2025 coming to an end
Well crap, Today is the last day of 2025. Midnight tonight the ball will drop and it'll be 2026. Glad that i'm over with this year because 2025 has been one of the worst but also lifechanging years in my life so far. Had to deal with a school situation where I had to be pulled out of school for rest of the 2024 - 2025 school year (for my safety, back in april.), A housing situation happened resulting in me moving (in October), One of my dogs passed away (in September), A family friend also passed away (Just yesterday) and overall my mental health continuing to deteriorate as it has been for the past few years. I've grown and matured especially with adulthood reaching close. Been going through some really rough times but i'm seriously hoping that 2026 changes this. Really sick with dealing with so much negativity in my life. But i'll to scope out some positives here. I got to build a computer for the first time after years of saving (End of last month), Was gifted OMORI and I played it, Excellent video game, ended up finding myself in a really awesome modding community (Like mid way through the year I think? I forgot exactly when but thank you TEP for gifting and showing me this), Have gotten connected with some old friends that I haven't talked to for a very long time or haven't been able to talk to very much and uh.. that's what I can think of I guess. I would like to shoutout some people that have really helped make my year positively.
TEP @TEPtheDev
Thank you for being such a great friend and being there for me, You're probably the person that I've definitely talked to the most. You're genuinely awesome. It has been a great pleasure to talk to you and I hope that continues. You're funny, You're talented, Overall have just been a great guy. Even if I don't know you in real life, your online presence has been very positive and I love seeing what you create. If anybody else is reading this if your interested TEP is releasing a brand new demo tonight for his upcoming game: A Darkcontrast, I highly suggest you check it out: https://discord.gg/cRHJHKGV9F
chabox !! @The-SGBox
It's great to connect with you again after you had to take a break from the internet. It makes me really happy that you've made effort to improve yourself, I know it hasn't been easy but that fact you took a break and is interested in trying other things shows that you doing it, I'm proud of you for that. I'm also looking forward to whatever you are creating. I'm aware of course that Who is Saster is making a revival but I think you mentioned that there's been issues with that and stuff so im not sure where that's at but you also have some other cool creations your working on, like making music again and making your own comic. Can't wait to see those! If anyone else is reading this I suggest you support chabox and check out his music on Spotify and SoundCloud https://open.spotify.com/artist/7M0QfWFU7Iu4loxUNDRlo7 https://soundcloud.com/who-is-chabox
DeafPlayer
I've noticed that we have started to chat a lot more recently. We've been having some really interesting and good conversations. Hopefully that continues. I do want to apologize if I haven't given much input or feedback when you share something you created. Just so you I know I am hearing and seeing it and I will work on trying to give more feedback. It's just sometimes I am not always exactly sure what to say or I ended up getting busy with something and got distracted. I'll be working on that. I encourage you to always keep on creating and improving! If anyone else is reading this I suggest you follow him on BlueSky or check out his GameJolt https://bsky.app/profile/deafplayer.bsky.social https://gamejolt.com/@DeafPlayer_Games
Mel, TerKeno, MicrowavableHuman, Aubrey
I see the group DM continues, As it once started as a Terraria gaming group started by TEP it's grown to be more than just Terraria and more about other things too. Like DELTARUNE, Minecraft or just silly things. Mel has also expanded the group with inviting Aubrey into the group. I do enjoy talking to you guys and we do occasionally get into interesting things. Or just hear some crazy story or event that's going on in the world but I will say this is probably the longest that a group DM I've been has survived I wonder how long that'll keep going anyways I hope we can get into a bedwars match soon!
Wolfmandude3000
Thank you to this day for being one of the most kindest and smartest people I've ever met. Even if we've ended up talking less now due to things, I still value our friendship and really hope we keep in touch with each other. YOU HAVE AN IQ OF A TRILLION YOU GETTIN INTO MIT, HAVARD, PRINCETON AND ALL THOSE HIGH HARD TO GET SCKOOLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you're EXTREMELY intelligent... 😈 im gonna keep saying your smart buddy because you are. Anyways teasing aside continue to be awesome and I hope your doing well.
Omori Modding Hub
Well this certainly is a really good community. Earlier I mentioned that I joined a modding community, This is that community. It's been a pleasure to be in it. Even if I haven't published or contributed to anything yet, The community is just so nice and open to help. Surprisingly i've ended up being comfortable to hop into the public server VC on there as I usually stay away from those as i'm a bit afraid I could run into some... not great people or just somebody WAAAAAY older than me. But this community is pretty chill, no dramas that I can think of and there is a lot of cool people who create cool things. Thank you TEP for inviting me to the modding server.
thenyancatcookie (also known as Autistic Omori) @thenyancatcookie
Probably the person I hop into vc with the most on the Modding Server. I don't know if you consider me a friend or not but I would like to say you're genuinely fun to talk to. You're really funny and it's really cool to see you make things. I thank you for answering my modding questions and willing to be able to just quickly search up something and end up telling me how to use whatever script call you were helping me with, Not the only person to do that but you've certainly have done that very often when I mod on VC while you are working on your mod. I really appreciate it that your willing to take time to do that while your working on a big project. I still have to finish my playthrough of the new omori.exe update but I've also have been enjoying some of your music recently. That 'I Miss The Quiet' cover is a banger and has also lead me to find the original song which also is a banger. Thanks for being cool like that. I hope we can continue to chat and stuff.
If you like OMORI, I suggest you check out his mod OMORI.exe which just got a recent massive update https://mods.one/mod/omoriexe
other notable shoutouts:
My Parents
HollowedWanderer
Minecraftkity
The Composer
Bokoknight
Rat
Other IRL friends that I can't mention due to no online persona.
Other Online friends or just anybody that i've forgotten to mention, Sorry if I've forgotten lemme know if I didn't mention you so I can list you.
My Subscribers, Followers and anyone supporting my content.
My Goals for 2026 and onwards.
I hope to continue Hell Alex, Again I admit developments been really rough and I've been having a lot of motivation issues and just sometimes can't get myself to work on the game. I seriously want to get a demo out before the Summer of 2027 but it's going to take time and me rebuilding myself. I also plan on developing and working on my social skills more so I can be a better person and make new friends. Being in this new place really isn't easy so i'm really going to have to get better at socializing to build my new life. I also want to start a team to make a DDLC mod. I've been wanting to make a DDLC mod for awhile and I would love to lead a team and create something cool. If I am doing that, more info should be coming out about that soon then.
I hope 2026 can be a start of years that have my life go in a positive route and more positive things happen. Sick of so much negativity and certainly the world is going to continue to be crazy but maybe hopefully more positive things can happen. Happy New Years, Hopefully we can throw 2025 behind (if it was negative for you) and live through 2026.
also listen to this, you'll probably realize what it is a minute in lol.
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