summoned world and persevered through the perilous world.”
“Correct.”
“The genre of [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim] is [High School Student Messes Around in
an Isekai]. For short, just [Isekai Student]. Though the Constellation Killer is too old
to be called a high school student now…”[2]
Could it be?
“Of course, it would be unfair to say that he simply messed around. The Constellation
Killer suffered countless hardships before he became the first emperor of the Aegim
Empire…”
Whenever the Librarian recited the story of Lefanta Aegim, his voice turned into a
glowing light that entered [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim].
The light permeated the book, soaking into it, and settled into readable words in the
epic.
-There were people who lived on top of the corpse of the ancient Dragon Emperor.
“The Constellation Killer… set foot on the 20th floor that you now own.”
“That’s where he began his journey that would pierce through the world.”
Then, the Librarian looked down at the book, which began to emit a white light like
the other Apocalypses, as if he were afraid.
The Constellation Killer was at the place Bae Hu-ryeong had talked about.
“Here… there’s a problem. You have not yet reached the 50th floor yet. You haven’t
gotten out of the [beginners’ area] yet. And the 50th floor is higher up; it’s a special
place… It is strictly, seriously forbidden to send beginners to the 50th floor.”
His words surprised those who had been listening with bated breaths.
I wasn’t surprised.
I knew for a while that the floors before the 10th floor were a tutorial. I also heard
from Bae Hu-ryeong that we would be competing with Hunters from other worlds
starting on the 50th floor.
‘In other words, it means that not having to compete with Hunters from other worlds
until the 50th floor is a measure to protect beginners.’
Thinking that, I asked, “When you say forbidden, do you mean you cannot send me to
the 50th floor under any circumstances?”
“That’s… No. The one who sends you… If the floor administrator pays the price, it’s
possible.”
“A-at least…”
“At least limit the people to just one, Kim Gongja, please…”
“…All right.”
Even if the Librarian didn’t make such a desperate plea, I had intended to face
Lefanta Aegim alone.
The Librarian gave up after hearing my resolute reply. His jittering hand smoothed
over the cover of [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim]. Then, he whispered in a frail voice.
[Warning!]
A vicious voice slammed into the inside of my head. The Librarian flinched. I
probably wasn’t the only one hearing the voice. However, the Librarian didn’t stop
talking, even as he shuddered.
“I exercise my power.”
“I don’t care. Go, Death King… And show me the image of you with the Constellation
Killer.”
Fwooosh!
[Warning!]
[A resident of the ‘Tower’ that has not been given a name enters the 50th floor.]
[1]: This might be a little confusing, but basically, Lefanta Aegim’s original last name
is “Kim” (김). ㄱ is a consonant that is sort of a mix of the “k” and “g” sounds. The
“Ae” of Aegim is pronounced “Aye,” or the English first person pronoun “I.” In other
words, Aegim means “I, Kim.”
[2]: The term “isekai” is used here since that’s what most readers would be familiar
with, even though it’s Japanese. The “Isekai Student” genre is referring to a subset of
the isekai genre that deals with high school students. If you’re curious, the name of
this genre in Korean is 이고깽 (igokkeng).
1.
-Congratulations.
-You have been chosen as the warrior who will save this world.
A dazzlingly beautiful woman smiled at him. Bewildered, Kim ■ looked at the angel
before him.
Though he had seen many celebrities on the news and in videos, he was only [a
normal high school student]. It was the first time he ever met someone beautiful
enough to brighten up her surroundings with a slight smile. He could only stutter in
her presence.
-You don’t need to rush. Warrior-nim, I am [The Guardian Goddess]. This is the name of
the Constellation who will protect you and guide your future days. You may not know a
lot right now, but you will learn many things.
-Fell…
The iron door to the rooftop was tightly locked. He felt like he was being challenged
when he saw that the doorknob was secured with chains. So, Kim ■ opened the
window of the 5th floor classroom and got out. He climbed a pipe onto the roof.
However, Kim ■ felt alive for the first time since his birth when he clung to the pipe
and crawled up.
‘It’s funny.’
It was the first time in his life that he climbed out a window and scaled a pipe—the
first time he had climbed onto the school rooftop. He never felt anything like this
when he was struggling to survive.
-……
Kim ■ felt thankful that the sky turned red once a day.
The red sky was a little friendlier than the blue sky. He wanted to break his body
against the kind color.
‘If I fall… ’
Kim ■ looked down at the ground. The schoolyard basked in the sunset like the
Sahara.
Kim ■ took off his indoor shoes and placed them down neatly on the floor. The soles
of his shoes were blackened with permanent marker. He had not scribbled it on
himself.
The schoolyard became loud. Maybe someone saw him. The students who had been
kicking around soccer balls before their nighttime study gathered together, pointing
to the rooftop from below. There were several familiar faces among them.
Kim ■ quietly moved his thumb. Press. He sent a text message that he had written in
advance on his mobile. Thirty-seven students would receive his last testament.
Don’t forget.
Shortly after, a notification popped up, showing that the text had been sent.
It was done.
It was refreshing.
Kim ■ threw his phone. The cell phone fell in an instant to the schoolyard. It was
broken. The students below became frightened by the sight of the broken phone. One
person’s face paled, someone whom he had sent the text to.
-If you borrow my strength, warrior-nim, you can do anything and become anything.
2.
I smiled wryly.
I looked around.
The first things I noticed were the spires that rose up into the sky.
Five towers twisted and stood in the distance, like a giant’s fingers reaching into the
air. It was weird that they weren’t collapsing right now.
-Wow. It’s been a damn long time since I’ve been here. Probably over 150 years?
Rather than looking fond, Bae Hu-ryeong looked around at the 50th floor like he was
already sick of it.
-They’re Magic Towers. Some guys have been stuck here for over a thousand years.
Instead of climbing the Tower, they just settle down and live on the 50th floor…
A thousand years.
-Anyway, don’t go near them for now. If you can, don’t even look at them.
“Why?”
-Because they’ll automatically detect your gaze if you look at them for more than 23
seconds. The number 23 in the world they lived in has the same meaning as 18 in your
world, Zombie. ‘You fucker, what are you looking at?’ is what that alarm system means.
Keh, can’t you just tell what their personalities are like?[1]
I quickly looked away from the towers. What the heck? The alarm triggers just
because you look at it for a certain time?
-Oh, right. They used to have six towers, y’know? But I knocked one of them down.
They’ll probably freak if they learn I’ve come back as a ghost. They’ll mobilize everyone
and chase you to hell, so make sure to keep quiet.
“…Now that I look at you, you’re not a guide but a troll. Dammit. I should have known
it would be like this.”
It was then.
I was startled.
“What’s void poison? It’s saying that my body’s eroding right now?”
-Oh, yeah. That exists. Man, now it feels like I’m back in the Tower.
-It’s just an omnipresent poison that flows all over the 50th floor. Who was it, again?
Anyway, there was a bastard who acted as the manager of the 50th floor, and he used
to fool around with the Hunters he liked. Then, the Midnight War of Liberation or
something broke out and he got offed.
“So?”
-While he was dying, he cursed the world since he couldn’t die peacefully, and that
curse remained as poison.
I blinked.
-Yup. You remember the zombie virus that spread when the Constellation of the Murim
world died? Think of this as a stronger version.
“What?”
I was dumbfounded.
“People live here, even though it’s all over the atmosphere? And for a thousand
years? Are they nuts?”
-Yeah, they’re nuts. But the guys who get up here have some basic abilities, whether it’s
aura, magic, skills, or even a Constellation’s blessing. What are you doing, Zombie?
Hurry up and use your aura as protection.
I did as Bae Hu-ryeong instructed and drew on my aura. After enveloping my whole
body with the red aura, I especially made sure to strengthen my lungs. I sighed for a
moment, turning my head to look at Bae Hu-ryeong.
-Uh…
Bae Hu-ryeong uncharacteristically hesitated. His eyebrows furrowed, and his face
seemed to reflect that he was considering what to say.
“Kieeeeek!”
I turned around.
“Kioeeek!”
However, the problem was that I didn’t know any toads with approximately 36 legs
or shark teeth.
-Who knows? He was probably a person much like you. A human who ate, shat, and
talked shit like you do. Well, maybe 20 years ago.
While Bae Huo-ryeong was leisurely speaking, boing! A two-ton monster toad leaped
forward. Anybody could tell that it was rushing toward me. I was taken aback, but I
focused my aura on my feet and jumped far away.
Ba-ba-bang!
The ground shook. The boom was a little too brisk to say that it was the toad’s fault.
The ground had caved in, forming what looked like a small crater.
“Ah, fuck.”
I pulled out the Holy Sword and used the Infernal Heavens Demonic Art. Chwak! The
blade wrapped in red aura sliced through the monster toad’s waist.
-Ah.
-Sorry, Kim Zombie. I didn’t warn you earlier, but… From the 50th floor, it’s literally a
world of demons. There will be a lot of times you’ll get screwed if you act according to
your old common sense.
That moment, something sprang out from the sliced cross-sections of the monster
toad. It was a leg that looked like a tentacle. Instantly, dozens of tentacles fell out,
bringing the toad back to its feet.
“Kieeeek!”
“Kiyoook!”
-If you’re scared, keep staring at the Magic Towers. If you stare for more than 23
seconds, they’ll talk to you. ‘Who the fuck’s looking at us?’ and such. Then, if you ask
them to save you, wizards on brooms will come to the rescue. What do you think?
Aren’t they nice?
I wasn’t just imagining it; Bae Hu-ryeong had been grinning for a while. And if Bae
Hu-ryeong was grinning, there was a very high probability that he was messing with
me.
In other words.
-Heh, you’ve got some brains. How did you know? They’ll make you sign a soul-draining
contract that takes 12 years of your life as collateral. Zombie, you have SSS-class skills,
so you’ll get a lot of love from them. How envious!
Frick…
When I turned around, three old men in shabby cloaks were beckoning. Their clothes
were caked with filth like they were homeless, but their eyes revealed profound
wisdom. The voice was also so desperate that I almost went to them without
thinking.
-Heh.
However, I couldn’t do that because of Bae Hu-ryeong’s mug staring at me, which
made my mind pause. My feet stopped on instinct.
“This way!”
“Quickly!”
“This way!”
But instead of spines on its back, there were three old men.
“This is insane…”
In short, they weren’t actually old men at all. The monster’s back was just a lure to
draw people in and eat them.
-Hey, hey. As expected of Kim Zombie. You’re naive, but you know how to use your head.
What kind of place is this? Thinking rationally, would there be old people helping you
for no reason? Hmm?
“Kieeeeek!”
“Kiyooook!”
“Quickly!”
-There are a few ‘exceptions,’ but it’s mostly like this. Welcome to the Demon World,
where cosmic horrors dance, crow-tit. Now do you see how normal and sensible a
Hunter I am?
“I will cut.”
A voice that used aura to directly enter your head. It was the telepathy skill, Sound
Transmission. I quickly ducked my head as the voice decreed. At that moment, the
sound of wind being cut and a horrifying attack passed over my head.
Chwaaaak!
I stopped talking. The monster toads did not move and stayed cut.
As he said, the monster toads were split in exact halves down the center of their
bodies. Somehow, that caused them to die permanently.
“Next.”
The Sound Transmission user immediately pointed his sword at the monster
hedgehog.
He swung.
Kwaang…!
Despite the fearsome aura, the monster hedgehog took the hits like they were
insignificant.
‘It’s like the Lady of the Golden Silk when she had the blessing… ’
The monster hedgehog rushed forth like it was taking no damage, but the Sound
Transmission user continued to strike blow after blow.
“This way,”
Boom…!
The cries of the old man on the left were buried by the explosive slash.
“Run,”
Boom…!
The cries of the old man on the right were buried by an explosive slash.
“Come here,”
Boom…!
The cries of the old man in the center were buried in the blast of the cut.
The moment the sound of the old men’s cries were buried in the explosions, the
hedgehog fell apart like sand.
Extensive knowledge of the prey and the overwhelming power to utilize that
knowledge.
‘A Hunter… ’
“Lefanta Aegim…”
I’ve met all sorts of people so far. I met someone who swung a sword bleaker than a
snowfield. I met someone who had a heart colder than a white lily. However, it was
the first time I met someone with eyes like the man before me.
“Uh…”
[However, Shiny still doesn’t understand why her former owner betrayed her. She
wonders if she should be angry before getting excited!]
Lefanta Aegim looked down at my sword belt. The Holy Sword rattled, fiercely
conveying her thoughts. Lefanta Aegim’s impassive gaze had a hint of curiosity
within it.
“Is it a magic sword? Or perhaps an ego sword… You should hide the fact you have
unique items as much as you can here, stranger. There are many hyenas who seek to
take the skills and equipment of newbies who enter the 50th floor.”
‘Huh?’
I was suspicious.
It was weird. Lefanta Aegim was talking like it was the first time he had seen [The
Guardian Goddess]. If the young man in front of me really was the Constellation
Killer, there was no way he wouldn’t remember who this Holy Sword was.
I took off the Holy Sword from my belt and showed it to Lefanta Aegim. When I
pulled it out from its scabbard a little, a bright light glowed from the blade.
“Mm.”
Nonetheless.
Lefanta Aegim faced the light of the Holy Sword, the manifestation of the
Constellation that was once like his arms and legs, and… frowned, like he knew
nothing.
“It seems like the item has some sort of relation to me. But I don’t remember… No, it
would be insensible for it to expect me to recall any connections I once had.”
“What?”
“I have amnesia. Stranger, I cannot remember anything that happened more than a
week ago.”
3.
“It’s dangerous to keep talking in this wasteland. Follow me. I know an alehouse
that’s comparatively safer.”
Saying that, Lefanta Aegim guided me there. Since it was my first time on the 50th
floor, I obediently followed his lead.
“Oi…”
We passed some Hunters on the way to the alehouse. They were probably the
greatest Hunters of their worlds. But even they took a step back and shuddered
when they saw the Constellation Killer.
[‘The Lone Seeker of Truth’ is interested in this existence they have never seen
before.]
[‘The Eye Living in the Labyrinth’ shows wariness toward the Constellation Killer’s
companion.]
Numerous Constellations.
“…Annoying.”
Lefanta Aegim also seemed to sense the Constellations’ messages.
He muttered, “Get lost, all of you. If a Constellation stays and keeps bothering me, I’ll
hunt and kill your apostle starting today. You can keep loafing if you want war. This is
your last warning.”
As Lefanta Aegim finished talking, the messages from the Constellations abruptly
stopped. The constricting air around us became a bit lighter.
“Some of them seem interested in you. Stranger, did you do something to the
Constellations?”
“…Mahos’s apostle?”
Lefanta Aegim’s tone changed. He took out an old notebook, read something, then
crooked his eyebrows in apparent surprise.
“You’re better than you look. All of the apostles of Mahos are, without exception,
outstanding in battle. They also have troublesome blessings. He must have been a
difficult opponent… How did you kill him?”
“Whenever you are ambushed, you can run. There is no risk of being surrounded and
trapped inside the building. It does make it easier to be shot, though. Bartender, give
me my usual.”
“Oi. You know that the place became open-air after you blew the building away…?”
The bald bartender cursed under his breath. Lefanta Aegim sat at a table, blase.
“Hey, youngster. I don’t know what’s up, but don’t get involved with that madman.
Over 600 huntsmen around here are trying to kill him. Keep your distance unless
you have a death wish.”
“To be precise, there are 1127. However, only three Hunters can actually threaten
me. One of them disappeared 154 years ago, and there’s been no word since.
Technically, the stranger is safer with me than without.”
“You nutcase…”
In any case, it seemed that the Constellation Killer was famous on the 50th floor for
being a nutjob.
The Aegim Empire that he founded nearly perished. The cause of that perishing
would have been because he sealed [The Guardian Goddess], allowing [The Devil
King of Fall Rain] a chance to sprout.
Because of his actions, [The Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon] was destroyed and
[The Tale of Sormwyn Academy] had also been put at risk…
“……”
Lefanta Aegim carefully listened to my voice while drinking a mysterious red drink.
His expression remained the same the whole time. Occasionally, he would take out
his notebook and check something.
“…I see.”
“I hear your story. And verifying it against my diary, I think most of it is true.”
“A diary?”
“It may look like a normal notebook, but it’s a holy relic of a Constellation called [The
Great Puppy]. It has infinite pages and a convenient search function. I write down
what I do every day. Thanks to that, I do not lose my life despite my amnesia.”
“……”
“As you said,” he bluntly stated, “it’s been written that I built a nation called the
Aegim Empire in the past.”
“The heirloom that was a fragment of a goddess… You said the Sacrifice Sword was
passed down? True, I did sleep with a woman in that world. Raviel Ivansia, the
woman you met, is most likely a distant descendant from her and me. You said she
had the same silver hair as me… I’m certain. How curious.”
Something…
“You may have learned of my past with a skill like [Exposing the Dark Past] or
[Historian].”
“But I don’t have a past to read. There is no possibility that you’ve stolen and read
this relic. It’s written in a code that only I know. Therefore, stranger, I will accept
your testimonies as the truth.”
His petty principles caused innocent people to be hurt. I would boldly point to the
countless people he had sacrificed.
“So.”
How can I hold him accountable for something he doesn’t even remember?
“What reward?”
“Of course,” said the Constellation Killer. “My mistakes come down to two things.
First, I did not think of the possibility that new Constellations would be born if a
Constellation disappeared in a world. Second, I neglected the fact that a dead
Constellation could place a curse on the world.”
I…
“I did not intend for other Constellations to invade a world after the death of a
Constellation. But no matter how many worlds a Constellation rules over, it all ends
when I kill it. Reducing the number of Constellations is not a mistake. Therefore, my
errors include only the two mentioned earlier.”
After he finished talking, the Constellation Killer took out a pen and wrote something
in his notebook.
“I recorded them. I will not make the same mistakes in the future. Tell me what you
want as an expression of my gratitude for this advice.”
Advice.
Gratitude, he said.
“The common folk who lived in the land of rivers and lakes turned into Jiangshi and
died.”
Twitch.
The Holy Sword, which had been listening to my conversation in its scabbard,
trembled once.
“One of them was an old man who, even as he was dying, made his grave on a boat
because he didn’t want to trouble others. There was a young child who took care of
her peers as they all struggled to survive.”
“……”
“Each and every one of them met a terrible death. Let me ask you, Constellation
Killer. What do you think of them?”
“Nothing,” said Lefanta Aegim. “As I said, it was my blunder for not taking care of the
aftermath of the Constellation’s death. But mistakes happen. As I said, the only thing
I can do is give a reward for pointing out those mistakes.”
“Ha.”
“I have a duty to exterminate all Constellations. I mustn’t stop until I fulfill that duty.”
I.
“That’s quite the tremendous task. Why is it that you shoulder such an obligation?”
“I expected as much. Why? Do you think I won’t understand that noble duty?”
“Oh, of course.”
“Then, can you at least answer this? Why are you using a Constellation’s relic when
you claim you have to destroy all Constellations? Your words don’t match your
actions.”
“That’s something I can answer. I intend to destroy it after all Constellations are
exterminated.”
“You learned from the case of the Devil King of Fall Rain that a Constellation can rise
in a world where the previous Constellation died. What will you do about that?”
“What is it?”
“I cannot say.”
“This tangent has gone on for too long. Let’s go back to the main topic.”
Reward.
“I cannot die as you asked me to before. Because my duty is not finished, I cannot
give you my death as a reward.”
He was probably reading the words on the first page of his diary.
“……”
I reached for my dagger, but I stopped my hand mid-way. Instead, I took out the
handkerchief that I kept near my heart. I briefly buried my nose into the
handkerchief that carried Raviel’s blue scent.
Hm.
“…All right.”
My anger subsided.
I thought quickly. How could I hunt the Hunter in front of me, a Hunter whose
strength I couldn’t fathom?
It was simple.
This wasn’t the first time I hunted a Hunter stronger than me.
“What is it?”
“While I am on the 50th floor, please keep me safe no matter what happens.”
“I’m not just asking for you to protect my life. Please thoroughly protect my body and
mind from harm. Of course, tricking or forcing me out the 50th floor is forbidden.”
“I do not know what you’re thinking. From hearing your story so far, I can tell that
you are a very righteous person. Not only that, but you also have power and
ingenuity. The offer just now does not agree with your personality.”
“You can’t die. You can’t abandon your duty. And now, you can’t even protect me on
the 50th floor? You’re quite something. Then, what kind of reward can you give me?”
“…I’m merely concerned about the traps that lurk in your request.”
“If there is a trap, so what? You seem confident in your ability. Overcome it with your
skills.”
“……”
“All right.”
He moved his fountain pen. Scritch, scratch. His writing seeped into the diary.
“I will write your proposal on the first page. Until the end of my existence, your
proposal will be the logic that drives my thoughts and actions.”
Okay.
I caught him.
‘Sword Emperor.’
-Yeah?
‘You said that you knocked down a Magic Tower 150 years ago.’
Pointing to the spires that stretched to the gray sky, Bae Hu-ryeong had spoken.
-I did. There are a lot of things in life I think I’ve done very well, and that’s one of the
top six things I’ve done.
‘What did you say when you were destroying it? Do you remember?’
-How are you, fucktards? You gotta air out the place sometime. People can’t live all
cooped up. C’mon, I’m in a good mood! I’ll remodel it for free today! Hehe.
Bae Hu-ryeong suddenly tilted his head as he recalled his past glory.
Right on.
Impassively.
-I told you not to look there, yeah? They’ll know if you look at it for over 23 seconds.
You’ll never be able to handle them at your level. Or… what? Are you going to ask them
to kill the Constellation Killer for you? Quit it. Not even they would jump a strong guy
like the Constellation Killer. Both sides will lose.
「You look like a brat who hasn’t even taken off your newbie shirt. I’ll let you go
since this is your first offense. If you plan to stay in this neighborhood, don’t look
here. You might die.」
A voice soaked in boredom. The voice sounded like a public servant who obviously
didn’t want to work.
「Oh, you’re with the Constellation-crazed dude? Pfft. Your luck is bad. Should I help
you? If you accept now, I can send you an instant escape scroll for a 30-year
subordination contract.」
I opened my mouth.
“Fucktards.”
“You gotta air out the place sometime. People can’t live all cooped up.”
「…… 」
“C’mon, I’m in a good mood! I’ll remodel it for free today. Hehe.”
Silence.
-Oh, my.
That moment.
Kiiiieeeeek!
An ear-splitting sound blared from the five spires at once. It was like five fingernails
were scratching the sky. Shatter! The bald bartender dropped a glass cup in surprise.
The Hunters walking on the street also covered their ears.
“Wh-what?!”
“What’s happening…”
And.
-Swoooord Emperrrrrooorrr!!
-You’re back, Sword Emperor! I knew you’d come back someday! Even when the
Constellations announced your death, we had no doubt that you wouldn’t truly die, you
son of a bitch! Are you possessing that kid? A reincarnation? Whatever! It doesn’t
matter anyway!
-We’ll kill you! We’ll kill you dead! We’ll tear your soul to pieces, scatter it across the
universe, and shit on it! Kill him! Kill him!! Kill that guy right now! Chase him to hell
with the name and history of the Magic Tower at stake!
Hundreds, thousands, and tens of thousands of shadows soared from the spires.
“Now.”
“……”
“I understand the logic behind your behavior. You see that it is impossible to defeat
me with your own power, so you bring in outside forces. I judged that a beginner
who had just arrived on the 50th floor could not mobilize others, but…”
Even as the Constellation Killer spoke, countless meteor showers split apart the gray
sky. Shaaa—! Like fireworks shot from afar, thousands of attacks stacked with
tremendous magic power rained down.
“I was mistaken.”
The meteor showers rushed toward us, growing faster and faster. However, the
Constellation Killer was indifferent. With a nonchalant glance, he scribbled
something in his diary with the fountain pen.
“In the future, I will keep strong outside intervention in mind even when dealing
with novices.”
The Hunters around us reacted faster than the Constellation Killer. Pop! Poof!
Everywhere, teleportation scrolls were being torn. It must have been a necessity for
the Hunters living on the 50th floor. The bald bartender did so too, but just before he
ran away, he screamed at us.
“Hey! Constellation Killer! You’ll be responsible for the remodeling fee again, so don’t
forget to write it down! You have to pay for the scroll, too!”
“All right.”
Snap.
“As promised, I will protect you with all my might from now, stranger.”
Finally, the meteor shower was thundering down on our surroundings. Boom! Boom!
The meteorites destroyed the streets like indiscriminate bombs. As the storm of
destruction was about to hit the open-air tavern, a hand gripped my wrist tightly.
The Constellation Killer avoided the barrage of meteors that filled the sky with only
slight movements. One step. Two steps. Every time he pulled me and moved, a
meteor struck down close by.
-Oh?
-Hey, Constellation-crazy bastard! Why are you getting in the way? Fuck off! Our Magic
Tower’s got a grudge against the guy you’re with! If you don’t want grievances with the
great wand, be good and disappear!
The Constellation Killer waved his right hand. As he did, the dust cloud from the
meteor shower was cleared away at once. The Constellation Killer himself was fine,
of course, and so was I.
The Constellation Killer took out his notebook with his left hand and read it.
“The Magic Tower is an extremely egoistic group. Being egoists, they can be
negotiated with by either using their interests or harming them. I am one who can
cause serious damage to you. So, negotiate.”
-That’s our sworn enemy and foe! We. Cannot. Live. Under. The. Same. Sky!
-Hey! Hey! Guys! Let me know if any of you know how much memory the Constellation
Killer has?
In the sky, tens of thousands of wizards were riding on brooms. One of them replied.
-This is the public relations chair of the constant surveillance group, reporting in!
Chief! The Constellation Killer currently has seven days of memories!
-It doesn’t matter! Take them both out, including the Constellation maniac! As of now,
the Magic Tower is entering a full mobilization situation! From the first finger to the
fifth, all who belong to the Magic Tower must hunt the Sword Emperor and the
Constellation Killer! I’ll say it again, bastards! I’m calling for a full mobilization!
The Constellation Killer scanned the diary. Then, he nodded. He took out a rubber
band—a yellow rubber band that could be bought inexpensively in the outside
world—and tied back his long, silver hair.
“……”
I watched the Constellation Killer slowly tie his hair right beside me. It probably only
took two seconds in terms of time. However, I could tell that the action was a ritual,
one of the few that he had left.
-Kill them!!
-Yes!
The wizards got into battle formation in the gray sky. Their formation looked like a
huge ring. Hundreds of wizards formed five rings and began to sing in unison.
-Oh.
-There are five spires over there. Each has a Constellation sealed in the basement. Well,
I say sealed, but they’re really imprisoned. Anyway, the sealed Constellations’ power is
borrowed through the song, and the effect…
[Warning. The area you are in has been designated as the target of a spell.]
‘The heck?’
-That’s called the spider web. That’s why they’re nicknamed “spiders.”
Indeed, they were a monstrous group who had ruled the 50th floor for over a
thousand years. They drastically reduced their opponents’ fighting power before the
battle even began. And Bae Hu-ryeong, who had torn up this spider web 150 years
ago… must have been a monster among monsters.
One human who could fight against that monster was in front of my eyes.
At some point, the Constellation Killer had summoned a sword into his right hand.
First step.
The Constellation Killer lightly swung his sword like he was dancing.
His move was more like a typhoon than the swing of a sword. A blue aura sliced the
gray sky into two. One of the six rings in the sky was caught by the typhoon.
-R-regroup! Regroup!
-Retreat!
Hundreds of wizards screamed and fell. There were also wizards who lost control of
their brooms and plunged to the ground. The wizards’ pointy hats fluttered like
black flower petals.
“Strengthening one blow. In return, I give up my memories of the sound of the rain
falling from the sky.”
-Break the thumb ring! Break the index finger ring! It’s hard to keep rank!
-Ch-chief! As expected, it’s too difficult to fight the Constellation Killer when he has a
full week’s memories!
-That damned Constellation-maniac bastard! All right, so shut up and attack! Charge!
The wizards shot fireballs. They spat out ice. The ground on which the Constellation
Killer and I stood sprouted tree roots and weeds instantaneously, grabbing hold of
our ankles. The air was crawling. The jungle grew denser. Fog spread and hindered
our vision. An unfathomable number of magic and wonders covered the two of us.
And.
The Constellation Killer merely held a diary in one hand and his sword in the other.
“In exchange, I give up my memories of children’s smiles.”
The fireballs were snuffed out. The ice blocks shattered. The tree roots were sliced
through, the weeds rotted. A blue wind blew through the air, and the jungle
disappeared. After the fog cleared, the wizards groaned.
-Break the middle finger ring! Break the ring finger ring! The pinky finger ring, too!
The magicians attacked relentlessly. However, there was no use. The Constellation
Killer fought by discarding his memories of the drink he just had, the streets he
walked on yesterday, and other trivial memories.
-What do you think? Isn’t his battle strategy the complete opposite of yours?
-The Constellation Killer also uses a kind of demonic art. Zombie, the Infernal Heavens
Demonic Art that you used is based on your memories. The memory of hunger, the
memory of solitude… The Constellation Killer is the reverse. He discards his memories.
One by one, he discarded his memories. The Constellation Killer’s tone was light, and
his sword was simple. His fighting was calm, in that sense.
However, not a single memory he cast away was insignificant. The longer the fight
continued, the more memories opened like boxes, one after the other. They were
Pandora’s Boxes. A box with contents that evaporated after being opened.
-He rarely has memories for more than a week. It’s because that guy leaves to hunt a
Constellation after a week. A week’s memories are enough for him to hunt a
Constellation.
“……”
-Did he say he had amnesia? Technically, that’s wrong. That guy is fulfilling his duty at
the expanse of his memories.
That was…
[Shiny remembers that her former master did not fight that way in the past. She does
not know when or why he became like this.]
Before I knew it, the Magic Tower’s army was utterly exhausted.
All of the circular rings had long been destroyed.
At first, they formed strict ranks, attacking and retreating from the Constellation
Killer… but they seemed to have reached their limit. Their formation crumbled.
Wizards attacked sporadically.
-Ch-chief. See, we can’t fight the Constellation Killer with one week’s worth of
memories…
-If you force more magic here, the damage will not be little!
-The surveillance team has been making noise since earlier. Chief. The Constellations
have noticed the anomalies and are watching closely. There is a high probability that
they’ll attack us when we are weakened.
-Euk!
The one who seemed to be the wizards’ chief ground her teeth. She took off her
pointy hat and crumpled it in her left hand. With immense anger in her eyes, the
wizard stared at me.
-Look, Zombie. This is why it’s a problem when someone’s just too awesome.
-I know well that you have made an alliance with the Constellation Killer! Expect our
return! Our Magic Tower will do whatever it takes to hunt you down! This time, we end
with a simple battle of power, but next time, for sure…!
-Woah… Chief, that’s typically the line a loser says while fleeing…
-Shh. Don’t bother the chief now. You’ll be turned into a frog and eaten.
-I’ll definitely kick your ass!!
When the wizards scattered and their ensigns retreated, the Constellation Killer
opened his mouth.
-What?!
-……
“For the next week, you are completely forbidden from attacking or scheming
against me or this man. Attacking and scheming includes all acts and incidents that
would cause us harm. Both indirect and direct methods are forbidden, and if a
subjective judgment is required, the person who decides will be decided by us.
Hence, your subjectivity is not allowed.”
-I’ll bury you along with the Sword Emperor, Constellation Killer.
-Tsk!
The wizards turned their brooms. Like a swarm of locusts in the fall, they populated
the sky and slowly drove away.
Nobody was around except for the Constellation Killer and myself.
“……”
-Gongja.
-Don’t overlook it. That guy is trying to stall for as much time as he can by talking to
you. Don’t see him as a human. He’s nothing but a weapon who moves fully according
to what he has written.
‘Yes.’
‘I know.’
“Yet, I cannot attack you according to my promise. I can only defend or evade your
attacks… It’s a dangerous situation. It will be particularly dangerous if you are the
Sword Emperor or his reincarnation, as the Magic Tower Master said.”
“My name is Death King. I am the young master of the Demonic Sect and the spouse
of the Duchess of Ivansia.”
The Constellation Killer opened his diary and wrote down some words. He must
have written down my name. The Constellation Killer asked me a question while he
moved his fountain pen.
“It is written in the diary. However, as far as the memories in my head, I have none. I
have no memory of hunger.”
I nodded.
Kim ■ blinked.
-This is…?
A voice was coming from the sword. The voice of a goddess. It was the cry of the
Constellation who had summoned him. Though he could recognize the goddess, Kim
■’s head felt weirdly numb.
It was like his memory was tainted with soot. No matter how he tried to dig it out
and remember, only black dust stuck to his fingers.
-You were caught in an ambush you couldn’t handle, and you would have lost if you
continued as you were, so… warrior-nim used the power of the Salvation Sword for the
first time.
-Salvation…
-Yes. If you abandon something, you receive a proportionate amount of power. Warrior-
nim, you discarded [one syllable of your name].
No matter what.
In return was the sight before him. With a single swing of his sword, the whole area
turned into ruins.
The group who attacked with evil schemes had been vaporized without a trace. Once
again, the hero survived insurmountable odds.
Kim ■ muttered.
-I didn’t like that name anyway. I can’t believe throwing away one syllable gave me this
much power.
Kim ■ was a bit surprised that his name was worth so much.
His name, as well as the life he lived before he entered this other world, had no value.
-Hwiya.
-Yes, warrior-nim…
Lefanta Aegim.
Kim ■ had never called himself that, but at some point, people began to revere him
with that name.
2.
The land through which the wizards traipsed turned into a wasteland.
First form.
Sword of Starvation.
The sword bore the motion of a desperately starving child’s hand. Nails that
scratched the sky. With the most primal movement and the most primal cry, I cut the
head of the Constellation Killer.
The Constellation Killer gripped his sword. Clash! The blade and sword clashed. The
Constellation Killer blocked my attack and met my eyes, expressionless.
Blue eyes.
“An odd technique,” remarked the Constellation Killer.
“Does your martial art use aura as internal energy? Genuine martial artists are said
to obsess over cultivation of internal energy. Perhaps you learned this
swordsmanship not from the Righteous Sect but an evil sect, like the Demonic Sect
you spoke of…”
I swung my sword.
Second form.
Sword of Thirst.
A coarse wind blew through the wasteland. The fetid sand scattered and flew about.
Death by dehydration. Though the seas were abundant, a man died of thirst, unable
to drink a single sip. To him, the world was a desert. I called forth one man’s desert
and lashed out at the Constellation Killer.
Facing the wind of the desert, the Constellation Killer blinked. Clash! Again, my
sword was blocked by his.
“You are a righteous human being. Your sense of justice is built on a foundation of
righteousness, so you…”
“Baraya.”
I recited a prayer.
“Baraya.”
The only prayer I allowed.
The red aura wailed. My blood was crawling. My accumulated memories, the scenes
of death I collected, and the things that have happened on my path answered my
prayers.
“Agabaraya.”
When one could not drink despite being surrounded by seawater, there was death.
When one’s breath was suffocated by seawater, there was death. There were so many
ways for a person to die; the alley I caught a glimpse of, the ground that I stepped on,
were all places that had witnessed someone’s death.
Third form.
“……”
I clenched my teeth.
‘I get it now.’
A hundred fifty years ago, Bae Hu-ryeong had faced this warrior.
Bae Hu-ryeong had fought Master because he knew it—he had seen it in person.
Then, in the end, I would turn out like the man before me.
“Lefanta Aegim!”
I swung my sword.
Fourth form.
Sword of Freezing.
“I do.”
Our eyes met.
“If I am righteous…”
“You…”
“I…”
“Say?!”
“Said.”
Lefanta Aegim’s voice reverberated like the rain and covered my cry.
But as Bae Hu-ryeong said, Lefanta Aegim was in a situation where he had no choice
but to talk. To create time he could discard, he opened his mouth.
He spoke of righteousness.
“You said that you defeated the constellation called [The Evangelist of Everlasting
Happiness]. Then, you must know. The humans there were infected by the
Constellation without the right to choose, and they were forced into happiness.”
He spoke of rights.
“How about [The Warhorse of the Eternal Plains]? The world becomes a mere
battlefield under that Constellation’s hooves. It becomes an arena. Everyday
conversations turn into pointed arguments. There is no room for freedom there.”
He spoke of freedom.
“Yes.”
“I am—”
“You’re just a machine that moves based on what it says in your diary! Where’s the
freedom in that?”
The Constellation Killer swung his sword with his right hand, but he did not let go of
the diary in his left hand. His indifferent eyes glanced over the diary.
“My reply is this. If I can forsake the freedom of one person, myself, to save the
freedom of everyone else, I should. That was my decision, and I had made that
decision when my mind was free. Therefore…”
Sword of Poison.
“What’s different between your actions and the actions of the Constellations you just
talked about?”
“……”
The Constellation Killer hesitated to reply. But it was brief. The Constellation Killer
quickly defended against my blow that contained the poisons of the world.
“Whether you smell flowers for a week, watch the sunset, drink, eat, feel the wind, or
whatever, it’s all useless! You just throw it away, again and again!”
“…The Constellations are a harmful influence on the world. They infect the minds of
humans with their images and thoughts. With that infection, humans become one.
There is no choice,”
“So, to give humans at least the freedom of choice, the Constellations must…”
“What is…”
Sixth form.
Sword of Illness.
“Different about…”
Seventh form.
“…I throw away all of the dreams I’ve had this week. I throw away the pain of being
injured. I throw away the landscapes of the morning, day, evening, and night…”
“You just move according to your diary! Constellations would be better! At least
Constellations are conscious of their actions. Your life is dictated by words!”
Eighth form.
Sword of Incineration.
“If killing Constellations is your sole mission and duty—kill yourself first! Sky-killing
Constellation!”
Ninth form.
Sword of Suicide.
My sword pierced the Constellation Killer. But it wasn’t his flesh sliced by my sword
tip. It was the diary. The old notebook that the Constellation Killer could not look
away from until the end.
“……”
He fought a fierce battle against the spiders of the Magic Tower, and he had a
consecutive match against me. The memories that he had accumulated during the
week were exhausted. Finally, the metaphorical gun had been taken out of the
Constellation Killer’s hands.
“One second—discard.”
Despite reaching this end, the Constellation Killer did not let up. He still had
something to throw away. No, he had a constant stream of things he could discard.
Moment by moment.
While sacrificing his seconds, he swung his sword, called forth aura, and shielded
himself.
All right.
I came all the way here with the screams of the snowfield, the screams of the heart,
the child, and in the end, of course it was his scream, the one that caused the others.
“One second, discard.”
The Constellation Killer muttered and swung his sword. There was no tone in his
voice, so it was colorless. His eyes did not carry his feelings, so they were indifferent.
The colorless and indifferent man’s silver hair became disheveled as he continued to
block my attacks.
“One second…”
“…discard.”
“One second.”
Without stopping, we swung our swords. Blood spilled from his shoulder. Blood
burst from his calves. Each time my sword connected, red spilled onto the gray
wasteland.
“Dis…”
I buried my sword into the Constellation Killer’s chest. He was unable to stop my
advance. Thud! The Constellation Killer fell backwards. I pinned him down so he
couldn’t move an inch, raising my sword high.
“Lefanta Aegim.”
“One second…”
“——.”
Blood gurgled back from his mouth. His esophagus was blocked. He couldn’t speak.
The Constellation Killer looked up at me with eyes devoid of emotion. As he looked
up, he moved his lips, but his voice was blocked by his blood.
“…dis…”
“……”
Blood flowed from the chest that once contained the heartbeat to the mouth that
once contained his voice. The blood spread to our surroundings more and more in
concentric circles. The Constellation Killer’s hair, a silver halfway between white and
gray, was soaked in the pool of blood.
“……”
Slowly.
I quietly pulled the blade from the Constellation Killer’s heart. His corpse looked
docile. He lay in the pool of his own blood without expression, like someone who had
been destined to die from the beginning.
At that moment…
[‘The Eye Living in the Labyrinth’ looks wary of you at this unbelievable event.]
-What?
Of course, it wasn’t only the Constellations who reacted to the death of the
Constellation Killer.
-What? Wait, what… Did the Constellation Killer just die? Really?
A dull voice resounded in the gray sky. The chief of the wizards who had just warred
against the Constellation Killer, the so-called Magic Tower Master, was in shock.
That voice was only the beginning. People started to flock to the wasteland. One by
one, the Hunters who had fled the battle between the Constellation Killer and the
Magic Tower approached.
Though they were shocked, they did not rush and pile on top of me. There was an
alertness in their eyes. They were wary of a newcomer who had suddenly hunted the
Constellation Killer.
I caught my breath, which had become feverish during my fight with the
Constellation Killer.
‘If they discover that my fighting prowess is less than they think, I don’t know when
or how they’ll attack.’
I was only able to hunt the Constellation Killer through a trap. If we were both fully
prepared, I would have lost 100 percent no matter how many times we fought. The
other Hunters weren’t aware of this fact yet… It was really lucky that they weren’t.
‘I should hurry.’
In my mind, I was already thinking of the Great Library’s majestic lobby. Soon, my
body would be transmitted there, carrying the Constellation Killer’s corpse. Then, I
would coax [The Corner Librarian] to follow my schemes.
“……?”
“Transmit.”
I muttered again, but it was the same. I remained in the desolate field. The glutenous
blood from the Constellation Killer’s corpse soaked my back. Hundreds of Hunters
stared at me in confusion.
“……”
The Constellation Killer was unmistakably dead. And yet, no voice declared to me
that [the stage has been cleared].
“Hold on, my observation skill says that guy’s level is only B-Class.”
“B-Class?”
While I was urgently thinking, the Hunters began to murmur. The air of
astonishment ebbed away. Astonishment slowly turned into alertness, and alertness
soon became suspicion.
“Don’t joke.”
“Well, he must have a camouflage skill. The Constellation Killer is at least S-Class, so
there’s no way he’d die to a B-Class.”
“Are there any Hunters who were active when the Sword Emperor was alive?”
Uneasiness rippled through the air. It wasn’t just because I could see the Hunters
sniffing about. It wasn’t because each of those Hunters was a higher level than me
and thus dangerous.
A Hunter’s intuition.
“……”
-……
Next to me, Bae Hu-ryeong was smirking.
-I don’t know what you mean. I already gave you all the advice I’ll give.
Saying so, Bae Hu-ryeong grinned. The corners of his mouth were filled with
mischief. Shit. Cursing in my mind, I recalled the advice he gave me.
『Gongja.』
『Don’t see him as a human. He’s nothing but a weapon that moves fully according to
what he has written.』
‘What would I do if I was Lefanta Aegim? He’s a man who calculates everything
obsessively. Wouldn’t he naturally have plans for if he died?’
I saw Lefanta Aegim’s face for the first time in a trauma. Bae Hu-ryeong was with me
then, too. He had immediately recognized Lefanta Aegim’s identity.
『Even at a glance, I can recognize that he’s definitely the Constellation Killer.』
『I was wondering what kind of world such a madman was born in, that brat. So he’s
from Aegim.』
I asked Bae Hu-ryeong what sort of relationship he had with the man. Bae Hu-ryeong
shrugged.
In other words…
Feeling the Constellation Killer’s blood drip down my spine, I looked at Bae Hu-
ryeong.
‘You… ’
-Yeah.
‘There is no way a person like you would spare the Constellation Killer.’
He was a crazy nutjob, but he had a noble attitude when it came to swords and
martial arts.
Bae Hu-ryeong killed my master. He killed her in a fair match. Master was beautiful,
and she was as kind as she was beautiful. Bae Hu-ryeong recognized it, saying that
[this was the doctrine of the Demonic Cult], and cut her.
-Heh.
After subduing the Constellation Killer… there was no way that Bae Hu-ryeong
wouldn’t have killed him.
-This is why I like you. You have to be smart to be a Hunter. There are three qualities a
Hunter needs. Intelligence, to plan a way to win. Courage, to execute the plan. Skill, to
succeed in the execution. You have to be smart, adaptive, and competent.
There was only one conclusion.
Bae Hu-ryeong must have killed the Constellation Killer in the past.
I.
“–I throw away the white flower I saw when I looked down on my way here.”
I was only able to avoid the blow because I was extremely tense and wary of my
surroundings. I had reinforced my vision and hearing, all five senses, with my aura as
much as I could. As I keenly observed the flow of air, I felt a blade that tore the flow
apart.
In exchange, I survived.
Kwaaaang!
The wasteland was completely uprooted. The ground broke. The sudden blow had
waylaid even the crowd who had gathered to look at me. Unlike me, not all of them
had been paying attention. Over twenty Hunters died due to this bit of carelessness.
It happened in an instant.
“On the way, I saw an old man planting something in a flower pot.”
Someone took a step. Thud. The man’s footsteps echoed in the dense wasteland of
screams and groans.
“The flowerpot was small. Petite. The man’s life had become old and lacking, and he
was planting his all into a single flowerpot. For a moment, I saw the flowerpot that
contained the old man’s life. Life, regardless of size, can be beautiful so long as it can
be contained somewhere.”
A gale blew.
[‘The Warhorse of the Eternal Plains’ abandons the plan to attack you.]
The man’s hood slipped because of the wind that he himself caused.
“I couldn’t understand them, so I shan’t say they were voices. But I cannot say it was
mere noise because I wanted to understand them. The allure of something you don’t
understand. I wondered if that was a sign of beauty. I thought the sound of the alley
was beautiful.”
Silver hair.
“While walking, I stepped on the ground. The feeling of touching the ground was new
to me. It was firm. It was nice. I thought that maybe the people of the world would
become nicer if they walked around on bare feet. Then, I felt pained because I
thought they would step on a glass shard. The people who walk barefoot in this
world are good people, but that is why they will always be in pain.”
Blue eyes.
“I deduce that the one who murdered me is in this group. Among them, the person
with the highest possibility of being the killer is… the one that was carrying my
corpse.”
An old notebook.
“It is the first time I’ve died in 153 years, 7 months, and 2 days. The Hunter who
killed me in the past, the Sword Emperor, was distinctly more skilled than I. Thus, I
added a rule on page 2. [If I am about to be killed by an opponent stronger than me, I
will escape]. This is the lesson I gained after dying three times in three battles
against the Sword Emperor.”
The silver-haired man scanned the old notebook with his blue eyes.
“From my judgment.”
“You avoided two of my blows. But if you were a fighter on the Sword Emperor’s
level, you would have counterattacked immediately after dodging. The Sword
Emperor said his level of martial arts was called the Dawn Circle Sword. Your skills
are not on that level.”
“This means that you are smart enough to devise a method that I cannot guess. A
Hunter who is smarter than me is dangerous. If you gain more outstanding power
than you have now, you may grow into a Hunter comparable to the Sword Emperor.”
A human weapon.
A person who plans for his own death and has made an additional body. Whether it
was a [clone], a [puppet], or some Constellation’s technique, the Constellation Killer,
Lefanta Aegim, stood before me.
Like me, who never really dies no matter how much I die.
The Constellation Killer was another person who had measures against death.
“I judge that you are a dangerous person whom I cannot leave alone. I will neutralize
you immediately.”
The Constellation Killer pulled a yellow rubber band from his chest pocket. Slowly,
he tied his silver hair.
4.
“In my battles against the Sword Emperor, there were no witnesses except for one
Constellation.”
The Constellation Killer looked between me and his diary. It would be nice if looking
was all he did. He continued to rain down blows without pause. I did my best to
avoid his repeated attacks.
“It was because the Sword Emperor considered the duel to be sacred. The Sword
Emperor called it a martial arts contest. However, too many have witnessed this
death. It will be difficult to eliminate all witnesses.”
I heard a voice muttering absently in the faraway sky. It was the voice of the Magic
Tower Master. Regardless, the Constellation Killer continued to calculate how to act
next.
“Therefore, I will threaten them instead of killing them. Listen. Look. To those who
oppose me and to those who will oppose me in the future, I have artificially acquired
immortality. Even if you kill me, I will stand before you again.”
-……
“And I vow to kill the person who has killed me. If a group worked together to kill
me, I will destroy the whole group.”
Booooom!
I narrowly managed to avoid the Constellation Killer’s attack. The attack I dodged
did not cut me but [the Constellation Killer’s corpse]. The corpse was cut off at its
waist in one stroke. This was crazy. That guy, the Constellation Killer, shredded a
body that looked exactly like his own.
“My declaration is not just a threat. I will kill you here to prove it.”
‘Ah.’
As a wave of air from his sword strike ripped through the earth, I looked the
Constellation Killer in the eyes. They were apathetic.
Pure madness.
His eyes were not afraid of any sacrifice or price he had to pay in order to act on his
convictions. Yes, Bae Hu-ryeong was right. This man was a person who lived as a
hunter just like I did.
‘It’s me.’
I lamented.
『Even if you don’t think you can escape death, struggle until the end.』
As I gave up on defense, I swung my sword. If I couldn’t block the blow anyway, even
if I was going to die, I could at least hit him properly. That was just who I was. That
was the promise I made with Raviel.
Chwaak!
My blade cut open the diary in the Constellation Killer’s left hand.
“……”
“——.”
‘I admit it.’
I coughed. Blood poured back down my throat. My vision turned white. Even as my
body boiled, I glared at the Constellation Killer until the very end.
‘You are a monster. You’re stronger than me. You’re very cautious like me. However,
you’re not the only one who has another chance, Lefanta Aegim.’
‘Kill me. I’ll die for you now. Kill me again and again. Let’s kill each other! Your hell
and my hell can compete. The last person standing will be me. You are wrong!’
Just wait.
[As part of your penalty for leveling, the order of your skill activation will be
changed.]
[Warning.]
From a faraway world, like it was crossing nirvana, there was a melody.
Ding,
Dong,
Dang,
Dong.
……
I tried to open my eyes. My eyelids felt like they were being weighed down with iron.
My whole body was tingling with sleep paralysis. Only the unclear melody, the hazy
bells, could be heard.
School?
-Other than the students who will participate in nighttime self-study, everyone, please
go home now. Once again, the broadcasting department announces…
Go home.
-Recently, some students have remained on school grounds after dismissal time has
passed. To the students at school now, please return home if you have not applied for
nighttime self-study.
“……”
I struggled to break free of the sleep paralysis. But struggling was no use, so I
concentrated my consciousness on one point as much as I could. I felt my body
fidget. As I was trying to move my fingers by concentrating a bit more, something hit
my head.
Only then could I move, like I had been released from binding magic. I exhaled
violently. Gradually, I regained control of my body. Sensations returned. The first to
return was hearing, then sight.
“Aha—”
“It’s not good for you to sleep on your desk! It’s bad for your back, and more
importantly, you won’t sleep well. I understand that you’re studying hard since it’s
almost midterms, but please go home and sleep instead!”
“Who’s that?”
“…Maybe… Are you the Golden Silk? Were you possessed by the Heretic Questioner
again?”
“Possessed? Ah. Did you have a dream? Ahaha. Sunbae, you read a lot of books. You
must have had an interesting dream!”
“……”
The two of us were at… a library. But even though it was a library, it was shabby
when compared to the Great Library of All Things. If the Great Library was a
magnificent chateau, this was a cramped kennel.
“……”
‘Sword Emperor.’
‘There’s trouble, Sword Emperor. This. I think the penalties became totally weird as
my level went up. Before, I saw the trauma like I was peeping in a dream, but this…
Sword Emperor?’
‘Hello?’
It was quiet.
It was silent.
“……”
Then, I realized.
“Now, sunbae. Let’s leave now. The student council president will probably be
waiting at the school gate today! You can’t make your girlfriend angry! I’ll organize
the books, so sunbae, you go first!”
[1]: I’m not sure if any of the previous TLs explained it, so here it is just in case:
Gongja’s penalties seem to follow the six domains of the desire realm, which is
related to the concept of Samsara, rebirth.
5.
“Go, go! Cherish your relationship! It won’t do for the leading star of the romance
who went down in Shinseo Middle-High School’s history to make his girlfriend wait!”
The Heretic Questioner basically kicked me out of the library. My head was blank. I
didn’t know how to respond.
“Uh…”
The gray granite floor of the corridor was slippery. When the sunset reflected on it, it
was a shiny red. Nobody was walking in the hallway but me. Only calls of “Pass!
Pass!” and the sounds of students kicking around a soccer ball in the distant
schoolyard were present.
『The student council president will probably be waiting at the school gate today!』
I had never attended high school. However, I did go to middle school for about two
years. I was familiar with the facilities of a school.
It was then. As I reached the stairs, I felt a presence. When I looked up because of the
presence—
“……?”
He had a small frame. The student stared at the iron door that would not open. He
was probably looking at the chains and the lock on the doorknob. The student
seemed to notice my presence as well, and our eyes met.
“……”
The student dropped his head, then silently walked down the stairs past me.
While he passed, I saw the child’s uniform collar. The white collar was stained with
dirt. It smelled familiar to me. It was the smell of poverty. Of course, I only caught a
glimpse.
[Behaving properly ♪]
[Living joyfully ♪]
A poster with a flashy motto hung in the stairs where the student had stood. The
words were pointless, saying nothing about anything. Rather than words, they were
a failure.
As if desperately trying to hide its uselessness, the slogan’s font and color were cute.
It wasn’t until a long time later that I came to my senses.
“……”
Wait a moment.
Let me explain what I just saw. I went down the ordinary stairs and crossed the
ordinary schoolyard to reach what should have been an ordinary school gate.
But what was this? There was a super high-end black limousine, one you’d only see
in movies, parked in front of the school gate.
“R-Raviel…?”
“Now that I’ve seen your face, the sunset is even more beautiful. The sunset’s glow
must have become red to match the color of your cheeks.”
There were students on the field who hadn’t gone home yet. Students playing on the
basketball court, students taking short walks before going to self-study, and students
kicking around a ball on the soccer field. They all stopped whatever they were doing
to look our way.
“What’s wrong, Gongja? Your dopey expression is a part of your charm, but you look
seriously confused now. Have you decided to develop a new kind of appeal?”
My head felt woozy. What was this crazy trauma trying to show me? Was it giving me
the gift of Raviel wearing a school uniform? Should I take a picture? And preserve it
for the ages? Was there a way to bring photos taken inside a trauma back to reality?
“You’re saying something weird… Boyfriend. I was born into a chaebol family, and of
course, I continue to live as a member of a chaebol family.”
What do I do? Should I film this? Record her voice? I should film it, right? Can the
science and technology of the modern era transfer a video recorded in a trauma to
reality? What were the scientists doing? Why were they neglecting their duties?
“And me?”
We had a brief, romantic moment in front of the school gate. It was a happy time.
There were shrieks in the schoolyard, but I didn’t pay them any mind. Based on what
the Heretic Questioner said, we two were an official couple at school.
“Even if we are reborn in a different world, I will always love you, Raviel…”
“I have loved you from the past life and will love you in my next. For me, love’s name
will always be replaced by three syllables—Kim Gongja. But first, we need to live in
this present life. Get in the car. I’ll take you home.”
Home.
To me, home meant the orphanage. Was Raviel taking me to the orphanage, then?
No, this [trauma world] was clearly different from [the outside world] in reality. I
never went to high school. I hadn’t ever heard of a place called Shinseo High.
Raviel said, getting inside the limo. The inside of the limousine was comfortably
spacious. However, the two of us purposefully snuggled up next to each other, sitting
side by side.
“Oho. Are you saying you don’t care about it? Well, my boyfriend has always hated
talking about him. Of course, I hate it too… Still, family is family. Tell your mother and
father not to worry because I took care of it. No, it’ll be better if I told them myself.”
“……”
I didn’t know what she was talking about. I thought that some incident had
happened and Raviel covered it up. But the words that had shaken me were the
words [mother] and [father].
‘My parents.’
When I was a child, I had called the orphanage director my father. I had also called an
older girl who had come to volunteer my mother. However, that was only because of
the ignorance and mischief of children.
The parents Raviel were talking about… probably weren’t like that.
‘Raviel gave me an adoptive father for a day during the wedding, but… ’
I was happy then. However, it was a happiness that someone I loved gave me, and it
would disappear if I indulged in it.
But now, these were parents who had existed and would continue to exist as such.
The limousine stopped. Through the window, I saw a small, shabby, single-family
house. It was an old house in an old neighborhood.
“Oh.”
And in front of the house was a rough-looking man sweeping with a broom.
“You’re home?”
“Kyaah. Your girlfriend gave you a ride in a limo, hmm? Our son’s got some good luck.
It’s all thanks to my looks that you inherited. You should respect your father, who
made it so you always look handsome!”
“Oh. Please, don’t lower your head. Young lady, a precious person like you shouldn’t
bow your head to a guy like me. Anyway, was my son rude to you? This kid’s got a
good heart, but his disposition’s a bit cuckoo…”
“Keh. How is it that everything you say is so sweet? Hey! Hey! Kim Gongja, you rascal!
Get on your knees and bow. If you ever mistreat this young lady, you’ll be disowned.
Got it? Straight away. I’ll erase you from our family tree!”
“Mm.”
“Gongja is acting rather strange today, Father. He asked me about my age earlier.”
“That kid has always been weird. When he was five… Ah. Do you want to stay for
dinner? I cooked some amazing cockles today.”
“You’re such a charming lady! Gongja, what are you doing? Why aren’t you kneeling
yet? Should I do it for you?”
We went inside.
“……”
I swooned.
“Oho? You even brought your girlfriend home. Welcome, Miss Ban Siah.”
“Is that so? Hmm, I see. The customs of children these days are complex.”
Mother.
Mother.
M.
O.
T.
H.
E.
R.
“Honey, you haven’t realized? Do you think Gongja has the guts to invite the lady to
our house? I invited her. I lured her with my shellfish side dish.”
“Ah, of course. Darling, you’re right. It was unbecoming of me to expect such a side to
our son. Since the doenjang soup is finished boiling, let’s…”
Honey.
Darling.
Hon. Ey.
Dar. Ling.
Honeeeeeyy?!
Darliiiiing?!
-We will continue to report about the popular singer, Yoo Sooha.
-In the incident that shocked many people yesterday, this image shows the singer Yoo
Sooha assaulting someone. But this morning, a report came, saying the picture had
been manipulated. Surprisingly, it was a confession from the one who released the
video.
I stared at the television screen in a stupor. On the screen, there was a photo ID of a
handsome man with a long ponytail.
-The informant said, ‘I reported him as a joke, but I didn’t think this would blow up. I
sincerely apologize to those who were shocked and hurt by my actions’…
Pictures of Preta and the Golden Silk also popped up on the screen. With that, the
photos of the Flame Emperor, Preta, and the Golden Silk were side by side.
-Estel and Sylvia, members of his group, have refrained from making official
statements.
There was a video of the singers dancing. The Golden Silk sang as Preta and the
Flame Emperor danced.
-However, like the concert in 10 days that was canceled, the group’s activities will likely
be postponed for some time.
Wasn’t it crazy?
Did I go crazy?
I said, isn’t this fucking crazy?!
“Mm.”
Master nodded slightly and put down the newspaper. She looked at Raviel with
earnest eyes.
“We have a lot to talk about at dinner. Gongja, fetch your brother. It’s been a while, so
let’s all eat together. Is that all right with you, Miss Raviel?”
“Of course.”
Brother? Not only did I have a mother and father, but I also had an older brother?
Master turned her head toward a door. I felt some unshakable fear. My father was
Bae Hu-ryeong. Mother was Master. Then, who would act as my older brother?
Creaaak.
“Huh?”
A man lay in bed, munching on potato chips. He was reading a rented comic book in
one hand. Seeing me, the man casually waved with his potato chip-stained hand.
“Long time to see. Fuck, dude. Did you see the news, too? Huh? Your big bro got
fucked over yesterday. Ah, really. I kept being stalked, so I got annoyed and threw a
punch, but I got caught. My career as a singer almost ended.”
“……”
I blacked out.
“I’m glad the fucker lost his nerve this morning. Phew, I got scolded by Mom… Huh?
Hey? Are you okay? Your face is pale. Kim Gongja? Hey, kiddo. Did you lose your
mind? Why are you fucking swaying all of the sudden…”
“Die!”
“You think I’ll calm down when you just called Master ‘Mom,’ you fucker? Die! Die
and apologize to Master!”
“What sort of bullshit… No, wait, fuck? S-since when did you get this strong… Hick,
eup, kuugh!”
I strangled Yoo Sooha. From the bottom of my heart, let’s accept that Bae Hu-ryeong
was cast as my father. I will never accept it in reality, but let’s say that he is. But this
guy as my blood brother? This guy, this psychopath, as my brother?
“Dieee!!”
“M-Mom!”
“I know it was bold of me, but I took the liberty of handling Brother-in-law’s
incident.”
After the squabble had been broken up, we gathered at the table. The Flame
Emperor had a shiner. I had a bump protruding from my head. Master hit me good
while scolding me…
“These incidents have to be snuffed out early on or buried the very moment they
happen. The latter is usually preferable, but the timing wasn’t good in this case.
There wasn’t any political drama happening, and Brother-in-law’s concert had been
scheduled for 10 days later.”
Raviel deftly picked up a cockle with her chopsticks and ate it. Swish, click. Raviel
was using chopsticks here.
‘So pretty.’
Oh, I was grateful for the invention of chopsticks. The chopsticks were probably
grateful to be used by Raviel. Indubitably so. Though, the way she called the Flame
Emperor bastard [Brother-in-law] made my insides twist.
“…Boyfriend.”
“Yes?”
“All right…”
I obediently lowered my head and ate the food… What? This cockle dish. It’s really
fucking good! Bae Hu-ryeong had made this? Was Bae Hu-ryeong actually a good
chef? My worldview was being shaken…
“Ah, but please don’t say ‘brother-in-law.’ That guy doesn’t deserve to be called that
by you, Raviel. Please just call him a dog.”
“Hey, brat. You’ve become quite the punk while I was gone, huh?”
“Hmm.”
“It’s a little embarrassing, really. Miss Raviel, I would understand if you had acted on
Gongja’s behalf, but as you know, Gongja and Sooha’s relationship is not good. Did
you need to help Sooha with your family’s power?”
“I didn’t,” Raviel said calmly. “I just wanted to show it to Mother and Father.”
“You two probably underestimate the strength of our love. You may think that it’s
just a passing amusement for the daughter of a chaebol family, making nice
memories for our school days and gaining life experience. Whether with good
intentions or bad, that’s how you view us.”
“But I am serious. I will sincerely take you in as my new family. There are some in my
household who are against my choice of partner, but I will crush all resistance. I took
care of this incident to show you my skills and my resolve.”
“……”
“Please allow the two of us to marry. Mother, Father.”
“…I see that a very generous child has grown close to my son. I thank you. It is
strange to see my son be loved like this, but it means raising him was worth it.”
Master.
“Oh, wow. Then are we in-laws with a chaebol family? Kyaah, I don’t have to work as
a singer anymore. I’m done with it. Hey, Sister-in-law! There are some singers going
to China these days. Can you get our group to…”
“Sooha. If you cause another incident, we’ll erase you from the family tree. Our
relationship as parent and child will be severed.”
“Huh?”
“No. That will not suffice. Find the person you assaulted and bow your head. Get on
your knees until you are forgiven. I will not accept you as my kin until you apologize.”
“M-Mom?!”
“……”
A home.
Parents.
Raviel went back after officially getting permission to marry me. We had set a date
for the wedding. Bae Hu-ryeong said, “Kuhaha! I’ll need to fit my son for a suit! It’s
happening a lot faster than I thought!” and laughed.
“……”
Master and Bae Hu-ryeong worked as writers. After Raviel went back, the house
became quiet and the sound of two people working softly spread through the quiet
living room.
Master wrote with a pencil. With a cup of coffee by her side, Master thought for long
periods of time and occasionally wrote a few words down on her manuscript. Her
side profile was tranquilly in thought.
Bae Hu-ryeong wrote with a typewriter. Tap, tap. The rhythm of the keys clicking
quietly filled the room. When he wrote, Bae Hu-ryeong frowned, his face resembling
an angry sea otter. Sometimes, he would go to the kitchen and make himself a
cocktail.
“……”
A quiet world.
‘Why?’
Even when it was the next morning and I was on my way to school, I couldn’t wrap
my head around it at all.
Students in uniforms passed by me on the way to school. They were all faces that I
had seen somewhere; somehow, I was familiar with them.
Among them were students who bowed their heads politely as soon as they saw me.
Top buttons loose, too-tight pants, shortened skirts. Students who looked somewhat
delinquent bowed to me.
They were none other than the members of the Demonic Sect.
A middle school student who looked just like Demon Lord Wolyeong tilted his head.
“Four Demon Lords? Who’s that? We’re the Four Heavenly Kings of Shinseo Middle
School, Sunbae.”
“What the…”
Were the Four Demon Lords the strongest fighters at this world’s school? And was I
their leader? Then, that meant that the top delinquent of this school and the student
council president, who was from a chaebol family, were dating.
“Excuse me. You all… Why do you go around acting like thugs? You should stop. Study
instead. No, you don’t even have to study. Please just disband the gang or whatever.”
“We’re being good these days! Sunbae, didn’t you tell us to restrain ourselves while
you date the Queen? We’ve been doing that! Because of you, we can’t even play with
our errand boy anymore!”
“Not that, but… Nevermind. The Four Heavenly Kings, right? Did you call Raviel ‘the
Queen’? This is nuts.”
The Black Dragon Master was our class president. Her clothes were neat. Her entire
air showed that she was a model student.
“Yes!”
“Those of you who hide your phones. If I catch you, you die. Hmm? Get it?”
And the Venomous Snake was our homeroom teacher. With an appearance that
looked indistinguishable from a teacher or gangster, the Venomous Snake put on airs
behind the lectern. He was holding a switch in one hand.
‘I’m going to go mad.’
The Black Dragon Master went around the classroom holding a storage box. The
students voluntarily or reluctantly put in their cell phones. And these weren’t
smartphones but folding phones. If not, slide phones.
“……”
And the Black Dragon Master just walked by me when she came to my seat.
‘Huh?’
Looking around, I was the only student whom the Black Dragon Master passed over
silently. The Count (※She was a classmate!) and the Crusader (※Also a classmate!)
both obediently coughed up their phones.
It was an unfamiliar way to address her. The Black Dragon Master heard my voice
and turned around. Her calm, subdued eyes stared back at me.
“…What is it?”
I stood up and put my cell phone in the box. I felt very uncomfortable using casual
language with the Black Dragon Master. I wasn’t the only one who was
uncomfortable. The Black Dragon Master looked at me with a surprised expression.
“Huh?”
The Black Dragon Master shook her head lightly and walked to the front row.
“The student council president is going to study abroad. I heard that he would follow
her to the ends of the earth.”
“Well. That means that his safety school is Seoul National University and his reach
school is Oxford. As expected of Kim Gongja. His eyes are on a different level than
ours…”
The students giggled. The Crusader and the Count were likely the ones who
controlled the class atmosphere, and among them, the Count smirked.
“President, be careful. You’re going to lose out as the top student in class.”
I felt peculiar because though they were wearing school uniforms, they were all faces
I recognized.
No.
Not everyone.
“……”
The student I came across by the stairs to the rooftop yesterday was sitting there.
That student was quietly writing something down in his notebook.
The child’s body was small enough to be hidden behind the curtains. So, the
student’s image was repeatedly hidden by and visible between the curtains. The thin
curtain was like a partition that separated the child away from the rest of the
classroom.
“Yes, teacher.”
That was right. What more could surprise me when the Four Demon Lords became
the Four Heavenly Kings and the Flame Emperor became my brother?
Furthermore, Preta and the Golden Silk formed an idol group with the Flame
Emperor and sang together. The Alchemist being my math teacher? That was
nothing. Sure, why not…
“It’s Gongja-hyung!”
“……”
The children, who had been tortured to death when they had done no wrong, had
become middle school students and were smiling brightly.
On the campus where the junior high and high schools neighbored each other, I
played with the children.
An old security guard stood at the school gate. It was Namgung Un, the Murim Lord.
I take gym classes in the afternoon, so I saw the elementary school students as they
were dismissed from beyond the school gate. They were the apostles of [The
Evangelist of Everlasting Happiness]. The elementary school students walked in
twos and threes, holding hands as they passed under the ginkgo trees.
“……”
I didn’t know.
My last class was over, but I didn’t leave to go home. I sat on a bench on the school
grounds and blankly watched as the students left.
‘Everyone is alive.’
In this world, Bae Hu-ryeong wasn’t a ghost. He was alive. I couldn’t imagine what
kind of novel he was writing, but… he was alive and had a job as a writer.
Master was alive.
His personality was still trash, but the Flame Emperor was alive too. He lived as
someone who whined to his parents and was scolded by them. Preta. Even the
Golden Silk.
The students who had left campus just now had familiar faces among them. The
Hunters who had attacked the Librarian and were eaten by tentacle monsters as an
example. Even the Hunters whose names I did not know were alive, and they passed
by me on their way home.
I turned my head.
“Raviel…”
“You look like you’re thinking. I was worried something happened because you
didn’t answer your phone. It’s not good to needlessly make your lover worry.”
“Ah.”
I hurriedly pulled out my phone and turned it on. I had forgotten to power it on
again when I got it back after school.
“What has shaken my boyfriend’s heart? If possible, I want nothing in the world to
make your heart quiver but myself.”
I tilted my head back a little. Raviel lowered her head. With the back of the bench
between us, we shared a breath for a moment.
“Raviel.”
“Mm.”
Raviel blinked.
“Of course.”
And.
“……”
A silent sound.
When Raviel said Bae Hu-ryeong’s name, her voice was smothered by white noise.
‘Ah.’
It was obvious.
If this was a dream… I couldn’t learn something I did not already know.
‘Of course.’
I wanted to check if the names of the Black Dragon Master or the Crusader were
written on there.
However.
Attendance number 3. ■■
“…Raviel. This may sound weird, but I feel anxious. Raviel, you’re the young lady of a
chaebol family. Logically, there’s no way that you would spend your school days with
someone like me at a school like this.”
“Your words are making me anxious as well. What are you talking about?”
Brrrr.
My phone vibrated.
+
One Message.
Sender: ■■
I opened my phone.
Don’t forget.
Then.
“Kyaaaah!”
[1] Princess Pyonggang. A folk tale about a princess who was married off to the
biggest idiot in the land.
[TN] A note about Korean bullying.
The Four Heavenly Kings is a term that generally refers to the top underlings of the
final boss or just a strong group of four. In this scenario, they’re bullies. The “errand
boy” mentioned is a specific type of bullying in which one child is singled out to do
errands, including buying bread or other goods with their own money. You may see
this in different media as “bread shuttle.”
2.
“What do we do?”
The students who had been playing soccer. The students taking walks. Even the
students who were leaving school a little bit late. The kids who were scattered
around the campus gathered in bunches. The behavior was instinctive. They felt that
whatever was going to happen, it was something they could not handle on their own.
“This…!”
“This isn’t good. Gongja! Call 119. Tell them our school’s name and that a student is
trying to jump from the roof. Hurry! I’m going to the roof to try to stop him!”
Raviel did not send someone to call the teacher. Instead of looking for someone else
to take responsibility, she urgently reacted to the situation. Raviel hurried to the
school’s main building without waiting for my response.
“Ah…”
When I saw Raviel’s back, my frozen body began to move. That’s right. I didn’t know
what was happening, but there was no time to waffle. I hurriedly dialed the numbers
on my cell phone. One. One…
Thwack!
Something fell on the ground just before I could press nine. At first, I thought the
student had jumped. However, the thud was too quiet for it to be a human body. It
was the sound of the student on the roof throwing his cell phone.
“……”
It was the face I had seen in the classroom. The boy who had sat in the last row by
the window, studying silently by himself. But it was only at this moment I felt I was
seeing the child’s face properly.
“——.”
Slowly, his lips moved. A silent sound. His words were buried by the distance, but I
could read them by looking at his lips. A word that I had to recognize, even if I didn’t
want to acknowledge it.
[Die.]
Then.
Small fingers like a rake let go of the fence on the rooftop. He let go, and—
The wind.
The person.
“■■■■■■■■!!”
The students screamed. The world became crowded with noise. “What the ■!”
Someone fitfully moaned. “Aa■aa■aah!” Someone convulsed, tearing off the sleeve of
someone else’s uniform.
In an instant.
The school was no longer a school. Everything rived into chaos. The schoolyard
became a desolate desert. The main building was nothing but a ghastly prison.
The classroom was a slaughterhouse for animals or a farm for rearing them. The
animals were always hungry. In the world of slaughterhouses and kennels, a person
only existed to become a corpse.
Red.
“……”
In a trance, I looked at the campus. The bricks were soaked red. The redness spread
further. Fearing that the redness would stain their feet, the students backed away.
Some pulled out their cell phones. Ka-click! An artificial noise chimed.
“Ah.”
“What are you doing now? Don’t take a picture! I told you to stop!”
The students flinched. But more and more students were gathering. Leaving the
soccer ball in the desert, the flowers on the walking paths, and turning their backs
on the road home, more and more people gathered.
“Stop it!”
When I blocked one side, they took out their cell phones on the other side.
An unnameable emotion rode up my throat. I felt like I would cry. Anger. Contempt.
Disgust. In the main building, on the first floor, the second floor, the third floor, the
fourth floor, and the fifth floor, the students stuck their heads out to gawk. Countless
faces. With countless eyes.
They looked.
“Stop! It!”
“Damn it.”
Why?
The hundred faces were expressionless. From the first floor, the Black Dragon Master
looked here. From the third floor window, the Heretic Questioner’s face was poking
out. The Crusader and the Count were watching from the ground. The children of the
Hellfire Residence surrounded me. The cultists stood on the schoolyard. Ka-click!
Click. They moved their fingers to take pictures.
+
The one who murdered me was you.
Don’t forget.
“……”
“But, Gongja.”
“—As you are all aware, something scandalous has happened at our school.”
The principal was speaking in the auditorium. He was wearing the face of the Sword
Saint.
Redness.
In the classroom, students gossiped with the faces of the Count and the Crusader.
“That’s right. In retrospect, he’d always been a little weird.”
Redness.
“Ignore the people who’re making a fuss about it. They’re just keyboard warriors
who would never make a peep to someone’s face. Hmph. Those guys should just have
their fingers cut off.”
At home, my father drank whiskey with Bae Hu-ryeong’s face and smile.
“Yeah, man. Sometimes you beat people up in life. So what? Why’d he just take it and
die because of something like that? Wasn’t he a total attention whore? Hey! Call the
Four Heavenly Kings! Let’s go play a game!”
My older brother put his arm around my shoulder with the cheerful voice of the
Flame Emperor.
Redness.
The homeroom teacher spoke at the lectern. His face was the Venomous Snake’s.
“—this is a very important time for you students. Time will fly when you become
third-years. Actually, the winners and losers will be decided in your second year, this
year. Think carefully about what’s important to you and pull yourself together.”
“Yes, teacher.”
Only the class president kept her head bowed without a word.
A white flower was placed on the child’s desk. One days. Two. Three. Less than a
week later, the desk disappeared elsewhere. I didn’t know who had taken it away.
“……”
Then.
Ding,
Dong,
Dang,
Dong.
There was a noise masked in the sound. The school bell rang with an electronic
sound that mimicked the natural sound. To conceal the fact that it was nothing but a
counterfeit, the melody became more energetic and lively.
An imitation.
-Other than the students who will participate in nighttime self-study, please go home
now. Once again, the broadcasting department announces…
Something that had failed.
-Recently, some students have remained on school grounds after dismissal time has
passed. To the students at school now, please return home if you have not applied for
nighttime self-study.
“……”
“But it’s not good for you to sleep on your desk! It’s bad for your back, and more
importantly, you won’t sleep well. I understand that you’re studying…”
I did not wait for the Heretic Questioner to finish his words. I stood up and dashed
out of the library. Behind me, I heard the Heretic Questioner’s voice.
‘I understand.’
This was undoubtedly the trauma of the Constellation Killer, Lefanta Aegim.
It was just that my memories were laid over Lefanta Aegim’s nightmare like [skin].
However, their appearances were those of the people from my life, not the people
whom Lefanta Aegim would remember. That was why the Black Dragon Master, the
Crusader, and the Count became students. Master and Bae Hu-ryeong became my
parents.
As for me.
I had experienced many traumas until now, but each time, I had been an [observer]. I
had always felt like a first-person observer. But because my rank grew, the penalty
increased.
‘Damn it!’
[Behaving properly ♪]
[Living joyfully ♪]
The motto at which I couldn’t even laugh hung on the stairs. Don’t kid with me.
Seriously, don’t joke. Cursing inwardly, I looked up the flight of stairs leading to the
rooftop.
There stood the only person I did not remember in this world.
His frame was small. The student grabbed the iron door and shook it back and forth.
Clank. Clank! The chains were so robust that it seemed difficult to loosen them.
“Haa… A key…”
The student sighed and turned around. At that moment, our eyes met. The student
held his breath for a millisecond, then bowed his head politely.
I should have known that something was off when I learned that child was my
classmate. Wasn’t it obvious?
It was wrong.
“……”
The student eyed me carefully then quietly began to walk. When he tried to pass
beside me, I called out to him.
“Wait a moment.”
“Yes?”
The student spoke respectfully like it was natural. He didn’t look me straight in the
eyes, but carefully upward from an angle.
My throat throbbed.
“……”
“Please.”
The student obediently handed over his cell phone. He had been silent for a while,
but the silence was not refusing my request to see his phone. He had simply been
confused about my use of polite language.
I looked at them.
[I feel so bad for the underclassmen at our school 😭😭 They have to call you sunbae,
■■. Have you ever thought about how they feel? Doesn’t it hurt your conscience?]
[■■… How filthy. How can you be even dirtier than the math teacher? lolol]
[You were so happy you could die just cuz I said hi in the hallways yesterday, lolol. I
just lost at rock paper scissors, k? Don’t get the wrong idea 😭😭]
[■■ lives in a dump. The indoor shoes and the school uniforms are all recyclable. The
only trash that can’t be recycled is ■■.]
Snap.
“……”
I closed my eyes and breathed. I breathed and narrowly managed to calm down. In
this trauma, I didn’t have my dagger or the handkerchief Raviel gifted me. It took me
a lot of effort to calm my emotions.
“Why…”
“Why do you bring your cell phone to school? You can just keep it at home.”
“Then, just throw it away completely. Why don’t you throw it away? It can’t be helped
if you say you lost it.”
“This.”
The student.
The one who would one day be called the Constellation Killer opened his lips.
“It’s the cell phone Gongja-nim gave me. The one you used to use…”
“……”
“Because my family doesn’t have money… You’re paying for the fees. So that if
Gongja-nim tells me to come out, I would come out right away. For that purpose. You
said that if I lose it, you’ll kill me…”
Friendships that imitate friendship, love that imitates love, a meaningless thing that
feigns significance, this animal farm that pretends to be special—there was only
malice.
“Can I really throw it away?”
The director of the orphanage where I grew up was, no matter how you worded it, a
distant man.
-He’s too careless. All of our birthdays are on January 1st, y’know?
-It’s because he doesn’t want to deal with having more than one birthday party.
-Hey, at least you guys’ names sound natural with our last name. I’m Kim Hanbija… He
should have just named me Han Bija.[2]
I thought the same way. I thought so even after I entered the Tower.
But I met a lot of people—the Sword Emperor, Master, Raviel, and many more, and I
have second thoughts.
It was weird, but the man always seemed to be overly on guard against saying that he
loved us.
The conversation I had with the director on the day I received my second-hand
middle school uniform came to mind.
The director made a solemn face at my question and said he would tell me
tomorrow. He always delayed his responses to serious questions, telling us to wait a
day.
Then, he replied.
-You asked me yesterday why I don’t treasure you kids a little more.
-Yes…
As the day went on, I felt a little sorry for asking such a question. But, the director
didn’t care for my apologetic feelings and told me the answer he had prepared the
day before.
-Gongja. It’s easy for people to pretend. Pretending is the easiest thing in the world. You
can pretend to be smart, to be strong, to be friendly, or to know something well… You
too put on an act with your friends, don’t you? It’s the same for me, who named you
children after sages. All adults pretend.
-Everyone wears masks. You don’t need to get rid of the mask, but if you get too used to
it, at some point, you forget that you’re wearing the mask. It slips your mind. You
become drunk on the pretense.
-Imagine this. If I get irritated in front of you children, what would you think?
-However, what if I were someone who always loved you? What if I always told you that
I love you, smile and say that you are the purpose of my life, and hug you and say that I
treasure you kids more than anything? What if I were that sort of person, but I still got
annoyed at you once a year or so?
-Then, you will think, [Why is the director angry with us?] You wouldn’t be able to
understand because you believe that I’m someone who loves you the most. [If the
director loves us the most, why does he get angry?]
-……
-You guys are still young. So in the end, you’ll arrive at the simplest answer. [Ah, I must
have done something wrong].
-Gongja, even if I only yell at you once a year, in ten years, it would be ten times. Say
that you only remember half of that, so five. The memories from these five times are
more than enough to affect a person’s character.
-Don’t.
-……
-You kids can grow up strong. Be as strong as you can.
In the director’s office, there was a printed sheet of paper on the wall. It was right
across from the director’s desk, so it melded with the background. It was something
that was always there, like wallpaper or floor patterns.
Join with individuals. families. groups. organizations. communities. and all of society.
I will always stand on the side of the marginalized and the suffering,
[3]
-……
The director looked stonily into the air like he was lost in thought.
Black eyes.
2.
“I’m sorry, Raviel. I can’t go home with you today,” I said, standing at the school gate.
“Mm.”
“……”
I had grabbed the Constellation Killer’s hand and dragged him all the way here. He
didn’t ask why I was holding his hand or where we were going.
“…My boyfriend sometimes acts in bizarre ways. The way you act is almost a mystery.
I think that side of you is amazing,” Raviel murmured. “Do as you wish. Follow your
heart. Is there anything I can help you with?”
“Not now, but if I need help, I’ll tell you right away.”
Raviel kissed me on my forehead. Then, without hesitation, she turned around and
entered her limo. The limousine was driven by a butler who resembled the grand
chamberlain, and they soon disappeared down the road.
“Now.”
“Let’s go.”
“…Where to?”
“……”
The Constellation Killer hesitated for the first time. He seemed to shudder, but I was
adamant. First, I would visit the Constellation Killer’s parents and apologize.
Of course, the apology wouldn’t end the [trauma]. It couldn’t be resolved so easily. As
the difficulty increased, it seemed that the trauma became a stage I needed to clear.
However, my attempts to resolve the trauma were thwarted from the start.
“…It’s here.”
I was speechless when I saw the [house] the Constellation Killer led me to.
At the foot of a mountain, there was an empty lot where the pine trees were scarce.
This clearing acted as a small dump for the city. Plastic bottles, dirty styrofoam, and
crumpled paper that the city’s people discarded were piled up messily.
[■■ lives in a dump. The indoor shoes and the school uniforms are all recyclable. The
only trash that can’t be recycled is ■■.]
My head throbbed.
Bastards.
“How about your parents? Are they working?”
The shack was not a haven but a shelter. The wall did not reach up the roof, so there
was a gap. The roof was covered with gray vinyl.
Plastic trash surrounded the shack like a moat. The labels on the plastic surrounding
the shack were torn off, unlike the other trash around.
Perhaps that was why the shack looked like it was floating on a sandy beach made of
white plastic.
“……”
All right.
We waited for two hours before the Constellation Killer’s father returned home. He
was a poor man. But he was a man who had been crushed more by life than by
poverty. I could see it as soon as I saw him.
A small room.
“Hm…?”
The old man furrowed his eyebrows. He looked too old to have a child in high school.
His face resembled the face of the old boatman whose trauma I saw in [The
Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon].
“Umm…?”
“……”
‘I’m late.’
The old man in front of him was already worn out. His heart was running on fumes.
He was different from me when I lived in the small room. That was the difference
between me from back then and this man.
“Here is the evidence. If you look at the cell phone, there are text messages. See
this…”
This man didn’t have the power to take responsibility for the Constellation Killer.
“Hmm.”
I showed him everything I could show him right away. After seeing the hell that his
child had been enduring, the old man continued to blink his eyes indifferently.
“I see…”
When I finished talking, the old man stopped his dull replies and assents. It felt like
the conversation had ended. The old man just waited to see if I had anything else to
say, but he did not seem to want me to say anything either.
‘Um.’
I looked at how the Constellation Killer was doing. The Constellation Killer was not
looking at his father. His face did not seem shocked or offended by the conversation
just now. A blank expression. The Constellation Killer sat quietly on the floor.
‘That’s right.’
“If you are all right with it, I would like to stay with your child for a while. I want to
invite him to my house. Is that acceptable?”
“Go ahead…”
It was obvious that the old man did not understand what I was saying. He was
powerless. But I explained it many times over, not for the old man’s but for the
Constellation Killer’s sake.
“He may be staying at my house for a bit longer. A week, maybe a month. It might be
even longer than that. Every weekend, on Saturday evening, I’ll visit you and tell you
how your child is doing. Sir, is that all right?”
Good.
“Let’s go.”
“……”
“Pack what you need. As I told your father, you’ll be staying at my house for a while.”
“Are you trying to tidy up your past since you’re going to marry a rich girl? Are you
worried it’ll cause problems later? That’s smart.”
My heart thumped.
“Or is this a new game you cooked up? If you want to play, just tell me what you
want. Tell me what kind of game this is. Don’t beat around the bush. I’ll play along
like always. Do you want me to go to the schoolyard at night?”
The Constellation Killer’s voice was cold. There was no inflection. It was the voice of
a person who had decided to die the next day.
“I’m sorry.”
“Please just give me a day. I beg you. I’ll do whatever I can. Please endure it for one
more day.”
“……”
It was just one of the many days I had left to live, but for the person in front of me, it
was his final day.
I had no choice but to hope. I had to ask for it. There was nothing I could do other
than hope and ask.
“I’ll come back soon. Within 20 minutes. Will you wait for me?”
I left the Constellation Killer on the street and entered my house first.
“Oh.”
Bae Hu-ryeong was out in the yard. He held a glass of whiskey in his hand like he was
observing the night sky by himself.
“Welcome back, son. You’re a little late today. Keh. You weren’t off playing because
you have a girlfriend now, were you? I’m telling you, you should start dating
seriously after you graduate from high school. It’s no good to step on the pedal and
rush a relationship.”
“Father.”
“…Yeah?”
“Huh, it’s sort of weird. Why is that? It feels a little weird that you’re calling me your
father. Or rather than being a little weird, it’s really awkward… Like I’m getting
goosebumps. How scary. Ah, is it because I’m drunk?”
“Father.”
I called him one more time.
“What?”
“The father I know is a great man. A scary man. He may seem like a psychopath who
only cares about himself, and to an extent, he is, but he would definitely take care of
something if he thinks it is wrong.”
“If you are my father, I would never grow up to be a bully. I may go down the wrong
path, but you would beat me up before I went too far. You’d bring me back to the
right path even if you have to kill me halfway to do it.”
“Even more, when I was tormenting a weak child… Even driving him to suicide.
That.”
『They’re just keyboard warriors who would never make a peep if in person.』
『Hmph. Those guys should just have their fingers cut off.』
“That is something you’d never say. You’re simply not a person who can say that.
You’re someone who sees someone in distress and swears that you will teach them
how to be happy.”
“……”
“I’m the kind of person you despise the most. You can’t kindly call someone like me
[son]. It’s impossible. This world is an impossible world.”
I continued.
“……”
That moment.
-■■■■■.
The skin dripped away. Bones melted. The clothing material evaporated. When I
closed my eyes and opened them again, there was something of which I could not see
the shape. There was just a sinuous shadow, like a ghost.
-■■■■, ■■…
I couldn’t understand what it was saying. I couldn’t even recognize its face. However,
I knew that it was the naked face of [my father].
“……”
[3]: The Korean social workers’ oath. I couldn’t find an official translation for it, so
here’s my take.
■■
“Mas…”
There was a mixture of many emotions churning inside me at the moment. My heart
had become a rag, and if I twisted it, all of my dark feelings would seep out.
“Mother.”
“……”
Master looked at me. Her eyes, always orderly, were shaking. It was the first time I
had called Master my mother, and it was Master’s first time being called Mother by
me.
“…How strange.”
Master put down her pencil stub. Had she been working on her manuscript? Papers
with Master’s handwriting lined the living room table.
“I don’t know how long it’s been since you called me that.”
Sentences that could not be written. Words that couldn’t become sentences. Sheets
that could not become books, red manuscripts were scattered about.
“I feel like it’s been a very long while since you called me Mother. No. Rather than
being a long time… It’s like…”
“I love you, Mother.”
“I wanted to see you again. Did you know? I now have someone I’ll love forever. It’s
actually possible to love someone truly and be completely loved by someone.
Holding Raviel’s hand… I wanted to introduce her to you first, Mother, more than
anyone else.”
“……”
“If it’s you, Mother, you would definitely become good friends with Raviel. As for
me… I’m surviving well. I’m living well. I am trying to live well. There are many days
when I recall your words, Mother.”
Master.
Master slowly rose. She came to me. Master’s long, thin fingers wiped my eyes.
“Life is no different from a dream. But that doesn’t change anything. Is evil not evil if
we say it is uncaring? Are wounds healed when we make excuses, citing ignorance?
My son. Don’t be fooled by words. You should always look inside your heart. Don’t let
your heart be governed by hollow words and flimsy sentences.”
“Whether or not you call me mother, I remain myself in your heart. As do you. A
person isn’t a person because they know how to memorize a few words or say a few
lines. A person becomes a person by the weight of another whom they put in their
heart.”
“Yes.”
“Someone who throws punches out of anger… You wouldn’t call such a person to the
dinner table. You would have kicked them out of the house. But before you kick them
out, you would have taught them better. Before teaching them better, you would have
already raised the child to be kind.”
“So I would.”
“That’s why.”
I opened my mouth.
Master smiled.
“……”
The shadow had no face. Its outline was blurry. Squirming, the shadow left the room
like a giant earthworm.
Another layer of this world was peeled away.
“—Ugh.”
I ran to the bathroom. I leaned over the toilet and lowered my head. Loss. Guilt. I
threw up these dark feelings.
My heart vomited.
“Huh?”
Behind my back.
“Hey, did you eat something weird? Why are you vomiting as soon as you get home?
Brat, did you eat something crappy outside? Didn’t your older brother tell you to
watch what you eat, if nothing else?”
“…Yoo Sooha.”
“Dude. Did you throw up your brain along with whatever you ate? Little brother.
Where’s your respect?”
I sat on the tile of the bathroom floor and looked up at Yoo Sooha. Yoo Sooha was
standing on wriggling squid legs.
“You shitty…”
“You didn’t vomit your brain—you dumped it out. Hey, sometimes in life, you hit
people, all right? Your big bro was also scared when the news broke yesterday. Mom
and Dad scolded me damn well. But we’re a family, so you should root for me. Yeah?
Don’t you think so?”
“You crazy bastard…”
“Huh?”
“If all you did was hit a stalker, you’d be an angel. You’re the type of bastard who’ll hit
the stalker behind their head and bury the body behind a mountain and set off a
wildfire.”
“What… Only a psycho would do that. Is that how you see your older brother?”
“An idol? A singer? You think you can have that sort of career? You know nothing
about fanservice. You curse at every interviewer and cuss out their parents for
dessert. But you think you can be a singer? Don’t make me laugh.”
“Uh…”
“Besides, you get scolded by your mother and father? Are you the type of person
who’ll learn anything from being scolded? It’s a relief you don’t slap your own
parents. Fuck! Damn you… Yoo Sooha, you’ll never be the type of person who
comforts his vomiting younger sibling. You just can’t. I wish you could have been that
kind of guy.”
“……”
“I didn’t kill you, asshole. I didn’t. Because you can’t be. So I can’t… For me to kill you,
I…”
Sometimes, I dreamed.
I shouted.
『Huh?』
『Ah, shit. What the fuck? Mister, did you provoke the monsters here already? Damn.
Then today’s hunt is fucked.』
『P-potion… 』
『Ah, be careful next time. Fuck. It looks like I won’t even be able to make a day’s
wages.
Sometimes, I dreamed.
『I’ll give you a potion, but you have to pay the right price for your life.』
『F-forty gold,』
I replied.
I dreamed that the Yoo Sooha of eleven years ago was still a greedy bastard, but he
didn’t kill someone who was injured and weak. I sometimes dreamed that I didn’t
have to kill my hero with my own hands, and I…
I…
“Fuck off. Your place is within my shadows. If you’re trying to set up a new home in
this hell with a new personality, cut it out.”
-■■, ■■ ■■■.
They were souls that could not even become ghosts in this trauma, where they had
lost their existence. Those who had lost the forms extracted from my memories were
now mere shadows.
“……”
“Okay.”
It was just that a life I wanted to reap was trapped in this hell.
I exited the house and came back with the Constellation Killer.
“Ah…”
The Constellation Killer did not recognize the specters as such. In his eyes, the
specters seemed to be my father, mother, and brother.
-■■■?
-■■ ■■■.
From the beginning, my father, mother, and brother may have looked like specters to
the Constellation Killer. For him, the humans of this world may have been no
different from specters. So, all of the sounds the humans made would have been
nothing more than noise to the Constellation Killer.
“Good eve…”
I grabbed the Constellation Killer’s wrist and went into my room. The Constellation
Killer was dragged away by me, unable to finish his greeting.
My brother, who had been wearing Yoo Sooha’s face a short while ago, followed us.
He tried to follow us into the room. However, I pushed him away and blocked the
door.
“Don’t come in. I’m warning you.”
-■■■?
“I’m going to take care of this child for a while. I’ll do everything on my own, so you
don’t have to interfere. Don’t come in or talk to this child if he doesn’t allow you to.
I’m serious.”
-■■. ■■■?
The specters mumbled outside the door. I ignored them and made a place for the
Constellation Killer to sleep. The Constellation Killer, still holding the bag on his back
that he left school with, stared at me.
“It depends on the family. For you, this is your bully’s family.”
“…Don’t speak politely. It feels wrong. Really, I don’t know what sort of big thing
you’re planning to put so much effort into this now.”
“It doesn’t matter if you think I’m plotting something. For now, sleep.”
“Anywhere. Get some rest. You’ll feel a bit better after you rest.”
“……”
-Who is this? What? Sooha’s younger brother…? Why are you calling me…?
-Huh? Ah. I heard about you from Sooha. I think we’ve met once before. But what’s up?
Is Sooha trying to use you to apologize in his stead?
I broke down Preta and the Golden Silk with one call.
The idol group would occasionally show up on TV screens, but the faces of Preta and
the Golden Silk were not shown. Only shadows fluttered about like scribbles.
I hastened my actions.
I destroyed the Four Demon Lords. The children from the Hellfire Residence
crumbled away. As soon as I saw them, I changed the characters in the trauma into
specters.
“Mm? This is rare. Gongja, what are you doing in the teachers’ office?”
“G-Gongja? Why did you call me into an empty classroom? Eek. Teachers and
students should not date in general, but it’s also against the school rules…!”
Even the Alchemist, who was a math teacher.
“I heard you asked to have a face-to-face talk. You are a unique student in many
different ways, so we allowed it at the request of the student council president. What
do you have to say?”
One at a time.
After a fortnight.
Most of the students and teachers at the school had already been turned into
specters.
-■■ ■■■■■.
On the TV, no matter what channel was on, there was a specter in the place of the
announcer. Even the people performing live were murmuring with a shadow’s voice
and face, so everything was incomprehensible.
The scenery of the city continued for a while, but at some point, darkness spread
beyond the window. The train disappeared when it reached that zone.
“What is it?”
“I can’t say it in the classroom. No, it’s more like I don’t want to say it.”
-■■■! ■■ ■■■■.
The person sitting at the desk had already turned into a specter. It was the Count.
The Count had spoken with me two days ago and crumbled into a shadow. The
Crusader glanced at her friend’s appearance and lowered her voice.
“…I don’t know if this sounds weird. No, it definitely sounds weird. But for some
reason, I felt like I should consult with you.”
“Something is strange.”
“……”
“If you asked me what it was, it’d be hard to say. But I’m certain. This isn’t normal.
Last weekend, I went out of town with my family. Or I was going to. I prepared a
lunch box in the morning. But when I blinked, it was evening.”
The Crusader’s shoulders shook a little.
“At first, I thought it was amnesia. But my family talked about how the outing was
very pleasant at the dinner table. I have no memory of the outing, and I can’t even
remember what I did…”
The Crusader lifted her head again, looking around. Except for a handful of students,
there were only wriggling black specters in the classroom, the hallway, and the
schoolyard.
“…Something is weird. It’s wrong. Maybe I’m the one who became weird. Sorry, Kim
Gongja. I’ll just make an appointment with a psychiatrist. Maybe I’ll be better with
some counseling.”
I opened my mouth.
“Hmm…?”
I took out the Constellation Killer’s cell phone and showed it to her.
“……”
As she read the texts, the Crusader’s face turned white. She was shocked. But her
shock was brief, and soon, the Crusader yelled in a furious voice.
“What? Something like this… No, he isn’t the type to send a text like this. It’s
ridiculous! I can’t overlook this. It goes way beyond a joke!”
“Are you angry?”
“Of course! Some things can be forgiven because we’re kids, but some things cannot.
But wounds are wounds, whether it was caused by an adult or a child. Rather, kids
can be worse!”
“We have evidence. We have to report it to the police right now! I know this kind of
problem well. If you file a complaint with the school, the evidence will be taken away
and they’ll tell you to resolve it among yourselves like friends. It won’t be enough if
just the two of us went to the police station, so gather as many people as you can and
let’s go…!”
“That’s right.”
The Crusader.
Someone who tries to reduce the number of people who are suffering, even by a
little.
“If there was even one person like you in this classroom, it wouldn’t have turned out
this way.”
“…What?”
“Because there’s no way you would be a bystander to this sort of thing. There’s no
way you would let it go, and there’s no way you wouldn’t notice it. But because there
wasn’t a single person like you in that large classroom…”
“……”
“It’s all right. Please disappear. I’ll take care of the rest on my own.”
After I closed and opened my eyes.
-■■, ■■ ■ ■■■.
“……”
Slowly.
-■■ ■■■?
-■■ ■. ■■ ■■■.
The students were talking as they walked past. Small talk, chatting. They laughed as
if it was fun, and even if it wasn’t, they still laughed. They were sharing the time of
their youth. When a teacher passed by, they bowed their heads and greeted him.
That was.
-■, ■■?
-■■■ ■■■■■■ ■■. ■■■■ ■■■ ■■ ■■■■■ ■■. ■■■■ ■■■ ■ ■■ ■■■■ ■■■ ■■ ■■ ■■■■.
-■ ■■ ■■ ■■. ■■ ■■.
[■■■ ■■■♪]
[■■■ ■■■♪]
[■■■ ■■■■♪]
That was.
3.
From the outskirts of the city, erosive darkness encroached the streets. Writhing.
Slinking. The darkness was like a tentacle, alive and moving. I decided to call that
ominous, dark fog the Void.
Many things became unseeable. I could no longer see people’s faces. I couldn’t see
the church’s steeple. I couldn’t see the signs plastered on the walls of the shopping
mall like bark on a tree.
“The farm?”
Thinking back, the orphanage had an area to raise animals, too, although it soon
disappeared. In the past, did middle and high schools have animal farms?
“Why do you have to feed them? Shouldn’t there be someone else in charge?”
“…There used to be a club for animal care. But last year, a foreign woman broke into
the school at night and jumped off the roof with a newborn baby. Don’t you
remember? The baby fell into the farm. Since then, applications to the club
completely stopped.”
It was the first I was hearing about it. However, the Constellation Killer’s tone
implied he was talking about a very infamous incident. It seemed a bunch of things
had happened at this school.
“Why did a foreign lady come to a school in a whole different country with a kid…?”
“A teacher here apparently fathered the kid by accident while on a business trip
abroad.”
“……”
“It was a middle school teacher, not a high school one,” muttered the Constellation
Killer.
“Anyway, we don’t have an animal caretaking club anymore. The middle school class
presidents are supposed to take turns feeding the animals, but… There’s no way
middle schoolers are going to stick to it, you know? So the security guard, me, and
some middle school kid take care of feeding the animals between the three of us.”
That was…
There, we imprisoned rabbits and chickens in cramped cages, making that small
space their whole world.
Was it not being properly managed? The smell of chicken and rabbit urine was
effusive. The feed, which had carelessly been poured in great quantities at once, was
repeatedly soaked by rain and dried again, making it reek.
“Ah, seriously. Someone just pretended to do the work and left again.”
“If they were gonna do this, they should have just skipped out instead. It’s worse
than if they didn’t do it.”
“Should I help?”
The Constellation Killer took out the rotten heap of fuzz. He threw away the straw in
a large sack. Then, he took out a broom and a rake from storage and cleaned up the
hutch.
The Constellation Killer picked up a rubber hose and sprinkled water over the farm.
Shaaaa—
In a world where most things could not be seen, a world corroded by the Void, a high
school student sprayed water at 6:40 a.m. behind Shinseo Middle and High School. It
was tranquil. The water reflected the color of the dawn.
“……”
I was peeping between the cracks that had opened up in the world.
[How filthy.]
The world.
It was shrinking.
Starting with the things that were meaningless to the Constellation Killer, no, to ■■.
Step by step.
The mountains surrounding the city were engulfed in the dark fog. The world was
cornered. As days passed, the Void gradually tightened around us.
-■■, ■■ ■!
-■■■.
On the broken path, specters constantly disappeared and reappeared. They flickered.
In [the Constellation Killer’s world], it didn’t matter at all where people came from or
where they went.
On one edge of the dump, there was a drooping ginkgo tree that had not been cut
down.
[The degree of the trauma’s implementation is decreasing.]
“……”
“Raviel.”
As specters walked in front and were absorbed by the Void, Raviel stood, quiet and
still. She didn’t turn her head even when I called out to her.
“If you think about it, it’s weird that I asked to be called by my foreign name. Ban Si-
ah. That is the name I was given. But for some reason, I felt obsessively that I should
be called [Raviel].”
“……”
“I cannot even recall how I met you. No. Saying that I can’t think of it is misleading. I
received a confession from you at the school festival last year. Prior to that, I thought
favorably of you. It was easy for us to start dating.”
“But I wonder if that is the truth. Gongja, our love is not so simple. We would never
love so easily.”
“……”
I carefully placed my hand on Raviel’s shoulder. With my left hand, I held her chin. I
lowered my head a bit and met her lips.
“Mm. As expected.”
Raviel smiled.
“It’s pounding.”
“There is no lie in my love. I wouldn’t love you so much just because you’re a bit
handsome and talk well. But to say that we’re a couple that will go down in the
history of Shinseo Middle and High School… Tell them to shut up. You and I are the
best couple in the entire universe.”
“…Yes.”
“If my love is not a lie, then my memory must be distorted. This, now, must be a
hallucination or a dream. Gongja, am I dreaming of you? Or are you dreaming of me?”
“Yes.”
“Even when you dream, even if it’s only a dream, it is only appropriate that I am
always in the position of the one you adore. I am the only one who deserves that
place.”
“It’s true.”
Raviel laughed.
“……”
“Don’t you dare open your eyes. Call out my name with your lips. Understood? You
cannot open your eyes. If you open your eyes by yourself, I will punish you.”
I closed my eyes.
“Raviel.”
“Yes.”
Then.
“……”
I opened my eyes.
“……”
A broadcasting club member, who lost their shape without me ever knowing their
name, spoke.
Other than the students who will participate in nighttime self-study, please go home
now.
That moment.
“Mm.”
I stepped back. Tentacles of fog stretched out from the Void. The tentacles bound
themselves around the school gate in an instant. The plaque that marked [Shinseo
High School] was devoured, and soon, the entire school gate was buried in the
darkness.
Someone spoke from behind me. It was the Constellation Killer. The Constellation
Killer was wearing a worn-out bag, looking at me like I was absurd.
“Aren’t you going home? Well, if you don’t want to, don’t. It was getting
uncomfortable staying there without your parents’ permission. I get that you really
want to apologize to me, so let’s end this. Something like this only makes us both feel
weird.”
The Constellation Killer walked toward where the school gate had been. As he tried
to pass by me, I grabbed his wrist. Then, I quickly pulled him back.
The Constellation Killer avoided stepping into the Void by a hair’s breadth. Even now,
the black fog was gushing over the school gate, over the fence, and into the
schoolyard. If we were swallowed up by [that], everything would be over.
“A place where you can live even a little bit longer. A place where you can breathe.”
“…What?”
“…I don’t know what you’re talking about. Kim Gongja, did you know you became
really weird a month ago? Why are you so scared? Just what are you working so hard
for? You’ve never been that kind of person.”
“I made a promise to live desperately, no matter what. My master swung her sword
even as the world was ending. My lover defended her nation even when the world
looped and repeated itself. There are people like them in the world. I work hard
because I want to be with such people.”
“Truly and sincerely, I have absolutely no clue what you’re talking about.”
“There was also a person who endlessly abandoned his self to commit to what he
believed was right.”
Still, the Void pushed inside like it didn’t know how to stop.
“……”
Specters wandered the halls. But among them, the [Class President] with the face of
the Black Dragon Master stood blankly in front of the women’s bathroom. I hadn’t
managed to break down the class president yet.
Because.
The class president was the only person who bowed her head when the
Constellation Killer committed suicide in the last trauma.
“…Weird. Why do I feel this strange guilt from entering the women’s bathroom?”
The Black Dragon Master seemed to be worrying about her gender identity all of a
sudden. It was a time of many troubles. I approached while holding the Constellation
Killer’s wrist and grabbed the wrist of the Black Dragon Master with my other hand.
“Huh?”
“What? Ah, wait. Huh? What? Kim Gongja? Ah, what are you…?!”
The Black Dragon Master protested in confusion when she suddenly noticed the
Constellation Killer. Her surprised expression hardened at once. The Black Dragon
Master frowned, lowered her head, and followed as I dragged her wrist.
[Warning!]
[The degree of the trauma’s implementation is decreasing.]
I dragged two people up the stairs. Quickly. Beyond the first floor, up to the second
floor, past the third floor, crossing the fourth floor, and leaping to the fifth floor.
Behind me, the Constellation Killer and the Black Dragon Master were gasping, but it
couldn’t be helped.
[■■■ ■■■♪]
[■■■ ■■■♪]
[■■■ ■■■■♪]
The slogan on the stairs sank under the black. The black fog turned into dark fluid
and swallowed up the first, second, third, fourth, and fifth floors.
I stood in front of the iron door to the roof. Four layers of chains were wrapped
around the iron door handle. It was a place that couldn’t be entered unless you were
a teacher, but I used aura on my fingers and simply broke the chains.
“Let’s go out.”
“Huh…?”
The Constellation Killer, still breathing heavily, looked dazedly at the iron door.
“It’s open…?”
“W-wait a moment. We can’t go up to the rooftop! It’s against the school rules!”
The Black Dragon Master shouted in a panic. If it weren’t for the Void I saw creeping
forth over her shoulder, I might have respected the school rules a bit more. I forced
the Constellation Killer and the Black Dragon Master to the rooftop. Then—
Thud.
“……”
I quietly stared at the door. It was silent. Thankfully, the Void did not break out to the
rooftop. This peace would probably be allowed for only a short time, but for now, we
had escaped the overbearing Void.
“Don’t you know how sensitive our school is about rooftop access?! There was that
whole uproar last year in the middle school! Oh, my God!”
“Ah, when the teachers find out I’ve come up here… My god… You bastard! Take
responsibility for my college applications!”
Looking down through the rooftop fence, I saw no schoolyard—only the pitch black
darkness. Same for the whole campus. The main building of the middle school was
no different.
“What?!”
“……”
The perpetrator.
The victim.
“…So?”
The class president with the face of the Black Dragon Master stared at me.
“You went around calling him the 2nd-year loser of Shinseo High School or whatever,
Kim Gongja. Thanks to you, some weird stuff is happening in our class…”
But this contempt was short-lived. The Black Dragon Master frowned for a moment
before her face returned to its previously expressionless state. It was as though her
own feelings made her tired. Even a sigh would not look as expressionless as that
face.
“…Forget it. I don’t even want to talk to you about this. Just talking about it makes me
feel bad. Dammit! I would have gone to a different high school if I knew there’d be
bullying here.”
“You’re the class president. You’re responsible for what happens in the class.”
“How amazing. I heard that you’ve been hanging out with ■■ lately and meeting
other students one after the other. [Kim Gongja repented. Kim Gongja has changed.]
Even the teachers were complimenting you in the staff room. Good for you.”
“It must be nice to have it easy like you. It’s fine to hurt someone as long as you
apologize afterwards, right? Forgive me because I apologized a lot, and then it’s over.
Everything I did wrong was a mistake. The hurt I inflicted was just a joke.”
“……”
“And even that should only happen once or twice. But can you say that your whole
life was a mistake or a joke? If you stop making jokes or mistakes, will you get ill? Do
you think the world is a dump that accepts your mistakes and that people as
trashcans to receive your jokes? Sick bastards. Scum…”
She dropped it. The Black Dragon Master closed her lips.
Once again, she stopped just before her emotions became too intense. The Black
Dragon Master looked down at her shoes like she was nervous. Since coming to the
rooftop, she hadn’t looked at the Constellation Killer even once.
“Class President.”
“…Don’t do this to me,” muttered the Black Dragon Master. “Don’t bring me to a place
like this with ■■. You’re trying to make me apologize or admit that I did something
wrong. I didn’t do anything wrong. You’re the one who did…”
“……”
When the Constellation Killer committed suicide in the last trauma, the school
desperately turned a blind eye. The class used all kinds of tricks and methods to
overlook the [incident].
Perhaps we sent a text like that to the Constellation Killer as a mean joke. But it was
only a joke. It was just a brief deviation from the norm. Everyone made jokes and
slipped sometimes, so we were still normal.
Maybe we made fun of the Constellation Killer once. But that was a mistake. We
didn’t mean it. We didn’t do it on purpose—we were just swept up into the
atmosphere and laughed with the others. We did nothing wrong.
『Think carefully about what’s important to you and pull yourself together.』
『Yes, teacher.』
Don’t forget.
The Black Dragon Master was the only one who didn’t say, “Yes, teacher.” She said
nothing,
One single bystander remained silent while numerous perpetrators stood proudly.
And there were hundreds of reasons why someone might remain silent.
“Because of you guys, I decided to do some investigating… Did you know? This
school is affiliated with Seryun University. There are 10 board members. And among
them, Kim Gongja, is your girlfriend’s parents. You didn’t know, I bet. You didn’t even
know that, but you just bullied ■■ like it was natural, right? Even the President of the
Seryun Presbyterian Church is on the board. That’s my family’s church! We attend
every weekend!”
The Black Dragon Master covered her forehead with her hand.
“Why did I have to learn all of this because of the shit that you guys did?! Just… don’t
do so much, please. I’m a second-year now, too… I sleep for four or five hours a day
because of studying. I’m busy. I entered the school as a scholarship student just like
■■… I don’t know how you guys can just laugh and enjoy your school life!”
“I was so desperate! This school has a fucking scholarship committee, and our oh-go-
great homeroom teacher is there as the second-year students’ head! You didn’t know
that, did you? I bet you don’t even need to know. I—damn—I mentioned ■■ to our
homeroom teacher and… Please. Stop it. I don’t want to know this! It’s all disgusting.
You, our homeroom teacher, the school, everything… I’m busy with my own life, so
take care of things yourselves!”
“Sorry.”
“Sorry? Ha. How sorry are you, really? No. Fuck. It’s too late. Don’t apologize to me.
Don’t you dare apologize, Kim Gongja. I don’t need an apology, and I don’t deserve an
apology. And you don’t deserve to apologize. You’re trash. Just die as trash. Live as
trash until the day you die. I’m begging you, never cross my path after we graduate.”
“I’m sorry.”
I let the Black Dragon Master do what she wanted to my body and said, “This boy. He
tried to commit suicide.”
“He would have jumped a month ago. From this very spot.”
“……”
It was only then that she looked at the Constellation Killer for the first time.
Her mouth opened and closed a few times, but no sound came out.
Like it was difficult for her to talk to the person in front of him.
The Constellation Killer looked at the Black Dragon Master with a blank expression.
“That’s right.”
“……”
“I don’t know how Kim Gongja knew, but he’s right. I tried to die.”
“……”
“I had no idea that that was what you were thinking, Class President.”
Slowly.
The Black Dragon Master covered her face with both hands.
“I don’t feel sorry for you. It’s just… When I was a first-year, I accidentally found out
about the school’s Board of Directors. I gave up because I thought nothing would
come of it even if I revealed everything. During our second year, I tried to talk to our
homeroom teacher, but I gave up in the end. I’m just that kind of person. Please
remember me as that kind of person.”
“……”
“But, don’t die. Don’t die… Why must you? You can’t die. You can’t die because of
trash. You can’t, ■■. You have to live. Yeah? If you live, you can get into a good
university, make money, and get out of this godforsaken city…”
“I thought about that too,” muttered the Constellation Killer. “But I thought that these
bastards would forget.”
“……”
“I thought that they would live well while pretending that nothing ever happened.
No, I don’t think they’d even remember. I hated that the most. I wanted to spite these
bastards. Since they’d forget it anyway…”
“……”
“I wasn’t trying to hurt someone like you.”
The Black Dragon Master fell to her knees. She held her breath, her face covered. She
clenched her teeth and tried to hold back any sounds. The force of her silence caused
the Black Dragon Master’s shoulder to shake.
Lower.
The Constellation Killer slowly wrapped his arms around the Black Dragon Master’s
shoulders. The Black Dragon Master flinched. The Constellation Killer leaned his
head a bit closer to the Black Dragon Master.
“I’m glad there was even a single person who was worth my forgiveness.”
“……”
“I’m so glad.”
The Black Dragon Master stopped holding her breath. She broke down. The Black
Dragon Master couldn’t hug the Constellation Killer. She just remained kneeling,
letting out the cries that tore out from her heart. The Constellation Killer hugged his
classmate as she did.
“I’m sorry…”
The Black Dragon Master, whose face melted off to reveal someone else, cried out,
“Don’t die. Please. I’m begging you… You have to live.”
“You can live. We can live. We can live better lives. You have to live, ■■. I’ll try a little
harder, and because I’ll try harder, together let’s…”
The iron door to the rooftop was being devoured by the Void.
Black fog slowly crept through the cracks on the iron door like tentacles. Soundlessly,
they grabbed the iron door.
The void, which had devoured the fifth floor, climbed up the school wall and flowed
onto the fence of the roof.
“No one cares about you. No one, nobody, not one of them… You can’t die because of
those beasts. You have to live. You can’t let them ruin your life. Struggle and survive,
study, yeah? Enter university, and… Go to another city.”
I could see the person beneath the Black Dragon Master’s skin.
At that moment.
“Let’s make time for children who are less fortunate than us. We can do it. I know we
can. I’ll help you… I, I did a lot of research. I studied. It isn’t some dumb dream. If we
really try, we can—”
“To live here, to survive in the world, we have to be strong. ■■. You have to surround
yourself in armor so that other people won’t look down on you or bother you. Let’s
study together. I’ll help you… I can help you.”
Ahh.
“What university you go to, what qualifications you have… They might seem useless
right now, but you can do a lot more with it than without it. We can do what we want
to do. it’s power. We have to become strong first.”
Ah.
“Let’s help the children together. On my own… It would be difficult. Yeah. I might not
be able to bear it. I might scar the children. But with the two of us. Three. If four
people join in, we can do anything. We’ll be able to do anything.”
Director.
“This world is not everything. It can’t be. ■■. We can make a world. Small… Let’s start
small. We can make a world with just the two of us. Please don’t die… Together. Let’s
live in a different world together…”
『Don’t.』
Now that I thought about it, the director had always been too wary about showing
that he loved us.
『Don’t get twisted because of a guy like me.』
“……”
“I haven’t been studying since the second semester of our first year. It’ll be a bit
tough.”
“It’s all right. It’s not too late. Right now, it’s not too late for anything.”
The past.
It all disappeared.
■.
■,
■,
■.
I opened my eyes.
2.
Naturally, I knew that the Constellation Killer’s story took place in the past. However,
that the past also contained the director’s childhood… That, I never expected.
They attended the same school. They were in the same class. They lived in the same
time. For one of them, time had stopped forever. For the other, the hour hand had
stopped for the rest of his life.
‘Why…?’
-Cough.
-The best feeling in the world is always catching a zombie bastard off guard. I’ve seen a
lot of things since becoming a ghost, but there’s still nothing better than seeing a
defeated Kim Zombie. Kukuku!
“……”
-What do you think? Isn’t the 50th floor tough? The Constellation Killer isn’t an easy
prey, huh? Right, so do you still think it was a good idea to weasel your way up to the
50th floor? All of this is karma for what you did, bastard!
It was almost as if [I’d only fought the Constellation Killer a short while ago].
Until now, we’d experienced the journey through the trauma together. Starting with
the [Hellfire Residence], Preta, Master, Raviel. Bae Hu-ryeong sometimes complained
about the trauma and sometimes remained silent. Nevertheless, he had always been
with me.
“I had a nightmare.”
-Huh?
“It was a trauma. This trauma was a bit strange. Sword Emperor, you weren’t with
me, and the Constellation Killer’s mind wasn’t fully recreated. Like there was an
error there…”
I told him about what I experienced in the trauma. I recreated it. Of course, I didn’t
tell him that he had been my father. If I brought it up, his hair would probably turn
white.
-Hmm.
Bae Hu-ryeong was lost in thought for a while after hearing my story.
-That’s strange, isn’t it? It doesn’t make sense that I wasn’t there with you. In the first
place, I’m only called a ghost for convenience. In truth, I am a [skill].
[Sword Constellation]
Rank: A+
Effect: A ghost from another world. He cleared the 99th floor in another world but
failed the 100th floor and died. The resentment remained, causing him to become a
ghost. He cannot interfere with the physical world, but it is possible to tamper with
the owner’s mind.
※However, no one can see the ghost except for the owner.
He had memories of his past life, but he was restrained to a skill card.
-In other words, I am someone who lives off of you. Should I say a mental tenant?
Unless you forcibly remove my skill card, there is no reason why I shouldn’t enter a
trauma with you.
However, Bae Hu-ryeong had not been able to participate in this trauma.
–Yeah.
The two of us pondered side by side in the dark space. Time passed slowly, but we
still were unable to think of an answer. Eventually, Bae Hu-ryeong got tired of all the
thinking and exclaimed.
-Ah, enough! I don’t want to think about this anymore! In any case, if you just
remember the strange feeling, you will get an answer someday. Hurry up and pick one
of that Constellation Killer guy’s skills! It’s been a long time since we had a magic skill!
That Golden Silk or something only had a Constellation’s blessings, so her skills were
trash.
Perhaps in response to Bae Hu-ryeong’s words, cards began appearing from the
darkness.
-Now, let’s peruse the Constellation Killer’s collection! What the hell? This bastard’s
totally cheating, keeping all these dope skills. That’s why Hunters who focus on skills
are annoying. Huh? Look at this one.
[Puppeteer’s Parade]
Rank: S
Effect: In some world, there lived an old puppeteer. The puppeteer was afraid of
receiving love, but he wasn’t strong enough to endure eternal solitude.
‘Let’s make another me.’ So, the puppeteer designed it. ‘Let the other me be loved.
Let it live with people, among people. And if it gets hurt—I’ll throw it away,’
whispered the puppeteer. ‘Erase it forever.’
This skill is a black art for the weak. The ability to choose or throw away memories.
You can make 13 puppets that have the exact same appearance and abilities as you.
When one puppet dies, another one awakens. Broken dolls can be repaired.
So what happened to the Constellation Killer’s true body? Was the true body also
included in the puppets? Or did the Constellation Killer have a separate body that
was asleep somewhere else?
Rank: A+
Effect: There was once a goddess who was devoted to a certain warrior. Although the
goddess was torn apart by the warrior, she still wished to stand beside him. The
goddess fell and was sealed in this skill card.
The goddess replaces memories with abilities. You can strengthen your abilities and
might by giving your memories to the goddess. The more important the memory is
to you, the stronger the buff you receive.
The [Guardian Goddess] was divided into five parts—idol, compassion, prayer,
sacrifice, and salvation. With this, I reaped four parts of the Goddess. The last part,
salvation, was in the form of one of the Constellation Killer’s skills.
-Hmph.
I nodded.
-Just pass this time. You don’t need [Puppet Parade] or [Salvation of a Torn Goddess]
now. I hate to admit it, but your skill list is pretty complete. Except for your Goblin High
Society…
-It’s your head that will soar. No, it has already flown beautifully once. In any case, if
you take a stupid skill now, you’ll damage your synergy.
I would make the Constellation Killer admit that his method was wrong.
It wasn’t about simply overwhelming him with brute force. Rather, I would make [my
method] defeat the [Constellation Killer’s method].
Thinking about the man whose first name I still don’t know.
[Selection complete.]
■■.
3.
When I regressed a day, I hadn’t even cleared the [Fairytale] World yet.
Eventually, I cleared the [Fairytale] World again. I knew that [The Evangelist of
Everlasting Happiness] was planning a surprise attack in advance, so I cleared it
much more easily than before. However, the willpower and stamina that I used were
the same.
‘Next time, I’m going to take a day off before I climb the Tower… ’
“Count-nim.”
“Hm?”
Immediately after clearing the [Fairytale] World and returning to the Great Library, I
spoke to the Count.
“I have a small favor to ask you.”
“Ooh, what is it? Treasure of our Tower, prize of our Sangryun. Tell me anything! I’ll
help you.”
The Count greeted me more enthusiastically than usual. The shape of her mouth was
curved like the letter ‘w’. Was it because the price to clear the stage was much lower
than she thought it would be?
For a moment, I couldn’t help but remember the Count I’d encountered in the
trauma.
I froze.
“What’s wrong?”
The classmate in the trauma simply had the Count’s appearance; in the end, it was
fake. I couldn’t compare the fake to the person in front of me. It was incredibly
disrespectful to the Count.
“Did you put too much energy into the Apocalypse just now? Be careful. You need to
be careful while you’re young so you don’t go nuts when you’re old. Anyway, what’s
the favor?”
“It doesn’t matter if it’s not a letter, but there is someone I need to contact as soon as
possible. Count, you have the ability to interact with the outside world. Please help
me send the letter.”
“If it doesn’t have to be a letter, you can use more convenient methods. Which
country are you sending the letter to? It’d be a bit hard to send letters to countries
with governments that have collapsed.”
“That’s fine. I’d like to send it to the country where I was born.”
“Death King’s birth country… Ahh. Then it’s fine. There is an ambassador in that
country, so we can get in touch with them right away. Let’s see. Where is that
woman?”
The Count looked around. It wasn’t just us in the Great Library, but every Hunter
with an epithet. The Count pointed to one of them with her fan.
“…What is it now?”
“Let me introduce you. This is my friend, the Communications Officer, and she comes
from the same homeland as I do. Ahaha, but the difference between our origins is
like heaven and earth.”
“If you just called me over here to talk nonsense, then I’ll be on my way.”
“Woah, woah. Calm down, Madame Brahmin. I’m going to set up a sanctuary to talk
with the outside world, so please connect us for a while. It’s a country with an
ambassador, so it shouldn’t be too much of a hassle.”
“Why should I…?”
“Please.”
“……”
The Wide-Range Communications Officer also brought her hands together and
bowed. She looked back and forth between me and the Count before sighing heavily
as if she’d given up.
“…If it was some crude man’s request, I would’ve declined it immediately. But Death
King, I also watched from afar as you devoted yourself to the Tower. Your
commitment should be rewarded. I’ll help you.”
“Yeah. As expected, you get along well with noble people. Like calls to like.”
“If you run your mouth one more time, I’m leaving.”
“Oh my, don’t be like that. You should be more generous. But fine, fine. Hey, I get it.
Let’s just do this!”
The Count smiled before taking something out of her pocket. It was a small pouch.
The Count then took a handful of glittering, purple powder before sprinkling it in a
circle on the library floor.
“The Great Mother Vina. Vina. A wish is a prayer, please let it not be torn by screams.
Let us be by your side as you stay by our side. Make this space your sanctuary.”
Whoosh!
Purple light came out of the purple powder. The area of purple light was similar in
size to a public phone booth.
“Ah. Yes.”
I handed my phone to the Communications Officer, who tapped the phone three
times with a bent finger. Tap, tap, tap. It looked as though she’d drawn a triangle with
her fingertips.
“Go through. Connect. When noise reaches someone, it becomes a sound, and when
there is a person here and a person there, connections sing and the world makes a
choir.”
“Take it.”
“If you make a call, it will be received. If you send mail, they will reply.”
“Call charges are measured separately, but I can pay that much for you!”
“However, following the agreement with the outside world, all communications must
be monitored to ensure they remain within the scope of international law. That
shouldn’t be a problem, though. It doesn’t matter if it’s a crime as long as you don’t
mention it directly.”
“Well, if you want to send a secret message, tell me separately. There are ways to
bypass the laws.”
The two of them spoke casually, but this was a collaboration between the Hunters
ranked 5th and 7th. Only a handful of people could ever enjoy such a privilege.
“Yes. Thank you.”
“……”
Then, I pressed it, [the first phone number I memorized in my life]. It was a number I
hadn’t dialed in years. But human memory was strange, for no matter how much
time had passed, it was not a number I could ever forget.
Ring… Ring…
If the other person changed their number, then this would be pointless. But he said
that he would never change his number so that we could call at any time.
He didn’t lie.
-Hello?
I couldn’t speak.
“……”
The voice was a little older than the cries I heard on the rooftop of the trauma. It was
a little more tired. But the essence hadn’t changed, and I regretted that it took me so
long to hear this voice that hadn’t changed.
Regardless of whether I abandoned the outside world and entered the Tower, I
shouldn’t have abandoned the people.
The director.
-You’re busy with life and work. I know what it’s like to be that age.
I heard a small cough over the phone, and the director cleared his throat.
-Sometimes, strangers come and ask if you are from our orphanage. At first, I thought
you had done something terrible. But the others from your generation showed me a
video and cleared up the misunderstanding. By the way, you call yourself Death King?
You have an interesting naming sense.
-Of course. It’s been a while since I last heard your voice. I’m relieved.
“……”
-Gongja?
-What’s wrong?
-Say it. No, wait a minute. How serious is it? Tell me that first.
“It’s very serious. Probably more serious than anything I’ve ever asked you about…”
-Then give me two minutes—no, three minutes. I’m lying on the sofa right now. I’ll get
up, get some coffee, and listen to you properly. Don’t hang up. Wait just three minutes.
“Okay.”
Now that I thought about it, his life must have been so difficult.
I could only imagine the kind of malice he had to suffer in order to become such a
good man. If we gathered all the good people in this world, we would be able to see
all the malice of the world as well.
-Seeing that you’re changing the subject like this, it really must be serious. I’m fine.
There are more teachers now. I’m basically director in name only, and I don’t have to
do much. The sponsorships have increased… Ah, and the food is more delicious.
“Director. When you were younger… did you graduate from Shinseo Middle and High
School?”
-……
It was tense. I heard a liquid splashing. The director had taken a sip of his coffee. and
gulped down the black water.
-Yes. I graduated from Shinseo High. Even now, it’s a pretty prestigious place.
Maybe it had just been an illusion created by the trauma. Everything I saw could
have been fake. The director could just be a good person who enjoyed a normal,
happy school life.
I hoped.
-You’re right.
-I was the class president. It’s already been decades since then.
“……”
-……
Both the director and I fell silent. My heart throbbed as I thought of the things I had
to say. The atmosphere felt heavy. Maybe the director felt it too, as he kept his mouth
closed, waiting for me.
“Director.”
-Speak.
“When you were class president. By any chance… On the roof of the school…”
-……
-Yes.
The director said.
-There was.
The hallways I walked, the chains on the door to the school roof that ■■ looked down
at, the desolate wasteland of a schoolyard, the shack in the middle of the dump, all of
them, without exception, were true.
Only.
The one thing that needed the most to be true was false.
“Director…”
No one in this world knew his name. He was a man from the wilderness. The people
of the empire named him Lefanta to honor him. He was the killer of Constellations.
Thus, the people of the Tower called him the Constellation Killer.
He was a man who had been abandoned by the outside world. No one tried to
remember him. So now, there was only one person in the world who could say his
name.
-Kim Yul.[1]
“……”
I closed my eyes.
I remembered the conversation I had with the Crusader in the school hallway.
『The very last row in the classroom. The student sitting by the window. Do you
remember him?』
『Kim Yul.』
He was small enough to be covered by the curtains whenever the wind blew through
the classroom window.
He was a child who quietly took out a notebook and looked through it before class
began.
He was a child who yanked the chain on the iron door even though he knew it
wouldn’t open.
Decades ago.
Before I was born.
『I’m so sorry.』
-Gongja?
-Are you crying…? No. Nevermind. Anyway, where did you hear about Kim Yul? I didn’t
think anyone remembered.
Someone who was smart enough to enter such a prestigious school with a
scholarship. Who was so zealous that he remained at the top of his class even in such
a prestigious place. Who studied for four or five hours every day when he could have
been sleeping. To be someone who could create the future he wanted.
Death.
『No one cares about you. No one, nobody, not one of them… 』
And for the other person, the freedom of choice that everyone deserved disappeared.
“He lived in a garbage dump at the foot of the mountain. That Kim Yul.”
-……
“The very last row in the classroom. The seat by the window. He sat there.”
-……
I continued.
“The collar of his school uniform was always dirty. The guy who was dating the
student council president was a bastard who bullied him. His older brother was a
singer. Because he was being harassed by the class through text messages, Kim Yul
was forced to hand over the phone that wasn’t even his.”
-……
“Did you know that there was a small farm behind the school? They reared rabbits
and chickens. It was supposed to be taken care of by the farming club, but no one
wanted to do it after a foreigner jumped with her newborn. That’s why Kim Yul
started taking care of it.”
-How…
“Director, you tried to stop it. You’ve been trying to stop it since the first year. But
after your investigations, you stopped because the main culprit’s parents were on
the school board, didn’t you? The president of the church you attended was also a
member, right? Seryun Presbyterian Church. You told your homeroom teacher, but
you couldn’t do anything more because of your scholarship.”
-How…
“He’s here.”
-……
-Four days.
The student, whose time was stopped decades ago, spoke in a voice that sounded
older and wearier.
4.
During that week, the director liquidated all of his assets. Anyone could enter the
Tower, But you could not bring anything from the outside world. In other words, the
director had given up everything he had achieved, earned, and collected in his life.
It had been a long time since I saw the director, but he looked much older than I
remembered.
“I found someone to be my replacement. There were still some things in the region
that needed to be done, but… What can the government officials do now that I’ve
come to the Tower? They’ll have to figure it out themselves.”
“Welcome, Director.”
“I’m not the director anymore, but call me whatever you like.”
Naturally, as someone who had only just entered the tower, the director didn’t have a
title. People without epithets had not yet been allowed to enter the Great Library, but
I talked to the Corner Librarian and succeeded in making an exception for the
director.
“Coming here, I can see how successful you’ve become. Everywhere I go, I only hear
about you, Gongja. After entering the Tower, dozens of people gathered at the
entrance to guide me.”
“Well, I have a bit of influence in the Tower. I’m currently No. 2 in the rankings,
Director.”
While I was overwhelmed with emotion, the director was greeted by the rest of my
colleagues.
“Aha. So you are the one who raised Death King! I am called the Heretic Questioner.
Please take care of me!”
“I am the Black Dragon Master. I will forever be indebted to Death King. The Death
King is also the vice head of our guilds. If you have any troubles while in the Tower,
feel free to let me know.”
“I’m the Crusader, and I’m in charge of the security in Babylon on the first floor.
Teacher, I heard that you ran an orphanage outside. It’s hard to talk about since
we’re meeting for the first time, but the Tower is always in need of professionals. I’ll
make a formal visit to you later.”
Once the welcoming procession passed and the two of us were alone, the director
spoke.
“I’m used to things like this since one of your peers became the youngest member of
the National Assembly. At that time, dozens of people came over every week to greet
me.”
“Huh?! Who?!”
“Kim Hanbija. Do you remember him? He’s now a representative. You probably didn’t
realize it because he changed his name.”
I was shocked.
“Seriously… No way. He’s just an idiot… What did he change his name to?”
“Kim Hanbi.”
“Then he just cut off the last syllable? He is an idiot, isn’t he?”
“I can say this now that you’re an adult, Gongja, but you were also an idiot. A great
king of fools.”
“I never knew that people could be so bad at math until I raised you kids. Death King,
you’re lucky that the Tower rankings are not determined by test scores.”
I spoke to the Librarian in advance so that our conversation would not be overheard.
He granted my request, and not just that, but he got the bookmark maids to serve us
tea and refreshments.
“So.”
Finally, after sweeping through the entire library, the director’s eyes once again
settled on my face.
I told the director everything. About my abilities. About the trauma. And about the
person named [Lefanta Aegim] and the [Constellation Killer].
“……”
The director listened to everything I said with a blank expression on his face. But
expressionless didn’t mean emotionless. For more than an hour, the director sat still
without taking even a single sip of the tea.
“Yes.”
“However, it would otherwise be impossible for you… to know about Kim Yul.”
Since childhood, I’d always found the Director’s expressions to be hard to read.
“……”
“How could they smile so brightly for the photos? They… He… For a very long time, I
couldn’t understand how they could smile. Right. I’m sure they’re living well even
now.”
He quietly took a sip of his tea, which had already cooled a long time ago, and looked
me in the eyes.
“It’s fine.”
“……”
“That child. No, the trace of that child. Please show him to me.”
I nodded.
They squirmed
as though they were alive, and flowed like water before gradually rising to the shape
of a human. The waves turned into silver hair, and the puddles formed neat clothes.
“…Hm.”
Lefanta Aegim.
“Was I abducted? Did you kidnap a puppet and forcefully awaken it? My power… I
can’t use it. I suppose that either the puppet’s system was tampered with or very
powerful mental magic was used.”
The man who lost his black hair. His name. His memory. [Kim Yul] had already
forgotten his origins, so the man before us was a completely different person from
[Kim Yul]. He was Lefanta Aegim. The Constellation Killer.
“…Kim Yul-ssi.”
Except for the one person who had witnessed his beginning.
“……”
“I’m sorry.”
I had no interest in the constellations that shone in the night sky. My stars were the
characters. Their stories were my resplendent constellations. Ah. There were
countless stars in space and infinite stories in the universe.
2.
The Great Library of All Things. A place where each book contained a world.
Countless people lived in countless worlds, and each of them had a story. Here, two
characters from one of the books, [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim], were present.
“……”
“Did you say you are one of the people who killed me?”
“My death was recorded 153 years, 7 months, and 9 days ago. The name of the one
who killed me at that time is the Sword Emperor.”
The Constellation Killer pulled out an old notebook. That diary was the last stop that
[Kim Yul] ever reached, a vow that he would only leave behind the traces of his past
but never remember his past himself.
“The features of the Sword Emperor as recorded in the diary are different from
yours.”
Just like how my skeletons would never let go of their daggers after being swallowed
by the Hundred Ghosts Reincarnation, the Constellation Killer only had one old
notebook.
“……”
“From my understanding, the Sword Emperor is not the type to apologize to anyone.
He is not the type to seek an apology, either.”
“I judge that you are not the next generation of the Sword Emperor and you are not
someone who has killed me. You have no reason to apologize to me.”
“……”
“Firstly, my name is Lefanta Aegim. My epithet is the Constellation Killer. You looked
at me and called me Kim Yul. However, nowhere in the diary is it recorded that I was
ever called Kim Yul. Have you mistaken me for someone else?”
“Kim Yul-ssi.”
“Kim Yul is the name you had before you were called Lefanta Aegim. It is a name
from long ago, before you obtained the diary. The world that you used to live in
was…”
“It is no use.”
“It’s a touching scene. I can admit that. On one side, the victim sealed in time. On the
other, the bystander frozen by time. Ahh. The scene is as beautiful as a painting…”
He was wearing a peculiar expression. He seemed sad yet also happy. While his eyes
woefully looked down, his breath was flush.
“However, Death King, Too many things happened too late. The Constellation Killer
can never be saved.”
“……”
“It doesn’t matter if he accepts an apology now. The Constellation Killer remembers
nothing. His appearance and mindset are completely different from those of Kim Yul.
How can he receive an apology for something he does not remember? How can he
forgive someone for something he cannot recall?”
“Of course.”
“How? Do you regress whenever I do?”
“No, that is not how it works. In particular, your [Returner’s Clockwork Watch] skill
is so special that even a Constellation cannot easily approach its dignity. But I, like
other Constellations, have a clever power.”
The Librarian flicked his finger. Snap! Then, a book flew at us.
The book was the one that the Constellation had shown us when we first set foot in
the Great Library.
“Remember this? It’s the book of your world. We cannot call it an Apocalypse
because it has not perished.”
“Now, guess. Whom do you think I would designate as the protagonist of [The Tale of
the Ascending City]?”
“……”
It was obvious.
“Me.”
“Is everything related to me recorded in that book? Do you know what skills I have,
when and how I regress, and all?”
“Ahh.”
The Librarian smirked and flipped open a page of [The Tale of the Ascending City].
“The kiss of time that you shared with Raviel Ivansia… The love and intimacy were
truly sweet! You resolved the situation in a completely unexpected way. It became
one of my favorite scenes.”
“……”
“Of course, the ‘trauma’ you experienced this time is also in this book. That is why I
allowed that person to enter the library though he does not have an epithet.”
The Librarian was referring to the director. Even now, the director was desperately
trying to explain to the Constellation Killer who he was and what had happened.
However, the Constellation Killer’s expressionless face did not change.
“You made an attempt. You tried, and you did your best. But it’s already too late for
the Constellation Killer. It is a rule that the best ending is difficult to reach, no matter
how hard the characters try. This is the normal ending that is allowed for the
Constellation Killer.”
“Except for the bad ending, it is an acceptable ending for the Constellation Killer to
reach. Though, sadly, the Constellation Killer won’t know it himself. Your efforts, the
orphanage director’s regrets—everything is futile. Ahh. The Constellation Killer will
remain as a weapon that slaughters Constellations. Forever…”
The Librarian slowly began to put [The Tale of the Ascending City] in his breast
pocket. At that moment, I reached out and grabbed his wrist. The Librarian flinched.
“I can connect Kim Yul’s timeline with the Constellation Killer’s. Just as Kim Yul
became the Constellation Killer, I will make the Constellation Killer become Kim Yul.
Then, he’ll be able to receive the apology from the director.”
“That’s why.”
“……”
“You said he’s one of your favorite characters. The Constellation Killer. I’ll bring back
his memories by any means possible. You should help, too. Well, you don’t have to do
too much to help. Just as much help as you gave to send me to [The Epic of Lefanta
Aegim].”
“Hmm.”
“You said you wanted to pluck my eyebrows and keep the hair? You can. I think you
wanted to cut my nails. Do that, too. I’ll let you do everything you want, so you can
play around to your heart’s content for ten years.”
“Yes.”
“Y-you’re saying something very scary. Death King, I have been very polite before you
so far. If I do whatever I want, I would do something magnificent and grand. Just look
at the bookmark maids…”
The Librarian’s lips quivered slightly. For a moment, his eyes were stained with
greed. Like the Constellation Killer, I was another character he loved. The Librarian
looked at me like a snake would its prey.
“But it’s a different story if the character asks first. That’s why I granted the butler’s
wish in [The Tale of Sormwyn Academy].”
“……”
“All right. Death King, I will assist you. However, if you fail to connect the
Constellation Killer with Kim Yul… I will take your ten years and enjoy it well.”
Okay.
Still holding the Librarian’s wrist, I walked toward the Constellation Killer and the
director.
Click. Click. Footsteps echoed in the area of the library where everyone else had left.
-Hey. Hey! Zombie. Are you crazy? Why are you making this bet?!
-Are you betting ’cause you’re 100% sure you’ll win? Huh? You think that social recluse
will support you because you’re his fave or whatever, but that guy’s also a
Constellation. A Constellation. Not only that, but he’s a high-class perv! You don’t know
what’ll happen if you entrust your soul to that bastard!
It wasn’t that something needed a reason to exist, but to me, at least, the Tower
seemed to have been built for a definite reason. Because of the Tower—thanks to the
Tower—those who had turned their backs to the outside world were able to start
their lives again.
“Constellation Killer.”
“Director.”
“Constellation Killer. You cannot accept the director’s apology because you lost your
memory. You don’t even think you need it. But if you could accept it, you’d want to.”
“Mm.”
“That is true. We have only talked for a short while, but the person kneeling before
me is very kind. He is principled. I judge that it is not principles with which he was
born but ones he acquired by suffering through life. If it is possible, I would like to
accept his apology.”
“Director.”
I looked at the director. He was still kneeling on the floor of the library.
“Even my life.”
I grabbed the director’s hand and pulled him up. His hand was old and stout. I
remembered then that it had been a long time since I last held the director’s hands. I
remembered building a tower of sand on the playground with the director a very
long time ago.
‘If even the director forgot Kim Yul, like everyone else did, this moment would never
have occurred.’
The life of Kim Yul wove the life of the director. The director’s life created my life.
Now, my life had reaped the life of the Constellation Killer, and the three of us
managed to find a place here.
It may be a little late, but the time had come to give back to the one who had raised
me.
“Librarian.”
I grabbed the director’s hand tightly and turned to face the Constellation. The
Librarian smiled like he was sure he would win the bet.
“Speak, Death King! My beloved Hunter.”
“Me, the Constellation Killer, and the director. I’ll challenge the next stage with these
two.”
“Oho!”
“That’s quite commendable. You intend to build relationships between you three
again, even if it’s a bit late? Oho. Well, that’s one possible ending. It’s kind of an open
ending! With something like, ‘Our story begins now… ’”
“No.”
“Hmm…?”
“I’m sorry. I don’t understand. [The Tale of the Ascending City] is happening in real-
time already. There is no point in making it into a stage and challenging it.”
“You said it before. I was chosen as the protagonist of this book. So, everything I’ve
gone through has been recorded.”
“Yes, but…?”
“……”
Suddenly.
『Of course, the ‘trauma’ you experienced this time is also in this book.』
“That trauma ended in tragedy. The world was destroyed. It may have only been an
illusion, but it was swallowed up by the Void, and all of the stories of every character
came to an end. Librarian, by your classifications, that trauma is indisputably an
[Apocalypse].”
“Ah…”
“Send the three of us to the Shinseo Middle and High School Apocalypse. Of course,
the Constellation Killer is Kim Yul, and the director is the class president. I am the
bully.”
Like how the Heretic Questioner was immersed in the Lady of the Golden Silk and
became her character.
Like I was immersed in the butler and gained more and more of the butler’s
memories.
If the Constellation Killer becomes immersed as Kim Yul… then Kim Yul’s memories
will be grafted to the Constellation Killer.
The Constellation Killer will be able to remember his days as Kim Yul.
“Wh-what…”
There was nobody around. This place was near the forbidden books that the
Librarian had pointed out. Only three people, excluding the Librarian, were here, and
no eyes were watching us. So, the Librarian’s stammering sounded even louder.
“Death King. Do you recognize what you’re saying? The Constellation Killer died in
that school’s world. No, these words aren’t enough. That world made the
Constellation Killer die. It forsook him! But you want him to enter that world again to
regain [Kim Yul]’s memories. That’s so…”
The reason the Librarian couldn’t finish his words was not because he was
grumbling. It was because I had let go of the director’s hand to hold the Librarian’s
wrist. His sleeve slid down, revealing his bare face.
“Such a…”
“So, in the end, you plan to return all of the Constellation Killer’s memories?”
“Will you make him apologize to the numerous victims in [The Chronicles of the
Heavenly Demon]? Do you know how many Constellations the Constellation Killer
has slaughtered so far? Will you make him apologize to everyone who lived in that
world and everyone who died?”
“Yes. At least for the people of the world I’ve become responsible for.”
“Death King…”
“It’s only natural that I have favorites. Ahh. I know how the path ended for a human
who chose a path like yours. This knowledge is infinitely regrettable. That person…
No. It is against my agreement to reveal this information.”
I let go of the Librarian’s wrist and uttered softly, “Open the book.”
“The trauma you dreamed of is nothing more than a fantasy. It’s an artificial,
temporary world. Even if you fix the ending, it cannot be incorporated into the true
history. To put it bluntly, it is a side story. Honestly, I have never enjoyed such a
delicacy, so I am uncertain how the stage will be handled.”
Up till now, white light was exuded whenever an Apocalypse was opened. This time
was different. The ominous, writhing smoke was as black as the tentacles of the Void
that had swallowed the nightmare.
“Huh? Hmm?”
Seeing it, the librarian was a little surprised. He seemed to have noticed something.
“This is the shade of Zrakua’s Asin… Ah, of course. Of course! I thought that even a
golden contract would not have enough power to materialize a world through
trauma. Indeed! Someone very important must have intervened. To favor Death King
to this extent—many people will be overcome with jealousy…”
Who?
While I was questioning things, the Librarian was muttering like he was speaking
with someone.
“Mhm. If so, the viewers for this stage will… That will be difficult. That world has
already become the master’s domain. Huh, true. Then, please leave a record in the
Apocalypse after the challenge is over, at least.”
“Death King. Constellation Killer. Death King’s fosterer. I designate these three people
as new characters in [The Tale of the Ascending City – Side Story]. When you guys
open your eyes, the world of the [Side Story] will not have come to its unfortunate
discontinuation yet. But beware. Especially you, Death King.”
“The Tower remembers everything. While I gain a glimpse into your past by reading
this book, the Tower remembers you in the truest sense. Of course, the Tower
remembers that you used a [shortcut] to get up to the 50th floor.”
“Because you broke the strict rules of the Tower, you must receive a penalty. The
Tower asks you, do you really, truly trust your fosterer and the Constellation Killer?”
“Do you believe that the one who raised you will not crumble with guilt? The
Constellation Killer may be vengeful, and he may not even forgive your fosterer. It is
possible that no one can apologize or forgive. Those two. Do you really—”
“……”
He was someone who took care of the animals even in the hell that was his life.
Much more than the Constellation Killer, who had killed countless Constellations…
『I’m glad there was even a single person who was worth my forgiveness.』
…the Kim Yul who met the director was stronger, as a human being.
The director, too. The director survived in a world without Kim Yul.
“Yes.”
The two of them lost hope only because they met each other too late.
I believed in the breath and voices the two shared on the roof that day.
I opened my mouth.
Just before my sight went dark, I saw the Librarian’s grinning face before me.
[You are being deployed to the world one year before the other challengers.]
I heard a voice.
3.
‘Penalty.’
I started to move.
‘I don’t have time to hesitate. There’s no time. The immersion rate will rise to 100%
soon. I have to finish all of the preparations before then.’
It would be easy to get angry, asking why I was the only one who entered a year
earlier.
But how would that change anything?
‘In the end, it’s about forcibly grasping the past that the Constellation Killer
discarded. ‘
Even if they are the nauseating memories of the perpetrator of the bullying.
‘It isn’t enough to return Kim Yul’s past to the Constellation Killer. Kim Yul has to feel
that he [wants to live again]. The director will do whatever he can for it, but—”
‘The director alone isn’t enough. Yeah, unlike the future, the director of this time is
just a normal high school student. The actions of a single high schooler are too
limited.’
‘Revenge.’
‘So that the director and Kim Yul can take revenge on this scummy beast.’
I moved.
I grieved.
Collecting proof.
In the classroom.
The director seemed to have been the class president in his first year, too. Does the
student who gets the responsibility keep it over the years? His face was not that of
the Black Dragon Master but the young face of my orphanage director.
Unlike me, the director has not possessed his old self.
Kim Yul too was in the same class in his first year. Just like the last nightmare, Kim
Yul was exiled to the back row’s window seat. That spot should have been the best
place to sit, but it became a sort of forbidden zone because it was easy to be bullied
there in secret.
Plop.
Plop.
When the teacher turned his back to the blackboard, students lumped the eraser
crumbs into a dense ball. They cut off the sharp mechanical pencil lead into bits and
put it on that eraser ball. It looked like a porcupine curling in on itself. Covertly, the
other students threw the sharp rounds at Kim Yul.
“Pft!”
“Keke…”
Each time Kim Yul was hit by the eraser rounds, he flinched a little. He tried to ignore
it, but the pointy mechanical lead made his neck turn red. Young beasts enjoyed
acting on their malice in various ways.
‘One year.’
Society had been worse back then than when I was young. Much worse.
‘If we want to prove that there was bullying, we need physical evidence. If it was just
a single incidence of bullying, the punishment won’t be much. We have to prove that
it was done maliciously and deliberately over a long time.’
“Huh?”
Ka-click!
I took pictures of their violence. Cell phone photos in this time were blurry. I bought
a digital camera to take photos and a camcorder to shoot videos.
“Uh. Sunbae-nim.”
In the previous trauma, he had looked like Demon Lord Wolyeong of the Four Demon
Lords.
“Is it okay to take pictures of this?”
“Don’t worry about it. I’m just gonna show a few people and delete it. Hey, I’m bored,
so introduce yourself.”
There was no end to the wrongdoings that I and the people around me did. Smoking
was just a cute prank. I not only harassed Kim Yul but also other students often,
including a middle school student.
‘Fucker.’
If so, if this happened in every elementary, middle, and high school, every school in
this land, why was nobody stopping it? Why was everyone silent?
“……”
Kim Yul looked up at me from the ground, having been pushed. We were behind the
school. My gang and I attacked Kim Yul while he was taking care of the rabbits and
chickens. We made fun of him for taking care of the animals, calling him a bumpkin.
“Why are you raising chickens? To eat their eggs? Should I buy you an egg?”
“……”
One day.
Another.
At some point, I stopped feeling anger even when I filmed Kim Yul being bullied. I felt
no guilt.
103 tapes.
311 videos.
30,790 photos.
All the evidence was stamped with the exact date and location. It was a record of
time that nobody could deny. There were no loopholes for lies such as [I feel sorry
for my past mistakes] or [I didn’t mean it like that].
‘Director.’
I put the box down in front of the house where the director’s family lived. When he
was young, the director lived in a townhouse. I rang the doorbell and hid.
“…Huh?”
The director, who hadn’t been possessed yet, looked around and tilted his head.
“Hello? Who…”
On top of the box was a sheet of paper I had printed something on.
“……”
The director had been a cautious person since he was young. Instead of taking the
box inside right away, he brought out a knife to unseal the box. Then, he slowly
checked the contents.
“……”
And, remaining vigilant to the end, he quietly and carefully took the box inside.
Thud.
‘Ahh.’
‘I endured it.’
I could finally breathe for the first time since I fell into this world.
‘It’s done. I did it. I held on, and now, it’s done. I did it.’
‘I finished everything I could do. Could I have done something else? Was there a
slightly better way? Will the days ahead really be worth more than the violence I
could have prevented in the past 11 months?’
‘I don’t know.’
I lay in bed.
‘I don’t know, but I didn’t give up because I didn’t know. That’s right. This must be
the correct way. If anybody can change the end of this world, it’s Kim Yul. It’s the
director. I’ll leave everything to those two. It isn’t my role… ’
I.
I closed my eyes.
Therefore.
It is the first time I, who had only played the hero’s role, became a villain who had to
be knocked down.
If I had been defeated, all of Harlem would have been burned to the ground.[1] My
defeat meant the fall of the empire. My defeat meant the end of the land of rivers and
lakes. And it meant… My defeat meant…
My consciousness.
I don’t know how you all will remember your school days. Were you happy? Did you
enjoy yourself? The classroom, which was small enough to be painted with the
excuse of the ignorance of childhood. Are the scenes that occurred there colored
with a beautiful sepia filter?
‘I’ am a little more subtle than you guys. I am cunning. Maybe there was nobody like
me in your school. Or maybe, you simply don’t remember. But ‘I’ was definitely here.
If you share these memories, ‘you’ must be my colleague. ‘You,’ at least, will fathom
my existence, and if I’m lucky, you’ll even understand.
That’s right. While the other students were defenselessly playing in their childhood,
their so-called [school days], ‘we’ easily hunted those foolish minnows.
Most people understand our skillfully hidden hunts the wrong way. Students are too
[immature]; they’re not smart enough for high-level hunting.
They can’t even remember what happened under their very noses.
It took no effort.
“Since mocking someone is effortless, any student can join in. This is the crucial
difference between [study] and [ridicule]. What’s the difference? Just a matter of
how many students can easily participate.”
You had to study for 10 minutes to raise your score by 1 on an exam, but it took less
than 10 seconds to tease someone.
“It’s much more fun to be [better at making fun of others] than it is to be [better at
studying]. It’s much easier. Accordingly, it is much more powerful. Unlike studying,
anyone can handily jump into the game. That is why [ridicule] is standard at all
schools.”
Are they noticeably richer than the other kids? Or noticeably poorer? Do they have a
face that anyone would say is weird? Does it smell strange when they pass by? Is
their speech severely incoherent? Are they overly sincere? All of that is good. The
particulars don’t matter.
“Kim Yul.”
There is a good reason why Kim Yul was selected as the prey of the hunt.
“He’s poor.”
Obviously so.
One’s poverty could not be covered up with the monotone school uniforms. The
awful thing about poverty is that it shows. Everyone could tell that Kim Yul was poor.
Anyone who got close knew that he smelled bad.
“Hey.”
So it is easy to begin.
“It might be a bit harsh to say this, but when you go near that guy…”
Level 1.
Go lightly at first.
‘You’ probably know, too, that you shouldn’t reveal your hand at the beginning. That
would be dumb.
“I’ve known Kim Yul since middle school, and even then…”
Idle talk.
Gradually increase the number of students who participate in the small talk.
“Hey. No way…”
The initiator, here, must be careful to never reveal his malice. Not yet! ‘You’ know it,
too. It isn’t time for that yet.
Look.
“Oh, wow. It’s true. The trash collector for our house is Kim Yul’s dad!”
“What, really?”
“I was also skeptical at first. But on Sunday, the man came to pick up the trash, so I
asked, [Are you Kim Yul’s father? I’m his school friend]. He acted a little
embarrassed, but then he asked me to take care of his son.”
“Dude…”
“Really?”
Even as they doubted me, my classmates looked at me with twinkling eyes. Those
gazes, that interest, are the proof of your success. You’ve succeeded in drawing
people to the subject of [Kim Yul].
“……”
Level 2.
“Pft.”
There isn’t anyone in the world who does not make mistakes. Students make plenty
of them. Now that the class is paying attention to Kim Yul’s every move, they view his
mistakes like they are looking through a magnifying glass.
“Haha…”
He missed the volleyball in gym class and had to run a little farther.
He fell asleep in fourth period and didn’t wake up even during lunch.
“Ha…”
“You know, he always goes behind the school for lunch. That’s…”
“Is he feeding the chickens? Seriously?”
“Is he trying to get the chickens for free once they’re grown?”
“Eww.”
Up to this point, it can happen naturally. There doesn’t need to be a clear ringleader.
There doesn’t have to be any accomplices. You can get up to [Level 2] with just
sympathizers.
Mild violence once every two weeks. Group assault once every three months. A
public beating once every six months. One small scar that cannot be removed on the
body. If it’s short, one semester. If it’s long, three years. Sometimes a few students
lead the violence, but there isn’t a long-term culprit…
“Hey.”
If you have successfully brought others to this point, ‘you’ must certainly be good at
lying. Now, you had to perform a small magic trick for your classmates.
“I’ll draw some stars on the sole of the shoes with a marker. See? You guys saw it,
right?”
“Yeah. So what?”
Of course, it’s a lie. The trash collector for your house is not Kim Yul’s father, actually.
But that doesn’t matter. You know what paths Kim Yul’s father usually took.
“Will that mister give Kim Yul a present if he sees new shoes being thrown out? Why
wouldn’t he? So, look. If Kim Yul’s father really is the trash man, then Kim Yul will
wear these shoes tomorrow.”
“Uh…”
“I guess?”
“I bet that Kim Yul will come to school wearing these shoes tomorrow.”
Now.
“There we go. I’ll leave it here. You all saw, right? I won’t ever touch it.”
One pair, you threw out with the trash at your house in front of your friends.
“Okay.”
The other pair had already been placed on the route Kim Yul’s father walked the day
before.
You want to show your friends some magic. So, you pretend to draw the ★ in front of
them. If you’re cautious enough, you can also establish a perfect alibi by hanging out
with your friends for the rest of the day.
While Kim Yul is gone, having headed down to the cafeteria, we gather. Kim Yul’s
desk. There is a bag holding the shoes hung on the hook.
The students’ eyes sparkle. Giggling to show that [it’s only a joke], we lift up Kim
Yul’s shoe bag. Then, we take out shoes that are cleaner than normal.
“Wow.”
Naturally.
“I-it’s real!”
“Oh, shit. Then, Kim Yul’s wearing what you threw out…”
“‘Course not. He’s been with us all day yesterday and today.”
“Wow.”
“I mean, that old man could have lied that he’s Kim Yul’s dad.”
Feign ignorance.
Laugh like you don’t get it. Check the shoes again, acting like you’re seeing something
unbelievable. Then, refine your tone like you’ve realized some new truth.
“Ah, whatever. I don’t know. I’m calling off the bet. I don’t need it. You guys, just
pretend you don’t know. This is something between just us. Let’s call it quits.
Anyway, I don’t know.”
That’s why you have to perform the magic perfectly from the beginning.
“What’s happening?”
Just in time.
The other students return to the classroom one by one from lunch.
Of course, you deliberately set lunchtime as the setting for your magic show. You
can’t waste your magic during a mere break.
At lunchtime, the class returns to the room in twos and threes. There is enough time.
It’s perfect for whispering about and spreading the ‘event’ that just happened.
“No way.”
‘As if.’
You’re cautious.
You can never spread the story yourself. You can’t get ahead of yourself. You have the
virtue of a lion, which does not monopolize its hunt and shares its prey with its
pride.
Let others have the fun of spreading rumors. Plant the illusion that they ‘discovered’
the ‘truth’ themselves. Allow them to gorge themselves on the bloody chunk of meat.
“Pfft.”
★.
“Oh, gross. I can smell his feet. Weren’t these shoes supposed to be new?”
★.
★.
“Kim Yul. Did you come back from feeding the chickens?”
“Heh.”
★.
“……?”
After school.
You all form a pack and head down to the front gate to go after Kim Yul. Kim Yul tilts
his head because he doesn’t know the reason, but he doesn’t care.
The moment Kim Yul takes his shoes out from the bag and changes—
“Pfft!”
★ is complete.
“Pft, haha…”
“Those are the shoes Eunseo threw away at his house yesterday!”
The young beasts are immersed in the pleasure of exposing the ‘truth’ that Kim Yul
doesn’t know. He is a dirty child. It’s pointless even if he denies it. We have ‘evidence.’
“……”
The truth is that Kim Yul’s father found a new pair of shoes and gave them to his son.
The truth is, Kim Yul’s father picked up the shoes, carefully examined them to see
how new they were, and thought it was all right, so he gave them to his son. The
truth is, Kim Yul knew everything, but he silently received the gift from his father. His
father’s concern, his silent expression, and Kim Yul’s muted eyes are the truth.
“……”
With the proof you fabricated, the beasts easily feasted upon ★.
“Do you have that much free time?” Kim Yul said expressionlessly. “Is it fun?”
He is composed.
“If you’re bored, do your own thing. Stop bothering others.”
“Uh…”
“……”
If someone says anything, like ‘Hey, this isn’t funny. Let’s stop,” things may end.
‘We’re in high school. Why are we bullying people?’ You have to drive away that
atmosphere. As ‘you’ know, it takes courage to say something like that.
“Bastard.”
Level 3.
“Hey, someone buy indoor shoes and throw them away. Let’s see if he’ll wear those,
too.”
I don’t know how you all will remember your school days.
“He leaves his bookbag behind at lunch. Put this pencil case in there while he’s gone.”
“Whatever.”
Were you happy? Did you enjoy yourself?
“Pft.”
The classroom, which was small enough to be painted with the excuse of the
ignorance of childhood. Are the scenes that occurred there covered with a beautiful
sepia filter?
I am cunning.
“Yul, why do you bother washing the rags? A rag’s a rag no matter how much you
wash it.”
“……”
In this city.
In this school.
“…Gongja.”
“Huh?”
“……”
The class president trembled. It was very slight. He seemed to be disgusted with
something, or maybe he was lamenting something. But his weird attitude soon lifted.
The class president cleared his throat and said, “No. It’s nothing. I just couldn’t
remember your name all of a sudden. What was it, again?”
“What? Class Pres, do you have dementia this young? I’m Hwang Eunseo.”
“Ah. That’s right,” the class president murmured, saying, “That’s the name.”
“Yeah. Why?”
“I think I will, too. Please tell her I look forward to working with her.”
“What? You wanna be the student council president? But all you ever do is study,
Class Pres.”
“I need recommendations to enter Seoul National University. They say it’s easy if you
become the student council president.”
It’s kind of funny how he wants to join the student council to go to Seoul National
University. Well, it’s the class president. He’s an honest guy. I decide to let it pass.
“Cool. Good luck, Class Pres. I’m voting for my girlfriend, but anyway, fight on.”
I am strong.
Therefore.
One day.
“Huh?”
“Videos of Kim Yul. You used to turn one in at least once a week, no matter how late
it was. Are you doing it late because you’re working on a masterpiece? There’s quite
a bunch of kids waiting for the next episode for our meeting. The reaction for the last
scene with cutting his nails was good.”
My girlfriend’s expression was flat. I listened to her words and frowned for a
moment.
‘Videos. Right. I used to film every time we bullied Kim Yul with a camcorder.’
But.
……
The children of the local community leaders gathered at Shinseo Middle and High
School.[1] The school was prestigious. The children of these highbrow and
prestigious families had to behave properly, which meant there was a lot of stress on
them.
Some of the kids relieved stress by taking part in the bullying, but that was
dangerous. Most kids didn’t want to take that risk. It was for the latter that I
provided the [Kim Yul Videos].
[Producer-nim, I want a concept where you cut his nails with scissors!] -J
[Please make him grow his hair and tie it with a yellow rubber band.] -7
[The last video only focused on hitting him a bunch. It wasn’t that good…] -11
This school had a student council suggestion box. It was a box that students used
when they wanted to send a note or letter directly to the student council, but I got
my girlfriend to use it for a slightly different purpose.
Even the teachers didn’t touch the student council suggestion box. No one gave it a
second look. It didn’t matter if someone got caught putting a note in the box. Since
my girlfriend had been on the student council since her first year, she could check
the [request box] regularly.
[His scruffy clothes are nice, but I want to see him wearing other clothes too!] -7
[Producer-nim. I greatly enjoyed the last video. It was a brilliant idea to make Kim
Yul speak politely. From my point of view, Kim Yul is popular because of his strong
pride. So, unlike other patrons who enjoy physical humiliation, I am certain that a
mental approach would be ideal. Producer-nim, The body should always be a symbol
for the mental…] -2
This nutjob who wrote a long review each time was a kid who played in the middle
school band. He was insane. Since he was in the second grade of middle school, he
used the number 2.
Of course, even as a crazy middle school kid, his family owned a powerful regional
corporation. This meant he was a valuable patron.
There was no way I’d be able to date a rich girl otherwise, right?
It wasn’t as if my mom or dad won any awards since I was in middle school. I
couldn’t pretend to be a singer like my big bro with his pretty face.
For me to climb the pyramid, I had to provide a tribute to those of high rank.
“Sorry.”
I apologized for my tribute being late. I also questioned why I hadn’t been shooting
Kim Yul videos these days. There hadn’t been any reason to stop. But immediately, I
thought of a plausible reason. I was good at being quick-witted.
“You’re a candidate to be the student council president. I’m trying to hold back for
the election.”
She was clearly treating me like a dog, but I didn’t care. Rather, I played into it.
“Pfft.”
Finally, my girlfriend laughed. I was the only person in this school who could make
my girlfriend smile. I bent my legs like a dog and jumped around.
“Did you know that you’re a really fun guy, Hwang Eunseo?”
A fun guy to be with. A guy who always made you laugh. A popular guy among the
popular kids who could control the mood.
After all, dating based on someone’s face like my older brother had its limits. Real
relationships depend on how well you can flap your lips…
I furrowed my brows.
Was I imagining it? I seemed to lose track of my thoughts more often recently.
“Anyway,” I said, swallowing my spit. “I’m going to take a break from filming for a
while. I can’t just push on and cause trouble. If any of our friends complain, please
tell them that I’m worried Kim Yul will stop coming to school if we keep bullying him,
so I’m adjusting the pace…”
It was then.
A voice came from the school’s speakers. It was a familiar voice, the voice of the
number 7 member of the Trump Card Group—the broadcasting club president. But
did his voice have less energy than usual? Somehow, it made me uneasy.
-Hwang Eunseo, from Grade 2, Class 5. Grade 2, Class 5 Hwang Eunseo, please come to
the broadcasting room immediately. Once again, Hwang Eunseo from Grade 2, Class 5,
please come to the broadcasting room immediately… That is all.
“I don’t think I did anything to be called to the broadcasting room…? Maybe the
teachers’ room.”
“Since it’s the broadcasting club’s president, he might just be calling you for personal
reasons. Like asking why there haven’t been new videos.”
“Okay. Thanks.”
I flirted with her quite well today. I also played up the lie that I cared for my
girlfriend. She would probably allow a kiss on the cheek. More than anything, I had
to prove to my girlfriend and the people around her that we were a couple.
“Cute.”
As I walked down the hallway, I calculated my score for today. Did I make any
mistakes with people? Did I say anything weirdly? Did I make everyone laugh a good
amount, and did I laugh a proper amount as well?
Full points.
I was talented. My talents weren’t just bullying someone but also turning that
bullying into a game. The upper-crust kids who’d learned this fun would continue to
look for me even after college. They might even invite me to their league.
They would remember pulling some pranks with me in school. My girlfriend would
probably dump me once we entered college, but she would remember me as the ex
who amused her. Hwang Eunseo would remain as a memory of their youth that
would always make them smile. That alone was a huge boon.
I didn’t have to be very successful. The point was to make a few independent films,
build my career somewhat, and network. Then, it’d become what I was known for.
No one hated a troubled young director.
‘After that?’
I would connect rookie actors and actresses to the upper class.[2] I’d become a sort
of party designer, satisfying the rich young masters and ladies like I was doing now.
Since my older brother worked in entertainment, I could stretch there too.
‘Good.’
A golden life.
I was different from the nerds who just studied without purpose and thought about
their careers only after getting into college.
Scrape—
“……”
Only the broadcasting club president was in the room. That wasn’t weird. The fact
that the room had soundproof walls and thick curtains? That wasn’t weird either.
“Hwa-Hwang Eunseo.”
But the broadcasting club president was holding a camcorder and filming me, and
that was unusual.
“……”
“Hurry. Close the door. If you don’t, th-there will be big trouble.”
The broadcasting club president was trembling like a cornered rat. I didn’t know
why he was like that, but nothing good can come from agitating someone in that
state. I quietly closed the door.
I looked.
“Grade 2, Class 5, Hwang Eunseo. Y-you threatened me… You forced me to bully Kim
Yul from Grade 2, Class 5. Right? S-say that it’s right.”
“Y-you approached me first. I said I didn’t want to… You coaxed me, saying that
there’s something interesting and that I should see it at least once. Right? That’s
what happened. So it’s all your fault!”
“What are you talking about? You came to me after hearing rumors about the videos
at the meetings. You said to let you in the group since you could connect me to the
middle school kids, so why are you now…”
“It’s your wrongdoing. It’s your fault, Hwang Eunseo. You said we’d never be caught.
You promised anonymity. That you’d take responsibility. B-but why is there a video
with me in it?!”
Appearance.
Some guests at the meetings occasionally wanted to make a guest appearance in the
videos. They wanted to enjoy the act in real time instead of on tape. If I remembered
correctly, the broadcasting club president only did so once.
“Hold on. Are you doing this because you’re scared the video will be leaked? Don’t
worry about it. I throw away the video after everyone sees it…”
“Don’t lie!!”
“Asshole. You crazy bastard. I-I shouldn’t have believed a bastard like you. Say it now.
Say that you tricked me into it! Otherwise, I’ll tell everyone what you’ve done!”
“……”
He was nuts.
“Sorry, but I won’t admit to something I didn’t even do. It goes against my conscience.
I definitely only showed you because you asked me. I threw away the video itself, but
I have all the notes you put in the suggestion box. I don’t know why you’re doing this,
but I’ll talk to you later when you cool down.”
“S-stand right there! Don’t go. Don’t go, Hwang Eunseo! I-if you go out, you’re done
for! Really! I’ll end your life by telling everyone! Don’t you understand?! Hey, Hwang
Eunseo! Bastard! You’re done for! Your life is over! Just watch, I’ll tell my parents, and
your life…!!”
Scrape.
The door closed, cutting off the broadcasting club president’s voice. Absorbed by the
soundproof wall and covered by the curtains, his shouts were incoherent vibrations.
Nobody was around in the second floor corridor.
I cursed.
Maybe the video really was leaked. There was no guarantee that none of my
customers made a copy to keep. Someone may have used it to blackmail the
broadcasting club president.
“Dammit.”
I heard that managing customers was more difficult than getting them. Those words
were right. I took out my cell phone and dialed the ‘customers’ one by one.
Ring—
The connecting sound was long. After a while, it ended because the other person
didn’t pick up.
“What?”
I stopped myself from yelling and called up the next customer. I wanted to ask if they
knew anything about the broadcasting club president making a fuss.
Ring—
That customer didn’t answer the phone either. Well, school just ended. They might
not have picked up because they were on their way home. I controlled myself and
called the next customer.
Ring—
Still.
“……”
“……”
‘What is this?’
I didn’t think as I called up a classmate who wasn’t one of the customers. If I was the
producer, this friend was my secretary. He was in charge of delivering and collecting
the videos to and from the customers for me.
Ring—
“……”
I realized then.
[1]: I forget if I left a note about this before, but the hanja for Shinseo is 神模, or God
+ Pattern/Model. It sorta gives off a holier-than-thou feeling.
[2]: There’s an implication that he’s going to pimp out the actors/actresses.
‘Who is it?’
I couldn’t understand.
Kim Yul had no close family. He pretty much had none at all. Kim Yul’s bullying
started before he made friends, so there was no one who would help him. I didn’t
choose Kim Yul as a scapegoat for nothing!
I rushed to the back of the school. Kim Yul would be taking care of the animals in the
school farm now. I knew every hour of Kim Yul’s schedule. As expected, I saw Kim
Yul’s back as he fed the chickens.
He was a guy who barely fed his self-esteem by feeding animals that were weaker
than him. That was how I understood Kim Yul’s obsession with the farm. In the end,
humans were also beasts, and weaker beasts served the strong.
The school was the same as the farm. It was a slightly larger cage, and in this place, I
was a stronger beast than Kim Yul.
Kim Yul did not turn around. He didn’t even respond. He continued to pass out the
animal feed like he didn’t hear my voice.
‘Ha. Is he ignoring me now?’
“Hey, asshole. When someone says your name, you have to…!”
When Kim Yul looked back at me, something fell out. They were earphones. He had
been wearing earphones. Classical music bellowed from the earphones that fell to
his shoulders.
“……”
I was stunned.
“What…”
I don’t know why I was speechless, either. Was it because this was the first time I was
seeing Kim Yul cry? Maybe. Kim Yul had never shed any tears, no matter how much
he was bullied. That aspect of him excited the customers’ sadism further.
‘Who is it?’
It felt unfamiliar.
Kim Yul’s eyes seemed too unfamiliar. His gaze was distant, looking past me, not at
me. Kim Yul silently cried as I held his shoulder. Even his tears seemed to fall
somewhere other than the ground.
“You…”
“It’s beautiful.”
“What?”
“The song. The music I’m listening to. A deaf man composed this music.”
Da da da dum—[1]
Sound spilled from the earphones. It was a rhythm I’d heard a lot before. But I was
just wondering how this panhandler got the MP3.
“I am thinking of the humiliation and curses this deaf man must have suffered in his
life. Wouldn’t people have insulted him by calling him a cripple? Wouldn’t they have
jeered and laughed at him?”
“It’s sad. Scars are eternal. A person from hundreds of years ago had suffered,
bearing insults in his life. It must have been the same a thousand years ago. It will be
the same in a thousand years.”
“Nothing in the world is beautiful in itself. Only those who are wounded see beauty.
Only those whose lives have been ruined feel grateful to see another’s life that has
not yet been ruined. Tears are shed by those who endure even to the point of ruin.”
“If there is someone who believes the whole world is beautiful, he must certainly
have had his whole world ruined. Only those who live in hell would praise the world.
I think that this deaf man’s cursed life resulted in his song.”
“Where did you pick up such retarded thoughts… Hey, you. What did you do?”
I grabbed Kim Yul by his collar. Squeeze! Kim Yul dropped the feed bag as I shook
him. Yellow feed spilled from the bag that fell to the ground.
“……”
“Death… What?”
Kim Yul arrogantly grabbed my wrist. Dumbfounded, I tried to shake off his grip.
‘Huh?’
Confused, I reached out my hand again, but whack! Kim Yul slapped away my wrist.
The path twisted. My hand veered off-course and whipped through the air without
my control. In the blink of an eye, my hand collided with nothing but air.
“…Huh?”
“It’s a shame.”
“[Kim Yul] is angry. What Kim Yul wants is not physical violence but a revenge far
greater, to be exact. And [I]… I think I want to fulfill Kim Yul’s desire.”
“Y-you. What have you done? What the fuck are you doing?!”
“Kim Yul wants you to go through everything he has gone through. Revenge means
throwing your opponent into the depths of hell that you have fallen into. That is what
[Kim Yul] thinks.”
Kim Yul.
No.
“Wait, Kim Yul’s killer. The day is ending, and the path is long. It’s so long. I will see
you again after that.”
Kim Yul leisurely walked away, still holding the feed bag.
That was when my pants pocket buzzed. My cell phone received a text. One of my
customers must have seen the missed call and responded. Glancing toward Kim Yul, I
quickly checked my phone.
I was floored. Confused, I called the customer who sent the text. But even after
multiple calls, there was no answer.
My body trembled.
“E-Eunseo.”
“What?”
“That bad?”
“Here… S-sorry.”
He put the note on my desk and stepped back like he was fleeing. I furrowed my
brows and unfolded the note.
[Hwang Eunseo lives in a dump. The indoor shoes and the school uniforms are all
recyclable. The only trash that can’t be recycled is Hwang Eunseo.]
“……”
The only reason I didn’t react right away was because it was too ridiculous.
“Ha.”
“Did Recycling put you up to this? Hey. Hey. Look at me. Fucking look at me. There
are things that you can’t do even as a friend. Yeah? Did Kim Yul make you give me
this note?”
The friend couldn’t say anything. He was still wearing the terrified expression on his
face. When I was about to confront him because of the absurdity, another classmate
of ours approached my desk.
“Hwang Eunseo…”
“What?”
The classmate threw down another note at my desk. Instinctively, I grabbed the note
and read it.
[I feel so bad for the underclassmen at our school. They have to call Hwang Eunseo
their sunbae. Have you ever thought about how they feel? Doesn’t it hurt your
conscience?]
Taking advantage of that opportunity, three more classmates left notes on my desk.
Like the previous two, they had also been actively involved in the ‘Kim Yul game.’
[Hwang Eunseo is really filthy. How can you be even dirtier than the math teacher?]
Something made all my customers turn their backs on me. Not only that, but my
friends were blackmailed into putting on this weird show.
‘Calm down.’
‘Calm down. Let’s think about this calmly. Did Kim Yul do this? No. There’s no way.
He was a little weird yesterday, but it isn’t him. Then, who? Who did this?’
It was then.
“Hwang Eunseo!”
The homeroom teacher stuck his head into the classroom from the door. All of the
students turned to look at him. He looked around the classroom, saw me, then
beckoned.
“Me…?”
“What, is there another Hwang Eunseo in our class? You’re not in trouble, so hurry
and follow. Ah! Class President! Take the kids’ phones and bring them to me.”
Hesitantly, I followed the homeroom teacher out. My surroundings were eerily quiet
as I left.
It was as if all of my classmates knew why I was called, like they had no doubts about
why the homeroom teacher would single me out. The only ones unaffected were the
nerds who had been studying their notes since the morning.
“Hwang Eunseo.”
“Did you do something bad? You haven’t, right?” my homeroom teacher asked calmly.
He was speaking like it didn’t matter. In the office, students in their uniforms walked
around to pick up prints. Teachers were organizing the handouts before their first
class.
“What?”
“I’m asking if you did something bad. Does nothing come to mind?”
“No…”
My heart raced.
“Hmm.”
“Okay…”
“Listen to this.”
-Huh? A lot of people contributed this time. We’ll use a lottery to decide the concept
from the five requests we received for today.
-Ah, the person chosen today is the Queen. Congratulations, Queen. What are you all
doing? Clap for her, clap.
-Whoaa!
My voice.
And the voices of my friends who had just tossed me the notes.
-Let’s look at Queen’s request. Hey, she also gave us a budget. 100 thousand won. She
said this is for our meals and told us not to be hungry. And for our popular star, we’ll
mix jjajangmyeon and jjamppong and… [2]
Click.
“Yes.”
“I received this recording in my mail yesterday. The sound quality isn’t good, but it
kind of sounds like your and some other kids’ voices. So I just called you in to ask.
Hwang Eunseo, is this you?”
“It isn’t.”
“Who knows? I listened to it from start to finish, and it’s really weird. Anyway, it
gives off a bad vibe. The mail said that it was something [for Hwang Eunseo from
Grade 2, Class 5 to hear], so I wondered if it was a joke between you kids…”
Shit. So this was it. This was how the other kids were threatened.
Fortunately, our homeroom teacher was a moron. He thought that this could be a
prank even after listening to the recording. Well, it was only because he was such an
idiot that he didn’t know what was happening in class. That was lucky for me.
‘Nothing can be done with just this recording. It’s just a blank shot.’
Maybe one of my ‘friends’ or a customer captured the voice recording and was
messing around with it. If that person had anything more conclusive than the
recording, there was no reason for them not to send it to the homeroom teacher…
“No. Um, but can I really not talk to anyone about this?”
“No. Never say a word. Anyway, it’s fine since you say it’s nothing. Go back to class.”
“Yes.”
Scrape.
When I opened the door to the teachers’ office, I ran into someone on the other side.
“……”
It was the class president. The class president was holding a blue plastic collection
box, having collected the cell phones from our class.
“Oh. Sorry.”
The class president spoke with the same facial expression as usual, with his nerdy
face, and stepped a little out of my way. I’d normally have said thank you, but I had
no mind to do it now. I just briefly met his eyes and went out into the hallway.
‘I don’t know which bastard copied it, but I’ll make them pay today! Son of a bitch,
treating me lightly. This goes beyond a joke. How could you do something like this to
a classmate?!’
Scrape.
The sound of the door closing behind me quietly echoed in the hall.
[1]: Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5 in C Minor. These four chords are sometimes
interpreted as Fate knocking at the door.
[2]: Black bean noodles and spicy seafood noodles, respectively. Chinese-Korean
fusion foods that… probably wouldn’t be good to mix.
‘First, let’s placate my friends.’
A sneaky little bitch was trying to tear down everything I’d built.
I had to skillfully pull together these wimps who got spooked by some threatening
emails. But it was fine. I could do it.
“Hey. I know why you guys are doing this, but stop it. Why do something so hurtful
between friends? Yeah? If you’ve got something to say, say it. If there’s something
you have to hear, listen. Isn’t that how friends should be? Yeah?”
But their reaction was underwhelming. They didn’t answer and only continued to
glance at my desk.
“……”
Each and every one of those notes slandered and reviled me.
‘You were so happy you could die just cuz I said hi in the hallways yesterday.’
‘I just lost at rock paper scissors, k? Don’t get the wrong idea!’
Sentence after sentence contained nothing but malice and mockery.
While I was at the office, in that brief moment, the notes piled up like a mountain.
“Hey, bastards…”
“Heh.”
Someone laughed. I whipped around toward where the laughter came from, but I
couldn’t tell who did it. There were too many students in the classroom.
“A little while ago, someone from another class came and put all the notes there at
once…”
“Another class?”
“……”
It was one of my clients. One of my customers had left the notes. I was gonna go nuts.
This unknown [culprit] was not only messing with my customers but also my
classmates.
“Also, Eunseo…”
“And? What?”
My back?
I turned my body around. If I turned my head, I could see my back—not very well,
though. Laughter echoed throughout the classroom.
“Pfft…!”
“Ha.”
I hurriedly took off the paper to see what was written on it.
“……”
When was it? And who put it on? Was it already on me when the homeroom teacher
called? Or did someone secretly stick it on right after I entered the classroom?
First period began. The math teacher, the biggest pushover at our school. My
classmates, who had been chattering all this time, sat down in unison like they had
decided to become model students.
‘Damn.’
The people around me, snickering under their breaths. Kim Yul, looking
expressionlessly down at his notebook. The class president, who entered the
classroom late, excused himself to the math teacher and sat at his desk. Everyone
was living life normally.
‘Fuck.’
My insides churned.
It was natural that I’d be angry at the culprit. It was to be expected. But beyond that
person, I felt anger toward my friends and classmates suddenly boil as well.
It was unfair.
‘Are they seriously backing out now? Even though they mocked and beat up Kim Yul
with me? It wasn’t like I ever forced them to bully Kim Yul. They did that on their
own.’
It was unfair.
‘Who here hasn’t made fun of Kim Yul? There were so many of them who begged me
to show them the videos. Why are they pretending otherwise now?’
Because I ‘tried.’ I worked hard to achieve what others didn’t. What, was it easy to
bully someone deliberately? Did they think they could make an outcast into a total
pariah?
It was the same. Because others laughed, they laughed too. Because others bullied,
they bullied too. These guys, these bastards, followed only one logic.
‘Disgusting bastards.’
Like this, they’d feign ignorance. [Because others were doing it]. [I didn’t think much
about it]. [I didn’t mean it like that]. Making such excuses, they would forget how
they, too, enjoyed bullying Kim Yul.
Because their heads were no good. They were idiots. They wouldn’t even remember
what they said or did. What else could that be but a matter of intelligence? They
were just morons who blindly followed the crowd. And they still pretended to be
innocent, to be human…
‘It’s unfair.’
It was unfair!
If someone who was just like the hero of a story, who had acted upright since the
moment he was born, came after me, I’d understand.
I was sure.
That was why it was unfair. It was way too unfair that these guys were just being
agitated by the [culprit] and targeting me without much thought.
Buzz—
We’re done.
“……”
Just yesterday, she had smiled, saying how fun it was to be with me.
Afterwards, I couldn’t even go to the bathroom properly during break time. I was
afraid. What if someone else came and put a note in my desk drawer while I was
gone?
‘Fuck.’
Even at lunchtime, I just lay on my desk and pretended to sleep. I wasn’t an idiot.
There was no way my classmates would eat lunch with me in this atmosphere.
It was better to pretend to sleep instead of going down to the cafeteria and eating
alone.
‘Still, wouldn’t one person at least offer to eat with me?’ I thought, my head slammed
against the desk.
‘Then, I’ll tell them straight away that I don’t feel well today. If I refuse like that, then
everyone will know. Hwang Eunseo didn’t get hurt from this. He’s fine. Or, maybe
they’ll say that I’m sulking and they need to comfort me. Yeah, I’ll let everyone know
like that.’
‘I cared so much for these guys all this time. I treated them to meals and let them
appear in videos. I even helped some of them make up when they were fighting.
And… And… ’
“……”
The classroom, devoid of students, was quiet during lunchtime. The dismal silence at
12:45 p.m. No one was walking around in the halls. The wind blew through the
window, and white curtains fluttered.
Suddenly, I felt a deep sense of humiliation. Walking around unaware there was a
note on my back. Being mocked by these leech-like kids. Being dumped over text.
Everything was so humiliating.
I snooped.
Maybe there would be evidence pointing to the culprit. Maybe there would be
specific instructions hidden, like when to send me the notes, what to write in it, etc.
It was then.
I jerked back in surprise. My posture was sloppy because I was looking through the
desks. When I turned around, I saw four of my classmates standing at the back door
of the classroom.
“You’re rummaging through someone else’s desk to check for something? Are you
crazy?”
No.
“What?”
Listen to me.
“Wow. Gross…”
Someone’s controlling you right now. You didn’t know, right? You’re being used
without realizing. You need to know that. You guys, you guys have also done bad
things, so we’re on the same side!
One team!
If you guys attack me, something really bad will happen. Seriously. Who but me will
take care of you? I made the Kim Yul game just for you guys. I made you all happy. I
provided you guys with entertainment. Who did? Me!
Don’t be dumb and get worked up. Just judge who’s on your side! This was a
conspiracy. It was slander. It was unfair. You crummy bastards! You may be stupid,
but can’t you tell who’s an ally and who’s the enemy?
We’ve played well together this far. You guys also had fun tormenting Kim Yul. You
used to laugh at Kim Yul and his old man, who lived in the dump and collected trash!
You’re all trash! Why are you trying to mutiny now?!
‘It’s unfair… ’
The news that I had been rummaging through desks at lunchtime quickly spread to
the others. Yeah, I did it. I looked through your desks. Was that such a big deal?
However, my classmates seemed to think [Hwang Eunseo looking through the desks]
was much more serious than [we bullied Kim Yul].
‘It’s so unfair… ’
Those guys had laughed with me, saying, [Producer, Producer!] every day, but they
betrayed me just because the culprit blackmailed them a little. How long had I been
breaking my back for the happiness of the class?
At least this morning, my friends said they were sorry. They at least pretended to be
sorry. But after what happened at lunchtime, the way they looked at me changed.
They looked at me coldly, like I was someone they needed to kill.
‘Crazy bastards.’
It was unfair.
I felt wronged.
……
“Hwang Eunseo.”
“Sorry, but can I look for a moment?” asked the class president.
The class president was the only one who remained expressionless all day today.
“What is it…?”
“I was trying not to concern myself, but the homeroom teacher and our classmates
kept talking to me about it. As class president, I need to pretend I care a bit.”
“Ha…”
I couldn’t even snark back at him for meddling. The class president was the first
person to talk to me since lunchtime. Putting it nicely, the class president was a
model student; putting it less nicely, he was a voluntary outsider. Maybe that was
why he could ignore the surrounding atmosphere.
“What happened?”
“……”
The class president had good grades. He was subtly adored by the teachers. Even my
classmates couldn’t bother the class president easily. Maybe he was born like that,
but the class president had a slightly arrogant air, so it wasn’t easy to talk to him.
I could turn this situation around bit by bit by winning over the class president.
“Yeah. Actually…”
Then, I talked about the unfair things that had happened to me.
Maybe I did look down on Kim Yul a little, very little. But maybe someone was
jealous I was dating a rich girl, so they were spreading ridiculous rumors about me.
It was unfair. It was unfair, but my classmates didn’t even listen to me.
Please help.
“……”
The class president quietly listened to my grumbling, which lasted about half an
hour. He didn’t interrupt me. He didn’t even ask questions. He just listened with the
same dull attitude, and I was grateful for that.
“You’re so right.”
The class president sank into thought. He seemed to think for a long time. Though I
wasn’t very close to him, I could feel that he was deeply concerned. Both of us kept
our mouths shut. A long time later, the class president lifted his head.
“Ah.”
“Eunseo. How about this? From what I can tell, this problem can only be resolved if
you receive Kim Yul’s forgiveness.”
“Yes. Honestly, all the other kids are outsiders. If Kim Yul, the wronged party, forgives
you, then nobody can say anything.”
“……”
It was a solution that never occurred to me. But now that I heard it, it seemed right.
No matter what the other kids tried to do, if Kim Yul said, [I forgive Hwang Eunseo
now], they would have nothing to say.
“Uh… But…”
It felt a little unnerving. Thinking about it, we had been in the same class since first
year, but we never talked much.
“I’m running for student council this time, remember? So that I could get college
recommendations… But anyway, the student council president should act like it. I
should at least be able to handle a problem in my class. I don’t know how to resolve
this, but I’ll try asking Kim Yul. Do you know his number?”
While I was looking for his number, I realized something. The class president didn’t
know Kim Yul’s number, but all of my classmates who watched the video would
know that fact. Therefore:
Though, there was still a chance that this was all an act…
‘That can’t be. He’s such a square, and he had no way of getting hold of the recording.’
“Oh, right. Calling might be bad. Well, thanks for trying to help.”
“…Sure.”
My girlfriend broke up with me today, anyway. The class president didn’t seem to
know about it, which was another reason he wasn’t on the suspect list.
‘That’s right.’
I had hope.
‘It’s not over yet. Nothing has ended! As long as at least one person supports me, I
can make a new plan using him. This atmosphere will only last a short time… After a
while, my friends will come back to me and everything will be back to normal.’
From that day, the class president really started to act. I didn’t know what exactly he
was doing, but he seemed to be taking advantage of the [model student] image he
had built up.
“All right. I’ve heard what Kim Yul had to say,” the class president said the next day.
“He wants you to apologize in front of your friends. He’ll never accept your apology if
it’s just you two. If you apologize sincerely about what you did and how bad it was in
front of your friends, he’ll forgive you.”
“He said three times that he wouldn’t forgive you if he couldn’t feel ‘sincerity’ from
the apology. Mm. His face was expressionless, but I think he’s really angry at you.”
Couldn’t I just give him a million won and call it done? He would accept it since he
was poor.
“Who knows? I don’t really get it either… Anyway, the important part is apologizing
in front of the other kids. Why don’t you try writing out the apology beforehand?”
The class president sounded a bit irritated. He may finally have realized the situation
was more complicated than he expected.
Dammit. My school life and future were at stake here. My life depended on this. If he
was pretending to be good, he should take responsibility till the end!
“Really, why did I stupidly torment Kim Yul? I thoughtlessly joined in since all the
kids were doing it. Dammit. I shouldn’t have done that.”
C’mon, hurry up and pity me. Sympathize with me. I was a human being. I could feel
regret and repent my mistakes. But it wasn’t that big of a sin! So hurry up and feel
sorry for me!
“It’s natural Kim Yul is angry at me. I could have stopped the others, but… Now, I’m
sorry. If I could, I’d apologize in front of the whole school. Really.”
“……”
The class president stared at me with his eyes, deep as a well. His face was hard to
read, but there was no mistaking that he was listening to me.
“I have an idea.”
“Huh?”
“It just occurred to me how you can get Kim Yul’s forgiveness. Wait a moment. I need
to go to the teachers’ office.”
The class president sprinted out of the classroom. I was dumbfounded. What was
that guy doing? I absentmindedly chewed on the G●stly bread in the barren
classroom.[1] I had gnawed off about half of the bread when the class president
returned.
“For what?”
Maybe he dropped by the bathroom on the way back, but there was moisture around
his mouth.
“You said it. If you could, you would apologize in front of the whole school. I was
already pondering what to write in my speech to beat your girlfriend, so this is
great.”
“Uh…”
“Listen carefully.”
The class president sat down and took out a notebook. Swish, swish! An old-timey
cursive danced on the page.
“Hwang Eunseo, you’ll apologize to Kim Yul. Then, I’ll take over the microphone and
continue the speech, saying [The type of school I want to create as student council
president is one where you admit your mistakes and grant forgiveness]. Got it?”
“We’ll decorate it as a story. The speech won’t just be a boring pledge of what I’ll
accomplish!”
“……”
“I don’t know what your girlfriend’s speech will say, but she’s uber-rich. I can
imagine it clearly. She’ll offer her own money to put perfume in the bathrooms, make
sure we don’t run out of tissues, stuff like that to coax the students. If I make simple
campaign promises, my odds are zero… Yes, let’s fight with a story.”
“Uhhh…”
“Um.”
Well, student council elections were supposed to be cheesy. Candidates would slap
on whatever to their speeches, mediating or communication and whatnot. The class
president’s idea didn’t seem bad.
Even though he was the class president, I was wondering why he was going so far to
help. This selfish bastard. He was thinking about how to use me to get elected from
the start.
The class president didn’t care about what was happening in class. He had no
interest in what happened to Kim Yul or why my life was falling apart. He only got
involved because he could use this for the race. And even his desire to be student
council president was so he could get into a good college!
‘That’s right.’
The class president and I were one of a kind. He looked toward the future. He was
concerned about his prospects. He intended to enter a good university and live a
good life. How many people went so far to become student council president just to
get a letter of recommendation to Seoul National University?
The class president was much more trustworthy than someone who acted nice for
no reason. He was someone who would definitely succeed once we entered society.
“But there’s only a few days left before the election. Are you sure you don’t mind
changing your speech because of me?”
“Counting the time I used making posters and such, I’ve spent 20 hours on this
election. I gave up 20 hours of studying for this election, so I can’t lose.”
I trusted him even more now. I felt a sense of camaraderie with him.
“All right, Class Pres. I’ll help with what I can, for sure. In exchange, you have to help
me too. Tell our classmates that I want to make up with them. In the meantime, I’m
sorry, and I want to be friends again if we can.”
We shook hands.
I helped with the class president’s election. I couldn’t help him out in the open, but I
looked over and coordinated his speech with my apology.
The class president was satisfied when he read over my apology and speech. It was
after school. Only the two of us remained in the sunset-tinged Grade 2, Class 5 room.
“Act?”
I tilted my head.
“What acting?”
“Huh? Hwang Eunseo, you aren’t actually sorry to Kim Yul at all.”
“……”
“Oh, don’t worry. I’m not accusing you. It’s not the mindset of apologizing that’s
important but the attitude, in my opinion. In the first place, I don’t even know what it
means to have a sorry mindset.”
“You’re risking humiliation by apologizing in front of the whole school. What apology
can be more sincere than that? It doesn’t matter how many times you say you’re
sorry or feel bad. You have to prove it with actions. In that regard, you’re a thousand
times better than the other kids, Hwang Eunseo.”
Hm.
Hmm…
“I slyly asked Kim Yul yesterday whether anyone properly apologized to him. But
nobody’s done it, you know? You’re the only one who even asked how you can be
forgiven. Seriously, our classmates have no shame.”
“Ah, of course, it’s good from my position. If you went around saying, [Vote for my
girlfriend! No matter what, vote for her!] then I’d have lost dozens of points. While I
feel bad that you’re being ostracized, truthfully, it’s advantageous for me.”
I laughed. He was right. I hadn’t laughed this much since my girlfriend broke up with
me.
People were trash. They were beasts. If a human being looked tame, it was only
because they had degenerated into livestock. Only those who quickly realize this
survive.
Then, instead of being livestock, they could be a wolf. If they’re lucky, they could even
become a lion.
Those who complained that relationships were difficult did so because they saw
people as people. It was simple if you saw them as beasts.
You have no friends? It’s because there’s nothing to gain from being beside you. If
you can’t do anything else, you should at least be able to relieve someone’s stress
while hanging out. You have many friends? It’s because there’s a lot to be gained
from being with you.
‘If I stick with this guy, I don’t think I’ll lose anything, at least.’
I smirked.
“First, I need to be elected student council president. The speech is fine now, but
there’s room for improvement. I’m working hard to talk you up to our classmates,
you know? It’ll all be for naught if I don’t win.”
“Fine, fine! Okay. I’ll write you a great speech! It’ll make you cry and tear up when
you recite it! I, Hwang Eunseo, will give my all to make our class president into
Shinseo High’s president!”
We snickered.
[1] G●stly bread is 고●스 빵, which is most likely 고오스 빵. It’s a snack based on
Gastly, the poison ghost Pokemon. This has nothing to do with the story, but it took
me a long time to find it and I didn’t want my research to be for naught.
‘Yeah. There’s no rule saying I have to roll over and die!’
I thought this was the first time I felt true friendship since I entered high school.
‘They say that the person who reaches out to you in tough times is your true friend.’
People could make mistakes as they lived. As for me, I trusted the other kids too
much! One of my friends stole the audio file of the recording, and I didn’t consider
how they could fuck me over.
I was only a second-year in high school. I would live another 60 years after this. I
would continue to make mistakes in the future, and each time, I would face a
frustrating crisis.
‘I’m actually lucky that this happened before I entered society. Right, let’s think like
that. It isn’t as if my business plan failed, either. I haven’t been caught by the police.
I’m just being bullied a little by the other kids. This will end once the election is over.’
‘I’ll also slip in an apology to my girlfriend. She won’t like it if I say it upfront, so I’ll
do it subtly so that only people close to us will understand.’
Mm. I could also say sorry to my customers for involving them in the problem.
‘The ones I really need to apologize to are the customers. Not Kim Yul. With Kim Yul,
things will end with an apology whether or not he accepts it, but the customers
could always become my clients again. I’ll apologize to them sincerely.’
Greetings, everyone.
(Bow head.)
The reason I’ve come up to the podium today even though I’m not running in the
election is because I have something to confess to everyone.
When I saw my classmate being bullied, I didn’t do anything to stop it. Instead, I
joined the other kids in bullying him. I hit him while saying that we were just goofing
around. I belittled him while claiming I was just joking.
(Sigh.)
Until now, I didn’t realize it was wrong. I thought we were just goofing around and
joking between friends. But goofing around shouldn’t hurt people, and you shouldn’t
mock people with jokes.
One of the candidates who is running for student council president helped me
realize my mistakes. At first, I didn’t listen to him. I said I did nothing wrong, that it
wasn’t wrong to joke around. But for two weeks, this candidate stayed in the
classroom after school to talk with me.
I’m grateful.
Of course, my apology today will not heal the wounds my friend endured.
And all this time, I’ve caused trouble for not just that friend but also for my other
friends and many people at school. I spoke without thinking. I think there are many
people who feel disappointed with me.
I did wrong.
I’m sorry.
From now on, I will never ‘goof’ or ‘joke’ around lightly again.
I will not base my thoughts upon just myself but upon my friends and others.
The friend that I bullied comes to school early every morning to go to the farm in the
back. At the farm, he takes care of the chicks and rabbits that nobody else cares for.
I feel deeply guilty for harassing such a sincere and kindhearted person.
I will go to school every morning at 6:30 to look after the animals. I will not skip a
single day from today until the day I graduate. I won’t take a break just because it’s a
weekend or a holiday.
(Why? Give them a good reason.)
This isn’t just an apology to my friend but also a reminder to reflect on my mistakes
every day.
(Lol.)
Apologizing once here won’t erase my sin. As it shouldn’t. Students of Shinseo High
School! If I miss a single day, please rebuke me.
I haven’t changed yet. But I want to change. I want to thank Candidate 2 for helping
to change me.
(It should be better to refer to his number than his name, I think??)
Candidate 2 made me come up here today. He convinced me. It took him two weeks
to do it, but he spent that time persuading one student.
This isn’t mere verbal communication but true communication, true understanding.
Communication takes effort. Communication takes time. Communication is changing
the people around you.
(Wrap it up.)
I don’t know how you all will remember your school days.
But for me, I want you to remember your school days as happily as possible. I wish
for you to remember them fondly. But for all of us to be happy and enjoy ourselves,
we can’t make anyone else suffer.
Kim Yul!
(Exit.)
It was perfect.
Fine? Was this level just fine? His eyes must have been strained. Very strained. This
wasn’t fine. It was a masterpiece. Couldn’t he see how many psychological
techniques I put into this?!
“There’s quite a lot of things that you have to memorize. Can you do it?”
“Of course. I memorized it all last night. I can do it with my eyes closed.”
The class president was planning to present his campaign promises and visions in a
slideshow. That meant that the auditorium had to be darkened. Luckily, the
auditorium could turn dark after you pressed a button and waited for a while for the
curtains to fall.
“…Hmph.”
She pretended not to know me, but I bowed my head deliberately. I was making this
pose to apologize to her. Then, her eyes rose up like she was surprised.
‘Just wait.’
In my mind, I smiled.
All students gathered in the auditorium. The room was teeming with them. My
girlfriend seemed anxious. She paced around in the back of the auditorium.
The class president, on the other hand, was stoic. He sat upright in his chair like he
wasn’t nervous at all. Even I was a little nervous; his nerves had to be crazy strong.
“Nervousness is for the unprepared. For today, I’ve… I’ve prepared so much. How
often did I dream of a stage and a day like this? I won’t let nerves ruin it.”
His voice was chilly.
“……”
For a moment, the back of my neck felt cold. That was how frosty the class
president’s voice was. We had hung out together after school for a few days, but this
was the first time the class president used this sort of tone.
‘What’s up with him? Even though he’s also acting different from usual.’
Weirdly, I felt like I’d been rebuked, so I just stood around awkwardly. That was
when someone approached us.
“Y-you there.”
The broadcasting club president who had tried to threaten me not long ago looked
jumpy. He cowered back when he met our eyes. Ha. Maybe he felt guilty for treating
me so poorly.
The broadcasting club president scrambled down the stage platform. Below the
platform, there was a mess of broadcasting equipment such as laptops and
projectors.
‘…… Huh?’
The broadcasting club president’s behavior was totally suspicious. He had always
been a weirdo, but he hadn’t stuttered like that.
But there wasn’t time to investigate his weird behavior. The principal and the chair
of the election committee (the president of last year’s student council came out as
the representative) spoke one after the other. The auditorium, which had been noisy
because of all the students, soon became quiet.
As the class president predicted, she went all out on the promises. Her whole speech
was about costly pledges. But my girlfriend was rich enough to keep her word, and
most of the students knew it well.
‘It’s fine. We’ll win as long as I can act well. No, actually, the class president doesn’t
need to win. It’s fine so long as I do well. The important thing is to apologize to Kim
Yul in front of the student body. Then, the kids will say [that’s enough] and… ’
“……”
I looked back.
He nodded at me.
‘Good.’
Let’s go.
I stepped up to the podium. With each step I took, I felt the weight of the gazes on my
body increase. Thump. Thump. I desperately quenched my racing heart.
Whirrr—
Thick curtains moved to block out the sunlight. The auditorium was shrouded in
darkness. As the broadcasting club president adjusted the projector, a bright light
illuminated the stage. Dust particles glistened in the air where the rays of light
passed.
Hundreds of eyes.
“Greetings, everyone.”
I.
Then.
“The reason I’ve come up to the podium today even though I’m not running in the
election is because I have something to confess to everyone.”
Once I set the mood, my nerves washed away. No. The tension was still there. But my
excitement for acting overcame my nervousness, allowing my tongue to move freely.
Come to think of it, I produced countless videos. I acted as the director and producer
of the Kim Yul game. That was also indubitably art and a stage. I had become the
greatest actor at Shinseo Middle and High School.
Bullying was a sensational topic. Combined with my acting skills, even the third-year
students who were uninterested in the speeches were looking at me.
“I did wrong.”
“I’m sorry.”
I could grasp the sounds of their breathing in my hands like they became a stream.
Look. Look at me. Hwang Eunseo is not dead yet. I won’t die.
The sound recording was strangely leaked, but that was a mistake. I could easily
cover up a mistake like this. I was a magnificent person. If I look back, wouldn’t my
girlfriend also look at me in wonder?
“Kim Yul!”
Clap.
Kim Yul was standing up, clapping his hands. Yup. It was Kim Yul. The person to
whom I was supposed to apologize and by whom I was supposed to be forgiven was
giving me a standing ovation. Though Kim Yul’s expression was blank and his
applause was unenthusiastic, his standing ovation could mean only one thing.
Forgiveness!
Thanks to Kim Yul taking the lead, the other students also started to applaud.
Clapping was contagious. The students clapped their hands like they had seen a good
performance, like it was all right to stop what they had been doing. Even the teachers
were clapping.
‘Kugh…!’
Tears streamed down my face.
‘Thank you!’
It wasn’t that I was grateful for Kim Yul’s forgiveness. Who cared if Recycling forgave
me or not? It was me. I fell from grace, but I was proud to have crawled back up with
my own power.
‘Thank you, me! Thank you for not giving up! Well done!”
‘Thank you for getting swept away in the atmosphere! Thank you! Please continue to
be sheeple! Even after you graduate and enter society as an adult, please stay as
livestock forever!’
-Uh.
-Sunbae-nim.
The applause did not let up. The sound coming from the speakers was initially
buried by the noise. However, the broadcasting club president adjusted the volume,
and the sound became louder.
I wiped away my tears. I wasn’t sure, but it seemed like the broadcasting club
president was playing a video. I turned around, and I saw a certain video being
projected on the dark walls of the auditorium.
It was me.
“……”
Huh?
-Hello, dear guests. Today is the return of the long-awaited Kim Yul TV. Ah, but I’ve
received many notes saying that Kim Yul TV is tacky. I agree!
In the video, I was holding my camcorder and recording my face. I was filming Kim
Yul. It was from before the [game] had begun in earnest. The kids were having fun,
messing around with Kim Yul.
-But I don’t have a good sense for naming things. Haha. Everyone! I would be grateful if
you could submit a name for the series directly with a note!
What?
-Now, let’s keep the introduction short. How will we play with Kim Yul today? Many
people made suggestions. Among those who put in an entry today, the one who won the
honor is… Tada!
-Queen!
-Congratulations! Ah, let’s announce Queen’s request. Quickly moving. Quickly. A-ha.
Prepare two banana milk drinks. Put a centipede in one of them, and in the other…
My girlfriend, who had gone back to her seat after her speech, stood up and
screamed.
“……”
He had his head bowed low and was holding a mouse connected to a laptop.
“……”
“……”
The corners of his mouth curved just the right amount. His lips creased graciously,
and the tips of his eyes smoothly slid down. I wasn’t exaggerating. Then, his mouth
retracted and his eyes darted up, returning to the class president’s usual
expressionless face, and I felt like I was going nuts.
“The video you are watching now shows Hwang Eunseo from Grade 2, Class 5
assaulting his classmate, Kim Yul, in a group. This has not been staged. It is the scene
of a real assault.”
The class president was not holding any paper to read off of. He was delivering a
speech that I had never heard, that he had never practiced in rehearsal.
“I was able to obtain material like this thanks to an anonymous informant. Yes. There
was more than one. The crimes committed by Hwang Eunseo of Grade 2, Class 5 have
been recorded in 103 tapes, 311 videos, and 30,790 photos.”
Crimes?
Videos?
Photos?
“Broadcasting club president. Turn over to the PowerPoint presentation.”
“Y-yes…”
The projector illuminated light onto the auditorium wall. Rows of pictures were
displayed. The images weren’t that sharp, but our school uniforms were recognizable
to everyone.
“We plan to report Hwang Eunseo of Grade 2, Class 5 officially after this presentation
ends today. Of course, the victim, Kim Yul of Grade 2, Class 5, will press charges
against Hwang Eunseo.”
Report? Charges?
“I want to ask. Did anyone among the teachers of Shinseo High School know of this
violence?… I see there is none. Yes, of course. Aside from the regular criminal
activities that took place for the past year, the teachers who are supposed to be
responsible for our school lives took no action at all. This is the reality of Shinseo
High School.”
The reactions of the teachers weren’t much different from my own. All of them
looked shell-shocked. A few of them frantically whispered to their colleagues, and
the division head rose from his seat.
“Wait a moment. Wait! You! Come down! What do you think you’re—!”
“I trust that all of our teachers will help with the police report. I am informing
everyone of the violence at our school.”
“……”
The head of the grade stopped standing and looked at the principal. All of the staff
stared at the principal. The principal opened and closed his mouth stupidly while
looking at his phone, saying, ‘J-just a moment. Please wait just a moment.’ Maybe he
called someone, or maybe someone called him, but he was kowtowing to someone
with his head down.
“I-it’s a lie!”
But the speakers did not relay my voice. Belatedly, I realized that the broadcasting
club president must have disconnected my microphone.
“Do you recall what Hwang Eunseo said in his apology just now? He said, [When I
saw my classmate being bullied, I didn’t do anything to stop it]. [Instead, I joined the
other kids in bullying him]. Do you remember?”
“He excused himself by saying he only ‘joined in.’ That is, he claimed that he was not
the main culprit. Though he himself organized, filmed, and shared the videos of the
violence, Hwang Eunseo did not admit his fault up to the end. Then he pretended to
have truly repented and put on a show for you.”
“Remember Hwang Eunseo’s logic. Remember his methods. The way he led the
violence, the way he tried to scurry away—observe every bit of it.”
This bastard was the one hunting me behind the scenes.
“……”
The class president lowered his microphone. With his right hand still wrapped
around the device, he turned to me. Then, he spoke in a voice only I could hear.
His voice was so calm that I felt like I was slipping from reality.
“Anyway, Hwang Eunseo, your life is over. You’ll probably be surprised to hear how
many kinds of crimes you committed. Even so, you probably won’t spend your whole
life in jail since you’re a minor, but oh, well. It’s fine. We can just end your social life.”
“Y-you…”
“Really. I’m too emotional as a youth. Just talking to you made me nauseous. It’s nice
that my back doesn’t hurt, but I viewed the world too simply… Well, that’s how I
ended up in college,” the class president complained.
“Did you know? It costs a lot of money to improve society. Every little thing you do
requires money. It costs money to plant a tree. It costs money to travel to a disaster
zone. Taking care of teachers costs money, too. Haa… If I knew this during my school
days, I would have…”
Furious, I yelled. A beat after, I realized that my voice was too loud and that it had
spread through the auditorium. I paused. Unlike the class president’s quiet
murmurs, my outcry was uproarious.
“Yeah.”
The class president covered his mouth with his left hand and laughed.
“Anyway, you probably believe that your connections will help you. They won’t. Your
ex-girlfriend? We negotiated to erase the videos that she was present in. All of your
‘clients’ struck a deal. Remember this. The children of well-to-do houses actually
have no interest in you. They only care about [avoiding association with the
incident].”
In this chaos, the broadcasting club president had continued to go through the
PowerPoint slides. The pictures connected. The student body’s rumblings turned
into a commotion, and throughout the auditorium, responses like ‘Fuck’ and ‘Is he
crazy?’ popped up.
“Though I feel sorry for Kim Yul-ssi… This is as far as your report goes. It can’t be
helped. Haven’t I always told you since you were young, Gongja?”
“You meet someone one day that makes you think, ah, the world would be dirtied if
you left this person be. These sorts of people exist, and instead of regretting it later,
you must get rid of them quickly. You have to wreck them when you can so that you
don’t have regrets.”
Roaring, I lunged at the class president. He didn’t resist. Instead, he smirked lightly.
“Well. I suppose this is why people say you need to raise your kid right so you’re
comfortable in your old…”
I swung my fist. I knocked him over and crushed him. There were screams behind
me, but I did not stop. Bastard. Motherfucker! Because of you! How dare you, you
bitch?! My life!
“Broadcasting Club President! Stop! Can’t you stop recording this now?!”
My life!
I lived doing the best I could… Even if I didn’t lead the best life, I really did my best!
Who here worked harder than me?! Was there a student who lived more earnestly
than me?!
[Judgment complete.]
No!
[However, ‘The Tale of the Ascending City – Side Story’ will not be included in the
true history.]
There wasn’t!
[Stage Cleared.]
I couldn’t accept this! I couldn’t! This was unfair! I was cheated. This was
unreasonable! It wasn’t right! Yeah, this was wrong! It was human rights abuse! My
human rights! All people have a right to a fair trial… I’m a person, too! This was
wrong!
[Today, the 29th floor Stage has been cleared.]
I was wronged.
I—
[Though I am on everyone’s side, with this much, others would also turn a blind eye.
I am a little more generous to those who struggle.]
Nothing at all.
“……!”
I took in a rushed breath, and with a grunt, I raised my body upright instinctively. My
heart was throbbing. It wasn’t the first time I had become completely immersed in a
character, but the ache in my heart as I returned to my senses was hard to get used
to.
“Mm…”
“Euk…”
The Constellation Killer and the director also rose up one by one. For a while, the
three of us caught our breaths. We had no energy to do anything else. Our brains had
been jumbled.
“Yes?”
The director weakly beckoned with a finger. Somehow, it felt ominous. The fierce
light in the director’s eyes was the same as it was when the kids in the orphanage got
into a fight. I obediently went to the director and sat on my knees.
“A long time ago, in the Spring and Autumn period, there lived a man called Wu Zixu.”
When the director scolded us as kids, he never told us off right away. He drew it out.
When we asked him a question, he made us wait for a day to think. When he got
angry, he unhurriedly told us a story. From what I remember, the tale of Wu Zixu was
an S-Class alarm.
“Yes…”
“I’ve told you this many times, so I know you remember this. He was someone who
dug up the corpse of the man who killed his family and whipped it until the bones
turned to dust. But think about it.”
“Yes…”
“Wu Zixu wanted to dig up the grave for his revenge, but what’s this? Someone
already bore into the ground to make it easier to exhume the corpse. They even
pulled out the coffin. Then, do you think Wu Zixu would be thankful or happy that
someone dug up the grave? Or do you think he would be mad that someone touched
the grave of someone he lay claim to?”
“Uh…”
“Half of the revenge has been stolen by someone else. Isn’t that right?”[1]
“Yes. Speak.”
“You’re not mad that I went overboard? Or that I chose a method that was too self-
sacrificing? Uh. Are you not scolding me for not taking care of my body…?”
“Gongja. You’re an adult now. You have to take care of yourself. Why should I meddle?
Raising you was hard enough. Do I still have to worry about you?”
The director spoke dryly. Amazing. The director who said such a thing so frankly was
amazing, and my memory, which forgot for a moment that he was that sort of person,
was amazing.
“I raised you kids to be as strong as possible. Sympathy can feel like a nice gift, but if
a person receives nothing but sympathy, they will lose strength and wither. Gongja. I
don’t pity your life at all. Live as you want.”
-Sure enough…
Bae Hu-ryeong muttered next to me. He was nodding like he understood something.
-I was wondering where Zombie’s temper came from. He’s learned it properly since he
was young…
Suddenly, I wondered how the kids who grew up in the orphanage with me were
doing. Hanbija was a member of the National Assembly now, right? Are there videos
of him on the internet?
“Gongja.”
“Y-yes.”
“Even if you did not hand me the recordings and videos, I would have worked hard to
kick Hwang Eunseo’s… Sorry. No, I don’t need to be sorry. Right. I would have worked
hard to kick Hwang Eunseo’s ass. Why did you dig up the grave by yourself? Do you
want to be scolded?”
No. I can’t get scolded at this age! Let alone in front of Bae Hu-ryeong and Shiny!
“No, but I also had to do something… I entered the stage one year before you,
Director. I-in addition, my immersion was at 95%. Don’t you think a person would be
rushed and hasty in that position?”
“……”
He paused.
The director hesitated when he heard ‘one year’ and ‘95%.’ Whoo! As expected of the
director! Even I knew now that he was considerate toward others, though he
pretended not to be. I had become an adult!
“That’s right. Director. You told us that we should live as we wanted. When I fell into
the stage, I was doing as I wanted. I was following your teachings.”
-Sure enough…
Bae Hu-ryeong muttered. Again, his face looked like he had understood something.
-I was wondering where the brat’s tongue came from. He’s been training his fucking
shamelessness since he was young…
At that moment.
“Mm.”
The Constellation Killer stood up. Like someone who had cried during a nightmare,
traces of water remained by his eyes.
“Death King. As you wished, I have come to understand [Kim Yul]. I felt him. I will
remember him. I learned many things, but there is one thing I want to ask you.”
Without wiping his eyes, the Constellation Killer looked straight at me.
“……”
I opened my mouth.
“Kim Yul is the victim. He was killed. As he died, he left his final words.”
Don’t forget.
As he threw away his life, he passed on a scream so that the culprits, those beasts,
would not forget what they had done. To be haunted by the memories. Forever.
“But.”
“You forgot.”
“The lives that were sacrificed when you killed the Constellations. The people of
many worlds.”
“I forgot.”
On the 50th floor, where I had taken a shortcut to get, the Constellation had said this.
『My mistakes come down to two things. First, I did not think of the possibility that
new Constellations would be born if a Constellation disappeared in a world. Second,
I neglected the fact that a dead Constellation could cast a curse on the world.』
“It was something done without knowledge nor intent. It’s over if you forget it and
live on without remembering. But did [Kim Yul] think those beasts deserved to
forget him?”
“……”
“The ones who tore apart Kim Yul were the worst types of bastards, Constellation
Killer. But that doesn’t change the sin you’ve committed.”
“Look at those who have wronged you. Then, look at those you have wronged. Please
face it squarely.”
“……”
“Please make a decision here. If you hate it, I will not use 100 Ghosts Reincarnation
to call you again. And one day, for certain, I will find and destroy all of your dolls. But
if…”
“If?”
Whether it was a trace of the person who had attended Shinseo High School, was a
part of Grade 2, Class 5, or if it was the Constellation Killer himself who felt these
emotions, I didn’t know.
Then.
“I…”
[1] Localization note! In the raws, the director says that the first two characters of a
four-character idiom (look up Chengyu if curious) were taken out. The idiom in
question is 굴묘편시, or 振墓鞭屍 in Chinese, which means to exhume a body for
public flogging (lit. dig + grave + whip + corpse).
The Great Library of All Things.
“I don’t know.”
“It’s difficult. I can’t fathom it. Did I kill so many? You say that such a great number of
people lost their lives because of me. It’s impossible to take responsibility for killing
one person, but for the people of countless worlds…”
Maybe it was a trace of Kim Yul that was left. The Constellation Killer kept a diary
even as he lost his memory.
“The Guardian Goddess, Old Man Hidden in the Deep, Follower of the Blind Eye.”
The Constellation Killer quietly recited the names crossed out in red ink.
“The Large Snake Born inside Seven Sounds, The Stork that Serenades the Cosmos,
The Witch Who Dies at Morning Frost, The Lion that Dreams of Endless Destruction,
Poison Corpse Flower, The Moon that Swallows the Month’s End, The Yellow Dragon
of Dynasty Lake…”
After calling hundreds of names one by one, the Constellation Killed slowly looked at
my face.
“…I don’t know. I have no way to know. But when I entered Kim Yul’s body, I felt his
frustration with the world, and when I spat out curses, I felt the same as Kim Yul. I
resonated with him. Kim Yul wanted revenge on those who had wronged him.”
Snap.
“The end of my life would not be enough recompense. Eternal agony. Those worlds
would only wish for my eternal suffering. But mere suffering has no significance…
What kind of suffering must I endure to apologize to those who have already died?”
I nodded my head.
“Librarian.”
Like he was waiting for me to call, the Corner Librarian stuck his head out from
behind a bookshelf. His cheeks were flushed red.
“Welcome back! Unlike the previous Apocalypses, I, and everyone else, was unable to
view the story directly. I’ve just hurriedly read the newly registered side story of
[The Tale of the Ascending City]. Uh-huh, indeed, it’s…”
“There. I’ve come. What would you like me to do? If you wish, I can—”
“Please hand over [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim].”
“Ahh… I know what I was saying, but did you know? The books I possess are all my
holy relics. Of the numerous beings in the world, only I can create them. It’s difficult
if you tell me to hand over such precious books like they’re pieces of fruit… But, of
course, I will give it to you.”
“Constellation Killer.”
“Yes.”
“Your story is written inside this book. How you fell into a new world, how you met
the Guardian Goddess, and even how you became Lefanta Aegim and the
Constellation Killer. Your whole life is recorded here.”
“……”
“You may have lost your memories, but they aren’t lost forever. You can get them
back again.”
The library became silent. The Constellation Killer wordlessly looked at [The Epic of
Lefanta Aegim]. The Librarian exhaled softly and stared at the two of us.
“You are saying I should look through my life, my centuries of living, from the
beginning again.”
“What you’ve done, what you’ve thought, what worlds you trod upon, and how the
denizens of those worlds lived.”
“……”
“Remembering is the first step to everything. ‘Don’t forget.’ Kim Yul staked his life on
those words. You have to put down your life as well.”
Stillness.
“I understand.”
Stillness.
And silence.
“……”
The Constellation Killer accepted [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim] from me. To receive it,
the Constellation Killer had to put away his diary again. Instead of the diary stitching
together his disparate days, he held the record of his life from beginning to end in his
hands.
“Indeed,” said the Constellation Killer, holding the book. “Simply repeating your life
makes the world hellish. Does each person shoulder a type of hell?”
The Constellation Killer turned his head to where the director was sitting.
“Class President.”
The director didn’t respond immediately when he was called ‘Class President.’ He
couldn’t have. His silence contained a gap spanning decades.
The Constellation Killer, too, didn’t respond immediately when he was called ‘Kim
Yul.’ He couldn’t have. His silence contained a gap spanning centuries.
The decades that one person endured and the centuries that one person threw away
settled in the quiet air of the library.
“Kim Yul thought that he wanted to forgive you, and I agree with him,” said the
Constellation Killer. “I want you to accept the forgiveness.”
The director shut his eyes. But was that an accurate statement? Most likely not. The
director was not in control of his body. Rather than closing his lips, his lips were
closed, and rather than shutting his eyes, his eyes were shut.
“……,……”
A pained sound, almost like a gasp, broke through the director’s lips. ‘Thank you.’
The director could say that. ‘I’m sorry.’ That was likely what the director wanted to
say. But the director held back his words. What he couldn’t hold back escaped as a
groan.
“……I……”
But somehow, I could understand the picture the fragments wanted to paint.
“……”
A tremor caused my body to jolt like a thunderbolt. The director’s tightly closed
mouth, shut eyes, the backs of his hands that gripped the floor. His aged skin. The
trembling of his arms. Seeing his whole bent form, I realized something.
‘Ah.’
Beasts mixed with humans in this world, and among them were people screaming
alone, like islands, and somehow, the scream entered my ears and the sight entered
my eyes.
My infernal heavens.
Anyone who learned the Infernal Heavens Demonic Art, any cultist who preached
the Doctrine of Shadows, for certain, without question, must have felt the emotions I
felt now.
That was anger. Sadness. Seeing the hungry, the thirsty, the nine sections of life and
nine types of death, they must have felt that [this cannot go unproven]—that
someone had to bear witness.
“……”
I wanted to infix that someone was there, had existed, and bore a scar that nothing in
the world could erase.
‘Don’t forget.’
I wanted to express the director’s form in my infernal heavens.
The dance of the children inside a burning mansion as they smiled at me. Preta’s
voice crying to the skies as she held the bodies of a mother and babe in the middle of
a town. The figure of my master as she brandished her sword in the snowy field she
was named after. Raviel. Raviel—
The first form of the Infernal Heavens Demonic Art carried starvation within.
It was hard enough to carry starvation. Could I carry a person’s—no, many people’s
lives?
I was determined.
‘Let’s prove that a person lived here. Let’s prove that a person died here. I will be the
proof of how they lived and how they died. I will capture the cries of beasts and the
screams of people. If they smiled, I will capture the vibrations of their smile, too.’
However.
‘Not yet.’
I wasn’t done here yet. Many things. My level wasn’t suitable for recharting the forms
of the Infernal Heavens Demonic Art from the start—this was an endeavor that
required tremendous effort for a chance to accomplish.
‘…That’s right. Let’s not rush. For now, I should do what I can.’
I turned my head.
The Librarian’s shoulder trembled. The Librarian, who had been watching the
Constellation Killer and the director while panting heavily, twitched.
“Please make it so that the Constellation Killer can read [The Epic of Lefanta Aegim]
whenever he wants. It doesn’t need to be about conquering a stage. Just allow him to
view the world as you do.”
“To do that, I must share my authority… I would have to make him an apostle. Hmm.
Some Constellations do mass produce their Apostles without scruples, but I… Having
Apostles is a little awkward… Should I say, it isn’t my style…?”
There was no way that he, whose epithet was [Corner Librarian], could make a
subordinate or friend. He only ordered around weird servants like the bookmark
maids.
“He may have been formed by the Hundred Ghosts Reincarnation, but the other
Constellation Killer is just a doll made with the [Puppeteer’s Parade] skill. Is there a
difference?”
“Until now, you’ve loved the story of the Constellation Killer. But, to use your manner
of speaking, the Constellation Killer’s path is now at a turning point. Two routes have
emerged.”
“A turning point.”
“Yes.”
“Route 1. In this route, the Constellation Killer has never met me. He has no memory
of having met me. He leaves to hunt Constellations whenever he has a week’s worth
of memories stacked up.”
It was the route where the Constellation Killer followed the [Puppeteer’s Parade]
forever.
“Route 2.”
Then, there was this place where the Constellation Killer and I met.
“The Constellation Killer now knows Kim Yul. He remembers, and he will retrace the
life of Lefanta Aegim starting from Kim Yul’s days.”
It would be difficult.
“He will possess his body within the book and tread the same path he had walked for
hundreds of years.”
It would be painful.
“In that route, both I and the director will be present. He doesn’t have to absorb his
whole life at once. Slowly. Just what he can digest, one bite at a time. Resting on the
way is also acceptable.”
“……”
Beaming, the Librarian opened his arms toward the Constellation Killer and the
director.
We were in the forbidden books section of the Great Library. The other Hunters had
gone back, and only the Librarian and I remained.
The Librarian seemed to want to say farewell to me separately. Below the bookcases,
where old hardcovers lined up like bricks, the Librarian looked incredibly small.
“About what?”
“Happiness is something you savor in the moment. A moment so lovely that you can’t
help yourself. Alas, time is an endlessly flowing stream. Happiness floats away like a
maple leaf, again and again.”
Among them were Apocalypses that I had overcome and Apocalypses that other
Hunters had conquered.
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22nd Floor: Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon (Genre: Martial Arts, Fusion)
29th Floor: The Tale of the Ascending City – Side Story (Genre: School)
“Ahh, how pretty… The [library catalog] isn’t bad. Though not flawless, it is much
better than the catalogs completed by the warriors of the other worlds. No, it’s
incomparably more admirable. So much so that I feel regretful I must gift them to
your world.”
Everyone finds a personal treasure when they’re young. A fake jewel made of
translucent plastic or a rare white BB-gun pellet mixed in among a red and black
batch. A doll that was cheap but had pretty fingers.
We always need a secret treasure of our own. The Librarian was looking up at his
personal treasure.
“They did one of two things. They chose either an easy Apocalypse to challenge or an
Apocalypse that will be helpful to the Tower.”
“If you want to nitpick, we also did the latter.”
“Huhu.”
“You’re much too humble. If merely clearing the stage was your goal, there was no
need for you to resolve the Heavenly Demon’s regrets. Do you know what would have
been the simplest strategy?”
“What is it?”
As he did, the scene around us shifted. Whooosh! Light shrouded my vision. In the
blink of an eye, the library disappeared. Suddenly, we were floating above a snowy
mountain where gusts of snow whirled about.
-Hey. From what I see, we just need to wait until they die.
Hunters I had never seen were hiding in a cave. Attire completely different from our
world’s. I realized that they must have been Hunters from a different world.
-Nothing really hard about it. We just need to watch for the zombies wandering
around.
“This is a record from the far past. These Hunters made an attempt at [The
Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon] long ago. They were climbing the Tower of
another world. These fellows chose to hide and wait until the Heavenly Demon and
the Murim Lord died.”
“……”
“Ten days after the starting point, the Mjrim Lord dies. The Heavenly Demon goes
mad. While mad, she recklessly uses her innate true chi and dies. Tada! The stage is
clear!”
“Well, these fellows’ hiding spot was poor, so the zombies caught them off-guard and
slaughtered them. But their strategy itself was not wrong. [The Chronicles of the
Heavenly Demon] would clear itself if they just waited. They only had to prepare
measures against the cold, plan out provisions, and have the skills to avoid the
zombies and the Heavenly Demon. Isn’t the B-Class difficulty just right?”
“……”
The long-ago snowstorm over the Constellation’s shoulders looked like a hologram.
“You always treated the characters as people. You gave your utmost effort. You felt
anger and you felt sorrow. You accepted the stories of the Apocalypses as your own.”
The Librarian moved his left hand, tapping [The Tale of Sormwyn Academy] this
time. Fwoosh! The snowscape neatly faded.
Raviel was standing over an unknown man, who was chained and kneeling.
-Based on the strategy guide, you love white flowers! Why isn’t my favorability rising
even though I bring you flowers everyday, make you your favorite foods, and speak
pleasantly?! This is a fraud! This sort of ending makes no sense!
-Tsk.
-F-fall for me! You’re just a knock-off Constellation! Hurry up and fall for me!
-… Do the Constellations see my world as the universe’s trash can, by chance? Is that
why they keep tossing trash one by one at me? Ah, for goodness’s sake. Caring for the
subjects is hard enough, but my life only continues to grow more difficult.
Raviel nimbly poured poison over the man’s head. His scalp began to melt.
The man writhed at the application of the deadly poison. Raviel sighed deeply and
left the basement. Bang. The basement door closed, silencing the man’s screams.
“It is hard for humans to treat others as humans. I praise you for doing such a
difficult task. We won’t be able to meet again, but… please remember that I will
always cheer for you.”
“Right! I must now invite and greet the warriors of another world.”
“I cannot always attend to you. There are infinite worlds and towers. There are
countless warriors climbing their towers, just like you all! I must greet them all
because the Lord of Manseng… Ah, I apologize. I can say no more.”
“Good work.”
“The Great Library of All Things will disappear from the 21st floor now. A small rest
area will be placed there instead. Well, I shall take special care and give you a
paradisial rest area.”
“Okay.”
“Thank you.”
“Uhuhu. To think that there would come a day when I would shake hands with my
favorite character and take in another favorite character as a librari… an?”
Squeeze.
The Librarian tried to release the handshake, but I did not let go.
“Death King?”
“Are you sad to be parting with me? That makes me very happy, but your world has
finished the 21st to 30th floors. Ah, the 30th floor will also be made into a rest area.
There is a book called [Recuperation City Story]. It is equipped with recreational
facilities that are almost heavenly, and as part of my special service…”
“……”
“Death King…?”
…Kim Yul and the director finished their long prologue and entered the main story
today.
“Librarian.”
“What is it…?”
“You.”
3.
『Lefanta Aegim is a man who kills Constellations. I can understand why you would
hate him, but I don’t see why you would like him.』
On the day The Chronicles of the Heavenly Demon was complete, we went down to a
certain snowy mountain. A dragon, blackened by death, was before our eyes, and the
Librarian and I had our first candid talk.
『Since you’re the one asking, I’ll give you an answer. For a long time, I have had a
dream.』
『Exactly.』
『I refuse to intervene. That means there is only one way I can become a character in
a story.』
That was precisely the reason the Librarian loved the Constellation Killer.
『I am waiting. For the day when the Constellation Killer visits the Great Library.』
『I look forward to seeing him stand before me one day, following his own story and
his own will. On that day, I will finally appear in the story of Lefanta Aegim!』
Then.
“……”
I smiled.
“You’re no longer waiting for the Constellation to come kill you, right?”
“……”
“Do you think the Constellation Killer who has met the director will do that?”
“No, what are you… I don’t know what you’re saying. Death King, the Constellation
Killer who has met the director is just the result of your Hundred Ghosts
Reincarnation. The Constellation Killer on the 50th floor is alive and well. Won’t that
person someday come to kill me…?”
“That is true.”
“But that Constellation Killer is not the route that you chose. I asked you earlier.”
Route 1.
The 50th floor Constellation Killer who had not met me nor forgave the director.
Route 2.
The Constellation Killer who did meet me and forgave the director.
I asked him to choose one of the two to accept as the Constellation Killer’s story.
Then, the Librarian accepted the latter as the true history. The story of the
Constellation Killer possessing Kim Yul and receiving the director’s apology—all that
had been accepted as part of the Constellation Killer’s life.
In other words.
“Let’s say that the Constellation Killer of the 50th floor finds you one day. Will… Will
you really be happy when that moment comes?”
“The Constellation Killer who hasn’t met the director. Can you accept that man who
hasn’t felt fury, sadness, revenge, and forgiveness as the real Constellation Killer? Can
you accept an ending in which you are killed by that Constellation Killer?”
The Librarian likely didn’t think this far, but he had basically destroyed his own
dream.
“There’s no way that you could. Because you’re someone who worships stories more
than anything. You would never want to die at the hands of an [extra] you don’t
accept.”
Because I could see clearly before my eyes just who the Constellation loved.
‘Character window.’
Favorability: 99
The order had also changed. My name was originally behind the Constellation
Killer’s, but now, it came before. It meant that the Librarian had come to love my
story more as the Constellation Killer’s story ended.
“……”
Silence.
“Death King, you, what have you… Since when did you plan…?”
“That day. I planned this from the day I heard your dream on that snowy mountain.
Of course, I hadn’t worked out all the details back then.”
But I had already drawn the big picture at the time. A project to make him like me
more than the Constellation Killer. So I chased after the Constellation Killer
persistently, maybe even obsessively.
To hunt a Constellation.
“Hamustra.”
“Two paths…?”
“You can live here, forever unable to see your dream come true. You say goodbye to
me. You throw away the hope that the Constellation Killer will grant your wish one
day, invite in and greet the Hunters that treat characters like trash, and spend your
days secluded in the library like you have always done.”
“Eugh…”
The Librarian trembled slightly. Naturally unable to break my grip, he squirmed. But
the physical strength of the Librarian was insignificant, and my right hand held on
firmly.
It wasn’t an Apocalypse that recorded the fall of another world nor contained a
different world at all. It was this place. It was the book that contained the [Corner
Librarian] who lived in [The Great Library of All Things].
“……”
“Then, you would naturally become a member of our Tower as well. Do you get it?
You would become a character in our story. Become our colleague.”
In ancient times, there was a being called ‘The Pond of Accumulating Memories.’
Humans could not pronounce the name of this being properly. ‘The Pond of
Accumulating Memories’ was just an arbitrary, fictitious name.
The real pronunciation was ■■■■■. Just as humans do not care about what a cricket
may call them, ■■■■■ did not feel the need to use the humans’ designation. The
most simplified pronunciation of the being’s name would be close to something like
‘Hamustra’.
Hamustra.
That was what the humans called ‘The Pond of Accumulating Memories.’
This human could use Dragon Speech at will. That in itself was fascinating. The Pond
of Accumulating Memories was an existence with great curiosity to begin with.
There was a high chance that he would like and be interested in this little being.
Nobody had stepped foot in this library thus far except for this human, his first
visitor.
-Who are you?
The human before him was emitting a truly vulgar smell. It was weird. The Pond of
Accumulating Memories could smell a dragon, but the being before him was not a
dragon. It gave off a godlike aura, but the being was not a god, either.
The Pond of Accumulating Memories had never seen a being like the human in front
of him.
-I never allowed your entrance. This is my world. Reveal your purpose, stranger.
-I am a sort of traveling insurance agent. I am visiting every existence like you and to
persuade you.
-……
The Pond of Accumulating Memories was annoyed. He felt annoyed for the first time
in thousands of years, or maybe more than double that. He loved all characters in
books, not discriminating between the good and evil; he treated the luckless and the
fortunate equally; but real life was different.
The Pond of Accumulating Memories was a great being. The definition of greatness
was subjective, but in the Pond’s opinion, greatness was the ability to hit or kill those
that annoyed him.
-Pest. Go away.
The Pond decided to use his greatness today as well. He lightly exhibited his power.
In the library, the Pond’s strength was absolute. Tough guys who had reached
transcendence, and ordinary people, of course, could only be torn apart and turned
into dust. The Pond was confident. A long time ago, before he had become as great as
he was now, he had disintegrated many things.
-I just ruined the mood. But can’t you speak with me just a little more? I worked hard to
make it all the way here. Phew. The roads were blocked, and they were in poor shape,
too…
It was such a huge shock that the Pond fled from reality. His attack just then didn’t
show his power? It was invalid. He was treating it like it hadn’t happened. The Pond
finished excusing himself and attacked the human again.
-Now that I brought it up, I have to ask. Is there no door in this library? Is this some
sort of grave? You should poke out some windows, at least. It’s stuffy and suffocating.
Even worse, the human blew a hole in the library. While smiling a little.
The library wasn’t just a simple area for books. It was like the body and soul of the
Pond. The fact that the human could pierce a hole through the library walls meant
the human could easily cut up his underbelly. The Pond was capable enough to
connect the dots, and he was smart enough not to want to be slashed.
-……
The Pond was quite clever. At least, he was intelligent enough to realize the human in
front of him was fucking insane.
-As expected, you don’t want to die, right? Of course not. Life is a precious thing. Now,
my humble self also wishes to help you. Please sign here to keep your precious life.
It was unfortunate for the Pond that the nut job had unimaginable power.
-What is this…?
-It’s a contract.
Even if the human wasn’t technically a gangster, the human wasn’t very far from one.
But the Pond did not point it out. Again, the Pond was smart. He knew what he could
and could not say.
-I am building a tower.
Tower.
-I will bring in beings like you. I will also allow the beings you consider insignificant
creatures to enter.
The Pond cautiously read the contract. As he did, his expression changed.
At first, he thought that the human was a crazy ruffian here to steal from his library.
The ruffian part was right. So was the crazy part.
It was interesting.
-Everyone should be able to live one more life. It may not be the life they want, but they
would live because they chose to live.
The Pond couldn’t understand the human’s smile.
-Someday, you too will live another life, Mr. Corner Librarian.
5.
“……”
Did he not understand me? Or did it just not hit him yet? Either way, it was all right. I
did not rush the Librarian and waited for him.
“You want me to climb the Tower with you,” the Librarian murmured after a long
time had passed.
“I-I am no an ordinary Constellation. Unlike the spirit possessing you or the holy
sword tied to you, I am officially entrusted with this stage. Despite my looks, I am of
a high class… To belong to this particular Tower is… If I do…”
“…I do not know. I don’t know at all. Nothing like this has ever happened in the
history of the Tower.”
“There are instances of Constellations being enthralled and acting as some warriors’
attendants. Quite a lot of them. And like how you swallowed [The Devil King of Fall
Rain] with your [Hundred Ghosts Reincarnation], warriors have collected
Constellations, too. But… But I have never heard of a Constellation becoming a
Hunter…”
“……”
The traces of past worlds were gathered here. That was all. In this place, time did not
flow. Only the breaths spilled by other people and stories of other worlds were
sealed here.
‘It’s familiar.’
Just a place where you longed for and envied the worlds of others.
In my room, I had put up many pictures and interviews of the Flame Emperor.
“People get weirder and weirder when they stay in this sort of place.”
“I-I’m weird…?”
“A person’s life is recorded in an Apocalypse. You may think that you know
everything about the person by reading it, but that’s not the case. Hamustra, do you
remember what was written about the destruction of [The Chronicles of the
Heavenly Demon]?”
“……”
What expression Master wore at the end, the cultists’ voices as they mourned, how
hard the children by the riverside worked to dig out the soft mud—you could never
learn that from reading the book.
You couldn’t.
“That’s true,” I accepted easily. “You can enter the worlds yourself to observe the
events. When Master passed on, you must have grieved as I did. Of that, I have no
doubt.”
“……”
“You, too, must have held your breath when Master died in The Chronicles of the
Heavenly Demon. You would have felt awe when the Sword Emperor struck. But the
thing you felt? It was only ‘appreciation.’”
Squeeze.
I held the Librarian’s hand a little tighter and pulled him in closer.
“I bet you also love Raviel. You like her. But you know, you’ll never love Raviel as
much as I love her.”
“……”
“You’ve only had a taste, sitting inside this library. You’ve never put your life on
stage—you only lived as the audience. If you enjoyed a performance, you clap. If not,
you yawn. That’s all.”
“I…”
“I’m bound by a… strict contract. If I attach myself to a specific tower or violate the
rules, I’ll definitely be punished by the Tower. I would probably lose all the authority
of a Constellation… I would be useless like that. I would be of no use to you.”
“……”
“……”
“Hamustra.”
“Dying by the Constellation Killer’s hands one day was your dream. Throw away that
dream now. I’ll give you a new dream. This dream won’t always be happy, and there
will be many times when it feels like a nightmare instead. There will be many parts
you want to erase. But if you want. If it’s what you desire, I’ll stay in that dream.”
I spoke again.
“……”
“You would appear in my dream, and I would appear in yours, and you and I can be
‘we.’”
The Librarian’s lips were trembling. And his left hand, which was shaking even more
than his lips, reached into his pocket. He pulled out a book that was thinner than The
Epic of Lefanta Aegim.
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■■■■■
“Death King…”
“Yes.”
“I will give you my final advice as a reader. I’m your biggest fan. There is no reader
who loves you as much as I, and there never will be. So please, remember this well.”
“I’ll listen.”
“If you overuse your flirting like this, someone may misunderstand. Please use that
sort of language with only Duchess Ivansia. Otherwise, Duchess Ivansia will stab
your heart and kill you, Death King…”
“I already died that way once, but I’ll heed your words.”
“Death King…”
“Yes.”
I smiled.
“It sucks.”
“Damn…”
“To think something like this will make up the final lines of my Apocalypse…”
“Life doesn’t work so smoothly. It’s like a piece of art. Cope with it.”
His voice was scared and tearful, but his words were firm when he spoke.
“Death King. Corner Librarian. I designate these two as characters of [■■■■■]. The
difficulty of this Apocalypse is undecided. When you open your eyes, the highly
acclaimed ending of the story will…”
That moment.
Fwoooosh!
[1] There’s an untranslatable pun here. Villa is 별장, and the first syllable 별 can
refer to stars (as in Constellations)
The library became brighter in an instant.
The light was just like a white current of water. It moved like it was alive. [■■■■■].
The light-water torrentially poured from Hamustra’s Apocalypse. The waves of life
swept over our surroundings, spilling between the bookshelves.
[Stage clear.]
The Apocalypse did not stop spewing light. Chwaak! Whooosh! The level of the light-
water quickly rose, submerging the building-high bookshelves of the Great Library.
Even the forbidden books, which had not seen light for a thousand years, were
brilliantly illuminated.
A white flood.
[Today.]
We stood in the center of the flood of light that drowned the world.
“Kyaaaak!”
“W-what is this?!”
They must have been caught off-guard by the unexpected flood of light. But
thankfully, my reliable colleagues were in the library. There were many of them. For
every panicking Hunter, there was someone to console them.
Though I couldn’t see their faces behind the bookshelves, I could make out each of
their voices.
“Good grief! I’m dying! I thought my vision was going dark these days, but it’s
completely gone the other way! Eesh. Oh, my. You! Shouldn’t a youngun make some
medicine for an old man without being asked?”
Medicine King.
“Yes, b-but we have to distribute medicine to the people who need it first. I’m sorry,
but you don’t seem to need it much, Medicine King… What about getting fitted for
new glasses instead…?”
Alchemist.
“Ahh, this is just the stage being cleared. It’s merely light. You guys may not have
experienced this before, but I’ve seen it several times already. A mysterious thing…
you become accustomed to it the more often it occurs. Anyway, I’m saying that you
shouldn’t act rashly.”
“Ohhhh! Master!”
“Huh? Oh? Did the 30th floor clear on its own? Aha. I’m happy that we saved some
time. Guild members of the Ten Thousand Temple, prepare to transmit! We need to
catch up on our work as soon as we return to Babylon!”
Heretic Questioner.
That wasn’t all. The Black Dragon Master, the Count, and the Crusader’s voices were
there, too. People’s voices—some far, some quite close—passed through the
bookshelves filled with thick hardcover books.
Yes, the whispers of the people in the library all came to me. It was as if the surge of
light was drawing in the sounds.
Bzzzzz—
[Warning!]
“Ugh.”
“I-it doesn’t matter. I’ve chosen ■■■■■ as the 30th stage. I stand by this as the
administrator of the 21st to 30th stages. As the Constellation governing ■■■■■, I
acknowledge the stage as being cleared…”
“……”
The Librarian’s shoulders were stooped in. Usually, he looked bigger than he was
because of the oversized clothes he wore. He didn’t look big now. He was small. The
space that the Librarian took up in this world was trifling.
“I,” said Hamustra, “I’m going to live in this Tower. Please… accept my resignation,
Lord of Manseng.”
The announcement was received with an outburst of triumphant cheers. The library
was still flooded with light, but the Hunters heard the announcement. They were
elated by the thought they had finally succeeded.
But there was a voice that only Hamustra and I could hear.
They were the same words as when Preta lost her shell of being the Devil King of Fall
Rain.
At that time, Preta had screamed, ‘No!’ She had been dismayed at losing her status as
a Constellation. She had struggled to stop her descent.
The Apocalypse that Hamustra and I held in our hands slipped. Maybe I should say
that it ‘melted away’ instead. Drip. Drip. The cover of the book turned into mushy
slime and plopped down, and the papers became like melted wax as they dripped
down too.
“……”
For a while, Hamustra didn’t say anything. He quietly breathed in and breathed out.
As his small torso rose and fell repeatedly, Hamustra, who had been trembling in
fear, slowly calmed down.
“Haha…”
“I can no longer fly in the air. But I loved watching the worlds from above, all day
long. It was my hobby. Or looking out at the horizon for weeks. My hobbies have
disappeared…”
“Yes.”
“Yes.”
“My dream came true. My dream to enter a story myself came true, and I’m happy. I
really am, but… I’m scared. I’m afraid. I love you and the others. I care for you all. I’m
scared that you and the others will not like me. I want to be loved by everyone…”
“Hamustra.”
“……”
“Let’s take it step by step. Your hobbies are gone, but you can find new ones. How
about it? Is there anything you want to do to commemorate your fall as a
Constellation?”
“My second wish is a little expensive… It’s so extravagant that you are certain to
shudder like there is an earthquake, Death King…”
“What is it?”
Hamustra wiped his eyes with his sleeve. He sniffled. A long time later, when he
lowered his arm, Hamustra was smiling.
“I want to drink a white mocha frappucino venti quadro shot java chip half and half
chocolate drizzle…”
6.
Raviel was speaking while wearing a school uniform and drinking cider.[1]
There.
Even the epic creation and destruction of the universe could not approach the
sublime quality of that sentence. I was feeling the same emotions as a church
member who witnessed with his own two eyes the creation of the…
Raviel, whom I was holding in a princess hold, tilted her head. Just so you know, it
had been over three hours since I assumed this position. Using Aura was forbidden.
Skills, too. I had to hold out with pure brute strength and mental fortitude.
“Thank goodness. I almost felt so bad that I was going to leave my beloved’s
embrace. But since you say there’s no problem, I will happily enjoy your wonderful
grasp.”
Raviel put the cider can against her lips. A drop of clear cider was daubed on her lips.
Oh, how I hated that drop of cider. I wished it would evaporate. Evaporate and return
to the embrace of Mother Nature…
To explain the situation, we were on the 29th floor, the world of [The Tale of the
Ascending City – Side Story].
As Hamustra warned, the side story did not change the history of the outside world.
It couldn’t be a part of true history. Only the city, with Shinseo Middle and High
School as the focus, was pulled out like a deserted island to become this stage.
The inhabitants of this world don’t notice anything strange, almost magically.
When Hunters like us entered the 29th floor, they were automatically enrolled as
middle or high school students. They could live as if they had always been a student
in this world. There was also a university, but that was all.
It was literally a university town.
To sum it up, the stage was completely useless except for the fact that you could go to
school, but…
“It is a place where even those who are less wealthy can learn to their hearts’
content. Isn’t it a dreamlike system? Our empire also plans to send talented
individuals here for ‘study abroad.’ As expected, my love is more than qualified to be
called the Moon of the Ivansia Duchy.”
“Mm. I’ve been pondering how to put the people of the Tower in harmony with the
empire’s citizens. The imperial citizens who are educated here can bridge the two
forces.”
Anyway, the reason I was holding Raviel for over three hours was this.
“Well, let’s continue talking politics later. Right now, I want to savor your
punishment.”
“I was really surprised, Gongja. Who wouldn’t be if you regressed 24 hours while
working in your office? I paused for a moment, but I figured out the situation soon
enough. Ah, of course. My wife must have died somewhere again.”
Raviel pulled out a golden card.
[A Regressor’s Love]
Rank: EX
Effect: For a regressor, love is like poison. No matter how much you struggle, you
can’t share your time with the one you love. Thus, a certain regressor begged. ‘Please
retain my lover’s memories.’ That wish reached the Tower and became true.
You share a timeline with your beloved. When your lover regresses a day, you go
back a day. When you regress a day, your lover regresses a day. This is the covenant
of the ring. This is the marriage of time.
※However, the skill only works when you and your beloved love each other.
Right.
Because of [A Regressor’s Love], when I died, Raviel also regressed 24 hours. When I
was killed by the Constellation Killer, Raviel underwent the regression, too.
According to the Golden Silk, who was working as a servant for the Ivansia duchy,
Raviel muttered, ‘I don’t know where, but a bitch just touched my wife,’ as soon as
she regressed.
“I’m sorry…”
“No. You needn’t apologize,” Raviel said calmly. “From what you say, you’ve worked
more than hard enough. Didn’t you try desperately not to die? If you died regardless,
I couldn’t blame you.”
“R-right?”
“Ahh. I couldn’t blame you if you jumped ahead to the 50th floor when you just made
it to the 29th floor, picked a fight with the strongest person on the 50th floor, and
pulled an aggro move on the entire floor. My love, everything you did was perfectly
reasonable. Nothing about it was reckless at all. I understand.”
“Are you truly sorry? Do you know what you did wrong?”
I was moved.
My eyes beheld the sight of her in a school uniform. I held Raviel, in the uniform, in
my arms. Was this really a punishment? Wasn’t this a reward, instead? Maybe Raviel,
my goddess, was praising me under the guise of discipline…?
Raviel lamented.
“Your eyes have gone bad. Though your slightly strange tastes are charming, this has
become serious.”
I liked it…
I was so happy…
-Fuck.
-Do I have to see this shit every time these guys meet? Huh? Can’t be, right? This is kind
of bad, isn’t it? Love is said to be caused by hormones, but these two take that to the
next level. What did I do wrong in my past life to witness this hell?!
-F-fuck…
While listening to my story, Raviel toured around Shinseo Middle and High School. I
talked about who had killed me, what his past was, what he lost, and what he gained
back. Raviel examined the classrooms and the rooftop as I led her.
“Mm.”
Raviel nodded.
She understood. While I endured pain in my arms and heaven in my mind for three
long hours, if I had to choose between my arms and my brain, I thought that it was
an overall win. A huge win.
“Now, I should see the mug of the man who killed you myself.”
“Raviel. I said this earlier, but that person is probably your ancestor…”
“That’s even more disgraceful. An ancestor should kindly leave the work to their
descendents, but he dared to touch the moon of the family? The current Ivansia
belongs to me. I must crush him according to the family rules.”
“And.”
Raviel smiled. On the rooftop of Shinseo Middle and High School, the setting sun in
the sky shone a red light on Raviel’s lips.
“……”
I nodded.
“Yes.”
“Transmit.”
Though it had only been a few days, the library changed a bit. First of all, accessible
and restricted areas were strictly divided. The bookshelves in the accessible area
were decorated with ordinary books, and Hunters leisurely read at the tables.
On the tables where the Hunters sat were coffee cups or glasses with drinks.
“Ah.”
Hamustra, who had been going around the tables, noticed and approached us right
away. Instead of his loose-fitting clothes, Hamustra was wearing a neat employee
uniform.
“Welcome, Death King. Oh? The Silver-Plated Heart has come, too. Such dignified
guests have all come together!”
A library cafe.
Hamustra had decided to work here for now. Though he didn’t feel confident enough
to go down to the city on the first floor, he had decided to slowly interact with the
Hunters and live as a human.
“Yeah. Is Kim Yul around? Raviel wanted to see Kim Yul’s face…”
“Mug, my wife.”
Hamustra beamed.
“It’s worth travelling so far to see Kim Yul’s face. I understand. He should be
organizing children’s books right now, but I’ll call him.”
Who had taken over to manage the Great Library after Hamustra’s downfall; how the
Medicine King came to foot the bill to set up the cafe like he had bet everything; why,
even now, the Medicine King was wearing a bartender outfit at the cafe counter and
making coffee; etc. etc.
Like always, that story would continue on a stage a little higher than the last.
[1]: Cider, as many of you Koreaboos already know, is lemon-lime soda and also slang
for something great.