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Christmas Cookies and Garland

Copyright © 2010 by J.L. Langley
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Christmas Cookies and Garland

J.L. Langley
 “Go…go go go go go.” Sterling pointed his pudgy little baby finger at the door,
then promptly stuck it in his mouth and stared up at Remi expectantly.
Remi glanced at the clock then down at his eighteen month old brother. A
lump the size of a grapefruit settled in his stomach. It was seven minutes after six
o’clock. How did the kid do that? It never failed at around the same time every
day he decided it was time to go. Remi doubted seriously it was a coincidence that
Sterling’s internal clock coincided with Dirk getting home from work.
“Go, Me.” Sterling actually had the “me” sound in Remi now. A few more
months and he’d probably be able to get the R sound. He planted his hands on the
ground, pushed himself up to his feet and toddled around his toys headed toward
Remi as fast as he could. “Bye bye.”
Remi put his book aside as Sterling situated himself in between his spread
legs and grabbed a hold of his shirt. The little hand clutched at his shirt, like fear
clutched at Remi’s chest. There was never a way to tell what six o’clock would
bring.

Sterling grabbed another stabling handful of fabric and peered up at Remi.

Blinking his big brown eyes, he cocked his head a little, studying Remi. “Me…Go!”
He pointed toward the door and teetered for second before regaining his balance.
They should go. Sterling felt it. Remi felt it. So what was he waiting for? Kissing
Sterling’s button nose, Remi picked up his brother and stood. “You’re wet.”
“Nooo…” Sterling shook his head.
“Yes, you are.” Remi snagged a diaper, out of the diaper dispenser hanging
off the end of Sterling’s crib, and dropped it onto his own bed. They had to make
haste or they’d never make it out of the house before Dirk got home. Retrieving the
wipies from the nightstand, Remi tossed Sterling in the middle of the bed.
Giggling, Sterling rolled over and tried to crawl away.
“Oh no, you don’t. We don’t have time for that.” Remi caught his foot.
Sterling squealed and kicked his feet. “Go.”
Remi dragged him back to the edge of the bed. “Yes, go. We’ll go to Chay’s.”
Undoing the tapes on the diaper with one hand, he held Sterling’s leg with the
other. With any luck the baby would cooperate. He thought it was hilarious to take
off crawling during a diaper change. Admittedly, it had been kinda cute until he’d
peed on Remi’s bed. That wasn’t so cute.
Trying to slip from Remi’s hold, Sterling grinned. “A.”
Remi dragged him back and flipped the wipey top open with one hand. “Yes.
Chay.”
“A!”
“Goof ball.” Chuckling, Remi wiped him down and quickly tossed the old diaper
in the floor and replaced it with the new. The clock read 6:10. He found a pair
of red sweat pants and some thick socks. With great difficulty—because Sterling
realized they were indeed going and decided to clap and shout “go” and “A”
intermittently—Remi stuffed his brother’s feet into the socks. “Stay there.”
Sterling rolled to his tummy and pushed himself onto his butt. He sat near the
headboard of Remi’s bed and resumed his excited gibberish.
Remi found their coats and packed a diaper bag, complete with extra clothes. It
had only taken a couple of times for Remi to realize as soon as he got somewhere
without an extra set of clothes Sterling would barf or pee himself.
Quickly, Remi got them both into their coats, grabbed his keys off the
nightstand and a blanket out of Sterling’s crib. “Gotta go, gotta go.” His heart
hammered ninety to nothing. They had no time to lose. He picked up Sterling,
wrapped the blanket around his lower body and settled him against his chest.
Sterling swiped the keys and put them in his mouth.
Remi tossed the old diaper in the trash, retrieved the car seat from the foot
of Sterling’s baby bed and gave one last glance at the clock—6:12—turned off
the lights and shut the door. “Give me those.” He took the keys out of Sterling’s
mouth. “Mom?”
“In the kitchen.”
It took a few moments, but he located her on the floor between the sink and the
pantry. She was scrubbing something off the floor. “We’re going to Chay’s.”
Coming to her knees, she looked at him and then Sterling. She stood and went
to the pantry. In a few seconds, she emerged with two jars of baby food and put
them in the diaper bag on Remi’s shoulder. “What time will you be back?”
With any luck they’d be gone until Dirk was passed out drunk on the couch.
Remi shrugged.
Sterling started waving. “Bye bye bye bye bye.” He was right, they needed to go.
“Well, have fun.” She glanced back at Sterling and held her arms out. “Give me a
hug bye?”
“Nooooo… Go. Me.” He grabbed Remi so hard his fingernails dug in.
“Ow. Dude, you’re so getting your fingernails cut when we get to Chay’s.” Remi
was fairly certain there were clippers in the bag.
Mom sighed and stepped back as Remi pried Sterling’s fingers loose of
skin. “Yes, you can go with Remi. I just want a hug, I’m not going to take you
away.”
There was no time for her to play mommy. Holding in a groan, Remi forced
Sterling from him long enough for his mom to get a hug.
Sterling wailed, but as soon as she handed him back he clutched Remi again and
ceased his crying.
Remi didn’t waste any time. He practically ran out the door. “Bye, mom.”
“Bye, ma,” Sterling echoed.
Once outside, Remi pulled the blanket up over his brother’s head. The air was
chilly and the clouds loomed, making the remaining daylight scarce. It looked like
it was going to snow. With any luck they’d get stranded at the Winston’s house for
the entire Christmas vacation. Wouldn’t that be nice?
Gibbering, Sterling pushed the quilted blue fabric off of his head.
“I put that there for a reason.”
Brow furrowed, Sterling shook his head.
Whatever. They were getting in the car anyway. Remi opened the door and
shoved his seat foreword. He settled the car seat in and stuck Sterling inside and
buckled him up.
Sterling started babbling again as Remi shut the back door. By the time he got
his mom’s ancient Nova started, snowflakes were just beginning to flutter down.
Shit, they had to go now. If mom saw it was snowing she might call them back. He
cranked the heater on high, hoping Sterling’s clothes and the blanket were warm
enough, and put the car in reverse.
“Oooh… Ahhhh…” Sterling cooed from the backseat.
After backing out of the drive, Remi stepped on it trying to get away and gravel
pelted the wheel wells. It was 6:18 already and the weather was less than perfect. A
swarm of butterflies fluttered in his stomach and he swore his heart was going to
beat right out of his chest. Dirk could come around the corner at anytime.
“Ook, Me.”
“I see it. It’s snow.” Remi glanced in the rearview mirror. The house was a speck
and there were no car lights following them. They were nearly to Chay’s house.
“No?”
“Yes, snow. Sss-nu-oh,” Remi enunciated carefully still watching his
surroundings for any sign of their father.
“Sss…oh.”
“Very good. Sss-no-oh.”
“Sss. Oh.” Sterling practiced saying snow until they reached Chay’s house.
Remi gave one last look around as he killed the engine.
Obviously realizing where they were, Sterling let out a resounding yay and a
series of claps. Or maybe that was an A for Chay. Smart baby.
The front door opened and Joe Winston appeared with the warm glow of lights
behind him. He spotted Remi and waved.
Waving back, Remi relaxed a bit.
Joe trotted down the steps with a smile on his face. “Should you be out in this?”
“Probably not, but I, uh—” Remi shrugged.
“Say no more. You know you’re always welcome here.” Joe turned his attention
to the backseat. “Hey there, little bit.” He opened the door, unbuckled Sterling and
pulled him free of his carseat.
“Hey! What’s up man?” Rubbing his arms, Chay stepped off the porch.
He passed his father and Sterling and stopped next to Remi. “Come in, we’re
decorating the tree.” Taking the diaper bag out of the back floorboard, he shut the
door.
 Lena had come out on the porch to see what was going on. Her face lit up and
she held her arms out as Joe stepped up the last step with Sterling.
Remi was torn. He took the bag from Chay. “Man, I don’t want to intrude.”
Rolling his eyes, Chay slugged him in the arm. “Don’t be an idiot. You aren’t
intruding. And besides if you think my mom is going to turn loose of your brother
anytime soon you’ve lost it.” Grinning, Chay took the bag back and shoved Remi
toward the door. “Come on. Mom made cookies and we’re are about to order
pizza.”
As if on cue, Remi’s stomach growled. He should go. He shouldn’t intrude
on his best friend’s family, but he was selfish. The Winston’s always made him
feel…safe.
“Boys, get in here. We’re not heating New Mexico.” Joe’s voice carried out the
open door.
Chay and Remi both laughed and hurried into the house.
Inside was small but warm. Not as pristine as Remi’s own house, because Joe
didn’t beat Lena if it wasn’t perfect, but homey and lived in. It looked like a picture
perfect Christmas card, but the smell of freshly baked cookies made it real. It
was heaven and everything Remi wanted in life. He smiled and let the rest of the
tension leave him.
Sterling was already sitting in Lena’s lap staring up at the lighted tree with a
sugar cookie in one hand, reaching toward the puddle of red sparkly garland on the
floor with the other.
Lena smiled at Remi, ignoring the grunts from Sterling as he squirmed to get
down. “Pizza is on the way and I will put on some potatoes and macaroni and
cheese for Sterling. You two help Joe finish the tree.”
“Thank you.” Meeting Lena’s eyes, Remi knew she understood that he was
thanking her for everything she and Joe had done for him over the years. In that
moment, he could almost forget everything but being here, in this house with a
family that truly cared about one another and him.
“My pleasure.” She met his eyes, serious as could be, then she smiled. “I think
we should give Sterling a bit of pizza too.”
 Remi nodded. Lena was who he called for baby advice. After the initial, it’s-
not-your-responsibility speech, she’d given advice freely. He’d have never made it
without her talking him through things. “I’ve been giving him some of my food at
dinner, like you told me. He makes a huge mess, but he seems to like it better than
the baby food.”
Chay nudged Remi. “Here,” he handed over a couple of ornaments, “put these
on and help me watch my dad. He tries to put those hideous ornaments I made in
grade school on the front of the tree.” Chay lowered his voice. “Just move them to
the back when he’s not looking.”
“Chayton Montgomery Winston.” Lena laughed. She shook her head and finally
let Sterling down.
Dropping his cookie, Sterling hightailed it straight for the extra garland.
Joe shoved Chay’s head and stooped to pick up the dropped cookie and set it on
the coffee table. “Don’t move my hideous ornaments, Remi.”
“Absolutely not.” Remi agreed. “I’m all for Chay’s embarrassment.” How cool
was it to have someone who liked crappy glittery plates and construction paper just
because you made them?
Joe smile. “Good. Ya’ll help me watch and make sure the baby doesn’t stick that
garland in his mouth.”
Chay groaned at his father conspiring with Remi, but it was good natured. He
hung an ornament the plucked another from the box.
Sterling had the garland wrapped around him and was shaking it. Then
the lights on the tree caught his attention and he hauled butt, with red sparkly
garland roped around his waist, over to it. Chay caught him before he grabbed a
handful of tree. “Hang on a minute.” He swooped Sterling up and handed him an
ornament. “Put this here.” Chay pointed to an empty branch and hung up another
ornament to show Sterling.
The baby squealed and bounced a little in Chay’s arms. He reached for the
orna—
“You gonna help?”
Brought out of his memory, Remi turned toward his mate. “Huh?”
 Jake sat down on the couch next to him. “You gonna help decorate?”
Remi glanced toward Sterling. “Yeah. I was just thinking.”
Wrapped up in the garland, Sterling dug through a box of ornaments. He pulled
out a glittery plate and frowned. “Why do you still have this?” he asked Remi.
Rhys, who sat in the floor with a string of lights, raised his attention to Sterling.
“Because you made it for me.” Remi’d kept every elementary craft his brother
had ever made. Just like Joe…
“Like ten years ago.” Sterling made to fling the homemade ornament.
“Don’t you dare.” Remi pointed at him. “Rhys, control him.”
Rhys snagged the ornament from Sterling’s hand and stuck it on the tree then
went back to untangling lights.
Groaning, Sterling shook his head and flipped the dangling end of tinsel over
his shoulder. “It’s ugly and doesn’t match the tree.” He took the last cookie off the
plate on the coffee table and shoved it into his mouth…whole.
“Tough.” Remi chuckled, feeling warm down to his bones. He leaned into Jake,
resting his head on Jake’s shoulder. “Thank you.”
“For what?” Jake looped an arm around him and kissed his head.
“For this.” Remi swept his hand out indicating everything.
Holding him even tighter, Jake somehow managed to meet his gaze. A slow grin
curved his lips. “No. Thank you, pup. This is all you.”
It wasn’t, but Remi wasn’t going to argue. Standing, he grabbed Jake’s hand,
and pulled him toward the kitchen. “Come help me make more cookies and I’ll tell
you about the first time Sterling got to actually decorate a tree.”
“Yeah? Maybe we can find some mistletoe on the way.”
Remi chuckled. “Yeah.”
Rhys grunted at something. A loud thud sounded, followed by Sterling’s
laughter.
Remi stopped just short of the kitchen and looked over his shoulder.
Jake did the same, but didn’t let go of Remi’s hand.
In the middle of the living room floor, Sterling lay flat on his back with Rhys
straddling his hips. The lights and tinsel were caught between them and Rhys was
trying to get the homemade plate ornament, clutched against Sterling’s chest.
During the tussle the garland ended up on Sterling’s face, and his laughter filled the
living room.
Smiling, Remi shook his head. “He was wrapped up in the garland then too.
Lets go find that mistletoe.” He finally had a loving family of his own, complete
with a Christmas card perfect holiday.