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LIVING PATH
Autobiography of an Enlightened One
AUTHOR: AMERICA
My Retirement
- It began to be transcribed in April 2002 (April 23 to May 3 alignment in conjunction with Saturn,
Jupiter and Mercury, Venus) -
Mexico 2002
THE WISE MAN SEEKS THE LIGHT AND THE MADMEN GIVE IT TO HIM
-Anonymous-
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INDEX 3
INTRODUCTION 18
PROLOGUE 19
PROLOGUE 22
BIRTH AND CHILDHOOD 23
CONTACT WITH THE MASTERS OF THE GREAT UNIVERSAL FRATERNITY
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FAMILY SITUATION 42
SMALL RETREAT 49
MY PARTNER 50
A SHORT COURTSHIP 52
EMERGING SEXUALITY 53
LIVING IN MY FATHER'S LITTLE WORKSHOP AND MY FRIEND IN DISGRACE
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GETTING TO KNOW MY PARTNER AND HER PREPARATION FOR BIRTH
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NATURAL PSYCHOPROPHYLACTIC 58
THE EVIDENCES OF BECOMING A GURU AND THE REAL STORY OF MY
COMPANION 60
NETZAHUALCOYOTL INSTITUTE 62
UNEXPECTED CONFESSIONS FROM MY PARTNER 63
MY INITIATION AS AN ASTROLOGER 65
THINGS OF MASTERS AND GURUS 66
THE GURUS AND THEIR INEXPLICABLE VOW OF CELIBACY 67
TRYING TO ENTER A RETREAT AT THE ASRHAM OF COATEPEC,
VERACRUZ 68
THE GURUS MAKING THEIR OWN DECISIONS 69
THE HARMONIC ALIGNMENT OF 1988 70
WITH THE METAPHYSICIANS 72
THE EARTHQUAKE OF 1985 AND MY WHOLE WHEAT BREAD BUSINESS 73
PAYING DEBTS TO PARTNER 76
EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY AND THE DESIRE FOR ANOTHER PARTNER
MASONIC INITIATION 77
MY YOUNG MASON DISCIPLE AND THE PERSONALITY OF HIS NEW MASTER
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THE AGONY OF THE CHILD HEARTBREAK AND LOVE 81
THE SECRETARY OF THE WORLD HEADQUARTERS 83
THE DIRECTOR OF GEGNIAN AND THE FRATERNITY 84
A FRIEND OF FIRE
MIRACULOUS SURVIVAL OF OUR SON 85
BETRAYAL AND BROTHERHOOD 86
SCANDAL IN FREEMASONRY 87
OPEN LETTER TO MY BROTHERS OF THE MASONIC COMMUNITY
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BACK HOME 90
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Withdrawal
FREEING MYSELF FROM THE LUNAR NET
THE CHOSEN ONE 144
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THE LIGHTING 235
THIRD 248
Back to the world
INTRODUCTION
RENAISSANCE 250
MY FUTURE WIFE
ASRHAM DE HIDALGO AND MYSTICAL WEDDINGS 276
MARRIAGE 283
HONEYMOON 285
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QUARTER 343
THE SIGN OF THE SON OF MAN
The pilgrimages
THE SIGN OF THE SON OF MAN
INTRODUCTION
BY WAY OF A PROLOGUE
FEMALE MYSTERY
1.-POEMS
UNKNOWN TIME
DREAM-REALITY
TIME TO EXIST
LIE
DESTINATION
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HIROHITO
3.-THE PEOPLE OF GLORY AND MY CHILDHOOD 355
THE PEOPLE OF GLORY
NOTES ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD
MY FRIEND FROM HIGH SCHOOL 356
THE TAROT READER AND MY FUTURE HUSBAND
CHRONICLE
It's very early in the morning, I've just finished doing my Hatha yoga postures
CHRONICLE
Minutes before leaving for Chapultepec Forest, to begin the Honorification of Sister Angelica
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The Sun Stone 418
Five Suns
52 year cycles 419
The Sun Tiger
The Sun of Air
The Sun of Rain 420
The Sun of Water
The Fifth Sun
Wheel of the days, in THE STONE OF THE SUN
MEXICAN CULTURE AND ITS RELATIONSHIP WITH THE STARS 421
NANAHUATZIN and TECUCIZTECATL
ASTROS 422
Venus and Mercury
The Moon 423
TAGINE
August 1, 1999
BACKGROUND
BEFORE THE TRIP 442
TO TAJÍN CHRONICLE OF THE TRIP 443
-Sunday, August 1, 1999
YUCATAN
FRIDAY, AUGUST 6, 1999
BACKGROUND
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TOWARDS MÉRIDA: CHRONICLE OF THE TRIP
THE MYSTERIOUS OLD MAN AND THE CONFUSION OF THE SISTER OF THE ORDER
CONCEPTS OF TRANSFORMATIVE ECONOMY 474
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THE LONG STRIKE AT THE UNIVERSITY (UNAM) AND ITS DEEP REASONS
CIRCULAR 22 487
TOWARDS THE CENTER
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(The final phase of The Sign of the Son of Man)
-August 1999 - March 2000-
TOWARDS JALAPA
TOWARDS XICO
ORIENTATION LOGS
ZERO ORIENTATION LOGBOOK
INTRODUCTION AND REVIEW OF THE ENVIRONMENT IN WHICH THEY ARE DEVELOPED
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ORIENTATION LOGS
THE REMOVAL OF THE OLD MAN WHO RULED TIBET MAY 1, 2000. 510
VISIT TO THE PYRAMID OF THE SUN MISSION ACCOMPLISHED 511
THE CHANNELS 512
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Presentation
OUR AMERICA
Much has been said about all this, but it is not until one experiences it firsthand what it represents. Américo,
the teacher, is the living example of a whole series of changes that have left a mark on him for the rest of his days
on earth and, surely, beyond it…
However, each experience of that nature has given him strength and a degree of maturity in each and every
sense, the fruit of which is the result of what he now represents in the eyes of the world... that is, he is seen as one
of the spiritual leaders of recent times by a large part of society in search of the Supreme Being, the other inner self,
and even the sublime that every human being can achieve.
This great aspect of the teacher Américo, seen in the flesh, with all his defects and virtues, are also the
achievements in which we can read and see him with his feet on the ground, the same being who loved, loves and
will continue to love forever. The same Américo who also cries and laughs. That is him in one more of his books,
with the background that this one is autobiographical.
In it, one can follow the paths taken by this man who moves through all the currents and doctrines of
advanced thought, leaving behind a school and disciples like children scattered everywhere where his teachings
and words reach, generating a critical conscience.
What is told and collected in hundreds of pages printed with ink that is not wasted, upsets the emotions of
every reader, so much so that after reading it, one knows who this teacher is, whose luck had already been assured
since he was a child, since he was born under a lucky star during the Age of Aquarius.
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SUMMARY OF THE LETTER SENT TO THE MEDIA REGARDING THE BIG
BROTHER TELEVISION PROGRAM , which is well-established in various countries around
the world.
CULTURAL CORRESPONDENT
PRESENT
Subject: BIG-BROTHER
My name is AMERICO, known in cultural circles for esoteric and initiatory subjects.
INITIATION is the practical application of methods and ways of life to sublimate our passions
and spiritualize them without losing their practical character. Seeking balance between the
transcendent and immanent aspects of our own humanity.
The purpose of this article is to bring to your attention my experiences that go beyond what the program
called Big Brother currently offers.
We know that in this televised program, so popular in various countries around the
world, people are isolated for one hundred and twenty days so that they can put on a show
and at the same time emerge victorious in the challenge of remaining incommunicado during
this time, causing them to become more sensitive to an awakening of consciousness that no
cutting-edge psychology at the present time would be able to achieve.
They are right! In my book LIVING PATH, I attest that I have remained in NATURAL
RETREAT for forty months, obeying a Sacred Initiatic Tradition. Which is outside the tones
of a common modern psychology. But it could be questioned in a Theo-scientific way.
I am making this information available to you because it is a time when many people's
attention may be drawn to it due to the imminent global change that humanity is undergoing.
It is natural that if a person comes forward who has lived this experience not only for one hundred and
twenty days but for more than 3 continuous years and who also comes to put the issue of SEXUAL and psychic
REALIZATION under control, the case will attract attention and above all, it will stimulate consciences to find Self-
realization in this sense.
This would be excellent for the Big Brother phenomenon and the openness of the
critics and thinkers who collaborate in this communication company. Don't you think so? I
think so. Above all, this practice would spread to all mystical centers and become popular to
generate a half-way life.
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in the form of human life that without retiring enters into retirement. In order to achieve an
exquisite and fine way of life in every sense.
I look forward to your assessment of the case, so that we can help guide the
consciences to give a more universal value to "Big Brother."
Indeed, the Big Brother programme is nothing new. In fact, it has been a fact since
ancient times and even in ancient Europe it was in this way that it shaped monastic life within
convents.
What I mean is that Big Brother is the way of life of A LIBERAL MYSTICISM OF THE 21ST CENTURY in
order to achieve an awakening of consciousness as a method of existence.
It is not just an innocent mystical sensitization that deep down tries to distance us from
modern life, but on the contrary, it allows us to break the chains of an inert life so that we can
take control of all the good things that high technology offers us, without ceasing to grow
internally.
Without further ado for now and taking into account your valuable observations.
Sincerely
AMERICA
INTRODUCTION
Out of respect for the internal and external facts of a historical or personal event, it is
necessary to describe them as accurately as possible within decorum and common sense. This
does not mean that the people and situations mentioned will not improve. Possibly they will.
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So I apologize in advance for those who have already changed so that they do not
feel identified with the description made of them in this autobiography.
On the other hand, a book in itself has no power, it is simply a mechanical set of letters on paper. It
requires the author and those who manage to assimilate it to make sense of it. I think that is the reason why a
work is written.
The best thing is that the Master is the Instructor of that Teaching and the student carries it out so that it
becomes living. Otherwise, the instruction is not complete.
We often demand that a book be radiant, magnificent, written by someone important, according to our
concept. But even if a true genius writes a work, that does not guarantee that we can grasp it. How many times
have we read a good work mechanically and when we finish it our first attitude is to consider it unnecessary to
practice it, study it deeply and much less serve that work until it is fully realized.
But with the passage of time, perhaps we come to reflect on it more and then we make that work our
bible.
When someone truly recognizes the Master, what is desired is that many more find him and give
themselves to him, to the work of the author.
A book is worthless without its realization from being to being. Sentences are an illusion without
identification. And if words are not assimilated for their wisdom, then let it be for their passion and the truthfulness
of the integral being, beyond the mirages of the world.
PROLOGUE
(August 2017)
This work deals with the encounter with light in a very particular way, mainly because it refers to the entry of the
Age of Aquarius and all the implications that this can have, for those who know the subject.
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true that every human being finds the light on his path according to his nature.
Some because they are religious and respond to the precepts with which they were educated. Others because they are
atheists and move within the materialistic system, recognizing as a royal road the creation of a philosophy of life, their
professional development or their spiritual and material achievements. They develop a spirituality based on art, philosophy
and, ultimately, their way of applying themselves to existence. All of which is respectable.
There are others who delve into what is currently known as metaphysics , which refers to the search for an awakening
of consciousness. There are many branches of this, such as occultism, magic, divinatory arts, spiritualism, spiritualism,
esotericism, freemasonry, etc. All of which leads to an awakening and development of consciousness.
And if not, we only talk about Western religions and we start looking into wisdom traditions such as Mesoamerica,
Hinduism, Egyptology, etc. We are discovering that in truth, we have no certainty about where humanity comes from, what
we are made of or for, and where we are going. We even argue about whether reincarnation is real or false.
And in my personal case, in addition to the way I grew up in these investigations and conviction of how the human
world and its culture are made, I give in my work an account of how I reached what is called Enlightenment, through the
opening of the seventh chakra, located at the crown of the head. And that is why I have the concern to present a work, so
that the process towards that encounter is known. But if everything were so simple, it would already be fine, I think. But it is
not so, there is more. Firstly, because the phenomenon called Enlightenment through that awakening is little known in the
West. Although it is known that such mystical and mysterious characters, generally, if they existed, retreat to the frozen
mountains like the Andes, the Himalayas and other remote regions. Because it is very rare for someone to stay and talk in
detail about their experience. As if it were a natural and everyday matter.
That is why I am aware that if this were to happen, and it really did happen to me, we would be even less able to
easily understand it. This is due above all to the very nature of the history and way of life of human beings in general and
above all of the decadent West. Nevertheless, I am convinced that the human being is a paradox, because on the one hand
he is very negative, but on the other he is positively unpredictable. So within the general decadence of the so-called
“globalized” world, there are spiritual imperatives that are up to the 21st century and beyond. That is why I am sure that it is
very good that I decide to transmit my autobiography, to make it public.
But I do it because I fulfill a sacred commitment. That is, I would like to convey in the most palpable and simple way
possible, a path towards what some philosophers call: The state of the superman or the superwoman. And at the same time,
to treat the subject from a mystical point of view, in congruence with religions and their elevated theologies.
To demonstrate that this superior state discovered by philosophy is congruent with what religion calls the state of Buddha,
the state of Christ, the state of the Assumption of the Virgin, Shamanism and others. All because, whether from a religious
or scientific point of view, humanity is heading
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is heading towards a golden age, an age of peace. As long as it first and always survives the
enormous political, social, moral and even highly globalized religious conflicts. And even if it manages
to do so, it would still have a long way to go to be sure that it is capable of maintaining a certain
universal harmony to say that PEACE will already be assured.
For this reason, I do not intend anything in itself with my work, although in my heart I expect a lot from humanity as a whole.
So my idea is only to make it known that someone says that it is possible to go from being a person to becoming an energy, without
ceasing to have a body.
concrete.
But the controversy of how God and man are perceived, I know that it cannot be resolved, even if a brilliant book were
written. I am aware of that. Although I must be honest in the course of my autobiography, when, during my exposition, I have had
to confess great truths, because I have experienced it firsthand. For example, being myself a direct successor of the Messiahs of
the Age of Aquarius, discovering that I am part of an apostolic line for this nascent Age called Aquarius.
I cannot go into much detail on this subject, as this is only the Prologue of my work. But I must say, first of all, that there
exists The Ascended Host or White Brotherhood, who live in the Interior of the planet. And that some esotericists and mystics know
about it, but not the religious people who are subject to their dogmas, which are too strict. And secondly, that THEY, as they do at
the beginning of each Era, are sending again, in the twentieth century, the Avatar or Messiah of the Earth.
This is something that I do not have much opportunity to discuss within the already voluminous Work that I have written.
Namely, that each ERA, both from the point of view of Astronomy and Astrology (considered sacred or esoteric science), lasts
approximately 2000 years, more or less. And special Envoys are ALWAYS prepared.
In the case of this Age of Aquarius, the envoys were two Avatars or Messiahs: Master Serge Raynaud de la Ferriere and José
Manuel Estrada Vázquez. The first is the celestial Avatar and the second, the terrestrial Avatar. And the master of both is the
master: The Tibetan. He assumed this name to avoid having to give his best-known name, which is Dhuaj Khul. These three
MASTERS are recognized as Sat gurus or real gurus, within the most important traditions of wisdom. They had the appropriate
permits to appear in America and particularly in Venezuela and there inaugurate the New Age on March 21, 1948, according to the
celestial Avatar. And with this, a series of prophecies specific to the situation are fulfilled.
In my life I had the good fortune to physically meet Dr. José Manuel Estrada (1900-1982), originally from Venezuela and
living in Mexico. Something that I mention in my Work as well as the intimate relationship that I had with them through the Telepathy
and clairvoyance of the woman who was with me, in a 40-month Retreat that, for reasons, I carried out and that culminated with the
state called Illumination.
The interesting thing is that the Avatars of the Age gave rise to the Supreme Order of Aquarius and the Institution known as
the Great Universal Fraternity, called the Foundation of the Ferriere and then,
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Solar Line. Approaching the public of various countries around the world, with the proliferation of Ashrams
(which means: Place where a spiritual-material Master or REAL INITIATE lives, with his disciples). Institutes of hatha yoga
(asanas). And also, schools of wisdom called: Pre-initiatory, Initiatory and Secret Chambers. And with all this is how one
comes into contact with the general public and with a re-education of humanity, in particular.
This is how we try to unify Western and Eastern culture, bringing Hatha Yoga and vegetarianism from the East;
Kabbalah from the Hebrews; and vegetarianism from ancestral nutrition, etc. At the same time, all of this is consistent with
the so-called exact sciences, philosophy, art and, finally, Western culture. All of which had a strong influence on me in my
formation, both intellectual and mystical.
In my autobiography I relate, as I have said, how They, the Avatars, contacted me on the internal plane. But also,
what, how and why I made several sacred pilgrimages within the Mexican Republic, mainly with the purpose of strengthening
mystically and energetically, the CROSS OF AQUARIUS among humanity. And how I was initiated by Master Drunvalo
Melchizedek in "The Flower of Life and Merkaba Meditation."
For all this I had and have a human life as a seeker of truth, but also the good fortune of being influenced,
accompanied, inspired and supported, not only by invaluable friends, but above all by certain women who had something to
do with my PATH or Living Path, as I call it. One of them within the Great Universal Fraternity Institution (the acupuncture
doctor), another in my Retreat (the Tibetan's soul mate) and finally, the one I recognized as my soul mate and with whom I
married legally and mystically.
Can human life be combined with mysticism? I think that although many are lost in the attempt, it is possible to
achieve it, especially if one is marked for it, or if we are humble enough to experience it at levels, without ostentation or
useless dangers.
In my opinion, the LIVING PATH is possible for the few and for the many at the same time. And that is the main reason why
I am sharing this autobiography.
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PART ONE
PROLOGUE
A person's story is interesting and at the same time it is not indispensable because life happens in its
diversity.
It is not easy for anyone to write about themselves because every life is unique and private, whether it
concerns good or bad people. For my part, I have no personal interest in communicating my experiences
because my true desire is to remain in eternal contemplation, because after everything I have experienced, the
desire to write or read is no longer indispensable to my existence. Perhaps that is why I must share everything
that has led me to be what I am.
Only one reason moves me to write about the most important moments of my life and that is the
immense love I have for humanity, sharing “shoulder to shoulder” with them everything, passion and love,
weakness and courage, ignorance and wisdom.
It is because of this same impulse of love for humanity that it is worthwhile to approach a confidence,
when the person offering it to us does so with their heart.
There are also higher inspirations that move me to write directly about my life. The main reason is that
I have gone through special experiences related to a Sacred Initiatory Tradition by virtue of which it is essential
that I bear witness to a Living Path.
Our lives as people do not count as much as we might think, and likewise, it does not really matter
much whether those who read this believe it or not, but rather magic can only happen when those who dare to
do so are willing to search deep within their own souls and do so impartially.
I speak on behalf of this, my life, which for reasons of having achieved a congruence between my free
will and a higher destiny, has made my autobiography a PERSONAL-IMPERSONAL story. A life subject to a
Sacred Initiatory Tradition.
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themselves until they become immortal.
Perhaps this scientific Mathesis (living synthesis) is worth making available to those who
desire it, because there is always the possibility that some or many will be those who give thanks
to life for the good fortune of entering into a new birth, as happened to me.
I was born in Ciudad Netzahualcóyotl, State of Mexico, in the Raúl Romero neighborhood.
I was received by nuns, since this hospital was made up of nun nurses who belonged to the
Catholic Church.
My mother gave birth to me without pain and I came out of her womb quickly. I am the
firstborn (although my older sister had been born before me) and I was welcomed with joy by
my parents.
I knew poverty from a young age. My childhood was very short and intense. In fact, my
mother herself does not consciously know the reason why she went to the nuns' hospital in
Netzahualcóyotl for me to be born, perhaps because my maternal grandmother's house was
close to her here.
Actually my grandmother lived a few blocks from this nuns' hospital, in the
Mexico City, Angel del Campo street.
Ever since I understood it, it has always caught my attention that the name
“Netzahualcóyotl” has to do with the key NETZA, which for those who know about Kabbalah,
they know that it refers to the seventh sefirot of the Kabbalistic Tree and that it means Love.
Furthermore, Mexico has a lot to do with my life, since, to begin with, this was the name of the
neighborhood where I spent the end of my childhood and my adolescence. The “R” of Raúl
Romero also stands out in my life, because of its relationship with my surname and my name:
Rafael. And “RA” is the name of the God of the Sun in Egyptian tradition.
I also cannot help but remember that the first part of my childhood and the place where I
worked with my father practically until his death, was the working-class neighborhood, very close
to the center of Mexico City. I have always felt very connected to
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and I have experienced first-hand manual labor, more or less heavy, as a worker.
But I would like to pause for a moment to briefly summarize my childhood, with the main purpose of
establishing how outstanding events in my life, in the hands of my father, gave me strength through powerful
experiences for my age.
My childhood was hard in the sense that my father told me that I should behave like a man and not like a "lady," but
the bad thing about it, as I said, is that I was just a little boy. So from a very young age I experienced certain events that marked
my life and that of course taught me to overcome my fears and to discipline myself physically and mentally. For example, one
time, when I was five, he wanted me to do, even if it was just for one occasion, my mother's chore, which consisted of going to
buy milk at the government store called "Conasupo," in the middle of the night. Around five in the morning, when it was still
dark.
When I went out to do my job, the street looked horrible to me and the dogs were barking. But I walked as best I
could in the darkness, crossed the street at the corner, where cars were already passing at a certain speed. I got to where
people were lining up to receive the liters of milk. And then I returned with my bag, which was heavy. I was still a bit scared, but
as soon as I entered, I noticed that my father was worried and my mother did not hide her anguish. Although their expression
immediately changed and suddenly they started applauding me.
Also, at that age we used to play outside my father's workshop, my cousins and I.
My aunt, older than my father, also had a larger workshop, but for repairing clutch and brakes on cars. And since my cousins
were more or less my age, and it was convenient for us to entertain ourselves, we were allowed to do so on the wide sidewalk
of the street. Once, like many others, we played "races" to the corner, and back to the workshop. I was running with all my
strength, but my mouth was open and I tripped. I fell, scraping my tongue on the pavement. And the pain was so intense that
for a moment I thought I would faint. Fortunately it was only a severe wound in the middle of my tongue. I must have been
about five years old. Nobody heard my scream when I fell, because my cousins passed me and reached the finish line. But in
a few minutes, I reached them and they saw me crying and with my tongue swollen and bleeding. I feared the scolding of my
father who was drinking some beer and attending to his business. So I kept quiet while I swallowed my blood. My cousins,
almost the same age as me, were worried and wanted to help by buying me two balls of sweet gum, bought from the store next
door, with "don Pepe", for me to chew. And yes, that calmed the bleeding. When I got home my mother saw me and had a
strong argument with my father for neglecting me so much. As for me, later I looked in the mirror and could see the large scar
in the center of my tongue, which remained there forever.
I remember that I was about five years old when I wanted to go with my father, who was going to put a chimney in a
factory near the house (which was then located in the working-class neighborhood, in the downtown area of Mexico City). And
since my father needed help, he asked the neighbor to allow her young son, about 10 years old, to accompany him as well.
Then, for some reason my father ordered the boy and me to climb up onto the roof of a small room, at a height of about three
meters above the ground. We did it, but the roof collapsed and
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We fell. The bad thing was that the young man fell on top of me. I was in intense pain and my father came running, scared, to
see what had happened to us. But once the intense pain had passed and my father's conviction that I had to overcome the pain
was what made me calm down. He examined me and fortunately I was unharmed. Nothing happened to me, even though it was
a very serious accident for a child of my age.
On another occasion, I was sent to get a soft drink and I had a glass bottle with me, but I was playing while going
down the wide iron stairs at my paternal grandmother's house, where we lived. And then I tripped, breaking the bottle on the
floor and a thick glass from the bottle hit me full in the face. So I started bleeding profusely, until my whole face was covered in
blood. My mother was afraid that I had cut my eye. So she called my father at work, which was about five blocks from our house,
and they both took me to the pharmacy on the corner. The doctor cleaned my face and it turned out that I only had a cut on my
eyebrow. It was deep, but fortunately nothing happened to my eyes. All that remained was a small scar that gradually diminished.
Once, when I was about seven years old, I was obsessed, in my father's workshop, with being able to put a rivet in
with the pliers called "riveters." These rivets are used to join a galvanized or "black" sheet with another. All after making a small
hole in them with a drill bit. Then, the rivet is placed in the "riveter" and then, the pliers are squeezed hard, with the hands, until
the rivet does its job of joining.
But I couldn't even manage to open the rivet gun with my small hands. I used a solid support on the lower part of the pliers to
give it leverage. But the first time, in my desire to get my way, I leaned on it with all my strength and succeeded. However, part
of the flesh on one of my palms was badly bruised, so much so that ground and coagulated blood flowed from my flesh. It was
a tremendous pain. But out of fear of my father I controlled myself as best I could.
I must have been four or five years old and he was already giving me directions on how to get to the workshop.
And naturally, I couldn't even reach the bus bell with my hand and I asked someone to do me the favor of doing it.
Those were also the times when he sent me to the "pawn shop" to sign some bill. But what is harder to forget was
when he sent me to get a welding machine that weighed almost my own weight. It was a device made of copper wire, called a
"welding machine." That day I left the workshop on Torquemada Street and we crossed the avenue then called "Lost Boy"
(which could be seen from my father's little workshop), and he made me get on the transport, telling the driver where to get off.
I arrived with a certain bad-tempered engineer, who gave me the welding machine and was kind because he helped me get the
welding machine onto the transport, back to the workshop. I arrived and some good soul helped me get off such a heavy device.
I remember well that that day, my uncle, my father's brother, was at the workshop, when I ran across the avenue "Lost Boy" to
tell him that the welding machine was on the corner and my father had to go get it. My uncle was amazed at my father's audacity
in sending such a small child to do an adult's job.
I was that age when I walked with my father down the street on the way to our house and
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He would soon stop in front of the bar, two blocks before arriving, and emphatically order me to wait
for him outside. Of course, my father was not a drunk, but like his kind, he liked to relax. So, since he
told me not to move from the place where he left me, I would stay there for an hour or two. But it
seemed so long that I began to think that perhaps my father had forgotten and had already left the
place without me noticing. So that kept me on alert all the time.
But all this was a strange contrast between good and bad. And this also happened in relation
to food. Because it became common that sometimes he would feed me abundantly, but other times he
would keep me without food until late in the afternoon or at night.
That's why it happened that when I was in high school, around 12 or 13 years old, and I was
taking the workshop class on "metal structures." It turned out that I was the best student and I simply
presented my work made of black or galvanized sheet metal and I could easily put together a metal
artifact, joining the parts of those pieces with that machine that glues one sheet to another, by means
of two arms ending in copper tips that when they make contact melt both materials and they call it
"dotting." It is controlled with a foot pedal. That's how I put together my first thread rack, to store
haberdashery things, in the form of a "house" made of sheet metal. Other times it was about small
cabinets or brackets made with angles and iron supports, welded, etc. The high school teacher was
already a bit older and had a good heart. But he was so happy with my work and initiative that he
exempted me from the subject and set me as an example in the group. So, he would let me go and I
would go play soccer with my teammates.
I remember that when I was around 10 or 12 years old, once every 15 days or a week, my
father would ask me to go buy one or several sheets of sheet metal that measured about a meter wide
by two and a half meters long, at the hardware store on Calzada Zaragoza, for which I had to board a
truck. Once at the hardware store, the employee would make a "taco" and tie it tightly with wire so that
it would not unravel. Then, I would put it on my shoulder until I reached the stop at the corner of said
road and signal the passenger truck, always hoping that it would let me in so I could board with my
precious load. If this happened, I would carry my dangerous sheet metal package as best I could,
because of how sharp it was, and then, once I reached my destination about 5 kilometers away,
another hassle to carefully unload it. Once, a careless passenger cut his palm on the edge of the sheet
metal and started bleeding, but out of shame, I think, he held back and hid his hand which was dripping
a little blood. I was really worried about that incident but I couldn't do anything. Only from then on I was
more careful so that people didn't lean on this dangerous material.
When I was about twelve, my father had gone out all day and I was left, as on other days, in
charge of his workshop that season, on Calzada Zaragoza and almost Calle Cuatro. It was then that a
man appeared and deceived me into thinking that if I painted a picture with a number on it, using the
enamel paint that I was using for some reason, he would pay me a good price. But while I was
enthusiastically making the number, which the man, according to what he told me, would put outside
his house and abuse the trust he had gained in me. Immediately, as if by chance, he asked me for a
tool and I never heard from him again. My father listened to me when I told him everything and that
time he was very understanding.
Another day we made a furnace to vulcanize balata, which was ordered urgently. So we stayed
to work all night. In the morning the client loaded the furnace into his truck and
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For some reason, he told my father to allow me to go with him, so that I could send him the money for the
cost of the device, encouraging him to trust him. My father agreed, but a few blocks ahead, with false
arguments, he made me get out of the vehicle and we never heard from him again.
Later, during another period that lasted about three years, my father had the idea that we should
transport metal artifacts called lunch bells from the workshop located in the Obrera neighborhood to the
San Juan market in Netzahualcóyotl. But the transportation we would use was a pedal tricycle, like a
bicycle. The journey was about 15 kilometers, through the typical city traffic. At first he showed us how,
and then he sent us off on our own. Fortunately, though, the journey was less difficult because almost
always one of my brothers accompanied me. And our hearts were glad when we reached the bicycle path
for pedestrians and bicycles, located in the middle of the enormous Zaragoza highway, because it meant
that we only had about 5 kilometers left to reach our destination. Except that the next day we had to pedal
another fifteen kilometers to get the tricycle back to the workshop.
By the way, it was one of those times, when I was about 13 years old or younger. My older sister
accompanied me on this odyssey of returning to the workshop with the tricycle. And we were talking about
boyfriends and she wanted to hear about how daring I was with women.
I made up a story for him that my girlfriend was the daughter of the doctor who had his clinic right where
we were passing. The funny thing is that when he asked me what the name of that girl who was already
my girlfriend was, I told him that her name was Beatriz. Just like in the future my girlfriend who was with
me on my 40-month retreat was actually called, and she was dedicated to healing through acupuncture.
But before I finish this mention about my father, I must remember that he was a very young man
when I was born. That is, he was about 23 years old and my mother was about 17. In a family plunged into
chaos because there were about 7 brothers and only 2 sisters, who at an early age lost their father, my
paternal grandfather, who by the way, did not have an arm, but still managed to finish his degree in law at
the UNAM. However, unexpectedly, after having fought so hard to finish a degree in those times, in Mexico
City and working selling cardboard scraps. Due to a blow to an internal organ, I think in the pancreas, he
was in bad shape and finally passed away, leaving a large family in the care of his wife, my paternal
grandmother who by the way, loved me very much and liked us to talk about the history of saints like Saint
Francis, Saint Martin de Porres and others, which fascinated me at my tender age of 5 years. But it was
because of my grandfather's death that all my uncles had to go to work and there was no way for them to
pursue higher education.
So, since they were little, they all worked on the street selling newspapers, chewing gum and
things like that, almost like uprooted people. And my father, who at a very early age had suffered an illness
that almost killed him, which is why they had to do checkups to extract fluid from his spine, so everyone
saw him as the weakest. However, and perhaps for that very reason, he decided not to be. That's why he
became an athlete. So, motivated by his older brother, he became a cyclist and competed in long races
that went from one state of the republic to another. And then, he was an excellent bodybuilder and
swimmer, to the point that he charged for diving into the pool from the 10-meter diving board. Which, by
the way, caused him to lose his hearing in one ear one day due to the impact he suffered when entering
the water. But he also tried to be a good athlete.
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boxer. And I was going to find out about that when he proposed to teach me to swim in the San Juan pool, when we
were already living in Netzahualcóyotl.
In this respect, my swimming lessons had already been sporadic in pools and excursions that he was
enthusiastic about, such as when we went to Ajusco, located on the outskirts of Mexico City. Hiking in areas called:
First Dynamo, Second Dynamo, Third Dynamo, etc. Going deeper and deeper into the mountains with natural
waterfalls. My mother was not a good athlete and did not like to walk, so my then young father liked to take me,
since I was the oldest of my brothers. And so it happened that one time I told him that I really wanted to learn to
swim and not just half float. So we chose the season that would be appropriate, so as not to interrupt the lessons,
and before going to work, we arrived at the San Juan pool as soon as it opened, at 6 in the morning. But there was
a public shower room for men and my father didn't pay to enter the pool, which was more expensive, but only to
enter the public bath. Until one day he had an altercation with the person in charge of the public baths. And I saw
how my father imposed himself without any fear and warned him not to go in because we would go into the pool
anyway. The other man yielded with some submission and remained silent. My father was still a little upset when we
were getting ready to go to the pool, which by the way was very cold water at that time of the morning. He noticed
that I was restless and he said to me:
-I had to fight him several times in the ring, -he was referring to his time as a boxer-, and he could never
beat me. -Referring to the manager of the men's public baths-. -That's why he's upset with me. But he can't do
anything to us, so let's go swimming.
After about 15 days of serious training, I could more or less float, and I felt safe because if I got tired, I
would stand up, without being on the shore and nothing would happen. But suddenly he ordered me:
When I was on the shore at that place, I was afraid to let go despite his scolding.
Then he just walked off to the end of the pool leaving me alone on the other side.
I started to think and with fear and everything, I let go and swam to where my
Dad. When I arrived, he celebrated with great applause because I had achieved it and he told me:
Many years later, my children and their cousins told me that when I was doing my Retreat, my father - that
is, their grandfather - was also their swimming instructor when they were little. But with a more brutal method, since
there were about fifteen kids between 4 and 8 years old. And because of this, when they were near the deep end of
the pool, when they least expected it, their grandfather would throw them in, so they had no choice but to swim.
Finally, I don't want to forget to mention the long races that our father made us do on the cycle track on the
Zaragoza road. It was about four kilometres to the foot of the hill called "El Peñón" in the Colonia Paraíso. But once
there, we had to climb the hill.
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We had to walk up to the top where a huge metal cross of about four meters high was standing. It was
about a kilometer and a half of climbing, with twists and turns to ascend. And then we would go down
and walk back those five kilometers to our house. Fortunately, at that time, there was no problem or
danger of being assaulted by criminals. But for all this, my father could not afford to buy us a juice or
at least allow us to carry a little water for the journey. For my part, I did not dare to contradict him
despite the foolishness of these extremes. These races combined with long walks lasted several years,
and we did them at least every month. All this is instructive to learn from life. In my case, it was in a
somewhat brutal, but certainly effective way.
I was almost 7 years old when my dad was walking “drunk” in the middle of the night with some
brothers and friends. They were coming from a bar and he had the bad luck of crossing the street
without looking and a car ran him over. So he ended up in the hospital, the Red Cross. His tibia was
broken and I think his fibula too. They didn’t operate properly and as a result, one of his legs was left a
little shorter than the other.
But now that I think about it, I think that all of that happened for a reason. I mean, I wonder
what would have happened to my father if he had been in good health and so temperamental sexually
back then (Well, later I found out that he, according to the Horoscopic Natal Chart, had Venus in
Scorpio).
I think things happen for a reason and God knows what He does. The truth is that my father
took refuge in drink without really being a hardened alcoholic. And he continued to have gastric and
leg problems, which periodically forced him to go to the hospital, although he did not like it at all. The
gastric problems were due to the fact that for years he had inhaled toxic gases that were released
when he welded while doing blacksmithing or metal work, which caused ulcers to form in his esophagus.
And when these broke he vomited blood. It was then that he surprised us all and we had to take him to
the hospital to have these wounds cauterized.
When we went to live in Netzahualcóyotl, I was about to turn nine years old, and in the place
where we lived, just inside, my grandmother had rented that part of the land to a cousin of hers so
that he could set up a metal and iron smelting workshop. So, at the entrance, my distant uncle
worked, melting metal pieces such as aluminum or brass, or cast iron, in a furnace made underground,
with the lid on the ground with a hole in the center that gave off light, while inside a crucible with
metals was carefully placed, which at very high temperatures began to melt until they became a hot
liquid. Except that this furnace was quite noisy and it was lit with oil stirred inside, with air from a
motor installed on the side so that it could fulfill its function of spreading the oil inside the furnace.
That noise was always heard during the day. And that lasted for several years. I worked seasonally
with that uncle and I was in charge of bringing the oil in some cans, from the store that was about two
blocks from the house. Then, in molds made of earth, very carefully, two of that uncle's sons would
pour that metal with a long handle so they could maneuver from a distance without danger. And little
by little they would move that crucible of metal or liquid iron and fill the molds with earth, through
some holes where it penetrated.
When the casting of the pieces was finished, he had to use a shovel to gather the earth,
breaking up the balls of earth that had hardened due to the heat received, which required a lot of
strength. And once it had become granulated earth again, it had to be shoveled in order to
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to gather it all up against the side wall, so that it would be ready when my older cousins turned it back into molds. I worked
in this foundry, on and off, from the age of 9 to 15. That was, more or less, when my cousins closed that foundry.
Only during that period I also had to carry out the tasks my father gave me, of which the most terrible, due to
my age, was to string certain round irons with a so-called "tarraja" and then cut them with a "bow and hacksaw" in sections
of about 20 centimeters each, and all this generally left me with blistered or bleeding hands.
And this was a periodic job that lasted about fifteen years.
But, as if this were not enough, there were household obligations, mainly in the mornings when it was my duty
and that of my slightly younger brother to carry water, since there were no water cisterns installed in the houses at that
time.
At that time in Netzahualcóyotl, you had to go to the corners where there were public fountains and there we all
filled our buckets for more than two hours until we could get a little water. After a few years, you only had to carry it from
the
the gate from the land to a large vat. The thing was not impossible but one does not think the same when it becomes a
situation that can last for more than fifteen years.
In conclusion, I want to say that the abrupt change in my childhood was when I was
about eight years old, when, because my father could not pay the rent to my paternal
grandmother for the small room and kitchen where we lived, she kicked him out. And for
that reason, fortunately, my maternal grandmother did not want to leave us on the street
and offered us her house, which was located in the municipality called Netzahualcóyotl,
and we went to live there. Even though in that area, most of the land was vacant.
Unfortunately, my grandmother's house was quite poor, with roofs covered with sheets
made of cardboard and tar, which were torn by the persistent sun and the change of
weather. So when it rained, water would leak in and things had to be moved every time that
happened. Also, when the rains were more intense and we came from work or school, we
had to practically walk, splashing through the mud. So if there had been a "torrential" we
would arrive home almost knee-deep in mud, as there were not even drainage channels on
the ground yet. Fortunately there was a bathroom with its own septic tank in the middle of
the plot, poorly perched but useful.
But my father, although very poor, always defended his independence as a self-
employed employee. Although he never really earned enough money to support a more or
less large family, like ours.
However, I read a lot on my own and I was more interested in esoteric subjects as
well as in philosophy. I managed to enter the Autonomous University of Mexico, but my
father's poor health and lack of financial resources made it difficult for me to continue my
studies. From the age of sixteen, for more or less long periods, I took care of the family
expenses in my father's small business. My brothers helped me and took care of the family
periodically as well. But because I was the oldest, I felt the demands and responsibility
more strongly.
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As I've suggested before, my father actually spent about twenty years of his
life visiting the hospital at regular times.
The relationship with him was not easy, but in addition to what has already been said,
from the age of six, he took me running every Sunday before dawn, a few kilometers in
Chapultepec or La Deportiva. So, by the time I was eleven, I was already doing an exercise
routine every third day.
I remember well the reasons why I began this religious task of exercising three or four times a week.
When I was eleven years old, my great-aunt passed away and as I was on the verge of fainting at the wake, my
father seriously scolded me, telling me that it was because I was a skinny little guy and all for not exercising like
him.
So when I was about 11, after he called me out for being a weakling, I started doing a
workout routine with some weights. I never missed every third day. Until I left high school, I
lost the point or reason for doing that routine. That's why I gained a little weight, which I was
going to start losing when I learned the yoga routine at 19. But the main reason why I really
decided to lose weight was not primarily for the love of yoga but for one of the students with
whom I fell in love, as it usually happens with teenagers. So after this "love at first sight" in a
matter of six months I got my body back in shape.
This went on for about four months, after having experienced several sleepless nights
to finish difficult or urgent work, until my father decided to end the partnership to defend me
from an altercation with his partner, but also because this was a very unstable partnership.
In my self-taught cultural search, one day I bought the book “The Great Messages” by
Serge Raynaud de la Ferriere. This special book impacted my life and I would never be the
same again. It was about six messages related to the entrance of the New Age. Then I bought
the book referring to the “seventh message” by the same author and called: Yug Yoga Yogismo.
It was 1979 and I was about to turn nineteen when we were driving my father's rickety
truck and heading to the little business located on the
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colonia obrera. On this occasion, the tension that invaded me was due to trying to control
this old wreck through the busy Zaragoza road, always willing, at the same time, to learn
how to drive it because I had never had the opportunity to take a driving course and since
I was 16 years old I took on this challenge only out of necessity.
We were looking for a gas station, because this old truck needed more than usual. So we left the
road and continued straight ahead, on the same Zaragoza road until we reached the airport boulevard and
then, surprise! Here the big letters stood out that said: “GFU Yoga”.
Since recently, I had hoped to find some yoga center or something like that, where the teachings of
Dr. de la Ferriere were practiced, according to the
seven great messages that I had read with such special enthusiasm
What I admired most about the Frenchman named Serge Raynaud de la Ferriere was not only that
he had more than 5 university degrees but also that his disciples recognized him as a Scientific Christ and I
wanted to see for myself.
So, shortly after discovering this yoga centre, I went to visit it. But as there was no one at the
reception and I discovered some stairs, I decided to go up there. I reached the end of the second floor and
found a pleasant room and a pleasant smell of incense that inspired peace. The place was carpeted in red
and I was pleasantly impressed by the photo of the Master of La Ferriere standing out in the place and the 12
signs of the Zodiac made of wood, harmoniously distributed on the walls that formed the enclosure. I stayed
in this magical corner lost in the city, I waited a few minutes but nobody arrived.
In any case, I left happy because I knew that a new stage of my life
was just beginning.
That same week I signed up and immediately began practicing the routine of yoga postures called
“asanas”. Not many days passed when I discovered with joy that there was also a small weight training gym
here. Since then I tried to combine weight training with yoga, giving greater importance to the latter because I
already knew that the objective of “Hatha Yoga” is to achieve a correct balance of the endocrine glands, and
not just simple and strange contortions of the body.
I never thought about becoming a vegetarian, even though Dr. de la Ferriere put it as an important
step in the discipline. Time passed and I tried to be a vegetarian for 6 months. I was succeeding, but on a trip
to Guadalajara, visiting my uncle with whom I wanted to go live, I went back to eating meat.
I want to mention that uncle from Guadalajara, my father's brother. At that time he was around 30
years old, when my father was already a few years older. But that person was an important support around
my 15th birthday, because there were times when my father drank a lot and argued with my mother, involving
us as children, in his marital problems. Then my uncle defended us. And in his desire to
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supported my older sister and me by paying for two important courses for us, for our tender age. One was a
short one-year course to become an “Executive Secretary.” Where we learned shorthand, spelling, and how to
use the old, heavy typewriters at the prestigious “Remington Institute,” located in the center of Mexico City.
The other was a course on mind control, at the then-nascent “Silva Mind Control.”
Both courses helped me as much as the English classes that my father used to enroll
me in sporadically, in an effort to help me learn English. And by the way, I had already learned
to read when I was 5 years old, being able to stammer whole paragraphs from magazines about
characters like “Chanoc” or “The Lone Ranger.” And then, he was able to read me two classics:
“Tom Sawyer” and “The Count of Monte Cristo.” I was also lucky that my paternal aunt was
young and already knew English, so she made me read short stories in English. In any case, I
never practiced English enough.
My case in that matter was serious.
Well, in relation to my uncle, when I went to visit him in the hope that he would help me
change my destiny in order to get away from so many limitations with my own family, I was
perhaps about 20 years old. I already knew about the GFU (Great Universal Fraternity), Solar
Line. But I wanted that since he already had a job as a bureaucrat, in the area of Administration,
he had managed to graduate as a Bachelor of Administration. However, times were not good
for him to be able to support me. Because he already had two very small girls and another had
recently passed away. And the mother was a young girl who was almost twice his age. For all
of which, things were not going well in my uncle's life, as is easy to guess. And when I arrived,
the marital separation was in process.
But he was kind during the month he had me in his house. He took me out to eat. He shared with me
his books and the courses he was taking on “Scientology” and “Dianetics” with Ronald Hubbard. And then, we
attended his Alcoholics Anonymous sessions together, in prestigious hotel rooms in Guadalajara. Not to mention
the places in the area that he took me to see.
He was a really good uncle and friend, who at least at that stage, allowed me to take a
break from my routine life with my family. The thing was that, despite how much he liked me, it
was not possible for me to live permanently in his house. So I had to return to my old world and
resume my old responsibilities at home, at school and as personal assistant to my father. And
as for my way of eating, it would take me another six months to decide to try vegetarianism
again.
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Shortly after, I was already trying to start reading the monumental work called: “The
36 Psychological Purposes” by Dr. de la Ferriere. At that time, it was in a first draft and
very rustic edition. But the interesting thing was that in one of these first little books, the
aforementioned doctor published a letter where he named his first disciple – Venezuelan –
named José Manuel Estrada Vázquez as spiritual successor and general director of the
GFU (Great Universal Fraternity) in the world. And to my surprise, this man (Estrada) was
still alive and was in Mexico.
But the good news was just beginning in my life, because in the GFU centers they
taught astrology and from time to time the owners of the “AIRPORT Yoga Institute” invited
us and took us, free of charge, to the Ashram of Cuautla, as visitors. There, I was able to
see Master Estrada for the first time. He was an eighty-year-old man, with long, snow-white
hair, white clothes, a long, white cape, and he wore sandals. He really looked like a figure
of the biblical Christ, only older. I immediately felt a powerful attraction towards this
character.
In a foolish way, I came to believe that many of those who were in this place had
“the character” of Maestro Estrada. Over the years I would become convinced that there
is no one like Estrada.
The owners of the Institute, despite their human defects, were so kind and had so
much faith in us, their students, that they took us in their van to the Ashrams in Cuautla or
Coatepec, Veracruz and did not charge us a single cent. It was a fraternal act that seemed
natural to me at the time, but later, I would correctly evaluate it.
What is an Ashram? It is a place where a Master lives with his Disciples and a meeting place for the
Aquarian community. Beings in a position to undergo a change in their consciousness.
When I fell in love with that young girl my age who attended yoga class, I
She seemed so special that I even wanted to marry her. Naturally, like every inexperienced
dreamer, I thought not about working to get married, but simply about getting married.
Of course, it was crazy and that was not possible. In fact, the relationship did not prosper
despite my always passionate temperament with women.
There were caresses and hot, inexperienced kisses, but no sex. Especially since
she really wasn't interested in my feelings and just played with them.
This forced me to take refuge in yoga practices and I consulted certain older women
of the GFU who were called "Reverend". They were people who had been advanced for
about ten or more years in the practice of yoga with more or less the
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the same time of his punctual attendance at schools of wisdom called "pre-initiatory and Initiatory".
I confidentially told some of them about my emotional situation and they honestly tried to guide me.
Another man began to appear on the scene who was quickly projected to become a Guru (Master)
and spiritual successor, together with another more advanced disciple of Master Estrada. His name was José
Marcelli. This man was going to become my true Master “of flesh and blood”. When I told this Master Marcelli a
little about my girlfriend’s “horoscope” and then asked him what he thought and he told me:
- Brother, that person with so many planets in the seventh house, Aquarius and being a Scorpio sign
is not good for you.
Here, ASTROLOGY was a science AS SERIOUSLY as a university career is in the life of our society.
This became a great conflict of choice at this time in my life. All this happened in a very curious and definitive
way.
At the University, I never had money in my pocket and, as happens with many students in Mexico, I
was always “hungry” when I went to class. But my case was in the special situation that only those students
experience who are not really interested in a professional career for the money, thinking only about earning
when they finish it, but who really liked a Profession, as a Mission in my life. So, in honor of this search, this
simply was not my place.
This did not mean that I essentially abandoned my studies but on the contrary,
These had started since I was around six years old when I learned to read.
In any case, I already suspected that there was something different in me from the rest of the students,
because in the days that I entered the University I had already had some very illustrative dreams regarding
"who I am and why I was born."
These were the nights when I managed to detach my “astral body” from my body.
physical.
Then one day I dreamed that I was at the University as a “trial”, but that my
destiny was to fight against the demon woman (Lilith).
Also around this time I had another very illustrative dream that referred to the fact that I was a prince
who, within my process, was fighting with enemies of dark forces, and that I took refuge in the mud of lust in
order to survive and hide from them.
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passion for women has never been extinguished. It has been my torment and my glory, in
superlative degree, despite the simplicity of my life.
It was during these days at the University that fate put in my hands books such as those of Blavatsky
(the famous Russian woman who wrote “The Secret Doctrine” in the 19th century). Also the esoteric books of
the well-known Master called “The Tibetan”
(Teacher of Blavatsky and Alice Bailey). And those of the famous Tibetan who transmigrated into the physical
body of an Englishman and was known as Lobsang Rampa.
At that time I read intensively both Frederick Nietzsche and Helena Blavatsky's Isis Unveiled . I cannot
forget when a friend invited me to walk around the Faculty of Political Sciences, and then he stole from the library
the two volumes of “Critique of Pure Reason” by Emmanuel Kant and gave them to me. I studied them despite
the complexity of their concepts.
When I was still in the Faculty of Philosophy, I was bothered by the superficiality and haste of the “study
programs.” For example, they didn’t finish studying Plato until they “gave him up for dead” and they rushed to
introduce us to their ideas, which they considered more modern, but they did so in a more or less arbitrary way
based on what they treated as “the truth.”
So between the insecurity that comes with the end of puberty and the extreme poverty I found myself
in, where sometimes I didn't even have money for transportation, it was easy for me to remain self-taught and a
thinker.
That is why I kept suspecting that behind all the history and the political and philosophical life of society
there REALLY existed an internal world government. And that is the reason why I sometimes wrote about this
type of subject. I especially remember a series of notebooks that I called “Fundamental Politics.” In which I
basically established that an institution always functions hierarchically and that the division of social classes is
an appearance (I called this division of classes or society: SOCIALITY, to distinguish it from what is simply
“social”). Those little works that I wrote hastily, in manuscript, filling about 4 notebooks, remained there and then
were lost in the hustle and bustle of my life.
In my desire to make the message of GFU and yoga felt within the University, I went so far as to put up
some posters of the Master of La Ferriere at the main entrance to the Faculty of Philosophy and Humanities.
This seemed to be an insult to the university community because in less than ten minutes they disappeared, as
did all messages of an “esoteric” or “cultural-mystical” nature that I left in public places and on school blackboards.
In passing, I can remember that, driven by my dreams of social solvency that I did not have, I signed
up with my student ID to be able to attend the University swimming pool, which I could only visit once.
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At the Airport Institute, affiliated with the GFU (Great Universal Fraternity), the owner of the house was
my Yoga Instructor. She was a Capricorn woman, very demanding that we arrive ten minutes before the morning
session began.
Due to the instability of transport I sometimes arrived forty minutes early and
This meant that I was there before dawn, since class started at 6:30.
After about a year, I was invited to attend the so-called “Yamines School.” Curiously, at that time, all the
members of the GFU in Mexico were summoned by Master Estrada to make a personal contribution to buy the
World Headquarters House located on Eugenia Street. That house was inaugurated with the first Yamines
session in which I was included. This seemed very symbolic to me, since the entire “brotherhood” worked so that
a handful of children would be the ones to open the house.
I remember that day when I entered the room that I considered sacred, I saw the photo
of the Master of La Ferriere and it seemed to me that we had known each other for centuries and I said to him:
I was surprised that I didn't call him Maestre (MASTER of Masters), but with
more familiarity I told him Master, simply.
The assistant director was a woman whom I greatly admired and who had just received the
Getuls degree. She was very happy and told us that we all had the face of missionaries.
Indeed, over time all these people began to occupy key positions within the GFU movement
in Mexico, or they entered other spiritual movements in the world, since some went to foreign
countries.
Our first director would be the one who would soon offer to teach us how to make our
“horoscope.”
So around this time I started attending the Ashram in Cuautla or Coatepec, Veracruz, every
six months.
The last day I attended the University as a student I had to go to some classes but at the
same time I had an appointment with my Yamines Instructor to learn how to make my horoscopic
birth chart, and at that moment I preferred to leave the University in a
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definitive.
It was during this year that I had a dream in which I saw the “abominable snowman” emerge from the
sea and he showed me the earthquakes in Baja California, then I saw myself at the height of Venezuela in a
great castle. I was locked within its thick walls, but because of my great faith its enormous gates opened,
allowing me to see towards the sea and men were already coming in large canoes or boats. When they reached
the shore, they saw the mark on my forehead and said that I had been chosen. So they showed me a red cloak
and said:
This dream impressed me especially because in those days we went as a Yamines school to receive
Maestro Estrada at the airport in Mexico. He had made his only trip to Europe and Jerusalem in the Middle
East. Shortly after, a fellow Yamines student, whose astrological sign is Cancer, told me that while Maestro
Estrada was arriving at the reception, a tourist who had seen many people waiting for someone special was
there as a curious spectator and then when an old man dressed in white in the style of the Templars approached,
he said in a mocking and sarcastic tone:
But I had dreamed precisely that the “abominable snowman came out of the sea”; so I understood that
the abominable snowman is really the original ancestor of the human race and that he was represented by
Master Estrada.
José Marcelli received the degree of Guru in Cuautla and I was able to be there to witness the
ceremony. By this time, Maestro Estrada was already looking tired, but especially that day, his gaze and mine
made a deep contact. It is a look that I will never forget, as if he were detecting me as an equal.
Master Estrada blessed me several times by touching the crown of my head with his hand, as is
customary. And Master Marcelli had said that when this direct contact is given from a master to a person, this
act is the basis of a succession from master to disciple, because the contact is direct.
I began to make frank approaches to Maestro Marcelli and he, at that time, was always patient.
But the economic limitations in my life made me aware of the need to found companies. I explained this
to the Yamines group to which I belonged, trying to encourage them to create small companies within the GFU.
It was one of these days that a fellow Yamines friend of mine accompanied me to present my project to Master
Marcelli. He was impressed, but his response was that he did not want ants in the GFU; that the Institution only
dealt with consciousness, not with a materialistic infrastructure. That was why the Templars in the Middle Ages
had been persecuted, because they had many properties.
I left a little sad but I obeyed what the Master told me.
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Maestro Marcelli had told me that my ideas were interesting anyway, so I should bring him
more of them in writing. I sent them to him a fortnight later.
Naturally, he had many matters to deal with, so through his wife he sent my notes to my director
at the Yamines school.
But Master Marcelli was one of the two most advanced disciples of Master Estrada and the institution
was already recognized in about 21 countries, so, whether healthy or unhealthy, many wanted to be disciples of
Marcelli. This was the reason why when Master Marcelli gave his order in the small group of Yamines of which
he was a part, there was admiration and suspicion. So of course, what Master Marcelli had ordered was not
fulfilled.
But even then I could not help but always feel happy in Yamines, despite the great
economic insecurity that darkened my life; and it was natural that I was happy at GFU, because it
was everything in my existence: My University, spiritual family, destiny, in short, my everything.
Well, except for every monthly closing when I was really hard pressed to cover my
payment!
It was on January 18 (Dr. de la Ferriere's birthday) in 1980 or 1981, that I took the exam
on “Yoga postures and theory” to move on to the second group of instructors. Everyone was
amazed because out of the eight applicants for the exam that day, only I showed up and passed
the exam. Then, the instructor's husband, who was also a member of the GFU, said with deep
sincerity to the other students:
One of these days, Master Estrada arrived from the airport and stayed that night at the
Airport Institute. When I arrived for the yoga class, we went to see him. He received us and while
we were talking, he looked out the window and said:
- You do yoga, you have a vegetarian diet, you bathe with natural water, etc., that's why
you are the new race, everything out there is garbage.
We asked for his blessing and when it was my turn to prostrate myself before this Master,
I did so with all my devotion. It was the time when I felt most strongly that it was Christ who
blessed me. I cannot forget that moment. Shortly after, Master Estrada passed away.
It was one night that I received a call at a neighboring house and the daughter of my
airport instructor told me that Maestro Estrada had just passed away.
I had still seen him physically when he inaugurated the Eugenia World Headquarters
House. That day, while he was speaking about the “ark of salvation,” one of my companions told
me that next to Maestro Estrada was Dr. de la Ferriere helping him to give
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blessings to those present. Only that Dr. de la Ferriere had already been missing for twenty
years.
Three days after this inauguration, in this same place, I attended his last conference where the subject
of his imminent death and the apostolic succession he would leave behind was discussed. All this since a sister
who had dreamed that he had died was present at that same conference and, as she was worried, she asked
him if there would be a successor in the high position he occupied (first Disciple of the Master of La
Ferriere) and Master Estrada answered that we should not worry, that there was a Collegiate Body.
However, the idea that someone individually had to be the successor remained in the air , and
furthermore, Maestro Estrada himself did not really deny that possibility.
I attended the wake of Maestro Estrada in the south of the city, at one of the ISSSTE wakes. His only
son and his wife Carlota were serene and smiling, which filled me with admiration.
But even more special would be what I would experience the next day.
Many of us from the GFU came to the wakes, and I excitedly looked for my instructor from the
Aeropuerto Institute so I could go with her to the Master's burial.
But she, with her usual severity, told me that I had to be with Yamines' group.
We were all dressed in white, and while looking for my group of Yamines, I found myself moving
towards where Maestro Estrada's coffin was.
I went up the stairs and entered this place. There was someone guarding the door, but I found out later that the
guard must have been worse off than me because he didn't say anything to me when I went into this big room.
There was a kind of wire fence in between, but we were all participating in a solemn act, up to the point of
severity, at least that's how it seemed to me. They made us raise our hands in the style of the German army in
Hitler's time, and then the one who led the oath said:
- We swear to defend THE ORDER, in the name of the Sacred Initiatory Tradition, etc.
I was impressed because it was my higher self who surely led me here and acted. After the act I came
down like a true Lord, that's how concentrated and special I felt because the moment I took the oath I truly
became an adult.
Finally I found my group and in the corresponding truck we were transported to the pantheon called:
“The Garden of Memories”.
A huge stone Christ seemed to be waiting for us in the middle of that pantheon. Many hundreds of
people dressed in white were going towards the place where Maestro Estrada would be buried. Just to the right
of the great stone Christ. This reminded me of that: “He will be at the right hand of the Heavenly Father” and,
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also that “Peter of the New Age is the cornerstone of the new church.”
A few days later I was writing and a higher energy took control of my hand and I scribbled:
- Ask Guru Marcelli or Reverend Carlota for everything related to GFU's Affiliated and Internal
Businesses
I went and told Maestro Marcelli about it and he said that it was possible. But he didn't give me anything
related to that.
The following Saturday after the death of Maestro Estrada, when we attended Yamines' school and
closed the session, it is customary to ask the Bible for a message. That afternoon, that part of the gospel came
out where Jesus Christ says:
- Go throughout the world blessing everyone in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
This would not have been so important if it had not been less than a week since Master Estrada had
disembodied and we were all in shock. So the message was clear that we should become Apostles of the Order
of Aquarius founded by Master de la Ferriere and his first disciple, Estrada.
In a record time of no more than a month, a group of brothers made an effort to publish a book with the
most important communications that Master Estrada had given throughout his life as a REAL Initiate. It was the
book entitled:
“My Communications”.
Also immediately after Master Estrada had passed away, THE HIERARCHY of the GFU Solar Line
founded by Master Estrada in 21 countries, was so inspired that they made an effort to reach Mexico.
Everyone generally knew that the Master's main wish was to establish a Collegiate Body made up of
Reverends from all the countries where the Institution was established. It was a kind of World Initiatic Government
to guide the spiritual destiny of the world.
In about fifteen days, Reverends from all these countries met at the world headquarters and in a truly
fraternal and spiritual manner, with the presence of Master Marcelli, the Reverends established the Collegiate
Body. They commented with enthusiasm how they overcame the difficulties to get to the meeting in Mexico.
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Many of us were really confident that this Collegiate Body would function properly, maintaining its
attitude of world vision, so that the GFU would occupy its rightful place on the planet. But everything was the
result of the inspiration produced by the death of Maestro Estrada and, in a short time, this assembly would
simply be a “decoration” for the Institution.
There was still a little more than a year before I joined the woman who would be the mother
of my four children, and that year was one of important changes for me, as I matured and became
disillusioned with everything that had begun to happen within this Fraternity.
My economic situation was not improving; but thousands of young brothers, like me, had
been orphaned by “risking our destiny” with the GFU.
Solar Line. We were left in the hands of a Hierarchy that was rather weak in ambitions, and the most
dangerous thing of all was that this Hierarchy was rapidly tending towards a strange bureaucracy.
At that time, Master Marcelli's teaching seemed clear in all aspects, although he basically
preached that all those who were disciples aspiring to become Gurus should first enjoy money,
stimulate and grow with this ambition, so that when they became Gurus they would already have
overcome this experience.
But, like many other brothers “without Hierarchy”, I asked myself: But what happens if a person has
already been a millionaire in several lives and now money does not trigger a fundamental emotion in him so as
to live it as simple ambitious humans, but in a truly spiritual philosophical context? How should such brothers
behave?
FAMILY SITUATION
At that time my father returned to his sad streak of getting sick every year or year and a half
and was detained in the hospital.
It was times like these when the fittest of the family had to take over the usual responsibilities
that belonged to my father. When he came home from the hospital, he was usually unable to act
maturely and then became jealous of his little world, so he would resume his parental responsibilities
in a disorderly manner. His behavior could be so uncontrollable that he would temporarily put us out
of work. He was not a bad person, but he did sometimes act immaturely. This was “the never-ending
story” in his beloved little workshop and, under these conditions, no economic progress was possible.
In general, my father was a very loving person but passionate and poorly educated.
I have already spoken enough about my father and my childhood. But in order to clarify what
my family situation was like and my approach to the GFU.
I will elaborate a little further on the subject.
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When my father was hospitalized, small commitments had to be met, so sometimes I was
forced to steal some insignificant but valuable material from the hardware store by tipping the
employees or changing something on the receipt with which the merchandise was to be collected. It
was a few times, but stealing was not a pleasant task.
Other times, with or without my father, some of my brothers or relatives would accompany
me to work in restaurants to install air conditioning in their kitchens. We would even work at midnight
or in the early morning.
However, I was happy by nature, so I always gave more value to pleasant experiences than
to unpleasant ones. For example, when I started to become a vegetarian, my father liked to invite me
every weekend to the old Hidalgo market in the working-class neighborhood, so that I could eat a
giant fruit cocktail.
In return, when he wanted some tool that would make our work easier, I did my part to acquire
it. It was actually cheap, but given our economic situation, it sometimes seemed really impossible.
So, the day he wished for a color television and then a movie VCR
homemade, I told her we would have it and so it was.
Details like this were not recognized by my family, who had become so accustomed to me
that they began to act as if all this was my obligation and I was a second father or “emerging father.”
But when the extremes of family contempt got to me deeply, then my emotions went into crisis.
Furthermore, in the long run, this whole environment and this general situation of my life was
going to push me to make crucial decisions and it seemed that the "final touch" of a total failure in my
entire existence would be unleashed with the relationship in which I would have four children.
Throughout my adolescence and part of my youth, it was usual for me to walk down the street
always carrying some metal artifact, usually made of sheet metal, that I had to take to be refinished.
And one day I became aware that this had to end. Because I was clear that I, like millions in the
world, was trapped in a misery from which it is not possible to escape. But it was not good to be
condemned for eternity to the same way of life in which, humanly, it is not possible to do anything.
And my way out was not to give up spirituality in order to try a professional career. Even
though I was already in my youth and still lived “from day to day.” And with the death of Master
Estrada and the institutionalization of consciousness in the GFU, I could no longer have great hopes
for my realization according to my nature.
It was in the midst of poverty that the managers of the world headquarters offered me a
miserable payment to do the general cleaning of the entire building.
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was extremely enthusiastic. Maestro Estrada had not been long since he had passed away
and being able to sweep and mop the floors in that place was all I had in my spiritual
aspirations. This opportunity to work almost without pay was “an honor.” I managed to
cope with my sick father and was always euphoric, positively “out of control,” with my
friends at the world headquarters.
But I was not recognized in any special way, rather I was treated as what I officially was, a
simple waiter with nothing special. I realized that even one of the administrators with homosexual
tendencies aspired to be an Initiate and I "did not exist."
I remember very well one afternoon when this “effeminate” brother called me at the Headquarters
and asked me:
- Have you finished mopping and sweeping the floors above and below? - and without
waiting for me to answer he continued:
- Because you have to prepare the conference room in one hour at most.
I tried to explain to him the impossibility of this but that was not his problem.
These are things that happen in most companies, but in an institution like this one something
different is expected. However, as in religious temples, individuals are often worse, perhaps precisely
because one wants “normal people”.
Many became fans of Maestro Estrada, they saw him as a God and did not study his
teachings but instead took some small phrases literally, to turn them into dogmas of life or to exercise
power over others.
One afternoon, as a waiter at Casa Sede, I was very hungry, since I usually only had enough
coins to get home.
It was the time when the naturopathic doctor, “Reverend” Shaya Michan was being recognized at the
GFU because he managed to cure cases that official medicine declared incurable.
Reverend Shaya continued to be very philanthropic, from the time when he gave Maestro
Estrada the land to found the Coatepec Ashram.
During the days I was working at the Headquarters, I had donated many boxes of mangos
to the GFU. All of these boxes were stored in the room downstairs and the managers could not
agree on what to do with this merchandise. It was one afternoon when I was hungry and I decided
to go into the warehouse. Since it was closed, I jumped through the window where I could barely fit
and once inside, I filled a large bag with mangos. It was an insignificant thing since there were many
boxes in a large room.
I ate several of these sweet fruits and took the rest home.
I attended my Yamines classes with great enthusiasm and there were people who had been
practicing yoga and vegetarianism for many years and they were different from me.
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the rest of the people. But also as they were acquiring a larger “cross” (it was the
recognition that is gradually given to those who climb in the Hierarchy), the majority were
becoming more spiritually ambitious in a deformed way, that is, they wanted to be
missionaries in order to, knowing it or not, become bureaucrats of the New Age.
Hearts that I had seen blossom with humility and a true desire to serve humanity at the beginning,
became more serious and inaccessible as they dressed in white and wore a cross hanging on their chest. They
sought to become disciples of the current Gurus and, consequently, became part of the “cliques”, as if it were a
political party and not a college of wisdom. This became an inevitable issue.
KNOWLEDGE stopped being something original in the aspirants and began to become a result of the
unconditional compliance with the statutes of the Institution's Council and the literal teachings of Master Estrada.
I was trying to sell some homemade bread that I made with an oven I had built myself and with my
father's tools. So, I would arrive a little early to my pre-Initiatory school session and open my two or three boxes
of "whole wheat bread." My friends would come over and buy it, with the double joy that I was selling it to them
at a good price and that they were also helping me financially. With this I earned a little money that I always
urgently needed, including to pay the monthly fees that the school imposed on me. I also tried to sell them some
homemade vegetarian coffee, also made at home.
But soon after, I was summoned by one of these people whom I had seen warm years ago and who
gradually hardened. He was the person in charge and spokesman for the Council at the World Headquarters
and he told me:
- Brother, we cannot allow you to continue selling your products here. If we did, the time would come
when this would become a market. The facility would become dirty and that cannot happen.
As I presented to you some points of view, for which it was necessary that in the
Institution would support commercial and monetary growth for the benefit of some of its members he promised
me to consider the matter:
- Let's see how you can sell your products one day a week, but in an orderly manner (of course he
never did this, nor was he seriously interested in it).
I reluctantly agreed, regretting that my brother could not understand what “hunger” is.
Probably so, because this particular brother had a government job and could therefore wait “with great
objectivity” in order to sell homemade products as a hobby. But my situation was desperate, as always.
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when it came to money. So I realized how far some people were from truly understanding
what “the hunger of humanity” is.
However, the difference in social classes was still present within the Institution as in any company in
the world, since some, whether Gurus or simple local students, managed to have some security with “food”,
although officially “they did not touch money”.
But given the circumstances I considered myself lucky, because I preferred a thousand times
to be in my situation than to live dreaming of becoming a “half-initiate”.
FAILED IN YAMINES
At the time when Maestro Estrada passed away, I had a friend who became very
attached to me and I spent a happy time with her at the Yamines school. She got married
early and invited me to her house to eat. They were pleasant weekends because her
husband also loved me. It was the day of the week when I ate well and in abundance.
But at school there was jealousy about almost everything, in my case because I was
too childish and emotional. As they say, “nobody gave me a chance.” Naturally, we all
generally gave ourselves airs of being Gurus and the women aspired to have a husband like
the director of the school. In general, this is what I perceived and what I was able to confirm
when he came (after a year and a half of staying at the Yamines school), the day when we
were to be promoted to the next initiation school level (half-Gegnian school) and it was said
that I was not going to move on to the half-Gegnian school. I was not told why.
I wanted to attribute this decision to the fact that some months ago I had revealed
myself to my instructor at the Airport Institute, the owner of that place. She was truly trying
to follow Master Estrada and his guidelines and sent a letter accusing me of deserting the
Airport Institute. In reality I had wanted to leave there to avoid friction with her and I wanted
to move to the institute at the world headquarters but she refused to release people she had
trained and promoted to the Yamines school.
In fact, like most of us who had grown to love GFU, my reactions were very emotional
and somewhat passionate. The director of Yamines ordered me to return to the Airport
Institute, and I stood up and said to him:
- Master Estrada has said that only the military obey blindly, but that we are not
military but conscious beings and my conscience tells me that I should be somewhere else.
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I think what I said did not please the director because he began to change color, first pale and then
red, he became furious and in a loud voice forbade me to question his orders.
- You're looking really bad, the best thing to do is to go and apologize to the Director. - I listened
to her carefully because I knew she really loved me and I accepted her suggestion.
I went to the director and apologized, assuring him that I would return to the Airport Institute. He
was happy and thanked me. So, by order of the director of Yamines, I had to return to the Airport
Institute. But contrary to what was expected, when I arrived and was about to do my yoga session, my
instructor said that I could not stay. My response was that I had orders from the management of my
school in Yamines.
She sent another letter and said that she didn't want people who didn't want to be in her school.
The director called me to order again and asked me not to cause any more trouble. Now what she was
begging me to do was not to come back to that place, so I told her:
He didn't know what to say anymore and simply continued with his business.
The time they handed out the half-Gegnian crosses, I decided to attend as a test of humility for myself,
knowing that in six months I would be with them in the same half-Gegnian school. The brothers received the
cross from the hands of Master Marcelli.
I soon found out that I was actually accused of being my friend's lover.
newly married and that we were both cheating on her husband. Just gossip!
I had to clarify this immediately with the director. I looked for him and when I found him, I
assured him that the story about him being my friend's lover was not true. He apologized and simply
added that he was very sorry because he had been misinformed.
This seemed to me to be the reaction of some police authorities who, after having an accused
in jail and having his innocence discovered, simply apologize to him politely and release him. And for
me, having to give an account to a school, pay monthly fees, help organize events, bring a vegetarian
dish paid for out of our own pocket, etc., was already enough. But I was not prepared for any other
option, so I had to wait six more months before moving to half-Gegnian.
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Shortly afterward my father, who was hearing impaired in one ear, was hit by a
truck and the long bone in his leg was broken again. An ambulance arrived and he was
taken to an emergency hospital. He was in the hospital suffering from horrible pain due to
the negligence or overwork of the free service personnel. And while this was happening I
had to go to Cuautla to receive my half-Gegnian cross.
By then, my friend from Yamines was getting into trouble with her husband because
she was frigid and her husband was very passionate. So one day they decided to separate,
leaving her with a few-month-old daughter, the fruit of that marriage. This was very hard
for my friend who decided to leave the Institution for a while.
I would see her again after a few years when I was at the Gegnian school,
I was trying to re-join the Institution.
EYES
A schoolmate was trying to form a pilot group for the movement he called OJAS
(an Eastern word that translates as: SEMEN) and which referred to a movement for “Young
Aquarians.”
Once, Master Marcelli gave a talk to the young people of OJAS and I asked him
many questions about sexuality, until I asked him directly about what sexual positions
should be adopted. He answered firmly:
- This is something that the master teaches his disciple from what he has heard.
I would have liked him to speak to us young Aquarians in a more frank and direct
way regarding sexuality.
A SPECIAL FRIEND
During my stay at the Gegnian medium school I met a very special friend of those
who saw in me a Teacher although we treated each other as friends.
Something like this has always happened in my life, until now, I mean that a
companion appears on my path trying to understand my teachings.
This happened with this friend and between conversations, we touched on various topics.
He, who was not bad looking, confessed to me that he worked in special places
giving massages to women, the rest I could imagine. Sometimes he told me that
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had recently taken some student from Eugenia's yoga institute to a rented bathroom, but it
had all been just sex.
However, this fellow had spiritual concerns, although he was hesitant to “get into it fully.” He listened
attentively when I spoke to him about the global value of the GFU institution. I was pleased with his honest
interest.
One time we went together to the Ashram of Coatepec and on the way he told me that he
had had dreams where he was told that he had two paths, one of which was tempted by the forces
of evil and the other by Jesus Christ. He also told me that he had a friend who one day took him to
his house and invoked hosts of demons and they, the demons, through that friend began to speak
in a “diabolical” way.
During our stay at the Ashram in Coatepec, Reverend Carlota, Estrada's widow, was there.
She was particularly struck by my friend's presence and invited him to accompany her to her house,
which was located within the Ashram itself, near the Reverends' chamber. When my friend returned
from this visit, he was very excited and told me that Reverend Carlota had shown him the wooden
cross that the Master of Ferriere used when he was in Venezuela and she explained to him that
this cross was lent to all those who received higher degrees. They put it on for a few moments to
charge themselves with the Master's vibration.
SMALL RETREAT
With a basic study of Astrology, I was able to review my “transits” in my horoscopic birth
chart and once I discovered that a certain astrological aspect with Uranus would cause me to
temporarily move away from the Institution in a kind of retirement, motivated by responsibilities
towards my family and my father’s illness. But that after this, I could return to live another stage
within the Institution.
I mentioned it to my friend and told him that after the Day of the Dead party
(it was always a time of painful changes in my life), I would distance myself from the Institution.
He was surprised and fascinated by my prediction, because at that time everything seemed
to be going more or less well in my life, but after a few months he was able to see that I was right.
I attended the Day of the Dead party but I was alone, there was no “contact” with my group,
something was showing me that I was no longer in my place, in reality I studied many things on my
own, thus in silence, it was the last time I was with them.
And I had done everything possible for my school and the result was my own dissatisfaction because I
tried to form groups so that we could do some business and work with society. But I saw that our instructors at
the school followed the teachings of Master Estrada in a literal way.
I thought that Maestro Estrada himself was surely still evolving and that
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was no longer the same as when he died.
Then the same Instructors who directed us did not fully comply with their disciplines,
worrying more about taking advantage of a kind of pitched battle to ascend in hierarchies, even
disrespecting the authority of the Guru.
Marcelli.
But Master Marcelli also had his own peculiar way of understanding the Path and I
could not accept all of his teachings. For example, one afternoon I attended one of his lectures
and the Master said:
- If someone of the caliber of the Sublime Elder Brother (Estrada) appeared, we would not wait for him
to go through all the degrees of initiation, we would put him to work immediately.
But it was not that anyone was to blame, it was the state of ignorance of humanity and
my destiny that pushed me towards a special search.
During my temporary retirement my father became really ill and I had to look after the family again.
My friend once visited me at my house, which was very poor compared to the one in
him. I was glad to see him and he admired me even more.
Fate would not be very pleasant for my friend's life, because, over the years, when he
came back to visit me he told me that he had worked in the United States, in companies that
made weapons for war. He also took me to an Argentine woman about 15 years older than him
and with children, even though he intended to marry her.
MY PARTNER
It was around 1983 when a friend from GFU came to visit me and brought with her a
woman dressed in white with Hindu-type features. When I saw her I was not really attracted to
her, but she was going to be the mother of my children.
What I liked about this woman was not her face or her body, because she seemed a little chubby to me,
although she was not that chubby. What really attracted me was her mystical way of speaking. At every moment
she sighed “mysteriously” and her big eyes were half-closed towards the sky, naming God.
That same afternoon of the aforementioned visit, a program was on television that dealt
with Jesus Christ, since it was close to Christmas. I asked her what she wanted, and she said
in her particular feminine tone:
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- A glass of water is fine.
I felt that she was a little worried and asked her if she needed anything else. She then replied
that there was a program on television and she wanted to watch it. I sat next to her to watch this program
and I really believed that she felt like a disciple of Christ.
I asked her for her horoscope and it turned out to be Pisces, a mystical sign. It was not complete (her
Horoscopic Natal Chart), so I offered to finish it. And a very instructive friendship began in my passive
existence.
The first meeting I had with the one who would become the mother of my children was on the
corner of the house of the friend who had brought her to my house. That time, she arrived dressed in
white, her face was that of a rather humble woman, but with large Hindu eyes. She stood in front of me
and then bowed, like those people do when they recognize someone as a spiritual master. This
impressed me as much as when a few days later, she told me that she had dreamed of Dr. de la Ferriere
realizing that he lived in Peru in a cabin among the mountains and she extended her hands to him saying:
- Welcome!
Of course, I couldn't be sure of his words for all the reasons he later gave me in abundance. Or
maybe what he dreamed of was an opportunity and in the end he wasn't able to take advantage of it.
She was Chilean (South American) and had been in Nicaragua during the Sandinista revolution
and then went to New York, passing through Mexico, motivated by a spiritual search when she joined a
mystical sect based in India. There she improved her knowledge of the English language and began to
speak it. Then, she left for India to meet the master of her mystical sect. There she took the corresponding
“vows” to become a yogi nun. It was a sect where the nuns entered into permanent celibacy, and in
order to receive the orange mantle of a nun she needed to fast for long periods and take a vow of
something like three months without speaking, that is, without uttering a word.
She told me that she had fulfilled her vows and, recognized as a Hindu nun, was sent to Spain
as a missionary, near the Canary Islands. While there, she learned of the arrival of Guru Marcelli in this
city and, as she admired him greatly, she tried to contact him, but the master had already returned to
Mexico.
This was apparently the main reason why she took off her yogi mantle and returned to civilian
clothes. She spoke to her parents to give her money and send it to her from Chile (she always did that),
so she left for Mexico in search of Master Marcelli. She met him and had a long talk, telling him about
her revolutionary ideals in Chile and Nicaragua and then about her Hindu mysticism. The Master was
pleasantly impressed and recognized her as a candidate for his disciple.
When we first met, she had already had this visit with the Master.
Marcelli and told me that the teacher commented:
- Do you realize everything that had to happen for you and I to meet physically?... New bombs
have already been invented, several things have already changed.
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governments in the world and everything so that you and I could get in touch.
I asked her what she was currently doing and she told me with tender enthusiasm that she worked with
“Nazarene children” at the Quinto Sol school, of the GFU.
Solar.
I became interested in her primarily because I assumed she was a woman with spiritual experience and
also because I lacked practical sexual experience.
A SHORT COURTSHIP
I started to frequent her by visiting her at that school that was located to the south of
Mexico City.
I realized that it was true that she was always living “on the adventure” and had no house to stay in, so
in a matter of one or two months I would offer her my house and she, who was generally always under emotional
tension, accepted. She felt sick and wanted to rest.
I thought it prudent to speak with my Master Marcelli and went to visit him at his office at the world
headquarters and he found out about my meeting with the Chilean woman and also that I was interested in
forming a relationship with her. I asked him what he thought about this woman and he said:
I wanted to understand that he approved of the relationship and that he was actually happy; and that was
indeed the case.
Unfortunately, over time I would realize that my teacher could not categorically differentiate a real
woman from a false woman; but I myself would receive from life the necessary lessons to be able to perceive
this notable and difficult to achieve difference.
For now I started thinking about building a slightly larger room so I could live there with my partner.
The poverty in which I lived in contrast to the wealth of Total Freedom was so radical that it would take
a very brave or very crazy woman to risk marrying me.
Since my adolescence I had been looking for a separate room for myself, despite the extreme poverty
in which I lived, and the three or four times that I built a wooden room with a cardboard roof in Netzahualcóyotl,
it happened that a relative on my mother's side had an emergency and I had to give it to them.
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When my partner showed up, I was in a room so small that I had to put hinges on
my cot so that it could be moved and put it upright, against the wall, in order to have a
minimum of space to stand up in this unusual room.
This independence was mainly due to my need to read a lot. In fact, my adolescence,
after leaving the University, was a time of great reading activity, because I was ignorant of
many things about which I was hungry to KNOW. Among my research in philosophy,
astrology and others, I also studied the nineteen books of Lobsang Rampa.
As always, I didn't have enough time or money, but my enthusiasm was great.
One of the main reasons for my research was undoubtedly sexuality. For this case
I had bought a sexuality encyclopedia that consisted of two large volumes and talked about
how sex was practiced, according to the traditions and customs of many countries in the
world. I also became a regular follower of Xaviera Hollander, whose main book was entitled
“The Merry Madame”. I really came to love this last “prostitute” woman and at one time she
was my Guru. Those who have read about her know that she was simply a “happy whore”
who had managed to shine in the world by teaching it through her books that corrupt
sexuality was universally practiced in all the great countries, including by great government
figures such as ambassadors and other important people.
EMERGING SEXUALITY
In fact, by nature, sex was my passion for me and I say it was my passion because
over the years I have discovered that my sexual passion, instead of dying out, has
transformed into what I call an “immaculate passion.”
I was about 5 years old when I went to the corner of our house in the working-class
neighborhood for an errand and I was distracted when, less than half a meter from where I
was, two lovers of about 20 years of age gave each other a tender, romantic and deep
kiss. They didn't see me because I was too small and there was no light in that corner. But
this impression remained engraved in me as the wonderful beginning of all love between a
couple.
From that age, I watched TV with the neighbour, since we didn't have any at home.
There were popular programmes like the one called "child stars" where very well-dressed
girls would sing, so I fell in love with them. These were my first attractions to the opposite
sex.
When I entered elementary school, of course, like every child in general, the one I fell deeply in love
with was my first grade teacher who was about 20 years old.
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I began to realise the importance of sexuality from the age of ten when one of my friends in the sixth
grade of primary school told me that it was possible to feel something extraordinary by rubbing an object on the
testicles. This friend was really lost in the world of sex at such a young age and clearly, despite my innocence, I
noticed homosexual tendencies in him. Fortunately for me, something in me protected me from dangerous
situations.
The fact is that I experienced these sensations recommended by my friend, this being a peculiar way
of masturbating, however, I soon forgot about it because by nature it did not satisfy me completely.
In high school I had my crush, the same thing that happens to many of us, but she only found out about
this after leaving high school and even then, the relationship wasn't possible even though she wanted it, because
I was already more awake and it seemed silly to me.
He didn't really love her.
I was still unaware in high school that sexuality consisted of the penetration of the penis into the vagina.
I basically had an intuition but I didn't know for sure. It's actually sad that at that time there was no real sexual
education in schools. It's something that is just beginning to be addressed and even the teachers themselves
don't know for sure who sexuality is for or what it is for.
In high school, if I had had a little money, I might have made irreversible mistakes due to my passionate
temperament that had not gone beyond some innocent and playful investigations of sexual sensations shared
with some cousins. But something always made me long for sexuality with love rather than lust.
It was when I saw pornographic magazines that my school friends shared with me that I found out what
it was all about. So in high school I had opportunities to form relationships with one or two women, but the lack
of money and the desire to find the woman of my dreams kept me away from anything more ambitious. That's
why I was content with going with my "cool" friends, that is, we would skip class and go see erotic movies. And
besides, at that time, my father considered me mature enough to share his friendship with me by taking me to
see these kinds of movies.
In fact, in high school I had few but good friends and my sexual craze could not find a physical outlet
and masturbation did not interest me, that is, it did not obsess me. So for long periods I forgot about it. But
sometimes my temper was taken over and I would talk to some unknown student with such a whirlwind passion
that she was disturbed, as if stunned, and I could take from her whatever I wanted. It was a peculiar force that I
later learned was due, astrologically, to the influence of Uranus on my way of relating sexually with women. For
this reason, several times, to a student whom I happened to bump into at school, I would simply start talking to
her and she would end up telling me about her family life, to my passionate and unexpected friendship.
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What I mean is that I could be walking along and suddenly, to a young woman who struck me, I would
tell her that I loved her, etc. and she would almost always smile and try to get me to continue the courtship, but
I would stop there, because without love, passion made no sense to me. Even when I was young, I didn't like
women to be passive and men to be active, I wanted there to be balance, a "give and take." But I had to study
a lot to understand that women owe their passivity to a long conditioning of many centuries and they are only
just trying to recognize this symptom in themselves. Only very few women manage to transcend this and
generally they don't do it in the right way.
I was impressed myself when, as a teenager, I was traveling on the bus and began to erotically caress
a young girl of my age with such love (because I cannot say that it was with “respect”, rather it was with devotion
to the eternal feminine or something like that) that she was stunned and “trapped” by my strength. She was
surely inexperienced like me, because she remained petrified so that I could dispose of her as I saw fit. I think
this is due to the hypnotic power that the sign of Scorpio gives. Then, when I arrived at the place where I had
to get off, I simply and with more love gently moved away and continued on my way as if everything had been
natural.
As I grew older, it was enough for me to look at them and make them mine just by doing this. I didn't
touch them because they were beautiful in their own right, immaculately so, without having to enter into their
lives and "their problems", without having to pay them a kind of rent... that is, without having to deal with their
mother, her defects and whims typical of every teenager; so that at the end of the tunnel the "charm" is lost.
I realized how wonderful and dangerous my way of loving women was, and that was what stopped me.
Although my character was going to cause me unusual situations on my INITIATIC Path.
I remember special moments in high school, for example, when my high school friends would playfully
take some sodas from a vehicle dedicated to distributing them to stores. And I don't know how they also got
bottles of liquor. When I arrived, they practically forced me to get half drunk with them; they were happy.
At the high school level, my teachers were mostly a product of the 1968 movement in Mexico that had
culminated in the sacrifice of many students in Tlatelolco; so they had a self-governing authority in the school
where I took classes. They often became rebellious or were attacked by judicial agents. Some young girls were
threatened for their insubordination to “the authorities” and others, less fortunate, were raped as a form of
torture by unworthy policemen. Other young people were beaten and pressured so that the government could
maintain more or less control in this type of school.
In reality, although I was enthusiastic about this game of revolutionary student-guerilla, lover of the
people, something always protected me and when I arrived at school it turned out that the thugs sent by the
government had already done their thing, but
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didn't get a single scratch.
By a twist of fate I came into close contact with several professors who had been active in
the 1968 movement. This instilled in me a great desire to help people free themselves from the
oppression of man-machine.
I must admit that it was thanks to my lack of money that I did not throw my life away with a
sexuality that I was not ready to express, so with the exception of a relationship I had at fourteen
with the daughter of one of my mother's friends, there was nothing more. This girlfriend was the
same age as me and together we began to experiment with what it means to kiss.
But realizing that sex enslaved humanity and that this was the fundamental cause of all its
downfall, I studied it very seriously. All my passion overflowed in this sense. The scientific spirit
that has always characterized me had a great ebullition here and my ideas flowed within me without
inhibitions until I realized that sex when it seems purest is impure and those who practice it with
authenticity, even if they are called impure, are really pure beings.
Anyway, all this comes to mind because after finishing high school with more than two semesters of
subjects to pass (14 subjects), due to my father's untimely illness, I had to pass them in extraordinary exams.
And, at that time in my life, that need to pass my subjects was stronger than starting a relationship. That's how
I decided to leave high school, as they say, "against the current."
And I was only going to really encounter sexuality through the one who would be the mother
of my four children.
I had never had physical sex, although, because of my way of being, life seemed to
At any moment I would have faced that experience but then it wouldn't happen that way.
For example, when I was in high school we went to Acapulco and one of my uncles, trying
to do me a favor, took me to a brothel, made the deal with a local prostitute, but when I was with
her in privacy and I saw that she didn't take off her bra but was just opening her legs to receive me,
I wasn't inspired. I wanted to take off her bra because by instinct I wanted to see her naked. She
was really frigid in her attitude as they usually are in these places. So she rebelled, I told her not to
worry about the money but that I couldn't have sex like that. And that was the end of it.
Sometimes when I was still younger, around fourteen, my cousins who were already in
college tried to take me to brothels, but for some reason we would arrive and there was no service.
It was like three attempts by their kind hearts, but they always failed. So by chance I had kept my
virginity. Precisely because it was the thing that interested me the least, perhaps because by then
I understood that virginity is not a physical state in either man or woman, but a state of consciousness.
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LIVING IN MY FATHER'S LITTLE WORKSHOP AND MY FRIEND IN DISGRACE
I was about 25 years old when the woman who would become the mother of my children began to
have the desire to “sleep with me.” She was still working as a teacher for the “Nazarene children” at the
Quinto Sol school. As for me, as I said, I had decided to build a small “jacal” to take her to live with me. I
had not made it clear to my parents because I was first trying to make it clear to myself.
The truth is that it was because of this challenge that one day I made the firm decision to start
another temporary retreat, because I knew that the mind attracts what one desires and I had more or less
confidence in this. I thought that if I was in the workshop all day and slept there I could concentrate on
attracting money, looking to do more jobs attracting new clients and in this way earn some surplus.
I took some blankets and went to live in my father's workshop, who for health reasons could not
prevent me from doing so. I wanted to kill "two birds with one stone", that is, to continue trying to support
my parents' family in the precarious way that was always possible and at the same time, try to start my own
family. A truly impossible case.
I got up very early in the outbuilding where I lived and without lifting the metal curtain that looked
out onto the street, I did my usual exercises, then I took a natural water bath in a room so small that it was
barely possible to move and then I did my yoga postures.
This was supposed to last, as far as I remember, about three months. And so I got what I wanted and
started working hard to fulfill my needs for my clients, who were almost as poor as me.
One night I heard a knock on the door of the annexe and I opened it, my future partner was there,
ready to stay with me. I was happy and we slept together, but since the situation was not clear, I did not
want to have sex with her. She reluctantly controlled herself and agreed to stay under these conditions for
several nights. The truth is that I wanted to treat her as my wife and not just as a simple slut.
She began to show signs of exhaustion, so much so that she could no longer work at the Quinto
Sol school. That was when I offered her my house and she accepted.
Around that time I remember that a childhood friend of mine, whom I considered to be my biological
brother, showed up at the workshop. He had gotten married three or four years ago and had invited us to
his wedding. His wife was really what you would call “an easy woman”, she flirted with everyone and it was
obvious that she liked sex. But my friend-brother was in love with her and I respected that.
That day he arrived at the workshop, I noticed he was worried and he had the confidence to tell
me that before getting married he worked as a lifeguard at a pool for the poor in the Paraíso neighborhood.
Working as a lifeguard he had the opportunity to meet many young women who liked sex and he
participated in several orgies. After getting married, he felt bad in that corrupt environment, mainly because
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his wife, belonged to him, he had met her there. She liked easy sex, but he tried hard to
keep his marriage until he was drunk and killed someone. When he came to, he realized
what had happened and the first thing he thought of was going to take refuge with our
family. It was in these conditions that he arrived at my father's little house.
I didn't question him, scold him or chase him away, but I accepted and respected his entire
process. If he asked me for advice, I gave it to him. But what he simply wanted was to be able to
take shelter in the workshop.
So sometimes he would rest in this truck and I would stay with my future partner in the old
loft inside my father's workshop.
This situation lasted for about a month and one morning he told me that he had decided to
turn himself in to the authorities because he did not want to live on the run. I told him to think it over
carefully and he replied that he had already thought about it. He took his things and then disappeared
for two or three long years. When I found him again he had already left prison because his brother
was a judge and because he had turned himself in he was able to get bail.
But he would never be the same again. He had tried drugs to a greater extent and because of fights
in prison (he was very violent), he had an accident and they had to cut out a section of his small
intestine.
When I asked him why he got into drugs, he told me that when one
He is in jail and has to smoke drugs, they didn't give him any option.
I was saddened by this, but now he was living with his new love: a prostitute at the nightclub
where he worked, keeping order and taking out “drunks.” So I continued with my life and he continued
with his.
The hut was ready, with brick walls and an asbestos roof, and although the windows were
missing, I considered it to be fine enough to begin this strange adventure called a relationship.
I was convinced that it would not be possible to legally marry my partner because after going around
here and there, in different countries, she did not have all her papers in order. So I decided right off the bat that
we would live together in our newly built house.
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After a year and a half our first child was born, the following year our second, and finally, in two more
years, twins, that is, actually “cuties”: a boy and a girl.
She was never happy no matter how she pretended to be, because she really wasn't designed to try,
not that I know of, or not with me. However, many believed that she was a mystical woman with no "worldly"
problems and therefore, that nothing could harm her.
When she met friends, especially foreign ones, she would hug them and genuinely cry with joy, it was
her way of being. Once we went to the anthropology museum and I could see how she would remain
concentrated for a long time looking at the artifacts and relics that smelled of earth or old wisdom, that were
there. It was not an ecstasy but a kind of “escape”, it was a very emotional feeling, because by nature there was
no real culture in her even though she attended university in Chile without finishing it.
As the days passed she felt more unstable, nervous, dissatisfied and
finally, violent.
When we were with our friends, he would discover ways to try to stand out above me and at the first
opportunity he would speak badly of me, criticizing me at his convenience and trying to make them notice that I
was not perfect. He did all this in a “very humble” way. It was a kind of mystical blackmail, generally without me
realizing it.
find out.
So soon many of my friends knew about the situation and sometimes believed in it because of its
mysterious, contemplative nature and also because in general we Mexicans are very impressed by people who
travel to far away places in the world and she was one of these people.
She did not want to accept that she was not happy inside and that she was actually living in intense
neurosis, or rather, hidden schizophrenia. But at that time she could not detect a diagnosis of that nature because
she knew nothing about women.
Anyway, I tried to keep things going by doing a lot of yoga discipline and meditating when I could. I
wasn't a great meditator yet, actually, as far as I know, at GFU they don't teach MEDITATION to the point that
they only allowed me to do it once a week and with a session of half an hour at most.
Over time, she began to express her discomfort at the situation of being captive in one place for her
entire life, so her pregnancy did not fill her with excitement but with confusion. I put all my effort into preparing
her for a “painless birth” and that is how our four children were born, thanks to the advanced psychoprophylactic
birth measures and the help of friends and relatives.
The first time, the medical care she received was in a hospital in a good location in Mexico City, for
middle-class people and thanks to the help of a friend from GFU who worked at ISSSTE, due to which we were
given the service for free.
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The second child was born in a social service hospital and I didn't pay with money, because I
didn't have any, they only asked me for a donation of my blood.
In the last two (the twins) I remember that I wrote about time-space related topics. The doctor's care
was also "first class", that is, with ultrasound and all that. It was a social service hospital, but in a good area of
the city, so this time I was charged a minimal fee. I was short of money and Miss Luna was determined that I
should pay or they would not give me the children. My father reluctantly lent me some money. So I gathered
as much as I could and went to see the doctor who delivered my two children. I explained my situation to him
and he helped me get them out of the hospital at a cost I could afford. On this last occasion, on the adhesive
cloth bracelet my partner had the name "Salomon" was clearly visible; in reality it referred to a substance: "xx-
solution", but since it was written quickly it seemed to say "Salomon".
Things like this happened with the other children. For example, when the second child
was born, the lines on his hand clearly formed a large Star of David, then as the months went
by the lines began to change. When we told a Reverend about it, he thought for a moment and
said:
- When you find your Master, that star formed with the
lines of his hand.
When the first child was about to be born, I thought it would be a good idea for us to
walk down the street so that the child could come out of the womb more quickly. So we went
to explore the nearby streets and we came across a house that said: “Colegio de la Ferriere”.
In that place, a group of people were studying the “Psychological Purposes” of the Master of la
Ferriere and the Instructor of the group, as soon as he saw us standing outside, stopped the
instruction and went to the entrance gate asking us with a very serious attitude and sure that
what they were studying there was something very sacred and that we should not listen to
them (so why did the Master write them?) demanding that we leave.
At the time this first child was born, a horoscope appeared in his birth chart.
unusual aspect called “cazimi”, which is interpreted as “having a secret contact with the higher
solar”.
Little by little, during the course of our difficult relationship, my companion told me
things about her life. My fraternal way of being put her between a rock and a hard place and
made her tell me things that were unspeakable for a Yogi nun, a disciple of Master Marcelli.
In fact, she told me everything when she had no way of getting me out of the relationship we
had started. She was not honest from the beginning, basically because she was interested in
being with someone who was going to become a Guru, and I was such a person.
In fact, when I met her she told me that she had about fifteen days of
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had visited a famous tarot reader and she had told him that he would soon meet someone
very important, someone special who was going to be a Grand Master. This is due to the first
card of the great arcana which is called: “The Magician”, etc.
Then, when she was already my partner, one time she was desperate because we had nothing to
eat and apparently I was “doing nothing,” she went, as usual, to accuse me to Master Marcelli and he looked
at her very seriously, according to what she told me, and said to her:
- Tell HIM to have all the millions he can, to become a millionaire because I AM GOING TO PUT
THE GURU CROSS ON HIM and when that happens I don't want him to
I miss the money.
She was shocked; her spiritual suspicion had not been in vain. Now she was confirming that I was
going to become a teacher.
Also during the course of our relationship, we were filled with great joy when Maestro Marcelli called
us at my sister's house, who also lived on the same lot, and chatted with her for a while.
A few days later we received letters signed by the Master and in one of them he began to call us
DISCIPLES.
We went to Eugenia several times because my partner had entered the Yamines school and then,
halfway to Gegnian.
The teacher was happy to see us, especially because we were “the seed of a new race”, an Aquarian
family, since in such a family the parents let the hair of each of their children grow until the age of seven (and
so it was), they were vegetarians since birth (ovo-lacto-vegetarians) and also, since they arrived from the
hospital (3 days after birth), they were bathed with cold water (natural).
I was proud to see my children with their hair growing. Because in my ego I felt that I had never been
respected in the Institution and the children were a way of earning a place there.
They were baptized by the GFU masters who laid their hands on them and because of this, some of
those who had been close to Master Estrada, for example, his niece and her husband, became my “Aquarian
compadres”. I truly loved them with all my heart and they admired me for my knowledge of astrology and
deep philosophy.
Everything seemed to be going well, but the truth weighed heavily on my shoulders, something that I
could not even fully understand. All because of the desire to finally become a recognized Guru within the
Institution.
My real situation, social, emotional, sexual, family and, ultimately, initiatory, was very different from
what was assumed.
My partner was having schizophrenic crises. She felt suffocated by poverty and was carried away by
her basically negative temperament. I was always the one who gave in, supported her and encouraged her.
It was difficult for me to carry out my duties and also to carry the burden of the
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baby care. But in general she considered all this insufficient, not in an attitude of making
me get ahead, but rather as a competitor to be eliminated.
It was like trying to fill a bottomless barrel.
I never celebrate my small successes, we weren't really in love with each other.
She made bread and worked until very late at night, and since it was a very poor house, she had to
fight against the persistent mice that snuck in through various holes in the room, mainly in the place where she
made the bread.
My joys were for “my Aquarian family” that is, my friends in the pre-Initiatory schools of half Gegnian
and then, of Gegnian, they were truly fraternal or that is how I perceived it.
It was the time when the session I attended was at the Tonantzin Institute very close to the “Indios
Verdes” metro station in Mexico City. We always arrived with our little ones and my boxes of bread that I would
sell. Both of us, and mainly her, dressed in white, like a copy of “Jerarcas” or Aquarian hippies. But we were not
the only ones, rather it was a kind of general fashion within the GFU Solar Line.
The money didn't last more than two days, so I managed to work with my father, but she became more
negative. Then I also made some horoscopes (birth charts) and charged a price affordable to the brothers, which
was not good business, because most people despise this sacred science, perhaps because it has been so
discredited by charlatans or ignorant scholars.
NETZAHUALCOYOTL INSTITUTE
Over time I learned that just a few blocks from my house there was an institute called Netzahualcóyotl,
of which I soon became director. Of course, at the GFU no employee receives a salary, at least not officially;
which seems very spiritual but in reality it becomes a breeding ground for corruption, because the economic
needs of those involved must be resolved in some way. Things were not going well here basically due to the lack
of culture of the people who attended. Because frankly, who would be thinking of doing yoga in this poor
municipality, when what they need most is to have something to eat every day.
Such was the instability of this institute that I once asked the GFU Council to come and carry out a
direct assessment. After their visit the Council declared that the institute was not functioning properly.
In the following days I collected everything that I considered to be from the institute (they were symbolic
things, without material value) and not from the house of this sister whom I appreciated and in reality, we never
fought. And then I took that to my house. My idealistic (and foolish) spirit made me think that the ten brothers
who formed the administrative group of
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this institute, we were going to found together a new place to reopen the activities of the
institute in Netzahualcóyotl, but the poor people in Netzahualcóyotl and the lack of
“character” of this apathetic group prevented the institute from reopening.
The group I trusted to be members of the Netzahualcoyotl Institute were just ordinary people.
As there are many in the institution, even though they wear crosses that are supposed to make them
“Initiated,” in reality they are just ordinary people. It is a lesson I would learn only years later.
My partner began to make confessions to me that were on the verge of breaking our relationship,
but what stopped me was that “my Master Marcelli could not be wrong and for him this woman was
spiritual.” Among the most difficult to assimilate was when she told me that in Chile she met a
revolutionary hippie who would be the father of the daughter she had before we met and that he smoked
marijuana.
Some of her friends also did it and they encouraged her at the University to try it. Thus, in the
midst of her “innocence” and lack of sexual culture, she became involved with some of these
revolutionary students who dreamed of overthrowing the Chilean dictatorship. Then she got involved in
placing some bombs in public trash cans and other places, doing it as a form of rebellion against the
dictatorial government.
With these conversations I began to glimpse my real situation of which not even my
Maestro Marcelli and no one else could get me out, but myself and my conscience.
It was because of her rejection of so much social injustice that she went to Nicaragua, which
was the revolutionary promise for a vanguard socialist government in America. But such revolutionary
groups had connections with parties where there was drugs and sex.
At that time, her partner, the father of her daughter, was so involved in the drug thing that he no
longer cared much about what happened to her. So her daughter lived as an orphan of both her father
and mother, and when he decided to come to Mexico to try his luck, he brought the girl without her
mother's consent, for who knows what reasons.
But she could not give up the child and came to Mexico looking for her. Here she became interested in
mystical groups based in New York and India. At that time, her desire to have the child changed to that of going
to New York and then to India. She went to Spain and returned again to Mexico trying to recover her daughter
and at the same time, to meet Master Marcelli.
When she was already with me, the daughter ended up in Chile with her grandparents and they
never let her go.
These were difficult crises for me, which became more and more serious with the information
that became available, since I wanted to know everything.
He told me that in Spain he left the habit when he felt remorse because he had
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had sex with some tourist guide in the city of Compostela.
When he arrived in Mexico he had sex with the still teenage son of one of our
Friends of GFU
I didn't know how to deal with all this information she was giving me, so all I did was forgive her and
hope she would change. Over time I would come to realize that no one ever magically changes when it comes
to cases like this.
He didn't really want to admit that she was secretly still using drugs to a greater or lesser extent, but
what he was also unable to accept yet was that she usually had other lovers.
I never needed to know directly and I didn't want to accept it but several of my friends looked at me
sideways and in a strange way. Several of them knew what was going on with this woman and sometimes they
commented on her and smiled in that mocking way that everyone
we know.
One of my aunts told my maternal family, warning them never to tell me that they had seen my partner
entering a hotel with another man. After a family discussion, they told me.
I continued to defend her, not judging her by her external actions but thinking that what counted was
her essence and my partner as an ideal, I gave her first place, because I wanted to see this whole mess through
to the end. And in my heart without words, I knew that if I took away from her or exhausted this opportunity that
I was giving her, it would be forever and I was not willing to let that happen just like that, I would fight until the
end.
I was not really in love with my wife, I did not know what this love based primarily on sexual dependence
was. But I wanted to convince myself that I really loved the mother of my children. Besides, as I said, I could
not accept that Maestro Marcelli had made a mistake.
There was never any real communication between her and me, I always sensed her competitive spirit.
When I had to record the interpretation of a horoscopic birth chart on a cassette, she suffered when
she listened to me and could not understand how I could see into the soul of people when interpreting their birth
chart.
Sometimes I heard her sing while playing her guitar, these were moments of hope. Other times she
brought one of her best friends with mystical tendencies or one of the nuns dressed in orange, belonging to the
community she had left. The monks who came to visit us spoke in English and defended their ideas and this
made me respect her, my companion.
But these moments were very fragile and true joy could not flow from her wounded heart.
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Sometimes I would be on the verge of very difficult tests when after arguing with me, for
no apparent reason he would sit in a corner with a knife in his hand and start sobbing while
stammering some words like:
- How many people have I had? How many have I slept with? And I cried while
With the knife he threatened to take his life.
I remained calm but very alert while she spent two, three, four hours like that, and I knew
that she would not have the courage to attempt to take her life, nor would she have the courage
to be happy and face herself as she was.
This inevitably reminded me of those long years of my puberty and adolescence when my
father would come home drunk and want to take my mother to his bedroom to sleep with him. At
that time, the arguments between my parents became so strong that we went to the police. The
screams could be heard in neighboring houses and everyone in the immediate environment knew
about the situation.
All because my father was quite jealous and my mother was so immature that she never
had the courage to separate from him. At that time I didn't understand if it was because she was
afraid of running out of money or because she wanted it. But what did happen is that more than
once, some of my brothers and I would leave our house late at night, after one of these "hellish"
arguments between dad and mom, either to go to the police station or simply to stay at an uncle's
house so that my father would calm down when he saw this reaction.
MY INITIATION AS AN ASTROLOGER
Those were the times when I got to know the fraternity, mainly through groups of friends.
I remember that whenever I could, I would visit the bookstore at Casa Sede Nacional,
located on Avenida Insurgentes near the Insurgentes metro station. There I met an astrology
student with an intense temperament. His parents let him grow up adrift and almost without
wanting to, he had become an astrologer. Despite his defects, which he had in abundance, he
was a very lonely soul and resentful of life. I realized that he perceived astrology in a fairly direct
way to apply it to life. It was he who challenged me one day and told me that if I really wanted to
make my own horoscopic birth chart,
I would go to his house for two weeks and forget about everything else in order to concentrate
intensely on this in order to achieve it.
At that time, the mother of my children had not yet arrived in my life, but it was difficult for
me to give up my daily obligations overnight. I decided to do so and just like that, I entered into a
kind of retreat for fifteen days.
Very early in the morning he went to his house to study astrology. He was happy because
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had a friend and it was difficult for me to get along with him because of his character.
We ate whatever was in his house and I tried to cooperate. That's how I was able to draw up my
own horoscopic birth chart and then he taught me how to interpret it. It was my initiation as an astrologer.
This is something that cannot be forgotten.
Once in the Ferriere bookstore this astrologer saw my birth chart and our
friend who worked at the bookstore asked him:
- Be careful, because he is coming to implement a great doctrine and you may not be convinced!
- He replied.
Shortly afterwards, an Astrology Symposium was organised at the Teachers' College next to the metro
station. The speakers were renowned astrologers.
Since I didn't have any money I just showed up to see what was going on. When
Some colleagues saw me, they recognized me and asked if I was going to enter:
After a while my director from Yamines appeared and sent me to one of the classrooms to keep order.
When everyone was relaxing, I had the opportunity to attend several very interesting conferences.
It was about two years later that I had to go to Cuautla or Coatepec, and I took the opportunity to
contact the local bakers. I learned a lot about it, since I had my hopes set on this.
It was in those days that the fact that Maestro Marcelli became more evident
He disagreed with Maestro Díaz Porta.
Maestro Estrada had passed away and the Institution was playing its fate under the
decisions of these teachers, the most important of our Institution.
Both of them tried hard but were unable to give in. Their natures were totally different. I did not
question my teacher, but I was aware of the possibility of an institutional collapse. Teacher Marcelli was
more or less confident and told me not to worry.
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However, on one of the occasions when we visited him, while talking to him, Maestro Marcelli confessed
to us that sometimes he had to take some tranquilizer pills to resist the tension that he felt knowing what Maestro
Díaz Porta was doing. When we asked him what Maestro Díaz Porta was doing wrong, Maestro Marcelli told us
not to worry because he would take care of the undesirable matter.
I don't know why, in my subconscious, I began to feel that Maestro Marcelli was not
following in the footsteps of Maestro Estrada. He didn't have to do it literally, but there was
something fundamental that didn't fit in the personality of my Maestro Marcelli.
However, I never dared to judge him maliciously, in a negative way, nor am I interested
in judging anyone in a “personal” way.
But the matter did not end there. I also realized that even among the founders of the Order of Aquarius:
ESTRADA and de la FERRIERE, at a certain point a friendly tension began to arise between the two MASTERS.
And to my misfortune, the most even-tempered seemed to me to be the Master of de la Ferriere. And I say to
my misfortune, because in the GFU Solar Estrada is idolized even above the Master of de la Ferriere, even
though, as an “institutional decoration”, Doctor de la Ferriere is recognized as the Christ of the New Age.
So it was not strange that there was a frequent dispute between the teacher Marcelli
and his co-leader Díaz Porta, with the natural danger that one of the two could lose control as
general director of the GFU Linea Solar Institution.
At the time when Master Marcelli managed to form a Guru and put the cross that
corresponds to this degree on him, there was something that also had an unexpected effect on
me regarding this rule of The Sacred Initiatic Tradition due to which every Guru must enter into
celibacy for something like forty months.
This was not my way of being, but I also felt that sexuality goes hand in hand with
evolution and that if one day the great masters of humanity imposed celibacy on their disciples
it was because they must have detected that there was no maturity in the consciences of the
disciples and of humanity in general and like someone who prohibits a child from behaving in a
certain way to save him from some dangers; thus, those wise masters prohibited their disciples
from physical sex, so that they would acquire self-control and develop their own will before
dealing with this transcendent experience called sexuality.
But applying this rule to modern humanity did not sound like a 21st century humanity to
me, but rather a bit like an oriental tradition or something similar, which even the orientals in the
city do not take seriously.
This “feeling” (because it was nothing but that), was reaffirmed a little more each time by
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Example When I saw the new Guru at the world headquarters and his wife, who now happened
to be his immaculate disciple, I could not help but notice that she was still young and had nice
forms, and they both made a good couple who loved each other. This made me uneasy and
serious because I discovered immediately that it was going to be difficult for them not to have sex.
But not only this, but also what is the point of sexual abstinence when we are truly in
love? Does it make our sexuality grow or decrease in this type of situation, that is, when two
people who truly love each other are together?
This celibacy thing is easier when you don't love someone or when you want to be
irresponsible, but it seems quite strange when you love.
It seems that under conditions of true love, the very laws of Nature drive one into the
arms of another without being able to call this a sin. Moreover, at the moment when someone is
appointed Guru, there is usually no one to support, watch over and above all INSPIRE the new
Guru. Because, naturally, there are many doubts in people and they take time to really recognize
his status.
This “feeling” was going to have a fundamental influence on my decisions along my path.
Things were getting difficult economically and morally, that made me tense, I didn't know
how to get ahead, because I was not designed to be chained to the "man-machine" system, as
Gurdjieff says.
Happy, I went directly to Coatepec Veracruz, looked for "the residents" and they were
surprised that I had a document where the same teacher with his own handwriting gave me
authorization to stay with my family to live in the Ashram.
While they were trying to get over their confusion, one of the brothers kindly showed me
two or three small country houses where I could possibly stay. But then the residents (caretakers)
of the place called me privately and explained to me that in reality if I did not have a job or
financial means it was not possible for me to stay there, since everyone survived financially as
best they could.
I returned sadly to my life and realized that in reality in the Ashram I had not been able
to receive a budget from the Institution or from the fees that we ourselves were giving as a
monthly contribution. The teachers were adequately attended to so that they could travel but
there was no place for them and their disciples within the Institution. So the law of the jungle
continued to prevail throughout the place and I could do nothing about it to change this.
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As is natural under these conditions, there were misgivings among the different
disciples to gain the preference and attention of the teachers and it was in this sense that
the Institution functioned under the empire of the "underground economy" so that it was
possible to survive under the guidance of the current teachers who had decided to follow
the guidelines of teacher Estrada, or what they learned from teacher Estrada, that is, that
the Institution did not have a structure with a main axis in economic and business productivity.
But on the other hand, Estrada never prohibited the institution he founded from
being alien to scientific and real economic development. Of course, Estrada's actions made
people feel that money was very dangerous, but that did not mean that it had to be discarded
from humanity.
The Institution is primarily a laboratory of consciousness. But I did not quite understand how, by being
conscious, we can remain innocent of the economic needs of modern life.
So the cost of keeping the Institution free from corruption in money, forced the
development of the much frowned upon “underground economy” so that in this way, many
could do their business “under the water” and “keep their heads up” before the teachers. It
was something that was in turmoil and I didn’t fit in here.
What I understood was that Master Estrada had vision and hopes of forming
businesses attached to and internal to the GFU. The idea was brilliant, but it was only an
ideal. Master Estrada himself had not given up on dressing in his Nazarene robes (dressing
in white and letting his hair grow when he reaches the fourth degree of royal initiation or
Guru), to live simply as a civilian, even though his Master had ordered him to do so. And
now, everyone in general tried to imitate Master Estrada and no one in the world was “like
a human among humans” to understand what it means to have to get up the next day and
go to work without being able to take refuge in a cloak and a cross that allows us to acquire
the respect of the Institution, so that it decides to look after our primary needs: Food,
housing and group love.
Master Marcelli, knowing that Master Estrada had left written orders so that they
(Master Marcelli and Diaz Porta) could gradually acquire the following degrees of Royal
Initiation, was what seemed to give Master Marcelli the strength to feel at the level of and
at the same time independent of Master Diaz Porta. It was in this way that Master Marcelli
decided, together with the Collegiate Body (to obey Master Estrada that a Guru does not
act dictatorially when making decisions, but that the Collegiate Body is the only authority),
to put on the Wooden Cross (Sat-Chellah, 5th degree of Royal Initiation).
And this was an adventure in which it was difficult for me to accompany my Master,
since two children had already been born. But we went with our family to the Ashram to be
with him. When we arrived, there was not a single place available to at least sleep that night.
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before the big event tomorrow. Because everyone, naturally, looked out for themselves
and didn't care if some of us had small children with us or were in some other special
situation, after all we are all brothers.
It was not a case of women and children first, but rather every man for himself.
Some other people who were also unlucky joined us and we had to go to a hotel in the town of
Coatepec, near the Ashram to spend the night.
The suitcases were really uncomfortable and I was also carrying one of the children in my arms,
it was a pretty difficult situation.
The next day, only the great love for my teacher moved me to do so.
impossible to return to the Ashram instead of staying with the children at the hotel.
Maestro Marcelli put on the wooden cross, an act that seemed courageous to me, but at the
same time, I realized that the antagonism with Maestro Díaz Porta was growing, something that the
ascension of more or less degrees did not help to resolve.
There were days when Master Marcelli performed the ceremony in one place of the Ashram and
Master Díaz Porta, who was of higher rank, did it in another, at the same time but each one with his
respective followers and disciples. This was not going to end well.
On one of my visits to my teacher, I told him that this could divide the GFU.
Solar Line. But the master knew what he was doing.
I stopped worrying too much about it and as best I could, I forgot about it.
It was in mid-88 (or rather in August 1987), that maestro Díaz Porta as one of the leaders of the
“Mexicanness” movement called “MAÍZ”
(Mancomunidad Americana India Solar, was a leader in Mexico and known in other countries), sent a
circular to the Aquarian community of the GFU where he let them know that next August the prophecy of
the return of Quetzalcoatl would be fulfilled, he would return and we would see him fly through the air.
Then he called us to meet at the pyramids of Teotihuacán or at the Tule tree in Oaxaca, where he would
be present.
It was about the Harmonious Alignment prophesied long ago by different Traditions, mainly in
Mexico. This event marked a change for humanity towards the encounter with universal peace.
This caught my attention even though I was not supposed to be a disciple of the master Díaz
Porta. When the date arrived we headed to that sacred place. It was a matter of sleeping at the foot of the
pyramids and the next day climbing up before dawn and receiving the first rays of the sun, being at the
top of the pyramid.
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I arrived with my partner, the children, my mother and someone else I don't remember.
It was already getting dark when we settled down near the Pyramid of the Sun and that same
evening a foreigner from the United States approached us. He was young, dressed in white and not wearing
shoes or sandals. He said to us:
- I am a brother in Jesus Christ and I want to see if it is possible for you to give me something to eat.
I was impressed by his demeanor, although I still felt he was human. Then my companion began to translate
what he was saying and we began to talk. He spoke a little Spanish and explained to us that he had been fasting
for 64 days, ready to die or find the truth. That now it happened that sometimes he would physically appear in a
place or disappear. That he was here because, as the Bible says: “Kings would like to see what was happening
and they cannot” and that we were all privileged in some way. People sought him out because he could see the
aura, according to what was said.
It turned out that we could not stay there because there were interests in charging the entrance fee,
so all the people who were at the pyramids had to go out to the main entrance door and when it began to get
dark we were able to go through, walking along the causeway of the dead. It was very interesting to see so
many people at that time and on that day walking along that causeway. And I remembered that in his circular,
Maestro Díaz Porta said that the Lazarus would rise and live again. It seemed that walking along this great
avenue within Teotihuacán would allow one to repeat the passage from the Gospels, where Lazarus came
back to life.
We arrived at the foot of the Pyramid of the Sun and everyone was secretly fighting for places. So
with a little haste and good luck, I managed to get my family to settle at the foot of the Pyramid of the Sun, in
a place where the floor was cobbled and not dirt. We spent the night there, as it was very difficult to sleep
with such few blankets.
The next day, before dawn, my mother stayed to take care of the children and my partner and I,
along with the brothers we knew, ascended to the
pyramid. Above, my attention was drawn to a young man dressed in white who had long blond hair, like
Christ. He was accompanied by a pleasant and somewhat innocent-looking young woman who looked like
her partner. We were anxious and a little nervous and then, dawn began to break.
The Sun, as it peeked over the horizon, sparkled in multiple colors Physically! And
It lasted like this for more than a minute. It was something unforgettable and unique!
I started talking to people I knew and told them to experience this because it was unrepeatable.
They, with a bit of mistrust, accepted my words as best they could.
It was about 10 in the morning when we came down from the pyramid and we noticed that a not-so-
young woman was talking to people and explaining to them in English that this phenomenon refers to a direct
contact with the center of the galaxy. I was struck by the fact that she said she was an astrologer. She
noticed our interest and invited us to go to the citadel of Quetzalcoatl and there she performed a ceremony.
There was also the white man who I said looked like Christ, with his partner.
Our oldest child (three years old) could already walk and had a red ribbon on his head.
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head and the way his hair was growing drew a lot of attention and they called him: “The
warrior of the New Age.”
Then the astrologer confessed to us that she was also a writer. She was happy because
During these days he had vivid visions connected with the pyramids and the whole place itself.
When the meeting ended, we thanked him especially for everything he shared with us and he asked
for our address.
Shortly afterwards he sent us one of his latest books free of charge, referring to “Kiron”, a planetoid
located between Uranus and Saturn. Perhaps he sent us this book in particular because he found out that I
was also an astrologer.
Her name is Barbara Hand Clow. It didn't take long for her to send us some letters and tell us that
she was willing to help us get ahead, because she also went through a lot of poverty in the past.
By then I was already a member of the Freemasons, when he sent us some money hidden in one
of his books. It wasn't much, in fact it barely covered my expenses for about fifteen days, but the act was
moving.
Then I was the one who sent him some personal writings that my partner translated.
into English, she read them but I had no luck and little by little we stopped writing to each other.
During these years I also had the opportunity to assist with the group called “the seventh ray” who
followed Saint Germain and whom people call “the metaphysicians,” because they mainly study the formidable
teachings of the enigmatic Saint Germain.
They organized their school by “levels.” At the first level, they studied a book called “Metaphysics,” written by
Conny Mendez. At higher levels, they studied “The Golden Book of Saint Germain,” etc.
I realized that they were not really interested in getting close to the Solar GFU and they gave relatively
little importance to yoga, vegetarianism or things like that. The fundamental thing for them were their fantastic
“invisible teachers”; above all the so-called “Ascended Ones”. They could not trust a flesh-and-blood teacher
but rather the “invisible Masters of Wisdom”.
I participated in one of his meditation works and intuitively received some messages that caught my
attention. Once I wanted to talk to someone I considered intelligent in that place, it was an advanced student
and I asked her if she knew Master Estrada. She showed that she did not want to. This discouraged me a
little but I began to study all the books related to Saint-Germain and also others that were considered
important there such as: Origins of the Adamic Civilization, Jhasua the man of light, Moses the seer of Sinai,
etc. I was so excited that I put together a thick volume of synthesis (of the two or three volumes of: Origins of
the Adamic Civilization), all written
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manually, by machine. Later, a friend would stay with him, he was my partner, an astrologer
with whom I tried to work later.
At the end of his well-known book on Metaphysics, Conny Mendez wrote: “4 in 1”, a prayer diary for the
whole week. Every day the rulers of ONE RAY were asked.
In this way, a decree was extended to the Ascended Ray, the Archangel, the Helohim, etc. This, at the moment,
I could not practice, but over time it would be the basis of my “Contact with God.”
1985 was a difficult year for the inhabitants of Mexico City, as an earthquake occurred causing
thousands of deaths, but the victims were also greatly helped by international charities.
The earthquake began precisely when we were saying PAX at the airport institute, at the end of the
Ceremony (a very ancient scientific-religious ritual taught by the Master of La Ferriere), which was practiced
daily. And that day, as always before beginning our yoga session, it happened that it began to shake. But due to
my powerful devotion and contact with “the Higher”, I was not afraid because I was relaxed and very confident,
which made the others remain calm, because they did not dare to contradict my conviction. So we moved on to
the yoga practice. But the surprise came when hours later, watching the news, I learned of the scope of the
tragedy.
It was something very beautiful and moving to see the reaction of various peoples of the world to help
the needy people of Mexico City who had been left without
home.
As for me who had not been affected by a physical mishap, however, the
life was going to give me a little for my first child.
When my first child was born, I didn't have money to buy clothes, bottles, and such things. But one of
my relatives was a medical intern and, eager to serve, she volunteered to help these people in need. She told
us painfully how many people took advantage of the situation and immorally stole everything they could, of what
was sent to the town. And when I say: "Everything they could," it was because they were trucks full of various
junk or food.
Many things did not even reach the people, they were simply taken to their
houses, who had intended to be occasional helpers to serve the people.
My family saw my need and was able to give me the basics to support our family.
son for a while. It wasn't a big robbery but the basics for a newborn child.
After a few months the government began to rebuild the city and gave many facilities so that people
who had previously lived paying rent could now have their own house or accessory, in order to establish a small
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accessories but others do not, so it was something new that greatly eased the pain of
people who had lost their loved ones.
In those days, a yoga friend visited us and was interested in investing her little money
in order to establish a business with us (it was something like “pooling our mutual miseries”).
Later I would find out that this “friend” was never willing to work, she simply took me as
her “employee-partner” so that she could control me or rather, “exploit” me. But this was not
discussed like this, she really felt very “savior” seeing me in total misery. So she offered me to
become a partner. My companion thanked her with great emotion for her incredible philanthropic
gesture. As for me, I had no choice but to trust in God through this sister.
The partner took me to another person also interested in doing business (another poor
person) who was included in the project.
Inspired by this opportunity, the possibility of renting one of these accessories for
victims in the first square of Mexico City was added. Of course, these places were only for the
owners and could not be rented, but I was not far from being a victim as well.
The rent was very modest and the contract was short-term, but I wanted to open a
small business to try to get ahead. I had become a good baker with “whole” ingredients and we
also decided to sell vegetarian burgers, all very idealistic and hoping that the people of the
planet or at least the country would change their way of eating through our business.
I cut down as much as possible on the cost of the furniture we should have bought,
welding myself the metal stools and tables where customers could be served. I built a bread
oven as well as a small stove. It was all very humble in a small accessory, but I had hopes.
The first week I filled the glass bottle with flavored water to the brim, because the first
day we opened we gave away everything for free, handing out about 200 hamburgers and two
glass bottles of water to people who passed by. However, the first week everything had a cost
and the water remained unsold. People passed by as if we didn't exist. I was learning the hard
way to be realistic, to face the truth and not how I assumed the world should be.
As the days went by, I realized that people were suffering, chained to merciless work and miserable
wages. This whole area was made up of seamstresses who made shirts, suits and other clothes. They were
“fine” clothes, the kind that are later sold at a high price in prestigious stores. But for that to be possible in areas
like this, the workers were over-exploited. Because they barely had enough for their daily transportation and
maybe to go to the movies on Saturday. And although some were forced to dress well, they were actually quite
poor. Others, especially the women, were obviously from a very humble social class and represented it that way,
that is, they had indigenous features and wore bibs as a uniform.
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So they couldn't afford the kind of food we were offering, even though it was practically free. But they
were thinking about survival, not the nonsense of becoming "vegetarians."
At one time, after midday, there were between 500 and 1000 people moving around the area, but they
passed by my little shop as if half asleep without noticing my existence and went in droves to the nearest store
or to some street stall that was occasionally set up in the middle of the street. There they bought anything to
eat badly and after half an hour of this hustle and bustle, they returned to their respective "galeras" and in less
than 5 minutes it seemed as if all those people had never existed. I was observing them for about seven months.
Right in front of my business there was a union for the workers and in the plant
Also working at the top, completely ignored by the world, were seamstresses.
On the ground floor of this same building, there was a gymnasium and the owner of this place,
although he was not rich, liked me and became my friend. He bought me cakes daily but still did not cover my
expenses and so my time in this place was numbered. In addition, he had made a bad deal with my partners.
About the sixth month, my supposed partner, my partner's friend, showed up and packed up
everything I consider to be his property and left. I was practically working alone, as my own maternal family
was still trying to rely on me and did not know how to understand what I was needing. For her part, my partner
was taking care of the newborn child, in addition to being busy with all his mood swings, depressions, illnesses,
etc. Sometimes his hopes would spark for a moment and then they would go away.
She realized that this wasn't working and was getting desperate. But as far as I was concerned, I had
to stay until the end. I didn't know exactly how this was going to end and every day I would come with a little
raw material, make whole wheat bread and sell it. I had a few customers who became fond of my products.
I remember one day when my partner came in after several months of absence, she wanted to see
how her “part of the business” was going. Of course, she didn’t come here ready to work, but to check that her
business was working. And a bit of my temperament, a bit of the unstable relationship with my partner, and a
bit of the desire to soften her attitude, prompted me at one point, while I was supposed to be giving her an
account of the business, to give her a “very good friends” kiss. She enjoyed it and then became serious,
remembering her friend, my partner, again keeping her distance. I was pleased that her sense of friendship
was stronger than her instinct, so I realized that I was not going to miss that kiss.
As for the business, one day what had begun with so much enthusiasm ended.
I never failed to pay rent to the person who placed his trust in me and provided me with his support. I paid him
everything and that cost me a lot!
I gathered my things and put them in a place that a friend of my mother provided us with.
who lived nearby, since he did not even have the money to transport himself to Netzahualcóyotl.
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So, I started looking for something else.
Since my partner was still owed money at the time, I had a serious talk with my partner.
For the first time, I decided to annoy my “in-laws” who lived in Chile and were her parents.
I explained the situation to them in a letter and told them that I wanted to start a business
so I needed some money. His father, naturally distrustful of me for not knowing me, sent us a very
small amount of money, but it helped me pay off some ridiculous debts, like the one I had with my
fleeting partner.
The day I went to pay her at her house in Netzahualcóyotl, I saw that she was quite poor.
Her mother was having a neurotic attack when I knocked on her door and when my partner opened
it, she introduced me to her, but as soon as the lady found out that I was her profiteering partner,
she began to express all her anger not only against me, but against all of us who practiced yoga
and those strange things because we were abusive, useless, etc.
My partner was worried about the situation, I gave her the money (an absurd fortune
amounting to 250 pesos) and she quickly got me out of the place.
I returned home and was worried, but happy to have made it this far.
the end of this short experience in the business world.
I really didn't feel good about my partner anymore, at least not as blindly as I had at the beginning of
the relationship. No matter how hard I tried and even though I was always faithful to her, she didn't care and
her sadness was wearing me down. It was just a matter of time before I reached the limits of my strength.
Love always makes me faithful and I was faithful to her, although I had plenty of reasons until almost
at the end of the relationship I decided that I would no longer be like that. It was a conscious decision.
Naturally, I kept in mind the teachings of my teachers (Estrada and de la Ferriere). This
does not mean that I did not have passion, in fact it is part of me. And by the way, speaking of
passion, I want to briefly talk about when, already with small children, I was still working with my
father and I went to buy some material at the steel sheet warehouse.
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stainless steel and a young girl of about 17 years old caught my attention. On the one
hand because her body was a little more developed than that of a girl of her age and
On the other hand, due to their original way of dressing (in the Aquarian style, that is, eccentric, striking).
It was like love at first sight.
- Do you know your astrological sign? It's such a beautiful thing, all that astrology! You know, a
lot of this stuff is true!
This made me look at her more closely and then, while I was writing the note of my purchase (with
many spelling mistakes, by the way), I continued to look at her like a fool and she with true innocence due to her
young age. She smiled, open like a little girl willing to learn about life and, above all, to anyone who had
experience to teach her.
I fell in love with her, but immediately I thought about the fact that she had a family and children,
and with great effort for over a week, I fought against mixed feelings until I regained my senses and was
able to get her out of my head. I made no attempt to look for her.
MASONIC INITIATION
I had already heard of Freemasonry and knew that it combined the issue of Initiation, work with
society and the establishment of businesses called “Guilds”. At least that was the case with Traditional
Freemasonry. So when I found out that there were “ white lodges” of a Freemasonry founded on the
teachings of Master de la Ferriere and Master Estrada, I was excited.
Members were required to be ovo-lacto-vegetarian, to practice yoga, etc. In reality, not everyone
met the requirements, but there were people here who were not unknown to me. These were lodges
that for the first time also accepted women (since Traditional Freemasonry only accepts men).
I wasted no time, I went to the place and wanted to be initiated. It was very interesting because
during this initiation, although I did not have telepathic gifts, I nevertheless heard a voice that told me:
- Saint Germain
And then:
- America!
The lodge in which he would be accepted was called: Amerricua , which means “The Country of the
Winds.”
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I successfully passed the initiation although the master mason I got was one
of the strongest in this nascent Masonic movement for the GFU Solar.
Perhaps much of it was due to the strange, sadistic, playful personality of my initiator. As for me,
during my initiation to the Apprentice grade, seeing that I was not moved by his games of humiliation, he
took the sword and heated it for a while with the flame of a candle and then threatened to burn my hand, but
I thought:
“I have never seen people here with a burnt hand, so it must be something else.”
of his pranks.”
And as I was not moved, he finally bowed before his brother Masons and declared that he was now
an initiate with the degree of “apprentice.”
A young man of about 16 who had been my friend at the time when I passed into half Gegnian and
he entered Yamines was someone who liked me so much that he liked to talk to me seeing me as his
teacher and whom I now met again here, inside the Lodge.
His teacher was now the tall one (the initiator who was almost 1.90 m tall) who
I had started as an apprentice, and I discovered that he had a somewhat strange temperament.
I remembered that this young and unstable disciple had moved away from my life after the day he
asked me, in relation to his horoscopic birth chart, if he would become a teacher and I told him no because
in this life he had to cover his opportunities (sextiles) and that perhaps when he was mature, he could live
something from these harvest aspects (trine). After that day he moved away from my life.
However, seeing him here did not make me feel repulsed, but rather a genuine pleasure at meeting
him again. Although that fresh teenager with a humble and authentic attitude was fading away. My friend was
beginning to develop a strange pride. He was about to become a master mason.
But he appreciated me and when I told him that the initiator, with all his way of being, was a “master”
he was happy.
A few days later, this young man, the initiator and I were talking at a subway station and the initiator
asked me what I was looking for in Freemasonry. I explained to him that there had to be a congruence
between initiation and business. He asked me what I knew how to do, and I told him I knew a number of
things, but also whole wheat bread.
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Since my friend had a bread oven, the initiator took a 50 peso bill out of his pocket and
handed it to me so we could start making bread. Then he turned around and left. It seemed like “a
lot of money” to me because of the act of selflessness with which the master mason gave it to us.
My friend and I looked at each other for a few moments without knowing what to say, then
we became optimistic and started making plans to start working immediately the next day.
My friend and I began to talk again, as in the old days. I told him that the initiator was a
great person, but I confessed to him that I saw violence in his way of being. My confidant trusted
me and told me things about his teacher. His sign was Aries and that made him a little aggressive,
but that it was not so bad because he had courage, for example, he had been taken by master
masons from the “white lodges” of the GFU, from a tortilla factory where he was working. One day
they came and told him:
My friend then revealed to me that before that he had been a judge and that in his life he
had fallen to the very bottom, to the point that at one point he had raped women, whom he assaulted
in the middle of the night, together with his fellow judges.
This hit me hard, but my idea of literal forgiveness was deeply rooted in me, especially with
a lot of hope and also conveniently, because due to my economic and spiritual situation, I needed
an urgent change in my life.
So I decided to forgive him, to acknowledge that he was changing and that he had a lot to teach me.
I started working with this friend and at least I had bread to take home, and I was also
excited when the day of the “Tenida” (take and give) arrived. These were the weekly sessions that
I attended at the Lodge.
The initiator saw that I was not easily intimidated unlike all those in
In general they followed him in a more or less fanatical way. I began to notice that this brother was
very well known and that some of the GFU feared him (including some Hierarchs) trying to get on
his side, hiding misgivings and bad comments behind a supposed happy and universal friendship.
Although there were some Reverends who rejected it out loud, because they knew it
who was homosexual.
His image was very controversial, but when you were around him you found a person who
generally showed himself with a happy euphoria, he liked to be fraternal, open and with a strong
and encouraging way of speaking. He used to, when the moment was propitious, laugh out loud.
You felt good with him, he gave you security when you don't know what to do with your
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life. But he didn't force me easily. So he tried hard to give me a little more of himself.
Attending the meetings I began to find out what their “sadistic games” consisted of, which
for the initiator was a challenge to courage, to cleanse his disciples of all shame and fear of
sexuality. I was lucky enough to be led by my young ex-disciple who, putting aside the rigidity
required by the Masonic degree, relaxed with me and told me EVERYTHING that his new master
really did and thought.
That's how I found out that he was what is commonly called "a bastard." He took his disciples who were
eager to awaken their conscience and achieve high flight in Freemasonry and, in a park on the outskirts of the city
called "La Marquesa" he made them all strip naked and see themselves as they were, so that they wouldn't be
afraid of genital erections or things like that.
Some of my companions whom I had met in Yamines or in yoga, when I found them in
the Lodge had already become corrupted in a rather ridiculous way and with perversions that
were not worth as much as they seemed. And it is that within these processes of sensual
initiation, which although they did not fall into sexuality officially, in the end they were nothing
more than disguised orgies. It would be a matter of time before the degeneration was open in
the students of the “not so white lodges”. However, a balance had to be found and it had to be
soon.
When I found out about these situations, the first thing I did was to act with caution and
remain silent. As long as he didn't mess with me, everything was fine.
My young friend never ceased to surprise me with information. For example, he told me
that the initiator was the one who gave the recognition of apprenticeship to Master Marcelli.
According to his information, it was Master Estrada himself who told Master Marcelli to support
Freemasonry and that is why Master Marcelli agreed to enter the GFU Freemasonry. I do not
know to what extent this is true. But also the initiator naturally laughed when bragging about the
initiation of Master Marcelli, the initiator ordered him to kneel and the Master did so, when it is
assumed that a Mason only kneels before God, according to the Masonic regulations.
This reminded me that at my own initiation, for some reason I did not want to
kneel, especially because of the aggressive way in which I was ordered to do so.
Another interesting thing he told me was the initiator's way of thinking about sexuality.
He said that when a Mason meets the wife of another Mason and he likes her, then he says to
the husband:
Again my young spy told me that the initiator had spoken of me,
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commenting to them with his usual lively tone of voice and in cases like this, also
severe:
I realized that the initiator reflected much of what he really was in me. I found this interesting,
especially because he was having a hard time subduing me and I was not afraid of him. He detected in
me a special inner spiritual energy that hurt him, but at the same time a passion for initiation with which
he did identify.
Thinking about it, I realized that the desire for transcendence and the desire for suicide are very
similar, but totally different. So, in the end, it was not me who was in that suicidal situation, but him. In
reality, I sensed a need to be reborn.
So what he was getting was not correct, but it gave me the opportunity to think, and learn many
things that I had not done before at the GFU.
He had been ill and my lack of experience prevented me from realizing the progress of his
illness, then his mother remembered a couple of friends from the GFU who were currently living at the
world headquarters as “residents”. He was a practitioner of homeopathy and under the guidance of a
real homeopath, they gave very cheap consultations near the Zaragoza metro station. Given the urgency
of the case, we rushed to visit him, but I was not able to find him.
It was a shame that I had no money to pay. The brother must have found out about my lack of resources
while he was checking on our son. To my surprise, he turned to me in a brotherly way and said:
- Don't worry bro, now it's my turn to serve you! I don't understand why in the GFU we like to
serve but we resist being served.
A few days passed and the child did not heal, so I spoke to the homeopathic brother and he
said:
- Let God's will be fulfilled if the child is to live, he will live and if he is to die, he will die.
Now it seemed to me a stupid philosophy that threw away everything that had seemed intelligent
to me.
That's when I finally reacted, I finished my yoga session and relaxed as much as I could with
some special exercises, suspecting that no moments awaited me.
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Easy. I took the child and followed by my partner we went to the General Hospital of
Mexico. The child was immediately arrested and taken to intensive care. He was dying of
pneumonia.
Under these circumstances, even I myself was going to be surprised at the special material with which
I was formed, because faced with the unexpected danger, I forgot everything in life to dedicate myself to the
care of the child. I remained unscathed for fifteen days.
sleeping about an hour a night. I didn't leave the hospital at all, I practically didn't eat. I slept under a desk in
the ward, outside the intensive care unit.
What was special was not only this, since many parents react this way to their children in these cases, but what
was particular was that I remained so concentratedly positive that I was almost capable of laughing, to the point
that when friends and relatives came to visit me, I entertained them with my jokes and they even ended up
telling me their problems because they forgot that they were going to comfort me.
But being happy didn't mean he didn't remain aware of the delicate nature of the situation.
I experienced very special things during those days of retirement in the hospital, because I had no
money to pay for the blood and treated food that was given to the child through tubes. However, I had
confidence.
The team of doctors who had to care for our newborn son were very united, which was helping to
make the miracle of the child's survival possible. They knew that I was at the intensive care unit door and they
sent me to the hospital across the street to bring supplies, tests and things that were urgently needed. Already
in the hospital on the other side, when they were packing what I had requested into a bag, I said, exaggerating
my feelings a little more:
I must have been very convincing or people still have good hearts, because they always let me take
out my orders and I never gave them a cent.
I was living a kind of retreat again. I was doing yoga in one of the gardens of the big hospital and when
the doctors passed by they would see me standing on my head, or in twisting postures. They would make faces
of surprise, perhaps trying to figure out what it was all about.
that.
For a change, one of these afternoons my partner would experience one of his crises at such an
inopportune moment that it would make things even more difficult for me. When that happened I suspected it
from the beginning but at the same time, I had neither the time nor the ability to consider it.
It all started when I had to take our son to the hospital and I remembered that my initiator had offered
his hand as a true brother, warning us that whoever claims to be a true Mason always helps his fellow Mason
in need. So I called him and he arrived with my young friend in his truck to take my son to the hospital. As soon
as my companion saw him she “liked” him, I don’t know if it was because of his “captivating personality” or
because she knew he was a “leading Master Mason.”
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The initiating brother took out some coins and gave them to me in the name of Freemasonry and my
companion did not take her eyes off him. He left but he appeared about two more times during my stay at the
General Hospital of Mexico.
Meanwhile, I concentrated on asking the Sublime Elder Brother (Master Estrada) and the great Masters
of Light, that if it was their will that my son not be saved it was fine, but I remained firm to ensure that it was the
will of the Masters that acted.
One afternoon while my son was still dying, my partner and I were walking through one of the large
gardens of the hospital. She was nervous and suddenly said to me:
She started crying. As for me, I couldn't believe what she was telling me,
I decided to ignore it. It was enough to have the child in the situation he was in.
I had become increasingly stronger to all the “little surprises” that this woman could show me, and there
must have been a higher power with me because I quickly recovered from all the adverse situations that were
presented to me like these, and in a few hours I was already remembering pleasant things.
He looked at the boy's birth chart and thought that it was not his time to die.
I fondly remembered the sacred place where he was born (a health hospital very close to the very center of
Mexico City), how I was allowed to pay for his releasewith my blood donation, and above all, something that
particularly caught my attention was that when they handed him over to me, he was wrapped in an orange or
ruby-gold cloak like the one used by monks in India and Tibet.
In short, the boy was brave. Three times parents came out of the intensive care unit crying inconsolably.
They were children who were with him and dying. But he would survive again and again, until he defeated death
after fifteen to twenty days of threatening agony.
But not everything was going to be negative, while I was watching over him, because there were also things
pleasant things happened to me.
Since I was a waiter at the World Headquarters, the secretary of the place, a young girl of about 19,
became my friend. She was enthusiastic about GFU and was beginning to practice yoga. She admired me,
because she did not know astrology and was interested in it, so she asked me many questions about it. I liked
having her around, since I was a bit worried about her.
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sometimes seemed to me like a sun in the middle of the desert. Her sign was Virgo and
this was well represented by her pleasant figure and her modest character while flirting.
Her face was what most identified her as a virgin. Although I don't know why her feet were
so rough. Something strange to all her natural beauty!
I tried to kiss her only once, but she was surprised and I discovered that she actually saw me as a
friend and nothing more. I reacted in time and decided to keep her valuable friendship.
She was the one who was soon to be taken by my director of Gegnian to become his wife.
As friends, she confessed to me that she neither loved nor disliked her husband, she was simply
willing to learn and see what would happen.
My Gegnian director had a passionate character due to his Aries sign and at the same time was very
sentimental due to his Cancer ascendant. He watched me and treated me with respect when I went to his
Gegnian group and when my son was sick he was the one who urged all the brothers in the school to collect
money. Truly wonderful money that he personally brought me to the hospital and this is something I cannot
forget.
A FRIEND OF FIRE
Also before my son's illness, among my companions was an attractive woman, more or less my age;
but she represented greater maturity, she was from Monterrey. Her body was pleasantly shaped and striking
because she liked to dress up, completed with a determined character due to her fire element sign.
She fell in love with me and I felt good talking to her. She had a degree in business administration.
I really admired that I had Aquarian children and that their mother was a foreigner.
I remember that in some of the meetings at seven in the morning for the ceremony
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cosmic with Master Marcelli or a Hierarch, liked to take one of the children in her arms and
jokingly said to her friends:
I always enjoyed watching her and that was enough for me.
But when she heard that my son was seriously ill in the hospital, she was genuinely moved. So,
taking advantage of the moment and the confidence she inspired in me, I offered her three of my Gurdjieff
books (Beelzebub's Tales to his Grandson) so that she could buy them for me at a fair price. She gladly
did so. This little money helped me because of the love with which she gave it to me.
Shortly after my son left the hospital, this fiery friend was about to get married or had just gotten
married and we were in the main room of the Eugenia center, where you pass through to enter the
Gegnian school.
She was sad because her marriage was not going well and she sought refuge in my friendship.
At that moment I didn't know what to do for her, so I hugged her and gave her a long kiss. It was a truly
brotherly attitude but also full of sensuality. It was my way of showing my love for her. She took it without
question and calmed down.
Shortly after I stopped seeing her and I was going to meet her again when I found out she was a manager at
one of Dr. Shaya Michan's most important centers in Mexico City.
By then my astrology practice had failed, in which I partnered with two other valuable astrologers,
but as dreamy and humanistic as I was, although perhaps with
less luck.
Anyway, still inside the hospital, as I was leaving the intensive care unit with the baby in my arms,
I looked at the citadel adorned with a large garden, which less than two years ago had had a special
maternity building on the same site, consisting of several floors. But because of the earthquake it had
collapsed.
It was a dramatic moment, as many of those involved had fought to save newborn children and
there were acts of courage, such as those of the mothers who had their babies that day and who did not
survive but their babies did, because they gave their lives for their children.
As I left the hospital with the child in my arms, for some reason I felt that a cycle had come to a
close in this hospital, due to the miraculous healing of our son.
When I arrived at my father's little workshop, which was quite close to here, there was celebration
and happiness among my family, because the whole family was gathered in the workshop and
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They had stayed there in turns. I was happy to see them together.
The child was convalescing and trying to readjust my life, when one night my partner
was late in coming home. But when it was after midnight she appeared. I sensed that
something undesirable had happened, I stared at her and felt an inexplicable rejection for
her. I was nervous and stayed like that for half an hour, then she began to cry and told me
that she had gone to the hotel with my initiator. At that moment I felt disgusted.
The next day I went to visit Master Marcelli and explained to him what had happened.
He, like a spiritual father, was first worried, then when I managed to regain my verticality, he
began to talk. He said that this initiator had already “done many things” and that he would
see how to stop him. Regarding my case, he gave me a very clear recommendation:
I don't know if he was serious, but as for me I always took what the teacher told me
very seriously. So I returned home and like a good "machin" I took my wife with a firm arm,
pulled down her pants and gave her a good spanking, while I said to her:
- The teacher recommended it.
Maybe this didn't help me evolve but I felt better, while after the beating, she was
crying with her bottom red.
I made a superhuman effort and with the good help of my Aquarian pride, the image
of becoming a teacher with Nazarene children, in addition to my desire to keep my teacher,
helped me forgive her.
Shortly after we would present ourselves together again in the GFU community.
Master Marcelli, when he saw us, was filled with joy and told me:
Since I was little I believed that a true relationship was forever, but now I realized that it was common
to play dirty. However, I didn't know how I was going to get out of this mess.
The brother told her that they would meet at a hotel and gave her the address, she
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innocently thought that the date would be to talk. Once there, he offered to give her a massage. Then he moved
on to having sex, but in reality he was not so wonderful in these matters of love.
SCANDAL IN FREEMASONRY
My friend was trapped in her remorse and persistent depression and as I wanted to do
something for her, I suggested that she go away for a few days to stay with one of our good
friends. She was a GFU sister who lived on the outskirts of the city and had long wanted us to
spend a few days at her home.
Within this same area lived he who was master of my lodge (Amerricua), so
like other brothers of the GFU
For work reasons and to avoid excessive disturbance, I could not be there permanently,
but she and our two children could. And while she was “resting” in that place, at one point she
told the master mason of my lodge everything related to her affair with the initiator and warned
him not to tell anyone, that if he was a “man” he should keep quiet to avoid a scandal.
Later I had the opportunity to go to the house of the master of my lodge and as I was
selling my books to get some money, it occurred to me to give him the six books that make up
the Secret Doctrine of Helena Blavatsky. I told him that I was leaving them with the American
lodge. I was saying goodbye to them and to my brief career as a Mason.
Another day I had to meet with the initiator in the lodge, but this time I was not carried
away by his authority within the lodge, so I spoke of the Sublime Elder Brother and his teachings
and how things should be done. I left the place satisfied, my work for the time being was finished.
Later I found out that in those days the initiator when he was with the
Maestro Marcelli embraced him effusively, calling him:
- My brother!
This initiator was about to be named leader throughout the republic of the white lodges,
something like: Master.
But my friend, the master of the Amerricua lodge, considered that it was more “manly” to talk and drew
up a report in accordance with the Masonic regulations, accusing the initiator of having seduced the companion
of one of the brother Masons of the Amerricua lodge.
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I remember that at that time I sent a letter to the Masonic community that I share below:
June 4, 1989
White Lodges: To the Glory of the Great Architect of the Universe
Usual democracy is a nonsense that cultivates the politics of vested interests by promoting the art
of using people to satisfy our personal interests.
However, it is its very essence that "the voice of the people is the voice of God", that is why in the Great
Universal Fraternity (I am not referring only to the Institution) the vote is systematically used to balance a
decision.
Monarchical aristocracy is based on the dignity of the human individual elevated to the status of son
of God, however, it is obvious that in historical experience the attempt at monarchies in some countries of
the world has also ended up being another democratic farce, to such an extent that it has been said that
politics is the art of invoking the forces of the abyss.
Despite these continuous constitutional failures of nations in various eras, it is evident to recognize
that "as above, so below" and that democracy comes from below, where the society or peoples of the
Earth dwell, and that Monarchy comes from above, where the individual or celestial Adam dwells. And so,
God is known through the human form, just as Monarchy is known through the democratic multiplicity in
the various nations of the world.
The chicken and the egg have always been, are and will always be. God and man are ONE. Society
and the individual are intrinsically linked, yet each has its place and neither can supplant the other.
The SOA (Supreme Order of Aquarius) is based on the law of order and therefore on the Hierarchy
(in the line of the Masters) and allows the disciple to take the Path individually. But this would not be
possible without the presence of the Honorable Collegiate Body and of such respectable organizations as
the White Lodges where society and its diplomatic activity are indispensable to prevent the SOA from
becoming a mere religious group and thus the Universal Brotherhood subsists, which from heart to heart
is identical above as below, because the voice of the people is the voice of God.
It is natural that in this polarity between Monarchy and Democracy, the disciple becomes confused in wanting to
handle an issue in terms totally contrary to the most basic common sense.
The people need the line of Masters and the Masters need the existence of the people. This is the
dynamic of which I am convinced, but every Institution that considers itself to be of Universal Fraternity, as
is the case of the White Lodges. Nothing proves that we are Initiates until we prove it, that is, until the
people recognize it.
Within democracies, laws and constitutional legality supposedly
They fulfill their role as protectors of the weak over the strong.
Within democracies, these codes are necessarily managed by individuals who, by enjoying power
and not being tied to any monarchical line, generally practice the art of demagogy. Intimidating and
subduing the weakest peoples under the premise that: "The people want to be deceived, let's deceive
them" (idea of Xaviera H who wrote
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the work: "The Merry Madame").
Within democracies, laws are made for the benefit of the majority and never of the individual.
And within these democracies it is natural that the more constitutional codes there are, the more
infinite types, the greater the unconsciousness that is cultivated in the human realm.
However, on the PATH that is not the ordinary path (idea from the Tao Te King written by
Lao Tzu), the laws are simplified as that of: love your neighbor as yourself.
But in these laws, although simple, dishonour and deceit are not possible. We must live it first-hand
until we make this law our own. Every Fraternity that is worthy of being Universal, is concerned with sowing
this simplicity and dignity of life in the heart of democracy, because its capacity to do justice depends on it.
And speaking of Justice, I admire the one demonstrated by the movement of the stars to such an
extent that the matter of the Judgment promoted by my brother CO seemed natural to me, since in
elemental horoscopy, Pluto is currently transiting over my Venus, House VIII Scorpio, square Uranus
House V; however, Neptune, Saturn and Uranus are transiting over my Saturn in Capricorn House X,
sextile (partile) with my Neptune House VIII, conjunction with my Venus. It allows me to see the matter
with a mature vision.
Dear Brother Masons. If CO promoted this, he must have his reasons. His way of loving and feeling
the Masonic brotherhood was surely what led him to commit this. Whether my Brother Jorge is guilty or
not does not concern me or worry me.
My Path is Individual and I reserve the right to prevent anyone from intervening in my personal life,
since it really only concerns me. I trust more in the law of cause and effect than in the simple fact of raising
a Judgment to satisfy a personal revenge against someone.
It is difficult to separate personal likes and dislikes in legal matters. We need to get rid of many
prejudices before assuming that because we like or dislike someone, they deserve or do not deserve to
occupy a respectable position in an institution and then, perhaps, justice can be done. Not to a person but
to a line like what the White Lodges claim and that remains to be seen.
However, in my humble concept as an Apprentice, I insist that the judgement of conscience is the
only true one in the end. And if I, for a moment of weakness and confusion, had betrayed the Masonic
regulations and harmed other people (especially if they are brother Masons) I would need to openly
acknowledge it and not lock myself away in my pride and my political trickery to prevent the truth from
coming out. This would avoid a lot of loss of time and energy and, above all, it would allow me to recover
my dignity as a Brother Mason to get up again and start from wherever necessary.
Well that's what I would do, but I don't know about others!
In any case, since I am not willing to fight this trial and I claim to respect my individual primacy, I can
only hope that the Light illuminates you so that this matter is brought to a happy conclusion.
PS: I have been asked to sign a paper in which I stop blaming a certain matter. Too bad.
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for the sake of honesty, I cannot do this. And if I were asked to sign a paper in which I would
incriminate and claim something, I would not be able to do it either. Thank you for your patient
understanding.
(See my book: Initiatory Memoirs and Disquisitions: Page 110-112)
The trial proceeded and he was no longer appointed director throughout the republic. He
suffered a kind of Masonic civil death. For them this is painful. I don't know what happened
afterwards but I felt that there was divine justice and that, for the time being, many people benefited.
BACK HOME
One night I arrived at our friend's house and my partner told me that the next day she had
to go see a friend nearby, to whom she was teaching English techniques with special relaxation, I
told her that I would accompany her and she reluctantly agreed.
The next day at five in the morning we went. I was upset because the time was not
appropriate and the place where they were was a lonely part of the house, but I kept quiet.
Our friend who so lovingly offered us lodging in her home was also a bit “crazy” although the concept
she tried to present to others and the one she had of herself was “decent.”
However, she was seeing a partner regularly. This would not have been unusual, but their
relationship was mainly based on physical attraction rather than emotional stability. She already
had teenage daughters and seemed to be immature. In any case, I respected her and tried to
teach her about esotericism and astrology. She loved and respected me.
Over time, this friend would find a way to get Master Marcelli's attention so that he would
consider her a good disciple; but this did not change her taste for wearing short skirts and
disturbing the brothers while provoking them, she saw them as animals. It was a strange and
unpleasant game. However, she was my friend and I was lucky that she considered me different
from the rest of the fraternity. Although one day, by chance, she would end up seeing me as the
worst of all the fraternity members, whom, according to the negative character of Virgo (which was
her dominant astrological sign), she could not help but criticize.
We had to return to our home in Netzahualcóyotl and soon after my partner was going to
contact the directors of the “Quinto Sol” School for Nazarene children again to ask them for a job
and they gladly accepted.
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This forced us to move to live in said school, which although it was no longer at the same address as
when I met my partner, however, it was close to the old place.
I worked with my father in his workshop for a while. Metaphysicians kept attracting my attention and
out of curiosity, openness and concern I agreed to go to a small apartment near the Portales market which was
one of the places where they held sessions in the house of a sister who followed the doctrine of Saint Germain.
When they started the class, I realized that I already knew their teachings, since I had studied all the
books they used at their different “levels.” I wanted to stay, but they had nothing more to offer me. So I didn’t
visit them again, at least not for that reason. Because, besides, they would never admit that I knew everything
they taught, without having studied it through their groups.
All this came back to me because my father made deliveries of merchandise in the Hidalgo market
and sometimes in the Portales market. It was around this time that I had to move with my family to live at the
Quinto Sol school.
We had two children and we were welcomed. We were offered an unfurnished but pleasant room,
especially because of the brothers' willingness and because this room did not have an asbestos ceiling but a
cement one, as it should be. For my part, that was enough, I was excited.
I began to learn new things about the needs of children in New York.
It was, but not in the pleasant way one might think, but rather in ways one would hardly imagine.
This was an elementary school, and the director and owner was the good brother who welcomed us
and whom I had already known from before at the GFU, but not “behind closed doors” as was to happen. The
director brother was the one-man band. His character was a bit sentimental and at the same time a fan of the
Big Brother (Estrada), which gave flavor to our coexistence.
He began to tell us about the miraculous way in which he gained the trust of the lady, the previous
owner of the school, so that she would give it to him at a very cheap price and that, in addition, he would pay
for it as best he could. He had sold his house and now lived full-time at his school.
It was a fairly large, pretty elementary school in a good area, where it was quiet but walking one block
further you could go out onto the main avenue, which was very busy.
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The director brother had been a member of the GFU since the time when Master Estrada was alive
and at this time he wanted new ideas to create a small business within the school property and thus have an
extra income to benefit “the mission”. But like most of us, he was not exempt from ego and from being a kind of
chosen one in the Hierarchy within the GFU. Particularly the director brother proclaimed “to the four winds” that
Master Estrada had named him the universal head of all the schools for Nazarene children that could come into
existence. Such was the sacredness of “his mission” and the religious form of his path.
By the way, it is well known that Maestro Estrada suggested that one should have faith in him, but it
was always with wisdom, not blind faith as it was most often understood.
Many children lived in this school for the whole week, so bathing about 50 children, feeding them,
making sure they went to sleep and all that was a real odyssey, especially since many of them were becoming
real teenagers.
It was interesting to see how the hired women, helped by the teachers, prepared the food and worked
hard for the sake of the great ideal.
Another of the GFU brothers lived there with his wife as a teacher and his children as students. This
brother was studying at the University and had been a Buddhist since he was seven years old. He was very
quiet but when he talked there was much to learn from him.
Excited by the situation, I offered the director to partner with him and provide him with good prices to
install an air conditioning system in the area designated for the bread oven, which was a large project.
I told him I would make the bread and he promised to find a way to sell it.
I also taught him how to make vegetarian chicharrón and things like that.
I went to my dad's workshop and with minimal money, I practically gave him the air conditioning system
so that the place would function according to the requirements demanded by the Health Department.
The bread started to come out, but my friend, under one pretext or another, was not always going to
sell it. His Cancer character was dominated by his domestic behavior and he wanted to spend a lot of time with
the children at school, although, ironically, in reality he neglected his own children and was often unaware of
their awakening sexuality. All this was discussed behind his back.
My boss had recently had problems with his former school administrator. He was a business graduate
whom I knew and respected because he had once taken me to Ixtapa to be the official baker with the ovens at
a hotel by the sea. But the director of the Quinto Sol fired him because he said he was doing nothing and was
keeping him on for nothing.
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Trying to make things work better and lacking political speculative skills in me, as well
as experience in general, seeing that the director was not making our company prosper, I
suggested that we make bread and that some of the women who did the cleaning at the school
go and sell it in the surrounding area. The girls who did the cleaning were enthusiastic about
the idea, perhaps because of the desire to escape from domestic confinement.
So I started making bread and they would go out with their basket and knock on doors, and after a few hours
they would return with their mission accomplished. All the bread was sold.
I suspect that the director was jealous, he was afraid of losing power or perhaps
diminishing some silly popular charisma that he felt he had. The fact is that the director did not
want to make himself known to the people of the area in this way, that is, as a social work for
“needy” children, perhaps this was what embarrassed him.
The fact is that one day the director said that it was not right to do business this way
and that therefore we should stop selling bread on the street.
One day I was having a small meeting of sorts with the three or four people who were
supposed to be my employees. The director came into the room as if he were at home and sat
down to listen to what I was saying. Then I said to him:
- Brother, I'm sorry but you can't listen to this, so please you have to leave and as soon
as we need you, I'll call you. Thank you!
He blushed a little then tried to smile so as not to feel affected and moving his
head in forced approval came out.
The workers were pleasantly surprised, as they used to criticize the director “behind his back”, talking
about his defects, but no one had spoken out against the “unstable” way of being of the brother director.
His wife loved him blindly and, knowing his defects, she put up with them, she tolerated
his emotional imbalance, his blind fanaticism for Maestro Estrada. In reality, his wife was a very
intelligent and valuable person, but she behaved like the director's "unconditional supporter"
and if the director went to hell, she would go with him.
Not many days later, one afternoon the director took courage and told me that he was
not going to keep me on like the administrator who had been with him before, so from then on
there would be no food for me.
Seeing that my children and my partner would still have food at their disposal, I simply
replied almost happily:
- Alright!
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His wife may have thought this attitude was very wise, or perhaps she did not
understand anything, so she kept silent, obeying the order given by her husband. For my part,
I felt that he was a stubborn and “square” person, like a foreman from two centuries ago.
But God did not forget me, because as soon as I showed up at GFU I was lucky that a
friend who had his house near here was making bread and he invited me to join him. So my
family lived at the Quinto Sol School and I went out to work with this brother who lived near
this place.
As he was starting his business he paid me in bread and sometimes let me use his
small car that he had.
His wife liked to flirt with me. She was a short, skinny girl with a bubbly character and
she also had a small school for children. But I was only interested in her as a friend and, above
all, I respected my friend.
My unlikely partner wanted me to continue with him in the adventure of, over the years,
starting his bakery, but at the moment he offered me nothing but promises. I couldn't tell my
children to stop eating for so long, or my spirit to stop growing. Something greater was always
calling me and I trusted.
When I saw that progress stopped with my friend, I started scheduling my visits with
him.
Years later, he sent me a message from the coast of Cancun. He already had a large
bakery and was doing very well, but his wife was sleeping with other men. Of course, I never
knew that he was aware of the matter.
I was actually interested in making money but it wasn't my priority, because at the
same time I needed to discover the truth, to know what I am, what I'm doing here and where
I'm going.
I was not a good father, I couldn't be one because I didn't know myself.
However, those who approached me as a spiritual guide must have done so because I
knew myself best. Although it was ironic that these friends who sought me out as a teacher
never openly recognized me as such, because I was not one according to the rules of the GFU
institution, which only recognizes a teacher by the cross that is periodically awarded to him.
And even though I knew this to be so, I did not strive to follow the Initiatic policy of speculation in order
to earn “crosses” in an institutional and legal escalation that would give me the rank of master. What mattered
to me was to find my Royal Path, because when we are sincerely in love with Wisdom, our being continues to
grow inexorably.
In a way, the first thing was to discover what I am and survive as I could and everything
was going to be given to me as an extra. Maybe I didn't do it in the best way, but there was no
time to even ask myself. I have always lived in the very moment of the
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emergency.
So, I wasn't earning money with my friend in a stable way and since I wasn't neglecting the odd job
he offered me, then, as always, I had plenty of time. So I took the thick book called " My Communications" ,
where Master Estrada gave all his concentrated teaching, especially his famous "Communications of Guidance".
In the morning I left Quinto Sol and went to the library next to the Rector's Office at UNAM, and there
I began to read paragraph by paragraph and line by line all of Maestro Estrada's teachings, until I knew what
his message was in his important MISSION.
Every day I saw more clearly this kind of retreat against the current that continued its course within
me and never stopped.
When the weekend came, we had to return home with our children to Netzahualcóyotl, but the director
was not bothered by the fact that we would eat that weekend. This was not within his conscience, so very early
while they were still sleeping we would get up on Saturday, go into the bakery and the kitchen and steal what
was necessary, trying not to be too obvious. Surely with time they would come to realize what was happening,
but they remained silent and tried to be fraternal about the situation.
At that time, Maestro Marcelli had told us not to have any more children, since we had two. My partner
had gone to a social health center where they put a diaphragm in her womb so that she would not have any
more babies; but one afternoon her body rejected it and due to lack of money, haste and even irresponsibility
she did not go to have it put in again. With the passage of time she would become pregnant again and the
other two children (twins) would be born.
Continuing at the Quinto Sol school, the surprises did not stop. Around this time, my maternal family
told me that one of them had seen my classmate with a man, hugging each other and getting on a truck. She
saw this relative and asked him to please not say anything. But he was shocked and immediately went to tell
his wife, and then everyone in the family knew.
They told me but I kept quiet and continued to defend her. I insisted on getting to the end.
of all this, but now I no longer knew if there was an ending or if it would be the right one.
After more than six months the business with the Quinto Sol school finally ended.
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who was a complete Christian and had a Buddhist husband (both belonged to the GFU), also
exhausted her strength in this unequal struggle against the way of being of her brother director
and ended up not being able to bear the situation any longer. She spoke with me, I guided her
with an astrological consultation explaining a little of her life, then she was lucky that someone set
up a small boarding school for her, on the outskirts of the city called ORO, in Michoacán.
When she managed to stabilize, she would invite me there for periods of time to spend a day and
a night teaching her children, but the salary she gave me was miserable. She did it with good intentions,
however, the results did not say the same.
Sometimes, when I went to the boarding school of the brothers who had also left the Quinto Sol
School, I liked to get off in the little town called ORO and walk from there to the sister's school that was
waiting for me.
She learned to love me in a friendly way and when I hinted at something more than friendship,
she subtly asked me about my partner.
I wasn't really attracted to the sister, so it was easy for me to accept her.
and come to love her as a good friend.
I remember that when I visited them I felt very good, like I was on a mission. Especially when
after giving yoga to the children of this place, the sister offered me a bed to sleep in and a nice place with
clean sheets.
One night my Buddhist friend, who was also a Gegnian at the GFU, arrived and began to tell me about
his adventures, since as a professor at the University he had been given a scholarship to visit some European
countries. On his way back he made a stopover at the southern border of Mexico and in almost laughable and
accidental circumstances he had been given drugs and then a corrupt policeman arrived and bought them from
him. That was how he had money from one moment to the next without even realizing it.
He also told me that he had crossed a part of the jungle in Chiapas and once he could not jump
over a very steep place and was about to fall, but then an invisible hand pushed him towards the shore
so that he could reach the rock where he clung and thus, he was saved.
Later, when he was already at home in El Oro, he had to travel to Mexico on a foreign truck, but
once this vehicle had an accident and overturned. There were more than twenty deaths, however, he held
on to the seat in front and that saved his life, because the truck rolled over several times.
Many miraculous things happened to this brother and I realized that something
superior protected him.
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A MORE MATURE DISCIPLE
At this time another friend came into my life who wanted to learn things from me. He also belonged
to the fraternity and was not as young as the mason who had exchanged me for the initiator. In fact he already
had a stable job and although he did not earn much he had become accustomed to their way of life. He must
have been about 27 years old when he became interested in what I could teach him.
He and his girlfriend would meet at a friend's house at GFU so that I could give him a special teaching
as a family. They were amazed when I spoke to them about the origin of the Universe and things like that, of
course, I mainly handled the subject on a philosophical level because I do not consider myself a wise man like
my Masters, like the Ascended Ones, or even as a simple professor of astronomy or something similar. My
wisdom came from a combination of what I lived and what I thought, with elementary but scientific formulas.
This friend would not let me go and was a kind of disciple. Shortly after, he married his girlfriend.
There were happy moments in our fraternal relationship, for example, once in her car we
were taken with the children to a picnic in a resort on the outskirts of the city. I remember that we
ate many vegetarian hamburgers. He was the one who gave us the two cots and onesies for the
last two children.
It was a deal that lasted about three years, until they went to live in
province in search of better horizons.
The person who years before had given lodging to the woman who would become the
mother of my children and who later took her to my house came to visit me, this time with the news
that she had already sold her house at a price that seemed ridiculously cheap to me.
My friend's partner was also a member of the GFU and he liked to "hang out" with the
ladies who occasionally went to yoga classes at her house and it seems that my friend didn't realize
it. I later concluded that she actually didn't want to realize it so as not to lose her partner.
But given the circumstances he had no choice but to accept that I was
only with these friends to try to recognize the possibility of moving there.
These brothers really did impress me as idealists, because they had just thrown their house
away without even having made sure of the place where they intended to settle.
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was already on the street and had only a few pesos in his pocket. It was impossible to buy another
house in Tepic with his money.
Their idea was much more foolish than I would have thought of. They wanted to go to the
home of the best Hierarchs of the GFU Solar in that place and immediately have my friend's
companion recognized as a great master, so that everything would be offered to him, so to speak,
"on a silver platter."
We arrived with these hierarchical brothers, future lovers of our incredible power or
stupidity. They looked at us as if we were “weirdos”; after this deep analysis, they reluctantly
understood that we were a little crazy but that the good manners of the fraternity prevented us
from showing it. So for that night they offered us to stay in a place of their property. We gladly
accepted.
The next day my friends were hesitating whether or not to take a look at the coast in
Puerto Vallarta, which was a few kilometers from Tepic. I realized that money was already tight
anyway, so since they were hesitant but wanted to, I said:
We were happy by the sea. These brothers appreciated me but they could not really help
me nor I them.
When we returned from the coast in Puerto Vallarta, my friend secretly told me that the
brothers who had forcibly offered us their house had robbed us.
When my friend went through his things, there were no more valuable books (like the one titled
Cosmic Fire, written by the Tibetan), which he was planning to sell to help us a little with the
tickets.
Evidently the brothers who had apparently offered us their house, while we were away
for just a day, had assaulted us; but due to the circumstances we had to act as if nothing had
happened.
My friend was so excited that she was desperate to bring all her things and move to
Tepic, Nayarit. So, as soon as we were in Nayarit, we went to visit the person who had been
recommended to sell us a piece of land.
He was a brother who liked to live in the jungle of Nayarit, he was another dreamer who,
no matter what, had the idea of founding an Ashram for the GFU in that area where there were
still vipers, packs of wild animals and other specimens typical of a forest.
It was very hot at the time we visited the brother and the river was completely dry. He
explained to us that the water flow would be enormous when the corresponding season arrived.
Trying to be friendly, the brother offered to take us to see a little of the place. Because of this, we
walked for several hours along the large channel of the river without water. After more than two
hours of walking we arrived at a kind of pool of water.
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spring formed with natural water, with a special landscape in sight and he said:
I took it very seriously because I immediately took off all my clothes, including my underwear,
to really try to feel nature. And without any shame I went into the water. My friend was surprised as
was my friend by the naturalness with which I acted.
In reality it was a place where it was possible to experience contact with the jungle and nature
in a special way.
My friend later told me that she admired me even more for my natural way of behaving on
that occasion.
That day the brother showed us a little house that we could live in if we decided to come and
live here, but to do so we first had to arrange a certain procedure with the son of Guru Marcelli whose
interests were also involved in the area planned for the future GFU Ashram in Nayarit.
This was a bit strange, the brother was not clear and told us to wait. But my friends could not
wait any longer.
My friend had practically sold out the house and they had nothing. I don't know exactly how she
managed, I only knew that she worked making vegetarian food and services like that.
A few days after arriving from Nayarit, we tried to contact Master Marcelli's son in Mexico
City and the result was that we had to attend a meeting proposed by the Supreme Council of the
GFU Solar Line. The meeting place would be at the World Headquarters House on Avenida Eugenia.
We arrived and it seemed to me that everyone in the Council was very serious and instead,
Maestro Marcelli's son was smiling and positive about the situation of his brother from Nayarit.
Nayarit's brother did not attend the interview. The Council said that it was obvious that he
acted in such a way since he was trying to appropriate the land in Nayarit, when the son of Guru
Marcelli also had documents of ownership of the place.
Maestro Marcelli's son was tolerant and confident of his situation. But the case
The fact was that nothing could be done for us since the dispute over the land continued.
This door was closing and I along with my idealistic friends were suffering the consequences.
consequences. Each of us had to try to survive as best we could.
But friendship has its own paths and we don't know when people or groups will meet again. I
had already helped her in the past so that her
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husband respected her a little more, which is why I allowed her to live in my house, hiding
from my friend. I gave her my humble room and we managed to teach my crying partner a
lesson so that he would tell her where she was and finally I did. Then they had a beautiful
girl that they didn't know how to support and I told them to give her to me.
They were actually close to doing it, but it didn't happen.
With the loss of his home and my friend's personality, our relationship as a couple became even more
unsustainable.
I didn't fully understand it, but I realized that as one enters a discipline where the
endocrine glands seek their balance and we begin to have the ability to feel happy,
unusual challenges are also unleashed in our destiny.
Love could not be forced, even though it tried, and that is why I began to understand the brothers of
the fraternity in a different and quite original way, because as they begin to advance within an Initiatic hierarchy,
instead of moving forward it seems that they begin to go backwards, starting to commit morally or physically
“horrible” errors. Perhaps because they begin to participate in what humanity truly is on the planet and what it
has as a heritage through millions of years of evolution.
I could not understand how it is that not all humans are equal if in the eyes of God
we are.
He was still very “lukewarm” and wanted to treat all people, and particularly
women, the same way.
Add to this that as we increase our desire to be better, we often begin to believe
that we already have complete mastery over everything and therefore, control over
ourselves when we are just getting to know ourselves.
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Indeed, I was beginning to confront two different natures in which humanity develops. These are two mixed
humanities. One corresponds to the biological genetics of humanity and the other to its celestial genetics. I had not
yet understood that the unconscious collective is an experiment that simply responds to a mechanical humanity
created to be exploited and they are called in esoteric jargon: “Human beings WITHOUT MENTAL SPHERES”.
People who lack individuality and are very attached to “the biological” are not the same as those who are
attached to Cosmic reality.
In this sense, it is not right to give “everyone” the same support and love, at least not in the same way. And
this erroneous attitude is worse if we act like this; not because it makes us essentially happy, but because we are
concerned about the opinion of people, family and mainly because it fills us with a strange pride based on our egolatry.
Happiness is not something forced, and even less so when that someone insists on usurping
the place of others.
This weakness for certain types of people who enter our lives was especially evident in my dealings with
women. For example, when I had recently entered the Airport Institute and wanted to defend a student from an
inopportune suitor, from then on, my sister became enthralled with me and I did not dare to disappoint her, so instead
of helping her, I affected her even more to the point that she sought all the subtle ways to attract me, but in reality I
did not love her and did not even desire her.
This is an example of how, even if it is instinctive, we all have certain principles or ways of life, and there
are many times when we should not directly help those we should not if we do not want to pay unaffordable prices
that may include our own life, which in any case, we can give in installments or in one go.
time.
Certainly, some conscious people imitate the unconscious, and many unconscious people imitate the
conscious, but whatever we do, no one can cease to be what he is.
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After a GFU brother, who had a key position in the ISSSTE union, had helped us to
get the service in one of the hospitals in the south of the city for the birth of my first child and
in view of my situation, what occurred to me was to go visit him to try to get me a good job, at
least a stable one. But friends are not always what they seem or perhaps our destiny is not
what we want. Especially when there is a COSMIC PLAN that is directing us, more and more
directly.
After several attempts in my life in this regard I can reach the categorical
conclusion that a job within an official institution was not for me.
Since I was born, I never had a schedule; instead, my father, working on his own,
offered the clients we had what time and on what day their orders would be delivered.
Even before I met my partner, I had some outstanding experiences in this regard.
During my accelerated adolescence, one day I argued with my father who was blocking our
personal progress due to temporary jealousy and petty egoism. So I went to look for a job. I
tried with an engineer for whom we had previously done work in my father's little workshop. I
chose him thinking that for this reason he would respect me, but in reality he offered me a
salary "from below." I only lasted one day working as an employee. It was ridiculous to accept
earning in two months what I used to earn with my father in four days when we did a job for
that same engineer.
I remember thanking the engineer's son, a person just a few years older than me, and
he said very seriously:
- Okay, you can go, but I just want to tell you one thing: In the end you're going to have
that giving in, you won't be able to live without holding on.
However, that same day when I left there I looked at the people and places feeling like
the freest man in the world. Maybe I wasn't made to work in a "galley" or maybe the engineer's
son was right.
Shortly after, when I had just left high school, I tried to get a job at UNAM because my brother-in-law
(divorced from the daughter of a prominent Mexican politician, before meeting my sister) was a person who had
good connections and being a teacher at the school where I had studied high school, in addition to all his
popularity as a student politician, he recommended me in the employment area at UNAM but despite everything,
I found that everyone was fighting for the positions dishonestly, so on that occasion, even with my good
disposition, it was not possible for me to get a stable job.
So it was a great thing that, motivated by the birth of my first child, I was willing to
compromise when I saw that those who needed the money were my own family.
When I became a father, there even came a time when I tried to contact more than one person
from the ISSSTE union, hoping that they would help me get a job at this institution, even if it
was as an assistant or as part of the cleaning staff.
He was willing to do anything.
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And so, while I was already at Gegnian school, I met a friend who was a member of the ISSSTE union
and in charge of reviewing the requirements of all those who applied for positions within this institution. I was
absolutely sure that he would accept me.
That time when I arrived at the appointment, my GFU friend (the husband of Maestro Estrada's niece
or goddaughter) was also there. He was a very nice person, we were really friends.
This friendship was strengthened from the day another friend took me to the offices where he worked
as a design and drawing technician. That time the reason for my visit was to buy me some bread and motivate
his colleagues to do the same, and so it happened.
This person who took me to my friend that day had also done things for me, as he had already helped
me get permission to sell bread at the Higher School of Physical Education where he was about to graduate. I
could have stayed there as a whole wheat bread seller, but my status as a street vendor was very much in
question, and besides, my need to remain attached to the GFU required a great deal of my attention and time.
So when I arrived with the brothers from the ISSSTE union and I found my friend, standing in line,
waiting to speak with the union members, after greeting him I asked him:
I realized that he had actually been influenced to just leave his “safe” job and set out to seek new
horizons.
As time went by, my friend was going to leave him for another man who had delusions of grandeur and who
claimed to be chosen for an era after Aquarius. This is what I learned.
Anyway, when I went to visit the boss who was going to give me a job at ISSSTE, I met someone who
at that time had a Getuls (novice) degree at GFU, who also worked in this office and had made his home after
twenty years of uninterrupted service to this institution. He gave me some advice:
- It's not that I don't want you to work here, but you're young and it really doesn't suit you to sell your
life to an institution. Take care of what's most precious to you, which is your own freedom. If I were in your
situation and could choose again, I would prefer to stay with you.
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the freedom of being a person without choice.
I listened to him carefully, since the idea was not foreign to me, but I did the necessary paperwork to
work at ISSSTE anyway. Days went by and the brother from GFU in charge of assigning jobs at that institution
gave the matter so much thought that I ended up dizzy. The same thing happened to most of the brothers who
approached him.
I thought that maybe he didn't like me and I talked to my colleague about it, then she told me that she
would try her luck. She went to visit him and started the job application process, but one afternoon I was
surprised to find that her brother wouldn't complete the paperwork and she explained to me why.
The brother told him that things were not going to be so easy because he had suffered a lot to get the
position he occupied and he was not going to allow anyone to get a job without suffering as he had.
Through experience, I have become convinced that subjects generally refer to the fact that there are
people under their command whom they CONTROL as “having a job.” At least in a bureaucracy, this is what
happens.
When a company, large or small, cannot control a person, then it rejects them.
Every human being has the ability to adhere to a work schedule, but as they develop true freedom they
tend to escape the power of being CONTROLLED, simply because they are no longer a machine and are
therefore able to think for themselves and make their own decisions.
Since there was no prosperity in giving classes every 10 or 15 days next to the people of ORO, driven
by the need and desire to do things my way, it was during these days that I decided to go to the union that was
in front of the premises where some time ago I had established my small bakery, in the bad society with my
friend.
I arranged it thinking of my horoscope, according to which I had to do with unions or something similar.
So I got to speak directly with the manager and leader of this union. He was a mature but still young person and
I told him:
- I would like to give yoga classes to the workers under your charge, if you allow me.
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He looked at me and we discussed a few things, but after half an hour he accepted.
The deal was that I would earn money from a modest contribution that I would ask the
seamstresses for after each class.
There was not enough space in the place so when they finished their work schedule, we
would put the maquila machines to one side and then I started my yoga classes with around 20
seamstresses.
One of them, the one who felt more attractive, was willing to have sex with me. But I didn't
like it and I wasn't willing to be unfaithful to my partner.
In those days I was attending my session at Gegnian school and I remember that I almost
accidentally started joking with a sister who was about 15 years older than me.
Between laughs and hugs I told him:
Everything seemed like other times, because we belonged to the same Gegnian school and
together we gave lectures at the World Headquarters House (Eugenia), to a more or less large
audience, especially because the entire Gegnian school participated in the organization of this type
of events.
I found that incredible, mainly because I innocently thought he was genuinely interested in
my work, so I happily replied:
- It would be nice if you could visit me here so you can see what I'm doing!
This friend was the one who had allowed me to give some sessions of esoteric astrology and mythology
in her house located within the housing complex in Tlatelolco. My small audience was, on those few occasions,
made up of more or less intelligent people, since there were about 30 or 40 Masonic brothers, not only from
white lodges but from others outside our GFU Institution.
When I gave my presentations, they were impressed by the practical applications of my general
knowledge associated with astrology, in a different way than usual.
It was on one of these occasions that I met my former high school math teacher here who
now happened to be a Mason. After introducing myself I reminded him that I had been his student at
the school where I studied, but that he had
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failed math and answered me:
- The same thing happened to you as happened to Einstein who failed mathematics but
turned out to be a genius.
Many of them were older than me and were suitors of my friend, who had invited me to give them the
talk.
As was already natural for me, I needed money, but when I agreed to give the talk to his guests we
had not agreed on anything concrete. Fortunately, due to the initiative of some of them, they circulated the
special tray for Masonic collections among the audience so that everyone could contribute.
A sum of money was collected, related precisely to the number 33, a very symbolic number in
esotericism. This was the main reason why I left the place happy.
One day I was at the seamstresses' union, I finished teaching and my friend from GFU appeared. She
was very cheerful and friendlier than usual because she started hugging me. She invited me to her house in
Tlatelolco and there she became even more affectionate.
In reality, she was an enthusiastic student of Kabbalah and esotericism, which had allowed her to gain
good relations with the Masons (I don't know how good) and with the brothers of the ISSSTE union. All this was
one of the reasons why I let myself go, because I wanted to associate with someone who could "connect" me.
But there was also another reason and it was that I was really tired of the situation with my partner. I was
reaching my limit in useless fidelity and a meaningless life, because by nature I love women as a universal and
human principle.
My naughty friend took the initiative and I had sex with this sister, or rather, she had sex with me. She
liked me and always recognized me as someone who knew a lot.
In the original conversation we had that afternoon she let me know that she had a degree of Priestess and
things like that, I think more than anything to impress me.
The intimate relationship we had was not very long because there was really no deep bond, however,
since I did not ejaculate, I admired him even more. Still, my foolish attitude of not ceasing to be a gentleman
and always making the woman feel good had made me let myself go. I did not distinguish a goddess from a
simple woman.
And that evening, while she accompanied me to the metro station, she promised to help me and for
some reason we both understood that this sexual relationship would not happen again.
To top off this mess of passions and failures, things were not going well in the seamstresses' union,
mainly because the head of the place began to get jealous of my nascent leadership and also because the
seamstresses lacked a lot of culture. They spoke like "chatterboxes" and laughed like fools, without really being
able to take an interest in the New Age message I was bringing them. So, as they say, I was left talking only
about universal and initiatory wisdom, and finally, I had to leave.
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to give up on this endeavor.
PLAYING MOM
My partner was now desperate and considered me incompetent. If she could have fired
me, she would have done so, but we weren't even married and our main bond was the children.
On the other hand, her attitude began to allow me, in a unique way, to provoke the
truth to come out “on the surface”, for example, that we never really felt anything for each other,
but above all that the love she had for me was based mainly on a cold interest sustained by the
idea that I would become a teacher and she wanted to be present when that happened, to
manage such an enterprise.
I was surprised to realize that I myself, unconsciously and for many reasons, was not
really willing to “make money” enough to be tied to a relationship where she intended to have
total control over my financial prosperity.
Somehow I felt like I wasn't worthy and that no matter how hard I tried, I would never be
satisfied because something inside me couldn't be fulfilled.
We were still talking and since I was still carrying the housework anyway, I suggested
that we switch roles and she could go to work herself while I stayed to take care of the children.
She took courage from herself, measured the benefit of being freed from a domestic
situation she hated, and told me it was okay.
That's how I began to live another form of retirement because I spent most of the day
I spent time at home doing housework.
I liked to sit on the couch after rushing to wash clothes and feed the children. They
played in the yard of Netzahualcóyotl's house while I sat down to read.
I often heard a scream from one of them who came running in, comforted him, put
things in order, and the child went out into the yard again to continue playing.
Meanwhile I was trying to study.
It was the time when one of my young followers from the Yamines school liked to be
with me, in my poor house, as much as he could and sometimes, the price was to have
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who helped me wash quite a few diapers, not very clean.
Within a month, I noticed my coworker was very worried in the afternoons and, as always, I was
condescending and asked her what was wrong. Then, as expected, she told me the story that a Reverend Gag-
pa (Affiliate) had fallen in love with her the first time he saw her at her workplace. He told her this and the next
day he came back to visit her at work.
According to her description, he was an incredible man. When she gave me the name of this person I
could recognize him, he was an architect, with a solvent middle-class economic position, he was married and
already in his middle years.
The next day she continued to tell me that she had left work and met him again, and according to her
he just hugged her. It was obvious that she was trying to tell me something else when she said “he just hugged
me”, but I was already used to her stories, so I was never interested in checking.
- It's okay that he loves you, and if that's really the case, tell him to leave his wife and stay with you. I
give you my permission and I'm leaving so that you can be fine with him, with the children or without the children.
He didn't know what to answer, because obviously that brother was not going to leave his family and
social status for a simple spiritual sister.
Later, the Reverend Brother attended the Headquarters House and the GFU places with his real wife.
According to her version, he had to give up the person he had fallen in love with (that is, my partner) because
his duty as a husband kept him.
For my part, I was beginning to mature and take off the blindfold (finally!), so much so that I did not
understand what they saw in this woman, because I was already really getting to know her at a very high price
and in reality she was not pretty in form but what happened was that she was tremendously deceptive in her
mystical attitude.
After a few more weeks, physical exhaustion and disillusionment made her give up this place of work
and she found a job as a cook's assistant at the GFU National Headquarters.
Everyone in the middle continued to see us as an Aquarian family, but I already knew the truth of this
type of situation, which I did not agree with at all, but I did not know which direction to take.
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SPARKS OF PASSION
At that time, I had met a lady who had founded a new yoga center for the Institution.
Once at the Ashram in Coatepec, she asked me to make her birth chart because she had
difficult problems with her husband, and so I did, and I told her that her problem consisted
mainly in the fact that she was not sexually satisfied in the relationship she had with her
husband, since her Scorpio temperament made her very passionate. She was surprised and
said it was true. I stopped seeing her for a few days and when I found her again, she was about
to enter her class at the pre-Initiatory school, she hugged me and because of the situation I
was experiencing myself, I responded to this with a passionate kiss. This was repeated again
when I happened to bump into her again.
There was no sex, because as the days went by she reacted and came to her senses,
that we both had our own families. So she chose to walk away and I didn't really love her, it
was just desire, so I didn't make any attempt to look for her.
I knew a Gegnian engineer whom I considered a real astrologer. He had grown tired of
being locked up working as a bureaucrat and had partnered with another person, also an
astrologer of some renown. When I heard about this, my hopes were rekindled. I called my
engineer friend and told him that I also wanted to partner with them. The next day I got the
answer: I had been accepted.
I had an appointment with them and discovered that they already had a consulting room
near Eugenia's school. From the beginning we tried to make horoscopic birth charts as a kind
of professional deep psychology service.
My friend made several birth charts of famous Mexican artists as sample formats for
our work. The other astrologer was busy finishing the composition of several “ballads” of 12
songs, each referring to a sign of the zodiac, it was a respectable job. For my part, I wrote a
poetic drama about the 12 signs that we titled “Eros, planetary fantasy”, as well as brochures
for young couples, etc.
We managed to make several horoscopic charts and the plan was to get into the artistic
world to give advice, since the astrologer friend who did not belong to the GFU had shown an
ability to sing and play the guitar, in fact he had already given some concerts and worked on
television in the province.
This astrologer was, however, a person who had left his wife with a child and who now
dedicated himself to helping especially female clients (women of “good looks”), including free
of charge and as a fundamental part of the therapy, having sexual relations with
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them, whenever possible.
The guy who rented us this place did so almost free of charge. He was a Frenchman who
looked to be about 60 years old and had a young girl of about eighteen as his lover. Our singing
astrologer partner didn't waste any time and as soon as he could he had sex with her.
The young lady was out of control and I wasn't really interested when she tried to get close to
me in some way.
Despite everything, this society gave me some nice moments, because I was doing what I
really like. I learned a lot more about astrology and gained a lot more confidence in myself.
My companion was distraught, perhaps it was my optimism in what I was doing, perhaps
poverty or jealousy. The fact is that she contacted the brothers of the Quinto Sol School. They had a
place that was like “lost land” in Toluca. There were some very rustic rooms there and the place was
practically far from any city, the town was very small and isolated, to the point that what could be
appreciated the most was the only little shop in the very humble place.
The dream of the director of the Quinto Sol School was to form a school there
boarding school for Nazarene children. In fact, I had already tried it some time ago.
My colleague arranged the paperwork and the brothers from the Quinto Sol School accepted
her to go and live there. She took the children who were still very young. For my part, I supported her
in everything.
My astrologer friend who was from GFU encouraged me a lot and gave me strength to keep
going. But I still saw many shortcomings in this partner due to his need to manipulate society to his
advantage.
I visited the children whenever I could, which was usually every month.
My astrologer friend had a little more money, because his parents had given him
provided him with an apartment in the aforementioned Portales neighborhood, so that he could live
there with his wife, also a member of the GFU.
Once again I was living a kind of retreat. I was filled with joy when my astrologer friend,
stretching his budget a little, invited me to eat at a restaurant.
One day his wife went on vacation and he invited me to stay at his house. I gladly did and we
shared a good and timely friendship for a while. I continued to learn a lot about astrology and how
strange some friendships can be. I remember that I used to fall asleep on the floor so as not to disturb
him and preferred to sleep in the living room.
But one day he took pity on me and told me that we would share the same bed. I did so, and when it
was almost dawn, he quickly got up and went to the kitchen to drink more than a litre of water,
because his throat was dry. And between his coughs, raising his voice from time to time, he confessed
to me that I had too much energy and that this had had this effect on him, which he himself could not
understand.
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I recognized that he was being sincere, so from then on I decided to continue sleeping on the rug in
his living room.
Years later, this friend would become paralyzed, but thanks to the development of an
extraordinary will, he would manage to recover and walk again, even though the doctors did not agree.
When I saw him again, as I say, after years, I realized that his marriage
It was over and now he was accompanied by another companion, who already had children.
But back to our story. For the time being, I was doing what I liked, however, things in our
astrological office were not making money, proving firsthand that in truth, people in general have a
totally negative concept of astrology. So in a slow and difficult to accept way, we had to leave our office
but my friend insisted that we would not give up, he picked up the phone and called an old acquaintance
who was the owner of a radio station in San Martin Puebla. Every weekend we went to the radio station
there and spoke for one to two hours to the people of Puebla through the radio station.
My friend treated me very badly, in a painfully honest way, to the point of calling me stupid, imbecile
and things like that, sincerely desperate, because people were listening in this whole region and I was not a
more or less acceptable announcer. Simply because I did not know how to speak in front of the microphone and
there was no time to waste this opportunity. That is how I had to lose my fear and concentrate, to achieve doing
it more or less better. And I did it. Although in the future, I would return to being humble to perfect myself to the
point of becoming an acceptable and mobile announcer forged under the same march of life.
But apart from these incidents, we appreciated each other. That is why on the trip from San
Martin to Mexico City we spent pleasant moments talking about esotericism and astrology, as well as
gossiping about our friends. But one day, while we were returning from that town to Mexico City, it
began to rain in an unusual way. The road was not visible because it had disappeared under a great
torrent of water and mud. For a moment we thought that the water would get inside the car.
We continued on very slowly, as the car had become a canoe. He said to me very seriously:
-This is the symbol of what we are facing when trying to teach people
everything we know.
I loved this friend very much and I saw that behind his impregnable shell, like a moth-eaten
priest, there was a person who was very loving towards my children. I appreciated him but I was still
aware that he would never accept being less than me.
The situation was not productive even though we were talking to a large number of people via
radio. So he began to insist that I should go to San Martin alone. I did so for a few weeks but it couldn't
be forever and one day it ended.
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When I went to Toluca to see my companion, she usually received me in a bad way. They were
accompanied by a family, it was a brother who belonged to the movement called “Kundalini Yoga”. He also had
yogic tendencies, he dressed in white, he had long hair, which he arranged when he hid it under a turban on
his head. And for reasons similar to mine, he periodically visited his wife and children. They were people with
big hearts, but so full of fantasies in favor of a new humanity, as it happened to us, who had also been uprooted
from society.
My partner began to show her sexual rejection towards me more and more openly and
that made me sad. Although in reality I was no longer excited about her in matters of love, rather,
what I couldn't control was knowing that she needed sex and affection and she didn't have it.
One day I brought the two children to Netzahualcóyotl, since the twins had not yet been
born, and I had no idea that something like this would happen to me later. And, that time, when
we returned to the little town lost in Toluca, it was already a little late. We got off the truck in the
middle of the road and had to walk about 3 kilometers to get to the place where my partner and
our friends lived. I was carrying one child in my arms and the other walking, but when I made my
first attempt to go down the road, I discovered that it was completely and absolutely dark, I could
not even see my own feet. All this was a terrifying symbol of what I was experiencing: The
darkness was total.
Luckily I had noticed that some people had gotten off before us and I shouted to them:
- Wait, I think someone is talking to us, we have to help those people - said a woman who
I later found out was her son.
They came back for us and by putting my hand on their shoulder I was able to follow their
steps. These peasants could see in the darkness!
So we walked forward for three kilometers while I thanked God for his mercy.
The dirt road passed through the place I could recognize, although in fact, I could see
very little. They asked me for the name of my companion and those who lived there, then they
began to shout at them. After ten minutes I heard a reply in the distance.
It was my yoga friend who came to meet us.
Later I found out that in this place it was easy for people to love each other a lot but also
to hate each other. Someone could kill someone else and everyone would find out without the
official justice system finding out.
I was realizing that I had to get out of this terrible darkness. I was reaching rock bottom in
my relationship with this person and in my own life.
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As the months went by, the situation in Toluca was going to become unsustainable,
so my partner had to return to our old house in Netzahualcóyotl, but it would only be for a
short time.
As for my work, I began to distance myself from my astrologer friend and also to become
seriously disillusioned with my dreams of becoming an astrological consultant.
At this time, the Gegnian school continued the tradition of organizing events
to raise funds.
A few months ago we had also gone to the Ashram in Coatepec. I remember that on
that occasion I asked a Very Reverend Gelong for advice regarding what I should do with my
relationship and he told me that it was important to be intelligent and to hold on to love. That
didn't help me much but I understand that this brother really couldn't experience what I was
already living. Everything was indicating to me that I would have to make my own decisions
and in general, the people around me weren't going to understand it.
The need for a woman who could make me happy had not been fulfilled by my
companion on the journey, and I began to become aware of this when I visited the Ashram of
Coatepec, Veracruz. One of these times, while in the small sanctuary of Coatepec (where I
had received the blessing of Master Estrada when he still had a physical body), our Instructor
and director of the Gegnian school brought us together. She was about 30 years old and had
had more or less experiences in life, especially with regard to couples.
That day, she came up with the idea of doing a group therapy session with us, which
consisted of forming a couple: man and woman. First, the women had to blindfold the man,
then the partner would put her arm over his shoulder helping him to walk while he began to
talk about his life, about things that came from the heart.
The joke was that the listener was not supposed to speak.
So we did and I was assigned to a well-groomed and attractive lady despite her age.
When it was my turn to drive her, I did so with great affection. I hugged her and helped
her walk, and she began to confess deep feelings she had experienced in her life. Little by
little, she began to feel completely wrapped up in me and her perception of feeling loved grew
so much that she reached the verge of uncontrollable tears.
Our Instructor watched us all from afar and was amazed at the
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chemistry that existed between the lady and me.
As for me, all this helped me discover that I had a maturity related to love for the feminine
and this lady, after that day, had to make a great effort to be able to restrain herself from a
possible relationship with me, since she knew of the existence of my partner.
I too, like many in life, was no longer feeling well emotionally and despite the happy
moments I could have with my partner or the fraternity to which I belonged, in reality everything
became negative and above all, dangerously destructive.
My partnership with my astrologer friend was coming to an end and one fine evening
there was an important meeting in the conference room at the world headquarters – Eugenia.
There was a beautiful woman there, like an angel, whom I considered a divine apparition, an
Ascended goddess who had suddenly rushed into the crowd. She began to speak, giving her
opinion on the subject being discussed. I listened to her and was simply impressed.
It was about a woman who returned to Mexico after spending more than five years in
China learning acupuncture. It was love at first sight and with my way of being I wasn't going to
stay still.
Surrounding her like hunting animals was a group of young Aquarian friends of a
bohemian type, somewhere between pretentious university students and aspiring “GFU
missionaries”. They chattered restlessly around her, doing everything possible to catch her.
Chatting with my friend, the astrologer engineer, we talked enthusiastically about her
and, as if playing, we ended up making a bet to see who would conquer her first. In reality, I
wasn't interested in the bet, but rather in much more. I wanted her all to myself.
At that time we had agreed at the Gegnian school that we should raise funds and an
Italian sister offered to give a course on “body awareness”. To support her, I decided to attend
and the acupuncturist was there. She saw me and felt strongly attracted to me as I was to her.
The course was basically about letting the whole group loosen their inhibitions and being
able to freely appreciate each other, physically touching each other. Some people quietly
criticised it because they said it aroused sexual instincts.
During this part of the course I was careful not to approach her because a relative was
also participating in the group and I didn't want to set a bad example for her, although I didn't
really agree with this type of therapy either. But then the Italian woman told us that we should all
form pairs now. So, without thinking twice, I immediately approached her and took her by the
hands. Then we sat facing each other looking into each other's eyes and we had to, first one
and then the other, talk to each other about everything.
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that we remember from the moment we were born.
The acupuncturist began to talk about when she was still being held in her arms, telling
me that she remembered all of this perfectly. Then she continued with other details, while we
both lost ourselves in the depths of our mutual souls as we contemplated each other. It was a
unique sensation, so much so that we could say that we had already loved each other from past
lives.
But also, within this series of conferences, it was my turn to give one of them.
My friend found out and promised that she would attend.
That day I arrived early expecting people and there were only a few people. The session
had already started when she finally appeared. She was wearing a shawl that made her look
different, not to my liking but enigmatic.
- Excuse me, but since I had a lot of things to do, I went to bed at three in the morning.
This was a very small group but I gave my talk anyway. When I was already well
underway she motioned to me from her place and I approached her, then she pointed to the
board:
-Look right down there to the left of the blackboard! Can you see how the writing there
forms the shape of Big Brother's face?
We sat down at one of the tables in Eugenia's dining room and as she looked at the birth
chart that was not hers, she explained to me:
-It's about a person I met in China, she was very much in love with me and when I came she told me
that if I decided on him I should just call him and he would come to me immediately.
After the consultation we headed out. She was standing at the entrance of the institute
and I wanted to hug her and kiss her right there, I think she felt exactly the same. Our mutual
attraction was so strong, so when I said goodbye to her I asked her:
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-I'm going to go to the movies.
-Alone?
As I walked away with my family and she gave me an uneasy wave goodbye, I walked away a little
confused because the opportunity to be with her had come too soon.
My responsibilities to my own family and my confusion about whether or not to be faithful to my partner, in
addition to having the minimum amount of money in my pocket, prevented me from accepting the opportunity that
she herself surely wanted.
Over the next few weeks I saw her often at the world headquarters and since I was no longer in the mood
for games, when she tried to pretend she didn't see me I decided to really try not to see her. A few days later when
we ran into each other we started talking as if nothing had happened, until she said:
I realized that she had me in mind and that something similar was happening to her as to me.
I stopped seeing her for about fifteen days and one day when I left school, I saw her in Eugenia's dining
room talking with a group of friends. When she discovered that it was me who was coming down the stairs, she
immediately got up and forgot everything. The same thing happened to me. She hurried to where I was and for a
moment stood in front of me, while I, for my part, contemplated her full of glory, such was my state of mind.
Her perfect body, her face that was not so perfect, but still magnificent!
The embrace was powerful and electrifying. It was like a reunion of centuries.
We talked for a while, very excited, and then we said goodbye.
One day, under some pretext, I called her on the phone to arrange an appointment, through her mother,
who was her secretary. In her office, I reminded her of what I had already told her, that my son had problems with
his knees, which was actually true. She agreed to give me the consultation, even though she knew she had no
money.
That day, to show me “scientifically” the function of the knees, she lifted her skirt and let me see her legs,
while she walked here and there, very subtly. And we both knew what kind of chemistry and science was really
taking place in us.
So I asked her out and the next day we went to have some desserts at a
well-known restaurant.
When we left the restaurant she had realized that I didn't have enough
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money and with a great sense of brotherhood stated:
We were walking and it was starting to get dark, I had no idea what part of the city we
were in.
-Take me wherever you want - she answered in a soft and overly feminine voice.
It was the first time in my life that I was feeling a relationship. Without words we were
already boyfriend and girlfriend and everything was happening so fast that she was giving
herself to me. It is in this fire that the world became her, feeling happy just by listening to her
breathing.
In a few minutes we arrived at a children's playground, which was located on the edge
of a large avenue. The afternoon was falling and some children with their parents and older
siblings were still playing here and there; but as happens with lovers we looked for the least
crowded place.
For a moment she removed her protection that protected her from the opposite sex, I
hugged her from behind and she raised her hands, turning her back to me and the caress
became intense when I was able to touch her erotically. It was then that she reacted, quickly
separating from me. This was the end of this first encounter.
She wanted to help me and that day she had recommended me to a very important
person, immediately giving me his address. He was the general manager of relations for a
major airline in Mexico so that I could make his horoscope and “charge him well.”
So I did and I realized that this gentleman was in love with her, or rather, “smitten.”
The relationship with this person did not end when I gave him his horoscope, but he
wanted to do something more to feel better, so I offered to teach him some special exercises.
I immediately began to give him meditation and yoga sessions in the morning, at
Eugenia's House. I would make appointments with him very early, at dawn. The gentleman
was very bad in terms of his nerves and also had a hard time getting to the appointment. So at
that time I would call him at home, his wife would answer and tell me, almost laughing out loud,
because I was making her lazy husband exercise:
And so it happened.
The resident (manager) at Eugenia was confused, and as the Institution was not
prepared to care for a student, even if it was the son of the President of the
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Republic, that's why they put so many "buts" on me when using the facilities there, they
really made my life impossible.
With all these conditions, the Lord only endured the sessions for almost a month.
paying me money that is very dear to me.
As for the doctor, she had also fallen in love with me, the only problem was that I began to realize
that for her, before love, she had a power of inhibition according to her interests and whims. Because I began
to notice, slowly and painfully, that before love, for her, there were her convenient principles.
She was in love, but according to my psychoanalysis she was not able to admit it, much less fight for
such a madness. Because she was typically a Virgo and, in addition, her stay in China, according to my hasty
personal conclusion or perhaps simply my annoyance, had corrupted her in the way she treated the
relationship in a very subtle but terrible way. Naturally, it was impossible to find out about this.
On the other hand, she already knew that he had a partner and children.
But despite everything, I have never experienced children as a problem, but rather as helpless
beings who need us, but who are born with their own individuality. In a way, children are, above all, our “little
comrades.”
I've always thought that people should feel that way and that's why I was sure that she wouldn't find
it an insurmountable obstacle to me having children if I managed to discover that I truly loved her.
After our date at the restaurant we chose another date to meet again.
find.
I quickly started to gather some tools and took them to be pawned. They lent me a little money, but
it was very valuable to me at the moment.
The day of the appointment I arrived at her house and she invited me in. Her father was very serious
and immediately left the room. She had already quickly warned me not to pay too much attention to the
attitude of her family, especially her father, since another person from the fraternity had gone with her and
they treated the visitor quite badly. My intuition and a little information made me feel that it was my astrologer
friend.
I sat on the couch while she, who was wearing sandals, went to her
room and put on her shoes. She came back to me happily, like a little girl, and said:
She invited me to get into her father's old car and she got behind the wheel, so we drove through the
big city. We arrived at the center of Coyoacán but when I tried to hug her she put up a barrier (one of those
that Virgo women use). So I took refuge in my seriousness because I didn't want to get hurt either.
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We walked like this, seriously, through this big square and there were some “mimes” doing their tricks
on the main square. I can see her laughing and somehow the shell started to fall. I was still serious and we sat
there and while I was looking into the distance she took my hand and that’s how I started to respond.
This feeling of courtship came back with all its force and suddenly we were two lovers kissing and
playing. She took refuge in me and we stayed like that, mutually feeling our energies. This was more than sex,
truly love flowed like when you have walked through the desert and you are very thirsty.
The afternoon passed quickly and then we got back in the car.
For some time now she had wanted to see a film which, as far as I remember, was the story of a certain
Pérez Goitia, a very famous painter who, in contrast to his enormous talent, was nevertheless a truly poor
peasant. I don't know why, but this reminded me of my own situation. I couldn't ignore the symbol - it was too
clear!
In the cinema we were hugging each other the whole time and after leaving, when we were already
We were in the car and it was my turn to try to define the situation:
At first she resisted and I noticed that she still had the habits of a family girl and was not in the habit
of missing her home. Although of course, if she had lived so far from home for so long, she would surely have
her own story.
When she started to think about it a lot, I got a little discouraged because I have always thought that
sexual relations, when they come at the right time and love is present, can never be a bad thing. So my
proposal was quite logical and natural and with her experience, I was surprised that she was so hesitant.
-It's okay if you don't want to, no. But then leave me as close to me as you can.
home because it is already night and there is no transportation.
But before we went to a place to spend the night together, she explained to me that one of her recent
friends from “the GFU guys” had made her live an unpleasant experience because all they wanted from her
was sex, and she asked me not to leave it at that, I told her I agreed.
Inside the hotel she went to park the car and I went ahead to pay, when I saw her coming towards me
I thought to myself:
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-She's a goddess!
We had sex and an intense and simultaneous orgasm, like I had never experienced with my partner
before. But not everything was so perfect because as soon as she fell into a deep sleep, however, I couldn't
sleep because my energy was a little unsettled. I realized, according to me, that this was due to experiences
she had lived before, with other partners and that through the sexual relationship we had, in some way, she
was transmitting them to me. It was a very clear perception because I had learned to detect them with the
mother of my children.
The discomfort was so disturbing that I wanted to get up and meditate, but I didn't want to disturb her.
On the other hand, I understood that having fallen in love with her, I wasn't going to be able to leave her so
easily.
However, the feeling I had experienced after having sex with her had not fooled me, because this
would be the only time we would be intimate and the breakup was quickly approaching.
She sensed the danger and was not willing to face a relationship with me if it meant a big scandal
within the fraternity. Because, to begin with, she had given up staying in the East in order to complete a
mission with the GFU in Mexico and she would not allow a love affair with a “nobody” to put her plans at risk.
So I was becoming a dangerous obstacle with everything and I was seen as someone who could
become a Guru.
When they saw us together, and in love at the GFU, it was not long before Samaritan souls appeared,
especially men who began to worry about her, telling her
things like:
-I love you very much and I hope you realize that the person you're hanging out with has children
and that's going to bring you problems. I don't want to see you suffer.
When she told me this, I listened to her and I had nothing to say. It was up to her to decide.
Another day I invited her to eat at Eugenia's so that we could be even with what I had paid earlier at
the restaurant. It was at that moment that, seeing her sitting from a distance, a memory from a few years ago
came to mind. It was the time when I went to the yoga institute: Aeropuerto. When the yoga student was my
girlfriend. Once we were on the subway and the relationship seemed like it wouldn't last long. In the midst of a
peculiar anguish, I clearly perceived, however, that a cloudy force, like an unhealthy gloom, possessed her, in
a very abstract way, but clear to me. It was something that I would understand better when I studied astrology
and associated it with "the lunatic force" that traps almost all the women in the world. Because in general, it is
sad to confess, in this world, both men and women, are as if possessed by the sordidness of the mechanized
world, with that unhealthy halo. Which oppresses almost all of us, when we lack integrity and determination in
the face of life's challenges. In such a way that it ends up plunging people into a
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anguish and a strange, but clear depression. Until finally, it destroys everything. Well, at the same time that this
memory and sensation came to me, at the same time, I could perceive this strange “off-center” gloom that I was
already able to see in certain women, it is a kind of sadness and melancholy, as I said, with a strongly lunatic
tendency. It seemed that “the forces of evil” were at the same time mocking me, while they more or less took
possession of her, my current conquest. Over the years, this power of perceiving this, would develop more
clearly in me. Until there was no doubt that it exists and does a lot of harm to couples who love each other, but
are more or less weak. And everyone blames one or another “objective” situation, but they never look inside
themselves, so as to discover what it was that is really undermining their love for the other.
Therefore, I am not surprised that from that moment on he decided to keep me away from his life.
When I was convinced of this, because of how much I really loved her and as a response to the special thing
she allowed me to experience after my stormy relationship with my partner, I wanted to help her a little in what
would happen anyway and I told her:
-I don't want to chase you anymore, so I'm putting this in your hands. If you want to move forward, just
give me a call. If you do, I'll understand that we're going to move forward.
-That's enough, that's not going to happen because I'm never going to talk to you on the phone - was
his response.
From that day on, she decided to get married as soon as possible. Because in a month or two I found
out that she was already engaged to a brother. Evidently she wanted to settle down as soon as possible and
forget about me.
I still saw her once in the Cuautla Ashram but by then, she, who was
very skilled at that, he had already put up a barrier that separated us forever.
And even though it may seem silly, I loved her so much that for a whole year I meditated for her while
practicing yoga, enveloping her in the Violet Flame that would allow her to transmute everything that prevented
her from being truly happy.
I had taken the first definitive step towards finding love and this could no longer be stopped in my path.
Then, something wonderful happened in my life, which was to be the fundamental cause for propelling me
towards the culminating moment of my realization as a REAL INITIATE. Something that every true yogi, religious
person, mystic, esotericist, sage and seeker of truth desires with all his might and when he achieves it, it
becomes the crown of his Living Path.
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It was the early nineties and I was still living in Netzahualcóyotl with my partner and the children.
There one night I had a wonderful vision.
I fell asleep like every night, but this time I wasn't dreaming, but suddenly I was really in front of the
Sublime Elder Brother, Master Estrada. I saw him with his white hair and his bright but stone-like face, just as
I knew him. He was dressed in his white cloak so that I would recognize him as in life and he smiled at me. I
was literally there and he was in front of me: and he said to me:
I clearly understood that he meant that I was the spiritual successor of his Institution.
GFU Solar Line.
I was shocked and aware. I couldn't believe what he was telling me.
As he perceived my doubt, he immediately transported me to a following vision where I could see a man
dressed in white and more or less young, but who in reality had no real rank. Upon contact with this image I
could clearly perceive that in the GFU Solar Line he or those who were in charge of it, did not reach the rank
of a Royal Initiate.
This was the feeling it gave me.
With my mind I wanted to see Maestro Estrada and immediately he was here again in front of me.
He accompanied me to the next lower dimensional level, precisely where dreams occur. As we
advanced, I could see my children and their mother who were inside a public transport van. The master
continued speaking:
I was no longer looking at the Master, I moved away from that public transport van a little and then I
could see people in the streets walking through the mud, struggling around, getting up and walking on, dirtying
everything with mud. All this shook me. I made an effort and tried to walk uphill to a mound, I saw a red stone
and I tried to touch it, to grab it and escape from all that mud.
I remembered that in Freemasonry they always told me that an Initiate must dress well,
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dressing up in a suit and thus getting used to managing his life, speaking of Universal Brotherhood.
I was so excited that the first thing that occurred to me was to tell my partner. She listened to me and
as I was telling her, she became upset. She was blushing with envy.
I remembered that Master Estrada had had the vision of the Christ of the New Age before Dr. de la
Ferriere arrived in America and that was why he waited for him for ten years.
That was exactly what had happened to me, but now he was giving me a Mission that, for the
moment, I had nothing to do with.
I decided to keep it in my heart because it was impossible to forget it. There was something
what I had to do and I didn't know how to start.
It was at that time that I had already decided to leave the GFU, because it seemed to me to be
nonsense that it was only directed to a bureaucracy disguised as a fraternity. I never judged or resented any
particular person, and even less the teachers. In reality, it was here that I felt at home, like in my family, but
what I felt and perceived from each and every one of those with whom I dealt and had to deal, I weighed it
honestly, without sectarian or a priori passions, and I realized that this place was no longer for me.
It was this capacity for impartiality in which I was primarily educated by my practice as an Astrologer,
through which I was able to have a real scientific judgment of life and the invaluable power to seek The Truth.
I am referring specifically to the fact that the true astrologer as a Royal Initiate manages to develop
the ability to be one with the soul of the person he is studying in a horoscopic birth chart. And just like every
authentic psychologist he can feel, see and grasp the entire existential circumstance of the patient, remaining
impersonal in the study he carries out. It is an art that very few manage to fully master.
Maestro Marcelli's books in which he recounted his memoirs had already been published.
Yes! I remember that time, after the death of Master Estrada (1982), when Master Marcelli, several
times, refused to receive me in his office at the World Headquarters, Eugenia (Mexico City). Our relationship
was going well and he made an effort to give us some time to talk. But in a period of about six months, things
were not easy regarding being able to see him. And one time when he left his office to celebrate the customary
Cosmic Ceremony, which he had to give every time he was in Mexico. We could see him physically. And
everyone, anxious, asked him how the matter of his books was going, which, we knew, he was writing. - Yes!
The entire work consists of three books: Estrada to serve them, Estrada the Master and Estrada the Initiate
(something like that was the name of the latter, I don't remember the title well).
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And then, when we insisted on giving us a little more information about what his books would
be about, he would explain. With a certain emotion, he emphatically ran his palms up and down, from
head to toe, without touching them. As he said:
-It deals with how we are made, how divinity made us, in our life, which is nevertheless very human.
Shortly after, his first book was published: Estrada to serve them. It was a success in Mexico,
Spain and other countries where GFU Solar was established. From the story, one could realize that
he met several women, apart from his wife, with whom he had fallen in love, but that he never left his
wife. I even came to think that the acupuncturist sister who returned from China was the same one
that Master Marcelli mentioned in his books; as well as other women who were very special in his life.
Like the one who was born in China.
He became an artist and was protected by a wealthy old man. And as this old millionaire he summoned him to
entrust his beloved, who was also infatuated with the future Master Marcelli. Master Estrada spoke with this
young woman who later became a great artist in Mexico and told her: -Leave my disciple alone because I am
preparing him for a special MISSION. And she, more or less involved with the hovels of fine prostitution,
distanced herself from him. But he described with a certain poetic feeling "the charm" he felt for her.
He also writes in detail what happened to Maestro Estrada when he was kicked out of “La
Fundación de la Ferriere, in Mexico.” And like young people, they had to face physical aggression and
defended themselves with stones from the roof of the place. And Maestro Estrada ordered them to
stop fighting, telling them: -They're losing, because if they don't want me here, I can take The Secret
Chamber wherever I want.
Another important memory, of many that I have in my direct relationship with Maestro Marcelli.
It has nothing to do with what he wrote, but it does correspond to those years.
Our twins (boy and girl) were just under a year old and we wanted Maestro Marcelli to baptize them.
But I hadn't wanted to decide what name to give them.
Because in some way, I wanted to give them, symbolically, to me then, Maestro Marcelli, as an act of
devotion towards him. And we arrived one morning at Eugenia Street, just when Maestro Marcelli was
going to begin his Cosmic Ceremony. And I said to him:
-Of course, brother! What are they going to be called? - asked Maestro Marcelli happily.
And during the course of the Ceremony, when the moment of baptizing them arrived, his voice seemed
to choke a little, but he immediately said firmly, as he placed his hand on the girl's crown: - CRISTINA, I baptize
you in the name of the Avatar of the Age of Aquarius. And then, we presented the child to her, saying: -
CHRISTOPHER, I baptize you in the name of the Avatar of the Age.
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Everyone was fascinated because it was a pair of twins and not just another child, marked
for the new golden age. And when the Master approached us, after the Cosmic Ceremony was
over, speaking to my companion and me, as simple friends, he said: - Oh! I didn't even know what
to call these children. But thank God, when I was about to put my hand on their heads, something
made me know their name.
Uufff!
Anyway, back to the books published by Maestro Marcelli. I never heard of any more
editions of them or of their being for sale. Suddenly, they disappeared from public view, or at least
they tried to. For strange reasons. Perhaps – I want to think – it was speculated that what the
Maestro wrote about old love affairs, such as the one in which he let it be seen that he loved a
Reverend who was his great friend and, in a certain way, a companion in his spiritual awakening.
All of which clashed with what, in fantasy and fairy tales, is expected of the love of a couple, that
is, united forever with their legal wife.
I don't know for sure. But as far as I'm concerned, in those books Master Marcelli revealed,
at least a little, what he truly felt at the beginning of his journey along a real spiritual Path, with his
human doubts and cosmic longings. And also his human and divine relationship with his Master
Estrada.
But the most delicate thing for me was that I started to THINK that if the master was really in love he
should have left his wife even if there were children involved, since the love of a couple is the most important
thing to be happy and to be able to truly fulfill a mission. It was obvious that Master Estrada was not going to
allow an Aquarian, and even less someone who is going to become a Guru, to leave his wife, because naturally,
Master Estrada wanted exemplary Aquarian marriages. But from my own experience I knew that without true
love, AQUARIAN MARRIAGE is a myth.
He also knew that Master Díaz Porta had several women with children and that with
for good reason that bothered Maestro Marcelli a lot.
It was at that time that a Council of Hierarchs was formed to question Master Díaz Porta's initiation
degree of Sat Chella or Sat Arhat (I don't remember well) and to leave him with the degree of Guru only. This
was because one of the "Reverends" openly accused him of having had sexual relations with her, being Guru
and in Brahmacharia (celibacy).
Of course, the teacher Díaz Porta did not accept such a degradation and did not want to, according to
it was said, to give explanations for their actions.
For my part, the question of the Brahmacharya period began to sound like religious dogma
to me, especially if there is truly love in couples. I did not agree with the issue of sexual abstinence.
I thought that this period does exist but it is something that life imposes on us by nature in periods
of our existence and it is a mistake to want to impose it, forty months for every Guru.
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So in this sense it was ridiculous to prosecute teacher Díaz Porta for having had sex during his
celibacy period, rather his acts of irresponsible polygamy should have been condemned. Because it seems
that true love blossoms better with a monogamous relationship and if that ends then, one must try again,
always with increasing responsibility.
Another scandal was that the teacher Díaz Porta allowed rituals based on ancient Mexican traditions,
but in them pellote (a drug) was consumed. Later I was also able to find out about other gossip, such as that
some groups of extreme temperament had fallen into certain orgies with a bad version of these sacred rituals
and also, in other places within the same indigenist current, certain types of erotic massages were given that
ended in sexual corruption.
Many of these things I could not verify directly, nor did they interest me. Apart from keeping myself
away from the disputes between Maestro Marcelli and Domingo Díaz Porta, on the other hand, I had my own
head and could think.
The directors insisted on their fanaticism for the teachings of Maestro Estrada and
They completely denied the Master of La Ferriere.
Some openly declared that the Master of La Ferriere was a failure, even a real alcoholic, before he
passed away in 1962. Others said that he had probably not passed away but had simply disappeared.
But I didn't know of anyone who seriously thought about the possibility that there was
Promoted. I myself did not think so categorically, but I never denied it.
This charisma of Master Estrada in the formation of his GFU Solar Line had left Master de la Ferriere
in the shadows. He was generally considered but no one seriously liked Master de la Ferriere. The Institution
was losing itself in useless sectarianism and was forgetting a global mission with humanity.
I had studied Master Estrada and although I did not know everything about him like his wife and his
most beloved disciples, however, despite the deep love that I have for him and had for him then, I clearly
realized that when Master de la Ferriere went to Europe, Master Estrada began the foundation of the GFU
Solar Line where there was no longer a contact that included Master de la Ferriere but only with Master
Estrada and his way of seeing things.
It was only a matter of time before he realized that Master Estrada had probably made a mistake when he did not obey
Master de la Ferriere. I am referring to when the Master told him to retire and dress simply like any other civilian citizen in order to
serve the Institution and not get in its way. But Master Estrada had understood that the order of retirement, given by the Master,
referred only to him beginning his forty-month retirement.
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With this order, the Master of la Ferriere could actually have been talking about both things at the same
time, that is, retiring for forty months and also leading his life in a truly impersonal way and stopping dressing in
the Nazarene way (dressing in white and a cape, as well as long hair and a beard), as the same Master of la
Ferriere did.
Another concern was that for the Master de la Ferriere the 7 degrees of Royal Initiation applied equally
to men and women. But Master Estrada wisely based this on the fact that the Earth is in the middle of its age,
and as the Earth-Moon system has a direct relationship with Woman, then, she cannot have a true contact with
the Sun. Her anatomical design does not have the seminal activity that a man has, which is fundamental for that
CONTACT. Therefore, according to Master Estrada, her degree of evolution cannot be greater than the second
degree of Royal Initiation.
Since I was in Yamines, I noticed that naturalist clinics were also emerging at GFU to heal people. One
of these doctors was Reverend Shaya Michan. It was striking that he always dressed in white, despite being a
bit emotional, but his great love for natural medicine was evident. He spoke of having learned it directly from a
disciple whose teacher had treated the Gandhi family in India.
He commented that doctors like this one could cure diseases that allopathic medicine was not able to.
Shaya-Michan was a very versatile man, he was excited by the subject of naturism and once a year,
following the tradition of his teacher in naturism, he would do forty-day fasts based on a single fruit and teas.
He had great charisma and stood out from the rest of the naturopathic doctors.
People followed his lectures with enthusiasm and he was helping the GFU a lot by bringing people to
it. But the atmosphere in the GFU was already one of pitched battle for positions in the Hierarchy based on
seven degrees of Royal Initiation, which are symbolized by a cross called Aquarius, the size corresponding to
the degree. The urgency arose mainly because the highest positions in the hierarchy are for fewer personnel,
since the ranking is shaped like a pyramid and at the top are only the “mere bosses” of the company, that is, the
Sat Gurus. So a kind of psychosis began because the positions could be filled and the aspirants to the
institutionalization of consciousness could be, as they say, “out of the game.”
But fortunately some did not fall into these desires and among them was this wise doctor.
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That is why when I felt misunderstood at the GFU and saw that my ideals of making the institution
consistent with the economic and productive interests of human life were not met, I realized that this
reverend, perhaps because of his Jewish ancestry, was willing to reconcile esoteric evolution with
economic prosperity.
He was heavily criticized by many in the hierarchy, but he did not go unnoticed by me; on the contrary, I
admired him.
In his mobile clinic he attended to people. But he seemed more like a crazy dreamer because he
didn't have "a single peso." He was all about ideas and hopes, and his office was eventually lent to him at
the GFU facilities.
He liked to give consultations at the National Headquarters, on Insurgentes, almost on the corner
with Colima and very close to the Insurgentes roundabout. And one of those days when I was still Yamin,
I saw him working with his particular enthusiasm and in order to get close to him I asked him a random
question and he in turn asked me:
-I just remembered that they are selling a plot of land on the corner! It's before reaching Durango
Street, on this side of the sidewalk. I want you to go and copy the phone number that is painted on the
protective wall, because I want to buy it.
So I did and I returned happy with the result of the unusual mission that had been given to me.
Months later I was in the Ferriere bookstore talking with the manager who was my friend, and the
topic was about the fact that there were no opportunities at the Institution for people who wanted to
integrate political sociology, law, the soul, theology, etc., with the consequent lack of real businesses. All
because according to them, the things of the world were of the world and the discipline that makes us
evolve through yoga, that was different.
We were in that situation when I saw Dr. Shaya Michan passing by and I said to my friend:
There were always two or three people who were his assistants. It was a kind of judicial guard
and it was something that the doctor liked very much. This time I crossed the defense line and said to the
Reverend:
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He looked at me for a few moments and realized that it was Yamin or something like that, that is, he
did yoga and he always showed his affection to these people from the GFU. For example, attending on Saturdays
to teach them meditation at the GFU facilities, as well as other things. Letting it be noted that despite his
selfishness, there was, however, a mixture of love in this man.
-I don't understand why they are not interested in the money issue here (at the GFU). I think this is not
right and I need someone to guide me.
Now that I saw it I wanted to talk to you to see if you could help me with this.
His "judicial assistants" began to worry about the nonsense that always
He agreed to see the doctor and they started calling him.
Shaya scratched his bald head, made some nervous movements while trying to think and began to
walk, suddenly his natural emotional tendency sparkled in his eyes and he said to me:
-Come with me and talk to me in the car, because I have a very important meeting with the manager
of a bank, but I want you to finish telling me what's happening to you!
I was happy and, faced with the distrustful grimaces of his guards, I climbed onto his
car like everyone else. I had no choice but to make a little space for myself.
I spoke to him about my concerns with the GFU and the need for integration into society, which was
being lost, as I no longer felt that there was a projection of the GFU into society.
Between interruptions to listen to suggestions from others and to give orders to the driver to take the
correct route, Dr. Shaya Michan listened to me attentively. We were quickly approaching the meeting place, in a
central location in Mexico City, and with his usual loquacity he commented:
-Brother, first we must stick to God and pursue the kingdom of heaven.
and everything will be given to us in addition. Understand! EVERYTHING BROTHER.
He hurried downstairs and entered a major bank in Mexico. He stood out for his manner and because
he was, as always, dressed in his white attire among the rest of the businessmen dressed in suits who greeted
him almost at the entrance. He laughed and chattered as if they were lifelong friends, because he has always
been known for his ability to cultivate this type of relationship.
After ten minutes at the most, he came down with a smile from ear to ear. He was happy and told us
all.
- This man is a great friend, I'm sure he will lend me the money - he said.
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-Everything is always possible, brother.
I felt that a higher power was moving me. But on the other hand, I would not have close contact
with Dr. Shaya again until about ten years later. By then, he had already founded his own naturalist centers
in buildings of up to four floors, located in various important places in the city.
Meanwhile, I felt that my time was somehow shortening for me within the GFU institution. I clearly
felt that I was being rejected. But since my direction was uncertain, I insisted on finding a way to stay.
I learned that my former director at Yamines, whom I greatly admired, had become the director of
the institute on Monterrey Street, one of the important GFU centers in Mexico City. I went to visit him and
he listened to my argument that many institutes were failing due to the apathy that a certain group of
brothers had aroused. I also put myself at his disposal to see if I could give astrology classes or something
like that there. In response, he began to talk to me about his projects that were supported by Guru Marcelli:
Maestro Marcelli had entrusted him with a clearly outlined mission that consisted of first conquering
the Monterrey institute and then Aurobindo (the one in Insurgentes) and other important ones.
My relationship was in its terminal phase, although still, in those days, I didn't
I had had the vision of apostolic succession that Maestro Estrada would entrust to me.
A few days later I tried to contact my former director at Yamines, who invited me to the radio station
because they were promoting the Monterrey Institute. It was one of these times that I met my former lover, the
acupuncturist, and she was very cold. By the way, she was allowed to speak. But that time, when we were going
down the elevator with four or five people, including my fascinating tormentor, the doctor. You can see the power
she displayed over men. Not just as if she were an artist or something, but something else that captivates. I
mean that these friends and I were people stronger emotionally and spiritually than the average person. That is,
we did yoga, we practiced ovo-lacto-vegetarianism and we were very committed to that. As well as, we commonly
attended schools of wisdom called pre- or initiatory. However, they, and especially my dear director of Yamines,
could not resist the charms of this woman and desired her, especially sensually. I was astonished and surprised
by this mystery, which only with time made me understand that she was not like the common women of this
humanity because she belonged to another evolutionary level. As I made it clear to them after many years: She
was a rather cosmic woman.
Anyway, another day, the lucky one to speak in front of the radio microphones was my former
astrology partner. And the fact is that only once they allowed me to go into the booth without letting me
take the microphone. My engineer friend was angry and defended me, saying that if they didn't accept me,
he wouldn't participate again either. But even though I didn't want to, I started
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noticed something very real, namely, that I didn't really exist for them. By some strange
magic that was always like this, there was no way they would recognize me. My friend, I
insist, tried to defend me and make known how valuable I really was, but it was all in vain.
Little by little I became convinced that this was not working. The strategies of my former director of
Yamines were not the best and also, his own marital relationship began to falter when he went half crazy,
having lovers in the GFU, here and there like a little dog in heat. The young women who had wanted him so
much began to “kill him off”.
I was in these conditions when I was talking to my astrologer friend and we were about to no
longer see each other physically for many years, since at that time, our astrological office had just
ceased to exist.
For some reason I found out that my friend, who was in love with me and who was an
administrator, was now the manager of the Shaya Michan naturist center on Tabasco Street. This
excited me so much that I told my brother:
He started making faces at what we were to each other and then, with a mischievous laugh,
he asked me:
We started laughing and commenting on her physical form and other details that tried to
explain what she was to me. I didn't tell him everything but it was enough to make his heart happy
too. So I called him at the Shaya center where she was the manager and he immediately recognized
me with great joy. We immediately arranged an appointment for that same afternoon.
My friend was curious to see her from a distance and accompanied me to Sanborns where
we agreed to meet. When we arrived I started looking for her with my eyes to show her to him. She
was standing there and as soon as I discovered her I pointed it out to my friend, pointing at her. He
couldn't help but appreciate her and in a somewhat vulgar tone he exclaimed:
I laughed with him but I didn't find the matter so funny anymore. My friend was
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desperate, pushed him and told him firmly:
I looked at her from a distance and again found a pleasant woman, with her striking
forms and her way of dressing according to a middle social class.
I approached and we greeted each other very pleasantly as we had not seen each other
for a long time.
She immediately told me how special our reunion was, because when she answered
she felt it was a symbol, since moments before I called her, Dr. Shaya-Michan, together with
his assistants who had a strong influence on him, had notified her that she was fired, and as
was customary in the corporate policy “of the jungle,” she knew that she was not fired because
she had done her job badly but precisely because she was doing it very well. She felt bad, so
when I called her she regained her spirits and immediately accepted the appointment.
We were talking and finally he noticed that I had not prospered much in what
material, so I pay for our drinks.
We went out for a walk through the streets and the attraction between us was so great
that suddenly we were hugging and kissing each other with the tenderness that two lovers give
each other. These were moments when we needed affection and it seemed like the world didn't
care about us, so we only had each other.
She told me that she was still legally married but that everything had failed in a short
time and that now she lived alone and full of hopelessness.
When he asked me about my life I explained that I needed to work to earn some money.
-Why don't you go with Shaya Michan? - Was his unusual response.
-Shaya Michan?
I hadn't thought of it this way when I mentioned her. My main idea was to be able to
have her close and tell her what I felt. But now that she mentioned this, the idea of visiting
Shaya resonated very deeply within me. By then, I was no longer at GFU, in fact I was no
longer attending my pre-Initiatory school.
Time passed quickly as we stayed very close together, but finally the moment came
when she had to decide whether to take the step with me into a relationship or not. I don't know
what went through her mind but when we reached a corner and I hugged her, she suddenly
separated from me and simply said:
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-.Bye
She walked away, and in my typical way I just watched her walk away, reverent of her decision, but my
soul ached. She crossed the street and stopped on the other side of the sidewalk. Then she turned around
briefly, looked at me with tears in her eyes, and shouted at the top of her lungs:
-I love you!
I couldn't help but let a sob accompany her. I saw her silhouette disappear into the distance and
when she finally disappeared, I returned to waking life trying to locate where I was, to return home.
Shortly after, I decided to visit the Shaya-Michan naturist center called El Oro.
I didn't have to try very hard to get the manager of this center (who was married to one of the Michans) to
welcome me. She was a distinguished-looking lady who was about 40 years old, but playful and naive like a
child. She watched me attentively as I talked and talked, trying to explain my whole plan to open an astrology
school. Then, the assistant manager arrived who did know me, since he also belonged to a pre-initiatory
school at the GFU and we greeted each other several times, although we did not deepen our friendship. But
this time we did begin to interact, in a more direct way. I was pleased that before making a judgment she got
down to business. So it was that, in less than a week, I was already scheduled to actively participate, within
Shaya Michan's team, at the ORO center (located in the Shaya building that was on Oro Street, in the same
Roma neighborhood, Mexico City. Right across the sidewalk from where the GFU (Great Universal Fraternity)
National Headquarters, the Solar Line (Aurobindo Yoga Institute) and the Ferriere Bookstore were still located.
And so, immediately, I was ready to go on the radio, in order to directly announce my conferences, inviting
the general public.
Dr. Shaya Michan heard about me and as he had serious problems with his previous marriages and
with the young girls who pursued him trying to get him, he began to be enthusiastic about my services as an
astrologer, until he gave me the opportunity to make the birth chart of one of his ex-wives, then that of a
teenager who had given him a child, etc. As I did not have a studio to record the cassettes of these birth
charts, I had to do it at home and my partner sometimes listened, although this did not do her any good,
because her face usually turned livid when she realized that I could see and lay bare the human soul, perhaps
which made her wonder how much of her soul I could see.
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soon and hoping that I would forgive him for his way of being, I do not know how or when
he obtained a letter from the master Domingo Díaz Porta in which the Venerable,
addressed me a few words speaking to me about fraternity and how great it is to forgive
and love, strongly and very kindly suggesting that I do that with her, that I forgive her in the name of the
love.
This sounded great, but the teacher had no information on how they were doing.
really things, so I ignored such a one-sided message.
Shaya's intimate life with his ex-wife and later with his occasional lovers was not at all
flattering. And particularly, his ex-wife's life was very similar to life with my own partner. I was surprised
and Shaya even more so, after listening to the tape I recorded for her, although of course, no life is
the same as another.
I confirmed all this when Dr. Shaya took great respect and admiration for me, so much so
that I almost immediately became his head astrologer. For my part, I continued to behave with him
and with people as naturally as ever, only now I was happier because I now had the possibility of
having a little money in my pocket, in addition to being able to sell some of the material that I myself
wrote to the students and assistants of the Shaya-Michan centers.
When the radio visits were stabilized for Saturdays, after the radio session I had to travel with
Dr. Shaya and his entourage to the center of El Oro in order to speak to about 300 people gathered
there and finally, I managed to form my group under the name of “School of Transformative Astrology.”
When the school started, Shaya Michan thought that there would be a lot of people, but in
reality the group that was formed did not exceed thirty people and over time I discovered that this was
due to my lack of experience. But above all because my teachings were linked to an initiatory-
astrological process and people did not always endure it, so the number slowly decreased at the
same time as those who remained became more and more true disciples.
Although Shaya Michan was a little discouraged because my groups were not large, however,
the need and sincere admiration he felt for me led him to respect me.
By then Shaya already considered me his friend and confided in me personally. His trials
were hard, because as is natural in this world, people who occupied certain positions of power wanted
to profit in an illicit manner, so Shaya turned to his family. In fact, his daughters and ex-wives
depended heavily on him financially, so they were placed in various naturist centers and the result
was that now they were the ones who had conflicts with the Instructors,
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administrators and curators of the Shaya Michan centers.
Shaya Michan's family were not professional administrators, managers or lawyers, and much
less could they understand metaphysical instructors, occultists, esotericists, astrologers, etc., who
were working in the various centers.
They were there to take care of “the material”, but very uninformed about what true naturism and real
initiation like GFU should be.
The time that Dr. Shaya took me to the television station in Pachuca, his assistants who
surrounded him became a little more upset than usual when he said that I would go with him to pick
up some things at his hotel and that he would see them in Mexico.
I was also surprised, because I never saw or treated Dr. Shaya with any exaggerated desire to make
him feel that I loved him or that he was “my beloved teacher.” I never showed the flattery that was characteristic
of most of his assistants. So I was surprised that he invited me to his hotel.
So, he wanted to relax a little from his false manners and told me how El Hermano Mayor
(Mr. Estrada) scolded him many times because he ended a relationship with one partner and started
with another shortly after.
-What you build with your head, you destroy with your feet. - Maestro Estrada had told him
one of those times when he scolded him.
He also told me that he had cured cases of AIDS and that some of those who were sick had
been promised that he would give them a car if he cured them of this deadly disease, but as soon as
he cured them he went back on the promise he had made, and even came to believe that it was the
doctors who had declared them sick who had made a mistake in their verdict on their diagnosis and
that they were never really sick. The doctor told me that things like this happened to him often.
In the afternoon of that day, I went up to the doctor's room, accompanying him to collect his personal
things and Shaya asked me questions to try to find out what I longed for from life. I did not quite understand what
he meant and suddenly, he stopped packing his suitcase and Reverend Shaya looked at me very seriously,
telling me with a sincerity that came from his heart:
This was a statement that I will never forget, because he said it with great honesty.
I really wanted to help him as an astrologer, without any personal desire for his money.
Because the relationship I had with him never interested me enough for him to give me anything. I
just really appreciated the opportunity he was giving me to channel my knowledge as a way of working.
So, once outside the radio booth, when he doubted his worth, I told him
said:
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-What's up! You are going to become a master (Guru, fourth degree of royal initiation)
Or not?
So I reaffirmed it to him:
During this process, the manager of the gold center became very fond of me and had a great
respect for me, as I had never had in my professional life. This was opening the doors for me “wide
open” and I was starting to have money in my pocket. The manager was enthusiastic and wanted us
to make inroads into the primary schools, starting with the one across the street. She also organized
my students from the school of transformative astrology and sometimes invited me to lunch. So we
had a good time, especially because she had a hard time understanding these “horoscope” things,
despite belonging to the GFU and already having a degree. Sometimes she tried to be my student,
but I was surprised that she could not grasp everything I explained. But she loved me a lot.
I remember very well that one day my trust in her was so great that I confessed to her that I
did not have adequate clothing to give lectures in public, mainly because I remembered what the
Elder Brother had warned me about in THE VISION I had with him, in which he gave me the order:
-Put on a suit!
When I let her know, my manager friend was thoughtful and after a while
external:
After two weeks, he told me to go see one of his relatives because they were going to give
me some suits. He warned me that they were dealing with some millionaires.
They lived next to Plaza San Ángel. Precisely in the place where, for a time, I went every 15
days, when I studied a course at the restaurant “Ganhesa”, which was also next to Plaza San Ángel. In
that restaurant, a well-known astrologer was the director of a branch of an Astrological Association of the
United States. And since I wanted to achieve official recognition for my role as an Astrologer and in
Mexico there was no such professional career, as there was, for example, in a University Faculty in
England. So, as I said, I went to that place for a while, until I finally completed the first level of that
important, more professional study, referring to astrology.
Anyway, the fact is that I got there and I actually ran into a very serious and difficult-to-deal-
with lady. In reality, there was no “astrology professor” here or anything like that, just a poor junk
dealer who was going to pick up some clothes that these rich people had bought.
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were about to be thrown in the trash.
This reminded me that not everyone could see in me what some could.
As soon as I could, I went to the manager to thank her. She, always with a distinguished demeanor,
listened to me and was happy, finally celebrating with open laughter.
who already had clothes and added:
-Now things will go well for you, brother, because wearing the clothes of those millionaires will bring
you luck.
Dr. Shaya Michan lived between his economic needs and his wonderful ability to raise centers, by virtue
of his good management of money. But on the other hand, he had strong emotional conflicts, between being
well with his own family involved in the key positions of his centers and at the same time, responding with
altruism to the GFU. To this we had to add all of us who were working in this company, especially those who
truly loved a mission for the New Age, to the point that what this majority simply wanted was to take all the
personal advantage they could from a man who had been able to raise himself economically, when the GFU in
advance, despised this vision.
It was in this type of debate within his own naturist centers that, fortunately for me, Dr. Shaya Michan
could not find a director for his naturist school and chose me.
There was indeed one person who served as the director. He was a person of good character and I did
not want to dethrone him. For this reason I did not pay much attention to Dr. Shaya-Michan's request that I
become the director of his naturism school.
I attended this school as a teacher of one more subject and there was the one who was going to
become my retreat companion. But I didn't suspect it yet, because she acted silently, despite being so different
from the rest of the attendees.
In front of the students of the naturism school, Dr. Shaya openly insisted that he accept being the
director of the naturism school and told the one who was still the director:
-Don't worry, because without lowering your salary, I want you to go with me.
to help me with the hotel in Tepoztlán.
After the first day of officially being the director of the naturism school, Shaya appeared to ask them
how they were with their new director and asked them:
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Everyone began to applaud the wisdom of his decision.
A light I had never experienced before began to fill me everywhere. The stage of my life in the Shaya
centers was taking on its own particular stamp. Everything began to take on color.
One of these days, when I was leaving the Tabasco Institute, where I worked as director and also as a
teacher of astro-diagnosis at the naturism school, I saw one of my students making a call on the corner phone.
She didn't look very attractive because she wasn't wearing makeup and her clothing consisted of a kind of skirt
that reached below her knees or maybe they were baggy pants. I was talking to other students, while she was
talking to her mother on the phone, as she later confessed to me. I was interested in talking to her, because I
was at the stage where I felt respected by students of something that I did like to teach: my Astrology Course.
For that reason I wanted everyone to be happy, as I was myself.
When my student finished her call, I noticed she was a little disturbed, trying not to look at me and she
walked towards Insurgentes, while I finished the conversation with the people I was talking to, as always after
class and I walked behind that restless pupil. She got a little nervous and looked at me out of the corner of her
eye.
When I was close I greeted her and this was the beginning of my relationship with an unforgettable woman.
I began to feel inspired like never before, in a search for truth and happiness above all else. Such was
the force with which this woman began to attract me that I was willing to do everything within the right. But not to
possess her blindly, but because her energy was very similar to mine and I needed to be with her.
The roses began to bloom uncontrollably and my heart leapt for joy every time I went to my naturism
class and there was a real woman. At first I wanted to treat her like the others, but little by little I was awakening
in a wonderful and unknown world.
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WITHDRAWAL
I was beginning to find myself, but there were energies that I was not yet able to control. These
were elementary knowledges that I could not grasp because I lacked perspective.
Like most people, I was susceptible to criticism from the people around me and to the uncontrolled
sexual passions that seemed to perpetually be waiting for us in the darkness of the night.
In contrast to the happiness that I was able to experience for the first time in my life, I did not know
how to handle things well, in the privileged position in which destiny had placed me with this man named
Shaya Michan who, in his own way, loved me.
I was hurt by my failed relationship and tired of perpetual poverty, burdened with the responsibility
of my paternal family, from an early age. The only way to survive all this was to get out of this crushing and
social machine, which carried me on its gigantic blades, like huge arms, like those against which Don
Quixote fought.
I did not know, even if someone had tried to explain it to me, that there was a LUNAR NETWORK,
much less a CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS NETWORK (also called Solar) and that most of humanity belongs
to one of them and the rest (very few) to the other.
It would take several years after my retreat to understand that the lunar network is composed of
what the Tibetan Master in his masterpiece, “Treaty on Cosmic Fire,” calls: Lunar Pitris. He refers to people
lacking willpower and who live mainly from the emotional, the collective and the imitation of everything they
perceive and reason.
So you can be a great intellectual and still be emotional.
Humanity behaves in a network and this is how it reacts. This lunar network responds to biological
genetics and customs, as well as a natural tendency towards polygamy.
However, I could already be sure of one thing, and that is that “ consciousness is an individual
phenomenon, not a collective one.” This realized concept was a fundamental pillar of the teaching in my
School of Transformative Astrology.
All of these are just words, but when you search with your heart in the
hand, the truth begins to be revealed and we experience all that it entails.
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lunar network. People's opinions, their conditioning, their laws, their morals, their sentimentality and their way
of loving, were what largely controlled my life.
So, my way of loving was still mostly sentimental and, consequently, quite emotional, unstable and
immature. It was with this nature that I began to identify with my group at the naturism school, and this very thing
prevented me from realizing that these students did not need to change essentially, because they were fine as
they were.
I wanted to capture them as beings with individuality, but they were not ready yet and I could not detect it in time.
There were actually many conflicting currents within the Shaya Michan naturist centers and the doctor
loved his family, the fraternity and the people and in this position he was trying to be fair. In addition, many
people were looking for ways to abuse his good will.
For my part, I was blinded by my desire for the centers to be subject to a Royal Initiation. I still had that
strange vice that one acquires in the GFU of the post-war period by defending “Estradism” (blindly loving the
master Estrada). Far from getting rid of it, I had reinforced it. That vice can be basically defined as “taking sides
with someone or something.”
Indeed, with our desire to help humanity, we often take sides with a group, ceasing to be impartial and
with this, we lose the universal perspective of life: HUMANITY AS A UNIT.
So, I emotionally began to defend the students from the injustices that were taking place at the naturist
center where I was the school director. One day, without consulting Dr. Shaya who was always very busy, I took
a wrong initiative and decided that the backyard should be covered with a tarp so that the students could
comfortably conduct their yoga class.
This, of course, did not please Dr. Shaya Michan, but as was his custom, he did not say anything
directly.
In addition, the end of the school year was approaching and the students had no real preparation.
Which was not right. But at the same time I was unable to assess the needs of the doctor, for whom the important
thing was that this course was completed no matter what, because it was urgent that new students were enrolled
so that they could contribute their money.
It was a difficult situation and I was not practical, but “in the name of God” I decided that those who did
not truly succeed in becoming natural healers, as promised at the beginning of the course, could not be
recognized.
Shaya also acted on his own, he exhausted his patience and one day without telling me (because
it was his way of avoiding confrontation problems, according to him) he called the students and together
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the assistant manager of the Oro Institute gave them their diplomas, only because they did not owe any monthly
payments.
Dr. Shaya Michan was not perfect, but that is not the point. The problem is that I had taken sides
thinking I was doing the right thing, unable to put myself in Dr. Shaya Michan's perspective.
In truth, he had to pay for the radio services at a stratospheric monthly amount of a quarter of a million
pesos, since it consisted of many hours a week and all of us enjoyed that privilege for free, although we were
definitely his unconditional supporters.
I was wrong about how things work in life and what it means to love humanity. Maybe Dr. Shaya and
the GFU Hierarchs were also imperfect, but that did not justify me.
Shortly after this incident, Shaya Michan again appointed someone else as the director of the naturism
school without telling me. Both directors were on the radio and Dr. Shaya was also there, so I acted naturally,
clarifying that I accepted being dismissed and that I appreciated the new director to help him in any way possible.
This simple incident in my life was to become the trigger that ultimately led me to my RETIREMENT.
Over time I have realized that the retreat is basically done to “master the Moon” and really achieve
vibrating with the Network of Christ Consciousness, for which we need to have a “perspective of life.” Because
we are so close to people and their customs that we are not able to acquire a true individuality of our own.
If all of humanity already had perspective, one of another, retreat would not be necessary because
innately we could all remain retreated without really retreating.
-I'm going to retire on such a day and such a date and I'll do it for forty months.
This is nonsense and I find it strange that in the GFU it is popularized that this is how it should be,
because no one who is serious acts in this “regulated” manner, but rather according to their own Individual Path
and therefore, also taking into account our particular needs.
For my part and based on my experience, I am sure that this is not how the decisions of the authentic
initiate (male or female) on a Living Path work, that is, not on a symbolic path, but on a path run step by step “in
one's own flesh.”
What has been transcendent in my life has been happening naturally, maybe there is another way, but
the most usual is the NATURAL one, even for the supernatural. That's what the
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Guru Marcelli: “Follow the natural path.” And I took that very seriously.
This is why at the beginning of my Retreat I did not discover that I was retired like
the authentic Initiates and Priestesses of the world, dedicated to the salvation of humanity.
Only at the end did I realize what I was as energy.
In my case at Shaya Michan's centers, my personal authority had been stronger than my ability to
understand what happens in the human soul.
But fortunately I was already ready for love and when two people truly love each other, humanity
inevitably appears between them to be redeemed. This is something I did not learn at GFU but rather, on my
Path as an Initiate.
Great loves are eternally linked to the destiny of humanity and it is for this
reason that differences with the world begin to emerge and also with this, our own defects
or virtues are magnified.
The love of a couple cannot be dual, since, as I said, it always includes humanity.
In addition, our higher dimensions are being activated, which naturally involves beings of
Light, as invisible participants in our increasingly more conscious process. This is why I
recognize that SEXUALITY IS ALWAYS TRIUNITY.
This is so true that when one of the two members of the couple loses his love for
humanity, at that moment the couple has marked its fatal separation and the end of its
wonderful bond.
Each and every human being, each one of us, is a mirror in which we can see
ourselves as we really are. I did not yet fully understand this, but I sensed that it referred
to the Presence of the Holy Spirit spoken of in all religions.
There was morality and all the rules that govern society, setting the guidelines for
what we should do. But on the other hand, my individuality emerged. That is why I began
to perceive the teachings of Jesus Christ in a very different way than an ordinary person.
simple religious sentimentality.
So, I discovered that this instinctive force that leads us to defend those who are
“our own blood” does not necessarily give rise to an irremediable fatalism, but in fact, only
gives rise to an attitude based on fear of life and an inability to be OURSELVES. Then, I
was able to clearly perceive that teaching of Jesus Christ that says:
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“Whoever wants to be my disciple must leave father, mother, children and even his own life.
life to follow me”
I began to sense that I needed to be happy first in order to become a good father. I had
studied myself at length through my birth chart and had experienced the threatening failure of my
relationship, in pursuit of an appearance of initiation within the GFU. I was reaching difficult
conclusions in my life, where society and morality were not going to agree with me. Because from
the point of view of individuality, legal codes are convenient to maintain a social order, but not
necessarily to make the individual in particular happy. In general, legal laws are good and necessary,
but in particular when someone, for example, encounters the Christ-Virgin (Christ-goddess) in his
or her own state of consciousness, then, man and/or woman, cannot function in the same way.
It does not mean that they are useless because what people in general do, obeying their
needs according to their survival instinct, cannot be completely wrong, and furthermore, they cannot
be forced to behave as individuals when they belong to a life stream, naturally based on “the force
of blood.”
However, as individuals we can all realize that each of our children, like each of their parents, is an
individual and the fundamental thing for a happy society is that each person knows themselves and achieves
true happiness.
Since this is not possible when we are not prepared for it, then only as individuals can we
realize that legal laws in general often commit injustice. For example, in reality, children are often
held hostage by their parents who use them in a war between couples. They are also often used so
that a woman ruins a man's life just because he had a child with her and then, "the guilty one" must
support her for life.
From the individual's perspective this is totally unfair, but from that of a
social well-being and of a woman who, being weaker, suffers abuse, that is correct.
In this way we can begin to realise that when we become individuals there are things that
are right and wrong, and society with all its legal, social and religious laws cannot help us. What is
right for them is already wrong for us.
With a “half-prepared” humanity, there are people who believe themselves to be smarter
than others, in a merely external sense, so that they can allow themselves to abuse the weakest,
using precisely the “laws”.
But in the midst of all this social and human responsibility, it happened that I found the
woman of my dreams, so what was going to win in my life: My love for her or a blind obligation to
my children?
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I was reaching the point where I had to KNOW how to define as an individual, how to abide by the
teachings of Jesus Christ on my Path, and naturally, I had to do it from a mature perspective and in no way
superficial.
Undoubtedly, a relationship, and especially if there are children involved, should last forever, but
humanity is not perfect and therefore neither are its laws, so: “Let he who is without error cast the first stone.”
No one can be a good parent without experiencing an integral fulfillment. Otherwise, we would be, as
happens with many, an appearance of a “good father” or a “good mother.”
It was not a question of “voting for the children” out of weakness or vices. But I understood categorically
that marriages based on the children are generally because they have had an erroneous idea or decision that
makes neither the parents nor the children happy. This had been my experience with my own parents who
stayed together because of their children and yet, they did not manage to be truly happy. But also, if we do not
know ourselves, it is not worth leaving one family to start another, because the chain of unhappiness will
continue.
But in addition to all this maturation of my ideas, higher forces were calling me and a profound love
for humanity was born in me, beyond everything that could bind me to this world.
When society begins to give the right place to the development of each individual, it begins to
uncomplicate its laws and then it happens that the family is supported by the individuality of each of its members,
in such a way that if, for example, two people stop loving each other, they are not obliged to live together
because they had a child. Nor is one obliged to support another for life just because he or she once loved him
or her.
And since a child who is born has every right to be happy, he or she will go to the father or mother who
gives him or her love and is in a position to provide him or her with minimal economic security. If one of them
has the economic capacity and the other is willing to keep the child, that is the right thing to do. But if one of
them has the economic capacity and it is better for the child to stay with the other, then that is the right thing to
do.
These kinds of attitudes were bearing fruit in me, but they were still unclear; I struggled with what I
should do. So the strength of this woman who was my student at the naturism school began to define me as an
individual.
Towards the end of the relationship with the mother of my children, she would begin to frequent
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like a schoolgirl, to one of our friends dedicated to the therapy called reflexology.
This GFU brother was a good healer of diseases declared incurable.
And also during these days we came across an incorrigible Aquarian hippie who was promoting himself
as a seller of some land on the outskirts of the city, in a place called: La Marquesa. He promised to fulfill the
dream of forming a New Age community, in the middle of the forest. It would be a center of “wisdom” or rather,
of mystical fantasies, as I was able to verify.
So, under the pretext that she had to see one of these plots of land that were for sale in the La Marquesa
area, she insisted on going with the salesman to see them. I didn't trust her, but I didn't know what was good
about all this, given that all my hopes for a relationship were already dead.
Since I was suspicious, she decided to take the older boy with her. When she returned, I could imagine
what had happened, since she was the way she was and she was in that place far from people. Therefore, I was
not interested in discussing it.
Meanwhile, the two or three times a week that I had to go to the naturism school to give my classes
and see how the students were doing, my favorite student and I would agree to wait for each other at the exit
and chat. They were splendid afternoons that were filled with joy and light. We would eat together and sometimes
chat while I drove her a little closer to her house.
She was married and her husband had a job that only required him to be in Mexico City for six months
and for six months he had to go to a place in the province assigned to him by the company. He worked in
communications and she suspected with good reason that during those six months he was spending time with
several women.
I found it very interesting how this woman lived something very similar to what is said, according to
Greek mythology, to the wife of Pluto (the God of the underworld).
The myth tells of a very beautiful woman who, one day, was walking through a forest when the earth
opened wide and the God of Hell, Pluto, emerged from the abyss. He kidnapped her and made her his wife. But
when he realized that before going down to the underworld she had eaten a pomegranate seed, he concluded
that he could not live forever in the abyss, but that he had to spend six months on the surface of the earth with
his family and the other six in the abyss of the earth, with his wife and Queen of the underworld.
I had already interpreted this Greek myth in my talks and related it to the fact that every grain and fruit
germinates underground for about six months and then blooms when the corresponding season arrives.
But now I saw it clearly INCARNATED with my naturist girlfriend who for long 6 months spent it with her
family and the other six living in her own house with her
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husband.
It was the reason of feeling alone that made her decide to enter the naturism school.
She also began to tell me that she had a very special teacher. When she became more confident, she
told me that her teacher had attained enlightenment and made them meditate in a special way, as well as
teaching them acupuncture.
He was a very demanding and strange teacher, because since he was young he had had many
women, then he became paralyzed and through acupuncture and his own will, he managed to heal himself. He
began to practice yoga and other esoteric disciplines. He had contact with UFOs and it was when finally, during
a yoga class, he achieved Enlightenment. He said that this was a unique experience and very difficult for
anyone to achieve.
The funny thing is, my girlfriend told me, that the yoga teacher was her lover. My friend told me that
the Enlightenment, which consisted of the opening of the crown center, had been a painful and unexpected
process for her teacher, because he knew nothing about it until he got a terrible headache (because in this
unique process the seventh chakra located at the crown of the head opens) and then, it happened.
It was because of this experience that his teacher tried to train his students in order
to avoid this lack of preparation and at the same time, guide them to reach that state.
All of them, including her, were doing their internships in a place where he had built a huge metal
pyramid as a hotel, and inside it there was room for 500 rooms (perhaps he meant 50 rooms, which in itself
would be quite a lot). He explained to them that, with this pyramid, he was helping Mexico and the planet to
maintain a certain balance.
He was a very intelligent man who had four professional degrees, but also, despite being an
Enlightened One, he did not give up his vice to have more than one wife, and it is natural if, as my confidant
told me, in his time as a sailor he had many women.
I asked her how many women she had had in total and she confessed, more than four hundred in total.
That is why it was a great achievement that as an Enlightened One he was faithful to two or three fixed
companions, some of them already with children. Although from time to time he could choose among his
students, one to be his partner. I realized that my naturism student did not agree with the matter and that is
why she kept away from her teacher, in this sense.
The teacher's argument was that through sexual contact one can advance in evolution.
My girlfriend could not explain why, despite being an Enlightened One and such an outstanding being,
to the point of having telepathic and clairvoyant contacts with UFO ships, his life as a couple was not stable.
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She had disciplined herself to attend the weekly or biweekly meditations she had with
him where she lived. And when that happened, she had to wait for him for more than two hours.
Because as soon as the students arrived, one of his lovers would also be there and he would call her in private.
And everyone knew that it was to have sex with her. Then the two of them would go down very happy, to
continue the instruction. My classmate told me that his lovers were not vulgar people but very distinguished
both personally and socially.
He had contact with an extraterrestrial command called “UL” who spoke to him
telepathically and allowed him access, I believe in the astral plane, to a UFO that was hidden
beneath the place of residence of this master.
Among comments and answering several of my questions, he told me that yes, indeed
someone had achieved enlightenment by opening the seventh chakra. In this guru's house,
going down to the bottom, there was a place with a spiral-shaped dome. The most advanced
candidates would go there. The master would place acupuncture needles in special places on
their heads and then let them meditate there.
Because this acupuncturist was investigating how to stimulate the pineal gland by means of
rays that science could manipulate, in order to apply it to people and directly stimulate their
brains in order to lead them more easily towards enlightenment.
When I asked her if she had had sexual relations with him, she told me that she had
wanted to, but that nothing really happened. Mainly because she was being looked after by
beings of light. And once, during a meditation, she had perceived the name DHUAJ KUL and
asked the master what that could mean, he told her that her soul mate was Dhuaj Kul. And for
this reason her Instructor respected her and even feared her somewhat.
Also, one day we visited the Ferriere bookstore at the GFU National Headquarters,
located on Insurgentes Avenue, almost at Colima Street. I saw a photo of the Tibetan (Dhuaj
Kul) that they were selling there and I showed it to her, telling her that he was a great Master,
Instructor of the Avatars of the Age of Aquarius. And my companion was very excited, because,
she told me, he was her soul mate.
Later, when I was still working for Shaya Michan, she once accompanied me to a
center called Nicolás Romero. I had been invited to this place by some nice ladies who were
the owners. And although they were fervent followers of Shaya Michan, they could not stop
admiring me. That was the reason for their invitation, in the hope that I could teach Astrology
classes.
When I arrived they didn't like my new companion very much, because they asked me
about my children and they already knew, I don't know how, the previous one. But in the middle
of the conflict of emotions that those good people had and the discomfort they caused my
current girlfriend, due to the false ideas that I had a well-established Aquarian marriage and
with Nazarene children (they let their hair grow until they are 7 years old). But despite
everything, the conversation between us developed and my companion, very anxiously, asked
me to ask them if they knew "so and so." Referring to his old teacher, ex-sailor. And I did:
-Of course! -One of them said- He is a nice and restless person. He appeared one day to
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introduced himself and asked us what we did. He told us that he lived in the town (Magu),
explaining a little about what he did.
Later, after I came out of retreat, I met an instructor who had contact with extraterrestrials. And
she told me about this acupuncturist master, because by chance, she also got to know him. But I didn't
know anything about him being enlightened or anything like that.
Something else that happened in relation to this teacher is that he used an emblem that he made himself
out of copper and that represented the seal of UL. And then he helped my girlfriend to make a smaller
one. By the way, when I left my retreat and returned to my mother and my children, when I looked through
my things I found a large medallion with the UL emblem and a thick copper chain. Something that only
the acupuncturist master used, and perhaps, I think, his most advanced students. I think that my partner,
in an effort to give me something to protect me, secretly put it in my things when I returned home to my
parents and children. But at that time, I was a bit upset and I did not vibrate with all the teachings of that
master or his extraterrestrial command. And also, I did not want to be bothered by them. I carefully
wrapped it in a piece of paper and threw it in the trash.
She also told me that in another area of this Instructor's place of residence, there was a place they called
the Tomb, where a person was prepared to remain there for about 10 days, almost without eating and
only drinking water. While my companion told me about this, only the Instructor himself or some advanced
student could attempt it.
He began to laugh because he remembered a time when the master's official partner and his current
lover had joined him at the same meditation meeting. And as he did not know how to resolve the matter,
the master said that he should stay in "the grave." And that was how he resolved the problem.
She then showed me an instruction book that her teacher used, which dealt with extraterrestrial science,
where he spoke of particles smaller than the atom, such as neutrinios, and which were related to the
trinity. Official quantum science either knows very little about it or is not interested in it. At that time I was
not able to devote myself to studying the subject.
But after my Retreat, that information came back to me. And I put it down in one of my written works
dealing with lessons in Transformative Astrology.
This is how the topic of his former sailor teacher and others began to develop as a regular part
of our conversation between my new companion and me.
Subjects that are naturally inaccessible to most people, because they are so esoteric. It was then that I
discovered that she could see the aura and wanted me to see it. For this, she prepared some bright
colored cards like green and yellow. And she severely recommended that I look at them for about an
hour straight. And so on, day after day.
So that my retina would adapt and I would finally see what she saw around people.
When I was teaching classes to the naturism students, my girlfriend used to leave a little early
and go to Álvaro Obregón Avenue and sit on a bench to wait for me. I could see her from where I was
teaching. Because one of the windows in the classroom
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classroom looked out onto a low house and beyond that, you could see the central median strip of Álvaro
Obregón Avenue.
An incredible compatibility flowed between us. It was as if my fleeting courtship with the acupuncturist
from GFU was now continuing in a more real way. I had never had the opportunity to experience a courtship in
my life and at that time, when we went out to eat at a vegetarian restaurant, a cafe or just walked together, I felt
intensely happy and she felt the same.
Little by little she found out about my situation and that I had children, but still there was a sixth sense
that made her flow. Something inside her that she didn't know at first was pushing her to keep going, despite
everything. But then I began to realize that they were "invisible beings" belonging to the Light, who advised her
not to leave me alone.
I didn't quite understand what was happening to her in this regard, because I actually fell in love
without knowing that she was a psychic. But she also had such humility that she never boasted about this fact
to me except when she considered it essential for me to know.
The GFU (Great Universal Fraternity) would never have been able to retain such women in its ranks, because they
are as free as the birds that fly through the skies. In other words, they are truly the embodiment of a GREAT
UNIVERSAL FRATERNITY AS A STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS.
After about three months of dating, I decided to invite her to a hotel, since I considered my relationship
with my partner to be over. We discussed it and, taking into account our situation, we agreed that we would
continue with our previous relationships, for the time being, aware that it was natural for our partners to want to
have sex with us. And it was under these conditions that we finally decided to get together.
Our first intimate union proved that our compatibility was not a myth but a wonderful reality. From then
on, we had sex once a week and the rest was always a good time, as if the courtship continued endlessly.
Shortly after, her husband appeared and she had sex with him, but when we met, she told me that this
couldn't last long, because she really loved me and being touched by another man had been unbearable for
her. The same thing happened to me.
She was in a dilemma and without consulting me she offered him to go to the province and try to start
a new life. Being a very disciplined person in his work and for whom the marital relationship was not the most
important thing but mainly to preserve a social status, he replied that it was impossible, because his work
prevented him from doing so. Then he told me that he had a vision where a demon was in his house, his skin
had been torn off so that his dermis could be seen red and bleeding. He was furious and suffering enormously
because his red-hot skin caused him great pain.
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For my part, I was lucky because after having to fulfill my marital duties twice with the mother of my
children, however, during these days she had an identity crisis in which she told me, between tears and remorse,
that the previous evening she had seduced the reflexology doctor. That he really didn't want to, but she insisted.
She genuinely sought refuge in me, because she realized that I loved her at least as a loyal friend. And
I had really shown her that permanently, ever since I met her. However, I didn't have much to do for her.
I have written about the mother of my children in a very crude and direct way, but it is not with the
intention of considering her as a monster. But the truth is that I have always been aware that she was a valuable
person for me. Only that in her the sexual aspect was unleashed in an unusual way, because she was
manipulated by invisible destructive and evil forces, eager to avoid my path, which evidently turned out to be
more extraordinary than that of the common mystics and yogis of the world, in general.
This is why I know that this woman, the mother of my children, is valuable from a perspective of wisdom and
service to humanity. And proof of this is that she was brave in each of her psychoprophylactic births (conscious
natural births). She relied on yoga postures, breathing and ovo-lacto-vegetarian nutrition. So in some way, I have
always loved and admired her. But we both had to go our separate ways and we did so by ending our relationship,
like fraternal brothers. And I think she always felt the same way. Because in some letter she expressed her
admiration for my way of being, and that she wanted to find a man like me, but one she was truly in love with.
Anyway, back to my story. This reflexologist friend, whenever I met him from then on, could no longer
look me in the eyes. I never complained to him about anything, there was nothing to complain about.
I already knew my student from the naturism school and we had had intimate relations, although the
children's mother did not know it and should not know it yet. So I took advantage of this incident, of her adventure
with the reflexology brother, to seriously express to her that I no longer wanted to have sex with her and so it
was. I would never again have sexual relations with the mother of my children.
The mother of my children also found herself in the need to decide her life and
He told me how he felt; he wanted a stable relationship, recognizing that he didn't love me.
“My naturist girlfriend was standing near me and offering me her arm to
help me get up and walk with her, I accepted it and so I could move forward.”
Shortly after, the mother of my children received some money that she had requested from her parents.
It was not much nor little, but with that money she had the desire to buy a small car. She was going to arrange
this with one of my students at the School of Transformative Astrology, who would sell me his car, which was a
little old, but for the use she would give it, it was perfect and very cheap.
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Since I finally had some money, I started buying some things that were necessary for my children's
house and their mother's. And so, although humbly, we could now call this a house. I even bought her a sewing
machine, because she had the idea of making clothes. I knew that most likely it would never come to fruition
because she could not sit still for long.
When I felt stronger financially, without ceasing to be poor, I talked to her about the possibility of
separating, (she was still open to "being
friends”). I asked her where she would like to live, if in this house only my maternal family bothered her. And after taking a short
time to think about it, she answered:
I promised that I would take care of everything. I mentioned it to my girlfriend who immediately offered to
accompany me and after a few days we went to Teotihuacan until we found a suitable place. In fact, it was a little
paradise, since it was an unoccupied house that was rented at a good price. But I was extremely worried, or rather, I
was frightened by the fact that this house was precisely on the same street that leads to the Pyramid of the
Moon. We are talking about less than half a kilometer of distance between this house and the Pyramid of the Moon.
I was realizing that if I rented this house, the mother of my children was aligning herself with the lunar
force. However, given the circumstances, I decided to go ahead.
Besides, the offer could not be ignored.
My mother was not happy with my decision because she was afraid that the children would be left
alone with that woman. I reassured her and said very seriously:
-I know this woman has made many mistakes, however, we all have one last chance. Let her go.
He reluctantly agreed.
When we were still living in Netzahualcóyotl and the days went by, the mother of my children realized
that I wanted to firmly maintain the idea of continuing with my life and then she began to feel uncomfortable. I
had to speed things up and one day in an argument I warned her:
-Before you leave this house for Teotihuacán I will no longer be here.
Because I had many weaknesses, apparently, in my relationship with her, she didn't believe me.
The situation at the Gold Center was getting tough, because my friend, the manager of this place, had
been fired, for the simple reason that what was urgent was money and she, above all, offered them her loyalty.
But, of course, that was not enough, when it came to stopping the whirlwind of human folly.
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And without this sister, so important in my life, I felt truly unprotected.
But I had faith in my students, who were already following me in some way as aspiring disciples.
The one who sold me the car was the most outstanding and showed a lot of faith in me. And it was
he who, weighing up the situation, came up with the crazy idea that we should set up our own
center, so that we could dedicate ourselves together to astrology.
I accepted immediately and we began to find a place for the case. He had a large stationery
store, almost between Insurgentes and Chilpancingo Avenue, opposite the famous bakery called
“La Espiga.” After a short time, we found a suitable place, right in front of his business. And my
friend, very enthusiastic, began the rental deals, furniture, computer and all that. So, doing the
math, it turned out that he made a large investment that amounted to about 50 thousand pesos (it
could not be compared with the amounts managed by Shaya, but it was a lot for my new partner).
When I went to visit the place, I was pleasantly surprised, although at the same time this
new enigma in my life scared me a little. All because the place was located just across the street,
through the back entrance of the movie theater called Las Américas.
Reminding me, inevitably, that America is the continent destined to flourish in the New Age (as taught by the
founders of the GFU), and from there, for the world.
He knew about my relationship with my naturist student and that I was breaking up with the
mother of my children. This didn't matter to him, in fact he told me about his own life and how
difficult it had been regarding his relationships with women, who, because of their way of being,
generally belonged to the showbiz and had betrayed him. He was a mature man, about 50 years
old but with a young character. I trusted him and told him about my situation and my strong desire
to go live alone, or rather, for my beloved and I to live together.
He was a very marked Leo astrological sign, therefore he “didn't beat around the bush” and
wanted me to be well, very soon we found ourselves on the corner of
Colima and Insurgentes told me:
-I already found the place you will like, it is located on VICTORIA street leaving
from the Potrero metro station.
With concern I asked him why he had found it in the Industrial colony and he answered:
-What happens is that my house is very close, I went there and spoke to the lady, but since
it is a guest house only for young ladies, it took me a lot of work to convince her. I had to tell her
that you are married and come from the province and that she would please let you live there for a
while, while we found a suitable place. And at the same moment that my friend was giving me the
good news that he had found the place, I looked towards the corner on Insurgentes and my old
friend, the manager, was walking by. She was without makeup and when she saw me she passed
by, she was no longer the same. It is as if a cycle was closing in my love for a type of woman who
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we can call “worldly” and another more promising one is beginning.
When I couldn't resist, that same night I called my girlfriend on the phone to tell her, she told
me, somewhere between surprised and scared:
-This student lives too close to my house, just a few blocks away
Well, I live in this neighborhood, almost between Río Blanco and Misterios!
I remembered with pleasure that I had recently turned 32 at the end of 1991 and had had a
great time with my new partner. All this encouraged me to sort out the situation as soon as possible.
The conditions of the new house were not going to be easy, since it was a special guest
house, only for young ladies. I went to visit the lady, who was already over 55 years old, although
she was well preserved. She had a very suspicious and cold character in business (typical Capricorn
sign), but for some reason, she let herself be convinced. I went to see the place and it seemed nice
to me. I told the lady that I would arrive with my things.
I called my dear student again and told her that I would soon be living near her, in the
industrial colony. I noticed that she became a little more frightened, which is difficult for her, but with
a trembling voice and all, she told me:
-Alright!
As if the mother of my children had a premonition, I still had a strong argument with her and had to
admit that I was not willing for my children to live this kind of life. So the next day, I arrived at my house in
Netzahualcóyotl and spent the whole night gathering all my books and other things. Then I put them in the old
car we had bought and it was dawn when I started driving to my new home. I was almost there when a traffic cop
stopped me. He was complaining because the little truck was carrying a certain amount of things and junk that
obstructed the view through the rearview mirror. So we made a deal and I gave him money so that he would not
send my vehicle to the corresponding authorities. When he received the little money, he was happy and when I
asked him to protect me a little, so that another traffic cop would not stop me again, he promised to go ahead so
that I would not be bothered. But I had barely made it two blocks when he ran away. Anyway, I was already quite
close and arrived at my new residence without further incident. I took all my things down and moved them to my
room. I had begun my journey towards true freedom.
About a week later, I hired a moving truck to move my grandmother's things from her house
in Netzahualcóyotl to San Juan Teotihuacán. The children were still very young.
With all the moving, the hours passed quickly that day so I had to stay in the new house in
San Juan, Teotihuacán, one block from the Pyramid of the Moon. It was a beautiful air but full of
unease in my soul. I had a feeling that this was not going to end just like that, but I was not willing to
think about it.
That night the children's mother was nervous, because she thought she would have sex with
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her, but I was too in love with my new companion to even think of betraying her. The next
morning I did my yoga classes and said goodbye to the children, promising them that I
would see them as much as possible. I told her mother that I would send her the money
for the rent and food so that she would not be distressed. For the moment she was satisfied
and nothing more. Because in reality I never saw her happy at heart. But anyway, the
place that we rented so close to the pyramid was a little paradise that despite its rustic
appearance, you could feel that it was charged with “good energy.”
My new house was located on Victoria Street, and before reaching the Potrero metro
station, I turned halfway down the street and found my new home. That first morning, I woke
up feeling very happy and, as usual, I began to do my psychophysical gymnastics, followed
by a bath with natural water (for which I had to go to the bathroom in the hallway) and
finally, my yoga postures (asanas). Time continued on and in the afternoons, I liked to walk
a little more. Generally, I followed the route of Victoria Street towards Misterios Avenue and
crossing it I arrived at the wide square of the Gustavo A. Madero district.
While my new companion could reach this meeting point in ten minutes from her
mother's house, she liked to talk to me. But generally, she would go to pick me up and we
would arrive together at this point. Due to the delicate circumstances that were occurring,
she needed more than ever a lot of tenderness and trust. Those were days when she began
to tell me things about her life. And in less than a month I told her that she had to come and
live with me. Because it was the time when her husband had gone to work for six months.
She was already contemplating the possibility of separating from him permanently, although
she did not talk about getting a divorce.
In fact, she had sufficient reason to recognize that our union was not based only on
carnal sex but on true love. Because by then, she had already told me that the Master of La
Ferriere spoke to her telepathically, just like the Tibetan Master and sometimes the Sublime
Elder Brother.
All this started from a time when we were happily lying in the hotel bed and she began to tell me that
the masters encouraged her to continue with me. They warned her that I was not her soulmate but that it was
THE TIBETAN (Djwhal Khul). As she was worried about knowing who my soulmate was, THEY told her that I
was a woman who, like Them, traveled in interstellar space, of course, this in a higher dimension. But that it was
not the time to meet and only God knew when.
As it was not easy for my new partner to accept another relationship knowing that
her soul mate was the Tibetan himself, he himself assured her that there was no one on the
planet who had a vibration similar to his but me. That she would be fine with me because I
could give her the energetic charge so that she would be happy.
I remember well that afternoon when I was still the director of the Naturism School
at the naturist center on Tabasco Street, Colonia Roma. I had warned my students that to
become naturist therapists and receive their diploma, they first had to do complete
gymnastics and yoga. To do that, I had managed to get them to raise money to buy a tarp.
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know that they collected so much or not, but they did it and we placed it in the backyard, as I
said, without the authorization of Dr. Shaya Michan. And it was one of those afternoons that my
new companion received the telepathic message from the Tibetan master and he told her to
stay with me because there was no one on the planet who had the same vibration in essence as me.
When we finished class, she was a little upset, struggling with her own decisions, and
she mentioned it to me.
So, this was definitely not just any woman, and I could see that from what I
experienced with her every day. For example, she told me that from a young age, around
eighteen, she no longer wanted to be in this world, and so she would hide so she wouldn't
have to go to school, and without her parents knowing, she would meditate for long hours,
day after day, whenever she could. Sometimes, instead of going to school, she would sit
on a special meditation bench and spend the whole afternoon there. And when the time
came for her to return from school, she would appear before her parents and family.
Her longing to find her soul mate was so great that one day she found herself
consciously transported to a large ship with many computers inside. There was the
Tibetan master who began to show her many things about that large ship. He explained
to her that they had many like this one in the Universe, which over the millennia have been improved.
But they were very happy when the Master of the Tibetan Master, whom I later called: The Supreme Master,
rushed in. And he strongly called the Tibetan's attention saying:
-You know very well that we can't break the law and it's not your turn to be with
her yet, so leave her alone.
They were not allowed to have a conscious relationship in her third dimension, so
she understood that it was because the Tibetan master had evolved too much and she
was still a simple human.
I never believed literally everything that this special woman told me, but I didn't
deny it either. My attitude was open and natural because my training as an
astropsychologist continued to grow in the capacity of impersonality when interpreting the
facts of life and the soul of people. It was basically through this scientific method that I
discovered that my beloved did "channeling" and "clairvoyance." Something that I did not
deny or blindly accept, but I allowed myself the luxury of INTUITION and acting based on
it.
I let myself go with the flow, but furthermore, none of these beings who claimed
to belong to the Light ever interfered by annulling my free will, NOT EVEN ONCE.
I was always the one who made the decisions regarding my own life.
But returning to what she told me about her life, for reasons, I was once amazed,
because her birth was miraculous. In this regard, she told me that when her mother was
in the sixth month of pregnancy, her water broke and the amniotic fluid was almost
completely lost. So the doctors told her mother that she needed to stay still, in bed, for
the remaining months. In an attempt to make the cycle
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fetal maturation was complete. Her mother obeyed and remained like that for a few months, until,
thank God, she was able to leave the womb without any major problems.
This has made me think that there are evil forces that try to prevent the birth of souls
more advanced than the average person. And that fortunately, all these adversities often make
these souls develop superior faculties.
Sometimes more than a month would pass and the Masters would not speak to us. Before
I moved to the guest house on Victoria Street, there was a time when she seemed to be
weakening and the relationship was in jeopardy. We stopped having sex for more than a month.
But when I was already on Victoria Street, she agreed to come into my room, pretending to be
my wife to the owner. We had intimate relations and were resting in bed when she told me that at
one end of the room was the Master of La Ferriere dressed in white clothing in the style of the
Templars and at the other end was Master Estrada. She had no details of how They dressed or
what teachings they had written in their books, since she had never studied them nor belonged
to the GFU. That is why when she spoke of Them I was surprised at how accurate her descriptions
of LIVING TEACHING were and not just dead letters.
That day I realized that the Masters Estrada and de la Ferriere had approached us again
because we had decided of our own free will to continue our relationship. They never forced us
to do things their way, not even in the name of a Cosmic Plan. They always asked us for our
opinion and in any case they let us think about it.
Later, Maestro Estrada would tell me that we were a team because that was how the
circumstances had presented themselves.
My mind did not easily accept all this information, even though I never denied anything a
priori. Because what I found difficult was that the Master of La Ferriere had written in his Great
Messages that we should only follow a master of flesh and blood and not “little voices or entities
from beyond”, but apparently this was a special case and I remained alert.
Another thing that puzzled me was the fact that, according to the teachings of the GFU,
only every two thousand years a celestial and terrestrial Avatar appears, but at the same time,
these teachers of Light made me feel that they were preparing me for a special mission of
apostolic succession or something like that.
For her part, it was also understandable that my new companion had a little
fear of “just like that” leaving everything in pursuit of me.
One afternoon we were walking along the median strip outside the Potrero metro station,
and on the corner of Victoria Street I told her to go right then and tell her parents that she was
going to live with me. She accepted.
In order to avoid walking a few blocks, she boarded a bus to her house. I waited for her
there and fifteen minutes later she was back. She got off another bus and went to where I was
standing, anxiously waiting for her:
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-What happened? -I asked.
She told me that her parents were at home but that she didn't dare talk to them about her eccentric
adventure with her astrology teacher.
I got very serious and spoke to him loudly, telling him he had to do it. He went again and didn't do it,
and then again and again.
-You want to do it later and that's not possible. If you're not here before eight tomorrow morning, I'll
assume that you decided to stay with your parents and you won't find me anymore. You understand! I WON'T
BE HERE ANYMORE.
When I was telling him this, I realized that I was speaking very seriously. My passion and conviction
of my BEING were so strong that sometimes I didn't know how to define which was which. Perhaps in the
midst of this sexual madness, something very sacred had to be fulfilled with this UNION and I didn't understand
it concretely. It was an opportunity for both of us and for my part, I wasn't willing to let it evaporate.
The next day it was half past seven in the morning and I started to cry. Especially because I knew that
at nine o'clock today I would no longer be there, but only God knows where.
But before eight o'clock, an open-backed van pulled up in front of the guesthouse. It was she! She
had brought a few things to stay with me. I greeted her with indescribable joy. My retreat had begun, though I
did not know it.
They were a few days of very special rest. In the afternoons we went out for a walk, but she had said
goodbye to her family and her intuition told her that I should not enter her parents' house because I needed to
find myself in some way. Later, I would enter her house only once and then only after almost three and a half
years, almost at the end of this wonderful and admirable cycle of my life.
She would stay at the guest house while I went to work with Shaya and then with my new partner at
the Center we named “Nueva Era 2000,” which, as I said, was located at the back entrance of the Las
Américas movie theater. In the evenings, my friend, with his party spirit, liked to invite us to dinner. Then we
would first go to Victoria Street to pick up my beloved. He would arrive at the guest house for young ladies
accompanied by my partner, who, due to his strong astrological sign of Leo, was always very cheerful and with
his loud voice, making jokes and seeing life in a positive way. When he was in front of the balcony of the
house, you could see her looking out at the street. When she saw us, she remained serious, but I know that
inside her heart was happy.
It was a short time when she had to stay retired and I had to be on the street doing some work. And
the same force that attracted her to my life gave her the courage to
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will stop seeing his family for all these days at the beginning of my Retirement.
By being so openly on my side, she was left out of the plot that my naturism group was
preparing to enter into dealings with Shaya without informing me of anything. And they were
very careful that she was not present or aware of the date on which their graduation certificates
would be issued. My companion felt this strange rejection and began to stop attending naturism
classes.
However, when graduation came and I found out everything, I managed to get her
diploma signed by Dr. Shaya Michan to give to the best of my students.
The attitude of my students was strange, because just a few days before they received
their diploma in this way, the Shaya Michan naturist centers were invited to actively participate
in a National Symposium on Alternative Medicine.
The event took place near the center of Mexico City, precisely at the old University of
San Ildefonso. It was a beautiful day and about fifty currents of real Mexican healers, based on
the Indigenous Tradition, attended the event, and not all of them graduated from a university.
That day my relationship with Shaya was still good, and in the main auditorium there was the table of
honor with people sent by the Mexican government to channel the movement, as well as the promoters of the
event and the most prominent curators in Mexico.
When I entered this large room, I found the still Manager of the Oro Center sitting in one of the
comfortable seats for spectators. We greeted each other and then, like everyone else, I was worried because
Dr. Shaya “had become a stranger,” that is, he was nowhere to be found and his place at the head table was
empty.
My manager friend, I and many others sincerely loved the doctor, although
Many times he couldn't appreciate how much we loved him.
For example, some time ago, the manager, knowing that I was loyal to Shaya, was kind
enough to invite me to take part in the meetings at the Oro center, where they were trying to
form a group of curator directors in advanced alternative medicine. Of course, a terrible lack of
fraternity among the members prevented the consolidation of this attempt. And we always tried
to justify Dr. Shaya's shortcomings to others.
So at the Auditorium, the manager made me feel the need to go and look for
to the doctor and I did it.
After walking around this beautiful old university for a while, I found him.
He looked like a child hiding so that he wouldn't be forced to go to the Auditorium, where
everyone counted on him. I asked him why he acted in this antisocial way. And he treated me like a kid.
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explained that he didn't know but that "those people" made him nervous. I had no way of convincing him to give
in and he simply maintained his childish attitude of not going to take his place.
It seemed inconceivable to me that a man like Shaya, with his great business prospects,
would not be willing to support an alternative medicine fraternity. But I don't think you can expect a
man to be perfect in everything either. It was enough that he had shown the GFU that it is possible
to reconcile a spiritual enterprise with economic and material reality.
That day my naturism students followed me with great devotion and respect. There were about forty of
them and they were proud that I was their director. They didn't leave me alone and I felt like a father, so close
were they to me during the whole tour I made through the old university. They took pictures and didn't stop
making jokes, in an unforgettable Aquarian party. In addition, my new companion was dressed all in white, with
a skirt that reached above her knee. She seemed to shine like the sun.
One of my students was a lady who liked me and had told me that if she had been a young
girl she would have surely won me over. This afternoon, as I was standing in the garden on the
ground floor of the university and looking at a beautiful fountain, she came up to me and said:
-Master, I just perceived him as he really is! He was dressed in white, with long hair and a
face of a great master! Then I closed my eyes because I didn't want to see anymore, it was too
much for me.
And yet, despite all these positive attitudes, a few days later, it happened that the students,
behind my back, went to receive their diploma.
Anyway, that day, at the old University of San Ildefonso, I was able to spend time with my
students and one of them in particular started taking pictures of us. We had a mutual respect for
each other and also for my girlfriend, who was also his classmate at the naturism school. This
student was a good tailor and he appreciated me so much that months ago he had given me three
suits made to measure. And one of them was the white suit that I wore this time to the event at this
place. And as I said, she was also wearing white.
By the way, as we were heading to the hotel that night to be together that day, she was
feeling restless. And when I asked her what was wrong, she explained to me that she didn't like to
wear white because she felt naked. And as I didn't understand, she told me that it was because
when a person wears white clothes, it was easier to see the colors of their Aura. And she didn't like
that.
I was aware that most people cannot see the colors of the Aura and do not even imagine
that such a thing could exist. But for my confidant that was something natural. And one day he had
told me about it, referring to what I had done to him
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to be said for walking with me:
-Everyone at the naturism school has a greenish aura that can be interpreted as a “half-
baked” character. On the other hand, you and I have our blue aura, which is not common.
That topic interested me, and it reminds me of one time, in the center of Tabasco. She came
out of the bathroom in a hurry and I, who was waiting for her outside, was surprised when she said to
me enthusiastically:
-Here in this bathroom, because there is some darkness, it is possible to see the aura through
the mirror. How I wish you could see it!
The fact is that now, I had already taken a unique step in my life, thanks, in part, to all these
people who supported me. And also, the heroine of my world was like all women, because one of
these afternoons she told me that we would go to the shopping center, which was next to the Indios
Verdes metro station. It was there that we bought some sheets and bedspreads.
As we walked through the shop she suddenly stopped and thought, then started laughing to
herself, saying:
One time I was doing yoga and she came over, so we started
chat. For some reason he remembered his teacher and said to me:
-I know a lot of things that people can't appreciate, for example, something I like
Much is about raising the energy based on the tuning with the solar spectrum.
She then showed me what that technique consisted of and I realized that she practiced it a lot
and that was what gave her a lot of willpower. In addition, she added another exercise that consisted
of squeezing the anus and genitals, over and over again, in synchrony with her breathing.
Obviously, it is not advisable to do this type of practice without the supervision of someone
knowledgeable about the subject. But for me, it has been highly beneficial, particularly the technique
of attuning to the solar spectrum, which would be a real panacea, especially in the most demanding
moments of my life, during my retirement.
For the time being, I had dared to take the step towards my freedom, in a decisive and definite
way. I was ready to be happy and to keep it, whatever the cost.
Something that on this planet seems to be prohibited because in general, it is known that the majority
of humanity has a higher percentage of life in suffering and negative attitude, and very little permanent
happiness.
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THE VISION OF THE DESERT AND THE BLACK ASCENDANT
I had my eyes closed and suddenly a beautiful VISION appeared. I was here feeling
my body but also, capturing what was happening inside my head, with this clairvoyance,
which was unusual for me.
I looked out over a vast desert where the wind and gale would suddenly blow up,
stirring up the sand and dust. And this solitude would remain like this for a long, long time.
But it seemed as if I were right there in the desert.
I watched for what seemed like over an hour and little by little in the distance, it
seemed like something was moving. About ten more minutes passed and that figure came closer.
It was a man walking slowly. He was approaching the spot where I was, looking at the
wonderful and inhospitable desert, because nothing was alive here but the dust and the hum
of the air. As this man came closer I was filled with happiness because he was a monk
dressed in white, quite tall and his skin was black.
But his eyes showed enormous wisdom. He was definitely a great Master. When I saw his
face, his eyes were not looking at me but at eternity, as if looking inside himself and at the
same time outwards.
It's time to go back. I noticed she was restless while we were on the bus and
I confess:
-In the cinema, there was a giant behind us, or rather, a man of a
over two meters tall, he caught my attention because his skin color was black.
-It's true, I saw it this morning too, but I forgot to tell you! - I replied enthusiastically.
-So you've seen it too, does that mean I'm not hallucinating but that many times what
I perceive is true?
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-He is a man who resembles San Martín de Porres who is also black and his eyes
show the presence of a great teacher - I added.
From then on, at that stage, that man began to take care of us, of course from the
invisible plane. She tried to talk to him while, for example, we were in my partner's office on
the corner of Chilpancingo and Insurgentes. But the Master would put his index finger to his
mouth and say to her in his thoughts:
All this care towards us made me suspect that things were not easy, that many
energies were fighting to obstruct this relationship from which something very different could
emerge from what I had experienced at the GFU.
As for vision, I was not obsessed with the desire to develop extrasensory faculties, but
simply wished to retain my practical sense and my taste for human and natural life.
Within 10 days, the owner of the guest house in Victoria came knocking on my door.
My partner and I were in private, but her knocking was so insistent that I barely had time to
half dress. I opened the door and, still red-faced and bare-chested, I allowed her to see me,
which made her even more serious and worried than usual.
-I have come to give you this envelope prepared by my lawyers so that in less than
three days, if possible, you vacate this room, please! - She warned me point-blank and more
frivolously than ever.
I was definitely very upset as he did not communicate in a timely manner about the
need for us to leave.
Anyway, it was very little time to spare. We had nowhere to change and with a voice
trembling with surprise, I wanted to reply something. But she insisted again, so that I wouldn't
forget:
-I can't wait any longer, this room has to be vacated in three days at the most - was
his annihilating decree.
I closed the door and my partner was white-faced because of the unpredictability of
what had happened. However, deep down I discovered strength. I had a great faith that we
would get through it, no matter what happened. This gave me strength.
So the next day I went to the juice man, who was based at Oro High School, right at
the entrance. He respected me and had become my friend and as almost
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had to carry vegetables and cereals to stock his shop every day, so I thought he must know
a lot of people. That's why I asked him to contact me with someone who had transportation.
He told me he would try to arrange it in the afternoon, and that I should visit him the next day.
In the meantime, we devoted ourselves to buying the morning newspapers and desperately
looking for a place to relocate. I had a thousand pesos in my pocket and the minimum rent I knew was a
deposit and another fifteen hundred pesos. In other words, about 3 thousand pesos, at least. That's hoping
they wouldn't ask us for a guarantor or anything like that.
We did not lose faith and in the newspaper we found a place where they asked for 900 pesos on
the first monthly payment, without a deposit or anything else. It was located almost at the intersection of
Viaducto and Insurgentes. The street was called José Martí. We immediately went to the place and the
entrance had two enormous columns painted violet, so that to pass through, one necessarily did so
“between the columns.” And I could not help thinking immediately to myself:
A little boy led us there. Then an older man appeared and showed us the place he was renting. It
was nothing more or less than a run-down “small mansion” type house.
And it seemed to me to be completely unoccupied. But it had clearly been used for prostitution. However,
there was no time to ask anything, or to have doubts or reasons. The gentleman went to the back entrance.
It consisted of a pleasant little hall, then a living room/bedroom with a small wooden dressing table and an
old double bed. Then next to it, a bathroom and next to it a kitchenette. Without thinking much about it,
we made the deal, so we took out our 900 pesos and gave them to the gentleman who was very happy.
Early the next day I was standing in front of my friend's juice shop on Calle del Oro, almost on the
corner of Monterrey, when he opened his business. He greeted me cheerfully, but then told me that he hadn't
been able to locate the man who was doing his moving.
-That can't be! I need a ride and I need it RIGHT NOW - I told him.
with an imperative tone.
He could tell I was being very serious. It was time for him to prove to me if he was really my friend.
-Please give me half an hour - he told me very worried - I will try to locate a transport even if it is
not that big!
-It doesn't matter if I go around twice to move my things - I told him hurriedly.
Half an hour later a man appeared driving a large car that had no back seats. We quickly made
the arrangement and within forty minutes I was already at the guest house in Victoria.
My companion was waiting for me anxiously, because the lady was making herself
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was protecting (veiledly, of course) his son, whom I had never seen at the guest house to
visit his mother before, but precisely at this moment. It was evident that he had come to
take care of her from us, at her request, since the time had come when we had to leave
this house at all costs.
My friend had already told me that she had sensed the presence of the lady's husband
in that guest house for young ladies. He had already passed away years before and she had
not wanted to let him go. But when we arrived, according to my friend, the gentleman was able
to find rest and peace and stopped wandering around the house.
We thought that this must have been what made the lady uncomfortable and also, being
a house of young ladies, we, with our liberal love, were surely mistaken for simple adventurers.
We loaded our things and “there was not room for another pin.” The car was just right
for our few belongings. The driver, who was very clever in arranging everything, said it was
ready.
We got into the car, next to him, and we left. In another hour
We were on José Martí Street taking possession of our new home.
Inside there was a subtle smell of “sex.” But on the other hand, it also had a refrigerator,
a table, and a very small, sunny sitting room at the entrance. The bathroom had a shower and a
few other decorations here and there. It was a “bargain.”
The first night in this place was fine, despite the rush to change, and we were able to
breathe easy again.
The next day we went out for a walk and commented on the sadness in the eyes of the
child who lived with this man who was definitely not his father. Almost without thinking, my
companion said:
I thought for a moment and realized that he might very well be right. I let him know this, but we felt it
best to be careful given our situation.
We began to realise that at night this whole area was filled with prostitutes and
homosexuals. So we were definitely in the eye of the storm. This was a red zone.
One of these evenings, while we were meditating, my companion told me that we had
company. The Masters wanted to talk to me and she was the intermediary:
-I am the Tibetan and you are going to form THE GOLDEN LINE which is the line of
Freedom, Love and Truth.
Shortly afterwards, another couple moved into this strange, lonely, run-down hotel. They
were both young, but it was clear that she had a certain authority.
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very strongly about him, who seemed rather “dazed”.
We preferred not to get involved in a friendly relationship with them, as we knew how delicate our
situation was.
It was around this time that we sometimes went out for a walk. We would cross the
expressway called Viaducto, which was parallel to José Martí Street. We would go to eat
at a place that served excellent quesadillas, with buffet service and everything at a
reasonable price. Other times, we went to the popular bookstore called “La Pirámide,”
which is known for selling esoteric books and was almost next to our place of residence.
And once, in particular, I don’t know if the Masters suggested it or it was her own initiative.
She wanted us to go to the University of Mexico (UNAM), located to the south of the city.
We got there and the first thing we did was sit next to the side walkway that leads to
Copilco Street, to enjoy a pizza that seemed extra large to me. Then we walked to the
large esplanade of the Rector’s Office where I showed her the Faculty of Philosophy,
where she used to attend years ago. At times she would walk over there and I over here.
And when we were already on our way back. She told me that when I was standing on the
esplanade, right in front of my Faculty of Philosophy, she perceived me as I was dressed,
surely, in other lives, when I had been a famous professor at an important European
University. And that I had been very famous. So it was very possible that in this life it was
no longer right for me to stay here, at UNAM, to repeat the same thing. I had to move on.
That afternoon, during the bus ride, I was so tired that I fell asleep, and when we
were almost there, she woke me up. And I could see that she was vigilant and full of love,
taking care of me. It was very similar to those times when I was little and one day I picked
up those little animals called chilchicuilotes, which are put in murky water. It was a house
of rich people, because at one time my father had a relationship with people like that and
did welding work in important houses. And I remember well that that day my father helped
me get a bottle to put my chihicuilotes in, which I drank from an empty fountain in those
people's house. And as I fell asleep on the bus, when I woke up, he looked at me with a
tenderness rarely shown towards me, while he placed in my hands my precious treasure,
which, when I fell asleep, I had let go of from between my hands.
But back to what she and I experienced together, I was beginning to realize that
despite all the sweetness, the turmoil was far from over.
Because one night she was asleep and I had my eyes closed, thanking life for everything
it had given me. And suddenly I felt a strange, not to say, creepy presence. I couldn't move
from the shock, although I could see, feel and hear, but I was paralyzed. I heard a stifled
moan like when someone is dying. Right on the same bed where we were sleeping and
the worst thing was that the mattress of the bed moved at a rhythm, like someone
repeatedly burying a dagger in a body that should have been lying, precisely in the place
where I was occupying.
The next day I told my roommate. She was scared enough that we began to
consider, in the midst of our fear and confusion, the possibility of getting away from here.
For the time being, we happened to look through the drawers of the old dresser in our
bedroom and there were some pictures of half-naked men with
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remarkable face of homosexuals.
We didn't want to stay in this house anymore. So we left our things here and
While we were looking for another place, we stayed in more decent hotels than this one.
Thus began a very unusual stage in our experience, because even though we were in our
own city, we began to live a life as if we were foreigners in our own country.
But with her everything seemed full of light. Her strength was such and the love she had for
me was so strong that it definitely inspired and defined me.
I had experienced sexuality with other couples and this was not just sex, even though with
her I could extend our intimate relationship, two or three hours and sometimes more.
She was about four years younger and she also came to fully awaken her sexuality with me. But
neither she nor I were really “vulgar” in the way we had sex, we were just very passionate, as we
had never been before. I could not try to convince anyone that this was not just sex but a true union
between two energies and not just between our persons. But I can say that the experience was that
with sex, we became more planetary and united with humanity in a very special, metaphysical or
cosmic way. After my retreat, I was able to understand that our union must have been planned from
the beginning by invisible forces of light and that later, we had already been together physically in
past lives, under always adverse, but passionate conditions.
Her husband was neither her friend nor her lover, but only a kind of father to his daughter,
whom he showed off as a wife when necessary.
Anyway, at the same time that this was happening in our lives, she had to put on her
makeup at the hotel, while I sometimes had to go to the Shaya center and put on my outfit there, in
one of the annexes inside the center. Then I would come out as if nothing had happened and give
the talk to the students.
It was on one of these mornings in Oro, that she began to channel the master
Estrada told me:
We managed to get a small room in a guest house that was a block and a half from José
Martí. By then, she had already decided to use the car she had stored in her marital home, which
was owned by her husband.
So, having expedited the weekly rental of this kind of house-hotel, one morning very early we arrived by
car at the strange hotel, which seemed more like a portal to another kind of unknown underworld, very different
from what its façade towards the street seemed to be.
We got out of the car and went through the gate with its purple columns. Fortunately, the
gentleman was not there and we took out all our things to transport them later.
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immediately went to the guest house which was located very close. There were few things,
but that day I worked a lot with going up and down, since our new room was on the first
floor. This new guest house was more appropriate for another type of social uprooted or
vagabonds. And I think the name of the boulevard was “Popocatépetl”, two blocks from
Insurgentes and Chilpancingo.
We had been staying at José Martí's house for about two months.
This little room was much smaller. It only consisted of a small bathroom with a shower, a sink and a toilet,
a living room/bedroom and a small closet. But as the weeks went by it became a magical place and very soon we
arrived at the first of May 1992.
In the meantime, her car would end up being kept at her mother's house. Because one time when we
left it parked, the caps had already been stolen from the tires in the morning. Then she remembered the dream
she had had that morning when two angels who were guarding the car had not been able to fight off some thugs
who had stolen something from the car.
But then, about a month ago, we had stayed at a hotel near Cuauhtémoc Avenue and Álvaro Obregón.
The next morning we had to leave early because our vehicle was not allowed to circulate that day, according to
our license plate number, and we had to get to Shaya before six in the morning. But it was about six-fifteen in
the morning and some policemen who looked more like night owl hunters looking for the unwary caught up with
us and charged us money to avoid the fine. And we weren't that far off with money.
So things like this were what made us decide to leave his car stored at his mom's house.
TRUE SEXUALITY
Ever since I met the mother of my children, I have always been trying to “raise my energy” when I have
sex, with the idea of one day being able to avoid ejaculating.
But my partner was so oblivious to this that she was of no help. She was not prepared to deal with the subject
and it would never have occurred to me to bring it up with her.
Then, in Saint Germain's “The Golden Book” I learned to say: “I am the resurrection and the life.” While
I was having sexual contact with my partner. The change was not much, but from time to time I tried.
So when I had a stable relationship with my new partner, I began to make meteoric progress in this
regard. She was designed in such a way and I was prepared to join her, that I was able to retain ejaculation
longer and longer. Until sometimes I did not ejaculate at all.
Although in the next sexual relationship I preferred to do it to feel satisfied. But all
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This energy was not completely lost in the body, it STARTED TO RISE towards the head.
Slowly but surely. At first, it was imperceptible. But little by little, sex became my spiritual
nourishment and not just emotional and physical. It was a happiness that ordinary people
cannot experience, because they have no control over their instincts at all. The magic was
this woman, but so was I with about 7 years of training, before I met her. And then with
her, one hour of sex was like having sex for a month with my former partner, due to the
SPIRITUAL QUALITY of this sexual union. And so one year was equivalent to an entire
sexual life of an ordinary human.
All this allows us to understand that when sexuality is subjugated to Conscious Love, it turns out to be
a perfect instrument for the evolution of the BEING. And one begins to be convinced that sexuality is
not a hindrance, but a very dangerous weapon that is truly a divine blessing, to awaken to a higher
state of consciousness. With all this, he “threw to the ground” all the rules of celibacy so widely spread
by the so-called Sacred Initiatory Tradition of the GFU Institution.
This uninhibited sexuality worked for me, especially because my attitude was not obsessive
about the Technique used, but TOTAL LOVE FOR MY PARTNER. I did not always ejaculate, however,
it was never my idea to take non-ejaculation as the end of all sexual relations. That is to say, non-
ejaculation is the main idea but not the end. Since the fundamental end is love. This was how I
extracted, in my own experience, sexuality from vulgar pornography. Mainly because by nature and
due to my spiritual training, I was only designed to respond to the monogamous relationship, which is
generally more difficult to achieve (I am referring to MONOGAMY) than celibacy itself. This attitude is
what allows us to take care of our partner as the most sacred act in our life, always looking out for the
well-being of the other. To the point that sexual relations are not limited to the time of intercourse, but
are at all times.
That first of May 1992, we were in our little love room. I had had wonderful hours with her and
then we lay down to rest in this heavenly state.
I knew that this day, according to the initiation dates of the GFU, was celebrated on the day of
Guru.
This made me very alert because it described the Master as I knew him from the photographs:
His blond hair and his Templar clothing.
In a few moments Master Estrada and the Tibetan appeared. The first one
It was the Master of La Ferriere who spoke to me through her:
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- Brother, you come to break with the Sacred Tradition, not because you stop obeying it,
but because you will do it in a very different way. On the other hand, the energy that you and she
produce every time you have sexual relations is beautiful, it is an energy that we see how it
passes from plane to plane and goes very far in time-space, it reaches other dimensions in your
inner beings and this, brother, is very good but also dangerous because as soon as this energy
has been put in motion, it works like a boomerang where what is launched as a cause returns as
an effect and if what is necessary and correct is not done, that boomerang will cut off your head.
The three masters sat on the lotus flower in such a way that we were in the center. All
this while on the bed in our small room. I did not perceive their bodies but I did perceive their
presence, because the room was filled with the purest love. Then through my companion they
said:
-We are going to marry them and they must know that this is a very high privilege
because never on the planet have a couple been consecrated in weddings by the three Sat Gurus of the
was.
Each of them gave us their blessing and the Tibetan master in particular said:
-Stay alert to everything we say and then, you will let the world know and when
They ask you who told you all this, you will answer: Higher Education.
-And where does higher education come from? – Professor Estrada continued explaining
– Higher education is Higher Education.
When the teachers left, I felt great joy, but I also began to feel a great responsibility in my
life.
-Little by little you are beginning to live “seven by seven”, that is, when an hour passes
for you the experience is already seven hours; when a week passes, it is seven weeks and so
on. However, this does not mean that you will become older in appearance, although you will
really live at that pace.
The Gold Institute had problems with its administration and misunderstandings with
Shaya Michan's family put the business system in crisis, so they were no longer interested in the
School of Transformative Astrology.
Having been left alone and aware that I would no longer receive the support of the
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radio nor the owners of this center, I spoke with my students in an extraordinary session
and told them that if they wanted to continue with the school we had to move to my new
center, in front of the “Las Américas” cinema.
There were between 15 and 20 students, but they knew me and had been studying with me for
months. They were the ones who endured the whole process out of more than three hundred people. They
wanted to complete their course so we left in a group right then and there and after twenty minutes, walking
along Insurgentes Avenue, we arrived at the new place called: “Nueva Era dos mil”.
Everything seemed to be going well at the start, but the truth was that my partner was a bit
uncomfortable and began to behave a bit strangely, so much so that he did not join the group he used to
belong to, but rather he already felt different. But without us noticing, according to him, during class he would
sit at the desk at the entrance and very close to the thin drywall wall next to the room, where I would stand to
speak to the group.
Later he decided that his son-in-law would also participate with us and this no longer bothered me.
gave a “good feeling”.
He called a few teenage girls through the newspaper to train them to go and advertise astrology by
offering horoscope birth charts in various places. Of course, I realized that he must have taken advantage of
the very group we had since Shaya Michan. But he had already shown signs of being divorced from this
group. I knew his birth chart and I could see from it that he tended to betray the group. Of course, I was not in
the business of limiting him and I wanted to see what was really happening. For a few months we still
maintained our friendship and mutual tolerance but one day when I was not there he said to my companion:
Although the last thing I wanted was the end of the group or my society, however,
the results were clearly coming.
Meanwhile, the situation in Teotihuacan was not going smoothly. From the moment I left my ex-
partner with my children in this place, the expected arrangements began.
At first she realized that Guru Marcelli no longer treated her the same, so I don't know how or why exactly,
she began to consider Díaz Porta as her teacher.
He became friends with a fanciful person who had an Ashram very close, also in the Teotihuacan
area, and who said he was preparing for when he arrived at the
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final hecatomb on the planet, since he was the chosen one to give all the people of the
world a drink based on nopal.
I began to realize that there was more than just a friendship between my ex-colleague
and this person, but that was no longer my concern. Besides, my colleague was conveniently
happy with me and I was just going along with the idea that we were friends.
Although he didn't really hold a grudge against her, he didn't feel any connection to her anymore either.
Things started to get difficult because he didn't show his true feelings, but he had
happily accepted my relationship with my new partner.
I remember this contrast between the two women very well when one day my ex-
colleague arrived unannounced at the naturism school where I was teaching. My students
greeted her “as if nothing had happened,” but in reality she was interfering in my private life.
But at the same time, this gave me a great opportunity to convince myself “who is who”.
Because my new companion, far from being furious as one might expect, went and greeted her
as if they were old friends. Then the three of us walked to the corner of the street and when we
got there, my new companion made me feel that perhaps I had a lot of things to discuss with
the mother of my children and that it was better for her to leave, and so she did.
She was wearing a silk outfit that made her look more youthful and as she walked away, I could
see her distinction, not only in her appearance but in everything.
Anyway, by chance it turned out that one of my students from the naturism school lived
precisely in San Juan Teotihuacán, just a few blocks from the children's new home. And that's
why I decided to talk to her so that when I was not able to personally take the biweekly money
to the children's mother, she would please deliver it to her. The bad thing about this is that this
person became friends with my ex-partner, who finally ended up convincing her of her role as
a victim. Then that student stopped seeing me as a real teacher and turned me into the villain
of the movie, so that I began to be a bad influence for my school. I tried to cope with it as much
as I could, but the time came when I had to continue traveling to Teotihuacán every two weeks
or month, using, fortunately, my new partner's car.
So, usually my new companion let me drive her car and together we would go to visit
the children. We liked to sit on top of the pyramid of the Sun and talk. It was remarkable how at
those moments she would transform into a being of greater severity and peace. Her hair would
wave and I would contemplate her with a certain reverence, almost without trying. And the
energy of the place would change because of our presence in these places, considered sacred
by Mexican tradition.
That's why I wasn't so surprised when, one day, we were returning from Teotihuacan to
Mexico City and we started to see several little lights that, unlike ordinary airplanes, hovered
far away in the sky, right in front of us. They were UFOs, and that afternoon, while I was driving
down the highway, one of them brazenly approached and hovered over our car, at a height of
no more than a kilometer. It was gold in color, circular in shape, and had a diameter of 700
meters.
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She was so filled with happiness that it almost scared me, because at that moment I
thought that she really was an alien and maybe she was playing with me, a simple human.
-You've already seen some of the ships we have, so you can't doubt because now
you have proof.
Another time we visited Teotihuacan, when we returned to our little room two blocks
from “La Espiga”. They told me:
-This woman has the power to activate the pyramids, especially because she
same is becoming right now for the planet, together with you.
Things were becoming fantastic and therefore also dangerous. But at the same time it was fascinating,
because the internal processes I was beginning to experience with her and with everything around me, I can
only describe as enormous happiness, a kind of ecstasy. It is also due, in some way, to the fact that all this was
happening at a unique Cosmic moment, that is, the New Age called Aquarius.
Indeed, despite the tremendous pressure she had to live with a husband from whom
she was thinking of separating. Sometimes we had the opportunity to stay together in a
hotel very close to the Teotihuacan pyramids and the experience was beyond the ordinary
world of people. That is to say, it was apparently normal, but the rhythm of existence, so to
speak, was different.
This would lead me to secrets with her that are hard to describe, regarding who she
was and who I was and also, what we were in our past lives. And it's not that I was worried
about that. In fact, I liked the present. But suddenly one comment or another would come
up, as a usual matter, for us, in daily life.
That's how it was, in relation to Pyramids. Once she told me that, years ago, while
at home, she saw on the television news that a mummy of a very important Queen of Egypt
had been taken out from under a pyramid. And that she began to feel upset and bad about
this outrage. Because she was suddenly sure that it was her own past life. And that by
taking her out of that sacred energy that being buried there produced.
Even though she was already mummified, it affected her in the present, so she was forced
to meditate more, to feel better.
Then, as if nothing had happened, on another occasion later, he told me that our
current Masters, some of the Sat-gurus, had spoken to him about the time we were in Rome
or Egypt, with whom we had to deal, as guides of peoples. But they did not explain to him
exactly what kind of people we were.
Or, she lived through the Second World War in France. And when she was a
teenager and the bombs were falling from the air, dropped by fighter planes, she would run
under the bed, terrified, and she would always get stuck in her lower back because the bed
was a bit low and her bottom and legs didn't fit properly there.
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To see what relation this has with her present, I must clarify that in this incarnation,
she was a graduate in Computer Science from the Polytechnic Institute. Although, like
me, she had not finished her degree, because the esoteric and her internal commitments
with her enlightened acupuncture teacher absorbed her a lot and she had little time for
anything else. But one time, in order to review some Horoscope Birth Charts program
on the computer, we went to her school at the Polytechnic on Plutarco Avenue, near the
sports palace. And that's why I was able to get to know the atmosphere of her University.
But what really began to attract her attention was giving classes to sailors at some
important center, located less than a kilometer from where I attended my high school
called CCH Oriente (Colegio de Ciencias y Humanidades Oriente). Something that was
easier for her because it was close to UPICSA, that is, the Polytechnic where she studied
Computer Science. Everything came naturally to her. When I asked her why that would
happen. Since I noticed that he had a lot of affection for the sailors and also his
acupuncture teacher, the enlightened one, was an important chief of the navy. He told me:
-I am convinced that during the Second World War in France, I had to become a
prostitute for survival reasons, and it was the sailors who most frequented the place
where I worked.
So, because of this, in the Navy, she had given computer classes for periods of
time and had gained the friendship of some bosses, particularly a female captain who
came to like her very much.
All this was fascinating and for that reason not easy to accept, for it takes lifelong
training to truly convince oneself of these realities. Anyway, when she was motivated by
my erotic temperament, she suddenly became thoughtful and immediately told me that
in the days of Europe when women wore full skirts and corsets, we once met and it was
very difficult for me to lift her starched skirt and take off her underwear in order to be able
to make love to her in a secluded place in the forest where we had sneaked off.
So if all this was leading me forward, if only for the sole reason of living as if “out
of time”. In addition to being able to add to this, that I could be sure that a higher divine
energy had taken us and was guiding us
These were times of great activity, because the trip to the Teotihuacán pyramids
was not easy, due to all the moral, economic, family and work pressures that were
reflected in not having a stable place to live.
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On March 21, 1991, as always on this day of the year, the entrance of the first one is celebrated in
Teotihuacán and usually a lot of people attend. My former classmate invited me because Maestro Díaz Porta
would be there and asked me to take advantage of the opportunity to try to get this Maestro to cut the hair of the
oldest boy.
My companion did not want to go and I had to go alone. When I arrived at the Pyramid of the Sun, the
sad affair of the Tibetan lamas being rejected by a group of Mexicans dressed in black was taking place. And
then everything ended well.
The mother of my children led me to the foot of the pyramid of the moon and gave me a quartz as a
symbol that our old love would continue, now in an everlasting friendship. I could tell she was being sincere, but
I was not entirely in agreement with this promise. Although I was respectful of her feelings. We returned to the
pyramid of the sun in search of Master Díaz Porta.
When I returned home with my current partner, I was scolded by the teachers
invisibles telling me:
-You've already gone about your business, but you don't realize what's happening to you or how long it
will take to shake off all the negative things that stick to you. Because when you attend important events on
special dates and sacred places, everything you come into contact with there leaves such a strong impression
on you that sometimes it takes years to get rid of it until it stops having a real influence on you.
I realized that the Masters wanted to prepare me by keeping me in Retreat, so that I could manage
certain Cosmic energies and would no longer be like a puppet, moved by sentimental, superficial fraternal and
family circumstances, which in reality, made me unhappy.
One day, for an exceptional reason, I went to Netzahualcóyotl's house and my mother told me:
-The mother of the daughter who owns the house in Teotihuacán, where the children live, spoke and
said that she urgently needed to speak with you.
Sensing that they were not anything good, I wanted to find out what it was about first, without doing it
directly. I asked one of my family members to please answer the call of that lady. My temper was not totally
under control. And the lady assured them:
-We have not had any problems with the gentleman who is the children's father, he is a very kind person
and we appreciate him. But tell him that I need him to vacate the house, because the children's mother brings in
any people here and we have learned that she hangs out with some of them and that is not good for the children
or for us. We no longer wish to rent to him.
Shortly after, I met the mother of my children and I could see that old “friends” had taken the place as a
hotel, which made it easier for them to go to the parties more often.
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pyramids of Teotihuacan.
They were people of Kundalini Yoga, GFU and especially of the “MAÍZ” movement, something that had to do with the
indigenous wisdom of Mexico, but sometimes handled in a rather strange way.
Already in the GFU I had learned that some groups had not correctly followed the teachings of Master
Díaz Porta and caused scandal because they used drugs in their rituals and engaged in orgies.
I didn't directly verify anything in the house in Teotihuacán either, but the lady who was the owner
was alerting me to something that she knew was possible.
Despite the circumstances, I wanted to be careful because the situation was reaching its climax.
When I met the mother of my children I treated her as if nothing was wrong, because we were
supposed to be friends. And in this friendship she confessed to me that she was falling in love with a
a very dear disciple of Master Díaz Porta who lived in the Ashram of Guadalajara. And she had “had her eye
on him” to marry him, because she said he was a good person, very similar to me in many ways.
A few days later he told me that they had to leave for Peru immediately, he already had the ticket. His
parents, as always, had sent him the money he requested for this “very important” trip.
That notable disciple of Maestro Díaz Porta was also going to travel and she had the firm decision to
marry him there, since she could not do so in Mexico, because her papers were not completely in order.
-Don't worry, I have a friend who is going to stay with them in Teotihuacán.
We said goodbye, but I was confused trying to gather my thoughts and on my way back I mentioned
it to my current partner. She began to get worried, aware that what was happening was not right. Especially
because of the urgency with which she wanted to get married and because who knows what would become of
the children.
It was for this reason that I made a delicate and definitive decision in my life as an Initiate.
On the one hand, I couldn't have the children with me, because I felt like I was experiencing something
very special and it wasn't right to force my new partner to accept me with the children, but I wasn't willing to
give up my happiness either.
So while my improvised honeymoon was going on, I had to solve the situation of the children realizing
the danger they were in, especially the girl, due to
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many kinds of people were already entering the Teotihuacan house and could sleep “here or there.” Therefore,
I could not trust them, given that it was possible that some of them took certain drugs “in a good way.” I
reasoned that given the circumstances, in a short time, the tender sexuality of the children would be threatened,
all because of this environment of a stupid “Aquarian liberation.”
The first thing I did was go to the delegation at the Netzahualcóyotl Municipal Palace.
There I drew up a document stating that the mother of my children was going to Peru and leaving the
children abandoned. So I left them with my mother to take care of them while I was away for periods of time
due to work issues.
I had just filed the corresponding report at the City Hall and I still lacked the strength to act
definitively. A typical judicial police officer was nearby, he was a person with an aggressive look and a
strong body but a bit overweight, although it was obvious that he knew what it was like to deal with very
difficult people. So I approached him and told him my case, because I also had to complete my paperwork
at his office. He looked at me for a moment and then said:
-The children are yours, you are the father and a father does what he has to do for his children. She
has fewer rights over your children than you do.
This made me decide to stay with the children, because I knew that their destiny would change
completely.
Later I would finally convince myself that I had not been wrong, when I discovered that the process
of “raising judgment” was quite long, especially since it was “by mutual agreement” and furthermore, it was
quite difficult for her to want to attend the sessions.
-I have been called by superiors and they are beginning to prepare me for a special job. I cannot
have the children with me now. But if you do not want them, I will find a way to place them somewhere else.
You should not feel obliged. I will leave the children with you only if you want. Think about it carefully. Do
you want to?
And being aware of how things were going with my economy, I added:
-But don't expect me to give you any money or anything like that. I don't even know what's going to happen.
with my life. You will have to trust in God because they (the children) will not lack anything.
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I don't know what my mother thought at that moment, maybe that her son had gone mad, wise or
maybe that she always saw him as very strange and it was natural that this would happen one day. The
fact is that she was brave and she accepted them only in exchange for knowing that her son was not
wrong, because when he had to answer for his father and the family he did it responsibly and that if he
was leaving now it was because there was truly something higher that was calling him. She, in this sense,
knew me.
Shortly after, when I knew that the mother of my children was already on her way to Peru, my
partner and I arrived at Teotihuacán. I saw the state of abandonment in which the children were and I
could guess their future destiny. So right there I took the children, their birth certificates, papers and all
their clothes. I threw them in the trunk of my current partner's car and headed back to Ciudad
Netzahualcóyotl to leave them there with their grandparents.
I quickly remembered that there are times in the lives of initiates and madmen when one
completely abandons everything, and if one does not do so, then this brings dangerous problems in the
future. I did not want any connection with the mother of my children, no pretext that would increase the
“mess.” And I answered:
-Forget it, we have to leave everything to him. The only thing I care about is that these children
don't live among the orgies and drugs of all these homeless people.
This was the trigger for a huge persecution that the GFU community was going to inflict on me.
And at the same time, it was a very special and invaluable opportunity to realize
what people who called themselves “conscious” really were.
The first thing my ex-partner did when she arrived from Peru, after a failure in her attempt to get
married there, was to look for me everywhere. She told everyone who knew me about my ruthless and
cruel attitude. Even in the Initiatic schools it was known, and in the pre-initiatic schools angry groups
gathered because I had stolen the children from the poor mother. So, organized “in a network”, they began
to try to locate me.
Furthermore, my new companion was accused of being a seductress and I was considered to
have fallen into “temptation.” I had lost the Path of the GFU Masters, all because of a woman who did not
belong to the Institution of Master Estrada, with whom I fell madly in love.
Fortunately, I had nothing more to do at the Shaya Michan centers, so I stopped attending those
places. I had to begin my stage of a real Retreat. This time, no one had to know where I was, because it
did not seem fair to bother the woman who was with me, and I knew that she was not just any woman.
I still tried to work with my father for periods because I needed money. And I
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realized that although he treated me harshly throughout my life, he still loved and respected
me deeply. He didn't get involved in my affairs and just treated me as he always did. When I
went he never complained about the children and although he loved the children's mother,
he never questioned anything.
But it happened that I realized that I had something to do with my own energy, because
as soon as I wanted to be here and at the same time continue with my retirement, it happened
that my father's little workshop was closed down. I decided to defend him at all costs and we
went to the bosses in the treasury offices to try to sort out the tax issue. And I raised my voice
loudly in the Treasury offices. (That time was when we were living in the “del Valle” neighborhood,
near Avenida Insurgentes Sur).
-Get it straight, that's not for you anymore! The fact that your father's workshop has been
closed down means that it's closed down for you.
Later on, after my consecration at 33 years old, I contacted one of my brothers and
worked with him for a few days, putting up blinds for the windows of the large Pemex building,
but that money was not enough.
The teachers said that there would soon be a very strong earthquake in Mexico and that
it would help a lot to cushion it if I left the children in a safe place and went with my current
partner to Veracruz to visit the Ashram of Coatepec and make CONTACT with this sacred center.
We had nothing to lose, we had a little money, so we sorted things out and left for Jalapa
Veracruz.
By then, I was still attending the Shaya center but the group had already compacted.
of astrology and naturism, in one.
We packed our things and went to Jalapa. We left the bus station looking for a hotel and
found one on the same avenue. We were struck by the fact that the hotel was being finished
being built and was called “The Empress”. She had previously recognized herself as the symbol
of the card “The Empress”, the fourth card of the Tarot.
The next day we went to Ashram and it began to rain heavily even though there was a
popular festival in the town of Coatepec, so the grape harvest stalls that were along the streets
put up tarps to protect themselves from the rain.
It had been some time since I had been to this beloved Ashram of Coatepec. Where
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the teacher Estrada stayed overnight a few years after leaving his 40-month retreat.
Because there I was lucky enough to see him walk and receive his talk and blessing in the small sanctuary. But
above all I remember that day, when I arrived at the place with a fever and carrying one of my children who
was about two years old, while my ex-partner, their mother, reluctantly led the older one, who was about three
years old, by the hand. And I was a little worried, because, in the middle of the light but icy rain, I was sweating,
but from sweat, due to the fever. And she helped me to lie down, before going to fill out our registration at the
reception. I was tired and almost immediately fell asleep, only I was a little delirious. But anyway, I began to
have a rather vivid dream: I saw myself standing in line with other people in a very nice place. The person next
to me told me that we were already dead and the lords of karma (she called them by another name that I don't
remember) were checking us. And that's why we were standing in line, to go through with them. Then the scene
changed and I was already talking with them and other spiritual masters with a certain confidence. Some time
had passed and we were discussing my next incarnation. They tried to explain to me that it was good for me to
wait a little longer because the time was not very good yet, so that I could get into a womb in order to reincarnate.
But I had considered the situation, and I knew that I was going to meet an important spiritual brother and I had
to incarnate now, in order to be able to contact him.
Later I found out that it was really Maestro Estrada. The scene immediately changed and I tried to wake up. But
the dream I was having was completed when I had decided to enter a womb of poor people, although from the
city and my father would be a worker.
Among the masters who are dedicated to caring for the reincarnated, some were worried that perhaps better
conditions could have been found for me, due to my spiritual Hierarchy. But I began to repeat over and over
again, as I descended into the third-dimensional world again:
I woke up and was still feverish but pleasantly surprised by that memory of how I decided to reincarnate
into this current life. I settled down and tried to sleep a little longer because it was already close to the time we
had to get up. That is, before 6 am.
In what seemed like less than an hour, the then elder of Ashram came in and made us all get up. I
thought he would be understanding because he would understand that I had the flu, but he didn't even notice
my situation. He shouted that these were excuses. And he continued with his mission of training men for the
New Age. So I stood up all shaky. And I went to do my gymnastics and then, a cold bath. After a while, he
made us shovel the earth in the back of the Ashram, to make compost with the organic waste from the food
collected the day before. But fortunately, to my surprise, as the sun slowly rose over the horizon, at about 8 or
9 in the morning.
And now I was arriving again at this Ashrham, but I was doing so with my new companion.
He prudently told me that he would wait for me outside the reception area. And indeed, as soon as I entered,
they recognized me, and the first thing they asked me was about the mother of my children, since the person in
charge of the Ashrham (Elder) knew her, and when they noticed that my companion was
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another woman, looked at her with some suspicion.
When I came out of this difficult interview and the corresponding greetings, I took her to
see the small sanctuary where Master Estrada performed his Ceremony. What she loved most
was the ecological wooden house, built with polygons.
When we returned to our hotel in Jalapa it was already nighttime. We got a little lost with
the truck that was taking us to places unknown to us. She got a little desperate and complained to
me and to life for the fact that she was always the one who had to decide where and when. She
told me:
-It's enough that I have to indicate when we will get off. Now you decide it.
This made me serious and focused, because I always confided in her in cases like this.
And about five minutes into the journey, when I was about to turn somewhere, I suddenly jumped
out of my seat and ordered her:
We jumped out of the truck and walked one more street forward, suddenly coming out onto the avenue
almost right in front of our hotel. We were both amazed at the accuracy of my intuition.
Once in our room, we went into meditation and the teachers began
to talk to us, through her:
-There are many entrances here that lead to the center of the planet. –He said.
one of them
-Do not be afraid because you are the lord and master of these lands. - said Master Estrada.
-Don't worry about the mission you must carry out together. If the situation cannot be
saved, it will prevent further pain for humanity, which is heading towards its total ruin.
We will take them out of here and turn them into space navigators.
When we returned with my students from the Shaya centers, I told them a little about our trip to Jalapa
and the fantastic reasons that led us to go, such as “stopping tremors.”
She was embarrassed because it was obvious that we stayed together in Veracruz and the
students who had doubts about our relationship could now rest assured.
A BIGGER DEPARTMENT
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We couldn't cook properly in the little room where we lived, as it didn't have windows
facing the street, and we also had trouble hanging up our freshly washed clothes and things like
that. I was still teaching at the "Nueva Era 2000" center, and as soon as a slightly larger
apartment became available, which faced the street and had some furniture and a kitchen, we
moved there.
Our madness did not improve and every day we loved each other more.
But when the situation was getting difficult and the society that was the only way I could
connect with the world, began to hang by a thin thread.
I was a bit irritable then and she, with her Aries character, caused us to argue, but nothing more.
We practically only had each other and we spent all our time together, given that our separation
from our families became more and more complete. So if one of us was not well, the whole world
seemed to collapse. My discipline was getting stronger and stronger and she, a terrible meditation
instructor, because of her severe way of teaching me.
She had learned to meditate at the GFU but that turned out to be child's play compared to what her
Instructor, the Enlightened One, taught her. She had incredible training and her mind was very strong. In
addition, the teachers looked after her like a Queen and were careful how they treated her, as frankly I was still
quite unconscious and had never treated a woman of such a definitely Cosmic nature.
At the beginning of this training, I was bothered by the well-known warning that Master
Estrada made during his lifetime, about not meditating too much and rather working for the GFU
Institution. He called excessive meditators “professional meditators.” So full-time meditation was
something that was not well-regarded in the world where I had learned. And I knew that in a
certain way he was right. But life was making me need meditation much more than usual in order
to survive, in a society where I was ceasing to exist.
She must have noticed because she would make me sit up straight and then begin
addressing me in a stern voice.
But one day she decided that we should do an “intestinal lavage” to clean our intestines.
And when it was time to meditate, she was very serious giving orders.
But suddenly he smiled, until he could no longer contain his laughter. He ran up and went to the
bathroom. From then on I lost a little fear of him, because I realized that he was a human being
after all.
The doubts about whether all this “channeling” stuff was real or just a hoax kept bothering
me. But once in my presence, she fell into a hypnotic state.
At first she was feeling very normal, preparing to meditate in a half lotus position (with her feet
crossed), and suddenly she lost consciousness and I was in front of her body observing
everything. And she began to channel in that trance state:
-I am Master Estrada. We have done this so that you know that this is real and
Furthermore, we don't want her to know what I'm going to tell you.
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-This woman is a highly evolved incarnation, just like you. So on the planet both of you
have your respective peoples and if something were to happen to humanity, you could take
your own with you. But with your meeting it is possible to save many more. In fact, much can
be saved by your union. This woman enters the Sun as if it were her home. She is the
commander of a large squadron in the galaxy that is not limited to this conglomerate but travels
even further. Respect her and take good care of her! Because we have stayed for you and the
Tibetan is responsible for her.
When the communication ended, "just like that" he opened his eyes, he was already
fully conscious and I could see that he didn't remember anything.
Instead, she felt like a puppet. She became very angry and began to complain loudly
about the abuse she had suffered. She was “shocked” that she was being used by higher beings.
When she had her human outbursts, he sighed in consolation, because after all, she
was also an ordinary person.
Sometimes I had to go out for a walk, because despite the love that surrounded me, day by day I was
losing everything in the outside world. Then I would calm down and go back home.
She spent months healing me with acupuncture, massages and incense therapy. It was
only then that I began to realize that I had never had a break in my life. For the first time in my
life, someone could give me something. Someone truly loved me for who I am, because they
could see me as such.
I was entering into myself. As if I were being born from my own womb.
And that's why it was so special that sometimes I take care of myself, like you do with a child.
And it wasn't a matter of one day, reaching a certain balance, before I stood up and found
myself again with what I really am, in a natural and normal way. The process lasted months and
I understood myself with a love that I never knew before or believed existed.
One day I was so sad that I didn't get up. But she was very patient and took care of me.
I cried even when I heard the whistle of the man's banana cart that was passing by on the street
selling them. That reminded me of my childhood and I began to miss it. I was crying because I
was becoming more sensitive to human reality.
When I got up on the third day and was performing my usual disciplines, they told me:
-Every time you have a crisis like that, one day means one year of karma in your life.
Just because of your foolish weakness and your useless nostalgia.
I was worried when the Masters told me that if we did not do things right, the time would soon come
when people would die like animals in the street, due to the unbearable solar radiation. They would remain
there like simple sacks, fallen and never rise again.
Another shocking message that made my partner cry was when they told me that
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brothers of the GFU had their orgies in places like Peru and some others. She could see
what was happening and it made her very sad.
Then it was Master Estrada who lamented his recent useless incarnation spent for nothing:
-Even gurus believe themselves to be gods and some do not go beyond the level of a simple Yamin.
It was approximately a year later that I was living with the concern of why Master Estrada,
who never, in life, spoke of UFOs or of communications between his disciples and the Ascended
Masters, had suddenly chosen us in order to prepare us.
However, one day the teacher seemed to feel comfortable enough to tell us something
more personal and he said:
-When I disembodied, as I passed through the fourth dimension, I started to cry, but really
CRY, because as we advance in the internal planes, the pain is more subtle, acute and strong.
Seeing our mistakes is truly strong. So, as I advanced in the fourth dimension, I saw my GFU and
all those I had chosen with so much love, and I realized what they really were. What they truly
thought and felt in general. ...This was worthless!... They do not carry the load that is needed to
save the world.
On the contrary, this will not last long.
It was a moving confession that strengthened my confidence that I had not been mistaken
in my silent personal assessments.
My current partner was showing signs that he was going to end the partnership.
And we were trying to make decisions in fast motion. For example, we were being
the idea of going to live in Mérida and then returning to Mexico came to mind.
-It is not advisable for them to go to the provinces because there many people dress in
white and this is not good for him. He has not yet mastered the Moon and women who dress in
white seem, unconsciously, to him to be more evolved.
And I realized this, as They took the trouble to make me aware of the danger of my own
unconscious. Almost with terror I began to recognize that my
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unconsciously dominated me practically at all times during the day: when I walked down
the street, on public transport and in restaurants.
My gaze was very strong but my mind was unconscious, especially towards any woman who
was in physical movement. And the teachers scolded me mercilessly, “hitting where it hurts the most”:
-Remember that you have the square of Mercury with the Moon and this makes everything
feminine in movement attract your attention. Especially because there is a relationship with Sagittarius
whose key is “I see.”
That is why the Master of La Ferriere, referring to sophisticated women, those who
The vox populi call them: “Hollow”. He said:
-There are women who if their clothes were taken off, NOTHING would be left.
But it wasn't all scolding. One night I was sitting at the foot of the bed trying to enter into a
meditation level. She was leading and suddenly she opened her eyes and ordered me to lie in lotus
position on the bed next to her. She explained to me that the Master of La Ferriere wanted to give me
something. I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate and the message began:
-Extend your hands because you are going to receive this gift. It is the VIOLET CAPE that has
always been used since time immemorial by great Masters, as it has been transmitted from era to era,
according to the needs of very advanced initiates. This cape is not visible on the physical plane but it
is visible in the fourth dimension.
When you feel the misery of the world and the loneliness, the cold and the incomprehension of
humanity; When you want to protect yourself in the midst of turmoil and whenever you seek God and
peace, wrap yourself in your violet cloak.
This was a wonderful and unexpected gift. At night my mind was struggling with whether to
accept this fantasy or not and I fell asleep, then I had a dream. It was one of those dreams in which
one is more or less conscious. I was wearing the cloak and I was approaching a group of women who
attracted me tremendously. They in turn tried to get me to go to where they were. Then, remembering
my violet cloak, I wrapped myself in it and concentrated a little. The irresistible sensation and even the
presence of these women suddenly disappeared, but when I saw myself, I saw that I was wearing the
violet cloak.
At that moment I woke up remembering this dream perfectly and I said to myself:
One morning when I opened my eyes, I was restless, because I was feeling that something
was changing in me. And they told me:
When I realized that I loved this woman not only on the physical level and
emotionally but also mentally and even spiritually. They clarified:
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-We are adjusting your bodies. You are not soul mates but perfect complements and therefore,
there is work to be done that you have no idea about. His Absolute body, that is, his SEPTUM or seventh
body, is being born and this is the reason for so many changes in your physical environment. On the other
hand, you are being united physically, emotionally and mentally.
But despite the patience of these invisible forces, I found it difficult to stop thinking about erotic
fantasies when I was with her, and sometimes I forgot how I should treat her and became a little unconscious
in my attitude towards her simple person. The one who called himself the Master of La Ferriere told me
more than once:
-For the gods they are the goddesses and for the males they are the females.
You are right, brother - explained Master Estrada and continued - wherever you are, you will begin
to feel that you are united with the entire planet, because in reality this is what is happening.
Other times I was worried because I wanted explanations of what I was being prepared for and the
answer was:
-You are now a sailor and the next day a captain. Then you become a chief of the navy and then
the head of the entire navy department of a country and so on. If I tell you now that tomorrow you will
become a captain, that would not be correct, because the following week you will be in a higher rank. So we
cannot hold you back by saying that you will be this or that. Try to go with the flow.
Only once during the entire Retreat did the Master of the Tibetan Master, whom I have since called
THE SUPREME MASTER, address a message to me.
It was during these days that he did it and each of his words were so powerful that
I used them in my daily meditations for quite a while.
“You don't owe anything to anyone and nobody owes you anything.
Walk because you want to walk, serve because you want to serve, and they serve you because they want to serve
you.
Humble because before the Cosmos you are much smaller than a
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ant”.
Days passed and she wanted to go visit her mother in the industrial colony one day.
I agreed. But it was ten o'clock at night and she had not arrived at our house. The feeling was one of enormous
anguish because I had given up everything in search of a relationship based entirely on her. I saw her
everywhere. I associated her with everything: the air, the people, the sun or the rain. Everything was her. My
eternal feminine.
I called her at home after much thought, because I didn't want anything to interrupt this internal process
that I was going through. Her mother answered and immediately put me through to her:
-I feel fine, don't worry, what happens is that he (she was referring to her husband) is outside and I
don't want to see him. I'm waiting to see if he leaves, otherwise I'll have to stay here.
-Stay there, don't even think about it! If you do, I'll go get you there, I don't care at all.
–It was my passionate reaction.
- Please don't do that! If he finds out about all this, he'll probably try to kill you, I'm sure.
-Then try to fix that as soon as you can, I'll call you in about two hours and you tell me which "metro"
you are at so I can pick you up.
-Alright!
After 2 hours I called her and she told me that she would be at a specific metro station in half an hour.
I went to get her. When we got home it was already 1am but my soul was at rest.
I was already getting used to having her with me every day and at all times. She was a gift from
heaven. Nothing remained for me but her and this made her even more important to me.
Our favorite place was the bakery called “La Espiga” (The Spike). They sold a cake here that was
packaged in the shape of an ice cream and filled with whipped cream and cherries. She also liked sweet things
like this. They weren’t that expensive and we would happily sit next to the spike and eat it very slowly.
As my ties with society became more blurred, we had more time to spend together.
It was one of these times that we were coming back from “the spike” when, incidentally, we came face
to face with that couple who lived in one of the rooms in the old José Martí hotel.
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She was dressed completely in black and he had his eyes half-closed,
reality was “out of its depth”.
-Come this way, don't pay attention to them and keep walking - And while saying that he pulled my arm,
as we moved forward quickly.
She later explained to me that she had not wanted to tell me anything, but ever since we came to live
in José Martí's house, she suspected that the woman had the man bound through magic and that she felt,
according to the messages of the masters, that just as we were united by white magic, a couple united by black
magic appeared.
My companion, who was always on the alert to make sure nothing happened to me, took her role very
seriously. So much so that I was almost constantly aware that the Masters wanted me to take care of my physical
body first and foremost, since my survival with the physical body was very important before anything else. All
because of the sacred Mission for which they were preparing me.
When she went to visit her mother, she was already restless, because she was beginning the 6-month
cycle in which her husband had to be in Mexico City.
And since there was a communications office of the company where he worked right next to the guest house
where we lived, it was possible (and we later confirmed that this was the case) that her husband went to that
office from time to time, since his job included visiting different offices at his workplace.
So, in addition to our situation, it was also for this reason that we started looking for another place. Only
our funds were reaching the limit in a threatening way.
We walked around the Roma neighborhood and it was incredible to discover the thousand ways of life
of many people living in guest houses that, however, from the facade looked like simple private homes.
For example, I once went out early, with the newspaper under my arm, to investigate some addresses
mentioned there. The owner of the place kindly invited me in. The staircase was made of wood and creaked
when you stepped on it, and in one corner there was a room, or what we could call that, of approximately 20 or
30 more little rooms.
Each one of them was rustically equipped with a kind of closet and an old bed. In the middle of this
mansion there was a row of washbasins, on the four sides of a square, where multiple entrances to the
bathrooms were added.
I mentioned this to my colleague and she decided to go with me to visit him. She was frightened and
when we walked through one of these gloomy corridors, we came across a dwarf who was climbing on something
that could serve as a step, trying to reach the faucet of the washbasin in order to wash his hands. He was a
person who worked on the street all day, washing cars or doing services here and there.
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It was easy to see that people whose jobs were not exactly honorable must live in places
like this.
The fact is that I could read the impression that this experience caused my companion
on her face, since this dwarf seemed to have come straight out of a science-fiction story and as
if immersed in life itself. Appearing precisely in this place that was real for all these vagabonds,
spending the night in such an old mansion, where surely the law of the strongest over the weak
prevailed among them.
A sweet event that we experienced in this apartment near “the spike” was when we still
had a little money and since we had the day off, we went out very early to visit all the esoteric
bookstores that we both remember having visited at some point. We shared it in an incredible
way. When we returned home it was already night and she was happy.
But it was obvious that the Masters were rushing, trying to put something together on
the fly, at the very moment of the emergency. They had chosen us, or at least it seemed that
way. But instead of what was expected, They showed an incredible calm as if nothing worried
them.
This is a way of looking at life that I would learn from Them and could not forget.
-At the moment of your orgasm, mentally send your energy towards Coatepec.
This made me think that things were not going well in this place.
Sometimes I noticed that despite how young she was and how much she loved me, she
complained that I had too much energy. But it was not something that came only from my
physical part but from within myself.
In this guest house we had only been visited once by our partner, another time by an
acquaintance from GFU, and once again by my mother with the children. But when they did, I
felt that I was somehow interfering with something very sacred, not because it was mine or hers,
but because there were higher energies there and a retreat is sacred. I was to prove this very
soon, because after the visit of the partner and the supposed “friend” from GFU, the children’s
mother managed to locate my address.
In fact, I was beginning to understand, although I was not yet fully aware of it, that a RETREAT cannot
allow frequenting family, friends and old relationships, however close they may be. In other words, one cannot
mix the sacred and the “mundane” just like that.
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they went to Netzahualcóyotl's house very happy. And something similar would happen
when I was located by a brother of the GFU who was my friend, because he, about two
years ago, had prepared a talk for me at a University where he had previously been a
student. But now he was so anxious to show me his brotherly love and bring me back to
the fold, that he came to visit me. But I didn't give it much importance.
About three days before the weekly lease was up, she had a dream and told me
about it:
“I was conscious in the dream and because of the energy that you and I manage, those who live in
this guest house were desperate because the whole house was starting to catch fire. They were so desperate
that the people who lived upstairs did not have time or were not able to find a way to get down, so they threw
themselves from the top into the street.
-They have done a good job here because all the prostitution and degeneration that
exists in Insurgentes is transmuted by their love.
After one in the morning we could really look out of the window and the whole
avenue looked like daylight, because it was so crowded, especially prostitutes and gays
stopping and shouting at drivers in order to make deals with them. The situation was not as
vulgar as in José Martí, and yet the patrol often had to come to threaten these people.
It was because of situations like this that I wanted to ask the teachers to tell us
where to go next, but they NEVER interfered with our free will. It was always her and I
together who made the decisions about our own lives.
Two days went by without us being able to pay the rent, because we were not paying
it. And one night we heard footsteps and then the sliding of a double lock placed on the exit
door of the apartments.
We hadn't gone out at all that day, just trying to figure out what we were going to do.
I felt depressed and guilty about what was happening.
She had trusted me and I was not responding to her as I should have. So I mentally called
out with all my strength to the Masters. And this is something I never ever do. The Masters
always spoke to me because they wanted to, I never called them by telling them
things like:
I have always thought it was impertinent to bother them. I feel that the most wonderful thing is
that they talk to us because they want to and if they give it to us it is also because that is what they want.
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wants to. But trying to depend on them to solve our lives is foolish. However, there are
times when the rule is broken and this was one of those times. Because we were locked
in here and we also had nowhere to go.
The force with which I invoked them was so sincere and strong that the Master spoke to me
la Ferriere, and basically concluded by saying:
Just like my physical father, the Master, treated me with this harshness, but the difference in
This particular case is that the order was very defined.
She stared at me, speechless from the impression of being locked in with no way out. It was
the symbol not only of being locked in this room but of not being able to get out into the world in any
way. Definitely superhuman forces were fighting through us on the battlefield itself, so much so that we
could feel the din of the battle.
I told her:
-Let's meditate!
She went and sat on the bed and I sat at the foot of the bed, facing her. Two or even three
hours passed. I was desperate to develop the power of precipitation instantly. For months I had been
thinking that in order to accomplish my mission, I thought I needed to have supernormal powers, since
only such a being can survive when alone in the world. So right now while I was meditating I began to
visualize gold coins appearing before me. But nothing happened.
However, the light did come on in my mind in a way that would be definitive from then on. An
inner barrier was broken and I entered another state of consciousness, which made me realize that
from then on I would meditate much more until I discovered what was happening to humanity and why
strange forces were always trying to keep me sleeping and not be able to wake up to the happiness
that, just by being alive, every human being deserves, as children of God. I decided to meditate above
all things, no matter what happened with my external life. And meditating included the usual disciplines
and my ability to be happy in my own world. It was not just “meditating in a brutal way.”
When I stopped meditating, my companion was calm. The crisis had been more or less
controlled and she told me that she had seen me as if I were one of those beings who had meditated a
lot, like a being who had found light.
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The next day, the morning was passing and we were in a state of questioning. But
around noon we heard footsteps approaching our door and the sound of the bolt being
drawn back. Then they went away. It was again the manager of the guesthouse who had
opened the room.
I couldn't explain it, maybe he thought he would keep an eye on our arrival during the day and didn't
want any problems or friction with us when he found out he had locked our room.
I didn't know where to go, but I told her that we had to go outside to figure out what to do. We were
careful to sneak away so that the manager wouldn't catch us when we passed in front of the reception office,
and when we were already outside, I noticed that she was really desperate now. I asked her what she thought
and she said, on the verge of tears:
I didn't like this, but at the same time she was giving me the option to decide for
myself. Since it was usually her authority that directed me, backed completely and
absolutely by the love of the teachers who loved her too much (according to me) and
always treated me harshly. So I told her:
-I'll talk to my brother who lives with his partner. I hope he'll be discreet so he
doesn't tell anyone where we are, as I don't want any problems with my family or gossip
about what's happening with the children. I also don't want the people at GFU to know
where I am, as the children's mother has been causing me trouble everywhere.
-Okay, let's sort out our things and talk to your brother.
So I did, and to my surprise my brother responded very kindly and when I told him
my situation he immediately agreed to let me take my things to his house. He never
complained about the children or dared to ask me for a detailed explanation about it,
even though he definitely did not agree with me leaving them.
The first part was already taken care of, all that was left was the payment at the
guest house so that they would let us take our things out without any problems. And then
she had the idea of speaking to her brother who lived at her parents' house. She told him
about our urgent situation. He gathered his few savings which amounted to 600 pesos,
enough to pay for our stay at this place. But the transport of our things to my brother's
house was still missing. It wasn't very far but it was money.
As I could, I got a little more money. This appeared in an emergent way, for
example, when I was at the entrance of the Gold Center, it happened that a friend
Gegnian (an undergraduate called: Aspirant or sympathizer), of the GFU was casually
leaving this place, after having made his humble collection of bread sales. I had taught
him the business and supported him a lot when he needed it, even selling him a bread oven.
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offered a very reasonable price. So that gave me more confidence to ask him for money.
Although this friend didn't have much, he offered me 50 pesos, no questions asked.
My faithful companion was waiting for me on the corner and was happy to know that we already
had the money for transportation.
But when we arrived at the guest house with a smile on our faces to close the settlement process,
we finished the matter and planned to spend the last night there, since the transport would arrive tomorrow
at noon. But when we were leaving, the manager who attended to us remembered something important
and made me go back:
-They left you a message from “so-and-so”, she says it’s very urgent and she agreed to come
back later because she urgently needs to speak to you personally.
The only obvious suspect was the GFU friend I let into this place or perhaps my partner. But my
partner did not know or have any contact with my ex-partner. Although I later learned that my ex-partner
had finally met and dealt with my partner personally. And that he was pleasantly impressed by her, of
course, I did not know to what extent.
Days later, my innocent and nosy friend left me a note in a place I still frequented, where he very
romantically explained to me that he took part in the matter, out of love for the pain of that mother, sister
of the GFU (he was referring to my former colleague), trusting that I, being as intelligent and evolved as I
was, would return her children to her.
This really made me nervous because I didn't want to discuss the issue of children with my "ex"
at all, which was "hot" at the moment. I was determined not to leave them with her and, moreover, I was
aware that she would not be able to understand my inability to be a mother, due to her frivolous tendencies
in the way she conceives brotherhood.
Without much explanation, it was clear that the situation with my partner was over. In a few
months, he would meet a gringa to become his partner, in relation to a product that was a substitute for
powdered milk. Which, by the way, was very good. He bought many packages of this, I think more than a
ton, certain that it would sell. But I suspected that the government did not like something like this, because
it obstructs its own commercial interests. And that was why my partner's legal procedures to sell it
wholesale became complicated and he had to store it, without being able to negotiate "on a large scale,"
as he had imagined.
Also, remembering a little about the New Age 2000 center. It was not well designed, as the
bathrooms were on the side inside the same conference place, built mainly with false walls, made of very
thin material. So my mother once told me that it was not possible to go into the bathroom and have a little
privacy and it was like that. By the way, my mother, who was trying to learn astrology with my gold group,
did it incognito, because I told her that I did not want to be treated differently if they knew that she was my
mother. But when this group disbanded, she did not see me again for several years, however, she
continued taking yoga, cooking and other courses at the center.
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Tabasco. According to what she told me when I saw her again, after my retirement.
The last time I went to the Nueva Era 2000 center, to my surprise I ran into my young follower Yamin,
the one who a few years ago helped me wash my newborn children's diapers. I don't know where he came
from. He was a diehard fan, but when I saw him this time, he had a somewhat absent look on his face. He
seemed desperate and I was surprised. I would have liked to talk to him to encourage him, but there was no
time. Although I found out that he still worked in the big market where the vegetables, greens and other
products from farmers from various places in the country arrived to be resold to grocery stores and shopping
centers in Mexico City. That place is known as "the Central de Abastos."
The worrying thing was that I realized that there was an obstructive force and we had to leave our
apartment as soon as possible. Well, as I said, several people already knew where we lived and that was not
convenient for us, for the increasingly esoteric work that, although I did not understand it very well, had already
begun.
But I kept in me, without even intending to, the memory of those happy moments that for a few months
now had been present and that were simple. Because they consisted of, several times during that period, she
and I walking from the area of the bakery of the spike, to the center of the Shaya Michan Gold. And in the
course, step by step, we enjoyed that transit on Insurgentes Avenue with its large windows, shops and
restaurants. And as it happens with lovers, everything was magical and congruent in many ways, despite the
circumstances never as clear as we would have liked. It was the time when the Masters injected us with
confidence and told me that one day she and I would be ready to have a mutual telepathic communication.
So while she would be at my lectures among the people, she would help me with my presentations, while I was
giving those public talks.
And the problem was not that my partner had never wanted to adhere to the guidelines of an Institution
like GFU Solar Line. On the contrary, she really wanted to, but she really did not fit into this Institution, due to
her natural and original design of herself. Something that only after years I would understand more clearly. And
there was an example of how much she wanted to be part of these people and I want to mention it. It was
about the time, when, without consulting me, she went to Shaya's center in Oro and introduced herself as my
partner to Shaya Michan himself. He already, at that time, knew that I had a new partner and was happy to
meet her. So he took her to his private room upstairs, which everyone called "the Pent House", where Shaya
lived. There, she was giving him therapy but suddenly, he wanted to seduce her. Then the maid came in and
my partner had time to get out of there.
But that was Shaya Michan or at least that was the stage she was living.
Because I remember the time he desperately sought me out asking me to make a Horoscopic Birth Chart for a
young girl, who had already arrived with her things to live with him, in “THE Pent House”, swearing to him that
this was her destiny. I made the birth chart and when I went to
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to interpret it for him. While he waited for me to give him hope and assure him that she was
the princess of his dreams. I told him, instead, that this girl had no planets on Earth, that he
should leave her alone and that it would be better for him to abandon that kind of attitude and
look for a serious relationship. Instead of letting himself be carried away by his emotions
towards one or another teenager. He stood there like a scolded child while I left his house in the Oro center.
But his expression was clearly:
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Anyway, my new partner had also been to talks and conferences I gave in Oro and she was
worried when she heard me comment that some of my friends or assistants had spoken positively
about her, knowing that she was with me.
So she was interested in how people saw her. But the truth is that, deep down, neither she
nor I were perceived in the right way. Somehow our destiny was moving us towards something more,
with a spirituality that was too revolutionary, at least for the moment.
It was under this context that the end of our residence and way of life in this
place, was coming to an end,
There was no Shaya Michan, no partner, no mother, no children. And no friends, no beloved
institution of “Universal Brotherhood”. And the ever-attentive Masters, however, did feel my human
weakness and did not leave me alone. So they spoke to me to tell me, referring to my fear of having
a clash with my former partner:
-Don't make an elephant out of an ant. Take care of your affairs and get on with your life. If
you run into one, tell it: "I don't want to talk to you, so you better get out of the way so I don't hurt you."
But would my new companion stay with me permanently? Something inside me told me yes
because we are eternal, but my mortal part told me that nothing is forever, because life is like a river
with twists and turns.
And this double feeling was revived from the day when she, as if foreshadowing the future,
was sitting in bed one afternoon, very pensive and nostalgic. And suddenly she pointed out to me,
from our apartment towards the corner of the street, a large billboard that could be seen from our
window, in our largest apartment.
And he said to me:
But as our eyes met, I was a little surprised, because I could read in her glance that she still
had things to resolve in this life and on her path.
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individual. She needed to fulfill her dream of money and material comfort, because beauty
is inside and out. And besides, she was, like me, trying to solve the enigma of whether we
belong to our soul mate at the end of our long journey of incarnations or if this included
that in reality our delivery is to the male collective if we are women, and to the female
collective, if we are men.
I certainly have to admit that the woman is a mystery. Although, without a doubt, at this
point in my life she was unconditional and total, not only as a sweet lover, but also as an invaluable
friend. To the point of each one exercising a powerful self-control and moving forward as if nothing
negative was happening.
However, I could understand her great doubts, which were also mine, regarding our
respective soul mates. And this is what makes me reflect on what this woman thought and felt
about people.
I remember that we had walked several times through the south of the city, where the
houses and offices of the millionaires associated with the government are located. And once she
shared with me a trip to a restaurant for macrobiotic mystics, which she had known some time
ago. There I was impressed by the faces of young people who were eating almost only seeds and
special juices, well balanced nutritionally. And that is why their skin was very clean and, I can say,
radiant. And when, on that occasion, I looked for chairs to sit on, the only thing I found was a long,
short table and at the foot, meditation stools on a rug, on which one sat, almost on one's own
calves. In such a way that we were facing the short-legged table and together with the others, we
could enjoy our meager but delicious food.
And another day, also walking down Avenida Insurgentes Sur, she suddenly became
pensive, in one of those states of internalization that I already knew her in, where she thought to
herself at the same time as she told me something. This time too, her attitude was one of
annoyance and rebellion at the same time:
-It is only fair that we should have money. Because it is not right to be ignored and forced
into poverty.
But he expressed it in the conviction that this was THE RIGHT THING and because it was
a fact that the spiritual and the material are congruent, in a human and cosmic life at the same
time.
Anyway, back to our last few days at the place near “the spike”.
It turns out that after the message I received from the guesthouse manager, it was no longer
possible for us to stay overnight here as we had planned.
We had the surplus money we had raised and since we didn't want to talk to my brother again to tell him that I would be staying at his
house that same afternoon, we decided to spend the night in a hotel on Lázaro Cárdenas Avenue (formerly called “Lost Child”), very
close to our new place of residence in the “Los Álamos” neighborhood. That night we enjoyed being together, because as I said, my
partner hadn't lost even a little faith in me and in what we were doing. This cheered me up a lot, and we both really needed it.
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The next day we said goodbye to our apartment and moved our
few belongings to my brother and his partner's house.
We lived on Esparta Street. In the morning my brother and sister-in-law went to work, so we got up rhythmically and could
do our yoga practices, a little meditation and then, we went out to walk to the “Parque Álamos” which was about four blocks from this
house, located parallel to Viaducto and almost reaching Lázaro Cárdenas Avenue.
Some days we spent enjoying our eternal vacation, but as we caught our breath we realized that
we needed to regain our privacy, because despite my brother's discretion, this could not last long. So we
started buying the newspaper so that she could try to find some work, since I had recently tried with my
father, without success.
But the teachers continued with their Teaching. So one morning my classmate took a marker
and on the blackboard in the living room, at my brother's house, she wrote something about "Mental
Spheres" while she told me:
-There are human beings with mental spheres and others without mental spheres.
Since I didn't understand anything about this subject, she explained to me that it was something
she already knew, but that now the Masters wanted her to transmit it to me. And that's why she had to
give me this class. As she explained it to me in a simple way, she told me:
-The mental spheres are placed by the beings of light, to each human being, before
born.
That is how I learned that day about the existence of human beings with mental spheres and
human beings without spheres. The first ones are awake, the second ones are asleep.
Perhaps he had read something about this in Tibetan books. But They wanted him to be very aware of
these facts.
-These teachings about human beings without mental spheres or with mental spheres, were
secret knowledge that was given to Hitler and he took it in such an inappropriate way that it drove him
mad.
Then they moved on to another topic and mentioned that phrase of Jesus Christ when he said:
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-He meant that our fellow human beings are beings that have mental spheres.
–One of the Masters commented and continued:
-And those who do not have mental spheres must learn to serve instead of trying to imitate
everything. It is obedience with love that best keeps them safe from their own ignorance and allows
them to develop their mental spheres.
What was also most urgent for Them was that I should stay away from humanity so that I
could develop a perspective of “who is who.” In this regard, Master Estrada told me:
-We intend to keep you apart from the rest of the people because THE MEDUSA, which according to
mythology is the one that petrifies all those who look into its eyes. It is a vermin that exists in the real world. And
as for you, it was already waiting for you to exterminate you and turn you into stone. But now you are already
developing the power so that it can no longer harm you.
Another time, I was told about the flesh and lust. Specifying:
-It is not enough to be a vegetarian and not eat meat. Because the true “not eating meat” is to be free
from all lust. There is no point in having a vegetarian diet if our senses are slaves to eating human flesh through
uncontrolled sexuality.
Many people work all week so that when they receive their pay they can go and give free rein to their
animal instincts and that is how they spend their entire lives.
My dreams of being a guru and of being recognized and applauded by people were still alive.
Because in a very veiled way, ego was eating away at my blood and I was very worried because I was
losing the possibility of having the GFU teachers put the Guru's cross on me.
-At some point you're going to have to deal with a cross so big that it's going to make you lose your
temper because it's going to be so heavy. For now, what you have to do is prepare yourself and forget about that
nonsense.
Also, at other times I grew angry because Master Estrada had not recognized the fundamental
orders given to him by Master de la Ferriere. For example, when Master Estrada said in one of his
written Teachings that the true Christ was represented, or rather, incarnated, by Master de la Ferriere
at the age of 33. But after visiting India and Tibet, when he returned to the West to complete his
mission, he was already more human and, in some way, stopped representing the Christic state.
Then, the Master of La Ferriere spoke to me about it and referring to the confusion that Master
Estrada had at that time, he told me:
-When we are too close to the light, there comes a time when we no longer see anything and
everything confuses us. Try to make sure this never happens to you.
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But this did not mean that he did not recognize the good things about Maestro Estrada.
In fact, I had no way to repay the three Sat-gurus (Tibetan, de la Ferriere and Estrada) for choosing
me for an apostolic succession and a direct teaching, transmitted from Master to Disciple.
When the communications through my companion began, she had told me that THE 3
MASTERS, after examining my soul and choosing me for the delicate Mission, had to ask me if I
agreed to it in order to respect my free will. And I, after thinking about it a little (of course, all this
is understood to be happening on the internal planes and I was not aware of it in the third
dimension), told them that I accepted only on the condition that I was given a real woman, to be
my companion on the journey. And They agreed.
But when my partner found out about the matter, she also had a condition to set, and that
was that she would be given enough money to live with solvency and dignity. Something that they
also accepted.
The Master had made it clear to me that my direct Master was Estrada. He then
recommended that I act like himself, the Master of La Ferriere, who instead of trying to find many
disciples, placed his direct succession in Estrada. Adding:
-It is enough to find at least one direct disciple who is the successor. And
then, we can ensure that the Sacred Initiatory Tradition is preserved.
What the Master wanted was for me to free myself from the obsession of having many people follow
me. In this regard, Master Estrada once told me that he was tired of my vanity:
But other times this Elder Brother was very tender and kind, asking me to help them in
what they were engaged in and he would tell me:
- Brother, we are a team and She and You are included! But what you must never forget is to follow the
Christ of the New Age. You know who I am referring to (of course, I was talking about the Master of La Ferriere).
He is everything and when you contemplate His life in the Akashic record, you will realize that no human with a
physical body can endure to experience what that man did. What I mean is: Follow Christ and nothing else!
-He did achieve contact with the Center of our Galaxy and I only with
our Solar center.
After a month of idyll in which I spent my time with my partner watching television and
disposing of the house as if we were the owners, since the real owners came home at night. My
partner found a job at the Vips restaurant chain. She met the requirements and was accepted into
an office near the
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Zapata metro, working at a computer. Her boss was unbearable, she made her life
impossible. She was afraid that she would “take her job away.” But my colleague, in an
almost heroic act, showed me again what she was willing to do for me and for our Mission,
accepting the humanly unsustainable working conditions, because, based on what she
told me, her boss really was “crazy.”
So our rhythm began to change. Every morning I would rush to drop her off at the
truck. I would go back to meditate or do a horoscope so I could record it. It was the time
when I wanted to do her brother's birth chart to try to compensate for his altruistic act
when he gave us his savings to help us.
When she left in the morning. Almost always, to distract myself a little, I would
walk a few blocks until I reached the park of the poplars, thinking about everything that
was happening in my life. This was the same park where, in my childhood, they rented
bicycles, and there I was able to finish learning to ride a bike.
In the evening, at around 7:30 PM, I arrived at the intersection of Viaducto and
Isabel la Católica. And there I stayed, waiting for my partner to get off the bus. The
reason I didn't go to her work was as a precaution to avoid running into someone I knew.
And also because I didn't have enough money for transportation. So about two months
went by, until my birthday came around in December.
When I was about to turn 33, the Masters recommended that we go to a sacred
place. The most suitable place would be “El Tepozteco”.
There were only two days left, and we were meditating in the morning at my
brother's apartment. She was given the scepter of power, for which she was taken to
our Sun (in a body superior to the physical one), in order to give it to her there. My
companion was describing all of this to me in spoken form. I deduced that this was very
important, because it was immediately explained to me that with this scepter I would be
consecrated on my birthday, when we ascended the sacred mountain of Tepozteco.
On the way back, we packed our things and, anticipating any unforeseen events,
decided to arrive a day before my birthday. We set off without incident, full of curiosity
about what awaited us there.
When we got off the bus it was already eleven at night and since we couldn't find
a place to stay, we decided to go to the Shaya-Michan naturist hotel, which was also in
Tepoztlán. It was a delicate decision, being very aware that "no one I knew should know
where I was going."
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found”. And even less so at the time of my consecration at 33 years old.
Which I evidently associated with the fact that it was a sacred number for Freemasonry, just as it had to do
with the final consecration of Jesus Christ, who we know lived to be 33 years old.
But as we entered the reception area of Shaya's hotel, I saw the doctor who replaced me as director
of the naturism school coming in the distance. And suddenly, like in a thriller, the meeting seemed inevitable
and unexpectedly, something distracted him and he headed towards the pool.
This way we managed to sneak away without having to give any explanations to the doctor.
Although when we spoke to the hotel manager, she gave us the bad news that there was not a single place
available.
So we went out again into the dark street and walked a bit, until we happened to come across a
local person, a “countryman.” I asked him if he knew where there was a hotel nearby. He kept looking at us
and I don’t know what anguished look he saw on our faces, because he immediately realized that we had
nowhere to stay and it was almost midnight. And as if he wanted to calm us down, he said:
Realizing that we did not know the place, he offered to take us there personally.
with the owner of that Inn, whom he knew.
We entered and “the countryman” personally took care of us. From a distance we saw that he was
arguing with the owner, insisting that she make room for us, because in reality there was not a single room
available.
The landlady agreed, she was in a good mood and a little drunk. It was easy to see that she was
sharing the evening with a small group of her tenants.
He kindly came over to apologize:
-I don't have a single place, but I'm offering you the big room for you to stay for tonight, and tomorrow
I'll give you the first room that becomes available, if you agree.
Having accomplished his mission, “the countryman” said goodbye and we couldn’t thank him
enough for his timely attention. He knew it and left happy.
The owner of the inn lent us a mattress, blankets and pillows. Then, she helped us arrange our few
belongings to one side of this large room. And the first thing I noticed was that on the sides of the building
there were two large windows.
-Leave your things here and then come with us, we are talking and
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having fun! –He suggested very kindly.
My companion and I looked at each other. We were very tired and tomorrow we
would have to prepare my meditation shawl and other things so that it could be
consecrated on my 33rd birthday, by climbing Tepozteco.
-I think we'll get a good rest tonight and we'll see tomorrow, thank you very much
anyway - I told him.
-Okay, rest!
Only then did I notice that right in front of our makeshift bed was a large mural
covering the entire wall in front of us. The motif was of many people walking in a lake
with water almost reaching their knees, but two beings, a man and a woman, very
distinguished with turbans on their heads, stood out from the rest; they seemed to be
the kings of all those people.
They both rode horses and that's why their feet didn't get wet.
Not many comments were necessary, it was evident that water symbolized the
emotions that hold the path of the majority and only kings have dominion over them.
It is about entering the Path of authentic Initiation to achieve mastery of our instincts
and become kings.
The next day we woke up very early to pick up our mat and
as we could we did a little yoga discipline.
The situation was really uncomfortable, as we were practically still “on the street”.
We adapted as best we could and walked around the hotel. It was almost dark the next
day when finally the lady, at our insistence, made a great effort and gave us a room
that she had reserved for one of her relatives.
It wasn't that clean but that was all.
Once we were settled in, we began to prepare our meditation shawls, as well as
a turban that I would use so that the energy would rise more easily to my head.
All made with white rustic cotton fabric.
It was two o'clock in the morning on my birthday and we were still getting ready.
We were really struggling. It felt like we were trying to push something very heavy.
I looked over to the small pool and saw a spider by our window. I immediately
grabbed a shoe and tried to squash it, but the spider was clever and disappeared. I
didn't like that.
When I was about to fall asleep, the Masters still forced us to sit down. To listen
to her, while she “channeled” the messages:
-We give you this meditation mantle so that you can go around the world, since
from now on you are consecrated as a High Initiate. Climb the mountain like Moses and
then return to the people to save them.
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It was a ceremony, full of love, like when we are born into a new state of life. I could not see anything
of these invisible beings, but the atmosphere in the room was very pleasant. In the end, after perhaps an hour,
they let us rest and we slept deeply.
It was almost dawn on December 21, 1992. And before the sun came up we set off for Tepozteco
Mountain and began the climb. During a break, Master Estrada told me to detach myself from everything, since
in any case, I had nothing left and it was best for me to assume my mission, leaving behind everything that
would hinder me during this climb.
Finally, after more than an hour, we reached a metal staircase where we climbed. I later learned that
this was not the highest peak of this sacred mountain, but at that moment I believed it was, because from above
we could see a whole landscape of mountains covered in green vegetation. I immediately found a place where
I could enjoy the landscape and get into the lotus position to meditate. She was more vigilant than actually
meditating. But while I was doing this, one of the walkers arrived dressed completely in black and sat at a
discreet distance behind me, not looking towards the mountains. He also adopted the “lotus” position and began
to meditate. The contrast between that person dressed in black and me dressed in white was remarkable. I did
not see anyone else meditating with us.
At that moment my companion told me that the Supreme Master was giving me his blessing and
consecration to the high mission that I had assumed. Everything was very simple.
And since we could relax a bit, we went down the mountain and went for a walk around the town. It
was then that we found a vegetarian restaurant that seemed to have appeared out of nowhere. It was a
restaurant that was soon to disappear, because when my companion went to Tepoztlán again, a few months
later, it no longer existed.
We returned to my brother's house, gathered our things, and in two or three days, while she went to
work at Vips, I arranged for us to be accepted into a huge guest house that consisted of about eighty apartments.
This building also belonged to the same owners of the guest house near “la espiga.” Except that it was located
on Avenida Antonio Caso, Colonia del Valle, about three blocks from Insurgentes Sur.
My brother and sister-in-law, despite their temperament, had grown fond of us and when they heard of
our departure, they seemed surprised and worried. We tried to be as kind as possible and, above all, grateful
for their invaluable support, although they were completely unaware of the secret reason for our Mission as a
couple.
I had not seen the children for long periods since I began to shape my Retreat. And the last time I had
contact with them during this sacred period was in Álamos Park.
I never insisted on forcing or justifying a meeting with them. I never made any more phone calls to the
family. It was as if my father and mother suddenly ceased to exist in my external life and above all, in my
internal life. I was forbidden to think about them.
This was truly the beginning of my Retreat.
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As for her, this was added to the longest period without seeing her family. It took a whole year until her
voluntary return and communication with them, who, as I said, lived in the Industrial colony. And yet, for me this
was very valuable because of the intensity that it meant that she and I were together for just a week, let alone a
year. Always, at all times, natural but at the same time magical things happened here.
IN THE VALLEY
Already settled in our small but comfortable apartment located in the Colonia del Valle, she left early for
work and whenever I could, I would catch up with her near the Zapata metro station, where I would wait for her
to leave the Vips offices. But she was not comfortable, because she had no rest at work because of her unhappy
boss.
While she was at work, I would finish my yoga and meditation classes. And around noon, I would go
out to do some shopping at the grocery store and the shop. I would come back and prepare something to eat in
the little kitchen that had a stove, hoping that she would like it when she got home.
I was entering a period of contemplation and intense research. I studied a lot of physical science and
wrote about the results of my research. I wanted to discover the mysteries of the Universe.
I meditated more every day and when I went out for errands I always felt very
happy.
Because the more one stays away, the more sensitive one becomes and the more loving one is for
others. So, as soon as a stranger greets us, we almost always “throw ourselves” into giving them everything we
can. But on the other hand, I was going to learn right away that such an attitude is not advisable, especially if we
do not have control over our own instincts.
And then one afternoon there was a knock on our door, which surprised my roommate and I. After an
awkward pause, I finally went to open our door. It was a neighbor from the apartment across the street who was
all smiles and even more so when she saw me. She asked me if I had a blender she could borrow. She was
about 23 years old and looked like she lived alone.
I was so happy that someone knew of our existence that I said to him with great joy:
My partner was in our small bedroom and when she came out to meet me,
His gaze was so serious that it cooled my smile.
- Are you crazy or what's going on? These people stick to you and then you can't get rid of them. Go
and tell him you can't lend him anything.
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His attitude was like a bucket of cold water to my sensitive fraternalism.
With great regret I told the neighbor that I would not lend her anything.
She and the Masters could see me in perspective, they knew me intimately and I can be
sure that they loved me. They knew that I did not have perfect control over my emotions and I was
still very confused with women and people in general. So my withdrawal was not only an external
thing, but above all an internal thing. Or rather, REAL.
-I come to my past to secure my future. Imagine that in the future you become a Sun, I
become another enormous Sun, the Master of La Ferriere another and Estrada another. Keep going!
I realized the enormous devotion that the Master de la Ferriere y Estrada had for the
Tibetan. Because from what I could understand, the Tibetan could be in several energetic bodies at
the same time and each of them in different time-space dimensions.
Something that seemed, not just any Ascended can achieve.
For this reason, I was not surprised when, once, coming back from work, she and I saw some UFOs in
the distance in the sky on the horizon, before nightfall. My companion was happy as she explained to me that
the Tibetan had confirmed that she was in one of those devices. And after being there for a few minutes, they
left and we also continued on our way. After a while, they reappeared. And they would not do so again.
Meanwhile, my partner was getting excited. But as for me, I didn't like him getting his hopes
up or creating a false hope that this would prevent him from facing his inner process due to his work
routine at Vips.
Anyway, the pressure at work was getting to a certain point. And after my birthday, on top
of everything else she was struggling with, one day she had a small fracture in one of her toes.
Reluctantly, they allowed her to use her social security and we went to the Polytechnic to get it put
in a cast. She was convalescing for more than 15 days and when we had to go out, she would hug
me from behind “piggyback” while I held her with my arms and that’s how we went to the store
downstairs, or to make an urgent call to her work. People would stare at us because they didn’t
know what we were playing at, until some of them noticed her foot in a cast.
But the matter reached its egregore when she received the ridiculous amount of about 10
pesos in her next fortnight, marked on her check as compensatory money for her inability to work.
This made her very thoughtful. She was experiencing things that I could not help her with. And one
afternoon, in her despair, she decided to call her home. I don't know what prevented her.
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On March 21st we still woke up together and around noon he said goodbye to me:
-I have to go home for a few days because on this date it will be exactly one year since I saw my
family. -And while I looked at her a little surprised but calm, he continued justifying himself and trying to give
me some comfort: -I have fulfilled everything I could do with you and now I need to go with them.
A few days earlier the Masters had shown that they were aware of his decision, warning me:
So I sadly agreed. I didn't think about the fact that he was leaving for money or what would happen
next. I just hoped that everything would go on, I don't know how.
And this is where I began to know what it means to be alone, day and night.
Having left everything behind: children, partner, family, society, work and even my usual ways of human life.
It was simply that I was becoming a living part of a sensitive mind and at the unconditional service of
HIGHER FORCES. Because despite everything and I don't know how, I felt as free as the wind.
Somehow it was here that I discovered that I had already left the usual human time-space. That is,
I was on this planet but under totally different laws. This is why I often enjoyed walking along the avenue
towards Insurgentes.
I meditated, listened to music on an old cassette player, and in the evenings I spoke to her. And
since I was forbidden to think negatively or let myself be overcome by sentimentality, I never allowed myself
the luxury of doubting her love. In reality, she was my entire family.
Almost a month passed and it was one of those few times that I spoke to him, and he answered me
very happily, asking me:
-How do you feel about me accepting a practice from a person called “so and so” who was a
medical doctor here? He is transferring it to me because he says it is not going well for him. He has all the
basic equipment so that I can dedicate myself to giving acupuncture consultations and my aunts support
me, as does my family who are excited to have me back with them.
- You say his name is so-and-so? He was my friend. He's from the GFU.
Memories came to me in relation to this person. His wife was a dentist and he had great appreciation
for me. She and he separated but she and her children kept a house in Ciudad Azteca, in Ecatepec, State
of Mexico. He wanted us to form a family.
a cooperative like a Great Fraternity. Because he had seen it work, in some fractions of people who managed
to create more or less productive companies.
In addition, with this friend and the director of the Villa de las Flores center, we once set up a brazier and
griddle (brought by this friend) in the San Juan de Netzahualcóyotl market and we started selling soy meat
tacos and vegetarian fritangas to people. The thing did not prosper because it was the only time we set up
our stand.
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But the experience was good and above all it strengthened our mutual brotherhood.
So I was pleasantly surprised by this news. It was definitely magical in that it was so benign and
timely. I was very happy about this news. In fact, it seemed miraculous to me that the world was so
small. So I replied:
-I know that person, he's my friend! Don't tell him you're with me and accept, because it's an
incredible offer!
She was of course surprised that the doctor who transferred his office to her was an acquaintance
of mine.
Once again my partner was being tempted by the possibility of leaving me. The time spent in
the valley colony was soon coming to an end, because her work area was again very close to her home
and the valley colony was now on the other side of the city.
And for some incomprehensible reason I couldn't sleep well on several of those nights. Because
some guy who had good connections with the front desk had decided to spend several hours in the early
morning working on some car parts in the courtyard. He kept banging on them, making a really annoying
noise. But no one in the neighborhood ever said anything. And neither did I. It just seemed like a bad
omen to me.
I took stock of the circumstances and decided that it would be fine for him to take his things and
my things to his house. Because no matter what happened, it was better to have my few belongings,
especially books, at his house. Frankly, I didn't know what would happen to me.
I had decided that all my things would go with hers to her house, because my stay in the valley
could not be prolonged if I did not have the money to cover my weekly payment and, furthermore, why?
If she was not with me and she did not feel like visiting me so far away. Or perhaps it was impossible for
her as she was trying to consolidate her way of life, without any real moral or spiritual support from
anyone.
For some reason, she sensed the danger of us losing each other, but
I didn't think the same.
The end of the lease was approaching and in the offices of the owners of the condominium
where I lived, there was enough deposit to pay for the transport to take our things to her parents' house.
So I called her and told her the day she had to come to pick up her things and together we would go to
her house. I would get off a few blocks before and then who knows what would become of me!
She still had to finalize her resignation from her job at Vips a few days before this appointment,
in an office near her home, north of the city. And since my human life revolved around her, I offered to
accompany her. In the morning of that day, I got up and
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bought the newspaper. In it, I found three places that did not ask for much rent and were
located in the beloved industrial colony.
Shortly after, I met her and we went to the offices where she was settling her employment
contract. We were both quite nervous about the shaky situation that threatened to separate us
permanently and we argued a bit. Then, she asked me to drop her off at her house and while we
were heading towards her house I showed her the newspaper asking her if she knew that
address in the industrial colony. She told me that it was four blocks from her parents' house:
I looked filled with admiration, confusion and joy, because in a matter of seconds, while
the truck was getting closer and closer to the place where I was supposed to get off to make the
attempt, I continued talking to her with such conviction, naturalness, optimism and courage that
it thawed the hardest heart that could try to come between her and me.
-I have three hundred and fifty pesos- And he gave them to me.
As I headed to the indicated address, I thought that three hundred and fifty pesos
They don't even cover a week's rent in any apartment, much less make a deal for a tenant to
accept them without knowing me, without bringing references from family members and without
meeting any requirement that supports me as an honorable person. But an inner strength and
the love for her and for the mission I had set for myself was my path, there was nothing else.
She went home and I went to the place they rented, about four blocks from her house.
It was the street called LA PRUEBA. I rang the bell at the corresponding number and a
chubby lady came out and told me she was in charge of cleaning. Since the landlord of the rooms
was not there, this lady showed them to me.
I was not badly dressed which made him treat me very well.
kindness.
After seeing the rooms, which for me were a paradise and my salvation, I chatted very
cordially with the lady as if I really had no pressing needs in life. We both laughed. I told her that
money was not a problem for me. But at that moment I only had three hundred and fifty pesos in
my pocket and that what I needed urgently was to take my things to the place, if she would allow
me, but that the next day I would complete the costs for the deposit and the monthly payment as
soon as possible.
In reality, the lady was carried away by appearances, and yet she became my savior. I
accepted and chose the place where I wanted to live. She introduced me to my neighbor, who
was a serious and rough person, but not harmful. I was struck by his vanity, because he liked to
be called “Architect,” although in reality it seemed that he had not achieved any success.
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finished his professional career. He worked as a bureaucrat at the Polytechnic and used
a taxi to earn a little extra money.
When I left this place it was almost 5 PM and I had not eaten. I was so happy and
grateful to the divinity that I expressed it out loud. I had a small bag with two boiled eggs in my
hand and walked to Insurgentes, next to the Potrero metro and Río Blanco street. The
afternoon sun was wonderful. There I took out the most delicious food I had ever eaten in my
life. I enjoyed it with great satisfaction and then I went to my place in the colonia del valle
where I would spend the last night, because the next day, the transport would arrive at this site
to pick up all our things.
That evening I spoke happily to my companion and explained everything to her. She
was very surprised by the luck that had saved me.
My life with its beautiful and necessary illusions would still be standing
The next day I had to be very clever in order to pay for the transport and at the same
time close the paperwork at the guest house in the valley colony. I had to act quickly, with
confidence and precision. These are paperwork that sometimes takes time. Fortunately
everything went well.
THE TEST
My partner arrived very early so that together we could say goodbye to this house that
welcomed us with so much love.
The moving truck with our things on top arrived on Insurgentes and at the Potrero
metro station it turned around, then entered LA PRUEBA and there I unloaded my things and
stayed, while my companion remained in the transport truck, taking some of my books and all
of his things to his parents' house, 4 blocks further on.
I entered my new house and in my rented room there was a bed, a wardrobe and a small table. That
was all. If I wanted to bathe I had to go out into the courtyard. Here was the bathroom for the use of the three
possible gentlemen who occupied, respectively, these bachelor rooms.
In the hallway of the entrance door was a mini fridge that I had to share with my current
only neighbour in this area. Of course, there were other inhabitants, but to get there you had
to go out onto the street and enter through the adjoining door, towards the first floor.
It was a guest house that had two doors facing the street, so that on the ground floor,
which was where I was going to live, there was only that person who was already living here.
Also next to the hallway of the entrance door, on the left, there was a large living room and
dining room that was supposed to be a restricted area, but in any case it was to be used
discreetly and shared with the other neighbor. But once inside my room, through my window I
could have visual access to it. And I stood in front of it, imagining that it was full of many people
who were listening to me give my lecture.
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That night I stayed overnight in my new house.
PRUEBA Street was now a little closer to her parents' house than the apartment we shared
on Victoria Street. Now the only thing that separated me from her parents' house was the park
called María Luisa. This park was a blessing for me and a relief from my days of meditation. It was
not very big nor very clean, but for me it was always full of light, because it was witness to many
of my feelings without words. These trees were my friends. The benches that were here allowed
me to rest and the circular walkway that surrounds the park, where people usually go out to run
every morning, became my calm confidant of my own steps and the flow of many ideas that, like
my friend the pen, allowed me to organize my thoughts, my dreams and even my madness.
TEST street is located between Real del Monte and Fundidora de Monterrey.
My retreat took greater shape and I was consciously awakening to an inner search for truth, to an
increasingly serious concern about what is happening to humanity and why it never finds inner
peace.
It is as if I were truly going to the mountains, where, like a king, I would begin an authentic
process of inner alchemy, fusing all my “vile” thoughts and feelings to sublimate them continuously
and tirelessly.
The day after I stayed overnight, the house manager, who turned out to be a very
concerned person, came to visit me to see that the cleaning lady had not made a mistake in letting
anyone in “just like that”, without any other guarantee than a little money and her audacity.
When he saw me and we exchanged a few words, he sighed with relief. He realized I
wasn't a troublemaker. We closed the deal and I told him that in about a week I would get back to
the rent.
I wanted to let a few days pass before telling him that I wanted to bring my wife to live with me, as this
was a place exclusively for gentlemen. We parted by mutual agreement.
However, before the week was even over the TEST began.
The next day after I was living in the Test, my partner was nervous.
As I explained to him details of where we would be living, he seemed hesitant, partly because of
the difficulty his mind had in accepting the possibility of living in a house exclusively for gentlemen.
So that afternoon was a tense tug-of-war. We argued for more than three hours. Everything
was happening so fast and that made her reluctant.
On the third day she came to look for me, very distressed. She asked for me and I went
out to find her. She took me by the arm so we could walk to the corner, next to the park, while she
quickly explained to me what was happening. She was nervous and that made me uneasy.
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-My brother will be here soon -He began to tell me and continued- Please
Just listen to him, I don't want them to fight!
-Your sister already has serious problems with the authorities for having stolen the
children and because together with her lover she hides them.
The same (lawyer) was going to send some judicial agents to put her in jail while everything
was clarified, with the charge of child theft.
This really made her whole family nervous and her brother came to talk to me.
It was obvious that this person from the GFU was motivated by my former colleague.
Well, they were friends and the last thing I knew was that they had been seen together lately.
She had barely finished telling me this when her brother was already crossing the street towards us. He
stopped and I immediately began to calm him down with my attitude. I told him that these were just threats and that
none of this was really going to happen. That was why it was important for her to be with me and not at her parents'
house. Because if they looked for her, they wouldn't find her.
And that I should not fear for my family because they had no way of harming me, since I am
the father of the children and the mother of the children did not have her papers completely in order.
My voice must have been confident and not aggressive. Besides, my girlfriend's brother was a
person of good feelings and had given her his birth chart. So at one point, he lowered his head and
muttered:
My companion stood by me holding my arm tightly and as I spoke, she began to make the
decision that we should be together. She felt the aggression of foolish forces of people fighting against
true love, trying to defend wrong values and this forced her to define herself as well. She hugged me
saying something that made my heart beat faster:
-I don't care what happens, I'll be with you and if all those crazy people want to end our love,
they won't succeed. Even if we have to go to the province, wherever, I'll be with you.
The brother watched this romantic attitude to the point of tragedy and realized
how much we loved each other. Then he said goodbye and left with a lump in his throat.
I told her that I would speak to the manager of the guest house as soon as possible, so that he
would allow her to live with me. We agreed that she
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would get me money to catch up on my rent, which was not as strong as the previous
ones, but it still had value.
A few days later she told me that she had reached an agreement with her mother to sell them her car
for a modified amount of about twenty-two thousand pesos, although the car had a real value of about forty
thousand.
This money became a panacea of peace of mind and minimal financial support for me, as my beloved
used it entirely so that I could live without worries on Test Street for a little over a year.
Within 10 days I had spoken to the manager of the guest house about my wife living with me and at
first he resisted. It took me more than half an hour to soften his heart and swear to him that she was my wife.
He still argued with me:
-I'm not willing to let the tenants bring in a woman now and in the
next week is another week, that would not be right.
-If that's what you're worried about, stop worrying because that's not going to happen.
Rest assured, if I fail you, you will be within your rights to act accordingly.
The next time I saw my partner I used the key to our new house and invited her in. We again became
intimate, although this time more cautiously because I had a neighbor as a prying guard.
I had not yet moved to the room with an en-suite bathroom. That room had an additional cost. So that
afternoon we had to go out to clean ourselves in the bathroom used by the entire men's area. She was happy
and the neighbor was forced to be a gentleman, because he didn't bother us.
He only did it the following week, when the cleaning lady arrived and he began to express his thoughts
out loud, talking to her:
-Holy Week is a holy day and it is not good to have sex because God punishes us if we do that.
The lady couldn't resist and started laughing out loud. He got so angry at the insult that he went into
his room and closed the door. Then I went out and the lady greeted me, but immediately made comments about
my neighbor:
-Don't worry, don't pay attention to him, he is like that but he is not a bad person. He has his character.
And besides, he also has a wife who visits him. - Then lowering his voice a little, as if whispering, he continued
talking: -The other time I arrived and she had stayed all night and when she saw me she ran to the bathroom
acting very embarrassed.
As he greeted me in his shrill voice:
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-Ouchh! Good morning!
When the Masters realized that she was going to live with me again, they went for it again. They didn't
congratulate me, but on the contrary, they gave me severe warnings, in a way that left me no choice but to
either kill my ego or face the consequences. They told me:
-Imagine that this woman is a little girl, our golden girl, and that her parents are well-off people with a
lot of money. So she doesn't lack anything. But then a person appears who doesn't even have enough to eat.
He's a very poor child who wanders around here and there. She wants to help the child because he's an orphan.
So you think: That girl doesn't lose anything, but you're that orphan and you have nowhere to go. Be very
careful not to make a mistake with her, because we won't allow that.
Also, after a few months my pride was not easily broken and I felt like a self-sufficient man and very
lucky in life. But they took it upon themselves to disappoint me:
-You can see yourself walking along a path that eventually reaches a fork and on one side you find a
sign that says: Vagabond; while the other path says: Initiate. Which will you choose?
Again, the teaching referred to the fact that the gods preserve human beings because they, the gods,
are very kind, but this did not mean that they do not have the power to destroy, with a simple wish, the entire
Akashic record and all the memory of an entire human being, so as to make him disappear not only from his
physical body, but from his essence as a “being.”
After giving this chilling warning, they ended by telling me that I should consider this in order to properly
recognize who the gods were.
When I wanted to preserve a good memory of my life with my ex-partner they would say:
Also:
My partner was actually free from pride. I was able to learn to observe this type of women, however,
her state of consciousness made her behave, at times, like
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he had it. It was something natural at his level of evolution.
Appearances may deceive the general public, but never someone who lives in intimacy with such a
woman.
She spent her time in her office and at her parents' house. And I could tell she was hesitating whether
or not to get back with me permanently.
So I made a quick summary of my life since I met her and came to a conclusion: They had no right to
force her to share a life with me in this thing that was not yet called Retreat, but simply: The search for what is
happening to me, who I am and what humanity is; why the world suffers and what are the laws of life, etc.
That afternoon I went out for a walk hoping to find her. I was at the top corner of Maria Luisa Park and
I saw her coming, turning down Rio Blanco Street, in front of the bakery.
Her face lit up, but with her peculiar attitude that I already knew, she tried to be serious, with that proud
expression to protect herself and not show her true feelings.
When I noticed this shield I believed it was time (and it really was) to give up.
the relationship ended.
I loved her too much and it was never my intention to hurt her in my life and I'm sure she doesn't hurt
me either.
I told her that I had studied the situation and I realized that she wanted to live her own life. I was not
going to force her and I was giving her her freedom. When I finished speaking I turned around to go back. And
I added:
-Don't think that because I'm leaving you I'm going to run back to my house and my old life. I won't do
it, until I get to the end of all this, which I don't know what it is.
I started walking with a lump in my throat and she started crying like a child. Her mask fell apart. She
ran towards me ahead of me and stood to intercept me head on.
-You think I don't love you, but you're wrong. It's just that it's not easy for me. After everything we've
been through... You must know how much I admire you because you're a unique man.
Then she really saw my determination and couldn't help but love me even more.
realized that he was facing a real man.
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She was crying and wanted me to hug her. I was sobbing too, but I stood by what I had said and was
not about to stop. That's when she reached out to me by the shoulder and stopped me:
- You know what I admire most about you is that you left Shaya Michan when it was very easy to “go
along” and become a “barber” (servile) to him! But you refused, even though you were well aware of everything
that was going to happen to your life. Your dignity is priceless!
She was sincere and even when we were trying to repair our disfigurement in the middle of the park, I
promised her not to make the mistake of disappearing from her life.
The next day he came to live with me and this time we were in a relationship.
And he only spent one or two hours with his family, mainly because of his own activities that he began to do.
Months went by and we both grew internally. She dedicated herself to cultivating the group formed by
her aunts, her own mother, sisters and some friends of this family unit.
Meanwhile, my task was to make their birth charts, which made the “mysterious man” more enthusiastic
above all, because he recorded “things about their lives” on a cassette withoutabout the group, and perhaps,
even knowing them physically.
My colleague was secretly happy with my work, while she gave consultations in the place that my friend
from GFU had transferred to her. Then her group meetings began to require a more suitable place to carry out
yoga and other types of activities adjusted to the New Age.
So one of her group, the one with the most financial means, offered money as a down payment to form
a center.
So, she bought a house in Arboledas. It was a big house and the approximate cost was two hundred
and forty thousand pesos or something like that. My friend told me that it was a house with two floors, a ground
floor and a garden in the back.
I wanted to go visit him and be present to the group, but the Masters felt that I was not ready for that
yet. And I obeyed because I felt that
they were right.
My partner was completely devoted to me. So as soon as her husband reappeared, he was also married
to his job and could only be free to live in the city every six months. She met with him and gave him the news
that she wanted a divorce and in two more months she convinced him that it was the best thing to do. They did
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corresponding paperwork and they had to wait a year before they could marry another person in a civil ceremony
if they so wished. He suffered and sometimes waited for her at the entrance of her parents' house to try to
convince her to try again. But she no longer wanted that way of life.
Since then, the Masters began to insist with greater conviction that
They were preparing us to have a prince.
My partner and I suspected that Master Estrada was thinking of reincarnating. But we never had
conclusive proof that this was the case. The Masters did not clarify it directly and we thought it was an
unforgivable impertinence to ask for personal reasons regarding what we were told.
We were never sure about this. Only our hearts told us, because I knew Maestro Estrada physically
and I knew, more or less, how he thought, so I could recognize his messages as his own.
It was ridiculous that he insisted on the idea that Master Estrada would be reincarnated in two thousand
years. Obviously, since the foundation of his GFU had not worked out, as he had believed in physical life, it
was possible that he would make the decision to reincarnate.
I was still worried about the idea I had learned at GFU that an Avatar returns every two thousand
years. But little by little I began to accept that this is true, and yet it does not necessarily have to be the same
person, but rather the Christ as a state of consciousness, which is the one who returns. So it was possible that
Master Estrada could be born at any time and continue his evolution and not have to wait two thousand years
to appear again as an Avatar.
There was also talk of continuing the adjustment between her and me so that we would be “perfect
complements.” So the adjustments were not only organic, but also in our emotional, mental and spiritual bodies.
This adjustment took many months. More than two years. And every day I felt better in a fluid
relationship with her.
Sometimes the teacher insisted on treating me harshly, thanks to which I could more quickly shake off
all my fears and attachments. Once when I wanted to think about the children and talk about them, he said to
me:
-It's no use to us that you've apparently changed your life if you're like a tree whose roots insist,
underground, on seeking out its own. In reality, all that is no longer for you, understand that.
-Why do you want to keep beating yourself in the dung? You want to carry on your shoulders
bags of manure.
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Then, another time I wanted to refer with these words to something that was
Commenting with my partner, Professor Estrada scolded me:
-Don't swear. If the teacher uses them, it is only to cause the proper impact on his disciple, so that he
correctly understands a teaching. But that is no reason for you to start wanting to imitate him.
Many times I was taught about women by being told things like:
-The woman of this planet is like a light bulb that sometimes only turns on once in a while.
your life. Don't be fooled by appearances.
And referring to the fact that real women do exist, but it is not easy to find them.
Maestro Estrada had reminded me of the story of the goose that laid the golden eggs:
“Once upon a time there was a hen that looked like all the others, but when she was sick an honest
rooster helped her and then she realized that this hen laid golden eggs.”
The lesson is that you don't love the hen because it lays golden eggs, but because you truly love it.
If I thought about wanting to save the people I had loved, the Masters would tell me:
If my ego wanted to be recognized as someone important, they would clarify for me:
-You need to be needed. Don't be like all those people who “need to be needed.”
And if by chance I discovered that my partner also had defects and wanted
to use it to hurt her. Then they defended her by confessing to me:
But other times, while we were walking through the “Parque México o España” and we were watching
the ducks moving around in their little lake. They wanted to encourage me and Maestro Estrada told me:
-You are such a special man that some researchers of the Path would like to take you apart to see how
you are made. But that cannot be done.
To make the birth charts I had to speak directly into the microphone of my old stereo, so that they
would be recorded on the cassette. And one of those days, my neighbor must have heard, because soon after,
he made a fuss in the yard, talking to one of his guests, bragging that he was already taking classes with a
prestigious astrologer from Mexico and thus, in about three months, he received his diploma to provide Tarot
reading services.
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could. Trying to reach the level that I had in my experience in interpreting horoscopes.
Which kept him quite worried. Having found something out of the ordinary in his life. But it
was not a disciple but a competitor.
For the convenience of having the bathroom inside our house, we were finally able
to move into the room that was between the other two and soon after, the room I had
recently vacated was rented to a former judge.
It was obvious that the entire house had previously belonged to a single owner, so
to separate the rooms, “false doors” were made from a light plywood covering the space
between one room and another, which had previously been a clear passage.
It turned out that I was now closer to the neighbor on the left, the “Architect,” who
tried to listen to everything I recorded. That’s why every time I did my work, I had to take
all our clothes out of the closet and get in here to record the birth charts.
This was laborious, but by then we had an old color television, which she had
brought with her. This gave me much entertainment after my hours of meditating, writing,
and making horoscope charts.
Television allowed me to stay up to date with the latest events and to spend very
special Saturdays. Especially because I was almost always alone during the day.
Over time I discovered that my neighbor on the left was bisexual, but also that the neighbor on the right
was not free of sin, because one day when he was drunk, he told my neighbor on the left out loud that he had
been a judicial officer in 1968 and that he had been given the mission of transporting the corpses of the students
who had fallen in Tlatelolco on airplanes to throw them into the sea. Since then he lived with severe remorse.
Not for nothing, but halfway between a joke and a reality I felt like Christ between
the two thieves. Except that in my case I was not crucified and yet I had to stay alert at all
times so that I would not get entangled in their affairs and arguments that my two neighbors
would have. Especially because both of them claimed to be jealous because I enjoyed the
privilege of having my wife living with me. And that forced them to behave.
As the months went by and I had to go to the corner store to buy some groceries,
gossipy people, starting with the white-headed old lady who ran the store, whispered
anxiously that a man lived alone for months at a time in one of the houses on Rue de
Prueba and did not work. These were gossips that did not concern me too much, but I
was more careful.
My partner began to get excited about taking a beauty and catwalk course, to learn
how to walk in a feminine way, showing various clothes to the public. She also studied the
art of making figures with fruits and vegetables. And then she managed to give some
home acupuncture consultations, as well as buy natural products from
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manufactures and then sells them, at a good price, to its own family and students.
For the first time in his life he was able to do what he had always wanted.
It was good for me that she studied beauty, especially because she learned to use lingerie with
refinement and took a liking to dancing in her underwear to put on a little show for me. She was a woman
without inhibitions but by no means vulgar. That's what captivated me.
-People are not going to like her because they are used to the idea that a spiritual woman must be ugly,
but they cannot conceive of the possibility that someone can be BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT.
They were worried because it was not easy for me to have eyes only for her, but when an attractive
woman passed by on the street, I could not easily detach myself from her charm, so they insisted on this
several times:
-Don't be a teacher who is guided by the emotions of women. Imagine if teacher Estrada had offered
all women his shoulder to cry on whenever they had a problem. Don't get involved with women's emotions,
because in the end you end up involving your body and this is what has given you so many problems.
-Never start teaching the Tao of Sexual Love, because the students will not be satisfied with the
theory and will want to practice it with the master.
By the way, when I was working at the Oro center, I met the instructor of the “Tao of sexual love”
there. She had taken her parents to one of those courses.
Which amused him and he wanted them to improve.
Her mother was restless as a young girl and showed signs that she liked me. Her father, on the other
hand, was quiet and easy to handle, both with his wife and children. He seemed to lack character, but I didn't
think so, because I knew that he belonged to the Masons. And one day she came home very cheerful and told
me that we were going to the dance that the Masons to which her father belonged were organizing. We went
and although I was not a good dancer and in fact I did quite badly. Nevertheless, she and I had a very good
time that night. And her father did not bother me but was content because he saw his daughter very happy.
I was very confused that when her aunts got excited, my classmate treated them more and more
harshly in order to get them to control themselves, then the teachers told me:
-Don't think that she doesn't love people, what happens is that she is a woman who rejects
for love, but does not reject, loves so much that he protects.
Many things were in line with the path I should follow in my life. For example, I remembered that when
I was in naturism school she had taught me
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said that our auras, hers and mine, were very similar: blue in color. While that of many in
general, is greenish. For my part, I had the ability to recognize people by their physiognomy
and their body movements or by making their horoscopic birth chart, thus locating their
zodiacal nature and therefore, the psychology of their soul.
So we both had different ways of looking at the same thing and in our case, we were completing
our information to better serve people. Mainly the group we were working with.
What I liked about her was that she was a “channeler” by nature, but she didn’t make it
her goal. She also had clairvoyance, but she liked to enjoy life naturally. This is something that
doesn’t happen with the majority of people who have this ability. Because they usually become
alienated.
Of course, many people are deceived by these kinds of faculties, because there are
entities from the “lower astral” that can take control of the messages and deceive the human
receivers. On the other hand, I had studied that there is a law at the base of reality that is defined
as: “Everything is mental, the universe is mental.”
That's why I knew how deceptive the mind can be and that in reality, it is also necessary
for evolving beings to open their hearts and be positive. To be true scientists or, better said,
Theoscientists. The teachers had told me:
-She is the waitress who leads you to our table of Wisdom, to share it with you.
One day she doubted her own perceptions and wanted to think that what
received as messages were simply part of his imagination they told him:
- If you doubt this, it is no longer true because we cannot interfere with the free will of any
human being. In this case, you have the option of tearing up everything you have written about
"messages from the invisible" and little by little you will forget about the matter, until you believe
that it was nothing more or less than your own imagination.
This is what kept me from doubting but at the same time, always kept me
alert.
Many times when I wanted to simply resume my common human habits I was told:
- The Cosmos stops inviting you to enter it. This is a privilege. Do not believe that any
human being is invited by the Cosmos to enter.
I was once told something that would remain engraved in my heart and that before the end of my
Retreat I would remember it and it would give me the strength to continue forward. What Master Estrada said
was:
- WOMEN LIKE THESE ARE THE ONES WHO GIVE THE ENLIGHTENMENT.
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However, as the days went by and my fast from mechanical perceptions became longer, I
also began to feel the “burden of the world” more strongly. It was very slow, but it grew day by
day, and therefore I had to meditate more, improve my yoga practice and stay alert for as long as
I could.
I studied in greater depth, especially the Tibetan book called: Cosmic Fire. A book that
would become my Bible and that I would continue reading until the end of my Retreat.
Another wonderful book was undoubtedly that of Master de la Ferriere, his seventh message entitled:
Yug, Yoga, Yogismo. It was my guide in yoga and fundamental breathing, in the moments of greatest
depression, anguish or despair generated by the state of Retreat.
He once again delved deeper into the teachings and practices of his acupuncture teacher,
who wanted his closest disciples to attain the state he enjoyed. Therefore they went on retreats at
regular intervals. One of them lasted more than a month. They fasted almost the entire time and
then, in a place called “the tomb,” there was a special, very small entrance that allowed one to
pass through to a stone bed and lie down on it.
Before going there, they had to put on an adult diaper, because they were going to
remain motionless for as long as they could resist, generally 1 to 10 days.
It was about them remaining contemplative, searching for their inner light.
Finally, one of the students, during a meditation, experienced the opening of the seventh
chakra, also known as The Enlightenment. It was something more or less painful for this student,
because she was heard screaming at the moment of the passage of the Kundalini through the
pineal gland.
This brilliant man, so criticized for his defect of having many wives and living in polygamy,
had also dug out a special area, above which instead of this roof, he built, as I have mentioned
before, a kind of spiral dome made of stone, a kind of mushroom over a certain room. And there,
through a corridor, one entered to perform a special meditation.
This was the type of meditation that awakened supranormal faculties, also combined with
putting needles in certain points of the head in order to accelerate this awakening of consciousness.
A few years later, when we already had a video recorder, I was able to see this man on
video and what impressed me most was his humility and his practical sense of purpose.
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life. He said that he was in contact with UFOs at all times.
I also came to feel my partner as my Guru, especially because of how perceptive she was. And in
particular, I cannot forget the day when she told me with great conviction:
- First you are going to become an Enlightened One. You are going to achieve Enlightenment and then
you are going to go out into the world, to the GFU if that is what interests you. But you will really be able to help
humanity.
She told me this with such conviction that I apparently forgot it over the days, but not really. At the end
of my Retreat, when I had to necessarily remember it, I realized that although I did not intend any of this, she
was with me guided by her intuition, her powerful hunches and her immense love for humanity.
But in contrast to these lofty promises, there were other, quite mundane ones. It was during the time
when I was living on Rue de Provence, that she once came to me, worried, and told me that my mother had
called her on the phone, hoping to be able to locate me. My companion told her that she really only had my
things there, but that she didn't know where I was:
- The children's mother came for them, accompanied by some judicial agents. Shortly after, their
parents arrived, having travelled from Chile, to try to help in this situation. But the children are fine, we managed
to stay with them.
This was not pleasant because although her motherly instinct led her towards the desire to
taking the children away from my mother, on the other hand, my ex-partner could not be a mother.
With my parents, these children were living in enormous deprivation, with their grandfather sick and
who knows how they managed to eat every day. However, if they went to live with their mother, their downfall
would be complete. Because she herself was sleeping here and there, without settling down anywhere.
What bothered me most was that my current partner was disturbed, so I decided to take action.
They had left the address of the place where the children's mother was. It was a GFU institute located
on Bolívar Street where the owner of the place allowed the "MAÍZ" brothers to have activities there and
sympathized with said
motion.
I had the phone number of that place and I called. I identified myself, at first they couldn't believe it was
me who was on the phone, but as soon as they caught their breath, they put me through to the children's mother.
At first she was happy because she had always had me under her control. I cut her off coldly and said:
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I immediately went to that place. Once in front of the building, I called him again and told him that I
was already here. He told me that the sister who owns the place would come down to get me.
I accepted.
The school was on the third or fourth floor, and the sister came down in the elevator to meet me.
I saw her in front of me and remembered that she preferred to dress in black, contrasting with her
black hair. She tried to show me her best smile and fraternal warmth “like before”, when she agreed to buy me
some half-kilo bags of coffee made with fig and wheat.
But this time things were different. I had some knowledge of the facts and I was not in the mood for
jokes. So, faced with his sincere or hypocritical greeting, I responded by asking him imperatively:
My sister noticed that I was perhaps aggressive and tried to calm me down with sweet phrases,
mainly in an effort to protect her.
The sister noticed what I was up to and reluctantly led me to the elevator. As it moved through the
floors she said to me:
- What a shame, brother, if the Sublime Elder Brother, Master Estrada, saw it, it would be sad!
-If this sister only knew what I am going through, she would not be able to understand such a
wonderful experience.
We arrived at the corresponding floor and without exchanging any more words, the sister pointed me out
the room where the children's mother was.
- Why do you want to take my children away from me? Give them back to me. - She told me with her heart.
hurt and his mystical voice with a brotherly and loving tone.
I already knew what his attitudes were like. Unfortunately, I had also known enough of the damage he
could cause when he didn't get his way. So with a strength that came from my inner self, I told him:
- The children are with their grandmother. Don't say that you don't know where they are and that I
stole them from you. Leave them there. They're fine there, don't try anything so you don't get into trouble with
me. And I'm being very serious. Leave them alone!
She wanted to argue something but she didn't have the strength. The conviction that I had
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developed after I separated from this woman, it made me stronger. She tried to say
something without ordering her ideas and at the time I added:
He couldn't say anything because my statement was so surprising, so I got up and left
the place.
I had no grudge against my former companion, but she no longer existed in my world.
As I walked away from these streets toward My Path of Thornless Roses, I began to realize
that the best way to help those we love is to protect them internally, and that the best way to
serve the whole world is to find them within ourselves. And from deep within me arose the
conviction that I had to remain in Retreat until the end, if there was an end. Then, for the first
time, I whispered a decree that became more and more entrenched within me, until I was
convinced that I must continue my Retreat (although I did not call it that) before attempting to
help others.
-I AM MY OWN DESTINY
(Understanding that I AM is not the person but the name of THE DIVINITY)
The days in the Test were, from then on, a growing and at the same time conscious happiness. In the
afternoons, when she arrived at our secret and magical little house, I had already meditated, studied, written,
made horoscopes and even enjoyed some television programs.
As for her, she had a big smile on her face because she was finally doing what she
liked in her life. They loved her as an instructor and she could attend the courses she had
always wanted to. She was getting to know a man who was closely linked to Chinese teaching,
but who took her to Temascales de la Tradición mexicana, another Peruvian man, and then,
healers from Tepoztlán would appear.
Some evenings we would go to Vips restaurant to eat, but we also had our favorites.
She showed me a place a block and a half from our house, where they sold double and even
triple cakes, of a “phenomenal” volume. There was also a place where they made exquisite
pizzas and the owner was a young man who loved us both and his face lit up when he saw us
arrive. I have never enjoyed such delicious pizzas!
But most of the time I was alone, I felt that I was dying and at the same time being born to a new state
of consciousness. The master de la Ferriere encouraged me by telling me through her:
- To the world you are dead, precisely when you begin to live.
She had a strong character due to her way of being, so she did not submit to my ideas
with docility. This was the cause of strong discussions and wonderful reconciliations.
It was what finally convinced me that finding our perfect match
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is not meant to solve our lives, but to share a path and an evolution. I learned to respect
her and be patient. My love was always growing, it never stopped.
She had to see me defined to agree to follow me, because she also needed me and was, in turn,
learning from me.
If the argument was strong, I would go out for a walk and stay all afternoon on the next street, and
then come back. But one afternoon, things had not gone well and we argued so hard that I decided to go out at
eleven at night, in light clothing, when it was cold.
I knew that with this woman one would risk everything. So I wasn't going to go back that night. I walked
to the Potrero subway station, then a little through the garden on Insurgentes Avenue. I chose a large tree that
had a slope of earth around it and there I settled down to try to sleep. With my mind, I covered myself with my
violet cape, remembering what they had told me: "This cape will protect you from the cold." Of course I lacked
conviction because the cold did not stop getting to me. The hours passed very slowly. I learned everything that
was happening on Insurgentes Avenue in this place and at this time. The patrols with their vehicles throwing
colored flashes made their nightly rounds. Then, around four in the morning, those who swept the enormous
Insurgentes Avenue appeared, wearing their phosphorescent orange suits. And little by little the sun began to
rise. It was nine in the morning when I was already sitting in my improvised Ashram: Maria Luisa Park. The few
people who were here, accompanying me, were wearing sweatpants and were running laps around the park,
doing exercises.
But for my part, something told me that everything, whatever happens, is not a coincidence. So much
so that it allowed me to experience what happens at night in these places and also, inside the mind of an Initiate
passing through the jungle.
She treated me so well that she made me lie down and sleep, while she looked at me lovingly. It was
an unforgettable attitude because it taught me that everything passes, except the
love.
More than a year went by and one day the manager of the house told us that we had to vacate the
premises because the owners wanted to use the whole house. This momentarily drove me crazy, because my
inner sensitivity was growing and this disturbance was not good for me.
We started looking around the nearby places and on the next street parallel to the Test, we made
deals. The man had his family and the house was monitored all day.
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day because of the presence of these people, but since I would be at home practically all
day, I had to tell him. This seemed strange to him; it was not possible for a person to live
inside a room for so long, so he became nervous.
Without telling me, three days later he went to check the references of our address, on Calle
de Prueba, that we had given him. There he spoke with my neighbor (the one who lived on the left) and
surprisingly he told him wonderful things about me, saying:
-The person you are renting to is someone very special. He will never give you any problems.
He lives very quietly and doesn't bother anyone.
The Lord found no reason not to rent to us and yet, between hesitations
At that moment he decided not to do it. It all seemed very mysterious to him and he didn't like that.
Time was running out and this news was unpleasant. We looked for a house for four more days,
but nothing.
We found several places but none of them were suitable to keep me away from the inquisitive
gaze of my landlords.
But as things got worse I did the right thing, starting to calm down.
The Masters stopped talking to us, but I trusted them with my destiny. I stopped searching and
sat down to meditate for two or three hours. I achieved a state of peace and serenity that is difficult to
describe. And one afternoon my companion came to me, very happy and at the same time nervous,
and said:
-I already found the place, on the same street where my parents' house is.
The only problem is that we need a guarantor, urgently.
I didn't know anyone else at the time other than his own family, and besides, I had earned his
respect, since I had made birth charts for all of them. So, thinking about who would be the ideal person
for this case, we came to the conclusion that his father was a good person and might agree.
We were not wrong, her father kindly interceded on our behalf. And we went to an arranged
meeting with the landlord who had lived in the industrial colony since he was a child. It turned out that
my probable father-in-law and the landlord were of a similar age and they began to talk about the old
times of their childhood and what the industrial colony was like back then. The relationship became
friendly and in less than forty minutes we had already signed the contract.
The next day when I thanked the caretaker of the house on La Prueba Street, he asked me not
to leave. That if I wanted to stay there as long as I wanted because in reality, the only thing I wanted
was for my neighbor on the left to vacate the place, because
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didn't want him there anymore. I never knew what he found out. Well, from what I knew,
that a young man was obviously his partner and that he stayed with that neighbor for a few
nights. It was something that my partner and I knew about, but I never mentioned it to
anyone, because I respected this person without caring about his private life.
But whatever, this attitude of the person in charge of the test moved me, although at the
same time I could not do anything. My TEST had come to an end and now I was closer than ever
to my partner's parents' house, which was just past the María Luisa park, one block from the
Misterios road.
We arrived at the place with our things and I was happy after this resounding triumph
because the house turned out to be quite spacious and comfortable inside, like none we had had
before.
She was already earning enough, with my support, that we could afford to pay a higher
rent.
The house itself consisted of a ground floor and a first floor. The landlord's daughter and
her family lived on the ground floor, and we rented the upper floor. From the layout of the house
and the attitude of my new ground-floor neighbours, it was obvious that they had been accustomed
to occupying both floors, but the landlord thought it was fair to receive a little money, so he wanted
to rent out part of it.
Because of all this, I encountered several inconveniences, the most delicate one being
that there was only one entrance door to the house and immediately upon opening it there was a
hallway that led to the ground floor, which was the house of my new neighbors and to the right, a
cement staircase that led to our apartment on the first floor. Also, if we were not discreet when
walking upstairs, in our house, the neighbors on the ground floor would find out which area of the
house we were in. If we spoke too loudly, everything could be heard downstairs. So something
very special was asking me for my Camino, at this stage of my life.
But the positive thing about this place was that we had a balcony facing the street, and we
received sunlight through the windows on the entire side of the house. The bathroom had a tub
and the kitchen had a small window through which one could enjoy the view of the street, as well
as from the large balcony.
In addition, we had more and more things. In the first few months we already had a
refrigerator, a color television, a VCR, a dining room with chairs, a cotton mattress (which is more
expensive than regular mattresses), a stove, a refrigerator, an oven, a microwave, a microwave oven ...
microwave, a mini washing machine, iron, etc.
The bedroom had a large closet, so I had no problem with where to put our clothes.
Thanks to the small washing machine and iron, I could have clean clothes and help her in this
regard, since I left early and came home at night.
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But over time he began to spend more and more days with his parents or with his aunts, due to the
intensity of the work and perhaps because my energy was entering special phases that subtly hindered our
mutual interests.
However, special work was carried out, coordinating from a distance. During Holy Week, for example,
she convinced the group to stay at the “Ave Fénix” institute to meditate all night on Good Friday until dawn on
Saturday. It was a crazy idea that occurred to us that they would take turns to keep meditating all night.
For my part, a truly intense work began, as I was able to raise my energy and I felt it perfectly in my
head. This process can last a lifetime. It is not a pleasant sensation, but at times it becomes stronger. But one
gets used to everything.
In the afternoon I liked to listen to refined music on our stereo and sometimes I would start dancing
alone, imagining that she was with me. I also liked to change things up and watch a TV movie or the program
about the sorceress and “I Dream of Jeannie.”
I felt that the idea of our partner living in a very small haunted house or in our being was perfectly possible.
I actually started to live the life of a true King. But my responsibility grew because I had to be alert all
day long, doing yoga, meditating, controlling my mind and always maintaining a positive attitude. But even with
all this, I suddenly felt like the world was coming down on me. Then I discovered Kundalini yoga. She actually
brought me some books and some videos of Yoghi Bhajan, which I bought every time I went to Kundalini yoga
centers to take classes. And then, I combined these special breathing methods of Yoghi Bhajan with those
taught by Dr. de la Ferriere in his masterpiece: The Yug, Yoga Yogism.
My house began to become, in a way, a temple. And every time she came in, as soon as she opened
the door, she would bow reverently because she told me that a different and higher energy was at work in this
place.
But my life was as normal as it gets, according to me. Although as the months went by, if I left my mind
for more than an hour and let it wander, like an ordinary human, I felt all the emotional persecutions that one can
imagine: depression, sadness, nostalgia, fear, uncertainty, anger, lust, etc. etc. So with the breaths my energy
rose so strongly that I sweated and sweated. My will developed.
I did some Tai Chi movements at night. Then I meditated with my palms together above my head. This
meditation was very powerful because it was not only about having my hands together above my head, but also
using special visualizations of light on each endocrine gland (chakra) along the spine. When I was practicing it, I
began to sweat and my will necessarily began its true awakening and its ascending and definitive advance.
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As a complement, before practicing Hatha Yoga in the morning, I drank a liter of
water. And with special breathing I would cleanse my intestines, defecating perfectly and
naturally.
The state of peace that these disciplines allowed me was very special and real,
which I can only describe as “being one with the world and with life.” So, I could watch TV,
but really enjoy it.
At noon I could walk down the street and be conscious, celebrating life!
My energy grew to such an extent that at 2 in the morning I could find myself
meditating, before going to bed.
When I ate, I felt more “dumbed down” than when I had eaten food in the past.
That is why special breathing practices were so valuable at this time. What my body had to
assimilate in two or three hours, I did in 25 or 30 minutes. And I regained my balance again.
When she didn't come at night and I felt sad then I would do special breathing
exercises.
I had read about the “headstand” posture and that the Master de la Ferriere warned that it was very
dangerous and that he would not be held responsible for what happened to those who practiced it. But the
depressions around five in the afternoon were feeling much more destructive than before, so I began to practice
this posture at those hours and then I would close with short or long meditations, depending on how I felt the
situation.
He could read a book in a single day, when normally it takes four or five days. In less than a month he would
write a treatise on economics or administration, yoga, poetic tragedy, physics, theology, and more. By reviewing books
dealing with these topics, he would write a book on economics or administration, yoga, poetic tragedy, physics, theology, and more.
topics.
Fortunately, the days when we recently occupied the apartment were still spent
sharing. We went to the “video center” in Misterios and rented a movie, ate together, etc.
But with the group she had to keep up appearances. So, for example, it was
impossible for her to be with me at a traditional party. I knew what it was like to be alone at
Christmas, New Year, national holidays, Easter, etc.
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In fact, she was already with her parents at all these celebrations or family parties before.
But being alone during these holidays gave me the opportunity to grow in a unique way.
Because it develops the ability to feel happiness every day and not just on holidays.
I was conquering the eternal present and without it, nothing made sense.
We were already settled in our new house when the deposit for the house in Arboledas,
which would become the center, was consolidated. And in addition, she had already managed
to contact the master of Tai-chi and Chinese philosophy, as well as a Peruvian who had great
experience on the spiritual path. And a young man who had learned self-defense joined us, and
he became a great enthusiast within our center called “Ave Fénix.” I began to send information
to the latter through my partner.
The center was inaugurated with all these people and I could not be there physically.
But I did not complain. I was really a happy man. In addition, one day she came very excited
because despite feeling vulnerable and somewhat confused by the pressure, she had perceived
me dressed in my almost white ivory meditation cloak, which I used to meditate in, and I add:
-And there you were before me, meditating as always! With your ears plugged with cotton, as
you do every time you want to avoid being disturbed by noise!
Months passed and finally the Masters got back in touch. They congratulated me for
having done the right thing that precipitated our current department. They, evidently, did not
lose faith in us. So one day when I was calculating my strength and
I realized that I was simply one more person among millions of human beings, the Master of La
Ferriere said:
-Imagine if I were to take that attitude and give up because in adversity I could not find
human beings capable of serving the forces of light. I cannot give up and let the “dark forces”
do whatever they want.
Perhaps within the whole romantic menu that I could share with her. Watching video
films was a pleasant illusion for me because we rented all kinds of them, including erotic ones,
and she liked sex, but above all she was a lover by nature, which kept me so positively captive
that it protected me from all depraved desires.
I really felt like nothing should impress me. And whenever she could be with me, we
would go rent movies or go out to dinner.
But a few months later that video center burned down, so she went in
jokingly and seriously he said it was because of the energy I was developing.
One afternoon my companion came and told me that the Masters, surely the Master of
La Ferriere, had told her that from now on he would call me
AMERICA,
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It was a name that I liked very much because I felt good with it. Since then I started
using it. (Later I found out that the Master of La Ferriere was not the one who gave me that
name, but that he received orders from his superiors that he should communicate it to me.)
One day, my partner happened to bump into my old partner with whom she had founded
the “Nueva Era 2000” center on Chilpancingo Street. He was happy to see her and asked her
if she was still with me. So as not to upset him, she told him that our relationship was over and
he was happy to tell her:
- It was the best thing for you because that man is asking you for “everything for everything” and there
is no other way to follow him.
I realized that he was right, each of us has our own way of being.
And this way of being of mine was changing and it was this way that made me notice
that according to Astrology, I was no longer living with personal planets but only transpersonal
ones , that is: Uranus, Neptune and Pluto. This meant that my work was no longer the usual
ones of a human being but that I basically dedicated my time to birth charts, meditating and
doing yoga.
More obviously, I began to deviate from the time-space to which humanity is accustomed.
So I could find myself asleep at noon or wide awake at three in the morning. Sometimes I
turned on the TV at six in the morning. Even though I tried to respect the natural rhythm of life.
The attacks would become furious and sometimes it seemed as if a demon was about
to rush into the middle of the room. Then, even when I was doing something I considered
important, he would find the opportune moment to take over.
Such was the struggle between a strange force that seemed to oppose the rise of
energy and my will, that this same will always led me forward to a state of serenity and self-
control.
Such was this inner life and its demands that at times I no longer desired it and
I couldn't have sex like usual because the energy was "up."
Convinced that extremes are not good, I was trying to find a way to balance this.
Because one day, she liked to play and dress up in provocative clothes, dancing in front of me.
It was part of her magic that did me so much good.
I liked to go for walks, usually to buy ready-made food at the restaurant opposite the
bakery in Río Blanco. These short walks became a mystical experience, but with my eyes open.
Sometimes I would buy groceries at the greengrocer next to the takeaway restaurant,
or I would stop by the restaurants in the market and eat there.
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Everything was magical! Because I could finally say that I was becoming aware of the
life.
I celebrated everything, even when she fulfilled my dream of buying me a cassette or magazine of “The
History of War,” or something like that.
When I went to the corner store and made a purchase there, I felt love at the core of my being. This
simple fact made me feel like the happiest and freest man on the planet. It is a feeling that can only be had when
we begin to belong to ourselves.
I was beginning to experience a state that was going to be the reason I always wanted to
keep it.
There may have been bad times, but I had known the pleasure of feeling absolutely GOOD.
The Masters still insisted that she and I were going to have a prince. I spoke to her about this and I
wanted her to have a child but she did not feel ready yet. Something was happening inside her: She still wanted
to be human and did not want to take the leap to be totally Cosmic. My being already detected this in her but I
did not want, nor should I nor was I allowed to, obstruct her with any negative thoughts. Now more than ever I
had to move forward.
I loved her so much that I had no perspective or desire to see anything other than loving her. I was born to love
the Cosmic woman and this is the only way to tear her away from the world of mere mortals and push her to win
eternity, no matter what apparently happens to us.
In itself, the Masters knew this because they had trained me to love a woman.
like her without ever thinking negative. It was the way to protect her and myself.
It wasn't about loving a woman and having my own life apart. It was about truly learning to love another
human being. And that's what I did.
A year in this place passed quickly and only then did I begin to suspect that I was actually on a Retreat.
Among the many experiences I had with her in this place, there were some very special ones.
I went to the kitchen and when I tried to move a glass jug filled with purified water, it slipped from my
hands in an unfortunate accident. I was standing in such a position and everything happened so fast that the
thick glass shattering on the floor must have hurt me badly. But an invisible hand moved me quickly, subtly and
firmly at the same time. In such a way that nothing happened to me. I tried to put my thoughts in order and I had
to admit that “something invisible” saved me from a certain and perhaps fatal accident.
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It was still the time when she spent several nights a week with me and when she arrived, after
having sex we were resting and suddenly she became very serious. I wanted to ask and she ordered
me to keep quiet. Minutes passed and finally she said:
-He's leaving now. There he goes, walking very, very slowly with his black cloak covering his
entire body and only his skeleton face can be seen. It's death. He was coming for you. But he was
confused because he couldn't take you. According to this, you should have died right now, stabbed in
the back in a lamentable schizophrenic attack by a woman.
Which would greatly harm your own children, who were probably present at this bloody event.
I listened in amazement to what she was telling me because up until that moment, I had
forgotten to tell her about my miraculous salvation from the accident I must have had that morning in
the kitchen. That's why I believed that what she was telling me could be true.
Another day she also had a dramatic vision and described it to me:
-The night is gloomy and in the shadows, under a sad panorama, eight women are walking
around. All of them very disconsolate and wearing heavy, dark cloaks.
They are crying because they have lost you. The Masters told me that it is about the moons that they
should have lived with you in this life, a “half-hearted” relationship. They express their laments because
they already know that they have lost you forever.
And about three or four months before my stay in this house ended, she had a vision that a
beautiful child, whom she suspected was Maestro Estrada, was about to be born somewhere in Europe.
His mother was someone very intelligent and wealthy. She told me that she could see the house where
that child would be born and live. It was a mansion built of fine wood, with a style somewhere between
country and city, enjoying all the advances that technology allows. His parents were very civilized but
nature lovers. Without a doubt very special beings.
A few days later I had a contact with the Masters that truly made me cry.
It was Maestro Estrada who wanted to communicate with us and told us:
- I have come to say goodbye to you because I am coming back to life. You are staying with
the Master of La Ferriere, he will help you with everything. I have to go and wait my turn before being born.
Because one doesn't just come back to life like that, one has to wait on the corresponding plane.
The communication ended and I realized that maybe it was true or maybe it was a lie, all this about
the existence and communication with the invisible masters. But that in any case all this was bearing fruit for
me. And if it was true that Master Estrada would be born, this really touched my heart, because he would never
speak to me through channelings again.
My partner was affected, but I couldn't describe how. Women always retain a certain mystery
to men. Something was indicating that if our destiny and our union had not served to produce a child,
then what would happen?
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What was the cosmic and human reason that would confirm our union?
Anyway, she and I loved each other before we even met and if
This ended with the certainty that love would remain forever.
Still at the end of 1995 or beginning of 1996, love insisted on keeping us together. That
eternal love that was, is and will always be like the first day we met. One night she was feeling ill
and with my love I had intimate relations with her with the sole desire to make her feel better. I
clearly understood how my energy powerfully protected her in this special way.
I realized that invisible attacks were trying to take advantage of our doubts.
as if they were fighting over our destiny. Why? A few months later I would understand.
That was the day when the Master of La Ferriere telepathically helped her to put on a turban on her head
and an ivory white oriental-style garment. I was surprised because the turban was wrapped around her head
perfectly, like a true Hindu. And neither she nor I knew anything special about turbans. But everything was directed
by the Master.
Then I was lying there while she started dancing in the Hindu way and she said to me:
- The masters want to tell you that in this way they give me to you, that I belong to you.
-Virgins are always sacrificed so that the High Initiate can pass.
Things began to move differently. The Master of La Ferriere still made the effort to give her to me, but
for some reason that was not what she wanted anymore. She did not say it but something in her being knew it.
She was always a fine woman, a unique lady and she never stopped loving even when she did not love.
In parallel, the downstairs neighbors finally began to detect that upstairs, a mysterious,
lonely man spent all daylight hours in his house and rarely came out. So I had to get resourceful.
A period of more than three months of silence began in my already silent life.
At certain times of the day I would stop making noise with the blender, the washing machine, or the
simple act of taking a shower.
He kept the light switches off when the sun went down. Because here
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was not supposed to live with anyone during that period, until ten o'clock at night, when I had to
make noise like the door would open and I would arrive home, turn on the light and the
television, and then start doing my normal tasks as a human being who was "normal" to them.
It was an incredible experience to live in silence and walk in the darkness. It made me very sensitive to
my inner self and allowed me to go beyond the limits of a mere mortal human being. Although I insisted on using
the natural way. I never liked to exaggerate or become eccentric with my way of life. I was always normal, even
when life led me to be perhaps “Paranormal”.
My sensitivity and love for the world grew and at the same time, I played with my neighbors, having fun
and staying alert for everything that seemed inexplicable to them.
My neighbor decided to sit on a chair in the hallway leading from the front door to the entrance of his
house and there he would wait for me to arrive. He was puzzled, not knowing when the light would turn on and
yet not hearing the front door. This puzzled him so much and perhaps that is why he did such a thing.
But I would manage to wait for him to be careless and go out to the corner for an errand and then come
back with milk, bread, etc. He would scratch his head when he saw me coming in through the hall. I didn't always
manage to fool him, but I did it enough to confuse him, until he came to think that it was he and his family who
had strange ideas.
Because after a while he stopped insisting on his strange obsessions.
Other times they would start talking loudly and like most humans, it was usually “gossip,” thinking that
the upstairs neighbors weren’t home. So it was a shock to them when around 10 or 11 at night, the lights in our
house would come on. They would all get nervous at my seeming precipitation from the unseen. The whispering
and surprise would grow and then they would lower their voices. Which suited me just fine.
At the beginning of this period, I would turn on a small lamp or a candle to try to continue my reading
and research in the darkness. I used, as was my custom, some glasses with mesh to prevent my eyes from
hurting from studying so much. But I realized that, moved by curiosity, they tried to look through the small back
window to see if there was anyone. So I finally had to turn off all the lights completely. Now, for some reason, it
had to be totally dark and I didn't have to complain about that.
My partner, on the other hand, began to experience a double life more strongly. One was her progress
with the center and her paternal family, and the other was her life with her secret lover, who was me.
I wanted her to lift the veil and finally introduce me to her family, but she hesitated. And yet I didn't
realize that her real struggle was having to decide whether to live a life with me or continue with her human but
happy life, if that made her happy.
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For my part, every day became Sunday. I learned to be with myself and love life
for what it is, without the need for crutches. This is what kept her captivated by me,
especially every time her tones of freedom and liveliness increased.
Even before she made her final decision, which would be to continue on her path,
she took me to San Juan del Río, Querétaro. And there we bought some healing stones,
like topaz, quartz and others. And from there we went to the town called Peña de Vernal.
Where we stayed one night in a small, almost homely hotel. And we tried to be together,
but it was no longer the same. Something, someone or some beings of Light were defining
that she should continue on another path, “more human,” I can say. That time we discussed
a little, but they were no longer intense talks to come to an agreement but rather, that
something was now being defined for real. And that was why subconsciously, I began to
have the conviction that for her it was clear that one must first surrender, as far as the
relationship as a couple is concerned, to the SOUL MATE.
Before you can love someone else, as a partner, of course.
I was not sure that a polygamous love could be possible, even if it were of a cosmic
or sacred kind. Only after my Retreat, I was able to understand that although we are
Androgynous, nothing in particular is the end when it comes to the union of a couple. That
is to say, the Universe is infinite and the union continues infinitely, between beings and
evolutionary lines always finite. In other words, everything grows in union of a couple in a
greater whole of superior entities, until giving rise to the birth, not only of spiritual children,
but even of ever greater planets and suns. In such a way, that our Soul Mate of our cycle
as humans is only a part of the long and enigmatic path that we have to travel further
ahead.
And perhaps, in her particular case, it was not just a question of the SOUL.
GEMELA but also, she still had something left to do on a path to realization.
THE LIGHTING
We were still in the apartment near her parents. And there was the stage where
she seemed determined to stay the night with me, but suddenly, even though it was
already a little late, she opted to go to her family's house or stay at the Ave Fénix center.
But to my delight, one of these days, my beloved visitor returned and this time she had everything
arranged for us to go to dinner at a fine restaurant, somewhere in “La Zona Rosa”. It was an unforgettable
evening.
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I already wanted to present myself to the center that we had founded and this time the
Masters did not interfere, in fact the communications became ambiguous due to the inconsistent
disposition of my partner.
He wanted to visit our center, but he required her permission, with a real willingness on her
part.
And as I said, I began to sense that this accumulation of experiences was soon going to
change, but I didn't know how or why.
So for the first time I got on the subway, to distract myself, after more than two years
without getting on any transport.
I didn't go on these short walks for very long, because I wanted to accomplish something that was
unknown even to my conscious self. That's why I didn't get very far, and I also felt like a man outside of time
and space. I perceived people as being outside my orbit.
In the last few months I had read in the Tibetan's "Treaty on Cosmic Fire" what
enlightenment was and that when a person reached it, which was very rare, if he was prepared he
would develop more and more the encounter with eternity, but if he was not, he would end up in
the asylum.
I knew of cases of people who had accidentally awakened their Kundalini or of others who moved this
energy to the crown of their head without considering the consequences and by breaking “the etheric plot” or
something like that, they allowed entities from the “lower astral” to bother them by making them hear “little
voices” and many other torments, until driving them mad.
Also in these last few months I read a book called “The Chakras” by CW
Leadbeater warned about the dangers of the Enlightenment and at the same time, how great it is
for those who deserve it.
And since I liked watching videos, I had recently watched for the second time and with
great emotion the film “Little Buddha” where Siddhartha Gautama Buddha, at 35 years of age,
achieves Enlightenment, after 5 years of meditating without rest.
I had collected all this information since late 1995 and early 1996. But at no time did I relate
it to anything in particular.
It was also at this time that, while consulting the book of Astrological Ephemerides, I noticed
that Uranus would enter zero degrees of Aquarius in February 1996, something that only happens
every 84 years. In addition, we are in the Age of Aquarius. And since the Sun would be in
conjunction with Uranus around January 22 or 23, I thought that a great event was going to occur
on the planet.
I mentioned it to my partner and she was thoughtful because neither of us knew what was
really going to happen.
In December 95 I turned 36 and I didn't like this because I had read that the
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number 36, according to the Master of La Ferriere in his “Psychological Purposes”, has the esoteric value of 666.
That is, the secret value of a number according to what was shown by the Master of La Ferriere in one
of his first purposes, entitled: The Mystery of Numbers.
Explains that the secret value of a number is obtained by multiplying it by the next number and then dividing the
result by two. In the case of 36, we multiply it by 37 and divide the result by two, giving us 666.
This is the number that the Apocalypse recognizes as the number of “the beast.” It was the struggle
that I was facing at the age of 36 with the forces of evil. I did not want to believe it like that and for the moment I
tried not to think about it.
But as soon as it started to manifest perfectly real results in my life then I had to meditate on it.
First, occultists consider numbers to be the language of God, within a MENTAL whole.
In fact, the Master wrote 36 “Psychological Purposes” where he addresses studies on various topics.
This must be because 36 is not a bad number but only a dangerous one.
If we think that SIX refers to SEX. This leads us to understand that 666 is an involutive or rather,
degenerative spiral. It is sex as original sin. Sex as passive passion. Although SIX is naturally the result of 3+3.
That is, the love of man and woman on three levels: Physical, emotional and mental. So these three bodies of a
man join the three bodies of a woman to merge as SEVENTH or Spirituality. In addition to the fact that THREE
refers to sexuality as Triunity and no longer as duality: Man-Woman.
666 is passive passion and original sin. But the true number is 999, which makes passion an instrument
of necessarily conscious Love, which we can call IMMACULATE PASSION.
One evening, in the last months of 1995, while I was in the kitchen, I saw through our small window in
broad daylight, some UFOs. They were stopping so that I could notice them. About 20 points of light formed. But
these were not airplanes.
From then on, when I went out into the street one of those devices followed me, making me
notice their presence.
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And from January 96 onwards one of these luminous points would appear every afternoon,
always in the same place and remained there until late at night.
And sometimes I heard telepathic fragments that pretended to be good, but I never trusted them.
This was good because at times they could become quite unpleasant, looking for “my weak points”,
paraphrasing experiences I was living and were very sensitive to me. For example, that I had to sacrifice
myself and resign myself to losing my beloved. Then I would respond:
The inner struggle became stronger and religiously stronger around midnight.
I meditated more and more.
And on the night of January 22, 1996, my sixth chakra and partially the seventh opened.
I fell into a void and despair when this happened to me at the crown of my head. It was
ENLIGHTENMENT.
On the night of January 23, I thought that my process of enlightenment was complete, but forces
of great darkness were fighting to plunge me into apathy, confusion and despair in a way that was
particularly persistent and destructive within me, particularly within my brain. It was then that I did the
breathing exercises almost violently and then I began to meditate. All this lasted about three hours and I
was sweating. At this moment the seventh chakra opened completely.
And I realized that the Enlightenment had not been completed the night before but this one.
Such was the fury of the struggle that took place inside my head at that very moment of THE
ENLIGHTENMENT, that I thought I was going to faint because currents of enormous sadness and desolation
invaded me, like a poison throughout my blood, but then, drawing energy from the will that I had trained for so
many months, I said with all my strength:
Here, a lonely man in the middle of the city, making his Retreat, had found The Enlightenment.
I never thought of meditating to become enlightened, that was not my goal but rather to achieve it.
be happy with my partner and find peace.
Once the transcendental event was over, I began to realize the congruence of all the circumstances
I had experienced since the teacher Estrada,
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the early nineties, he appeared to me in the Vision and said: YOU'RE NEXT, BROTHER!
Now, at 36 years of age and 33 days old, I attained enlightenment. This age was far from seeming
fortuitous; on the contrary, it was as if the state of Buddha and Christ were unified.
And during these days, as I meditated on the matter, I also fully realized that, at this time, I had completed more or less
40 months in Retreat, starting in the middle of the year 92. That is how I became aware that, in any case, the forty-month Retreat
of an Initiate had been completed, just like the 40 months of Moses and Jesus Christ in the desert or of Master Estrada with his 40
months in a place in Veracruz, etc.
This was never planned, never deliberately sought or desired. This is why it was all the more beautiful,
wonderful and impressive, even for myself.
I studied myself in such an impersonal way that I became convinced that those who seek enlightenment
and meditate and strive for it exclusively do not deserve it. Because enlightenment is given to us by the Cosmos
or denied to us, and our happiness and reason for being should not depend on that.
True happiness is in being like the Enlightened One even when we are not really
Enlightened.
And the Enlightenment brings with it many dangers if one is not trained, if one does not have special
permission from the Hosts of Light. It is like becoming their child, becoming part of that family. And we cannot
force them to adopt us in any way.
So when my seventh chakra opened, that's when I realized what it was really about and this, because
no one can imagine what it is, precisely because of how simple the process is and at the same time, how
transcendent it is.
No wonder telepathic communications with the Masters through my partner had been terminated
months ago, until I developed my own faculties.
Indeed, from this moment on I began to have a very disordered and undesirable telepathy. Why?
Simply because I really didn't master anything.
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that is, after having meditated, been a vegetarian and practiced yoga for more than 15 years,
with discipline and seriousness, however, I was not completely pure nor did I know what all this
was about, linked to a new awakening of consciousness.
It was as if I had picked up the phone and had no control over it. Whoever spoke, and I could
never know who was on the other side of the door. One becomes a plaything of unknown forces that
pretend to be angels and when authentic beings of light want to help us, we confuse them with demons.
It was a terrible game that had already begun before the Enlightenment and lasted for three
months, during which I could hardly sleep. It is a state of despair and, in a certain way, temporary madness.
In which we can only survive if we remain conscious, simple, humble and as natural as possible; studying
everything and, above all, using our will with love. Because will without love is only brutality, a seal of
irremediable perdition.
People who see us from the outside think that we are like them, with their weaknesses, impurities
and indiscipline. But for the Enlightened One or the one who is like the Enlightened One, a whole inner
world begins, which from that moment on we only begin to conquer.
But even then, by doing my discipline and raising my energy I managed to achieve moments of
rest.
And as soon as it was possible I gave my companion the great news of what she had so desired
for me and for humanity. I told her without exaggeration and even less vanity, being already a little more
aware of what awaited me with this new state. I told her about a week later:
I listened to her without applauding, because she herself had already sensed it and realized the
price we were having to pay for the impossibility of continuing to behave like mere mortals. She remained
silent and I realized that something was struggling inside her.
Now I had to prove that I loved her and set her free, I loved her without involving a personal
attachment.
One evening I felt myself plunged into a dominant anguish and went to visit her parents but this
time she would stay at the center. She was trying to define her destiny and the presence of her parents
was not desirable. They received me with great affection, but I could not sleep all night, due to strange
attitudes, moved by my deluded mind. I was not totally dominated by strange forces, but I was always
conscious and controlled my body, but my mind was at the mercy of a telepathy beyond my control.
Little by little I began to realize that there were no threats, no demons, no such things, it was
simply and terribly that all the habits rooted very deeply in my soul for thousands of years were disturbing
in infinite ways the divine light that was struggling to enter through my seventh chakra. It was my fears, my
own ego and a thousand other dependencies with mechanical life, which were desperately trying to interfere
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contact with the Light.
All these “specters” were actually hooked on the lack of purity in myself.
Enlightenment is neither bad nor good, it is what it is. By itself it does not make us better or worse, it
simply leads us to a new state of consciousness, more advantageous or fatal, where we necessarily have to
be more responsible. For we are united by love for humanity, in a very definite way. Every thought, emotion
and act must, from now on, necessarily be conscious.
After that bad night at my future in-laws' house, in the morning I thanked them for their attention and
returned home. The sadness of not having my beloved and yet being very attached to her, after so many things
we lived together and the internal adjustments to our mutual emotional and mental bodies, was what had me
desolate. My partner and I had been adjusted on the physical, emotional and mental plane and I did not know
how to live without her. And yet, an Enlightened One cannot have loneliness, anger, lust, gluttony, fear, etc.
Because all of these become terrible monsters. The entities of the lower astral take advantage of everything in
this sense. I did not know it, but I sensed it.
My Achilles heel was my league with my partner and I wanted this league because I was sure that she loved
me. No one in particular was to blame, but perhaps humanity as a whole, the fact was that things were not right.
For the first time in my life I felt alone. This made me not only anxious, but obsessive, trying, by any
means, to find my soul mate within myself.
All because my partner had suddenly “lost her compass” of why she should or shouldn’t be with me.
It was a month of tremendous confusion. Conflicting higher forces were trying to take control of my
life, like when two puppeteers fight to control the wires connected to our control centers (chakras) through
which they can move us in our lower self.
It was under these conditions that the experience that Gautama Buddha lived immediately after his
Enlightenment precipitated into my life as an Initiate. It was when Mara, the king of darkness, appeared to him
and offered him his three daughters. In the West it is known as “the temptations of Jesus Christ.”
This experience became real on my path but it is something that cannot be fully described in words,
on paper. It basically refers to contact with sexuality in the Kingdom of Lilith, the demon-woman or second wife
of Adam.
I have thought that this experience of “inner sexuality” has to do with the biblical passage from the Old
Testament where it is said that Delilah made Samson lose his strength. I interpreted it as meaning that Delilah
made Samson ejaculate as a sure way of making him lose his strength.
The reality is that sexuality was not only made to preserve the human race, but to awaken internal
faculties, latent in every human being. And the
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True sexuality is an interdimensional sexuality, as the North American sage Drunvalo Melchizedek teaches.
It is about this mysterious art that we hear about in fragments at various times in human history. For
example, in the Middle Ages, witches were burned because they had become concubines of the devil. It was
said that there were evil entities that sought out weak humans to turn them into their slaves and such demons
were called “cubes” or “succubus”.
But this type of art is not only a devil's work. In reality, INTERDIMENSIONAL SEXUALITY is the true
nature of sexuality as an act of eternal love. And it is the mode of sexuality that is natural to the so-called
Ascended Masters and Mistresses. Where soul mates unite forever. Living in an androgynous way for all eternity.
For centuries, attempts have been made to confuse humanity so that it does not find true sexuality,
because if it does, it enters the realm of everlasting happiness.
It is true that enormous sexual and initiatory maturity is required to achieve Interdimensional Sexuality,
but in reality it does exist.
I was learning firsthand things that were very new to me and the deception was going to play with my
poor mind for a while, but it couldn't do it forever. Because little by little I became convinced that I am designed
to serve the Light and this is mainly because I always practiced sexuality only for love and not for a pleasure
separate from love.
I spent almost a month in these post-enlightenment conditions. My partner had finished her wonderful
Mission with me and although we were going to try to reconcile the following Holy Week, it was written that this
could not and had no reason to be. After the end of my Retreat, as I have stated before, we went several times
to the old vegetarian restaurant, near Durango Street, around the corner from the old park where the statue of
the naked David is located, while he hides in his hand the weapon with which he was to defeat the giant Goliath.
But despite the good manners in our dates, that passion of yesteryear was absent. We were together again but
the fire ceased to exist. But this has not stopped the eternal thanks and blessings from manifesting in my heart
to a woman who was unique on my Living Path. And I am sure that she, too, was marked and grateful to life and
to God for our meeting in this incarnation.
END OF RETREAT
In February I had no way to pay the next rent, so on February 21-22, 1996 I decided to come out of
retirement. All the conditions pointed to it, not because I was
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had set the date, that was something I only realized later.
The reasons are set by my own being without communications with the Masters or
Nothing of the sort. In fact, I would not hear from the Masters again until several months later.
My partner was apathetic and refused to let me appear at the Ave center.
Phoenix. She was confused about my Illumination. On the other hand, she didn't seem willing, much less
enthusiastic, to continue paying rent where we lived.
I realized the absurd games my mind plays and how ridiculous it is to listen to contradictory messages
within it.
I had to make my decisions quickly and on February 22 with the entry of the
Sun in Pisces I told myself severely:
- This is it! This is the end of my Retreat, I have to return to the world!
I acted surprisingly even to myself. I staggered, for I was very weak from the inner struggle I had
faced in not being completely ready, as practically no Initiate is sufficiently ready. I dressed and put on a
jacket. I checked that I had some money in my pocket, opened the door of my once dear house that I loved so
much and went out into the street, not to return to this house except as a visitor in order to finish my last
commitments.
The night was cool and in the sky a UFO ship shone, which my confused mind did not know whether to
trust or not.
I entered the subway and the internal pressure grew with threats that reproved my audacity, physically
bothering my heart that felt like it was going to explode. Everything in my head was spinning and yet I was
perfectly conscious and with a clarity and strength that I had developed during all this time.
First I headed towards Arboledas with the desire to see her. On the way to the house in the Ave Fénix
center, I had to transfer to the Rosario metro, which is a huge bus stop with people moving non-stop from one
place to another. I was very thirsty and I approached one of the street stalls. There was a tub full of soda and
ice. I asked for the soda I wanted and when the owner of the tub took it to give it to me, the glass bottle exploded
in his hands for no real reason. Some small fragments hit his face and he began to bleed. I was shocked but
above all alert by what I was witnessing and as soon as I realized that they were minor injuries, I forgot about
the soda and tried to stay conscious, turned around and continued on my way.
I arrived at the center of Arboledas and since my partner was not there, I decided to continue to I
don't know where, but in no way return to my Retreat house, because a higher force was guiding me.
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I found that there was another metro line at the “Salto del Agua” station. I wanted to get off there and
then I went out into the street, thinking quickly “who would deserve to receive me?”
I was close to the house of an aunt who loved me very much and I thought it would be
good to go there first. It never occurred to me to go directly to Netzahualcóyotl, I needed to go
carefully. When I arrived, my cousins and my aunt were surprised to see me in such a “strange”
state. In fact, I was underweight because during my stay in my last apartment, my partner
sometimes did monofasts for 3 days and I did it too, it was at most 2 times that we did this. And
I did maybe 1 “monofast” for a week. Monofasting meant ingesting water during the day and
only one type of fruit, food without restriction. But you only eat one type of fruit, that is, banana,
mango, papaya or whatever, but only one fruit.
What happened once, due to exceptional reasons, was that she was going to do a 30-
day fast and she was going to do it alone, but I realized that and I wanted to do it with her. It
was quite a challenge. So all this kind of discipline had me underweight for my build. Plus the
terrible late nights trying to control my mind were showing in my physical appearance.
The thing was that when my cousins, a little older than me, saw me, they were worried.
I remember that my oldest cousin, seeing me like that, was the one who dared to ask me what
had happened to me and I told him that I had been meditating with a group in a special spiritual
work. And he said with deep concern and in a tone of wisdom:
-That happens in these things and many times they get us into spiritual matters that
escape our knowledge.
This cousin had relations with prestigious shopping centers, because he was, along
with his partners, a great accountant and had good relations with businessmen whom he
advised. And once, a year or two later, wanting to help me, he asked me to show him the book
“Línea Crísthica.” And immediately he promised to speak with his clients, owners of large
shopping centers in Mexico City. He did, but the product was not commercial and my book was
rejected. He did not understand how that was possible. But the fact is that no one could help
me with the sale of my book.
This cousin was also the one who lent me the work Isis Unveiled, in an old version.
A book (two large volumes) that was a treasure for him. But I doubt that he read it completely.
And it was his father, my uncle who had already passed away by then, who induced me in my
youth to read the first book by Lobsang Rampa that he had in his library.
Anyway, back to my story. After greeting my aunt and cousins, I asked them if they
knew where my children were, as I didn't know if my mother still had them. They were really
surprised by my appearance and stared at me as if I were a foreigner from a faraway land.
Evidently, my mother had made an effort to keep up appearances regarding my mysterious
disappearance.
When they had recovered from the confusion, they informed me that as usual, the children
were at home with my parents. So, I asked them to allow me to make a call.
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called my mother's house. She calmly told me that I admired her at this crucial moment in
my life and told me that she would pick me up. The journey she had to make from
Netzahualcóyotl to the workers' colony was at least fifty minutes long and she would make
it in less than half an hour.
I think I didn't look very well because my cousin, a few years older than me, got nervous because
she was very perceptive and I think she had the idea that I had gone crazy or something like that, because
the son of her current partner suffered from mental retardation and that made her associate him with me,
perhaps because of the expression on my face.
Trying to act as normal as possible, I asked my aunt to allow me to take a bath, and smiling but
at the same time worried, she agreed. I went into the bathroom and while I was undressing I was unable
to completely control my mind, so a formidable evil force tried, in a direct way, to take control of my
physical vehicle from me.
But I fought, certain that only the light was in me and that I had prepared myself to enjoy this wonderful
control that God had entrusted to me. For a fraction of a second that undesirable entity took control of me,
trying with everything to intimidate me, laughing through my mouth in a creepy way. But immediately I said:
I was immediately myself again. And this was the only moment in my experience that an
undesirable force had for an instant control of me. Never, throughout this adaptation to my new state of
consciousness, did I lose control of my own wakefulness. I would only do so months later when I was
physically attacked by the director, my former student, of the Ave Fénix center.
I left the bathroom and my relatives immediately took me into one of the bedrooms of their house
so that I could try to rest while my family arrived. But that was not possible, my heart was hurting even
more. So as soon as they were not looking, I went out into the street, because I needed to breathe fresh
air. And while my relatives were worried when they saw me leaving their house, several of my brothers,
brother-in-law and my mother appeared in a flash. While I was struggling with my anxiety to walk and get
some fresh air to feel a little better, my cousin insisted that I rest and sleep.
My brothers hugged me with joy after at least three years without seeing some of them. But I had
that discomfort in my heart and I began to walk through the streets, trying to control myself. I was near the
Chabacano metro station and I ordered my younger brother to press my heart, while I leaned against a
wall, because the discomfort was growing. He did it without asking for details. Suddenly, my mother said:
-Come, let's walk to the place where we lived when you were born.
Indeed, although I was born in Netzahualcóyotl, my parents' house was not there but in the workers'
colony. So, letting myself go, since I had no strength for more, we walked about six blocks and arrived at the
door of the place where I had lived since I was born. It was an interesting symbol. Meanwhile, from the other
end of the street, my brother-in-law caught up with us in a vehicle. He told me to lie down inside it while he
extended the back seat. I obeyed.
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My sister and brother-in-law, who were doctors, began to discuss the matter and came to
the conclusion that this heart pain happened to the insane people they had visited and observed in
mental hospitals and that was why they put bandages around their bodies at the level of the heart,
in order to somewhat alleviate the pain in this organ.
According to my brother-in-law's diagnosis, I was irreversibly in that situation and there was no hope
for me. But my sister, fortunately for me, behaved in an outstanding manner and said:
She recalled that sometimes, when these cases occurred, there was a way to get “the filth
that was in the heart” out and that was by sucking the chest with her mouth, right over the heart.
She called it “suction cupping.” I uncovered my chest and she began to suck. After a minute of
sucking hard and with great faith, she quickly got out of the car as if she had been half-suffocated
and went to the nearest drain, spitting out foul blood or a bloody liquid. How come she had foul
blood in her mouth if I didn’t have any wounds on my chest?
While he was recovering, he ordered my mother to take her place and then anyone who
wanted to help. My mother took her place and soon after she also got out of the car to spit.
Then my brother tried it, but his reaction was milder.
I don't know exactly what they did to me but it helped me, although not completely.
Much of what could have cured me was within me, but obviously the help they were giving me was
very important.
I arrived at Netzahualcóyotl's house and I could see the children who were happy to have
me with them again. My father hugged me and began to cry. I, for my part, was exhausted and
could not sleep very well.
They pampered me like a king, all that week and they didn't ask me why or what and how of what I
had experienced. They simply treated me as we should treat each other in families every day of our lives.
There was a state that I could no longer lose and that was the profound love for life, like
when we are reborn after having been in danger of death.
As for my companion herself, when I left my Retreat and afterwards, I spoke to her by
phone from my house, she was surprised.
I couldn't judge her, maybe because I learned that a cosmic woman doesn't make mistakes
even if she seems to make mistakes. Because when a human is enveloped in divine grace, she
can't fail.
Besides, I myself had shown her that we cannot continue on our Path if we do not first
manage to live everything as humans. And that was precisely what she decided.
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She and I would convince ourselves that if we persisted in being close to each other,
when our paths were already diverging, all we would do was complicate things. For by being
together, our mutual attraction became irresistible, since the Masters themselves had adjusted
us on the physical, emotional and mental level.
For all of which we needed distance to control our irresistible sexual attraction.
She decided to live everything that was still required, on her path, before thinking
in becoming the wife of a Missionary of Light.
Our journeys began to follow their own stories and it was no longer possible
to stay together. But it wasn't easy to accept that it would take almost a year to achieve it.
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THIRD
BACK TO THE WORLD
INTRODUCTION
When someone still has something to write for that very reason, it is no longer perfect, given that
books are composed of words that will take on the meaning of one's own perception, the state of consciousness
of each human being who reads them and that, of course, is not perfect.
The true Sage lives in the eternal present and for that very reason has nothing to write.
It seems that the only thing that moves us to give a message is love for humanity.
Each human being handles his concepts according to what he understands about them. For example,
regarding Enlightenment, each person thinks what he himself considers true.
Some even speak of enlightenment based on the solar plexus and its correct function or on the opening of the
third eye (the Agna chakra). They even speak of enlightenment through Tantra yoga, that is, sexuality whose
fundamental centre is in the opening of the Svadhisthana or Muladhara chakra (at the base of the spine).
And the truth is that we are all enlightened to a greater or lesser extent. From the moment we feel alive
we are all evidently enlightened. It is like talking about consciousness and in itself, all human beings are
conscious, even the unconscious. If we ask someone we consider unconscious if they are a conscious person,
they will almost certainly tell us yes, that they are perfectly conscious. But as we have said, there is
“consciousness of unconsciousness without a solution.”
That is why the Living Path is an intimate matter between us and the
multidimensionality of life, us and our Father-Mother; the Christ-Virgin.
When we speak of the truth, there are many imitators. But, as always happens with true scientists,
there is also the hope that humanity will discover that there is light in it. Let them judge only in order to judge
themselves.
Enlightenment is impossible. But as Jesus Christ teaches, “with God nothing is impossible.”
This means that it is not we as the “lower self” who are enlightened, but rather God who is enlightened
in us.
The closest thing I know to this kind of transcendent-immanent experience is that the world becomes
a big chamber where everything we think comes true.
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Like a magical chamber in an underground room that is actually located inside the Great Pyramid,
the Pyramid of Cheops-Thot.
It is said that when someone enters this underground chamber, everything they think becomes real.
And it is said that some tourists have been seized by terror and have lost their lives.
This is the reason why they had to close that underground chamber.
So even though we keep our physical body, we are no longer in the third dimension.
Everything becomes categorically mental. Dark forces and demons do exist, but it is our fears,
anxieties and lack of purity that attract them to our minds and make us their prey.
As students of the True Path, we must know that at the threshold of multidimensionality there is a
"moderator" who protects us. And as soon as we acquire Enlightenment, he becomes a real watchman.
Only occultists know exactly about this matter, but sometimes the information is made available to
the public. For example, there is an old book from the 19th century called “Zanoni” where there is talk of this
moderator referred to as The Guardian of the Threshold. He is a very experienced Angel who moderates
everything that happens in the mind of the Enlightened One, in order to try to protect him from his own
madness or impurities.
The Guardian of the Threshold inspires respect in everyone, even occultists speak of him with a
certain fear, because if we are afraid he appears to us as the devil and if we overcome ourselves and love he
appears as a friend. And the truth is, as humans, we are used to associating a weak person with a “good”
person. And someone who is truly GOOD can seem bad to us.
This Angel has no time to explain to us that he does everything because it is already good.
sometimes it seems bad to us.
The Guardian of the Threshold simply watches over and controls that outside forces do not harm us
in our recent birth in a world that we completely ignore.
Generally, all the unhealthy habits of childhood are removed from our minds and we become one
with the earth and the sky, which we begin to recognize as living beings, and this is what will mark us so that
we can never again be the same, that is, unconscious beings.
All our ideas can turn against us if we fail to control our mind and become eminently positive. If we have
studied about many dimensions, parallel worlds, the dead, the devil, lust, evil, the powers of God in an
unbalanced way. In any case, these ideas become real.
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All this was not crystal clear and I had to discover it, slowly but surely.
RENAISSANCE
I abruptly left my Retreat between February 21 and 22, just as the sign of Pisces entered.
The morning after the first night I spent in my house in Netzahualcóyotl, I found out that two days had
passed since they had buried a neighbor who lived very close by.
But the matter did not end there. During the course of that week, a relative of my brother-in-law died
and the family prepared to attend two more wakes.
I was not willing to stay away, because I needed to be close to them and everything that happened to people
filled me with interest, after so many months without dealing with them directly.
I attended these wakes and as I did so, I began to understand that something inside me had died.
So as the people gathered around the rosaries said their prayers, it was as if they were praying for me
too. Especially since these prayers were giving me a very special strength.
My father had taken his business out of the workers' colony and was surviving as best he could, doing
jobs on his own. This grandfather was like a father to my children, but he was sick as always. However, this
time there was an admirable change, because he was a regular consumer of animal meat in his food, but for
some time now he was trying to follow a vegetarian diet, since meat was very bad for him.
My cousin, who saw me when I came out of my retreat, wanted to help but insisted that something bad
was happening to me and that it had to do with witchcraft or something like that. So she recommended to my
mother that she take me to a witch doctor who lived to the east of the city. And so at the beginning of March of
that year, I still felt very weak and was attending certain therapies of “cleansing with herbs” and those things,
which I accepted, because my family offered it to me with all the best of them. They even took me to the
Catholic church so that the priest could give me blessings with holy water.
It was around this time that almost all my younger nephews and nieces came to our house. There
were about twenty children, and it was like something out of a fairy tale, but very comforting to find myself
among their cries and laughter. It was all so strange! It was as if I had been reborn or had been thrown back
into a world that could no longer be the same as when I left it.
He was definitely returning to the world, although it remained a mystery how much he had done.
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that divinity had prepared for me.
I tried to find my retreat partner but she avoided it as much as possible. Her human side was taking
control of her life and her face no longer shone with its full essence, but only at times and she would say to
me:
I couldn't forget her, and she couldn't forget me. However, she didn't understand why our relationship
was no longer the same.
As soon as I left my retreat and returned to my home in Netzahualcóyotl, I had to take care of the
children, but my physical and mental health was not optimal, so my movements were slow. I decided to return
to give lectures in the northern area: Ecatepec, Villa de las Flores. Here I was lovingly received by the sister
who had previously extended her hand to allow me to teach astrology classes in this place. I immediately
began to form a group.
Then start another one in Cuautitlán near Ciudad Satélite, passing Arboledas.
However, the money was very insufficient because these people saw me simply as a teacher of
astrology but not as an Initiate and even less as someone who had come from a Retreat.
I spoke privately about this matter of my Retreat with this sister who was the owner of the Villa
centre and another Gegnian sister (pre-sympathiser) who had known me for years, considering that both
belonged to the GFU and showed me special esteem.
I told them that I had experienced enlightenment after a forty-month retreat. They only half believed
me, but they liked it and supported me emotionally during this delicate journey as best they could.
Shortly after, I was invited to the GFU Ashram in Cuautla and I accepted. They paid for my one-way
ticket, and it was important for me to see how things were at the GFU.
They took me straight to the Sanctuary and there, among the most assiduous attendees of the
Initiatic School, I found my old love again. The sister who had returned from the East and who, when we
were most in love, had decided to end our relationship.
Here she was again, always with her flirtatiousness and her feminine whims, pursued by her partner
who seemed very much in love with her, but above all captivated by the sexual magnetism she inspired in
him.
A little girl of about 4 years old was jumping around here and there and I realized that it was her little
daughter.
And as soon as she recognized me, the colors rose to her face in an expression of
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emotion, which she was a master at hiding.
After two hours of fraternal coexistence playing strange youth games, proposed by those in
charge of coordinating them, a brother of the Hierarchy showed up to give the Cosmic Ceremony
called “Antenaje”.
Even then I was ready to go back to her, if my former lover had had an extraordinary reaction
enough to leave her partner. I was thinking of accepting her even with her only little daughter, or the
two or three children she might have.
The difference was that now I belonged to myself and my emotions were not the foundation
of my relationship.
When the Antenaje was over, as is customary, we sat on the carpet in order to listen to the
Hierarch and the comments of those present. At one point she asked to speak and said with emotion:
- Everything here has become routine. But this day in particular is very different. It is evident
that this time there are Masters (in the invisible), here, with us.
After finishing his statement, he found a way to sneak towards the entrance.
from the enclosure and I did not see her again, when I made my way to the exit of the Ashram.
Immediately after that talk I said goodbye to my sisters from Villa de las Flores and returned
to Mexico City.
The sisters' wish was for me to return to the GFU Gegnian school, but I was not in the best
condition to do so and, furthermore, how could I return to a routine that was too slow compared to
everything I had experienced along the way?
I didn't have enough money because my students' tuition was too low and I couldn't ask them
for more.
People had their own lives, so for example, when the holidays or the end of the year came,
no one thought about whether the Instructor needed a little more money.
I wouldn't do it with an instructor who taught me astrology, cooking or anything else. In reality, as
people, we live relatively consciously.
So at my house in Netzahualcóyotl I gathered some scrap iron that my father had accumulated
from his old workshop and I started selling it in places where they buy "scrap iron." It was in this way
that, for a while, I made a little extra money.
Fortunately, more than two months after I left my retirement, one of my brothers offered me
to be his employee, installing blinds in private homes.
This was something incredible, not because of the salary, which was quite humble, but because of the
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was an experience that life was giving me. Because after being so far away from people, I
suddenly found myself entering the homes of all kinds of people. People who were very
humble as well as quite well-off. I entered more than three hundred houses in a period of
two months and I was able to see how people lived.
Surely for my brother this was no wonder, but for a man who has experienced firsthand
what a Retreat is like, everything becomes amazing when he sees the people from the privacy
of their home.
It was as if I had become an inspector to assess the state of humanity directly, checking
how they experienced their private lives, “behind the door that opens onto the street.” For
example, some people were from the lower middle class or the well-off class and invited us to
sit at their table to eat. Others were so suspicious that they made sure we didn’t step on their
carpet with our shoes.
My state of mind was also very delicate, so I had to take a bath secretly in one of the
houses, so that I could endure the whole day. In this sense my brother was very understanding
and he made sure that the owners did not suspect that we had not only gone to their bathroom
to wash our hands but to soak my whole body. Fortunately none of the clients noticed.
While I was going through all this, I was reluctant to lose my astrology group that I had
formed since the time of Shaya Michan, before my Retreat. So I gathered all their addresses
and started calling them on the phone. I asked one of them, who had been following me with
great interest, to speak to all the others and so I managed to gather them by giving them an
appointment for a specific day. But they were no longer ready for me. I had outgrown them by
far. There was only one smiling face of the one who was to become a cornerstone of my nascent
group.
He was an engineer by profession, young and enthusiastic, and I was able to talk to him
about many things that I had experienced as an Initiate and also how I had achieved
Enlightenment. But my friend was still trapped in his work life, since he worked as an engineer
and one day he told me that he was going to Canada and invited me to go with him, but I knew
that was not what was next in my life. The children were small and they needed me. I was trying
to recover and control my mind. So it was not appropriate for me.
While he was planning his trip, I decided to go back with Shaya Michan. I entered the
center of Oro and started to excite the young secretary that I had just met at that time, I told her
about her beautiful eyes and I started to joke with her. Until I convinced her that Shaya liked me
very much and that she had known him for a long time.
To give strength to my words, I went up to the Penthouse, at the top of the building,
where Shaya lived. I greeted him and he recognized me without enthusiasm. Luckily, he went
down to the offices to give some instructions and in front of the secretary I told him that we had
already agreed that he would announce a conference on the radio. He accepted. And from one
day to the next he was again invited to the radio, to announce my School.
But this time I no longer had the support of Shaya Michan, I simply
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was unaware. It meant nothing to his work, so the profits were minimal.
However, I met and formed some small groups at Shaya Michan centers and some
women wanted to date me, but I was not in the best mood. I was not really interested in
other women. I had seen their depths and for me all these women who wanted to have sex
with me were just not for me. Some really fell in love, but there was just nothing I could do.
I clearly remember that one afternoon one of them waited for me and we walked down Insurgentes
towards the metro roundabout. Once we were there I rejected her offer to sleep with her. At that moment, a voice
in my mind said with thunderous force:
It was a voice that practically thundered in my head, so much so that I recognized it came from my
Heavenly Father. It is not something easy to explain but it reminded me a lot of that part of the Gospel where
John the Baptist was baptizing Jesus Christ and from heaven you hear the voice:
But I did not give up, and I also had to meditate at least four hours a day to survive
internally.
For me it became an urgent need to form a strong group and for this reason I began
to write down in my address book all those places that seemed to be dedicated to
psychology, metaphysics, occultism, etc. I visited several places, I even went to provincial
places like Toluca.
I once called a psychology office and the person who answered was a
woman who, as soon as she found out I wanted to teach psychoastrology, cut me off immediately.
I found some old clients of my father and, with the help of my brother, we installed
some air conditioning. But money was tight, I needed more than a minimum of stability.
Something kept me from giving up. An inner strength was with me despite the adversity
and the enormous pain I felt because of the unacceptable distance from my partner.
One afternoon, through an old friend from my former Shaya Michan group, I got the
address of a person dedicated to metaphysics. Her name was Aurora, a name quite
significant for the dawn of a group under the guidelines of what she brought as the Living
Path. She treated me very kindly and one day when I called her on the phone she told me:
- I'm glad you called me because I want to meet you since you made my birth chart
many years ago and I listen to that recording at least every two months, and that's what
gives me the courage to move forward with my life!
We arranged a date and when she met me physically she was surprised
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because I thought he was a more mature-looking man than I was.
But he still invited 4 people and at my brother's house (who still lived by the Alamos park), we
did not meet.
So I worked with Shaya Michan and also with this small group of four people. Then
one day Aurora's companion, his name was Angel, came and became my enthusiastic
follower. I also told him that I had experienced enlightenment and he tried to help me and thus
help himself. He immediately took the place of my disciple. He offered me to teach him
privately and so I decided to train him.
He would arrive at his small business in the Guerrero neighborhood and we would
move some machines aside. Then, his two or three workers would do a yoga session before
their start time at work, which they were doing there, since it was a small brush factory.
In the courtyard of this old house, we bathed in buckets.
It was more than a year of hard work and what he paid me was useful, but it was very
little for the service I was giving him. However, when he learned that I had to publish a book
and that I was already preparing it, he offered me ten thousand pesos that he had collected
from his work as an instructor of metaphysics at the main center of the Saint Germain Brotherhood.
I asked him why he was giving me that money for my book and he told me that he had already
planned to donate it to a project like mine.
When I ask him what kind of book he would like to publish, I'll leave it to my discretion.
I had already scribbled some notes since I left my retreat. It was about the
book where he described who Master Estrada and Master de la Ferriere were.
I was writing and copyrighting other books that were important to me.
By the way, the way I found the Copyright Office was very peculiar. It all started when
I somehow knew that it was near Chapultepec. I don't know how, but guided by my "hunch" I
walked for about two hours and found it.
Definitely something inside me helped me find her, all in an abstract way.
I took my Retreat partner’s old computer from my old apartment in the Industrial
neighborhood to my house in Netzahualcóyotl. And I sold it “halfway” to my sister, so I could
pay the last rent for the apartment where I finished my Retreat. And on it I began to store the
drafts of books that I wanted to publish and that I had written in that period of time.
The first draft of “The Path of Roses without Thorns” was a titanic task.
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an unknown person who was my downfall. He was also extremely upset by my appearance,
since he already had a small astrology group at the Oro Institute, using knowledge that I had
passed on to him when I was the director of the School of Astrology and Naturism.
I offered to unite our efforts at the Oro Institute and he flatly refused.
Now I was left with only the desire to publish a book. Some student from my own group
at the now sordid Oro Institute. That friend seemed capable of assuming the expense, but in
the end, the plan fell through. These young people were definitely not up to my task!
It was a book definitely ahead of its time, even for those at the GFU.
When I was reviewing the draft on my old computer, a sign appeared that said:
This surprised me a lot because in the book I wrote about Venezuela as “The
“New Jerusalem”.
So the event was not a coincidence. Maybe it was junk that the computer had in its
data, but in this case it was too much of a coincidence.
I still saw my retirement partner sporadically, because there were pending matters,
such as what to do with the things that made up our home in the last apartment. She really
wanted to forget about everything and in order for everything to be perfect in terms of energy
management, I decided that the best thing was to leave everything material to her. I am
referring to the usual things in a house such as the refrigerator, washing machine, etc.
Furthermore, I did not want my personal notes, about eight professional notebooks
where I had handwritten all the messages from the channelings we had with the Masters, to be
left in vain. She did not appreciate them and I did not want them if she was not with me. So
one day I arrived at the apartment and without her being present I began to tear up page by
page all the notes I had made during my entire Retreat. I was in the midst of this painful task
when she came in and was amazed to see that pile of pages that were now worthless. It hurt
me as much as if I had seen the library of Alexandria burn.
I was definitely not willing to leave such precious messages in someone who now
wanted a simple human life. And it was also an act of renouncing the most beloved thing that
could only remain within ourselves. It was really a
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had a hunch that this should remain only in my memory without extreme details of how the
Master of La Ferriere, Estrada, the Tibetan and others really thought.
This intuition made me rest. These were the last visits to this department and everyone was already
going to live in their own homes.
I took my personal notes, the Psychological Purposes of the Master and a huge handmade
copper medallion, the same as its chain. It was the symbol of the COMMANDER OF “UL”. A medallion
that only the Enlightened One she had recognized as her master, before meeting me, had in that size.
In reality, she introduced that medallion, as I have written above, into my things without me realizing it,
as a sign of her love that in this way she tried to keep me protected on my spiritual path.
I also had some writings and diagrams about the Camino de Rosas and what would become
the book on quantum physics that I would call: Gravitación Kosmos. I tore up many notes and only
presented the summary as a book to take it to copyright in Mexico. I didn't want people to think I was
crazy when they found out what I thought about life and quantum physics on a very personal level. So I
calculated what they could accept as real, without feeling attacked.
My mother had some personal notes of mine that she returned to me. And a little work that had
to do with a fictional essay, I threw it in the trash, when I could have easily published it.
But I was trying to survive and this no longer fit with my current transcendental experiences.
A few months later my father became ill again and had to be hospitalized in an emergency. He
was dying. The doctors were able to monitor him for about a month and during that time I decided to
make a direct visit to our Ave Fénix center, in Arboledas, Valle Dorado. Something had not been
completely resolved and I wanted to get to the bottom of it. Because I felt entitled and at the same time
I wanted to make sure that she really was not for me.
So I arrived one afternoon, but there was no one. I came back the next day and there was my
friend, who was already used to sleeping here. She was very scared when she saw me. The last thing
she wanted was for me to show up here. Something strange was happening to her, a strange force had
her in its power. She greeted me very normally but nervously and said:
- I knew that something delicate was going to happen on this day, because I just saw the anniversaries.
and I saw that the Moon is in Scorpio (The Moon has its fall in Scorpio).
This made me think of women and the Greek myth about Orpheus, the music lover who finally,
when women realized that he could not be
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not one of them in particular, because they all loved him madly, so, mythology tells us that
his body was brutally dismembered by all of them, so that each of them could have at least
a part of him. Scorpio symbolizes this unhealthy obsession, when it fails to be reborn as a
Phoenix and if the Moon is here, it is said: -It is "in fall", being that it represents women.
She made sure I went up to one of the institute's offices, as if to give time to time. Meanwhile I looked
around the place: the nice computer they had bought, the rooms, the office furniture and everything with great
interest and a certain nostalgia.
We were in the middle of this when my classmate's aunts and the one who had tried to be my student
arrived. I went down after her to greet them and when I saw this student and my classmate together, for the first
time I clearly realized that she had chosen him, especially because he was ready to defend her. I wanted to
approach her but everyone protected her and my ex-student, eager to prevent me from getting close to him,
pounced on me, squeezing my neck with both hands, not exactly to try to strangle me but trying to firmly apply
pressure on a certain point in this area. Finally, he pressed a particular point and made me faint.
It was the first and only time I ever truly lost consciousness. As I fell, my head hit the ground and started
bleeding. But when I lost consciousness, the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced happened. I entered
a higher plane and was cared for by beings of Light. I don't remember the details, but I was definitely filled with
so much light that when I came to, I was radiant with happiness, full of all forgiveness and
love.
I immediately experienced that all the ties that the Masters, in their eagerness to serve us, had
CONNECTED between my Retreat partner and me, were broken in a single instant. In addition to filling me with
their infinite love.
When I regained consciousness, my former student was on guard in case I was determined to insist,
while my companion was already protected by her women, far from the scene. It was the last time I saw her.
I woke up still in this ecstasy and the light continued to dance in my being. I asked him for a cloth
soaked in water to stop the bleeding and be able to leave there and never return.
I was filled with a placidity that I cannot explain, it was truly like entering inner planes and being able to
feel its flavor and presence for the rest of my life. It is the full and real experience of being in a perfect and
sublime world.
I walked down the street and called my retreat partner's mother on the first phone I found and thanked
her for everything. I told her that I now understood that she, her daughter, wanted to continue her human life and
probably have another partner. But that I was doing well and that she - her mother - gave her my books as a
thank you for everything. She gave them to me.
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accepted with great joy. As always, a fine woman.
From there I went straight to the hospital to visit my father. A few days later my father
He regained consciousness and as soon as he woke up, he started kissing us all.
The doctors said that there was no cure. But my father did not want to die in a hospital, but at
home. That is why they discharged him.
I remember my father would sit on the couch in the living room and I would often sit with him.
Inside, I was having a strong struggle. The telepathy was active but I couldn't control it. Entities would
speak to me, telling me they were coming to take care of me, but then others would attack and make me
short of breath at times. But in the midst of this, my father enjoyed being here with me, while we both
tried to watch television and be calm. It was one of these days that he asked me a question that he had
never asked me before. He said: "What happens when you die? Where do you go?"
I sensed that he was somewhat afraid. So I began to tell him that death did not exist, that one arrived at
a place where they took care of us, that it was a very nice place. And things like that.
My father was cared for by my mother and the two returned to their loving state as when they
were newly married. I discovered this by the way they treated each other and kissed each other. That is,
they did it with great mutual understanding. At night the psychic attacks were worse for me. And in an
adjoining bed was my father, and my mother looked after him. I think it gave her confidence to know that
I was close by.
By then, my father no longer had the strength to bathe. And my sisters were afraid to force him.
But then I would come home from some business on the street and scold them. I would then take my
father and scold him too. While he was watching me in fear, in his semi-conscious state. I would undress
him, yelling and all, make him walk, leading him to the bathroom, to pour water on him. Bathing him.
Then I would dress him and let him rest.
About 10 days went by like this, until one morning he finally passed away. At that moment, my
mother called me. She was more or less calm. I touched my father's feet and then his head and lovingly
said to him: -Don't be afraid, old man, rest now.
My mother admired my calmness in moments like this. Like when, years ago, one of those days
when my father was in the back of the vehicle and spit blood into a bucket. Meanwhile, I was driving the
old jalopy to the hospital. But one of those times was that, at a given moment, my father was as if dead
and my sister became desperate. A minute or a little more passed, which was agonizing. As I parked the
truck, already in front of the emergency entrance at the General Hospital of Mexico, I went to my father.
At that moment I powerfully used my will, I called him firmly and shook him several times until he reacted
again. I don't know if it was with my inner strength that I brought him back from death or if he was just
unconscious. But this was like a miracle. And my mother and sister looked at me in amazement.
Anyway, as soon as my father died I immediately went there with my children who were sleeping
in the humble room next door and I spoke to them, even though they were still small. Perhaps the eldest
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probably 12 years old. I told them that Grandpa had gone to a better place. They knew what I meant. But since
my mother and I had taught them that death doesn't really exist, it's just a change of plane of existence. The little
ones took it all very calmly.
Some time later, the Virgin Mary telepathically congratulated me for the fortitude I had at
the time of my father's death, while I was fighting with evil forces on the internal plane. She told me
that it was very difficult for a man to remain well and balanced at times like this.
The truth is that during that period, from the time I left my retreat until my father's death, I
forgot about old arguments due to his selfishness and possessiveness over his "little workshop"
and things like that. In fact, I remained positive and with great fortitude, so that we both said
goodbye without holding any grudges. And then I realized that this event symbolized in a very real
way my own rebirth. Because the Sun represents our Father in astrology. And because of
everything I had recently experienced, I was being reborn.
The following month I had a very high fever, my heart was “very pressured” but in the midst
of this delirium a man dressed completely in white with a sublime vibration appeared in my “mental
field” very clearly. I understood that it was an Ascended Master of Wisdom and he told me:
- Let me help!
I did not respond with words but with the veneration that this being awakened in me in that
second that I could see him clearly so that I would never forget him. He was an Ascended Master
who had taken a “miniature” size and entered my heart. Once here, he moved something, as if
making very urgent special adjustments, and left.
Then I felt a great relief in my heart, as if all the energy I had been insisting on directing toward the
crown of my head had suddenly found stability right in my heart.
I wanted to know why I was a person experiencing all these things, and I thought that there
must be someone who had achieved Enlightenment.
One afternoon I was coming home from teaching at a Shaya center located next to Plaza
Satélite and I “let my guard down” inside me, which was taken advantage of by undesirable
energies that began to hit where it hurt the most. I went to my mother so she could hug me. And
she was so worried that she made an appointment with a special doctor who worked with a
prestigious astrologer, who offered his services on the way to Chapultepec.
- Father, by your infinite goodness, if there is another person who has experienced the
Enlightenment, allow me to know it so that I can understand what is happening to me.
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The next day my mother and two of my brothers took me to this holistic healing center. I was greeted
by the doctor's secretary. Once in his office I found that he was a very kind man, about five years older than
me. He made me sit in a chair about two meters away from where he was, and I realized that it was just a
precaution. Because surely some of his strange patients went crazy and if that happened, it would give the
doctor himself time to react to protect himself. He immediately asked me what was wrong. I said:
The doctor who was listening to me did not flinch, but he asked me several questions about it and
then added:
- My seventh chakra has also opened, I am an Enlightened One. But we cannot talk about this,
brother. No one can understand it except those who have experienced it.
I understand that sexuality raising energy is what has helped you achieve this.
Like you, I practiced a lot of yoga and belonged to the GFU. I lived for a long time with a woman who allowed
me to raise my energy. And you know! Of thousands who seek The Path by doing yoga, rituals and things like
that, only one attains Enlightenment.
I listened to him with admiration. He told me that he could see me in future appointments in his office.
But that being able to close the seventh chakra again, as I suggested, was impossible. He would only help me
and that I should really trust in God.
When I came out of there I realized that telepathy and other faculties were going to become something
inherent in me and that if I handled any of that negatively, there would be inappropriate reverberation within
my mind and I would attract negative entities that would start bothering me. But if I did it right, at least I would
be calm.
I thanked God for allowing me to meet someone who had experienced this special process and then I
really began the process of controlling such a state.
It took me a little over a year to achieve the basics to be able to live better, but this was just the
beginning.
Only then did I begin to MEDITATE or, as Master de la Ferriere would say, to move from Meditation
to CONCENTRATION. I understood what the wise Patanjali meant when he spoke of moving from meditation
to Concentration. I called it: “Contact with God.”
FIRST CONTACTS
As I said, I used acupuncture to try to balance myself. All these nights I used to put acupuncture
needles on certain points on my body, trying to remember how my partner did it. Then I realized that I could
actually tell, guided by my intuition, where the point was where I should put the needle.
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I was once praying to someone I knew as “Kuan Yin,” the goddess of mercy. My way of asking her
was:
And soon she appeared in my mental field, enveloped in her violet radiance. She was a young girl
of barely eighteen years old, but divinely attractive.
I immediately fell in love with her and she told me with a funny indescribable tenderness:
I felt their radiation so strong and real that I knew that beings of Light truly existed.
But I had already suffered enough to not trust all the messages that bounced around in my mind.
However, I still kept turning to the light. So I didn't know how to behave. It was then that I heard a voice that
was clear for the first time and it said to me:
I wanted to defend myself and block the message but then he added:
-I am Lady Rowena.
The following week, watching television, they were showing the story of who had been Queen
Lady Rowena, defending the helpless from injustice.
Later I visited a stationery store near my house and I was served by a young woman whom I really
liked, her name was America.
I liked her and she made an effort to fulfill my requests to make good photocopies for my brochures
that I sold to my students.
As I did not know how not to fall in love with her, the one who called herself Lady Rowena
speak:
-Love her with all your strength and your heart and go your own way.
I realized that loving is how we free ourselves. It is not by fighting, but by letting what must be, be.
Without accepting less than just this. That is, without allowing interference from our “lower self.”
So I wrapped her in Pink Light and every time I saw her I blessed her with this attitude.
Little by little I had to accept that this person was not for me. Above all because she was a delicate young
girl affected by asthma, as I discovered by chance. Mainly because all her brothers and family, at the
stationery store, looked after her with great affection.
Another day, I found myself sitting in one of the seats of a bus called
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combi, while trying to intuit that if I recognized Priestesses and Gurus among the people, then, just by the fact
that they were able to see me and love what I could teach them, perhaps they would have a chance. And if this
could happen in every Institution of “Wisdom”, very possibly this opening would free us from many dogmas in life.
People were getting on and off, paying their fare. These ideas were floating around in my head when
suddenly, as I closed my eyes, I saw myself in what is called the Fifth Dimension. Our Christ-self.
At this particular moment I contemplated myself for the second time in my inner Christ. I saw
myself with long hair combed back and dressed in white, with a look of great peace. And before me
were the five or six women who were attending my classes in the house of the sister who had lent us
her place for the sessions.
They bowed their heads with great devotion and respect and I touched each one of them with my
hand, saying:
- I am not going to throw my wisdom to those who are not interested, so for the love that you
feel for the Master, I am going to give it to you, because you are worthy.
I don't know how long the experience lasted, I estimate it was about half a minute, although it
seemed like 10 minutes, and when I opened my eyes I was simply in the public transport van.
I thought about it and, in fact, I was taking people who were capable of listening to me with
real interest and I was willing to allow this pilot group to carry out my work and transmit my knowledge,
it didn't matter if they weren't vegetarians, if they didn't practice yoga, if they didn't meditate, etc. What
interested me was that they were there eager to learn and, better than any fanatical scientist, they
opened their hearts, even if only a little, and leaned towards their intuition and their need to be better.
That was all. They were there and I was here eager to give to them. This was the type of group of a
Great Universal Fraternity that I am interested in founding.
Another day I was sitting comfortably in a long-distance truck that was transporting me to Villa
de las Flores and when I closed my eyes, I saw a half-naked man wearing a helmet with holes for his
horns to come out of and a beautiful precious stone protruding from his navel. He was a kind of Viking
and he greeted me.
I was very surprised why “just like that” had appeared in my mental field.
I tried to keep him from seeing it in the light of day, because sometimes the image would become
blurry. He told me:
-Why are you surprised, brother! In the plane where I am, there are many beings
in many ways and types we do a lot to help humanity.
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who had precisely that Viking form. I must have been observing him recently, without
thinking that such a being existed on the internal plane.
- I have been with you these past few days to help you fight, because I am a warrior.- I affirm and
continue speaking: - But now I find you stronger and my mission with you is over. I appear before you to say
goodbye. Goodbye!
Another day I was finishing my yoga session at the house in Netzahualcóyotl and prayed with great
devotion to the forces of light to give me peace. And again my mental field opened but this time fully, as during
the first vision of Master Estrada. And a beautiful woman, like a goddess dressed in a peasant's face, appeared
and smiled at me.
I knew without words that it was Amante Caridad. She was not looking at me but
inward at herself. And she was all radiant in a beautiful pink color.
One never tires of contemplating her. I was overwhelmed by her presence, peace and love.
eternal.
It stood before me for about ten seconds, which seemed like years to me. And then it vanished as a
voice said to me:
That voice told me this in such a way as if it also established a pact with this divine entity. And indeed,
every time I think I am going to falter, I remember this beautiful Presence and the desire to contemplate such
beauty again pushes me forward again.
A short time later, while I was asleep, I was awakened on a higher plane, that is, conscious of being
outside my body. Guided by some invisible force, I was transported to where the real and concrete Master de
la Ferriere was, but it was not the physical plane.
This is the first time I remember having contact with him in this direct way.
The Master was not being followed by large crowds, but by a group of foreigners from various parts of
the world. A group that did not exceed forty people. It was incredible that so few people had access to the
Master of La Ferriere. And among them I do not remember seeing people from the GFU.
- This Master's love and power are incredible! Don't you think?
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I believed him and I let him know so.
But I realized that everyone kept a considerable distance so as not to get too close to the Master, they
respected him and had a very special devotion to him.
They simply accepted his Teaching and remained that way.
The scene changed and now the people were inside a more or less spacious room.
wide, sitting on the floor. While the Master gave them a talk.
When I arrived at this place, there were some people at the entrance of the building preparing food for
when people left or passed by. I asked them for the Master of La Ferriere and they told me that he was giving
a talk, so I went up.
When I saw the Master, I did not sit at a distance but went directly next to him and greeted him. He
looked at me and greeted me back, starting to chat as if we were great friends. The conference ended and we
both continued to make comments. At that point he started to laugh and said to me:
- I have also been to places where there are astrologers and in one of them I have tried pulque.
Then the scene changed and there was next to me a brother of a slightly lower hierarchy than mine.
Next to the Master of La Ferriere there was already a being of Light of a higher hierarchy than that of
the Master, who first blessed the person who was next to him and then turned to me, to give me a blessing and
to recognize my higher hierarchy.
His energy was such that I was a little afraid of having him so close, so that suddenly I perceived him
as if he were a high-ranking military man giving me orders in his own style. And this great MASTER, who did not
allow me to know who he was, told me very clearly:
- You are appointed 33rd degree, Inspector General of the Great Universal Fraternity.
I returned to my conscious physical state and while I did so, the Master of La Ferriere accompanied
me. I could still hear his voice when I woke up, it must have been so that I would not forget the appointment
that had been given to me. When he became certain of this, I stopped listening to him.
My small groups began to grow stronger and as my teachings could no longer be limited to those of
an astrology teacher, I decided that these three or four groups that I had in different institutes and places should
become a "pilot group". It was then that one of these sisters offered me an apartment that she was not
occupying so that I could meet them every Saturday.
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it had to be like this.
I thought that in order to publish my books and to do my work with the GFU, whom I have
always had in mind, I should look for my teacher Marcelli and so I did. I called him on the phone and
after talking with him for a while, he recognized who I was. Then, he gave me an appointment in his
office in Eugenia. During this period of time, I had a dream where Master Marcelli sent me to help
some yoga institutes prosper in the State of Puebla, Mexico. When I woke up I felt that this was not
what I expected from him. Nor did it fit with what I was experiencing.
I confessed to him that after leaving my children and ending my relationship with their mother,
I had fallen in love with a woman and went to live with her in a kind of retreat and that after a few
years something incredible happened.
Literally, I tried to explain it to him in the following way:
- Master, you won't believe this, but my crown chakra has opened!
Indeed, I could not believe it. Perhaps because for that to happen, he must have experienced
it himself. It is naturally inconceivable that a disciple who has distanced himself from the GFU, doing
badly with his own family and living with a woman who is not from the GFU, CAN ACHIEVE
ENLIGHTENMENT.
And from this arise all the mitigating circumstances, such as not being a Guru; breaking the
rules of the Sacred Initiatory Tradition , and in this sense, instead of being celibate for several years
to reach higher states of consciousness, it is precisely by having sex that this is achieved.
The Master must have considered me a dreamer who was perhaps trying to trick him.
How many people must come to the Master with inventions like this, in order to "make a career" within
the GFU!
The Master tried to remain friendly as I finished speaking. But as I did, I realized I was losing
him.
Then I told him that I needed to publish some books and maybe he could support me.
Naturally, without ceasing to be kind, he refused categorically and in the most subtle way permitted
by his rank of Sat Arhat.
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Solar.
I left the place and had to admit that the lack of understanding of my former Master hurt
me a lot. Even as I was heading towards the stairs at the World Headquarters, I turned back to
give him my home address, in case he decided to talk to me.
I arrived at his office and a lady was there, pretending to be a yoga practitioner, and was
making advances on him, but trying to contain herself. The teacher, who had not expected me to
return after we had said goodbye, became uncomfortable. He received my note in his own hand,
saying:
Without him saying anything to me in words, I felt that he had decided that I was no
longer his disciple. And I left the place.
About two months later I sent him the book that had just come out of the press: Línea
Crística. Years later, I sent him others such as: Sendero Viviente. And when I asked his secretary
to make an appointment for me, it turned out that the Master no longer had time. I understood
that he did not have time to treat a person who had gone mad, delirious that he had achieved
Enlightenment.
Since only Master Estrada and de la Ferriere can enjoy this privilege of being officially recognized as
Illuminati. As well as a few others who may not be from the GFU Institution and who of course are seen as
inferior to Estrada and de la Ferriere, recognized as Christs of the Age of Aquarius, for the Supreme Order of
Aquarius.
But anyway, at that time, I sent Maestro Marcelli a letter, in case we had missed
something in our interview. I share this letter below and, as expected, I received no reply:
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To the very few people to whom I have told a part of this transcendental process that I have
lived, it has not been out of a need to vent or to be loved. I have done so only because I have
considered that what I tell them is useful to them and also because it allows me to serve others in
a work of fraternity.
Master, after the separation from my sister, the companion who gave me children, I stayed with the children
(during the Retreat I did, they were actually in the care of my biological mother and father). Now I am living with
them and I do so with pleasure, but I cannot stop being who I am, I cannot stop Thinking nor accept the precepts
of the Path literally.
Although in essence I do not intend to change or reject them, whether I understand them or not.
I have considered it useful for you to first know my decisions and my process, because in many ways
everything I have achieved is the result of the care you have had for me and my partner, the mother of the children.
She has gone her way and I have decided to return to my Gegnian school, which I was reluctant to do when I first
returned from a 40-month retreat in which I experienced Enlightenment.
Whoever has experienced enlightenment knows what it means for the channel of the head to open in the
concrete. As well as the space between the eyebrows.
He knows the risks that this entails and the dangers of madness that this brings if the
disciple is not prepared, is not sufficiently purified, or is not worthy.
The desire to show off or to be recognized as a person has died with this process, as has the tyranny that
the biological-sexual has always meant for the Initiate come to an end.
But I say that I am not under any illusions because I recognize firsthand the responsibilities that my new
status entails.
Indeed, the former Master of the woman who was my Retreat partner (her name is B.) had also achieved
Enlightenment, but he became entangled in his sexual abuse affairs and entered into pacts with strange forces.
He has several sexual partners and conscious control over his ejaculation, but he is not aware of the slavery he
lives in.
I sincerely believe that Christ was referring to them when he said: "Whoever sins against the Holy Spirit
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"Saint, it would have been better if I had never been born."
Dear Master, thank God I have faced these strange forces and I have emerged victorious.
Then, after leaving my Retreat, I more calmly reviewed the comparison between his horoscope and
mine and discovered that what had happened was feasible: irreconcilable aspects between our Venus,
Neptune, Sun and Moon.
In the end, those forces were upset with me. But it was also curious that I had read a lot about
Buddha's life at that time. Buddha left everything at the age of 30 and after five years of meditation and
pranayama, he managed to open the Sahasrara on December 8, when he was 35 years old. It happened to
me when I was 36.
It is said that when he, Buddha, had acquired this new state, Mara, the tempter, approached him and
offered him his three daughters of evil and iniquity to try to seduce and deceive him.
That happened to me, as well as other things.
B. was in charge of a yoga center that was a house bought by one of our students and there were already twenty
people here whom I had impersonally trained through her since my Retreat.
Already in my first relationship, my partner, the mother of the children, had received my support to go live in San
Juan Teotihuacán, one block from the Pyramid of the Moon. And in order to end such a difficult relationship with her, I
had to begin a distancing that I would later discover was my Retreat.
The same thing happened to me with B.. I had left everything and had no contact with the children for
40 months because something was moving me to have a kind of spiritual-concrete encounter, on the fly. I
needed to find the Truth even at the cost of my own life.
At the end of this Retreat, just as I did with the first woman, I left everything to the second one, even a
house (the “Ave Fénix” center) that was already being paid for in installments.
In any case, I was already beginning to experience multidimensional sexuality.
I understood something more Sublime regarding orgasm, but also very dangerous.
I confess that more than once I was deceived by strange forces but never dominated.
It is a fatality that sometimes, if one does not have the necessary fortitude, this can be worse than physical
death. And the Sublime of a marital relationship can become hellish. Especially when the state of
Enlightenment is forced without really deserving it, foreseeing it or fully realizing it.
I remember that in the midst of a strong physical blow received by the boyfriend of my last companion
(fellow Retreat companion), I fell unconscious and felt that luminous forces took me and filled me with love. It
is something very difficult to explain because when I woke up I was
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happy, with a happiness that bordered on ecstasy.
That's why I left B. with a lot of love and without asking him for anything. I always felt happy
from beginning to end and still retained that feeling.
He understood issues of energy that goes to the heart, to the space between the eyebrows and such things.
On the day of the burial, when we took Master Estrada to the cemetery called "Garden of Memories." Before
leaving for the cemetery, the Reverend Gag-pas gathered at the wake with Master Estrada's coffin in the center. I
arrived here almost without realizing it and being the only Yamin who stood among them all, I saw myself taking his
oath, raising my right hand and committing to defend the Order of Aquarius.
Shortly after, I had a vision, a very concrete dream with the Sublime Elder Brother
who had already passed away. It was real and he told me:
"-You continue son, do not fear for your partner, the mother of the children, nor for the children, you
"keep going."
I saw him clearly as if I was with him physically.
I knew that he meant that he was still in the succession of Masters within the SOA.
(Supreme Order of Aquarius). Then, when this vision was fading, it was confirmed: "-Don't forget, son, always dress
in civilian clothes."
I understood that this detail was to give dignity to the GFU when giving lectures.
When I woke up I told the children's mother but she got upset.
Now I want to go back to my Gegnian school, but at the same time, I feel full, in a
That was what
made me tell you, the last time you deigned to receive me on Av. Eugenia to chat with me (May 1997): That I
did not intend to return to the GFU school and that furthermore I was not willing to be a Guru who did not touch money.
I recognize that I still have a lot to learn, but on the other hand, the truth is already in me and it manifests itself
automatically in love for my brothers of the GFU, whom I now appreciate more than anything.
I see you at the other end (you Sat Arhat and I Gegnian) and I realize that there is an Initiatic Law that makes
things this way. Something like the mystery of the relationship between de la Ferriere and Estrada. They were so
different and yet so united.
Master! It would be very helpful if you could send me some acknowledgement of receipt of this letter. I want
you to know that you can count on me if I can be of any service to you and that I consciously accept you as a Master
with authority over me in everything I have to learn from the SOA and GFU. And that surely that is no problem for
being what I am.
Forgive my ignorance and accept my brotherly love.
I am ready to fulfill my mission, small or large (it doesn't matter anymore)....
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Sincerely, R.
It was in this way that the door that gave me access to Maestro Marcelli was closed.
But as the Masters told me during my retreat: “When one door closes, another bigger one opens.” And so it
happened in a most wonderful way.
The sexual passion was still in me, not dying but tending to remain under my control.
The difference was that what he had previously called “love” he now recognized was never like that.
The feeling that remains is as if I had never felt real love before and above all in my human experience
and from studies carried out, I know that it is not possible to control our sexual libido, unless it were repressed
or blocked.
While it is true that “a life without passion is not worth living,” it is even more true that “a life without
love and without conscience is a useless passion.”
Only by developing the will to love and by continually realizing that we are “like enlightened ones
even though we are not enlightened” is what allows us to, in a certain way, control our sexuality.
I have always found suspicious those instructors who gave courses on what they called the “Tao of
Love”, in which they taught a method to control ejaculation. In reality, what the great Masters must have been
referring to is that in this method, the intention is not to ejaculate by increasing the energy.
But what it is really about is LOVE. Because sex without love is the very cause of failure in any relationship.
A real commitment is what gives us the right to enjoy sex without measure, because this sex cannot
fail to be immaculate and at the same time, unlimited.
It is a sexuality that is not limited to COITUS, but to the YUG of the couple: Physical, emotional, mental
and spiritual.
It was thanks to this way of thinking about sexuality that I was able to understand love without
disapproving of the sexuality of others. And that's why when in one of the places where I taught, a secretary
approached me who was not very pleasant in appearance but who wanted to talk to me in private and told me
to make her horoscope birth chart. Then she confessed to me that she had three lovers at the same time,
without any of them knowing it,
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of them knew of the existence of the other two.
I hadn't realized it, but as I got to know her I discovered that this person had a great respect
for me as a Master. She felt for some reason that I really was a Master. This would have been of no
use if I wanted to satisfy a simple egotism, but that wasn't the important thing, rather that she had
confidence in me and therefore, I could help her.
For example, a professional doctor can do it when his patient has faith in him. Then, the
doctor can work miracles with that subject.
In the same way, what was important was that she had faith in the Master and that was
saving no one but her from all the mess she was living through. Because she considered what I
advised her valuable. This allowed me to give her my love in a selfless way and she listened to me.
I was able to guide her and I know that with this faith, even though I stopped seeing her, she will
move forward, freed from her vice of lust.
After the final breakup with my partner, I stopped having sex and yet I felt fine, because
even though I had done it before, there was still some form of sexual repression.
It was going to take a year in this celibacy and then enter another difficult mode of sexuality.
to describe.
The control of sexuality was so possible for me that, for example, I could
watch erotic films, literature, nudes, etc. Without worrying or despising it.
Although I already had my pilot group, I still frequented small groups that were formed in
the places where I gave talks or astrology courses.
Naturally, there was discomfort on the part of the directors of the institutes where I gave my
talks, especially because a few people would later follow me in the pilot group I was forming. And
the directors of the institutes thought that "I was stealing their people."
But I was very clear that everyone is free and that conscience cannot be
trade like any other profitable product.
If an institution is not prepared to manage consciousness and, above all, to cultivate it, then
we all have the right to follow the teaching as we consider best. This is something that is still under
discussion regarding educational institutions in general.
MY FUTURE WIFE
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The pilot group occasionally continued to participate in my talks in different
events.
Around July 1996, in Villa de las Flores, I went to promote an introductory course on Astrology that I
wanted to start with the students who were taking Naturism classes there. There were about 40 people and most
of them were enthusiastic. I agreed to start as soon as possible and they thought it would be better to do it in the
morning, around 10 AM.
On the appointed day there were only about five students. One woman, between a young and mature
age, particularly caught my attention. She was wearing a white blouse and blue jeans. Her small stature went
well with her regularly shaped feminine body.
When we realized that no one else was coming, I decided to start my course with these few people.
And this woman had a great interest in learning astrology. So this was very valuable to me.
My relationship with her was only about Teaching. She admired me as a Teacher and I admired her as
a Disciple.
His maturity in dealing with astrology and his genuine desire to learn called me.
attention so that a real mental relationship arose between us.
As I attended classes, I began to harbor hope that she would become a true disciple.
A few months later she was present at the birth of the pilot group.
More than a year passed and it was already around August 1997, when I had just finished publishing
the book Línea Crística. My student Ángel and I had received the first edition of 1000 volumes.
I was at home when I got a phone call and it was her. She had never called me before.
So when she called my house I was glad to hear from her. And if she was talking to me it must
be about something important.
She told me that a few days ago she had visited “Plaza Galerías” and there she met a special person
who gave her therapy with a pyramid, using magic artifacts and special stones, which accelerated her general
energy. After this, she could only sleep two hours a night.
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This person invited her for the following day or weekend, to an esoteric talk that was going to be
given in an important hotel and she attended.
He found her there and told her about the people who were there and those who, although they were
not there, usually attended these kinds of events. They were personalities of “a bourgeois mysticism or
esotericism.” In other words, people of the “New Age,” but who liked luxury. Not just money, but comfort.
And as time went by, he then began to confess his love for her, which came from the past, from other
lives, and that at this moment of wonderful reunion, he was willing to become her slave and give her a lot of
money if she agreed to love him. Then he gave her a kiss.
- What's going on? - It's very simple - I answered. - He wants to sleep with you.
She began to hesitate, she couldn't believe what I was telling her. For a moment she tried to justify
the situation and think that I was exaggerating or that I hadn't understood what she told me well. So she
argued:
- These things always start like this and lead to that - I insisted.
Since she didn't seem to understand, I told her not to worry and just decide whether or not she
wanted to sleep with him.
In fact, I already knew this process, which, with some variations, happened to all my students as they
began to truly know themselves. Because when they try to find the light, things happen in their lives that make
them evolve or give up this search.
But like the rest of my students, I couldn't explain to her that it was a test.
She was a doctor and worked in an official institution serving the people. Her partner worked in the
same sector but was married and although he had given her two beautiful children, he had shown that he would
never leave his wife to have a serious relationship with her.
However, as my student progressed in her studies of astrology, she was realizing the need for a real
change in her life. But even though she had to do something to give a better meaning to her existence, I never
imagined that her TEST would have to be of this stature. That is, with a man who handled magic and had a
certain fascinating power. He detected that this woman (my student) was missing something to be happy in
life and he was willing to “suck her out.”
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But why a test of this stature with such a sophisticated and cunning magician? When
between her and me there was nothing but a relationship of Instructor to student.
While I was thinking about this, she told me on the phone that she needed to speak to
me personally so I could clarify the fact that the guy wanted to sleep with her. She also wanted to
explain to me in detail what happened to her during her visit to Plaza Galerías.
I gladly accepted because this student interested me as a disciple and I informed her.
that the next morning I would visit the Gold Center and that we would meet at the La Cibeles
roundabout (the woman who tames wild beasts and makes them serve her to pull her carriage).
The next morning I passed by the doors of the Oro naturist center. At the entrance to this
place there were some young women who caught my attention but they lacked something: maturity!
I continued walking for about twenty meters and arrived at the Cibeles roundabout. Here
was my student, dressed in white. I asked her why she dressed in white and she told me that she
felt she should do so.
We talked for a while and finally I warned her that she was undergoing a test and was in
danger of being left out of the pilot group that I was forming, because these things are like that.
She should stay away from that person and not be confused by wanting to put him in competition
with me as a Master.
I deliberately carried the book of the Christ Line that I had just received from the printers
and I gave her one: the first book of the Christ Line for her! Something that seemed quite symbolic
to me, or rather, obvious. It was a sign that things are from whom they should be.
Meanwhile, my disciple was struggling with mixed feelings within herself. But for my part, I was
confident that in the comparison with this second master I would emerge victorious.
Around that time, she had had a dream where I symbolically appeared as a guard dog.
Another black dog was furious and tried to attack the brothers who form the pilot group, but he
didn't dare because I was watching.
When we said goodbye, without thinking I approached him and gave him a subtle kiss. As a Master?
I gave her a small bottle of authentic Egyptian perfume, to protect her. She told me that
her suitor had given her a perfume. When she gave it to me to smell, I thought it smelled of sex
and luxury.
The days went by and, as she could not sleep all the hours she used to, due to the therapy
that this person gave her, she began to study the entire book of the Christic Line.
He began to discover that I was not only a teacher of astrology but that
He also knew other very special things.
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A month passed and September 1997 was approaching. Then she asked me, what could it
be that one morning she woke up and the whole room was filled with colored light, just like her body.
I realized that the Hosts of Light were preparing her for a special meeting with me, but I did
not know what it was about, because between her and me there was no other interest than the
Teaching.
I didn't see her as outstanding in her female form, because she acted just like any other
student. I even saw her as far removed from the Master's real needs as everyone else, for example,
when vacations and holidays came around and they all forgot about my existence and naturally
about my personal problems, especially the financial ones. No one was ready to take care of the
Master, they didn't even suspect that such a thing existed.
However, one time she came to my classes without having brought her car and when the
session ended for some reason we walked together to take our respective transport. Then in the
sky appeared many very strange little lights (UFOs) to which I was already accustomed, but this
time there were more than 20 fluttering here and there.
This worried me a lot because I also felt very happy, just by walking with this woman and I
was sure that it was not a simple teenage mirage.
But since I already knew what disappointments in love were like, I didn't give it much
importance.
It was halfway through 1997 and the same sister who lent us her house for the pilot group
sessions, put her husband's humble country cabin at our disposal, a piece of land in the state of
Hidalgo. We all got excited and decided to spend a weekend in this place.
I had the idea that perhaps one day this site would become Ashrham (place
where a Master lives with his Disciples).
It was a compact group of about fifteen or twenty people, including her children.
Everything on this trip was about the work between the Master and his disciples.
The interesting thing that day was that recently the electric light passed near this
mountainous place. And my students, who were already older people and owners of this place,
installed THE electric light here for the first time.
I was attending to my students and in the afternoon I had a very clear and specific vision.
First I wanted to oppose this from developing inside my mind, because
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knew there was a lot of deception in this kind of thing. But then I realized it was harmless
and I had nothing to lose. So I let it go.
“This place in Hidalgo was becoming an Ashram and many people began to look for
the Guru who was myself. I perceived what was going through their minds and in general,
they were people who wanted to take advantage of the situation. One of these students was
very immature and at first she had said she loved the master but then, as soon as another
character appeared, he became more famous in the eyes of the majority. That childish
student, changed me for him and that brought problems to the work in this place in Hidalgo.
However, my future wife took me by the hand and I realized, in this vision, that she would
never turn her back on me.”
What the Masters were trying to tell me is that this woman was my
true Disciple.
A few months later, on September 13, 1997, the pilot group returned to the Ashram
in Hidalgo. She had recently formally ended her relationship with her partner.
From the first visit I had told him that I had had a vision. And this
time add:
- This is our mystical wedding, which is sealed with this vision that I have had.
She was surprised but it was obvious that the affinity between them was evident.
with great strength and definition. How come I couldn't perceive it before?
Between us, the attraction was first a mental one, then an emotional one through the
group, and then a physical one.
In any case, she had already decided to separate from her partner, a relationship that was not going
well.
That night we defined our love as a couple without having sex. It was such a
so that I began to be surprised by his maturity and his silent presence.
As we walked through the forest, I told her about my experiences on the trail and that
I had been on a forty-month retreat that ended with my enlightenment. She listened to me
without interfering too much. I think I mentioned that I had children. And when I spoke about
nature and the encounter with the spiritual path, she suddenly stopped on the small path we
were walking. She looked at the huge trees, the green grass and, putting the emphasis of
her attention mainly on the flowers, she said to me:
-The important thing about the union is to feel it in an experiential way, when we merge with the
nature itself.
Her answer surprised me because it was so accurate. And because I couldn't have
said it better myself. I discovered how close she felt to nature.
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It was on this second occasion, when we were returning from Ashram, that he invited me to stop by
his house first before I went home. He was about to finish building some rooms in the back of his house and
he wanted it to become a place for New Age groups to form.
I entered the living room of his house and the first thing I found was a stained glass window with
Egyptian motifs.
As evening fell, one of her relatives came to visit her by surprise. When I was about to say goodbye, I
had already realized that she was still tied to her “very human” family life. And with everything I had recently
experienced sealed in my blood as if by fire, since my failed relationship with the mother of my children. The
sensitivity combined with the extreme freedom that the Retreat experience gives was stimulated in me. And
then, I decided that I did not want to disturb her.
My freedom had come at a high cost to me and I was not going to give it up just like that,
nothing.
I stood up and said goodbye to my future sister-in-law and her partner. But at this moment, even
though they could see what was going on between us, she apologized and followed me out. I got to the corner
and waited for the public van to board it. Meanwhile, I told her that she had to get on with her life and I with
mine. Then she told me, “with her heart in her hand,” that she couldn’t live without me. My answer was that I
already knew that. I boarded the van and was satisfied with her genuine willingness.
From then on she would show me all the maturity of a very old soul.
That night I arrived home but everyone had gone to the wake of my grandmother Gloria, my father's
mother. This seemed to me to indicate that, through my insignificant person, a new race was being born for the
world.
Such was my internal state, so difficult to understand from the outside and above all, if we try to use
our mind in a superficial way.
That night I stayed alone in my house in Netzahualcóyotl and woke up on the 15th
September, but I couldn't stop thinking about my future wife.
I was in love!
She felt the same, she was very nervous and excited.
I told her on the phone that I was going to visit her and she was happy.
We met at the corner of his house and then he invited me into his house where he
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found their children.
It was a night of national celebration, for the celebration of Mexican Independence Day.
She prepared a humble but exquisite meal and she, her children and I sat down to eat as a
family.
I told her I was planning on staying that night and after a few “buts,” she agreed.
It was an unforgettable night! Not a night of sex, nor of just mundane romantic love.
Rather, it was a seal with the energy of a cosmic moment that came together in this perfect
way.
How many things must have happened before on the planet for this to be possible!
How many situations all over the world every minute so that she and I could meet at this very moment,
sealing our pact with the destiny of all of Mexico!
For just as Miguel Hidalgo, the liberator of Mexico, took up the banner with the image of the Virgin
Mary, to lead the Mexican people towards their liberation from slavery, now with a small pilot group, I was taking
her, under the influence of Virgo, to initiate an unprecedented spiritual movement in the Age of Aquarius.
It was not a woman and a man but two energies finding their natural and precise
channel, on the exact day destined by a Cosmic Plan.
As for my intimacy with her, it was, above all, an experience of filling my skin.
with sensations and with the quality of an energy that no woman had given me.
There are millions of lovers, but there is only one woman who can introduce us to a
higher sexuality.
And now this woman was escaping time and space, taking me with her. So 10 minutes
in this intimacy, covered hours in energy.
It would be a matter of months for sexuality to exceed all limits and not only be physical,
but also emotional and mental. A 24-hour-a-day sexuality. A CONTINUOUS SEX, just as I had
intuited it existed, according to my
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research on the subject.
It was definitely a Cosmic woman that he had not been able to recognize because she was so disguised
as a “human” and precisely because she still had human defects.
Only with the vision that the Masters presented to me was I able to recognize it.
From that day on, we were both linked. However, it didn't matter that I lost her.
the next day, because my life had already found its destiny anyway.
I don't know exactly what she understood, but as for me, I knew precisely what she was referring
to.
The next day I went to my grandmother Gloria's funeral and while they were lowering the coffin
towards what would be her grave, several ladies began to sing:
I realized that my grandmother had not known it, but one of her grandsons had managed to
change his own mental genealogy and was becoming a being of Light because he had finally found the
Path of salvation. This was a very clear message for me.
Being energies before being people, my relationship with my wife was not going to be simply
with her appearance, but with the state of consciousness of the eternal feminine in the world. We should
all be in a real state of consciousness, but that is not always the case.
This superior sexuality escapes the third dimension and becomes multidimensional, in such a
way that all the defects that could be found in women, and especially in the most beloved, are related
to an old history of humanity, since we were created as a human race.
I always suspected that something was not right with humanity as such,
although of course, we are all children of the Gods.
I began to realize that, despite how evolved a human being, and especially a woman, may be,
she is still human and therefore shares defects, to a greater or lesser extent, that are inherent to the
human race itself. According to traumatic experiences that go back almost two million years. When we
were raped by gods. The Bible says about this: “And the Angels cohabited with the daughters of men.”
For this reason I remembered a communication with the Masters in which my classmate
He ordered me to retreat:
- Say: “Nothing of your lower self (she meant her own lower self) has power
about me, only what comes from his BEING.”
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Also around April 1996, my Retreat partner and I went to Chapultepec and she was trying to find a
way to end our relationship. We walked around the museum a bit to see some of the history of Mexico. And at
one point when she was trying to express to me her confused desires to end the relationship, I told her: - I
cannot accept a partner who is inferior to the experiences I have had so far, on the contrary, she must be
better, surpass everything I have experienced.
And that's really how it happened with the one who would become my wife.
To be honest, when things go wrong in a relationship, it is not that it throws us into the darkness at a
given moment. What happens is that each one of us as individuals has not yet matured and, furthermore,
humanity as a whole finds itself trapped in certain life experiences that it has not been able to overcome
despite the passage of centuries.
Maturity comes from something that Master Estrada taught us when he spoke to us about the Living
Path and explained that the High Initiates always repeat, in essence, the same path of the Great Masters. And
the last of Them always takes one more step.
I was following in the footsteps of great masters, so it was possible for me to find in my new companion
a part of the soul of biblical women. For example, Zipporah, when she falls in love with Moses, finds him when
he has been thrown into the desert.
She was already of an advanced age.
Now I understood where that outburst came from that I expressed to her when she
I heard him talking at the Cibeles roundabout and I said to him:
These were words to the wind, but only until I managed to discover my relationship with my “eternal
feminine,” which is directly linked to the destiny of women in general. I told her this later:
It was no longer something that was in my hands as a person, but we were part of a great Cosmic
Plan. And not everyone could understand it.
There were signs in this regard, for example, the basis of our relationship from the beginning was
never to want to possess each other. On the contrary, his attitude and mine have always been one of
renunciation, as long as the other is happy.
In any case, I already knew that “no one can give up what belongs to them.”
God is delicately and inexorably preparing us to transmute ourselves from people into energy. And
this allows us to understand the need for the combinations to be appropriate. Perhaps for this reason, when I
told her at the Ashram in Hidalgo how my life had been, she told me:
- You are a danger, I love you and I have no guarantees of anything with you!
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He later added:
And it was not referring to a breakup between our persons, but rather to an energy subject to a Cosmic
Plan that moved both of us.
Hence the delicacy of our relationship and little by little I had to go through various
testing, before really understanding it.
How far away are these Institutions like the GFU from attracting Cosmic women and men into their
ranks!
My old brothers, they want to subject everything to their Initiatic and pre-Initiatic schools; to their
Councils, Collegiate Bodies and literally, to all their bureaucracy that tries to organize a New Age Order as if it
were simply a repetition of the old religions of the world. Completely forgetting the true Great Universal
Brotherhood.
I cannot imagine Cosmic women and real men agreeing to attend Yamines school for more than a
year, then several more years at other levels, all to try to prove that they are Cosmic beings.
A Cosmic being will never waste his time attending yoga classes or
become vegetarians, under a regulation.
THEY belong to the world and you have to be there to find them.
They are brothers for whom official names and insignia are a means, not an end. Simple people who
do not live to boast about their private life or their knowledge of esotericism, they simply use it as something
natural, as their search and Path unfold.
It was because of my way of being that my pilot group was made up of people of this nature.
When their mission and their ability to follow me ended, no one has been upset with anyone, nor do I
think they have felt expelled. They simply continued on their Path, which seemed to me to be an alternative
path but not the real Living Path. Of course, they do not think like that, or maybe they do, but they cannot give
more.
If this woman was going to want to live with me, when I also confessed to her that I had four children
(she was the first one in the group to know), she would have to assimilate it in an extremely short time. I'm
talking about a week to ten days.
And yet, after this time, she was ready to accept me with four children. Would any ordinary woman do
this? I was convinced that she wouldn't. Especially if I didn't give her any guarantees of anything "worldly", not
even financially. I didn't give her any guarantees of anything "worldly", not even financially.
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promised something other than matters of the Cosmos.
Because of what I had learned, I did not touch money, that is, I touched it but never to
satisfy my dreams but to cover my expenses and manage that money for the benefit of these
children. She did not know me well either, but she would soon do so. When she realized that I
had no interest in her house, my idea was to marry her “with separate property.”
Things like this only happen between people who truly love each other.
MARRIAGE
Before going any further, I made her birth chart and compared it to mine in a process
that within Horoscopy is called “Synastry” and then I realized that the only serious obstacle was
Neptune square Sun. It referred to the presence of our children and the way in which each of
us, she and I as individuals, believed they should be raised. But on the other hand, there were
bad aspects in our respective horoscopes, but nothing that interfered in a harmful way in the life
of the other. Rather, the “points of contact” between both were always good aspects of our linked
lives. Above all, there was one that only occurs in Synastry between Soul Mates. It is about her
Mars in the 12th house in trine to my Venus in the 8th house. It means that she carries me inside
(her Mars) and I carry her (my Venus).
Those who know a little about Astrology can get an idea about these
data.
When I first arrived at her house, I realized that this was not a coincidence, something
was beginning to move in our lives. At that moment she was worried because she wanted to put
her center and I told her:
That same day, before the surprise visit from his relatives arrived, I told him
that we should get married legally because I didn't want her family to continue seeing her as the
simple lover of some "X" man and I added:
- I know that neither you nor I are interested in legal marriage, but it is the best I can give
you, so that society respects you, and your family as well.
Then I spoke to him on the phone because I had already calculated the best moment for
our marriage and it had to be the following month, exactly on October 17, 1997 (when the Sun
in transit touched his Neptune in Libra, house VII).
We didn't plan on making it a big party, especially because it wouldn't be healthy for her
to bear the costs of a legal wedding, so the next time we met with our pilot group we told her
that we were going to get married on October 17th and that if they wanted to participate with us
they could each prepare a dish and go to the party. Everyone was happy.
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But there was another delicate situation in my life and that was that I had just returned from my retreat
and returned to live with my children. They were still enrolled in the public school near my house in Netzahualcóyotl.
On the other hand, taking those children away from their grandmother, my mother who had dedicated herself
With so much eagerness to take care of them, when I entrusted them to him, it didn't seem fair.
But now, I had two houses. One was hers, where I liked to be, and the other was in Netzahualcóyotl,
where my mother had recovered her son and grandchildren, thereby mitigating some of the pain due to the
recent loss of her husband, my father.
The grandmother was like a mother to those children and they already counted on the fact that every
Saturday or Sunday they would wake up happy so that their father could give them a yoga class and then, spend
a good time eating together.
Because of all this, the situation became delicate and at first I wanted to balance it by staying half the
week at her house and the other half at my mother's house.
We were not yet married and the situation was very fragile. But I had been trained in a very strong way
by my Masters in my Retreat and this ambivalence did not last more than fifteen days, until the end of November.
It all came together one night when I was at Netzahualcóyotl's house and I called her to say hello. I
realized that she missed me as much as I missed her. So I said goodbye to my mother and told her that I was
going to stay at her house. This hurt her, but I had made a decision.
Once again the tide broke loose, but this time mainly with my blood brothers who were naturally
unhappy. They did not agree that I should leave my children again for a woman.
Something in my favor was that my father, before he died, had wanted me to have my partner because
he wanted to see me happy. And this was what I used most to argue why I had to get on with my life first. Also, I
wasn't abandoning my children; this time, they knew where I was.
But the waves were not going to calm down, on the contrary, they would turn into a storm as soon as I
told them that in fifteen days the appointment was set to marry her, in a civil ceremony.
In no time at all, we arrived at the date of the civil wedding and the families, hers and mine, adjusted as
best they could, in record time. So they did us the honor of attending.
My group, who really saw me as their Guru, arrived very smiling because
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his Master and his most advanced Disciple were getting married.
We had rented some tables and very modestly, all the food they had prepared was placed there.
Someone brought a delicious cake and her mother brought various stews.
The day was bright and in the middle of the afternoon the lawyer in charge of legalizing the marriage
document arrived. He was a very special man, mature and joking, an Aquarius type. He had a voice that
inspired confidence and that was how we got married.
HONEYMOON
We stayed in a hotel in Zitácuaro and the next day we left very early for a popular beach resort, but
since it wasn’t open, we asked some children if they knew of another one that was nearby. They told us that
further up, going up towards the mountains, along the little road in front of us we would reach the “Agua Blanca”
beach resort. It was an unpaved road but the valley that surrounded us was incredible, full of flowers, trees and
the smell of the countryside. We enjoyed it!
After twenty minutes of slow and solitary walking along the mountain, we found ourselves at the
entrance to the resort. I looked at the main sign at the entrance and it said: "SHANGRILA."
I was very surprised because in my Retreat I had seen a film called "
Lost Horizons" and Shangrila was a paradise in the mountains near Tibet. According to the film, those who
come to live here no longer die or may spend more than two hundred and fifty years before physical death
reaches them. I explained all this to my companion and she remained thoughtful. A moment later she added:
- Do you realize that we are in “Agua Blanca” and nearby is the so-called Ciudad Hidalgo?
- It's true, we meet Agua Blanca and the town of Hidalgo again!
It was too much of a coincidence that the Ashram of Hidalgo that we visited with our pilot group was in
the town called “Agua Blanca”. And now we were experiencing exactly the same thing.
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Almost an hour must have passed and when she woke up she looked with great respect at the
mountains of that place and began to talk to me:
- I dreamed that spiritual brothers were leading us. They were dressed in Egyptian-like robes and
were climbing the stone steps that we have seen physically here, inside the spa, on the side of the hill.
We continued to discuss and we wanted to conclude that there was an etheric city there,
where for some reason we were allowed to enter.
For my part, I did not remember having dreamed, but what she told me did not seem strange to me.
The next day we decided to visit the Monarch Butterfly Sanctuary. But since it was not yet time for
the butterflies to arrive, we continued on our way and before we knew it we were crossing the very heart of
the city of Hidalgo to continue up the mountains, the top of them all called LOS AZUFRES.
I felt like Moses climbing the Sinai mountain, because this “Sulfur” thing
It sounded like a reference to a “purifying fire” in the highest heart of the mountains.
Once again we spent an unforgettable afternoon in a pool of sulphurous water, while all around us
there was the silent forest and huge mountains. The view was incredible!
The next day we returned to Mexico City, passing through Toluca again and then, we approached
our house.
While this was happening, I was trying to ground myself in the new reality that surrounded me and I
realized that I didn't know what was going to happen to us. I only experienced myself as floating in the middle
of a world where all my real family, through the process of my Living Path, could only be reduced to HER.
Our daily lives were very different, as she had been accustomed to going to work, subject to a
schedule, for almost twenty years, while I had only known total freedom.
She was also very free in her own way. She had never allowed her family to take away her
independence, and yet she enjoyed domestic life, like any good mother devoted to her children.
He was very different from me, who, although I also loved my children, was far from being a
paternalistic father. Rather, I saw them as an extension of my love for the children of the world. I was already
free of any emotional ties with my children.
It was on the basis of these reasons that we sometimes foolishly began to argue. But our love was
always stronger than ours.
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everything. And this is possible when the awareness of what each of us are grows without ceasing.
One memorable day, we were both lying in our bed, I was holding her in my arms, and the Virgin
Mary appeared in my mental field , smiling at me with much love. She was wearing a beautiful blue cloak.
Out of curiosity, I wanted to ask her if she knew that the Virgin Mary protected her and she told me
yes, that as a child she had had a very clear dream about Her.
I asked him how he saw her and he explained that she was wearing an almost sky-blue cloak and her
face was very beautiful.
Then I told her that I had seen her exactly like that.
After our marriage, our pilot group underwent strong readjustments, some felt very jealous because I
had chosen her as my wife, especially women.
In this way the group became more compact, while a few more were about to appear.
For my part, I knew this process well, but I was worried that it would not be easy for her.
damage. However, once when I tried to comfort her, she answered me with great aplomb:
But I realized that beneath the strength with which she had been able to buy her own house and take
care of her own children, despite having to go to work, was a very delicate woman in need of a lot of love and
understanding.
I had a strong intuition for the need to return to Teotihuacan and a few months after we were married
we went with our small group to the Pyramid of the Sun. From there we planned to go to the mystical Ashram
which is also in this area. It was a place that my wife liked to go to from time to time before getting married to
me.
It was the first time since my Retreat ended that I climbed the Pyramid of the Sun.
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There were about 20 people with us. Among them my mother and our
children.
As we ascend the Pyramid of the Sun, I take my wife by the arm. Our children and the
small group accompanying us climb on their own.
Once at the top, the group and my wife go to the center of the pyramid to meditate, but
there are too many tourists making a racket.
- The reason for the existence of the pyramids is for a High Initiate who has reached
Enlightenment to climb them. The Initiate, when already Enlightened, is accompanied by us
as he ascends the pyramid of the Sun so that he may be consecrated at the top. Then, “the
door where evil resides is sealed.” That is why the pyramids were built, so that the Enlightened
One may be consecrated.
I then realize that the heart and the pineal gland are governed, at least for astrology,
by the vibratory affinity with the Sun.
We came down from the pyramid and I was still surprised by this unplanned event that
happened to me and above all, because I felt very good climbing the Pyramid of the Sun with
my wife.
As evening fell, some brothers had to return home early and the few of us who
remained headed towards the mystical Ashram.
More than a month ago, invited by my wife, I visited this Ashram for the first time and
when I looked at the photograph of its spiritual guide, which was in the dining room, I
immediately knew that all these sympathizers belonged to a group of followers of a true
Enlightened One, who by then had already disincarnated.
That day we walked barefoot through the garden and in the afternoon, as we were
leaving the Ashram, a huge image of a beautiful woman appeared in my mind and she simply
said to me: “Thank you!” Then the image disappeared.
She is the most advanced disciple of this great Master called Gurumayi.
This time, after descending from the Pyramid of the Sun, we arrived at the same place.
We meditated with about 80 attendees and at the end, as is their custom, they gave us free
food.
It was starting to get dark when we left. It was time to drop the kids off at their house
before continuing our way to my wife's house.
The experience and especially the energy after visiting the Pyramid of the Sun in
Teotihuacan was very strong. When this happens and we are “in tune”, it is very good.
But if this is not the case, then regrettable but necessary crises occur.
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My own mother had already been harboring some mixed feelings that she had been
resenting and that same night when we left her at Netzahualcóyotl's house with the children, she
exploded.
But my wife was very patient and without me saying anything, on her own initiative.
He said to my mother:
- If you can't handle the children anymore, I'll take care of them. Let them go to
live in our house!
It was a dignified attitude that really surprised me, since we never talked about the subject.
directly, before.
During these days I tried to console my mother but it was impossible, she had become
confused. So one of these times I was returning from visiting her and I was a little sad. It was a
day when my wife accompanied me. She drove the car while I sat next to her. At that moment I
began to hear a beautiful female voice inside me that said to me:
- I am Mother Earth and I am here to give you my love and comfort. My hero, my child, your real
mother loves you!
The year after our marriage, when the registration period for public schools arrived, the
children would come to live with us and so we became a single family: her two children and my
four (all of them almost the same age), which made up eight members of a new family ready to
face a shared destiny.
There were months of waiting to temper a real group, which I had no idea where to put it.
I was always waiting for the divine sign and also for what would make me happy.
Aware that if something made me happy and lasted permanently it was because it was real.
Every Saturday I would meet these people at our good student's apartment.
And little by little I began to leave my activities with the students in various places, to concentrate
on awakening the members of my pilot group and giving them the opportunity to start a real
spiritual movement.
They all endured a lot and each one of them had an interesting story. For example, one of
these brothers was losing his grocery store, another had a conflict with two women who were
sisters-in-law and he was either fighting or sharing, meanwhile, the poor man could not choose
between the two. He had promised to publish some of my books but his sexual conflicts with these
women won him over. Others admired me a lot and always respected me, they were enthusiastic
young people and had several dates with me. As for Aurora's group, it quickly disappeared.
The sister of Villa de las Flores, who had initially welcomed me with such kindness,
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was pleased, she began to feel uncomfortable because I was too independent and I was no
longer willing to return to the pre-Initiatory school of Gegnian. She felt that I stole from people and
also that I had gotten married and somehow everything was going well for me.
We appreciated each other, but she had the ideal of a teacher who was completely naturalist; an ovo-lacto-
vegetarian person was not enough, in her way of seeing a Teacher.
I was a fan of Maestro Estrada, like many of my brothers of the GFU, and I felt rejection towards Master
de la Ferriere, so I listened to the versions of French brothers of the GFU who had investigated in France about
the whereabouts of Dr. de la Ferriere and said that it was official news, that Master de la Ferriere had died of
alcoholism and that he was also diabetic.
Another piece of information that was very upsetting to the GFU brothers in general was that the Master
of La Ferriere had met a dancer in Europe and apparently had an affair with her.
All this made it seem as if the master was simply a profane human being who did not know how to
follow the master Estrada. Something curious and illogical because the master of Ferriere was the Master
(Master of Masters) of the master Estrada and not the other way around. But when one becomes a fanatic, one
generally inverts the values.
I never held a grudge against this sister from Villa de las Flores because she really reached out to me
and deep down she is a truly fraternal person, but the alienation from the GFU guidelines sometimes sickens
many who have a good heart. I made this sister's birth chart and she truly thanked me for it.
Anyway, that afternoon when I felt the discontent of the sister from Villa de las Flores and it hurt me
that she spoke so badly of the master of the Ferriere, I was walking along the ring road near Satélite and
Arboledas to board my bus to Cuautitlán Izcalli and
I felt like I was fighting against adversity. It is a very special feeling to be part of humanity. Then an inner voice
that made me feel like it was Saint Germain said inside me:
The brothers of Cuautitlán followed a Sat Chella (5th degree of Royal Initiation: Divine Disciple) of the
GFU, so no brother could be before this one.
teacher.
However, despite this, they were still genuinely surprised by my enigmatic way of being and because I
had mysteriously appeared (in the style of Saint Germain, they joked), writing the book of the Christic Line.
This is why the owner of the place once told me about it:
- Brother, I want to tell you that your book was read by Reverend Gag-pas of the
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GFU, some of whom you may know. His name is “so and so.” This particular Reverend
was upset because the book was written by a mysterious person of dubious origin. He
literally said how dare you write a book of such nature when you do not belong to or have
a high hierarchical rank in the GFU. It's ridiculous, brother, don't you think?
It really was, because they were uncomfortable with the fact that a person of lesser rank would write
such a profound book, when “legally” that belongs to the official hierarchy. Also, a few years later, when I went
to the ranch of the already guru, Shaya Michan, at the time when I was trying to personally teach him merkaba
meditation, which of course he could not learn, simply because he did not understand it. And it was one of those
3 or 4 days that I was at his ranch attended by his protégés, who liked to invite me to do the yoga session and
meditate, in the part of the large ranch that was
in the background and that was still half done. When we stayed talking a little, after our session was over, he
told me about the value of my book Línea Crísthica that he liked to read. And suddenly he became thoughtful,
as if a little sad or
worried and made me an unexpected confession, telling me:
- What a pity, brother! That Master Marcelli (who was still physically alive) decreed that your head be cut
off, when he gave the order that this book of yours be banned in the GFU.
I remember that his confidential confession surprised me a little. But I immediately remembered what
the hierarchs had said about it. And I could understand it.
I really found it funny that someone, because of his official lower rank, could not be considered capable
of dealing with a subject, because he was considered, a priori, incompetent. But it was not the only funny case
I came across. I remember a lady I met before my retirement, who when I saw her again recently, told me very
angrily:
- I'm angry with you because knowing that we needed you, you dared to disappear.
- Excuse me sister, I had to leave because I went to get enlightened. But it won't happen again, I
promise.
Reasons like this made it urgent for a real group to emerge so that they would know the truth and dare
to be happy.
Sometimes only five people showed up and other times there were more than ten.
I patiently prepared them in a direct way. I taught them how to do yoga, breathing, meditation,
astrology, etc. Then, we ate and talked in a way
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especially pleasant and fraternal.
When I left there with my wife, she was my strength. I was fulfilled by simple things like eating
something on the way out or visiting a shopping mall. It is not easy to explain this kind of ecstasy of love.
It was amazing to have a wife, I who had been on a retreat! Obviously God was giving me the power
to be in the world again. Because without someone who had a minimum social status, I would have had to
remain uprooted from society.
THE COUPLE
But despite my knowledge, I didn't know everything about COUPLES. For example, I began to realize
that the idea that we find our "soul mate" to solve our human life is the biggest lie that has been proclaimed
regarding love between couples. Because according to my experience, a relationship, no matter how perfect it
is, does not solve the external life of either of the two lovers.
Solving our lives is possible, but only when we enter interdimensional sexuality.
This is why it is understood that even if a woman or a man is Cosmic, they have defects.
Cosmic women are basically women of love. There are true women who for this very reason are
accustomed to love.
On the other hand, cosmic men are basically men of wisdom. Not just “intellectuals” but real
Theoscientists. That is, science and religion unified.
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relationship. Women can be very evolved and love unconditionally, but even then, they
remain asleep for eternity and think they are perfectly awake. For their love to be Love-
Wisdom they must awaken.
This is precisely what some of Walt Disney's films teach, in which the prince finds the princess asleep
and then kisses her and she wakes up.
Real men are those princes who kiss their beloved. That's what the movie Sleeping Beauty is about, for example.
This cosmic man appears if the woman is REAL and vice versa.
A sleeping man cannot awaken Sleeping Beauty. He must first awaken himself. Once he does, he
discovers that he has yet to learn to love and returns to the world to “Re-Create” it.
As a great psychologist teaches that Maestro Estrada liked to recognize when he referred to that:
-“Every man carries within himself an Eve who must awaken and every woman carries within herself
an Adam who must awaken.”
When I met the woman who would become my wife, I could not understand how this woman, only out
of love, would be with her partner, without even demanding any money from him for their children.
Little by little I began to understand that she was with that man for love, not for
solve her own material life and since she had the minimum, she did not ask him for money.
This is incredible for a Western woman of average culture. But not for a woman who has developed
conditional love into pure unconditional love.
So from the beginning she left me free to run my life and was with me
really out of love. However, she wasn't perfect. She slept divinely!
When I found out that she had been giving her service for 16 years at the renowned institution where
she worked, I almost fell back. The first few times I accompanied her to “check in” her time card, both when she
entered and when she left. It seemed to me a terrible limitation on human freedom.
I had imagined that as soon as we got married she would drop everything and we would go live
together without depending on a schedule. But she had a mission to fulfill here. And if at the same time, I
assumed a mission with the world, then I had to stop seeing her and resign myself to living apart from her.
Getting tangled up with the world and its endless “temptations,” which basically refer to the appearance of
lovers in my life. Or to forced celibacy.
Not knowing what to do, for a while I wandered like a fool around their customs and ways of life: their
work, their love for their children, their domestic life, their ties with their family and, finally, their environment.
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But just as I made the decision to give up developing other groups in various places in order to
concentrate on a pilot group, I also thought that it was well worth the effort to personally dedicate myself to
initiating it in order to accelerate its awakening and, in addition, my mission to the world would be fulfilled.
I had to become very humble to change quantity for quality, and so I did.
I did.
That vow not to touch money is a very interesting one that if we all carried it out, in no time at all the
myth of happiness based on money would end.
What this vow allows is to fully develop a sense of belonging in everything we see and touch. When we
achieve this, money is no longer the foundation of our lives.
Not touching money does not mean literally not having money, credit cards, possessions, etc. This has
been a mistaken way for many initiates to understand the vow of abundance, as a vow of poverty. But this is not
really what it is about.
Every wealthy business man or woman can try the vow of abundance, wrongly called “poverty,” without
literally losing their money or their way of life.
In fact, every human being willing to be happy without depending on money MUST MAKE THIS VOW OF
ABUNDANCE.
Only then will they be able to understand that money is a social instrument and nothing more.
In fact, during my retreat I was able to understand the time-space relationship of money:
So when I talked about “belonging” I was referring to the ability to feel that
Being the center of the Universe, wherever we were we were the owners.
I had meditated enough to realize that if I really wanted to be happy in this life, I had to take the vow of
abundance.
This is why, when I married her and also established a contract with my students, I never allowed them
to bear the financial burden on me. I only allowed them to value my work and pay me for my services.
Since these were spiritual matters, they had to spiritualize themselves and love the
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teacher to support his needs in exchange for what he was giving them.
All my disciples, including her, had to act in everything, including economic matters, out of conscience
and out of love for the teacher.
This handling of love before money makes us such wonderful people that in my case for example,
when I got married I never had the curiosity to check his biweekly pay card that they give him at the clinic where
he works.
I don't know for sure how much he earns. I don't allow financial discussions to take up more time than
they should at the time. Because what life is about is loving and not becoming alienated from money.
By law of love (which is the law of attraction): The more we talk about life in terms of money, the more
we are affected by the misery of the world and the anguish of losing everything. And the more we experience life
itself, the more our whole world becomes infallible abundance.
At least this is always the case for the great Masters of Wisdom of all time and for lucky humans.
Including me.
In our marital relationship, she takes care of the usual expenses of her life and this includes using her
money as she wants and best can.
If he once invites me to dinner that's fine, but if he wants to invite me ten times
in a row, I can't accept it anymore. I try to be balanced in what she can give me.
It is therefore understandable that I have not allowed her to take full charge of the expenses that my
children usually require. And yet, she offered them her house, putting some rooms at their disposal.
When I really can't solve my situation, I have to keep quiet and she has to understand my need and
then, if it is her wish, she gives what she considers and can give.
In reality, disciples and followers must study what the teacher likes and needs.
Unfortunately, despite the supposed wisdom enjoyed by the supposed human civilization, however,
humanity in general has nothing designed for a teacher to survive in the "concrete jungle." Have we moved so
far away from real Wisdom?
There was money, but it was to support the urgent basic needs of my children and to be able to
occasionally invite her to eat or give her a small gift. But it is
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It is impossible for a teacher to serve humanity without material surpluses. We still cannot
understand that “He who has more, to him more will be given, and he who has not, will
lose even what he has.” Because if someone is happy, instinctively we do not want him to
have more, even if it is his right, and all we do is push him away from our lives.
So it is a hard task to educate disciples to take responsibility for paying for the right to have
the teacher with them in a direct and privileged Teaching. All my work consisted of this.
They were slowly awakening and sometimes some of them agreed to give a monthly allowance.
While others were “just fine” because those close to me were always entering into a “transformative
crisis” of their being and many could not bear it.
Some advanced students had problems with their husbands when they realized that they loved their
teacher, which made the narrow-minded husbands take second place. Then, like good "males" they fought for
possession of their "female" and they themselves were faced with the dilemma of having to decide between
staying with the teacher or literally following their husband, in an unconscious way, as they had always done.
Several of them left for this reason. Others were so brave that even though their “men”
fought, they did not care that their relationship ended in a painful divorce or separation and
preferred the teacher. Of course, this is not pleasant. Ideally, all members of a family can integrate
into a higher reality, but that is not always possible.
I felt the need to take a computer course and she, as a student, along with other women,
agreed on it.
So some of these students took the initiative and paid for a six-month computer course for
me. During this course I made good friends and learned the basics of the subject.
But another need arose linked to this and that was that I now needed a computer and a
printer with a scanner.
For this to be possible, a sum of money of at least fifteen thousand to twenty thousand
pesos was required.
How was I going to get this money if according to my “vow of abundance” I cannot touch money?
- I have saved up a little money over the past few months and I have fifteen thousand.
pesos to buy the computer and printer that the teacher needs.
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The Master owned his wife's things, and yet they discovered that the Master did not in any
way dispose of his wife's money as he pleased. Rather, he respected her just as he did all
his disciples.
It was in this way that I obtained my computer and printer and was able to begin editing
various writings that I sent to this group so that the Teaching would be more
fluid.
Shortly after, I was going to make improvements to the computer, but for now I was able
to start working in a more modern way, appropriate to the time.
WHITE MAGIC
The events that followed my mystical and civil marriage began to link me to the eternal
feminine, not in a common way but especially related to the events of the world and therefore, of
humanity.
I was in the process of applying ways to protect myself through magic, trying to find
geometric figures and special prayers in order to feel better. It was not an obsession with becoming
a great magician, but simply that something was bothering me and I wanted it to stop. If it was still
bothering me then I had to find a solution.
This is how I discovered some things. For example, regarding the seal of Solomon I could
clearly feel that:
When I walk down the street one day and try to protect my chakras by invoking the eternal
feminine called Shakti, then she appears naked in my mental field.
A truly beautiful woman! But I could only see her in profile, almost from behind. Her goddess-like
skin was white and her feminine forms were very attractive, but not in a crude but sublime way.
The vision lasted a fraction of a second, unforgettable. I was shocked to see it, especially because
it showed me that it is a being that does exist, that it is very real.
So from now on I protect my chakras with her divine presence. Sometimes, I place this
goddess on the 7-pointed flaming star: Her four arms, two legs and head.
I visualize the eternal feminine in this way and then, I place it on the chakras. Closing this talisman
with a circle, symbol of the “Movement of the Non-movement” and I say:
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He sensed that it was the goddess of a thousand petals.
I imagine Shakti as the infinite mirror of life, the resonator of the Creator, the
eternal movement.
And the point of contact between God and Shakti is sometimes called Supreme Consciousness
(Samadhi, Nirvana, Absolute).
So:
In this regard, I told my wife that the day was approaching when women would attend a school where
they would be taught to be sensual “on the fly.” To cultivate beauty. To learn to behave like voluptuous women
in intimacy with their partner and to dress without false modesty, with “little clothes” to attract their lover.
Around March 98 I found myself restless for not visualizing in my mind or accepting the color black, so
my intuition tells me that when this happens I should turn it into Violet.
On March 21 of that same year we went to the Ashram in Hidalgo and events occurred that for me
were not coincidental.
Indeed, on March 21st we arrived at the Ashram in Hidalgo with a smaller but also stronger group. I
already considered in my mind that the so-called "triple flame of the heart" (Blue, Golden Yellow and Pink) of
which the metaphysical followers of Saint Germain speak had a very special force. I had enjoyed moving it in a
spiral and it made me feel very peaceful. Therefore I considered very specially this triple seal of the New Age.
Basis of eternal peace in the Son of Man (symbol of the Age of Aquarius).
On that 21st of March I had in mind the Ceremony that Dr. de la Ferriere had taught the Missionaries
of the GFU. Influenced by this, I decided that we should practice a kind of Ceremony as a white magic of
protection for our group and in general, everyone agreed. The owner of this place in Hidalgo offered us a cabin
that if we fixed it up quickly by taking out the few “junk” that were there, we could use it to do our Ceremony.
I remember well that on that special day, we were heading towards that little cabin and a boy named
Emmanuel took our hand, coming down with us, that is, with my wife and I.
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So I said to her:
- Emmanuel, that is: “God with us,” he replied, aware of what was happening.
The door of the cabin had a padlock and we also had permission to break it.
Angel jumped into the cabin through a part where a plank was missing. Another man
named Ulysses offered his help, but Angel wanted to try to open the door by himself. However,
even though Angel was inside the cabin, he couldn't force the lock with his improvised crowbar.
So Ulysses decided what he had to do, he took a large rock and began to break it from the
outside. I thought I could help him but it wasn't like that, since Ulysses was willing to open that
door and since the previous rock wasn't enough, he grabbed another larger rock and hit the
lock more accurately until he broke it.
Then we all prepared the temple as a group. A sister named Gabriela suggested that
we do all this right in the field since the place seemed small to her. But I explained to her that
the important thing was to do this symbolic service and that was why we had to clean up and
then perform the Ceremony here. In fact, everyone began to participate in the improvised
construction of the temple.
Angel followed the order to make the Aquarius cross, with the New Age seal in the
center, but he only put the Taurus and Scorpio symbols, I had to put the Aquarius and Leo
ones. The seal in the center was indeed the triple flame. Martha helped me draw it, but when I
wanted to put the colors of the triple flame heart in the center, I realized that I only had blue.
Then Gabriela and Horacio said that they had those colors but they would have to bring them
from their car. The effort they had to make to go get them was not going to be so easy, because
the car was a bit far. But I decided that it was worth it, so to complete the triple flame heart they
went for those missing colors.
Above the column of Aquarius, we placed the image of the Master of La Ferriere and
In Leo, which corresponds to the feminine, there was no image on this column.
I told my wife to put the paper with the Leo symbol in this column, after she had drawn it herself. And
I took care of the same for the Aquarius column.
When she tried to place the Leo symbol in the corresponding column she couldn't,
then I helped him.
When we began our meditation, the clock read 12:44, a time that was almost
It coincided with the beginning of the new year (2 PM)
I made them mentally prepare to bring the blue flame from the Sun and precipitate it to
this place. Then we went on to perform our Ceremony with the little I had learned about it. And
when the time came to bless each brother individually, it was difficult for me.
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had to decide because I didn't want to fall into fanaticism or false modesty either.
The first to kneel before me was my own wife, holding the book of the Great Messages in
photostatic copies with devotion. I touched her with my right hand between the eyebrows and the crown
of her head and blessed her with love, knowing that only the Guru blesses in this way, and for this I
mentally excused my personal attitude. Then I said that those who wanted to come forward to receive the
blessing should do so. In general, everyone decided to kneel, and while I placed my hand on them I
concentrated on:
“I AM the Christ Presence of the Most Sublime Master; I AM the Christ Presence of the Sublime
Elder Brother.” -And he visualized them.
After the Ceremony my wife told me that when I blessed her it was a bit of a surprise, but she
immediately knew, for some reason that:
When we left the cabin, she told me that during her stay in the cabin she saw some codices with
very old hieroglyphics and that we ourselves, as a group, were reactivating it.
Two days after this event I was happy and dancing alone in the yoga room, in front of the mirror,
in our house. Something inside me made me think about what I would do if this work began to reach many
people. I decided to stop worrying about this, because in reality the work is completely by Maestre de la
Ferriere. Then, deep inside me I heard:
- SO BE IT!
Immediately after I felt a very strong energy between my forehead and my seventh chakra and a
voiceless voice proclaimed:
-“In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.”
Then I remembered my wife and subtly felt the Virgin Mary nearby and I told her: -
Blessed be you!
On April 28, 1998, as usual, I went out to drop her off at her job and found myself in an ordinary
life, so I wanted to be like any other human being. But
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power of life in me could no longer ignore the true life and raising my mind I felt the truth affirming:
Then I went home and after plugging in the washing machine, I lay face down on the bed and
fell asleep. When I woke up I felt all too normal, I didn't remember what I had dreamed.
That negative force, so unfortunately familiar, was ringing in my ears like a countercurrent trying
to block my path. Then, using my will, I sat down and, in view of the circumstances, tried to meditate,
while it seemed that many external and important matters were calling me, but as I entered into an inner
state, they were relegated.
And suddenly I came into telepathic contact with the Master of La Ferriere who spoke to me:
-I am the Light of the world, I am the Christ Presence of the ASCENDED Doctor de la Ferriere
and you are “myself”. Now I AM THE VIOLET LIGHT THAT ILLUMINATES THE WORLD.
I wondered: Could Dr. de la Ferriere and Saint Germain be the same character?
Well, Master Estrada had already commented on the similarity between Dr. de la Ferriere and Saint
Germain, especially because they were both Counts and High Initiates.
Then the voice spoke again:
-“I Am the Christ Presence of Doctor de la Ferriere. I Am the Christ Presence of the Ascended
Saint Germain. I Am the Christ Presence of the Most Sublime Master. I Am the Christ Presence of the
Sublime Elder Brother.”
- Brother CHRIST does not depend on the intellectual, not on talents, not on the whims of
humanity, but on the LOAD, on God's Plan!
-“Peace be with the Son of Man. Now you are responsible for ensuring that the PLAN is fulfilled.”
- You are myself, not the man but the CHRIST of always. You are my Brother in Blood and in
the light, light without shadow, the light in the light, blood of light.
From the beginning of this experience, the room where I was was
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had filled me with light and it was not like the other times when I heard “little voices” inside
me, but this time the contact was so close that for a moment I thought that Dr. de la
Ferriere would rush here.
It was the first time he had experienced something like this. It was surely a new and very real
pact such as he had never had before with this Presence called Dr. de la Ferriere.
In addition to the fact that he was categorically affirming to me, this time that he was a being
PROMOTED, just as I had always suspected. And later the Master of La Ferriere himself would confess
to me that just as he, who was in constant contact with me, was so, so was Saint Germain with him.
It made some sense, since I was experiencing it too. In some ways the path in your higher reality
is like that.
But as soon as I hesitated for a moment, evil forces began to mock me and tried to imitate that
Presence that enveloped all my physical cells with light. Then I said:
- In the name of my Great I Am Presence, Satan, go away, you will not tempt the Lord your God
and you will only serve him (three times).
Arise and go into the world (He did not say to me: Go into the world, but He meant that I should follow my
way naturally, whether in my own world or in the world). In secret you are Christ.
- And her?
Then I thought I saw Madeleine and Jesus Christ, perhaps I was just remembering them. Immediately I
thought of what Dr. de la Ferriere experienced with Madame Luisa, to finally find someone else in Europe. And I
remembered myself searching for the Path of Love with women who did not reciprocate, but I insisted on
experiencing them in the continuity of my feminine that I should be, until this became a fact.
- I am Jesus Christ - said a voice and at the same time appeared on my mental screen
quickly the face and atmosphere of Jesus Christ. He immediately disappeared.
Once again I hesitated and did not know what Dr. de la Ferriere would be like, without any
deception. I felt the pressure of uncertainty again and then I heard a voice that was not mine.
mine, physically:
- Carnal conscience do not doubt, I remain calm, In grace of light, love and
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abundance.
Again there were imitators. And this time it was I who said:
- Do not doubt, carnal conscience. I am the law of forgiveness and the Violet Flame, consumer of all
inharmonious action and human conscience.
- It is not man but Christ, always Christ - Dr. de la Ferriere answered me.
It is not always death, it is “The Resurrection.” This is what the Master made me realize when I thought
about whether death existed and I knew that the destiny of mortals was really the Resurrection.
These days I am beginning to study the book called “Regina” written by Antonio Velasco Piña, which
is about the Queen of Mexico and tells that She, Regina, was born precisely on March 21, 1948. It draws my
attention that it was the year in which, according to Dr. de la Ferriere, the Age of Aquarius began. And in that
book it is written that Regina had the mission of saving Mexico and from a very young age she was taken to
Tibet, just when the Chinese invaded it. After being prepared there by a Tibetan master who lives with her in
RETIRO, she goes to live in a kind of orphanage in China and when she is released she returns to Mexico
before March 21, 1968.
The book entitled Regina was not a book that I had bought, but was in my wife's house. And not
only this book but others such as, for example: The Black Book of Freemasonry by Dr. de la Ferriere. And
another important one entitled: Satan and Co. by a well-known mason. Later she would buy the works of
Zesaria Sitchin and those of Drunvalo Melchizedek. All of which meant not only recovering some that I
already had but also adding others, which would powerfully influence my life. This time Regina's book set the
tone for the series of pilgrimages that I would undertake, together with my few students, throughout the
Mexican Republic.
Regina arrives in Mexico, entering through Veracruz, because she senses that it is better to enter
through the Atlantic Ocean than through the Pacific. She knows that they are waiting for her in Teotihuacan
and she climbs the pyramid of the Moon, on that special day (March 21, 1968) together with the Guardians
of the Mexican Initiatory Tradition. The reason for climbing the pyramid that day and doing it in a special
way, was to activate it or rather, unmask it and produce a crisis in the Mexican people with the aim of
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eminently positive objective of awakening him to a new state of consciousness and that in
this way, they would have the opportunity to temporarily escape from the prison that the
lunar force produces.
The idea was to gather four hundred thousand people in the Zócalo square to perform
a ritual of such magnitude that it would be enough to awaken the whole of Mexico. The plan
was that when the 400 thousand people were gathered, the bell of the cathedral in the center
of Mexico City would be rung. Because the whole cathedral is like a great musical instrument
that was prepared for this type of ritual. This was accomplished. And with this, Popocatépetl
awakened, however, he realized that it had not been enough to awaken Ixtlazihuatl (The
sleeping woman).
These mountains-volcanoes are linked to the destiny of the Mexican people because
their geomagnetic energy is what stimulates the awakening of their consciousness. So,
following the tradition of the destiny of the Initiated heroes, she decided to sacrifice herself
along with 400 authentic Mexicans in the well-known Tlatelolco massacre on October 2,
1968, with the main purpose of awakening Ixtlazihuatl. With this seemingly crazy act,
according to Mexican Tradition, the awakening of the sleeping woman began.
In any case, physical death does not seem to me to be the best option for this blood to allow a people
to live through THE LUNAR NETWORK. Because it is the reason for the periodic wars and catastrophes that
darken the future of all life under the law of the survival of the strong over the weak.
I prefer that humanity achieves its awakening through THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
NETWORK.
But at this point in my life, finding out who Regina was had a powerful impact on my
path. She had a special respect for the 13th and it was on September 13, 1968 that she led
the so-called “silent march” (which brought back a particular memory of the period of silence
I experienced near the end of my own retirement) as a form of protest against the abuses of
the authorities in the face of a sleepy people.
That march must have had a profound effect on the evolution of Mexico, which I understand
has to do with the sign of Scorpio, and it also caught my attention because it was on
September 13, 1997, when I was married to my wife in the Ashram of Hidalgo. And then, on
September 16, Miguel Hidalgo gave “the cry of Independence” (September 16, 1810).
Since I had experienced things very recently and “firsthand,” this seemed particularly
interesting to me, and after I went to the Ashram of Hidalgo (liberator of Mexico), I began my
relationship with the woman who was to become my wife.
Regina was able to move the energy of the Moon and give the Mexican people a
chance to awaken. But something was missing and I didn't know what, this was something
that moved me powerfully.
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Regina had spoken about how by combining various metals, certain special alloys were achieved that
served as musical instruments to awaken people and come into contact with “the music of the spheres”: The
Cosmos. Above all, I was struck by the fact that she spoke of a metal made with twelve alloys. Twelve metals
combined in a special way under certain astrological aspects, that is, on certain dates. The result was
Tumbago, a metal with a vibration very similar to Gold.
I was into this and on Wednesday, May 6, 1998, I went to give a class to my student named Angel,
who I had hopes would be a good student in my advanced work. Then for some reason the subject of “The
Crosses” came up. Well, just as in the GFU Solar Line they put “crosses” as a distinctive mark of degrees of
consciousness, so too in the “metaphysics” schools, in one of which my student was a teacher. Then he
showed me a cross with equal arms (Maltese cross), with the heart in the center of the Cross.
He showed me the model of the cross that is usually given to metaphysics students and also one of a larger
size. I asked him what that was for.
was:
- Not for anyone yet, but one day I would like to use it myself.
I knew it was time for us to do the Christ Line Crosses. I thought of that name because that was the
title of the book I had recently written.
In fact, about fifteen days ago I had already thought about the triple flame seal
had around it the name of the 3 Archangels as if closing a circle “You shall not pass”. The name of these
Archangels is:
When I was thinking about it, I felt deep inside that this was much more protective than the triple flame
heart without a protective circle. So the improved design gave it a more powerful character in terms of white
magic.
As regards this matter of forming a Christ Line, I was not referring in particular to creating another line
apart from the GFU Solar Line, this would have been nonsense if it were simply a personal whim. What I was
trying to do was simply to put a man to the work of my group and if this proved to be useful, then to extend it
to the formation of groups.
The Christ Line was understanding a direct line of the Living Path and this was the fundamental thing.
But I wanted to give it form so that people could have access to the message that I myself represented with the
experience of my retreat and all its consequences.
So when my student confided to me that he was in charge of making the crosses for the metaphysics
students, I realized that it was time for us to make the Christ Line crosses, without having thought about this
before. At that moment I told him that they should be ready by July 28 of the same year (1998), because this
is the birthday of Master Estrada. And since I did not feel I had the right to declare myself a master, I told him
that I had to make them for the 28th of July of the same year (1998).
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“on my own”, I thought that Master Estrada would put them through me, to give continuity
to the Sacred Initiatory Tradition.
I wanted to become a suitable medium so that Maestro Estrada could continue putting up
crosses.
-I do not want these crosses to be made of silver because this has a vibration of the Moon and makes
our movement grow in popularity but not in an authentic awakening of consciousness.
At this point I was already understanding Master Estrada differently, since it had been
important for him that the cross be made of silver. But he had seen the consequences that this
metal had on the human conscience, or rather, on the human unconsciousness.
I wanted to try something different then. So I continued:
I was thinking about what the Master of La Ferriere and astrology in general teach. That
is, that copper has a vibration related to the planet Venus and Venus is the planet of love and the
sacred handling of money.
I left there and my student was very excited about the perspective that all the work of our
pilot group was taking.
I remembered well what the Masters had told me in my retreat about my first disciple and
my own wife being the foundation of my work and that it had to be so sacred and intelligent that
they both would not get involved in physical sexuality. Above all, I trusted my wife because I knew
her. So I pondered within myself:
- On that day, July 28th, I will place a cross on my wife and this advanced student, a little
bigger than the rest, but also a little smaller than mine, all out of respect for the Hierarchy. But if
they are not ready for this, I will wait for someone who is.
Later I began to think that the copper cross should have a bit of tin on the back because
by then, my friend Angel had little time that had allowed me to make photocopies of Saint
Germain's book called "Holy Trinosophy", in which Master Saint Germain gives very important
keys to many symbols among which one caught my attention that refers more or less to the
following:
“The bronze from which the snake is made is a mixed metal, composed of copper and tin.
That is to say, pointing out the duality of matter and with this then, it is not a question of
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not one snake but two snakes: THE TWO SERPENTS OF THE GREAT ARCANUM IN
ONE.
This is the serpent that represents Kundalini and the spinal column. It is the energy that gives
enlightenment because it moves from the base of the spine and passes through the skull, towards THE
LIGHT. So it is a sword symbol of discernment and determination to win. It is with this that the disciple's
intelligence becomes clear and flows freely, driving out the nightmare monsters.
Then, Master Saint Germain continued speaking about the importance of the sound related to
copper and tin, and explains that the sound emitted by this serpent corresponds to the Anahata chakra,
related to the bell and the heart itself. And he explains that it is here where the soul is based in its life aspect.
This is where the Son of God tunes into true life with its frequency that of course directly influences his
actions, feelings and thoughts, sublimating them.
Later, he relates this bronze serpent, or rather the serpent made of copper and tin, to a serpent
coiled twelve times around a spear and sprouting wings to fly. It is a flying serpent and therefore, it sublimates
vile sexuality into a subtle and spiritual one.
He also explains that the spinal column consists of 33 vertebrae, but with the vertebrae transformed
into the head, one actually reaches 35, the number of Enlightenment.
Since Gautama Buddha became enlightened at the age of 35 and in the New Age at 36, taking a further step
to have the power to "seal the door where evil resides." It means that the snake truly manages to transform
itself into a flying bird with which human beings acquire the power to cure their brothers of the evil desire of
ignorance.
When I see my student Angel again, he tells me that putting gold in the center of the cross to
represent the Golden-Yellow flame, inside the heart of the triple flame, is very expensive. However, the same
man who makes the crosses, offered to put “ Tumbago” on it. Something that I had just studied in “Regina”,
and for which I already knew that this is the metal made of 12 metals.
I almost fell over backwards with the surprise and positive certainty of this.
Regina speaks of the Tumbago to generate a sound that produces “music of the spheres”, according
to the capacity of awakening the consciousness of each human being who has adequate contact with said
metal.
Chance had become causality and I immediately told her yes, that our crosses should have tumbago
instead of gold. Because this would keep her vibrating in all the situations of life that the student faces and
also in relation to her own thoughts and feelings so that they would be like this.
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evolving towards solar radiation.
What I did was largely based on intuition, but obviously what interested me the least was creating
another sect. I had not been prepared so patiently and emergently as to end up in such a nonsense. I simply
wanted to create a magic talisman so that my students would be protected from all those
changes that consciousness undergoes when it approaches not simply my school of transformative astrology,
but a pilot group that was receiving a very special type of consciousness, even different from that which the
GFU Solar Line allows.
I was simply creating a Powerful Talisman to protect my students and give them the opportunity to
continue their work. So I remembered very well what Master Estrada explained: “The Cross protects the one
who carries it, freeing him from all evil, but it never protects him from himself, when he is not willing to transform
his conscience.”
Along with this project I begin to experiment with a series of technical developments in elemental white
magic, for example, when forming “the electronic circle” I notice that when I do it with a marble knife, the
protective effect is more effective and I feel that something tells me inside:
Following magic instructions in those books they sell there, I take holy water that is already magnetized
and programmed and sprinkle that water with the marble knife, the cleansing effect on negative charges to
transform them into positive ones in a place is much stronger.
Also in these months, as July 28 approaches, I find myself talking with my wife about how to make a
meditation cloak for each of the members of our pilot group and she tells me:
- I've been thinking, and if you notice, the people who went to the Ashram of Hidalgo last time formed
the triple flame. Well, only me, three sisters and you went. And for some reason the others couldn't go. They
lacked that strength.
We were talking about the matter for a while and then she, with her intuition, understood
something very interesting:
- Since you are telling me that each person responds psychologically to a Ray, according to Tibetan
teachings, why not take the color of that Ray so that you can make your meditation mantle out of that color?
It was true! If the women of the group were to be declared Priestesses and the men Masters, why not
give them a cloak that corresponds to the color of the Ray with which each one vibrates?
That's how I decided that the students, just as they have a zodiac sign, also
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were going to have the Rayo that they considered most compatible with.
I had the idea of creating crossroads to motivate them to take the Living Path.
But I was not prepared to start with a Pre-initiatory School, Initiatory School and all that. Because my strength
was not the same as that of the GFU Solar Line, where there is a whole structure generated by the Master de
la Ferriere and the Master Estrada and for which Pre-initiatory and Initiatory schools can be established in one
and many countries.
I was alone, working with a small group, and yet I had to leave the message I had. So for this very
reason, and since these people had no notions of yoga, vegetarianism, esotericism and all these things, they
were simply my students and I wanted to help them, with a “trigger” so that they would rise towards a definitive
and, in some way, “instant” search that would give them the opportunity to meet the Christ of the New Age.
So, from this perspective, my seemingly crazy idea wasn't so crazy, considering everything that was
happening to humanity.
And if we add to the project the fact that I decided to put crosses on them declaring, from the start, the
men as “Masters” and the women as “Priestesses”, when evidently it was only about the opportunity for them
to be so, if they managed to prove it with their fruits.
This certainly did not fit in with the teachings of the GFU. First of all, women are only recognized as
having reached the second or third degree of royal initiation. But a Priestess already means that they can reach
the sixth degree of royal initiation, according to the Master de la Ferriere. And when I declared men to be
Masters, I was already “virtually” referring to the fourth degree of royal initiation.
Of course, I was aware that by imposing this cross on them, all of this was not real but a possibility
that I recognized in them. It is like recognizing in any human being on the street that he carries Christ within
him and the Virgin within him. This does not mean that they are Christ or Virgin. But in essence they are.
What I was doing was putting them before the “True Path” and yet,
Even then, it was they and only they who would decide whether to take it or not.
Deep down I perceived that the GFU Solar Line, in order to be successful worldwide and to be able to
infiltrate all social, cultural, sexual, religious, etc. strata.
You must stop, apparently, limiting “the real initiation posts” to a certain number of Gurus, Sat Chelas and all
that. And allow your students to give crosses freely, according to the student’s own hierarchy and real mission,
these crosses are not something definitive in an organized hierarchy but it is only allowing each student to
manage his own teachings and also to manage himself as a teacher and each woman as a Priestess and from
then on, they will have greater freedom to show themselves who they really are, in order to awaken an authentic
respect for the true Hierarchy with its limited number of “posts”. Because of all these branches and posts it is
going to be
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form a true externalization of the hierarchy.
So it is understandable that the GFU Solar Line is not going to accept this, at least not
easily. But being alone, they had no problem answering to an external boss, Institution or Church.
As if to say, “I had a free hand” to do things as best suited me.
The date was approaching and one night I couldn't sleep so I got out of bed while my wife
was still sleeping deeply. I took my blankets and went downstairs to try to sleep. I had a mess in my
ideas and I wanted to understand what it was about: I was trying to form a Hierarchy by putting
small and large crosses on my students and with this, I was already entering into "head-on
competition" with the GFU Solar Line. So I discovered that this was not right.
The last thing I wanted was such a rude confrontation on my part. So I came up with the
idea that all my students who received a cross would wear one of the same size. I myself would set
the example and use a cross of the same dimensions as my students.
The various hierarchical degrees would be considered only by the Instructor of each group, but the cross itself
would be of the same size. In this way there would be no arguments about who had the largest or smallest
cross. After this conclusion I was able to rest that night.
Around June 1998, a period began in which the entities of light manifested their closeness
through words of love. Miriam, Morya's complement, told me:
- We are here, we have a body of flesh and blood like you. I love you, we love you,
I love HIM (Christ)!
What the Masters and Ascended Ones inspire in me was an IMMACULATE PASSION; without being
Ascended, being like the Ascended One.
Once I said:
“I AM The Christ Presence of the Sublime Elder Brother (Estrada).” I heard a response:
Someone who claimed to be the Sublime Elder Brother told me that I was his first disciple
and that HE represented a great Mystery. His reason for being is to be the Father, of the Father, of
the Father and so on to infinity.
- Now you go from victory to victory because you have overcome everything.
And in these days before the summer solstice I suddenly felt a very great love and I said
with an open heart:
- I AM the Resurrection and the Life, I Am the Assumption of the Virgin, no one reaches the
Father-Mother except through me.
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And the one I suppose is the Master of La Ferriere answers:
-SHE is your soul mate and from now on you belong to the CONCLAVE OF
THE TWELVE.
-- Me alone?
- I seal you precisely now because I want it that way. You are my son and I am your Father.
Celestial. Without any documents, nor special guidance from a physical Master, you achieved it.
- Divine child! Can you imagine how the stars and worlds love each other? The physical orgasm is
nothing anymore. You cannot imagine what it is like for two soul mates to merge, it is indescribable.
Then Lady Mercedes speaks, whom I locate as my divine feminine of the cross of
Red malt on a milk-white background says:
- I am your orgasm, I am your daughter, your lover, your wife, whatever you want. I belong to you.
I am a sacred prostitute. You have discovered the key to divine love, I belong to all the Christs, the real
Initiates. I am your ecstasy of permanent orgasm!
On June 21, 1998, I knew that according to Greek mythology, the goddess Juno was approaching
the planet, because it was the Summer Solstice. It was Sunday and Father's Day. In the morning I got up to
invoke this goddess and I heard her say to me:
- “Son of Man, what you do affects all of humanity. You are so simple and that is why we love you!
I am Juno, your beloved mother, I am the mother of all things. Ask me for whatever you want and you will
always have it.”
Curiously, that same day my wife had the idea of taking our children to the museum called
Universum and I agreed. There we found many objects, for example, magnets to expel undesirable energy
from human auras and in the process we consecrated some crystals; there was a gigantic snail with a
golden spiral, it seemed to be made of bronze. Then we came across a display case that showed a rock
brought from the Moon, but we preferred not to touch it. At the exit I found a stone snake and I stood on its
head and it occurred to me to use the mantra, which according to some, is used to lull and put snakes to
sleep, so I said: Ossy Ossa Ossy.
It was as if Juno, Mother Nature, shared a few of her countless secrets with us that day. We were
a little tired from the tour and did not want to visit the part of the museum where the human body is studied.
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These days, the fact that the New Age requires “men among men and women among women” is going
through my mind. I am referring to beings capable of living spirituality in contact with the Father, in spirit and
truth. That is, without temples for priests, or special clothing, insignia or any particular creed. Just being a
normal and happy human being “whatever the cost”. It is about a happiness that lasts, not a false happiness.
I conclude again that the Great Fraternity in the New Age does not need missionaries in an
external sense, but in a real sense.
What was once a Solar Line becomes a great institutional administrative apparatus and then
its most advanced members have to manage the monster and this takes up so much of their time that
they cannot devote themselves to their own lives. So they look very good socially, but their internal
reality and family, sexual and daily life do not reach their fullness. It turns out that spiritual institutions
also absorb people. There has to be a way for this not to happen. Surely Christ did not want the rich
to literally give up their wealth, but rather, their wealth to be integral, given to God and it was for this
that he made money and human progress. It seems that the simpler God is, the more inaccessible he
becomes for the majority.
People follow Chinese, Egyptian, Hindu, etc. style Gurus, but these customs are not the true
ones of the foreigners who generally adopt them, it is not the natural reality of these people and so
they begin to aspire to a strange spirituality, as if possessed by strange mystical dreams, without
achieving true realization.
I think that understanding these facts is in line with what the Masters told me during my retreat,
when they said that I was going to break the Sacred Initiatory Tradition. Because in reality it was not
a literal matter of breaking it, since that is impossible, it was only a matter of making it fit the times and
then it turns out that “we have not come to change the laws of this sacred Tradition but precisely to
comply with it.” It is not about trying to change it in essence but to adapt it with true realism, free of
vested interests.
That's why I tell my students: Don't leave money if you have it, don't leave a wife if you have it.
They love because what's the point of being celibate if we have to keep our "little secrets"?
Consciousness cannot be institutionalized. We are not a Sanhedrin that is obliged to take care
of its image. The tests of the Initiate and the Priestess come to them sooner or later, on their own
Path. An authentic spiritual institution guides us and does not dogmatically impose “tests.”
It seems that the idea that institutions and their members tend to “lay up treasures on earth”
and cannot be free is still valid. They are then “characters” and not Sons of God.
God's method is humility and silence, direct action with life. In institutions, when the character
is known, it is a matter of not letting him act freely.
Then the meaning of why a spiritual institution was created is lost.
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The TAO is the true Path as taught by Lao Tze. He explains that the missionary is the one who does
not do missionary work, the politician is the one who does non-politics, action is non-action, etc. All of this is
truly “God in Action.”
An enthusiastic student tells me: “You can tell the teacher by his fruits.” And I reply that what you have
to learn is to recognize the fruit at the very moment of emergence, when the fruit is still hidden under the earth.
If you recognize the teacher who does not show anything outwardly, you can immediately go where the teacher
goes.
teacher.
For example, since John the evangelist recognizes Christ at that moment, by that very fact, he no
longer has to wait like the other disciples.
Jesus Christ says: “You will always have the poor with you.” But this does not mean that we should
allow them to invade our own world. Furthermore, it is not only a question of material poverty but above all,
spiritual poverty. That is why when Christ says: “You are of this world,” he refers to the world of the poor, not
because of money issues but because of conscience, or rather, unconsciousness.
About a week before the summer solstice (June 22, 1998) I was visiting the clinic where my wife
works. And while I was in the waiting room, someone I recognized as the Master said to me:
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"You are John! And remember that in the time of Jesus Christ, Peter has to resort to John to open
the New Age. You are my beloved disciple, the star of my rest. You are the last and the last is the first."
This makes me think about many things that begin to make sense and then, almost without wanting
to, while reviewing "The Black Book of Freemasonry" by Dr. de la Ferriere, I read about Peter and John:
Peter establishes the exoteric (external) church and John the esoteric (internal) church.
I am beginning to realize that in truth Master Estrada was old (he died at the age of 82) when the
youngest of the Order of Aquarius (by then I was in Yamines, the lowest level within the hierarchy of the GFU
and Order of Aquarius), is the one who approaches the Christ.
If it is true that all High Initiates come to each New Age synthesizing in their own Path, the compacted
experience of the previous ones, then it makes sense that Estrada was recognized as “The Peter of the New
Age”. But if as in the Gospels, John was the youngest and then, Peter needed him. This can be found in the
relationship between the oldest and youngest disciple in the Order of Aquarius.
When the Master of La Ferriere told me that, I had a hard time accepting it, especially because I know
that everyone in the Hierarchy of The Supreme Order of the
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Acuarius founded by the Master of La Ferriere, which Victor Mejias is the Juan of the New
Age. But my concern prevails, because like many, what matters to me is KNOWING if this
was really so.
Has the Venerable Victor Mejias experienced the Enlightenment and is he going to be
promoted? Well, in the time of Jesus Christ it is said that John will achieve the Ascension but the
other disciples will have to wait until later (John chapter 21 verse 23).
From the point of view of esoteric astrology, John corresponds to the sign of Scorpio,
which actually happens to be the only sign of the zodiac in which two signs of the zodiac are
included in one, that is: Scorpio-Eagle. So , could there be two Johns instead of one? In other
words, one does not reach Enlightenment and the other does?
As in my case I had experienced it “first hand”, I couldn't stop thinking about this.
In the Bible: John chapter 21 verse 18, transferred to the Age of Aquarius, it is said that
Master Estrada, considered the Peter of the Church of Aquarius (The GFU Solar Line), turns to
John when he is already old and then, he has to follow the paths of John even if they do not seem
correct or adequate to him.
That is precisely what happened to me with the GFU Solar Line. After I had disembodied,
Master Estrada prepared me so that I could finally reach Enlightenment and then return to the
world, representing him. So I was motivated to realign the work of the GFU
In The Black Book of Freemasonry pages 116 and 195-96, the Master of the
Ferriere speaks about this:
“Here we touch upon a problem of two pontificates. After the appearance of the Messiah
Jesus, time is divided into two periods: that of the Savior as victim, atoning (that is, the Age that
has just passed), and the era of Christ the King, the resplendent Messiah, washed clean of insults
(it is the announced Golden Age).
The holy books announce a papacy for each of these epochs: there is the epoch of the
spirit of Peter which came through his successors (the Popes of Rome), until the day when the
expansion of the Holy Spirit will be felt and John will begin his ministry of love and will live in the
soul of the new Popes. The pontificate of Peter must therefore end with the coming of the Son of
Man, with the return of the Glorious Christ, the Universal Messiah who coincides with the present
epoch (the New Age, the Aquarian Age symbolized by the sign of Aquarius, the Sign of the Son of Man).
Man).
Naturally, the great Eras do not end abruptly; there is always a period of transition, the
end of an era is introduced into the beginning of the new one, and the manifestation does not
make itself felt until after two or three decades sometimes. Likewise, a new Christ is not
immediately recognized by ALL, but it is his disciples who recognize him.
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little by little they recognize the coming of this Messiah, who symbolizes the dawn of a New
Was.
There are, then, two leaders, one for the exoteric church and the other for the esoteric temple: Peter,
the apparent leader, the man of faith, and John, the secret leader, the man of science.
They both leave their successors, some will be the leaders of the public movement, the others the Dignitaries
of the Community of the Privileged."
“A great issue that has caused much ink to flow is whether Saint Peter is truly the only and true
repository of Jesus’ teachings. It is known that Jesus had said: “...I tell you that you are Peter and on this rock
my Church will be built...” (Matthew, chapter XVI-17 and 18).
Then Jesus says again (in the next verse): "I will give you the keys of the
kingdom of heaven.”
Naturally, these are keys. Symbolic ones. In other words, Jesus gave the foundations of teaching, the keys of language,
formulas, the principles of the shémas (schemes), as they would say in the Qabbalah; that is, in the same sense that the value of
PI is given to find the surface of a circle, Jesus gave his disciple an Initiation to transmit to others.
That Church is the moral reserve from the social point of view, in which the lessons for the masses are preserved; it is the
Visible temple, the material side, indispensable for men who ask for simple things.
But there is an esoteric teaching, a lesson to the disciples: "I have many things to say to you, but you
cannot bear them now" (John XVI-12). It is a fact that Jesus spoke in one way to the masses and in another
way to his disciples, but even they had to perfect themselves, become more Initiated, to continue the totality
of the Master's teaching.
So, Simon Peter would be the depositary of exotericism and another disciple should be the depositary
of esotericism. “Simon Peter said to him: Lord, where are you going? - Jesus answered: You cannot follow
me now where I am going, but you will follow me later..."
(John, XIII-36).
Would that not be the indication that a hidden teaching was to be given, which Peter could not bear?
Are not those three times that Peter denied his Master, the indication of his lack of
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preparation for the esoteric lesson?
The Bible also teaches us that after Jesus had separated from his disciples, he was overtaken by
Peter who wanted to prevent John from following him; to which the Master replied: "I also have need of him..."
If Peter received the "keys" of exoteric teaching, it is almost certain that John received the "keys" of
esotericism. Peter would be the Representative of the visible Church (understood in the sense of visible
teaching for all, the way the Master spoke to the masses), and John the Representative of the invisible Church
(in the sense of esoteric teaching, that which the Master reserved precisely for his disciples).
Paul's Epistle to the Hebrews (chap. V, verses 11 and 12) says: "We have many
things to say about it and things that are difficult to explain, because you have become slow to understand.
You, in fact, who should have been teachers for a long time, still need to be taught the first rudiments... "
END OF TEXT.
This was crucial at the time when I was being moved by forces
superiors, to found a Christic Line.
Well, the month of July was fast approaching and so were the magical events. It was precisely on one
of these Sundays that I liked to go to the market with my wife, a very humble market but where we could eat
something and have a good time.
And on one of these Sundays, at a stand where they were selling old books, I found
One, whose author is Roger Calais and is entitled: “The Rosicrucians”. Editorial SA, Spain.
This was really impressive for me because in that book they talk about the arrival of the eternal Gospel:
The Christos Line. Not referring to a character but a group of Christs, truly a Christ-Virgin as a collective
experience. “A Christ of the masses” as it has been prophesied by many sacred traditions in the world. A Christ
or Virgin who can be recognized in every human heart. Through whom we all have that possibility, the masses
themselves have it.
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It is the Great Universal Fraternity with an externalized WHITE Hierarchy, in balance with a Universal
Democracy regulated by a Council of Wise Men, a Confederation of Nations.
Roger Calais explains that Jachin de Fiere (1131-1202) had already written his book:
“Eternal Gospel”, which is a teaching of the Rose Cross.
He then goes on to explain that the Trinity is present in the Bible, in the form in which
this has been written:
It makes this Trinity correspond to the type of Priests that represent it: The Father
to the Laity, then the Son to the clergy and finally the Holy Spirit as the living Christ.
In this relationship we cannot fail to keep in mind that according to the eminent French Doctor de la
Ferriere, the New Age began in 1948, the year in which the Tibetan Master's book called: The Return of Christ
appeared.
Then Dr. de la Ferriere founded his world Ashram in Venezuela, at the same time that
in this same country, Conny Méndez founded the Brotherhood of the Seventh Ray, declaring
that Saint Germain is the Avatar of the New Age.
Roger Calais goes on to explain that three men will be the authors responsible for the
new state: In the Father aspect appears the man dressed in linen, then in the Son aspect
appears the angel with the sharp scythe and finally in the Holy Spirit aspect, the angel who
bears the sign of the Living God. The latter is to renew the apostolic life propagated by
twelve apostles. It is the advent of the new Man, the Eternal Gospel.
The author says that according to secret tradition, those who correspond to the third
aspect or Holy Spirit will be called: The Order of the Minor Brothers.
I remember that when Master de la Ferriere made his pilgrimage to India he dressed
in linen, a saffron-coloured Gerrua. And then, the one who gave shape to his movement and
was recognised as the first disciple was Master Estrada. Finally everything leads to a universal
brotherhood in what is prophesied as "the Christ of the masses" where the gospel becomes
eternal, because Theological Monarchy and Scientific Democracy are no longer separate.
It is in this sense that the Apocalypse seems to refer to this. First, with the Lamb of
God or first angel in chapter 5 and chapter 14 verse 6 to 13. Second, in verse 14 to 20, where
it speaks of the work of the angel who carries a sharp sickle in his hand. And the third, perhaps
it is “A white horse ridden by the Christ whose name is: The Living God or the Word of God”
(Chapter 19 verse 11).
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In chapter 6 verses 1 and 2 we read:
“And I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seven seals, and I heard one of the four living
creatures say with a voice like thunder, Come! And I saw, and, Look! A white horse and he who sat on him
had a bow and a crown was given to him and he went forth conquering and to complete his victory.”
Roger Calais recognizes the Priests of the Eternal Gospel as THE ORDER OF MINOR BROTHERS.
I liked the name so much that I decided to give it to my PILOT GROUP, which would be
consecrated on July 28th. Because it seemed more appropriate than the name “Christian Line”, especially
so as not to be confused with a vulgar religious sect.
It was evident that it was not a mere coincidence that I had come across this book about 10 days
before the 28th of July, when I was going to inaugurate: Línea Crística. The OHM (ORDER OF THE
MINOR BROTHERS) is above all a service to the GFU, which is the Order of the Sublime Elder Brother,
Master Estrada.
Then when my wife suggested it to me, I did the math of the time that more or less passed after
my marriage and the founding of our Order, and it was about nine months and eleven days, so I wondered
if this had something to do with a sacred esoteric fact, related to the fact that my wife and I were having a
child, but this time not a physical child but a Holy Order. And the number ELEVEN is the number of the
perfect relationship between the MACRO unit and the MICRO unit, Heaven and Earth.
These are basic facts, difficult to ignore. Also, the fact that “He came out victorious to win.” It
reminded me a lot that my retreat began and ended near the “Potrero metro” in Mexico City, which by
chance is located next to Victoria Street. I entered a retreat and left happy.
There is no great value in making the direct relationship as a personal matter and, furthermore,
for what purpose? I think that all human beings fit into the biblical interpretation if we have “eyes to see.” I
happened to see that it was about the Potrero metro and therefore, a place where there are horses, being
a Sagittarius (centaur) with four
planets in Sagittarius and the Sun at 29 degrees, almost zero degrees of Capricorn, which according to
astrologers is the one that points directly to the center of our galaxy.
And on July 8, 1998 while I was meditating, someone I know said he was the master
Estrada told me telepathically:
And I thought that since I am his first disciple and he made me, I did not give him the lesson, but
that he himself, to himself, is the one who gives it.
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Master Estrada seemed to confirm to me the fact that perhaps I would be taken to the interior of
the earth together with her and some others, to then return in a more fulfilled state of consciousness. This
is something that the god called Aramu Muru had already made known to me.
That day, for some reason I started crying with great emotion and I sensed that it was the
energy of Master Estrada so I told him:
-Why are you crying, old sentimentalist, using my tears? Alpha, I go as Omega.
-“You have done more than the entire Solar Line Hierarchy put together.”
On Tuesday, July 28, 1998, the Ceremony was held to found the Order of the Friars Minor. There
were thirteen people, eleven of whom received the cross, including myself. Two of them were given the
cross by Angel, whom I named as the first Guru for the New Age. Then I named my wife as group mother,
silent sister and mystical wife. As for me, I named myself magister lumine and general inspector.
First, I accepted that Angel put the silver cross on me, one of those given in “metaphysics.” Then I
took it off and offered it to my Masters and only then, I put the copper cross on myself, which on each of the
four arms has the axiom that the GFU Solar Line also uses and that has been used since ancient times by
the wise men of all times, which says: To Know, To Will, To Dare and to Keep Silent.
This place is located five minutes from the Periferico (a ring-shaped avenue that covers the entire city
of Mexico, like a no-passing circle, which is the fastest way to travel through the city. In addition, this house is
half an hour from where the Ave Fénix center in Arboledas was located, where my then-retirement partner
stayed.
And to get to this place from the municipality of Ecatepec ("hill of the wind", evidently related to
Amerricua which according to the ancient Mayans means: Country of the winds) you have to go through
Arboledas and then take the peripheral road.
It is as if truly, the Great Thinker of the work realizing that something did not go well for him, when
the relationship with my retreat partner could not
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must continue, then find a way for it to continue, until THE GREAT PLAN is fulfilled.
That morning when we arrived at the Satélite area, I had to leave Periférico to go to the place where
the Ceremony would take place. I saw on one of the walls where there were painted advertisements, almost
on “Periférico”, the name of a political candidate called ÁVILA.
This was right next to the Satélite hotel and at the beginning of the street called “ Hidalgo” .
Remembering the special meaning that this name “Hidalgo” had for me, because of the Ashram of Hidalgo
and the 16th of September when our relationship began. I told my wife to go down this street, to go to the
center of Satélite.
Three Priestesses were consecrated respectively to a primary Ray to form the triple flame. They were
the only ones who had accompanied me to the Ashram of Hidalgo a few days before.
There was a very special energy in this Ceremony of the Minor Brothers. For some women had
clairvoyance. My wife perceived Lady Nada. Gabriela saw a white dove standing on the column of Leo, the
feminine one. Another saw our hands filled with violet light when we were consecrating our marriage in this
Ceremony, as a mystical act. It was also at this moment that we ingested a special substance that she and I
prepared together. It was made with grape juice, the three elements of alchemy and something else.
At the moment of putting on the copper cross, so that I could then give others theirs, I was
telepathically blessed by the person I recognized as the Master of the
Ferriere telling me:
- In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit I put this to you
emblem, for your value as the legitimate successor of the Avatars of the Age.
Buddha was at the top of the head, Saint-Germain on the right arm, Jesus on the left arm, Master
Estrada on the right leg and Master de la Ferriere on the left.
We all agreed that there were beings of light and a “very special” happiness spread like a perfume in
the air.
During the sacred act that I was presiding over, I felt emotion when the bell rang.
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melody: “Eternal Secret”, because Maestro Estrada used it in his Cosmic Ceremony.
The emotion changed tone when the music called:
“Enigma” (The Principal) has an erotic-mystical theme. I chose it for The Ceremony because it
was the one my wife was listening to in the car when we first started our relationship and I thought
it referred to a mystical and sexual love that is very appropriate for the current times.
Finally we hear the melody composed by the famous tenor named Bochelli. It is “Volare”.
I relate it very much to Lady Mercedes, in the sense that we all turn to her to experience total
freedom.
“Glory to God in the highest and peace on Earth to men of good will
(will to love that only recognizes happiness)”.
“Father, may your will be done and give me the strength to unite mine with yours.”
The Order was going to demand my full dedication and even then circumstances would
occur that would directly affect it, requiring a very accelerated and defined transformation. Most
would not be able to reach the maturity of the work to discover in THE ORDER an authentic and
profound message. But somehow all those who left would take with them something that was not
only good but also irreplaceable.
SECRET CHAMBER
On Saturday, August 8, 1998, everything came together so that an idea that I had had, not very clear
for some time, could be carried out. It was about inaugurating what I learned should be called: “Secret
Chamber”.
Some students I had hopes for did not attend this inauguration.
For example, those who belonged to “the schools of metaphysics”, who expected support from us but were not
interested in The Order, due to its distance from a defined project of Great Universal Fraternity.
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Regarding the humble inauguration of our CHAMBER, the Signs were not long in
coming:
“We were seven members and I told them that the location of the CHAMBER was
temporary, pending to know where it would actually be established. Because the Chamber is
really only an external proof of the REAL BEING.
When we arrived at the house that the sister of the pilot group was still lending us, we found it clean
and the future occupants who would soon be living in this place had bought a wooden table that on the top
formed a cross with four equal arms, because this table had four panes of glass on its surface. It was a table
made of old wood but it was new. For us it symbolized the table of Wisdom.
This time we consecrated the place by placing an element in each corner of the room.
The ceremony was very simple. And then, when we read our “New Gospel” (The Gospel of
the New Age) those verses came out where the Master declares Master Estrada as his only
legitimate successor, his “self”, captain of the Aquarian ark, general director of the institution,
mystical king and head of the Order.
That he didn't have to go to other places but stay in America.
I also had the concern that time is something that must be mastered because
He who stops time is the owner of all space.
I was interested in the fact that a New Age missionary, as I had experienced, is
someone who should be treated appropriately. But I regretted that human beings have not
been able to separate spirituality from poverty.
I explained to my students that our Order was one of abundance. I had the idea of
creating a library for New Age studies, but there was not enough strength to achieve it. They
did not understand the “Secret Chamber” very well. And it was natural that this should be the
case, since they were people without any Initiatic culture.
But it was because of the work I was doing with them that I was able to realize many
new ideas, for example that the teacher has merged the management of money and love,
simply because this was what I had been experiencing and through the group I perceived it
more clearly.
I also thought that a New Age group is one that takes on the challenge of keeping its
Instructor alive and making this its foundation as a group, provided that it is a genuine
Instructor. Only this would tend to awaken them in a positive way.
Since I was in contact with my wife's medical work, we commented that these systems
of "bureaucracy" subject to a schedule were, in spite of everything, necessary, due to the lack
of awareness among the majority of employees.
In reality it was a lack of will and above all a lack of will to love.
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All these ideas, I needed not only to write them down but also to communicate them to my little
confidants who were my students. And so, due to the concern and the need to organize information that I
considered important, I decided to follow the example of the Master of La Ferriere and begin to distribute to my
group everything that I was writing and considered important, calling these letters or small pamphlets: Circulars.
Just as the Master himself also called them.
I was about to discover new and important developments “on the fly.” But some people began to
distance themselves from the work and that worried me, even though I tried to speed up the processes within
those who persisted in staying with the small group.
Around December, the student who knew that I had just come out of a retreat and had achieved
enlightenment called me on the phone. He was still in Canada and told me that in that country he was offered
a stable job where he could travel to different places in America and that the salary was very high. I didn't
know what to do.
So, I told him that the only thing he had to decide was whether everything they were offering him
was worth accepting to continue being a slave or if it did not “fulfill” him anymore. If he was in the second
case, then he should continue with his own evolution and not accept the tempting offer.
Two weeks later he arrived from Canada to Mexico City and asked me for an interview. I gave it to
him and I realized that he had continued his search for himself and for the truth. He had become an ovo-lacto-
vegetarian and had met an infinite number of spiritual instructors, psychics, meditators and above all a great
Tai Chi master who recognized his superior degree in this subject. He was also experiencing an accelerated
sexual experience with a woman who was especially versed in the subject, because according to what she
told me she was a woman “of the world” and before meeting him she had already been the lover of more
than twenty couples, in different places around the world.
Reviewing the “horoscope birth charts” of him and his lover, we came to the conclusion that this
relationship had already served its time and that this woman was only going to bring him pain and perhaps
betrayal, because due to her characteristics, it was difficult for him to enter into a work of true evolution,
especially because she was tied to sexuality rather than love.
Christmas was approaching and this student decided to join the Order and on the following January
18th, the birthday of the Master of La Ferriere, I placed him on the cross of the Order of the Friars Minor,
together with his new girlfriend, a student of mine, who would help him settle into his new rhythm at work.
Although the relationship might not achieve stability.
But not everything was external. So at the end of January 1998, Lady Mercedes told me telepathically:
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- He gave you the keys to the seven Churches that the Apocalypse speaks of. These
seven Churches are the Seven Etheric Temples of the Seven Rays.
I soon came across a book called “Shamanic Healings” by Jacobo Grinberg, where he
talks about a healer called “Pachita” who could even regenerate organs and perform many
other miracles of this type. I was surprised to find that in reality it was not Pachita who
performed these miracles but that her body was used by a great Mexican being called
Cuauhtémoc, the same man, King of Tenochtitlan (seat of ancient Mexico) who faced the
conquistadors in 1521 and who was brutally sacrificed by the same invaders.
The most interesting thing about the matter is that I also took up Regina 's book again and it turned out
being that Regina was an incarnation or soul mate of Cuauhtémoc himself.
This was leading me to interesting conclusions because dates that had been prophesied
for a long time were approaching. These were delicate and transcendent dates for the destiny
of both Mexico and the world. So a powerful concern began to move me from the depths.
I kept thinking about all these issues and my conclusions were going to lead me to do
some work with my entire group, related to all of Mexico and the special energy that was being
generated in the Cosmos for the world.
Of which even the most versed in these matters were not in the position or "the
"state of grace" that is needed in order to be able to do something about it.
All these ideas would be condensed in order to present them in July 1999 under the
title CIRCULAR 15. Basis of the fulfillment of the PROPHECIES for THE GREAT COSMIC
CROSS AND SOLAR ECLIPSE of August 11, 1999. Event recognized by the most prominent
prophets of all times, for example Nostradamus. The Bible calls it "The Sign of the Son of
Man." And in all cultures, Royal Empires or Golden Ages this date is predicted as a
transcendent moment for humanity. Date that is the prelude to December 12, 2012, marked
as THE DIMENSIONAL CHANGE OF THE PLANET. Which has to do with what astronomers
study and call, the entrance to the famous "photon belt."
CIRCULAR 15
Filed on July 14, 1999
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THE ENDOCRINE GLANDS OF PLANET EARTH.
For the ancient Greeks and Egyptians the Universe was born from the four elements.
Water (seas, mineral kingdom), earth (continents, plant kingdom), air (atmosphere, animal kingdom),
fire (heat, human kingdom).
In humans there are these same four elements, related to their 4 biological systems
specific elements that make up your body:
Water (circulatory system), earth (digestive system), air (pulmonary system), fire (nervous system).
But the wise also speak to us of the FIFTH ELEMENT, that is, the Super Human Kingdom, where
spirit and matter merge. This type of nature corresponds to the cerebro-spinal (or endocrine) system.
Indeed, endocrine glands They are "NERVO-FLUIDIC" centers, that is, they are neither
totally electric nor magnetic, they are not all spirit nor matter, but both fused. They are the true origin of our
physical life, ofcerebrospinal
the biologicalsystem
function of the four elements from which the systems, organs, cells, molecules,
etc. are created. Making concrete human life work. The famous "hormones" control, direct and manage the
entire organism.
Recent studies show that hormones produced by the endocrine glands will soon be sold in
pharmacies. These are capsules containing hormones from the sexual glands, adrenal glands, spleen,
thymus, thyroid, pituitary gland and pineal gland, mainly.
Fundamental medicine will deal with metaphysical rather than physical effects. We can go to the
pharmacy and buy a 50-milligram vial of "sexual desire," courage in life, blue eyes, development of hips or
breasts; five millimeters of height, friendliness, tolerance, etc.
These are the expectations of science fiction.
Only one thing is not sold in pharmacies and that is THE FIFTH ELEMENT, which we call
CONSCIOUSNESS. That is, a sum of all knowledge organized into Wisdom. Or as scientists say: A living
synthesis (matesis).
Consciousness is neither matter nor spirit, but the origin of the four elements produced and I only know
with Evolution.
The Universe responds, at least, to these five elements and exists in time-space.
Talking about what time and space are is a broad topic. Suffice it to say that Time is instantaneous
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Space is fixed. Which allows the Universe to be "Multidimensional".
and
What we call "concrete reality" made of four elements exists in the third dimension, but there are infinite
dimensions.
Everything is alive in the Universe, everything evolves, everything advances in CONSCIOUSNESS. This is
how it happens that our planet Earth is a LIVING entity that exists in the fourth, fifth, sixth dimension, etc.
The Earth has its endocrine glands For example, your pineal gland, according to the most
serious occultists, is LASSHA, the capital of Tibet. Your pituitary gland, on the other hand, is in the ANDES, Peru; your
in India; your solar plexus is Mexico, South America. sexual glands are perhaps Africa, your thymus gland is and
It is possible to identify these, geomagnetic currents moving around the planet and
thus converting it into a living organism.
In this regard, the French scientist Doctor de la Ferriere, notes that the parallel at 30 degrees north latitude is aligned for humanity.
Sacred
Here they pass from Tibet, for Christians, for Muslims, Centers (an underground college), Africans, for Spaniards, etc.
for Mexicans Lhasa
Rome The Mecca the pyramids of Egypt
Compostela Hermosillo
Throughout America the Sacred Centers also follow one another but this time from South to
North.
To this fact of the existence of a cross of sacred centers in the terrestrial space,
Let's add the way time behaves in the history of humanity.
The same thing that happens with the phenomenon of the day The night, also, according to our solar
and
of equinoctial precessionmovement, system, is located in each zodiacal constellation for more or less 2,160
years. So the total journey is 25,920 years. Each of these fractions (of 2160 years) is called AN ERA.
An ERA causes a Continent and its humanity to awaken while the rest of the
world remains more or less asleep. America is the destined continent to was waking up in theIt
call of Aquarius. The previous Era was called Pisces (that is why Jesus Christ spoke of the Fishes), it was then
that Tibet remained awake. Now Tibet is beginning to sleep and America is awake. and
The New Age begins in 1948, March 21 (called CHAKRA) The Endocrine Gland of the Solar Plexus
and
Furthermore, according to astronomers, the Earth is 4.5 or 5 billion years old. That is, half of its age. Because
at 10 billion years it is said that it will become, together with the solar system, a (Red Giant), expanding to die and then
transform, through the
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process of his "death" in a superior sidereal body.
Every New Age Earth THINKS BIG TO physically guide her. Sometimes it comes only with her Saviors. and a Savior of the Humanity appears with a
female complement GROUP
either
So HE
establishes a Sacred Tradition of Wisdomamong Humanity. Tal is he
case of Krishna, Quetzalcoatl, Moses, Jesus Christ, etc
As in "dimensions higher than the third," sexuality is ANDROGYNOUS. It is said that our Earth, in its feminine
part, represents the appearance of a woman of about 20 years old and in its masculine part, a man of 33 years of age (the
age at which Jesus Christ was crucified). Perhaps if we could see the planet Earth, we would see it as a woman and a
man of this age.
All this is to help us imagine the world as a living being and not as a sidereal body.
inert.
According to scholars, the new Tibet is Peru, the new India is Mexico and
The New
Jerusalem is Venezuela.
There is a law of physical science for the New Age that says: "The greater the expansion in Space, the greater
the contraction in Time." And it happens that the Age of Aquarius closes the cycle of 25,920 years. Period in which the
mentioned law is fulfilled, that is, the world begins to break its borders so that space expands and time contracts. There is
intercommunication and technology grows. The media and satellites make us experience instantaneous time. China is no
longer far from Mexico, humanity begins to easily recognize itself as one. So in the Age of Aquarius a world Messiah or
Avatar appears and not just a local one. In fact, the work is of such magnitude that this world Messiah is fused with a
and
When Dr. de la Ferriere appeared in Venezuela in 1948, his disciples recognized him.
as "the Christ of the New Age." This is attributed to a biblical fulfillment that says:
"To him who overcomes I will give some of the hidden manna and I will give him a white stone with a about her a and
new name written on it, which no one knows except the one who writes it" (Rev. 2:17).
YNRI
We take into account the first letters of this sacred word and we have:
He is also known as: Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews (since the letter "J" in the the "I" are the same
and
Hebrew language).
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JOSE MANUEL ESTRADA VAZQUEZ HERNANDEZ.
JEVHE
What does it mean: JEHOVAH (God).
"He who overcomes will be a pillar in the temple of my God, and he will never go out. And over him will be the name of the city of my God,
Dr. Estrada was born in Venezuela, located 605 meters above sea level, topographically the same as
Jerusalem in the Middle East.
"And in the midst of them was a Son of Man, his head and hair white as wool, like snow; his eyes like
a flame of fire, his feet like fine copper, and his voice like the sound of rushing waters" (Rev 1:13-15).
Estrada looked like that from the age of 75 until he was 82, when he passed away (1900-1982).
"The Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has prevailed" (Rev. 52.5).
In 1954, the enigmatic Count Saint Germain declared himself the Christ of the New Age, precisely in
Venezuela.
Dr. de la Ferriere (also a Count) mysteriously succeeds, his Ascension in 1962 disappearing
since no one saw him die.
But it doesn't end here. Mexico is beginning to play a fundamental role in world events.
Historically, the origin of Mexican civilization is unknown. However, it is said that they come from
AZTLAN, in the North. Aztlán is related to ATLAN (Atlantis).
Quetzalcoatl was their Savior, who is thought to have appeared very close to the time of Jesus Christ.
Only in Mesoamerica.
Hethe
Huitzilopochtli is known as the leader of Warrior the Sun
futureofMexica people. and
towards the place that Quetzalcoatl had chosen for them to prosper. Because Huitzilopochtli was the one who
symbolized the path of the warrior who conquers himself and offers his heart to the (opening of the pineal
the Lightning gland to Cosmic energy). divinity, reaching
This teaching was to degenerate from some centuries before the arrival of the Spanish (1519) where
they began to make sacrifices to the Sun by physically removing the hearts of prisoners or those who
"voluntarily" sacrificed themselves in this way, offering their physical life to
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gods.
The rulers of that time were interested in having warriors and so they manipulated the original
teaching. As we know, the Mexican people arrived at Tenochtitlan where an eagle fought against a snake
standing on a cactus. Finally the eagle won. Thus the symbol of Quetzalcoatl was revived: THE FEATHERED
SERPENT. In other words, it refers to the awakening of all the endocrine glands of the human being, along
chakras). the spine (called and
This is the process of awakening consciousness where the vile is sublimated, as the Alchemists
say, lead is transmuted into gold. This is what is called: The Enlightenment. And as the pineal
shines in multicolours, it is symbolised in Europe by the crown for the King.
But in America it is represented with a headdress of quetzal feathers.
The very construction of the Pyramid of the Sun was fundamentally intended to pay tribute to the Enlightened Ones, since only those who
approach the Ascension can achieve that. Let us remember that the Enlightenment in Jesus Christ is symbolized by his baptism and
When the Spanish conquered Tenochtitlan, the Aztec people (of Aztlán) were already somewhat
degenerate, but not as much as their conquerors.
In fact, according to those who have remained faithful to the Sacred Initiatory Tradition of their
ancestors, Quetzalcoatl is expected for his second return, just like Jesus Christ. They said they would return.
The last emperor called Cuauhtémoc consciously gave himself to that internal sacrifice (The Illumination),
safeguarding the Spiritual Wisdom even at the cost of his physical life.
the material ruin of his people.
and
As the Aztecs measured their time cycles in periods of 52 years, they also called thirteen of them:
HEAVEN and nine: HELL.
In 1519 the last heaven ended and the first hell began. Tenochtitlan was conquered by the Spanish
in 1521. At that time, the wise men of that time knew that the conqueror had arrived, although many ignorant
people thought that it was the return of Quetzalcoatl.
Cuauhtémoc
That is why, on a grand performed
scale, before a ritual Tenochtitlan, he finally headed for Tlatelolco, leaving
surrendering and
It is the decree of Regina, the Queen of Mexico, while her blue eyes shine in the fire of the
inexhaustible Light coming from her being.
The recovery of the Golden Age for Mexicans seems to begin in 1968 with
Regina (Queen), a female Avatar. Who precisely on March 20, 1968 climbed the pyramid of the Moon in
Teotihuacan. It was getting dark and four "authentic Mexicans" were waiting for her at the top of the pyramid.
Each of these Mexicans is a living representation of a fundamental Tradition or Line of Mesoamerican
Wisdom:
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The NAHUATL is related to the sign Leo,
The role of the Moon as an influence is keep the people asleep . And this ritual served
to remove that numbing effect and be able to awaken it to evolution.
Regina was twenty years old, as she was born on the very day of the beginning of the New Era, that is, 1948,
March 21st. In the Village of the Kings, State of Mexico. After having gone to Tibet, she returned to Mexico to
complement the work of the Male Messiah, who appeared in Venezuela in 1948.
thousand
The objective was to gather more than two times in the capital's four hundred
Zócalo, one
to reactivate
people the third chakra of the
He
planet Earth: . The mission consisted of awakening the Popocatépetl and the Ixtlazihuatl, Of the
which
Belly button World
were asleep. Since
they are the largest mountains (volcanoes) in the country, and with that the land of that place and its humanity would
begin to evolve instead of "devolving" (dormanting).
Mexico was asleep but not dead. Since, astrologically, Mexico's sun sign
is Scorpio (eagle) and his Ascendant is Capricorn.
It is known, within the Mexican Sacred Tradition, that after having managed to channel these great "human
marches" towards the Zócalo, Regina and the authentic Mexicans discovered that only Popocatépetl was awake,
representing the masculine part of the Mexican people; however, the feminine: Ixtlazihuatl remained asleep.
Regina decides
sacrifice himself along with 400 followers. The number 400 is extremely important to them.
In fact, Mexican tradition tells that at the beginning of Creation when there was no light in the world, only fire lit it, the four gods came
together to make a Sun that lights the Earth and drank blood. Camasale (The Creator God) ate hearts and created the first four men and a woman, so
needs hearts and blood, but not literally but from followers of Huitzilopochtli, that is, warriors of peace, and
Enlightened .
This myth is similar to that of Christ, who also asks for blood to turn it into wine,
depositing the heart of humanity in a cup or Holy Grail. This blood is the symbol of the
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spiritual intoxication that is required to love God, with all our strength and our heart.
That is why when Regina discovered that everything done in Mexico had not been enough, she then requested
the services of those 400 who, along with the four authentic Mexicans, were sacrificed in Tlatelolco on October 2, 1968.
This evidence from Regina also refers to the 400 men of five colors, that is, of all nations, who inhabit the third or
fifth heaven and are called tonaleques.
He Main Temple It is located next to the Zócalo and there, in ancient times, two temples were worshipped,
hills: One dedicated to Tláloc and the other being Huitzilopochtli.
The first refers to the importance that the Mexicans gave to the god of rain (Tlaloc) so that he would give them
success in their crops. On the other hand, the second refers to the solar warrior. In such a way that the Templo Mayor turns
both hills into two snakes that intertwine in the manner of the Caduceus or Great Arcanum 22 of the Tarot.
Huitzilopochtli was born on the hill of Coatepec, Veracruz. A ball of fine feather was prodigiously introduced into
the womb of Coatlicue, who was doing penance in Coatepec. When Coatlicue became pregnant, her other children,
Coyolxauhqui and the 400 Surianos, became irritated, considering this a dishonor. They then wanted to kill Coatlicue. But
Huitzilopochtli comforted his mother while he was in her womb. When the 400 Surianos led by Coyolxauhqui, his sister, set
out to kill Coatlicue, that was precisely when Huitzilopochtli was born. Dressed in war insignia, he cut off her head.
and He dismembered Coyolxauhqui and defeated his brothers, the 400 Surianos.
In reality Huitzilopochtli represents not the Sun as a cause but in its effect of force and
splendor, represents the one who has to be born again, that is, as the Enlightened One to hold both hills or snakes. Like
Hercules who, as a baby, is so strong that he takes both snakes, one in each hand. Once the snakes are held, one goes
through "the middle path", in a similar way or as Samson does when he places himself between columns, just like a Mason.
The Surians represent the passive or Lunar part of Consciousness, that is, the mass
unconscious that enjoys religious prestige and opposes the evolution of the real individual.
And just as the Sun tears apart the waning Moon with its rising, so too do the Huitzilopochtlis of the New Age
make the stars of the night disappear.
And on October 2, 1968, the martyrs died in Tlatelolco, along with two thousand five hundred other people. Thus
the Ixtlazihuatl was activated. According to the Mexican Royal Tradition.
Mexico, being the navel of the world, is THE MATRIX of the human race, the place where Mother Earth gives
birth to all of humanity. It is necessary to mention the ancient history of Mexico in order to understand the current events of
this country within the universal concert.
Before the arrival of Cuauhtémoc, there was a democratic ruler called Tlacaeletl, (a Mexican Emperor who led
the "Assembly of Wise Men" of that time). His wife was called Citlalmina and persecuted by the bloodthirsty and already
degenerate worshipers of
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Huitzilopochtli decides to sacrifice himself in Tlatelolco, on the same sacrificial stone where Regina would later
give herself to Mother Tonantzin or Coatlicue. History repeats itself again. The sacrifice of Citlalmina cushioned
the abuse of Huitzilopochtli's already fanatics, who were thereby causing an imbalance of the feminine part in
relation to the masculine within the planet. Regina then accelerated this regeneration.
With the consolidation of the New Age, physical sacrifice is no longer necessary but the evolution of
the human race where man and the woman remains unified.
In fact, from 1519 to 1987 there are nine hells (52 times 9 = 468 + 1519 = 1987). In 1987 the first
heaven begins, which is why it is the year of Quetzalcoatl's return.
Christians, for their part, await the return of Jesus Christ, as mentioned several times in the Apocalypse,
we read: as well as in the Prophets (mainly Daniel and Isaiah). From the Gospels and by example,
“..And I heard one of the four living creatures say with a voice like thunder, Come! And look! A white
horse! And he who sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given to him; and he went out to complete his
overcoming victory” (Rev 6:1-2).
-These FOUR LIVING CREATURES are the four fixed signs of the zodiac:
“And I saw heaven opened, and, look! a white horse! And He who sat on him is called Faithful and
True, and He judges and makes war in righteousness....And on His outer garment He is even Lord of lords”
On his thigh he has a name written: King of kings and (Rev 19:11 and 16).
Hindus, for their part, hope that Vishnu will be reincarnated for the tenth time under the symbol
of a white horse.
This “white horse” can have infinite interpretations of “good”, because the horse
white is like the winged horse called Pegasus.
of a king's mountain to melt into its summit, after having been tested.
If we are all each one of us is A LIVING PATH and We bring out the Christ or the
Virgin and we have it within us, then our Savior is our own being.
In short, Egypt and the Hebrews are also awaiting their envoy at this very time.
The Son of Man is for the Greeks Ganymede, symbol of the sign of Aquarius. As mythology in
Ganymede was dedicated to serving ambrosia to the Gods of Olympus and this precious liquid was found inside
a cup, he was recognized as a fraternal or group character.
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not a character but a world Avatar who, rather than the Master of la a set of Christs , a group Christ unified in such a way that it is
Ferriere, could be THE TIBETAN who is the Master of the Master Estrada de la Ferriere. and
state
The Envoy is one that all of consciousness,
humanity is destined to achieve in the New Age. It is a Sacred Initiatory
Tradition. A feminine-masculine as perfect complementary (Christ-Virgin). and
The history of Tlatelolco can break its repetitive circle and recover its quality as a FEMALE TEMPLE,
recycling the effluvia of Ixtlazihuatl on its route: Tepeyac-Tlatelolco-Virgen de la Avenida Hidalgo-Zócalo.
To understand this, it is necessary to first know that the so-called yogis know that at the base of the
human spine is the vital force, which is the same as and is called Kundalini (symbolized by a coiled snake that
spine it reaches the moves the Universe). So, "snaking" it begins to rise, until it becomes from the base of the
pituitary
SUSHUMA. Then the energygland through:
reaches IDA (female
the pineal nadi)
gland and Feathered
and PINGALA
contact Serpent
(male nadi). The central nadi is called
is made with the Cosmos through an etheric opening in the crown of the head.
But “as above, so below,” it turns out that the same thing that happens to an individual when he becomes
a Living Path, also happens to a Country when it does the same. In Mexico, the masculine route is the one taken
by the Aztecs to reach the Zócalo (their promised land). We are referring to the energy channel that begins in the
Chapultepec forest, where they remained for a long time before moving towards the Zócalo. From there, one
reaches Tláloc in the current anthropology museum-Avenida Reforma-Avenida Juárez-Avenida San Juan de
Letrán-Avenida 5 de Mayo-Zócalo. This route is the masculine nadi, with the effluvia of Popocatépetl and
regenerates Huitzilopochtli, warrior of the Sun or of peace, no longer of external sacrifice. The only sacrifice is that
of our lower self on the altar of our Great I AM Presence.
The central nadi (Sushumna) is represented in a living way by Juarez Avenue and
as there is a law that says “everything is in everything”. It is easy to understand that “the roundabouts”
throughout the Reformation they represent small chakras similar to the chakras of the world.
The Zócalo is the base of the Mexican pineal gland. Then the pituitary gland of Mexico is located in the
Palacio de Bellas Artes.
The part that the wise Yogis (YUG means Union, Universal) of the world call and that contacts the higher
"Antakarana bridge" mental body, is the union of the route of the thyroid gland to the pituitary gland through
the nape of the neck of a human being. But speaking of the Mexican country, this is the part that was missing, to
complement Regina, that is, the Antakarana bridge that goes from the route from close the energy circuit
Tlatelolco to Avenida Juarez where Avenida Hidalgo is located. Let us remember that Hidalgo was a liberator of
Mexico and that he carried the banner of the Virgin Mary as a symbol.
On the route of the female route, Cuitláhuac is the guardian of Tlatelolco where the avenue and Calzada
of de Guadalupe join, then further ahead we have the roundabout of Simón Misterios Bolívar (liberator
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of the world, since esotericists say that it is the Ascended Saint Germain, while the Son of Man becomes
the liberator of America.
This is how we advance in the evolution of Mexico as a country and in its awakening as a chakra of planet Earth.
Maybe someone will decide to change the location of the monuments - it doesn't matter! In the end, everything
returns to normal and the symbols appear again.
Everything responds to a balance but on the path of Tepeyac to the Plinth , They are not seen
defined the micro endocrine glands of the country, Maybe for this reason the Avenue of that place is called
Mysteries, such as it happens with the feminine.
Instead, entering Chapultepec Forest through the monument to the child heroes (eagle knights) - the Moctezuma
baths and the Audiorama-Anthropology Museum, represent the male sexual glands in activity, as does Tepeyac the female
and
ones. Reforma Avenue frames well its micro endocrine glands of the Mexican city, starting with the monument to Diana the
Huntress, which represents the single Virgin as an Immaculate womb. The monument to Independence (El Ángel) is the
solar plexus of Mexico. While the monument to Cuauhtémoc represents the heart of Mexico, vibrating with the cathedral of
Mexico, symbol of the Pineal, and inside this Great cathedral, there is the stone that when touched by those of pure heart
turns them into Emperors or Empresses, it is like a Solar-Neptunian heart at the top of the head of the country. It is the
repetition of the fulfillment of the legend of King Arthur who had to pull the sword - Excalibur - from the stone and no one
else could do it but him, so there are those who touch the cathedral of Mexico, but only the one who is marked by divinity is
the King or Queen.
We arrive at the Christopher Columbus monument which on the other side meets Hidalgo Avenue (and the recently discovered Virgin at the
Hidalgo metro station), then Juarez Avenue as an extension of the monument to the Revolution, up to the Juarez hemicycle. This quartet symbolizes
the union of the three arteries, (Nadis) projecting towards the parathyroid gland of the country. just as the Sublime Elder Brother, Estrada told him the
Master of the Ferriere that it was the throat of the Mission of Aquarius. While Christopher Columbus is again a reminiscence of Saint Germain the and
Juarez
New Jerusalem in Venezuela and is thatthroat
of Mexico ,
(Columbus arrived in Venezuela there he worshipped the Virgin MERCEDES). By the way, let us remember that José María
and
Morelos (the Mexican liberator at the time of the Mexican Independence), was taken prisoner in the town of San Cristóbal
in Ecatepec (the hill of the wind) and in the tradition, Quiche of the Mayas, already at the time when it was conquered by
the Europeans, America was already known as Amerricua:
That of the windy
countries.
There is a way for the people and individuals of Mexico to wake up and it consists of going through the world accelerates its
those arteries at the right time.
Astrologically, June 22 is the summer solstice, the sign of Cancer, the feminine, enters. And the route to follow is:
Tepeyac-Tlatelolco.
On July 22, the sign of Leo, the masculine, enters and its energy travels from the forest of
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Chapultepec to the Zocalo.
So on September 13th the route is simultaneous, with the masculine side of Chapultepec Park, towards
Avenida Juarez, and the feminine side of Tepeyac-Tlatelolco-Avenida Juarez. It is called the march of silence, but
and
not necessarily a literal silence, but rather a CONTACT WITH GOD, our Great Presence, I AM. Both polarities
converge on Avenida Juarez towards the Zócalo.
On August 11, 1999, there was a total solar eclipse and a GREAT CROSS formed by the planets in the
four fixed zodiac signs: Aquarius-Leo-Taurus-Scorpio, appeared in the sky. The Bible speaks of it:
Astrology. and on the outside" (Rev. 5:1). It refers to the sacred science of
It refers to the Fixed Cross: Man is Aquarius, Lion is Leo, Bull is Taurus, Scorpio is Eagle.
"Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and There will be food shortages and
Earthquakes, from one place to another. All these things are the beginning ofdistress"
sorrows.(Matthew 24:7-8).
"Just as the lightning comes from the east and flashes in the west, so will be the Presence of the
Son of Man. Wherever the carcass is, there the eagles will gather" (Matthew 24:27-8).
"And then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and all the tribes of the earth will mourn and
they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and glory.
And he will send out his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they will gather together his elect
from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other" (Matthew 24:30-31).
Occultists know that a total eclipse of Sun It points out the essential transformation of the
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and the governments where, regionally, this eclipse affects.
And to this we add that this GREAT CROSS (called the CROSS OF AQUARIUS) is presented and is repeated
only once in millennia. We understand that it is "the sign of the Son of Man in heaven" (macro), the same as on earth
(micro) "where the eagles gather." On the shield of the Mexican flag, an eagle stands out in memory of the encounter
with the promised land of the founders of Tenochtitlan, the future capital of Mexico City.
"All the tribes" are the people of Israel, not as a country but as a symbol of the chosen people (the Select
Humanity), that is, of all places, since each tribe is the people who belong to a sign of the Zodiac and as there are twelve
signs of the Zodiac there are also twelve tribes of Israel.
If "it comes on the clouds," it can come by plane, or in a mental state, from East to West or from South to North.
"The great trumpet sound" is the media: Television, radio, books, satellites, etc.
The Grand Cross is formed by the opposition of Mars (Scorpio) to Saturn and Jupiter (in Taurus),
of them establishing a 90 degree angle with opposition to Neptune and the Sun, the Moon Uranus (in Aquarius) all
and Mercury (in Leo).
This is what Nostradamus seems to be referring to in his "Tenth Century, Quartet 72":
"In the year 1999 and 7 months, A great one will come from heaven King of theterror,
to great will be resurrected King
Angolmois, before which Mars will happily rule"
He may indeed be an evil king of Mongolia, since Angolmoi (without the final "s") is an anagram of Mongolia.
But he may also be a divinely enlightened being belonging to the First Ray (of will and power). There is also a province
in France named after him, which suggests the presence of a French Avatar, such as the Master of La Ferriere or Saint
Germain.
On August 11, 1999 the Moon is in parallel to Uranus which means, in astrological psychology: A fulfillment of
God (Uranus), giving a divine sign (the great celestial cross) to his chosen people (Moon).
Mercury in Leo indicates that communication is done directly, not with words but with direct activity. Verbal
communication is now with life. As a great communication expert says: "The medium is the message." This is the only
scientific argument. The facts
Moon opposition Uranus means that many people will not be ready for these new energies.
And only those who are conscious will join with the conscious despite the discontent of the majority. It also presents
tremors in various places in the world.
Moon square Mars. It indicates that there will be war and many millions will be marked for war from the moment
this GRAND CROSS occurs. There will be mass killings. Violence will increase, women and men will fight. Many murders
will occur. Many will lose their homes and there will be misery because of the violence of the strong over the weak.
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Moon square Saturn. The governments of the world will then be cruel in the name of "constitutional laws",
they will be implacable with the helpless, corruption and abuse of authority will be hardened against the people in
and
the name of "the law". Inflexible rules imposed by the clumsy who are also cunning.
Sun conjunction Moon. It is the total eclipse of the Sun where the most evolved develop the reason for
higher faculties and the minority, who are the majority, lose their sense of meaning, their existence,
and
Mars opposition Saturn. The dehumanized humans controlling the business of war will establish their
most Machiavellian plans. And the evil ones will call themselves "brothers", but they will have no mercy for each
other and the heads of government of one country will be implacable with the heads of other countries, applying
without mercy the rigor of the law and the execution of their martial decrees.
Always with diplomacy, where it is difficult to maintain the balance of good manners.
Sun parallels Moon and Mars-Neptune. The voice of the people is the voice of God, but with a universal
meaning. The true warrior is the universal lover. God is present in pursuit of his own.
For August 11, 1999. Sun is at 17 degrees Leo; Moon 11 at 25 degreesLeo; Mercury 29 degrees Cancer
at 0 degrees Leo, retrograde; Venus 2 degrees Virgo, retrograde; Mars 16 degrees Scorpio; Jupiter 4 degrees
°
Taurus; Saturn 16 degrees Taurus; Uranus 14 2 degrees Aquarius, retrograde; Aquarius, retrograde; Neptune
°
Pluto 7 Sagittarius, retrograde; head of the dragon 12 degrees Leo.
Aspects:
The planets in Taurus are Saturn and Jupiter, which indicates that diplomacy between Them
Banks reach dangerous crises, due to excessive ambitions (Saturn opposition Mars), which secretly involve (Mars
in Scorpio) with interests in fomenting war, kidnappings and organized crime, to increase the power of the most
important Banks on the planet, the laws related to the possession of land (Saturn in Taurus) and the external debt
of countries (Jupiter in Taurus).
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( Taurus) takes on dangerous proportions and the most powerful countries threaten war in
their private sessions between representativesof banks and arms companies. Pornography
companies are also present, especially at the end of August.
Fifteen days after August 11, these secret meetings will begin to talk about the possible experimental
use of terrible weapons against people, such as bacteriological weapons, contamination of the blood by viruses
that cause diseases such as AIDS (Mercury conjunction Moon in square to Mars in Scorpio and also in square to
Jupiter and Saturn).
Drugs and organized crime are interested in strengthening their international relations to have more
ground on which to sow their drugs (Neptune square Jupiter), creating fraternities disguised as mysticism or
religion (Neptune in Aquarius).
There is danger of earthquakes in many places throughout the year following August 11, as Uranus is in
square, Saturn in an earth sign and with Mars, indicating that there will be death (Scorpio).
On the night of August 11, the danger increases due to a total solar eclipse. This leaves the world
prepared for serious catastrophes to occur in the future (within a period of two years), affecting large regions of
humanity as never before.
Many governments will fall victim to sudden changes (Uranus opposition Sun), including territories
victims of extravagant sexual corruption (Mars square Uranus) and will begin to change due to
earthquakes (Uranus square Saturn in Taurus).
However, in pain, true BROTHERHOOD will emerge and Masters with Paranormal powers will appear,
because the radioactive processes in the world are accelerated, so that the chosen few will face the world, while
others will extend and maintain the appearance of brotherhood with the world and its people, when only secret
hatred prevails (Uranus square Mars Scorpio). But many will believe in false teachers only because they have
supernormal powers.
The purity of marital love will be exalted, with encouraging ideals, but in reality this purity protects secret
relationships for material, economic or merely animal interests (Venus in Virgo square, Pluto in Sagittarius and
Venus trine Jupiter in Taurus).
In "We the Earthquake Generation" Jeffrey Goodman points out the alignment that will occur on May 5,
2000. Sun, Mercury, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn and Moon make a conjunction in Taurus. These large planets, Jupiter
and
and Saturn, increase solar activity by up to 20%. Ice at the poles (Saturn) threatens the equilibrium of the planet.
"Day 20 Taurus will tremble... Mars and Mercury and silver (Moon).".
On May 5, 2000 the planetary positions are: Sun 14 degrees Taurus; Moon 26 degrees
Taurus; Mercury 9 degrees Taurus; Venus 4 degrees Taurus; Mars 0 degrees Gemini; Jupiter 17 degrees
° °
Taurus; Saturn 19 degrees Taurus; Uranus 20 Aquarius; Neptune 6 degrees Aquarius; Pluto 12
°
Sagittarius; dragon head 27 Aquarius, retrograde.
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Aspects: Uranus square Jupiter; Neptune square Venus and Mercury.
The delicate thing about multiple conjunctions in Taurus in squares is that the changes affect the
plus human psychology regarding attachment to material territory. Great immigration of people
and
things from one place to another (Uranus square Jupiter), illusionism in the manipulation of the media with
false hopes (Neptune square Venus and Mercury), drug trafficking (Neptune) and terrible seismic movements
(Saturn in Taurus accompanied by all the other planets), these seismic changes are not only physical but
also internal in the human being (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Jupiter in Taurus).
William Henry in "The Return of the Messiah" notes that the 13th sign of the Zodiac is
Ophiuchus: Guardian of the Serpent. Ophiuchus is the Greek name for Imhotep, who was thought to be the
reincarnation of Thoth/Enoch, the Savior.
It is located a few degrees from the center of our galaxy (27 degrees of Sagittarius to zero degrees
of Capricorn). In addition, the highest point of the pentagram hides a thirteen-pointed star.
August 11, 1999 brings the resurrection of the King of Kings. Therefore, this event
Astrologers call it "the Avatar point."
On November 13, 2012, or thirteen years later, there is another total eclipse aligned with the
thirteenth constellation of the Zodiac (Ophiuchus). By associating Ophiuchus with Chiron (planetoid and
secret of life, is produced; it is Saturn), the effect of the shaman healer that is found between Uranus, the
the initiation of humanity into the Major Mysteries.
According to Jose Arguelles and Ray Mardyks, this is the time when we will be closest to the
Galactic Core. A great influx of cosmic energy floods the Earth. The highest energy in the galaxy will be
terror for some and light for others, due to the Planet-comet called HERCOLOBUS, which is called the Beast
in the Bible (Apocalypse), and is also predicted by “the Earth’s axis will straighten out.” Although KRAYON,
be a literal event as it has been in other times, orthodox scientists and occultists, assure that this will not
but that only the North-South axis will be relocated magnetically.
The astronomical name of the constellation Ophiuchus is Aesculapius. It is located between Scorpio
(death) and Sagittarius (resurrection). It is also known as Quetzalcoatl, "The feathered serpent", CRISTHO.
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YEVHE which means "God the Father", and that has to do with the Presence of the Christ of the New
Age that is here and now for those who have eyes, ears, disposition and faith to KNOW.
CONCLUSIONS
There is only one planet, it is the home of humanity. At the end of the millennium we
are facing a delicate situation and yet, humans always have the hope that everything will be saved, perhaps this
is the greatest virtue of the human race.
The truth is that there is no time to argue whether what a prophet, scientist or true sage says
is true. It is natural in our hearts to hope that we are wrong in every fatalistic prediction. By instinct we wish to
fail in everything that could harm the human race: May the world continue to shelter humanity without any crisis
disturbing it, without anything bad happening to it!
Deep within us we wish for the general welfare, that nothing prophesied will bring pain to
humanity, that nothing will ever come true. That humanity will always have infinite opportunities and that every
good act of a child, a young person or an old person will always be the guarantee that humanity deserves to
survive. It is natural to wish with all our might to be wrong in what we predicted with a feeling of fatality. But on
the other hand, how wonderful to be able to be faithful to the truth.
while preserving all our illusions. Which
account is the heart Humanity must survive.
And . There lies our true feeling: human is potentially, Every being
an infinite and eternal universe.
This conclusion is far from calling for punishment for the guilty. As New Age metaphysicians say: Let
humanity be enveloped in the Violet Flame and in love as best we can understand it.
"A pirate ship does not change its objectives because it has a few competent and honest
officials in its ranks. What is the secret that allows the banal political system of a country to survive in order to
enslave it? Why are the efforts made by officials in good faith to renew it always useless?
The persistence of official corruption and the frustration of attempts at regeneration stem from a simple
fact: the government apparatus operated as an inexorable mechanism, which stripped away even the slightest
trace of dignity from all those who collaborated. The political organization of the country resembled a kind of
enormous pyramid, the ascent of which always implied a loss of integrity, directly proportional to the height
reached. The system could afford to allow, up to a certain limit, the ascent of honest and capable people, but
never beyond that. The
hierarchy
higher the degree of servility, the higher the ,
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that was the fundamental and secret rule that supported the functioning of the entire political structure of the
party in power.""" (op. cit. page 386-7).
Indeed, the peoples of the world are awakening here and now.
When UNAM was in crisis in 1968, the reason was not in particular. The reason the subjects, neither the
professional careers was the need of a people to transform itself. and
wake up.
Evolution is the evolution of consciousness, says a great sage. But when this progress is apparent, then we
evolution does not really exist called are facing a phenomenon
and
involution.
While it is a phenomenon
the evolution that individualizes the being, a phenomenon that drags the involution it's a
humanity into unconsciousness and gregarious instinct, involution leads to "the machine man", while evolution leads to
happiness.
There are democracies in the world based on this is The Institutionalization of corruption ,
involution. That is, the entire social system is controlled by injustice and cruelty. The cunning of the human animal prevails at
the cost of losing all dignity. However, in the Golden Age it is universal and is based on the dignification of each individual. In
evolutionary democracy other words:
Sincerely, Americo.
This Circular gives an idea of all the internal activity that I began to develop between May and June 1999. I was
thinking of making these pilgrimages to open special centers in Mexico related to the world.
It was a very special moment and the only one in my entire life, to reactivate what Regina had begun in 1968 and to
be able to fully awaken The Sleeping Woman, that is, Ixtlazihuatl. The first thing I managed to do was discover the Aquarius
Cross in the Mexican Republic, that is, the corresponding cultures and the respective signs in each place in the Mexican
Republic, considering that the Aquarius Cross consists of four fixed signs of the Zodiac: To Know, To Want, To Dare and To
Keep Silent. Which, as we have mentioned, are related to the four most important cultures in the history of Mexico:
The Zapotec and Totonac culture corresponds to the region of the state of Oaxaca and the zodiac sign Querer
(Taurus).
The Toltec and Nahuatl culture is located in Teotihuacan and Tenochtitlan, it corresponds to the zodiac sign Osar
(Leo).
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The Olmec culture is located in the states of Veracruz and Tabasco and corresponds to the zodiac sign
Callar (Scorpion-Eagle).
El Tajín is located in the place that the ancient Aztecs called the Aztlan and can be located in the center
same cross of Aquarius as THE FIFTH ELEMENT.
Another fundamental matter concerns a work that Regina started on June 22, 1968. She was the first to
begin reactivating the pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacan. And after the experience I had when I climbed the
pyramid of the Sun with my wife and a small group for the first time after my retirement, and because I was
received as a Solar or Enlightened Hero by the Guardians of the Light, our ancestors. When I read the book
“Regina” (by Antonio Velasco Piña) and then the work by the same author called: “The Awakening of Teotihuacan”,
where he describes how Regina began the awakening of the pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacan. And how the
work was continued by the Tibetans, waiting for the destined one to appear so that the pyramid would be
completely awakened. It was something that caught my attention, especially because it was not long before the
cycle of Leo began, on July 22, 1999.
I had discovered that THE SIGN OF THE SON OF MAN was about to be fulfilled and I was becoming a
living part of the main actors in this great drama.
I could not accept a universal catastrophe and remain still. I needed to try something, because I was aware that
even if a Horoscope is “terrible”, it is possible to transform it. If you do the right thing at the right time. So I was
ready to act at this Cosmic moment, unique in millennia.
And that is how it began in my life and in those who shared it with me, a magical time called: The Sign
of the Son of Man.
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QUARTER
THE SIGN OF THE SON OF MAN
The pilgrimages
Will appear in the sky the sign of the Son of the Man 24:30 MATTHEW (the Cross of Aquarius).
For my part, SILENCE is better because silence is the highest Presence of God that in the greatest humility and
impersonality touches and possesses everything from the heart of life.
The higher God is, the more he places himself in last place, even though HE is always the first and the only one.
The true SILENCE is: Knowing how to keep quiet and knowing how to speak.
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-What's wrong with you, Master? Let's leave our things here, on the sand of the beach and nothing will happen to you because
We will put a little angel and he will take care of them.
But I am sure that these beautiful beings exist, however, I know that their Presence is not enough for the Plan to work.
Universal is fulfilled. Specific watchdogs are needed.
If the little angels are enough, what is the point for humans to decide to incarnate in a body of flesh and blood? Definitely
There are things that they cannot do, but only humans and their material deeds can do.
And so it happens with this need to explain the events that I have experienced as a grain of sand in the Cosmic Plan for humanity. But
if this grain of sand happens to be at the axis of all events, then what one of my old Masters once told me happens:
The event of the formation of the Cross of the Son of Man or Cross of Aquarius in the sky is approaching in August 1999. And at the
same time, I discovered that within the Mexican Republic, where I was lucky enough to be born, four important zones or regions marked the same
Cross with their four Sacred Traditions of Wisdom:
All of them under the regency of the four Archangels who are: Gabriel, Raphael, Uriel and Michael. Well! What if in heaven the Sign of
the Son of Man is formed and on Earth there is someone who dares to take this sacred energy to serve as a channel? Wouldn't this be useful for
the acceleration of our own evolution and that of humanity? Without a doubt it has to be So.
Only the pure heart can contemplate the truth at the very moment of emergency. Because speaking of “FACTS”
everything is as relative as each human's perspective.
The truth demands “scientific” proofs and the layman looks for them outside. It is known that envy is often the helm of these reasonable
judgments. In this prejudice and many others, the so-called “personal self” is involved. It is this deformation of the real human being who opposes
the truth, or at least tries to, so that some may suffer from suspicion against those who show signs of trying to “become famous” or simply “be
happy”, obtain well-being. As ignorant humans tend to question destructively more easily than any other animal on Planet Earth.
“Nobody hides anything” – Gurdjieff teaches. And yet, the blind man does not accept the truth.
To judge someone or something by its “FACTS” and be impartial, it is necessary to have experienced those “facts” in our own world.
This is what makes us true scientists, that is, thinkers who base their judgments not on reason but on Being and the eternal present.
Indeed, “Reason is only an instrument to store information, not to generate it” as the scientific dogma
has made him believe.
But on the other hand, Wisdom teaches that the more authentic scientific development a human being becomes, the more humble he becomes,
simple and impartially open to reality as it is, not as it seems.
It is in these thinkers that it happens that the truth, precisely because it corresponds to real facts, is an experience that ceases to be
external to take place internally.
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It was not necessary to travel around the world to fulfill the Aquarian Cross on the planet. That is what the Earthly and The Christs of the
New WasCelestial Avatars are for. Also the The Ascended Masters who care for the flourishing of Humanity and even
The WHITE Hierarchy that internally governs the Kingdoms of Nature.
But with my grain of sand I can do wonders and as Lao Tze says: "Without looking out the window the wise man contemplates the
Universe".
Cuauhtémoc, the last Emperor and Royal Initiate of Mexico, in his desire to save Mexico became the Savior of the World. Similarly, in the
New Age, loving humanity is not alien to loving Mexico, to help save it. Not with weapons, but with the attraction of cosmic energies incarnated in
human events.
Personal and cosmic ambition are unified when we discover that what is real is “our own world.”
The only aim is the same as that explained by Dr. Serge Raynaud de la Ferriere, High Initiate for our times. He answers, when asked:
Why did you make your trip to India and Tibet? What are the motives that move you? And he answers: “-The only thing that inspires me is to make a
wonderful and unique trip.”
To be honest, I do not feel that I have the stature of a New Age Christ, so the title of “Missionary of Aquarius” is something that I respect
very much. It requires a true Mastery, a lot of study, developed superhuman powers, etc. And I, in my capacity as a human being, a man among men,
at most consider myself a Younger Brother, as was in his time the Sublime Older Brother, José Manuel Estrada.
The purpose of the Order of the Minor Brothers is to take care of the established ORDER, by the Plan of the New Era and its Avatars.
As Jesus Christ says: “If they are not against us, then they are with us.”
This means that no one who is intelligent is bothered by a Brother forming an Order; on the contrary, wise Tibetans teach: “A thousand
monks, a thousand religions.”
What matters is to keep our minds open and share ideas, this is UNIVERSAL BROTHERHOOD.
But: Who is this who dares to free himself from all Institution and pretends to lower the Celestial Cross of Aquarius to the Terrestrial, as
only the Son of Man can do?
“I am yourself.” Simply a brother, who being an enthusiastic student of yoga, a practitioner of meditation and vegetarianism; abstainer of
alcohol, cigarettes and other vices. And with a great longing to find the fundamental truth of, what is “that” that degenerates humanity?, including
Brothers that I considered spiritual and that I saw collapse due to “The temptations of the world.” Deceived in a thousand ways, subject to the vices
mainly of carnal sex, money and power.
One day I retired from the world without even leaving the city. At first I did not want to admit that I was “retired” because of the love for an
honest, loyal and true partner. It was a selfish and very human goal, although everything was always connected to the Cosmic.
So it was a selfishness that I have to call impersonal selfishness.
The only true goal was, and is for me, to remain free and happy no matter what the cost and for happiness to last forever.
eternity.
As I discovered that something very serious was what was complicating or preventing humanity from its liberation and well-being, then
The Retreat became more serious and I realized that I was there moved by Higher forces.
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The reason for this written review is Love.
To love is to love consciously because love is not the casual result of simple sympathy or whim. As they teach
the great Masters, love is an entity that is cultivated.
When we enter the Living Path, we participate in A Sacred Journey. Which we do by developing Conscious Love.
Otherwise, this journey is impossible. In this realization, it is inevitable to be a MYSTIC, without ceasing to be a scientist. Mysticism is an
intimate experience, as is true love. And it is in this intimate relationship that we recognize each other. The lover
recognizes his Beloved, The Disciple recognizes his Master. Because “love is everything and there is no time to reason mechanically.”
This does not mean that we should stop THINKING, not that we should stop being scientific, but rather learn to develop ourselves.
like real scientists.
Well, that's what it's all about the Sign of the Son of the Man, is to precipitate the Celestial Aquarius Cross upon the world
in the Land of the Eagles (Mexico).
This is possible mainly because so many pilgrims have gone before us, keeping alive the flame of Royal Wisdom and preserving
the authentically Holy places undisturbed. We have come to stand on the shoulders of giants, and so it would be absurd to believe
ourselves to be giants. Those who come to us in the future are those who truly make pilgrimage and lift up humanity. We must give our
recognition to those who built the sacred centers throughout our planet; those who rediscovered them, those who defended them, and
those who realized and revived them.
On what authority do I dare to make biblical references throughout the text relating them to this pilgrimage? For this we turn to
chapter XI: 27-33 of MARK:
"By what authority do you do these things?" the Pharisees asked Jesus to test him. And the teacher answered: "John's baptism,
was it from heaven or from men?" If we say: "from heaven" - the Pharisees asked themselves - Christ would say: "then why did they not
believe him?" And if we say: "from men." The Pharisees feared the crowd who recognized John as a prophet.
The relationship of this chronicle with the Sacred will be evident to those with open minds. They are the achievements that are
fulfilled through those of us who witness these events and can also be fulfilled within the world of those who manage to understand.
If this is so, then surely they and I are ONE and the same.
This is why Quetzalcoatl and Jesus Christ mean the same thing: “The Center of the Universe” (being the owner of our own
world).
First pilgrimage
POTRERO-TLATELOLCO-ZÓCALO
BACKGROUND
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The founding of Tlatelolco was verified in the year Calli (1337 AD) by a group of dissident Aztecs
from Chapultepec. The occupation of the island occurred due to the constant political and population problems
of the group that was united in the year 1317 AD. On the other hand, we find information in the annals of this
group, which coincide with the date of the function of the City around 1337, twelve years after the founding of
Mexico City Tenochtitlán around 1325.
As time passed and after settling on the island, its population dedicated itself mainly to
agricultural work, and later to trade, a situation that allowed them to acquire economic and
political strength, although it is important to mention that at first Tlatelolco and Tenochtitlán
served as mercenaries to the lordship of Azcapotzalco.
With the colonization of the island of Tlatelolco, hostility and rivalry began between the
two island-cities: Mexico-Tenochtitlán and Tlatelolco, because the first had supremacy in the
military aspect and the second in the commercial one. On the other hand, Tlatelolco was always
linked to the Tepanec lineage, since three of its rulers were Tepanecs and Mexico-Tenochtitlán
with the Culhua lineage.
Commercial and military expansion led to the importance of both over time.
cities, until the time of the conquest in the year 1521.
At the end of the 14th century, in 1375, Tenochtitlán conquered Tlatelolco, this situation
allowed them to be unified and known as Mexico Tenochtitlán and Tlatelolco, governed by a
Tlatoani Tenochca.
In the year 1325 (11 House). - From the muddy ground of an islet populated by cacti and
tulares, the primitive seat of the Aztecs arose: Today MEXICO CITY.
Mexico Tenochtitlán means in the Nahuatl language: "The divine tunnel where it is
Mixitli”; “The navel of the Moon” or more properly “The son of the Moon”.
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In India, during his sacred pilgrimages, Master Raynaud de la Ferriere was baptized as
“Son of the Moon”.
Mexico, where Mixifi is: “The son of the Moon and the Sun.”
CONSTITUTION SQUARE
The people have gathered there for religious ceremonies in ancient Mexico, for the
viceroys' oaths, the proclamations of kings, and the Holy Week and Corpus Christi festivities in
colonial times, for the 15th of September festivities, for the military parades on the 16th and the
sports parades on the 20th of November, for Flag Day (February 24), Labor Day (May 1), and
the Swearing-In of Conscripts (May 5), as well as for receptions for monarchs and foreign heads
of state. In times of serious political problems and student demonstrations, the Plaza is, in short,
the place where people gather to show their joy or their discontent.
PREHISPANIC PERIOD
It was during the time of King Itzcóatl (1428-1440) and with the help of Netzahualcóyotl, when the
urban layout of Mexico Tenochtitlán was defined, especially its ceremonial center.
The great Teocalli was the main building. It was located on the corner of what is now
Guatemala Street with Seminario and Argentina Streets, where its ruins have been explored and
consolidated. The pyramid, with a rectangular base, would measure 100 meters from north to
south by 80 meters from east to west, not counting the platforms with sculptures of snakes,
similar to that of Tenayuca. At the top, 30 meters high, there are two temples: the one in the
north dedicated to Tlaloc, god of rain and agriculture painted with blue and white stripes; and the
one in the south to Huitzilopochtli, god of war, decorated with white spheres and skulls on a red
background, both depicted by walls in the shape of pyramid trunks, adorned with stylized snails
in the first one, and butterflies in the second. Both temples had inside the statues of the gods on
pedestals with shell and turquoise mosaics, in the corners of the slopes and on the upper
esplanade there were large incense burners for Copal, and in front of the entrance, the sacrificial
stones.
In front of the Main Temple was the Quetzalcoatl Temple, in its devotion to Ehécatl, god
of the wind, with a circular floor plan, on a rectangular structure with high relief on the walls of
stairs on its four sides. Between this building and the entrance to the Tláloc road cut by the
imaginary blade of the solar path, the two
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parallel gates of the ball game,
Also nearby were the Temple of the Sun, the Temple of Vopicus and the Temple of
Temalacatl, where gladiatorial sacrifices were performed. In the northwest corner of the
enclosure was the Coateocalli, a wide base for the temples of the lesser gods. At the
southern end was the pyramid of Texcatlipoca, with a base of 20 meters and a staircase of
80 steps. Other buildings were: the Tepochcalli, a school for boys; the House of the Eagles,
for the military order of that class; the Cihuateocalli, a temple for women; the house of
Mixcóhuatl servants (lion-serpent-cloud), and the altar of Ometochtli (two rabbits). In places
close to the temples and shrines were rooms for the priests and their assistants.
Outside the wall was the plaza itself, but integrated into the rest of the complex. It
was limited to the east by the Palace of Moctezuma, where the families of the great
administrator resided, with numerous rooms, patios, baths and the throne room; to the
south, by an irrigation ditch, bordered by the houses of the nobles; to the west, by the grain
store (petlacalco) and the houses of the stewards (calpixcacalli), of the singers and dancers
(mixcoacalli) and of the captives (malcalli) and by the palace of Axayácatl or Old Houses
(current National Monte de Piedad), where the treasure of the lords was kept; and to the
north by the Cohuatepantli wall.
The Great Temple of the Mexicas is the heart and origin of what is now Mexico City.
Located in the center of what would become the city of Tenochtitlán, it represented for the
Aztecs the navel or fundamental center of their worldview, from which the four directions of
the universe departed, it was the place where one ascended to the celestial levels or
thirteen heavens and at the same time it was the place where one descended to the
deepest levels or underworld. In this way, the Great Temple was not only the main temple,
in whose upper part were Tláloc and Huitzilopochtli, gods of water and war, respectively,
but it also symbolized two of the main Nahua myths. In short, it was the sacred place par
excellence.
From this we can deduce that for the Mexica, the Templo Mayor represents two
hills: One dedicated to Tlaloc, who is worshipped on top of the hills and is thus represented
in the Borbonic codex, and the other side, that of Huitzilopochtli, is a specific hill, the hill of
Coatepec, where the birth of the god who will fight against his sister Coyolxauhqui takes
place. The Mexicas reproduce all of this in Coatepec. The Templo Mayor will be the hill
itself with its snake heads that give it its name: Coatepec means “Hill of the Serpent”. The
protagonists of the fight are located in the place that the myth has in store for them:
Huitzilopochtli at the top, on the hill-temple, while Coyolxauhqui lies at the foot of it,
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dismembered
These sacrifices, repeated a thousand and one times in the Templo Mayor, are nothing more than the
brutal and senseless reactualization of the myth: the daily presence of the moon between light and darkness,
between day and night, means that these sacrifices repeat what happened in a mythical time, the daily birth of the
sun, the emergence of the warrior god.
And not only that, but the presence of both gods in the upper part of the Templo Mayor are indicators of
the economic need of the Mexica, which was based on two fundamental aspects: on the one hand, agricultural
production, hence the importance of water, Tlaloc, and on the other, war as a means of supplying a tribute, imposed
by military conquest, from which the importance of Huitzilopochtli as the god of war is derived.
These objects reaffirm what was said before, the Great Temple is not only a living myth, but it is also the
need of a group to survive; Tlaloc and Huitzilopochtli, water and war, life and death (Resurrection), all of this captured
in a reality: the Great Temple of Tenochtitlan.
BY WAY OF A PROLOGUE
FEMALE MYSTERY
I would like to stop here to talk a little about the life of my wife and soul mate. She plays a central
role in the pilgrimage I undertake on this date. With this single act she already manifested an apostolate
for humanity. But such an event, related to her, would not be the only one but only the beginning of
others. All of which remains hidden in the human life of a woman so apparently normal, simple and full of
defects, like any other.
She rarely spoke of her poems as a teenager, but some of them are surprising when one grasps
the deep meaning of what is hidden behind the words, which almost any poet can fit into prose, but what
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what is written. Like that which deals with time, dreams and reality; lies or destiny.
With your permission I add these to my autobiography. As well as dreams and confidences that I wish to mention here,
because they really have to do directly with me, as well as with her roots, her childhood and her children. And particularly, I
was struck by the fact that her parents were related to a town called La Gloria and that her mother, coincidentally, was called
Maya, just like the name of Buddha's mother. All of which would not be so important, if I had not experienced such esoteric
matters in my life. Furthermore, when she became a virtual Queen, on this first pilgrimage, it was going to be a powerful
impulse, for all the others, in this sacred Mission. Therefore, and to help a little to unravel the mystery of the importance of
the life of the woman in the path of the Initiate, I consider it necessary to know a little, at least, of the life of this advanced
disciple and wife.
1.-POEMS
UNKNOWN TIME
We are death in this life because we carry no illusions, because we fear parting and losing for no reason. We are winters in the
spring. We are happy in this pain. We are stones that roll and roll. We are tears and anguish in love. We are futures in a past.
We are the time that has already passed. We are here when we have already left. We have returned when everything is over.
We are memories in the oblivion. Thoughts that go in the air. Songs of snow that are wounded. In the lie of truth. We are then,
in this moment, travelers without space or place. We are snow of fire, sand of the sea. Star without a firmament. Ties that join
but also go away. We are, in short, nothing in everything. We are beauty in ugliness. We are paths in the desert. We are
something in eternity.
(Written in 1972)
DREAM-REALITY
One time I thought: The things of this life are a dream. And in that dream I felt the emotions of other lives. And I felt the fog of a
wounded heart, drowning in the desire to cry. And I lived in the time of a deafened world, in which everything was distressed,
even when it came to love. And I saw a red sky, far away, very far away.
That only invited me Come! Come to wake up! And I felt the path with thorns and thistles. And I returned to the center, to the
center of my being. And I saw everything in silence so black and dark. And I thought that all that was not going to dawn. And I
saw the star close to nothing. And I saw failure reborn again. And I saw your light sitting on my lap. And I saw a sword waiting for
a place. And I saw your arms outlined for my embrace. And I saw your face seeking the truth. And I saw the silence that our lips
keep. And I saw your tear about to shed. And I saw in the distance the uncalled anguish. The unsought absence that is about to
arrive. And then I formed, in my already lost judgment. Stories of love of bitter delirium. And I thought that the world was going to
go mad. And I saw everything far away. Far away like a dream. And then I realized that it was going to dawn.
(Written in 1982)
TIME TO EXIST
I have searched and have not found anything that makes me happy. Could it be that I have not existed in this time and in this
life? Could it be that everything passes like a tape to perceive? To those of us who are dead and believe we are still alive. Could
it be that I have fallen from time into this space and into this place? But that I am the shadow of someone who is no longer alive.
I have searched and have not found. Is it that I do not exist anymore?
(1984)
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LIE
I love laughter and I love the song of the great countryside, of the light of truth. I love people, I love the grass, I
love the pores of eternity. I love the man who lies. Because behind all that, he seeks his truth. I look into the
faces of the people walking by and I always find the same thing: A lot of loneliness. Behind the mask of each
person I always find the same thing: People who doubt, even their truth.
DESTINATION
Today I have remembered so many things from my life. Dreams and sighs distant, sterile and lifeless. And I
have also remembered things from the present. Which have also left my soul alone and absent. And I have
remembered oblivion and forgotten happiness. And I have sighed for a sigh and loved an unreality. But I have
to find a path, which may lead me to blossom. And I will continue along it even if it is winter. Until my soul is
reborn again. I will remember from a memory things about myself, in this present. From my voyages on land.
From unrealities and sighs. And I will continue along this winter route until I find my destiny. And I will forget
the memories and remember the forgettings. And I will praise the stars, because at the end of the task, my
heart has blossomed.
This has been a torment, as if compared to a bed of roses. I have breathed in their perfume and fragrance. I have felt the
softness of their petals. But I have also felt how their thorns have stuck in my body. Thus, on this day, I have compared love to
a rose. Which sometimes hurts us and other times caresses us. Intoxicating us with its perfume and subtlety. Which is precious
to the human sense. Whoever does not let themselves be carried away by these, Even if it means losing a drop or all the content
of the heart.
(1984)
2.-LIVED DREAMS
BIG DIAMOND
I was walking through the desert. I felt a kind of heat and in front of me, I was looking for something like water,
because I was thirsty. Then, where I was walking, I saw a diamond, but it wasn't small, like it could fit in my
hand. It was a very large diamond. I was lying on the sand of the desert. And I could see this diamond that was
about 40 or 50 cm high. It was a white diamond, or rather, transparent, like a precious stone. Like crystal. It
had that faceted shape ending in a point. And when I saw it, I felt that I stretched out my hand to reach it. I
didn't notice that I was walking, but I got closer and everything became bright until the image disappeared and
I woke up.
That memory stayed with me and I thought about the beauty of the diamond even while I was awake.
Although I was tired because I had felt very thirsty while walking in my dream, in the desert. I sensed that I was
on a spiritual quest and I arrived physically, at a bookstore where I found a cover that had precisely this
diamond that I had dreamed of. In addition, the book was called: The Diamond. All of which had a strong
impact on me. I bought the book and it referred to spiritual teachings.
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another dream I felt that I was in Egypt. It was the time when I was doing my Rosicrucian practices. I
realized that it was a temple and in a remote time. It was a chamber that was not closed but rather open-
air. They were going down a very wide part and I was wearing a kind of garment.
There were some steps to go down. It was a large rectangular area and it went down like a set of steps. The sensation was like
when you slowly go down steps to enter a pool. And it was like your body was entering a liquid, but this was not exactly a liquid,
because I didn't even feel like I was getting wet. It was more like a mist and the sensation I had meant that it was a ceremonial
act, something very solemn. This substance was like a very marked violet color. And I came to perceive that among this
substance there was a table with important people sitting. They were waiting for me to take my place so I could join in what they
were doing. And that's where my dream ends.
So, he was born and he was smiling now, where do I put him, I thought. So, what was I going to do with this child? And I decided
that he had to be put into the world. So I took him energetically, because I didn't see his body well. And although at first I had felt
him as a baby, now I understood him as a bigger person. And I said: I have to put him into the world, in the center of the place
where we were.
Afterwards, when we came out of meditation and we were all talking about our experiences, I thought it was good for me
to say that, because it seemed important to me. I said it, but then someone commented that he had also heard the laughter of a
child who was walking around in the room where we had meditated. That convinced me that I was not hallucinating, but that a
child had really manifested.
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our vehicle headed down a small road, a little narrower. I felt then that the vibration was changing. We were in
a van. There were about eight of us, I think. And when we took that small road, I began to feel like another
dimension of time-space, that is, everything already felt different. And then, a fog began to grow and began to
fall over the place, even though we were on the road. It was a clear sensation that we were passing to another
place. All this before reaching the town. And I said: - I think we are already passing to the fourth dimension.
It's something you feel, because the atmosphere becomes different. Then, we enter the village, which is very rustic,
but very beautiful. And at that moment you feel that there is something very different. I mean, I don't think it's the place, but
rather, the moment. So me and everyone, we were commenting that we had arrived to another place. For which reason, we
were all happy. Really! It was a joy that we felt! We were all super happy, but I felt that it was because of that. And when we
were already in the village, the fog disperses. It was as if we had passed through a portal to another place. Although
everything seemed to be normal as we went to meet the people we were going to look for there.
Then, I don't remember if that day or later, we had some little books. Those that gave us information about contacts
and channelings. And it so happens that in those pages, I found that there was indeed a being called Baltazar. These were
notes about channelings that were later uploaded to the Internet. It said there that there was a being called Baltazar. That
struck me.
MY MASTER AUROBINDO
On another occasion, when one of my children was still small and was having a difficult time, a being told me that he
was there to protect me. And then I saw how he would form a circle of fire that protected me and my son, who in that dream
would be about six years old. And I saw how he protected us with that circle. He then told me that he had known me for a
long time and that he wanted to protect me. I don't remember exactly when he explained to me: - I am Aurobindo.
It was a name I had never heard before. I had never read anything about him or about him. Even when I did see him,
he was a dark-skinned, Hindu-type person. But I didn't know him. And after this, I started to investigate and discovered that
he had been a teacher from India, that he is dark-skinned and that after much study he became a Master. And it is said that
when he disincarnated he went to the intraterrestrial world.
And yes, in some of my dreams I sensed that he was in a world apart, not on the earth we walk on. But he was there and he
had come out to protect us.
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Enoch". But still, I was totally unaware of Enoch, his books and all that. The truth is that the dream came to
me. There, yes, I don't remember well what he told me and told me, but yes, it was three times. And then, the
curious thing about this was that in the daily life that I was leading, I met a person named Enoch. He was a
doctor with that name. I remember that in the clinic where I worked, I was in an office and in the office on the
right was the doctor called Enoch. And as if this were not enough, in the office on the left a doctor called
Baltazar had arrived.
Enoch wanted me to put something back together in my life, and that was the point of everything he told me on those three occasions.
Hirohito
I had a dream about Hirohito long before. My children were still small. I dreamed about him. This dream began when I
was walking inside a very large house, heading towards the roof. And there, I was leaning on a wall. I was looking at the sky and
some ships were passing by. Some were going this way, and others were going this way.
They were flying saucers going from one side to the other. Then I said: - I'm going to get out of here. And when I did, I woke up. I
immediately wanted to go to the bathroom. All this was now real. Then, I had a hard time falling asleep again. As soon as I did, I
went back to the same dream and went back to the roof. Then they told me: - Ahh, you're back again.
And when I came down from the roof into the house, I saw that it was a house with many rooms. Some were like healing
rooms, where they were actually doing some healing. But they were healings very different from what we know. That is, they
were doing something there that we on Earth don't do. Then I started saying a name: Hirohito, Hirohito, Hirohito. And then I woke
up.
Already awake, I immediately said to myself: - What is Hirohito? It was not even that I thought: - Who is he?
Hirohito? but - What is Hirohito?
Only some time later I heard on the news that this name was mentioned: Hirohito. And
I discovered with surprise that this name does exist!
I started looking and saw that it referred to a Japanese emperor who was there during the World War.
I don't know if it was the first or the second. I don't remember right now. He was very young and had his father.
Later I studied that UFOs and all that had been involved in the World War. So Hirohito was involved, although not directly, in the
whole (nuclear) bomb thing and he had to make a very important decision.
Another interesting thing is that there is a town near Perote, Veracruz, which they named "La Gloria." To enter this town,
we turn left on the highway, at the Alchichica lagoon. The town is on the right and was named "La Gloria" because a general from
the Mexican revolution arrived there after they had won. When he was in that town, he said: "I am in glory." Because they treated
him wonderfully. With good food and the friendly nature of the people. Which gave everything a mystical touch.
At that time my father was little. My father is not from the glory but he went to live there. Because his father, that is to say
my grandfather, was with that General who was the one who gave the name of "the glory" to that town. My mother was not born
there either, but she too, from a very young age, together with her family, moved to that town. My mother was really little, because
she says that they carried her on their backs. With a little basket on their shoulders and she was inside that basket .
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mother was named Mária (without an accent), and they called her like this: MÁRIA. But then, since the name María was more
common, they changed the accent and they simply called her: María. As her childhood progressed and since she was a little girl who ran
very fast, they called her MAYA. They compared her to a certain firefly that flew very fast and are called "mayates." So, since she was
little, they called my mother Maya, Mayita.
But I was a little girl, and I wasn't afraid of things. Not at all. From what I remember, I must have been four or five years old
and I lived in this rented little room. Located on Zaragoza Avenue and 1st or 3rd Street, I don't remember exactly... it was 3rd Street,
in the Gómez Farías neighborhood.
I remember that the bathroom didn't have any light, that is, I couldn't even turn on the light. The thing is that I would go into the
bathroom and I could stay there for half an hour, completely in the dark. My mother would look for me because I had taken too long,
saying: -You've taken too long, what are you doing?
She was worried. But then, it happened that my mom had to go and drop my brother off at elementary school and she told me:
-I have to go drop your brother off at school, so I go and she came back for you right away.
And he took me to kindergarten. That's why I think I must have been about five years old.
It was during one of those trips that, as always, I sat there on the bed, waiting for her to come back. Only on one occasion I
had a vision of a very beautiful woman with her blue cloak. And I saw her in front of me. So she could reach my little face. Because I
was sitting on my little bed.
While I was watching this woman with her blue cloak covering her little head, her shoulders and down her body. I remember that she
came close to me, as if she were hugging me or as if her face was close to mine. And she said something in my ear. That is what I
remember from that experience. But it remained vivid in my memory, because her cloak was sky blue. Later, I associated her with the
Virgin Mary, not with the Virgin of Guadalupe whose clothing is different. In my mind as a child, I knew that she was a being and that
was it. Later, when I was older, I was surprised at how at that age, I could think that she was the Virgin. Since I had never seen a place
and I do not remember anyone telling me that she was the Virgin. Also, I have never been able to remember what she said in my ear.
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Gloria.
By the way, the Alchichica lagoon was studied by a journalist named Pedro Ferriz, now deceased.
That visit I made with my friend happened around 1972. And I mentioned to him about the journalist who was interested in this
lagoon. In the center of this lagoon there is a zone of silence. Also, many divers went to explore it and they did not find the bottom. All
this is what makes it mysterious.
On the way to the town of La Gloria you will find two other lagoons. One is called Quechulac, which is sunken, because they are
not lagoons that are at ground level, but rather sunken.
The one in Alchichica is also sunken. And moving a little further towards the glory, we find another lagoon called "las minas". This one is
behind and one can get to the shore without having to descend. There is another one that is in the town of "atescá". To get to this lagoon
one first sees the hill and when one advances one looks down and there is the lagoon.
So there are actually about four lakes in a very short area. All this is what gives the place a mystical touch. Adding to this is that
at the entrance to the town of La Gloria there is an old hacienda, which no longer functions as such. And if you get to the town itself, you
see that it is at the foot of the mountain and up there, going up, there are many large trees and a spring of water.
This whole place, which I loved, was what I showed my high school friend. And when he was there he told me that he felt a very
different vibe. We immediately sat down on some rocks to talk. He told me: -Have you noticed how it becomes like a silence? You can no
longer hear the wind or the rustling of the leaves. Not even the birds.
So I kind of paid attention and added: -It's true. It all turned out like this, calm down.
After a while everything went back to normal. The trees, the leaves, the noise, the birds, everything. So my friend said: -There is
something about this place.
And yes, indeed, because the inhabitants there, since their grandparents, always saw some lights that went around the mountain.
Because there are other mountains but it was on this mountain where red lights were seen. They always saw them.
In addition, they are inhabitants who have their superstitions. And that is why they said that these red lights
They were witches. That's what they called the lights that went from one hill to another.
The same residents say that on June 24, Saint John's Day, in the Alchichica lagoon, that is, the one on the edge of the highway
that goes to Perote, a woman would appear there, coming out of the center of the lagoon. And then she would disappear.
There are many more experiences that I could tell you about in relation to all this. I remember one from 1985. This one had to do
with a friend who invited us to eat at her house and also invited another person who knows how to read tarot cards. My friend asked us if
we wanted her to read tarot cards for us.
At that time, I was still single and free. There was a doctor who was hanging around me and who was hanging around there. He also
went to that meal. The tarot reader asked us if we wanted her to read our cards.
So, one by one, those of us who were there went into a room and there he read our tarot cards. And when it was my turn, I went in and
he said to me: -Here in this reading it tells me that you are going to be with a person... He said several things, but one of them was that:
-You are going to be with a person who has four children. He argued: -You are going to be with a person or you are going to get married,
something like that.
But if I remember correctly, it was during the first interview that she assured me that there was a person who was interested in
me. I was going to do a small business with that person and things were going to go very well. She said other things but this was what
caught my attention the most, because there was a suitor and I thought the tarot reader was referring to him, but that wasn't the case.
There was another one who also wanted me and it turns out that with him what she predicted came true, because with him, like a game,
we did a small business, renting movies.
Time passed and we went to another meal with the same friend again. By then, I already had my
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two children. I had already gotten together with the father of my children, who was a doctor. And yet the tarot
reader told me: -You are going to be fine with a person who has four children.
At that time I thought it was because he already had two children and I had two children too. So that made up four children. So
for the moment, I was happy with that relationship, believing that there was indeed a future with the father of my children. But time went
by and it turned out that there was nothing more complete in our union. Until the moment came when we had to act regarding situations,
such as the way of living and all that. Until then, we had to separate. It was at that moment that I met another person (she refers to
Americo) who was interested in me and we both wanted to have a relationship. But I didn't know about his life until I was surprised to
find out that this person had four children. And it is with the person I married. That is why I had to recognize that this was what the tarot
reader had really told me at that time. This is what she meant.
This tarot reader was always very accurate, because she had already told me what my children would be like. I claim that they
were very white. And I confused the boy with the girl. Because they looked so much alike, according to the tarot reading. When my
children were born, it turned out that they did look a lot like me. In their physical form.
Although the girl looked a bit like her dad at first, as she grew up, she looked more and more like me.
From what I understand, they, my two children, decided to come down with me, to live this life, here. They expressly wanted to
come down to accompany me to live this life. That was a fact that the tarot reader also reaffirmed when she told me: -They came down
to accompany you.
In the morning, before beginning our journey, considering the delicate nature of the situation and how easy it is for
anyone, in our human part, to have their "ego" get involved in sacred matters, I told my companions on this pilgrimage that
we were not going to Tlatelolco to take possession of something, because no one, not even my wife, was destined to be
Empress of Mexico, since the Mission of the Order is simply that: to establish Order.
Then add:
- As far as I understand, the Empress of Mexico has to return and this energy that we take through "the feminine
route of Mexico" is only safeguarded until the time comes.
With me there are nine people who made the journey, starting from the place where I did my Retreat.
It is true that according to legend, “the Quetzalcoatls came from the North (Aztlán) to liberate the Mexican people.”
And at least we entered from the north of Mexico City, from Ecatepec, State of Mexico.
Indeed, our group met at the exit of the “ Potrero” metro and then we walked
towards the corner of Victoria Street, because he had in mind the biblical passage that says:
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“It was a white horse, and he who sat on it had a bow; and he was given a bow
crown, and he went out conquering and to complete his victory” (Revelation Chapter 6 verse 2).
Then we walked down Calle Real del Monte and turned onto Calle Prueba. I showed them the place where I
spent more than a year of my retirement. We crossed Calle Fundidora de Monterrey, walked through Parque María Luisa
and entered Calle Río Blanco, passing the restaurant where I used to go to eat and the greengrocer where I bought fruit and
vegetables during the last months of my retirement. Finally, we arrived at the street parallel to Calzada Misterios where I lived
during the final stage of my retirement. We took Calzada Misterios and headed toward El Tepeyac, the last sacred site
visited by Regina Teucher Pérez before being treacherously murdered at the sacrificial stone of Tlatelolco.
The day was pleasant and the atmosphere was filled with sunshine as he said to the Brothers:
-This time I am bringing the group to the place of my Retreat because to begin this series of pilgrimages we need
"The Key" and this is the key. Without it we could not advance in this Plan that we are beginning today. Because the key
basically means that there is someone of flesh and blood representing the Living Path. Someone who, complying with the
Laws of the Sacred Initiatory Tradition, made his Retreat that lasted forty months, at the end of which he achieved his goal:
to become a Feathered Serpent.
We approach with a calm anxiety towards the famous "Villa" in Tepeyac, where the Virgin Mary of Guadalupe is.
Behind where the Catholic priest stands to give mass, there is a huge painting of Our Lady and we pass by her
Great Image. There were many people and mixed emotions. But I closed my eyes and relaxed as best I could, then She
covers me in her infinite love and telepathically grants me permission to make the pilgrimage treading her sacred route.
We left the temple and went up to the fountain where the devotees throw a little money to strengthen their prayers.
With great respect we put our hands in this water and placed it on our forehead and neck, as a symbol of purification before
beginning our pilgrimage.
From where we were, looking a little higher, we could see large stone statues with wings. They were the Archangels
Michael and some others who seemed to be watching over us from Above, waiting for us to be able to ascend one day after
we had fulfilled Our Mission.
We headed towards Tlatelolco, walking on the Calzada Misterios. A Brother approached me and I told him that
Cuauhtémoc, the penultimate Emperor of the great Tenochtitlan, knew that Mexico would be conquered around 1521, since
the first Hell had begun in 1519. The ignorant Mexican people confused the conquerors with Quetzalcoatl, but not
Cuauhtémoc. He knew well that it was useless to resist, and yet he performed a Great Ritual and the last place he went to
was Tlatelolco. It was not a question of defending Mexico from material conquest, but of preserving the Mexica Spirit in
Tlatelolco.
Shortly after, the smallest of my spiritual sisters walked beside me, in physical age but the size of a goddess in
cosmic age. Indeed, this dear sister named Angelica is a clairvoyant by nature and whenever I had her near for more than an
hour she began to
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I was not perceiving the somewhat shy young girl who moved between the dreams of a woman of her age, very sensitive and
concerned about the “good manners” inherent to someone of the zodiac sign Libra, and then, she began to see a beautiful
cosmic woman, who I deduced was herself in the fifth dimension. This had a very particular effect on me, because I venerated
her and at the same time I found myself trying to educate a simple teenager who did not understand humanity in general,
simply because she surely belongs to another planet, according to her visions, she comes from Uranus. She really is a
wonderful woman who is here to help humanity. It is fascinating when she humbly tells us about her travels through “worms
or time tunnels” to visit remote places in the Universe.
She felt a strong need to be with me, almost throughout the entire walk to Tlatelolco. She was my Angelica who
accompanied me and to whom, as we advanced, I considered it appropriate to tell the most fundamental aspects of my life in
this incarnation. The subject was basically about my days of retreat and later, completed with unforgettable mystical visions.
Also, the reality that all those who achieve a special state of Light, it is true that they fight with the evil Mara and his dark
hosts, as Gautama Buddha teaches, that is what Christians refer to as "The Fallen Angel." But I clarified that it is love and
the positive mind, the most powerful force of good.
We arrived at Tlatelolco and the people in the group turned to look at me for directions, but I really didn't know. So
I let my intuition and my authority as a teacher take over. Suddenly we were in front of the so-called "Cuauhtémoc Campus"
and through there we would enter the city of Tlatelolco.
I respectfully knelt “between columns,” where the main lintel of these stone arches that allow access to Tlatelolco
is located on one side of the Plaza de las Tres Culturas. My brothers humbly knelt before passing through. The atmosphere
became mystical. So I consecrated and protected each one of them with my flaming sword, so that they would be protected
and could participate in the ritual we were going to perform.
A ritual of which she actually had no clear idea, since she did not physically know the "sacrificial stone" where Regina and
her four hundred followers gave their lives on October 2, 1968.
The only thing I was aware of was that this energy was unique in thousands of years and everything it did would
have effects similar to those of a God acting. Because the most important thing is not what a single man can do, or even an
army of thousands or millions of human beings, but what is fundamental is that these acts are done at propitious moments. It
is like being in a central command office (national or world), from where it is possible, with just the push of a button, to take
special energies, to destroy or build for the good of many people and places.
I was aware that it was the summer equinox and that on this day the feminine of the planet opens its door of cosmic
contact, also adding the power of the great cross of Aquarius in the heavens, so what I did was going to change the
destiny of Mexico, in its relationship with the feminine.
I had searched for the right woman to be the successor of Regina, the Queen of Mexico. But such a woman did not
exist. I had realized the grave danger that humanity was in, basically due to the degeneration or backwardness of women on
the planet. And this does not mean that men are very advanced beings, but that THE GODS,
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Mainly of the male gender, who according to the sacred chronicles, created humanity, had a kind of contempt for the feminine.
And throughout human history this outrage intensified.
My intuition told me that being the route from Tepeyac to the Zócalo in the center of Mexico City, the feminine part
of the channel for the Kundalini to ascend through the spine
the backbone of all of Mexico (IDA) and at the same time, recognizing Mexico Tenochtitlan as the navel of the world, that is,
the solar plexus of Mother Earth. Tlatelolco was essential to save the womb of the eternal feminine of the planet and to be
able to give it the possibility of regenerating a new race.
So the fundamental objective was that a woman, Queen of Mexico, could receive, at this unprecedented cosmic moment in
the history of the world, a sacred energy that would ensure the rebirth of the women of the world, not only of Mexico. Helping
Mexico was incidental. The fundamental thing was to take advantage of the Great Cosmic Cross of Aquarius that was
appearing in the heavens, for which reason in the gospels we read:
“The Son of Man will come with clouds; When you see the sign of the Son of Man appear in the heavens,
Son of Man, etc.”
My wife was the most advanced woman in my group and therefore the most optimal for
receive this energy. I had decided to do so because I knew it directly.
She was the one who accepted me as her husband, practically “from one day to the next.” She welcomed four of
my children into her own home, and without expecting anything in particular. I was a teacher who could easily pass for anyone
else. A man without a job, in the human sense, who could easily be a crazy visionary or a true Guru. All these confusions had
no effect on her. Why?
All of this answers a mystery which at this time I still did not fully understand, but I had the experience of my recent
relationship with an outstanding woman who had been my retreat partner and because of this I knew that goddess women
really exist.
They are women well symbolized by the lotus that is found in a swamp, surrounded by mud and yet is neither stained nor
contaminated by all that rottenness. They are uncorrupted women. And there are very few of these.
My new companion was like the previous one, only more mature. But she did not solve my life for me. I had to do a
lot of work on her, and yet I had the advantage of giving her direct instruction day by day and hour by hour, living under the
same roof and sharing a common destiny. Something that was not possible with the rest of my students.
This woman embodied a very advanced state of consciousness, so as to synthesize, like a kaleidoscope, many
women in herself. She was not perfect and this is the mystery that even then she could not fully glimpse. She was a sleeping
goddess, the Ixtlazihuatl (SLEEPING WOMAN) and as Velasco Piña says: The sleeping woman must give birth to a new
humanity.
From the multidimensional womb of my wife, the Order of the Minor Brothers had been born. But now it was about
achieving the cosmic connection, as an eventual successor to the Queen of Mexico, Regina. Because this was a unique day.
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This woman, my wife, was not full of atavisms or fanaticism for some esoteric creed, for some spiritual discipline or
for a series of moral obligations, with a specific religion. Rather, she lived in a perpetual state of love, she is love entirely and
yet, she found herself in a continuous dream. Not a vulgar sleep but the sleep of a goddess disguised as a simple mortal. For
she is here like a rose cared for since childhood by her family and loved in general, by those around her. She does not aspire
to an outstanding life, not even in the spiritual. She accepts her work, her domestic life and everything that she can receive as
a human being.
But now, it is necessary that you awaken to a conscious service to humanity so that your destiny enters into a true process of
awakened woman.
That is why I decided that on this day, she would become Regina's eventual successor. I was aware that she was
not destined to become the Queen of Mexico, but only the eventual Queen. Her destiny is not limited to the responsibilities of
a particular country, and yet, the time was already here and if she did not do so, Tlatelolco would become a true "powder keg",
there would be nothing left and what happened in the tragedy of October 2, 1968, will be something very lukewarm to what
could happen if this super cosmic energy was not used, which, due to the great cross in the sky that was already forming, was
latent on this particular day, to recover Ixtlazihuatl in a forceful way.
We went straight to the famous Church of Santiago (I would later learn that Santiago, according to the Totonacs,
rides the white horse), built with the sacred stones of ancient Mexican temples. We washed our hands in the fountains in the
outside courtyard. The church was closed.
And advancing a few steps to the right, we directly approach the archaeological ruins where on October 2, 1968,
Regina had been sacrificed by the Lunatic injustice, precisely on the temple of sacrifices where hundreds of years ago,
Citlalmina had given her life, in order to also pay a blood fee, which is the way the Moon works, to allow a people to survive
temporarily.
Regina had already recognized that Citlalmina, being the Queen of Mexico at that time, had been defeated by the
degenerate warriors who, in their blindness, had ended up distorting the teachings of Huitzilopochtli, sinking with their
ignorance the feminine part of this country into the deepest sleep. And Regina, with her sacrifice, reawakened the sacred
mountain of Mexico called Ixtlazihuatl.
Since then the newly awakened woman is about to give birth to the mental body
superior of the new Mexican race, awaited the fruits of the current Golden Age.
And here we were, my wife and all of us, as one man supporting her, accompanying her to these archaeological
centers made apparently of inert stone, but they were not dead but perfectly alive. Although naturally, they remained silent as
mute guardians of the sacred events that filled them and always waiting with infinite patience for their eternal and legitimate
owners.
But it also seemed that in some invisible way, unwanted "officials" were peeking through hidden slots. Surely these
were some chiefs (fortunately not all), eager to prevent this race from awakening to claim what is theirs. Perhaps the
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The bloodthirsty warrior god Huitzilopochtli wanted to persist in avoiding the inevitable, since Regina had
already been able to awaken the sleeping woman, the eternal feminine of Mexico. And it was natural that the
next step would be the possibility of breaking the borders of our country to turn it into the eternal feminine of
America: The land chosen for the new humanity.
The area was lonely, only my group and some guards, and my wife, pushed by her own heart and by
our almost childlike circle of love and trust, was forced by a higher force to move towards that sacred place:
“The temple of sacrifice” trodden by Citlalmina and Regina, in unique cosmic moments.
Officially, it can be said that, “we took the place by storm.” Although in reality, we did not
we did nothing wrong.
She hesitated for a moment, already on the other side of the fence that protects and preserves these
archaeological ruins, and the guard who was nearby began to shout desperately: - "Do not go up there (on the
site of the sacrificial stone), because the Anthropologist will get angry."
-Runs!
And she obeyed, heading quickly towards the sacred stone. Meanwhile, we remained almost scratching
the protective bar out of nerves. And her long, multicoloured, flowery dress seemed to float towards the Temple
of Sacrifices. When she reached the foot of it, she turned to look at us from afar. And we shouted again, almost
in unison:
-GET UP!
I watched her climb the steps, but I never told her that when she was on the platform she should stand
in the middle and then kneel down reverently and resolutely at the same time. However, she did so and it
surprised me and filled me with indescribable joy.
She moved, invested with a superior force, through this place, while her colorful dress was caressed
by the wind. She knelt with devotion in the center of the circular stone of about four or five meters in diameter.
Then, a blinding light, invisible to everyone, gathered all its power from this clear sky full of white clouds and
gave way to an energy that surely came from beyond our planet. In a fraction of a second, that light concentrated
on her entire fragile and insignificant physical body, which lay prostrate with its face bowed reverently. It
penetrated her completely with a blinding ray. In such a way that she absorbed all this energy from the infinite.
The light of a powerful ray, in a second, was concentrated in her forever.
He was wearing his golden cloak. Then a large yellow butterfly, speckled with
black stripes, began to kite all over this place.
(Later I learned that the Butterfly is the fundamental symbol of Mexican culture and represents the
feminine of the Eagle.)
My wife came down from the temple and walked towards us.
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Thus was fulfilled what the Bible says:
“But the two wings of the great eagle were given to the woman” (Revelation 12).
This is because in the days following this event, I heard that this biblical passage had been fulfilled at this moment.
Then I read the entire chapter 12 of Revelation and I found it astonishing how similar what happened was to what is written
in that part of the Bible.
When she came down from the temple and walked towards us, while the guard, all confused, rushed to get a
policeman, who just stood there looking at us and wandering around without knowing what to say to us, my students looked
at me to see what else was next, but what else could I do? The only thing I did, even before she finished being with us, was
that I started walking towards the back of the church, because I respected these things. And then, I sat on the other side of
the outside of the Church of Santiago, so that “the official authority” would see that we no longer had any intention of
jumping into the archaeological zone. Meanwhile, I could not get over my admiration because, in addition, the butterfly
continued chattering happily all over the place. I remained thoughtful for a few moments and then I said to my friends:
-Did you know that in ancient times there was the School of the Butterfly Woman? It was a female temple where
women studied and were trained. That has to re-emerge in Tlatelolco. –They listened to me and kept an attentive silence.
For the moment, we were happy, while the policemen and the "caretakers" alike looked at us with distrust and
confusion. We left there feeling that we had fulfilled our duty.
I wanted to continue the route I had planned for myself at this point, and if necessary I would travel it alone from
now on. But, despite my offering them, none of my companions wanted to take any transport. They had really decided to
follow me to the end of this small but at the same time transcendent pilgrimage.
On the avenue where Calzada de Guadalupe and Calzada Misterios meet, the guardian of Tlatelolco,
Cuitláhuac, seemed happy and I thought his stone statue looked bigger than the others.
times.
I began this part of the path that, in my humble understanding, refers to the Antakarana Bridge in Mexico. This
bridge, which in the human body is located at the nape of the neck and which, according to occultists, is where the Initiate
makes contact with the lower self or lower mental self, and the higher self or higher mental self.
The higher mental body of the city waited anxiously and in patient silence for its awakening, its activation. We
continued walking straight from Misterios on what is now called Reforma Avenue, and I immediately found the statue of
Simon Bolivar, the famous liberator of America, riding on his tireless horse. I remembered that according to the metaphysics
directed by the enigmatic Ascended Masters, it teaches that Saint Germain is the reincarnation of Simon Bolivar.
A few days later, “something very real but silent” made me understand: “On the Antakarana Bridge in Mexico,
Saint Germain becomes the Avatar of the Planet and Américo of America.”
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We quickly reached the metro (underground public transport) at the Hidalgo station on Reforma Avenue. And we
greeted the Virgin who was said to have been discovered in June 1997. She was formed naturally by the current of water
hitting the rock.
It is the figure of a Virgin that can be seen in a small temple built at the entrance to the subway. I found it very interesting
that just as Hidalgo took the banner of the Virgin on September 16, 1810, now Hidalgo and the Virgin of Guadalupe are
clearly related here. In addition, our pilgrimage began at Tepeyac.
I firmly believed that this was precisely the place where the Antakarana Bridge was located.
covered.
We all knelt down before the little temple at the entrance to the Hidalgo metro, and so did my companion. She was
before the image of the Virgin of Hidalgo, and as they say, she was “in the heart of the tumult,” as people continued with their
ordinary lives moving here and there; going in and out of the metro, or simply passing through this place in a hurry. Trying to
attend to their business, they circulated like a river seeking its course. But the priestess of the Yellow-Golden Ray was here,
unseen by anyone. How is that possible? I, who had understood a little of the feminine mystery, had to stop to acknowledge
her. Who was she as a person and as a feminine consecrated to a higher mission?
It no longer mattered what happened even in our human relationship, as a couple united in
marriage. She had begun the journey back to her spiritual home.
We had fasted harder the day before, or maybe more days, now it was past noon and we were hungry so we
happily went to buy orange juice. The owner who served us was happy, without knowing why he started giving out extra
orange juice to everyone in our group, as if it were water and not juice. It seemed like he knew that something very good had
happened a few steps away from his juice stand. We were all very cheerful and joking.
Once revived, I wanted to make the complete journey to the intersection of Reforma and Avenida Juárez
(SUSHUMNA, the central part where Kundalini rises). My wife was with me, but the others were distracted for a few moments
and I did not want to pressure them. So they cut a little earlier to take Avenida Juárez.
We all gathered together to walk together through Juárez, the throat of Mexico, along the Alameda and from there
to 5 de Mayo, as Regina does, and then, directly towards the Zócalo, entering towards the center of the Plaza de la
Constitución (where the flagpole is located), walking towards the center of it, not directly, but in a spiral shape.
A light rain greeted us. From here the city was bathed with this water of Aquarius.
So I had already told my students that Master Estrada said that when something went well a special drizzle fell on the place, because
it was the water of the water carrier, known as Aquarius.
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A few days later, on July 9, I heard on the news that “protesters” gathered in the Plaza de las Tres Culturas (a few
steps from the stone of sacrifices) and arrived with a hundred hijacked trucks to this place and then headed towards the
Zócalo. But the most interesting thing was that as they advanced towards the Zócalo in the capital, a torrential rain began,
but they did not give up and practically all of them arrived at the Plaza de la Constitución soaked.
In view of these facts, I could not help but remember that prophecy that your Masters
Tibetans, they made Regina, so that she could fulfill her mission in the famous country of the Eagles,
Mexico. They warned him:
That is precisely what Regina experiences at the start of the great marches, where thousands of students ended
up soaked. And now, on the threshold of the Sign of the Son of Man, history repeats itself once again.
Second pilgrimage
ZIMPIZAHUA
BACKGROUND
The date of July 22nd was approaching, when we know horoscopically that the Sun enters the sign of Leo.
Therefore, I understood that the Moon, (ruler of the sign of Cancer) although still present, tended to lose its magnetic force
and the Sun was born with great power and glory especially due to the presence of The Sign of the Son of Man. For this
reason, we should take advantage of everything.
I had to go with my wife to visit the place where Master Dr. José Manuel Estrada made his 40-month retreat. My
intuition told me that now the apostolic succession from Master to Disciple had to be consolidated.
I was aware that in these matters the majority (the moon) does not understand the hidden meaning. I myself, as a
simple human, would not understand such special situations, if it were not for the training I had had. That is why I was alone,
but never alone again, because the Masters were and are always with me.
I did not invite my students on this trip, because I felt that it was something I had to do alone, that is, only my wife
and I, since she is very connected to my Path.
That's why I told the students that this time I would have to go only with my wife, because
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Scorpio refers to “intimacy” and that perhaps on another date we would go in a group. In fact, to control this energy requires a
lot of discretion, prudence and a special inner fulfillment.
I actually thought that just as to begin the pilgrimages within Mexico City, I had to ask permission from the Virgin
Mary in La Villa (The Basilica), in the same way, to travel by the cross of Aquarius within the Mexican Republic, I had to ask
permission from my teacher Estrada.
With a painful process that I cannot call physical pain, but rather mental pain, I had recognized the faults committed
by my Royal Master, (Master Estrada), who being a disciple of Master de la Ferriere, had not aligned himself with his
fundamental orders.
Especially the one referring to his withdrawal from the Mission and dressing in civilian clothes as the Master of la Ferriere
himself did when he left America.
Estrada, despite his integrity, had been too tolerant with his Disciples to the point that many of them were not ready
for The Hierarchy, literally following Master Estrada as a leader, rather than as a living symbol. Most of them only theoretically
recognized the Superiority of Master de la Ferriere.
In my Retreat I meditated a lot, regarding the issues that endangered the succession of the Sacred Initiatic Tradition,
and I was prepared by the same Sublime Elder Brother, (Estrada) who, dissatisfied with these dealings of the Hierarchy,
returned from his grave, as one says: "After three days of being dead and buried", to rebuild the Temple (The Templars) and
recover Time in the eternal present (consciousness).
Shortly after leaving my own Retreat, the Master of La Ferriere, on a conscious journey
On internal levels he confirmed this succession.
I am ashamed to say this because I feel too young for this matter, but I am loyal to the Masters and their Work.
Above all because I love it naturally and it fits me “like a glove”.
My heart tells me that The Sublime Big Brother (Master Estrada) is back.
Trying to be as discreet as possible, I decided to go with my wife to Zimpizahua, in order to cover the eastern part
of Mexico, related in the Aquarius cross to the sign of Scorpio, whose key is: to keep quiet, “to remain silent” and also, to
desire.
We arrived at the Central Bus Station, within the Federal District, and the electronic sign showed the date "July 17,
1999" in red. The place is called TAPO, so I understand that it is a secret. Also, the exit of the Metro (public transportation
system) is the San Lázaro station, (the one who rose from the dead), also alluding to Scorpion-Eagle.
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My wife has managed to maintain a serene state of mind, despite the delay in the
bus departure, three hours later than planned.
Before reaching Jalapa, capital of the state of Veracruz, we have to cross a dense fog, which seems to devour the
road like a ghostly monster. It is a maya, the symbol of the illusions of the world of desires (Scorpion) that every candidate
must overcome before finding the true Path. It is like a barrier that subtly wants to prevent the fate of the truck we have
boarded.
During the trip we watch an alien movie where the cetacean named Keiko is the main actor. At the end of the movie
the alien says: "Before BROTHERHOOD was given in the bodies, it was already in God."
They projected a second film. It was the version of an Indian whose spirit (with all his body) merges with the forest,
in the manner of the Ascended Ones , becoming the spirit of the forest and assimilating within his invisible human entity the
bear, the eagle and the wolf. We passed by the edge of the town called La Gloria where my wife has her roots, since my
mother-in-law is from that place. Naturally, we continued on, heading for Jalapa, which is a little further east.
We arrived in Jalapa without incident, boarding the taxi headed for Zimpizahua. We crossed the town of Coatepec
(serpents) as if we were heading towards the town of Xico (meaning "the navel of the world" remembering that this country is
called Mexico). Before reaching Xico, we turned left and entered the town of Zimpizahua. The weather was humid and it had
rained heavily in Veracruz. We asked the taxi driver if he knew of any hotels in the town.
He nodded and, to our surprise, took us straight to the Hacienda de Zimpizahua, leaving us in front of the reception door. The
former hacienda was now a guest house, a kind of inn for tourists.
The rain continued to fall, but it was less intense. The receptionist did not have rooms available for two people, but
for more than two. But we waited a bit and without losing our cool, she said to the only porter: - Why don't we give you room
8?
The porter did not respond, but listened attentively and she handed us the form.
to fill it with our personal data.
The bellboy led us to our room and I was greatly surprised when I discovered that on the upper horizontal frame
of the entrance door was the correctly symbolized Scorpion sign. I gestured to my wife, pointing to it with restrained emotion,
because I knew that through Veracruz, one enters from the East to the West of the Mexican Republic and that as far as I
understood the entire country was ruled by Scorpio. This sign governs the most secret arm within the Cross of Aquarius
(represented by four signs).
When we were just entering the room and our server was about to leave,
I took the opportunity to ask him if this was where Big Brother had been.
- Ah, Master Estrada! Yes, his enclosure is right next to this room.
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We took a quick bath to get rid of the fatigue from the trip. It was already getting dark and we had to make the most
of it without stopping enjoying ourselves.
Since we were hungry, we decided to head to the restaurant on site, inside the Hacienda itself. As we had just
crossed the room, we practically stumbled upon a room on our left side similar to ours but with its doors open. We looked in
and it was the Sanctuary where the Sublime Elder Brother performed his daily Ceremony, during his sacred 40-month Retreat.
(I later learned that he not only lived here but also used the current room.
guests number 4).
As children we tried to agree on whether to eat material food or enter, driven by our mysticism, to take spiritual food
first. We decided to enter and then I got another big and shocking surprise, which confronted my emotions with mixed
feelings, those of the Uranian type, that is, the unexpected. The Elder of the World Ashram of Coatepec, Veracruz, (Asrham
means: Place where a Master lives with his disciples), had taken some people to visit this sacred place. Both, the Elder
(honorary title of the main person in charge of an Ashram) and I, looked into each other's eyes and he wanted to tell me
something but we were both petrified by the surprise. He probably recognized me, although he couldn't place me, because in
the past we were "friends" and I had a lot to do with my first partner, the mother of my children.
It was as if he believed me dead, to the Order of Aquarius to which he belongs, and I wasn't, perhaps more than
six years had passed since we had seen each other.
He looked in amazement at my current companion, because I was no longer the woman with whom I had children
nor my retreat companion, but now someone else. And at the same time, as all this exploded in his human mind, he added
the fact that he wanted to check, perhaps, my current degree in the SOA (Supreme Order of Aquarius) because he quickly
searched my chest with his scrutinizing gaze, to see what cross I was carrying. And then at her, to see if she was from “the
Aquarian family.”
My very intuitive wife perceived something strange in all this. And she understood what the Elder Brother was
doing so well that she began to look for her cross of the ORDER OF MINOR BROTHERS, and told me, trying to be discreet
without really succeeding:
- I'm missing my Cross, I don't have it, let's go! -And we left the place
We walked about 20 steps and entered our room and there he found her.
My mind struggled with strange and disturbing memories. When we returned to the Temple, the Elder had vanished
like a dream and we did not see him again during our stay there. Back in the Sanctuary I knelt with my forehead on the floor,
between the columns that the Maestre (Master of Masters) Estrada uses when performing his Ceremony every morning.
Unpleasant feelings were still struggling within me, recalling the bitter parts of my past life within the Great Universal
Fraternity, Solar Line. I remembered things I had to do, such as changing my name to a pseudonym. I was in the midst of
this when a voice resonated within me:
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- Do not have compassion for “them” because they will not have compassion for you.
After the event, we went to the rustic restaurant and enjoyed an exquisite meal, truly an unforgettable meal, as it
was charged with the energy of the very place that surrounded us.
It was getting dark when we returned to our room and we had intimate relations, but really “intimate”, especially
because this time I could experience the closeness of her MISSIONARY with me, without her work being an obstacle. It was
something I had not been able to experience before, except for our visits to the Ashram in Hidalgo, but even so, it was not the
same.
The next morning I got up, as usual, very early, before dawn, to meditate and do some gymnastics, then she woke
up and did some exercises too. And while we were taking a hot bath, in a huge and peculiar tub or jacuzzi, my wife said to me:
-I had a very special dream. I was with people from different spiritual groups and they all showed the spiritual current
to which they belonged in their way of dressing or their accessories. Then, I began to look for an image on my neck to show
them who I was, because some asked me to show them the symbol of Christ. I realized that everyone had some symbol to
show and I didn't. But then I realized that I myself was the living symbol. Then I told them: I am the living symbol, I carry it
within myself.
I listened with great interest to my travel companion's conversation, as she reaffirmed what we were doing here,
and I had already thought that the Mexica myth had something to do with my recent internal experiences.
Huitzilopochtli was born in Coatepec. And the Elder of the Ashram of Coatepec seemed to me to be an appropriate
representative of the 400 Surians, who according to Mexica mythology, were defeated by Huitzilopochtli, incarnation of the
Solar Initiate, whom they wanted to kill. But as soon as he was born, he eliminated them in a single battle.
It was nothing personal against the Elder, the Masters or brothers of the Solar GFU.
Simply that the state of unconsciousness of humanity still had wounds that I had not been able to recognize. I was restless
and subtle resentments tried to assault my mind. Then a pleasant presence, that of Lady Mercedes, made herself felt, because
I was thinking of her and she told me telepathically:
It was Sunday and he wanted to give a present to Major Alcántara, but he didn't know if he was still alive or not.
No.
In the morning we went out to visit the Sanctuary. I decided to protect it with a simple ritual, going around the room
in a circle three times and revering the ash image drawn
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on one of the walls, representing the Sublime Elder Brother, (Estrada) and also in front of his photos.
I remembered the previous and only time I visited this place, when it still belonged to the GFU and
in this same room Reverend Carlota widow of Estrada, told us how that image on the wall was formed:
“- Master Estrada told our son Joselito to clean the wall that was stained with ash due to the smoke
of the sacred fire. The boy obeyed, but as he tried to remove the ash he smeared it even more and suddenly,
he stopped to call the Master, his father, because what formed that stain of ash was actually the exact image
of Master Estrada, with his beloved wooden briefcase for the ceremony, in his hands. The image was
perfect, so they decided to leave it.”
I also remember that on that same day, Reverend Carlota told us about this place of retreat of
Maestro Estrada, her recently deceased husband. Also present was Reverend Shaya Michan, who told us
how he gave his Maestro Estrada the land of the current Ashram of Coatepec.
All this was also present in me, in these very transcendent, mystical moments.
and happy. Meanwhile, my wife was saying her personal prayer in front of the columns.
We walked around the place and there were Reeds here, so symbolic within the history of
Quetzalcoatl.
Then I understood the film I had seen about the Indian, which had merged with the
forest to take care of it.
Although José Manuel Estrada had not reached The Ascension, I thought that he had nevertheless
merged with the world and especially with this place, becoming the spirit of the Hacienda de Zimpizahua.
He was ascended without being so.
I had met him physically and he gave me his blessing three times (one of them precisely
in the Asheram of Coatepec), that is why I distinguished that it was found in this entire place.
Taking advantage of the fact that we were having lunch in the restaurant, I asked the gentleman
who had taken our small luggage to our room the day before, where Major Alcántara (owner of these lands)
was, because I wanted to give him a small gift. He informed me that the Major had already been dead for
thirteen years, but that the gift I wanted to give him could be given to his eldest son, also called Alcántara.
He informed us that Joaquín Jr. was with his wife in the village church attending mass but that he would
return soon and would let him know that we were waiting for him.
Alcántara Jr. arrived and came over to greet us. When my wife and I saw him, we felt relaxed
because his face inspired friendship, due to his kind and fraternal gesture. Smiling, he said to us:
-Keep eating! Did you want to talk to me?... You better finish eating calmly. I'll be here waiting for
you.
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After lunch, with our backpacks on our shoulders, we said goodbye to our room. As we left, we saw Brother in the
distance walking on a path parallel to ours (this reminded me of the Aquarius sign, which is drawn with two lines parallel to
each other).
The sun was pleasant and the whole forest was in harmony with the chirping of the birds. A Peace
emanated throughout the place.
of gratitude we gave him a volume of He looked with emotion at the photos of the "Christian Line". As a gift
Masters Estrada and de la Ferriere on the cover and read aloud:
I told him that the title referred to the life of the MASTERS.
I also gave him "Circular Fifteen," telling him that it was about events that would occur during the next total solar
eclipse on August 11, 1999, the last eclipse of the century. I explained to him that "The Sign of the Son of Man" was
appearing in the sky, and that was the reason why these were special times.
Then, he looked at me with surprise and subtle annoyance and explained to me that we all have a mission, but that
only Maestro Estrada is THE MASTER. He told us that the Maestro told them that even the drunkard had a mission to fulfill,
but that even that drunkard taught us that we should not be drunkards, that was the drunkard's mission.
I did not want to be imprudent and I accepted his lessons. However, I understood that I did not accept nor could I
accept a high Mission, in any person other than Master Estrada, not for now, because his Master was truly Master Estrada. I
had lived with him for several years, in physical life.
Brother Alcántara was truly the living expression of the Sublime Elder Brother.
He remembered him and spoke of him fondly and then confessed to us that he had distanced himself from Coatepec and the
Solar Line because "The Marcellis" (blood children of the main person in charge of the Order of Aquarius for the Solar Line
and first disciple of Master Estrada) denigrated his father, Major Alcántara, with their books.
This brother lived in uncertainty like many others, unable to understand that people trained by Maestro Estrada
would do "such things." I understood his feelings well and
To restore his confidence, I let him know that there were good people among them.
She asked for our address and I introduced her to Ella as my wife. That pleased her very much.
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and with more confidence we continued talking.
My wife asked him about Carlota Castaneda widow of Estrada. She actually wanted to
find out if she was still alive, since he had not had the opportunity to meet her physically.
The brother told him that he was about to arrive from the United States to Coatepec. He confessed that Carlota
had experienced difficult things since the death of the Master. For example, they had tried to take her out of the Ashram in
Coatepec.
When I said goodbye he gave us a loving hug and when he hugged my wife something happened that is difficult
to explain in words. He said to her:
- My Laura!
I knew I was capturing the Virgin, which every woman carried within, not the woman of
flesh and blood only.
Shortly after, she and I agreed that Maestro Estrada was the one who told us
embraced through Brother Alcántara.
With my intuition I understood that since Maestro Estrada could not touch us directly, he did it through our brother
Alcántara.
During the trip to the bus station, the people of Xalapa were extremely friendly.
Already settled in the truck on the way back to Mexico City, I pondered:
-You do it backwards.
He also told us that the sign of Scorpio carries the arrow inwards, as
pointing to Sagittarius:
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He wrote this just below, on the last page of the book we gave him. Then my wife wrote our
address right above these two astrological symbols, after Brother Alcántara had asked us for it. I told
the brother:
(I was referring to THE SECRET as a sublime ideal that rose again from its ashes. The white
horse, mentioned in the Apocalypse, which emerges from among the dead with its instincts transformed.
This is how the Greek myth makes us feel when it speaks of the winged horse: "Pegasus.").
He did not understand my words but he clearly grasped the idea, He had grasped the truth and
he smiled.
As I thought about the matter, on the way back to Mexico City it was easy for me to understand
that, until now, I had written the symbol for Aquarius as two mountains, as if I expected the Sun to rise
between them in the East, where Veracruz was located.
Breasts of the eternal mother awaiting the dawn. But the brother gave me back the Universal symbol of
Aquarius, which Master Estrada used, and which true Aquarians had to take to the four cardinal points
to teach them the Gospel of the New Age, to all those who were ready to be blessed with the water of
the Water Bearer (Aquarius) in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. This is mentioned
in the last chapter of the Gospel according to Saint Matthew (Aquarius).
This reminded me of when I belonged to the Great Universal Fraternity, Solar Line, and I was
Yamin (meaning: Abstainer). Master Estrada had recently passed away and the message that came
out in the Bible was precisely that: Go around the world and bring the new gospel blessing in the name
of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
My mind had flown high. In the mountains that represented the nourishment of humanity
emerging as if from the breasts of a woman, in my worship of the feminine it had become a universal
symbol. Just like the opening of the door, to recognize the permission granted, to be able to travel
through the four arms of the Aquarian Cross in the Mexican Republic that had thus begun.
I told her:
- The Gate of the East has been opened and Brother Alcántara remains as guardian of Veracruz for our Order. He
may never know it and that does not matter, but he already belongs to our Secret Chamber.
THIRD PILGRIMAGE
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TEOTIHUACAN
BACKGROUND
All the information I needed to do my work appeared at the right time. My wife already had one of
these books (The Awakening of Teotihuacan by Antonio Velazco Piña) when we got married and at the
time when we were going to visit Teotihuacan (where men become Gods) I wanted to find out what Regina
did in this sacred place on June 21, 1968.
I found invaluable data, in which I came to participate in a particular and direct way, with a precise
date in relation to the energy of August 11, 1999, which was already upon humanity and it was necessary
to capture it, so that the last of the seals of Teotihuacán, would start working through the Cross of
Aquarius, to thus CONTACT the entire Mexican Republic.
This is what would happen, and then it would be activated for America in 2001 and since then,
as the ANTAKARANA bridge, for the permanent connection of the Pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacán with
the Great Pyramid of Egypt.
This is how I understood it, but of course keeping my openness in order to check to what extent all
this is true.
In the book “The Awakening of Teotihuacan” by Antonio Velasco Piña, he gives us a historical
account of the awakening of this sacred center. And due to the importance and direct relationship it has,
both with the visit I made there with my pilot group and my wife and then, in the THIRD PILGRIMAGE, held
on July 22, 1999. It is instructive to present a summary of this text, at the heart of which are the teachings
of Regina, when on June 21, 1968 she visited said sacred center and broke the first seal, in the heart of the
Pyramid of the Sun:
Teotihuacán is at the same time a temple, a university, a musical instrument and a machine
for managing cosmic energies.
Giving the definition of what Teotihuacan is is easy, the difficult thing is to achieve that these
functions are not mere possibilities but become an everyday reality.
After a long period of splendor, the city declined and was abandoned.
Around the year 1,000 BC, the second era of Teotihuacán began.
At that time, as is the case in our times, the conditions were favorable.
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the reactivation of the chakra of Mexico, and the subsequent creation of four new cultures.
The first of these was the Olmec, and its members took on the task of cleaning and putting into
operation many sacred centers that had been inactive for centuries. One of the most important was and is
Teotihuacan, so they proceeded to completely restore it, so that it could recover its functions as a temple,
university, orchestra and machinery.
THE OLMECS placed special emphasis on its temple functions, turning it into a super sacred
sanctuary.
The second was in charge of THE MAYANS, who paid particular attention to everything that has to do
with the university aspects that Teotihuacan has. And they did it in a big way. The ceremonial center is also a
kind of gigantic library,
which contains thousands of data on the proportions, dimensions and relationships of each of its buildings.
There is everything, very complicated mathematical models, scale reproductions of constellations, precise
indications on the orbits of the planets. The city is full of the most unimaginable systems to make calculations
and more calculations, on everything there is and will be, especially on the cycles of the stars. Only a few natural
caverns have been explored, where the movements of many stars were measured by means of water wells. And
thus, the Mayans managed to make each stone of Teotihuacan contain a message of profound wisdom,
The third was LA ZAPOTECA. They focused on developing the possibilities of this sacred center as a
musical instrument to the maximum. With their love and sense of harmony, they managed to integrate the
different constructions in such a way that they continuously sang a perfect symphony.
The fourth and final phase is THE NAHUATL. It is the best known because it was then when
Teotihuacan reached its maximum splendor. The Nahuas transformed Teotihuacan into a kind of incredible
machine capable of capturing and using, for the benefit not only of humanity but of the planet itself, the
most powerful cosmic energies.
The four stages add up to more than a thousand years. It goes from the fifth century BC to the eighth
century AD. It became the imperial capital of what was the first Toltec Empire.
At the beginning of a New Era, there would be a very special concentration of energies in the Pyramid
of the Sun for a few moments. If these energies were properly channeled, they would allow Mexico to return to
its legitimate ruler.
What they tried to do, and fortunately they succeeded, was to get the pyramid ready to work for
a few minutes on March 21, 1948. Something like taking a broken engine, knowing that it is going to be struck
by lightning, and making the necessary adjustments so that the discharge would start it up for a few moments.
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After 48, the Guardians expected the public return of Cuauhtémoc (Regina) on March 21, 1968. The
Emperor's mission would be to awaken Mexico and his first task would consist, precisely, in using the Pyramid
of the Moon to break the prison of dreaming in which humanity is imprisoned for a few months.
Regina was shown the entrance to the heart of the Pyramid of the Sun, which was the first seal,
consisting of a four-petaled flower marked on the floor inside the pyramid, right in the center of the base.
Regina makes the connection with the four elements: Water, Earth, Air and Fire.
Regina manages to break the first seal and future envoys will break the others until
that the Pyramid of the Sun be completely reactivated.
According to Regina, seals are placed in various places, not only physically but in another dimension,
in such a way that for a site or Pyramid to function again it will be necessary to break each of these seals. The
reason for the seals is so that the energy does not escape or is misused in times of decadence. Sometimes
the holders of the keys are Assemblies of Wise Men from very far away countries, as is the case in Tibet.
Thus, so that the flame in the heart of the Pyramid of the Sun reaches the top and
To go outside, it is first necessary to break all the seals that exist in this Pyramid.
When asked if she can break all the seals of the pyramid she answers:
“I don't have the keys to do it, nor is it a job that corresponds to me. The only thing I want for now is
to know where those seals are, not from the whole city, but only those from the Pyramid of the Sun.”
It was located near a closed door leading to the tunnel at the base of the Pyramid. It was built by
those who tried to find out if there was anything inside the Pyramid, but were unable to find the heart.
The energy that springs from within tends to come out and will seek to circulate through the passageway.
When the first seal of the Pyramid of the Sun is broken, the energy is projected straight forward,
towards the square of regular dimensions located just in front of the Pyramid, in the center of the square.
-This plaza functions as a “container” and “returner” of the energy that emanates from the heart of the
pyramid - Regina stated -. It is something like one of the heart valves that regulate blood circulation. The
energy is stored in the plaza and from that point - she pointed to the temple - it is returned to the pyramid to
begin its ascent.
Arriving at the first section of the Pyramid, climbing the steps in front, you can examine the two wide
platforms attached to the monument. It was undoubtedly
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some of the places intended for important ceremonies, which must have been observed with reverent attention
by huge crowds gathered at the foot of the Pyramid.
"Here's another seal," Regina concluded, stamping her foot on the floor of one of the platforms, the
one located on one side of the Pyramid.
-Imagine this whole place packed with people... about forty thousand people.
Suppose also that these people are not just there as a matter of fact, but that they are to some extent aware of
what this place is, and have come to participate in a ritual.
The rituals celebrated here are intended to harness that energy for the benefit of all the people who
gather down there.
There is also a kind of valve in this place, which only opens when the appropriate ritual is performed
to open it. When this happens, the energy flows and is channeled downwards to the people who came to
participate in the ceremony. There was a "container" of energy in this place, and it was precisely the
consciousness of the people who participated in the rituals. Each one of them acted as a "container" of
energy, retaining it for their own benefit, to the extent that they could do so according to their internal
development. During the rituals, all this became a kind of great representation of the Yang part of the Chinese
symbol of Yin Yang. A symbol that symbolizes creative duality and teaches us that every force or manifestation
has within itself its opposite.
The rituals performed here were white and positive, constituting a great Yang. The consciousness of
the people received the energy and used it to grow spiritually, but there were also, by the law of polarity, those
who rejected this energy and thus integrated the equivalent of the small black circle within the large white part;
in doing so, they became the "returner" that allowed the energy to return to the Pyramid and continue its ascent
to the top.
-And to break the seal that is in this place, -continued Regina-, it will be necessary to act in the same
way. The Master or Masters who know the keys to break the seal will perform a ritual on this platform. The
energy will be released and will circulate downwards -she pointed to the wide spaces located in front of the
monument-. There must be a "container" there, made up of the consciousness of no less than forty thousand
people eager to take advantage of the energy. Finally, a small group must act as a "returner", rejecting the
energy and returning it to the Pyramid.
The last seal is right in the center of the top of the Pyramid. It is in this place where cosmic and telluric
energies merge. When the seal is broken, an invisible flame will be produced that will radiate its light in
all four directions. Those who wish to connect with that light will not need to come to Teotihuacan, they can
do so from wherever they are, even if it is on the other side of the Earth. It will be enough for them to mentally
visualize that light and tune in to some extent with the energy that will continually flow from the Pyramid.
The Dalai Lama never forgot the commitment that being the custodian of
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certain secrets about Mexico. Thus, as soon as he became certain that the awakening of the Mexican chakra
had begun, initiating a process that had a high probability of becoming irreversible, he understood that the time
had come to collaborate in accelerating this process. This happened during his historic trip to Mexico in 1989.
At 9:47 a.m. on July 3, 1989, the Fourteenth Dalai Lama arrived by helicopter at the ancient imperial
metropolis of the Toltecs, Teotihuacan. He was accompanied by a small number of people,
Three mysterious old women dressed in white were waiting for him at the foot of the Pyramid of the
Sun.
Without any apparent ceremony, the Dalai Lama quietly muttered a few words and made a few quick
hand movements that went completely unnoticed by most of his companions. The energy radiating from the
heart of the pyramid was thus able to take the first step on its long journey to the top.
The lamas of Gaden Shartse Monastery, on March 21, 1990, would be tasked with unsealing the next
seal.
When the first seal that imprisoned the energy inside the pyramid was broken, the energy began to
flow outwards. With the "container" and the "returner" located in the plaza in front of the monument not yet
functioning, the energy was dissipated and wasted in a manner similar to water escaping from a faucet that has
been left open. Such waste was not to continue for long. So, in compliance with strict orders given by the Dalai
Lama himself, eight lamas from the Gaden Shartse Monastery arrived in Mexico City in March 1990.
On the morning of March 21, 1990, the Tibetan lamas arrived at Teotihuacán.
A huge crowd of approximately 30,000 people (almost all dressed in white) waited curiously and
expectantly for the ritual to be performed by the Tibetans.
After ascending to the stone temple located in the center of the plaza at the foot of the Pyramid of the
Sun, the lamas began the ceremony.
They used a variety of ritual instruments (long copper trumpets, small drums, bells and cymbals).
Accompanied by strange guttural sounds, the lamas immediately transformed the environment, creating a
sacred time and space.
Adding dances and sacred songs, words of power (mantras) and realizing that a close connection had been
established between the ritual practitioners and the energy that flowed from the Pyramid, Rimponche Topgyal
pronounced with a strong accent the secret invocation tending to break the invisible seal existing in that place.
Its breaking was perceived as a sensation of enormous joy in those present. The breaking of the seal located in
the square in front of the Pyramid allowed the energy that flowed from it to begin its process of ascent through
the interior of the monument.
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Then the lamas from Drepung Loseling Monastery came to
continue his mission on March 21, 1992.
The authorities flatly refused to allow the ritual to take place, but the concern of important figures within
the highest spheres of government made them do everything possible to ensure that the lamas could carry out
their task. March 19, 1992 arrived, and the authorities still refused to allow the foreign monks to visit Teotihuacan.
But on the night of March 20, in his capacity as supreme commander of the Armed Forces, the
president had to give the order to the troops to return to their barracks and allow free passage to visitors to this
sacred center.
With the rays of the sun, ten lamas appeared, seven of them very young and three of them very old.
The large number of people gathered in Teotihuacan had formed a long fence to facilitate the access of the
Tibetans. When they saw them pass, the people threw flowers and greetings at them. Without stopping smiling
and greeting, the lamas reached the foot of the pyramid and ascended its steps until they reached the wide
platform where the seal was located that prevented the use of the energy generated inside the monument.
A large reception group awaited them on the platform, performing the traditional pre-Hispanic greeting
to the four winds with the beats of conch shells and drums.
Once this was over, the lamas began the ceremony. Mudras and chants, the resounding of singular instruments
and incredible guttural chords. At a certain moment, a certain kind of breaking of this seal was perceived,
because the energy that flowed from the Pyramid was immediately captured by the immense "container", which
constituted the consciousness of the more than forty thousand people gathered under the monument. They
integrated, even visually by the whiteness of their clothes, the great Yang to which Regina alluded, but where
was the equally predicted Ying part, that is, the small dark portion that was to function as a "returner" of the
energy?
At that moment, a black dot was advancing through the sea of whiteness. It was a group of people
dressed in black and carrying long sticks. After making their way through the white crowd, the group in black
began their ascent to the Pyramid. There were thirteen people, twelve men and one woman who marched in
front and shouted loudly the same thing:
The group dressed in black completed the ascent of the first section of the pyramid and arrived a short
distance from one of the corners of the platform, where the ceremony was taking place.
To access this space, all that was required was to cover the small space that separates the platform from the
rest of the monument in one jump. The beings in black were about to make the jump when they noticed that
the aforementioned corner was guarded by a fence of ten people of both sexes. These were the Rainbow
Warriors, members of the international and ecological community, which has its headquarters in Huehuecóyotl.
For a few seconds, the newcomers held up their flags threateningly.
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with his wooden poles, hesitating whether to jump or not. When they realized that the
attitude of the members of the fence showed that they were not willing to give up even an
inch of the space they occupied, the beings in black decided to continue advancing along
the corridor that surrounds the pyramid, in order to enter the platform through the corner
that allows much easier access. The time it took them to make this journey gave the
numerous spectators located on the upper steps of the Pyramid the opportunity to realize
that this group had come with the intention of attacking the lamas. Multiple reactions
immediately occurred, all of them clearly in support of the Tibetans.
A growing chorus of more than a thousand voices began to repeat with a strong accent:
- Tibet-Mexico! Tibet-Mexico!-
Some people jumped from the steps into the corridor, clearly intending to block the
advance of the black-clad beings, but they were a tight team and knew how to use their long
sticks against those who dared to stand in their way. Of course, it would have been easy to
stop them, returning violence for violence. No such mistake was made. The united
consciousness of all those watching what was happening reached the correct conclusion
that if force was used to repel the attack, the ritual that the lamas were practicing would be
nullified.
After beating aside the last people dressed in white who blocked their way, the black-
clad beings entered the platform where the ceremony was taking place. They were
confronted by a first authority, Mr. Miguel Limón, undersecretary of the Interior, in charge of
immigration matters. With an energetic tone he reproached them for their attitude, contrary
to the traditional hospitality of the Mexican people. His words disarmed and paralyzed six of
the attackers, but the other seven continued their advance. They were confronted by a
second authority, Master Domingo Días Porta ("Titolopochtli") whose mission of helping to
revive the Sacred Traditions of Amerrikúa has the support of the Guardians of said Traditions
throughout the continent. With a calm and serene voice the Master expressed that
Teotihuacán cannot be a monopoly of anyone, but rather constitutes a heritage of all
humanity. Six black figures instantly gave up their aggressive intentions, their faces no
longer expressing any hostility. Only the woman who led the group persisted in carrying out
the attempt to attack the lamas. She was stopped by one of those artistically shaped clay
vessels known as incense burners.
The sudden appearance of the black-clad beings had produced two completely
different reactions among the Tibetans. The faces of the seven young lamas revealed
surprise and bewilderment. On the other hand, the features of the three older lamas
expressed not only pleasure but also deep joy. Without stopping playing their instruments
and chanting, the gazes of the three lamas were fixed on the same point: the smoking
incense burner held in the hands of one of the attendees of the ceremony, named Cecilia
Albarrán. The gazes of the lamas showed an energy of the same nature as that emanating
from the pyramid. It was this energy that moved the incense burner, making him trace in the
air the limits of a non-visible but impenetrable barrier. The woman in black stopped, and it
was then that the lamas concluded their
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ceremony. The seal was broken. The "container", formed by the consciousness of countless people, had worked
perfectly, and the "returner", formed by the small group in black, had operated with unsurpassed efficiency,
returning the energy to the monument so that it could continue its ascent inside the ancient construction.
All that was missing was the breaking of the last seal, which would produce the fusion of the telluric
and cosmic forces, and would allow the energy of the Pyramid to be used, anywhere in the world, by all beings
capable of attuning their own vibrations to those emanating from Teotihuacán.
In March 1993, the Everlasting Guardians of Mexico, "Guardians of other times" were the ones who
lit the flame and began the aforementioned reactivation process. They would also be the ones who would
conclude it by breaking the last of the seals, placed at the top of the monument.
According to the perceptions of the Secret Guardian of Teotihuacan, as well as the opinions of the
most important human Guardians of the Sacred Traditions of Mexico, this rupture occurred in March 1993.
From then on, the most powerful and subtle energies of the Cosmos and the Earth united in the Pyramid of
the Sun to generate a light with which all beings of good will can connect, anywhere in the world, who wish to
use it to achieve lofty purposes.
The current times are propitious for the return of the Olmecs, that is, for the
creation of a culture of synthesis based on silence.
(End of summary)
COMMENT:
On March 21, 1992, without being aware of the significance of the event that took place at the Pyramid of the
Sun, I was there. I happened to arrive and see when the small group dressed in black was shouting at the Tibetan
Lamas who were performing their ritual on the platform. At that moment I had met the family that belonged to the
Kundalini Yoga fraternity. And when I asked my old friend what was happening, he explained to me that these brothers
dressed in black were coming to attack the Tibetans.
-Tibet-Mexico!
The reason for that visit to Teotihuacan was really to introduce my seven-year-old eldest son to Maestro Díaz
Porta so that he could cut his hair. And so it happened. After that, I returned with my retreat partner. Because I had
nothing to do with the mother of my children.
Years later, with my wife and the pilot group, I climbed the Pyramid of the Sun and was greeted with
and
honors for “The Guardians of Other Times” and then, I had to do the Third Pilgrimage on the 22nd great
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July 1999, when I was given a very special recognition.
Maybe sharing it will help you understand how it is. “The Guardians of Other Times”
They help light the flame at the top of the Pyramid of the Sun.
Around July 22, I had recently visited the part of the Aquarius Cross, corresponding to Scorpio, Eagle,
The Silence. And this fact did not go unnoticed when the reactivation of Teotihuacan, as a super machine that
contacts humanity with the Cosmos, through the Pyramids was at its culmination, especially with the resurgence
of the Olmec culture.
I suspected that for the Pyramids of the Sun In order for the Moon to enter into full activity, not
and
only the presence of an Enlightened One was required, but, above all, a LIVING PATH, that is, someone honest,
humble and with a courageous heart to give it to the Pyramid of the Sun. In addition, he would carry out this act
on a precise date, where the cosmic force would be so overwhelming that nothing and no one could obstruct his
path, as Son of God, faithful representative of the Virgin Christ. The Christ of the masses that every human being
are.
If the “Guardians of Other Times” could light the flame on their own, it makes no sense for them to put or
remove seals on sacred monuments, counting on humanity’s desire for a better world, so that it could function as
a container for energy.
Undoubtedly, it was only possible to light that invisible flame that is found at the top of the Pyramid of the Sun if an
incarnated Quetzalcoatl climbs to the top at the opportune moment, making contact as an impersonal representative
of both the Guardians of other Times and of humanity itself.
I had read about what some people thought about the nature of the Pyramids and was also developing
some ideas about it. But it was the day before this visit to Teotihuacan that an irresistible desire arose in me to write
about the nature of THE PYRAMIDS. What I basically made clear in my mind was:
The Pyramids and sacred Monuments like everything, including the physical and human body, are designed
to be DOORS of entry and exit of cosmic energies. and
Cosmic energy enters through the pyramids, according to their design, but above all, this is how to the law of
survival, energy leaves humanity towards the Cosmos through . Not a literal sacrifice of pain, flesh the law of
sacrifice and organs of our physical body, but rather it refers to a
surrender of our lower self to our higher self.
The objective of God and all of his Creation is to FEED in order to LIVE. Life as such is the eternal
BEING and yet, subject to the cycles of nature that in an elemental way refer to:
Born-Grow-Mature Rebirth .
This is how, according to the law of survival, the strong feed on the weak and the spiritual on the material.
On the surface, this law seems terribly cruel, but essentially everything is harmony, beauty and perfection.
Simply because in the realm of BEING, DEATH DOES NOT EXIST, but only life, which because of this, always
survives.
Forms and their mortal appearance are only a LABORATORY of eternal Life, so that the immortal can
incarnate and know itself. For this reason, jungles emerge, populated by an infinity of beings with forms, acting
according to the law of the strong over the weak.
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It is for all this reason that the Pyramids can not only transform a simple mortal into an immortal, but precisely THE
REASON FOR THE EXISTENCE OF THE PYRAMIDS IS TO TRANSFORM A SIMPLE MORTAL INTO AN IMMORTAL. That
human being then becomes the engine and heart of the pyramids themselves; He fuses with the Pyramid until he is one with it and
then, he can use it, as every human being does today who uses an airplane or a car to transport himself from one place to another
in the world at high speed.
A human being who is able to use the Pyramid as a cosmic vehicle has become the Emperor of his people. Or he may
become as conscious and elevated a being as, in analogy, the owner of an airplane. The passengers make enormous sacrifices
to buy their plane ticket in order to be transported from one place to another, but they are not the real owners of the airplane.
Neither is the pilot of the airplane. The owner of the airplane is more than the Emperor; he is in reality the High Initiate, the Savior
of the world.
The Pyramids are time-space doors, in fact every living form is. Everything is
emanent-immanent, everything stores and emanates energy.
The Pyramids are energy sensors, and those who approach them perceive the state of consciousness of humanity, but
only according to their own individual level of awakening. For according to Wisdom, “No one can perceive what he is not ready to
perceive.”
In short, for some the Pyramids are what regulate their SLAVERY, but for others it is their THRONE, THEIR FEET
STAND (see Gospels). The Pyramid of the Moon is basically a regulator of the slavery of humanity, while that of the Sun is a
regulator of its true Freedom.
The Pyramids are devices that the gods use, but by which the ignorant are used.
The Pyramids recognize who owns them, and no one can permanently fool them.
The Pyramids are a reproduction of the Macro for the benefit of the Micro.
The Pyramids are a DOUBLE SPIRAL, like two pyramids in the shape of a tetrahedral star, where one has its base on
Earth and the other in Heaven. From below, we only see the material spiral or Pyramid, but not the ethereal one, which is the true
one. This is because THE DOUBLE SPIRAL is the archetype of Creation.
For example, in Teotihuacan, the Pyramid of the Moon is approached and if it is the precise date and the Chosen
controls
Human, the one who offered himself as a sacrifice (or food for the Moon), it turns out that he does not it to the point that
die, but
instead of sealing his pact as a slave, he is freed. And from then on, “the living stone” cannot touch him, but rather serve him so
that he (or she) himself decides who lives and who dies.
The Pyramids are “living stones” that were ordered as devices, that is, they are high-tech machines, cosmic computers,
to be used by the gods and their Sons. Because a device without a motor or, better said, without someone AWAKE is useless.
On their own, these devices are of no use unless they are deliberately programmed to react in a certain way under
certain influences.
We stand on the shoulders of giants and like in the book called “The Little Prince”, if we want a wave to break on the
shore we wait, then we order the wavethat
to break theitfavorable
they areand obeys. conditions
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This is what should happen to the Pyramids. They are Cosmic computers that work when the cosmic current is favorable.
Otherwise they become vulgar devices and everything that can be produced is for the personal ego and not for the
essential individual as a BEING.
Once the pyramids are approached and the Chosen One achieves, due to his own state of consciousness, that instead of
being food, he is the one who is fed, within the laboratory of life. Then, although he is no longer physically in the pyramid, the
moment in which he made it his own and boarded it becomes, as Saint Germain would say, a MOMENTUM (a moment prolonged in
eternity). And it does not matter where he is physically, it happens as if he were still in the Pyramid forever.
Sometimes, due to the need to capture large loads to transport them to the terrestrial world and to humanity, it is necessary
for the owner to periodically visit the Pyramid. Like a businessman who periodically visits his company in order to know the current
situation and remedy it, and thus maintain balance and not lose control.
Also, when, as a simple student of wisdom, one persistently visits sacred monuments on propitious dates, they reveal to
us their reason for being. Perhaps as in the case of that temporary worker, who is forced to fight for a new contract every time his
previous one runs out, in order to SURVIVE.
Not all who have controlled the Pyramids are truly White Magicians or Chosen Ones. Some have wanted to force things
and control this subtle technology from a merely "external" point of view.
They have thus fallen into distorted magic and, with it, into completely negative and destructive external sacrifices. When this
happens, then, the effects of “their power” become increasingly shorter and therefore the Pyramids become devouring and
destructive devices, no more and no less than a “black hole”.
But this cannot last forever, especially if it concerns Pyramids designed exclusively for the use of white magic. Because
the Pyramids are like “the genie of Aladdin's lamp”, they obey only whoever has control over them. In reality, they are designed to
serve the higher self, the true master who built them.
So when the propitious Cosmic current and the precise date arrive, the chosen one appears and becomes
King.
If, for example, in Teotihuacan someone approaches the Pyramid of the Moon and succumbs, remaining imprisoned in
his dreams, then he experiences the nightmare of deluding himself into having awakened. And if with these feelings, he still intends
to approach the Pyramid of the Sun to take “The Imperial Crown”, it happens that from being “lunatic” he becomes “solático”, that is,
equally “lunatic”, but now with an ego of King or of command that is far from really being. Precisely when he most dreams that he
has already achieved it.
For this reason, it is not even enough to be Enlightened to control the Pyramid of the Sun; one must be The Chosen One
to be able to embody the Emperor of the Kingdom. Not only before the country in which the Pyramid is located, but also before the
people-humanity. Because the Pyramid of the Sun and the King are ONE.
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- It is not only about having achieved Enlightenment, but the fundamental thing is HOW YOU BECAME
ENLIGHTENED (That is, being a Living Path).
Perhaps someone could even “be like an Enlightened One without being enlightened” and manage to take this
CONTROL, since Christ-Virgin is in each and every human being.
The fundamental requirement to survive, to the sacrifice of the Pyramid of the Sun is this Light or Illumination. So
It's like going from being fed to being the provider.
The fervent disciple immolates himself before the Cosmic energy, and finds his Spiritual Master to give himself
to him without reservation, according to the law of love. The emperor, having completely mastered the Pyramid of the Sun,
recognizes his Celestial Father and the gods who use him as their particular nourishment, and who use him in order to,
through him, approach humanity and save it.
And so, each moment and Pyramid fulfills a function perfectly, specifically according to the four aspects of the
Cross of Aquarius:
It is the functionality of a high-tech machine or rather, a time machine always subject to the eternal present (Leo)
And above all, it is a transmuter of vile sexual magnetism to sublimate it into divine, within the being
human, whose keys remain in the deepest silence and require the highest devotion (Scorpio).
The places occupied by the Monuments are fundamental, as is the astronomical moment in which they are built,
as well as the intention with which they are made.
In reality, the Pyramids were designed and supervised in their construction by the Creator Gods in order to
CONTROL humanity, and be able to feed on it while allowing this humanity the possibility of feeding on the kingdoms
below the human.
For each Pyramid or sacred Monument, we come into contact with a specific God. That God is the energy of a
planet, a constellation, a cosmic ray, a Hierarchy of Angels, Archangels, Seraphim,
etc.
As a FORM, humanity was created to serve as food for the Gods, but as a BEING or Spirit, humanity was
created so that absolutely everyone could become a God. With the same experiences, benefits and responsibilities of a
God.
That is why we should not understand that food refers only to a physical fact, but that it can be emotional,
mental, spiritual, etc. Virtues, for example, are spiritual food.
Humanity without contact with the Cosmos is destined to perish. And for this contact with the Cosmos to be ever
more perfect, systematic, or rather, periodic sacrifices are indispensable in the daily life of people. These are not literal
sacrifices, but of the lower self before the higher self, and for this, the Pyramids and sacred Monuments are the appropriate
instruments, only as means and not as means.
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ends.
In Teotihuacan, the Pyramid of the Moon is “the door where evil is found.” The door to the underworld
(hell), which subjects humanity to the wheel of reincarnations. In reality, it is something that the Gods had to plan
this way, foreseeing that humanity did not want to evolve but rather devolve, and thus remain in perpetual
corruption. So the Pyramid of the Moon is a protection, and not a “curse.”
Objectively, the Pyramid of the Moon is not “nothing”, or rather, in “Nothingness”, but for humanity it is very
important, very real. Because without it, there would be nothing left of mortal humanity. That is why the Pyramid
of the Moon was created, and all the Monuments related to the Moon. Not to kill the Moon, but to control it.
Experiments have been made in many ways to make the Pyramids work and thus help mankind for
periods, sometimes short and sometimes long. And these experiments will continue because they are as infinite
as the human races.
Within this rhythm of manifestation of life, each Golden Age incarnates gods, capable of approaching
and controlling the Pyramids, then they are permanently activated, that is, while these Ages of Light last, or
forever, if the entire planet enters octaves of Light definitively.
The ASCENDED are Gods who continually move from the human octave to the Divine and vice versa.
This occurs perfectly through the Pyramids or other sacred instruments. They are the gods of humanity who
naturally, in turn, serve their even more Supreme Gods.
Humanity approaches these Elder Brothers through those who, in special or strategic sacrifices, approach
the Pyramids and manage to control them, so that from this so-called sacrifice they emerge from their ashes like
a Phoenix or “the twice-born.” Let us remember Jesus Christ when, referring to ETERNAL LOVE and not pain, he
exclaims to his Disciples:
CHRONICLE
It is very early in the morning, I have just finished doing my Hatha yoga postures as well as
my first morning meditation with the mudra of liberation. The brothers arrived little by little and joined
in this meditation mode. When I open my eyes I see familiar faces in our room that I had not seen
for almost a month. But especially that of the sister of "La Mexicanidad", which I find neither beautiful
nor unpleasant in form, but especially different from the rest.
She hides or seems to hide her emotion and perhaps she thinks the same about my feelings,
but the bond of brotherhood is conducive to uniting the roots, from the extreme between the
indigenous past with which she identifies, and that of the utopian future with which I commune. It is
evident here that FRATERNITY unites everything in tolerance and conscious love.
Anyway, it was this sister (called Reyna), who asked me for permission to
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attend and I granted it to her, especially because despite not having the cross of the Order, she was nevertheless one of
the 13 attendees on the day of its foundation.
Our journey from where we are to Teotihuacán (where men become Gods) was meteoric in time, just over half
an hour, no doubt because we are anonymous guardians of that place, due to the proximity.
We were at the entrance to the Temple of Quetzalcoatl, the Citadel, and it was not yet dawn. As it was not yet
time to enter, I decided to carry out the ritual of going around the Sacred Place, following the cobbled path that surrounds
all the archaeological ruins of Teotihuacan, which I estimate is about four kilometers long.
However, we did not do this tour on foot but by car, because I think it is not a sacrifice, but rather the important
thing is to keep the mind and heart open to the place.
This is how we began to identify ourselves with this sacred site, at least as far as I am concerned. And I clearly feel how
the protective circle of energy that we marked closes right where we started, that is, at the entrance to the Temple of
Quetzalcoatl.
There are only eight of us and their faces, in the light of dawn on July 22, 1999, are restless and expectant of
something that must happen. They are like children together with the child they are waiting for to lead the game to which
he has invited them. Their pupils reveal astonishment and doubts, which are worth trying to dispel.
He took them to the mound of the crossroads at the main arrival, where the
highway coming from Mexico City.
While here, I use the sword I call flaming to mark their protective circle and adjust their chakras. With humility,
they kneel one by one. To my surprise, their chakras are almost adjusted, which indicates to me that their longing has been
stronger than any obstacle they may have had in the previous week, since only with a very open attitude to the act that is
going to take place, can it be explained that their energy is balanced.
I'll start talking to you about what we're here to accomplish, according to my understanding of the matter.
I also told them about what I had been meditating and writing about the day before regarding what I thought about the
Pyramids, and their reason for being. I added some convictions by telling them:
-The goal is to become food for the Gods, and this may scare us, but in reality, it is by law of survival. Curiously,
we are not scared
all food of all
by the fact that we are daily food for those exploiters who do not hesitate to pressure the majority, with
the arrogance of feeling that they are their slaves. And this happens because we are rarely aware that we are “devoured”
in multiple ways in our lives.
The Moon does that: “Feeding from the human-machine”. For this reason, the Initiate, when climbing the Pyramid
of the Moon, if he is not “eaten”, then it means that he is a victor and has managed to “CONTROL the lunar force” and
later, when climbing the Pyramid of the Sun, he becomes King.
This is why in the Golden Ages, sacrifice has never consisted of literally taking out one's heart, but actually giving
it to the Gods.
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We are in the cosmic moment prophesied through many centuries. And in the sky, it is . Then on the
forms THE SIGN OF THE SON OF MAN, that is, that Cross
of Aquarium
Earth someone goes to the Sacred places of the four arms of the Aquarian Cross:
When we are allowed to enter Teotihuacan, Sister Reyna manages to pass her incense without being seen by
the official guards. I tell her to light it in the Central Temple of the Citadel, she does so and then proceeds to protect each
one of us. When my turn comes, I kneel down to receive this protection with Sacred Smoke (Air, Aquarius) and I feel
better, more confident and stronger.
We are ready and she says that she will now follow the Master (yours truly). I tell her that she must go ahead with
the two women, who are not coming with their partners, because we are going to the Pyramid of the Moon. Then, when we go
to the Pyramid of the Sun, I will be the one who goes ahead.
We begin the tour along the causeway of the dead , which I call the Causeway of Resurrection, which according
to my calculations is associated with the week that I wanted to call "The Resurrection of the Sublime Elder Brother" which
begins on July 22 and ends on July 28, because Master Estrada (Earthly Avatar) disembodied on July 22 and was born
on July 28.
At the Great Stone where sadness and anguish should be left, Reyna suggests that we touch it to leave all this
behind. I do so with pleasure.
In the ritual to climb the Pyramid of the Moon, I intended to go around it at ground level, but the path is blocked,
due to supposed repairs that are being done, and so I can only do a protection by turning on the first level, already on the
pyramid. I did this turn alone because I considered it to be the most prudent thing to do, since a strange force seemed to
be imposing itself under the ghost of “official authority.”
During this tour of the first level of the Pyramid, when I reach the back, I find bricklayers working out of sight of
the people who usually come from the causeway of the dead. It seems that they are fixing the paving and "El maistro" of
the bricklayers shouts to me "from below" (which is where he is, directing the work)
- What are you doing there? Go back the way you came.
He was really upset and I hadn't done anything to him, but for nothing, my Presence
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I became inexplicably angry.
I was surprised by all this, so I sit on the stone of the Pyramid while I contemplate my flaming sword covered with
the brown cloak, which I used as a turban in my Retreat (the reason I covered the sword like this was so as not to attract
people's attention) and I wait to decide what to do, because I know that there is something that the divinity wants to point
out to me in this symbol but I do not fully understand it.
Then I think that it is better not to challenge these “forces”, since a direct fight with this type of energies does not
interest me. I get up from where I was sitting and I intend to go back, but something positively fortuitous happens: A young
bricklayer who is on the same level where I am physically, was already worried about the matter and had witnessed the
aggressive way in which the “master bricklayer” shouted, so much so that when I am taking my sword to go back the way I
came, he says to me angrily and with conviction:
His words of encouragement had a special effect on me, because they came from a new
authority coming not from official command, but from the people themselves.
It seemed to me that while I was still respecting the people on their lunar paths, I was also being accepted.
I stopped fearing an unwanted provocation, and my attitude became clear. Then, I jump over the small mound of
earth where the bricklayers work and continue on my way. I pass by where other bricklayers are working and I greet them,
they smile.
Then, I turn around the next corner until I close the circle on this first level, always thinking that this protective
circle marked with this sacred sword serves to safeguard the great portion of humanity mired in ignorance and trapped in
the Pyramid of the Moon.
The small group was waiting for me, having hurried to reach the top as soon as they saw
that I did not do the same, it was returned for me.
Could it be that this is how people generally walk through life, advancing in their careers, their professions and
their material successes, and yet something is missing and they must turn back in search of those who can guide them
toward the true Path?
Once again, humility seems like a mystery, but it is this virtue that breaks social barriers to overcome “the lunatic,”
and those of us who are more or less awake, put the little or much that we as people have achieved in material or spiritual
goods, at the service of truth.
There is no other Way.
We move on to the next level, on the Pyramid of the Moon, and my companions are already
They go both in front of and behind me.
At this level, everyone takes turns going around the Pyramid, so as not to attract too much attention from people.
I am concerned about the presence of the official guard who was not just nervous, but rather, strangely threatening.
The guard decides to approach to fulfill his duty,
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But he seems to fear something psychosocial that inspires fear in him, that he will be expelled socially
and professionally, so he takes extreme precautions in fulfilling that, "his duty."
At the same time, in accordance with “good manners,” he tries to appear friendly and argues
that we should not have the incense lit.
This forces us to play a game of lies, to which we humans have become so accustomed. Then,
we act innocent, explaining that we knew nothing about this official prohibition.
When the guard is about thirty meters away from us, I say to him jokingly: - Officer, what's your
name? So that they know that you have already given us permission to keep the incense burning. He
smiles and says that he doesn't give us permission to do such a thing.
We reached the top of rough, pointed stones, secured with cement. It is noticeable
that this is on purpose, perhaps so that no one stays here for too long.
There is disorder in our ideas about what we should do and we more or less
we understand.
A brother comes and points out to me that in the pamphlet I gave them to invoke the beings of
Light towards the 4 cardinal points, I have put the cardinal points upside down. I accept my mistake and
tell him to do it the right way when invoking.
My wife and the incense remain in the center (at least I had been wise to make this suggestion).
Queen, join us all in the center forming a circle to mention the four supporters of the Universe. I
take this opportunity to invite each one of us to repeat a decree of liberation in the Name of the I AM to
seal the door where evil is found.
I am the one who opens and ends, closing the circle in this personal decree by
each member of our group.
We begin the descent, and as we go down Reyna suggests that we go to places where we can
collect wood, in order to feed the incense. I tell her that it is better that we do not stray from the path.
Now I go ahead of the group.
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During the descent from the Pyramid of the Moon I see a young, solitary foreigner. At the moment it seems to me
that this brother had joined in during the repetition of the decree and that he ended up participating in the closing of the circle.
I think that he resembles Christ.
Then I say to the brother who came back from Canada and knows the English language:
- Since you speak English, give our brochure 33 to that brother who seems to have a face like Jesus Christ at 33
years old.
Arriving at the Pyramid of the Sun, I stop right in the middle of the square in front of it. It is the temple in front of the
Pyramid of the Sun. I place myself in the center of this place to directly investigate what was supposed to be the second seal
that now had to be broken, and allow the free exit of the energy that comes from the heart of the Pyramid of the Sun.
I stand in the middle of the square and discover the place where this energy comes out, now without any seal. It is
the place where one experiences the most pleasant sensation on this entire plain.
Then I listened and quickly understood what I understood without words and I told them:
- We are going to climb the Pyramid of the Sun, and EVERYONE CAN TAKE WHAT CORRESPONDS TO THEM.
- Women go up the stairs in front, on the right, and men on the left.
They get up and enjoy the atmosphere a little like children on Sunday, because the day is
nice and the sun is warm.
Meanwhile, moved by my inner impulse, I head to the central part, in front of the Pyramid right where the door is,
at the base and I see a small pit.
-Maybe this is the place that leads to the first seal - I think to myself.
I stand in front of the pit that guards this door, and I feel that the seal on the spine of the pyramid is already open,
because I can perceive the energy coming from inside the Pyramid, flowing through here.
Then I head towards the staircase on the left and ascend this part, I meet my wife at the planned place, already in
front of the central staircase of the majestic Pyramid and we begin the ascent.
On the first level, we find the ceremonial side platform, and this absorbs my attention almost completely, as I try to
find the next seal to verify that it is open. An inner impulse makes me jump to the place and quickly search for the exact spot
where the energy of the third seal flows.
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Indeed, I discovered the place clearly and there was no longer any seal, but a torrent of energy flowing through
here so uncontrollable that it almost overwhelmed me. I was able to stay there only a few seconds, because the urgency of
the situation did not allow me to do anything more.
And it is that nobody passed through this place. In fact, there is no path to get there. It is the way in which the
guardians of the Sacred Tradition, aware that this torrent of energy when it is captured here directly in the general public, is
more easily stimulated by the bad than the good. So they have chosen to keep access “forbidden.”
It is a space that is only supposed to be occupied when a ceremony is being performed in the presence of beings
with a recognized spiritual hierarchy, so as soon as I entered fully into this forbidden plain and without thinking twice, I walked
from end to end closing a circle with the sword I carried in my hand, and then I headed towards the center to feel this energy,
which overwhelmed me. A police officer, guarding the place, began to shout from below.
Terrified by the presence of a desecrator, it was evident that he had standing orders that no one was to enter this platform.
The feeling that his screams produced in me was not the same as when the "maestro" bricklayer
first, and then the officer at the Pyramid of the Moon, caught our attention.
Perhaps things were worse here, because the officer did not seem to hesitate and was quite angry. In fact, he was
rejecting the Yang energy with all his might, “in the name of the law.” He was shouting furiously from afar for me to leave this
temple of ceremonies immediately, as if I belonged to him or he was fulfilling his role very seriously.
At that moment, I look ahead at the Pyramid and on the first level of it, right above, is my group, expectant and
nervous. Among them is my wife. She in particular, and the others, are worried about the lack of understanding of the “police
brother” regarding what that plain is and the need we had to make contact with it.
How I wish my brothers in the group could be with me feeling this energy! But things happen for a reason.
Only Reyna, cautious, had closely followed my movements and remained on the edge of the sacred plain, directly
taking in the effluvia of this site, on such a unique date.
In just over a minute, more police officers are seen approaching the scene.
One of the officers is speaking kindly to Reyna, because she is not allowed to carry incense. However, I am
surprised that this police officer is no longer angry but even seems happy.
The sister seems used to these situations, she remains calm and says:
- It's going to turn off soon. - And he continues forward, discreetly ignoring the officer's orders.
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As we reach the level before the summit, She approaches me to ask:
I take my partner to the level before the summit, and the two of us alone head towards the nape of the
neck, of the imposing Pyramid of the Sun, where I locate what I believe to be the equivalent of the “Antakarana
bridge.”
He located the place and we meditated with our necks together, back to back, to
unify, seal and open ourselves to the HIGHER MENTAL.
An authority is nearby watching that some young people do not get off the top of the
Pyramid on this very steep side.
After our short meditation, I want to check if he is bothered by our presence, and then joke with him
about taking a photo with our camera. He smiles in a friendly manner, telling me that we are fine with him.
We continue our way, we close the circle at this level, around the last level and
Then, from the front, we climbed to the top.
Gabriela comes to greet us and says that there are a lot of people, especially children.
The incense burner is at the centre of the summit. I take off my sneakers and socks and stand in lotus
position on the top of the Pyramid, which seems to be waiting for us.
My wife in turn humbly follows my example. She sits down and shakes my hand in
“diamond mudra”.
The sacred smoke hits my face hard, and everyone expects a show.
group remains in respectful expectation, sitting near us.
As has become customary in these cases, I think nothing; I neither hope nor do I not hope.
But a powerful peace is tempered second by second, with more force in my being.
Butterflies immediately appear everywhere, there were perhaps 50 of them. I was particularly struck
by a black-gold butterfly (Saturn is golden inside, this is its secret colour).
People express their concern and their incomprehensible joy. There are those who doubt
wondering to each other if it wasn't us who brought all those butterflies.
Suddenly something wonderful happens for those who know about elemental symbolism: A butterfly
lands on my wife's head, but no one seems to take that into account, perhaps because this happens very
quickly, in an almost secret way.
And then the butterfly majestically lands on top of my head. This moves me indescribably. And I
realize that a sacred symbol is being fulfilled and at that very moment the inner voice tells me clearly:
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- “This is my beloved son in whom I am well pleased.”
The butterfly flies away and then comes back to rest on my head for several seconds. It continues like this. I feel
that higher powers are directing them, with the consent of the spirit of the butterflies themselves.
Sister Reyna sits in front of me, perhaps trying to enter into communion with me, and then respectfully invites the
entire group to join in a circle and say out loud, three times: “Teotihuacán.”
Everyone seems to have finished the matter, but I feel that it is the right time for something more and I remain
still. Sitting, I close my eyes and loudly pronounce the AUM, three
times.
I realize that the top of the pyramid may have already been open, but at this precise moment, its light is compacted
in an incredible way. I could almost touch it like the most powerful steel. It is taking shape and strength and to the rhythm
of my desire the entire Pyramid encompasses the entire planet. It is a powerful sensation.
And as he uttered AUM, the butterfly lands on my head and stays there. I clearly perceive that invisible Masters
of Light are making this possible and are in control. I think of it as the white dove on Christ's head. I open my eyes and
discover a small white butterfly fluttering all around the top of the Pyramid and among the people.
The butterflies also occasionally appear on the others in the group, but I didn't see any of them land on their
heads. Reyna extends one of her hands with the palm facing up and right before my eyes the large butterfly lands there.
Reyna and I look into each other's eyes. I am amazed and I say to her:
I understand that this symbol has appeared before my eyes to acknowledge something:
- "
Guardian of Teotihuacán for the Order.”
Well, my wife and I are guarding her from Ecatepec, just half an hour away.
Teotihuacan.
“I will be among you, and you will not know me, because I will be a man among men.”
When I am with my partner, already returning to the citadel, the small white butterfly is everywhere, surrounding
us as if saying goodbye to us.
That same day while we eat, one of the sisters tells us about her experience of the moment when she climbed
the Pyramid of the Moon and on the first level she perceived, as in a
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film, wars and blood and on the second level, many young girls.
Some of us believe that rather than referring to the sister's past lives, in reality,
“he read the Pyramid.”
I tell you that if that were the case, it was not allowed or possible for us to protect those at the base of the
Pyramid, only from the first level onwards, because it was here where I closed the circle.
-We have seen (asked) by those who have, at least, an elementary orientation in the
life itself. –I affirmed.
That same afternoon, the group headed to the Zócalo to deliver Circular number 15, both to the general public and
to brothers of Mexican heritage who used to settle here.
I decided to do this as a symbol of the zodiac sign Leo, whose key is to Dare or Act. This is how the part of the Aquarius
cross corresponding to Leo was covered.
The rest of the leaflets (33), were almost all distributed at the top of the Pyramid of the Sun in
Teotihuacan.
FOURTH PILGRIMAGE
OAXACA AND MONTE ALBÁN
The trip to Oaxaca begins in the Federal District, specifically at the Central Bus Station.
del Norte, at midnight on Saturday. Time at which the truck leaves for Oaxaca.
There are seven of us, four women and three men. This is my entire army. Two of us
They in particular have overcome severe sentimentalism in their relationships.
In short, there were several things that happened, like a kind of “test” before going to Oaxaca. Days before, my wife
had lost a prescription for “disabilities” at her workplace, and she explained to me that it was not a random event, since many
people had been fired for this reason. However, I did not notice that she was afraid. She was willing to face the situation. I
spoke to her about her fate and the possibilities that there were of her being fired.
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whether he complied or not. All trying to probe his mood, and what I convinced myself was that he was not afraid of losing his
job. This filled me with joy.
Such extreme things happened to each and every one of those who went to Oaxaca.
And in The Order, one cannot reason, nor explain what cannot be explained. One exists at the very moment of the
emergency or one does not exist. I, who was at the forefront of its young history, was the one who learned the most from all
this.
The truck arrived in Oaxaca. We had spent the night on the truck, and we were all
half “drowsy”.
It was beginning to get light and I told them we had to head towards Mitla. But I didn't really know if it was far or
close to here. We asked and they told us we had to take a bus, which passed about 10 blocks from the station, where the
bus that brought us from Mexico City arrived.
And there we waited for about twenty minutes, and finally our transport appeared.
On the way to Mitla we heard on the radio that the announcer was talking about the sign of Taurus.
interpreting: “You should not idealize too much.”
This reminded me that this was the Taurus zone, in the Aquarius cross that we were
embodying.
- We are going to Mitla, because it is the feminine of this place, then we will go to Monte-Albán which is
the male, to transfer him to Mitla and make the connection complete.
A little over an hour passed and the driver told us that we were in Mitla. We hurriedly got out and found ourselves
just on the edge of the small town. We put our backpacks on our shoulders and went deeper into the town, with the mission
of finding a place to stay. We walked through several streets filled with these friendly people, and about three blocks from
“The Archaeological Zone” we found the best hotel in the place, which was not really very luxurious, its name was: The Hotel
“La Zapoteca”.
We were all smiling and playing around. Until the owner of the place showed up and gave us prices that seemed
fair. So now we were arguing about which rooms we preferred to occupy. After which, each of us settled in. So that an hour
later we met again, with the expectant goal of discovering where the Archaeological Zone was. While my wife and I were still
packing our suitcases, I had the human feeling that everything I was doing, as was the case with this trip, was nonsense.
And even more so because I was involving a group of people who believed in me. Then, it was not long before an inner voice
called my attention severely:
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- You are on holy ground, and what you are doing is very high, so stay
at peace.
This calmed my mind and gave me back my confidence, but my human side was still here, held
for all the magic that was leading me.
Finally, all the brothers met at the entrance of the hotel and then headed further into the town of Mitla, heading
towards the archaeological zone. We were arriving at some ruined huts, where we began to breathe the “air of antiquity”, when
a Zapotec guide approached us. At first I was suspicious of him, but I was willing to accept everything that the divinity offered
us. He was a local, not so well versed in the intellectual part of these ruins, but he did possess practical and direct knowledge
that came to him from his grandparents. He is such a simple and humble person that he soon won our sympathy.
In the King's Palace, we discover the Aquarius Cross: Knowledge (boardroom), Wanting
(dining room), Osar (reception room) and Callar (the King's bedroom).
Then in the Citadel of the Resurrection, there are two tombs: that of the king and that of the priest.
In the center of this we discover the energy quadrant, where the exercises were carried out.
ceremonial and there we stop as if to feed ourselves, with this special force.
At a certain point, we perform a small ritual with Don Bonifacio (the guide) in which we recognize him as the guardian
of the Zapotec culture, in the name of the Sacred Initiatory Tradition and the Great Universal Fraternity. We all (or almost all)
close the energy circuit and I have the privilege of being able to deposit our love in him, touching his heart directly.
In “the square of sacrifices”, most of us were able to make contact with the exact place
where virgins, it is said, offered their hearts.
And on the Aquarius cross within the King's Palace, four of us: A couple and my wife with me, stand on each of the
four arms of the cross: The brother in Leo, and his partner in Scorpio, my wife in Taurus, (since the entire area is Taurus) and
a server in Aquarius because we are entering this Age. In the center of the cross, we mentally light the heart in place, turning
from one side to the other in a spiral, always holding hands.
After we left the archaeological zone, we invited Don Bonifacio to eat and he accepted, (typical of Taurus: Food, to
complete agreements).
But first, he wants to take us to the ruins of the ancient Zapotec Observatory. This is a place that is so dear to him and
that a person of his character as a peasant would find difficult to get rid of. It is like a secret that he decided to share with us at some
point, as something very special on his part. It was a place that was practically unknown to most people, since it is outside the
“archaeological zone,” and only the local people know of its existence.
We walked through the huts of the town's residents, whom he greeted with affection, and then we reached a small
hill, almost between the town and just behind the hotel where we were.
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hosted.
We were on this mound for about an hour, and Don Bonifacio let us rest. Don Bonifacio began to tell me
that he used to play here when he was a child and that there were tunnels under the mound where we were and
that he liked to go in and explore them, like boy explorers. Suddenly, the women began to realize that in an
almost physical way, in the sky of that evening, a triple flame heart (blue, yellow, pink) began to form.
Shortly after, some of them began to tell me that they actually saw not only prana at the Mitla
observatory , but that the evening sun was shining, and the clouds at both ends came together, forming a heart,
and on the sides, blue and pink glowed, so that where the sun was shining directly, the wonderful golden hue
took place. This is the triple flame of the heart lit in Mitla for the New Age.
For my part, I imagine more than twenty energy tubes concentrated in this place and in particular contact with
specific celestial bodies. All this in a space no larger than fifty square meters.
We are heading towards the market, and Don Bonifacio passes by his house and points it out to me. It
strikes me that he lives on Cuauhtémoc Street, number 13.
While we were eating at the market, they asked me if we were going to rest at the hotel, and it occurred
to me that we should go to Monte-Albán. It was around 3:20 p.m. I asked Don Bonifacio about it and he explained
to me that they close at 5 p.m. He suggested that we go to the “ Tule tree” , the thickest in the world. I think I hear
him explain to me that it is the most powerful. And he tells us the legend:
-“There was a king who belonged to a people of MIXE blood, the only one that was not conquered by
the Spanish. The King carried his staff, and he set out to reach the Mixtecs (Monte Albán) and Zapotecs (Mitla),
to guide them towards peace and happiness.
Then he stops at Tule and leaves his cane stuck in the ground.
The Tule tree is born there, which is said to be 50 meters in diameter and 2,000 years old.
years".
I remember that Los Tenochas, in Mexico City, according to Velasco Peña, Regina, found in the
Chapultepec forest, the ahuehuete called "El Sargento", which is the invisible entrance door for the Aztec
pilgrimage to Tenochtitlan.
Could the ahuehuete of Tule be an invisible gateway to the sacred centers of the sacred place Monte-
Albán and Mitla?
I tell Don Bonifacio that before we say goodbye, I want to give him a present and he humbly accepts. I
ask him to go to our hotel to make the delivery. Since we are in our room (number 4), he suddenly, without any
apparent reason, begins to talk to me about Christ and the end of the time of a world, he says about it:
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-“Wherever two or more gather, Christ is there. And it is said that there will be
terrible illnesses and pain in those times.”
While he speaks he dedicated the book: “Línea Crística” to her, as a recognition of her love.
by the Zapotec Tradition.
My wife also signs it and so, our friend Bonifacio leaves happy.
It seems to me that the Tule tree is the gateway to the sacred centers of the world and to the root of all human
history, as long as the unshakeable immemorial elder recognizes us as “chosen.”
So that afternoon after eating we headed towards the Tule tree (TULA, Central Sun) and on the way my wife
looked at the sky again, and the triple flame heart was still there.
When we were in front of the imposing tree, the first thing that occurred to me was to suggest to the group that we
should go around the tree several times, elevating our minds. While we were doing this and I was saying that we were on the
third lap, the old tree of Tule spoke to me telepathically, saying:
- “You are the savior of humanity, the master of the world. You can enter as many times as you want through this
invisible door.”
This left me quite impressed as I had never had a tree talk to me before.
I couldn't get over my amazement and didn't know how I was going to explain this to my students so as not to upset
them too much. At that moment a rain began to fall, which seemed like a soft and gentle breeze, something very pleasant that
wasn't trying to wet us but rather fill us with energy.
Some of the local indigenous people, including children around 15 years old, explained that the Tule tree safeguards
the History of Humanity, and that many animal species can be clearly distinguished in its shapes.
We finished the tour and headed to the Church, which is located within the same area, very close to the sacred tree.
As I headed towards the benches in front of the sanctuary or atrium, where the Priest usually stands when officiating the mass,
a strong smell began to overpower the incense, and became more and more penetrating. It must have been strange forces.
I think of the biblical Apocalypse where it explains that it is the forces of light that win.
Then, that inner discomfort disappears and silence falls.
We walked through the square, where what they sell most are small glasses of pomegranate seeds. This reminds
me of the Greek myth of Persephone, who, for eating a pomegranate seed, is condemned to remain captive for six months in
the underworld, and only six months free in the world on Earth.
In some way the Tule tree has its roots towards the center of the world, Tula. From where the infinite light of God
comes. So this underworld, when all human Time-Space is transcended, becomes SUPRA WORLD. Food has been
transmuted into the MANA of the gods.
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We returned to Mitla and it was beginning to get dark. When we arrived at the hotel we decided to go meditate on
the mound that Don Bonifacio had shown us. We were on this small observatory and a deep peace filled the atmosphere, it
was related to Mitla, the Ascended Priestess protecting the entire valley.
The next day, at a good time, we left for Oaxaca, heading to Monte Albán.
When we were at the bus station in Oaxaca, one of the brothers was uncomfortable with the situation he was
experiencing with one of the members of the group. He also seemed disturbed by what the group was doing, and because of
this situation he informed me that he had to go to another state in the Republic to visit a relative.
At the moment I'm surprised by his attitude, but on the other hand, it was to be expected, given his apathy since
we boarded the truck in Mexico. So I have no choice but to let him go.
The small group begins to compact, and while some sisters go to make copies of the brochure that we plan to distribute
in Monte Albán, others begin to walk around the place. Then, at a magazine stand, I find one that deals with the prophecies of
Nostradamus for July 1999. I make comments about it and the importance of our Mission at this moment.
When we arrived, we did not discover anyone that we could decorate as a guardian of Monte Albán or something
like that. And on the other hand, the tourist guides who were around here, looked more like market vendors than real guides.
They could not compare in any way with Don Bonifacio, but rather with those Anthropologists who despised him, and who
when we were in Mitla spoke badly of him, considering him somewhat crazy.
There was a moment of weakness in me. I felt ignorant of the subject and I didn't know what to do.
My students were worried and tried to encourage me, telling me that it was not important. In view of the situation, I gathered
the few brothers who formed the group and tried to encourage them to remain alert, trusting in God.
Next to the entrance is the temple of the ball game. My wife explains to us that the ball game was for the ancients
a ritual to represent the macrocosm made into a microcosm. It is like a drama or an oracle, because depending on the result
of the game it meant what the people had to do. Thus, the players represented the planets and if, for example, the player of
Mars won, that was the result to follow.
We decided to walk around this temple, but we were surprised to almost stumble on a stone full of symbols at the
corner where the route began, and among them, clearly visible, was the cross with four equal arms, which we call the cross
of Aquarius or Malta.
It had a circle in the center and an even smaller one inside this circle, like the symbol of a Sun.
I kneel down and take out my cross, putting it in contact with this one. I humbly ask permission
so that through me it may be fulfilled what must be fulfilled in this place. Permission is granted to me.
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Everyone who accompanies me also begins to bow and then to kneel in reverence. We walk again until we close
the circle to the ball game temple and again I make contact with the stone.
Someone who is not part of the group asks me why I do that and I explain that in the beginning all cultures were
one, that is why we have around our necks the same cross that is on the stone.
Then two ladies approach with their Christian crosses, which they begin to show me with concern. I point out that
one of them is carrying a chalice in the centre, on a cup as a reminder of the Holy Grail (the cup where Jesus Christ drank the
wine), the other lady is carrying a cross with the image of the Virgin in the centre.
They ask me for permission to also make contact with the stone and I give it to them.
One of the brothers in the group suggested giving a pamphlet to the man who asked first and we gave it to him. My
wife told me:
- We are looking for the guardian but realize that you are the guardian and the supposed guardian
we don't need it.
We head towards the main plain and I discover in the centre of this citadel with monuments the "command pyramid".
We make a few comments, and then we head towards the central pyramid. We go around it and when we find ourselves at
the foot, at the back of it, one of my students gets very restless, trying to figure out what we are going to do.
I tell you that someone like Leo is needed to cover the back face of this pyramid:
- We are going to try to do a ritual and each one has to climb up the respective places to meet up at the top.
Of course, it is forbidden to do this, since the only way allowed is to “go up from the front.” But this student (the only
male disciple present) offers himself and says that he wants to do what I suggest. Given his unconditional willingness at this
very special moment, I clarify:
- According to the Initiatory Tradition, only one who is a first disciple can do this.
of the Master.
As far as I know, men should do this job, but since there are only women left, I think they should be “warriors of
peace” so that they can take on such a delicate role.
Each of the women discreetly goes to the side ends and begins the
rise.
I head forward to ascend there, because that place is where I belong, along with
with my wife. One of the sisters catches up with me when we are about to go up and says:
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- It is not possible to pass through the place where I was supposed to go because there is a very deep pit that
prevents the passage.
This sister covered this path without completing it. Then, she took my wife by the hand closing our energetic circuit
with “The Diamond Mudra” and I told the sister to stand on the left side. I offered her my hand in a natural way (without mudra)
affirming to her:
I bow reverently before the steps, together with my wife in an attitude of humility, and we begin the climb.
Afterwards, when we were already at the top, my students, mainly women, were somewhat agitated and told me
that the security guards were very restless, looking for some “gringos” to reprimand them for doing strange things. According
to them, four gringos were trying to climb the pyramid through the forbidden places. I don’t know how they came up with such
confusing but very accurate ideas regarding what we were really trying to do. The fact is that they pass by us very quickly in
their search and don’t even bother us. So we continue our ritual.
We were already on top of the pyramid and we gathered at the place where there are 4 stone mounds as if they
were bases of a column that was not installed, so that we can sit on them. Each one of us stands on his column and in the
center of the four we go, one by one, to offer ourselves to the cross of Aquarius towards the four cardinal points:
“In the name of my Mighty I Am Presence, I take my food (Taurus) and make it my own.
Then, I take the value (Leo), the transformation (Scorpio) and the KNOWLEDGE (Aquarius).
Just a few meters above this square is a place like a throne that I would call “The King’s Place.” But I didn’t sit there
to lead the ceremony, but I participated just like everyone else.
I had planned to do Hatha Yoga at this site but in the course of events I forgot.
Anyway, during the process of this surrender to the cross of Aquarius, while our brothers and ourselves are passing
to the center of the quadrangle, my wife looks up to the sky and tells us with emotion and surprise:
Just above our heads, at the zenith, the Sun is surrounded by a beautiful, well-defined, perfect circular rainbow. We
are all disturbed. One of the sisters cannot resist and begins to cry with joy. The divine sign was too obvious to be considered
a coincidence.
Hours later we heard on the radio that this atmospheric phenomenon was being discussed.
At that precise moment, I perceive that an energy begins to expand uncontrollably towards the entire valley of Monte
Albán and I dare to think that it extends towards the world, but I prefer to remain silent, after all, the latter is only "a hunch."
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We come down from this pyramid, aware that the group's objective has been met, and now I intend to do
something for the sisters, who have painfully lost their relationship.
Walking around the place a bit, we found the ruins of a propitious room, just across the road where the old astronomical
observatory is located. There, invoking the Masters, I dedicated myself to “disconnecting” from my sisters’ chakras,
undesirable links with their former relationships.
We leave this great sacred temple and my wife and I get a little nervous, so when we get into the taxi we start to
argue. The brothers get impressionable because they have nothing to do with this situation, since everything is supposed
to be harmonious. But without them even realizing it, my wife and I are already on the other side of this strange barrier and
we manage to control ourselves. The taxi driver had witnessed this awkwardness between us and starts to smile trying to
calm things down and says that we must keep the peace.
We are all happy again and we go to eat at the big market in the city of Oaxaca. It is an exquisite and abundant
meal, something unforgettable. As we walk through this same market, one of the sisters buys me a special drink from this
place and I tell her that this is part of a pact. She looks at me in surprise but knows that for some reason, this must be the
case.
We returned to Mitla, our exit tickets forced us to hurry but we still took advantage of the opportunity to go to the
side of the town of Mitla, before reaching the ruins we visited yesterday and then, climbing up to the upper part, where the
Zapotecs before the conquest established surveillance to avoid being surprised by the enemies. They call it “The Calvary”.
- Here it is not: “Take up your cross and follow me” but: “Leave your cross and follow me.”
Before climbing these stairs that lead to this strange sanctuary, humbly,
They allow him to touch their foreheads. Then they begin to climb.
We found this place really dirty. I regret this, because the Virgin and the Christ
There they are drawn with expressions of pain and anger, not like angels but like ordinary humans.
One of the women is climbing up near me and says with spontaneous emotion:
- Master, last night I dreamed that a place or temple was dirty and I was trying to clean it by sweeping!
The women perform a brief ritual, forming the moving sign of infinity, intertwined and multiple around the three
cement crosses that are inside this sad and totally neglected room. Meanwhile, my brother and I remain at the door as if
keeping watch, and in the end we two are the ones who deliver a prayer to Christ for the sake of the New Age.
We got down from there, and while we all headed towards the outskirts of the town, with our backpacks on our
shoulders, our brother agreed to go and deposit our joined hair,
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Mitla observatory, as a symbol of the living antenna of the unified group in contact with the
cosmos.
We boarded a taxi to the Central Bus Station in Oaxaca. As soon as we got into the taxi, my companion
noticed a very peculiar ornament on the windshield, just hanging from the rearview mirror. It was a multi-colored
circle that I thought represented the seven rays, and in the center was clearly the seal of Jesus: JHS; then
below it the dove of the Holy Spirit and below that a five-petal flower. Although I did not like the inverted position
of that flower, I did not consider it evil, due to the general surroundings of this ornament. Rather, the same as in the
pyramid of the Moon in Teotihuacan, I only understand it as meaning that we do not reach the hopelessly asleep
souls, but only those who seek and find.
And this driver was going to give us a very special communion by transmitting to us several truths little
known to tourists in general. It seemed to me that it was like a passing grade on our passage through Oaxaca.
The driver is very friendly and “presumptuous” in a really good way, so he starts telling us that just like in
Mexico we have “The Sleeping Woman” covered in ice, they have THE SLEEPING WOMAN OF THE SUN. He
explains that this is further along the road we have to travel. Five minutes later he shows us it clearly outlined on a
large mountain that at that moment was being caressed by the last rays of the sunset. It really did look like a sleeping
woman in the shape of the mountain.
I ask him if the people in the village are aware of this, and he begins to tell us that the women of that village
go there to bring him their offering so they can have children.
When we asked him about Mitla and Monte Albán, he also said that there is a tunnel that goes from the ruins of
Mitla to Monte Albán. But it is sealed and tourists are not allowed to visit it.
At that moment I remember that when we were heading to Monte Albán I told my
Students:
-“The ancient ruins are not the ruins but the cities are the ruins, although they are not
appear and the so-called “archaeological ruins” are the real city.”
With this about the tunnel, which the taxi driver told us, I wanted to understand that the connection between
Mitla and Monte Albán was a mission secretly carried out by our group, and with success.
I was also surprised by his story, according to which at the end of the valley of Mitla, in the last village,
there is a mountain that ends in a peak and at its top there is a large spherical stone with a mark like a navel. The
stone does not move no matter how hard you try and what allows it to move is only if you touch its navel with your
finger.
At this point it occurred to me to say, jokingly, that with this one can no longer have the
power to touch the navel of all women.
We all laughed heartily, but the taxi driver became serious and added:
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I realized that in some way it was about “ touching without touching” , which moves the
large mass of people.
And if Tenochtitlan is the navel of the world, well, Mitla also has his Sun woman and his living and magical navel,
his solar plexus of sublime and spiritual emotions, to give birth to the new race that liberates the Zapotec people and the world.
When we got out of the taxi, the least we could do for our Zapotec taxi driver was
give him our usual gifts: basically the book and our brochures.
FIFTH PILGRIMAGE
From Chapultepec Forest to the Zócalo
BACKGROUND
I decided to give the Ceremony before dawn, and at the suggestion my wife had given me weeks before, I
understood that it was not best to place the cross on Sister Angelica during this Ceremony, but rather to place it on her when
we were in Chapultepec Forest.
In a way, it would be like offering one's sister to Popocatépetl, but not in the brutal way that the semi-degenerate
peoples offered their virgins and prisoners to the sacred cenotes, so that the gods would have mercy on those people, or
grant them favors, but in the sublime and spiritual way that the New Age allows. Because this pilgrimage responds to the
activation of Popocatépetl.
In any case, the surrender of a single, virgin woman as a state of consciousness was real as energy, not as form.
It had been more than a month since one morning when I woke up I caught the image of the young Angelica,
dressed in the white meditation robe that the sister who had brought her to our group was preparing for her. But in this vision
I perceived her with the special distinction of having her robe with golden edges. During this vision I heard from the one who
seemed to be the very essence of the sister (her 5th dimension): - I have come to this very backward planet to serve humanity.
Nobody explained it to me, but as I have said, I thought it really came from a beloved planet, the ruler of Aquarius.
That's why I decided that his cloak would be ivory white, typical of the white flame and that
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She will have the symbol of Uranus visible, above the Moon, (because according to the Tibetan the esoteric planet that
surpasses the Moon is Uranus), recognizing her as the “Priestess of Urania.”
Sister Angelica had lost her silver cross and all her hopes were in crisis when her relationship with her “beloved
boyfriend” unexpectedly collapsed. All this was a sign to me that it was time to put the copper cross on her.
Interestingly, once I make the suggestion that Angelica be given a cloak as I perceived in my vision, I learn that
she recently dreamed that she came from Uranus and she was very shocked by this strange experience.
Another issue that was linked to this one, refers to that of my brother and his wife who had recently moved to
live in the Cuauhtémoc neighborhood, without me or anyone in particular having ordered them to do so. They lived just
two blocks from the Angel roundabout. And when they did, they asked me to go and perform a “cleansing” of their new
house, to bless it and put “the sacred fire” or whatever was necessary as white magic.
The case would not have attracted too much attention if it were not for the fact that he would soon make this
important pilgrimage to help Mexico. But at that time I read that Cuauhtémoc used the body of “Pachita” (the famous
Mexican shaman) to cure bodies and souls. Then I read “Regina” as a reincarnation of Cuauhtémoc. That seemed very
curious to me if we also accept that the roundabout of the Angel corresponds to the NAVEL OF MEXICO. And everything
is in the colony
Cuauhtémoc.
The 28th of July was approaching and I dreamed of the Mexican people of the time before the conquest,
dressed in the style of the Indians of that time, living surrounded by pyramids. These dreams could not be a coincidence,
because they became more and more persistent.
And one time, when I was thinking about how I could help the world through Mexico, a voice that claimed to be
Cuauhtémoc spoke to me telepathically and said:
And I answered:
A few days before the date, my wife and I took a reconnaissance tour of the
Chapultepec Forest, by public transport, on this side of Reforma.
CHRONICLE
Minutes before leaving for Chapultepec Forest, to begin the Honorification of Sister Angelica, and on the tour
with the presence of the few attendees, in the
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On the morning of July 28, 1999, I told those present:
- Events are taking place that, despite being simple, are nevertheless part of a Cosmic Plan. First of all, let us
consider that the Sublime Elder Brother (SHM) dies on July 22 and is born on July 28, that is, he dies first and then is born.
That is why July 22-28 is the week of the resurrection of the SHM. This is the reason why on July 22, we went to Teotihuacan
(the sign of Leo begins).
With this march from the Forest to the Zócalo, which is a “march of silence,” although not literally but of CONTACT
WITH GOD, it happens that I know of the succession of the Sublime Elder Brother who is reborn, due to the fact that the
energy of the eclipse of next August 11 is being used, prophesied by many wise men. So I am not his Master, but only his
older brother.
The walk on this day also provokes cosmic contact, because Sister Angelica is given her cross of the Order. And
the terrestrial contact, when I transcend all personal feelings to understand that I must put silver crosses on my biological
brother and his wife, precisely in front of the monument of the Angel of Independence, which is the solar plexus of Mexico
City. Since Sister Angelica will help me, since she is “Angel”, and the event will be in El Ángel, fulfilling the androgyne of
Uranus.
Just as my wife helped me to place her cross on Angelica in Chapultepec Forest, because I consider my wife my
complementary. Again the androgyne of Uranus.
I do this without any personal interest in my family, but only in fulfillment of the symbol, where, as I have been able to
understand, celestial and biological genealogy go hand in hand. Although I do not know how or why all this happens.
The only thing I understand is that this allows, in some way, to redeem the Mexican people.
This march complements what was done in Tepeyac-Tlatelolco-Zócalo, which is the female nadi.
The march from the Forest to the Zócalo activates the male nadi.
We arrived at the monument of the Boy Heroes-Baños de Moctezuma. Remembering the fundamental battle
that these "boy heroes" presented on September 13, 1848 and then, the silent march on September 13, 1968.
Days before, when I had made the exploration tour with my wife, we discovered that this entire path was very dirty,
both externally and internally.
Chapultepec, throughout its history, has resisted many attacks of corruption and
illicit activity, on the part of the people and their governments.
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It is now, crippled and injured, protected by a small fence.
Once in this place, I ask Angelica to kneel down so that I can place the cross on it, which had already been blessed
in the name of the Christ of the New Age (during the Ceremony that morning).
I invited my wife to participate in this event.
I was confused because, if this tree called “Sargento” was already dying, what would happen to the energy of this
important place? And he answered me:
- “It is always expected that beings like you come so that the transfer of
the door to another young and strong tree-entity.”
She gave me permission to pass. Seeing the sister kneeling as close as possible to the ahuehuete, battered but
alive, I felt how the ritual of offering the heart of a young, single virgin (virgin by state of consciousness) to special entities and
events was repeated. In this case, to Popocatépetl. It was a simple act.
After that, we started walking towards the Museum of Anthropology. We arrived at Reforma Avenue bordering
Chapultepec Lake. We crossed this great Reforma Avenue and stopped in front of the God Tlaloc, (God of water). It is a
gigantic stone with the shape of this God and is located next to the museum. In this fountain we took a little water with our
hands and put it on our heads, then we continued along Reforma to the Angel Monument.
My brother and his wife were waiting for us, and after brief greetings, my wife and
Angelica consecrated, before the brazier or sacred fire at the base of the monument's column, the crosses that would be
placed on the brothers,
Afterwards I asked them to kneel to conclude the act, placing their silver crosses on them.
It caught my attention that my disciple was also called my carnal brother, perhaps because this reaffirmed the
relationship I had discovered between Uranus and the personal, related to this Pilgrimage.
I handed them “circular fifteen” and asked them to leave since we still had things to do. They looked at us with
concern but obeyed.
The women in my group were happy, and wanted me to explain a little about the symbols found on this monument,
since I had told them that, as far as I knew, it was designed by Masons.
I wanted to explain things to them but I was interfered by my lower self, and in my eagerness to teach them, in this
sense, I hoped that they would see that “I knew everything.” So my feelings were not pure and wisdom did not flow properly, it
was an embarrassing moment and I had to keep quiet.
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They were still restless, and went to investigate what was behind the back door at the entrance to the great
obelisk, behind the cauldron. There was a tombstone here, inside at the base of the great column, it was a tribute to a
foreigner who gave his life for the liberation of Mexico (I think his name was Javier Mina). All this seemed very interesting
to me.
For a moment they left me alone, so I could inspect almost the entire monument and calm down because I
had regained my verticality. And when the sisters, including my wife, left this visit, I was more calm and then I was able
to speak:
- “A circle, a square and a hidden triangle. They are the typical symbol of magic.
Moons.
The lion of the Sun is Leo dominated by a child, that is, Aquarius, and the Lion is entangled by a chain of
garlands, meaning that what the Bible says will be fulfilled:
Furthermore, wild instincts are not controlled by self-control (Leo), and not outside of us but within. The
individuality of Leo is congruent with the group nature of Aquarius.
Then we have the obelisk which is the spine and the Angel at the top, it is the Illumination. HEL, (Gel) is one
of the cries that the archaic humans used to communicate, when they were learning to speak and this special cry was
the one used to call God and remember: Angel-angelica.
We must also know that it is not the human who comes from the ape, because the human, although backward
in the past, has always been and will always be a human. According to Master Gurdjieff, the ape was a decadent
descendant of the human of times past. When women were isolated after terrible earthquakes, they cohabited with
animals. The Mesoamericans also mention this fact in one of their “suns.”
Lao-Tze says that a true Emperor does not need fame or to be worshipped or known, his simplicity is enough
and he needs to make the people feel that it is the people themselves who spontaneously find what is right. He also
teaches that the people do not need intellectual knowledge, because that complicates everything, what the people need
is simplicity.
Those who complicate the Law of Justice, make war and their peace is false. The true Law and Justice consist
in being oneself the law, (incarnating it), finding balance within oneself so that the war is within us until we achieve true
peace, also within us. That is what the four goddesses around the obelisk represent.
As he spoke, I realized that he was relating the four elements, life and the Zodiac:
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2) Taurus- Resources- Earth- LAW
Also, since the Angel Monument represents the solar plexus of Mexico City, the obelisk is being
referred to as Angelica's umbilical cord and her womb. It is in her womb where the advancement of the new
race, of the New Age, takes place. As "sons of men who are the sons of God."
We arrived at the entrance to the Hidalgo metro, greeted the Virgin and then began our march along
Avenida Juárez and 5 de Mayo, to the Zócalo and the Cathedral of Mexico City. The first thing we did in the
great Zócalo square (Plaza de la Constitución), was to mark "the Great Arcanum" (the two intertwined snakes)
throughout the square.
Then we asked permission to enter. I thought the door was very obvious. Because at the end of the
cathedral, right where the Zócalo square ends, there is a place marked with a legend. It is the site where “The
Stone of the Sun” was discovered. Each one of us in the group stopped at this legend and invoked
Huitzilopochtli in a loud voice and, passing through this invisible door, we began to advance in a straight line
towards the flagpole.
Calculating the place of each of the 7 symbolic chakras along this line and in each of them we stop to decree:
By the way, I had ordered a new copper cross engraved for me, as the old one was defective. I also
took advantage of the morning Ceremony to bless it and I put it on when we were in the car heading to
Chapultepec Forest, as I did not want to attract too much attention and while I was putting it on I heard
internally:
- Now you are Guru of the world, Guru of the New Age.
Anyway, we entered the cathedral through the main door and walked along the left wing to where
there was a huge Bible. I thought we would try to open it and the first chapter of the prophet Jeremiah came
out: “The ruin of the Nations.” And then, the last chapter of Isaiah: “New heavens, new tenderness.” The new
Jerusalem adored by the nations.
It was evident that it was about “the judgment of the nations at the beginning of the New Age.”
We had tried to enter the underground part where the niches that protect the remains of famous
people are located. The idea was to find the stone that Regina touched.
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But we were not able to enter, it was under repair.
By then I had already reviewed some historical background information, about the Sun Stone and Huitzilopochtli.
In addition, I had acquired knowledge of the general culture of the ancestors of the Mexicans, such as Quetzalcoatl, the
Templo Mayor in Mexico City, etc. All of which would be of incalculable value to me on our pilgrimage to Merida and then on
our return to Coatepec, Veracruz.
Regarding Mexican culture, three books caught my attention, especially the last one:
The cult of the stars among the Mexicas by Yólotl González Torres.
My mind was turning to this basic information, which would definitely be very
useful to me. I wasn't going to become an expert on these deep topics in a few days,
but I needed to know what ground I was treading on.
This is the most important graphic stone monument left to us by pre-Hispanic antiquity, and despite
the numerous studies to which it has been subjected, it has not been sufficiently deciphered.
It was found in what is now the Zócalo of our capital, on December 17, 1970,
when leveling was being carried out for new paving, about 35 m. north of the Department
of DF.
It is carved from a single piece of olivine basalt rock from the southern quarries
of the Valley of Mexico. It weighs about 25 tons and has a diameter of 3.58 m.
Although the knowledge it contains comes from various indigenous cultures, possibly
including the Toltec, its origin is surely Aztec, and it must have been worked on in the
15th century, during the time of Ahuízotl (1486-1502).
Five Suns
The Aztecs supported the idea that the current era had been preceded by
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other ages, imperfect creations that, as such, had been destroyed, always in search of
perfection.
These different stages had been four, called Suns, which having succeeded one another, had given
rise to the fifth, or Fifth Sun, in which the Aztecs lived at the time of the conquest, this last stage also susceptible
to destruction.
52 year cycles
Since each Sun or cosmogonic age had a different duration, but always contained a complete number
of 52-year cycles (what has been called an “Aztec Century”), at the end of each of these periods, a new end of
the world was feared; for this reason, on the last day of each “Century,” that is, of each 52-year period, the
priests anxiously observed the sky, and upon discovering that the Pleiades were passing through the zenith,
they joyfully announced the will of the gods, who had granted a new cycle of life. This concession was paid for
with sacrifices to the Sun, the supreme deity, in which appear (in symbolic form, we repeat) hearts and blood,
the food preferred by Tonatiuh, the Nahua name of the Sun God.
Right in the center of the gigantic monolith, the face of Tonatiuh, the Sun, appears, from which the
name given to it is derived: “PIEDRA DEL SOL” (SUN STONE). The Sun sticks out its tongue, a symbol of Light;
on the sides of the face you can see the claws, representative of the eagle.
with which the solar deity is also identified, imprisoning human hearts, both the face and the claws are covered
with representations of Jade, the precious stone of the gods.
Each of the “SUNS” surrounding Tonatiuh’s face is believed by some to be true stages of cosmic
evolution, symbolically reminiscent of the evolution of the Earth. For others, they are merely symbolic forms of
time measurement, in which the Suns are purely chronological periods.
The symbol of the first age, SUN TIGER-4; is represented by a tiger's head (Ocelotl) and the number 4,
which means that the protective God of this stage was Tezcatlipoca, represented by his symbol "The Smoking
Mirror", it is supposed to have lasted 676 years; in it lived the GIANTS, who did not till the land, fed on wild fruits
and roots, and lived in caves, until they were attacked and devoured by jaguars.
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is a versatile god who can take on different personalities. In the figure that represents him,
he appears with a head from which a duck-billed mouth protrudes, with which he blows the
winds and devastates the fields before the harvest. He lasted 364 years, ending on the 4th
Ehecatl, Wind, as a result of terrible hurricanes and earthquakes that forced the gods to
turn men into monkeys, perhaps so that they could defend themselves.
As a symbol of this third stage, known as SUN 4-RAIN, the head of the God Tlaloc appears, which is
related to the cardinal point South, from which the ancient Mexicans believed the fire came. It lasted 312 years,
and ended like its predecessors, on the 4th; on this occasion, the 4 Quiáuitl, rain, from which it follows that the
calamity that devastated the Aztec people was a rain, but of fire... The few men who did not perish were those
that the gods turned into birds, and who, by flying, were able to save themselves from the lava flows.
The fourth cosmogonic age, SUN 4-WATER, is represented by a vessel filled with
water, which serves as a frame for the head of the goddess Chalchiuhtlicue, wife of Tlaloc,
patron of the waters and also of this era. In order to survive the cataclysm that occurred in this
stage, which lasted 676 years, men had to turn into fish, since when the sky collapsed, a
series of great floods occurred that destroyed everything.
On the 4th, Atl, Water, ended, reaping all that was life on the planet, to the point that a long
period of silence and darkness followed, which the gods only broke when they decided to
create a new and definitive era, more perfected than the previous ones.
(Note that the duration of each cosmogonic era is divisible by 52 years that form the Aztec
century.)
The fifth cosmogonic age, in which the Aztecs supposed they lived when the conquest
occurred, seems not to be sufficiently deciphered. There is a symbol: Ollin, which means
Movement, which, together with the number 4, forms the date when the FIFTH SUN should
appear, due to a great “movement” or “earthquake”, which is also what “Ollin” means. The
hieroglyph is formed by a conventional sign that frames the claws of Tonatiuh, and the
representations of the four previous suns, in the upper part an inverted “V” shape, suggests
the appearance of a ray of light that emerges, while in the lower part a “chalchihuite” pendant
appears.
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Continuing from the center outwards, we find a circular strip divided into 20 equal
squares, which limits the previously deciphered strip, corresponding to the COSMOGONIC
SUNS.
This other strip, called the WHEEL OF DAYS, is probably what gave rise to the name
CALENDAR for the SUN STONE, since it contains the glyphs that represent the 20 days of
the Aztec month, which, multiplied by the 18 months that the Mexica year contained, give a
figure of 360 days.
The Mexicas believed that each dawn was the result of a battle that the sun king
engaged in against the moon and the stars, whom he had to defeat in order to rise to the
sky in the form of an eagle and give light and warmth to humanity.
At the top and center of the monument, there is a calendar sign with the date 13
“ Acatl” (Reed), which according to Aztec mythology, corresponds to the day of the Sun’s
birth. From there, on both sides, two enormous “turquoise serpents” or “fire serpents”
emerge, known as the XIUHCOATL. Their important role is to carry the Sun as it makes its
journey across the sky. From the open jaws of the reptiles, at the bottom, emerge two
human heads that represent the cardinal deities of the North and the South, invocations of
the god of fire "Xiutecuhtli" and of the solar god himself, "Tonatiuh". This symbol of the
"Xiuhcoatl" may have a broader meaning, in a certain sense it is related to Huitzilopochtli,
with Tlaloc, and it may also be one of the variants of Quetzalcoatl in which case it means:
"Precious Serpent", or "Turquoise Serpent", that is, something very valuable.
After the terrible cataclysms that devastated the world and imposed a long period of
darkness, the gods are alarmed because nothing and no one appears to predict the
emergence of the new future sun. In these conditions, NANAHUATZIN and TECUCIZTECATL
appear, offering to resolve the situation. Both do their ritual penance for 4 days, and finally
they throw themselves into a large bonfire that has been burning for the same amount of
time. The first and most daring to throw himself is Nanahuatzin, a deity that means “he who
has sores” or pustules. In the myth he appears as poor, sick, wounded, afflicted and
powerless, however, upon contact with the fire he is purified and sublime, until he becomes
TONATIUH, or SUN, supreme deity.
The other character in the myth, TECUCIZTECATL, is the God of fertility and is
credited with the snail, a figure with which his image is sometimes represented. He took longer to
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threw himself into the fire, although he finally did so, becoming a deity of the MOON with a
feminine or masculine representation.
This whole myth seems to occur in Teotihuacán under the character of the
warriors called Eagles and Tigers who had such importance in Aztec life.
ASTROS
The solar calendar was divided into 18 months of 20 days each, making 360 days, plus 5
days called nemontemi, the extra days.
The ritual calendar or tonalpohualli, the count of days, consists of 260 days, which was a
combination of a series of 20 signs, bearing different names of objects and animals, and 13 numbers.
In combination with the solar cycle, the Venusian cycle exerted a more direct influence on the fate of
the individual, whether it attacked him personally or the entire community.
Everything seems to follow a cosmic order, from which, of course, man does not escape.
Venus is the brightest star in the firmament. It is a planet with an orbit inside the Earth,
which means that, in our latitudes, it rises or sets 3 hours before or after the Sun. For 236 days it
rises in the east as a morning star, then it disappears for another 90 days to re-emerge, in the west,
as an evening star for 250 days; it disappears, once again, for 12 days during its internal conjunction.
The hummingbird could be a bird associated with Venus, since it appears on the headdress
of many of her representations.
Quetzalcoatl means the feathered serpent, which does not imply that this god or Venus are
associated with all snakes; but certainly with that type of snake.
The ceácatl symbol symbolizes Quetzalcóatl and Venus himself.
Xólotl could correspond to Mercury. In this way, many of the common characteristics with
Quetzalcóatl-Venus would be explained. Both planets are interior and, therefore, have a similar
cycle and close relations with the sun. For this reason, many peoples
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the world consider them a family: the sun occupies the place of the father; Venus or the moon that
of the mother; and Venus or Mercury, that of the son. The relationship between Sun-Venus and
Mercury Nanahuatzin-Quetzalcoatl-Xolotl is emphasized in the deformity of the three deities.
Escalona Ramos also identifies Xolotl with Mercury; Xipe and Tlaloc with Mars; Jupiter with Tezcatlipoca;
and Saturn with Xiuhtecuhtli. This is based on the color of the planets and on mathematical calculations about
their revolutions and cycles. It should be added that Jupiter, like Venus, is seen very close to the waxing or
waning moon on the verge of being in conjunction. This would explain, among other things, the association of
Quetzalcoatl and Tezcatlipoca with the nocturnal star, both in the accounts of the chroniclers and in the codices.
The Moon
The personification of the moon is rarely invoked or worshipped. However, its aquatic and nocturnal
attributes are shared by other gods, and by association, its symbolism gives name to deities with no apparent
lunar relation such as the gods of wine.
Metztli is the name of the moon. Besides moon, it means thigh and month. The name of the moon god
was Teccistécatl or Tecucistécatl (which comes from teccistli, a large sea snail) and Nahui Técpatl, four flints.
These two names identify the god who, by immolating himself, became the moon.
The animals related to the nocturnal star were the sea snail from which we said its name derives:
Teccistécatl, and the rabbit, the image that the Mexicas saw in the lunar spots.
The moon was directly or indirectly related to many gods. The main ones were Tlaloc and other water
gods, Quetzalcoatl, Tezcatlipoca and the gods of pulque, and even Huitzilopochtli, that is, Tetzauhteotl.
In honor of Quetzalcoatl, Seler thinks that this god is the old moon that dies by accident and that Tula
was the city of the moon - it was located in the west. As the city of the tules, it was related to water, which is
why, the Toltecs say, they used blankets and clothes painted blue and headdresses in the shape of a snail. In
addition, it was a city that existed before the birth of the sun, it was inhabited by the ancestors, by the first men,
represented in the form of skeletons, the moon was also symbolized by a twisted bone.
In India it is believed that the dead go to the moon, the place where the dead are.
ancestors. In Mexico it was closely associated with the land of the dead.
The effects of the drink must have been attributed to a higher force centered on the moon, which
influenced vegetation and water.
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The magical mind of the Mexican natives must have been amazed to see that each maguey became
a wonderful fountain, from which a liquid arose, the greater or lesser flow of which depended on the phases
of the moon; then, the transformation of the sweet liquid into intoxicating liquor, a transformation that involved
a cycle and whose stages were also associated with the lunar phases. Even today, the maguey is castrated
when the moon is waxing, never waning, and the increase or decrease in the flow of the liquid can be perfectly
noted according to the phases of the moon.
Thompson's study of lunar deities in Mesoamerica lists the following common characteristics:
II She was the patron saint of textile workers, and presumably invented weaving.
III. She presided over procreation and birth and was the first woman to have
sexual relations.
V. As the first woman was considered Our grandmother or Mother of the gods.
VIII. In the Mexican tradition and probably also in the Mayan tradition, she was also the mother of the
earth and mother of the corn god.
IX. She was associated with the king vulture, the deer and the spider.
Sun Tona
In turn, the sun - the main source of the tona or vital heat with which the personifier, that is,
Nanahuatzin, has been charged through fire - is worshipped as a sun character, in addition to sharing
attributes with many gods.
This tona is not always beneficial, since an overabundance of it causes death and
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destruction.
Creator Gods
Above the well-populated polytheistic pantheon were the creator gods: Ometecuhtli and Omecíhuatl,
the male-female creative principle, very far removed from the rest of the gods. They did not receive direct
worship and lived in the highest heavens.
In a very important position followed five gods: Tlaloc, the god of water, a vital element for a people
whose economic base was agriculture; and the 4 sons of the primordial couple, called the four Tezcatlipocas:
the red, the black, the white and the blue - Xipettotec, Tezcatlipoca, Quetzalcoatl and Huitzilopochtli.
Although all were of great importance, together with Tlaloc, Huitzilopochtli occupied the place of honor in the
main temple of Tenochtitlan, since this god made the Aztecs a chosen people, and was the one who led them
to the pinnacle of power.
Tezcatlipoca and Quetzalcoatl, creators of the world and of humanity, in many myths were ancient
gods - sometimes in agreement and sometimes in conflict - symbolizing darkness and light, goodness and
evil. Quetzalcoatl was the god of wind, Tezcatlipoca was the black obsidian wind. Quetzalcoatl had brought
prosperity to TULA; Tezcatlipoca defeated him, banished him and exterminated the people.
Also deities of great importance were: the earth, Tlaltecuhtli -Lord of the earth-, a bloodthirsty
androgynous monster, sometimes called a lizard, rabbit or goddess, and Mictlantecuhtli, Lord of the land of
the dead, who is counted among the first gods created.
Diversity of deities
On the other hand, many gods personified or were patrons of various economic activities, such as
Coyotlinahual, the god of the amantecas; or of cultivated plants; Cintéotl, god of corn, and Mayahuel, god of
the maguey; or of objects necessary for daily food, such as Uixtocíhuatl, goddess of salt.
In many cases, a single deity would combine several advocations and was the patron of various
things. For example, Quetzalcoatl – “the feathered serpent” – was a cultural hero; god of the air and the planet
Venus; patron of the priesthood, wisdom and merchants in Cholula; he was also the upholder of the sky and
creator of humanity.
In addition, genies or small deities - benign or malignant - populated the magical world of the Aztecs;
the tialoques, Tlaloc's assistants; the tzitzimime, fleshless figures of women who lived in the darkness.
The Mexicas called the sky Ilhuícatl. With that same word they designated the vast
expanse of the ocean.
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Celestial strata
The Aztecs believed that the sky was divided into several layers: 9, 12 or 13, according to different
traditions. These ideas still persist among the Totonacs.
In stratum number 13 - also not mentioned - he places the creative couple called Ometecuhtli and
Omecihuatl, Tonacatecuhtli and Tonacacíhuatl or Xochiquétzal.
They base this assumption on the fact that each of the 13 rulers of the days that appear in the
Borbonic Codex and in Aubin's tonalámatl - as has already been said, they are identified with the inhabitants
of the 13 celestial strata - are accompanied by volatiles (except the seventh, which is a butterfly, they
are birds).
With this, the celestial pyramid was rebuilt with 6 steps on each side and one at the top. On each
step was placed one of the 13 gods of the days, so there were 6 ascending and 6 descending.
Shubart adds that of a stepped pyramidal heaven in which the birds of the gods occupying the
first 6 ascending places seem to fly upwards; that the seventh god, Tonacatecuhtli, on the highest step,
is the only deity with a butterfly and that the birds of the 6 descending gods fly downwards.
Tezcatlipoca and Quetzalcoatl went into the center of the earth; they transformed themselves
into the trees Tezcahuiti and Quezahuezuch, and -with the help of 4 men called Cotémuc, Izcóatl, Izmalli
and Tenesuche- they raised the sky and held it up to prevent it from falling again.
If we count trees and men, there would be 8 or 6 supporters of the sky who, without a doubt, would
correspond to different directions of the universe.
At the 4 points -NE, NO, SW and SE- they held up the sky (their calendar signs were
ácatl, técpatl, calli and tochtli, the nauhtetl xiuhtonalli “four stones of the precious days”.
In many other towns around the world, the sky is supported by mythical beings,
columns, mountains, trees. Among the Mexicas, the supports were gods and trees.
The Mixtecs had a legend that on the highest roofs of the houses
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built on a rock, by the couple Ce Mázatl - a lion snake and a deer. There was a copper axe
with the edge facing upwards, above which was the sky.
According to his attire, the god most related to the daytime sky is Huitzilopochtli.
The two most important ritual hours during the night were those of “the blowing of the conch shells.”
One of the most important nocturnal rituals was carried out every year, and every 4th in the month of
Izcalli, on the occasion of the celebrations to the old god of the year and of fire: new fire was obtained,
according to the ritual, on an altar on the Uixachtécatl Hill. But the greatest celebrations were every 52 years,
when “the years were tied.” All the fires in the Valley of Mexico were extinguished and the culmination of the
Pleiades was awaited to bring out new fire.
In a legend about the abduction of Xochiquétzal, they are mentioned as the same place, the interior
of the earth or tlalliinepantia and -"the nine deep ones" or nine hells -chicnauhmictian- where Xochiquétzal
was sent along with those who cared for her, to be delivered to the darkness, or (moyolhuallitoatzin). It is a
version similar to that of Proserpina (in Greek mythology), the young goddess of spring who was kept in the
realm of the dead.
First of all, the place of death is related to the north, and the interior of the
land.
According to Seler, the Yoalteuctin are associated with the inhabitants of the 9 strata of the
underworld and occupy places on the steps of an inverted pyramid, similar to the 13 lords, rulers of the days.
Butterfly, Soot-Sun
Durán - mentions very clearly the relationship between Ollin and the sun; "The seventeenth sign was
the one they called Ollin, the word means something that walks or moves, the sign was applied to the Sun.
Ollin is the sign or character of the sun, and as we saw it is in the form of a cross with four points, which
means four movements."
Durán also compares the ollin sign to a reel and a butterfly when referring to the image of the
sun that was inside the temple. To one side of the patio was the room I mentioned, where on an altar hung
on the wall an image of the sun painted with a brush on a blanket, the figure was made of a butterfly with its
wings and around it a golden ring with many rays and lights coming out of it.
As in Peru, it seems that the sun was also represented with a mirror. Durán
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wrote that Moctezuma I wanted to proceed with the inauguration of the great temple to
Huitzilopochtli, but the Tlacaelel asked him to wait because some details were still missing,
among them “the shining mirror that is to represent the sun.” This mirror - similar to the one
Tonatiuh wore as a pectoral - was made of precious metal, Teocuítlatl, “gold,” and reflected
the image of the star in the same way that the Tézcatl, mirror of Tezcatlipoca - made of black
stone - reflected the image and the night.
Several animals, especially birds, were associated with the sun, as a symbol of the
star, the most common food or the companion bird that ruled over some day. Of these, the
most important is the eagle,
The butterfly is an insect that could also be associated with the sun and with deities
of a “warm” type. Durán compares the sign of ollin – “movement” – with a butterfly. In the
Magliabecchiano Codex we find a blanket called the sun, on which a butterfly is represented.
Nowotny thinks the bird's head adorning Tonatiuh's head is that of a butterfly.
The butterfly attracts attention for its colors and the cycle of transformation from
worm, chrysalis and butterfly.
August, the month in which these insects abound, is the time when the plants that
provide food bear fruit; therefore, the volatile that corresponded to Tonacatecuhtli - the lord
of maintenance - as the seventh lord of the days, was precisely the butterfly.
The Mexicans distinguished a great variety of butterflies. Many of the warriors' insignia represented
about 8 different kinds of butterflies, and these must have been associated with different divinities.
There was also the black butterfly, which only flies at night and appears in October,
the time when nature dies. It was associated with the nocturnal and malignant deity:
Itzpapálotl - the obsidian butterfly.
The supposed solar need for hearts and human blood became an obsession for the
Mexicas. According to this, when there was no light in the world and only fire lit it, the 4 gods
came together to make a sun that would light up the earth “and this would eat hearts and
drink blood.” On the other hand, Camasale (the god) created the first 4 men and a woman to
fight and obtain hearts and blood for the sun. But they did not fulfill their mission, so
Camasale needed to create the 400 Mixcoas, who became the first solar food. And let
us remember that the sun
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asks for the blood of the gods themselves to start his movement.
The naturally deceased had no nutritional value for the star. Therefore, men should
die on the sacrificial stone, or in war. Or in THE EVOLUTION OF BEING.
Sun and earth are always mentioned as the main beings that must be fed. For this
reason, the quauhxicalli, eagle vessels, usually had the sun represented on the inside and
Tlaltecuhtli, the god of the earth, on the bottom.
Quetzalcoatl, the feathered serpent, who according to the myth, pursued by Tezcatlipoca, fled
from his kingdom in Tula. He headed east to Tlillan Tlapallan, and in the year 1 Reed arrived at “the
celestial shore of the divine water, on the coast of the sea, he stopped, wept, took his gear, arranged his
feather insignia and his green mask. Then he dressed himself; he set himself on fire and burned himself:
for this reason the Quemadero is where Quetzalcoatl went to burn himself. It is said that when he burned,
his ashes immediately rose up, and all the precious birds that soar and visit the sky appeared to see them.
When his ashes were finished, they immediately saw Quetzalcoatl's heart rise up, and as they knew he
went to heaven and entered the sky. The old people said that he became the star that rises at dawn; Just
as they say that he appeared when Quetzalcoatl died, who is why they call him Lord of the Dawn
(Tlahuizcalpantecuhtli). They said that when he died, he did not appear for only four days, because then
he went to live among the dead; and that he also provided himself with arrows in four days; for which
reason on the 8th day the great star that they called Quetzalcoatl appeared. They added that then he was
enthroned as "Lord."
The relationship between Xólotl and Venus and Quetzalcóatl is obvious; both were
considered a means of union between heaven and earth: Quetzalcóatl, as god of the wind,
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located between the two realms; and Xólotl, as the god of lightning, is born in the sky and falls to earth. The two
gods descend to the underworld: Quetzalcoatl, for the first time, in search of bones to create the new humanity
and, later, when he burns himself - before being reborn - as the morning star; Xólotl also creates man, and
guides dead men and gods through the underworld.
The deity of the planet Venus, is also related to the god of fire, and the
Lord of time, Quetzalcoatl had to be purified by fire.
For her, the empirical method of reduction (Deduction: from the particular to the
general) is not suitable for studying symbols in religious monuments, much less sacred ones.
What is required is the “INDUCTIVE scientific method” that goes from the general to the
particular.
LIFE is INDUCTIVE. The monument is “the center”. In this sense, a Hindu says that
his house is the “center of the world”.
We are all THE CENTER of the UNIVERSE. This is the spiritual reality (spiral).
The sacred spaces of the infinite, “centers of the world” have a different structure and
experience than profane space.
It is the space that is contemplated inwardly, not outwardly, within the Being. These are psychic
processes. The symbol delivers its message and fulfills its function, even when its meaning escapes
consciousness. Although paradoxically it depends on the state of consciousness.
For example, a hut has an opening at the top to allow smoke to escape. If this tent is a celestial tent,
then the North Star indicates an analogous opening. Thus, we have that this physical tent is symbolically
located at the “center of the world.”
Laurette follows this method when trying to explain the NAHUATL RELIGION.
Because for her: “a culture forms an organic unit”, therefore it must be studied from its
CENTER and not from one of its peripheral aspects.
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Life is the center of everything. Its origin, purpose and reason for being. The center of everything
is this Cosmic MAN (WOMAN) who only superficially suffers the erosive action of time.
The center of a culture is its CREATIVE CENTER, the “key” to the rest of the
documents.
For ancient Mexico, as for every culture of an eternal character, THE MARCH OF THE COSMOS
is a matter of State, where there are laws that govern the spiritual search of citizens. Always in INTIMACY
with the cosmos. They are the people turned towards infinity, breathing THE SACRED.
This policy takes into account the need for inner improvement. And so it is easy to understand
that in their origin, the Aztecs practiced “human sacrifices” in their true sense, that is, as energy and not
in the corrupted literal sense that they had at the end, before being conquered by foreigners in 1521.
These sacrifices originally refer to the surrender of the transitory self to the ETERNAL SELF, from the
periphery to the center.
The ancestors of the Aztecs are the TOLTECS, which in the Nahuatl language means: Great
Artists.
They are a legend, and for them everything is a legend. Moral greatness and creative impulse
combined.
Its central HERO is QUETZALCÓATL, a king of supra-human purity who, one day driven by the
need for complete transcendence, becomes intoxicated, which means that he enters into Contemplation
with the ALL, falls into ECSTASY.
Then, he falls in love with the beautiful Xochipetatl, symbol of humanity. This implies taking
upon himself “the sins of the world”, because whenever a couple of superior beings fall in love, the
redemption of humanity remains between them, so that their love is possible. For this reason, the legend
says that inconsolable, he immolates himself abandoning his beloved Kingdom of TULA (which in one of
its meanings is: CENTER), lighting the bonfire into which he throws himself: (The spiritual fire, the seven
rays, or the seven flames). In this way, HIS HEART is freed by the flames and rises to heaven transformed
into the planet Venus (unconditional love). This transformation occurs after visiting the Lord of the
underworld, from whom he will take the remains of his parents. It means that the genealogy of humanity
changes, giving rise to a new race.
Quetzalcoatl is the KING of TULA, and as such is a creative divinity, since everything
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born from the Center.
He abandons his subjects (his disciples) because they love drink too much (Samadhi, nirvana,
mystical state). Only later, when he becomes a celestial body, is he worshipped as the Lord of the Dawn.
The Toltecs had great priests of the God Quetzalcoatl following the Sun.
Therefore, the creation of the Sun is also Quetzalcoatl from an ordinary human being, who is therefore
still defective or deformed and who voluntarily lights his body with the sacred septenary fire that turns him into a
Sun that heralds a New Era.
Quetzalcoatl is not only a social individual, but the central archetype of a real structure of life: The
Living Path, which from a perishable (mortal) mass is converted into pure Luminous Energy.
It is therefore understood that it represents the Sun in MOVEMENT, and movement is Creative. The
entire era, due to the Presence of the Living Path, is called “of Movement.”
In the Aztec empire, the highest dignitary is the priest and bears the title of Quetzalcoatl, as a
Royalty in the Line of the Quetzalcoatls. And he is usually in charge of representing the main episodes of
his life.
QUETZAL means Bird, and CÓATL is Serpent, that is: Feathered Serpent.
The Eagle always represents the Sun and descends to receive the offerings of mortals
(Cuauhtémoc means “Eagle that descends”).
The HUMMINGBIRD represents the Sun at its birth and also the soul that rises from the
Land.
The Snake symbolizes matter. It is associated with feminine deities such as Earth and Water.
But this “monster of the earth,” which is the serpent, often represented with the open jaws of a
reptile, is matter as a synonym for death and “nothingness.” However, it is from these skeletons and
serpents that the germ of life emerges again. For this reason, a high Master loves humanity and does not
separate himself from it.
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royal way.
The reptile is associated with the supremacy of Movement, appearing as intertwined snakes, such
as in The Great Arcanum and the Caduceus.
This means that matter is not inert or life-devouring, but rather, generative.
Sometimes its tail transforms into a second head, other times it bites its own tail, representing infinity.
And still others it moves in a spiral. The snake rising from the ground turns into a bird.
It is also the Eagle devouring the serpent, (symbol for the founding of the Great Tenochtitlan), and
the serpent serving as material to extract fire, (Great Arcanum).
It is always about the reptile transforming its primary nature. It is the flames embracing its body and it
is the will to love in order to overcome natural laws, uniting with the transforming elements.
And at the same time that the reptile tends to join the sky, the bird is the eagle that descends
(Cuauhtémoc) towards the Earth. This double movement of forces refers to two opposite spirals: THE
DOUBLE SPIRAL.
This is how the reptile manages to fully erect itself without leaving the ground but complementing the
bird.
The heavy matter and the pulled substance are joined together.
The King of Tula has a BEARD, that is why he is the bearded man, an attribute of wisdom.
Matter blossoms through the sacrifice of the vile for the sublime. In reality it is
sacrifice the useless but not the useful because, “no one can give up what belongs to them.”
On the nape of Quetzalcoatl's neck, (the ANTAKARANA bridge), there are two juxtaposed and
intertwined triangles, which we can recognize as the Star of David, the double spiral.
THE SNAIL, is among the ancient Mexican sages a sign of GENERATION, BIRTH. Making
Quetzalcoatl the procreator of man.
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TOTALITY. For this reason, a snail marks the end of an astronomical period.
In Teotihuacán and in Mesoamerica in general, there are snails to mark a temporal cycle.
The snail is a generator of spirituality, embellished with feathers, thus evoking higher levels.
Just as precious stones are the emblem of the indestructible essence, that is why they are placed
in the human heart (The Triple Flame). It is the transformation, the light that emerges from the burning heart.
And these precious stones become the “Incarnate Word” when they are placed in the mouth of the
dead (immortal).
The existence of the Kingdom of Tula ends in a rupture of the natural order. It is the reptile in its
will to overcome.
This MOVEMENT of the NO-MOVEMENT is for the King of Tula, THE PILGRIMAGE (for example,
the seven pilgrimages, and The Sign of the Son of Man).
For the snake it is the attempt to stand upright: It is Kundalini, the sacred energy at the base of
the spine that rises, activating all the chakras and exiting through the seventh chakra through the human
head, producing Enlightenment.
Then Heaven and Earth unite.
The sovereign obeys his own law which is the source and principle of MOVEMENT.
Subject to carnal sin, however, THE PILGRIMAGE is the desire for transformation that leads back to
the origin.
And Venus is born from the ashes of Quetzalcoatl. Venus represents love.
Quetzalcoatl is already Venus when he descends to the underworld in search of the lost light.
Venus and Earth are always intertwined, without beginning or end. Because the movement is
circular and periodically leads to the top of the spiral: The Country of the Sun, TULA: The Central Sun or
THE CENTER OF OUR GALAXY, (The Milky Way).
It is the eternal return to the source that engenders us, after a dangerous passage
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through the earthly abysses.
In the Venusian year, in relation to the Earth when Venus enters into conjunction, it
merges with the solar rays. It is the Illumination of the serpent in full flight. It can also occur in
other astronomical configurations, for example, with Uranus, symbol of the lightning bolt when
it enters into conjunction with the Sun.
At the center of the Movement is an eye, it is the Eye of God or third eye that opens.
The era of Quetzalcoatl begins in the “4th MOVEMENT” or, a conjunction of the
Sun with the planet. Then, it reaches its purest luminosity (its liberation).
The snail, for the Mayans, is represented as the end of a cycle, and
Quetzalcoatl merges with Venus at the beginning of another, becoming the Lord of the Dawn.
Everything is related to the image of the Sun, as it appears in Mitla. The Peruvians and
the God Aramu-Muru are the guardians of the SOLAR DISC.
A stylization in the cut of the snail results in the “star eyes” sign.
The hand is also a symbol of totality or completion. Thus the hand and three snail cuts
pierced by an arrow (Sagittarius) constitute the hieroglyphic name of Quetzalcoatl after his
transmutation into light.
The hand and the snail are hieroglyphics of unity and completion.
Xólotl is the double of Quetzalcoatl, his earthly reflection. It means both DOG and
TWIN. He presents himself naked and distorted, and yet he carries the incarnated light.
Xólotl has the mobile mission of carrying the spark from one end of the world to the
other. This is his type of movement.
Once Quetzalcoatl reaches the Enlightenment represented by the bird, he sets out to
fulfill his Mission.
The double of the Sun is the Tiger. So the Dog and the Tiger have the same symbolic value.
The underground journey is illustrated by the Tiger on the march. So when Quetzalcoatl
completes his Mission, and is crowned Lord of the Dawn, it is the Tiger and not the Dog that his
insignia refer to in order to evoke victory over darkness.
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Light is delivered in the gravity-free country, (ZERO Gravitation).
The king of Tula built bridges in some parts to facilitate the advancement of his disciples.
Xólotl does not carry the luminous particle in the underworld. That is why the Tiger suggests
movement, invincible force, the obstinacy (DISCIPLINE) of the Disciple.
Xolotl and the Tiger are warriors par excellence, pilgrims in the underworld. It is an effortless effort.
In Monte-Albán and the south of Veracruz, the Tiger is often shown , as the one in charge
of Quetzalcóatl's message.
Related to this is the shape of the AXE, symbol of the Living Path, that is: “walking on the
razor's edge; it is the sign of the Tiger-man's lightning bolt, which frequently also refers to the TIGER
KNIGHTS, warriors par excellence. It is about the effort to overcome the matter that surrounds the
original fire and the defense of this fire against its possible contamination by inertia.
This is the will to save human existence from total annihilation. Moreover,
Xólotl, performs the cosmic Union: THE QUINCUNX: refers to the six cardinal points. The
four known ones, and the one that leads like an axis towards the sky and towards the depths. It is
the hieroglyph of the act of unification.
Xólotl, falling into the abyss, expresses the idea of the FIFTH REGION. It refers to the
center and direction towards all parts. It is the origin of the FIFTH SUN.
The SUN OF THE CENTER is the one that rules in the era of Quetzalcoatl. So Xólotl is
Quetzalcoatl disguised as a mortal.
Before Quetzalcoatl transformed his heart into the planet Venus, he remained eight days
in the Land of the Dead (remember the relationship of the number 8 with The Great Arcanum and
the curved and continuous movement of the serpent).
Xólotl, in the form of a dog, leads the souls of the deceased through the underworld that
only he knows, since only he has returned here.
This is why dogs accompany the dead among the Aztecs. Something different, or perhaps
too coincidental, is that of the Egyptians who symbolize Sirius with the dog and call it “The dog star”
(Sirius).
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The creation of the FIFTH SUN requires “sacrifice” in order to obtain it
success. He who fails to become a Sun remains in the category of the Moon.
At midnight, naked and completely alone, Xólotl undertakes heavy tasks in the thick forest.
He experiences darkness and loneliness as he throws himself into hell. But Xólotl is sustained by
his passion, having a close relationship with the God of desire. He is also related to Autetéotl, God
of voluptuousness.
Iztlacoliuhqui is the double of the divine being and appears with a blind mask that encloses
the entire face and a cap, pierced by an arrow. His name means: “ Curved obsidian knife” .
Some recognize him as the god of ice or cold.
Cetl is the god of cold. The moment of dawn is the coldest moment. Iztlacoliuhqui symbolizes the
cessation of all external sensations, death towards the world.
Tezcatlipoca is the state of wakefulness and dynamism, the spectacle of life, the
mesh the illusion. It means: The smoking mirror.
He is represented as a God, eternally young and is the one who walks best and first.
Like the mobility of the Tiger.
He also stimulates sexual libido, and at the same time acts as a confessor, since he is the owner of
the goods of this world, which he can dispense or recover. He is a friend of the powerful, who flatter or insult
him, and he is the owner of the slaves of whom he is the titular protector.
Tezcatlipoca presides over the day of death. He does not refer to an inner attitude but
rather to a “human condition,” mortal dangers, intoxicating hopes. That is why he is like a mirror
that “gives off smoke, fog or shadow.” However, despite this opaque and distorting surface, it
shines and reflects things in their perfect truth.
In relation to this, the legend tells that Quetzalcoatl, when he has descended into the
underworld and has taken possession of the bones of his ancestors, suffers fear and panic and
then, when running towards the exit of the place, breaks the bones that he had taken possession
of. Having to leave them in the underworld, in some way this means that the biological genealogy
continues its paths of mortality. Quetzalcoatl cries, and his double Xolotl consoles him. Then his
figure appears ridiculous, like a hero who has failed.
Illustration of the processes that are experienced towards the detachment from the appearances
of this world. This is how we have THE GREAT ARCANUM, (figure of infinity or number 8).
Where there is a continuous relationship between the third dimension and its mortal becoming
(the lower circle of the Great Arcanum) with multidimensionality and its certain immortality (the
upper circle of the Great Arcanum).
We also have the relationship of both with the Butterfly, which represents matter.
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fiery (Kundalini).
Quetzalcoatl is always the bearer of the arrows that he snatched from the realm of death.
The TONALLO is formed by four points in the square, with it “in the center” it appears as the
hieroglyph of the man-planet. This is actually related to the Quincunx, which is nothing other than a
cross figure, deduced from two triangles with a common vertex, let us remember the two juxtaposed
triangles on the nape of Quetzalcoatl's neck. This symbol is undeniably related to THE MERKABA.
The heart is also represented by the hieroglyph of the Quincunx. The same occurs with the
FIFTH SUN.
Yóllotl, means heart, derived from OLLIN (Movement). Y - OLL - OTL refers to “its mobility”,
“The reason for its movement”.
In fact, the source of life that leads to the release of the illuminating energy that the heart contains.
Yoliliztli: Life, is derived from OLLIN which means Movement, with only
add the suffix: Liztli. So it reads: “ The mobility of the living.”
The conquerors translated the term: Te-yolia as SOUL: “That which produces life or movement
in people.”
This MOVEMENT then produces a profound disturbance in matter. For OLLIN (movement) is also the
name, symbol and hieroglyph for the “earthquake”.
It is like the matter of going in search of TULA or TULE, in TAJÍN-TRUENO, when the prophecies
of earthquakes are in force, and all this produces a profound change in the world, which is actually a
great living organism.
The two triangles, with a common vertex from which all the others emanate, like spirals, are the
germ sign of the entire message of Quetzalcoatl: THE MERKABA.
The whole structure then develops with a simplicity as inexorable as that of a tree emerging from its
seed. Once developed, this structure presents a whole that imposes itself in the manner of a LIVING
ORGANISM.
The human being is the instrument destined to liberate the particular dynamics submerged in
matter, and then becomes the master of the future. From this internal transformation arises the entire
transformation of all humanity.
Quetzalcoatl was also called: "He whom no one created or formed, but he alone, by his own
authority and will, does everything."
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That FORGING is with THOUGHT given to the “My Lord”, the I Am or Heavenly Father, that is, CHRIST.
The arrow is also related to the hieroglyphic name of Quetzalcoatl: I JUNCO, and represents this unity
by fusion. In Teotihuacan, a circle formed by two hands and crossed by an arrow represents the mythical date
CEÁCATL (I JUNCO).
The transformation of society actually occurs within our own being. That is why the great city or
metropolis is designated with the name of TULLAN, which means: “ Place of the reeds” , not only because the
Nahua capitals were built on the immense lake, but also because Quetzalcoatl is associated with the RUN, since
its hieroglyph is CE ÁCATL, that is, I RUN. “4 movement” saw the birth of the Fifth Sun, solar conjunction with
Venus. The day I RUN from which Quetzalcoatl takes his name and evokes the date on which the King of Tula
became the Morning Star.
In the biblical Genesis the Universe, and our world, emerge from the WATERS, like the Reeds.
TULLAN, (place of the reeds) is the city that is the work, not of just any creatures, but of those who
have achieved inner perfection.
The RASH symbolizes nature emerging from the water, that is, “liberated.” The plant is transformed into
an arrow. Because with these rush days, the Lord of the Dawn (Tlahuizcalpantecuhtli) launches his luminous
darts upon the Earth.
The flute is generally made of reed, a fundamental instrument of the disciples of Quetzalcoatl.
For Quetzalcoatl, the social flourishing of the world towards the outside is preserved IMMACULATE,
because it is necessarily a reflection of the inner flourishing within the individual.
This is how matter and spirit merge, as do the finite and the infinite.
The place of JUNCOS is where the enlightened hearts dwell, the AZTLAN, or ASRHAM, (place where
a Guru lives with his Disciples), place where the individual becomes spiritualized. The projection towards reality
arises from inner strength.
Xólotl is the “deformed Kiron” (astronomically it refers to a planetoid that is located between Saturn and
Uranus) and transforms into the Fifth Sun.
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Teotihuacan is also called Tula: The place where men have experienced a first enlightenment and
prepare to reach the category of Sun.
This is how Lord Quetzalcoatl sails towards the land of the Sun in a boat formed by a feathered serpent:
The Path of Roses without Thorns. And he emerges transformed into the fifth Sun.
XOCHIPILLI is the Lord of Flowers and all his emblems are signs of the SOUL: The flower, the
butterfly and the bird, always represent the LIBERATED: The Path of Roses without Thorns.
In a magazine called “The Enigma of the Mayas,” the mystery of Quetzalcoatl is discussed. It explains
that the TOLTECS lived in a country called TOLLAN or TULA. Tula is referred to as the city of the Mexican
plateau and it is thought that it was there where the Toltecs remained until the arrival of the Chichimecas, a
barbarian people from the North. However, it could also refer to the place called TAJÍN since
When speaking of Tula, the wise men have referred to it not only as a physical place but as a spiritual
place. The Toltecs are not only those semi-esoteric cultures that existed a thousand years ago, but they are a
very ancient culture.
Some people even go as far as to talk about a hundred centuries ago.
El Tajín is closely related to the Toltecs as Aztlán, the original land of the Aztecs, is to ATLANTIS.
What remains of the Toltec vestiges are mainly the enormous "stone guardians." These giants seem to
carry the ATLATL in their hands, they throw darts and their pectorals are shaped like butterflies.
SIXTH PILGRIMAGE
TAGINE
August 1, 1999
BACKGROUND
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A few days ago it seemed a little strange to me that there were only six pilgrimages or sacred events carried out, since seven
is a solid number. Total.
and
At my wife's mother's house, one of my brothers-in-law named Gabriel (The messenger) had gone more than a month ago
with his girlfriend (my wife's sister) and my mother-in-law to Oaxaca, visiting Monte-Albán.
This happened a few days before I went to that place with my group. Why? Isn't Gabriel the one who goes to certain special places
before events of cosmic significance occur there? "Biological sympathy" is sensitive to the divine message.
Apparently the reasons were different, because Gabriel had suffered recent losses in “taking energy from that business and
himself or perhaps, moved by his inner self to take advantage of the situation.” went to this place to distract
I was still in shock when a few days later I received the news that these relatives had recently returned from visiting Tajín in
Veracruz, without us having told them of the unique importance in centuries of visiting all these sacred sites during these days. Their
visit excited us and especially my wife, kindly infecting her with the desire to go there.
of “La and my sister-in-law (his girlfriend) had just come from visiting Tajín and Papantla, after Gabriel passed through the town
Gloria” which is known to be where UFOs have been seen penetrating through its lagoons and mountains.
These relatives had already spent all their money on these trips, driven by an uncontrollable impulse to travel, precisely
when things were going the worst for them. So they did not have any money to make another trip to El Tajín, and for this reason, when
we invited them, they were reluctant, but my wife insisted, because she wanted to share the trip to that place with her maternal family
as a kind of vacation.
Adding that she is aware and sufficiently informed of the Cosmic moment we are living.
As for me, I was open to the possibility and of course very happy, especially because she was the one who had some money
saved up and wanted to spend it in this fraternal, family-like way. and
I have to keep quiet and wait, so my wife has to make her own decisions in this regard.
Finally, his family accepts the invitation, moved by the temptation of returning to such a crowded place.
of magic and particularly, perhaps because it is the place where Gabriel was born.
They were “half-informed” of the Cosmic moment we were living. But the desire to
having a good time moves them and the trip is prepared.
Curiously, the day before the trip, my wife (Leo sign) has a birthday on Saturday (the one that puts the tests), and since it is
also a “vacation” trip (Neptune), I like to think that my wife is ascending to the level of the top of the human spiral as “Sun-Neptunian”.
This is delicate but prodigious, like when the Initiate is placed between “The heads of the two serpents” and can remain captive in a
symbolic mysticism tied to the Moon without being able to free himself.
reach the Fleur de Lis. and
My wish on this journey is that the seductive woman within her and her ability to meditate with conscious discipline be
strengthened so that the Neptunian woman, free lover and universal mother, reaches her fullness. For the opportunity is unique in every
and
sense.
I originally told the group that the plan to go to Tajín was pending for the future and that it would be a fraternal trip shared
with our small group of brothers. But now
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It turns out that the trip is to spiritualize her biological family, while at the same time entering into the vibration
of the mystical wedding of Neptune, as it is the first time that my wife and I will touch the sea together.
Tajín is located northeast of Mexico City. Remember that light comes from the East like a ray and
passes to the West in the Age of Aquarius. According to esoteric teachings, the origin of humanity comes from
the North. So both events are shared: that of the light that comes from the East and that of reconquering the
roots of humanity itself. This is not to mention the return to the Eternal Future.
Tajín easily fits as the center of the Aquarian Cross, the YUG of the pilgrimages that happen to have
We are carrying out andto go here before heading to Southern Mexico (Yucatan), perhaps because being in the
Age of Aquarius, everything happens with precision, just a few days before the total solar eclipse of next
August 11.
Just two or three days before this possible trip, it was not certain that we would go, because my wife,
despite all her good will, did not want to drive for several hours and also take care of our children. Mainly
because we were not familiar with the route and also my wife was not willing to go to Tajín without her mother,
sister and brother-in-law.
There was a time when we wholeheartedly gave up on our visit to El Tajín despite being aware of the
importance of stepping on sacred places in the last throes of an old inertia of humanity in general and the birth
of a new one.
Furthermore, Gabriel was not an outstanding person, because like most people he smokes, drinks
alcohol and enjoys the worldly life. However, his intelligence naturally tunes towards the supernatural events
of life and at this moment the divinity was taking hold of him. Because he had suffered hard disappointments
in million-dollar contracts that promised him material success and everything had collapsed from one day to
the next.
Gabriel was born in this sacred place in Veracruz, very close to Tajín (a half hour drive).
(distance by transport). He lived his childhood on the seashore, I think it is called Tecolutla beach.
When he heard of our invitation he was reluctant, but shortly afterwards he spoke to us to confirm
that he agreed to go without money. It was obvious that he would accompany us in the manner of an Indian
fakir or a Guru, perhaps. That is, without touching money. By chance in his life, this was the only way this
could be done.
My wife, for her part, had agreed to “carry without carrying.” She had to overcome a sentimental issue
and at the same time part with some money, because the expense was the heaviest of all the seven planned
trips. She had to put about 10,000 (ten thousand) pesos out of her own pocket. Even though my mother-in-law
and sister-in-law cooperated with the consumption that the car implies and some other small expenses.
But it was all worth it for the magic of the sea (Neptune) very close to Tajín and also,
because the Moon (family) that rules Cancer has Neptune as its esoteric ruler.
The goal seems to be to achieve a state of “eternal vacation” in our consciousness. This is what
ECSTASY is all about, and I pointed this out to my wife.
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It was not easy sharing our hotel room with our two little girls, and that night, as well as the next, I
found it more pleasant to sleep on the floor. I can meditate better before dawn without disturbing anyone
and then do my yoga sessions.
How difficult it is to integrate physical and spiritual sex, Venus and Neptune! But the next day on
the beach at Tecolutla we managed it.
Papantla is a town where the spectacle of “The Papantla Flyers” is customary. It is the ritual where
the phallic symbol is exalted and the representative of the High Initiate, before the ritual, remains twelve
days without physical sexual contact and without drinking alcohol, etc. (A situation that due to various
circumstances occurred in my case in a natural and flexible way). Then, while the Initiate remains in the
dome (the ecstasy), the other four fly down in a spiral marking thirteen circles in the air within this moving
spiral.
The trip to Tajín was simple but transcendent. When we went to visit the archaeological zone of
Tajín, guided by Gabriel and chatting in a familiar way, we circled around the Pyramid of the 365 niches
where the Assembly of Wise Men or “The Twelve Old Men” who watched over the destinies of Totonacapan,
controlling the four elements, lived in ancient times.
Then, still within the archaeological zone, we separated from the family for a few moments and on
a very special mound I meditated for about fifteen minutes. The time came to return to the exit.
Tajín means THUNDER or God of Thunder, and while we were in Tajín the sky was thundering
like when it's going to rain but it didn't rain.
At the exit, on the trunk of the tree that was shaped like a mermaid with a beautiful feminine face,
my partner and I placed our intertwined hair and cut off a little more of our hair that we would place in
Yucatan to chain ourselves to the energies of all our sacred journeys, through our love.
We found ourselves returning to Mexico City early one afternoon and in the sky the sun seemed to
hide while in the space between the clouds, a group formed
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of intertwined colors. It was not a rainbow of a ring of colors, but rather a set of colors where blue and yellow stood out,
merging in the middle while it was very pink with
delicate artistic touches. It lasted about eight minutes and disappeared.
As we were traveling along the highway it began to rain and we arrived at a hotel on the side of the road about
halfway to Mexico City. It was a hotel that was nestled in the mountains. My wife encouraged us to stop there before
continuing on our way. We spent the third night there and the next morning I meditated on the beautiful view of the mountains.
We swam in the hotel pool in a fraternal and family atmosphere before finally heading to Mexico City without incident.
In football, Mexico beats Brazil and wins an important cup in this sport. The Angel of Independence in Mexico City
is surrounded by a large number of people to celebrate this event. But this fortuitous situation perhaps fulfilled something
esoteric.
SEVENTH PILGRIMAGE
YUCATAN
BACKGROUND
It was a time when the very small group behaved very supportive and understanding,regarding the work that I as a
MISSIONARY had to do, especially regarding the upcoming trip to Mérida, Yucatán.
The place corresponds to the arm of the cross, of Aquarius, directly related to the sign of Aquarius.
I had told the brothers that if they could not afford to pay for my plane ticket apart from theirs, I would go there as
soon as possible (I was serious and they felt it). But one afternoon one of the sisters, who was the most enthusiastic, spoke
to me and said:
- Master, you don't have to hitchhike anymore, we've managed to get your ticket together!
There are those who contributed a thousand pesos for this trip, and the sister who spoke to me was the one who
also gave the largest amount, I don't remember if my wife gave a part or not. In reality I don't know how the finances were, it
But my outward journey and was paid for and my wife didn't have to pay it in full, in fact it was
made it clear that this was not the right thing to do. But while everything was being sorted out, I simply waited and trusted the group.
After the “pilgrimages” were over, more difficult tests would come for these sisters who contributed their money and
finally, they would move away from the Order, but the seal that united us, all as one being in these unique moments, has
remained indelible. we all know it.
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TOWARDS MÉRIDA: CHRONICLE OF THE TRIP
On the appointed day, I meditate and do my yoga before sunrise, then my wife and I head off to Mexico City's
international airport. This is the first time I'm going to travel on a plane.
There are the few brothers, and shortly after eight AM, we are transferred to our plane. Once on board, everyone
takes their seats. Magnicharters flight 760 begins to rise. Everyone is happy and jovial. Before us I discover the Magnicharters
seal with the Aquarius symbol, and above this symbol the one that my wife helps me define as the Earth symbol, then there
is the arrow pointing downwards, where there is the symbol of a seat, and there is the emergency life preserver. Everyone is
like children, so happy, and then I think that I would like to interpret these symbols for them and I do it in my own way:
“The Earth is in the Age of Aquarius, which means that we are making the planet our own. The purest ideals are
grounded, because we are truly sitting on the treasure that is within ourselves and saves our lives.”
Already in Mérida, a comfortable van took us to the hotel called “Panamericano”, and the managers kindly led us to
our rooms, my wife and I's room was number 406, fourth floor.
The patio, next to the reception area at the hotel entrance, is spacious and at the end of the main side corridor, a
life-size clay Mayan Initiate, sitting on a half lotus flower, seems to greet all the guests, who come face to face with him as
they walk down this corridor.
My wife remembers a recent dream about a great Mayan master whom she feels she knows from past lives (Later
I am convinced that it was actually the Hindu master called Aurobindo).
Next to this corridor and in the centre of the room, there is a circular fountain decorated with four naked white
marble virgins, who effortlessly and gracefully hold an obelisk, while the breeze of this water relaxes the strollers in the hotel.
This reminds me that there are four women (including my wife) who make up our group, as well as a brother who is projected
as my first disciple.
It is around noon. The group is restless and nervous and the brother asks me what we are going to do. I ask him to
ask the reception how far away the archaeological sites are and if there is any way to get there. He does so and is informed
that there are tourist tours. And that at 2 pm, the hotel usually provides the service to its guests. This tour leaves for UXMAL,
where with the payment of the ticket, attendance at the show is included.
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“Light and Sound” that is usually offered at night in the archaeological zone of Uxmal.
I am simply fascinated to have reached the seventh pilgrimage and to experience internal and
external happiness at the same time. It is a unique feeling that is difficult to describe. I want to eat something,
and I think that the group is the one who wants to eat something before leaving for that archaeological center,
because there is no time to lose. Because although each trip to the provinces of Mexico has been two or three
days, however, the feeling of having been in each place for more than a week reminds me that it is natural for
the participants of my group to accelerate Time-space.
I walk out the wide entrance to the hotel, and by an inner impulse, I cross the street and walk half a
block to the left and suddenly, I find a place where they sell vegetarian hamburgers. I realize that the owners
are brothers of the Great Universal Fraternity, Solar Line and the Sister in charge is Getuls, (first degree of
Royal Initiation). This is incredible! Too obvious to be considered fortuitous. I immediately recognize her,
because I had seen her when I frequented the GFU, in Mexico City. But for her part, she barely notices my
presence.
I notice that she is a bit old and not very happy with this way of life that she leads on this earth.
sacred place called Merida.
Although I find this little restaurant pleasant and slightly mystical, they do not seem to be aware of
what is happening on this crucial date for the destiny of all humanity. My students were surprised and a little
shocked by the powerful coincidence of meeting my old colleagues, as if I already knew the place beforehand
and was sure where to go when I needed to.
In any case, they treated us very well and once we were satisfied we returned to our
hotel, because the arrival time of the van that will take us to the sacred land of the Great Ascended, God of
the Sun called KENICH AHAN, is not long in coming.
TOWARDS UXMAL
The tourist van arrived on time and we set off for Uxmal, which they say means “ The 3 times built” .
After a half-hour trip, along a road passing through open towns and forested areas of enigmatic flavor, we
stopped at a handicrafts shop where they offered us “trinkets” for tourists. It is part of the business planned on
the route.
The people of Merida are wonderfully kind, but for some reason they have allowed the sacred areas
to be looked down upon, and treated simply as places to make money and nothing more. It was for this reason
that I knew what my wife was referring to when she told me: “Uxmal and Chichen-Itza are offered and
desecrated like a prostitute for sale.”
The “official authorities” do their job well enough, but in the wrong way. The “sacred nature of the
place” is used mainly to attract tourists, but ancient disciplines are almost completely ignored.
In any case, Uxmal has not lost its mantle of PEACE, which I call feminine because
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outside and masculine inside, just as Chichen-Itza was located as masculine outside and feminine inside.
Then the tour guide shows us the large central courtyard, where The Serpent
Quetzalcoatl, called Kukulcan, touches her jaws with her tail, as if closing the cycle.
The military and the god of water are very important to the ancient inhabitants of this
place.
Before 5 pm, the tour guide led us to the bottom of the ruins, and left us in front of the Great Pyramid of nine
levels so that we could freely climb it. The upper levels were dedicated to the Macaws, considered the incarnation of
Xiuhtecutli, the Sun, symbol of fire and god of Turquoise. Very important because from it feathers were obtained, to
make headdresses and headdresses for ceremonial use. In addition, the headdress is a symbol to represent The
Enlightenment.
I gathered the group and after some comments, I went up with them and then, on the upper temple from where
you can see the whole valley, I meditated for forty minutes. Most of them followed me. I felt that Uxmal was filled with
LIGHT and the God “Kenich-Ahan” was very close, his silence spoke without a word, as does the Sun, source of life.
The scorching heat produced by the Sun was fading and a gentle breeze enveloped the entire pyramid in a light
drizzle. Very soft, very subtle, very obvious!
And the inner voice of the owner of Uxmal, (Kenich-Ahan) simply tells me telepathically: -“So you know I'm here.”
Some tourists saw us meditating here and were shouting at each other, without any idea of what it means to sit
in the “lotus position” to meditate. And while some of us were considered respectable, others decidedly mocked us.
But in general, the transformative atmosphere made everyone uncomfortable, especially the official authorities,
the police, who became strangely and inexplicably anxious and began to call our attention loudly from the foot of the
pyramid, telling us that we should leave this platform, which of course did not seem sacred to them, so that we could go
towards the entrance of the tourist site.
I came out of meditation, and my friends had become my guardians. With so many nervous cries coming at me,
I was trying to obey without getting upset. And while I was rubbing my legs and calves, after being in the "lotus flower" for
an hour, the policeman became desperate and insisted like a madman for me to obey. It was then that my wife, who is
normally silent, shouted angrily:
- “Wait, don’t you see that you can’t just stop suddenly and walk like that?”
And I was so exasperated that I added, in a disjointed and almost hypocritical way:
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It was a meditation, in the midst of discomfort and incomprehension.
By the time we left we had forgotten about the incident and were happy again.
We then decided to go into the restaurant and have a light but pleasant meal.
Some foreign people, “I think they were Italians” pointed me out as the person who was meditating up there
on the pyramid. They were completely unaware of what was happening on this sacred date. After lunch we
noticed that people were lining up, and we went to do the same, so that later we would all be allowed to re-
enter the archaeological zone.
People are taking their seats in the prepared places in front of the main esplanade, where the
Feathered Serpent, “Quetzalcoatl”, had been shown to us. We are right next to the Temple of Venus. The
“Light and Sound” show was about to begin.
Everything was dark and suddenly, the engineers in charge of setting up this show were using the
spotlights skillfully, like in a theatre where only a certain area of the place is lit, while a voice, through the
microphones, was explaining the history of the people who lived in Uxmal.
The stars were shining brightly in the blue sky and halfway through the event, in full view of everyone,
A star, or rather a UFO, began to move from one end of the sky to the other.
The show continued and everyone thought what they considered best, regarding the mysterious path
of that star in the sky, which evidently, was not programmed by human engineers, but by Cosmic ones.
I was pleasantly surprised, but in contrast, I was amazed at human ignorance when I heard some say
it was a satellite, others said it was an airplane, and still others thought it was a shooting star. But few, and at
the same time, practically everyone, felt in their hearts that it was undoubtedly a UFO.
For my part, what I could be sure of was that this fact was an affirmation.
categorical presence of the arm of the cross of Aquarius: Knowledge and air sign.
At the end of the show, some of our group's brothers wanted to go down to the plaza in this great
place and there they performed the first part of the TAI-CHI series of movements.
This time the authorities were tolerant, and waited for the small group led by my disciple to finish their sacred
movements.
When we left the place we were asked to get into a van, with a special driver, as it was a van for us
alone, since there were no other tourists taking our route back to our hotel.
During the journey I had the opportunity to tell them something about my experience. For example, I
always wanted to solve the mystery of women, and when I realized that it was infinite, I also got closer to the
practice that made it stop being a mystery.
TOWARDS CHICHEN-ITZA
It was almost midnight when we arrived at our hotel, and we went straight to the
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reception in order to prepare the paperwork and payment for the tour that the next day would leave for
Chichen-Itza, which means: “ The mouth of the well of the water wizards.”
I told my brothers that discipline, which I had taught them, was essential, because without
meditation and hatha yoga evolution is not possible. I explained to them that after this visit to this sacred
center, they had the responsibility of being true Priestesses and the brother, of being a Guru.
Of course, whether they are or not, is based on their actions, because everything is designed so that each
who is responsible and free without being pressured by the Instructor.
The next day very early, we were waiting for the tourist van
hired, and we were starting to get worried when she finally arrived.
During the trip, this time the sisters were able to provide me with some leather sandals, which
they were selling on the outskirts of this archaeological zone. They also bought some for my brother
and disciple.
The tour guide, who was supposed to lead us through the archaeological zone, was restless,
enthusiastic and even fanatical, and he showed it while he was teaching us about the ruins of Chichen-
Itza. At one point, he said that those who wanted to go to the cenote could do so. He pointed out the
wide, dirt road on the left and let us go.
We continued towards the bottom of the area along the causeway for those who would die in
the cenote and finally arrived at a huge place that looked like a deep lake, where it was impossible to
swim. It was this SACRED CENOTE, where those who were to be given to the gods, mainly women
and children, were supposed to sacrifice themselves. In ancient times, they were thrown into these
waters that seemed to have no bottom.
I was looking at this mysterious lake, which the tour guide and some others said had many
precious stones at the bottom, and which had been plundered more than once by ambitious and
powerful people after the conquest of Mexico. Some bought the whole area, including the pyramid, and
after desecrating it, they sold it.
But again, as throughout our pilgrimages, an unusual event took place, which like each one of
them, was unique. It happened while I was looking towards this cenote, thinking about its mysteries of
blood and precious jewels. Then, a beautiful, white bird that seemed to be a heron, appeared from the
right of the waters and flew over them, moving freely to the left of the cenote. It was not such a small
bird, so one of the sisters in my group looked at me in amazement at what was happening, as if looking
for an answer in my eyes.
Because even though I didn't know what was happening, I read in my student's expression that she
sensed that this was a particularly sacred sign behind this simple and singular event.
Where did such a beautiful creature come from at this very cosmic moment?
It was the only extremely white bird that flew over the cenote.
Then the powerful desire was reaffirmed in me that this place would no longer be classified as a place of virgin sacrifices, but rather
as the place of supreme Illumination of all High Initiates and their Eternal Feminine.
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Indeed, I remembered that the Sublime Master, as he approached the end of his pilgrimages to India and then to
Tibet, the PARAMAHANSA or AHIMSA appeared to him , which means: I Am that, I Am what I Am.
It was on that journey that the Master saw the white swan, showing him that the Sannyasin
Although he is a missionary throughout the world, he no longer stains his clothing.
When I managed to get over my astonishment we started our way back. We agreed that it was no longer healthy to
follow the tour guide so we returned alone towards the central place of the archaeological zone, and as we left the causeway
of the dead, I saw the main imposing and quite high pyramid, almost like the Sun Pyramid of Teotihuacan. But it would not be
possible to climb up except from the front and this did not seem sufficiently useful. Then I stayed thinking and looking towards
the temple of Venus, dedicated to Quetzalcoatl next to the enormous Chac-Mol, which the group took a great liking to. It was
forbidden to climb this temple, as indicated by certain signs and a fragile wire fence. But only because of the extremely sacred
nature of the moment and the need to activate something that I don't know exactly what it was, I decided, from the bottom of
my heart, that we should take "by storm" that small pyramid temple, especially because I remembered that "Quetzalcoatl" at
the end of his mission, returns to Venus and then, becomes the morning star. A fact that, suddenly, had me irresistibly
attracted.
There was no time to try to start “official paperwork” as is recommended. The wonderful temple of Venus of
Quetzalcoatl was here and I had recently read about the deep relationship between Venus and Quetzalcoatl. And love was
the greatest force that was moving me at that moment. So I gathered the brothers and told them about this emerging plan,
they trusted in their Master. We then took our respective places around this pavilion and at a given moment, we began to
raise it in a fast, synchronized and lightning-fast manner.
The brothers behaved “up to the task”, they trusted me and stoically passed this test of fire, following me in what I
had committed myself to. But on the steps that are oriented towards the path that leads to the sacred cenote, the sister of the
pink ray was surprised by the policeman who not only prevented her from going up, but when he realized our impertinent
ascent, he climbed up this place himself and almost as fast as us, fulfilling a mystery that did not seem so much to him. The
authority closed, for a very different reason, the circuit that activated the temple of Quetzalcoatl-Venus.
The officer was really upset and was already up there in front of us. The sister with the pink lightning bolt, somewhat
frightened and saddened by having failed her mission, followed the policeman, since she had gone up with him. But the force
of the moment was such that there was no fear or annoyance in us, so ignoring the scolding and the speech he was giving
us, I said to the brothers with stronger authority:
And the little sparks of water that began to fall from the moment that
We decided to climb this Temple, suddenly they turned into a torrent of rain.
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- “Let it come down to the side we didn’t touch when we went up so that the energy is complete.”
I was referring to the side where the policeman climbed up. That point is the one that leads to the road
that leads to the cenote where we saw the AHIMSA. Something was changing in the history of Chichen-Itza.
As if that road of the dead and crucified became the road of resurrection.
We stopped touching each other and reluctantly began to climb down with the policeman. The water
that fell was not just any water, but a purifying, warm and highly spiritual water.
We could think of the water of Aquarius, the son of man purifying everyone, good and bad, including the
pyramids and monuments.
The policeman became inflexible, and his anger would not subside, as if a part of him felt that he had
been used by "the water witches of the New Age, the magicians of the spirit ," transmuters of the emotional into
the spiritual.
Was it raining because we were here, and we made it rain by being here?
Was it raining because we made it rain, or was it going to rain anyway with or without us?
But the strangest thing of all is that this place was called Chichen-Itza: The mouth of the well
of the water wizards.
Furthermore, what was a Living Path with its Disciples supposed to do AT THIS PRECISE INSTANT
in this sacred place?
The policeman met his colleague and asked him to lead us to the entrance to
kick us out of Chichen Itza because we had broken the rules.
As this new and younger officer went ahead of us, leading us towards the exit, the water was released
more and more and then I said to my brothers who were closest to me, in a prophetic tone:
- “Before we get to the exit, he will regret kicking us out because he is receiving this sacred water.”
Some of the group, including my wife, were very rebellious and wanted to see more of the sacred
tourist site. They were mainly eager to head inside the highest pyramid, which they had previously not
considered suitable for climbing. At this place, people were queuing up to enter.
The idea of visiting the interior of the pyramid was to see the throne of the high priest, which was displayed there.
My wife did not ask my permission, but the other sister did. And they escaped from the group of
prisoners to try their objective. Unfortunately, perhaps due to the rain, they were not allowed access.
Twenty steps further on, heading towards the exit, the policeman stops, looks at me and says, suffering:
-"I have to comply with this because they did something they shouldn't have."
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- Okay, I understand, you are the authority and you have to do your duty, do it.
Then I remembered that this was the same thing that Mahatma Gandhi said to the young officer in charge.
to lead him to the cell, after he was wrongly accused of something he did not commit.
This attitude moved the heart of the Chichen-Itza guard and he added:
- I'm going to let you go, but don't do things you shouldn't do - he pleaded with us.
Once freed, I felt so happy for the precision of human and mystical acts that I saw being fulfilled in perfect
congruence. As I filled myself with this heavenly water, I opened my arms to receive it, almost jumping for joy and wishing
that all the tourists could feel what I felt. It was as if my body had the privilege of being in direct contact with my spirit for a
few moments. So while I let myself be soaked by this water, I said with great joy to the brothers who were next to me, who
with a look of astonishment tried to understand what was happening, although they sensed it in their hearts:
I looked at the main pyramid but I didn't manage to head towards it and up, because
Something told me that everything was already accomplished.
After about 20 minutes, the water stopped. And so, wet and all, we walked around the handicraft market at the
entrance to the archaeological zone of Chichen-Itza. Many other tourists were also bathed and very happy. And we joked
about this or that. Then I remembered the policeman who climbed the temple for us, and I made fun of him because once up
there, while he was getting angry, I told them:
-Hey, you guys grab him! While I put the cross of the Order on him, for having been part of the
such important work that we are doing…
I made faces and laughed out loud, gesturing with my movements the event. They couldn't stop getting excited like
children playing pranks. Rarely, like at this moment, I could see them without personality masks or adult conflicts.
A little later, the time agreed upon in the tour program arrived. So, the group gathered together to board the tour
bus that was going to take us to the restaurant, because as I said, I thought it was part of the contract, or at least that's what
we and those who served us understood.
We arrived at a huge restaurant, which could fit perhaps fifteen hundred people perfectly accommodated to eat.
They were long tables, attended by a large number of waiters. The whole place seemed to me to radiate happiness. It was
like a big party with people arriving from various tours and hotels, in trucks, with the sole purpose, as far as I was concerned,
of sharing a large buffet in honor of this closing of the 7 sacred pilgrimages.
It had already happened to me that, for example, around 1998, the last session we had in the department near Villa
de las Flores, where we held a session with the newly formed "pilot group", when we left, there were many neighbors
arranging tarps, tables and chairs, preparing
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A big party in the big courtyard of these condos. I'm sure it wasn't to say goodbye, but because maybe some
very dear neighbor was going to get married. But it was obvious to me that the party was for us, because
they also started playing "Enigma" at full volume, that melody that is so meaningful to me. Anyway, when
you live in your center, without falling into exaggerations, incredible things really happen, but not everyone
can manage to be objective and balanced enough to see God in what surrounds them.
The truth is that more than a thousand people were moving around the place. Some formed long
lines, which moved quickly, to be able to eat food to their liking, in this macro buffet, of exquisite variety.
Now it seemed like everyone knew what was going on in the Cosmos, and in Chichen-Itza. After
putting things together, we realized that our group had not actually paid to attend this culinary feast as part
of the TOUR.
It was evident that "divinity" had made the necessary arrangements for this gift to be given to us.
All of Mérida was bathed by that water, and when we arrived at the hotel it was not yet dark, so we
prepared for a fraternal session of teaching among the group, before going swimming in the hotel pool on
this special night.
Meeting with the group, he tried to explain to them the momentous events that we are experiencing.
living in this last pilgrimage. I open the Bible and it says:
- “You can't be YES and NO, you are YES, God is YES.”
If I had any doubts about what we were doing, it was no longer possible to cultivate them with this type of message.
- “You cannot love and not love, be and not be, live and not live.”
I understood that I AM is not the person but our Being and that therefore, I cannot doubt the “sacred
signs” that are guiding me.
The same thing happened to me as to someone who dreamed that he was a butterfly and when he woke
up he didn't know if he was now a man who dreamed of being a butterfly or a butterfly who dreams that he is a man.
And then, the truth can only be discovered by practicing the truth.
Thus, I find myself concluding this seventh movement, in the privilege of carrying out on the Planet
the cross of the Son of Man, who is at this very moment in heaven and who was prophesied millennia ago.
At least, my dream came true in the paradise of my Path of Roses without Thorns, and
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Neptune symbolizes this eternal vacation.
That night, I went swimming in the pool, adopting the lotus flower position in the water, then I was able to float in
the water just by controlling my breathing. I remained relaxed for at least half an hour. My disciple tried again and again
without success, until he got upset and jokingly slapped me and got out of the water to rest, along with the women.
Meanwhile, I continued trying to control my inner world.
The restaurant was next to the pool, and when I got out of the pool the group was already there and the waiters
were taking their orders, while the “live” music began to liven up the evening. The sisters really wanted to dance because
they were so happy. Time passed quickly and after about two and a half hours each of us retired to our respective rooms.
The next day, the morning was pleasant, the Sun filled us with its soft warmth, and the rich water in this tub of our
home, shared with my wife, made me feel that I had fulfilled my duty.
Once ready, we went out to the main room and the brothers, as agreed, began to appear. We did not fully
understand how this matter of
the visit to Mérida, but what we did know is that now we were heading towards another sacred place that was recommended
to us and they said was called: Dzibilchaltun.
Definitely all these pilgrimages were like a lightning bolt from Uranus, a lightning bolt
extraordinary, embedded in the time-space of human history.
The Tibetan Master was right when he told me that I was going to start living 7 X 7, in
time-space and that didn't mean he would age physically.
All the trips we made were in this sensitivity of time-space as if in a compressed time. And the one to Mérida was
the one I felt most strongly, truly like the lightning that passes from the age of Pisces to that of Aquarius.
What loving and special people these people are from Mérida, I don't know if you can understand it.
but they gave me something invaluable these days!
This Sunday, designated as a day of rest, the fluidity would lead us through the Land test heading towards Puerto
Progreso.
The morning was pleasant, the sun filled us with its soft warmth. We walked through the city center and headed
to the place where the public transport vans leave for the “Puerto Progreso” beach.
VISIT TO DZIBILCHALTUN
As we travel through the city, still in the public transport van, I am struck by the fact that on the wall of a house I
see written: “ INHOC SIGNUS VINCES” which, as far as I can understand, means: “ By the Sign of OCH you will
conquer.” I remember that the Talisman of Solomon referring to Sunday is governed by OCH (OK), I find it in my personal
notebook and
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commend myself to Him.
The truck stops on the highway, halfway to Puerto Progreso, to allow us to get off and continue our journey, in our
effort to visit Dzibilchaltun, which means “ Place where there is writing on the stones.”
There is no public transport on this road, and in fact there are hardly any vehicles either. So we walk for almost an
hour, but we are all happy and suddenly I notice that one of the sisters stops a van to ask for a ride to take us to our
destination. The driver agrees and since there is not enough room for all of us here we also flag down an old car that
fortunately appears and takes the rest of us. That is how in a few minutes we arrive at the gates of Dzibilchaltun.
We enter the archaeological zone, and after visiting some places, I invite you to do a Hatha Yoga session in one
of the most important pyramid-temples found in the main square. They are not very large pyramids, but they still have the
energy of ancient ceremonies.
We finished our Hatha Yoga session, and even so I find it hard to assimilate this power of the place. We walked
along a wide path towards “ The Temple of the Seven Dolls” , which I prefer to recognize as that of THE SEVEN VIRGINS:
“ Where women become goddesses” .
As we walk along this more or less abandoned path, before reaching the temple, we stumble upon an old stone,
which is a not-too-large phallic symbol and little by little, we all embrace it with respect, and it seems to acquire something
special, as if it were activated by our embrace.
Before going up to the temple of the virgins, he asked the women in the group if any of them still had any
attachments in their lives, for example, to their children and their personal belongings. And he added:
- Because if that is the case, it is preferable that they do not do it, at least not as participants in a group ritual.
Because this is not a game but in reality a management of energies, which can give a lot to each one of us, but we must take
responsibility.
Of course, with excitement they decide to give themselves over to the Mission and climb this temple.
This, of course, was going to accelerate an energy in their lives, which would present itself in a series
of events, which most would not withstand.
The energy was too much, given the Cosmic moment we were living and the sacred places we had been touching,
throughout 7 Pilgrimages, at a speed that far exceeded what any ordinary human is capable of transmuting in such a short
time.
We climbed up to this mysterious and ruined temple with its well-disguised spiral construction.
We hold hands in the center to seal our pact of universal love.
Finally, we returned along this semi-abandoned road, arriving at the main square where we did Yoga. But we heard
shouts of joy in the background on the left. So, moved by an expectant curiosity, we wanted to take a look and after a small
hill we found a mini cenote, where it was possible to swim. There were several families and
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small groups of friends splashing around and sharing happily. We did the same, and we were charged with an indescribable
energy despite how small this cenote seemed. It was as if we were drinking the water of life, through the pores of our skin. At
one point I stepped back a little and tried to meditate.
It was already past noon when we decided that we should continue our journey to Playa Progreso. We got dressed,
put our backpacks on our shoulders, and headed out again to the road. And once again we became aware of the need for
transport to reach the main road.
Only after about 20 minutes a van passes by and the sisters start waving openly at it to stop. The driver stares at
us and then decides to take us to the main road.
After 15 minutes of travel, we arrive and here we have to try to board another transport. There is a lot of people
heading to Puerto Progreso and there is a waiting time.
Until the sisters, who were constantly trying to find a ride, stopped an open-back pickup truck. It was a family on their way to
Playa Progreso. The parents were in the front and their two or three teenage children were in the back of the truck. The father
asked us to get in the back with the kids.
One of the boys is a restless and jovial teenager, and when she realizes that we come from Mexico City, she
becomes quite extroverted, trying to seem older, so that we can tell her many things about life. Her fresh and confident smile
makes me think of the young women of Merida and their particular charisma.
Meanwhile, as if we had a special power, a cloud filled with water soon begins to accompany us from the sky and
in less than three minutes it begins to rain with great force, but as if by magic, after five minutes, the rain disappears and the
Sun rises again with all its natural strength.
We are chatting animatedly with the young girl, about seventeen years old, and as the truck jumps hard and we sit
down on the floor of the truck, I seriously assure the teenager:
- It's baptism. Because first we get wet and then, "The spanking."
We laughed heartily.
As we get closer to the place, I discover that the beach looks like a carnival because it is
holiday season, or maybe just because it's a holiday.
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The place is actually huge, and it's hard to find a parking spot. It looks like a huge party that
stretches for miles along the seashore. There are plenty of restaurants and street vendors. Once the
gentleman manages to get close to the beach, we thank him, and the sisters quickly agree to offer
him a little money in exchange for his services. He gladly accepts.
We are hungry and the whole atmosphere is contagious with its joy, so we make our way
through the hustle and bustle to one of the restaurants on the beach. We choose one that is inevitably
also in the middle of so many people. The holiday atmosphere is definitely a very positive effect even
when it is a sacred mission.
We eat amidst jokes and strong teachings, especially for the sisters, aimed at their
susceptibility. After finishing our meals, we continue along the shore of the beach, and after perhaps
two kilometers of walking, we manage to reach the end of the beach with its endless “carnival.”
This is where we decided to camp so we could go into the sea, which unfortunately is a bit
dirty, like an undeniable trace of human degeneration, but we try to rest anyway. Some brothers go
into the sea, and when my wife and I consider it pertinent, we enter this water together. The act, just
like on the coasts of Tajín, becomes sacred. As if this Caribbean water and we consolidated a kind of
pact of white magic.
It's not an imagination, it's just that despite wanting to express everything with humility, in
actions like this, things become sublime. Maybe because she, every time she enters the water with
me, seems to emotionally merge with that element.
The brothers are having fun, while we both deposit our little lock of hair together, in this
Caribbean sea. I remember Lady Mercedes a lot, and The Violet Triangle of the Caribbean which, as
I said, is, as far as I understand, The New Jerusalem. This is one of the reasons why I had the desire
to touch the sea of the sacred land of Yucatan.
As soon as we laid down our hair, our beings, hers and mine, came into deep contact. Then,
we let the waves of the water from the beach caress us, while we smeared our bodies with this wet
sand.
It is not yet dark and we begin our return journey. We walk through the city and as we do so,
we begin to ask for information about where the transport leaves from that goes to the center of
Merida. And so, after walking about twenty blocks we arrive at the indicated place. But we get an
unexpected surprise, because the people here are as poor as the middle class in Mexico City or in
many countries around the world. There is a huge line of people waiting for public transport, a line
that spans several streets. This puts me face to face with the other side where I could see the real
Merida, with the enormous shortcomings of its people. It was difficult to be stupid about the poverty
in which the people live. They love these beaches as the only bastion that gives a little joy to their life
as slaves. And if now it was already overpopulated, what would be in store for this blessed land in a
few years? I thought. Because I knew and felt that it was a good land and people, although already
somewhat corrupt.
The sisters agree and decide to share the cost, to rent a collective van, just for us, like a taxi
service.
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This is how we returned to our hotel. The streets of Mérida are almost empty and the taxi drops
us off at the door of our hotel.
How curious? - I began to think - The hotel is called Panamericano, just when
The closing ceremony of the so-called Pan American Games takes place in Winipec, Canada!
So I said to my brothers:
- “As above, so below.” Sports games are held, which humanly unite the American peoples with
fraternal ties, while we, in a mystical or celestial aspect, arrive at the Pan-American hotel. In addition,
BREAD is the basic food of all peoples in general, because WHEAT is the gold of all cereals, and BREAD
contains in the process of its elaboration, components in Triunity, remember the Holy Trinity. In this case,
the fire is the Father, the flour is the Son and the water is the Holy Spirit.
That is why Christ offered bread to his Disciples, as if it were his own body.”
I finished this brief explanation and began to meditate on some things, such as, when we arrived
from Mexico City to Merida, I did so dressed in a suit as I was taught, with the idea of behaving with the
dignity of an Emissary of the New Age.
Before retiring to our rooms, we agree that we will rest for a couple of hours at the hotel, and then
head out to the center of Merida that Sunday night.
As the time approached, I wanted to look presentable and this time, my brothers seemed to
understand the importance and dignity in dressing as the occasion warrants, since we would return early
to Mexico the next day.
I put on a white suit, and my wife also wore light, elegant clothes. When I arrived at the hotel
reception, I was pleased to see the women in my group “well-groomed,” that is, wearing clothes worthy of
women in the process of eternal youth.
The brother and his girlfriend, who is also a Priestess of the group, were taking a while to show
up, so we decided to have them meet us in the center of Merida, which was only about four blocks from
our hotel. We started to walk through these streets, infecting them with our ecstasy. The water from the
recent rain was running down the edges of the streets into the gutters, because it had rained very hard
while we were in Playa Progreso. But now the rain had stopped and the whole place was in a state of
rejoicing, perhaps this is how it is every Sunday for these people. The fact is that on this day, special
events and street harvests were offered as an attraction to the people.
On the right side of the main square in the center of Merida, there is a small square, precisely
where the monument to LA MATERNIDAD is. And next to it is a large church, which although it was closed,
allowed to see in one of its large stained glass windows, the image of Jesus Christ without being crucified.
It was something that caught my attention, mainly because
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A few meters from the main entrance of the church, a "Mayan countryman" had set up his street stall, offering tourists his
SNAILS, the kind that are blown into to make a mysterious and sacred sound, so transcendent and appreciated in the
native Mexican dances. A very important symbol for those who KNOW, and who make it sound on special dates in order to
establish a deep bond with the Cosmos.
I had never touched a snail before, but I knew that when you touched one you had to do it four times, once in
each cardinal direction. So I decided to try my luck.
My two spiritual sisters and disciples were looking at some clothes at the nearby street stalls to see if they would
buy them, while my wife also began to do the same. For my part, I approached this Mayan, a naturally friendly and humble
person at heart, and asked him to show me the snails.
There were many sizes: large and small. I was in a state of shock, unable to grasp what was happening in my
true being. He told me to try to play it, although it would not be easy. I did so with pleasure and, incredibly, I learned to play
it in less than five minutes. Although some passersby, sensitive to the sound, were annoyed by my screams and did not
look at me favorably when they passed by me.
The “countryman” was surprised, then became happy with my achievement. With all due respect and with a
clumsiness that was quickly disappearing, I began to make it ring in the four cardinal points, trying with several shells of
different sizes.
The experience is indescribable, because an enormous joy began to vibrate through each one.
one of my physical, emotional and mental cells.
The sound reached the entire main square in the center of Merida. Here I was among the people, with a simplified
sacred act.
Immediately this whole experience became one with the inner voice that told me with
clarity from within me:
I knew exactly what he was referring to. The pilgrimages carried out throughout the Mexican Republic were
coming to a close. There were only three days left until August 11, 1999. This internal message filled me with a profound
surprise and indescribable personal and cosmic fulfillment. I had been a special instrument for a work before which I myself
bow full of respect and love.
I knew it was the final seal that was telling me: “Mission Accomplished!”
The Mayan seemed to guess the significance of the matter, in which he also played a part, as an instrument of
cosmic forces far superior to common human understanding. And he immediately began to explain to me that it was a
Mayan secret to prepare shells to sound them. Those who dedicate themselves to this rely on the number six and the spiral
of the screw. You have to know how to make the correct cut so that the sound is perfect or at least possible.
Once this transcendental and natural act is over, one of the sisters stays with me.
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looking persistently, and she doesn't know what to give me because she feels so happy and asks me:
In reality, all three of them wanted to buy the snail, and the inner voice speaks within me:
I decided to buy the biggest snail, and after saying goodbye to my snail friend, I walked a little to the
left, approaching the monument of motherhood. It was a statue of a woman surrounded by her small children.
I understood that it referred to the New Race with children still young in age but with a sacred destiny. And
just ahead, there was a painter making pictures, "like the Father does with life and Creation" - I thought.
Then the sister of Mexicanness, who could not attend with us this time, told me that only the man
should touch the snail, because THE SNAIL is a symbol of the female vagina.
Although I wanted to think that with this she was referring to the power to make the spirality of the Universe
vibrate, our Universal Mother. And only prepared and unified women, to her perfect complement or in a very
necessary moment, could sound it.
Shortly after, we began walking towards the main square, next to the cathedral of Mérida. I shared
this joy with my wife, enjoying the sight of body accessories such as bracelets, necklaces and talismans,
which were sold especially in this place in the center.
It was the moment when my brother and his girlfriend caught up with us, the three women and
especially one of them, could not resist the urge to boast a little about the recent events that had occurred in
her absence, and as I had already told them about the recent telepathic message that I had received, my
disciples began to lash out at them amidst laughter and jubilation:
I spoke to the brother, telling him to look for the lord of the snails, so that he could help me with the
snail sounds, towards the four cardinal points.
He quickly went to look for him but he was no longer there. It was as if it had been a dream, and the Lord had never been there.
Everything changed quickly, especially in experiences like these.
Without thinking twice, I wanted to lend him my snail, and I told him to stand in the center of the main
square, trying to play it. He managed to get some sounds out of it, but I wanted it to be perfect. The sound
improved a little more. People passed by it, very concerned about buying some sweets and desserts that the
street carts sold in various places on the plain, in front of the Cathedral.
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After walking around and joking around the place, we decided that it would be nice to eat something more than just
snacks. So, we chose the café located on the far right, passing by where the snail man used to be and then the monument to
motherhood. Here was the "Café de Peón Contreras". This place had tables outside and that's where we sat down.
Without prompting, one of the sisters asks for a “Maya Coffee”, and after a few minutes a waiter appears with some
objects, such as a mobile table, a lit lighter, substances, etc. and before our eyes, with great skill, he begins to prepare this
special coffee, using live fire .
All of us in the group somehow sensed that it was something beyond the simple, everyday occurrence of magic and
fire. The waiter is very skilled and seems used to this type of order. But this moment didn't seem ordinary to me.
The sister tries the coffee, and cannot resist the desire to share it, so we all try this “Mayan coffee” that, partly due
to our happy mood, seemed more like an elixir.
creamy.
My wife, or someone in the group, commented that this was actually a pact between all of us through that drink. For
my part, I could not help but understand the indisputable: It was wine as the complement of the Bread of Christ , but this
time not as a crucifixion but only in the psychological, in the Real mental. Like the resurrection.
Even my brothers' human whims were fulfilled regarding certain melodies they wanted to hear. The musicians of the
place were playing South American melodies.
Precisely where, according to Master de la Ferriere and other Ascended Ones, the future destiny of the human Race
is headed!
My wife wanted to listen to a piece of music called “Alfonsina” and when we were getting up to leave it started
playing.
This seemed more like a mystical (Neptunian) drunkenness mixed with childish whims. Then, hastily, the brother of
the group, in order to satisfy his girlfriend, also a Priestess of our Order, went and asked for them to play “carnavalito”. The
musicians dedicated it especially to us and that is how we finally went to retire to our hotel.
We slept again that night, for a few hours, in my case barely three hours.
I dreamed of sacred ruins and a sublime activity that does not lose its continuity.
Then, with a serene joy, I begin to dress again, with a jacket and tie.
At the ranch we met the brothers. Some are late in arriving and
We waited until the last moment. But they finally appeared.
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FROM MERIDA TO MEXICO CITY
We had to take a taxi to go to the airport. Our time was measured almost chronometrically, and the taxi had a
“civil band” system, that is, connected to a network with the other taxi drivers in Mérida, which seemed to me to be a very
“Uranian” style (Intercommunications).
What struck me especially was that as the taxi turned the first corner, we passed a warehouse that displayed a
large banner at its entrance that clearly stated: THE NEW WORLD.
Not only was this message special, with respect to the closing of the pilgrimages carried out, but also, I
remembered in an unavoidable and instantaneous way that Maestro Estrada was born in the “ Nuevo Mundo” colony.
We rushed into the airport, looking for and lining up in our corresponding queues to present our tickets to the
lady in charge. For a moment, it seemed like time was running out. But little by little, with the formalities underway, we
regained our breath and our good mood.
We are in the waiting room, and I like being here dressed in a suit, especially my sunglasses. So I open my
book “Christ Line” and read:
“Every time Estrada presented an initiatory symbol, a scandal arose and the gilistas, the estradistas, the
ferreristas emerged... I am living my last moments as MASTER, now you are responsible for The Mission, you can call
yourself Maestre, Master, Venerable Superior, this is a document Estrada, understand it.”
I lend the book to my wife, in case she also wants to open the book at random. She accepts and shows me the
page where it says:
“The “consolidation” stage begins when Uranus enters Aquarius (January 1996) and
It is reaffirmed in March with beneficial influences between Uranus, Sun, Jupiter, Mars, etc.
Individuals emerge from all Lines in a “happy medium”... There are those who come from below but are really
already from above, and others who are recognized as being from The Hierarchy but who are really from below. In this
way the biblical precept that says: “The last will be first and the first last” will be fulfilled.
Magnicharters Flight 461 takes off. It's my turn to sit in seat 22 (like the Great Arcanum 22).
We're about ten minutes into the flight and my wife, who is sitting by the plane window, gets restless and points
into the distance, explaining that below the plane, its shadow is reflected right inside a large rainbow-coloured ring, here
among the clouds.
I could not help but remember the biblical and prophetic passage for these times that says:
“ And he will come on the clouds of heaven with great power and glory” - MATTHEW 24:30.
We crossed the sea of the Gulf of Mexico, entering from the east towards the capital of
Mexico. Aware of what the biblical gospels also explain in this regard: "
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“ And he will pass from the east to the west like lightning” - MATTHEW 24:27.
We left Merida at 10:40 AM, arrived in Mexico without incident and said goodbye to our brothers, aware of having
shared something truly special.
I didn't want to take a taxi inside the airport, since the fares can be tripled in an unreasonable way. That's why I
preferred that, loaded with ordinary but uncomfortable suitcases, we walked to the nearest avenue. Once there, we took a taxi.
The driver found the city empty and with very little vehicular traffic. He was honest, driving at high speed and without danger.
And in record time he left us at the door of our house.
I look at my watch and it is 12:40. That is, two hours from the time the plane left Mérida to the door of our house.
We definitely arrived like a LIGHTNING BEAM (Uranus is the ruler of Aquarius and in horoscopy it symbolizes “the
instantaneous”) to our destination.
For my part, I was still trying to assimilate this set of experiences that life had offered and asked of me. When on the
night of August 10th (before the total solar eclipse that would be almost at dawn on the 11th), one of the sisters who went to
Merida informed me by phone that Sister Reyna had had all the facilities to undertake a trip to Yucatan, and visit seven sacred
centers in this region. In addition, she was waiting for the moment to give me the ashes of the incense that she used on the
visit we had to Teotihuacan, because it turns out that when she recently checked the incense, to use it she found it broken and
in the Mexican Tradition, it is known that when this happens, said instrument should not be used anymore and those ashes
are SACRED.
He told Sister Reyna not to return the ashes to me, but rather that the rebirth of AHIMSA, the White Bird, must be
fulfilled and that these ashes must be divided proportionally into 7, depositing each portion in one of the Sacred Centers that
she visits.
I suggest that you reproduce the recent circular (which informs about the importance of the Pilgrimages we carry
out and the Total Solar Eclipse of August 11, 1999). I ask that you prepare 52 copies of said circular, and that you distribute 7
in each sacred center, one for her and the other two for those she considers “very special.”
In the television news that night, it is announced that in Mexico City, the vehicular direction that had Avenida 16
de Septiembre (Mexican Independence Day), from August 11 will circulate from EAST to WEST, starting from Zócalo to
Balderas, until it finds continuity with INDEPENDENCIA.
“He will pass from the East to the West like lightning” (on the day of the total solar eclipse) - MATTHEW
24:27.
And then, we can add that in this change of vehicular and energy circulation, part of the imposing Tenochtitlan heads
towards the liberation of the peoples, that is to say, that finally the route is not to Tenochtitlan but now it is already leaving
Tenochtitlan for THE WORLD.
Because Mexico is the country of eagles and although it was a corpse, however, it is reborn from its
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ashes (Matthew 24:.28)
Facts like this speak without words if we are able to perceive them.
On August 11, 1999, in the Ceremonial that we performed, it appears in the Bible:
“To everyone who has more, more will be given; but to him who does not have, even what he has will be given.
“taken away” (Luke 19:26).
A NEW PANORAMA
In William Henry's "The Return of the Messiah," like many other scholars of the subject at
this time, they speak of the fact that we are living in messianic times and with this total eclipse and
great celestial cross of Aquarius, the return of the Messiah is expected. The Savior who is
designated to mingle with humanity.
It is also said that 1999-2012 are the dates when spiritual and crucial transformations will
take place for humanity. It also places great emphasis on TULA as the centre of the Milky Way
galaxy. And all its centres, called Tulas, are sacred centres that can be found on the planet. It
explains that in TULA our thoughts and desires or fears will instantly become reality, because what
is in our hearts can no longer remain hidden.
Tula is what Jesus calls the Kingdom of God. And it is enough for one human being to
flourish for the whole world to flourish.
He tries to show that the Savior will die, but when the children of darkness believe they
have conquered the Earth, then the Messiah, the Savior, will reappear before the eyes of the
whole world. At that time the millennium of peace will begin.
Remember that for Nostradamus the Savior will arrive in July 1999 and that he will be
accompanied by the Master of the sacred Earth (Tula), which, according to the Teachings of the
intimate relationship between the so-called Celestial Avatar and the Terrestrial Avatar, we can
recognize that it refers to THEIR return. The probable date is June 2002.
He also comments that El Salvador comes on the white horse, because that's what it does.
notice the book of Revelation, in the Bible.
At this time, the Earth is approaching Tula and this may, from a scientific point of view,
have something to do with what North American astronomers have discovered near the center of
the Milky Way, a black hole. That is, an area where not even light can escape. As a science-fiction
hypothesis, it is thought that it could be a time machine with which one could have access to
parallel dimensions. It is in the center of the galaxy where this alternative called White Hole was
found. That is why we speak of the “Wormholes” in the Universe, which lead us to TULA. Also
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known as the “Gateway to the Galaxy”, is a shortcut that would allow intergalactic travel in a fast and precise
manner. Going to the past or future, this is what TULA is all about.
According to the Mayans, the nine Lords of Time leave TULA, TOLLAN or AZTLAN, and enter the Earth
to build Tulas. AZTLAN means “ white place or home of Herons” . THE HERON is the bird of Resurrection and
Ascension or displacement to higher realms.
The doctrines of Tula are those that keep us in balance and harmony with the Spiritual Sun and with
ourselves.
It turns out that it is the dolphin that guides the souls to the Sacred Islands or Tula.
And then also, it tells us about the Fish or Vesica Pisces which means “to tie the knot.”
It then begins to refer to a mysterious and very important theme throughout the history of humanity and
is recognized as: The Flower of Life and the Merkaba. All of this is related to the Order of Melchizedek.
Somewhere in his study, William identifies Tula as the site of the double mountain.
He insists on the importance of Sirius, connected to Tula, and already our planet Earth.
He mentions the immortal Master Thot, who discovered a pattern or form called TETRAHEDRON, which he
received during his visit to Tula. So the Great Pyramid is a Tula from which the form of the Tetrahedron is
derived.
In short, William insists on affirming that the Savior will open the room of memories in August 1999
coinciding with the arrival of the Sign of the Son of Man in the sky, so that Egypt has a prominent place in all this
change.
And when Quetzalcoatl left, he told the people that when he returned, he would come from the East,
like the Morning Star.
“America,” according to some, literally translated means: “ Land of the feathered serpent.”
I mention what I read in this book especially because a little later I was to meet a great Master who at the
time of writing this, still has a physical body in the United States and gives evidence of having direct contact with
Thot. This Master is called Drunvalo Melchizedek.
But before getting to this point, I was able to verify that as a Living Path, it was essential that I continue
with the process that I was experiencing with my own Order, which more than anything was serving to establish
energies within me that I still did not understand and, above all, to know to what extent humanity needed a
change and in what conditions it was in order to be able to make it happen.
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FIFTH PART
MERKABA AND THE ERA OF PEACE
INTRODUCTION
In this fifth part, which we have titled MERKABA and the Era of Peace, perhaps the most esoteric part of my
process as a Living Path is projected. First, because the eighth pilgrimage ends with the reliving of the birth of
Huitzilopochtli in Coatepec, Veracruz. Which my wife and I visited with our group: The Order of the Minor
Brothers. And where, in some way, the following of a Supreme Order of Aquarius is recognized with its Great
Universal Fraternity Institution, Solar Line, converted into a New Age church, in a religious way, because that
is useful for the human majority. But as in every spiritual movement, it preserves a more esoteric part with the
rebirth of Huitzilopochtli, following what was started by Regina, the Queen of Mexico (see the book: Regina).
And also, reviving the biblical story in the New Testament, of Peter as the Elder Brother and John, the Younger
Brother. And as history repeats itself in the nascent Age of Aquarius, to follow a line of Initiates of a New Age
Order, only more esoteric.
But the story of our work, Living Path, does not end here. It also ends when Circular 22 was finished (around
the spring of 2000), where I explained these events related to the eighth pilgrimage. And also the activation of
the triangle of power: Coatepec-Zimpizahua-Xico. By then, I had already started a series of messages entitled:
Orientation Logs. Within which I relate, among other things, the contact we had with the MERKABA meditation,
taught by the master Drunvalo Melchizedek in his workshops of The Flower of Life and Sacred Geometry.
This contact began in the fall of 1999, that is, around September 22, 1999. And it was transcendental in my
experience as an Initiate and heir of a Sacred Initiatory Tradition for the Age of Aquarius. Basically, it was here
that we were guided by our Couch or MERKABA Meditation Instructor. My wife and I carried out the physical
construction, in our house in Ecatepec, State of Mexico, of the so-called Metatron Space, based on the
geometric figure of the cube. Which gave me access to a very esoteric management of energy, sustained by
the
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himself Drunvalo Melchizedek, an American Master belonging to the Order of the Melchizedek, a very ancient
Order, mentioned since the times of Abraham. And it was in light of this that on May 1, 2000, contact was
established between the pyramid of Cheops in Egypt, Teotihuacan and our house in Ecatepec (hill of the wind).
But it does not end here and I allow myself in this work, revised in 2017, to add two other very important
experiences. The first is mentioned at the beginning of my book: Reflections of a Guru. Where it is established that
our planet has ascended from the third to the fourth dimension in the autumn equinox of 2008. And then, later, in
the autumn equinox but in 2010, the First Secret Chamber was founded in Tijuana, Baja California. This event is
detailed in the book: Mission Tijuana.
And finally, I presented the audio writing, the video uploaded to the Internet in 2011, which I titled: Apostolic
Succession in the New Age. And that gives an idea of both my relationship with my wife, as well as my feeling
regarding the Avatars of the Age of Aquarius. Where basically, I give an account that the White Brotherhood of a
planet formed by the Ascended Ones who are the internal government of such planet must always be respected.
Since according to the Galactic Federation and even higher authorities, it is an Internal Government that must be
respected. Since They, under the circumstances of their own historical and spiritual development, establish each
beginning of the Zodiacal Age, who the Envoys (Avatars) of said Age must be, which happens around every 2000
years. And for this reason they have established who the Avatars of the Age of Aquarius that we have already
entered would be, and their mechanisms of Apostolic succession during it. All of which means that we are part of a
BIG PLAN and therefore, simple universal servants. This is how I want to culminate my present work.
I had closed the pilgrimages in this unusual and gratifying manner. And in these days I had a
dream which, as before, referred to a struggle with fanciful deceptions within my mind which impeded
my approach to a true consciousness on the inner planes. One of these times a man with a harmonious
body and sweet look appeared to me in my dream but in a conscious manner. He told me he was an
angel who had come to warn me to be careful of Satan, because he was ready to deceive us in
everything; he was referring to my wife and me.
Weeks passed and then one day I was in this kind of uncomfortable dream where a force was
trying to oppose my true inner awakening. Then, in the opposite part within this existential plane lived
some beautiful old people whom this evil force could not affect.
My intuition told me that it was the Ascended Morya and his wife Miriam. The old woman was disguised
in this way, because the Ascended Masters, it is said, are eternally young. She began to explain to my
wife and me that this was how they met in their love relationship and that little by little they were
obtaining the keys to find peace in these internal planes.
El Morya did not speak much and suddenly when this Master wanted to teach us something
about our life, but that strange and malevolent force generated an enormous hurricane of grey water.
Immediately Master Morya made us get into a van and began to advance through this hurricane, he
approached some pyramids and then, in the distance I could see the famous “Giants of Tula”.
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Sculpted in huge stones.
And we advanced along a stone staircase, between this storm of grey waters and still
I heard him express:
- When you manage to get to the top, in this same town, you will find the indigenous person who has the
keys to the place and thus a new path will begin at this point in your life.
My intuition called me to visit Tula, Hidalgo because Hidalgo was also very significant in my relationship with
my partner and because of Quetzalcoatl's encounter with the Celestial Tula and, for me as his disciples, the Terrestrial
Tula.
This was the reason why I was more encouraged to visit Tula, next September 16th.
1999.
On the morning of September 13, 1999, I was accompanied by my wife and a disciple in Tlatelolco, precisely next
to the building called: “15 de Septiembre”, to impose the cross on Sister Reyna, named “Priestess of Mexicanness for the
Order of the Minor Brothers.”
On September 15 of that same year we spent that night partying in Satélite, at the house of
a physical sister of our spiritual sister.
On September 16th we visited Tula, Hidalgo. The objective was to give thanks for having been able to make
these pilgrimages and to find ourselves in direct contact with the Terrestrial Tula and for a search for Quetzalcoatl on
his return to the celestial Tula to begin.
We had a good time and were optimistic, hoping that our Order would become a reality.
Coincidentally, only my wife attended Tula as a disciple and two other women from the
Order. Each Priestess of a cosmic ray to form together “The triple flame”.
We climbed the medium-sized but famous pyramid of Quetzalcoatl and when I saw the so-called TULA GIANTS
placed on its upper surface, I felt deeply moved because they were identical to the ones I had dreamed of earlier.
Accompanied by one of my sons, I played the conch shell in the four cardinal directions and a rumbling
sensation inside the pyramid was the result of playing the conch shell.
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in a negative way, so at this moment of extreme attitudes I come to the conclusion that:
“He who devotes himself to his Party with fanaticism, betrays the people.”
THE MYSTERIOUS OLD MAN AND THE CONFUSION OF THE SISTER OF THE ORDER
At the beginning of November 1999, one of the sisters who had been important to our group in the last few months
decided to leave the Order. In fact, she became confused because in a strange way a mysterious old man appeared in her
shop, who I later learned belonged to “the Mexican people.” He knew in detail the existence and history of our Order. And I
don’t know who told him or how he knew. But, wrapped in this mystery, he explains that Americo is destined to become a
planet, but that she is the chosen one because she must become a star. He envelops her and tells her that her destiny will
be to become a Sun very soon.
Exaggerating his attitude a little more, during the course of his mysterious visits trying to overthrow Amerigo, he persists
in exalting his feelings regarding the sister of our Order and adds:
- Just by seeing you you have made me the happiest man on the planet because you are a
goddess!
He then warns him that he will not see him again until they both meet at a Ceremony.
Of course this was not true because a few days later it continues to appear and give him
written teachings related to Mexicanness.
This greatly confuses our sister, who is already absent on our trip to Tula Hidalgo. And
hurt because Maestro Américo decided not to attend her civil wedding.
Everything has happened so quickly around my poor but dear brothers, that the values
deep, they cannot always be assessed in their true measure.
Fortunately, I have long understood that I am the leader of myself, and of no one else.
further.
I try to inspire them to open a work centre, but they insist on setting the tone in their own way. It is natural that a
place does not appear in such a short time, the most important thing is them and when they have given something to the
pilot group there is no way to consider them failures, simply, everything has its time.
I think the fundamental thing is to find a true Master, because without him we are nothing. And
be part of a real group.
We can never despise the Hosts of light and even less the presence of Christ-Virgin
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(Christ-goddess).
-“There are two options, Master: Either everything in life is a miracle or there are no miracles. As for me, I prefer
the first.”
I agreed.
Another of my students came to me very happy one day and told me a little story that had impressed him. It was
about a King, a wise old man who finally feels comforted because he discovers that “Everything will pass.”
-“It seems that I am wiser than this wise king, because I have discovered that the most important thing is that
EVERYTHING REMAINS. That is to say, everything happens infinitely outside, but in the Being, everything remains.”
In the last week of November 1999, I began to convince myself that I, as a person, should not really fight against
external circumstances, but rather be conscious and in this inner state realize what it means to “Be IMMACULATE.”
Esoterically, the fourth Ray is The Immaculate; “Purity.”
When the circumstances around us no longer matter and our calm no longer influences them, then,
We are invulnerable. We have become Masters.
And dealing with this same thing from the point of view of astrology, the Masters had told me
saying:
-In a horoscope you cannot experience “trines” and “squares” at the same time. You experience one or the other.
On the other hand, the question of MONEY was taking on an unusual definition, of
according to my experience. For example, I hypothesized that:
MONEY is the point of balance between what we want and our state of consciousness.
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anyway, money is to satisfy desires, that is: KNOW HOW TO USE IT.
USE is equal to the Father; CONSCIENCE presents the Son. And DESIRE, the Holy Spirit.
In early December 1999, I participated in a family and fraternal discussion about time control
systems in human history. My conclusion is that ZERO is fundamental anyway, and even systems that
ignore it, nevertheless use it. It is like not accepting God but counting on him.
In this sense, the so-called “minus zero” or “negative” numbers are considered COMPLEX
NUMBERS, and this can only be possible because their existence occurs “Within 0”.
Inevitably everything happens INSIDE, never outside. Everything is mental. God was before being. In
this sense, the Unity of the decimal system was and is.
It is also at the beginning of December that I begin to air my ideas to give shape to
CIRCULAR 18, which basically deals with the following:
The new Gandhi of non-violence for the New Age is not the one who makes the decision not to
kill human beings if it were necessary to defend himself or his fellow human beings. On the contrary,
he is prepared for this eventuality if it were inevitable.
This does not mean that I am thinking of killing, but only of eternal, universal, perfect and
imperturbable Peace.
What happens is only that on the human level, everything moves in continuous errors of
thought, feeling and act. Only the Master controls error, but humanity cannot.
So, the Master contemplates and thinks, not to compare or to judge human beings
contemptuously, but to learn and to become perfect. To love, to love all without distinction of creed or
social caste.
Those who kill desire are not the best, because in reality, it is not possible to kill desire.
desire. The truly best, then, are those who CONTROL desire.
The Gandhi who fasted to save the world, takes up his method but not literally, but in the
integral art of controlling his desires, renouncing them in appearance,
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textually.
In reality, he “renounces without renouncing”, he sacrifices without sacrifices, he touches without touching.
And in this fasting of its totality, it forces the world to LOVE and LOVE
CONSCIOUSLY, REALLY.
For the love of humanity, he loses his external freedom by subjecting himself to the daily development of his
“mundane” obligations. But since it is impossible for him to lose his REAL freedom, it turns out that the victory of the
determinism that seems to subject him is, in the Master’s experience, only a transmutation of this freedom.
It is no longer about the crucified master, but about the one who is Ascended without yet being so.
The disciple of the New Age is free as an “expansion in space,” but that does not prevent him from
awakening his freedom as a “contraction in time.” Just as it happens to the Master of the New Age,
Was.
Therefore, humanly speaking, no one can know the Master's desires, or know the cause of what he
manifests with his human freedom. It is not even possible to detect him with certainty in the simplest and
most everyday acts of his life. Because humanity is not yet ready to witness a happiness so natural and so
possible, in everything.
This Gandhi of the New Age does not live with his dead desires, but rather controls them and
preserves them as invisible. As in an Integral Fast, so that those who are worthy may awaken to Conscious
Love and succeed in discovering what the Master's human desires are, having discovered that they are
precisely the real desires of humanity that evolves and is represented by the disciple of the New Age.
Without this integral fasting of the Master of the New Age, it is impossible for humanity to awaken
one day. This humanity, so accustomed to treating the Real Masters as beggars or fakirs. Depriving them
of all dignity and, only in this way, feeling that they are loved. Threatening them with death, only in this way,
recognizing them as heroes or gods.
The famous "tithe" that every Church imposes on its parishioners, is the tithe that it asks for
Gandhi in the New Age. But he is not referring to money or no money. It is ABUNDANCE.
It refers to that if a human discovers that the desire for “Good” is the same as that of the
Master, then, we must help the Master in the Total Work.
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What do you need, Master?
But they are not yet ready to leave everything and give everything in pursuit of The Mission of the New
Was.
However, the New Age Master has not been given a place in the machinery.
human. For humanity easily confuses the false teacher with the true one.
And if the truth speaks to make them understand, for that very reason, it is easy for them to consider it
presumptuous and self-serving. And they see it according to their own tendencies of “separate self” and
egolatry, typical of every human being who lacks authentic evolution.
This means that humanity is not ready externally, but internally it already belongs to the New Age. It
already desires the Presence of the Master. And this is a universal fact today.
On the outside they give the false Teacher. When all this changes, it will be fulfilled that: “Every eye
you will see it.”
Even his close followers and witnesses generally consider him a vagabond.
Because they are not ready to be free from what externally binds and separates us from each other: schedules,
jobs, political issues, social classes, differences between nations, genetic inheritance, customs, etc.
And it is good to use all this that belongs to the human world, but the bad thing is to become its slave.
If there is something “forbidden” for the world of the Master and the disciple, it is this separateness
that enslaves.
But they are not willing to give a little more of their time, a little of what they consider “their money.”
Not even to assume a lifelong discipline in evolutionary practices such as: meditation, yoga, correct nutrition,
natural water baths, positive thinking, loving, touching the world without touching it, etc.
We must fly with the Master to know what he wants. And we must be simple of heart, to understand that it is not
he who leads us to ruin. It is not he who threatens our property, family and everything we dream of as good, in our, often,
mediocre little world.
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their way of life.
We must fly with the Master to truly give Him, and in giving everything, not recognize anything as loss, but as
Absolute Gain. It is not a “giving everything” in a literal and foolish way, but rather a giving everything in the little or much
that we give Him, without unbalancing our economy or our life. This is what it is about.
The absolute gain .
My birthday is approaching and three days before, the Master tells me:
-You can do whatever you want, everything has already been done.
The second part of circular 18 refers to the events of the visit to Ashrham
External of the GFU, Solar Line, in Cuautla, Morelos.
This is the second time I have attended this Ashrham since I left my Retreat.
When they showed up, she explained that there were a number of obstacles, starting in the morning when they
had to get up and the alarm clock didn't go off. Then, when she went out to eat at work, there was a mix-up of shifts and
they wouldn't let her into her office. And when she came back, her car didn't work.
Then someone helped them and they were able to get it going. Something was definitely trying to get in their way.
Having developed my tolerance since the pilot group was founded, I came to terms with what had happened.
The party was enjoyable and the Chamberlains of the quinceañera, as a whole, represented exactly the colors of
the triple flame.
They gave us food that had meat broth, that hurt my wife, causing her a
discomfort difficult to bear, right on Saturday night.
The sister of the pink llama had decided to go with her boyfriend and not be with us on Sunday. But he was
unwell and she returned that same Saturday night to stay at our house. We all laughed heartily.
On Sunday morning there were setbacks, such as having to operate the pump
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from the water, to pick up two of our children, etc.
However, the time was “record time” and at 10:03 AM we were entering the
Ashram of Cuautla.
Just the day before, while searching through my personal things, I had found the small ivory white elephant with
a white cord, which was a medal that accompanied me throughout my own Retreat, given to me by my partner at the
time. It was something that I used with pleasure at the time, as a protective talisman. I was aware that the white elephant,
according to the Master de la Ferriere, represents the fifth degree of Royal Initiation. By the way, at that time, I physically
saw the image of a group of elephants holding each other's tails with each other's trunks and thus forming a circle while
they were standing on a rose or something like that. I was impressed that their weight did not damage the rose.
Anyway, when I find the humble medallion among my personal things, I consider it to be good.
keep it and if appropriate, give it to my friend and disciple.
I had it in my bag, and just before entering, when he gets out of the car, I
I ask that you kneel down. Right here on the street before passing through the entrance gate of the Ashram!
With all humility, and without questioning anything, he does so. And he placed this talisman on him as a
recognition of a fifth degree of Initiation, Royal.
I do not deliberate anything, I do not believe anything, I do not assure anything or speculate anything. I only give you,
in this way, this Talisman. It is only a matter of letting myself be guided by my feelings. Because everything is possible if the
disciple himself elevates himself to that possibility.
What I want is to protect them all since they are protecting me, in this new visit. Now that they are a small group,
at the time when we visit this, so beloved Ashram of Cuautla.
We went straight into the sanctuary and there was the Venerable Master Marcelli and the people of the fraternity.
I could still recognize several of them. But they had changed so much! And I had no way of healing them, perhaps this
was not my mission.
During the Ceremony, I witnessed that, as before, at a certain moment within it, the ethereal face and body of
Maestre Estrada overlapped that of Maestro Marcelli. This gave me joy and nothing more.
Out of respect I wore my Gegnian cross with the cord almost white from use.
When during the Ceremony, a woman kneels before Master Marcelli, so that he can place the half-Gegnian
cross on her. My friend tells me:
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Some of the attendees listen to him, and I say quickly and with natural nervousness:
- Shut up! This is another world, you're on another planet; The Priestess is something else.
Then, after the Cosmic Ceremony is over, when everyone gathers together, I tell them to be careful
because it is as if we came from the planet Venus to Earth. Everything is different! My old friend, whom I taught to
make bread, recognized me and came up to me in the garden, surprised that several of my group were surrounding
me. But there was not much to say, and after exchanging a few sentences, he said goodbye, although he obviously
appreciated me.
After this visit, we went to the nearby Oaxtepec resort. There we swam with the children and siblings. The
money issue was handled smoothly because there was good will among all of them.
It was a very enriching experience and I wonder: - If Gandhi appeared in the New Age, what would he do
in the circumstance of dealing anonymously with an institutionalized GFU? What he would do is keep quiet and
act in silence. Renounce all his titles, special and official clothing of a Master. And with this impersonality infiltrate
his own. HIS OWN who are not limited to a particular fraternity. This NON-VIOLENCE of the New Age is the
method of action of every true emissary of light, to interact with certain success before any Institution.
“What has been, that will be; What has been done, that will be done. There is nothing new under the sun.”
(Ecclesiastes)
MESSAGE ON TELEVISION
“I used to be a fool with dreams. Now that I see them come true, I'm no longer a fool.”
It also states:
And certainly, it is beautiful to be worldly, but even more wonderful is to take the Path and become a true Initiate
or a Royal Priestess. Not just as a title but as a fulfilled experience.
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- What does it take to find love?
- Be in a state of Grace.
It must be so, because love is the light that completely illuminates the life of whoever
experiences it.
THE LONG STRIKE AT THE UNIVERSITY (UNAM) AND ITS DEEP REASONS
In 1999, shortly before the long UNAM strike began, I remember that for several nights I
dreamed about those who would later become leaders of the student defense movement. When I
dreamed about them, I had no idea who they really were, and only later was I able to place them at
the moment when these students actually appeared before the public.
In my dreams I saw myself trying to convince them to do something to help the survival of the
Mexican people who needed it, and after I finished talking to them I wondered if these people could
do it, because I honestly felt that they lacked strength.
The university students began “the strike” after the rector of UNAM, without consulting the
university community, had proposed that the University Council approve the general payment
regulations. A fee that is requested from students to cover the basic expenses of their education. He
did this ignoring the university community itself, who in response, at midnight on April 20, 1999, began
the strike that would become the longest in the history of UNAM.
The President of the Republic and the Secretary of the Interior at the time, due to their
activities, when they had to accept the proposal given by the rector, thought it was fair and on Friday,
November 12, they had accepted it. Later, they decided that it was better, in view of the events and
for the autonomy of the university, that this problem be resolved by members of the university itself.
It was a mistake on the part of the university rector to want to override the student council. And
on April 20, the University Student Assembly was transformed into the General Strike Council (CGH).
There was enthusiasm in these student leaders of the movement, what was lacking was real
awareness of what the New Age means and the presence of a real universal brotherhood on the planet.
A policy for the New Age and a realization of being.
There was still resentment in their hearts and their convictions had been influenced, even through official studies,
by political doctrines of violence. These ideals were corrupted in the desperate struggle of the people to survive in these
last months of the 20th century within the drama of Mexican history.
But they were trying something new and then, a wonderful situation happened during
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this process.
At the university campus, these students began to practice a fraternity like never before in their
lives as students or as human beings and citizens. They began to live a school life where freedom was
the foundation of their encounter with life. All because, due to the circumstances, the students met day
and night as spiritual brothers, to collect money through a collection. They went out with their collection
jars and got on the trucks and in all the places where there were people. They managed to collect about
seventeen thousand pesos per week, 100 pesos per hour, basically, to feed the community made up of
about 300 to 500 people.
The interesting thing was that during this process, this peculiar “strange pressure” that has not
ceased to be felt in the general atmosphere of the world’s universities was changing. It was ASRHAMIC
LIFE: The place where a Master lives with his disciples.
A return to Teaching in the style of the Academies of the ancient Greeks. In the style of the Secret
Schools in Memphis and Egypt; Of the Calmecac in Mesoamerica; of the true Light in the temples of all
Europe throughout its 20-century history, where religion and science are not at odds. Of the High Wisdom
of all those Buddhists in the East and, in general, the knowledge that for eons has always been transmitted
in a direct line of LOVE-WISDOM. And it was being made possible here, as an incomprehensible
emergence of life.
For the first time, students were promoting ASRHAMMIC LIFE. They could not understand it, but
they were living it. They began to group together and cooperate with each other in their respective Schools
and in Ciudad Universitaria, located in the capital of Mexico. The temperaments of the students of each
Faculty within the University began to emerge and for the first time in a real way, they all began to know
each other. Because although it may seem incredible, there had not been time for that before.
So now, those in Medicine could interact and learn what was at the heart of
those of Philosophy and Letters, while those of Economics did so with those of Engineering, etc.
Thus, sexual liberation also began without falling into degeneration, since their social commitment
to the people prevented this and they strove to do things well, as an example to follow.
But it was still a scandalous event for the too narrow criteria and therefore not accepted in the way
of life of a community. But by instinct of love, or perhaps because their sense of brotherhood was stronger
among themselves, they respected the partner of another (or another). And if someone liked a person, he
was respected.
It was an unforgettable experience for the students, as they were able to sleep with their loved
ones and their privacy was protected. They were learning about the delights of RETREAT without having
any idea of what this word means in the Light of Truth.
Communism is a state of consciousness and in order to help others we must first achieve perfect control over
ourselves. They did not know it but they were trying this path.
Genuine communism revolves around the immaculate intimacy of the collective. While
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Pure Royalty does so based on the immaculate intimacy of the being.
There are thousands of excited students in LA HUELGA-REVENTÓN, where the long-awaited freedom
explodes. It becomes a refuge for those who leave their homes and do not expect to return.
There is evidence that at High School No. 4 there was a marriage of two young people who were expelled
from their homes.
Each faculty became a commune. The most active was the Science faculty, who took over the cafeteria,
which for the first time felt was theirs and not dad's. For this reason, although they served set rations, it was
permissible to repeat.
In Philosophy they set up their own little room, and there, -according to a reliable Mexican magazine-, just
like in Engineering, were the best nights of love between couples. They put up signs suggesting the use of
condoms, because babies should not be present during the strike. In Engineering, in a playful and also serious
way, they established their own "list of demands": 1.- Hot women; 2.- Beers with lunch; 3.- Table dancing and wet
shirts.
And just in case anyone thought that these were students who were not willing to study, the Engineering
students set up a computer center with Internet and established a “telecommunications commission” to repair the
lighting and telephone subsystems of the different faculties. The Psychology students formed “therapy brigades” to
care for those who were in crisis due to the breakup of their family ties. The Medicine students organized “first aid.”
THE ENTIRE MOVEMENT that has been started becomes a full-time cause.
A life in the emergency. And if you ask them what political current they follow, most of them do not take a specific
flag, but politics as a direct experience.
The celebrations that were taking place through the continuous mass “marches” were mainly to demonstrate
in the streets their discontent with the closed, private and mechanical systems imposed by general human
ignorance, in protest against a blind policy dedicated to making the University a laboratory of BIOLOGICAL
ROBOTICS instead of a sacred center of impartial wisdom.
The fight was against the program that aims to turn humans into machines instead of truly EDUCATING
the people and the peoples of the world.
The leaders of the student movement were not fully aware of what they wanted.
Unfortunately, there was still resentment in their young hearts and anger in their overly intellectual minds, which
were damaged by the political tendencies of revolutionary violence. For this reason, they were rebellious children
towards their parents.
And as is to be suspected, at the same time, like a chronic disease, the authorities despise and have
despised, as the history of the tax process has shown, everything that
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a student, can give his opinion. And it is evident that this is reflected in the authoritarian contempt
towards the university community. Perhaps because, in general, parents are accustomed to
dictatorially giving orders over their own children. So they are regrettably unilateral, causing
adolescents to be considered as “invalid”. Without the authorities really stopping to think about
them, about their needs, desires, opinions and dreams.
This has been a fixed trend, existing in the political authorities of the world, which in the University field is
made evident, considering A PRIORI that as a rule, students are children who do not know what they want in this life
that is HARD and difficult.
This attitude of the authoritarian father and the resentment in the hearts of the students prevented
truly dialogue and a real criterion.
But even so, there were things that the people were beginning to feel. Basically, that something was wrong
with the reason for the existence of universities in these modern times where corruption is the order of the day. The
fundamental error is that the universities of the world are concerned with wisdom but are busy generating in their
classrooms, exclusively AUTOMATONS to fill the positions of
their companies.
Indeed, before wisdom and love within the student development programs, university schemes are still
designed to mainly generate HUMAN-MACHINES. Precisely people who do not think but only assimilate what they
are expected to assimilate and go out in this semi-asleep state to look for a job. It seems that, according to a scientific
study, the main concern is that consciences do not awaken and that they never exercise a path of true fulfillment.
That is why the “outbursts-marches” have been so pleasing to the thirsty soul of the students. And why this
enormous ashratic life that the University achieved in Ciudad Universitaria during this sensitive process of student
liberation was so unique.
It is true that the students demanded a public dialogue. But deep down they were also too immature to accept the
university authorities' points of view. They were too hurt and what they wanted was simply revenge and the complete
dismissal of all the authorities. Clearly, they lacked judgment.
As they themselves said, they did not want to continue being “generation X.” But rather, they wanted to find a
path, and yet they did not know exactly which one.
Let the university not be the absolute trigger for making money, but rather truly generate comprehensive
abundance, so that every citizen has the opportunity to achieve his or her own goals. And only then will money come
as an extra.
But it is clear that students and authorities have not been able to rise to the occasion of a great
universal brotherhood, although they are learning.
This is the reason why on Thursday, February 10, 2000, one hundred thousand people marched through the
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streets of Mexico City, with the apparent pretext of asking for the freedom of students detained by
the country's authorities. But in reality it is because something called them to change and to the
true search for a return to the life of ASRHAM that the high wisdom of all times demands.
It was a unique manifestation and a culmination of all this aspiration for a true Path towards the indisputable
realization of truth.
In an essay in CIRCULAR 21, I expressed my comments to my small group and still around February 2000 I
expressed my feelings regarding the takeover of UNAM by the Mexican preventive police, under the authority of the new
Rector, supported by the Federal Government.
I think it was for the best, as he sensed that this would prevent bloodshed.
But this does not mean that passions have ceased to be exalted and the people's wounds have ceased to bleed.
The various political parties in Mexico are in turmoil. Even true ladies of politics, such as the mayor of the city
and others, are expressing their revolutionary spirit and openly declaring their rejection of the abusive participation of
the authorities.
What is certain is that all this plurality of parties where only one can no longer have control of the country and
increasingly resembles a Royal Democratic Assembly representing the people.
There is no longer a supreme party, but rather various parties and a boiling of struggles as regards
that no one knows exactly what the elixir of peace so desired by the hearts of the people is.
Bad and good are mixed up, but as Maestro Estrada says: “Everything goes away
cooking".
Even today, accused students are caught in dark alleys and sent to prisons like criminals; they are vilified by
society like many other citizens who are unjustly accused. It seems then that the old Inquisition of the Middle Ages is
still alive, walking through the darkened streets and the ruined churches.
As one interviewee said: “Many students are treated like criminals and without
However, many real criminals continue to walk around the streets as if they were real.
In another meeting, in a round table broadcast on television, one of these intellectuals honestly confesses that
if this happens it is because as parents we have not known how to act well with our children.
There are still those who are truly frightened and embarrassed by the subject of sexuality, and on the other
hand, ecclesiastical theology is far from accepting the study of God defined as “a set of laws” in order to participate
impartially in a fraternity with science.
As for those who have the title of esotericists, occultists, astrologers, fortune tellers or
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parapsychologists are treated as simple witches or religious fanatics. Unfortunately, some of them are.
Even the strikers themselves, when the university authorities finally accepted that tuition fees would not
be raised at the university, refused to leave the facilities they had taken over, all because they knew that
something was not right, that something was missing.
Perhaps what is needed is a PRAXIS of EXISTENTIAL MATHEMATICS. The YUG as a way of life.
FROM CIRCULAR 21 TO 22
I wrote CIRCULAR 21 to convey to my students a whole series of romantic thoughts regarding women
and the emotions that affected me at that time; but for some reason I was beginning to feel the need to close
the complete cycle regarding The Sign of the Son of Man. Traveling with the group to the place of Master
Estrada's Retreat, that is, to Zimpizahua, Jalapa.
Maybe because we had already visited the Ashram in Cuautla. It was my wish that they would visit the
GFU World Ashram located in Coatepec, Veracruz.
For this reason, I typed CIRCULAR 21 with the idea of giving it to them in a discussion that we would
have when we were already in Jalapa, Veracruz, which was the point from which we would depart towards
Zimpizahua, very close to Coatepec.
In a note at the end, this Circular 21 specified that it would be in CIRCULAR 22 where I would deal with
the subject of the group visit to Zimpizahua, Jalapa. By the way, I must mention that for some reason I felt that
I should only write 22 Circulars, first because there are only 22 Major Arcana within the Tarot and second,
because I realized that events were closing a specific phase within my path and that therefore, if I wanted to
continue writing guidance, I would no longer call them “Circulars”, but something else. Furthermore, what we
were about to do happened to be what many people, in their own way, were looking for, because, without my
knowing it, when the brother of our group went to Jalapa to reserve the hotel, he found that almost all the places
were reserved, certainly because many restless spirits from all over the Republic were stopping in Jalapa in
order to go to the festival from March 17 to 21, 2000, in El Tajín, where the spring equinox was going to be
celebrated. It was the “Tajín Summit 2000,” the “Spring of the Millennium.”
For five days, a show would be held with modern technologies, musical activities, native games,
workshops, rituals typical of the region and a varied and rich gastronomy.
100 hours of entertainment, conferences, 40 workshops and a tour of the archaeological zone were planned.
It was the biggest festival that had been seen in recent times.
More than seven thousand national and international visitors were expected at this multimedia event.
But my friend was lucky, and was able to reserve our place in a prestigious hotel for his
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historical tradition, located in the very center of the city of Jalapa, and we were ready to go.
CIRCULAR 22
TOWARDS JALAPA
Even with the fresh memories of the recent trip to Jalapa, others are included carrying restless
conclusions within me.
I respected the experiences and enthusiasm with which my relatives and acquaintances spoke to me
about their various trips, including to Coatepec, Veracruz. However, not only was the trip important but THE
PILGRIMAGE. In this sense, the Initiates are The Path, past and future, within the eternal present.
We had tickets for the bus that would leave from the bus station located in the San Lázaro metro
station heading to Jalapa. There were six of us. But all of them were special brothers to me, and respected for
their internal development. All of them a small group convinced of the selfless work we were doing.
Next March 21st would be on Tuesday, but for work and practical reasons we decided to leave on
Saturday at ten AM. The truck would stop in Apizaco and then, again the road would pass very close to the
town called La Gloria.
I am pleased to see that in our truck is a Very Reverend Gelong, (third Degree of Royal Initiation,
according to the GFU, Solar Line). A brother whose face is slightly familiar to me, from more than fifteen years
ago, when I frequented the Fraternity.
When the bus stops in Apizaco, almost everyone gets off to take a breather.
I am in the waiting room of this bus station, while my brothers in the group have run to buy sweets or go to the
bathroom and this Very Reverend Gelong passes by very close to me. At that moment, I think of him with love,
wondering what is the difference between him and me.
Then the voice of silence immediately responds with its message of Light:
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We arrived at the center of Jalapa and looked for a hotel. It is located on Zaragoza Street
and is called: The “Mesón de Alférez” hotel. It is next to the elegant Hotel María Victoria.
I cannot help but relate María Victoria with the triumph of the mother of a new humanity.
Also, I remember the two films that were shown to us on video while we were traveling.
Mexico, to Jalapa, the first related to the love of the couple, as eternal love that conquers all.
And the second is about a man who is used for a cutting-edge experiment. He gets pregnant and
manages to have the baby.
During his process, he feels like a woman and discovers that the egg he carried in his male-
looking womb belongs to the woman he loves. They meet and he has the baby. This ultimately makes
them both happy.
This second film leads me to conclude that the Enlightened One actually experiences something similar to what a
woman does when she gives birth and then it turns out that my own companion on the path becomes the mother of that
state of consciousness, embodied in a group: The formation of an Order.
In short, when I find myself at the entrance of the hotel, the legend, according to which Alférez
had been loyal to the King of Spain, but when the struggle for Independence began in 1810, with Miguel
Hidalgo at the head, Alférez became a sympathizer of this movement and for that reason he was stripped
of his privileges, forced to live in this hotel, which was his home, for the rest of his life.
The pair of siblings who are having a passionate romance are as restless as a child and have
already gone to investigate directly regarding some of the rooms we booked.
Then they come to me, very quickly, especially she, to laugh and stumble, to make me agree to give
them the key to the room, which has a small loft. I think as quickly as I can and accept.
In this hotel all the rooms have a distinctive name and it seems that the rooms of the
brothers is called Ensign, or something like that.
The room keys remain in my possession. I give the female couple the one corresponding to “The
Witches’ Corner” and for my wife and I I choose the one located above the reception room, next to the
hotel entrance door. It is called: “Juanote”.
After a bath, everyone attends the meeting that we had scheduled and that would take place
in our room, to read Circular 21 and explain the reason for our trip.
I would like to point out the coincidence of JUANOTE and the mission of Juan, disciple of Jesus Christ, as well
as the coincidence of the names of the other rooms, and the temperament of the respective brothers.
TOWARDS ZIMPIZAHUA
We arrived at the Zimpizahua estate by taxi, just as night was falling. It resembles the biblical
passage that says:
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will come like a thief in the night. I will be among you, and you will not recognize me.”
With the main intention of establishing contact, and feeling directly how things are in the place, for the visit that I
am making this time with my group. I ask about the hours in which the restaurant is open. They inform us that they only
serve until six PM and it only goes after that time.
So, taking advantage of the trip, I ask permission from those in charge of the place to let us into the SANCTUARY
of Maestro Estrada, where he held his Ceremony when he made his Retreat at this Hacienda.
The waiter at the restaurant is so kind and trusting, and feels so familiar with us, that he himself leads us to the
place as if he were already waiting for us. He turns on the light of the Sanctuary and says:
- I'll leave you here, when you leave, turn off the light and close the door again.
I don't waste time, I recognize the place, becoming aware of its special value NOW.
I tell the brother to guard the door as a symbol of a Guardian and then his partner joins him.
Everyone passes by, kneeling before the Master, the presence of Master Estrada, through me as an intermediary.
I ask permission from the Christ of the New Age in the name of the I AM and consecrate this small group of disciples by
handing it over to the Celestial and Terrestrial Christ, as well as to the Order of the Minor Brothers.
A great energy begins to be felt in this place. And once we finish this sacred act, we have a group discussion to
exchange points of view.
Some of the group have developed the faculty called clairvoyance more. One of them is restless and tells us that
when we arrived she saw a man dressed all in white, who seemed to be waiting for us. But then, he was no longer there.
My wife shares the dream she had on her previous visit to this place, regarding being a Symbol
Living and not needing an external symbol.
The brother of the group mentions that he is seeing my aura of a very strong electric blue around my entire body.
We take care of the butterflies that in this Sanctuary, not only fly, but also
They remain still and walk around. There are very few of them, but they attract a lot of attention.
During the conversation I tell the brothers that I hope that tomorrow they can meet Reverend
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Carlota, in the Ashram of Coatepec. And if this is so, then the myth of Huitchilopochtli will be fulfilled. A Mexican legend
that has already begun to be fulfilled, since the first time we visited this place to cross the invisible door and begin the whole
series of pilgrimages. This is its culmination.
Well, if Huitchilopochtli manages to be born in Coatepec, after defeating the 400 Surians, which in this case refers
to the lunar tendency of humanity, everything will have been fulfilled for the apostolic succession, according to a COSMIC
PLAN that does not depend on human whims but on
New Age Christ.
We left the place, promising to return the next day to eat at the restaurant.
In the town church there is a large decoration alluding to Saint Joseph, since his celebration will take place
tomorrow.
Finally, the public transport arrives here, heading to Coatepec, and we board it. Then we take a second transport
to Jalapa. The bus drops us off at a place called “La Rotonda”.
From here we have to walk about 20 short streets before arriving at our hotel. During the walk, the group disperses a bit.
My sister and my wife, who are with me, come across a nice establishment where they make PIZZAS. We decide to eat
one and they bring us a huge and very delicious PIZZA.
Before entering the hotel we stop at the marble park, where there are four very symbolic statues. This place is
called “Ayuntamiento” and is very close to the María Victoria hotel.
We waited for the whole group to gather back in front of our hotel, then we decided to go for a light snack at the
nearby restaurant called “La Parroquia”, which is very close to our hotel.
The next day we settled our bill at the Alférez hotel and headed with our small suitcases to the new hotel, which is
located around the corner and is much cheaper. This hotel is called “Mesón del Cafeto”.
The next morning, the group met at the hotel and from there we set off towards Coatepec. We had to take two
taxis. I got into one with Angelica and my wife.
During the journey, we left the other taxi behind and arrived first at the doors of the Ashram of Coatepec.
We pay and thank the taxi driver, and when he turns around to go back, through the area called “the lanes”, I see
the number corresponding to the taxi in large white numbers on the back window of the taxi, 400 (four hundred). This
impacts me enormously and I feel a joy that I can hardly contain.
It is only the number that corresponds to this taxi to distinguish it from the others, but there are more than two
thousand taxis and therefore two thousand different numbers. However, it is clearly not a simple coincidence.
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tell this to my colleagues who listen to me with pleasure.
During this visit, the dramatic fulfillment of the rebirth of Huitzilopochtli was being sealed.
It was not about having something against someone or blaming the brothers of the GFU Solar Line. It
was just about a drama that had to be fulfilled on my Path, because I was witnessing it. And because now
there was no need to go, as Regina did, to give herself and her four hundred brothers, in the plaza of
Tlatelolco, to a physical death. Given that this tradition of offering blood to allow our people to survive was no
longer appropriate and was becoming an offering of energy, not of pain.
So the time had come for him to consecrate himself to the Sun, the one who was marked
by the Sacred Initiatory Tradition. And this would be the way to overcome the Lunar force.
The brothers from the other taxi finally arrived, so we walked together down the main path of the
Ashram that leads to the reception.
There are several trucks outside and it's a sunny but not stifling day. These people are here and this
is not always the case, it's like a party. Most people are dressed in white.
I have the feeling that they know that something special is being celebrated.
I tell one of our sisters that this is the first time she has set foot in the Ashrham of
Coatepec after the end of my retirement.
We entered the store located in the reception and left aside four photos of the
Master of the Ferriere.
In the distance I see an old woman with graying hair coming. It is the very Reverend Carlota
Castañeda, widow of Estrada. Therefore I remain cautious and above all I want to recognize her well, since I
have not seen her for about 9 years.
As she approaches, I notice that a woman who appears to be helping her with her housework is
holding her by the arm. The Reverend seems a little more hunched over to me.
And since I do not consider it prudent to intercept her abruptly, especially since she is heading
towards where most of the brothers of the Fraternity are, then I wait. Saying to my disciples with some emotion:
- It's Reverend Carlota, but it's better to wait before greeting her!
As if led by a magnet, I followed her at a distance and my companions remained close by.
When I saw that there were already brothers of the Fraternity, too restless and anticipating that they
would monopolize her, I approached them frankly and greeted them, telling them that I was a “Gegnian” and
there was a small group of brothers who loved her very much and wanted to greet her.
She listened to me with her sweet look and accepted. Those in my group became more or less
nervous and each one shook her hand. But when it was my wife's turn, without having been ordered to do so,
she hugged her, moved and in a way that was difficult to describe because of how affectionate and sincere she was.
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hug lasted a little longer than usual and Reverend Carlota sensed something, something different.
I myself was amazed by the authentic and unexpected attitude of my partner and
While the hug lasted I said to the group:
Shortly after, I told a sister that I was happy because contact had already been made for apostolic succession
between the Divine Mother.
For this reason, when I gave the photograph of Dr. de la Ferriere to my wife that time, I dedicated it to her by
writing on the back:
“ May the eternal feminine rise from its ashes in the spiritual embrace of the Divine Mother, in her
Apostolic Succession.”
It was not about taking Coyochausqui and destroying her by dismembering her, it was not about belittling
Reverend with the title of "the daughter of the Moon" but about the embrace that marks the continuity of a cosmic mission
that cannot be stopped and that at the same time, inexorably fulfills the myth of Huitzilopochtli and his triumphant birth
from the womb of Coatlicue, La Tonantzin.
The Ceremony is about to begin and here is Master Marcelli, standing on the area prepared for him to arrange
his sacred elements.
While this is happening, Reverend Carlota is sitting to the right of the only central step of this improvised temple.
A brother of the Hierarchy, whom I know, approaches, lovingly caresses her hair and exchanges a few words with her, as
a son does with his mother.
I am restless and I know what I have to do. She was within my reach and before the Ceremony begins I decide
to approach her, ignoring the brother who is with her and I sit next to Reverend Carlota, beginning to tell her:
- Reverend, I had a dream a long time ago and there was no opportunity to tell you about it. It was in 1992.
More than a dream it was a vision in which Maestro Estrada appeared to me, with his white beard and said to me:
Reverend listened to me attentively but was oblivious to the enormous amount of information I was giving him,
so I continued:
- I had my partner at the time and we already had children. She had such a character, etc. and I left her.
-Since then very special things happened to me. Brothers of the fraternity were not
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- And the children? - The Reverend asked me, worried.
Reverend smiles but it seems to me that his attention is directed more to my family situation than to
my life as an Initiate.
I wanted to give him a book from “Línea Crística” with a dedication. I show him the cover and explain:
My intention was to avoid misunderstandings, since many “Lines” have emerged in this Fraternity.
- I would like to give you this book, but if you prefer, I will leave it at your house in a little while.
She accepts.
- UP, when we have breakfast I'll talk to them. – Was his answer.
- Thank you!
I realized as I returned to my place as a spectator at The Ceremony that there was not going to be a moment to
talk with Reverend Carlota. That would perhaps be another day.
There were too many people. Maybe he was telling me that we would talk later: UP. Maybe on a higher plane sharing the
bread of life.
The Ceremony began and when Maestro Marcelli exposed himself to the people
pronouncing DALETH. I clearly saw again how Master Estrada entered it.
Then when he gave his final talk, it was no longer Maestro Estrada who was in charge but the personality of
Maestro Marcelli. It was not the same.
But he had great respect for Maestro Marcelli and loved him consciously.
The couple of disciples in my group were enthusiastic, mainly the sister and not
She resisted the desire to go and be close to him, when everyone else was already moving away.
In the biblical message of that day in the Ceremony given by Maestro Marcelli, one came out in the final chapters
of the Gospel according to Saint John. It is the part where it says that “Jesus had risen but when Magdalene approached
him, he ordered her not to touch him because he had not yet gone to the Heavenly Father. But to tell his disciples that he
had seen him and would soon visit them.”
Master Marcelli explained that there was a mystery in the saying “Don’t touch me” so that Magdalena would not
come near. He said that the initiate must control his instincts and then he will be able to touch his Magdalena without
being affected by it.
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brothers were interested in touching on the subject of sexuality. I remembered what Master Marcelli had
explained and I tried to give them a complement to this teaching.
“It is true that it refers to the process called Brahmacharia or celibacy that the aspirant to the degree
of Guru has to live. But it also refers to TOUCHING without TOUCHING. In other words, it is not a literal not
touching. Because according to my experience, physical sexuality is precisely what leads to Enlightenment.
As long as it is correctly managed, that is, with Love. So celibacy consists of having a real monogamous life.
And by raising the energy during the carnal act. It is right here that renunciation occurs and our instincts are
sublimated.”
When the Ceremony was over, while most of the others had gone to the dining hall, I led the group to
the Secret World Chamber of Gag-pas and Gelong. We walked around the outside of it and I asked the
brothers to mentally fill it with the triple flame.
As we sat down here to discuss, it seemed that they agreed with me that it is very tiring for the teacher
to place crosses one by one during the Ceremony. In addition, people start to ramble. And if the number of
crosses that the teacher has to place were 50, this would no longer be healthy for the attendees or for the
teacher himself. I thought that perhaps the best thing would be to place them in groups of the same grade and
then, the individual keyword.
- What does the name matter? What matters is the group. - I clarified.
- Perhaps the Master should put directly, only large crosses, that is, of higher degree.
Those of lower hierarchy can be placed by other hierarchs, disciples of the Master.
- The Master can bless all these crosses at once, in a Ceremony and then give them to those in the
hierarchy and in some Antenaje they place them on the corresponding aspirants.
Then we visited the small shrine where Maestro Estrada gave me his blessing in the early 1980s.
“I AM the Presence of the Son of Man who already treads the earth.”
We left this place and walked through the dining room which has a beautiful view of the entire Ashram
and going down a little to the left, I led them towards the geodesic and ecological house, it is a polygonal
construction made of wood.
BACK TO ZIMPIZAHUA
We left Ashram heading to Zimpizahua, there were quite a few people in the town of Coatepec.
It was not easy to get a ride. We finally convinced a taxi driver to take us in his vehicle, for an additional fee. I
agree.
We entered the town of Zimpizahua and it was also full of people. But this time it was
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was due to the fact that the feast of Saint Joseph had begun.
The day before I had already made it clear to them, by intuition, that having consecrated them in
Zimpizahua was the YINN part of the work and the YANG part would be this Sunday.
I explained that the work of our Order, of the Minor Brothers, was done in SILENCE. And yet, we do not have
to wait for someone to be officially recognized as a Master or Priestess so that then, that individual, can manifest what
he or she carries within. Because everyone can, here and now, DARE. That is Initiation. To be is to be impersonal.
Then I told them that there are two pyramids of Hierarchy: the Lunar and the Solar. And that this separation
could last throughout the New Age, two thousand years. Unless there is a bridge that unites both lines.
TOWARDS XICO
They were pensive. We were drinking coffee or tea and it was already starting to stop raining.
It was four in the afternoon and I asked them if they wanted to go to XICO, the center, the navel of the world. If they
wanted to, that was fine, but this could be left for later.
The brother of the group became very focused and somehow understood the importance of the offer I was
making them even though we were already a little tired. He encouraged them and moved by their enthusiasm the
group decided that we should go visit XICO.
I had already told you that I had discovered the need to touch these three centers at the same time, that is, in
a single pilgrimage, in order to vivify a triangle of power. Which will not only protect the place but also consecrate it
with a new energy, proper to the hosts of light. And that according to my feeling all this will be transmitted through our
group, due to the pilgrimages that we had made, and the way in which I was putting the final seal on this last one. The
triangle of power is: Ashram of Coatepec-Zimpizahua-Xico.
I even spoke to them about the interest in establishing a center of our Order in Xico, in order to take advantage
of all this sacred geomagnetic energy.
They all agreed to go. So we walked to the road, because there were so many vehicles in the town of Zimpizahua
for the festival that it was not possible for a taxi to enter the hacienda.
Already on the road, we had to board two trucks and entered through the main artery of the town of XICO,
which is Vicente Guerrero Avenue.
The truck turned into the central square and that's why we got out and decided to continue our way towards
the edge of the town, up this avenue, where at the top there is
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found a church at the end of the avenue.
Here I saw a cross without Christ crucified, with the well-known inscription: INRI. Then, I could see
the cross of the main shrine, where Christ was crucified and above it also had the inscription: INRI. While
further down, there was Christ without crucifixion, opening his arms and revealing his heart.
I explain that at the time of the crucifixion of Jesus Christ INRI means: Jesus of Nazareth, King of
the Jews. Later, around the Middle Ages, occultists interpreted this INRI as: Igne Natura Renovatum
Integra, which means: “Nature is renewed by fire.”
But if we want to invoke it, it would be good to test this same decree said in the following way:
manner:
And that Dr. de la Ferriere mentioned the decree for the New Age and the translation of the entire INRI is:
Then, I told them that it seemed strange to me that the hierarchy of Coatepec had forgotten to
point out that the Power Triangle: Coatepec-Zimpizahua-Xico should be closed. And not only consider
Zimpizahua and Coatepec as important.
I pointed out to them, when we walked down this avenue again, that Vicente Guerrero was a hero
who fought for justice in Mexico until he was able to negotiate Mexico's independence with Agustín Iturbide.
When we were in church we read a message in Saint Germain's golden book and it spoke to us
about not making differences between brothers. This, I explained, meant that we are all brothers of one
fraternity, and we have to respect all teachers and not think badly of them but only study. Because it is not
about being innocent but about truly and consciously loving the hierarchy.
Then, when we read a message on Línea Crística, we saw the part where the Master de la
Ferriere, upon his first meeting with Master Estrada in America, asks his wife for the Archeometer and
quickly makes Estrada's horoscope, then they both check the marks all over their bodies. And this time it
didn't fail Estrada, because before he had found people who were missing marks on an arm or a leg, etc.
But this time Estrada and de la Ferriere identified themselves as Master and Disciple. Then the Master de
la Ferriere finally said to Estrada:
Some of the brothers commented that in the GFU fraternity, where I belonged, perhaps some
seemed to be the chosen ones, but that according to this message, they
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was missing a mark on one arm or leg, so they were not direct line chosen ones.
Then I pointed out to them that “having dealings in Venezuela” reminds me of the New Jerusalem, in the
New Age. The much coveted: Center of the World, while Mexico is the navel of the world. And that here
we are in XICO, which means “navel of the world.”
I told you that it would be great to travel around the Triangle, Violet of the Caribbean: Santo
Domingo-Cuba-Venezuela.
First, take the sea route on a cruise ship and then, complete the journey by plane. And finally, on
the way back, enter Mexico from the east.
It was when we were walking along Vicente Guerrero Avenue, heading towards the
Alameda central del pueblo that explains to them that he was a hero of the Independence.
We were looking for a place to stay in the future in case we ever had to come to XICO. Passing
the Alameda we found the REAL de XICO hotel.
It was a nice place and the market was very close.
BACK TO JALAPA
We left and continued our tour. We went straight ahead, going one block from the market and on
Miguel Hidalgo Avenue, we boarded the bus. We crossed the side of Coatepec and in Jalapa we got off at
the place called “Los Sauces”. My wife pointed out to me that this was the place where we changed buses,
the first time I visited Jalapa with her.
We walked and it was still drizzling so we got a little wet. We wanted to get to our hotel and were
going to board the bus: “El Calvario”, but a sister convinced us that we were not far away, so we continued
on.
We passed by the Town Hall again and before entering our hotel we decided to visit the La
Parroquia restaurant again.
I was very pleased to be with these brothers. They were so few, and yet they seemed to radiate
like the Sun. They watched me everywhere and felt that behind what we were doing a great mystery was
taking place. And although they did not understand many things, they tried to open their minds. So we
were all happy.
It was around 11 PM and strangely, I was the most euphoric of all and although I tried to control
myself, I joked and laughed at almost anything. This had never happened to me before.
It seemed as if he had accomplished a very ambitious undertaking, for any walker on the royal path, and
had arrived at a place full of Light.
Before entering our rooms, I wanted to draw lots for the keys to them and my wife and I got room
number EIGHT, which I immediately related to the eighth zodiac sign: Scorpio-Eagle and also to the eighth
pilgrimage, which we were almost concluding.
As I continued joking like a child, or like a fool, so that they would not know the bottom line
Because I was so happy, I jokingly said to the sisters:
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Let's go to our rooms and put a pillow over our faces and tomorrow I'll see how I cure this euphoria.
We would wake up in this hotel on March 20, having agreed to meet at the
lobby at ten AM
Everyone left in a meditative mood, because during the snack they had been commenting, mainly to the
companion of my only brother in the group, that the news stated that this Spring equinox (March 21, 2000) would be
unique since it was with a Full Moon (Moon opposition Sun). And according to the accounts of the astronomers who
gave this information, this only happens approximately every hundred years.
The students had asked me how this was interpreted and, remembering the film about the man who managed
to procreate a baby, I hinted that it referred to the special master who carries an Order within himself and finally brings it
to life.
And also bearing in mind that as it happens above, so it happens below. It seemed to me that XICO was
referring to the womb of female Priestesses for the New Age. And that is why it was good that they founded an Ashram
of the triple flame, born from the few women of the group, who, having the appropriate state of consciousness, could
perhaps buy there the land or the vacation home that the Order needs, to nourish our inner being.
- As above, so below, we are only instruments of divinity. The equinox is the ray of light that fertilizes the Moon,
impregnating it so that it can give birth to the new humanity and XICO is the womb.
Of course, it was not possible to avoid this connection also being made with the birth of Huitchilopochtli, the
warrior of light, the son of the Sun, the Christ of the masses. Although I was aware that there is a secret relationship
between the seventh ray of Magic and Ceremony, with the first ray of Will and Power.
Shortly after 10 AM on Monday, we left the hotel to stroll through the center of Jalapa, before our return to
Mexico City. And this time we would arrive in the Federal District, via La Central Camionera del Norte and no longer “La
Tapo”.
He related this to the Northern Colleges which, according to occult teachings, are Solar.
And furthermore, it is no longer a hidden teaching, but one that was going to be made known.
As I left the hotel, the first thing I saw standing at the curb was a large cargo truck with a large lettering on the
front of it: GANDHI. And on its front bumper it added in white letters: “Great Soul.”
- Look what it says here! - I said, half joking, half serious, half excited, to the brothers who were listening to me
- Why didn't you put some nonsense, like: "Wait for me, mommy" or something similar?
This definitely means something special.
We went to the market and in the restaurant we sat at the table. I was facing
a poster of Jesus Christ with the caption: “FRIEND who never fails.”
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Afterwards, we visited the town hall and there I had them read Circular 21 as a review.
We went to the hotel and took our things to return to Mexico City.
When we were at the North Terminal, I dedicated your photos of Dr. de la Ferriere to them. And
some of my few friends and students were lucky enough to find a neighbor who lived in their area, it seemed
as if he had been waiting for them. So certain was the encounter!
But I was going to be even more surprised by what awaited me and my partner.
We took the metro to shorten the journey. And since my wife was tired, at the La Raza metro, I
decided that we should get out of it and take a taxi.
The taxi driver was very communicative and started to chat. He told me that he used to live two
blocks from where we now have our house. And before that, his house was near Misterios. He didn't like
living in our area, so after a while he returned to his house in Misterios.
To continue the conversation I asked him where he currently lived and he told me that he lived near Río Blanco.
Next to the market.
So we were coming back from visiting Maestro Estrada's Retreat and the taxi driver happened to
have a house in the place where I now live with my own wife. And he lives very close to the house where I
finished my own Retreat. What a coincidental synthesis was taking place here!
I understood that: “Retreat is without Retreating”, because really, everything in life is Retreat and there is no
literal retreat, but life itself as such. Life here or in that place is the same, because everything really happens in the being.
Also, inside the truck that brought us from Jalapa to the Federal District I remember
having read:
SEEKS.
Very soon, I learned on the news that, because it was a leap year, the spring equinox this time fell
at one o'clock, in the early hours of March 20. So, when we returned on March 20, it was already spring.
The following month, my wife's maternal family decided to visit the small town in the state
from Querétaro, called: “VERNAL Rock”.
And precisely, it is known that Spring begins when the Sun passes through “the POINT
VERNAL".
They made that visit while I was with my wife and brothers in Jilotepec,
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Hidalgo.
And after meditating, I discovered that through two totally opposite methods we both reached the same goal: the happiness of being.
I am Shiva the destroyer, she is Vishnu the preserver and the holy spirit is the transmuter.
I am the Manifested but in my essence I remain Unmanifested. She is Unmanifested and in her essence Manifested.
…However, I remembered what I told my brothers of the order before leaving for the pilgrimage to "Tepeyac-Tlatelolco-Zócalo:
(Taken from the Work: Memoirs and Initiatory Disquisitions. CHAPTER 6: LATE NINETIES:)
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was.
… (Cited work. Page 331)
… I must keep quiet about my true dreams, visions, experiences that, as the Master of La Ferriere would say: "Do not serve the
Mission," but only my intimate evolution.
… A chest of gold is of no use in the hands of children who live on an island, where money or jewels have no value.
value but what is most valuable is the freedom in which they develop.
So the deepest part of my intimacy is only mine.
All this makes it clear to me why we are going to Zimpizahua: It is to consecrate the group in its freedom and show them that I am their
Big Brother.
While in my deep intimacy, I discover myself alone but never alone again; on a higher path that
It can only be for me. It is something that has to do with the inaccessible and even sacred silence…
(Cited work. Page 398-400)
On March 20-21, the spring equinox was marked with a full moon. That is, at the same time
At the time that the VERNAL POINT was entered, the exalted Sun fertilized a new humanity.
In XICO I first saw a cross on the right in the church of Christ the King and it had the nails, but Christ was no longer there.
Then, going down the road, Christ was no longer there either, on another cross. And I said to those who were with me:
- Christ is no longer there but has already left.
I meant that he was no longer crucified.
And I thought I wouldn't be crucified during Holy Week.
When I mentioned this to one of my students, one of them said:
- And it was precisely in the news that the cross on which Jesus Christ was crucified was found.
I got over my surprise... -Christ is no longer on the cross.
It doesn't matter if the cross that is talked about in the news is real or fake, what matters is that this is in the environment, in the feeling
of humanity itself.
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The July 28 event: Seven baby
crosses, one medium cross, and one copper cross were given out.
When performing The Ceremonial In “The Gospel of the New Age” chapter 5, second part, verse 47 and 48
appears. Where it begins: “The Earthly Avatar synthesizes the visible history of the previous Saviors of humanity ...”.
In the Bible there is Psalm 119 verse 70-72. It tells us about the illusion of human laws and that even there, God
is also found. On the other hand, before The Ceremony I gathered the small group that forms The Order since for the
first time they would put Crosses, …
So only a Master recognizes another Master and then the Disciple can know if he himself is inside or outside the
Secret Chamber. For with the Master the Secret Chamber is possible, but without the Master, such a Chamber is
hidden until a Real Master appears to preserve this Sacred Initiatic Tradition.
And those who pretend to use the Master with laws, visions and worldly ambitions disguised as spirituality; petty
vices disguised as virtues. In reality, they are used by the Master for the growth of the Order so that the message
reaches
to the authentic Disciples.
…
Then someone, who appears to be Dr. de la Ferriere, tells the Angel Gabriel that he can go now and gives him
his bottles of essences.
The Angel Gabriel, instead of taking them away, is happy and scatters them on Earth.
Music was playing and the singer was saying: “You took my arms and legs and took my flesh to another place.”
This is exactly what happens when someone has not failed, the law of forgiveness is
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real, but the being we love the most dies. The beings we love die, even for
be reborn.
This morning I was on the esplanade of my children's secondary school. My wife was there with me. And in the
therapy that the interlocutor was doing for us, he said to all the parents:
My wife and children are wonderful, the brothers of the Order that I founded are priceless.
But I am a realist. I am climbing to a level where the discipline of none of them has been sufficient to be a SELF
as a Disciple within the heart of the Master.
…
So I have to go out into the world as if I had failed, but in reality it will be a drama.
As Big Brother says , “They want me to dress up as a human,” and I have to do it for the love of the world.
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The Sublime Master, as Dr. de las Ferriere is called, seems to have done marvelous things at the crucial cosmic
moment, which is what makes him the Christ of the New Age.
When he climbed the Himalayas from India to Tibet, after having attended the Kumba Mela (festival of Aquarius)
and ascended through the seven villages-Asrham towards the top of the seven rivers in the Holy Kailas capital of Tibet.
He does so in a living representation of The Enlightenment of the Earth, uniquely unifying his chakras with those of the
Planet itself.
Then, his decision to Retire without Retiring as the path to follow, that is Impersonality in the Great Universal
Fraternity as a state of consciousness, without temples or Institutions.
But, on the other hand, the formation of Institutes, Ashrams and communities as the option to be followed by
humanity, instead of leaving all its members free to learn and continue their social lives, as is proper to all contemporary
civilization and which humanity must live. This is what makes me think that it seems that the Master is moved by a
nostalgia or positive mysticism to reestablish Orientalist ways of life” in the middle of the Western Jungle.
People are anxious about having to fight in the Western jungle and at the same time try to be faithful to the ideals
of the Master, to form Orientalist communities. And I think some will be able to and others will not.
But the Master himself retires and is not bound by the regulations applicable to yogis or any mystical community.
So everyone has the natural need to “retire without retiring.”
And just as orientalism and the Hebrew Kabbalah are not everything for the disciple of the New Age, but
everything is included in the matesis between East and West. And the same, it is not just a matter of institutionalizing
the Great Universal Fraternity as its first disciple does: José Manuel Estrada, called Sublime Elder Brother.
Since this has been good and worked on by the Avatars of the Age and must continue, as long as there is a
need to learn techniques of evolution of the New Age and of the so-called Secret Chambers. So that as all this is given,
what is fundamental in the Teaching of these Masters is the formation of Initiates who understand and experience The
Great Universal Fraternity as a state of consciousness and everything else is given in addition.
January 18th, as far as I know, is the real Christmas day and the birthday of Master Serge RaYNaud de la
FerRIere who, as far as I know, is an Ascended Master who, like all high Initiates, was born at zero degrees of
Capricorn.
I would have liked to do the OHM ceremony but I was missing elements like candles and I did not want to force the
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situation, so it deserves to flow with my meditation on the Metatron.
In the afternoon I received a visit from one of the few disciples I have. She came to offer me an Ashram on her
property, where she is holding a small retreat, in AMEALCO, Querétaro. Some 1,600 meters that they are still deciding how
to distribute among her family and some OHM sisters. It would be the first OHM Ashram.
The interesting thing, and what gives it a sacred mark, is that she tells me this on January 18th. (But I immediately
think that the sister is not clear about the Mission and that she has not really detached herself from that place. In addition,
she has not consulted with her two children who are already of age and it does not seem fair to me. So I tell her that this
place is for her children. She does not know how to respond and so I realize that she is not clear. Therefore, I find that
renouncing such a juicy offer is the best and I am at peace, by renouncing the land, because I know that my disciple will be
fine and that is more important to me.)
BEING A WITNESS
The next day (January 19) I was able to walk with my wife through PLAZA GALERÍAS, in Mexico City, because that is where the entrance to
the Hotel del Prado is located, where we have the appointment for the first Aquarian meeting, that is, with people of the New Age. I know that the one
who organized materially and contributed more money and effort to make the event possible was my current MERKABA Instructor, investing a little
more than 20,000 pesos, all by himself. Although I feel that he did it subconsciously, moved by Cosmic factors related to my Presence, as well as the
good will of all those who met there. Because at the end of the day, we are all part of the great puzzle in the great drama of life.
The night before this tour I was strengthening my intimacy as a couple, and I notice how it is improving every time. Oh,
if only humanity could understand what orgasms of the heart are! I am talking about real sexual ecstasies.
I understand little about it, but I flow with life in a willingness to love, understand and loving tolerance with my own wife
and disciple. That is why it did not surprise me that these days I could experience something that I call interdimensional
sexuality.
When my wife and I were passing by Plaza Galerías, I realized that we were living a unique moment in our eternal
courtship. It was not an emotional experience but above all a mental one, because it was more real, more lasting and stable.
It was also extremely interesting that she had to go through the place called "Esoteric Passage", where she met that man who
offered her wealth and esoteric status, as a "temptation", before marrying me. I wanted to think that she was passing by there
to "close the cycle", as an affirmation of having passed the test. I did not think it was necessary to ask her details about it,
such as: In which place was "so-and-so", etc.
We ate at Plaza Galerías, looking for something to eat right away, and we were able to enjoy a delicious hot chocolate.
Then we entered the Hotel del Parado like "Kings". Such was my conviction and
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feeling of divine omnipresence precipitated into concrete experience because of all I was witnessing and the congruence
of events. But impersonality was also acting in my consciousness, because I was sure that it was the Presences of Light
who were here, making all this a reality.
The conference hall was packed with various New Age people, many leaders
spiritual and excellent "speakers".
Among the people I met another disciple who is almost casually experiencing what "the Retreat" is like, since she
lives full-time on her land in Amealco, Querétaro. Talking to me, she told me that she felt that I was always with her, taking
care of her, and that I did it by playing, making jokes and things like that. I asked her to tell me that I didn't limit myself to
taking care of her personally, but that I prayed for the world and since she was the one who was most conscious to take
what I gave to the world, she could feel it as personal.
Then, I looked at the stage where the "speakers" were at the main table and said to him: "-In reality it is all because
I AM.
-Look at all those people at the main table talking about the New Age and all that! It's just that I speak through them.
I don't necessarily need to be there, because for our being to act we must be impersonal, so it is God who really acts in us!
Or does God have to speak directly into the microphone? No! Because God is everything, He is in everything, He is Christ-
Virgin of the masses. We only take care that everything goes well.
I had wanted to stay in contemplation at home, with my family, but we had to go with some of our children in order
to keep the appointment and then complete it with a social visit, to congratulate the mother-in-law. A very human thing! It
only shows the self-denial that family life allows us, where the Initiates and Priestesses pass the most difficult tests, due to
the simplicity of domestic life and the inner temper and humility that this experience allows.
Then I remembered what we read in the Gospel: "The Son of Man does not come to be served but to serve"... "I will be
among you and you will not know me because I will be a man among men."
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Sunday 8 September 2002
My brother-Disciple delivers a draft of the work "Sendero Viviente" to Editores Solares, owned by the children of
Guru Marcelli. He was signed an acknowledgement of receipt by those in charge at the world headquarters.
(GFU Solar).
(Cited work. Page 488)
ORIENTATION LOGS
NOTE: The Orientation Logs are a continuation of THE CIRCULARS. I named the first title in honor of the
Circulars that Master de la Ferriere sent to his disciples. For his part, Master Estrada called what he sent to his disciples
and sympathizers GUIDANCE COMMUNICATIONS. So I wanted to call my following messages for my students and those
interested: GUIDANCE LOGS, as a respectful remembrance of those sent by Master Estrada.
And finally, I decided to stop, when I realized that my learning with this group, which I initially called the Pilot
Group, had fulfilled its mission of sublimating and maturing my emotions, as well as allowing me the experiences that I
was only able to have in this way.
In Log Number One I began to express experiences that life was teaching me. For example, regarding
women. That their virginity is a state of consciousness, just as Master Estrada teaches. But also, that the Real Virgin
is single. That is, not attached to her children, but like a cosmic mother. Only then do they belong to her.
Another conclusion I had was that for the aspirant the group is everything, whereas for the Master the group
is an instrument to reach humanity, because the Master already belongs to a Higher Hierarchy and does not depend
on the group to be what he already is.
However, for the Master, the group still allows him to continue his learning.
My wife is worried and asks: Why don't women occupy key positions in society and government?
I think about it for a moment and tell him that the woman has power over the man and the children, by the sole
fact that THE FEMININE is life.
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But without love, it is destructive and relentless. On the other hand, even if it becomes corrupt in this sense,
it will always benefit the people, because this is their world.
Many great men have been persecuted by destructive women. Perhaps this is why the Initiates have not
recognized their power as equal to that of men.
The woman must first be spiritually prepared and then given all the Social Power. And with this, the world will have solved all
human and cosmic problems at the root. Because her world is this world.
Log number two has been prepared since Tuesday, April 25, 2000, and that previous weekend we were
in Jilotepec, Hidalgo (property of the father of one of my students). With very special events.
Jilotepec, Hidalgo
The Sister Priestess of the Pink Flame is invited to a tour of the most important places in Egypt. Mainly a
visit to the pyramid of Cheops. The trip will be in May. I think around May 5 (2000).
I had reviewed the astrological calendars with concern and this was a very dangerous date for the world.
ALREADY PREDICTED MORE THAN A THOUSAND YEARS AGO, by eminent Prophets, marking strong
earthquakes and economic downfalls throughout the world. I could not take this lightly and even less so if such an
opportune opportunity was presented to the Priestess of the pink flame. So I spoke with the brothers of the group
and we decided to perform a protection ceremony for the sister of the pink flame.
The father of one of the Priestesses of the group had a place of rest in Jilotepec, Hidalgo. It was a humble place but one
that was offered to us with much love. And we had already visited it on a previous occasion.
So I asked this sister to make the appropriate arrangements with her father so that we could
allowed us to stay at this place for a weekend next year, she gladly accepted and did so.
PROTECTION CEREMONY
In Jilotepec we began the “Protection Ceremony” for the Priestess of the Pink Flame who is going on a
secret mission to Egypt.
To do this, I asked him to sit in the centre of the Order's cross, decorated on a golden yellow blanket. In the
centre is the triple-flame heart. The rest of us took our places on the four arms of the cross.
Before starting this ceremony, we studied the horoscope for the delicate dates that were already
approaching and we saw that catastrophe and the pain of many people seemed imminent. And then we compared
these dates with the horoscope of the Priestess herself, of the pink flame and we saw that it was the worst time to
make a trip.
It was possible that the plane was in great danger or that simply thousands of obstacles were in its way and
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the trip could not be made.
Internally and externally, the sister was very vulnerable, and there was even one aspect so dangerous that no matter how
much positive thought she could inject into the issue, she could not ignore it and because of which she could lose her physical body.
If she made the trip and nothing happened to her physically, her sister would never be the same again.
I would have to be born again.
I gave him the choice, and I really intended to respect his decision, as I knew these aspects very well.
a horoscope and had verified them through experience.
She cried a little and then looked at me with great love and said that she did not care.
life but only to serve his Master.
This sister was no longer young and had been dragging many human defects along throughout her life.
Deficiencies criticized positively even by brothers of our own group or outside of it. So this Priestess did not seem valuable and yet,
despite all her defects, I always respected her for the love she showed me and I could not despise her. So now that I agreed to make
the trip at the cost of obvious danger, I decided that I would have to do the best I could to protect her, in a way, I decided to "put my
hand in the fire" for her. Something that the Masters had told me not to do for anyone. But I think they would understand my decision
in this particular case and moment.
- The danger is a million to one because the forces of Light are with us, so
which we can assure that everything will turn out well and yet, such danger exists.-He stated seriously.
At the end of the Protection Ceremony, the same Priestess of the Pink Flame said that a bridge would be established
between the Pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacan and the Pyramid of Cheops in Egypt.
I also add that this bridge is with Violet flame. This is how I had perceived it within this meditation.
It had never occurred to me to establish an ANTAKARANA BRIDGE for the Earth as a living being.
According to the information I had , the bridge is located at the level of the neck in humans and must be formed with etheric
matter through the development of the will of the human being himself, so that the “lower mental self” can achieve contact with the
“higher mental self”. And in this way, the human mind becomes cosmic.
I didn't know if it was true, but it didn't cost me anything to go ahead and take it seriously as a hypothesis, giving it my all,
and so I did.
My wife explained that while we were doing this Ceremony, she passed from the solar system to the other six remaining solar systems, to which
ours belongs, within the galaxy; then she projected herself towards the Pleiades and arrived at Sirius. To finally return to where her physical body was, with
us.
This really caught my attention, firstly because my wife is not given to this type of clairvoyance. But this time she understood
everything and explained it very clearly.
Furthermore, I was certain that this could be true because during the Ceremony I muttered the seven-syllable MANTRA
SEVEN times:
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With which I wanted to establish, without understanding it clearly, a septenary protection of seven times seven
equals 49.
And it turns out that she traveled to the seven solar systems, of which the Tibetan speaks, explaining that the
ours is one of them.
The Priestess of the White Flame, stated that she contemplated the planet enveloped in white flame
golden. I really believe that he made a protection to the planet assisted by very powerful forces.
Something else that caught my attention was that my horoscope currently falls into the Configuration
“Finger of destiny” (two equinoxes at 150 degrees and a sextile at 60 degrees). With Uranus in transit.
As radical and transiting Uranus are the main theme of this configuration, it means that now, my destiny is
Uranus, that is, the New Age (Since the ruler of Aquarius is Uranus).
It should also be noted that around the month of May, the birth of the Christ of the New Age is predicted with
a stellar influence similar to that of the star of Bethlehem, and the birth of Jesus Christ himself. They are called
"Epiphany Light" and are related to the planetary alignment in Taurus around May 5, 2000. The well-known "Wesak
meeting" of the hosts of Light is very close, under the full moon of Taurus (around May 18).
All this reinforces the prediction that refers to the birth of the Virgin Christ (Goddess Christ)
of the New Age. The group Christ, not the character.
We have decided, as an additional protection, to climb the Pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacan, next May 1st ,
which according to the Initiatory Tradition is celebrated as the day of the Guru.
On the morning of April 25th, as I began to meditate, I had a vision that an old man, strong in character, had
much power in the world. With this confidence he approached the administrator of TIBET to arrange matters in this
country, and the administrator informed him that there was already someone who had taken the power of influence in
the region of Tibet. I knew that he was referring to me.
This very afternoon, as I lay face down, I saw a bluish-green giant protecting the entire planet from powerful
and evil forces that tried to penetrate, but were repelled by the giant, and I felt connected to its strength.
When May 1st 2000 arrived, I was certain that having a heart of stone was very similar to having the will to
love, but they were two completely different things.
I have been reading the teachings of the master recently, and I remember the one that says: “The most
It is wonderful that the entire ocean is within a few drops.”
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I felt at one with the pyramid and the company of the women in the group was helpful to me on this visit.
At the back of the pyramid of the Sun, my wife and the sister of the pink flame join together “back to back”, especially
keeping their necks together. This serves to activate contact with Egypt. While I was saying to her:
- Now your mind is one. That is how you have long been prepared for this.
moment. So be it.
Here too, accompanied by the group, I made a tour of the four cardinal points and in each
guidance I said the mantra used within the Ceremony: DALETH.
At the top I gave the Priestess of the pink flame a small stone that is part of the pyramid of
Sol and on a previous occasion Sister Reyna had given it to me.
The plan is to deposit this stone inside the pyramid of Cheops as a symbol of contact to the Pyramid of the Sun at
Teotihuacan.
On her own initiative, the Priestess of the so-called rose had my name engraved on a part of the stone and on the back
she wrote: America.
“Christ of the New Age is coming from the East to the West, and then all countries will begin to vibrate.
As for you, sister, surely many better ones than you will come, but at this moment you are unique.
Take this stone from the Pyramid of the Sun to the Pyramid of Cheops, as a symbol of the union between Mexico and Egypt.
The Priestess of the Blue Flame told us as we descended from the pyramid that she perceived the Lord of the Sun, the
living embodiment of the pyramid of the Sun, and all of Him, was full of inscriptions, all over His body.
body.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED
On Wednesday or Thursday, May 11, the Masters spoke to me telepathically and told me that the sister who went to Egypt
had successfully achieved her goal and that therefore, the Earth entered into a Cosmic process.
- This sister has become Queen of Egypt and your wife is something more.
The following Sunday, the Priestess who was Egypt spoke to me to say:
I answered him:
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- What can I say to you! Please interpret my silence and we'll see each other next Saturday. Get some rest!
THE CHANNELS
At the beginning of June 2000, I began to realize that the beings of Light, out of love for humanity, felt the need to resort to
certain human beings to be their “channels.” That is, to allow mere mortals to have access to the messages of the great Masters. But
since this already refers to contact with the invisible, deformations naturally arise. Almost always, undesirable ones.
The human being is a dangerous instrument, and as soon as he has contact with the Light or the invisible, he generally
tries to interpret it according to what he himself is.
They are usually not prepared to accept such lofty messages, and what happens to most of them is that they feel like
chosen beings. They begin to reject true physical Masters in favor of metaphysical ones.
After suffering from a kind of fakir or healer syndrome, he has the illusion that healing physically is everything, without
realizing that the most important healing is on the internal planes of himself.
be.
They are too emotional to love and therefore easily fall into sectarianism and close themselves off, avoiding contact with
other fraternities or groups.
They begin to reject simple, natural human life, and often abandon the Living Path.
I was beginning to realize that CHANNELS really exist and that is why I asked him
I asked my inner self:
Almost in mid-July, I have a conscious dream of contact with brothers from the UFOs.
It has a lot of impact, mainly because of the simplicity of these beings.
TEMASCAL
The month of July 2000 has a unique importance, within the strong changes that humanity is experiencing, especially
because in this short period, three eclipses occur. Around July 31 of this year, the group of brothers entered the Temascal, in a kind
of initiation and not simply as a steam bath. According to Mexican tradition, levels are passed within this stay in the Temascal,
perhaps the symbol of a cosmic matrix. The last level or fourth period is recognized as the initiation of the Mexican Eagle Warriors,
which most of us reached.
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In Orientation Log number 11. I write about the formal inauguration of the first center in Satélite.
In fact, the center in Satélite, Mexico City, was already functioning. But we held our sessions in the garden. But the sister
had arranged the parking lot at the entrance to make it a small room that could seat 15 or maybe 20 people. On the morning of March
21 (1999), the sister of the pink flame had seen the sun filtering through a crack and that the colors of the solar spectrum were reflected
on the ground. This excited her greatly and she dedicated herself even more eagerly to the construction of this small site.
But finally, on Friday, September 22, 1999 at 12:31 AM (Daylight Saving Time in the District)
Federal), the first center of our Order is inaugurated.
I tell you that astrologically the Sun enters Libra, and this refers to good dealings with groups. This day is unique in the year,
in this sense.
- We are going to a special place this afternoon, and I think that something very good for our Order is going to begin here.
Indeed, in the afternoon we had an appointment to attend a course that was to last three days, that is, it would end next
Sunday evening.
I actually had no idea what this course was about, I had respected my wife's silence.
I wanted to surprise myself in some way.
I remember that days before we had bought some metaphysical and esoteric books in a bookstore.
One of them was called The Fourth Dimension by Bob Frisell. She decided to read it, but I was busy preparing my writings so I couldn't.
So my wife had read that book. Then, passing by some esoteric center, she found a pamphlet related to the same teaching. So she
decided that we should attend.
As we drove to the place, she wouldn't tell me exactly what it was about. She just said, "I know you're going to like it." What
mattered to me was having a good time with her that afternoon. After locating the address in the Marte neighborhood of Mexico City,
we waited to go in. The sun was shining and at a little corner store we bought some yogurt to drink and some light food that I thought
was nice.
We finally entered. There were very few people, and yet I felt like I knew them from before. As if I was beginning to wake up
from a dream.
We went through little by little. Before entering the room, a person would rub a certain liquid or refreshing lotion on our
clothes, neck and face. Then, with each of us in the center, from head to toe, he would go over us with a copper ring. And the feeling
of physical purification and mental peace was evident. Once in that state we were allowed to enter the place, which was a cozy,
cushioned and carpeted place.
We total 14 people in total.
By the next day, Saturday, the energy management began to be so intense and the information so
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strong, that one of the people would withdraw because they felt sick and very exhausted.
As the course progressed, I found out that this was a group belonging to the Flower of Life and the leader was called Drunvalo
Melchizedek. And the purpose of the course was to learn how to develop our own MERKABA.
The work was intense and wonderful during these three days. These brothers were a mature group and the
most of them with superior faculties, mainly Clairvoyance.
This was something my students were lacking in cultivating. And yet, my group was practical and over time I would discover
that these groups of Seers sometimes have some of their bodies or chakras out of balance.
Above all, the physical is not the most important thing for them. It is something very difficult to explain because they base everything
on what they see on higher planes. In any case, the moment of this encounter was like a honeymoon with New Age groups. It is an
experience that I had never had before.
My Order had to rise to the occasion or I don't know what would happen to them. In these three days it was like
if I had been on a very special retreat for almost a month.
For a moment it seemed to me that all these brothers already had a Hierarchy. I saw them as
The other two brothers are now priestesses, as if they were Gurus.
What they knew little or nothing about was who the Christ of the New Age was. They had barely heard the name of the
Master of La Ferriere and his first disciple Estrada.
Also, when the course instructor made us repeat a mantra (words of power) to invoke the four elements, I feel rebellious
because I know that repeating mantras is a very delicate thing.
From the mouth of this Instructor I learned that the Master leader of the groups called: The Flower of Life, was Drunvalo
Melchizedek.
My Instructor told us that Drunvalo came from the thirteenth dimension and traveled through the dimensions in a spaceship,
like a kind of capsule. He did this for thirty-five thousand years. In this way, he arrived in the fourth dimension of the Earth and was not
recognized correctly. Then he went to Venus with THE KATHOR, Angelinas with enormous wings, belonging to an entire civilization of
women who achieved Ascension.
From here he was transferred to the fifth dimension so that the Masters there could prepare him. Because from the beginning
it was recognized that Drunvalo of the thirteenth dimension had never been born in the third dimension and for a certain experiment,
someone with his great evolution and innocence was needed, who was born in the third.
That is why he was chosen and born on planet Earth at a very special time, where his presence was indispensable.
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On Saturday evening the Instructor showed us an exclusive place for meditation. It was a cubic room with mirrors inside
instead of walls.
Inside this cube there were small accelerators that looked like double spirals to me. Then, covering the entire interior of this
chamber there was a large pyramid made with a pyramid top and extensions built with copper tube. As well as other attachments that
were inside the METATRON-TOTH SPACE. Just as the Instructor himself called it, who was an Architect by profession.
Specifically, the Instructor, who was proud of his construction in this room located on the first floor of his house, told us that
this little room was called METATRON. Or rather: “Metatron Space of Thoth.”
The Instructor took this cubic form from the foundations of the teaching given by Drunvalo Melchizedek,
related to the secret teaching of The Flower of Life.
The Instructor told us that this was an Initiation. Accelerating the formation of the Merkaba field in the aspirant. A living
Merkaba. This is what this course was about.
This Metatron cube was the result of research and concerns of the Instructor himself, who, as I said, had received his
professional degree as an Architect. And combining his ingenuity with the sacred Teachings, he had moved on to the construction of
this Special Space.
The teaching was that with this cube the formation of this Merkaba field is accelerated and therefore, the approach to
Ascension.
Shortly after, on the roof of our house and directed by our Instructor-initiator of Merkaba, we were going
to put the little Metatron-Toth room. I realized how dangerous it was and only accepted because a powerful
force was directing me in a unique cosmic moment. When I activated it with the tetrahedron star right in the
center, and the way to arrange the mirrors, four sections on each wall, more or less disobeying the original
instructions of my Instructor. That afternoon, I placed the little tetrahedron in the center of the room. It began to
vibrate with such intensity that something was happening. As I did not know what, I was told internally that
something happened with the American continent itself. Beginning to free itself from nefarious influences
encouraged by powerful black magicians, who right now, seemed to be terrified.
I immediately began to meditate there every evening for more than a year. But this is forbidden, it
drives anyone who does not respect the things of God crazy. This can only happen because the beings of light
do it and control it, but making personal decisions in this sense causes internal accidents for anyone who does
not respect all this.
Drunvalo was with me at all times in the Metatron cube and the ascended ones came closer, including
the Master of La Ferriere. So it was no longer my business but Theirs. To the point that I was a simple
instrument.
Our Merkaba Instructor, for his part, encouraged his other students to put their Metatron room in their
homes and someone else responded to his call and built his cube in his home.
Metatron, but when I met him and the subject was discussed, he almost made fun of it because at first he didn't
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felt nothing and wanted to have supernatural forces in his power. So he went so far as to sleep
inside this Metatron cube. All of which is simply madness.
That fourth Metatron cube is for the chosen ones, because it leaves every human being in a bad mood, that's for sure.
Many of the teachings that Drunvalo brought are very dangerous, but since the planet could be
lost, they allowed it. Simply the teaching of the Merkaba is a risk that has led scientists to carry out
experiments with time-space, resulting in regrettable accidents unknown to the common humanity.
So once I achieved my goal meditating inside the Metatron cube installed on the roof of our house,
I uninstalled it, or rather, I deactivated it and the room was left simply as a room with some mirrors covering
the walls in a more or less harmless way. My few students at that time were not only sad but almost furious
because I did not recognize that they were chosen. But naturally that did not matter to me, since I barely
turned to look at them, not exactly out of pride, but because after what I had experienced since I met the
merkaba, I had witnessed the planetary Ascended Host heatedly arguing because in this holy place,
decisions were made that do not concern profane humanity. All to prevent the entire planet from suffering
mega terrible catastrophes that, at that time, it was assured, would exterminate all humanity in its third
dimension.
But instead, Humanity was saved and began its ascension to the fourth dimension but without
lose their third. There would be an end to the world, but the human race was destined to survive.
The last of my students in the Order of the Friars Minor were simply incapacitated by the din of this
struggle where it was not known who, of the invisible beings, were the good ones and who were the bad
ones.
I remember that great beings had to adjust to difficult decisions. Including my most beloved and
once close spiritual teachers. As well as friends, family and even my wife, who fortunately, passed
unscathed. All this was so terrible and necessary within a higher context that the problems of the GFU
Institution and its disrespects turn out to be child's play.
But the fundamental thing is that because of all this, humanity was saved and after a global
purification, it will be seen that, little by little, with the passing of the years, everything will return to its normal state.
course of a most marvelous form. Even if humanity itself did not change, that is, it continued to be a
laboratory for the human animal or for simple mortals.
It is obvious, I repeat, that many sorrows await you soon, because at the beginning of the millennium
there is an overpopulation that exceeds by more than half the number of the population predicted and
many catastrophes will occur. Mainly the one related to the physical liberation by planet Earth from the
moon, which in reality is already a planetoid that has fulfilled its function and is now an obstacle in relation
to the objective of having a truly cosmic humanity. But this whole crisis, in reality, is an invaluable blessing.
And it should be noted that those responsible for what happens to the physical moon are humanity itself,
with its most arrogant scientists and magnates.
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(ZERO Orientation Log Continued)
Anyway, on Saturday night we had passed that Merkaba Initiation and he invited us to come in.
whoever wanted to, to meditate in the Metatron Space.
I was a little tired and didn't think it would be best to accept the offer that night, so I asked the Instructor what he
suggested and he told me it would be better the next day.
I thought it would be good to install a Metatron space in our house, but I didn't mention it for the moment.
We started work on Sunday and during most of the time we learned new techniques.
We did not stop meditating until around eleven o'clock at night, except during the break between teaching and techniques or when
we went to eat.
I had already confessed to these brothers that this group was special, but that it did not surprise me because
We were in the autumn equinox, and it is the best time to make group contacts with the cosmos.
With the twilight of Sunday evening we begin the healing phase for each of us.
It is assumed that at that moment, when people lie down in the center of the room, they are healed, both with the
help of the group and with the participation of interdimensional healers. But within this process, incredible things also began
to happen. Especially because the psychics began to give details of everything they perceived and they are rarely wrong.
Since the night before, I had given my book to THE TWELVE members of this group: Christian Line - The Gospel
of the New Age. I dedicated it to them and gave it to them with much love.
I did it because when a sister channeled Buddha at one point, I felt that she was addressing me,
when the sister said:
- “Welcome my little one, with this you reach a higher spiritual hierarchical level and the army of light at your service
is greater.”
I was sure that the message was for me, but curiously I began to realize that each of the brothers interpreted and
took what he had to say. For example, the Instructor thought that the message was directed especially to him.
The same sister also gave us another message from Jesus Christ and this touched me, especially when
referred to the moment when he was being prepared to be the Christ.
I had my books with me and when this sister finished saying this, I felt it was time to ask the Instructor for permission
to give everyone my present.
I warned you that to read this book correctly you should know three things:
1) That the Christ to encompass the world mission as corresponds to the age of Aquarius is not a single
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character, but several Avatars, that is, Christ is Group.
2) That Christ is a collective experience, that is, the Christ of the New Age recognizes himself
same as the collective Christ. This means that we all have Christ within us and can make it flow.
3) That women and men are equal, therefore, it is about Christ-Virgin. Because Uranus rules
Aquarius is Androgynous.
The best came when my wife and I lay down, to be healed with the help of the meditation of the brothers
present and the participation of Invisible Beings.
In fact, these brothers knew nothing about the pilgrimages we had undertaken. We hardly knew each
other, because it was the first time we had met.
However, the visions were clear regarding what we have both experienced and more:
I was seen walking in a place in India, I was someone like Mahatma Gandhi, and then, I jumped on
where he was lying, turning into a tiger, an animal that abounds in India. - The tiger must belong to this
incarnation and perhaps, the one that looks like Mahatma Gandhi, corresponds to a past incarnation.
A lamp appeared before the eyes of a visionary, which had something similar to a pearl and then lit up
as if in a triple flame: Golden Yellow-Blue-Pink. - I thought it was the sacred fire and the triple flame of the heart
of Christ of the New Age. Central symbol of our crosses of The Order.
A huge diamond falls from the sky on me and only that explosion remains, which the impact produces.
Like The Enlightenment and the mission of the world Christ, which is not personal, but group-based.
It is said that there are two white doves lying above us - The Spirit of Peace? The Holy Spirit?
That a cross of The Order with its triple flame heart appears between her and me and Master Estrada
is here with his white hair and beard, the same as his robes. He treats both of us, my wife and me, as one. He
blesses us and takes two rows of spiraling infinite cubes and installs them in our respective hearts.
It is evident that it can refer to The Flower of Life with its infinite cubes, materialistically and spiritually
unified.
Curiously, the person who perceived Maestro Estrada has the same name and surname as my mother.
physics. Does this have any relation to the vision of The Eternal Mother rushing into our world?
In addition, two of the students perceived us together in several incarnations: Dressed as Egyptians.
Then, on a World War II ship, one on deck as a military sailor and she inside dressed as a diver. Later, dancing
at a big party and then getting married. All this, for my part, seems to me to have not even taken place in this
world but in another galaxy and thousands of years ago.
Only this sister wanted to associate it with the history within this planet.
The Instructor's wife stated that she perceived me, rising into outer space and then, precipitating me to
Earth to merge with its four elements and nature, the same in the great
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which is even in a small pool of water. Once this fusion is complete, I rise again and encompass the
Earth, entering into ever deeper states of peace.
This, it was not difficult for me to associate it with Ganymede, symbol of Aquarius, who dances propelling himself with
calves towards the sky to visit the gods and from there, bringing water of life to our land.
Another vision that had a strong impact on me was described by the sister who perceived the Spirit of Mexico and
Cuauhtémoc embodying the entire Mexican Republic. Then, my wife fused with the sleeping woman, the Ixtlazihuatl, and I, the
Popocatépetl watching over her sleep. I have a horn in the shape of the Mexican Republic.
We take the Mexican flag and go somewhere in the center of the Galaxy and then we return with it to Earth, going into the
depths of the sea. She comes out with a huge pearl in her hand and I with a horrible vermin that she threw out of the planet.
After this vision the sister was very surprised, assuring the Instructor that we were the leaders of Mexico.
Undoubtedly, as I have said, they knew nothing of the pilgrimages we made in Mexico City and the Cross of Aquarius in the
Mexican Republic, which recognized Cuauhtémoc and Regina, kings of
Mexico telling me:
Given the circumstances and in order to try to respond to the concerns that had arisen around us, I spoke to them a little
about the pilgrimages we had recently undertaken and the founding of the Order of Friars Minor.
While I'm lying down I telepathically hear a voice that is not the same as the ones I'm used to.
listen, from time to time inside my mind. He tells me that he is Master Drunvalo Melchizedek and states:
- I am Drunvalo Melchizedek and you are that Christ Network of the Planet.
- You are THE NODAL POINT of the Christ Network of the Planet.-I understand better, especially because this is not
foreign to what My Masters had taught me during my Retreat.
It turns out that THE NETWORK OF CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE PLANET was the result of a work that Master
Thot started, founding the Great Pyramid of Cheops-Thoth. With the help of two other great Masters (Ra and Araragat). So that at the
right time, all the sacred centers of the planet would be activated, giving rise to a network of a pentagonal polygon, DODECAHEDRON-
ICOSAHEDRONAL.
That is, a polygon formed with twelve Pentagons and each Pentagon extending pyramid-shaped lines towards the center of itself, in
such a way that these twelve sides come to form an icosahedron, which as we know is a polygon, consisting of sixty sides. So that it
would envelop the entire planet and when the initiates of the New Age of Aquarius appeared, they would be unified instantly with
humanity.
The experiment was successful and it is said that in 1989 this Network of Consciousness was established.
Christic. For the salvation of the world.
Shortly after, when we are meditating, Drunvalo Melchizedek says inside me:
- I align all the lines of force, (rays, energy) of the celestial bodies with the planet. That
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reason for being.
And what happens is that Drunvalo claims that there are thirteen basic dimensions in our multidimensional reality possibilities
and that each of them consists of twelve sub-dimensions or Harmonies.
Considering only twelve dimensions as true for our world (since the thirteenth corresponds to an octave of reality), if we multiply twelve
by twelve the result is 144.
When we were meditating the feeling of brotherhood grows, definitely higher forces are
find presents.
Before ending the session we slowly stood up and then hugged each other in a circle. The vibration rose even higher and my
wife perceived the Virgin Mary, in a blue cloak, moving her energies directly through her, extending her hand to give strength and
emotional maturity to the whole group, as some women were crying from the emotion.
-They are the Magicians of Love, -They were referring to the Instructor and his wife.
My wife noticed that a yogi dressed in Muslim style, dark-skinned and a little fat, was laughing and dancing in the center of
the circle formed by the group, in a kind of natural and immaculate ecstasy.
It seems that the name of this divine yogi is: called Balthazar, ruler and regent of contact with the center of our galaxy.
Of course, I can't reject any of this, because I feel a very special spiritual energy. But I don't take it for granted either. I just
let it flow in my life.
We finish the course and one of the sisters tells me that I have a bright star on my forehead, assuring me:
It is nice to sit and chat and have tea and biscuits in the small kitchenette, next to the meeting room. And while we are here,
I told the Instructor that Kepler had tried to build the Tetrahedral Star, which contains the five Platonic cubes. And it was a pleasant
surprise for me to see it physically, built by the Instructor and installed in the backyard of his house. It was there where he had not
shown them before.
- Each one leaves the personal to give personality to the group as such.
When we left school it was already late and we went to pick up the children from her family's house. We were so happy that
it was a very strong contrast to be met with a harsh rejection from her, especially from my mother-in-law, who was generally and always
kind to me. It was a very similar annoyance to when we came down from the Pyramid of the Sun and went to my mother's house.
Obviously everything was due to the fact of entering to participate, for a few days in a dimension
higher than usual and then, having to return to the reality of the lunar network, in which people generally move.
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occurs to me that Thoth and Drunvalo are the Tetrahedral Star of the Living Planet. But so are
de la Ferriere and Estrada.
I had known the strength of a group that did not hesitate when in the presence of higher powers. But I still had to see them
in their simple human life and I was going to realize that it was not the same. Although it should be. But the discipline required to be
obedient to higher powers at all times can only be achieved by very few.
On Saturday, October 7, 2000 (Initiation date) our group met in Satélite to accompany me in our Ceremony.
I don't actually do this Ceremony daily, but only when I consider it necessary.
as a form of coexistence and spiritual magic.
At the end of this, I take the opportunity to tell the group that I have never claimed that Dr. de la Ferriere is the Christ of the
New Age or that our Order belongs to him. What I have affirmed is how interesting it is that Master Estrada and de la Ferriere have
the sacred name inscribed in their names: IEVE and INRY, respectively. And the Apocalypse speaks of these beings. So they are
related to the Christ-Virgin of the New Age. Each one of us must decide within ourselves if it seems to us that Estrada and de la
Ferriere, or others, are Christs of the New Age.
Our Order of Friars Minor recognizes the Christ-Virgin in every human being. Although we do not
everyone develops it.
- “We are preparing her (my wife) to be Uranus’ anchor for Earth.”
MEETING WITH THE GROUP: THE FLOWER OF LIFE - Sunday, November 5, 2000
One of the psychics says that in her vision she perceived the end times, predicted centuries ago. Where our planet,
apparently without much importance in the Universe, has to live through this.
Here Drunvalo had the crown of Christ in his hands and did not know where to put it. Then, finally, he decided to place it around the
Equator.
I was asked for my opinion and what I said was that the planet has its greatest expansion in space at the level of the Equator
and as we approach the poles it is a contracted space or time. If there is a place where pain must be placed, it is where space is
greater and not where time manifests itself in reality.
Last week I went with my wife to the workshop entitled: “Youth and immortality.”
There were several brothers who I already knew from the first time I attended this place to take the “short version” of
Merkaba course, according to the guidelines established by Drunvalo Melchizedek.
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But the most surprising thing is that we were 24 people in total. At first this wasn't so important, but
later it would become more so.
The YOD (tenth Hebrew letter) was spoken of as 24 little flames before the Throne of God and that
these enter through the crown of our head and then settle in our heart. Just like the twenty-four elders before
the Throne of the Ancient of Days, our PLANETARY LOGOS.
Dr. de la Ferriere and other occultists explain that each Elder covers half a sign of the Zodiac and as
there are 24, they refer to the 12 signs of the Zodiac.
In this vision, it was my wife who perceived that the 24 little flames formed a world of white light with
meridians. We can say that there are twenty-four meridians.
The book “The Keys of Enoch” mentions that the planet actually has twelve meridians that are the
basis of the RETICULAR bases of the meridians of the planet.
There were 24 of us in attendance and there was talk of 24 Elders before the Throne. “As above, so
below.”
The visions of a clairvoyant brother went back to the year 2025 where a new earth is seen.
I was very struck by the outstanding people I saw in this workshop, with great wisdom.
My companion saw the 24 elders as 24 little flames in the form of a Yod, related to Adam Kadmon, the
Human Archetype. Then, the voice of God told her:
“I am the voice of your Holy Father, kept in you.” He is given a huge diamond and he holds it out.
they place it in her hands and then she puts it inside her own heart.
No one else commented on the 24 Elders in relation to the 24 attendees but her.
On December 17, 2000, we visited this group again and they were worried because Popocatépetl
began to erupt on December 21, 1994. My wife then explained that the diamond of light in the heart of
Ixtlazihuatl is something that all women should visualize, as it refers to their feminine awakening.
This is important because of the close relationship that Ixtlazihuatl has with Popocatépetl and so that the latter's activity is
correct.
It is during these days that through contact with this group I learn of clear messages, according to
which, on September 22 of this same year, the day of the autumn equinox, when the first OHM center was
inaugurated in Satellite and we attended the Flower of Life group for the first time. That same day, England's
activity with the Universal Order of Merlin began. Affirming that the human body, from then on, will be charged
with an improved vibration through the planet Mercury retrograde. And this means that Christ will have a more
open communication with the human form. Alpha Centauri is the one used to connect with the Galactic
Federation, the Order of the New Jerusalem and the Great Moon Portia.
They say that the energy is projected first towards the crown chakra, in the head of every human being.
Because Alpha Centauri will light his crown of new awakening, while anchoring England. The world is getting
ready to overcome low vices.
According to them, the New Age Christ group has united enough to allow this.
So Archangel Michael will now put on a twelve-pointed golden crown and then his field
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AMERICO will be changed together with the magnetic grid of Christ and connected with a ray called Lavender Light.
The great grid over England will begin to conform to the grid of Christ, and eventually, to the collective grid of the Messiah.
So a sphere of light sits on the crown chakra, and ignites internal vehicles in the
human body, allowing them contact with the bodies of other brothers, in energy.
The sphere of light is directed towards the centre of the human body, moving through some chakras and filtering new codes
into them. They will allow humans to get closer to key and synthesized information, without having to study so much anymore.
Then, this crystal ball reaches the root chakra (1st) and returns to the crown.
All this will allow a new view of the self, making mundane facts (Mercury) fit with magnetic structures of light coming from the
stars. Filling the personal self with love and Christic light. And thus opening the channel for correct communication between the self
and the Christic principle.
They then go on to explain some abstract facts, relating to a Star of David descending and opening the five highest chakras
and its two triangles, forming a diamond of pure platinum light. This is how the portal opens to a template of light residing on the 13th
level of Adam-Eve Kadmon.
When this diamond moves towards the crown chakra, it connects with the cube of Archangel Metatron. Which, in turn,
connects with the electrical power plant installed on Earth-Terra (a magical place known by the Merlin Order).
It is specified that there are several Ascended Ones working with the Messiah of the New Age. Among them:
Kutumi, Maya, Elihaj and Doctor Martin Luther King.
All to bring heaven to earth. 144,000 is all it will take to see this realized. This group entity will come to play its role in full force
by the beginning of 2001.
And a Twin Ray in a couple that reconnects will operate as one being and not as two.
I realize that among all this information coming from the minds of the Channelers there is a lot of truth but it is not infallible,
in reality their vehicles are not completely perfect and they are not authentically practical with their lives.
I probe their limits and see how some of them, fortunately not all, confuse the true Christ with another person who may
appear before them and who is, for example, a simple priest performing healing magic. Obviously, such a brother may have the Christ
within himself, but he is not the Christ.
The brothers of the group, perhaps because of their sensitivity, tend to involve their personal affections and that is why, I
believe, they cannot see Christ, and especially if he is disguised as a human or if a human disguises himself as a Great Magician,
then, they confuse everything.
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How is it possible that these Divas of Light do not have sexual fulfillment? Where is their Realization?
They are elevated, but they need the Virgin Christ of the New Age. The Christ that we all carry within us but very few
manage to bring it to the surface.
One of them tells me that she is free and not subject to anything; she is, according to her, Universal. However, in reality,
she rejects everything, she is a warrior who rebels against everything, by instinct. They do not follow anything or anyone. They
do not know the experience of Ecstasy that only allows “Total surrender”, conscious love, the will to love, etc. They do not know
discipline in new horizons. Practical, direct and permanent discipline on their physical, emotional and mental bodies. They are
not impartial scientists, but rather a priori they reject, fight, defend themselves and suffer.
I love you because God allows me to look into your hearts. I love you because I am aware of what you are doing.
They are in their persons and in their inner being, at the same time.
On December 20, 2000, the day before my birthday, for some reason I was walking through the places I used to frequent
a long time ago, at the beginning of my retirement, remembering those days. When I worked in the Naturist centers. We ate at a
little vegetarian restaurant that I used to visit. And we even went to the place where I first met the woman who would become my
wife: Cibeles Park. All this cannot be a coincidence.
On the other hand, the inconsistencies of the Flor de la Vida group are growing in my perception, and perhaps more
serious than those of my own group, precisely because their management is more tied to the Spiritual. I have been able to be
with them and they have extended their arms to me sincerely, but where are they going?
The practice of the “Merkaba” may be the foundation for the realization of all human happiness, but we cannot
disconnect ourselves from the immediate and usual world because of that. We cannot disconnect ourselves from the awakening
of group love, from The Great Universal Brotherhood. So, my real group is the whole world, humanity. Everyone and no one. But
my real family must exist somewhere.
From my point of view, everyone around me is trying their best, but in general, they do not recognize, in my experience,
a true Path. They cannot grasp what I have truly experienced and feel now.
These have been such profound experiences that they are beyond my reach and all I can do is remain patient in the
face of this situation.
We had prepared ourselves for this long course of the workshop: The Flower of Life, which refers to the teachings of
Drunvalo Melchizedek, concentrated in a series of videos. In addition to taking on the practice of the “Merkaba meditation” in
depth.
As always, my wife, in times of financial urgency, took on these expenses, which may be small for others but are
generally valuable for everyone. In reality, she earned this money with great effort in her profession as a doctor.
Since a week before, we had overcome all the circumstances that could prevent, that
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for a whole week we attended this long format.
It may seem like a short time, but under the radiation of Drunvalo one feels that it is at least a month's work.
The course started without incident. Afterwards we had to leave in an emergency to go to the clinic where my wife
works, to collect her biweekly payment. But we immediately rejoined the group, which was fortunate enough to take this long
format. During all this time of emergency, I felt Drunvalo's presence very close, sometimes he spoke to me telepathically and
joked a little about women and interdimensional sexuality. I told him that finally, it seems that God was insatiable with sex,
since it continues from dimension to dimension. Master Drunvalo was very tolerant and I felt him laugh heartily at my untimely
joke.
On Thursday we had to continue with the meditation that was given every Thursday in this place and that did not
correspond to the course scheduled for the entire week.
So, we decided to stay some for this meditation, where people who did not belong to the
long-form workshop.
The meditation began and I devoted myself to feeding the world, and my world, with the triple flame. My wife was
next to me and I heard her start to complain. I did not interrupt my meditation but I began to cleanse our chakras with the
“Fibonacci” sequence and the seven Rays.
This meditation ended and we moved on to the comment phase. My wife explains that while
While meditating, he had very strong pains in his intestines and viscera.
-Frankly, she says, those pains were in the womb. Really as if she were having a
delivery.
When he wanted to give up, a presence that said it was Drunvalo approached and spoke to him: “Be calm and trust.”
The pains subsided, and inside her mind she saw the child she had given birth to.
The brothers in general found this interesting, but since so many magical things are said in these higher groups,
what they were hearing was not something special or outstanding. But in my opinion, it was not the same, because I do not
know many brothers who are meditating and have children on internal planes, right here.
However, another sister came to complete this information, regarding what had happened to my own wife. She said
that she perceived the whole group lulling the planet Earth in a cradle made of straw. As if the planet had just been born.
I can't resist thinking that my wife has something to do with the feminine, of the planet. Another
person perceives Popocatépetl, with an enormous and radiant yellow Sun above its crater.
Many of those who belong to this type of group, due to such intense experiences with the inner planes, begin to
desire Ascension, and yet, strangely, they are unaware of what Enlightenment is. And they lose interest in being humanly
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spiritualize it. Such as Hatha yoga, vegetarianism, general integrity and openness to universal
brotherhood. In addition to a lack of knowledge, of themselves that, for example, astrological science
allows. Provided that there are true astrologers.
I love normal people in a super-normal sense, and I cannot help but perceive the alienation among such worthy and spiritual
groups as this one.
Despite this, when there is a complete and barrier-free connection to the spiritual, I feel like beings of light.
They really come closer and I receive profound teachings that will remain indelible on my Living Path.
When this Thursday meditation came to an end, the Instructor was very happy and his heart had no barriers, so we were
able to talk openly as eternal brothers that we are. I told him that the visions that the attendees of this meditation group share with us
are especially useful to us as Instructors, because these women become an open book that we know how to interpret.
But I confess that I wish they were not merely passive instruments of these higher powers, nor that they lived only believing that they
were really doing something to change. Rather, I wish that they would really take the true path, at the very moment of emergency, to
authentically develop their will.
And I confess that I would like all these participants to be able to interpret their visions with
integrity, according to an Initiatory realization.
The instructor tells me that you have to be patient with them and that they will do it little by little.
In the last meditation of the long-form workshop, on December 31, 2000, the group energy had become very compact.
Drunvalo's presence had penetrated every cell of my body and soul.
I was already deeply involved with this MASTER, and I immediately recognized him as the successor of the Master de la
Ferriere. Or perhaps more than this: A being for whom the state of Celestial Avatar would perhaps not be sufficient. And I dared to
think so, because I was educated by the same Master de la Ferriere for a Great Universal Fraternity, so I had no limits in my objective
perceptions regarding Higher Hierarchies of Light.
It was a long time, every day this week, watching Drunvalo contact us about his life and about the destiny of the entire planet.
He told us things that even in our right mind, as humans, we could not even think of. We were not allowed to acquire the video, but I
wrote as much as I could about topics that surprised me. However, in the message of Drunvalo Melchizedek, it is understood that
there are things that people should know and without words, there is real permission from his heart for them to be said in a correct and
loving way.
I was very impressed by his life, because after having been a university professor, he decided to retire to the forest, but he
did not do it alone, but accompanied by his female counterpart. Not exactly his Soul Mate, but a very powerful affinity to her presence.
There he meditated, listened to music and, I believe, played the flute for long hours.
After which he met Thot, the Egyptian High Initiate. He gave us the news that he had been living on the planet for more than
fifty-two thousand years and serving humanity. Until the culmination of his mission with the Christ Consciousness Network.
The journey that Drunvalo took was very similar to the one I had to take under my own circumstances: A couple, love as the
foundation of everything and the light that comes from a Higher Master to complete our preparation.
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But the coincidence did not stop there. During the course, as I learned the first strokes of the Flower of Life, typical in the
ABC teaching of Sacred Geometry, which Drunvalo Melchizedek loves so much, I realized that the Tetrahedral Star (the Star of
David in the third dimension) was very similar to the Double Spiral that I use as the basis of my philosophy, both from the point of
view of exact physics in my writing: “Cosmos Gravitation” as well as in “Roses without Thorns”.
Essays that, without knowing anything about Drunvalo's teachings, I had written in draft during my Retreat.
This similarity is however, surprisingly exact and I can only understand that what happened,
I was able to take the information directly from the very Grid of Christ Consciousness. That is, Drunvalo Melchizedek had lived
specific and crucial experiences on his Path and I was able to grasp them due to my state of contemplation. Or, it had to do with the
fact that I already had the same knowledge from other past lives.
Of course I also captured in this life and made them “flesh and bones” what I experienced
some other High Initiates. As I have tried to explain throughout this Work.
So when the time came for the final meditation, a great force began to flow through me, and then telepathy was not
something light inside my head but firm voices that began to express their messages. The one who said he was Dr. de la Ferriere
tells me:
-Love everything that breathes, every human being, even the spoon with which you eat. Now receive this INITIATION and
all the Hosts of Light are with you.
- Beloved daughter of God, Beloved son of God! You now have dominion over illness, death
and the pain Blessed be!
-Give your love to everyone, let no one come to you and leave empty-handed. Humanity will come to you. Love it!
The group in general, including the Instructor, is given particular messages and is blessed in the
Light.
Beautiful music plays from outside in the room where we are meditating, allowing
raise my meditative frequency. Then the Master of La Ferriere continues his message:
-We have won, now you are the magnetism of the planet, go wherever you want. You have a responsibility to the light. I
bless you and it in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
He ended up telling me something about my relationship with Maestro Estrada, which is only useful to me.
personal path and my own transcendence.
Then I hear the one who claims to be Drunvalo. His voice is so clear and so precise, even more so than if he were
physically in front of me, speaking to me! I have never had this feeling before.
-“I bless you in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. You and she will be able to have interdimensional
sexuality.”
Then I feel it touch me and a strong shock makes my whole body vibrate, shaking it.
Something did to me!
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- “I bless you my Master, my Disciple, my Friend.”
I think of The Tibetan with the enormous respect I have for him, and part of me fears him like a Son fears him.
strong authority of his Father. But even so, my emotion is so great that he feels my desire and answers:
I give you MY KINGDOM and my wife so that you can achieve it (he was referring to my former retreat partner)
and she will return to me soon and she will not owe you anything, nor you to her! (This was something that he wanted
but from the beginning of my retreat, it could not be like that. Because the very authority of his Master and others of
higher hierarchy would not allow it at all. That is to say, my former retreat partner still had things to do in her future
destiny, in relation to her service to this humanity).
-But don't forget that THE KINGDOM IS STILL MINE even if it's yours, never forget that."
On other occasions the Tibetan had warned me that he himself was the true Christ of the
New Age. I thought he assured it, perhaps because he was the Master of the Master of Ferriere and Estrada.
- That's enough - someone answers in an annoyed and playful tone, as if faced with the impertinence of a child
- He has a lot of things he's doing!
He was referring to the information given through the videos that were presented to us: The Christ Network, the
grays who are rebellious Martians, the true story of Lucifer, the nature of GOD, the 144, THE DRAMATIC “THREE DAYS
OF DARKNESS”, etc.
She also told us that while we were meditating it seemed like a child was walking around there, running, among
the group.
TAKEN FROM THE VERSION: FIRST TIME FORMAT.- So it was on Sunday, December
31st that we graduated in this long format of The Flower of Life. It was a group that, counting the
Instructor and his wife, fluctuated between nineteen and twenty-one people.
During the evening meditation I was exhausted from all the information. I dozed off for about
5 minutes or a little more and then I was strong and rested again.
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The surprises were not going to end yet because the Masters, in their higher planes, would
not waste the opportunity they had and the messages continued.
I heard the music of “hallelujah” playing from the stereo. It was divine music!
A sister spontaneously began to sing it, she had a voice that seemed angelic to me. This is how we
closed this moment of mystical reintegration.
We were invited to spend “New Year” at the house of the Instructor brother. We had arranged everything
so that the children could stay with their grandmothers.
In the evening, my wife and some of the group went to the supermarket and then helped prepare New
Year's dinner.
We were laughing like crazy. At least on my part. The euphoria that the
jokes and gags flowed easily.
Around one in the morning on January 1, 2000, the Instructor invited us to meditate.
On the way there, one of the sisters in the group told with great emotion that during the early morning
meditation she had clearly perceived the presence of Masters of very high Hierarchy. She did not understand
why they were there, with a group that did not seem to be so important.
He confessed that something very transcendent was being consecrated in us, something long awaited on the
planet. He explained that during the Ceremony they burned an old wooden cross and in its place they raised a
crystal-diamond cross.
On the way to the Instructor's village, we passed very close to our house and then,
near the one I call Ashram de Hidalgo, which brought so many good things to my meteoric life.
I had recognized the owners of that place in Hidalgo as Venerable Elders of the Order. And then, when
I met the Instructor and his wife, I wanted to tell them that I saw them as Venerable Elders. That is why I was
even more surprised by this circumstantial passage through specific places, before arriving at the Instructor's
town, on the other side of the mountains in Hidalgo.
It was like closing a cycle and finding ourselves with a group in transmutation, towards a next one.
spiral of evolution.
Once at the hotel in the Instructor's village, we went to a dining room that had a fantastic view of the
mountains. And when we were about to leave, the relatives who owned the hotel invited us to join them for the
birthday celebration of an elderly mother. She was the owner of the hotel and was 83 years old.
As I went down to this party room I saw on a small table a bronze statuette of Cuauhtémoc,
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and in front of him an eagle with outstretched wings. It really caught my attention!
As for the party, I thought it was secretly in our honour, but not officially. There was plenty of food! And
we had already eaten.
On the way back to the Instructor's house, the road was covered in a very dense fog and, above all,
full of mystery. My wife told me that she felt as if we were passing through the "bull tube" that Drunvalo talks
about. Which, as I understand it, leads to contact with our Merkaba and the Network of Christ Consciousness.
DREAM:
On January 16, 2001 I dream about Drunvalo, he is showing me a diagram and tells me:
I don't understand.
I wake up and still without opening my eyes I think that it is someone who controls the 7 rays with his
own life.
-HAPPY ARE YOU WHO ARE THAT LIVING RAY! - It is the voice of Drunvalo Melchizedek.
That year I experienced another type of contact with Master Drunvalo but above all
referred to personal communications.
A while ago, KRAYON, the man in charge of straightening the Earth's axis and extending the magnetic
grid, had spoken to me. It was a fraternal greeting on his part.
Later, I had access to his videos and was deeply impressed by the power and personality of this loving
MASTER.
I am entering a period of intense activity because my wife has decided to make the room on the first
floor at the back of our house habitable, in order to establish a New Age centre there.
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plan includes the desire to build a “Metatron space” on the roof of our house.
We both put our all into it. She invests in the Metatron Space and the completion
from the construction work behind our house, around fifty thousand pesos.
We think that it is good that this place be consecrated and inaugurated on May 1, 2001. It
occurs to me that for this it is good to first visit Teotihuacan on the morning of May 1, the day of the
Guru, inviting the brothers of the Flower of Life.
As the Guru is related to the Christ chakra or Anahata and knowing that at 19.5 degrees North
latitude, according to some scholars, the line of the tetrahedral star of the planet passes and therefore,
touches the planetary Christ chakra. I think that humanity has a more direct contact with the double
spiral in its heart on May 1st. And is in a better position to balance it.
Since America is the axis continent of the New Age of Aquarius and in the thirteenth breath (number of Christ) of
the Merkaba, it rises to the heart, it occurred to me that America could reach this level of Merkaba.
So, it is good, on our trip to Teotihuacan, and later to our house, to have the inner disposition
to ask the beings of Light for a blessing for America. And to connect THE ANTAKARANA BRIDGE OF
PLANET EARTH formed by the pyramid of Cheops-Sun Teotihuacan, to our Metatron space, in our
house. If that thing about the Antakarana Bridge is “pure fiction” we would lose nothing by checking it
out.
We made the trip and really special things happened. Like the delivery of capes to the brothers
of our Order (including the Instructor and his wife) and the comments of a visionary who treats me like
her brother, and tells me very excitedly that at the moment of pronouncing the Mantra AUM, at the top
of the pyramid of the Sun, she saw myself covering America with my recently acquired violet cape that
I was wearing at that moment, shedding Light on the entire continent.
The disposition of the brothers of the group of La Flor de la Vida was excellent for this
event.
Today we bring the connection of the Pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacan to the Metatron space in Ecatepec. It means that the entire line of
the Tetrahedral star of the planet will also be activated, which passes at 19.5 degrees north latitude, just the Christ chakra of the planet. It is the heart
chakra of the planet itself that I call the Guru and the Gurus of the new era on the planet. That is why the humanity of the planet will enter into the
experience of the balance of the double spiral in its heart.
It is necessary that those who are going to participate in this experience do so with an open heart and above all, climb the
Pyramid of the Sun with an open heart. Let each student activate his or her merkaba with the Merkaba Meditation taught by Drunvalo.
And let this be done on top of the Pyramid of the Sun. Then, in the place of the Metatron space of Ecatepec.
May they enter the Metatron space with their hearts open to humanity.
Furthermore, if we have the Antakarana bridge that goes from the Pyramid of Cheops-Thoth (Egypt) to the Pyramid of the Sun in
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Teotihuacan. It is necessary to connect the Antakarana of the pyramid of the Sun in this Metatron space that will strengthen
the Kundalini energy of the enlightened Earth in the heart of humanity. This is how it should be.
So, according to me, America and its inhabitants will reach the level of the fourteenth breath according to the
sequence of the Merkaba meditation, given by Drunvalo Melchizedek. That is, the fourth-dimensional breath. The
permanent contact with the Christ-Virgin of the new era in the hearts of America for the world.
The fourteenth breath comes from the placement of the seed in the navel in the sixth breath until its
maximum growth in the fourteenth.
If it gets to that point, then breathing 15, 16 and 17 already depend on the free will of each human.
We are all part of the cosmic plan, let the Christ-Virgin of the new era stay in our hearts
in this symbolic-real act of May 1st. And then let us continue the living path that depends only on us.
…The four-section of the mirrors is similar to the human brain and its four quadrants, as well as the balance
cube and the eight-pointed star. In short, the union of everything in everything.
"What you think is."
FINAL COMMENT: That day, May 1, 2001, everything went according to plan. The Instructor of the Flower of Life and
his wife, along with a group of their followers, arrived and our METATRON-TOTH SPACE was activated in our house
in Ecatepec. We ate in the afternoon and then they said goodbye and left.
I would have liked the work between the Flower of Life group and our Order to continue, but that was not to happen. The Instructor wanted me to
adhere to his work literally, but he did not know the more delicate and indelible aspects of my own Mission, nor did he have any idea of my deep
relationship, both with Drunvalo and with the Avatars of the Age.
He fell in love with one of his students and left his wife. But I realized that even though he was in love, that was not
going well, because his wife was more suitable to lead the Flower of Life group and the mission together with Master
Drunvalo Melchizedek, who was the only LEADING INSTRUCTOR of the movement to which my Flower of Life
workshop Instructor belonged and he still had a lot to learn.
So little by little, my Instructor moved away and no longer invited us to his workshops. There were devices invented
by him, which I did not trust. I still sent him my work: The Constitution for Humanity in Great Universal Fraternity, but
there was no response from him.
As for the Order that I founded, called “Of the Minor Brothers.” Its followers went their own way. The friend who came
from Canada tried to form groups in Mexico City, but he thought that I had too much and did not introduce me to his
students. Then he decided to go to the north of the Mexican Republic. He broke up with his partner, who was a student
of mine. And this student was the one who once supported me with a monthly fee, but she stopped doing so after this
difficult separation from her partner. Then the student who went to Egypt bought a piece of land in Amealco, Querétaro
(Mexico) and lived there for more than three years. She met a local primary school teacher who had indigenous
features. He was initially enthusiastic about my work but then became my student’s partner. He left his wife with
children and also influenced her powerfully, so that the fee with which she supported me monthly, would serve so that
he could fulfill his "sacred" mission. Because he began to hear telepathic messages that assured him that he was superior to the
Master Americo. So one day my student spoke to me and said that she would no longer give me the monthly fee and
that she would go her way with the love of her life. I always wished them the best and so did my wife who truly loved
them. And it was now my wife who from that time on, took on the task of giving me a monthly fee so that I could
continue with my Meditation work which entered a very delicate phase, due to the times of global changes that all of
humanity began to experience. And also, with my secret world, I considered it important to finish some books that
would bear witness to what I had experienced and how I thought, so that everything would be recorded and not lost.
My four children only lived with us in Ecatepec for seven years. Then, in January 2005, they returned to live with their
grandmother in Netzahualcóyotl. But I stayed to live with my wife and visited them every week. So my work continued
under these conditions and our children, her two and mine, finished their professional careers. And they moved on.
Still another disciple appeared who was the second degree of Royal Initiation within the Supreme Order of Aquarius.
Fervent follower of the Avatars of the Age. And from 2007 to 2010 we founded a spiritual work that culminated with
the founding of The Secret Chamber in Tijuana, Baja California, Mexico. Just as the Initiatic schools left by Master
Estrada do. But, as expected, my advanced student considered that I was not doing things
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was fine and he walked away. But even then, I recognize that life has been very splendid to me and I wish that
SENDERO VIVIENTE reaches the hearts of many, so that there is light in their lives.
For my part, I know that the world is undergoing profound changes and that with this work I intend to encourage people to
continue forward, along a path of light and love. I am aware that my Mission has only just begun.
For the September Equinox of 2001 I decided that I would invite my group to visit TULA HIDALGO. The reason
was that a document came into my hands from a scientist member of the Flower of Life. And I had a hunch that this event
was fundamental, to try to make contact with THE CENTER OF OUR GALAXY. The document is titled:
“Between 1998 and 2012, the Earth will be changing into its next stage of evolution,
planetary. All of humanity will be changing along with the Earth.”
Edgar Cayce, the “sleeping prophet,” suggestively spoke of 1998 as the year in which the Hall
of Records, hidden beneath the Sphinx in Egypt, would be rediscovered and opened. This “opening”
in 1998 was also associated with the imminent “Second Coming” of Christ. The records were
intentionally “sealed” around 10,500 BC. This was during the astrological Age of Leo, the Lion.
Around 10,500 BC, the Sun, at the vernal equinox, was entering the constellation of Leo the
Lion (Age of Leo). Currently this "age" marker is in the constellation of Pisces the Fish (Age of Pisces)
and is moving into Aquarius the Water Bearer, (Age of Aquarius).
Between the years 1998 and 2001, the Earth, at the time of the equinoxes and solstices, will
be aligned with the Milky Way Galaxy in which we live. This only happens once every 6,500 years. At
the autumn equinox of this year, on September 22-23, the Earth will begin this Galactic Alignment and
a galactic initiation. The autumn equinox will be aligned with the north pole of our Galaxy. In the sky,
the position of the Galactic North Pole is located just behind and above the constellation Leo. Leo is in
a guardian position. It is the archetypal protector of this galactic chakra or gateway. Visualize our
galaxy with an open crown chakra. It is from here that energies move in and out. This also suggests
intergalactic travel. It is only during a Galactic Alignment that Earth can receive these galactic
frequencies and become immersed within intergalactic activities.
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Lion. On August 21-22, a solar eclipse immediately takes place in front of the star Regulus, the “Heart of the Lion.” This
corresponds to the “door” between the paws of the Sphinx. Edgar Cayce spoke enigmatically, “the line of the shadow falls
between the paws of the Sphinx…” when referring to the entrance to the Hall of Records. During this eclipse, a shadow will
cover the sun between the paws of the Lion/Sphinx. What is unique and special about this particular solar eclipse is that it
occurs near the time of the Galactic Alignment. The last Galactic Alignment, when an equinox aligned with this galactic
pole, was just before the last Age of the Lion and the “sealing” of the Hall of Records. Supposedly, the true history of
humanity is contained within these records. Perhaps the only time we can reconnect with our true ancestors, who are
probably intergalactic travelers, is during a Galactic Alignment.
The Archetypal Lion is the guardian of the galactic pole and is also the entrance to the Hall
of Records beneath the Sphinx. This archetypal being has been called Jah, in the masculine and
Sekhmet, in the feminine. The brightest star in the constellation of Leo is called Regulus and is the
key to the mysteries of the Lion. This star is the only bright star that lies along the path of the Sun
as the Sun appears to move through the zodiac. There is an intimate relationship between the
Lion and the Sun.
The archetypal Lion is the “ruler of the heart” in each individual. Often, this archetype is
projected onto a celebrity, such as a member of a royal family, a rock star, or a movie star.
Integrating this for yourself involves being open to the Lion and being willing to experience your
heart as the ruler, in other words, always doing what you truly desire, and acting from love rather
than fear.
Below the constellation of Leo in the sky, there are two constellations that are also key to
the mystery of the Sphinx. One of those is the constellation called Crater, the Cup. This is
represented in myth and legend by the Holy Grail.
The year 2012 is also marked by the position of the star Regulus, the Heart of the Lion. In
2012, Regulus moves from the sign of Leo to the sign of Virgo. The star Regulus will be at the
meeting place between these two. Remember that the Sphinx is a combination of the Lion and the
Virgin!
This is an opportunity for some of us to shift our focus from Sun-focused consciousness
(ego) to galactic consciousness (Higher Self). For others, the
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life will continue to reflect the illusions created by egocentric consciousness.
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FIRST SECRET CHAMBER OF AMERICA
... That thing about the secret chamber is something very sacred. ...I CAME BACK FROM MY RETREAT
IN A DIFFERENT WAY. In fact, my character is very different from anyone in the Solar Line fraternity. I knew
that the Solar Fraternity was going to fall and become a kind of Church. I knew that Master Estrada should not
have let them dress PERMANENTLY IN WHITE, leaving their hair long for life and doing the Cosmic Ceremony
daily.
I came to form the SECRET part of the SOA. A SOA more suited to the world. And for that reason, I
cannot be equal, in character, to Master Estrada. Because I can point out his errors and I do not expect to be
heard. That is how it has to be. But I can found a SECRET CHAMBER. Because I am the DIRECT spiritual
successor of the three SAT-GURUS of the Era. That cannot be taken away.
...Without me, a true SECRET CHAMBER of the Messiahs of the Age cannot function. Only I can sustain
it, even though I know nothing about the secret chamber and I must attend it, almost like someone who learns,
on the fly. And so it will be with many initiations and INITIATIC knowledge that I will surely acquire. It is
recognized with this that I have "the state of grace" that allows me to know if something is good or bad, even
though I do not know it for certain.
For example, when I write and design my UNIVERSAL CEREMONY, I can be sure that, at least, the
charge that THE COSMIC CEREMONY of the Solar GFU needs is complete. Not simply because it seems to
me. But truly, because I know that IT IS SO. That is, in some way, I can know that the energy goes to the entire
planet and that I am who I am at the level of the same Master de la Ferriere, Estrada or Tibetan. I cannot avoid
it. I am a direct brother of the Sat Gurus. And I am not here to alter that they are the Christs of the Age of
Aquarius. But only to participate in the charge that the planet needs, to save it. And for that I was requested
and then, prepared.
…With the founding of THE FIRST SECRET CHAMBER in Tijuana for the mission of Américo. …The
sacred symbol of having built the SOLAR TEMPLE of the New Age was fulfilled, more or less three days after
the death of the Rector of the Initiatic Colleges of the Solar Line, Guru Marcelli.
…I lost the entire SOLAR LINE. That is what I also experienced, POST-MORTEN, the same creator of
that SOLAR LINE, I am referring to Master Estrada, who realized that his SOLAR LINE would not be enough
to reach the governments of the world and save the world. The evil everywhere was too much and many were
confused. But not me.
They, the old, dear and respected Hierarchs, do not have total authority over me, but only in the aspects
that make me their brother. Because we, that is, the three Sat Gurus and a servant, obey higher authorities of
a galactic type, for example.
… I am not Master Estrada. He is unique, only in the sense that he is truly made to the tone and vibration
of humanity on this planet Earth to its own evolution for Aquarius. That is why he was chosen to be an
EARTHLY AVATAR. That is to say, he and each one of us as cosmic brothers,
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are chosen at a given moment, NOT BECAUSE WE ARE THE MOST EVOLVED and there is no one else BETTER or higher in rank
than us, but only because we are designed for one mission or another.
For example, now that things are getting very difficult, and there will be TERRIBLE CATASTROPHES before we reach the Era
of Peace, I am ordered to remain physically, attending to the energy that is required so that everything is not lost.
In relation to the fact that I am a demanding Master with money in advance, when I am asked to go to another country or
province. And things like these in relation to the economic. Yes, it is true that I am like that and I continue to be. Because, on the one
hand, I am not an Aquarian missionary like Master Estrada or de la Ferriere. And on the other hand, my Mission is very different from
that of the Avatars, in the sense that I come to fill loads and gaps that are neither practical nor truly Aquarian. In addition, I need to
meditate more, I need a separate place to recover my energies. It is not a question of luxury, it is a question of distance in relation to
people, because I handle a more superhuman and all-encompassing energy, in a different way than the Sat Gurus of the Age. Since
They cannot resolve, act in emergencies and disintegrate serious problems for the good of humanity, as I am designed to do.
In any case, I will not be able to stop attending to some privileged groups physically and each
who has and will have the right to follow me or not, if it is his will and desire.
GREETINGS. AMERICO
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(Taken from MISSION TIJUANA Page 38)
QUESTION: According to the Black Book of Freemasonry written by SMA Serge Raynaud de
la Ferriere: Who is Power X?
A (Answer).- POWER X is represented by the three aspects of a single Christ and a fourth
aspect. They are all perfectly concrete material-spiritual. These aspects are:
Those of the flower of life offered him that together with his wife they could become nodes of
THE PLANETARY CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS NETWORK. But it was a SYNTHETIC NETWORK.
That is to say, based on a very advanced and very spiritual technology, but technology at the end of
the day. So high as to allow the ascension of our planet from the third dimension to the fourth.
Something that was carried out with resounding success. But this was not carried out by the former
Sat Gurus: Tibetano-De la Ferriere-Estrada. They had left the package to Americo, as Estrada
announced in the last conference: “There may be a successor but that is something very mysterious”
(no
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were the exact words of Sat-Arhat Estrada, but more or less, it was what he said and there are
videos about this last conference). The fact is that those three Sat Gurus are in their own affairs
and Americo together with his wife remained at the head of that network of Christic consciousness
that goes from being synthetic to REAL, of course. Having renounced, Americo, his own faculties
of an Ascension. However, he was supported by a higher power. But also, he wanted to remain as
a human, because the best for everyone was to share his Christic Power in the aforementioned
quaternary: Christo-group Christo-Christo of masses and Christo-goddess:
First of all, he did it this way because many great hierarchs wanted to stay as Avatars of
the Age, including those ascended from planet Earth, but also from other planets such as the
Pleiadians, Arcturians, Sirians, etc. Because this planet, due to its too young humanity, is like
Africa fought over by Europeans, English, North Americans, etc. That is to say, the same thing
happens on Earth, which is like Africa, and the Galaxy, which are like nations that want to do
something here for this humanity, for better or for worse.
In view of these circumstances and remembering the teachings of his Masters of the
past, Americo remained as the human successor of Ferriere and Estrada, but also, cosmically
and humanly, united to the group Christ who are high hierarchs, many of whom, by their own
will and service, become part of the group Christ. They, as I said, have a physical body and
have their wives. Having adopted the Earth as their headquarters. They, I repeat, are here
physically. And that GREAT GROUP is not interested in forming a GFU (Great Universal
Fraternity) as an institution, that is, they will do it in a relative way and at their whim. Because
in reality they are citizens of the galaxy but confined to our Earth. So that these matters are
what really interest them. The most awake, know a Galactic Gospel. And with the passage to
the fourth dimension (although the third-dimensional Earth is preserved),
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The galactic evangelical prophecies have been fulfilled and the Earth is advancing in the “galactic”.
The UFOs will very slowly cease to terrorize all of humanity and only a very select part of it will
remain in contact with the “extraterrestrials” and their tasks outside our Earth, while the rest will
remain more or less ignorant of the reality outside of this planet. For the majority of people belong
to the great “mundane” laboratory, where the human animal reigns. And such a state of
consciousness must be respected. So rather than achieving a world government, one can aspire to
achieve a World Confederation of Nations, such as the Organization of American States, the
European Union or the United Nations itself.
Always prevailing the planetary defense of a self-government for this Earth with its humanity,
whose internal spiritual government is in the hands of the Ascended of this planet who have
sent and support Serge Raynaud de la Ferriere and José Manuel Estrada as Avatars of the Age
of Aquarius.
(TIJUANA MISSION Page 108-110)
Long ago, in the middle of the twentieth century to be exact, a man who dressed in white
and had a long white beard like his hair was very well known. His face gave the impression of
being carved from living stone. He was known as The Great Guru.
Estrada. His real name was José Manuel Estrada Vázquez. He was Venezuelan.
He traveled to various parts of America and settled for several years in the republic.
Mexican, before dying in 1982.
But sometimes, it is said that we are the result of a continuity which cannot be stopped.
There are individual lives that are more archetypal than the rest. We all have a part in this story.
I knew well that this guru Estrada had been in Tijuana and Ensenada before other places
begin his mission as a guru throughout the Mexican Republic and in
America, before settling in Mexico City.
That's why it was fascinating, and even though I wanted to listen reluctantly to this more
or less elderly person in Ensenada, Baja California, who spoke to me enthusiastically about her
great guru José Manuel Estrada, I was surprised by what she said. Because she had met him
and she spoke to me about this:
- Behind the curtain. The Master told me, - she explained - we were his first group and we were behind the
curtain. Behind the secret chambers that he established in various places in America and in particular in the Mexican
Republic. This old woman told me with enthusiasm.
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Ensenada expressly to continue a tradition of wisdom. As if the film of the history of the great guru
Estrada had to continue. As if the Sacred Initiatory tradition found the way again for the Path to
continue.
In a way, it seemed like a game to me. It had to be that way so as not to fall into a foolish egotism. Because I
saw how not even this old woman, an old disciple of Estrada, could recognize what I was experiencing when I heard
her speak with such enthusiasm while surrounded by other people like my student and someone else around, I ate
with great delight this exquisite rice in this restaurant in the city of Ensenada, Baja California.
- There are secrets that I am going to tell you, brother - she told me - secrets that no one
knows because they don't really know what we do, about the guru Estrada, he continued.
-We were with him and he told us that he ate meat sometimes, even though he officially had to pass as a
vegetarian. He explained to us that a teacher can do this. And he has reasons for doing so. That people are fanatic
about everything, even vegetarianism. But very few know how to eat meat. They should not eat meat. But Maestro
Estrada ate meat from time to time.
The old lady remained thoughtful after having told me about the adventures she went through in politics in
Ensenada and how she miraculously survived serious persecutions within the political environment.
-But I'm going to tell you something that almost nobody knows, she continued, Master Estrada took us to a
forest one day, we were a very small group, maybe about 10. And suddenly he told us to keep quiet, he moved away
a little and began to levitate, higher and higher. The old woman remained silent and then added: - I remember well
the little face of Master Estrada, how while he was up there he looked at us and smiled, waving at us with his hand,
from ABOVE.
I listened with amazement to this type of confidences that were shared with me by the guru Estrada. And I
realized how life continued, searching for new paths, and the elderly sister talked about it like this, while it was still
common for her to live surrounded by her beautiful ghosts in her house, because she said that it was common to see
Old Man Estrada there.
The Old Woman could only see her great teacher, while the man she was
I was talking about all this, I mean, I, she didn't know why I was talking to her about these things.
Yes! Without a doubt she was really impressed and at the feet of Master Estrada.
EXPLANATORY CONCLUSION
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In 2007 I was invited to Tijuana, Baja California, and then the brother there took me to Ensenada to have a
talk with the teacher Florita, an elderly woman and a fervent disciple of the Sublime Elder Brother, José Manuel
Estrada (1900-1982).
The day we arrived in Ensenada, it was beginning to get dark. My brother from Tijuana was happy because
deep down, it seemed to me, he felt the importance of being an intermediary so that this part of a succession of
knowledge between Americo and a distinguished servant of the Sublime Elder Brother, the Great Guru Estrada,
would be fulfilled. Who since he arrived in Mexico from his native Venezuela, spent the night in Ensenada Baja
California at the beginning of his work with the former Ferriere Foundation, which would soon throw him out of its
Institution. For which reason, the Guru
Estrada decided to found the Great Universal Fraternity, which he named LINEA SOLAR. All this took place in the
fifties and sixties.
The brother from Tijuana, together with his companion at the time, decided to take us to eat at a Chinese
restaurant. And there, Sister Florita, already elderly (perhaps about 70 years old), was happy to be visited by the
brother from Tijuana, whom she seemed to know for a long time. And that was it. Partly because of his communicative
and fraternal character. And partly because she felt an impulse, from deep within, she practically began to confess
to me matters of her personal life, her love for Estrada and his sacred Mission.
It is thus that she communicates to me various Teachings that are not in sight of an already decadent Great
Universal Fraternity Solar Line and an innumerable quantity of other "Lines" of Fraternity.
He tells me that miraculously, even after being disembodied, he can perceive that Master Estrada (who died
physically in 1982) is alive, from the astral to the physical, and he can see him walking around his house in Ensenada.
-And what's more, -Florita tells me with glee- Not only me but many people who are in my house, whether
they are brothers of the Fraternity or simply sensitive people, they tell me that they see a man there dressed in white
and also with hair of that color. -So people see him! -She adds with marked enthusiasm.
She, as I described in the previous part, assured me that the Master had levitation powers and that she also
regretted that the brotherhood was fanatical about vegetarianism, when one should not be fanatical about anything
and eating meat should not be seen as something bad. And that she had kept her life while actively participating in
the social politics of Ensenada, thanks to miracles that depended on the protection she received from the already
physically deceased Master Estrada, HER Master.
-One day, the Master told us to go to a forest, far from people. We did. And then, he moved away a few
meters from us and asked us to observe carefully. And immediately, Master Estrada began to rise bodily above the
dirt ground, in the middle of that forest.
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Oh my Master! - She says with nostalgic joy - I remember that as he rose about 15 meters, he waved to us
with his little hand from above and continued smiling.
Naturally, over the years, I, Americo, have asked myself what other powers Master Estrada had in physical
life. And I have perceived that he did not have the power of telepathy, but a deep intuition of life and the simplest
things. In addition, he could heal and sometimes, under deep need, it has been said that he could walk on water in
his desperation to save someone. But according to my internal knowledge, I can be sure that what Florita told me
was a power of LEVITATION that the Great Guru Estrada enjoyed.
Teacher Florita explains that Master Estrada had said that the Ensenada brothers were the secret chamber
behind the curtain. Like a sacred and universal Teaching that had begun there, Master Estrada.
It was already night when we went to drop off Florita at her house. And I realized that it was not by chance that
I was stepping foot in this place so far from Mexico City, right where Estrada began his mission in Mexico. Therefore
it must be an Apostolic succession to continue the work for a New Age called Aquarius. From that moment around
1992 when he told me through a vision: -You are next, Brother!
I was aware that this old woman, called Florita, was enthusiastic about talking to us about Estrada and wanted
to be kind. But she really never imagined that I was not just another brother of the Great Universal Fraternity. Nor did
I intend to clarify anything for her. Although in my heart I thanked her for having agreed, even under these conditions,
to transmit to me such valuable teaching and experience with the then more or less young Master Estrada. I looked
at her and was happy with that, because she, Florita, was fine like that. She did not have to know nor could she
believe that I was a direct spiritual successor of the Avatars of the Age. So there was nothing more to say and after a
half hour of chatting, suddenly, there was nothing left to emphasize. And we all understood that the talk was coming
to an end. Then, we went to leave.
While we were doing this, I began to meditate on my own fate, which had brought me to Ensenada precisely,
after having lived a 40-month Retreat and having been the depositary of the continuation of an apostolic succession
on the internal plane, etc. And that this is how, in such a simple but concrete way, this continuation of The Great
Wisdom was reaffirmed. Returning to myself, to make contact with the places where Master Estrada had set foot, to
immediately found his: Solar Line.
Later that year I visited Tijuana again and this time I was allowed to make an announcement on television and
radio. This is how my activity continued almost symbolically, because my work was not limited to this place, nor to
Mexico, but became increasingly impersonal, at the same time more globalized towards various places on the planet,
especially through the Internet.
For this reason, it does not surprise me that, in September 2010, I was invited to Tijuana by the Brother
director of the place, who, by some mysterious hunch, got the idea that the first Secret Chamber should be founded,
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Americo himself. For which the brother from Tijuana had 17 of his students, who addressed me as Venerable Master
Americo. The same as the brothers and board of directors of Freemasonry in this region did symbolically.
In September 2010, my flight landed in Tijuana, Baja California, Mexico. After waiting for about half an hour,
my Brother from Tijuana appeared, giving us a warm hug. We immediately headed to his truck. We immediately
headed to the place where he had rented a guest house for me to leave my things. It was during this trip that the
Brother, with some regret, told me that Master Marcelli had just passed away physically and that the brotherhood
was still holding a wake for him at this moment. I understood that this was happening in Mexico City or near it.
At this moment, I cannot help but feel in my heart not only a deep sorrow for the loss of my former Guru, but
also a powerful intuition that THIS WAS NOT A COINCIDENCE.
In fact, it turns out that the first disciple of Master Estrada (Guru Marcelli) had passed away, perhaps the
night before. So, in a very curious way, without wanting to, THREE DAYS AFTER the death of Master José Marcelli,
I inaugurated the Secret Chamber of Tijuana. With the knowledge on the subject that was made available to me by
the brother from Tijuana, who holds the second degree of Royal Initiation (Gag-pa). This of course has value,
because Master Marcelli was in the past my own Master, but since I strayed from the line of his teachings, he
stopped being interested in my forty-month Retreat and the process I lived through called Enlightenment, considering
it a hoax.
Master Marcelli, whom I felt was still, in some way, my Guru at that time (I am referring to when I left my
Retreat in 1996). And for that reason, in 1997 I sent him my work Living Path and others. I even sent them to his
children, through a disciple, who had a publishing house called “solar”, so that they could publish them. But nothing
was accepted. However, in 2010 (September 23), three days after my old spiritual guide had passed away, it turns
out that everything was given to me so that I could found a Secret Chamber that was not only almost symbolic, but
also phantom, since its members seemed to appear magically, moved more by devotion than by true preparation.
Does this symbolize a form of resurrection of the Teaching and the transmission of an apostolic succession that had
to be fulfilled anyway? As happens with Lazarus who, according to the Gospel, comes out of his tomb after three
days of being dead and buried, or as Jesus Christ himself who comes back to life after three days. Or finally, as he
himself said: “If the temple of Jerusalem is destroyed, not one stone will be left upon another, but in three days I will
rebuild it.” Or even the three and a half days of darkness before the ascension of the planet Earth in its entry into
the fourth dimension. These are symbols that are fulfilled when we are part of the energy that always finds its ways
of preservation.
In short, when one experiences such things, there is no longer any desire or need to fight for a leading
position in the world or within a particular institution, although it is not unusual for this to happen. It is definitely higher
forces of LIGHT that are in charge of the affairs of the world and of humanity.
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Attn.: AMERICO
VIDEO 1
I heal a country because that's how my energy is made
I am already outside the personal plane
I got into this… I made my destiny with her because it was my will, it was my decision.
And because I saw what was in her. In this case, Norma. I saw…
But when I got to the hospital, … The hospital was going… The IMSS was going to enter into crisis and was
going to disappear. It was a fact. The IMSS was going to disappear, in fact it is going to disappear.
…There was something that she and I had to finish together. I found out. They told me.
I have inner faculties, I have inner faculties. For me, what we are doing, that I spoke to you about, is child's play.
It is child's play for me. I do it because I cannot teach Gurus who make mistakes and make deals with beings
who are not suitable, who are leading humanity to ruin. So, I had the ability, rather I was not guided to Norma,
because she is a diamond in the rough, she is not a rough diamond, no, the other way around.
It is a diamond that had to be worked on, but then, from the beginning I rebelled against making deals… Not
suitable for generating a hierarchy. Because I come for a mission… where a hierarchy must be generated in the
world.
I mean, you guys are lucky… You guys are more like family who lend me some support so I can do my job.
Because what I did was rebel against…
There was a plan within what the hierarchy was going to be, but I already knew Norma from other lives. I already knew her.
I had not seen her for a long time. In fact, I had neglected her process a lot, because I am her Master in many
ways. Although she is my teacher and a woman is always a man's teacher. But that happened with her.
And when I saw her again it was because God does not make mistakes. She has to carry out her mission and
that does not matter how long it takes… I cannot say whether in this life or the next. Surely it will be like that. But
she has to carry out her mission very close to the people.
She is a healer by nature… Natural. But I was directed to her. When I revealed myself to her, they told me: …
-Without us you will not do anything. When Master Estrada passed away. He was my Brother, a Brother of lives.
We come together. We come as a group to help this world,
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we come. I am a very old soul, very old. I am already an old man. An old man. I can afford to say it,
to speak or not to speak.
I already know, I already understand and that is what she is saying: -Know yourselves.
I never, I never wanted to be a teacher, never. I was a worker since I was born. I remember how I decided. Because I
had dreams when I was little. I was three years old and I already had dreams…
Four years. And I decided to be born.
One day I arrived at the Ashram in Coatepec with a fever… I arrived with a fever and I was like that and I was deciding.
I mean, I remembered that I was deciding: -I want to be born in it… 59. I am going to be born in fifty-nine. I saw how I
came and incarnated. I took my body. And I said: -Yes, yes, but these people are very poor. Where I was going to be
born… I already had a hierarchy. I already knew what the process is, the process of Enlightenment from other lives. I
already knew it.
So, when I was born, I was conscious. But… They are workers. It doesn’t matter! I have to be close to the Master, to
Master Estrada. I didn’t call him Master Estrada, but I knew that I was referring to him. I already knew why I wanted to
be born close by. I had to contact that man who was my spiritual Brother. We are Brothers. And in fact I have many
things to teach Master Estrada. Not only does he teach me, I do too.
He has never treated me as a disciple, but rather as if we were brothers. And that is where Norma comes in. In other
words, we come, we come. It is a group, it is a group.
You must form a group, become brothers. In order to be protected, you are nothing alone. The path is not alone. It is
alone, it is individual. But there are always cells that are formed through evolution. We are always like this.
So, when I met her… She was already a healer of people, of people. But I, in my wisdom, when I revealed myself to the
hierarchy that existed. When I revealed myself. Because I said: -The plan like this is not going to work. Even with… The
hierarchy that was formed for the New Age.
Because these are times of very delicate change, very delicate; very very delicate and very beautiful… You are living
prophetic times. But the hierarchy that was about to be born was being formed by the Tibetan Master. He is a great
master, who lives inside the planet. They live inside the planet, there are beings. Not only outside, there is life inside the
planet. But it is not so easy to get in because there are many dangers. Especially at the energy level. All planets have
life inside. And outside. Not only outside, right!
…Hitler knew it and some Nazis and they went to live inside the Earth, they live inside the Earth.
…Even the moon has entrances to the interior, right? And there live forces that say they are demons, forces that have
to do with the Earth. They are called the lunar Pitris.
And the sun also has its poles. And things that don't appear in the videos. So, this is a fantastic world, right? I mean,
inside the Earth there lived a master who began to plan the New Era. He was the Master of the Tibetan Master. Then
the Tibetan and then other Masters. Who was Master Estrada, Master de la Ferriere.
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Enlightenment. But there is a hierarchy that depends on the process. Enlightenment is normal for them.
And they still have a physical body. But there is another process called Ascension. And it is the one that
Jesus Christ experiences.
Obviously, since we do not know, it seems to us that Jesus Christ is unique, that as soon as he ascended, he went
up to heaven with his Father.
I had a cosmic Sister who was with me on retreat. A Sister, Sister and companion. She was my companion. She
came to rescue me and to allow me to enter into a process that I already sensed. I already sensed it.
Even though I was a worker, I learned to work with sheet metal, in tinsmithing. Not cars, but sheet metal appliances.
I was very happy with my life. I was always very disciplined, by nature.
So, I would come and do my job and everything. I was very happy, with my things. But one day I realized that I
couldn't... That I had to do something. I said: -I'm not from here. I have to do something, I'm not from here. I'm making
myself stupid.
So, I became the most disciplined person, I did yoga, Hatha yoga. A process began. But I got involved with the
mother of my children… A woman who was not right for me but seemed to be.
Because I traveled all over the world. I mean, I had traveled to different, important places in the world.
That was the reason I wanted to be with her. But in reality she was not a woman suitable for my mission. So, I had children
but I could not get out of there. I was stuck, like I was stuck in that process with my children. And then, I was trapped in the
economic issue.
So there was a war, because of the evil, dark forces. Fortunately, not all human beings have to (fight with those forces)…
(Although) they think they are fighting…, but it is their size. We all fight at our size.
But (those evil forces) have been chasing me from other lives. (That is to say), there are forces that have been
chasing you, (since) they are chasing certain types of beings. Don't think that the devil is interested in chasing any
guy. No. It has to be someone who is valuable. Jesus Christ! They are chasing him.
So… I was persecuted since I was little. (And) I have miraculously been saved from things.
Miraculously. So, when I was there, in my life (what I am telling you about), I could no longer walk. It was when I
entered a 40-month retreat, I decided. Something moved me. I said: I have to… Prepare myself. Then, a woman
appeared who helped me, she helped me. And thanks to that, I reacted. I reacted to the fact that I had to live
something… new. Something that… I had to do something for humanity, … (I owed something to) the world.
(Because) you are very high… In relation to this world. Because (before the Universe) we are nothing. But speaking
of this world, you are super… (That is to say), I already had a hierarchy. I was already marked. Not all of us come
like that. Unfortunately, we do not want to learn from these beings, we do not want to. We want to teach. All the
disciples want to teach. And they do not want to learn, right!
They want to be teachers, but they don't learn... Once you are a teacher, you no longer want to teach, but you
teach, even if they don't want to see you.
So, the problem with me was different, I couldn't get out. So, I was trapped, I was trapped; I was trapped. I got bogged
down, in a way. Because the mother of these children who are here... I thought it was fantastic that she was going.
She had been a nun in India. But she had also been in the Chilean revolution. She had been preparing bombs to
defend the people. And allowing things that weren't very good. And drugs. And she was in the war in Nicaragua when
Somoza. She was a guerrilla there, with the guerrillas, with the groups. Although she wasn't really a guerrilla, she
was there.
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VIDEO 2
…I thought it was intelligent. But it wasn’t suitable for my job. My job was on another level. My job was not only with
the Earth but with a hierarchy that was managed in the solar system, for example. That already came with another
type of energy. An energy that was suitable for this Era.
I had prepared myself a lot for this moment, that's why it was so hard when she appeared and gave me four children.
That stopped me completely. I was practically finished. But this woman who came made me react. Because through
love you react.
So, after I came out of the 40-month meditation process, to focus myself. Because I had forgotten God… I became
“human.” Because in your desperation to be well, you become human. Totally human. I welded, I put bells in the
cafeterias - I remember. I folded sheet metal, I made ovens for bread, to vulcanize brake pads.
For this I must say that when Maestro Estrada died (1982). He appeared to me in a dream. I already talked about this
in a video I made for Sendero Viviente. Obviously, because of my way of being, it seems like I'm joking. As if I'm not
serious. And that's how it has to be. Because it's not the time yet. But everything is already approaching quickly.
So, my teacher Marcelli told me, when Maestro Estrada had already passed away: -I'm going to make you a guru. I'm
going to put the guru cross on you.
And that happened because the mother of my children, who was with me at the time, came to accuse me: Teacher,
he behaves badly with me... and he scolds me, and I don't know what.
Then he told him: -Tell Rafael to prepare himself and have money because I am going to make him a guru.
Maestro Marcelli has already passed away (2010). He just passed away a year or so ago. So…
That was very clear because a Master does not form gurus just like that, nor is he going to say to a student, I am going
to make you a guru. That is not going to happen. That is a very long process in the Institution that we have called the
Great Universal Fraternity, which no longer exists. The GFU as an Institution no longer exists, it is over! There are
some here, there, they are all fighting. They all feel that they bring the truth. There are about 20 groups of the Great
Universal Fraternity. Because we all want to be gurus. We all want to be the head. Nobody wants to obey. We don't
like it. We are all politicians.
It is not a real initiation, it is a political one… Esoteric. That is all we are: Esoteric.
But when Maestro Estrada was there, he made a very strong impact. Why? … Apart from the fact that he was my
Brother and when I saw him I said: -He is my Brother. Of course! I felt bad because I was a nobody, a nobody. I was
a nobody. A worker, as I tell you. And when I saw him I said: -He is my Brother, he is my Brother. I felt bad because I
said: -No! He is my Master. Dressed in white, already old. He was 80 years old, he must have been 78 when I met
him. I only saw him for four years, no more.
When I saw him one day in the Ashram, I saw him dressed... -Wow, this man is perfect! Perfect!
Then I realized that I was born to follow him.
And that was when I had that dream, one day, that delirium. Because I was delirious when I arrived at the Ashram of
Coatepec. Because in the dream a being told me: -Go because you are here right now, lying down, in this Ashram.
Because you had to be born. And I saw that I was born. How while I was in my mother's womb I said: -In fifty-nine I
must be born. I must be born because I must be born.
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meet this man. Who was he? Maestro Estrada.
Then, I realized that… How do you say? … God’s ways are mysterious. Because all those who were already after “the
bone”, so to speak. Politically-esoterically waiting to stay with the leadership. Since Maestro Estrada was going to die.
They were all preparing to be consecrated. And at that time, about three fell. Elsa Aguirre’s husband was Rafael Valero.
And she is from a certain aristocracy, we can say. You already know that this woman is an artist. She was dating
Mauricio Garcés. It is also known that Maestro Marcelli met another artist… Gurus are very persecuted.
But I didn't choose a woman like that. I chose my wife. I didn't go crazy with artists. On the other hand, Rafael Valero
was a teacher who was going to reach the fourth degree, Maestro Estrada was going to consecrate him, he was going
to put the cross on him. The cross of guru. And then he said: -I'm not going. I'm not going because I'm already more
than that. Because my name says...
He was trying to make a speculation.
So he married Elsa Aguirre, who is not a bad person. I think she is even more intelligent than him. And then, he went
out with a very pretty disciple, very very pretty… There are the temptations. “They are cheap”… I myself have gone
through very strong temptations. With millionaire women who come and go. But stay with me. Everyone goes through
their own path. So, the more you walk, the stronger the tests are. They are called “tests”. That is what they call them.
And just like Estrada Valero, others appeared there too. They also failed to get the job. Now, yes, the "bone." I tell you,
the bone, everyone knows what that bone refers to. To keep the bone. But nobody stayed, then I had the dream with
Maestro Estrada. He told me: -You're next.
And so, I began to study everything, all of his notes from Maestro Estrada… He was a man who for ten years waited for
Maestro de la Ferriere in America. He was waiting for the Christ of the New Age. And he said that he was the Christ. He
says that he saw a man dressed in white rise from a grave. This is how he talks about his vision…
That's why I wrote: The Gospel of Aquarius. Because I'm rescuing everything, that's my mission. It's my job. Something
very sacred. It's already on the internet: Towards the Gospel of Aquarius.
But, it's all because I am the missing link of the hierarchy. I mean, I found my wife, I had to find her. Since the woman I was
with in my retreat, she just prepared me. She said she was Tibetano's wife. His soul mate. That, it's not even worth
discussing because nobody understands it. It's something that only the hierarchy understands. It's a family thing. Because
I belong to that family. But I was young when Master Estrada passed away. I was young, that is, I would have been 21
years old, Master Estrada 82... I was a kid. Then, the oldest one appears, Pedro of the Era. They called him: "Pedro of the
New Era." That's how they know him esoterically.
And before he started the mission. It was already known. There is a very interesting book called: The Mystery of the
Andes… I don't remember… And there it speaks about how they were waiting for the Elder
Brother. So, the Elder Brother was already planned to appear, at the beginning of the Era.
These are things that are evangelical, so to speak, of a New Age, but they are not religious.
…There is always one who is younger and one who is very old. And one has the esoteric mission and the other the
mission to the outside. But all of that is a drama, because… things are different.
… career.
And when I met the woman who would become my wife, she was in her clinic, already there with her
She was the way she found her way… Because from a young age, she had already rebelled against being subject to the
rules of her own family. She was one of those women who decided to have a house and have her children. That is, she
did not depend on whether her partner, the father of her children, was there or not. And that, of course, means rebellion.
That is, having the ability to make her own life. To live life.
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as you feel you must live it. She did that. And she healed. She healed that way in the clinic. She
healed people.
But I was like a lost stone there. So when I came out of my retreat and realized that they would no longer want me in
the GFU, because they told me so... - You no longer, not anymore because I had recognized that there was a MORE
APPROPRIATE line. And that the GFU was already going to decline. Because the Masters had predicted it to me
before, in my Retreat. Since five years before I already knew that there was nothing left in the GFU. Except people
who were interested in shining as people. And that was how it had to be at the beginning of the New Age called
Aquarius. This does not mean that all the Hierarchs there are wrong. There may be those who do deserve the rank
they hold.
…They thought I was going to join the Great Universal Brotherhood. But I didn't join the GFU. I went to a yoga institute.
And I went to teach astrology classes…That's what I did. I said: -Leave me alone.
I understand. I'm going to do my job, but I'm not going to go to the Institution. Because they don't want me.
I tried to go … And I arrived and they didn't accept me. You have to have been doing yoga for I don't know how many years! ...
Ugh, I'm just coming from a retreat!
-You have to go do yoga. And write down why you are going to the (Initiatory) School.
-But how, if I am the Master!
I already had the experience. Yeah, the experience. After you live with a woman like the one I lived with in my
retirement, well, you can't go back. Not anymore! … So, I was already living something else. So… I arrived and said:
-Well, not anymore, I'm not going to worry about anything.
And he arrived at the institute… There is Villa de las Flores. Villa de las Flores! A very pretty name.
Village of Flowers!
VIDEO 3
I arrived at my institute. I started to give my astrology classes. And I returned to the radio, there with Shaya, my
protector who was Shaya Michan, precisely something about health. To me, everything that had to do with health
seemed very strange. But I was learning to heal places. I began to support Shaya with my mind, with my form, with my
energy, I can say.
They are special characters who can heal things with their energy.
…And then, I met the woman who would become my wife. I met her there. And she caught my attention right away,
right away. I mean, we were both younger, actually. And then, she caught my attention, I knew there was something
more than the fact that she caught my attention as a woman, she caught my attention as something else. There was
something that we hadn’t completed. But God, there it is! There it is, there it is. I didn’t want anything with women
anymore. After the last thing, when I finished with the person who was with me on the retreat. I had already lived
everything. I had already lived everything. I mean, I had experienced a form of sexuality that has to do with God. So to
speak. Now, what else? Now! There couldn’t be anything else!
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All my books are here! The master of La Ferriere, all underlined and so on… Lined. Just like I did
with the books I studied. And I thought: -It’s not in order either, she lines everything. And it was
because she was very similar to me… Pretend they were my books. Like this, half battered from the
edges… The same… -Here are my books again! … Because we have the same vibration. These
are exceptional cases, don’t think that this will happen to you in life. Life is not like that, don’t be overconfident.
Almost everything is not like that. Instead, they should be concerned with asking themselves: -Why is God telling me something
like this? But I am telling a lot of people, they are going to see this. They are going to see it.
And it is not directed at one person.
Now, it's not that one wants to be seen, one doesn't want anything anymore, but the facts speak for themselves.
One day I was in the van (my public transport)… In that beautiful stage that I was living with my wife when I met her. She acted
without any interest in staying with the teacher, when all the girls around were interested in the teacher. As was the case of a
very pretty, blonde girl and I can say, perfect. Especially because of her doll-like face… A young girl for whom almost anyone
has an orgasm, just by looking at her. I remember that she came to me and said: -Teacher, if you don’t want me here, I’m going
to go to Cancun, you decide. And I thought: -The “package” isn’t bad. Because she was a pretty girl. But I told her: -It’s okay,
go to Cancun, things will go well for you…
Obviously, all the work I had already done had made me mature, in a very hard way. But I already had my four children and I
had to take care of them. It was very hard, I don't wish that on them, it's not for everyone. I don't want them to think: - I'm going
on retirement too!
It's not like that. The Retiro is something that calls you...
That's why when my future wife was there, she was interested in being in class, she wasn't interested in staying with the
teacher. In other words, there was a very strong respect between us. And she went to his clinic and I began to realize that.
And I thought: -Ah! He works at the IMSS. He works there. He works there at the IMSS.
She was really interested in learning. She wanted to learn. She didn't miss class. She didn't miss it. There she was, there she
was... There she was.
He was one of my students that I already had. And none of them was a super guru. Rather, it was the old man who had his little
ranch over there, with an elderly lady. And others who appeared here, just like you. Kids who wanted to learn. And they would
say to me: -Hey, tell me my horoscope birth chart.
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And the thing is that whoever approaches the work I do enters into a process, I tell you. In a process.
Given that many things begin to move. And for me, that is something natural, although for my
students it is not so much. So. That is why I always keep them…there.
A bit far away and I tell them: -Go, do your
things.
Because the process is tough. Almost no one can stand it.
Ahh! But I was telling you about when one of those days, I was in the van. Then, I fell asleep. And one of the visions that I
suddenly have. Yes, I have visions, yes, I do. I am not a fan of that. I am human, I always take care of my center as a
human, otherwise I would have gone to meditate in the mountains. Because it is a very strong energy, the fact that you
have internal faculties. Fortunately, I always feel that life is life here. It should not be through…
When many are trying to have faculties, that is what I like to talk about the least.
But this time I was in the van and I was like this… I entered another level. And I see myself dressed in white, like Maestro
Estrada, and the way I have my hair (long)… Then I see my students start to kneel. Those slobs, all like that. They didn't
do yoga, nor did they meditate and all they did was ask me: -Oh, where is Venus?
All those people I chose. I mean, we chose each other. They chose me and I chose them. Because they saw me as the
Professor of Astrology, kind of mysterious. Just like you might see me. Kind of mysterious, how strange, talking about
things… What a retreat!
-It even scares me -One day a woman told me-: -Listen, Master, what you say about the secret chamber. It kind of scares
me.
And I tell him: -It's natural, don't worry.
Well, it was normal. I mean, how they talk to you about these things. So, when they started to kneel down, I put my hand
on their heads and said: -I give them my teaching, because I'm not going to give it to those who don't deserve it.
Then I started touching their heads. And they woke up. I had been doing that for about ten minutes, I think. And it had
actually been only about three minutes. That's when I reacted again. And I said to myself - Ahh! ... I'm not going to throw
away my teaching to those who don't want it. I'm going to give it to these children, almost almost. And that's what I was
doing.
So I immediately thought: -Ahh well, I'm going to found the Order! At that moment, I said to myself... ahh well this is an
Order! And later, reading a book by a Rosicrucian that spoke about the Order of the Friars Minor and the Living Gospel, I
decided that this is how I would baptize my Order.
Because it's funny, I was the younger brother of Maestro Estrada. I was the youngest when he passed away. When he
passed away is when I see him in the vision. And then I understood when he said he had had a vision and everyone took
it as a joke, they said he was crazy... That he felt like the Christ. He didn't feel it, he was! Somehow. I mean, maybe it's not
in this Age to talk about religious Christs. Because it's not the Age. Because now the Christ is going to be "scientific." He's
going to be scientific.
Now it's going to be scientific.
The Christ is not going to be as we know him from the Age of Pisces… So this (long) hair thing is not going to be
permanent. Since the hair is cut, you are going to live your life, which is still human…
Because you hang out with people. You're not going to wear a (white) cloak permanently either.
That's a lie. It was all Maestro Estrada's mistake. He drove everyone crazy, making his church.
And he was the first to disobey the Master (de la Ferriere)… Because you should know that when Master Estrada had not
yet left on a mission to Mexico, in Venezuela, his native country, they held a retirement ceremony for him. By his then wife
and that of the Master de la Ferriere. By order of the latter. All so that he would retire, to take off his cloak and long hair.
That is why they cut his hair in that ceremony. But he did not, foolish, he let his hair grow again. Understanding
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only that the Master of la Ferriere was referring to him doing his 40-month Retreat. On the other hand,
the Master of la Ferriere did comply with the Tradition, because once he finished his period of growing
a white cloak and long hair, he cut his hair and dressed normally. He said: -Now, we are not a church.
But Master Estrada said: -No, no, no. I want my cloak.
So, that brought a lot of problems.
And for the same reason, what I did when I left my retreat was to dress like a normal person, right? I didn't say: -Now I
am Swami I don't know what. And come, and Hare Krishna. Because I saw God.
No, no, no!
I said: -No, that's not how things are. Look, I'm going to the restaurants to eat and you guys get together, because we're
going to eat on a certain Sunday.
We were going to the Italianis restaurant.
That stage was experienced by the priestess, who is here with me.
She has a lot of things that I don't know if she should write them or not... I think she's the same as me, she's not
interested. So, I see her write and she says it already. Maybe she already did it. Then I realize that she does things, and
then I find out and she humiliates me... (laughs)... That's how she humiliates me. Because she already did it and I say to
her: -Why didn't you tell me?... And a joke I say: - Are you making
fun of me or what?
But that's how she does things. That's just the way she is.
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But I'm like that too. Because when I left I was actually laughing at the fraternity, thinking: -What fools, they don't know
what love is! They don't know what a woman is that can really give you enlightenment!
Because women like that give you enlightenment. They are special women. And not everyone. We can dream. But you
have to be humble, be humble. They fall, they fall. It is very easy to fall! Because of a lack of humility.
Everyone falls. If I weren't humble and, as they say, self-assured, unashamed, I wouldn't survive. I joke when they do
something to me, when they take my job away from me.
To Master Marcelli (Rector of the GFU. Solar Line), after leaving my retreat, I told him that I had lived a process, that I
was a successor of a Tradition; that I had been prepared by Master de la Ferriere in my retreat. That I knew him, what
he did not write in his books…
But I order: -No, no, don't let him in!
When I wanted to see him again, I arrived at the World Headquarters and told the secretary that I wanted to see Professor
Marcelli. And she replied: -No, you cannot come in.
-How? … If he is my teacher.
-I don't feel it.
That's when I wrote: -The Master thought I had gone crazy because I claimed to have become Enlightened... He's right!
Because everyone comes up with that nonsense. Many say they have already experienced Enlightenment.
I know some who say: -I already lived the Enlightenment, because I felt and saw, I had a little dream or a little vision...
And they already believe that. NO, the kid comes up to you and talks to you, tells you things; offers you. And things are
presented to you in life, not only there. There are things that happen that only some people know about. That is not
written down. One thing is to be a clairvoyant, another thing is to be a healer, another thing is to be a visionary and
another thing is to have certain faculties. And another thing is to have a whole process of wisdom, of true Initiatory. That
is connected to what the Ascended are and to everything that refers to the New Age. Something that you do not ask for
and do not want. Because that is the characteristic of the true Masters. Those who are already so sure, so made, that
they no longer want.
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That's when I see her. When, pretend that she almost said: - Fatten him up, you fat devil! - Fatten
him up, you fat devil!
It was like her mantra, because I didn't see her, I couldn't see her. I mean, she was so clever. She's very clever...
So that they don't see it. That is, that's why they don't see us. Our power right now that we have over the hierarchy is that
they don't see us. They shouldn't see us. Until the time comes, they will see us. We are, of course.
In some way, in retreat. I continued my retreat with her because obviously I no longer had the GFU. And when I left I said:
-Wow! What am I going to eat, with children and no money? Nobody was going to feed me. Nobody gives me money.
Nobody gives me. Nobody gives me. I live by miracle, by miracle. I was not going to sell myself. As Master de la Ferriere
said: -The Christ is not bought or sold. That Master de la Ferriere was also a rebel. A great Master. A great Master who is
the Avatar of the Age. But that does not mean that one forgets that there is a group Christ... He sensed it but could not
understand it.
Starting with the fact that Master Estrada himself said, when he learned that the Master was the Avatar of the Age of
Aquarius: -There are two of us now. You de la Ferriere are the Celestial Christ and I am the Earthly Avatar. And then, the
Tibetan says: -And what about me? If I made you. I am also the Christ, the Cosmic Christ…
Well, how? How many Christs...? A “stream” of Christs came out from all sides. Plus those who were disguised as not.
They were a stream… Master Marcelli is also the Christ, right! Master Dias Porta who is
over there, is also the Christ. He is the messenger. Hey! He has my Constitution right now. The Constitution of Américo.
They are going to put in what was left… The Statutes… The Articles that Master de la Ferriere left. There are 22 to govern
the World Hierarchy. They are going to put them in my Constitution. Oh no! But he does not send Américo to speak to him
so that he can do…
-No, no, no. Americo made the Constitution but we are going to make it ourselves… -Master Días Porta,
because they are the Hierarchy-.
…I was no longer in the mood for girls to push you around. Just like that! I had already been through some tough things.
So, the only thing I was interested in was having a little money. That's why I had to make a drastic decision, at that
moment, for love.
Because I must add that I had a vision in which they told me: -This is your wife. -Referring to her.
So they had to come and tell me why I didn't see her. I saw her as a disciple, as a student, a model. She was my model
student. And not because of the great wisdom she has lived because it's hard for her, it's hard for her. She takes notes
and everything and it's hard for her. She's extremely human. It's hard for her all the knowledge that I brought. Obviously!
If a man comes to you and says: -Look, I was on a retreat, I was enlightened and I also have four children, what do you
think? Do you get into it? ... Well, no, right!
It was very difficult. After she had sought her independence and had fought for her children and had found it difficult to get
a house. On her own. And also, the husband she got, because he also saw her as a person, was not going to give her a
hierarchy. I was the one who was going to give her the hierarchy. And I gave the hierarchy to several but I knew that they
were not going to endure, all the others, I already knew. Who was going to stay and who was not… They are leaving, they
are leaving, I thought.
I know that you will follow your path, I am aware of that. But maybe you can become teachers, why not? … That is the
idea. But your tests will be your tests. I am putting everything on the plate right now. I am pleased, because I have the
authority to do it.
Furthermore, …regarding my Constitution… How will my Constitution be made? …Well, it is already in the hands of the
rector of the Great Universal Fraternity, right now. Who is Master Días Porta. And that if it was dictated by Master de la
Ferriere and now the additions of Master de la will be made.
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Ferriere. Well, let them do whatever they want, the joke is that people are going to find out. In fact,
study circles are already being held to see what my constitution says and I am here with my little group.
Because if I go there I'll keep everything. It's obvious. With 23 books that I have. I mean, it's not possible...
And I didn't write for the sake of writing, these are things that have a very specific meaning, each book.
So, this cannot be stopped. Maestro Estrada said: -You cannot cover the sun with a finger.
True! I came to demonstrate, but it will be my way. How? Well, I'm simply not interested in demonstrating. I'm interested
in having a true path. With a wife, with children, with everything. And that was the decision I made…
So, when I met her I said: -Well, since your spouse isn't even there, what if you and I are married? We're going to get
married, we're going to get married. Two lonely souls... We're going to get married, with our children and everything (she
had two and I had four).
And something similar happened with the founding of the Order of Friars Minor. Because nine months after we were
married, we had the ceremony to found the Order.
And she tells me: -Do you realize that it's like a child being born?
By the way, nine months after we founded the order, there were visions at the founding ceremony. Don't think there
weren't. You have to read Sendero Viviente very carefully. Because when I founded the Order, that day. I did it with
respect to my Master Estrada. Because I, in a
previous ceremony, of founding the order… I did not give blessings, except once in the then Ashram of Hidalgo, Morelos.
And I thought to myself: -Oh no, how come...? That means I've taken some energy from these "guys." And I have to take
care of them on other internal levels.
Because whether I could or not, I knew I could. Because I had already seen that I could heal people.
Since I was young, I cured a person. I didn't cure him completely because he didn't want to be cured, but I took away his
cancer pain before he died, he wanted to die. With a massage, I cured. I was a healer. But I realized that I didn't want to
cure the person... So. I wanted to cure the world, I was crazy! I felt that it was possible. So... But I wanted to cure. I had
already done this kind of thing.
-Speak loudly…
QUESTION: You mention healing the planet, the world. We are seeing now, there is a stage in which the planet, the
world… I think the planet is saying: -Help! It is suffering from so many things that are happening, natural and so many
things. So… I think it all started with healing, with curing, with energy. How could that happen, healing a planet, healing
that part.
-Don't worry about that right now. The planet is under safe hands, right now. It is under safe hands. Right now, take care
of yourselves, more than anything. Take care of yourselves. Because the planet was in great danger. The planet could
have exploded, but the planet Ascended. We are now… You haven't realized it. Not even the current Drunvalo. Because
I'm talking about the current Drunvalo and the past Drunvalo. Since before those in the prime of life knew that these
beings come and go. Drunvalo Melchizedek is also one of my friends. We are friends, friends like that. And also with
Norma Laura... I mean, she took me to the Merkaba, it's a fact. She took me personally, by the hand. I mean, as you see,
that's all, "little doctor"... No, no! There's something else here. You have to learn to see it for your own good. But right
now the planet was in great danger… True! The Tibetan has discussed his position a lot. But it is no longer in the hands
of the Tibetan to establish a hierarchy here. Because we have an important regency within the galaxy. This humanity is
special. It is said that it is the new Jerusalem, this humanity. This humanity has been the most rebellious among many
that there are in the galaxy, there are millions of worlds. But within that cluster, the Earth belongs to them. Here they
command those who are the most rebellious. Here they are very difficult souls, in the
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Tierra… I know what my GFU hierarchy is like. There, it’s all about if I vote for you, and if I take you away. The
way politicians talk, that’s how they all are.
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Politicians in Mexico are all of humanity. They are all like that.
-That the deal is over and that I'm going to say it, and that I'm going to keep the job. And that I'm so- …
and-so. I'm not going to name names, I want to respect that. How is this going to come out on the Internet
later? But we're all like that. We all think we're the lion's head. That's how we all are. It's a characteristic of
these brothers... And we're about to blow up the planet. I'm not saying that catastrophes won't happen. They
will happen, but everything is already planned. Down to the last molecule, the last hair on your head is planned.
Of those who are going to leave. They're going to leave. Here was a pitched battle. Here was the place where
the final war took place.
There is a galactic Bible, where we know what the Earth is like and who was sent here.
Including Master Estrada and many beings who sent us, because they knew that one day the Age of Aquarius
would come. And all God foresees it with his infinite goodness… If a planet is lost, you know what the beings
of light do, they leave. They say: -Damn, no way, the fleas died. Now I have to cultivate my laboratory again.
Don't think they are crying, no. God is magnificent, he is immense… But since it is our planet and I was here, I
did feel nervous. Because since I was little, I already knew that there was going to be a world war, the third
world war. I already knew it, that's why I was in a hurry. Because I was very happy playing dumb. Making my
little ovens. And here... I like the one from the hardware store. And "closing my eyes." I mean... I didn't want
problems, but at a given moment I felt the burden of the planet. Because someone has to carry it.
But don’t worry, it’s already done. We’ve already moved into the fourth dimension… Right now they can’t see
it… They can’t. Scientists are confused. Because their formulas aren’t working for them anymore. They talk
about dark matter with desperation, and that there must be something more there than the speed of light. They
don’t know how to make their experiments consistent with what they already see. They didn’t see it before,
why do they see it now? Because we’re in the fourth dimension, we’ve already moved… But I’m one of the
first to say it in great detail. Why? Even though I don’t know it, I know it’s like that, because I’ve already experienced it.
Because it was the only way to save this planet.
How were you going to beat the dark forces, when everything is already infested? ... Now it's not just my
uncle's body that I had to give a massage to, but the planet as I give a massage, if it's already on the verge of
world war. And they push the button and the bombs don't come out, they get stuck. Or when they wanted to...
A crazy man, already completely degenerate, depraved, pedophile. One of those who are in power there.
Powerful beings of black magic, who have pushed the button and the bombs don't come out. They don't come
out. They don't come out. They have come from the galaxy to come and take over planet Earth, conquer it,
conquer it. Not all of them are good. Who is going to defend you from all that? Why are the V coming...? Do
you remember the V? Now there is the V program, the lizards and all that. They wanted to come, don't think
they are science fiction... They wanted to come. We are weak, we are vulnerable, we are nothing.
Because they don't come... And they put their laws here. Sirians have wanted to come here, don't think that
they are all good. Don't think that dolphins are the best. Indigo children have wanted to come. They command
them, they incarnate. And they want to keep the planet. I mean, there have been wars between the Kathor and
Sirians. Don't think that... This is an intergalactic war. Or what? Apart from us and the big galaxy..., a galaxy of
so many millions and millions (of light years), and nobody is going to be interested in the little Earth. Do you
know why they are interested in the Earth? ...
It is special, where there are special beings, they are very old souls, they are here. Do not think that he is just
a leader of our political parties, of those who are in the government right now. No. There are millions
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are the ringleaders. Who do you think they are going to send us to? Well, a hierarchical group that has “sizes”…
To face such things. Don't think it's just one little devil, there are many. The devil doesn't want to come here to
bother us. There must be something powerful holding us down. Look at the possessions. Look at what you told me about this
Brother... About how his mother was persecuted.
I don't want to mention her name because it is being recorded. But there have been attempts at possession, exorcisms, what are
there in the Vatican. Why are there so many books hidden there? With what right? ... There is magic. How many magic books does
the Vatican have there. Our Sister Blavatsky, Elena Petrova Blavatsky, came to talk about what was hidden in the Vatican.
Why do they have any right… Do they have any right to these magics? Are we fools or what? Or why do the Illuminati want to rule
the world? Do you think they haven't tried it? Do you think they haven't tried space travel…
In time and space? Do you think it is not a super war? That is why you
are… Even though you are young, nervous. It seems that things are not easy. No, no, it is not easy. But how could we cure such a
cancerous body, if not by jumping to the next level. That is when we, the white magicians, could somehow save the world. This
moment that you are living is for… unique! I do not want to say that you should go crazy, because you do not have to go crazy. God
is wonderful and many of us come disguised in simplicity. Do you want a true master? See him in simplicity. Do not place him here!
In ostentation… The masters who have come and have indeed precipitated things, like Sai Baba, who precipitated things. He
already showed things. He already brought a certain spectacle…
This woman who is here with me will never ask for anything, nor will I ask for anything. But I will tell you one thing. Let history
speak of everything I experienced in Sendero Viviente. After a while, imagine that book, in years…
So, he grabs and puts that book… And he opens it, and reads very seriously: -And he said such…
That is, it is already the Bible… The Christian Line is already the Bible, because it is called "the Gospel of the New Age." It is called:
The Christian Line, the Gospel of the New Age. It is the story of Master Estrada and Master de la Ferriere. When I read it, I think
that it is not going to be like this, there is not going to be an Avatar, neither Celestial nor terrestrial. There is going to be a group of
Christs and we do not know who they are. Because if I camouflage myself, then they should not camouflage themselves in my
Brothers who are out there...
Who do you think Diana was? Not Diana the huntress, Diana the queen, the princess. She was a little girl, she was from another
world, another thing; she wasn't from there. And do you know why she rebelled? You had to get up every day, and at such hours
the coffee; at such hours the reception of the people.
He no longer had life and said: -I'm going to dance.
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And she went dancing until she was killed. She broke all the rules. And she wasn't the only one, I can tell
you more, but no, no, no. Find out, imagine it. It's more interesting, why should I take away your pleasure?
There are beings involved in governments, there are beings involved in the US and in France. There is a fight between
what are called white and non-white Illuminati, there is a fight. So, keep that in mind. There are beings who come to heal
places.
When I was in the clinic, it was because I decided to. I want to conclude a little. When I was in that clinic, which for me
was… I was in another thing. A mystical thing, if you will. When I arrived at that clinic, I arrived for it.
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And I said: -No, I've seen UFOs, but this is too much! This is "thick." There's something. And I took her and put her in
the truck. -Which one are you going in?
-No, me in that one!
Obviously we were already marked. Yet we despise ourselves.
We say: -No, no! I don't know you...
Or one of the two: -Not me, not you, you're crazy.
She could have told me that because I looked like one. In fact, she is interviewed like I am talking. She is a crazy person.
Because my topic is not a coherent topic. I am talking about a prophet. In other words, I have already gone beyond the
parameters. So, when she and I talk, we are two crazy people.
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speaking. In fact, we are learning to communicate. Because everything in our chart (horoscope) is
like this, everything is fine with "transpersonals" and everything. And our mercury...
If they hear us arguing, they will say: -These people are nothing, they are a bunch of fools... In fact... We do
not understand each other (through words), we do not understand each other. In other words, there is
confusion through words. She with her mercury and I with mine... So you can see how beautiful it is to know
each other (through astrology).
So, I already knew that the clinic was going to disappear, in fact the IMSS was going to disappear at that
time. I'm talking about when she was working, what will it be? Seven years ago... We have
been married for 14 years now. But seven years ago, we were in a relationship with her. I wanted her to finish what she
had chosen. Because if she had said: -I'm leaving now. That would have been her decision. But she said: -I'm not leaving
now. I'm going to take care of my children and I have to see to the money.
I already knew that if she left, we would survive. I know that right now I can survive… Money is important, it
is not negligible. I cannot take any money, but she offered me that. Nobody offered it to me, nobody. Nobody
can. Either they can't or they don't want to. Both. That has happened. Or they just don't see it. They think
that teachers eat from thin air. So, I already had a house, I had a car, I had a wife, I had children, even more.
And suddenly I already had a family, I already had my expenses resolved.
There were many things she offered me that I didn't want to take. I took the computer with difficulty. I mean,
I'm a missionary. How did the divinity resolve it? What did I do in return? I saw problems in all the doctors, I
saw that it was going to collapse. The head of the Institute arrived there, do you remember? Social Security
Institute. There, I said, this is going to end... But then I started doing (mental) work, almost unintentionally, I
can say, unintentionally. And the clinic had a little more time.
There will be catastrophes, there will be problems, strong epidemics of the virus. Do not think about your
physical life anymore, think about saving your souls, better. That is what is convenient. But we were given a
little more time. What was one of the solutions? That the planet would ascend. It was already prophesied
thousands of years ago. That it was going to ascend. It was already known. But now it happened. You are
living in prophetic times. How will the planet be cured? It is a matter of time. Now, the interesting thing about
this is that we must not lose the third dimension. I am going to speak to you now like a madman but it is not
exactly for you. You will understand 20% of what I am saying, maybe 2%.
Let's say that between 2% and 20% of what I say. And of what I have as wisdom...
There will be others who understand the 40. It will be debated. I am in the debate with many important
people who talk about extraterrestrials, who talk about psychics, who talk about the flower of life, who talk
about time travel, I am there, Américo is in the debate. My videos are there.
They are going to all this. To what I am telling them. Whether the planet ascended or not, if yes, why can't
they go beyond 2012 in time travel and there is a limit and they bounce? What is the reason? ... Why can
the Merkaba only be activated every time (in the terrestrial periods), in time travel... Every certain period of
time it can be activated (the Merkaba of the Earth). For example, in 2012, why did many not like it? Because
there are going to be deactivated great monuments that have to do with the Merkaba and that could harm
humanity? Those systems that are making "the sacred molecule", the antimatter, what is it called? The
neutrino accelerators, are going to stop working. This is going to be removed. What is the Bermuda Triangle
is going to be removed...
And the devil's triangle that is there in Japan.
It has to do with the Merkaba and holes in time. Read a little about that and you'll see that ships have
disappeared and everything... All that is going to be fixed... They are holes that have been left behind. Oh
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chihuahua! … Let the accelerator …He already made a hole in the ground, gee! Sorry! Sorry!
… A big hole that the neutrino passed through from here to here. Why did you generate that energy?
-No, because I thought, God forgive me…
You are destabilizing the planet with a simple blast of the neutrino bomb, a bomb that radiates, you are killing the
Earth. A Chernobyl. You know what? It's like putting something hot on the Earth, on its skin. Something like that.
Oops, it exploded! …a little "explosion" doesn't do anything. They are ignorant (people) … They are ignorant that …!
You are handling antimatter …
What happened on Mars? They know, eh! Those who know. The Merkaba is marked there, a Merkaba.
Like pyramids, to travel (in time) and what did it end up with? Nothing was left for them (the Martians).
But they should not know that there was a civilization here. That there was water here. That there were rivers. That
there were forests. That there were people. And that there is, but inside. Let no one know, let us deal with them, we
are the intelligence of the planet. What kind of devils are those? Do you realize? … You do not worry, there is a
hierarchy. There is a God. I do not only speak for myself. My person is nothing.
This is the lesson I am giving you. So prepare yourselves, prepare yourselves. And just as I spoke to you, the time
will come when I say: -Ah, I didn't say that. It's not true... Ahhh, no, no. You heard wrong...
Because that's how I am... They're going to see me as the most normal person watching TV and half asleep...
And they will think: -He has already forgotten the mission. And so the next day they can see me in Spain... That is
why I am giving them a kind of farewell. That is why I dare to say things a little more... I... I am in charge of curing
places.
Everyone is looking for the secret chamber. I bring it here. Remember that movie you saw about the fifth element?
When they take out the one who sang "father" well, the Diva, they take out the stones of the fifth element. That
happens to me. Everyone says: Why don't you get organized and put the camera right!
There's one in Tijuana! ... We're going there now... Nobody can take my camera from Tijuana... (Noise)...
They gave me that, but I am not Gag-pa (second degree of real Initiation), I am Gegnian
(sympathizer), less of the first degree (of real Initiation), I have. When I got there, I will say it before closing this block.
There they told me well, we can, with the gavel I can give you the degrees. They told me of which I am not going to
say who, but they told me… (Noise)…
And what good is that to me or how??? How does it help people? -No, no, not right now… But you will have them.
-No, no! When they put something on me… If they put the GFU cross on me, it’s because I’m already in the GFU. I
mean, not only having the cross but having the authority to be listened to, why do you want that?
You are going to have a (university) degree, you are going to use it. Otherwise, why do you want it? Or at least you
want to have your little collection there. In other words, be engineers in fact. Curators in fact. I recommend that you
do that. So I didn't take what they offered me there. They offered it to me, eh!
Caro says, the one I put the cross on, … I want you to meet her too, but they don’t appreciate them, they are
hierarchs. Caro is a woman who has the nine degrees of the Mexican National Rite of Freemasonry. I didn’t know,
there are only nine degrees. No woman (that I know of) has the nine degrees there. They have the third and already,
ufff! No man! I knew one who had the third degree of master and already, ufff! ufff! No man! All of Tijuana was too
small for her. And that one (Caro) when I sat her there in the chamber (in Tijuana), because the chamber is there, it’s
serious. Not like us who are: -it’s not that I arrived late, she doesn’t arrive there, no, no way. I’m just going to bathe
her…
No, there (in Tijuana), she came to the chamber and sat like this. And she asked to speak, already dressed all in
white. I'll show you later how (photos)... There in the room she says: -But I already know how to
make stews. She stood like that. Like Paola. She stood like that.
I said to myself: -This is an old woman from Ashrham.
Because he gets up and says: -I already know how to make stews. And I think that now I'm going to achieve it, I think
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now I will be able to be in Yamines (candidate level).
Because Yamines kicked her out… Okay! Do you understand me now? I mean, she is a ninth degree member of the
Mexican National Rite. I mean, all those old people who meet in Freemasonry, the ones to which Juarez belonged. I mean,
read a little about the Mexican National Rite, how Freemasonry came to Mexico. She is one of those old women. Nobody
wanted to recognize her as a priestess. I went up to her and told her: -Get ready because I am going to put the cross on
you.
-Yes Master…
You don't understand me, but I'll tell you. Not her husband. But her. Aha!
And she... Says -Hey Domingo! Why don't we give Américo the grades? She says: -This one...
Then Domingo corrects her: - Why do you say this one? It is the Venerable Master Américo...
Yes, I am the Venerable, yes I am. I am Venerable, inside the lodge and outside the lodge. I am Venerable Master
Americo.
But she says like this... : -Why don't we give this one degrees?...
-The Venerable Americo…
-Ayyy!!! All red... -Yeah uchh... I mean, yessss. So, I tell him, that's what, that's what. -No, no, it's that he must have it.
FINAL CONCLUSIONS
After all, this knowledge is something that one cannot know whether it is true or false, and because in life, nothing
can be guaranteed. We can be sure that each person follows the Living Path with his own experience.
We must believe in life, be with life, experience it deeply and never lose our bearings. Never fall asleep with
mysticism, never stay where we shouldn't. We must find our own Living Path.
I don't believe in the end of the world, I don't believe in the end of life. I believe that pain must end.
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in the world, and that a world government could be established. But above all, I believe in a simple
and successful life, for myself and those I love.
Nothing written here can be guaranteed for anyone other than what I want to believe in
and what I myself want to use. This is the invitation I make to others. Let everyone draw their
own conclusions and may God bless us all.
AMEN.
AUTHOR: AMERICA
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