love this !
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oh, the book sounds fascinating, i'll have to look it up! the issue does seem to apply to so many scenes; that reminds me as well of fashion and the ways that even explicitly anticapitalist/anti fashion industry/underground fashion movements can get absorbed by institutions and eventually reproduced/mass produced in softened and less "challenging" forms. serves double purpose to earn the industry more money, and also as a bonus rob a form of potentially political creative expression of its meaning.
i believe it's Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha's book Future Is Disabled that talks the most about time/speed/rest like this, from what i remember. it's really lovely! and 100% agree regarding the exhausting expectation of immediacy. i'm working prioritizing my energy, too! easier said than done. :) this also makes me think of a video i saw on instagram a while back where the poster said they were trying to focus less on how productive/efficient they could be while completing a task, and focus instead on how physically and mentally relaxed they could feel while working.
wow that's so kind of you, i really appreciate that!
love this! the part about how talking about something online makes it live especially stood out to me - i get frustrated when i see people with a platform say "oh well i pirated it so it's fine" and then in the next breath talk uncritically about how cool and fun the thing is. even if you're pirating something because you know the creator/company is funding terrible things, if you're then giving it free advertisement online and talking about how great it is, you are ultimately still supporting the creator/company's work in a different way.
love this ! there's very much a pressure or expectation in some spaces that people must make themselves and their experiences into marketable and palatable life lessons or "entertaining" trauma stories, but human experience isn't meant to be endlessly simplified and made intelligible and entertaining for consumption. loved the last line especially. thank you for writing and sharing this!
this rules !!! especially loved the part about success stories. once institutions find some "break-through success" that they deem marketable, palatable enough to sell, and less "scary and weird" in a previously un-marketable scene, it's over; they latch on to it, try to make it The Image Of A Scene in popular consciousness, and dangle the possibility of their future patronage over everyone else try to keep them Producing Marketable Content
love this! it reminds me in places of some of Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha's writing about disability and new/different measurements of time/speed/rest, and also some of Tricia Hersey's writing in Rest Is Resistance. it can be a meaningful and radical thing to take your time and rest and resist the idea of needing to meet standards of speed and efficiency. thank you for sharing this!








































